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moonlitmastery · 8 months

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Stained Glass Shadows

AN // So, this is literally the first thing I've posted on tumblr in ages, is mostly unedited and literally my only knowledge of MW2 is through fandom, so I apologize if anything is a bit wonky. I mainly did this as an exercise in getting back into writing, so feel free to leave comments/criticism/etc. I hope you enjoy! :)

TW: Blood, Mention of Severe Injury

She’d have to remember to thank whoever decided it was common practice to leave church doors unlocked. Despite the smell of old hymnals and decades old carpet, it was dry. And empty, at least for the most part. Her partner was up in the wings, silently watching for anything following in her wake. Did Soap make it here yet? Eyes and hands steady, silent. Her steps are heavy, uneven. Dully thudding against worn carpet before she all but collapses against the side of a nearby pew. Pain blooms below her ribs as she pulls a hand out from underneath her vest. Tacky and slick with blood, she fumbles with the switch on her comms unit.

“G-ghost? How copy?” She coughs out his name, wincing as she tries to push herself up against the side of the pew before abandoning the effort.

There’s a beat of silence before he replies, “Here, Sparrow. All clear on my end.”

She coughs out a laugh, “Got here at least. Think they pinged me, ‘least what it feels like. Might just sit here for a bit, that’s alright with you Lt.?” She drops a hand to the carpet, damp with blood that blends with the deep maroon shag. She hears a thud somewhere distant as he drops from his position, is he really that far away? Everything blurs and sways as Ghost makes his way towards her, footfalls coming faster. Crosses on the sides of pews blurring into rectangles. Stained glass becoming a mess of colors in the moonlight. There’s a distinct smear of red across his mask, broken by deep brown eyes.

“Shit sparrow, that’s more than a fuckin’ ping!” He lifts her tac vest slightly, seeing the clear tear across a blood smeared abdomen. She all but shatters under the pressure of his hands, biting back a yowl and writhing before a second hand steadies on her shoulder.

Cold. She’s so cold. Still she tries to sputter out a laugh, blood dotting her lower lip and copper in her mouth, “Si-,” she coughs, a rattle deep in her chest “ hurts like a bitch, Just wan’ it t’ stop fucking hurting” Since when were there two of him? She hears his voice over comms, muffled and distant despite his closeness. Who was he talking to? Price? Soap? Shit, Soap.

She misses the wet panic edging his voice as he presses down harder, a new surge of blood wetting his gloves and the carpet. “Gonna patch you up soon, jus’ hold on for me, yeah? You gotta hold on, lovie.”

Black spots her vision as she sobs, “Tryin’ to Si, swear ‘m trying. Hurts so goddamn bad. Please Simon, fuck- can’t feel you,” another sob, “please don’t let me go.” She hears the doors to the church open again. Heavy steps rushing towards her. Soap asking what happened. Ghost snapping as he applies more pressure, always more pressure. Her bloody hand rests towards his shoulder, stained nails biting into his bicep, other hand covering his own. With a shuddering breath, her vision fades completely and for a brief moment, she swears she can hear the angels singing.

He’s there when she comes to, blood stained gloves draped over the end of the hospital bed, stark against sterile white hospital sheets. Arms crossed over his chest as he stares up at the blank tile ceiling. She shifts up onto the pillows a bit and bites back a groan through her teeth. Why is everything so bright?

“Didn’t know I was worth waiting for,” her voice is low, hoarse. Mouth dry with one of the worst cases of cotton mouth she thinks she’s ever had. Where is everyone? His head snaps down, eyes bloodshot and puffy. He’s not wearing the balaclava. Opting for a simple black mask and cap in the privacy of the hospital room. They must be back home. A low, withering sigh escapes his lips as he drops her gaze almost immediately.

“Thought I’d- we’d lost you, lovie.”

“Can’t get rid of me that easy, Si,” she pauses, questions dancing on the tip of her tongue, “How long was I out?”

“Couple of days,” he swallows thickly before continuing, “ya lost alot of blood before we could get you back.” He pauses, choosing his next words carefully, “Bullet did more damage than they thought at first.”

It’s then she sees just how large the bandage is spanning her torso. Running down from under her ribs to the middle of her abdomen.

Oh.

Silence spans the length between conversation, straddling the line between awkward and comfortable before he finally moves, leaning down and pressing his forehead to hers.

He’s the one to break the silence, words hardly a whisper against her cheek, “So damn sorry, lovie. Shoulda had a better eye on you.”

Carefully, she wraps an arm around his neck, pulling his mask down and pressing a tender kiss on his lips. “It’s not your fault, Simon. Nothin’ you could’ve done, they got me in a blind spot. Not your fault.” A gentle hand rests on his cheek, thumb stroking light circles on a scarred cheekbone. Stubble prickling the palm of her hand, he hasn’t shaved since before the mission. Hasn’t been home since before it happened.

His head drops to her shoulder after a moment, breath fanning against her neck as he’s hunched awkwardly over the bedside. Hand resting lightly over her bandaged side. “Love you so much, darlin’. So much.” The words are barely a whisper, cracking when they leave his lips, as if he speaks too loud or too fast, she’d break. She swears for a moment that she feels tears in the crook of her neck, warm and damp as they pool at the neck of the hospital gown.

Pulling him even closer, she cards her fingers through short blonde hair. “I love you too, Si. Always.”

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It’s three months before she’s cleared for duty because of the wound itself, scar still pink and spanning, stretching as she tries to maintain some semblance of normalcy while sequestered at home. Its eight more weeks when she’s told she needs a shrink before she can go back to full duty, twice a week for eight weeks with homework. It’s a routine, she adapts. She learns to ignore the dull ache that happens a couple weeks out of each month, worsening when it rains. Learns to ignore the way she can’t stretch as well on that side anymore.

Sometimes it haunts her.

She wakes in a cold sweat. Swearing that her shaking hands are covered in crimson. That the motifs of stained glass are laughing in cold moonlight as she slips and grasps at green khaki.

#simon riley x reader #ghost mw2 #simon riley #tw blo0d #tw injury #drabble

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evil8keta · 2 years

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mercs x reader who steals their clothes!

SCOUT

- gets an immediate ego boost from it. seeing you in his clothes makes him feel so cool and important!! he will totally brag about it in front of the other mercs like "hell yea guys my s/o loves me SO BAD. they're even wearin my stuff!!" but honestly all his clothes are ugly and smell funny so....just saying. i wouldnt wear them if i were you but if you really wanna wear them then go for it. you're gonna make scout really happy :D

SOLDIER

- holy shit!!!! you look like mini him!! he will NOT shut up about how cute you look. he's gonna convince you to train with him because uh oh now he actually thinks you ARE a mini version of him?? have fun being his recruit lol. but other than that his clothes are surprisingly comfy, 10/10 would wear again. plus you get soldier yelling about how badass and awesome you look and how much he loves you

PYRO

- pyro doesn't really wear anything else other than their hazmat suit but they have a huge collection of gas masks! and since you are their s/o, you can totally wear those :D just please ask for permission first! when you actually do put one on though? they're gonna SQUEAL. legit they did NOT expect you to look so cute in one of their gas masks but...you do?? wowie!! pyro wil grab your face and give you a bunch of head boops and nuzzles because OH MY GOD you are so adorable

HEAVY

- ohhh heavy's clothes are very comfy. they're SO big and made from very good material and they smell like books and gunpowder (ah yes what a comforting smell...). if he sees you wearing his clothes he's gonna get this SMALL but very very happy smile on his face. his thoughts rn are like "s/o you are tiny and so so cute heavy love you". he's just silently appreciating you, yknow. also i think heavy always liked to offer you his clothes, either because he thought you seem cold or for some other reason. but now, heavy offers you his clothes just because he thinks you look very cute in them :)

DEMOMAN

- acts casual everytime he sees you wearing his clothes but as soon as you leave he turns to the others guys all wide eyed and blushing like "HAVE YA SEEN THAT??? THEY'RE WEARING MY CLOTHES!" one time you 2 were just chilling and demo just straight up asked you WHY you wear his clothes all the time. you said they smell like him and that it reminds you of him and my man pulled you into a tight hug and started sobbing. he loves you so much

ENGINEER

- thinks you look very cute. very silly. engie lowkey has the most normal reaction out of all the mercs, but that doesn't mean he loves seeing you wear his clothes any less!! he sees you wearing his overalls and he's like "ah yes that's my s/o wearing my stuff right there, aint they a cutie?" engie likes to leave his clothes in visibly convenient places so there's a higher chance you wear them.... he acts very cool about it so you don't suspect anything, but eventually you DO notice. if you tease him about it he will blush so bad and try to deny it

MEDIC

- medic wears VERY stylish clothes so if you wanna look like a smart doctor (like him) i 100% recommend stealing his clothes. but other than that, medic really likes seeing you in his clothes :) he actually gets very dramatic about it and can't keep his hands off of you. he once saw you wearing his lab coat and literally couldn't stop hugging your for HOURS!! he kept saying how adorable you look and how you should wear his clothes more often and how much HE LOVES YOU AND AAA

SPY

- actually, don't. just don't. he won't let you use his very expensive suit no matter what and i highly advise you to NOT wear his stinky balaclava either. it's for your health i promise. however there's a bunch of other shirts he wears so if you want you can wear those. they're comfy and high quality and they stink-- i mean, smell just like him :)) when it comes to his reaction, it seems like he doesn't even notice since he doesn't comment on it...? well SIKE!! this man DOES notice and he is SCREAMING of joy on the inside. he's just very good at hiding it because he doesn't want the others to think that he's a weak and lovesick fool (everyone knows that he's an absolute simp for you dw)

SNIPER

- absolutely LOVES it but he also tries to hide how he really feels. except unlike spy, he actually fails HORRIBLY. there's literally a big goofy lovey dovey smile on his face and yes everyone can notice including you. also i said this already but you're the only one who gets the privilege of wearing his hat. he even bought another one for you so you guys can match but turns out that you like wearing HIS hat SPECIFICALLY. this realization made me him feel very special and warm inside :D

#team fortress 2 #tf2 x reader #keta writes

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yjano · 1 year

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Never The Same.

Part 6.

Pairings: Jake x Mc.

Warnings: Swearing, violence, angst, smut, other pairings;), traumatic experiences.

Words: 6k

Author's note: Honestly, this story is going to be a big piece of work and a lot of angst. It's not connected to the game at all. Because I always want to try something new and newer. Read it only if you're into angst stories, please. Thank you and let's go!

"God it feels good to be free again!" Jake said as he stretched his arms behind his head. He slowly let himself rest in one of the leather seats of the helicopter, a smirk visible on his face.

Meanwhile, I was dead silent. Slowly my eyes filled with tears as I looked out of the small window I was sitting next to and watched as the court building became smaller and smaller in the distance. No one would be able to find me now and I would never see my friends or family again.

"Good to have you back bossy fucker." The man next to Jake said while patting him on his shoulder before quickly taking off his mask. The man had red hair and a big grin supporting his face.

"Have you gotten the information you wanted bro?" Another man said before taking off his mask. A shocked look immediately made its way onto my face once I looked the man in his eyes. Even though I hadn't recognized him when he was still wearing the mask. I surely did now.

A small smirk was visible on the silver-eyed guy's face once he noticed me staring at him and he quickly send a wink my way. The guy that was sitting was no other than Kaden, Lex's boyfriend.

A small sob immediately made its way out of my mouth and a single lonely tear escaped my eyes.

"Ah, almost forgot about the souvenir I took with me," Jake said once his eyes landed on me and a smirk immediately began to form on his face.

Slowly he got up from his seat and walked over to where I was sitting. Fear immediately overtook me and I quickly tried to somehow get as far away from this crime leader as possible.

Within a few steps, Jake had reached me and I swallowed deeply. I was terrified of him now that there wasn't anyone around us to protect me. Jake literally could do whatever the hell he wanted with me, there was no one to stop him anyway.

"Stop crying or I'll give you an actual reason to cry," Jake whispered close to my ear as he harshly grabbed my chin. Immediately an even more scared feeling overtook my body and I quickly squeezed my eyes shut to not burst into tears.

"What shall I do with you?" Jake asked no one in particular and slowly increased the distance between us. It was like I was an animal and Jake was my owner. It didn't matter what I wanted to happen, the boss wouldn't listen anyway.

"How about you place her under Lexis?" Kaden asked and the girl who was now the only one still wearing her mask stiffened visibly. An evil laugh immediately erupted out of Jake's mouth and he turned his gaze toward the masked girl.

"I mean she surely won't be able to work under anyone else," Kaden added before gesturing to the girl sitting in the helicopter. I immediately opened my eyes again and started to stare at the only masked girl yet. It was the one who I was sure I recognized from somewhere.

"That's a great idea," Jake answered and a deep sigh sounded from the masked girl's mouth. Slowly the girl lifted her hand and started to remove the mask on her face.

A loud sob left my mouth and a few tears escaped my eyes as soon as the girl had fully removed her mask. A feeling of shock immediately overtook my body. In front of me was sitting none other than Lex...

The girl who I had thought to be my friend turned out to be nothing more than a traitor. Quickly I looked away from her face while slowly a trail of tears started to appear on my cheeks. I had trusted this girl, and she had done nothing but betray me.

"I don't think she'll fit into my section, to be honest," Lex answered while a hint of sadness could be detected in her voice. A small sob made its way out of my mouth once again and Lex quickly looked down. Lex had been one of Jake's most important people all the time Lex and I had been friends. She had known all along exactly who I was and I had noticed nothing.

An annoyed look quickly formed on Jake's face and he slowly looked in Lex's direction again.

"Care to tell me why the fuck you think she can't be a whore?" Jake asked while a hint of anger could be spotted in his voice. He was the scariest among the rest. It just made me swallow thickly.

Jake had just asked Lex why I couldn't become a whore and slowly realization dawned upon me. Jake meant what he said. He wanted me to become a prostitute. Quickly tears gathered in my eyes again at the thought of countless gross old men sleeping with me against my will.

Quickly I started to shake my head fiercely and a loud sob made its way out of my mouth.

"Please don't, I'd rather be dead!" I begged before beginning to sob uncontrollably. Immediately after finishing my sentence, I felt a hand grab my chin and lift it harshly. Slowly I looked up only to be met with his icy blue colored eyes.

"Last time pretty face, stop crying or I'll make sure you regret ever opening your filthy mouth," Jake whispered while painfully pinching my chin. I immediately stopped sobbing and tried my absolute best not to cry. My heart began to stammer rapidly in my chest and I swallowed deeply.

"She can't become a prostitute because she'd be way too easily recognized, Jake." Lex decided to say in a calm tone and Jake immediately turned his attention to her, releasing me from his grip.

Immediately a few tears rolled down my cheeks and I softly sniffed. It was like I had been sent to hell and Jake was the devil waiting for his chance to torture me in the worst way possible.

Jake focus.

"And why the fuck would anyone recognize her?" I asked, annoyance lacing my voice. Lex was testing my patience and I was having none of it. It wouldn't take long for me to explode and once I did you could only pray for your life.

"Well because we just kidnapped her, I bet her face will be all over the news in less than an hour," Lex said back while confidence was lacing her voice. A scowl quickly formed on my face and I took place on the leather seat I had been sitting in before.

What Lex had said was true, and if anyone would recognize Mc then they would know exactly where the red crew headquarters were. Slowly I started to shake my head. I obviously wouldn't let that happen.

"And what would you have me do with her instead?" I asked while leaning a bit to my right. Even though I didn't like Lex talking back to me. I knew she had a point. Making Mc a prostitute would be way too big of a risk.

"How about we make her our new maid?" Lex decided to speak again and a soft laugh escaped from the brown guy next to her.

"Before you went to jail we talked about getting another one right?" She continued and a small grin started to form on my face.

"Don't tell me you started to see her as your actual friend," I smirked while looking at Lex with a challenged look on my face. Lex visibly stiffened but regained her cool and confident posture quickly.

"Just think about it Jake, it would spare us the time to look for another one," Lex said while confidence was lacing her voice. A soft laugh erupted out of my mouth and a smirk was forming on my face.

"Very well then, she'll be our new maid." I said before turning to Mc and adding a 'Lucky doll face.' to my sentence. A soft sigh left her mouth and it only fed my ego even more.

Mc focus.

"Prepare for landing." The pilot suddenly said and I slowly turned my head to look outside. A surprised look immediately made its way onto my face once I noticed the familiar building we were heading to. The building was a huge skyscraper with black windows and an overall expensive look. This building was the building where Lex lived. The building I had visited before.

Slowly realization dawned upon me as to why Jake had ordered his people to take me with them. Lex must have told Jake about me visiting her in her apartment and thus I knew exactly where Jake could be found once he had escaped.

I had unwillingly found out exactly where the headquarters of red crew Corporation could be found and thus Jake considered me a threat.

A deep sigh made its way out of my mouth. There was no way Jake would ever let me get out of that building alive. There was no way Jake would take any risk of being put in jail again.

I was sure of it now, I would forever be trapped in Jake Dalton's web.

It didn't take long for the helicopter to land on the big roof of the dark skyscraper and before I knew it I was standing outside. A harsh cold wind brushed past my face and a few shivers immediately crept up my spine. On the roof were 5 men in black suits waiting for the people in the helicopter with big guns in their hands. I swallowed deeply.

"Lex take her to the 60th floor and explain to her what her daily tasks are," Jake said while throwing something at Lex before turning around and walking through a huge glass door, 3 of the men in black suits followed him quickly.

The girl softly answered with a 'Sure' while catching a small set of keys and she immediately turned towards me. I softly sighed as all the other people and men in black suits went inside too, now only me and Lex remained on the roof.

A scared feeling immediately gathered in my chest and my breathing became a bit irregular. Even though I had been alone with Lex many times before I couldn't help but be scared of her. The Lex I had known wasn't someone who worked for criminals and definitely wouldn't point a gun at someone, yet she had done all of that not even an hour ago.

She had played with me, like a lion playing with its prey. A saddened look soon formed on my face as I thought of my and Lex's past friendship. Our friendship had meant the world to me yet Lex had lied to me about everything. Everything she had done had been fake and I was pretty sure I meant absolutely nothing to her.

Lex soon reached me and quickly moved to unlock the silver handcuffs Jake had put on me. A soft sigh left my mouth as soon as I felt the painful feeling on my wrists slightly lessen as soon as Lex took off the handcuffs and I quickly put my hands in front of me to look at the damage they had done.

Tears immediately filled my eyes as soon as I noticed the deep red painful lines surrounding both my wrists. Jake had put the handcuffs on way too tight and the wounds would surely take a lot of time to heal. Soon Lex came into my view again and a sad look was noticeable on her face.

"Look Mc I'm so..." She began but quickly got cut off by me.

"Don't you dare tell me you're sorry when you knew exactly what that monster had in mind for me." I spat while tears streamed down my face. I felt betrayed, I had trusted Lex with everything and the only thing she had done was take advantage of that information. A sad smile formed on her face and she slowly walked a bit toward me.

"I know you hate me right now, and you have every right to do so." She said before softly taking one of my hands in her own and examining it carefully. "Just know that I'll have your back, always," Lex said before softly putting her arms around my body. Immediately tears sprung into my eyes and a loud sob made its way out of my throat.

"I'm scared." I sobbed before hugging Lex back while tears kept streaming down my cheeks.

"I know you are, I'm so sorry Mc..." She said while softly rubbing my back. I was sobbing uncontrollably in her arms and a single lonely tear escaped Lex's eyes.

After a while, I slowly stopped sobbing and started to calm down. Lex slowly released me from her hug and wiped away a tear on my cheek with her thumb.

"Come on let's go inside, it's pretty cold out here." She said before softly taking my hand in her own and guiding me through the big glass doors.

Once inside I immediately noticed two guards guarding the doors to the roof. Both men quickly nodded their heads a little once they spotted the two of us who had just come inside.

"Welcome back Ms. Torres." One of them said and Lex quickly shot the man a small smile before continuing to guide me toward the elevator. Once we reached it Lex quickly pressed the button for going down and a small ding sounded through the room.

"Why do they call you Ms. Torres?" I decided to ask, my curiosity getting the best of me. Immediately a small laugh left her lips upon hearing my question and a small smile formed on her face.

"It's because I'm one of their bosses," Lex answered before a ding sounded through the room again indicating that the elevator had reached our floor. Soon the big doors opened and both of us got in.

"What do you mean you're one of their bosses?" I asked while a questioning tone was lacing my voice. Lex smiled friendly before pressing the button for the 60th floor. Slowly the big doors of the elevator closed and soon I felt the room start to move.

"Since you're gonna be here for a long time I might as well tell you." She mumbled and I couldn't help but feel a small sting in my chest once she had said 'long time'. Part of me still hoped that Jake would let me go home even though I knew that change was practically impossible.

"Red crew Corporation is a company specializing in organized crime but you'd probably be more familiar with the words mafia or gang," Lex said while slowly turning her body and facing me. I was nervously looking down as I felt the elevator slowly move down, soon we would reach our destined floor and I could only pray that the 60th floor wouldn't be bad news.

"Jake is the boss of this company, and the people you just saw inside the helicopter are his most trusted people," Lex said and I softly nodded, indicating I understood everything she was saying.

"All the people inside the helicopter are responsible for a certain department inside the red crew corporation." She added and quickly continued. "You've met my boyfriend Kaden before, he's responsible for everything surrounding our clients and allies," She spoke before a small smile made its way onto her face at the thought of her boyfriend.

"The ginger-haired girl is named Jessy, she's responsible for all the casinos owned by red crew corporation." She said and softly I nodded.

"Then there's her boyfriend Dan, the one with a beard and brown hair." She said and immediately after finishing her sentence, the familiar ding of the elevator sounded through the small room both of us were standing in indicating that the elevator reached its destination. Soon the big doors opened and Lex quickly gestured for me to follow her.

"Dan is our technical expert, he practically becomes a magician when it comes to everything surrounding computers and shit," She said before a small laugh escaped her mouth upon noticing an interested look on my face. I was listening to everything she said as if my life depended on it.

"Next is the red-haired guy, he's named Sam and is responsible for the training of our people and making them skilled fighters." She said before turning a corner and I quickly fastened my pace to keep up with her.

Lex was walking pretty quickly and knew exactly where she was going and thus I wasn't gonna risk losing her.

"His boyfriend is the brown-haired guy named Asher, he's our financial expert and arranges everything in that field from A to Z," Lex said and a soft smile formed on her face.

"And then there's me, I'm in charge of the brothels owned by red crew corporation." She said before softly pressing the handle down and opening the door. She quickly turned on the lights inside the room and a small smile formed on her face.

"Welcome to your room." She said before gesturing for me to come in. I cautiously looked around and spotted only a single bed and a drawer inside the room, which were also pretty much the only things that would fit in the room anyway since it was so small. A soft sigh left Lex's lips upon noticing my reaction.

"I know it's not much but trust me it's way better than being put into one of the brothels," Lex said to try and cheer me up and I just softly nodded. This was indeed way better but I couldn't help but miss home. I would do everything to get out of this hellhole.

"How about I'll let you rest for a bit, I'm sure you must be tired after everything you've been through today," Lex said and I softly nodded. A small smile formed on her face and she quickly left the room leaving me all by myself.

As soon as the black door closed tears began to gather in my eyes once again. Never in a million years would I have thought that this would happen to me even though I was defending the biggest crime boss in the whole country, how could I have been so naive?

I quickly looked up from the bed I was sitting on as soon as I heard someone knock on the door of the room I was sitting in. It had been at least one hour since Lex had left me here and I had been crying nonstop. I didn't want to be here at all. Oh, how I wished I could just go home and crawl into my bed.

Softly the door was pushed open after a few knocks and soon after the face of the girl came into view. She had long blonde hair and a cute smile, overall she seemed very friendly. The girl was wearing a short black dress with small white buttons on the front.

"Hi!" The girl exclaimed enthusiastically while waving at me. Immediately a big smile broke out on her face and she walked a bit closer to me.

"You must be Mc right?" She asked while taking a seat next to me on my bed. Immediately I shifted a bit to the left to make some more room for the girl who was now sitting next to me. The girl was still smiling at me and she softly took my hand.

"I'm Helena, Lex told me to show you your tasks for tomorrow." Helana smiled before standing up again and softly pulling on my hand for me to stand up too. Quickly I stood up and was immediately got pulled out of the room by her.

"So basically you'll get assigned a few rooms which you'll have to clean every day, it's really simple," Helena said while pulling me toward the elevator at the end of the hall. A small hint of hope immediately filled my chest once I took notice of all the possibilities that the room held. With that elevator, I could easily just go towards the basement and sneak out of the building.

"So from today on you'll be joining a team of cleaners, which consists of three other girls and us two." She began to explain while she was still pulling me to god knows where. I softly nodded while still following her.

Soon we reached the elevator and Jelena quickly pressed the button for going down. A drop of sweat slowly started to roll down my face as soon as the girl pressed the button. This would be my only chance at getting out of here alive, I couldn't fuck up.

I swallowed thickly before creating a fake smile on my face and looking at the girl who was standing beside me.

"And how did you end up here?" Helena suddenly asked and a confused look immediately formed on my face. How come she doesn't know? She works for Jake, right? She must've known his plan to kidnap me all this time right?

"I was Jake's lawyer but I got kidnapped once he decided to escape," I said while a hint of bitterness could be heard in my voice. All this time I had spent every minute I could on Jake's case and yet that fucker had taken me here. Jake was without a doubt the person I hated yet feared the most.

"I knew it!" The girl exclaimed while an excited smile broke out on her face. "I mean, look at you!" She continued while pointing her right index finger at my face. I slowly took a few steps back to create some more space between her finger and my face before looking at the girl with a questioning look on my face.

"No way you would come here willingly when you knew everything that happens here." The girl said before the familiar sound of the elevator reaching our current floor sounded through the hallway. Quickly we both got in and Helena pressed the 40th floor.

Slowly the big doors of the elevator closed again and she turned towards me once again.

"So the floors you're gonna have to clean are the 40th,44th, and 48th." She said while a friendly smile supported her face. I softly nodded before shifting my eyes toward the buttons on the right side of the elevator. If I would just press the -1 I would be out of there in no time.

"So how did you end up here?" I decided to ask and immediately noticed how her smile became a bit less happy.

"My parents owe Jake a lot of money." She said while slowly looking down a bit. "I'm trying to earn it back for them by working for Mr. Dalton." She continued before looking at me once again, the sad smile still presented on her face.

"Why don't you just leave, it's not your debt right?" I decided to ask while a hint of compassion could be heard in my voice. I now fully understood the reason why Helena didn't know how I ended up here.

She meant nothing to Jake and thus she wouldn't be told any of his plans. She was just another pawn in the eyes of a ruthless fucker like him. Just like I am.

"I can't, Jake's men would never let me." She said, the smile now completely vanished from her face. "The last 10 floors are completely crowded with Jake's security men," Helena spoke before taking a strand of her long blonde hair and twisting it around her finger.

"Anyone who tries to escape is rewarded with certain death." She said before the familiar ding of the elevator sounded through the small room indicating we had reached the floor we needed to go to.

A deep sigh left my mouth once she was done talking. If what the girl had said was true then there would be no point in trying to escape through the basement. I wasn't ready to die and I wouldn't dare risk my life by trying to escape.

Soon the big doors of the elevator opened and both of us quickly got out. A big smile formed on her face once she got out of the moving room and she softly grabbed my wrist before pulling me through the long hallway.

"Welcome to the 40th floor, also known as Mr, Kaden Dalton's floor." A rush of nervousness immediately crept upon my spine as soon as I heard the name Helena had just said. Mr. Kaden Dalton would without a doubt be Jake's brother and Lex's boyfriend and even though he had been nice to me when I had visited Lex. I couldn't help but be scared.

Kaden gave off that 'I don't give a fuck' aura and it seriously freaked me out. Lex had described her boyfriend as one of the most powerful people in this building. If Kaden wanted he could easily get rid of me and no one would bat an eye.

"This floor contains multiple offices which you have to clean, including Kaden's. " Helena said when we finally reached the end of the hallway. Multiple doors leading to big offices could be seen through glass windows. At the end of the hallway was a big dark blue-colored door and I swallowed deeply. That must be Kaden's office.

"Come on don't be nervous, this is one of the best floors!" Helena exclaimed happily while softly giving me a push against my shoulder. "Seriously, Kaden isn't half as bad as Jake." She said before a creaking sound could be heard through the hallway.

Quickly I turned my head towards the door which would lead to Kaden's office. The dark blue door was slowly being pushed open and my heart began to beat a bit faster while a nervous feeling started to form in my chest.

I didn't trust anyone I had known anymore since everyone had lied to me. Even though I had liked Kaden before I didn't trust him one bit anymore.

However, as soon as someone came out of the dark blue door it wasn't the person I had expected to come out. Instead of Kaden, Jungkook came out of the office. He was now dressed in an expensive-looking black suit and his hair was messily done instead of all tangled up.

He was wearing a scowl on his face and I swallowed deeply. Jake's look screamed power and confidence, two things I didn't have.

"What the fuck." Jake said as soon as he noticed the two of us standing in the hallway. Quickly I took a few steps back and Helena became completely pale. The girl looked like she had seen a ghost. An annoyed look began to form on Jake's face and he quickly began to walk toward the us.

"What the fuck is she doing here?" He asked in an angry tone. He looked like he would explode any moment and a scared feeling quickly began to overtake me.

"Do you think this is some kind of fucking tea party?" He said angrily towards the small girl standing in front of him and Helena immediately began to shake her head fiercely. Tears were starting to fill her eyes and she softly looked down.

"Just because you clean these floors doesn't mean she can too, now get out of my sight you worthless piece of shit!" He spoke in an angry tone and Helena quickly stammered a small 'sorry' before running away towards the elevator again.

I swallowed deeply as soon as she left. I was now standing inside the hallway with the one person who I was more afraid of than anything. Not even once had Jake been nice to me.

"As for you, follow me," Jake said while loosening his tie and walking towards the direction of the elevator. Quickly I squeezed my eyes shut and murmured a quick 'fuck' before regaining my posture and following my former client. I didn't have a choice anyway. Let's pray Jake had nothing bad for me in mind.

Nervous. That was the perfect way to describe what I was feeling right now. I was nervous as hell. I was currently standing inside the big elevator with Jake. He had been quiet this whole time and I didn't like it one bit.

Soon the familiar sound of the elevator reaching its destination sounded through the room and it didn't take long for the big doors to completely open. Jake walked out of the elevator and I decided that it was best to just follow him. Angering him wouldn't do anything good for me and thus I decided to just do exactly as Jake told me to.

My mouth dropped as soon as I noticed my surroundings. The floor I was currently on was a huge apartment. Big windows were covering the complete outside walls of the floor and a huge living room was situated right in the middle. On the right side of the apartment, a dining area and a modern-looking kitchen could be spotted and on the left side, a few black doors would probably lead to a bathroom and a bedroom.

The floors were made out of shining armor and a hint of gold could be spotted in them. Everything about this apartment just screamed luxury. Just like Jake himself.

"This is my apartment, I want you to clean it every day," Jake said before walking further into the apartment. I softly nodded, still amazed by all the expensive things inside this apartment. He was very rich and his apartment was showing it.

"As well as my office which is one floor up." He added before taking place on a big black couch that was situated in front of one of the big windows. A soft sigh left my mouth.

I had studied for years to become a lawyer and yet here I was, kidnapped with no one knowing where I was taken to. Slowly I looked outside and lost myself completely in the view. It was already getting dark outside on the street. Lanterns were like little stars. A small smile made its way onto my face.

"What the fuck are you waiting for, I thought I was clear wasn't I?" Jake suddenly spoke again, annoyance lacing his voice. My heart rate went up drastically and I gulped.

"I'm sorry, I'll start right away!" I said before quickly looking around to try and spot anything I could use to clean something. A smirk slowly began to form on Jake's face as soon as he noticed the panicked look on my face and he softly clicked his tongue.

I on the other hand was losing my shit. I had no idea where I had to find the cleaning supplies and drops of sweat slowly started to form on my forehead. If I didn't do what Jake had said quickly, he would punish me and I didn't want that.

I had read the damn file about my former client and knew exactly what he was capable of doing.

"Everything you need is in the cabinet on your right." Jake decided to say after watching me panicking for a few minutes, the annoying smirk still present on his face. It was like he was watching a comedy show and I was the comedian.

I nodded my head and followed his directions by opening the cabinet Jake had told me to open. A deep sigh of relief left my mouth as soon as I indeed saw a lot of cleaning supplies. I quickly took some of them out and immediately went over to the sink in the kitchen to fill my bucket with water.

As the water slowly started to fill the bucket tears started to fill my eyes. This was not how I had hoped my future would be. I had studied to become a lawyer, not a cleaner. Jake had willingly ruined my whole future and that was something I would never be able to forgive him for. I had lost everything I had worked so hard for and Jake didn't even care.

Soon the bucket was filled and I slowly began to lift it out of the sink. However, the bucket was way heavier than I had thought it would be and within a second the handle slipped out of my hands. Water splashed everywhere and a shocked look immediately made its way onto my face, Jake was going to kill me.

"You have got to be fucking kidding me," Jake said from where he was sitting as soon as he heard the water splash on the ground. Quickly he got up and walked towards his kitchen.

The whole kitchen was a complete mess, including me standing in it. An annoyed look slowly began to form on Jake's face as he walked a bit closer to where I was standing.

Small splashes of water could be heard after every step he made and soon he was standing directly in front of me. I looked down while trying to stay as still as possible but failing miserably due to me shaking a bit out of fear for the guy standing in front of me. Suddenly he grabbed my chin harshly and tears immediately sprung into my eyes.

"Listen, pretty face. I'll give you thirty minutes to clean this up or I'll blow your brains out." Jake said in an angry tone, clearly not happy with the mess I had made. I immediately began to nod and a few tears escaped my eyes. He was hurting me and scaring me at the same time, two things I didn't like one bit.

After finishing his sentence Jake removed his grip from my chin and walked away again while mumbling 'Pathetic'. As soon as Jake was back on the couch. I immediately walked back to the cabinet and got a lot of towels to clean up the mess I had made. I surely didn't want to anger him any more than I had already done.

After 30 minutes of me cleaning up the kitchen mess, I had made. I was finally done and a relieved sigh left my mouth. However, as soon as I was ready to start cleaning the kitchen Jake decided to show up once again. He was holding some black clothes in his hands and I looked curiously at them. Were those for me?

"I expect you to be at my office at 8 a.m. tomorrow," Jake said before shoving the clothes into my hands. I quickly took them from him while a nervous feeling made its way into my chest. I didn't like being around him. Jake Dalton was unpredictable and a danger to anyone who came close to him.

"These are your working clothes," Jake said while leaning a bit closer to me and continuing. "If you're late you're gonna wish you were never born." He said before turning around and walking away. I immediately became completely pale and swallowed thickly. I had always been someone who would arrive somewhere early yet his words made me have a bad feeling. What if my alarm wouldn't go off?

"Oh, and you're dismissed." He suddenly shouted from the living room before continuing. "I've seen your annoying pretty face way too much today, get out of my sight." He finished, annoyance lacing his voice.

Immediately I began to put all the stuff I had gotten from the cabinet away and quickly walked towards the elevator again. Jake wouldn't have to tell me twice to get away from him. I wanted nothing more than that.

Quickly I pressed the button next to the elevator and soon the familiar ding of the moving room sounded through the apartment. As soon as the doors of the elevator opened I quickly got in and impatiently started to press the button for the floor my room was on. I had only one goal at the moment, to get away from Jake who was sitting on the couch.

#duskwood #duskwood jake #duskwood mc #jake x mc #mc and jake #duskwood family #duskwood fandom #duskwood fanfiction

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moth--blood · 2 years

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Slashers with a s/o who makes Kandi

thought of this at midnight so i wrote them down!! :)

ft. Michael Myers, Vincent Sinclair, Bubba and Nubbins Sawyer, Otis Driftwood and Baby Firefly

Michael Myers 🔪

not too fond of finding stray beads in random places around the house but he likes your enthusiasm

his version of kandi trading is you make him something, be it a charm or a bracelet or pearler, and he makes you a mask!

equal exchange yk?

if you make him a Kandi face mask? that's his favorite one

he adores it but doesnt wear it a lot in fear of the string snapping

if you have a piece with his name on it, he just kinda stares at you. hes not really sure how to react but he likes when you wear it out of the house

quietly impressed if you make actual clothes out of the beads. he doesn't understand how you do it or how you have the patience but he's impressed

Vincent Sinclair 🕯️

makes you a space in the basement for your beads and string and whatever else you use!!

he's glad you both have creative hobbies, and you can (hopefully) help him with replicating jewelry from victims if they break

will cry if you make him something. what do you mean you care about him enough to include him in your hobby?? sobbing on the spot he adores whatever you make him

if you show him how to make bracelets, he'll definitely try his hand at it! probably accidentally snaps the string trying to tie them sometimes tho

"trading" with vincent is similar to michael. if you make him something, he'll make you a wax something! probably a small statue of your favorite animal

if you have a bracelet with his name on it he's very flustered at first. he's a fan, definitely, just doesn't know how to initially respond

very impressed and curious if you make clothes with the beads. likes watching you work

Bubba Sawyer 🪚

make him a bracelet please

he'll be moved enough that you even wanted to make him something and he'll never take it off

in the event of the string snapping, he grabs all the pieces and goes to you teary eyed and babbling apologies while you're kinda like "bubba string breaks its fine--"

clears an area in the basement a very good distance from his tools for you to work! insists on being downstairs with you, though, in case you get hurt.

if you make charms and pearlers, he'll incorporate them into his non-work outfits ^^

if you have a bracelet with his name on it? he wants one too! you can match!!

loves doing the handshake thing with you even if no trades/gifts are happening

if you make clothing items? please make him something for his suit he will love you forever (he already does, but.)

Nubbins Sawyer 📷

loves the beads more than anything honestly

this is the second closest you'll get to actual trading. he makes his own bracelets too, though they're of bones instead of colorful beads and charms, so you both have a fun mix of morbid and colorful!

also really likes doing the handshake, insists on doing it when he gives you random things he finds

same with bubba, if you have something with his name he wants one of yours

if you make charms and pearlers he puts them on or in his bag! definitely shows them off to people he's hitchhiking with

definitely asks for a bead bag, if you can make them. offers several bone items in return

Otis Driftwood 🎃

lets you set up a space to work in his room, probably next to his own work corner

likes that you use random items you find for your pieces too (like if you use can tabs, or small toys!)

will be pretty nonchalant if you make him something but he wears it literally everywhere. all the time.

if you make pearlers or charms he hangs them on his walls to show them off

steals string and beads for you sometimes

you have something with his name on it? you gotta wear it. no he doesn't care if the colors dont fit your outfit or theme you gotta wear it it's the law y/n

PLEASE make him halloween themed things he will cherish them forever

also not a fan of finding stray beads around his room but oh well

in the event of trading, he would rather just give you what he made you but he understands the hand thing is important to you

Baby Firefly 🐞

she loves watching you work

if you're willing to show her how, she's a very fast learner and likes making her own bracelets!

gives you so many kisses if you make her anything, she's guaranteed to love whatever it is

similar to otis, will adore anything halloween themed you make. will 100% fix them into her costumes

you have her name on something? she makes a matching one with yours :) also insists on you wearing it outside the house like otis does

loves doing the handshake thing! please do it with her

really likes the big cuffs and tries making them herself, though she getz really frustrated when she messes up a lot so she doesn't have many

you make the clothing stuff? she will make a million bracelets to trade for one dude. she doesn't understand how you have that much patience but she always loves the end results

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gamerbearmira · 5 months

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CHRISTMAS CAROL

The Fantasma, the one wearing her son’s ruana and face, led her to a small graveyard where two headstones, covered in snow, lay side to side. Alma knew what was going to be written on the first one, but it still pained her when Bruno brushed the snow off of it.

Mirabel Madrigal Beloved daughter, friend, and sister. She will be missed by all.

We’re so sorry, Mira. -L&I

Alma fell to her knees, tracing her fingers over the engravings. Luisa had to make this headstone. How had things gotten this bad? She wanted to earn the miracle, but was the price her grandchildren?

The ghost walked next to her. Setting his right hand on the stone, he pointed to the other grave with his left.

“Oh, Brunito…the other stone is mine, isn’t it? Did fate take me in exchange for Mirabel?”

Bruno kept pointing. Then, slowly, to Alma’s horror, he shook his head no.

“N-no? Then who…where…”

Bruno took her hands one last time, and they were transferred to the same place, except it was springtime. The two of them walked to Casita, the doors slowly creaking open rather than their usual jaunty waving.

It must have been after Mirabel died. Alma could hear sobbing from inside the kitchen. Julieta. Agustin was standing on the landing, eyes puffy from crying. In his hands, he clutched a white top with embroidered butterflies, the one Mirabel always wore. Alma reached out to touch the fabric, but her hand passed through.

On the other side of the house, next to Dolores’s door, the portrait swung open a crack. Had there always been a hole in the wall?

Alma turned, about to ask the ghost, but Bruno had disappeared once again. Out of options, Alma climbed into the hole in the wall.

The inside of the walls were dark and shabby. Cracks ran through the walls, beams lay loose across the ceiling, and in some places the floor had fallen through, leaving holes. Alma walked and walked, grateful that she couldn’t actually fall or put weight on the floorboards. Then, suddenly, a scream. Alma broke into a run, trying to identify from where it came from. The scream sounded like Pepa’s, but what had happened to make her sound like that? The last time she had screamed like that was when she had found a rat that chewed on her favorite doll and then died on it, and that was when she was a child. So what had she found in the walls?

Alma skidded to a halt in front of the biggest floor hole she had seen yet. While the others were smaller, just large enough to get a careless leg stuck if the person wasn’t looking where they were going, this one took up an entire chunk of the floor. On the other end, Pepa had fallen to her knees, wailing with a storm brewing over her head. Felix was holding onto her, but his shock was also clear on his face.

If even Felix couldn’t mask his horror, what was in the pit? All of them were seated around the table on that snowy Christmas Day, so nobody was missing.

Unless…

Alma, despite not wanting to know, slowly looked into the large pit and nearly threw up. Even all that way down, even if the body was a few months old and starting to decompose, she would know that green fabric anywhere. It was the one that Bruno had always worn before…

She blinked. She was once again in that snowy graveyard, once again kneeling in front of a grave, but this one had only two words. No inscription, no notes of achievement, just a name.

BRUNO MADRIGAL

Oh.

IHBQCEJK WHAT. THIS IS. SO UNEXPECTED. BUT VERY WELCOME. OH MY GOSH ITS SO GOOOOODDDD RAHHHHHHH 🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅

No but like actually. This is really well written and. So radical <3333 but like. This part of the story (in any iteration) always mad me so sad. And maybe scared me a little bit. It like at least Alma was really put into prospective. And that is what always snaps them out of it, and clearly it snapped something into Alma 💀

AND PEPA. FINDING BRUNO??? OH MY GOAH ITS SO GOOD BUT ALSO REALLY SAD LIKE?? ALMA PLEASE. YOU JUST GOT REALITY CHECKED NOW FIX IT.

Literally if you have more. I will totally read it <333 perhaps some art??? Dunno but I love this 🤭

This is me rn if you even care

#my asks #my asks are open #encanto #encanto au #au #encanto mirabel #encanto alma #encanto Bruno #encanto Julieta #encanto Agustin #a christmas carol

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opera-ghost · 1 year

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thoughts on march 1, 2023 evening phantom performance

the opening line of my notes on this is literally "julia was amazing, ben was on point! paul was there."

i'm so sorry i just don't like his raoul, he seems really bored during think of me and annoyed during the rooftop scene- two points where he just fell really flat for me. him and julia don't have a ton of chemistry either so it's kinda a perfect storm if you're a phantom/christine fan

i could NOT stop watching ted keegan during hannibal, his reactions were entertaining and he actually encourages elizabeth welch's princess to volunteer for carlotta's role after she leaves. it was just really fun to try and look out for the various characterizations from the ensemble

there was a point in angel of music where the white robe thing got caught on julia's hannibal skirt so it didn't fan out to make the white dress she wears for the first lair. it was still caught when she got up from her seat, but then at the end when polly baird and her held hands, polly very subtly pulled the robe for her and it fell halfway, then fell fully into place a few seconds later. this really does not matter but i find little variations like this really interesting so i'm writing this for the one person out there who likes that stuff too :)

some laughter during the STYDI crawl. i've said it before and i'll say it again, i will live and die by this moment. i can't describe to you the intense joy i got when i first saw jeremy stolle do the crawl live in december- it was so creepy and pathetic, i immediately became obsessed. so yes, even though ben's crawl looks a bit funny comparatively, i will still defend it till my dying breath

kanisha was funny to watch during sitzprobe, her mouth fell open in shock when carlotta was insulting the don juan score. her ensemble character is overall very feisty and i love it

let's talk about ben's PONR. this man was SUFFERING. like hyperventilating, panting, shoulders rising and falling with his chest with such intensity while julia sang her verse and he was on the bench. his fingers were moving so much, he had his palms facing up the entire time so he didn't grip his knees/the robe (thinking about franc d'ambrosio.......) which is really a shame BUT he's still so good. when julia went to feel his mask up at the end of the number (fuck you new PONR blocking), he kind of threw up his hands from his lap in a "you've gotta be kidding me" gesture or like "really? now?" and it was hilarious. he did something similar and threw his hands up a bit when she unhooded him too. these two moves weren't something he did the second night i saw him, so it was an interesting choice i guess? idk the best way i can describe his PONR is just "feral"

not as devastating a final lair as the next night with ben and emilie, but this final lair was pretty good too. when julia said the "please raoul it's useless" line, she had an emphasis on "useless" and said it like an insult, while looking at ben with a kind of frustration. ben's second "i love you" seemed really hard for him to get out which killed me, and he sobbed into the veil too (just less audibly than the 3/2 show). i could probably jog my memory with more notes about this part but i genuinely can't find the emotional strength to put myself through it again

#feel bad for not liking paul's raoul but i. have to be honest i'm sorry #his vocals are great! it's just his acting for this character #anyway i'll be posting the audio from this show tonight or tomorrow probably #just wanted to get these notes out first #now crawling back to the depression that seeing ben and emilie's final lair has given me #save #phantom of the opera #poto

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what-the-stories-have-foretold · 1 year

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Congratulations for your 700 followers! 🎉 Thank you so much for taking the time to write beautiful headcanons, I love reading them and always bring a smile to my face! ☺️🫶🏻

If possible I would like to make a request where reader asks Furuya if he wants to be their Tuxedo mask because they both have a similar voice (literally they have the same voice) and because reader is a big fan of sailor moon haha or if Furuya was Tuxedo Mask and reader was Sailor Moon. Please write whatever is more comfortable for you, thanks 💕

Yessssss ily 💕💕💕 I went with them cosplaying the characters, I hope you don't mind 😊

You're so sweet 🥺 And thank you very much, I'm glad you like them!

Furuya x fem!reader

Navi

Warnings: fem!reader (in sailor moon cosplay), he calls the reader "princess"

~200 words

"You have time though, right?"

He silently stared at you from his spot on the couch, his hand laying heavy in yours.

"Pretty please, baby," you whispered and pressed a soft kiss to his lips. He hummed, thumb finally running over your hand, before tugging you into him. You stumbled against his body and crashed into his chest. Slowly, you lifted your head, pouting up at him.

"I don't think I'll wear a mask though."

He was blessed with your lovely smile.

Of course he wore the mask. How could he not? After all, he had watched your favourite show so many times - he had just felt like something was missing from his cosplay. The suit, the coat, the hat - everything was perfect (and made from the finest of materials), but it still felt incomplete.

And so, he was granted the sight of you - wearing the Sailor uniform of your idol - tearing up at the sight of him.

"You're so handsome," you nearly sobbed, not quite believing your eyes.

"And you must be the most beautiful...princess I have ever seen in my entire life - and all lives I have ever lived - my love."

You couldn't help but kiss him for that.

#rei furuya #furuya x reader #furuya rei x reader #furuya rei #tooru amuro #amuro tooru x reader #amuro tooru #bourbon x reader #what-the-stories-have-foretold #x female reader #x fem!reader #cafe employee #detective conan

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topperscumslut · 2 years

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my thoughts reading the first umbrella academy comic book as someone who’s been a fan of the show for years (spoilers for all seasons of the show and the first book)

•damn so we’re really getting right into reggie being an alien huh??

•WE FINALLY GET TO FIND OUT WHAT HAPPENED AT THE EIFFEL TOWER???

•LUTHER 🥲

•can we talk about how he named his lil moon robot ben and still has newspaper articles about the academy and one about ben’s death 🥺

•literally how anyone can hate him i don’t understand

•TELL ME WHY I JUST SAW VANYA’S WHOLE CHEEKS- was the thong really necessary gerard???

•also it still feels transphobic calling her vanya even tho she doesn’t become viktor in the comics bcuz viktor’s transition was written for elliot page like ik she’s still a cis female in the books but saying vanya still makes me feel… grimy idk

•”father’s really dead, isn’t he, pogo?” LUTHER ILY

•he still calls allison rumor and is still wearing the academy mask wow luther hargreeves really is the right where you left me by taylor swift character huh

•tears are streaming down my face in a barnes and noble cafe luther are you OKAY

•someone get these siblings therapy i beg

•KLAUS!!!!!

•klaus definitely seems very similar in both versions

•”because what i found wasn’t just a place where i could hide” five trying to time travel not cuz he’s a stabbing a table with a butter knife cocky little shit but a literal child trying to hide from his abusive father is going to make me combust anyway fuck reginald

•more crying

•the A+ on luther’s paper and the D- on diego’s diego deserves better i am sobbing

•so it’s diego that thinks reggie was murdered in the comics instead of luther?? interesting

•luther and diego are so angsty jesus

•”so start acting like homo sapiens so we can bury your father” POGO PLZ-

•WHY DID DIEGO JUST STRIP GRACE????

•i have SO many questions

•i think im too dumb for this book

•which is embarrassing cuz it’s a comic book

•NOT LUTHER BITCH SLAPPING DIEGO GOODBYE-

•who in the motherfuck is dr terminal

•aidan gallagher was such a perfect casting for number five omg

•”i guess you’re right… [reginald] didn’t love me. but i haven’t spent my life pretending he did.” hello???? are we sure this is the same luther as the luther from the netflix series??

•is it just me or does klaus kinda look like mikey way???? like ik gerard wrote the series so…??

•not five bringing pogo into the fucking coffee shop- 💀🤚

•the way agnes literally does not question the fucking MONKEY god i love her

•five brutally massacring the commission goons and yet still stopping to pay for his drink and thank agnes omfg

•how are y’all shocked allison SAed luther in s3 when she literally SAs him hardly five chapters into the first book??

•it was literally out of nowhere too like- there was BUILD UP and CHEMISTRY and FLIRTING in the show and at least some villain era motivations for allison but in the book they’re literally just talking about claire and allison is still calling her Luther’s NIECE and then she just rumors him into kissing her out of nowhere??? i just audibly gasped in this barnes and noble i am sorry

•vanya is SLIM THICC

•everything is happening so fast in comparison to in the show omg

•is there *something* going on between diego and vanya like there is allison and luther?? or why is he so emotionally attached to her?? please tell me there’s not istg-

•REGINALD?????

•klaus saving the day slay!!!

•i don’t know how to feel. i just got so much information in so little time.

•FIVE AND KLAUS CONTENT YESS!!!

•POGO’S EXCERPTS ABOUT THE KIDS IM GONNA CRY

•OMFG KLAUS ACTUALLY WAS INSPIRED BY MIKEY I AM SCREECHING

•i have so many feelings

#the umbrella academy #the umbrella academy season 3 #five hargreeves #luther hargreeves #diego hargreeves #allison hargreeves #klaus hargreeves #ben hargreeves #vanya hargreeves #viktor hargreeves #the umbrella academy comics #gerard way #mikey way #my chemical romance

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bubble7o7 · 2 years

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Mature Content

Over 18’s Only

Pairing: Yoongi x Reader

4 Days…

You finally arrive. The flight was long but you’re hoping it’s going to be worth it. It’s 9:30am in Seoul.

You text Hobi to let him know you’ve arrived safe and are just coming out of arrivals. He calls you to give instructions on where he and Jimin are parked. Jimin starts flashing his lights when you are near. You can hear their laughter coming from the car feet away.

Once you’re inside Hobi is squealing with excitement, squeezing and hugging you tightly. He’s then pushed out of the way as you get a hug and a kiss from Jimin, you all clap your hands in giddy excitement. “Ok” you say… “that’s enough. I stink and I’m tired! Halp me!” As you flop down on the back seat dramatically. You feel sick to your stomach, a mixture of nerves, hunger and desperation to surprise Yoongi.

The boys have helped you plan it, they had just finished their latest tour and were back home. The plan was to get to Hobi’s, so you could get yourself changed and freshened up. The boys faked a meeting at HQ as they knew that Yoongi would already be there. Telling him they had some adjustments to make to their albums and they needed his help. Hobi’s plan was to tell Yoongi that there was a parcel he needed to sign for in reception and instead it would be you.

While Jimin made his way to HQ after dropping you both off, Hobi had you fed, watered and after you’d refreshed yourself with a hot shower you were ready to go. Hobi blasted music on the drive over as you were both far too quiet. He had a call from Jimin confirming Yoongi was in the building as he had slept in the studio the night before.

Just as you arrive in the car park your phone buzzes with a text from Yoongi “Sorry I didn’t reply it’s been a bit hectic, can I FaceTime you before you go to sleep?, I miss your face. Please?”

“Shit!”

You text him back asking him to give you 10-15 mins.

You head into reception wearing a black cap, face mask and long black padded coat. Hobi hugs you tightly and tells you it will all be ok and he’ll see you soon and leaves you in reception for what is the longest 10mins of your life. You finally get a nod from the reception staff that Yoongi is on his way down…

You hear the ping of the elevators.

You can feel your pulse pounding in your ears.

You feel like your legs are going to give way.

Your heart is literally in your throat.

You turn your back to him as he walks down the corridor.

You hear his footsteps getting closer as he mumbles the words “fucking FaceTime” to himself, he then asks the staff what he needs to sign for, sounding a little moody. That voice though… how you’ve missed that voice.

You slowly turn around to face him, pulling your mask off and ask “Are you free to FaceTime now?”

“What the fuuh?!”

He steps back eyes wide scanning you up and down, not sure if it is your voice he heard?

He moves closer, slowly lifting your cap and peaking under it.

He gasps… pulling it back down over your face as he runs away back up the corridor to the elevators.

“Yoongi!” you shout laughing at him. You can hear Hobi clapping/laughing in the background while filming it all on his phone.

You take your cap off as he runs back to you… your arms open, ready to be whisked off your feet. Instead he grabs your wrist and pulls you to the elevator frantically pressing at the call button.

“Yoongi?” You say a little worried as you can’t see his face. The staff and Hobi pile in the elevator quickly after you. Yoongi is standing protectively in front of you. Desperately wanting to kiss you and hold you but too scared of his emotions in front of everyone.

Your back is to the wall of the elevator in the corner, he has a tight grip of your hand holding it to his side.

You rest your forehead on the back of his shoulder completely overwhelmed you let out a heavy sigh, you still don’t know if he’s happy to see you?

A tear falls down your cheek and he feels your breathing change as you let out a quiet sob.

Still holding your hand, he pulls it up to his chest squeezing it tightly to him. You can feel his heart pounding through his chest.

You discreetly put your free hand on the other side of his waist and pull him to you a little. Desperate for him to turn around and kiss you like you’ve dreamt of for months.

Hobi can see the shift in mood and nods to the staff saying “Erm guys come with me I’ve just remembered there’s fresh donuts in the meeting room level 5” they all get off at the next floor. Hobi shouts “Love you guys!” As he exits.

Yoongi doesn’t react he just continues to stare straight ahead… the elevator doors ping closed.

“Yoongi I’m sor…” He turns around grabbing your face in his hands and smashes his lips into yours, kissing you with total desperation, pressing you up against the elevator wall. Your hands go straight to his ass as you pull him in to you, quickly moving them up to his shoulders then cupping his face. You feel wet on your hands as you open your eyes and see tears in his and down his cheek.

You panic. “Yoongi I’m sorry I thought it would be a good idea to surprise you I didn’t mean to upset you…”

“Shut up dickhead and kiss me, I’ve missed you so fucking much!” He grabs your coat collar and pulls you in to him as you wrap yourself around him, just as the elevator doors ping open, he takes you by the hand to his studio.

You’re barely in the door when he flings your cap off and takes your coat from you tossing them to one side.

“I can’t believe it, are you really here?”

His arms outstretched with both hands on your shoulders, he’s staring you up and down and gently turns you around grabbing a hold of your ass “Ahhh yes, you’re real!” He smiles pulling you in to him as he wraps his arms around you, lightly brushing over your breasts and gently kisses your neck.

He pulls you over to his couch and sits himself down, you straddle him as he pulls you down to him.

“How the hell did you pull this off?” He says with a muffled voice as his face is buried into your breasts.

You lean back, combing your fingers through his hair. You tell him how Hobi helped you plan it, that you knew he had the next 4 days free so you planned on spending them with him.

“Wait!… just 4 days?!”

“Well yes…”

“But I have 2 weeks R&R!” He interrupts

“I know but we didn’t have access to your whole schedule, or know if you had anything planned and I don’t want you cancelling any ready made plans with friends or family and so I just grabbed the 4 days and…”

“No! I’m not happy, cancel the return ticket, change the date… stay with me!” He demands

“I can’t cancel it’s too expensive” you laugh.

“No, please just cancel it, 4 days isn’t enough. No, I’ll give you the money, let me buy it please?” He whines

“But I can’t let you do that, plus I have to be back at work, I have a business to run”

He flings himself back on the sofa completely deflated “I’ve just got to hold you, I’ll blink and you’ll be gone!”

“Well don’t blink and don’t waste the time we have in a huff!” You tease.

“Please?” he pleads

“Shhhhh… kiss me Yoongi!”

God how you’ve missed his lips, his smell the feel of his hands on you but most of all you just desperately missed… him.

The kiss is endless, with his hands on your ass he starts to thrust himself against you and you slowly roll your hips grinding on him. You feel a burning in the pit of your stomach, his hands are all over you as you both pick up the pace. He scatters kisses and nibbles on your neck down to your chest as you let out a moan of pleasure. You’ve dreamt about this.

He can’t get enough of you as he kisses you hard, his hands are in your hair then moving swiftly to the tie of your trousers, sliding his hand between your underwear he gently slides two fingers into you. A loud moan escapes you as you gently rock against him while he works his magic, sliding them in and out while his thumb rubs delicately against your clit.

His eyes wide as he drinks the vision of you fucking his fingers in. He leans into you, his fingers moving faster as he feels you tighten around them. You can barely speak everytime you try, you let out another breathy moan which only encourages him.

With his free hand he slides it under your t shirt, massaging your breast and gently tweaking your nipple. You start fucking against him hard calling out his name as you feel you’re about to cum.

“Kiss me Y/N” he asks. His eyes wide with lust.

With one hand on his shoulder you use the other to pull him into you, moaning as you kiss him.

His other hand now in your hair as he holds you in place while you cum. “Fuck me!, fuuck Yoongi, ffuck me…” you moan loudly almost into his mouth.

The smile on his face says it all (if not a little smug). You slowly rock against his fingers as he slides them from you as you come down from your high.

“Well fuck” he laughs “I’ve definitely missed that sound…”

You jump as you hear a loud banging on the studio wall… coming from a room next door.

Yoongi’s phone starts pinging with messages.

“What the fuck, something must be up” he says

You tell him to check incase it’s important.

He leans over grabbing his phone as you unsteadily move off him and sit next to him on the sofa fixing your trousers.

“Oh shiiiit… erm…” his face blushing red

“What? What is it?”

“It appears we have had an audience”

“Shut up! No way!, who’s the perv?” You gasp.

“Oh just a few billion people watching/listening to Jimin, V and JK next door on Live”

“Nooooooo!” You fall back on the sofa cringing, pulling your t-shirt over your head.

The boys had heard your first moan but just started talking louder once they put 2 and 2 together and realised you and Yoongi were “catching up”. Then as you got louder they had to play music to drown it out incase it could be heard on Live as Army never misses a thing. JK and V took it in turns to go off camera to text Yoongi…

“Hey Bro! Happy for you but could you not of used the soundproof booth instead!”

Then V… “I assume you are now finished based on the crescendo? Can I stop singing loudly and turn the music down now?”

Yoongi laughs hard leaning over you to pull your t shirt back down from your face, scattering kisses over your cheeks as he lies down flat on top of you with his head resting on your chest. It feels so good feeling the weight of his body on top of you. You comb your fingers through his hair as he tucks his hands underneath you and snuggles in, before you know it you’ve both drifted off to sleep.

You’re woken by a knocking on his door, he gets up rubbing his eyes and smiles at you stretching. He opens the door to JK standing there with a big bowl of noodles and a big smirk on his face “I figured you two would be hungry?!”

Smiling peaking through the door he shouts “Hi Y/N!!” “Hi JK!” You shout as you get up and walk to the door giving him a peck on his cheek “Thank you for the food” you quickly scurry back before the embarrassment kicks in. “It’s nice to hear you… I mean see you!” He jokes as Yoongi pushes him to leave saying “Thank you, now go” in his still half asleep tone.

You sit together eating the food, not realising how hungry you both were. “Ok!… how much longer do we have left together now then?”

4 days seemed like such a great idea at the time, you know how busy Yoongi is. It would be enough time for you to be with him for you to get your fix, without putting him under any pressure to change his plans and still have his well deserved break. Now sitting with him, you felt like every minute was being robbed from you. You already felt sick at the thought of going home.

Finishing the noodles Yoongi decides “Let’s go home”

You pick up your luggage from reception and He takes the scenic route back home, knowing how much you love to see the blossom trees but he only has eyes for you. He sees your face change as you look a little sad. The reality of just 4 days was kicking in.

“Are you ok sweets?” He asks?

“4 Days isn’t long enough!” You sob

“Don’t.. please don’t cry, please. Wait let me pull over”

“4 Days, 2 weeks…” he says taking your face in his hands “1 month, or 2. It’s never going to be long enough, I’m always going to want you with me no matter how long”

He kisses your tears, you feel better but still shit.

“Let’s make the most of what time we do have then”

You nod wiping your face.

The next few days together go by in a flash. Yoongi wakes you early each morning so he can make love to you as the sun comes up, that’s after he’s fucked you senseless the night before.

You’ve had walks along the Han River, then back to bed. Cooked food for each other, then back to bed. He’s driven you to some of his favourite secluded spots. Danced in the kitchen to Andy Williams “I love you Baby” serenading each other singing into a spatula. You’ve lounged on the sofa wrapped up in each other watching TV. There was no chill with your Netflix. There was hot and sweaty but no chill!

All the while you’ve both had this little clock counting down to your inevitable departure and today is your last full day together.

You’re both up early, showered and ready for the day, you don’t have any set plans, apart from just being with each other.

“Would it be ok if we head to the studio real quick, before we go for food? It should only take half hour, depending on how well it goes?”

“You don’t have to explain we can go no problem”

“Ok, are you good to go now or do you need more time”

“Nope!… let’s go! let’s go!”

You spend the drive to studio gazing at him the whole way there your fingers running through his hair, while he serenaded you with a power ballad playing on the radio. He pulls your hand from his hair and kisses your palm before putting it back in his hair. You feel a lump in your throat but take a deep breath and look out the window, through fear you may cry. Yoongi knows, so sings louder to make you smile.

You get to the studio and he directs you to the office chair… “Sit” he says gently pushing you into it. He seems a little nervous… he must just really need to get his work finished you think to yourself.

“It’s ok you know, I like spending…”

“Shhh” he interrupts putting his finger to his lips.

If he didn’t look so cute you’d probably punch him!

He’s busily clicking and tapping away and a little while later he turns to you gently placing a pair of headphones over your ears. “Just listen” he asks.

He sits on the sofa in front of you pulling you closer to him so you’re now facing each other. He presses play on his tablet.

You hear Yoongi clearing his throat… then…

“Y/N this is everything that I’ve been trying to say to you but haven’t been able to as I stumble over my words when I look into your eyes” you put your hand to your lips as your chin starts to tremble… “Yoo…” he interrupts you with a kiss.

His words are beautiful, amongst other things when he talks he reminds you of the time you’ve spent together, telling you he would rather go through the happiness and despair of seeing you for 4 days or 4 mins than never.

He tells you when he woke you early each morning to watch the sunrise, that he had been lying awake for at least half an hour before you so he could watch you sleep. He told you how he wanted to cancel your return ticket and set you up with a cake business here in Seoul, just so he could see you every day but he knew you would kill him.

You are a blubbering mess, a mixture of tears and Mascara streaked down your face. You look up at him laugh/crying, his eyes are filled with a mixture of anxiety and an urge to kiss you.

Then his voice returns in the headphones.

“There are six words I will never stumble over when I say them to you Y/N… I’am so in love with you”

You let out a heaving sob, as if you weren’t already emotional enough. You grab hold of his face as he pulls you from the chair over to him on the sofa.

“I love you so fucking much Yoongi” you cry.

He clamps himself to you with barely any space between you, one hand gripped round your waist and the other in your hair he’s kissing you hard and with such need you can barely take it.

You start pulling at his sweater lifting it up to get to his pants, unbuttoning them and pulling them down enough to free his perfect erection. You have never needed him inside of you more, you are literally burning inside out.

He doesn’t hesitate as he whips your sweater up and off in one swoop, he lets out a moan at the sight of your burgundy lace underwear his favourite colour on you. You may have been wearing one of his giant black sweaters for your comfort but the underwear was all for him.

He starts pulling at the tie on your pants, getting a little angry when he can’t loosen it. “Ayesh!” He whines.

“It’s a false tie” you whisper in his ear and laugh.

“Aaaaagh! He whines. “Please take them off” he demands with an epic pout.

You stand as he tucks his hands into either side of your pants and slowly pushes them down, dropping delicate kisses on your hips as you run your fingers through his hair.

As you step back out of them he pulls you to him guiding you down on to his perfectly erect cock and slides himself into you, you let out a sigh of relief. You take a few seconds to savour the feel of him inside of you before you start rocking back and forth onto him, his hands on your ass pushing himself in deeper.

He grabs hold of you and flips you down onto the sofa, he needs to fuck you and he does, so fucking well. He’s hammering away at an unforgiving pace, his moans in your ear make you call out his name.

His lips are hovering over yours as he pounds away at your hips, “Kiss me” he pleads. You feel like you’re going to explode. You kiss him, tongues gliding over each other’s, he gently sucks at your bottom lip then kisses down your neck while he fucks you so good, so hard and so fucking deep.

He feels you tighten around him as you moan out his name, “Yoongi!… fuck! fuuck! fuck me hard Yoongi, please, please don’t stop!” He doesn’t he fucks you with all he has a you cum crying out his name.

He’s not far behind you as he sucks in a deep breath through his teeth then moans out your name as he as cums. You wrap yourself round him kissing him hard both slowly rocking into each other as you come down from your high. He slowly eases himself out of you and sits back on the sofa looking at the beautiful mess he has made of you. He conveniently has tissues and wipes to the side of the sofa and you clean yourselves up.

“Ok!” He claps “Shall we go for food now?” he laughs!

“You’re insatiable Min Yoongi!”

You freshen yourselves up grab a quick drink of water and then head on out for food. Yoongi has reserved a more secluded area of the restaurant so you didn’t have to be worrying about prying eyes while you ate together.

It goes by in a flash, you don’t remember what most of the conversations were about but you know every facial expression he used as he gets real cute when he talks passionately about something.

He takes a slow drive back to his apartment, while he’s at his door searching for his key card you lean into his back holding onto him. He holds your hands to his chest while he scans the key and continues to hold you as he pulls you inside and you plod behind him. He turns, pecking you on the lips and cuddles you in tight as you both take in a deep breath. You have less than 5 hours before you have to check in. It fucking hurts.

After taking a shower together, you change in to one of his t shirts and lay on the bed. He slides over to you and pulls you in to him. “Can we just stay like this till I have to go?” You cry into his chest. “Yes, just what I wanted” he says as he squeezes you a little tighter.

You talk about plans for when you can next meet up. He already has FaceTime calls booked in for you in his schedule for the next few months. Even during his R&R time he still has personal projects he needs to work on but he promised he will make sure to call when he can. It’s worked fine for you both in the past but now your closer to leaving it all feels a little more desperate.

The final hour together flies by not helped by you dry humping each other and having a full make out session for most of it but now it’s time to go. He has his arm wrapped round you till you get to the car. On the drive he serenades you again. He’ll do anything to make you smile but it doesn’t work.

Yoongi can only drive you to the airport and say his goodbyes in the car. He pulls up to the airport car park, leans over to you pulling you in and kisses you passionately. “I really don’t want to but I’m going to go head in, I think it’s only going to be harder the longer I stay, I’ll be texting you till I’m in the air anyway” you say crying.

“Ok” he says as he tries to quickly wipe a tear away from his face.

“I love you so hard Yoongi, do you know?.”

You lean in to kiss him as he pulls you in by your collar. “Text me when you’ve checked in”

He’s holding onto your hand tightly as he pulls it to him and kisses your palm.

“Yoongi I…” you swallow hard.

“It’s ok, I know…” he says as he wipes away another tear. You lean in for one last kiss then slowly pull away backing out of the car.

You walk to the entrance not looking back through fear you’ll run back to him. When you get to the check in desk you find your ticket has been upgraded, you bawl your eyes at the customer service team when you try to explain that your boyfriend upgraded you as a surprise but the sounds you make are illegible as they slowly push a box of tissues in your direction with an awkward smile.

You text him to let him know you’ve checked in and to thank him for the upgrading your ticket, he replies letting you know it took all of his strength to not cancel it completely! You tell him to not text and drive but he replies letting you know he’s still sat in the car park not wanting to leave. “Please go home and be safe, I love you” you tell him.

He replies “I will, when you are up in the air and I know I can’t drag you back to me!”

You start boarding, doing your best to smile as you’re greeted by the attendants. Your phone pings as you’re getting yourself seated, you’re not used to the fancy premier 1st class but you’re enjoying it. Getting yourself comfortable you check your messages.

His texts reads “check your email”

You check and there’s a audio file attached. You load the file putting your headphones in and it’s his recording reminiscing of the past 4 days together. Your throat is sore from trying to hold in your cry, you listen to it on repeat as you drift in and out of sleep while his voice plays in your ears. You watch some TV to pass the time but all you’re thinking about is him.

You arrive in London the wait for your connecting flight back home to Newcastle is short thankfully. You eventually get back to your apartment, kick off your shoes and coat and throw yourself in your bed and cry your eyes out, totally overwhelmed you fall asleep.

You wake nearly 3 hours later to your phone vibrating. You’ve missed calls from your family checking in and calls and texts from Yoongi also checking in.

You try to call him but it goes to voicemail, you know he’ll reply when he can. You text him “Just woke up, sorry. Speak to you when you’re free, I love you”

You potter around sorting your laundry, catch up on work emails and get emotional when making a bowl of noodles! You try to keep yourself busy then your phone vibrates it’s Yoongi calling.

“Hello Lover… are you ok?” He asks.

“Yeah I’m good, missing you though”

“I have a package on its way to you so I wanted to make sure you were up to receive it, the tracker says it’s minutes away”

“What is it, I’ve told you to not waste your money. Save it for when you buy me a house” you laugh.

“Not telling, it’s a surprise, hopefully you can have some fun with it though” he laughs

Just then there’s a loud knock on the door.

“Oooooh this might be it now! Hold on while I get it Yoongi”

Another loud knock. Holding the phone to your ear with one hand you unlock your door with the other…

“Hi… I missed you”

“What the fuck?!” You slam the door in shock.

“Fuck! Sorry!” You say scrambling to open it again still with the phone to your ear. He’s laughing so hard as you open it to him. Standing there looking so fucking perfect.

“I’m sor…” you start to say as he slams himself into you, pushing you through your door, picking you up as you wrap yourself around him sloppily kissing each other.

“When did you?”

“I was in the car park waiting for you to get up in the air and thought, fuck it. So I booked the tickets while I waited, I drove back home packed some clothes and got the next flight out, I was only a few hours behind you!”

“How long do I have you for?” You ask

“4 days…” he quips

“Whaat!? Just 4 days?!” You whine

“Nah you’ve got me for two weeks I just wanted to show you how it felt!”

“Dick head!” You laugh as you pull him by his belt buckle to your bedroom…

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twyz · 2 years

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Random chiffany headcanons before I go to bed <3

These are a mix of angst and fluff just because I can literally never have one and not the other (hurt/comfort basically)

Starting off with angst,, Chucky is a very messy crier. Like full force bawling with occasional snot and a VERY flushed face. He doesn't cry very often and usually isn't provoked to cry either (happy tears don't count),, but if he gets stressed out enough, he will let you know by doing this.

It's kinda distressing,, especially when Tiff is an empath jejwnwn

"Tiff why are you crying..?"

"Cuz you're crying and now I feel bad!"

A fluffier headcanon is that Chucky's love of sunflowers has manifested into some of the cutest things

When he was still human, he'd have a yellow

sweater that he'd only wear if he was doing something special

That and he's constantly munching on sunflower seeds

Tiff finds it endearing! but the twins get lowkey weirded out (now that they know who Sarah is sjsjns)

Another kinda angsty headcanon;; Tiffany had really bad self doubt/self confidence issues

Sure! She definitely knows how to strut her stuff but she also happens to be a master at fake it till you make it

You can thank mother valentine for that

Anyways,, she'd talk down about herself when she thought Chucky couldn't hear her

Oh but our homeboy could hear her loud and clear

So you know what he'd do? He'd call her job (somehow he always got the number) and call her out sick for a day or two depending on how bad she was feeling and schedule a self care day for him and tiff

Does he know anything about self care? No,, he just cracks open a beer and paints and calls that self-care

But he learns!

He cooks for Tiff and coddles her for the entire day,, and generally makes her feel special

And he successfully makes her forget her insecurities for a long while

ALSO SPEAKING OF SELF-CARE,, I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE TIFF HAS AT LEAST TRIED TO GET CHUCKY PUT ON ONE OF THOSE FACE MASK THINGS SJJSNW

like as a human obviously cuz the strength of some of those things could literally pull out a staple or two

And that shit would probably hurt

BUT ANYWAYS,,, he would always get confused as all hell

Tiffany managed to sit him down and put it on him once, but he squirmed a lot when she put it on him jsjsne

"Sweetface,, please just stay still"

"but it's fucking cold"

"I know but p l e a s e,, if I fuck up it could get in your hair and I don't think you'd like ripping off your hair when you this off"

He'd groan and stop squirming eventually

When it'd come time to take it off, however, he'd get cold feet

Tiff would be able to just rip hers off no problem but him? Mr.sensitive-skin-king? No fucking way

"no tiff- can't we just wash it off? getyourhandsawayfrommyface"

"no, we can't wash it off"

"what if I just keep it on forever?"

"baby just lemme-"

"n o." And he'd swat her hands away

Eventually, he fell asleep and tiff took her chance to rip it off of him

She didn't think he was gonna make it honestly

Homeboy didn't handle it well, as he, quite literally SCREAMED like a little girl

Whether it was from surprise or pain is unknown

But tiff thought it was the funniest shit for like three days

She of course apologized for taking a layer of his skin off and he just grumbled

"you know how long it took to grow that skin? 31 years >:("

And tiff would laugh again, still trying to apologize

He eventually got over it

But never again did he trust a facemask

Okay I think that's enough for now,, sorry about rambling about one headcanon for like a billion years LSNKSKWKA,, I thought it was a cute concept. I might write about it actually! Only the future shall tell

This was also embarrassingly long oh my goodness gosh :;:sob:::

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crashingwavesinmyworld · 1 year

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Telling my mom about how my paranoia and anxiety has gotten worse and how I don’t feel safe in my own house or anywhere and wish she could just meet me in the middle when it comes to just doing one thing I ask her to help me feel less anxious (wear a fucking mask which she admitted to not doing today when she went somewhere and I know there are other times she hasn’t even if she doesn’t tell me but IM LITERALLY JUST ASKING FOR ONE THING

she told me I’m crazy and full of shit, the other day she called me psycho when I said after taking one of my anti anxiety meds that I still felt very anxious and on edge she’s like really you seem better to me and not psycho like you have been lately

This just in having panic and anxiety attacks and my whole body hurting because of it makes me psycho!!!! Being paranoid makes me psycho!!! Please don’t let anyone tell you that. Anyone reading this it’s not true. Having mental illness does not make you crazy. And you deserve someone to truly listen and care about you not dismiss your concerns the way everyone does to me

Oh apparently I’m also worth being treated like I’m dirt on the ground because I cried in public (last month when my mom was in the hospital and almost died) I wasn’t even full on sobbing or making a scene but I guess that makes me crazy too just crying being teary eyed and instead of asking if I’m okay just treat me like garbage and they are only nice to me now because they were told to be not because they actually are a good person, I can’t trust anyone and I don’t know why I’ve wasted so much time on people who will never care about me but I also don’t blame them I’m too much of a mess to stick around for. No matter how good of a friend I try to be my mental health always gets in the way and no one will ever see me as worthy of sticking around for. Even my own mom thinks im crazy and has even told me to just unalive myself already and get it over with so I can’t expect anyone else to love me it even my own mom is sick of me and I can’t bring up any of the toxic things she’s said it done without her acting like she’s the victim being turned into a villain unfairly but tbh she has been a fucking villain just because she’s also done good things for me it doesn’t mean I’m not allowed to be upset or call out the hurtful things she’s said and done!!!!! I just wish it could be over. I don’t want to go through this pain anymore I can’t deal with it anymore I’m so tired

#I feel like I need to trigger warning this but I don’t know what to tag it with #depression tw #suicide tw #mental health tw #I don’t even know.#I’m so tired

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I thought the hands were Mingi's, then Hongjoong's too 🥴 aaahhhhh now I think it's the same Hwa actually, but obviously we have Real Hwa and Hala Hwa anyways I WILL TAKE BOTH, THANXX! Yes Seonghwa???

San: running for his life 🏃‍♂️💨 Woohwa: dancing time 🕺🕺Yeosang: 🎻

(I know it goes back to Diary film and is relevant to the plot, but out of context it looked so funny kahdjsgsjsvsysyshe)

Yes, San when he yeets himself at the White Masked Men? 😭 him running from the guards too, poor boy. The trailer was saaaaauuuuuur guuuuuud I almost dropped my plate. And the new photo yaaaay I called it, Guerrilla is the title! And Park Seonghwa in red 🤗

Yeah? The mighty Jongho. Please....Wouldn't survive a summer day here lmao. I love 🐁 and 🐀 actually, but they can do damage sadly

"Storms are nice" bestie.... et tu Brute 🤧 I hate weather like that, we have awful wind right now and I DESPISE IT it's annoying and scary, I keep getting weather alerts by text and they're not helping 🔫

Idk fans buy designer shit for idols, it's craaaaaazyyyyyy no wonder they have money on 500 albums. Yes absolutely no 🚫🦶🚫

Wheew I'm glad you're rona-free already! Ushsjsysheueehw I constantly have runny nose and sore throat + occasional cough, so if I had light rona symptoms I wouldn't know 😅 so many of my US Stays friends caught it after the concerts

I'm a boomer, but MY SKILLS ARE ALSO RUSTY OK :///

Nftnmi 🙈🙊🙉 how am I gonna face her after seeing that, lololol. Have you seen the shit about Atz's Universe Showcase and NFT... I'm so done

How did the person even came up with that FF prank 🥴 I couldn't believe, but then thought "weirdest things had happened soooo" now I'm disappointed, I wanna see them on the show

Yeah I know they're still pirates, but we're not on the sea fighting krakens now, so that's a bit sad, but hopefully we will be back on their ship soon!

Stopppp I support idols eating vegetables without complaining like 5 year olds, so this is a green flag for me

Blue Hawaii (the drink) was nice, honestly can't remember udgsuyshshdushs naaaah I don't want anything to escalate unless it's in my head 😏 yeah that bitch was late and interrupted (saved) her then had a problem??? I would whoop his fucking ass actually

I have random flashbacks from that dream, but my brain is pretty blank. BUT I HAD ANOTHER ONE pretty sure it involved Rowoon and Seonghwa? I need to stop reading so much fanfiction, seriously. But it felt like they had other faces as well, idk everytime there's an unidentified hot man in my dream I headcanon him as Hwa, it's my duty to do so.

I hope they collab with one of the Korean vegan cosmetics brands I use <3

I wanna biteeee 🧛‍♀️ slap only if they act up. I'm just saying Song Mingi looks so good alright and his poses are the best imo 🤷‍♀️ also man has blue streaks now, he's moving fast

One step closer to getting Seonghwa x Soohyuk moment? 🤡

San was wearing a rolex too I think? Did daddy CEO buy them or are they their own rich daddies 👀

*sobs* this whole thread, but especially. Just a cute boy in his STOMPERS thought he was wearing Hot Wheels merch at first - DV 💖

hi hello!!!

HEY HEY STOP RIGHT THERE DO NOT GO ON SEONGHWAS HAND LIKE THAT I WILL BRING MY COLLECTION OUT,,, AND SEONGHWA IN RED???? >>>>>>>>>>>> he looks so fine,, orange version looks so pretty 😩😩 also bestie i had a question since ur a GO person,, is ordering from synnara worth it? like their pob’s? or is the regular ktown4u pob’s better dbdb

San: running for his life 🏃‍♂️💨 Woohwa: dancing time 🕺🕺Yeosang: 🎻

LMFAOOOO NO LITERALLY 😭😭 SAN SACRIFICING HIMSELF AND SEONGHWA FILMING AN AD THERE PLS 😭😭😭

(I know it goes back to Diary film and is relevant to the plot, but out of context it looked so funny kahdjsgsjsvsysyshe)

NO FR IT DID BC WHY WAS SEONGHWA PERFORMING THE DEJA VU DANCE 😭😭 also a track u have dibs on from the track list 🔫

san poor boy indeed he’s just out here sacrificing himself and there’s wooyoung dancing 😭😭 IT WASS AND SO PRETTILY FILMED TOO THE PRODUCTION VALUE 🤌🏼🤌🏼 so true bestie park seonghwa in red >>> 😮‍💨😮‍💨

Yeah? The mighty Jongho. Please....Wouldn't survive a summer day here lmao. I love 🐁 and 🐀 actually, but they can do damage sadly

LMFAOOOO 😭😭😭 jongho’s fear is reasonable bc what the fuck are these bugs on????? centipedes r fUCKING DISGUSTING DIS.GUSTING. HELLO??????? DO U WANT THESE MICE OR MOUSE THERES TWO APPARENTLY HAVE UR RATA TOOT TOOT

oui moi aussi hehe <3 ☺️☺️ NAURRRR WRAP URSELF IN A BLANKET AND LISTEN TO BROWN NOISE it’ll be much better or maybe what’s better is that im almost done with dreaded bodyguard fic dbdbd angst road going strong atm <33

Idk fans buy designer shit for idols, it's craaaaaazyyyyyy no wonder they have money on 500 albums. Yes absolutely no 🚫🦶🚫

no bc i see those bp fans get them like high brand stuff like bestie u don’t think they have it already 😭😭😭🤚🏼 chinese bar fans are cRAZZY RICH AND I NEED THEIR TIPS

rona free finally bestie 😭😭 so glad i absolutely hated every thing about it and hated to skip things 🔫🔫 no bc ur immune water hating system iM VV IMPRESSED WITH U NO RONA HELLO MAYBE I SHOULD TRY IT FBFBF maybe not rona but probably flu!! no bc talking abt skz isn’t like police being involved in their concerts bc someone threatened some shit??? 😭😭😭 it’s always their concerts too??? tf???

I'm a boomer, but MY SKILLS ARE ALSO RUSTY OK :///

LMFAOOOO rusty skills here is a another wip drop for san <3

Nftnmi 🙈🙊🙉 how am I gonna face her after seeing that, lololol. Have you seen the shit about Atz's Universe Showcase and NFT... I'm so done

NFTMI FBWNBDKWDHJW 😭😭😭 i saw the trailer drop and it was LOWKEY AWKWARD but maybe it’ll be better GIRL I HAVE AND WHAT THE FUCK ARE THEY DOING 😭😭

this exactly

How did the person even came up with that FF prank 🥴 I couldn't believe, but then thought "weirdest things had happened soooo" now I'm disappointed, I wanna see them on the show

anything to stir atinyvile 😭😭no bc it would be so funny seeing then on that show bc steve harvey dresses like jongho i just wanna see the twinsies 😭😭😭

Yeah I know they're still pirates, but we're not on the sea fighting krakens now, so that's a bit sad, but hopefully we will be back on their ship soon!

hopefully we see it after this series! wanna see them cgi on their ship and have that pirates of the caribbean type of song 😭😭😭

Stopppp I support idols eating vegetables without complaining like 5 year olds, so this is a green flag for me

LMFAOOOO ONE THING I DONT UNDERSTAND IS THAT SO MANY IDOLS HATE CUCUMBERS???? it tastes like electricity??? bestie whaaat 😭😭😭🤚🏼

HRKWHDEK NO FR WHY WAS HE MEAN????? “girl in front has a staring problem” OKAY?? WHY TF WOULD U CALL HER OUT LIKE THAT 😭😭😭😭 ID MOVE SCHOOLS AND CHANGE NAMES that’s so embarrassing 😭😭😭😭🤚🏼

ROWOON AND SEONGHWA????? HELLO???? 😭😭😭😭 U LIVED A KDRAMA ????? no bestie read more ☺️☺️ have more dreams like that ☺️☺️ pls do omg but ceo tae for ur dreams ☺️☺️🤚🏼

I hope they collab with one of the Korean vegan cosmetics brands I use <3 I wanna biteeee 🧛‍♀️ slap only if they act up. I'm just saying Song Mingi looks so good alright and his poses are the best imo 🤷‍♀️ also man has blue streaks now, he's moving fast

ateez collaborations era coming 😩😩 BRMWFBKWBDKW BITE AND THEN SLAP DOUBLE DOUBLE 😭😭😭 no bc he does look so good im tempted to write him after san finally for u <3

One step closer to getting Seonghwa x Soohyuk moment? 🤡

LMFAOOOO FHWKFHDK PATIENTLY WAITING FOR THAT AWARD SHOW BRMEHDKE

San was wearing a rolex too I think? Did daddy CEO buy them or are they their own rich daddies 👀

u know that song about “rich man” yeah that means ateez,,, yunho predebut rich now he’s even more 😮‍💨😮‍💨

*sobs* this whole thread, but especially. Just a cute boy in his STOMPERS thought he was wearing Hot Wheels merch at first - DV 💖

BRMWHDKWDHKW STOMPERS PLS HE WORE THEM AGAIN THEY LOOK LIKE ROACHES 😭😭😭 hot wheels GET OUT FBWKDJKW WAIT NOW U MENTIONED IT ISNT THE ALBUM COLOURS LIKE HOT WHEELS COLOURS 😭😭😭

got so much stuff for u pls one THE WOOYOUNG ONE 😭😭AND

oh and ☺️☺️ here’s ur favourite ceo and this

ALSO A UQUIZ

#✉️ : ask #dv 💖 anon

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