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omiscurls · 3 years

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Heyhey! I couldn’t find your rules, so idk if this is allowed or not, and if it isn’t feel free to ignore this, but may I request Childe with a reader who has depression? Thank you

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a/n: hi!! sorry for that, the rules are added by now, i chose not to describe depression itself, because it looks different on everyone, and you may not relate to what applies to me, but i'm hoping you'll find this enjoyable instead!!

plot: character helping the reader out of a breakdown, or a bad headspace

contains: tartaglia, kaeya

warnings: bad copying mechanisms, low mental place, nothing too serious mentioned

tartaglia

now, he's a man of action less than words, even though he's good with those, too

and to add to that, he's also a very perceptive person - if some negative vibe lingers on you for too long, he'll notice right away

however, relying on his experience, he opts to give you space to figure it out on your own, first, he wouldn't like to be making a huge deal of something that was just a worse couple of days

it's when you don't show up at your usual dinner spot, that he gets a little tingle in his brain, telling him to not dismiss it this time.

and so, he makes his way over to your place.

"ya there?" you hear on the other side of the door, followed by urgent knocking, sort of breaking you out of a trance, but you can't find it in you to go and answer it. he'll go away, you think, even better. your apartment is messy, you're messy, too, and it's not the right time to be receiving visitors. so you stay quiet.

"you do know i know you're in there, right?" he speaks up again "the blinds would be down if you weren't"

come in, you want to shout, and although no voice leaves your throat, soon the door opens anyway.

"hey, what's up, you weren't on the- oh." he stops in his tracks in the middle of the corridor, and you're already mentally prepared to a snarky remark about your sorroundings, but the only thing he says is a lighthearted "why're you sitting on the floor?"

the first thing he thinks about is to level with you, so he plops himself down right beside you, and you bet it looks funny - you in yesterday's clothes, in a big, probably smelly, mess, and then a harbinger in full military outfit right beside you.

"i-" you try to say, but your throat seems too dry and worn out, so you opt for a whisper "look at his place"

he indeed does, hinting the small note of desperation in your voice.

"what about it?"

"it's a mess!" you sigh, covering your face with your hands, out of both embarrassment, and fatigue. you take a big breath before continuing "so i wanted to clean it up, i even brought all the... all the things, but it's so much stuff to do, and i'm tired, and- and i don't know!" you choose to stop as not to snap right then and there. "i can't even do my shitty chores right like an adult" you mumble, massaging your temples.

"and is sitting on the floor helping?" he simply asks, and for a second, you're almost mad at him for not being more... cooey and fuss over you a bit more. he sounds cold.

"what are you-"

"really, is it helping?" he repeats "because from how i see it, every little thing would seem bigger if you looked at it from this angle. come on" he nudges you before standing up, and offering a hand to lift you up. you, however, shake your head.

"i really can't deal with it today, childe, i'm sorry"

"just stand up" he pleas, and the second you take his hand, he helps you up in less than a second. when you're on his level again, he sneaks both his arms on the sides of your waist, and sort of sways around a little, before speaking again. "what if, what if we do it little by little? look, we'll start over there" he puts his hand on top of yours, and lifts your arm to point to the full sink along with his. "and that'd be it for today! and then tomorrow... actually, let's not make plans. we'll just pick something tomorrow, and do it then. does the sink sound like a lot to do?" he asks.

"do you want me to be honest, or do you want me to say no" you mutter, earning the heartiest and brightest laughter you've heard in days from him.

"always honest. but come on, i'll help." he rolls you out of his embrace, causing you to feel a sudden wave of cold, it was comfortable back there, you think.

however, as he works through the dishes with you, the pile does seem to lessen, and doesn't rule over your kitchen anymore. every time he hands you a plate to dry, he smiles as wide as he can, and it doesn't seem to bother him at all when you don't smile back.

"remember" he starts again, after a while of comfortable silence. he looks ridiculous, doing the kitchen duties in an outfit designed mostly to look presentable and slay enemies in it, but the look on his face is dead set. "the first lesson you've gotta learn before going off to battle something, is that the best defense is always, always to fight back. and if you don't think you can manage that, well, that's why nobody ever battles alone. it's common sense to have someone watching your back. and as for you, not only are you a great warrior yourself, but you've also got the best second-in-command willing to help you out. don't forget that."

kaeya

as for him, he's also perceptive and empathic, but the difference between him and tartaglia is that he does believe people have the right to figure some things out on their own, he's a firm believer in the magic of secrets

that's probably because he himself doesn't like to share too much about his deeply personal feelings

so he'd obviously see some wave of difficult emotions coming your way, but would he immediately start worrying? probably not

the guy doesn't have healthy copying mechanisms himself, don't think he expects those of others

every other night the two of you meet up at the tavern, kaeya always ordering wine, you asking the bartender for whatever was in store today, but it's never anything alcoholic.

and just like nearly always, you're seated at angel's share, him noticing you're not particularly in the mood for talking, and choosing to entertain you with as many stories of the day that went by as he can remember.

the waiter interrupts him, asking if your minds are already made up regarding the drink. now, kaeya always has you picking first, but since he sees you're still analyzing the card (as if you expected to find anything new), he goes first with a drink he knows charles makes really strong.

to his surprise, when it comes to you, you just mumble "i'll have the same he had"

before the waiter has a chance of writing that down, kaeya tells him that actually, you're gonna need a minute or two more, and to erase the order you've both put in.

as he walks away, the calvary captain's eyes pierce through yours.

"that's a pretty nasty drink you wanted there" he starts, feeling he can't let you handle your mess this time, preparing to dig a little deeper into what's on your mind.

you shrug your shoulders.

"hey" he speaks up a little firmer, hand moving to cover yours, and even though they twitch as to retreat from his grip, you let it be. "tell me what's up."

"nothing's <up>" you accentuate. "can't i even have a drink now?"

"obviously you can" he nods "as long as i know you're trying it just for the taste, and not for the strong kick it's gonna offer, cause that's a dangerous path that only leads to nasty places." concern shines through his gaze, and an encouraging smile is wandering somewhere in his expression, however his lips are still pressed into a tight line, the same he forms when he's either fighting or arguing.

you stay silent for a good long while, before sighing.

"maybe i want the kick. good, or bad, maybe i want to feel... something."

the sentence sounds all too familiar, as he shakes his head and takes your hand, leading you towards the exit.

"what're you-"

"you're obviously not in the right state to be in a bar, of all places" he states almost coldly "so i'm getting you somewhere safer."

the two of you leave the bar, and walk out into the cold of mondstadt's street, covered in the darkness of the night. you walk past him, not leveling up to him, just tagging along to whatever he's going.

it comes as a surprise, that you're neither headed for your apartment, nor his, nor the knights' headquarters. he's guiding you in an unknown direction, until you reach a dead end.

he clims up a small building, offering you a hand and shaking off your confused expressions and questions. "you'll see" he says. the two of you walk from roof to roof, and countless times you tell him it's ridiculous, but then, he jumps onto the city's wall, helping you out with two hands this time, sitting you down right next to him on the stone surface of the wall. it's a little wet from the night's humidity, and cold, and probably dirty too, but the moon shines right at you, and from this perspective, you see thousands of lights in houses, taverns and shops, from the bottom up to the cathedral.

going up from that, a calm and peaceful lake paints the landscape blue on the left, and even from up here, you see a sea of lampgrasses shining through the leaves of wolvendom forest. if you squint, lights are still on in dawn winery, and the path to liyue and all the other lands swirls around near diluc's house. there's so much you can see, even if the night limits your vision.

"i like to come here when i need to gain some perspective over what is happening in my life right now" kaeya speaks really softly and quietly, bordering on a whisper. "it's a beautiful view, even someone as insensitive to art as i am can see that, but other than that... it's huge. and even though it is, it's also alive. every single one of those beings whose lights are dying out as they slowly go to sleep one by one, they're alive. they're not a scenery, they're their own, individual worlds. and they all coexist with each other in such a clever manner, don't you think? they have their differences, they might even hate each other, or wish the worst upon the other's name, but from up here? they fit together like puzzles of one, big picture."

"that's a nice way to put it, for sure" you whisper, looking down onto your knees. his finger pushes your chin slightly to make you face him, and he smiles at you gently, thumb brushing against the skin of your cheek.

"you know, we each have our own worlds, built from scratch from such fragile materials. we have our worlds rise, shine, and crumble before our sights. we look over the ruins of them and think, this is the end of the world. there's nothing more, it's all dust now. but from up here, you see how many other worlds there are - everyone has their own. not everything that is happening in your world is true. you see it from first person's perspective, and therefore the view might be disturbed by many different aspects. you might not see the picture, you just see the broken puzzle fragment that can't fit with the rest, and you're ready to throw away the entire picture, without finishing it. but being here, it reminds me... the world doesn't end on the ruins you see. you can always ask someone to help you build them up again, and of course, you can expect it to fall into pieces once more, but this time, you'll keep in mind, there're-" he stopped, pointing to the city's lights. "so many people to help you raise it up to the clouds."

"your metaphor is really complex" you chuckle, but his face stays still.

"it's not the end of the world if your puzzle piece is broken. and the ruins are not unfixable if you feel too tired to build them up all by yourself. if anything, that's a start." his hand travels up to keep the hair from getting on your face, since the wind blows pretty hard on this height. "what do you say we start your puzzle once more, toghether?"

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dreamties · 4 years

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Slashers W/ a Punk S/O

T/W- q*eer is used a few times- in a positive, self affirming kind of way. But I can add other trigger warnings if needed. :)

A/n- Literally no one asked for this, but I wanted to make more HCs like the soft pastel one...so I just went wild and made them.

I included a little bit of punk culture into this as well, because it’s not just about the fashion, but since there’s such a vast variety within punk culture I mostly stuck with my experiences in the community, and some bits and pieces from documentaries(mostly live footage from “The Decline of Western Civilization”).

Characters: Billy/Stu, The Lost Boys, Norman Bates, Michael Myers

Will make one(s) for Brahms, Amanda, Helen or Daniel if asked

Billy Loomis + Stu Macher

so early 90s, the Riot Grrrl movement emerges

bands like Bikini Kill, Bratmobile, Heavens to Betsy or Sleater-Kinney

it’s a very female-powered oriented movement, but I notice that a lot of minorities tend to be drawn to this music and community (LGBT folks, people of color, etc).

both boys, and yourself, being outside of the norm and all (polyamorous relationship, gay/bi) are sort of drawn to it!

and sure there’s a lot of really great queercore/homocore bands, and there’s probably a good LGBT+ punk scene out there somewhere, but in a little town like Woodsboro? Hell no. Sticking with this fem punk movement, while again mostly a space for women in music- it’s the most accepted the three of you have felt outside of you’re relationship.

you’ve always been pretty into the music, stuff like Dead Kennedys, Black Flag, or the short-lived Germs- but it wasn’t until you stumbled upon Riot Grrrl that you really got into it.

the music, making zines about local-ish political issues(probably not so much Woodsboro stuff, more Cali in general and neighboring towns) and a few ones with queer themes and hand-drawn illustrations of your partners, and DIYing all your clothes

since you’re so experienced with DIYing your clothes and sewing on patches, you’ve helped repair the Ghostface costumes on numerous occasions. they kind of adore this(Stu is the only one that will- and does, frequently- admit that)

Let’s face it, the three of you do everything together- but you especially enjoy when Stu tags along for thrift dates.

he’s the more fashionable one, and he makes the whole experience more enjoyable- cracking jokes and just being his all-around goofy self.

Woodsboro is a very little town, so they don’t have much...but they do have a few small stores- usually you’ll make a whole day/date out of it though. driving to the next town or so over, since they have more stores and a better selection, and spending hours looking for cheap, old t-shirts, belts, clothes with funky patterns. heading out for pizza after.

Billy’s more likely to get into the music and everything with you(he’s kinda,, angsty, no offense to him)- will definitely go to shows with you.

just- imagine Billy in ripped jeans. and he’d have like one or two patches sewn on to it- one of them is your all time favorite band, and the other is a band that he found on his own time, and actually really enjoyed.

Stu is dragged along with you guys, you can’t just leave him at home- he’s gonna feel left out and sad. :(

He’s mostly there to keep y’all company- he really likes the energy of the shows though!

the two of them are such a chaotic duo though, so much so that you have definitely been kicked out or banned from a few venues. all for varying reasons. good grief these men can not be tamed.

The Lost Boys

as we all know, these vampires are total punks. so they’re gonna appreciate having a s/o who’s also into that whole scene.

How you meet:

you’re a baby punk, and it’s your first show ever, and you look so nervous. you’re dressed up in pretty plain clothes, a single homemade patch for your favorite band barely hanging to your jacket side(you were mid-way sewing it, when you realized you were gonna be late if you didn’t leave asap).

it’s a few local bands, ones you’d never really heard of really. you look anxious. but when they start playing? you look so unapologetically yourself, you’re so in the moment dancing- it’s completely mesmerizing to the boys. the music isn’t even that good, but you seem to be having the time of your life.

they greet you after the show, and you’re a tiny bit flustered- cause gosh, heck, they saw you. dancing. so embarrassing.

David is the one that introduces himself and the group, and initiates conversation. Dwayne’s a pretty quiet guy, so he just listens to what you have to say.

Marko’s pretty excited about you, and initiates in some small conversation, he may have complimented your little patch(Marko- patch jacket KING, complimenting your jacket?? more likely than you’d think)

and oh, oh- Paul is out there being a total chatty-cathy, and is absolutely bombarding you with questions. like, okay, Paul is pretty talkative, but the other vamps are a little worried that he’s scared you off. and you had seemed so cool :(

you end up pretty engaged in your convo with Paul though, even if all the attention is overwhelming. He ends up snagging a date for the five of you the following week.

once you start hanging out/dating:

y’all just hit it off so well those first few days. they all love how sweet & shy you are- but also how much of a badass punk babe you are.

Marko helps make your patch jacket(collecting ones for bands you enjoy, how to make your own, sewing them on, etc). you probably could have done it w/out his help, but my gosh- you weren’t going to pass up this opportunity. Marko gets really soft around you sometimes, since he doesn’t really do this activity with anyone else, it’s saved for you. 🥺🥺

Dwayne likes listening to you talking about the local scene(outside of the shows you go to- mostly about stuff he can’t attend, protests and meetings during the daylight.)

all of them(especially David) are very protective of you. I mean, generally. but also when you go to shows. they let you do whatever the heck you’re gonna do, but the mere second that someone even thinks about starting shit w/ you?? well, y’know. those vampire instincts kick in.

the four of them obviously share a lot of similar tastes in music- but they all have different favorite bands, & fave parts of the community. which, they can’t even fully participate in,, but it’s okay.

they, individually, introduce their favorite bands to you. and they get it in their head that oh, they said they liked it. they must like it as much as I do. and awkwardly coming out to the four of them, as they argue about your favorite band, “Well, actually- this *insert band they’ve never heard of or barely listen to* is my favorite.” and their just kinda like, oh, okay. please tell us more about them.

so it’s sorta like,, you’ve been learning all this cool knowledge from them, now you get to share cool knowledge with them.

idk. I think it’s cute. 💕

Norman Bates

so first off- let’s just pretend Psycho was in at least the 70s/80s for a moment. because realistically- the punk subculture didn’t really exist back then.

baby boy is absolutely fascinated by the way you dress (mother is less thrilled though)

imagine your jacket is getting a bit weathered, and needs some repairs- so he helps you to sew edges closed, and make sure the patches aren’t on too loose, etc

he enjoys hearing your stories of all the past shows you’ve gone to. you always get so excited about them, and he finds that so endearing. But he pretty much leaves the actual punk scene to you because of these stories.

he was already worried from the stories, and made sure you were well prepared for any trouble every time you left for a show.

but one time, you were able to get him to join you. never again though. he was so nervous!

the music was too loud! and he could hardly understand what they were saying- it was so confusing!

you stayed with him most of the night, standing near the back, holding his hand. he’d gently bob his head to the music occasionally.

but you accidentally found yourself swept into the crowd, but you looked so blissed-out in the moment, that he figured it would be okay for you to dance* over there for a little bit...right?

*Norman is still unsure if you’d even call that dancing.

Thankfully, nothing bad happened in the mosh pit.

you gotta give him lots of attention and reassurance afterwards though- you almost scared Norman half to death D:

He’s happy enough helping you out and listening to you though- and that’s okay for you, too. you still love each other lots, even if this particular interest doesn’t overlap.

Michael Myers

he thinks you’re outfits are pretty interesting.

he’s a little worried at first, when you start experimenting with putting things like safety pins in your ears. cause like- that’s not supposed to be in your ear, Y/n, what the fuck

if you make zines at all, Michael really enjoys watching you make the illustrations for them(not that he’ll admit to it though), and helps to find newspaper and magazine clippings to incorporate into the spreads.

you always show michael the final booklet before distributing it

he doesn’t talk a lot, so he doesn’t ask questions- but he often does the little head tilt once you give it to him. since he’s not very privy to current events, and a lot of your zines are political, you spend a lot of time explaining them in depth.

he has no use for any of this knowledge, but he listens on, intently.

Important note:

dear god do not bring this man to concerts and local shows with you.

it is a nightmare, to say the least

Michael is sort of,, emotionless sometimes, doesn’t really care for people at all, and if he does? definitely not in the same way most people do.

so imagine combining that part of michael, the fact that he’s also a giant stabby man, with super loud, energetic- almost aggressive- sounding music and a bunch of strangers that aren’t respecting any personal boundaries.

you need to keep him at the back of the venue- lest your local scene may go missing.

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arsenicpanda · 3 years

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coming from an amateur writer, do you have any tips on writing smut?

ngl, I’m an amateur myself, having not finished much smut and still not written the actual act of sex from the perspective of one of the people experiencing it. So idk why you came to me, but I am flattered. I'm not great at advice on the act of writing, but I’ll do my best to talk about process and shit.

1. Read smut. Read lots of it, read varying qualities and varying lengths and as soft-core and hard-core as you’re up for. Read it for fun, just taking it in, and then read it with a critical eye. What works? What doesn’t? Are there any tropes (general, character-specific, or ship-specific) that you like or dislike? Why? What’s especially hot? What makes you cringe? What kind of language do you like? And so on and so forth. Ask questions and answer them.

2. What’s your setup? Like, which characters, which ship, which universe? If it’s an AU, how does the AU change things from canon (especially important if you’re doing ABO, which is its own can of worms I’m not getting into here)? What’s the relationship between your characters and what’s the situation in which they fuck?

3. How do your characters feel about sex in general and with respect to the ship you’re writing? How horny are they in general, for the other character(s) in the ship, and in this specific situation? What are they into and not into? What are their previous experiences (or lack thereof) with sex and romance? What experience do the characters have with each other? Are there specific experiences they might remember and use or is there certain knowledge they do or don’t have about their partner(s) (For established ships, I like to mention previous experiences and knowledge of what the POV character’s partner(s) are into as a way to show that there is real history there. For unestablished ships, I like to include that figuring out process some and the reactions to experiencing stuff for the first time, either in general or within the specific ship, to show that newness of the relationship. Maybe there’s mention of a certain preference the POV character already knows about, or maybe the POV character makes note of a preference they learn during the fic. Stuff like that.)? How loud are they during sex? Are there any sex acts that this ship would engage in no matter what (e.g. I maintain all smut with Jughead that isn’t a quickie should include him giving some amount of oral sex)? How many times can they orgasm? How sensitive are they? What’s their refractory period? And so on, and so forth. Note: once you come up with answers for this section for your ship once, the next time you write smut for them, you’ll really only have to make adjustments according to the universe you’re in, so that’s nice.

4. What kind of fic are you writing? Is it pwp? Smut within plot? A character or relationship piece? Basically, are there any arcs to get through, what are they, and how are they going to relate to the smut? How explicit is the smut? What language do you want to use to refer to genitals and orgasms and such? What POV are you writing in? How much do your characters talk? How “realistic” are things? Are they practicing safe sex, including safe oral sex?

5. What’s actually happening? I like to plan out a smut scene ahead of time so I know how it starts, where they are physically, what the characters are doing (hand, mouth, genital, etc location and movement), how one sex act moves into another, what can be seen/heard/felt/etc based on POV, what’s physically possible at all times, if there are any accessories or toys I need to explain them owning and where they’re kept before the smut, and how it ends. It also helps me make sure the smut doesn’t significantly overlap with something I’ve already written or am planning to write. I also write an outline, which you don’t have to do, but does help if you ever go weeks or months between working on it because then when you come back you don’t have to strain to remember what the plan was. You can also just go with the flow and just write, but definitely keep location of body parts and what the POV character can actually see/hear/etc (for example, if your POV character is blindfolded or bent over, they can’t describe their partner’s face) in mind as you do.

6. Write it. Vary your sentence structure. I find good smut includes not just physical action, but emotion and especially sensation, but you might disagree. If you're struggling with repeated words and shit, maybe look for lists of words to use when writing smut. Probably look up tips for writing smut in general, ask people for advice (which you already are, so good for you!), etc. Draw upon your own experience if you have any, and if you don’t, maybe look into people’s accounts, sex tips, etc and check if any questions you have about sensation have been answered online anywhere, e.g. on reddit. But don’t try and make it perfect all at first; just write it. One approach that’s often effective is to do writing "sprints", that is, sit down for fifteen minutes and just write; you can continue for another fifteen minutes when you're done if you want, but you'd be surprised how much you can get done in fifteen minute segments over multiple days. Also, I recommend writing in google docs with the setting of “Add space after paragraph” (go to Format, then Line & paragraph spacing) for ease of transferring to AO3. Actually, here's a good guide on working from google docs an moving to AO3; look at it before you start. Google docs is also useful for when you have a beta because it lets them make suggestions instead of straight-up changing things themselves. Also, take note of where you use italics and non-italicized punctuation together (this will be useful when you need to publish to AO3).

7. Read it carefully and with a critical eye like you would someone else’s fic up in #1. Make sure that you can follow the action based solely on what you wrote and that nothing impossible or contradictory happens (e.g. teleporting body parts, a single hand in two locations at the same time, people twisting or reaching in physically impossible ways). What do you think is missing, where, why, and how might you fix it?

8. Revise it.

9. Repeat 7 and 8 as much as you desire until you’re satisfied, or at least as satisfied as you can be without peer review.

10. Send it to beta. Like, seriously, send it to beta because, if nothing else, your beta won’t know what’s supposed to be happening in the scene, so they can tell you if you’ve successfully conveyed what happens. If you have anything in particular you are uncertain about or want help with, ask your beta to pay close attention to it. Seriously, betaing is going to be much more effective if your beta knows what they should be focusing on most.

11. Repeat steps 7 and 8.

12. Title it and write a summary. Feel free to ask your beta for help here.

12. Congrats, you’re done! Transfer it to AO3 from google docs and save it as a draft. AO3 by default puts a space between italics and non-italicized punctuation, so go through your list of those combos and manually delete the extra spaces. Now add your title, tags, and summary. Don’t tag side pairings/pairings the fic doesn’t focus on in the relationship section; if you need to warn readers of them, put them in the additional tag sedition. If you’re writing an ot3+ that isn’t an established, feel free to tag the pieces of the ship involved (e.g. Betty/Jughead/Tabitha would also tag Betty/Jughead, Betty/Tabitha, and Tabitha/Jughead). But if the ot3+ is already popular within fandom, only tag the ot3+. Don’t tag characters who aren’t central to the story. Tag all warnings and kinks involved especially.

I think that’s it? I guess I might have overly walked you through, but that’s the process I recommend. I mean, I don’t always follow all the steps (While I get the gist of character/emotional arcs before I start plotting the smut, I often really nail them down after I’ve decided on the events of the smut because the latter is generally what has me writing the smut in the first place and I tend to get ahead of myself. Things would probably be easier if I didn’t do that though), but they’re good guidelines, I think? Regardless, I hope this helps!

#asks #anonymous #writing #smut

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sortaotaku · 3 years

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Happy New Years! 🎉

Ikevam New Year’s Set Stories

2021 Super Awesome Set

I wanted to share because I understand the paywall is probably too much for a lot of people. It’s a pretty informal overview of the stories though~

Boys Talk - Team Abnormal

Shakespeare, Le Comte, Jean

Setting: Thermae

Le Comte asks why Shakespeare is looking gloomier than normal. Shakespeare says he feels a bit weird about a sarcastic comment Arthur made about the three of them (Shakespeare, Le Comte, Jean) being abnormal.

Le Comte: I guess he means we’re deviants. Idk where he got that from.

He comments that Shakespeare likes to tease people and wonders what to do with him.

Jean: You two are most definitely deviants

Them: Wha?

Le Comte calls his comment unnecessarily cruel. Shakespeare defends himself and says unlike Le Comte he’s a gentleman

Le Comte is like LOL I feel like you added an insult in there

Jean: It’s best you hear the truth bc you’re in denial. You’ve been buying <your name here/MC> dresses a lot. Are you sure it’s not just bc you like dressing her up?

Le Comte: What else am I supposed to do? She looks ravishing in everything. I’m not doing anything except sitting and watching in the dressing room.

Shakespeare: A grown man enjoying dressing up a girl like a doll sounds pretty deviant to me

Jean: Yep. He’s the most deviant one.

Le Comte: Judging from the content of your plays I think you’re worse than me.

Shakespeare: My writing isn’t necessarily representative of my desires

Jean comments about how Shakespeare has been inviting MC over to his villa a lot.

Le Comte comments that he quite likes Jeans fixation on MC and Jean tells him to shuddup.

Shakespeare also says he isn’t doing anything weird. He says he blindfolded and cuffed her for research purposes.

Jean: Hold on, I’ll come back with my sword.

Le Comte: Don’t run around the mansion naked and angry. Return to the water now.

Shakespeare states that Jean is upset by trivial matters. Basically “tough luck, that’s life”

Le Comte: Yeah, be more open-minded

Jean: I must destroy the world then

Shakespeare asks if he had any weird encounters and Le Comte says he’s basically been a recluse

Jean admits to giving MC a boost on his shoulders, but... He was shocked because her thighs were pressed against his cheeks and they were soft.

Shakespeare: How are you insult us when you had her pressing her thighs against your face? You’re the worst deviant one.

Le Comte is basically like LOL and Jean is kinda baffled.

End

Boys Talk - Battle Against Desires

Theo, Napoleon, Mozart

Setting: Thermae

Mozart calls the two of them sighing in sync annoying

They do it again and state they’re tired

Mozart comments that this is rare considering how adept they are at dealing with the more eccentric residents

They’re both like “That’s it!”

Napoleon is like that’s what everyone says. Everyone thinks I’m sensible

Theo: Yeah, I thought common sense is something everyone should have. We just look overly sensible because everyone lacks it.

Napoleon is like how about we just toss that (sense) out, I’m sick of it.

Theo: Yeah, I’m going to do whatever I want

Mozart: Hold on, if you do that you’ll lose sight of yourselves.

Mozart (Internally): They say it’s the most dangerous when people go off the rails. These two keep order. I must stop them.

Mozart adds that everyone didn’t start out selfish. He asks if they’re sure if something else isn’t making them this way.

Napoleon says its a problem that MC sees them as so sensible.

Mozart is like: 🤨 Why?

Napoleon says that everything is wrong. She lies around in the common area asleep and apparently sleep undresses. (Half way, that is)

Mozart: Yea sounds about right... Wait what? Don’t tell me you...

Napoleon: Obviously I buttoned her up and tucker her in so she wouldn’t catch a cold.

Mozart: Are you her mom?

Theo: I get that! I would do that too.

Napoleon: Theo~ 🥰

Mozart: Can you guys not hug in the bath? Anyways what about Theo?

Theo: I went in for a bath and MC was in there stark naked bc she mixed up the time.

Mozart: Yea, she’s ditzy sometimes. Don’t tell me you...

Theo: Obviously I simultaneously tossed her my own towel and quickly turned around.

Mozart: Are you her dad?

Napoleon: I get that! I would do that too.

Napoleon~ ❤️❤️❤️

Mozart: Stahp hugging in the bath... So you’re saying you don’t feel free to express your desires bc you’re seen as too sensible?

Them: Yea

Mozart: That’s easy to fix. Just act on your desires. It’s important to be true to your feelings. I just do what I want.

Napoleon: Easier said than done. Women find it even more frightening when a “safe” man comes onto them more than normal men. They feel violation AND disappointment because of the breaking of expectations.

Theo: And you’ll lose trust that you cannot recover.

Mozart: That sounds oddly convincing from you two.

They sigh heavily again. Mozart smiles a bit and comments that he must warn MC to be careful from now on and encourages them to cheer up.

End

Boys Talk - Imagination Station

Dazai, Arthur, Isaac

Setting: Thermae

Dazai talks about how great a bath after a good drink is. Arthur agrees and asks Isaac what he thinks. (Note: Don’t go into a huge hot bath while drunk)

Isaac: STAHP TOUCHING ME YOU TWO! Why did you guys insist we bathe together?

Dazai: It’s a good way to get to know each other.

Arthur: Yep, we know each other well but there are no limits on luvbbb ❤️

Isaac: If this is your love I have some doubts...

Arthur + Dazai: Lalalala~~~ 🎶

Arthur: Isn’t it funny how alcohol loosens inhibitions? I’d love to get naughty with MC

Isaac: Don’t you dare touch her!

Dazai: I find it questionable too.

Isaac: Dazai?

Dazai: Women get uncomfortable with sudden moves. You haveta do “that”

Isaac: huh?

Them: I-mAg-I-nA-tIoN!

Isaac: 🤨huh???

Arthur: Lemme explain. We’re writers. We think up scenarios for a living.

Isaac: ?

Arthur: GOSH. We can do anything we want. In our minds. In vivid detail.

Dazai: Ai-kun is confused still, we must invite him into our minds

Arthur: Good idea! Naughty story time!

Isaac: Hold on—

Arthur and Dazai cook up an Isaac x MC smut headcanon in which Dazai still calls her “Toshiko”

Isaac didn’t even notice at first and commented that it makes sense Mc was drowsy because she’s a hard worker. He gets embarrassed when he figures out and the other two are like LOLLL 😂😂😂, we love your reactions!

Isaac: You’re saying you spend your days thinking about lewd stories of MC?

Them: No.

Arthur: We could imagine but the real thing is a whole different thing.

Dazai: The real thing trumps fantasy.

Isaac: So you were trolling me?

Them: Yes.

Isaac: You’re the worst!

Them: Rofl

End

Boys Talk - A Steamy Nighttime

Leonardo, Vincent, Sebastian

Setting: Thermae

Leonardo: A bath sure is nice!

The other two: ...

Leonardo: Why so quiet?

Vincent: I don’t think MC registers me and Sebastian as men. (Correct. You are indeed an angel and not a mortal man)

Leonardo: Why?

Vincent recalls how he was sunbathing with MC and she commented how he was comforting like a little brother

Leonardo: Pride must’ve been hurt by that. Sebas?

Sebastian: Similar. She said I was like her dad.

Leonardo: Dad-zoned, huh (*This isn’t my own abridging of the story, he actually said that) It’s not as bad as you think. Its proof MC is comfortable, that’s important.

Vincent and Sebastian says that : They want to be seen and treated as reliable men

Leonardo (internally): I’m pretty sure she sees them as men though. If I’m too serious about this, they’ll try too hard. The best thing is to make them laugh

Leonardo: You must get comfortable around women. If you get too self conscious things get weird right?

Sebastian: I see. How?

Leonardo: Prof Leonardo shall teach you. This is classified so don’t share

Them: We Promise.

Leonardo: Did you know a women’s breast is as soft as the inside of their arms. Start there with the inner arm

Vincent: Brilliant. What do we say after

Sebastian: Practice on me master Vincent

Vincent: Your arm is hard

Sebastian: I’m actually swole. (He says quite muscular)

Leonardo: You weren’t supposed to take this seriously

Vincent: Will you give more tips? I wanna get closer to MC

Sebastian: Please teach us professor Leonardo

Leonardo (internally): I didn’t expect this... They’re so pure. I can’t let them down.

Leonardo: When someone licks their lips it means they want you to kiss them, so watch out.

Vincent: You’re a genius! Arthur does that all the time! But I won’t do that since it will startle MC if I suddenly kiss her.

Sebastian: Start with the forehead/cheek

Vincent: Anything else?

Leonardo: Playing with hair = Wants affection

Sebastian: Isaac does that a lot, but he DOES crave affection. I gotta watch out for that.

Leonardo: Listen. I didn’t expect this...

Them: Teach us more!

Leonardo: 😓

End

A/N

Sorry it’s late. Distracted my Animal Crossing. You can find 2020’s set in my previous post or under the “2020 New Years Set” tag.

#cybird #ikemen vampire #ikevam #2021 new years set

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owls-hive · 4 years

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A story time/rant? This one goes out to the hardcore Karen's especially ngl...:

People (Christians mostly) spreading false truths and speaking horribly about Lucifer just... Riles me up so MUCH. It makes me so sad. Especially because I was one of them (not necessarily Christian, but I prayed to the Christian God and angels when I was young). I grew up in a semi-Christian family; my mothers told me to pray to my angels and God everyday and that because I was a "gifted" child, The Devil and his "demons/followers" would want me more than anything else. They had convinced me that anything bad that came for me (for example: when lights flickered, I saw figures or had sleep paralysis) that it was a demon or Satan. Now I'm not saying these things were not evil (in no way implying demons are inherently evil here, or The Devil/his counterparts), but I'm so ashamed to have been tricked into believing they were Lucifer/Satan. Lucifer/Satan/The Devil (whichever/whoever idc) would NEVER FUCKING TRAUMATIZE A CHILD LIKE THAT. He knows what that fucking feels like. And I never even felt their presence until I decided to invite them (Lucifer/Satan) in!

Also the whole "The Devil" has "evil" in his name is literally the sorriest most pathetic argument I have ever heard. Lucifer especially has helped and wants to help and teach humans more than I have ever experienced coming from the Christian/etc's God. Lucifer has such a kind and gentle demeanor; something I never felt from angels. They always felt so...Wrong to me? Like even they knew I was on the wrong path. I'm really not sure on this one so take it with a grain of salt, but I think they knew I belonged to the old Gods and Lucifer from the start...

What I'm trying to say is... no path is wrong. The way you practice/teach/learn the path you want to take though? Absolutely, it can be. Like, no decent person wants to trust a baby-sacrificer or pedophile Priest. The people within the practice of religion or spirituality have been proven to, more times than not, be the true source of evil. And while this was originally directed toward Chritians, it really applies to anyone.

Some people feel uncomfortable with angels, some around demons, and some Satanists don't believe in the old Gods (Norse/Greek/Etc)... Etc. But DO NOT speak for, against or about any God, Goddess, Spirit, Deity, or ANY entity for that matter until you have spoken to them. With respect. No apologies, but if Lucifer does not like you and you are a God/angel (God-abiding angel that is? Idk how else to say it lmao) worshiping person, okay, big deal. But he would not attack you over the path you have chosen. So much information and knowledge is out there and whatever path (if any) you choose is yours, not his. Believe me, he wouldn't bother with you. However, if you are actively speaking against him and tearing him down over some false, twisted biblical pretense... I ( and Lucifer) will have reason to believe you are a disrespectful person. And all jokes aside; talk shit, get hit. He has done nothing to you so be careful what leaves your mouth, especially when you've only cared to research and hear the "truth" that supports your own beliefs. The fact alone so many refer to The Devil, Satan and Lucifer as one in the same already tells me how little they actually know about them.

Anyways. If you've made it this far you are a trooper lmao. But I tried to word this the best I can. Satanism/Luciferianism/Religions/Spirituality in general is just... Hard to understand and even more so to put into words. Especially when they start blending together into such a shit show. I hope I did a good job explaining my feelings/etc and if anyone wants to add something feel free, but no clownery. You'll just get your comment deleted and blocked.

Further, I won't be adding this to any Christian tags out of respect for their space. Let's hope they will return that same respect...

-Jett 🌑

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sheewolf85 · 4 years

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Standing Up

Summary: If it had been anyone else that she was stepping all over, you would have said something. You’d been known to yell and even throw a punch once over someone pestering someone you loved, but you just couldn’t seem to get up enough courage or outrage or whatever else needed to stand up for your own wants and needs lest you come off as rude or hurt someone’s feelings.

Luckily for you, Edge had no such qualms.

Notes: Idk, guys, I guess I have a thing for writing about skelebois helping a reader with things I struggle with. Here’s another great example, one I’ve written about too many times probably, but I doubt this will be the last.

Sometimes I think my brain took a left turn at Albuquerque when I was a kid and took the lesson of “be polite” a tad too far.

Tags: Edge/Reader, female reader, established relationship, mild anxiety

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Or, read here!

The day started off as it usually did: half-asleep kisses followed by gloriously fresh coffee. Add in some fruity oatmeal with your sweetheart’s signature touch, and you had a verified Good Morning.

After the morning ritual of coffee and breakfast was complete, it was time to start the day. You had a few things on your list, one of which was assembling the porch swing you’d bought for the front yard. Your porch itself was a little too small, but the lawn was big enough and a few tall trees provided the perfect shady spot in the grass to lounge and swing while you enjoyed lazy afternoons with your bonefriend.

He hated it when you called him that, but honestly it was only more a reason to keep it up. You truly adored the way he’d roll his eye lights at you but that tiny smirk only people who knew Edge well could pick out told you that he enjoyed it on some level.

“Would you like help?” Edge asked as you prepared to head outside.

You tied your sneakers—you had learned a hard lesson about wearing sandals when working with screws and other hardware—and looked up at him.

“No, I’ll be fine.” You stood up and went to him, standing on your tip toes to ask for a kiss. He obliged. “I know you’ll know what I mean when I say there’s a certain satisfaction in putting something together by yourself.”

He nodded, hands on your hips to hold you steady since you were still on your toes.

“I do understand that. Let me know if there’s anything I can help you with. In the meantime, I’ll be in my office grading papers.”

You pursed your lips in request of another kiss. He gave you a deep one, enough to get your body thinking about how talented he was with that tongue of his, and then pulled away.

“Love you,” you said, a touch breathless, and dropped back to your flat feet.

“I love you, too.”

You pulled away from him then before you could change your mind about getting this done. He gave you a swift pat on the ass before walking away, not a single inch of his stoic body or purposeful walk hinting at the sweet, sensual beast you knew hid within him. You were just fine with that.

With a secret smile on your face, you grabbed a hat to keep the sun out of your eyes and went out the front door. A few of your neighbors had congregated in the common area that was the cul-de-sac where you lived, and you waved and called a hello when they noticed you. A few called out their own greetings. They were nice enough people, accepting of the variety of people and monsters in their lives. There were a few that still didn’t understand the concept of a personal bubble, but that was an issue you’d had with many people in your life.

After greeting your neighbors, you got started on your project. There were a few boxes to unpack and instructions to read before you could actually start any assembly, so you began the task of figuring out just what you were working with. You had a few paper bowls set aside for the hardware you’d need to keep separated and handy.

You were only halfway through unpacking the first box when a voice calling out to you caught your attention. You looked over to see Carol coming up with a wave and a smile. You groaned internally but plastered a smile on your face because heaven forbid you come off as rude to anyone.

Just as you’d expected, she didn’t ask if you needed or wanted any help, she didn’t even so much as pretend to be interested in your opinion on the matter, she just launched into a story about her cousin’s latest camping trip as she opened another box. It wasn’t even the next box you would have opened. It made your gut churn and your eye twitch; she was messing with your method!

And yet, you didn’t have it in you to say anything. You hated that about yourself. Even knowing that your own happiness and comfort was important, you couldn’t bring yourself to say anything that might upset someone else.

So instead of asking her to stop and leave you to it, you only nodded along with her story and watched with nausea as she systematically destroyed your carefully planned out project. You managed to ask her to please not dump all the different types of screws into the same bowl and to not start putting pieces together before you’d taken everything out of the boxes. She seemed amicable enough about your wishes. You had to wonder how she’d take it if you asked her to leave you alone. Would she still be okay with it, or would she insist she was only trying to help and take offense at not having her hospitality be accepted.

“Hello, Carol.”

Edge’s ice cold voice made the both of you freeze. You looked over at him, standing a few feet away with his arms crossed over his chest, his reading glasses held in one hand, and a look of pure murder in his eye lights. He knew how you felt about Carol. He knew that you’d wanted to do this by yourself.

She seemed to recover quickly enough, standing up with a bright smile. “Hey, Edge! How’re the kids?”

“My students are fine, as far as I’m aware. What are you doing?” He looked at you, and you could only breathe a sigh of relief. You doubted Carol would have noticed a thing, but you saw the pity he threw your way. He was adamant that he was going to teach you how to stand up for yourself, and while you were terrified of the idea, you were also a little bit hopeful that some of his confidence could rub off on you. Today was not that day, however, and he seemed to understand that.

If it had been anyone else that Carol was stepping all over, you would have said something. You’d been known to yell and even throw a punch once over someone pestering someone you loved, but you just couldn’t seem to get up enough courage or outrage or whatever else needed to stand up for your own wants and needs lest you come off as rude or hurt someone’s feelings.

Luckily for you, Edge had no such qualms.

“I’m helping,” she said brightly. “I always like to help out, you know that.”

Edge nodded gravely. “I do know that, but you know that when it comes to my significant other and myself, you are required to ask first. I told you as much the last time you attempted to touch my garden.”

You swallowed, peeking up at Carol. As you’d feared, she looked truly indignant. “You didn’t so much tell me as you demanded it. And why aren’t you out here helping then? It’s not like she can do this all by herself.”

You felt yourself puff up at that, but still whatever stupid blockage you had kept you silent.

“I’m not helping because she very much can do this by herself and she requested to do so.” He looked at you then. “Or have you changed your mind, love?”

You shook your head. “No, not really.” Your voice sounded too soft, too uncertain.

Carol sneered at you. This wasn’t the first time she had bullied her way into helping you with some chore or another, and also not the first time Edge had called her out on her assumption that everyone needed her help. She had apologized before, saying she just hated seeing anyone needing help and just standing there.

More like she couldn’t let an opportunity to gossip pass her by. She needed to have her nose in everyone’s business, and the kinds of gossip she shared the first day you met her was a warning not to talk about anything personal within earshot of her. If she blabbed the kinds of things she did about your neighbors, there was no doubt she’d turn around and blab your secrets to them.

You didn’t say anything, only looked around at the mess she’d created. It would take more time to get your process back in order than it would have been to just follow it in the first place. Ugh, you really disliked being who you were sometimes.

“And so you see, your help is not needed,” Edge said calmly enough. “I’m going to ask you nicely just once to leave. For your sake, I hope you don’t make me ask again.”

Carol rolled her eyes and huffed, but she did turn around and walk away, grumbling the whole way.

You sighed in relief and looked up when Edge crouched next to you, a hand coming to rest on your shoulder.

“Are you all right, love?”

You nodded. “Yeah. Thanks, baby.”

He nodded and kissed you. “You’re welcome. Would you like to continue this by yourself,” he gestured with a nod of his head to the bits and pieces strewn around.

You quirked your mouth. “Actually, could you help me get stuff back in order?”

With a quick nod, he got to work. He knew your thought processes almost as well as you knew his, didn’t even have to ask how you wanted the pieces arranged to best maximize work flow. Once all your parts were in order once again, Edge gave you another kiss and left you alone to your process while he went to finish grading papers.

It took a few hours to get it all done, but in the end you had a beautiful swinging bench with a comfortable cushion. You stood back to admire your work, a strong sense of accomplishment settling nicely in your chest.

With a nod, you went to ask Edge to come inspect your work. You were pretty confident you’d done it all correctly considering it was a functional piece of outdoor furniture and not a mess of metal, but it never hurt to have a second set of critical eyes check it over.

And besides, it was the perfect excuse to get him to sit in it with you for a moment. Perhaps he’d wrap an arm around your shoulders and pull you into his loving embrace. Maybe he’d even make some hot chocolate or tea that you two could enjoy as you watched the neighborhood kids play.

The possibilities were all there, and you were looking forward to seeing how the rest of your day played out with your sweetheart.

#my writing #underfell papyrus #reader

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i-can-get-extra-with-my-ships · 5 years

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Only Us

Ok, so more writing for the not bread shrine. (That’s the one-shot tag. The Not Bread Shrine.) The prompt for this one came from anon. I told them that I was writing both, and I am. It’s just that my Prinxietea fiend came out and wanted to write this one first. Also, to that anon, I switched it to songs from various musicals because yeah? (And I’ve only listened to musical theater songs for the past like 3 months. (When I have the choice and my taste in pop music is like earlier 2000s because that was good music that I remember from when I was like 3.) My life aside, serious talk time.

Songs Used: Meant To Be Yours (Heathers) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hD7x_7tUFNI

Only Us (Dear Evan Hansen) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PPvO1sZkOx0

(Crap tons of others are mentioned. The words of these two songs are used though)

Parings: Prinxietea (Prinxiety)

Tw: Cursing and the murderous kind of fluff

Word Count: 1985

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“Hey Ro, how much longer till we get there?” Virgil asked not looking up from his phone.

They’d only been in the car for 2 of the 16 hours it takes to get from Florida to New York. 2 hours. This is going to be a long drive. Roman thought before answering his boyfriend’s question.

“14 more hours, love.”

Virgil set his phone down. “UGH!! THAT LONG!!!”

Roman laughed a little bit. “May I remind you that we’re driving from Florida to New York?”

“Well, whoever decided to drive is an idiot.”

Roman laughed again. “You decided to drive stormcloud.” Roman would’ve loved to see Virgil’s expression at that, but he couldn’t take his eyes off the road or Virgil would freak out.

Virgil tried to move on from the fact that he’d just called himself an idiot. “Well, if we’re stuck in this car for another 14 hours can we put on something other than this crap?” He gestured to the radio. Virgil was never one for pop music. Roman would much rather listen to musical theater soundtracks, and that’s what he put on.

It was a long playlist that Roman had put on shuffle. The first song that came up was Meant To Be Yours.

Virgil’s face lit up. Heathers had always been his favorite musical. Virgil didn’t sing, Roman, however, being the extra bitch he was started singing at the top of his lungs. “You chucked me out like I was trash for that you should be dead. But! But! But! Then it hit me like a flash what if high school went away instead!” Virgil stared in awe at his boyfriend. Questioning how he was such a good singer.

Then came a mix of theater songs. However, the order that the shuffle put the songs in was so random. Virgil, being the conspiracy theorist that he was, kept trying to figure out “WHAT THE HELL IT WANTS FROM US!!” Every time another song would start playing Virgil would add on to the story that he’d come up with.

Roman was amused with every addition that each new song brought. After three hous the story went as follows:

(Cautionary Tale (Mean Girls) and Kindergarten Boyfriend (Heathers)) Be careful with love.

(You Will Be Found (DEH)) Even if you're not careful with love, and you get hurt, someone will see you and you'll be found.

(Be More Chill (Part 1.) (BMC)) Once found, be careful what you do and what friends you choose.

(Fight For Me (Heathers)) Also, you will meet someone who's beating the shit out of the people you hate.

(The Pants Song (BMC)) Also, in that moment please be wearing pants.

(Revenge Party (Mean Girls)) You then will invoke revenge on the people that were getting the shit beat out of them.

(I Love Play Rehearsal (BMC)) You will find this person to be incredibly adorable.

(Our Love Is God (Heathers)) You’ll then fall in love with this person and go commit murder with them.

(All You Wanna Do (Six)) This person will be sexually attracted to you.

(World Burn (Mean Girls)) This person wants to watch the world burn.

(Two-Player Game (BMC)) This person will become one of your best friends.

(The Squip Enters (BMC)) You will meet another person who will be similar to the Squip.

(Someone Gets Hurt (Mean Girls)) The Squip person will hurt you.

(Heart Of Stone (Six)) The other person will break your heart.

(Someone Gets Hurt (Reprise) (Mean Girls)) You will tell these two people off.

(Lifeboat (Heathers)) Then you will fall into a deep depression.

(Be More Chill (Part 2) (BMC)) Your self-deprecation will get bad and the voices in your head will be very persuasive.

(Sexy (Mean Girls)) Karen Smith will bring you joy during this dark time.

(So Big/So Small (DEH)) You will start to lose more people close to you.

(I’d Rather Be Me (Mean Girls)) But then you will realize you’d rather be yourself then be with those people.

(To Break In A Glove (DEH)) You will learn that the hard and right way is the way that you should use.

(Do You Wanna Hang? (BMC)) You will be put in an uncomfortable situation and not be able to do anything.

(Ex-Wives (Six)) You will get a chance to start again and rewrite your history.

(Fearless (Mean Girls)) You will become fearless. You will no longer fear death.

(Requiem (DEH)) One of the first 2 people mentioned will die. You will refuse to grieve.

(Me Inside Of Me (Heathers)) You will have killed them. You then need to cover up your mistakes.

(Stop (Mean Girls)) Your conscious will tell you to stop doing murders.

(The Squip Song (BMC)) You will be offered a Squip and be in denial because it’s BMC IRL. (Or you know, just like drugs.)

(Freeze Your Brain (Heathers)) You refuse the drugs and/or Squip and obtain a Slurpee addiction to combat your depression.

(Don’t Lose Ur Head (Six)) You will begin to be “Sorry not sorry for what I said”.

(Apex Predator (Mean Girls)) You will judge the most popular girl in school.

(Voices In My Head (BMC)) You will begin to accept the voices in your head and know that they are normal.

(Where Do You Belong (Mean Girls)) You will find a new home where you are accepted.

(No Way (Six)) You will refuse to be accepted by these people.

(Sincerely Me (DEH)) You will write emails to yourself and an imaginary pen pal.

(Get Down (Six)) You will be the “Queen” of your “Castle”

(What’s Wrong With Me (Reprise) (Mean Girls)) You will question what’s wrong with you.

Then it was time for a rest stop. A total of 3 hours had passed by that time. Both Roman and Virgil’s sides aked from laughing as much as they did. Once they got out of the car Roman intertwined their fingers and swung their arms as they walked into the rest stop.

There was a McDonalds inside. They ordered and stood by the counter so then they could grab their food and leave.

While they were waiting, Virgil asked Roman “Hey Ro, how much money do you have?” Roman wasn’t aware of where Virgil was going and said “I dunno. Like 10 bucks? Why?” Virgil was slightly offended by Roman not saying the line. I mean, you should only have to hear “Road work ahead? Uhh yeah. I sure hope it does.” like 10 times to know that this person is going to keep making Vine references.

Anyways, Virgil ignored Roman missing the reference and said “Oh! You know what that means!” Roman sighed before putting on a very dramatic face and said: “I don’t have enough money for chicken nugget.”

Virgil smiled and intertwined their fingers again. (I like the phrase “intertwined their fingers” idk why. I just do) “I knew you would get it at some point.” Roman smiled fondly at Virgil. “Why are you like this?”

Virgil leaned on Roman and told him “Oh come on!! You know you love me.” Virgil didn’t intend for it to be a Disney reference, but Roman took it that way.”Do I know that? Yes. Yes, I do.” They both laughed a little bit before they were interrupted by their order being called. They grabbed their food and went back to the car.

After they ate and threw out their trash, they began driving again. Virgil had forgotten the story that he’d come up with so he just moved on.

The song that came on first after they started driving again was More Than Survive from Be More Chill. Roman sang again (he sang just about every song that came on). Virgil smiled. He had always enjoyed Roman’s singing. This whole time he had wanted to sing, but he didn’t. He knew Roman wouldn’t mind. He’d enjoy having an extra person to sing with.

Especially for duets.

Virgil smiled even brighter at the thought of the two of them singing something sassy like Apex Predator or just fun like Two-Player Game. But he didn’t. He wasn’t planning on singing either.

Well, I guess the best way to put it is keyword: planning.

The first piano notes that were the opening to Only Us from Dear Evan Hansen began to play. There had been an hour or two’s worth of songs that came on between More Than Survive and Only Us. Roman had been wrapped up in his own world of miscellaneous theater songs. Virgil guessed that he was going to take both Zoe (That’s how it is spelled on the Wiki so that’s how I’m spelling it) and Evan’s parts, but he didn’t care. Once Laura Dreyfuss began singing he did as well.

However, Virgil was very quiet, his voice barely above a whisper. “I don’t need you to sell me on reasons to want you.”

The next line he sang a little louder. But not loud enough for Roman to hear him. “I don’t need you to search for the proof that I should.”

The next few lines were just barely audible. “You don’t have to convince me. You don’t have to be scared your not enough. ‘Cause what we got going, is good.”

The next set of lines were only slightly more audible. “I don’t need more reminders of all that’s been broken. I don’t need you to fix what I’d rather forget. Clear the slate and start over. Try to quiet the noises in your head. We can’t compete with all that.”

Virgil had a nice crescendo going and he didn’t even realize until he was singing the chorus very loudly. “So what if it’s us? What if it’s us, and only us? And what came before won’t count anymore or matter. Can we try that? What if it’s you? And what if it’s me? And what if that’s all that we need it to be? And the rest of the world falls away. What do you say?” Roman had stopped singing Zoe’s part once he heard Virgil.

He did come in with Evan’s part though.

“I never thought there’d be someone like you, who would want me.” Virgil smiled. “Well.” Roman looked at Virgil using his peripheral vision as to not get lectured for not keeping his eyes on the road and how they could’ve died. “So I give you ten-thousand reasons to not let me go. But if you really see me if you like me for me and nothing else, well that’s all that I’ve wanted for longer than you could possibly know.”

Roman braced himself. He knew what was coming next. He was scared that once he started singing with Virgil that he’d crash the car.

“So it can be us. It can be us, and only us. And what came before won’t count anymore or matter. We can try that.”

Virgil smiled at Roman before coming back in and having the two of them sing together.

“It’s not so impossible.” Roman was starting to get convinced that he was going to crash the car. Virgil’s voice was incredible. “Nobody else but the two of us here.”

Virgil noticed Roman tensing up and intertwined their fingers. “‘Cause you’re saying it’s possible.”

“We can just watch the whole world disappear.”

“Till you’re the only one I still know how to see.”

“It’s just you and me.”

“It’ll be us. It’ll be us and only us. And what came before won’t count anymore!”

“We can try that! You and me! That’s all that we need it to be! And the rest of the world falls away! And the rest of the world falls away. The world falls away. The world falls away.”

“And it’s only us.”

God. What Roman would’ve given to kiss Virgil in that moment.

However, he’d made up his mind.

Next rest stop…

He’d kiss the fuck out of his Emo Nightmare.

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@just-some-gt-trash I figured you’d love this.

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#Em's crappy attempts at writing #The Not Bread Shrine Writings #That tag is here to stay #Also this is my new favorite thing I've written.#Just ahh!!!#Too cute!!#prinxietea #prinxiety

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fizzyhosh · 6 years

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Hello, I'm here again. Can you do something like the reader is dating Fred, it's christmas so you're going to the burrow and you're going to met the Weasleys? You're really afraid but Fred and the other brothers calm you down making jokes and stuff. Can you use prompts 54 & 10?

Meeting the Weasleys

Warnings: none (except.. like.. two seconds of joking abuse? like, a broken finger)

Pairing: Fred Weasley x Reader

Summary: Fred knows you have no reason to worry about meeting his parents, but you still can’t help thinking about everything that could go wrong.

Word Count: about 1,200

A/N: I couldn’t for the life of me figure out how to use prompt 10 and I also forgot about that one, so sorry! I used 54 though :) Hope you enjoy! (also, this feels short idk)

Prompts: 54. “You’re pathetic, i love you”

Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap—

“Don’t make me break your fingers, love.”

You stopped druming your nails against the table and frowned. “Just because you add ‘love’ to your threat, doesn’t make it sweet.”

Fred smiled. “What if I kiss you?"

You rolled your eyes. "Not after that, love.”

“Lighten up, (Y/N), my parents won’t be too excited if they see their favorite son being treated so poorly by his girlfriend."

Your stomach turned again at the thought of having to meet his parents.

"What do you mean? (Y/N) is really nice to me.” George frowned jokingly before cracking a smile.

“Even if you were their favorite, Fred, you’re the one who threatened to break my hand. I think I’m the abused in this relationship.”

“Fair point. But I’d never hurt a hair on your head.”

You smiled at his words as he kissed the top of your head. “Ow, my hair!” you teased and he frowned.

“Do you always get this annoying under pressure?"

"This is just the beginning."

"Oh, boy.”

“Why are you so nervous, (Y/N)?” George asked as he pinched Ron’s ear in passing. Ron swatted his brothers hand away and rubbed his ear, trying to kill him with his eyes.

“Because you all talk so highly of your parents and I know they’re really good people—”

“So?” Fred started.

You turned towards him with a soft frown. “So, I’m worried they won’t like me. I know you value your parents opinions and I’ve never been very good with parents.”

He smiled fondly and pulled you into a hug. “You’ll be fine. As long as you don’t preach against muggles and their inventions or say that you hate homemade clothing, they’ll love you. And,” he pulled away enough to see your face but not enough to have to loosen his grip around your waist, “even if they hate you more than they hate garden gnomes, I’ll still love you."

"Promise?” you asked as you looked up and a large grin broke out on his face.

He leaned down and kissed you sweetly. “I promise.”

“I’m going to vomit,” George groaned as he joined Ron on the couch. Ron leaned away but George only moved closer to his brother. “How d'you do, Ronald?"

"When are we leaving?” you breathed out as you looked back to Fred.

He checked his watch and frowned. “A few minutes. You packed?"

You nodded slowly and he smiled again. "Don’t be so nervous. Hey, Percy likes you and he’s the hardest to please."

"He tolerates me."

"Barely. I think that last prank you helped with lost you some points with him,” Ron spoke up and you clicked your tongue.

“Thanks, Ron.”

He nodded and George went back to messing with him. You looked at Fred and he smiled again. “Really, it’ll be okay. I promise.”

You stuck out your lower lip in a pout and he smiled, kissing you lightly again.

“You’re pathetic, I love you."

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By the time you got to the Burrow, you had overthought the entire visit and ended up thinking of a thousand and one things that could go wrong, and convincing yourself each one would happen at some point in the stay.

It was no surprise to you, then, that when Molly pulled you into a hug upon meeting you, you expected her to strangle you. You flinched slightly as she squeezed you tightly, but not enough to asphyxiate you. You breathed a sigh of relief when you realized she wanted to give you a hug instead of kill you for dating her son.

”(Y/N), we’ve heard so much about you! You just sound lovely.“ Molly said as she walked quickly towards the sink and flicked her wand to get the dishes to clean.

Fred bumped your shoulder with his and raised an eyebrow as if to say 'I told you so’. His cockiness turned to red embarrassment as Molly added, “and you’re just as beautiful as Fred described! Oh, he talks so highly of you.”

Your eyes were bright as you turned to Fred and he kissed your cheek.

"So, how do you possibly put up with him? No offense, dear,” she added to her son, who shrugged. “He’s such a pain, always has been. I’ve only known about you through stories and I can already tell you’re too good for Freddie."

You were caught off guard for a moment. Was this a test to see if you’d talk badly about Fred? Your eyes flicked to him and he looked at you weird. "What’s wrong?” he asked quietly.

“Fred’s perfect,” you said quickly. “He’s never been a trouble at all. He’s an angel.” The words felt weird to say; everyone in that house knew Fred was anything but an angel, though he may have looked like one. Even if the words weren’t enough to make Molly concerned, your robotic, terrified tone was.

Fred raised his eyebrows in amusement and Molly slowly turned to you. “Are you alright, dear?” She looked at Fred as you looked back at her and sighed.

“Sorry, honestly, I’m really nervous."

Concern washed off her face and a big, warm smile replaced it as she put her wand down and walked to you. "There’s no reason to be nervous. If anything, Fred should be worried about whether he treats you right or not."

You smiled at Fred and he narrowed his eyes playfully at you.

Arthur and Bill came down the stairs as you, Fred, and Molly walked to the living room. You took a minute to take in all the holiday decorations, appreciating how every inch of the walls and surfaces seemed to be adorned with a string lights or charmed snowmen.

"Hello, (Y/N),” Bill said with a smile as he looked between you and Fred. You had met Bill before, when you were much younger and when you were not dating Fred.

Upon hearing your name, Arthur turned around quickly and saw you. “Ah! You must be (Y/N)! We’ve heard so much about you. Welcome!"

You shook his hand and smiled brightly. "Thank you, sir. It’s nice to meet you too.”

That smooth introduction ruled out a few more of the scenarios you had conjured in your mind and soon, you were much more relaxed than when you walked into the Burrow.

You turned to Fred and gave him a playful smile. “Sounds like you talk loads about me, Freddie.”

His cheeks flushed with a light pink. “Not me, Ron mostly. Sometimes George. They reckon they like you better than I do." You smiled and he sent you a wink and grabbed your hand, letting you know that no one could possibly like you more than Fred did.

The visit was beyond better than you could have imagined. By the end of the two week trip, you felt close to Molly, had talked about loads of muggle inventions with Arthur, got to know Bill and Charlie a bit more, sent and received a lot of playful winks and kisses to and from Fred, and even got your own handmade Weasley sweater with your initial on it for Christmas.

You had a feeling you’d be going back to the Burrow as much as possible in the years to come.

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#harry potter #fred weasley x reader #lightning era #fred weasley #lightning era fic #fred weasley fic

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j1nsworld · 6 years

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Seeds || Y.J PT.3

Pairing: Min Yoongi(Suga) x Kim Seokjin. (Sin/Yoonjin) Kim Seokjin x Kim Taehyung(V). (Taejin) Kim Seokjin x Jung Hoseok(J-Hope). (2Seok)

Genre: Mythology AU

Content: Fluff, smut(comes later),

ANGST, kinda crack?¿

Warning: ☢️ Descriptive Physical violence, Sexual Content, Cursing.☢️ (not all chapters contain these things, but when they do, ill add a warning)

Tags: N/A

Length: 1.3k

Summary: The boy who puts bright flowers in his hair, kisses the cheeks of girls and boys alike, and smells like myrrh finds the love of his in the strangest way. While the world’s most feared man who rips souls from chest, walks among the dead and undead, and has the eyes of someone who looks like they have never breathed in their life makes love happen in his own way.

A/N: ☢️ Physical violence in this chapter. If you have any problem with Abuse, if this could possibly upset you. Please do not read the following. Thank you! ☢️ Sorry for the Hiatus, i couldn’t really write tbh. But im back now!! So here yall go. (I didnt really edit this so it may come out crappy because idk how to work tumblr properly at all! Not on a phone or a computer ^^;)

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I arrived at my mother's home with Taehyung's hand in mine. He was finally going to meet my mother, and to be completely honest? I'm actually pretty scared right now, but I can't do anything except head forward since I'm not turning back. I've never had a boyfriend before and this is my first one so, I'm hoping that she accepts him.

We open the gate to my mother's home and walk in, the grass as green as ever decorated with every flower that Gaia could produce. Taehyung picks three different flowers and puts them in different parts of my hair. White, purple, and yellow, all different flowers that somehow, blend perfectly together.

"I've never seen a person more beautiful." Tae says to me, lifting his hand to touch my chin, lifting my face to his lips to give me a sweet kiss, a kiss that brings the wind to us. But also, a kiss that brings my mother to steal me away in a breath taking hug.

"My son! My baby! You're home!" My mother says kissing my cheeks.

"Yes mama, i am home. I have brought someone wi-"

"come inside, quickly! I was just making food, it's your favorite too! Sometimes I think you're psychic, you always know when to come home to get food from me."

I grab Tae's hand as my mother drags me into the house I once called home, not that I'm not welcomed here. My mother sits me on the couch; I figured she would act like this but I didn't think she would completely ignore him, or even cut me off when I speak. I look at Taehyung and he just shrugs with a smile.

He's known for getting along with everyone and could make anyone his friend. But, my mother, a stubborn woman, didn't want friends, nor did she want me to have friends, or even a boyfriend which would be out of the line for her. I sigh and lean into the couch, tired as hell already. My mother has always been such a pain, but she's always topping things.

And here she is again, exceeding my expectations in the worst ways. As always, she's so extra. She always has been, it's irritating. But what can I do? Nothing, im powerless when it comes to my mother. I kiss Taehyung on his cheek and pat his hand, he tilts his head and pouts while watching me walk to the kitchen to speak to my mother.

"Mama?" I call quietly for my mother.

"Yes darling?" She answers me while still focused on cooking.

"Why're you ignoring Taehyung?"

“Who?”

"Taehyung, the boy on the couch, my boy-" she interrupts me.

"Ah! yes, the boy on the couch. I'm sorry, I didn't see him. I was so focused on you." She turns to look at me and gives me a sweet smile.

"Of course you were..." I murmur.

“Hm? What was that?" She turns around to look at me.

I gulp and look down to the floor. "I said. I know you were. That's why, i want to introduce you to him, because he's my boy-"

"He's not, your boyfriend. Is he?" My mother asks me

"He is."

"Why?"

"I love him."

"He's your first boyfriend, you don't know love, or what love is."

"Mother how can you say that when I-" she interrupts me.

"How can I say that? I just did, i opened my mouth and used my vocals cords, to speak it into existence." My mother says crossing her arms.

"Mama, please listen."

"Oh, I am. I'm listening and waiting for that explanation of why you got this man, UP IN MY FUCKING HOUSE." My mother yells at me. I flinch and stare at her before answering.

"Because, you told me. When I have my first time-"

"Your first time?" She uncrosses her arms and approaches me slowly, taking only one step.

"I have to tell you-"

"Tell me what?"

"W-when." I stutter.

"When what? Kore."

"When I have se-" before I could finish my sentence, my mother slaps me, hard. I fall on the floor with a heavy thud, my lip hitting the wood. I hold my face and touch my lip, finding red droplets of blood pour onto my thumb.

"You're so fucking dirty, I thought I taught you so much fucking better. It’s like, everything i taught you flew out the fucking window and you know what? It's all. His fault." My mother turns her head to Taehyung who's standing wide eyed with his eyes trained on me, but I turn away from him and look down, ashamed. My mother moves to Taehyung, slowly and in a threatening way. "Get, the fuck, out, OF MY HOME." She yells, taking a step with each word and shoving at Taehyung till he is out the door, which she slams in his face.

"Now. let's get you cleaned up? Shall we?" My mother turns around with a smile on her face. In this moment, I realized, that my mom, has gone batshit crazy.

"Stay away from me." I spat at my mother with anger while walking away from her. She pulls me by my hair and brings me to face her.

"I don't know where you got this HORRIBLE, attitude from. But obviously, not from me! I was taught to respect my elders! You probably got that from that Herme-." My mother pauses and releases me from her grip.

"What are you talking about mama? Whats wrong with you?" Turning to face her with my eyes full of tears and my face completely red.

"Look, it's a long story and nothing for you to worry about. if I tell you then you'll know why I feel the way I do about that boy."

"Taehyung? Wait, mama. You don’t even know him, he didn’t even do anything yet and here you are, mad at me." I narrow my eyes at her and shake my head. My mother slowly grabs my hand and brings me to the couch to sit.

"You know, how I gave you all those books when you were younger? How I wanted you to study, and learn about all the things of Gaia, and why I even wanted you to call the earth, Gaia?"

"Go. On."

"You know how you heal whenever you had a cut or a scratch?"

"Yes but what does that have to do with anything? You just said i was extra strong?"

"Well that's because-"

"Jin?" My father enters through the door with wide eyes, his sweat drenched hair covering one of his eyes, and his sleeves pushed up above his elbows. He looks to me and then to my mother.

"what have you done to him?" My father drops his items and kicks the door closed. When he walks up to me, he grabs my chin gently and pouts at my busted lip.

"Dad? I have a question. I know you would always tell me the truth, right?"

"Of course doll, what's up?" My dad looks at me into my eyes.

"Why does mama hate Taehyung, my boyfriend?”

"Well..."

"Well what?"

"That's because your mother sees something in him that you don’t, and soon enough you’ll see it too." My father says and proceeds to walk away.

I wanted to ask, to know, what was there to see about Taehyung? What was there to know in those books i was given as a child, about Taehyung? Why was i never informed? Why was i ever lied to? What had i done to deserve such horrible treatment? I wanted to run away, far away from everything and everyone. But i stayed, i stayed and waited for more things to come, more things to know, to be informed about, i wanted knowledge. I wanted, everything.

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briteboy · 6 years

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(circumstantial name by @earnoodle)

IT’S FINALLY TIME FOR THE POST YOU’VE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR (or maybe just that one anon)

there’s a LOT in here, newer questions are generally first so if you asked something a while ago and you’re only interested in that, scroll towards the bottom. also doing wcifs separately (errr i’m gonna try my hardest to ok don’t crucify me)

this mass anons post includes topics ranging from Very Sweet Things Said To Me That I Don’t Deserve, nitpicking stranger things, crying over ramona, lou theories, Cillian Is A Fucking Creep theories (true), and completely unhelpful reshade advice

let’s f0cking do this

You're right, apart from carrying his stupid brain, Santi's head didn't do anything to any of us. I apologize for anon.

I'm pretty sure I said that already but I love Rooney and Santi's relationship so much I literally have no words for it

ME TOO LIKE IT’S JUST SO PURE TWO NOT-KIDS SCARED OF THE ADULT WORLD TRYING TO FIGURE THINGS OUT WITH THEIR WEIRD BRAINS TOGETHER ;__; i love them

YO i didnt know u were a demigirl!! im a demiboy nb Buddies

hell fuckin yeah dude!! we are starting a demi club

Ok but like I really want werewolves. Like I know it sounds stupid but we have vampire and while yes I love my bat babes, I want a giant pupper friend. I have story written out and plans for a cabin to build. Now I’m waiting for EA to give me my big hairy babes.

DUDE i want more supernatural stuff too, mostly witches like I NEED MY WITCHES AGAIN!!! ts3 witches were so good. i didn’t like ts3 werewolves much but i feel like they’d be super cool in ts4, knowing how the vampires came out. i NEED it

hihi! i've been very quietly (??) following your blog for some time now and i just fawn over your characters way too much ?? anywho, i've been wanting to start my own little simblr story but ,, i'm not entirely sure where to even start? i have so many stories that i'd love to get out there, and i have the means.. butt, how did you go about starting out?? so sorry this is so long but i look up to you a whole ton!!! ty ily! :-)

i’m the (??) lmao that’s me always but ahdhghdfkshg thank you so much!!!!! i’m so glad you love them, it means the world to me ;-; and listen, that was me, i had no idea how i was going to do it because i’d only seen ts3 stories up to that point and i thought there was like a set Way to tell stories but i had no idea what i was doing so i was like y’know what...i’m just gonna do it how i feel comfortable doing it and i’m gonna figure it out as i go along. so honestly try to roughly plan out what your stor(ies) will entail and if you get stuck on planning and can’t figure it out, just jump right into it, try to make a few scenes or get the ball rolling somehow, even if it’s just random posts (i mean that’s all my blog was until i decided to commit to santi’s story.) it’s always gonna feel weird and awkward at first, but you’ll get comfortable the more you do it and it’ll figure itself out, trust me!

I read through most of your story posts the other day and now I’m rereading it again just to torture myself some more (and maybe catch up on some posts I may have missed). I honestly don’t think I’ve come across a sims story that’s so beautifully written & includes such evocative pictures as yours. I’m really at a loss for words, it’s all so stunning. & after a nearly two-month long creative block, it’s planted the smallest seed of inspiration in the back of my mind, so thank you for your art.

AHHHH AHSDHKGKDSJG WHAT!!!!! it’s always crazy hearing that 1) people actually care about my stuff, and 2) that it inspires them. like i really cannot believe that, stilL!! thank you so so much, i’m so happy you enjoyed it (as torturous as it was, lmao) it seriously warms my heart that you’re getting your groove back in the creative world, that means more to me than ANYTHING!! good luck with your art or whatever you decide to do with that inspiration!

can i pls have your editing skill please and thank you

i owe most my editing at this point to reshade so honestly get reshade and u will probably become better than me

o added u on animal crossing and when you added me back i was so happy,, your little person is sooo adorable ((:

OMG!! thank you!! everyone’s person on there is adorable i cry i love them all so much i’m so mad tho it won’t let me add any more friends!!! it probably cuts off at like 100 friends or something STUPID

First of all, I love you. Secondly, I love your photos so much. I'm legit about to just ditch sims 3 for 4 now because of your amazing posts. 😖

LMFAO no but really THANK YOU I LOVE YOU!!! if you can manage playing both i admire u, i’ve invested too much time and effort into ts4 to ever fully go back to any other sims games tbh

The new patch made my game unplayable! I'm crying, I miss my doggos...

NOOOOO!!! hopefully by now you’ve found a fix, i’m prayin for u

long time listener, first time caller yoooo. i like everyone love your stories and your sim aesthetic so so so much and just tbh i was offended on your behalf about that ask from that person wanting to novelize your stories. like you were way too nice. this is your intellectual property and it's fucked up that someone would think it'd be okay to duplicate it as long as they used a different medium. this is prob a bad one to repost just wanted to you to know you're an awesome, singular voice

omfg lmao this is a radio show now *z100 voice* tellem why ya mad euhhh first of all i can’t believe someone even ASKED that, i’m in shock because like what this is so foreign to me. people want to write about MY characters WHAT! like that alone...takes a long time to process. and like i know i should say no but then i feel mean but they’re also my creations so like idk. it warms my heart that you feel so strongly and would stand up for me like that i’m cryin thank u for calling in i love u

I JUST FINISHED YOUR ENTIRE STORY AND I'M NOT OK WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE PUTTING ME THROUGH THAT SHIT IT'S AN EMOTIONAL ROLLER COASTER AND I FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE ABUSED MY (NON EXISTENT) INNOCENCE WOW

I’M SO SORRY U HAD TO GO THROUGH THAT ALSO I APOLOGIZE FOR STEALING YOUR INNOCENCE I NEVER MEANT FOR THIS TO HAPPEN OSDAFKJDSK BUT THANK YOU FOR READING I’M GLAD YOU ENJOYED IT EVEN IF IT HURT YOU!!!

I've been up all night and it's now 11am. I'm completely binging on your stories bc I am in LOVE and need a Molly in my game asap. Do you think you'll ever upload her?

omG my freaking story inciting insomnia i’m so sorry for ur sleep schedule first of all, but at least that makes you identify with santi even more omg tho ;___; (how many times will i say ‘omg’ i wonder) i don’t think so because she is so dear to me and makes my heart ache, she is just so special, i dunno if i could ever release her into the wild like that lmao. i haven’t even shared her with my friends (not that i really ever had a reason to) but like yeah. maybe in the future that’ll change but right now, no, i’m sorry <3

To change the topic: Idk if you watch stranger things but I only managed to get to episode 3 of season 2 before I stopped watching lmao it was so bad and Billy (a certified Cunt) ruined the whole show for me

YEAH I DID! omg. i have a LOT of issues with this season (mostly in how badly they tried to retcon nancy and everyone else not caring about barb’s death, how bad the writing was in the realm of nancy and steve breaking up and then her and jonathan getting together...holy fuck it was so uncomfortable with that 40 yr old conspiracy theorist guy i couldn’t even enjoy my ship getting together lmao) also ur right, max and billy honestly did not offer anything to the story...like i loved max too but what was the point...billy acted like their presence and the reason they had to move was so dramatic when it was really nothing...unless they’re saving that for season 3 but like. the whole situation with billy was so anticlimactic. he was like a walmart version of henry from IT. like boohoo ur dad’s an asshole and then he beat up steve. good character arc. i liked max standing up for herself but really...that whole thing was so lackluster, i didn’t care about it at all. ALSO I HATED THAT THEY DIDN’T LET MAX AND ELEVEN BE FRIENDS!! i’m sure it’ll happen in season 3 but like c’mon...that would’ve made the max character feel a little more important to the story. anyway yeah fuck billy and i don’t get why everyone is lusting after him or his actor they’re both ugly! thanks for listening

I just got the sims 4 + city living and I’m so excited! I was really inspired by your stories and style in general... I was wondering what packs do you have and also what are your favourite sims 4 hairs? I’m having trouble finding ones and I love your style!

YAY I’M EXCITED FOR YOU!!! omg aww it warms my heart so much when people say i inspire them because i never anticipated that kind of response, thank you so much <3 hmmm i think i have all of them except glamour stuff and fitness stuff. and pretty much all the hairs i download are here or here. (or the subsequent ‘tf’, ‘cf’, ‘tm’ and ‘cm’ tags as well, according to age)

UHM a 19 year old and a 13 year old? Poor baby Lou... Also youre a brilliant writer i cant

😬😬😬 stay tuned ajasdhjhjsahd thank you so much!!!

My stan levels for you have increased so much? like thanks for being a good ally, clAps for femmesim!

lmao thank you, i don’t really deserve praise tho i’m just passing on the knowledge of those patient enough to teach me. just trying to do what i can with my privilege u know. ily

How do you have teeth showing in so many of your pictures of Lou and Molly, do you PS them in?

i’ve gotten this question before and it’s usually just the poses used! i do have some lipsticks that have teeth on them but i mostly use them for just rooney.

Honestly, a fight between Santi and that new guy (srry, forgot his name while typing this) would be so hot. Like, I hope Santi would win but like just watching Santi fight him for Lou would make me happy!! Also, I live for your stories💞

omG i’m about to call up vince mcmahon they both need to fight on smackdown it’s gonna happen. they’ll both be shirtless too ok and THANK YOU ILY

boi poc can be PREJUDICED against white people but there is no such thing as reverse racIIIIIIiiiiIIIIIiiiIIIIsm

Lemme just say that you must be feeling so stressed rn. I love you and your simblr!!! Your posts light up my day!! <3333

OMg kind of. this week has taken A Lot out of me and i really just want to chill at home and play my freaking GAME but obligations. u know. here’s hoping i get a day off this week. i’m mad i’m probably gonna miss gianni’s birthday too (it’s on tuesday) and i wanted to do something for it!! i’ll probably do it late like i did last year too lmao i’m so sorry baby g ANYWAY u didn’t ask to hear about any of this...thank you for this sweet message i love you <3

why,,,, are people... coming to your blog to discuss race you are a fucking simblr WHAT

the real question is why do people go to you like its your job to educate them lmao like theres so many resources out there

SHAWDY u aint wrong reverse racism is literally a joke i am so sorry you have to go through all of this keep stepping on white feelings we deserve it

I was wondering would u consider Asians to be POC?

yes

I just finished Strange the Dreamer and it was fucking amazing. I cried so much and I laughed and I sat in absolute amazement at the world Laini Taylor has created. 100/10 would recommend

ahhhh i really need to read it apparently!! i’m like 10% away from being done with a dance with dragons (and then i have to wait for the next book like a peasant HURRY UP KING GEORGE) anyway this one is definitely on my list!

omgomg!! I just met this girl in my class who has eyes just like ramona's!!! But like instead of being brown w/ a little bit of blue, they were blue w/ a little bit of brown!!! Dude I was so shook I rlly didn't think ppl had eyes like that!

OMG!!!! that’s amazing! and yes heterochromia is a real thing haha. i’ve only met one person with it and he had the same color combo as ramona too, only his was full heterochromia, not sectoral.

*me in the background screaming* nO yOU LEAVE HER ALoNE baD-DAD-MaN!

ME TF TOO

every time i read some of your stories i get an ache in my heart that doesn't go away until i either cry or sleep so interpret that as you like

OMG ;_____; ok me too tho my heart literally hurts thinking about my characters sometimes...mostly santi...i hate him (no i don’t :{ )

hey uhh idk if you've answered something like this before but do you have a spotify or something bc your music taste is GOLD

THANK YOU!! you were the first person to ask about this haha and hopefully you saw my answer to the other question about it! i just made one and it’s here!

hi hi ! i’m seeing all the drama on da blog and i really want to read the whole story but i can’t get to it on mobile so i was wondering if you could link the beginning and tell me what the best order to read it in is ( i’m so confused because i’ve seen sm people y’all about a parallel story so idk if i’m being dumb !! ) i hope this isn’t any inconvenience also your sims are so beautiful sjajsjajs

hey on mobile the link is just: http://femmesim.tumblr.com/tagged/story/chrono i would honestly just recommend that order haha, it makes things simpler and it encompasses ALL story posts, or posts that give context. there are parallels in my story, lou’s is kind of a parallel of santi’s, only different...well...you’ll see. but yeah sorry this is so late! and thank you!!!

TU HISTORIA ES TAAAAAN BUENA POR DIOOOOS (YOURE STORY IS SOOOOO GOOD OMG) <3 <3 *OO* *cries in spanish*

MUCHAS GRACIAS ENCANTADORA PERSONAAAA <333

lou is wendy right? i mean, a wendy complex is someone who is overly mothering to partners, and lou is already a mother and ik that doesn't really count as foreshadowing but it seems like it could be a link to me. it'd make sense too, considering guys that go after younger girls (ew) are usually immature ie peter pan complex. it'd make the most sense that those two go together then.

heheheheh that is a VERY good observation...that’s all i’m gonna say!!

This has nothing to do with what's happening in the story rn, but whatever. I was wondering if you were going to mention lou's struggles with being a single mom and the stigma surrounding single motherhood? As a single mother myself I'd really enjoy seeing you take on the issue. Personally, my biggest problem was overcoming the generalizations people put on you when you're a single mom. People always assumed that I that I was stupid and uneducated because I had my son when I was 17.

yes! that will definitely come up. i will focus a lot on her struggles as a single mom. so far i’ve mostly just peppered in some stuff about money troubles, and that will come up again, and the issues you mention will be pretty central to her character as well. i’m sorry you have to endure that, it’s not fair. people don’t even realize how strong and dedicated single mothers are.

when you say Peter Pan, do you mean the Disney stuff or the og creepy stuff?

i mean the general themes of the story and how that translates into a peter pan complex: boy who never grows up, feels like he fits in more with younger people (haha...yikes), read the message above because that anon described the other half of the equation better than i could

Wait, hold up. That dude is cute but I feel like he’s coming onto Lou way too strong. I have a bad feeling.. Lou is like 13 there and he is 19 I mean I’ve seen bigger gaps between people, but she is not legal yet.. Where are you going with this? 🤨😅

yyyyyyep that feeling is warranted! i am going a way i don’t think you guys expect me to go...i think you’ll be very confused at the end of this part lmao. that being said, i’m not putting any of this in for shock value or to romanticize inappropriate relationships like this. (i’m probably going to be repeating that a LOT for this story but please just keep that in mind)

Hey mom wanna hear a fun as hell story? I just got back from the ER bc I fell on my razor after showering, and practically cut my nipple in half. (I am in so much pain hELP)

OMFG NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOUR POOR NIPPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’M SO SORRY I HOPE IT FEELS BETTER PLEASE UPDATE ME ON THE NIPPLE STATUS

U gotta watch sense8!!! Apart from the v awkward sex scenes it's v good, has a lot of representation and shit Just watch that shit show, u won't regret it (And if you do I cut your throat oops)

i’ve heard it’s good! i remember when it first came out and everyone was like Wow The Representation so honestly anything with diversity has already got me hooked pls don’t murder me.

I'm calling it now. He's Fi's dad. and he's a FUCKING CREEP!! Bitch you are 19!! LOU IS 13!! BACK THE FUCK OFF YOU PERV!!

no spoilers or anything but honestly i’m with you @ cillian die

Are they gonna fucc, o no

right now? no. that would be Very Bad

bABY ITS COLD OUTSIDE

oh same

Hi ! Your lastest edit (graveyard girl) is truly amazing, how did you make that bokeh behind her ? 😱😍

thank you so much!!! it’s reshade (with matso DOF)!

You've probably got this question a lot of times but i can't find the answer for it. What reshade do you use?

i gotta add this to my faq, it’s one i created myself but i started out with this one (it totally doesn’t resemble that one anymore but i think it’s a good starting point)

how do you make good looking male sims? mine always look the same and kinda girly..

hmmm longer faces, prominent chins and jaws, smaller eyes, bigger noses...generally yeah

What do you mean 9 + alt?

you gotta turn bb.moveobjects on and then press alt + 9 when an object is selected to move it upward. so what i did with those poses i made was, i selected a teleporter and pressed alt + 9 until it was at a spot i liked on the roof. that’s why releasing those poses would be tricky, ‘cause every build is different so there’s no set way to place them, you just kinda have to play around with them

You mentioned GoT so naturally, I have to chime in and express my love for Jon. Honestly, he won me over ever since the first season? I'm at season 5 now and people have already warned me so now i'm silently weeping, waiting for something to happen to my precious bby help

JONNY BOY!!!!!!!!!!! i loved his emo ass since the beginning but his arc with qorin halfhand (was he in the show??) was probably the best arc in book 2 and then his book 3 arc was just...SO GOOD, SO MUCH happens to him and i just felt like i was watching my son go through it all...i love that boy so much ;-; i’m almost at the end of the last book and i’m scared for him because of the one spoiler i know lmao and you’re at that point too so GET READY we’ll go through it together ok

So there's this game I'm playing where someone talking about another character says 'maybe you can break him from his ouroboros of self-fladulation' (I know I probably butchered those spellings but I'm not a bright egg and autocorrect isn't helping rip) and tbh it made me think of Santi. (Also I'mma scream of you get this reference jsyk)

OMG THE FACT THAT YOU THOUGHT OF HIM ;-; and it’s okay u are the brightest egg in the bunch to me. I’M SORRY I DON’T GET THIS REFERENCE BECAUSE I’M NOT A VIDEO GAME PERSON BUT I’LL PRETEND I DO KNOW WHAT UR TALKING ABOUT anyway yes santi is currently in the process of breaking his self-flagellation and embracing the oneness of the ouroboros (as opposed to letting the cycle repeat itself until he’s worn down to nothing)

do you have any favorite pose creators?

answered

do you have any tips for taking good screenshots in game? like how to get the good angles and good quality? i play on ultra but i think when i zoom in and then use the arrows on my keyboard to move around, the pictures gets less clear and looks kinda blurry. how should i do this?

well if you’re already using ultra, there’s not much you can do lmao. sims 4 is just bad with textures in general. it also depends on the objects as well, some are better quality than others. if i zoom in far on a sim’s face, i generally know there will be some pixelation and i can clean that up in photoshop with topaz clean and the smudge tool. i am very reliant on photoshop sometimes lmao. it sounds like you already have the basics of taking good screenshots, it’s just sometimes you have to fight and work with sims 4′s less-than-hd quality.

burn it down by daughter reminds me of santi & i'm in pain

ouroboros!!! death! birth! death again! birth again rinse repeat! also santi breaking the cycle because third time's the charm

The tattoo is an Ouroboros. It originated in Egyptian iconography, and it symbolizes recreation. My boy's recreating himself, I'm so proud.

ouroboros, the dragon eating its own tail. it's a sign of eternal renewal

i saw the post of child molly and just started BAWLING i miss her what the fuck she's my fave character i'M CRYING

ME TOO BICH!! ME FUCKIN TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just read all of A Serious Case Of The Novembers so far and theres still tears on my face. some of the best stuff ive read in a while, great job on everything

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! ALSO I’M SORRY FOR MAKING YOU CRY

every time you write about molly and her in heaven it makes my heart swell, like the characters were answering asks and someone asked her what heaven was like and even though it was so small short lil answer it still pulls at the heart strings, basically what im trying to say is that your writing is so good! <3

omg ;_______; me too, i feel like she has such a simple way with words and although her descriptions of heaven are brief, they are also complex and beautiful, and even just writing it chokes me up ;-; thank you so much tho i’m so glad you like it!!

Molly: out Molly tatto: also out

why did this remind me of this post:

How did you edit in the fire in the last post? Looks cool

i searched things like “bonfire” and pasted parts of it that i wanted on the pic to make it look more realistic, then put a layer mask on the pasted pic and erased the edges and stuff to make it blend in better. the sparks and stuff i added by pasting it onto a new layer and changing the blending mode to screen!

idk if you have every watched grey anatomy but Lou's backstory is starting to remind me of Jo (Jo is a character from the show) like Jo was in a abusive relationship and she is married to the guy but she cant get divorced or he will come and find her. So like if Lou didn't tell Fiona's dad he was a dad and Lou was married to him and cant escape the marriage (cause abuse), plus it would explain Lou's kink with being choked ;) full circle *god-like heaven music with tiniest violin is playing now*

ooh no i don’t but that’s interesting and i’m excited you even made a connection like that! i will say that it’s not lou who likes to be choked (the very opposite actually lmao) but otherwise the situation does kinda fit. i’m the violin

I have a freakin bio pre ap test tomorrow on photosynthesis and i have no idea what it is im going to fail save me

I’M ANSWERING THIS VERY LATE BUT I HOPE YOUR TEST WENT WELL!!!!!! *spongebob voice* photosynthesis

last time I installed reshade I couldn't get it to open the controls or shaders or anything in game :///// any tips?? I love they way reshade looks too!!

hmmmmm well i know the control panel opens when you press shift + f2, and then you check the boxes of the effects you want on them. i haven’t heard of this problem so i dunno what other advice to give i’m sorry :{ if it’s your first time installing it, you might have to wait a little to get it to load up.

Da puppy is so cute!!!

That dog and Romona are so adorable, I might cry

Ramona's cheeks are so big im in love

NAJKSDJGKJSD THANK YOU i love her and her chubby cheeks ;-;

OMG TOTORO IS SO BEAUTIFUL I LOVE GHIBLI UGH FKSJFJANFB

SAME!!!!!!! if i could only watch ghibli movies for the rest of my life i’d be totally fine with that

THE DOGGIE HAS EYES JUST LIKE RAMONAS IM GONNA FUCKIGN CRY

ME FUCKGN TOO!!!!!!!!!! it was fate (aka me creating the wolf pup to look just like her shh i am fate)

Hope I'm not bothering you but i wondered if you knew how to make Tamo sims eyebags work on a toddler? Do I just click in s4s to work for toddler on the "age and gender flags" when looking in My CC or do I have to do something a little more than that please? Thank you.

for any skin detail or makeup, you have to go into s4s and open the package up, go to one of the tabs (honestly i don’t remember which one because i don’t have it open rn lmao) and you’ll see the different age groups and you check the box for toddler. and then save it of course. (there’s probably a better guide on how to do this somewhere lmao)

Hey :) Sorry to take up your time, I was wondering if you use win7, win8 or win10? I'm trying to decide on one and people seem to have very strong feelings about it. Also what web browser do you use? I've used Firefox, but I had some problems on CC websites. Thanks<3

i use windows 10 because it came with my laptop lmao i honestly don’t know much about windows systems at all!! and i use google chrome because it’s never failed me (even though windows keeps pressuring me to use the new internet explorer called “edge”)

i just finished all of novembers in a sitting and 1. i'm Sobbing, 2. your music taste is bomb

THANK YOU!!! my music taste is like one part indie shit, one part rap and hip-hop, twelve parts emo middle school bands

what is the size of the original unedited screenshot?

1920x1080

For reshade when your first install and select the reshade you want to use do you have to edit the settings? Cause last time I tried to (I didn’t know what most of the things meant lmao) but it kept saying error or something so I couldn’t play the game so I ended up taking out reshade

do you mean the preset you want to use? i mean no you can just play with that preset, you don’t have to change anything about it. i’m not sure what you mean but i followed this guide for setting it up

Will you ever share your preset?? Or maybe a preset made be you??

i’ve answered this before but the answer is Maybe

Hi!!!! How do you make the rays of light you have in your photos?? THANK U BBY <3333

that’s actually in my editing tutorial but here you go <3

is reshade only available on windows + do we need to pay for it

yes and no

Hello love! I was wondering (and maybe it's a dumb question, idk) but what life span setting do you use? I would assume you turned off aging for your story but maybe I'm wrong ;w; Thank you!!

i do actually have aging off ‘cause i’m a coward lmao even in the ts3 days when i wasn’t doing story stuff and literally just playing i had it off for the most part and just aged sims up when i wanted because i like to be in control of Everything (aries)

I really just wanted to say that I’m new I your tumblr but your stories are amazing and I love them so much!!! Keep doing what you’re doing💞👏🏼

hey thank you!!! you are so kind and i’m glad you’re enjoying everything!!

In your reshade settings where have you set it to save your SS's to and which key please? I can't find mine after setting it to desktop/screenshots :(

i just set mine to ts4′s screenshots folder because it’s what i was used to and it works for me haha. hmmmmmm did you copy the exact address or whatever it’s called of your folder’s location and then paste it into the reshade box? try doing that with another location and see if it works. if anything you can do what i did ‘cause it worked for me

ok SO i came across this music video for this like spanish/english speaking indie band called The Marías and the song was déjate llevar and literally everything about the music video reminded me of rooney and gianni

OMMMGGG i love this so much, i cry @ music suggestions and this is so them ;-; i think i’ve heard of this band before actually!!

a little life is going to fucking ruin you,,, just a warning

great! i look forward to it

can a steal ur talent

have it i don’t need it

What app are you using to make them cool edit things??

i tagged it but it was doodle face

omg Strange the Dreamer is so freaking amazing! It’s literally one of my favorite books of all time; You’ll love it. The writing is absolutely delightful

you guys are really singin the praises for this book!! i have so many dang books to read i swear

#nonsims #saviorhide #anonymous #sunny answers #it is done and i never want to see another anon message again #i retire

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Moonflowers — Hyungwon | 3

Characters: Female Reader x Heir!Hyungwon, Minhyuk cameo

Genre/warnings: fake relationship, fluff, no warnings for this part

Length: 4972 words

A/N: Sorry this took so long to put out, it’s quite longer than the other parts but I just don’t want the relationship to feel too flat so I tried to add a little more in-between the lines stuff but idk lol I’m also trying to balance between tumblr and ao3 now as well so, please for give me if things take a little longer now.

I hope you all enjoy it and I apologize for any typos I missed.

Parts: one | two

You’re nose deep into your textbook when the chair across from you scrapes across the floor jolting you from your focus. Head snapping up, you have to reach up and push the glasses teetering on the tip of your nose back into position. In front of you, Hyungwon looks on with an amused and slightly apologetic look.

You thought he looked stunning in the suit at the party, but you’re shocked to silence when you realize he’s just as stunning in casual clothes. He’s wearing a plain white shirt with a long black cardigan and some black jeans. Instead of the gelled up look from the last time, his hair is now falling across his forehead, the ends slightly damp and curling. As he sits down, he places a black clutch bag on the table top and leans back in the chair, crossing his arms and legs.

“Sorry,” he starts. “Didn’t mean to startle you.”

His husky voice pulls you out of your reverie and you blink away your wandering thoughts. “Uh...it’s fine. You’re late.”

Hyungwon’s expression drops the amusement and is full blown apology now. “I know, I’m sorry. I forgot to set my alarm, and if that thing doesn’t go off I will not wake up.”

“Oh,” you let out lamely. You open your mouth to say something more but close it, realizing you don’t know what to say. Suddenly awkward, you save your page in the textbook and shut it to shove it and your notebook back into your bag. Sensing your unease, Hyungwon leans forward to rest his arms on the table. He lowers his voice so nearby tables can’t hear. “I was serious, if you don’t want to do it just tell me.”

“No, I want to. I think.” Your voice is slightly shaky and by the unconvinced look in Hyungwon’s expression he doesn’t believe it either. Clearing your throat, you push up your glasses once more and look him in the eye. “I want to do it. I just have some things I want to ask you.”

Hyungwon nods encouragingly and leans back into his previously relaxed position. “I’ll answer anything you want to know.”

You nod your head and when your glasses slide down your nose at the motion you purse your lips and slide them off your face. The screws are starting to come loose, and you make a mental note to yourself to look up how to repair your own glasses before sticking them back in their case. “It’s more of a confirmation, I guess.” When you don’t continue, Hyungwon gives a small reassuring smile. You sigh and give an attempt at returning the gesture. “You’re not going to do anything weird, right? We’re just pretending to date to tick off your parents and in return you’ll...uh...you’ll give me some financial assistance?”

The corners of Hyungwon’s lips twitch but he nods. “Yes. That’s all it’ll be.” His tone turns teasing suddenly, “Unless you want something more?”

You choke on your intake of breath and give him an incredulous look. Hyungwon returns it with a smile of feigned innocence, eyebrows raised. Regaining yourself, you click your tongue and roll your eyes at his sudden display of cheekiness. Deciding to bring the conversation back to its point you speak again.

“Listen, I don’t want to keep dragging this out, so I’ll do it. But promise me that if I want out, I’ll get out.”

Hyungwon immediately nods picking up on your no nonsense tone. “Say the words and it’s over.” You let out sigh of relief as a weight you didn’t realized had settled was lifted off your shoulders. Last thing you wanted was to be stuck in some weird hostage situation. Hyungwon seems to notice your change in attitude because he smiles brightly and holds out a hand.

“Well then, I guess I should formally introduce myself. My name’s Chae Hyungwon, it’s very nice to meet you.”

You give out a small snort and take his hand in your own, marveling to yourself how soft and secure his hand feels, before giving it a shake. “My name’s Y/N, nice to meet you as well.”

Hyungwon smiles and you feel his fingers tighten ever so slightly on your hand. When you meet his slightly lethargic, yet warm gaze, something akin to electricity sparks down your spine and you pull your hand away.

Awkwardly clearing your throat you blink and look away. “So when does this whole charade start?”

Hyungwon turns thoughtful. “It’d be better if it was soon so that the rumors from the party don’t die out too fast.”

“Rumors?”

Hyungwon nods. “Apparently we were the most interesting thing happening at the gala.”

“Oh my God…”

“Hey, don’t worry about it. I promise you whatever they’re saying is going to die out pretty fast.”

“And then what? They’ll just keep talking about us when we come out as a couple.”

Hyungwon reaches out, this time with both hands and clasps yours in his own. You look down and stare at the gesture, his hands are so much bigger than your own. The motion once again has that shock going down your spine. “Y/N, I promise it’ll be okay. I’ll make sure nothing gets too out of hand.”

You take a deep breath and decide to trust him. “Fine...fine. Do you have a story you want us to stick to?”

Hyungwon’s face suddenly goes slack. It’s adorable really, the look that blooms across his face. Gone is the seemingly well kept, and slightly over confident lazy look. Instead, Hyungwon’s eyes widen a little as they focus on the wall behind your head and his jaw drops open slightly. He blinks, the blank look still in his eyes and you can’t help the short laugh that breaks through your lips.

At the noise his eyes focus back on you and he gives a sheepish smile. “I didn’t think a story would be necessary.”

“Well, unless we want our details to be all over, we should get one in place.”

“Okay,” Hyungwon nods in agreement. “Let’s figure a story out.”

It doesn’t take very long and Hyungwon does most of the brainstorming. Together, the two of you weave together the truth and some embellishments and have decided on this:

Hyungwon saw you at the party with Dongwoo. He fell head over heels for you immediately and was able to pull you away from your date. Having spoken with you for a long time that night, he decided that you were his ideal type. But he knew his parents would never accept a poor girl, so he kept you a secret since the party in a scandalous affair. And to show his love for you he’s been buying you everything you desire.

You read over what he’s written once more and frown with a slight tilt to your head. “Okay, but you haven’t been buying me anything. We should change it to something like, we’ve been spending time together secretly, or something more believable.”

Hyungwon puckers his lips slightly as he looks at the sheet of paper in your hands. He hums in thought for a moment before his eyes suddenly light up. With a grin, he snatches the paper from you and folds it into a small square as he stands up. You watch him tuck the paper into his pocket and then hold out his hand to you.

“Come on.”

Grabbing your bag, you hesitate for only a few seconds before placing your hand in his. His fingers tighten slightly around yours and then he’s gently pulling you up from your seat. You fumble for words as he leads you to the door and out of the cafe.

“Hyungwon where are we going?” You watch in bewilderment as Hyungwon leads you to a slick black town car and opens the door for you. He lets go of your hand and makes a sweeping gesture towards the interior of the vehicle. When you don’t budge he gives you an urging look of excitement. You reiterate your question, “Where are we going?”

“If you get in the car, you’ll see,” he smiles cheekily.

“No,” you say with resolve. Your arms are crossed and you’re shaking your head. “No, no, no. I’m not going in.”

Your eyes are latched onto the chic looking building across the street. Handbags line the display windows along with colorful decals and eye-catching designs. The name of the shop sits atop the door in shiny gold lettering. Everything about the store screams high end and expensive.

“All you need is one handbag, we can lie about the rest.”

“Why don’t we lie about the handbag too?”

Hyungwon sighs. “Because if we have one thing of proof that I’m buying you things, everyone will believe it when we say I’m buying you more.”

It’s your turn to sigh. “Okay, I can understand that, but can’t we just go to a thrift shop? I’m sure someone’s dumped a name brand purse at one.”

“A what?” Hyungwon frowns slightly in confusion. You turn and stare at him silently. He doesn’t know what a thift shop is?

“A thrift shop,” you say slowly. “You know, where you donate things you don’t want anymore and other people can purchase them?”

His frown deepens. “But why would you want to buy other people’s things?”

Your hands lift and you clap them together as if to send up a prayer before dropping them. “You know what? Nevermind, let’s just get this over with.”

Hyungwon smiles. “That’s the spirit!”

If you thought the outside of the store was lavish, the inside was even more so. Two giant crystal chandeliers hang from the ceiling and part of you is impressed and another part of you wants to roll your eyes at them.

Multiple glass tables line the sides of the store, creating a sort of walkway through the middle. Each table showcases multiple bags, all organized by color and size. The white marble floors glint up at you and you cringe slightly at having to walk across them with your dirty sneakers. At the sound of the door chime, a store employee looks up from the front counter.

Her hair is slicked back in a tight ponytail, and she wears a dark grey skirt suit. Her golden name tag glimmers in the light from the chandeliers.

When you meet her eyes, she doesn’t bother trying to hide the surprise that flashes across her face. But she does do a good job at quickly neutralizing her features. Until she sees Hyungwon and you watch as her eyes widen in evident attraction. You give a little scoff but turn away to look at the bags as she begins to make her way over to you.

“Good afternoon!” Her voice is cheery and a little too loud as it blocks out the soft classical music that plays in the background. “Is there something I can help you find?”

You peek over your shoulder find the employee speaking directly to Hyungwon, not even giving you a second glance.

Hyungwon purses his lips and looks around the store. “Mmm, if we want one of the bags on the wall, we can ask for help, right?”

The employee nods, a little too eager. “Yes, of course!”

“That’ll be all for now then,” Hyungwon gives her a polite but final smile. The employee catches on and you feel a little bad when you see disappointment wash over her. But she nods and scurries back to her desk. Hyungwon turns to you and the smile brightens. “Okay, choose any bag you want.”

“I don’t know, Hyungwon. These bags cost more than my measly campus job paycheck.”

“How much is your paycheck?” Hyungwon asks curiously as he picks up a bag and twists it this way and that to study it. He scrunches his face a little and sets it back down.

“My meal tickets.”

Hyungwon looks at you in confusion. You were beginning to become very well acquainted with this look. “Your job pays you in meal tickets?”

You nod and gingerly pick up a handbag, opening its front flap to inspect inside. “At the party, I told you I don’t qualify for a scholarship, remember?” Hyungwon nods and you set down the bag. “Well, despite that, I was able to get a campus job at the bookstore and it takes off some of the stress by granting me meal tickets so I can eat on campus.”

“Oh.”

With Hyungwon’s lackluster response you look up with a quirked brow. He’s not paying attention to you however, instead looking down at a handbag with a thoughtful frown. You watch as he begins to nibble on his bottom lip as if he finds what you’re telling him to be truly troubling. Deciding he looks ready to hurt himself by thinking too much you pick up a random purse. “What about this one?”

He gives a little double take and then scrunches his nose. “Oh no, that’s a hideous green.”

You give a little pout, “I don’t know I kind of like it.”

“Don’t. Go look at other tables.”

You give a small giggle and diverge from him to go wander around. A part of you feels kind of fancy and elegant walking around the tables but then you remember you’re wearing ratty jeans, dirty sneakers, and the first t-shirt you saw. Near one of the tables there’s a mirror and you imagine yourself in another life wearing a prim dress and heels as you hold purses on your shoulder, or the crook of your elbow, using the mirror to gauge how well they match your outfit.

But that’s not the life you’re living and you become aware of that when you catch Hyungwon behind in you the reflection. Even in his casual cardigan, he looks like he belongs in this high-end world. His modelesque features carry a look of perpetual boredom that seems to shout “I don’t care about your problems”.

Your eyes drift away from Hyungwon’s tall form and fall upon a gorgeous purse. It’s a deep burgundy color that you love. The main pocket, a small but decent size to hold a phone and wallet, is clasped shut with a small golden rose. The strap matches the color of the purse and is lengthy enough that you can tell it would sit right at your hip. It’s so small and simple, but you love it.

Walking over to the purse, you flip over it’s price tag and feel your jaw drop. How is this small thing so expensive?! Hastily you walk away from the purse, figuring if you don’t dwell on it you won’t be too sad. You hesitantly walk over to the cashier counter casting looks over your shoulder to make sure Hyungwon isn’t paying attention to you.

When you reach the counter the employee barely glances at you before sighing. “Can I help you?” Her voice is now flat compared to the cheerful tone she’d used with Hyungwon.

“Um...you wouldn’t by chance have a clearance table, would you?”

The employee rolls her eyes but points to the back of the store. “Back right.”

You decide not to waste your breath thanking such a rude person and head to the back of the store. It’s obvious why the bags on the clearance table are there. Most of them are slightly damaged, as if they’d been bought and then returned after a use. You were never interested enough to know what was in and out of season, but judging by styles and colors the out of season purses were here as well. You find one you like enough to carry around and grab it.

“Hey, I found-”

You’re cut off abruptly as you turn and find Hyungwon standing behind you. He’s holding out a black bag with white tissue paper peeking out. When you get a better look at the bag you see the store’s logo on the front and realize he’s already purchased a purse for you.

“I thought I got to choose,” you laugh a little at his look of excitement.

“You did!” He grins and shakes the bag a little, prompting you to take it from him. With a suspicious look you sift through the tissue paper and find the rose clasp of the burgundy purse glinting up at you. Eyes wide you look at the man in front of you.

“But how did you know?”

“I saw you looking at it. The look on your face was the most intrigued since we’ve been here.” He looks around as if finally seeing where you are. “What are you doing in the clearance section? Who cares, come on.”

Thankfully it seems like the bag really is all Hyungwon will be buying for you. Instead of another store, he takes you to a small cafe for a late lunch. The two of you sit near the window and busy yourselves looking through the menu. Your leg begins to bounce nervously when you see the prices. They’re not terribly expensive, but it’s definitely enough to have you dreading pulling out your card.

“You’re here! Oh, who’s this?”

At the sudden loud voice you look up and see a tall and thin man walking towards you. He’s shorter than Hyungwon, but you know he’d still be taller than you if you were to stand up. His hair is dyed a striking blonde that contrasts well with his tanned skin. The smile on his face is brighter than any smile you’ve ever seen before.

“Yeah, sorry we’re a little late,” Hyungwon stands as he apologizes. The blonde man eagerly pulls Hyungwon into a hug and then pulls away with a shake of his head.

“That’s okay, we’ve been pretty slow today.” In a silent reiteration of his question the man’s eyes dart to you and then back to Hyungwon. Hyungwon starts to sit again and motions for the man to pull up a chair. You awkwardly scoot over a little to make enough room and the man smiles apologetically to you.

“Minhyuk, this is Y/N, Y/N this is Minhyuk. He’s one of my best friends.”

Minhyuk places a hand on his chest and gives an exaggerated gasp. “What?! Chae Hyungwon finally admits we’re best friends? Oh how my life is complete.”

Hyungwon rolls his eyes. “Don’t make me take it back.”

In response, Minhyuk laughs and then turns his mega-watt smile on you. “Nice to meet you, Y/N and welcome to the fruit of my labor.”

Your brows raise. “You own this place?” You look around at the dark wood accents and almost sparkling floor. “It’s a beautiful spot.”

If it’s possible, Minhyuk’s smile grows. “Thank you! I designed it all myself. The photographs you see hanging are also my own work. Well, mine and our friend Kihyun’s as well.”

You’re taken aback slightly by Minhyuk’s enthusiasm, but still find it cute how he begins to ramble about every bit of the cafe. Gently, Hyungwon places a hand on his friend’s shoulder silencing the latter.

“You’re scaring her Minhyuk.”

Minhyuk looks to you again with wide eyes and a sheepish grin. He reaches up and scratches the back of his neck. “Ah, sorry. It’s just I’m so proud of this place, I get a little carried away.”

You shake your head and give a smile. “You’re passionate. I like that.”

Minhyuk’s smile turns mega-watt once more. The three of you fall into easy conversation. After a while, Minhyuk, as if realization has smacked him on his forehead, offers if you want any food or drink. Hyungwon asks for only an americano and you go for a fruit smoothie, despite having been eyeballing the pesto pasta.

“Y/N wants something else,” Hyungwon says, idly scrolling through his phone, before Minhyuk can wander off. The blonde turns back to look at you expectantly. You gape slightly and look between the two of them. At your silence, Hyungwon looks up and nods encouragingly. “Go ahead. It’s on me, anyways.”

“Uh...the...the pesto pasta please.”

Minhyuk nods with a smile and leaves to pass on your orders. Once again alone with Hyungwon you look at him curiously.

“How did you know that?”

Hyungwon shrugs and sets his phone down. “You’re easy to read. I saw all the troubled looks you gave to the menu so i knew you must’ve wanted something else.” You open your mouth to argue it but Hyungwon speaks again, meeting your gaze square on. “Listen, Y/N, when you’re with me just tell me what you want. Don’t be afraid of the prices, okay?”

You purse your lips and shrug. “I just don’t want it to be me, like, taking advantage of you or anything.”

Hyungwon gives you an amused look. “It’s not if I’m telling you to choose what you’d like.”

You shrug again. “I guess not.”

“Should we take a picture together?”

The request is so randomly given you find yourself a little startled. You remember though that you and Hyungwon are supposed to be in a secret affair. You nod your consent and, Hyungwon twists in his chair, holding the phone up. In the screen you can see your face and you quickly make sure you’re presentable before giving a smile. Hyungwon holds up a v-sign and gives a small smile before clicking the shutter button.

“We should take more when the food gets here,” Hyungwon says with an oddly soft smile as he looks at the photo. He blinks as he suddenly realizes what he said and looks up at you. “Only if you’re okay with it.”

You nod. “It’ll be good evidence.”

Hyungwon grins in agreement. He goes back to scrolling through his phone, every now and then typing out things. When Minhyuk returns, he politely puts away the phone and helps his friend place the orders on the table. True to his word, Hyungwon begins taking photos of the food and drinks before having Minhyuk take a photo of the two of you. The blonde gives his friend a suspicious look but obliges nonetheless. You fall into silence as you begin to eat your pasta, letting Hyungwon and Minhyuk do most of the talking.

As you near finishing your dish, Hyungwon clears his throat a little awkwardly. “Hey Minhyuk, can I or we, I guess...anyway, can we ask you something?”

It’s in that moment that you realize Hyungwon is going to share with Minhyuk about your deal with him. A witness to your “shenanigans”.

Minhyuk nods, “Yeah, what’s up?”

“You see, Y/N is helping me get my parents off my back a little. So I was wondering if you could maybe “accidentally” let it slip to someone that you saw Chae Hyungwon and his secret girlfriend together.”

You watch as Minhyuk goes still and then his eyes widen. “You guys aren’t a real couple?!”

It’s a blessing no one is in the cafe right now aside from the employees, because Minhyuk’s shout is shrill and excited. You still look around and realize none of the employees or Hyungwon is at all shocked by the blonde’s shouts. You give Minhyuk a look of confusion. He thought we were a real couple...

“No, Y/N’s just my fake girlfriend,” Hyungwon explains. “But no one else needs to know that.”

Minhyuk blinks and shakes his head as he tries to wrap his mind around what Hyungwon is telling him. He lifts an arm and rests his elbow on the table to point back and forth between you and Hyungwon.

“You two are fake dating to make your parent’s back off you?” Minhyuk turns to you suddenly and narrows his eyes in thought. Suddenly his expression bursts in realization. “Y/N is the girl you met at the gala!”

The two of you nod.

“And we need more rumors apparently,” you mutter.

Hyungwon gives you a soft look and grabs your hand. He turns it so your palm is face up and he soothingly rubs his thumb on your palm.

“I promised it’ll be okay.” His voice is as soft as the circles he’s drawing on your hand and the combination has you giving a small shiver.

You take a peek at Minhyuk as he’s watching your hands with an intense, thoughtful gaze. He looks up and sees Hyungwon still watching you. Following Hyungwon’s gaze, Minhyuk meets your eyes and soon his face breaks into an almost conspiratorial smile. All too quickly he nods, “Okay. I’ll do it. My mom comes in tomorrow and you know how she likes a good story.”

Hyungwon grins. “Thanks man.” Minhyuk nods, the smile on his face making you worry a little.

As you two are getting ready to leave the cafe, Hyungwon announces he’ll be back and heads towards the restrooms. Left alone with Minhyuk you fiddle with the hem of your shirt before looking up and finding Minhyuk’s eyes already on you. You start a little, caught off guard by how intense his gaze actually is, and then decide to speak.

“You won’t make the rumors too big right?”

His eyes soften considerably and he nods. “Don’t worry about a thing, Y/N.”

Despite his words you don’t feel any more at ease than you did two minutes ago. You’re actually relieved when Hyungwon returns, not knowing how to act as Minhyuk continues to observe you.

You start to walk towards the door but Minhyuk stops Hyungwon from joining you. When you look over your shoulder you find Minhyuk whispering something in Hyungwon’s ear. The latter’s cheeks turn a soft pink and he looks at Minhyuk with wide eyes. Minhyuk grins cheekily and flashes a thumbs up before pushing Hyungwon over to join you.

“It was nice to meet you Y/N! Come back anytime.”

As you and Hyungwon leave the cafe, you come up to walk beside him and peer up at his face. He’s still a little pink in the cheeks but seems to be calm again. You debate on if you should ask him or not before you shrug away your internal questions.

“What did Minhyuk say to you back there?”

Hyungwon jolts slightly at your voice and his cheeks once again turn pink as he makes eye contact with you. “U-uh, nothing. He didn’t say anything important. He just...he just likes to tease, that’s all.”

“Okaaay,” you draw out the word, not at all convinced but ultimately decide to drop it.

When you return to the dorms, after waiting at the edge of the parking lot to see Hyungwon’s car drive off with him waving from the back seat, you flop onto the bed and place the bag holding your new purse on your bedside table. Lena immediately notices it and beelines for it. Before you can snag it back, she’s peering inside and looks at you with wide eyes and a bright smile.

“You did it, you sly fox.”

“Shut up.” You use your feet to slip off your shoes and then your socks before burying your feet in the fluffy blanket at the end of your bed. “It’s only to make our story work.”

“Mm-hmm.” Lena places the bag back down and reaches over to poke your side. “My precious Y/N is finally getting the attention and pampering she so rightly deserves.”

You scoff and swat her hand away. “Whatever. Like I said, it’s for our story.”

Lena continues to look at you, unconvinced. She sits down on your mattress and you scoot over so she can lay next to you. “So where else did you go?”

“He took me to his friend Minhyuk’s cafe.”

“Oooh, cafe extraordinaire Lee Minhyuk. Hyungwon does have his own little chaebol posse, maybe you’ll get to meet all of them. Find yourself a real suitor.”

“Pfft, as if. Once this whole charade is done, I want a peaceful life.”

“Or you’ll want to be the new Mrs. Chae.”

“Lena!!” You playfully shove her off the bed and she goes rolling to the floor with a bright laugh, bordering on cackle. When she stand back up, she sends a wink your way and then climbs onto her bed with a magazine.

“I’m just saying, don’t be surprised when you realize you’re no longer faking it.”

“That won’t happen.”

Lena gives an amused sigh and you grab your pillow to place over your face. When Lena laughs you give a groan.

It would never happen.

Hyungwon sits on his bed, flipping through paperwork his father had given him when he returned home. Despite his efforts in trying to concentrate, all Hyungwon could think about was you. Most importantly how your hand felt when it was clasped in his own. He liked how his nimble fingers almost completely devoured yours. Suddenly a whispered voice is moving through his memories.

“Maybe you should make your fake relationship real?”

Minhyuk’s words earlier had caught him completely off guard. Hyungwon would be lying if he said he wasn’t attracted to you, after all he was going to fake date someone it might as well be someone he finds to be a good person. But he would never actually pursue you, would he?

Hyungwon thinks about the first night he saw you at the gala. He had intentions on pulling your attention to him, but he wasn’t quite sure how far he would’ve taken it if you and him hadn’t begun talking by the flowers.

Hyungwon can’t deny he likes to be around you, he came to realize that more and more as they day went on. You two were from such different worlds, and yet your presence made him feel happy and light. Maybe that was infatuation, but Hyungwon couldn’t be sure right now. He figured he’d just have to wait and see.

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Anonymous said: Holy frick that is so encouraging and I needed that so much bc I literally visited my college to measure my dorm room and drove home in tears bc I panicked myself into a frenzy about whether or not everything leading me to this point has been a mistake and what if I fail and ruin my life before it even starts (I have since calmed down a little) so your encouragement was much needed & is much appreciated

I’m glad I could help <3 <3 <3 Good luck at school! I’m sure you’ll kick its ass

areverieofchaosdreams said: It's Fanfiction Writers Appreciation Day. So thank you for all your amazing stories!!!

Oh goodness I’m all a blushin :’)

Anonymous said: *HAPPY WRITER APPRECIATION DAY* Send this to someone whose talent has blown you away, who you'd like to encourage to keep on writing always, and who you'd like to thank for working their butt off to provide fandom members with breathtaking stories to consume! THANK YOU :D

Aw thank you!

Anonymous said: Hi! I Hope you're well! Do you still take fic requests? Because I really miss Colin Wilkes and I'd love to a story of him with your writing!

Unfortunately I don’t often take requests these days, but I’ll definitely keep Colin in mind!

dirtycherrypie said: hey! applying for WE for the R&D department (may or may not be aware of producing bat gadgets)

dirtycherrypie said: SHit forgot my name - Bea, at your service!

[Bruce Wayne voice] hired

tigers-and-weeds said: Literally just fell down the rabbit hole on your tumblr for the last 12-24 hours. I am in love with with you headcannons and fics! The angst feeds my soul... So I figured I would request: anything angsty with Dick and Damian please please please

Okay again I don’t usually take fic requests BUT I like me some angst so the odds that this will eventually happen.... are extremely high. I’ll try to remember to dedicate the next one to you :) And thank you!

math--ew said: I went on a little birthday vacation to california and I've never been to the beach before. I was bending down to grab a pretty shell and this huge wave knocked me face first into the sand. Like, five people saw and laghed but I got the shell so I guess it's a win win.

Duuuude back at Lake Michigan last month the same thing happened to me. I was taking care of my little sister and her five year old friend, so I was so busy making sure they were okay that the wave plowed me halfway across the beach

babybatbrat said: when i was in ap physics i once spent an entire study period in my physics teacher's room working on one problem. as far as i could tell i was doing all of the work correctly and had all the initial values right so i was racking my brain trying to figure out why i wasn't getting the right answer. the third time i went up to my teacher and asked for help he told me to start at the beginning and walk him through my process bc he couldn't tell why i was getting it wrong either (1)

babybatbrat said: (2) so i start the problem and explain how i got through all the values - "okay so the rod is 5 inches long and half of 5 is 3 and a half -" and i stopped there bc it occurred to me that 3.5 is not half of 5. "it's what?" My teacher asks. i put my head in my hands and stood there for a minute before picking up my work and walking to the back of the classroom while he laughed, bc i had just spent 45 minutes convinced that half of 5 was 3.5 and not, in fact, 2.5, and that was the only thing wrong

Honestly??? Relatable

babybatbrat said: One time i woke up at six in the morning to hear the neighbor's dog barking and instantly realized that meant my dog had jumped the fence, so i went racing outside and sprinted down the street to catch her. when i did i picked her up and turned around to go home and then saw my neighbor standing on their front porch, realized i was in only an oversized spiderman tshirt and snowman pajama shorts, holding a twenty pound labrador and thats how i met my new neighbors

Incredible...... 10/10.....

thrakaboom said: Not a funny story,but two days ago at comic con I met Tom King and he showed me a picture of his kids while he was signing my books

Well hey that’s pretty cool

Anonymous said: I adore your Tumblr. It was a wonderful way to get into the Batfamily fanbase; prior, I thought that there was only one Batman and a single Robin, dearie me was I wrong. And those stories you write, just great. The Headcanons are just as enjoyable. As for Batman, that has come to be a sibling enjoyment. Thank you for your contributions and existence!

!!!!!! Welcome to the crew!

frnkensteingrrrlz said: hey!!! i just went through ur reasons to be happy tag and!! i'm so so happy bc of it (esp the damian hcs, they're spot on imo and he's my favourite) so i hope u have a good day!!!

Thanks! I am having a good day today! Although I’m sure it’s been a long time since you sent this :////

Anonymous said: HELLO I have just discovered and binge-read all of your fics with my homeboy Damian in them, and just wanted to pop by and say that I love you & you are my hero & you write my boy so well so thank u and I hope your life is blessed & you achieve your wildest hopes & dreams

My day is made :D

badfaith00 said: Best batman storyline you've ever read ?

Ooooooh hm I’m mighty attached to n52 Batman and Robin? Particularly the first storyline, but the second is also fantastic

Anonymous said: THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHAMELESSLY REBLOGGING YOUR OWN WORK BC I HADNT SEEN IT BEFORE AND ITS HONESTLY SO PHENOMENAL ITS GOING ON MY LIST OF ALL TIME FAVORITES THANK U AND BLESS U

THANK YOU!!! THAT ONE IS MY FAVORITE AND I AM VERY PROUD OF IT

onwardmotley said: In today's Detective Comics someone finally told Bruce and co that Tim's alive. They didn't explain where he is, or how to get him back, but hey. It might've had more impact if anyone was seen actually mourning Tim and it wasn't just played as him being in cosmic time out, but at least it should end soon idk. Hopefully.

Tim Drake? It’s been years since I heard that name.....

Finally. Thank goodness.

Anonymous said: Idk if I prefer your soul crushing angst or your heartwarming fluff... actually I like to suffer so I'll stay with angst lol

Y’all seeing this? Anon gave me permission. Can’t yell at me next time because it won't be my fault (thanks babe :))

Anonymous said: for music, idk what kind of music u like so here is variety: St. Vincent - Paris is Burning, Sea Wolf - Dear Fellow Traveler (tbh everything by Sea Wolf is great), Dirt Poor Robins - Eleanor Rigby, Between Wind and Water- HAEL, Ellem - Kings and Queens and Vagabonds, The Rigs - Rise & Fall, Tally Hall - Light and Night, and Streetlight Manifesto - The Hands that Thieve.

Thank you! I’m excited to listen to these! I’ll start right now!

Anonymous said: 1) What are the good comics to read for Batfamily stuff (from any point in time) and 2) what are the best Jason Todd comics? Thanks!

Okay for Jason I would definitely start with the big ones, which are A Death In the Family and Under the Red Hood. After that you could try Red Hood: the Lost Days and Countdown to Final Crisis. I would avoid the n52 series until you have a good enough grasp of the character to recognize bad writing when you see it.��

For the generalized batfam.... that’s pretty broad. My personal favorites are Red Robin, Batgirl (2009), and both B&R series. If you have more specific questions, you should IM me! I promise I’m better about answering those than asks

yellowwallsbluesky said: Have you heard Swooner by The Zolas? I've really been jamming to it lately

Listening to it right now! Sounds like a bop so far :)

Anonymous said: Hidden citizens paint it black 💜

Much obliged!

Anonymous said: Harry styles "sign of the times".

[adds to list] thank you!

neo669 said: I MISS CASA OLE!! Sorry just read that you lived in Bryan/College Station and I used to live there as well. It's kinda hard to find people that even know that it exists. But I'm sure you can kick law schools butt. You got this!

Yooooooo I miss cstat too :((((

palliddark said: Adalgiza, and I'll be a translator (English to Brazilian Portuguese)

[Bruce Wayne voice] also hired

maeofthedead said: I love your headcannons and now I sort of want to cry thank

Excellent that is the exact target response

Anonymous said: Love your rant in the tags about the pizza making I'm laughing so hard

Listen..... I have strong feelings

Anonymous said: Did you hear they're making an omnibus of Tomasi's entire run on Batman & Robin?? I just heard and now I kinda want to get this massive book in honor of my favorite batkid and the series that made me love him so much

Man I already have all the individual volumes but if I didn’t......

sonicboom00724601 said: Hi. :) Nice headcanon. :)

I’m not sure which one you’re talking about, but thank you! You're real sweet

Anonymous said: can you maybe write an interaction between Wonder Woman and Captain America? I absolutely adore your style and would love to see your take on it.

Hmmmm I don’t really have a good enough grasp of Captain America’s characterization to try that one :////

Anonymous said: i tried to kill on mosquito that was on my ceiling by slamming it with a book but mosquito was on the move so i bounced swiftly and jammed both my wrist and thumb and now my existence is Pain. also my thumbs swelling and looks purple, so that's nice

Oh shit anon you good???

daziy said: Do we know who Barbara's mother usually is?

Yeah! In her original version, Babs had a birth mom and an adopted mom. She was originally Jim’s niece, so her birth mom’s name was Thelma Gordon. After the adoption, her parents were Jim and Barbara Gordon, with her adopted mother being her namesake. So two Barbara Gordons.

I think for awhile the canon was that her mother died in a car crash, but the current version has her still alive. She left Jim when Babs was young, taking her son (Babs’s brother) with her. James Gordon (the son) turned out to be a serial killer.

Barbara Gordon Sr. and James Gordon Jr. both appeared in the n52 Batgirl series during the Death of the Family arc. There’s also a very good story about James from the Dickbats period. That one’s called The Black Mirror, if I’m not mistaken?

Anonymous said: Hi! What do you think of the upcoming metal event? Dick and Damian seem to have a big role in it ( I hope Jason is involved too but there's still no sign of it)

Hmmmm I don’t know that I have an opinion just yet, but as always, I hope to be pleasantly surprised

Anonymous said: bless you are your wonderful tagging system. know that i may have avoided death because of how easy it was to f ind the thing I wanted in your tags. bless

Oh goodness anon I hope you’re not serious about almost dying.... but thanks?

Anonymous said: hi amy! would u say that damians narrative is written as a child abuse one? like there are definitely many allusions to it but its also not as explicit as say, cassandra or rose. like how much of it would u chalk up to comic world dynamics and how much to actual abuse? also would u consider jason to also be a case of this?

Oh I have very strong opinions about the role of abuse in Damian’s narrative. It’s absolutely there, and the effects are staggeringly large. There is no doubt in my mind that the league was an abusive environment, and I can’t justify some of the things Bruce did either.

I think I would say the same thing for Jason, if not quite as strongly. I definitely think that some of the things that happened to Jason as a child shaped his story later on, but less of those were abuse than outside circumstances. The n52 takes a different track on that one, I think, but I don’t put much stock in that characterization.

Anonymous said: has jason forgiven bruce for not killing joker? if so, what made him?

Unlikely. They get along better these days, but I would argue that comes from poor characterization of Bruce, not an actual resolution process.

mellenabrave said: My mom accidentlly threw my Damian doll away (╥_╥)

Tossed in the garbage by yet another parent--

Anonymous said: Whoa where'd you get that bat and oracle shirt you're wearing in your necklace pic? It's so cool! (The necklace is also gorgeous!)

Shoot I think it was from Redbubble? But I can’t find it now

Anonymous said: Omg that necklace was so cool!!! Kudos to the maker of it!! Also I really like your top!!

Thank you <3

#......dont look at me #listen i JUST got wifi again #asks

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How do you create OCs without making them first on wizard101? I find it very hard to make new OCs besides the ONE on wizzy because I don't have them "made" on the game (or leveled up, for that matter). I find it really hard and I hate being a perfectionist about it o;

Short answer: idk lol

Long answer: I don’t know haha

Answer that gives actual information: Let’s see if I can make this shorter than a river, shall we? (Spoiler, I can’t. This answer is one thousand words long.)

You may have seen me post an out-of-context metaphor a moment ago: characters are pearls. Pearls, as you probably know, are formed when an irritant, sometimes a grain of sand, gets into an oyster. The oyster coats it with layers of goop, the goop hardens, and then humans find it and go Ooh, shiny. Pearls don’t pop out of nowhere. Characters also don’t pop out of nowhere. You build them around something.

In-game characters don’t work very well for me as that sand grain, because not many of the attributes apply to my universe or my story (for instance, levels aren’t a thing, non-human characters are, and many of my OCs are adults), and there’s no personality to them, they just go with the plot, and their backstory is “Ambrose plucked them out of thin air.” I don’t understand how people make OCs out of them, but obviously they do, and fabulously at that.

I use other things. I have a janitor I named after a type of cell, because that type of cell acts like a janitor. I have a supergod I named after our galaxy supercluster. I’m in the middle of reblogging a lot of tag-your-OC posts to a sideblog to draw ideas from. Hat Lord started as a literal joke, then became an imaginary friend, and I don’t know how av got into AGP. The alternate universe Sabrina Greenstars also started as a joke.

Sometimes I just need a character somewhere, so one shows up (have a library? Have a librarian). Sometimes I try to figure out who my background characters are, and they become people (your character has bumped into someone, who are they? Why were they there? Why weren’t they looking where they were going?). Speaking of background characters, try to make them recur (AGP has a scene where Eth is walking down a side street and sees a person, Feef, and later when Talon and Iridian are asking if anyone has seen Eth, Feef is who replies “yes”).

As for personalities, I write. This may be why I’ve been having trouble lately. My characters lack depth, so I don’t write, so my characters lack depth. Do you see my problem?

Anyway, I go into waaaaay too much detail in my story. I sometimes call it ‘scenery porn’ because I just have to describe every single tiny thing Eth sees. This means I add random actions to new characters, because otherwise you would hardly notice they were there in between the descriptions of the wallpaper, the scent of spices, and exactly which spices they might be, the creaking of the floorboards, etc., ad nauseam. And then I read way too much into them. Did they doodle something in their notebook? They’re an artist. Were they humming? Musician. Were they throwing shade? Ooh, there’s a lot you could do with that. And make sure to ask a ton of followup questions.

I also find that there’s a fine balance between boredom and Mary Suedom. My main (and viewpoint) character has brown hair, brown eyes, and is only one inch away from the average height for her race and gender. She listens to popular music, doesn’t dress too outlandishly, and has pretty common career aspirations. That said, she’s mute, so not entirely the average template. But most importantly, you see her personality. She has thoughts and opinions and makes decisions on her own, she’s not just shunted around by the plot. She’s also not a perfect angel. Some of her decisions are stupid, or vindictive.

I think having a relatively average main character is a good idea. I’m always wary of stories where the main character shows up already knowing loads of magic, or being old friends with the Drakes, or being Super Snarky and mouthing off at Cyrus, and of course having silver hair and purple eyes and never-before-seen powers. Tread carefully if you decide to do these.

For side characters, I find average doesn’t work. I already have a story for my main, it’s this one, so I need something else interesting for the others. Don’t be afraid to give them weird backstories and reasons for doing things. For instance, I just saw a prompt (that I am going to use, so I say this at some risk) for a character who learned to draw photorealistically because they were the only witness to a major crime, and they couldn’t describe the perpetrator.

Background characters are background characters, and you probably shouldn’t put too much thought into them unless you need more mains or sides, or you risk cluttering your story. (Pffhahaha look who’s talking.)

Back to your original question, though, and getting it answered: You do need something to build on, but if you’re trying to build on something other than what you’re used to, you’ll have to make an effort at it. It won’t happen by itself.

Other pointers: Try to figure out where there would be a person. Has your character been thrust into a new place with nobody they know (like Wysteria, perhaps)? They’ll likely try to make friends, or at least allies. Does your character go to a coffeeshop? If they’re the outgoing type, they might chat with the barista. Is there somewhere your character isn’t supposed to be? There’s probably a guard.

One place to start other characters would be, as I said, tag-your-OC blogs.

Here is Springhole. Read it. All of it. It also has good random generators, many of which are for the express purpose of being sand grains.

Here are some other generators I like, but most are just for names.

Here is a character prompt blog I like, and I’m sure you can find more with that handy little search bar on the top left of your screen.

#who are you #okay so i have to mention #the most common irritants that start pearls are parasites and not sand grains #but that gives an entirely different tone to the metaphor #and when i say this is a thousand word i mean it #it is not 987 words #it is not 1002 words #it is #exactly #one #thousand #words #also: who thinks i'm good enough to ask for writing advice???#because i love you #sorry for getting on several long tangents #to be fair i deleted most of the tangents #i hope this actually answered your question #if you have more please do ask

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almaviva90 · 7 years

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I was tagged by the wonderful @ghoulishmalady. :)

Rules: Answer all questions, add one question of your own and tag as many people as there are questions.

1. Coke or Pepsi? Coke. I can drink both but you won’t see me actively buying Pepsi from the supermarket.

2. Disney or Dreamworks? Disney, I guess.

3. Coffee or tea? Coffee. I used to have a problem with coffee (I had palpitations, too) but thankfully that’s over. I’m leaning more towards coffee nowadays, especially iced coffee, as I need that caffeine boost during the second half of the workday. But I like tea as well, particularly English Breakfast, Assam and green tea.

4. Books or movies? I think it might be movies at the moment. I love books but my concentration isn’t what it used to be (due to a combination of stress, work, and Real Life) but I hope to get back to sitting down with a book soon.

5. Windows or Mac? Windows.

6. DC or Marvel? Marvel.

7. Xbox or Playstation? Um, can I say PC because I’ve never owned both of them? :p

8. Dragon Age or Mass Effect? Similar answer to the previous question: I haven’t played either so I can’t say. But I am vaguely more aware of Dragon Age and have heard really good things about it. I should get round to playing it one day (as with many other games, e.g. Dishonored 2)

9. Night owl or early riser? Night owl. You’ll likely catch me being more productive at 3 in the morning than I am 12 hours before.

10. Cards or chess? I think I’m terrible at both but I seem to fare better at cards.

11. Chocolate or vanilla? Chocolate. It depends though. Some chocolate-flavoured things are terrible and I’m always up for some vanilla ice cream from Häagen-Dazs!

12. Vans or Converse? I don’t think I’ve ever owned a pair of either but I’ll go with Converse. I’m a fan of Geox tbh (mostly men’s shoes because they’re way more comfy and generally look nicer).

13. Lavellan, Trevelyan, Cadash? Had to look this up...all these Dragon Age questions are making me feel like I’m missing out on something, darn it, lol. Er, no idea.

14. Paragon or Renegade? Paragon.

15. Star Wars or Star Trek? Star Wars, ever since watching the original trilogy at the wee age of 10. Mostly because of Alec Guinness’s Obi-Wan. I tried watching a bit of Star Trek (the series with Patrick Stewart) when it was on the telly, but like Doctor Who, it never caught on with me.

16. One episode per week or binge watch? Binge watch.

17. Gandalf or Obi-Wan? Obi-Wan, as played by both Alec Guinness and Ewan McGregor.

18. Heroes or villains? Heroes, specifically those veering in the direction of anti-heroes and who have so much nuance and complexity about them.

19. John Williams or Hans Zimmer? John Williams. I grew up listening to John Williams (Star Wars, Superman, Indiana Jones, Harry Potter...just to name a few) and so I guess my emotional connection to his music is stronger. That being said, Hans Zimmer is a legend, too. :)

20. Disneyland/World or Six Flags? I’d go try out Six Flags because my two trips to my local Disneyland were lacklustre, not to mention overpriced. But I’d give the rides and rollercoasters a miss because I can’t even deal with spinning teacups. Being the friend in the group who looks after everyone else’s belongings is more my thing. XD

21. Forest or Sea? Forest. This might be because I can’t swim.

22. Flying or reading minds? Flying. Reading minds would be too invasive.

23. Twin Peaks or Northern Exposure? Are these television shows...or terrible euphemisms? (As you might have guessed, I have watched neither.)

24. Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings? Harry Potter.

25. You’re banished to a deserted island, which Benedict Cumberbatch character would you choose to take with you? Christopher Tietjens from Parade’s End. Practically speaking, I don’t see how he’ll help getting us off the island and he’ll probably spend most of his time pining after Valentine...but at least he’s a good egg.

26. Train or cruise ship? Train. I also easily get seasick.

27. Brian Cox or Neil deGrasse Tyson? Brian Cox.

28. Art museum or science museum? Art museum. Especially ones with loads of portraits.

29. Irish pub or night club? Irish pub. I went into a bar/club once when I was 18 for a friend’s birthday party and all I remember it being was...loud. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to do that again because the loudness combined with the pulsing beat of the music might just cause me to get a panic attack. (This happened to me when a band was playing at the Brixton Splash two years ago. Not fun.)

30. Aang or Korra? Pass. (Mostly because idk, lol).

31. Swimming in a pool or lake? I can’t swim. :(

32. Classic music or classic literature? Argh, these are good (read ‘difficult’) questions. I’ll go with classical(?) music.

33. Oxford comma or no oxford comma? To tell the truth, I’m terribly inconsistent. But I find myself using more Oxford commas in my writing now. My English is ever-evolving!

34. Digital or paper books? Paper books. You just can’t beat the feel of having real pages between your fingers. However, digital books are a godsend if you’re strapped for cash and space.

35. Rainy days or Sunny days? Rainy days. During the summers over here, we get absolutely no respite from the sun (and more importantly, the heat and humidity).

36. Fantasy or Science Fiction? Fantasy, please.

37: Poetry or Prose? Prose.

38: Music or Lyrics? Music.

39: Kissing or cuddling? Cuddling.

40. Dancing or movies for date night? Movies. Although I haven’t seriously tried, I doubt I can dance at all: I’m not the most graceful person in the world.

41. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you pick? In spite of stupid, stupid Brexit, I’ll go and live in London any time. ♥

42. What’s your favourite video game of all time? Another tough question. Many of the games I’ve played are great but perhaps the one which I played repeatedly and still have fond memories of is The Curse of Monkey Island. Ah, the music, the jokes...not to mention Murray the Demonic Skull!

43. Ghost stories or urban legends? Urban legends.

44. Music Concerts or Theatre? Theatre! The atmosphere you get there is quite unlike anything else. Figures that I’ve been to more plays than concerts in my life so far.

(added question) 45. Plays or musicals?

Not tagging 45 people, obviously, because that would be too many but I will tag anyone reading this and who’d like to have a go! :)

#ghoulishmalady #meme #about me

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all of them >:3 all the asks

OH WOW THIS BLOG’S FIRST ASK !!!!! OKAY VERY LONG POST AHEAD🕸 1. Who’s the oldest character of yours that you still use?vincent and francis! my boys have been through a fuck ton of development, from halloween of 2015 to now.. they used to be youtuber ocs, and.. well.. yeah i love them both with all my heart!!!⭐️ 2. Who’s the oldest character of yours, defunct or not?a pegasus named raven who is highkey defunct (mlp oc oof) but lmao her story makes me think i should give her an arc, and maybe put her in another form.. 💡 3. Has creating a character ever made you realize something about yourself?a bunch of times this has happened actually.. vin made me realize im not straight, nargis made me realize im not cis at all, and vin/nate really made me realize how much i self-project, esp in vin’s case🦋 4. Any minor characters that have either taken over or branched off into their own stories?nar was originally supposed to be a very side character, but his concept hit me right in the spot and i wanted to make him a main oc! and kenny has branched off into his own story, so has alde!🐲 5. Do you prefer to make human, animal, monster, or _____ characters? Why?i like humanoid ocs better bc its a more familiar thing to me? its easier for me to write human-like ocs than animals, but monsters are also REALLY FUN. demons are fair game, usually my ocs are humans with powers, or humanoids as i say.elves also play a big role in my stories but i guess that also counts as humanoid!🎨 6. When creating a character, do you come up with the visual concept or the written concept first?it really depends on the kind of oc itself but usually i write up the backstory before i even try designing. that way its easier for me to add elements of their past in their appearance, for consistency i.e. scars, birthmarks, style, etc.📌 7. Do you have characters that you know you’ll never use, but can’t bear to get rid of/recycle?elijah :( i dont think i can fit him anywhere in the big story arc and that makes me sad bc i really love his concept! (he’s a half-swedish half-american water witch with gay moms) (and his last name is jerkeryoff… he was a joke oc i fell in love with)💖 8. Is there a character that embodies your good traits, or traits you wish you had?fran or nar have traits i wish i had. theyre both sweet, helpful, unselfish, and though fran’s slightly more a pushover than nar, they’ve both gone through hell and come back shining and stronger. i wish i could do that. i hope i can.💔9. Is there a character that embodies your bad traits? Several characters? Which ones and what traits?i put a bit of myself in all my ocs, and it shows sometimes. vin has a lot of my bad traits (mentally ill [badly], prone to addiction, self-doubt, actually self-loathing really) and nate does too (selfishness, aggressive, mouth runs before brain does)rip♨️ 10. Is there a character that explores your interests or fetishes (orrrr is that just all of you characters)?interests? yes. vin does music, which im VERY interested in, and fran is really interested in space and astrology, like me! fetishes? ………….maybe…. talk to me to find out :^)✒️ 11. If you have characters that embody certain traits of yours—good or bad—has writing them changed how you view those traits? Has it affected you in any way?yeah. it’s been both, tbh. vin’s family drama and stuff and how it affected him kinda helped me, or is helping me, get through shit. it’s changed my view on divorce. not really elaborating but yeah. fran’s anxiety also worked this way, and his shyness too. the more i wrote of these things, the more i realized how much i empathized. then i realized i self project lmaO💭 12. Do you fantasize about being any of your characters, or are you more detached?if i was detached from my kids would i make a separate blog for them and have tags……… i love them and i think abt them all the time,,, fantasizing is the #1 reason i have any backstories whatsoever!🎵 13. Do you create playlists for your characters?ive been WANTING to for a WHILE but theres so many ocs and not enough time. one day i will .. i can’t use spotify because its banned where i live so maybe youtube or 8tracks? idk but when i end up making these lists i will share them!!!🎇 14. When writing for specific characters, is there anything you have to do to get into the right mindset?oh yeah def!! i need to be able to relate to the character, and see myself in their shoes, otherwise it’s hard for me to write them properly !!🌻 15. Which character is your guilty pleasure?cam…. for sure audsdafhnai he’s what i aspire to be honestly🌩 16. Is there a character of yours who’s a real struggle to write/draw? Why do you think that is?nobody really, i have a good time writing/drawing all my ocs! 🔑 17. Which character is the easiest to draw/write?the ones ive had for a longer time, i find, are easier for me to write.. so fran/vin, honestly. ive had growth with them, it’s kinda like we went through development together, and we did!!💎 18. Is there anything you really wish you could do, character-design-wise, that you feel is outside your current skillset? A concept that you wish you could pull off but are uncertain about?yeah… i wish i could pull off demons and stuff related to them. i want to make my lore super deep but then it’s not easy bc i barely have time to give, and demons in my universe would be super immersed in the lore. or um.. yknow, ships within my own ocs, instead of other peoples.🏆 19. What’s more important to you: visual design, unique personality, a trendy character aesthetic, etc? If you’re not sure, then what’s the first thing you usually nail down in a character?the first thing i nail down in a character is how theyre related to the big story. this means how they can be linked to other ocs, relationships, familial or friendly, or even past romances. then i figure out their personality from these things, and then i make the design! to me an in-depth personality is more important than anything, it’s a key to character development. people think cool designs are all that matters, but to grab attention, a complex character makes sense. of course, i feel this because i’m planning to write a book, not make comics. visual appeal does exist ! and i believe in it. but i link personality to looks, and making the personality complex is more realistic and it’s easier to avoid mary sues then.🎬 20. Do you ever plan to do anything (comic, animation, etc) with your characters? Or are you just happy to have them?originally i never wanted to write a book with my kids! i was content just roleplaying. but one of my friends said that they have potential in a story arc, and that the way these people are connected is interesting (this is 2016, with my first three, and oldest ocs, fran, vin, and nate) i was really happy to hear that and got interested in writing a book, hopefully a series, with my ocs! and i plan to make this happen!!!thank u for asking, droki!!

#asks #mayonnaise #ur tags apply here too ok #everybody #dev

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briteboy · 7 years

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MORE ASKS I’VE BEEN IGNORING!!!!!!!

GET ‘EM WHILE THEY’RE HOT

P.S. ALL OF U WHO SENT ME THE CHAIN THINGY ILYSOMUCH

Why is her step-douche such a foken piece of shit? omg i hate him

some mysteries are never meant to be explained tbh. why is he so ugly and evil? who wronged him? but also who cares he’s in jail forever now good riddance ugly

I know this is probably really bad, but after I saw the newest molly posts, I thought of that video where the little girl is yelling "MISS KEISHA, MISS KEISHA, oh my fukin gosh she fukin dead"

OMFGFD I DIDN’T KNOW WHAT THAT VIDEO WAS SO I JUST WATCHED IT AND I’M LAUGHIN

i don’t blame u i bet when it happens i’m gonna be like “u know she ded”

(To the previous anon) i agree with you so, so much! In Poland, these dumbass politicians are letting shooting pregnant bisons (?? Im not sure how they're called) become legal. Like BITCH WHAT. Can you imagine??? A fucking pregnant lil' cow getting shot????? I feel Molly's pain on an emotional level rn (sorry if this is too nsfw, just needed to get that outta my system...)

i think this was in response to someone saying that hurting pregnant women is one of the worst crimes but um WTF shooting animals at all makes me itchy but pregnant ones..............nah that’s......nah

it’s ok get it outta ur system i’m here 4 u

the first thing I check in the morning is your account.... you have me whipped! ;|

OMG WHA LMAO REALLY that’s wild. i feel like i’m the only one who looks at my page which is dumb but like idk i still feel like a little kid that no one cares about lmao. but then you guys exist and amaze me with your responsiveness every day and i just ;____________; ily all

hi Sunny. first of all i'm gonna say i love your story and your editing style so much! your blog is goals like literally. i need an advice if you don't mind. you always find such amazing angles for your pictures while mine are so boring. any tips or tricks you can share?

HI thank you so much ;-; sooooo i’ve been thinking about this question the past couple of times i went in game, trying to figure out how to describe how i take pictures. for one thing i live in tab mode lmao. meaning you press the tab button on your keyboard to go into camera mode and get all these sexy angles and super zoom and stufffff. i almost always zoom in super far idk why. so there’s one tip. i honestly just play around with going up and down with the q and e keys (i think?) until i find angles i like. i take a lottttt of pictures with so many different angles just so i have a lot to choose from. basically i try to focus on different things in each picture in order to get a mix of the most diverse and dynamic shots possible. you just need to experiment and get creative. i know that’s the most vague advice ever but really just try a new angle that you’ve never considered before and i bet you’ll get cool results. an interesting setting is also the biggest factor, because certain objects and their placements will give you interesting results.

i honestly want to print out your reaction pic to that one post and just hang it on my wall, put it in my heart locket necklace, stamp it on people's faces, start an email thread with it. i love it.

an add on to the last ask i sent about your reaction pic. i've been looking at it religiously since it was posted, and i dont regret a minute of it. LMAO I'LL STOP NOW.

SAKJDLJKGKSDAF STOPPPP LMAOOO i looked so ugly but that was my pure unadulterated reaction to that question and i trust you all to not judge my ugliness and instead share this reaction with me. i’m glad u liked it that much, i just printed it out and i’m cutting it into a small heart to put inside ur locket ok

everytime i hear cigarette daydreams by cage the elephant i think of a serious case of the novembers like its so fitting and then i get all emo when i listen to it lmao rip

OMMMMGGGGGGG YESSSSS how have i never made that connection before honestly. cage the elephant is one of my faves and i’ve seen them perform twice actually!! i’m watching the music vid for that song now and even that reminds me of my story ;-; i cry

thank you for sending this, and also i cry @ the fact that you used the actual title *dies* now this song is gonna make me emo til the end of time thx

i might sound like some crazy stalker fan but i just want to say you are so freakin awesome and nice and funny and cute and (i can go on forever) so caring! i love your blog so much and all the hard work and care you put into all your posts and followers. thanks for making my day and making me smile so much. you have no clue how much i look forward to seeing your posts and your hilarious hashtags and answers from asks and AMAZING story posts. im sorry i just wanted to let you know ur awesome ily

OFMG WHAT!!!!!! I AM ONLY AN EEL!!!!!! but no you don’t sound like a crazy stalker, i actually love this, you’re too sweet, thank you ;-; i’m just blushin so much reading this omg. YOU EVEN LIKE MY TAGS WOW that’s true love. ily ;-; <333

how do you get your sims' facial expressions to line up with your scenes? I feel like my sims' faces are never right :(

tbh i just use a lot of the same neutral poses...my go-to’s are @helgatisha‘s poses lol. they’re the easiest to work with when i do just plain talking scenes, and often i tweak my sims’ eyebrows and mouths with the liquify tool if i want them to look a bit more concerned, sad, mad, happy, etc., it works like a charm!! i also tend to play around with angles, you’d be surprised how much a different angle can enhance a scene.

Hey smol bean, I'm sent you an ask and now I feel bad that it probably made you feel anxious because you didn't answer it. It was the one about you not liking my posts, I have anxiety too so I'm sorry If I made you feel sad. I think I'm just looking for validation from people I look upto you get me? Anyway sorry again, don't worry about it! Love you!

hiya bb, i know you saw my answer to your original post (and i’m sorry it got some negative attention, i didn’t mean for that to happen by any means) anyway don’t sweat it, and i really appreciate this follow-up message. you didn’t make me feel sad, i just wanna know what i can do. it’s just a hard question y’know. i understand what you mean, i think everyone wants validation to some degree. tbh you can just come off anon and message me, i promise it’s not as nerve-wracking as it seems! ily

How did you make Santi's tattoos? I want some like that for my Sims but idk how to do it

boop

I HAVE A FEELING THAT MOLLY IS GOING TO DIE DURING THE BIRTH OF THE BEAN OR IT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH HER STEPFATHER FINDING OUT ABOUT THE BEAN

WELP U WERE RIGHT ABOUT ONE THING

how did you make your characters page on your blog like that?

uoohhh like what?? i used this theme (monolog) if that’s what you mean aheh. here’s a guide on how to use custom page themes

okay so THIS IS MY THEORY: they might keep the baby and molly might actually carry it to full term, but then the kid dies in childbirth and either molly also dies or maybe kills herself or gets killed later? or maybe she's still alive but just won't speak to santi anymore cause she like can't look him in the eye after all of that or idk?? since ppl were sending theories i wanted to add mine lmao. another possible theory is that the stepdad finds out and kills her but thats TOO DARK omg

TOO DARK U SAY...WELL!!! it’s not AS dark as you guessed but only marginally

If Molly turns out to be alive and raising their kid alone (though from what I'm seeing in response to most questions I think that may not be the route) am I allowed to slap Santi (unless Molly didn't give him the option to help) because raising a child alone is not easy I've watched my mom do it for years.

YEAH i would give you permission to slap him lmao he would be a grade A piece o’ shit if that were the case. i would never ever write that tho because santi does own up to his actions if they’re that detrimental. his altruistic nature, no matter how backwards, would never allow him to do that.

There will be complication with the abortion so she will not be able to carry a baby anymore and she's going to kill herself OR her step dad is going to find out and he'll beat her to death. And in both situation Santi his blaming himself because he wasn't there at the right time... Okay I really really hope I'm wrong now !

I don't even follow your story very closely but every time I see your posts my heart hurts.

OMFG...that’s how u know the pain is real

but like wow my stuff is really so visceral that even my apathetic followers can feel the hurt...that’s real...that’s real my guy

omg!! you should 100% play or at least watch a playthrough of life is strange! legit the best game ever made, its so beautiful. the storyline kills you a thousand times over (much like your beautiful story) <3333

yaaaa i’ve heard lots of good things about it!! my bf played it actually, maybe he’ll revisit it again someday and i’ll watch him do it (i’m only a fan of video games if i can watch them like a movie lmao) thank you btw <3

I am shook and I worship you and your story and you are amazing WOW BYE

WORSHIP LMAO WHAT!!! PLS I AM UNDESERVING...ily tho don’t worship false gods

Do you let Molly and the younger versions of your characters frolic around your main save or do they have a separate one?

UM YES LMAO because i didn’t even know you could have separate saves until after i started the flashbacks lmao i’m...a noob. i don’t want separate saves anyway because 1) it’s too much of a hassle switching back and forth and 2) it gets too confusing for me and i’d be afraid of overwriting one save with another and NOPE too much anxiety for that soooo yeah there’s three santis in my game: child, teen and adult lmfao (fun fact: teen santi’s name is literally just Lil Santi)

I made it to my senior year with 6 A's and 1 B ... Be proud of me too? 😂 Lmao I told this to people and some of them were just like .. okay cool?! LMAO it's so funny but also kinda sad

I AM PROUD OF YOU TOO!!!!!!!!! my smart childrens

“okay cool” UM PLEASE that’s a feat...at my school if you got an A in a class in senior year you were allowed to be exempt from the final. so yeah that rules. ily

#nonsims #saviorhide #anonymous #THEY ARE DONE #FINALLY #EXCEPT WCIFS LOL DON'T...don't hate me #i try

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