They told me that time was the most valuable thing one could have, So I did everything in my power to save it.

But nobody told me That time is worth nothing

When you don’t have the energy to spend it.

 — meridianbymidnight

If there was a log out button  In this game of life  I think I would have pressed it.

Because even though I recognize  That what I feel now  I won’t feel forever Nights like these  I could really use a break  From it all.

I saw all these sides of you that I didn’t know,  And I realized that the person I thought you were  Was only a small portion of reality --meridianbymidnight

I felt my mind slipping back into those dark crevices,  But I didn’t have the strength to pull myself out  Because I was carrying too much.  Yet almost everything I was holding onto I felt like I needed,  So I let go of the only think I could let go of.  You. --meridianbymidnight

You need failures in life To be proud of who you’ve become. You need times of doubt  From yourself and even others  In order to look back and realize  How much you’ve grown. -- meridianbymidnight 

I put you on a pedestal 

And you were my high 

The buzz in my stomach 

The butterflies in my mind  -- meridianbymidnight

You said you didn’t follow a map

Other than the one in your heart,

But what should I do when I can’t find the one in mine. -- meridianbymidnight

Three years later, And I wonder how you’re doing in that far off land that I couldn’t call home.  -- meridianbymidnight