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fatimaduhblr · 2 years
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ANSWER ME!
If I made you hate me
Would it be easier on you
when I escape this world?
By.ft
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fatimaduhblr · 2 years
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But where are you my angel now?
Don't you see me crying?
I know that you can't do it all
But you can't say I'm not trying
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fatimaduhblr · 2 years
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Why won’t you understand?
You say I have no reason to be depressed
I know that but you don't seem to get that this isn't a choice
I don't get to wake up one day and decide I'm not depressed anymore
I wish I was faking this so I don't have to feel the pain I feel or to see the look of disappointment on your face everyday.
By ft
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fatimaduhblr · 3 years
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Odio
I hate that I’m always alone
I hate that I hate myself
I hate that nothing makes me happy
I hate that I’m misunderstood
I hate that I hate my life.
By.ft
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fatimaduhblr · 3 years
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I still hate myself, and no matter how hard I try to look in a mirror and like what I see.
-Wattpad book
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fatimaduhblr · 3 years
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“Selfish”
I’m sorry that with my trauma i caused you pain
I’m sorry i don’t want to be here and it causes you pain
I’m sorry that I do stuff and don’t think about how you will feel if I do it
I’m sorry that with all I’ve been threw I’m embarrassment to you
I’m sorry “I’m selfish”.
By ft
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fatimaduhblr · 3 years
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I never wanted this life,
As I survive it it seems like I’m doing everything wrong I’m pressured to be someone I’m not and do things I don’t care for I just want to be someone your proud of but everything I seem to do isn’t good enough I’m ready to say goodbye I have no motivation to be here I don’t even know who I am or who I want to be everything I do is for you and i just don’t care to be someone I don’t care to be here I don’t care to see tomorrow I don’t care to wake up I don’t care I just don’t care for anything anymore I’m so sorry.
-ft
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fatimaduhblr · 3 years
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Not even the people “ closest” to me really know me or even know what’s going on with me no one understands nor will ever understand and with time everyone leaves and so will I and when that happens I’ll just be a distant memory in your head that will always be misunderstood.🦋
Ft
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fatimaduhblr · 3 years
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I needed you when it was rough
but I couldn’t bare to burden you with a pain I didn’t even want myself .
By:f.t
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fatimaduhblr · 4 years
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48hrs
insomnia keeps me awake at night
Makes me feel like I never have to close my eyes again
Takes away my fantasy my make believe world
Traps me in my reality which I long to escape from every night
By F.T
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fatimaduhblr · 4 years
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αδελφή
You make me hate myself
You make me doubt myself
You make me insecure
You make me feel like I’m a mistake
You make feel stupid
You make me feel weak
And even though you make me feel this way I still love you
F.T
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