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#why shouldnt we team up and get away from him?
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Okay but eloping with Vox? To escape the bullshittery that Valentino puts us BOTH through? YES
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yujisgirl · 5 months
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Yuji NSFW Links / Visuals ᥫ᭡
... with short fics <3
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These stories happen in chronological order! ... ! afab reader
Next: Toji + Choso + Gojo + Nanami + Shiu + Sukuna + Higuruma... so stay tuned!
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"Come over to my place after school?"
was all you told your highschool boyfriend, Itadori yuuji. It was supposed to be a little hang out; especially since exams had just been over and you both had missed each other so much.
Needless to say, you guys definitely "caught up" ...
Highschool boyfriend Yuuji!
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"Does this look good on me?"
You definitely used this mall date as an excuse to rile yuji up even more. He's sure of it. Why else would you be picking the skimpiest swimsuits to "try on" - you're not even part of the swim team!
As soon as you guys left the mall, he grabs your arm and brings you over to an alley, "Need to fuck this hole before we leave"
In public with Yuji
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"Do you want your present now?"
you said . Yuji tilts his head in confusion, his graduation cap threatening to fall of his pink hair as he raises his wrist, dangling the bracelet you had just gifted him, "Isnt this your present?".
"I have another one you know" You gesture to the Love Motel just down the street.
Your graduation gift to Yuuji
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"I love you. I love every part of you"
The first time yuji had said "I love you" was when you came to visit him in college. The pain of being away from you only heightened his desires and needs. He needs you, not just in a sexual way but in every part of his life, through and through.
He worships every inch of your body
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"Lets test our new bed, yeah?"
Maybe it was the adrenaline of finally moving in with yuji, Maybe it was the stress build up from the moving process but as soon as the land lord left your new house you guys were onto each other like animals.
You tested the firmness of every single furniture you bought. The bed, the new sofa, the kitchen counter, the beanbag that you got from Yuji's old house, and of course the balcony.
Testing beds with Yuuji
Testing beds Part 2.
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"Is this why you wanted to move in together?"
you giggled. "Fuck." Yuji was too pussy drunk to even form a coherent reply, "m'you feel so good. Wanna live in this pussy forever"
Morning's with Yuuji
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"Im reading right now"
you said.
Yuji pouts.
Shit. Thats your soft spot.
"Fine, you win."
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"Babe, you really shouldnt wear that around me"
yuji's eyes werent even looking into yours, he was staring right at your boob window.
"Why?" You questioned.
"Makes me wanna suck on your tits" He deadpanned, eyes tracing the curves of your breasts.
"Whats stopping you?"
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"Good job baby"
was all you said. Really.
How were you supposed to know that it would result in a marathon of rounds with Yuji?
He finally got recognised as a Jujutsu sorcerer by the elders, and you couldnt be more happy for your boyfriend. You expected him to come home with tears in his eyes, or something but no- he came home and went straight to your room, "Baby, I need to fuck you"
Is it his fault that youre all that plagues his mind night and day, and when he experienced emotions in a grand scale, he immediately gets horny?
Maybe you're all he needs
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bridgyrose · 7 months
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Could you, per chance, write something with a demon version of team RWBY
(This will work, I hope)
Yang grinned as she stepped through the flames in the forest, watching as they brushed against her skin like blades of grass. Her eyes lit up red like a grimm’s as her skin started to redden as scales ran up her arm. “You really shouldnt have done that.” 
The bandits in front of her shook as they held their weapons up to her, one of them taking a shot at her chest and backing up when it didnt seem to faze her. “What are you? Some kind of monster?” 
“Something like that,” Yang answered as she calmly walked up to the nearest bandit and picked him up by his collar. “Now, you’re going to tell me where I can find my mother.” 
“I-I dont know who your mother is, kid!” the bandit cried, his voice shaking as he swore he saw horns on Yang. “Please, just let me go!” 
“Raven Branwen. Where is she?” 
“I-I dont know!” 
Yang glared and threw the bandit into a tree, catching the others running off out of the corner of her eye. She let out a sigh and walked back through the flames, her skin turning back to its normal color as the scales on her arm started to retreat. Years of searching led to nothing but dead ends, and today was no different. She thought she finally had everything she needed. Finding out her mother was now a bandit, finding a few bandits nearby that should’ve been part of her tribe, and yet… they knew nothing. No one ever seemed to know anything and now she was farther away from any answers. 
She stopped as she heard her scroll ring, quickly answering when she saw it was Ruby calling her. “Hey Rubes, what do you need?” 
“I was hoping you’d be able to help me out with a mission,” Ruby answered. “Weiss and Blake will be on board, and we need a fourth to help with a search and destroy mission.” 
“Are you sure having me is a good idea?” Yang put her scroll on speaker and looked at her reflection, watching her eyes turn back to purple. “If they find out what we are-” 
“They wont. We wont be anywhere near fire, so you wont have to worry about transforming.” 
“And what about you? All you need is the moon for your true form to show.” 
Ruby was quiet for a moment before finally speaking again. “I-I’ll have everything under control. I still need moonlight and as long as everything works right, we’ll be underground by nightfall to clear out the grimm in the tunnels of Mountain Glenn.” 
Yang frowned for a moment as she thought about going back to Mountain Glenn just to clear out some grimm. “You know those tunnels are unpredictable. What happens if one collapses and lets in moonlight? They’ll kill you if they find out you’re a demon. We’re like grimm to them.” 
“I’ll be careful.” Ruby sighed as her speaker caught her rummaging through a few papers. “And if I get caught in the moonlight, I can run ahead until I’m back to normal.” 
“Fine, but only because you’re sure.”
“Great! We’ll be leaving in a couple days, so that’ll give us time to make sure we have everything we need. Meet us at the Vale airstrip by then at 10 AM, alright?” 
“I will.” Yang hung up the call and put her scroll back into her pocket, sighing as she thought of going back to Mountain Glenn, the same place she lost her arm before graduating Beacon. Memories rushed through her mind as she remembered the tunnel she was in collapsing after a fire started, feeling an iron pole burning into her as it pierced her arm as grimm rushed after her in hopes for an easy meal. She took a deep breath to calm herself, gripping her mechanical arm to try to ground herself as she felt her heart pound in her chest and sweat dripped from her forehead. “Of all places to go back to, why does it have to be Mountain Glenn?” 
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“Yang! Watch out!” 
Yang rushed down the grimm filled streets of Mountain Glenn, slamming into the ursa that Weiss had called out. She panted as she swapped out the magazines to her gauntlets, looking out at the grimm that still flooded the streets. “Ruby, what’s the plan?!” 
“I’m thinking!” Ruby called out as she swung her scythe around to take care of a few beowolves. Her eyes glanced at the buildings around them. “Weiss! Try to freeze the supports of the skyscraper to our left! Blake, Yang, Bumblebee once its frozen!” 
Weiss nodded and used her glyphs to glide over, using ice dust to freeze the metal supporting the buildings while Blake got herself in position to throw her weapon at Yang. Weiss finally called out once everything was frozen, keeping away from the ice. “Ready!” 
Yang nodded and caught Blake’s weapon as she was thrown, slamming into the frozen supports and using her semblance to throw mist into the air. Her smile faded as she watched the skyscraper collapse onto the grimm, then feeling the air from the impact push past as the ground started to crack as a tunnel started to collapse. Her legs shook for a moment as the air filled with dust and mist as she took a step back, falling back into a hole that opened up behind her. 
She grunted as she started to wake up, her body shaking as she coughed from the dust in the air, feeling the cold air of the night on her skin. Yang pushed a wooden beam off of her, calling out. “Ruby! Blake! Weiss! Where are you?” 
“I’m here…” Blake answered back, her voice trembling. “I’m stuck but I can get out.” 
“Keep talking and I can help you get free,” Yang said as she walked through the dusty tunnel, holding her ribs as her aura flickered. “Then we can find Ruby and Weiss-” 
“I’m fine!” Blake called back. “Dont worry about me, go find Weiss and Ruby and I’ll get free myself!” 
Yang coughed as she followed the sound of Blake’s voice, slowly making her way to Blake as she moved wood and metal out of her way. She paused as the tunnel above her threatened to collapse for a moment before continuing to walk forward. “I’m not leaving you! I’m almost to you! I think…” 
“Yang, please-” 
“I’ll get you first!” Yang pulled debris out of the way as she continued to dig her way through the tunnel. She finally stopped when she got to Blake, panting a bit as she looked over Blake’s scaled, snake like body. “Are you okay?” 
Blake nodded as she lifted herself up, slowly trying to relax to let herself go back to normal as her body became more humanoid and the scales slowly started to disappear. “Y-yeah. Maybe a broken rib or two, but nothing a little rest can fix.” 
Yang sat the wooden beam down, pausing as she watched a bit of moonlight light up the dust from a hole above Blake. “We need to find Ruby.” 
“We will,” Blake said as she rubbed the remaining scales on her cheek. “But I think I’ll stay back a moment. I’m not sure how well everyone else will take me having scales like you did.” 
“Ruby will be fine with it, but we need to find her before Weiss does.” 
Blake looked at her curiously. “Why? If Weiss can help her-” 
“You’re not the only one who’s not exactly… fully human or faunus,” Yang interrupted as she started to dig through her pocket to find her scroll. Her heart stopped for a moment as she saw Ruby and Weiss’s icons not too far away from each other, her legs already moving her down the tunnel to try to reach Ruby first. “And I dont want to find out what Weiss will think about Ruby if she’s caught in the moonlight!” 
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nekkodiaries · 1 year
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— knock me down. (teaser)
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RELEASE: march 18, 2023.
AUTHOR'S NOTE: finally hard-launching the fic that i've been working for a few months now. hhhhh. i'm excited but also very insecure because a good quarter of this fic is written and i'm so ! anxious ! about my writing skills (as someone who knows they're bad at describing and bad at being literate in general. rip.) anyway. i hope you guys enjoy this fic like you did with cheating on you. if you want to be added to the taglist, just reply or send an ask.
reblogs are super appreciated! 🫶
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after a tough day of contributing absolutely nothing to the greater good of society, jay decides to do what men like him choose to do to relieve stress: by playing a high-stress game.
what he wasn't expecting, though, was to get a snarky partner who would actually reciprocate his angry chats (as a result of his bad temper) and shit-talk him back. like what they're doing right now.
killstrike: wtf you should have covered me notursniper: yea well u shouldnt have been peeking. killstrike: ur ign fits u bc ur shit at sniping 😂😂 notursniper: i HAD him but ur big ass head was IN THE WAY now u got headshot boohoo 😛 killstrike: just stfu and come revive me
jay was pissed. there's no way he's losing this duo match. it's down to three teams and he can't risk losing more points for his rank when he's so close to reaching crown four, so he breathes in and out, trying his utmost best not to let the arrogant demeanor of his partner get on all of his nerves. notursniper heals him and fends off two players while he heals, leaving just one more team. 
you got this. you got this. jay internally chants before a barrage of shots echo from his phone's speaker. he's too busy to look for the enemy to notice his partner's been knocked down. the motherfucker's proning. the circle's getting smaller and jay's getting anxious over the constant request for healing when all of a sudden: 
better luck next time player killstrike! top 2/100.
"fuck!" jay shouts in frustration, watching the loading screen as the game demotes him from crown five to regular crown rank. "great. that's just great." in the heat of his frustration, jay adds notursniper just to be able to message them— and as soon as he sees them added to his "friends" list, jongseong taps his frustrations away. 
killstrike: its your fucking fault. now im just crown
notursniper: 🤨 ?
killstrike: well??? are you gonna admit your wrongs???
notursniper: 1, is this how u treat women lmao and 2, no i wont :p notursniper: maybe if you actually healed me then we wouldve ranked up notursniper: but ur too selfish and tried to shoot before attending to ur teammate notursniper: so i'd say that rank demotion is DESERVED ❤️
killstrike: man fuck u 😐
notursniper: sry there's a line for gamer boys who wanna bang. you gotta get in line babes 😘
was it possible to choke on air? because jay's convinced he choked on air when he read that. it doesn't help that his eyes immediately darted to the icon where her cuteness was radiating despite her hand and phone covering her entire face. he blames his temper for why he's feeling hot right now— definitely not because he got a visual of what could happen if he did choose to get in line. definitely not. never. no.
killstrike: ew
notursniper: hey u can block me if u want to lmao 🤣
impulsive by nature, jay taps a few times and gets so close to removing user notursniper as their pubg friend but he hums in thought. having a higher rank meant having more skilled enemies and he's never seemed to get past top 40 players without dying, so it was a miracle he got until the top 2 tonight. his teammate's shit-talking aside, he'd say they were actually really good. 
and again, real cute on her icon.
"what?" his own intrusive thoughts snaps him back to the real world, to see that she actually removed him as an in-game friend. what the fuck? in a span of panic, he tried to add them again. 
a few days pass by but alas, no response from her. jay does not know why he's itching to check on his phone every now and then. heeseung and sunghoon don't even want to question why he's been staring at phone with his brows furrowed for hours now.
it's only because they're a good player and they can help me rank up. that's it. 
soon enough, jay's routine has become waking up, going to school, and checking if user notursniper has accepted his request at every waking second of the day. the same goes for the following morning when jay anxiously opens the game again and finds one new message from a friend.
notursniper: hey loser. back for more?
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masterlist. ┆ next.
summary: park jay lives life as a hot-headed gamer by day and.. well.. still a hot-headed gamer by night— except he secretly goes by the name killstrike. after losing a match, he finds himself trash-talking, his teammate notursniper, who happens to be the mysterious classmate he's been admiring for over a year and more.
taglist [open]: @yvnjin-s @wondering-out-loud @rikisly @babystrlla @shinrjj @homelycat
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ihokshop · 2 months
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noo ahaha what do u mean im getting obsessed with the pairings of this year's april fool's event hahahahahahahah what do you mean
(short fics & hcs under the cut - before i forget)
vocaloids
ln!luka + wxs!meiko
shiho comments that she's never seen anyone pampered like that before (because luka's head was in meiko's lap) and to me that's two possibilities: that wxs!meiko was so distressed and missed her luka so much that she took the nearest one to calm herself; or that luka saw this meiko and immediately was overcome with the urge to put her head in meiko's lap
either way, my mothers are inseparable
can you imagine. they're lying on the forest floor and luka wakes up from her nap to see meiko who's looking at her but not at her. she misses her meiko too. so she indulges a little and reaches up to cup meiko's face in her hand and she doesnt expect it but meiko leans into it for a moment. they forget they have an audience actually.
when the exploration team comes back they see everyone red faced except n25!kaito, who looks surly, but if u ask him what happened, he'll explode
wxs!luka sleepily asks wxs!meiko what's going on, and meiko just pats her lap to let luka sleep. then ln!luka watches on the side pitifully and teases meiko about it. then ln!meiko pats her on the arm and says, it's a shame miku isn't here huh. luka swats her.
mmj!kaito + n25!miku
n25!miku comments in bewilderment that kaito gave her some water because it's his job as a manager to take care of everyone's health. this is completely not the kaito she's used to. she looks over at n25!kaito, who was watching them before they left the base. her expression is still dead but somehow she manages to convey, is this really you? and n25!kaito scoffs and said, you're an adult you can take care of yourself. then again, i should help you out since you probably dont know what to do
ena has words to say about that but mmj!kaito looks at him very disapprovingly. n25!kaito backs off, and says he has better things to do like light the fire
n25!miku looks at mmj!kaito again and he smiles at her and says, well you shouldnt take what he said to heart. he should've been nicer. and she says back, it's okay, we usually just let him since he apologises later. thank you kaito. and she looks at him like she's imprinted on a new big brother and oh no ena can see it. she's worried that she'd cry when they find their way out.
vbs!miku + ln!kaito
vbs!miku comments that kaito started avoiding her after she gave him a dish she seasoned and doesn't know why. girl he's too shy to say u need to fix it and knew you'd ask for an opinion since you're giving off strong cool girl energy. he's running away
she wants to ask vbs!kaito but he's already distracted with rui messing around with some drones. the next best thing was to ask kohane, so she did. she doesnt really get why kohane pales a little and tries to change the subject but whatever! all the kaitos seem really nice so far. they're probably more fragile than their kaito though, since kohane slapped her hand on her mouth when ln!kaito had quietly made a suggestion on where to look for food earlier on.
what! she was just going to make sure that kaito wasn't going to just look for ice cream!
she promises to herself that she'll be nice though, and when it's time for dinner, she makes sure that she's the one who hands him his food again even though he looks like he rather not, and she carefully, explicitly, says that she got it directly from the kitchen and didn't do anything to it.
their kaito immediately confirms this with a shout from the kitchen doors, and says "miku, you still havent graduated from meiko and i's oversight!!!!" she retorts back with "it's just seasoning! what could a little bit of salt do!"
"we don't have salt!"
their bickering goes on, and on. ln!kaito is saved from further interaction at least, when he gets to sit next to mafuyu and kanade.
n25!rin + ln!len
haruka notes that rin's been standing around on her own and len goes to play with her
it was inevitable when her len went with mizuki and rin vehemently denied wanting to stick to len. now rin looked a little dejected as they explored, so len started to talk to her and ask about cat's cradle, while he managed to steal a drone and they started playing with it
haruka is quietly relieved, but she doesn't notice that akito and rui make a mild comment about it as well. rui managed to craft a remote for the drone that he gives to len. and akito gets rin riled up enough to be less sharp, and more on the side of banter. mmj!luka asks how akito knows how to do that when he looks away and says something about his sister being the same
it's all just a little bit peaceful until ln!len crashes the drone and gets a little injured. n25!rin panickedly tugs at mmj!luka, but it's vbs!kaito who is most helpful. rin is visciously surprised how nice he is and desperately wants to tell someone, but mizuki is looking for food with her len, and n25!luka would just laugh it off.
wxs!miku also manages to make rin smile, so it was a plus.
ln!miku + n25!luka
ln!miku got SCARED of n25!luka im honestly so amused by this. it was nice to know she'd meet two other lukas and would be starstruck that one's an idol but the other is very much not like HER luka-senpai!!! why!!!!!!!
shes scary, she smiles with her mouth but her eyes are completely void. she laughs but it rings hollow. mafuyu looks quite the same but it's not like she can do anything about it!!!
she turns to look at their kaito, who is just as freaked out about vbs!miku, so she can't really ask him about it. and the kagamine pair from this luka's sekai are separated and completely different. so she. tries to talk, and there's this vibe that she's the same but not quite
emu seems to have more luck with this apparently, since mafuyu seems to go a little more soft around her but genuinely this luka is so scary ! she misses her luka
everyone else
minori
umprompted this girl was just drawing haruka i have nothing to add my lesbians are having the time of their life even separated
emu + ln!kaito
he's literally just so shy but she still calls him onii-chan because he still is one.
kaito would not like to be called this (senpai is infinitely better) but he's also called ani by their rin so like. what can he do.
emu likes this kaito just as much as she likes her kaito — three kaito-onii-chans! but the quiet one reminds her so much of shousuke-onii-chan that she can't help it! she wants to glomp him! and he lets her even though the rest really says she should be more mindful
she is! but she could tell that he likes it, secretly. would like it that he could do it to his bandmates too!
nene + n25!kaito
nene's not used to this kaito, god help her. he's so serious and scowly, she thinks he looks a lot like a frustrated tsukasa if he ever genuinely got pissed. he snaps when he's spoken to and when he initiates it's. a bit fine? but also he still looks like he wants to murder her in her sleep so she clings to anyone who could stand in front of her as a barrier.
but of course all is not perfect in the world. which means that everyone's out and busy when she's assigned to the camp alone with him and he's lighting the fire but doesn't know how.
she notices, but doesnt say anything until he frustratedly looks up from his task and he says, "hey, you."
she's seen ena talk back at him before and knows he caves easily if you show enough spine, but tsukasa nor emu is here at the moment so can you forgive her if she stutters a little when she answers him back and he asks for help?
she makes her way over and hopes it's not obvious that she's really really nervous but he's calm and he doesn't get angry, so she lets herself relax. he's just so different from the big brother, mothering, kaito she knows? everyone else from their sekai seem to miss him too. she overheard luka saying she lost another pillow and meiko said she lost someone to throw.
he says "thanks" after she shows him the spark of kindling and a shot of bravery makes her say "don't you have something similar, in your sekai?"
"there's nothing in that one's sekai" he replies. she really has no idea how to reply to that so she doesnt.
rui + vbs!kaito
HES UNUSED TO SEEING KAITO EXCITED I AM SO CHARMED HE'S ADORABLE.
big brother kaito who is literally just unflappable and reliable troupe leader who to the best of his ability can barely only impress — here's a kaito who seems a little bit useless but also easily impressed
rui's not gonna let this chance slip and finally get to hear the words "rui-kun this is so cool!" from him. or not him. it's a kaito!
ena + ln!meiko + mmj!kaito
she squints at him. he's so nice it's almost suspicious. and so kind. he reminds her of this other kaito that she met once upon a time in mikudemy. maybe theyre cousins, like he said? certainly they have the same demeanor. it makes sense
she watches this kaito hand n25!miku water and she feels so bad. man. their kaito needs to be nicer to everyone even if she knows that's not gonna happen. during their trip she overhears ln!meiko and mmj!kaito talk and apparently theyre close in age? kaito's a manager of an idol unit, while meiko is the drummer of a band.
they talk about keeping pace with the rest of the group and notice that she's listening in and includes her in the comversation
she has no idea why it feels like she's talking to two parents but she's not complaining! or maybe she is a little because theyre so nice it's so weird. she is half expecting for meiko to zone out or kaito to snap but they just keep talking.
she wonders how the rest are faring as they pile her with questions on what she's doing, and some encouragement.
mafuyu + vbs!meiko
she could say she was glad about everything, but that would be a lie since she doesn't actually know if she's relieved about it. hinomori is with her. and so is the luka she's familiar with, and mochizuki. but the rest... well...
she doesn't know them, period.
but since they're cleaning up the base, they kind of need role designation, and this meiko says she runs a cafe so she can be the barista
which is all well and good. mafuyu helps with the set up until meiko asks her if she wants to see how to brew coffee
she has nothing better to do so she says yes. meiko is quiet, but not the same way as her meiko. she hums, taps her feet. shes lively in a way that her meiko seems to deflate
she doesnt say anything
well at least until meiko asks her if theres anything she likes, and for some weird compelling reason she says she might be ok if they dont go home
it kinda spirals from there, an avalanche of words. good thing yhe rest werent there to see it
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six-of-brides · 1 year
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Vale: The King Of Pain
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Prophet
"'I mean, It's not like you care about this group anyways."
"You are the one that lead the teams to their deaths, spare me your criticism."
These past few weeks have been an absolute disaster. We’ve had multiple small battles in the past two weeks, five if I’m not mistaken, and we’ve lost every single one. We’ve had no time for training because we just keep getting ambushed. It’s been a constant stream of burying the dead and then running away because of another ambush. We’re barely surviving and no one knows how they keep finding us.
"Everyone, please just shut up!" Mourner says. "You'll wake up Mystic!"
Mystic is currently sound asleep on Mourner's lap. He had another grand mal today and we're trying to let him rest as much as possible. Mourner is playing with Mystic's hair as he sleeps.
"You two are so adorable…and so fucking clueless, I swear to god." I mutter.
"Bitch, that idiot can sleep through everything, stop trying to coddle him!"
Destroyer and I hold onto Mourner so he doesn't attack Deviant.
We've been here all night. I’ve been trying to plan out a strategy to at least protect us if we get attacked again. I have ideas for what might work, but Deviant doesn’t agree with me. 
"We need to plan-" I begin saying.
"What's the point?! All of your ideas are stupid and useless, anyways."
Me, Deviant, Mourner, Mystic, and Destroyer are in Deviant’s tent right now, just trying to figure something out, anything that will help us make it out alive if we get attacked again. 
"Excuse me." I say for what has to be the 15th time since I crawled into this wretched bedroom.
After vomiting my guts out, I crawl back in, and my stomach feels sick again.
"Why does this always happen when I'm near him?"
We can’t afford to lose anyone else, we’re already on our last limb here and honestly we’re just lucky to still be able to keep going. But I know that our luck will run out if this keeps up.
At the moment, I’m just trying to get Deviant to listen to me. He keeps shooting down every idea I have. And of course he’s not at a loss for cruel insults. The entire time I’ve been here, begging for him to at least give me suggestions on what we can do to prevent more casualties, he’s just made fun of me for being so naive and blamed me for all of our shortcomings.
"Deviant, despite what you may wish, you are not the leader, so could you please listen to Prophet and what he has to say?"
"His ideas-" 
All of Deviant’s insults and comments during arguments will include the most personal jabs he can come up with, and while after years of hearing them from my parents before knowing Deviant means they don’t hurt me as much, they might absolutely shatter anyone else, so I’m trying to take all of it before he says these sorts of things to them too.
"Maybe they wouldn't sound so idiotic if you just listened to them." Destroyer says
"He was stupid to make you second in command. I should have your position. I don't crume into a ball when I hear someone clap. He shouldnt lead us. He's a soft minded idiot."
He makes comments like this all the time, but never in front of other people. He’s never humiliated me like this before. And I’ve fucking had it.
I know I need to try to keep a cool head with him, even though keeping cool isn’t something I’m good with in the first place. 
"Deviant, if you don't like Me so much, then find another team."
Knowing myself, I could absolutely snap any second now, so it’s best that I don’t stand around outside and potentially make a spectacle of myself if that does happen. So I go into my own tent. As soon as I’m there, I practically collapse into a pathetic pile of anguish. Why does he keep trying to get me to step down? 
"What does he want with this team anyways? He never has any ideas, he just shoots down mine."
Time and time again, he always makes sure I know that he’s better than me in every way. Despite the fact that my power literally involves predicting the future, he always seems to be right. I guess he just knows how to fuck with me like that. 
"Or maybe I’m not as powerful as I thought."
At this point I wouldn’t be surprised, he’s made me question my sanity, my memory, and my ability to lead, so why would my own power be any exception to what he wants to make me second-guess?
I know he wants to destroy me, and at this point, it’s working. He’s ruined almost everything for me, and I feel like I constantly have to look to him for reassurance over everyone else despite the fact that I know damn well that all he’ll do is put me down. 
"So why do I keep looking for his approval? Why aren't the other's approval enough?"
He's the oldest.
"Are you guys happy that you taught me to always obey my elders?" I speak, hoping that my parents can hear.
If I looked to Destroyer, Mystic, or Mourner for that same reassurance, I would get it. And if they saw something wrong, they would just tell me without insulting me. But what would happen then is that Deviant would go after them too. That’s just how he is. 
"You have to protect your friends. He'll attack them. If he tries to get after Mourner or Mystic, the other will rip him to shreds."
And Destroyer? He's never been good around Deviant.
If that’s truly his goal here, then he’s certainly achieved it. He’s made me completely miserable and I would rather step down as a leader and go off into the desert on my own than continue to live with his foot on my throat at all times. 
Maybe I’ll go back out and at least try to talk to Destroyer again. Other than Deviant, he’s the first I go to for everything related to this kind of thing. He’s helped me a lot with strategies because he knows a lot of the inside secrets relating to FEAR that can help us, which is why he steps up when I need help. That is, when we can get Deviant out of the way.
But I’m scared that Deviant will still be there. He’s probably waiting for me to come out so he can make some nasty comment about how I’ll never be good enough to lead the Wild Ones. I’m not ready for that. Until I can find either the courage to potentially face Deviant or the confidence in my belief that he went away to torment someone else, I will be staying right here…
Destroyer
God fucking damnit, what am I supposed to do now? Deviant made a nasty comment about Prophet. Again. I take it that this is a common thing for him to do. 
“Deviant..” Mourner says, rubbing his eyes. Mystic is still sleeping like a baby.
“What? Can’t take a little criticism, can he?”
“What you did was cruel. If you have a problem with his ideas, fine. But maybe share those opinions respectfully.”
I’m sick of it. I hate seeing Deviant repeatedly get away with the things he says to everyone else here, especially Prophet.
Since I’ve met Deviant and seen him arguing with people, I’ve seen him make fun of every single trauma the people here have gone through. Prophet was raised to believe that he would never be good enough, and not a moment goes by where Deviant doesn’t toy around with Prophet’s internalization of that belief. 
“You know what he’s been through. You know that it’s hard to let go of beliefs that have been hammered into him so thoroughly. You don’t attack someone who has that history in the way you just did.” Mourner says. He is so calm about it.
That’s the one I see the most, and it really pains me to see, because I think Prophet is a great leader, he’s doing the best he can, which is pretty damn good, and he would be more confident in that if Deviant would stop making his childhood trauma seem like some funny ongoing joke.
I’ve seen him make some particularly low blows at Mourner and Mystic’s past that also hurt a lot to hear, because the things he pokes at are very obviously things that they’re very sensitive about. Mourner has had loved ones killed by FEAR, and I’ve heard Deviant go as far as to insinuate that it was Mourner’s fault that their deaths took place. Meanwhile Mystic’s parents abandoned him when he was very young because he’s epileptic.
“And why are you coddling Mystic? It’s like you’re in love with him? You know his ‘disability’-”
He doesnt get to finish his sentence before Mourner is hitting him.
“You want to talk like that do you? Try to say that it’s his fault?”
I pull Mourner off of Deviant before I have a murder to answer for.
“Deviant, go to your tent, and don’t return until you can find some human decency. I won’t even dignify a response. Go.”
He does as I say/
Knowing how Deviant is towards all of them makes me try to avoid interacting with him as much as possible. I don’t know what he knows about what I faced at the hands of my ex, and quite frankly, I don’t want to find out. I just want to be able to heal in peace without the wounds being reopened, and if I can do that by avoiding any contact with Deviant, then I will.
Lately, however, avoiding direct contact has been getting a lot harder. And after he insulted Prophet to the point that he retreated to his tent today, I think some form of direct conversation is going to be inevitable. But first, I need to talk to Prophet and see how he wants to go about that.
Obviously Prophet isn’t going to be too keen on the idea of talking to a guy who probably just drove him to tears, so I want to know if he wants us to talk to him, and if so what he wants us to say. So, I’m going to his tent now to ask him and see if I can at least be of some form of comfort to Prophet at the moment.
Walking into his tent, I find him laying on the ground. I can hear him crying, and I’m already stumped on what the right words to make him feel any better would be. So, I just kneel by his side.
"Hey man. Are you okay?"
Of course he’s not okay, you fucking bozo I think to myself as soon as the words leave my mouth.
Prophet tries to insist that he’s fine, but I know damn well that he’s lying. Regardless, I’m not about to pry the truth out of him, because I already know it. I just need to know if he wants us to say anything.
“Do you want us to say anything to him? Mourner already tried to murder him.”
He just shakes his head before saying that he doesn’t want him to attack us. 
Honestly I can’t even argue with that, as much as I’d love to be able to get back at Deviant for hurting Prophet, it would just hurt me more in the process and Deviant would walk away unscathed because he’s unfortunately just like that.
Clearly I’m not going to be able to just walk up to Deviant and beat his ass yet, so in the meantime, I start making fun of Deviant a bit. 
“Remember when he started freaking out while Mourner and Mystic started describing every single broken bone they had suffered?”
Prophet falls top the ground in laughter.
“Oh my god, yes!”
Sure enough, the more I make fun of Deviant, the more of a smile I see forming on Prophet’s face and the less tears I see falling from his eyes. Now that I’ve calmed him down enough that he’s laughing, I start trying to brainstorm how we could actually confront Deviant. 
"How are we going to talk with him about this?" 
He may be an asshole but he’s not stupid, so using reasoning and saying that his ass could be left behind at any time could probably get to him more than any bit of pleading him to stop could actually do.
"He can probably be reasoned with. I have to believe that he can be reasoned with."
"That would require him to have a soul. Which he clearly doesn't."
We decide that we’re going to go and confront him now rather than wait any longer. So, we stand up and go outside, going over what we’re going to tell him and who’s going to say it. 
Then we look around to see where he is. We can’t see where exactly he is, which is never a good sign.
"Ummmm…" Prophet starts to shake.
"I have a very bad feeling about this.
Prophet and I start looking around and asking anyone around us if they’ve seen Deviant around. One person finally says that they saw him going into one of the tents. When we ask which one, they point to Mystic’s tent. Right away, I know that he has no good reason to be in there, especially since Mystic just had a grand mal seizure and should be asleep right now.
We look in and automatically find Deviant prodding Mourner. I can see in Mourner’s eyes that he’s absolutely enraged but is trying not to snap, probably because he doesn’t want to wake up Mystic, who is asleep with his head in Mourner’s lap. 
I can tell that it’s going to get very ugly for Deviant soon if he doesn’t get out of there. I swear, this guy never learns. 
When Mourner refuses to answer Deviant’s questions, Deviant shrugs it off and claims that if Mourner won’t give him answers that Mystic will. He then grabs Mystic and starts shaking him in a clear attempt to wake him up. At that exact moment, Prophet and I both glance at each other, knowing that Deviant screwed up big time.
Without making a sound, Mourner grabs Deviant by the neck and squeezes his throat until Deviant begs for mercy, promising to knock it off. This leads to Mourner dropping Deviant and kicking him in the back as Deviant crawls away. 
When Deviant crawls in our direction, he asks what we’re doing here. That’s when Prophet takes a deep breath and says that we need to talk. Deviant clearly isn’t going to be enthusiastic about this, but he knows that it’s in his best interest right now, considering that it’s pretty much either that or he sticks around and continues to waste his life trying to get answers out of Mourner, which will probably lead to him getting beaten to death before it leads to him getting any real information.
Once the three of us are outside once again, Deviant stands up and brushes the sand off of his jacket before asking what we need to talk about. Prophet looks too scared to really say anything, so I think it over for a second before I tell him. “Listen, I get that you were born without a heart, but that doesn’t mean you have to take it out on everyone else. Stop being an asshole.”
He’s trying to come up with something to say to me that will hurt me to hear, I can see it on his face, so, I just tune out the words coming from his mouth. I’ve learned to tune words out by now so they can’t hurt me, and this is no different.
He’s getting upset that I’m not reacting, and while I’m glad that he’s not experiencing the pleasure of getting a reaction from me, I also know that I should probably step back before he gets in my face. I know damn well him getting too in my face will leave me crying on the ground, and I cannot give him that satisfaction.
Eventually, he asks what’s going to happen if he doesn’t stop acting the way he does. I can tell from the smug look on his face that he thinks we’re not going to say anything. That’s why it brings me even more joy to see that stupid smirk disappear when I say that his failure to comply with what I’m saying now will result in him being left alone in the desert for the vultures to devour, reminding him that no one is surviving on their own out here.
From the look on his face, I can tell that it’s probably been a long time since anyone’s spoken to him like this. For all I know, he’s never been talked down to at all, and this is the first time he’s been confronted in his life. That could very well be the case, given the absolute shock he’s expressing over being confronted one time. 
I can tell that Deviant is trying to come up with something to say about me, so I just turn away before he can say anything. Prophet then does the same, and we walk back to his tent together. 
Hopefully he backs off for now, knowing that he’s not immune to the criticism he hurls at us nonstop. He probably won’t, but it’s nice to know that we can get a reaction out of him too at the very least. Maybe now, Prophet and I can actually focus on work that will benefit us instead of having to worry about one asshole weighing us down constantly.
Deviant hasn’t come after us, so that’s a good sign, but for now, I’m staying right here so if he tries to come for Prophet, I’m here with him. If he tries to go for Mourner and Mystic, they both have each other, and either one of them could see to it that Deviant is a mangled pulp within seconds under the right conditions. So for now, I’m not really worried about Deviant, but I am worried about if he’ll ever actually stop trying to destroy us…
Mourner
My entire body is trembling with rage. I keep trying to breathe and tell myself that I don’t have any reason to be angry, but then I realize that I’m lying to myself. How dare Deviant think he can just come in here and treat Mystic and I like that? Our relationship is none of his business, he is not entitled to know shit about either of our sexualities. 
"And Mystic's straight anyways, how would that piece of info do anything for him?"
On top of that, he decided that it would be okay for him to try and shake Mystic awake. He said that if I didn’t answer his questions that Mystic would. Meanwhile Mystic is getting some much needed rest and doesn’t need some idiot trying to wake him up to ask intrusive questions. So, I grabbed him by the throat and almost strangled him. He was right where I wanted him, his throat was in the palm of my hand, if I could have only squeezed a little harder…
Wait a minute, what am I thinking? Yes, I hate Deviant, but am I really on the level where I want him dead? 
"Get off of me! Get away! Oww! What the hell did I do this time!"
It takes me a while to realize that Mystic is talking in his sleep.
"Hey, Mystic." I lightly shake him, which seems to do the trick.
"What? Where am I? Who-"
"Shhhh, Mystic. It's just me.
"Oh thank god." He tries to gwt up, bur it takes him a whike.
"Why is everything still sore?"
"Isnt it always like that?"
"Goid point, but it still isnt fun." He looks at me. "There's aomethinh on your mind. What is it?"
"Do you want Deviant killed?"
He bursts out laughting, even though it clearly hurts.
On one hand, he’s a nightmare for Prophet, Destroyer, Mystic, and I to deal with. On the other hand, most people here adore him and if we got rid of him by any means, they would be upset with us and that would screw everything up. 
"Umm.. yes? Is that even a question?"
"I.. might have almost strangled him to death."
"You what?!" He says with the biggezt grin on his face.
"Almost
I didn’t wind up stranging Deviant, he begged me for mercy and I was dumb enough to take pity on him, because for a split second I thought to myself that maybe he would change. But as soon as I let him go, I regretted it. 
"For a split second, I wondered if maybe he could change his behavior. In any case, I don't think he's gonna mess with us again anytime soon."
Now I just want to find him wherever he is and beat the living shit out of him. But that would make me the bad guy, wouldn’t it?
Mystic hugs me. "God, you're amazing." 
It feels nice.
"He tried to get at you."
"Really?"
There’s very few things I truly hate more than Deviant and the anger he makes me feel. I don’t even think I’m that justified in hating him as much as I do, but when he goes after Mystic like that, I just burn up from the inside.
I nod my head. "Yeah. He was asking some… very personal questions. I wouldn't answer, so he started shaking you.
I’ve never felt so violently angry over anything until he did that. And the thoughts just won’t go away.
"Was there a time that he wasnt such a jerk?"
"Why are you asking me?" Mystic says.
"You were here for a month before I was."
I’d do anything if it meant he would be out of our lives once and for all, but there’s nothing at all I can do except sit and wait for his downfall to happen.
"No. No, he was always like this."
Suddenly through the cracks of the tent, I see him stumble by. I can’t even control my urge to get up and go outside just to see what he’s doing. When I go out, I see him stumbling around still. His throat is black and blue. With that, I laugh at him. I feel so guilty for expressing this amount of schadenfreude, but he deserves it for how he’s acted today.
When he hears me laughing, he redirects his stumble over to me and looks at me with that stupid smirk on his face, indicating that he has something dumb to say. 
"What are you gonna do, bitch? Try and attavk Mystic again?"
"And if I do? What, like I couldn't destroy your little boyfriend right now?"
"We. Are. Not. Romantically. Involved."
I spit directly on his face. He looks shocked that I would dare to do that. 
“Why don’t you just go back in your tent? I was out here minding my own business, and besides, I’m sure your boyfriend misses you.” 
He laughs at his own crude statement, and with that, I just take my leg and kick him in the back of the knees, causing him to fall face first onto the ground. Before he can get back up, I go back inside.
"Say one more word, and I. Will. End. You."
He leaves, but not for long enough.
When I hear footsteps passing the tent, I hold my breath, hoping that he doesn’t decide to come back in. My heart skips a beat when I see him looking in. Thankfully though, he keeps moving. 
"Dont. You. Even. Fucking. Dare."
"Soooo protective over your boyfriend, huh? Can't have anything bad happen to him, can we?"
I have fucking had it with him and I hope he eventually decides to leave and never come back. He gives us all a bad name and I am ashamed to say that he is one of us.
Unfortunately, I still have to work with him at the end of the day. No matter how much I hate him, no matter how hard he makes things for me, he’s still one of the leaders, and I still have to figure out how to work around every single setback he causes. I’m sick of it, but there’s nothing I can do to make it stop. Nothing I say or do will ever change the nightmare he’s created for us. 
"Mystic, do you ever wonder what life would be like if just one tiny thing changed?"
"Like the Butterfly Effect?"
"Yeah. Exactly."
"I kind of try not to. Every scenario is a happier existence than what I have now, and it just makes me sad."
"I get that."
I know that in an hour or so I’ll probably have to leave this area in order to try to talk things out with everyone else so we can figure out how to keep everything working right. I don’t want to have any discussions today, I just want to stay here with Mystic, but unfortunately if we don’t work constantly, we lose. 
"Mystic, do you-" I'm interrupted with a snore. I look down, and Mystic is asleep on my shoulder.
Sometimes I really get tired of fighting all the time, but I know that if I ever want to live my life properly, I have to fight. At the end of the day, I have to remind myself why I still continue to fight. I will fight until the day I die to avenge the souls of my mother and of Mariah, not to mention to protect the right to my identity. 
As far as discussing things with the rest of the group goes today, I really don’t want to wake Mystic up. I don’t want to bother him. But I know that if I don’t wake him up that someone else will, and that someone could wind up being Deviant. I don’t want to take that risk, because I know that if Deviant does that, he’ll seriously upset Mystic however he can.
"Mystic? Mystic, come on. Mystic, let's go back to my tent."
"Hm? What?" He says, opening his eyes.
"Come on, I don't want Deviant trying to mess with you again."
He doesn’t say anything, he just grabs my hand and leans on me. My heart flutters and I go completely speechless. He’s never done this before, and I can tell that he’s still tired, so maybe he’s just trying to lean on me so he doesn’t fall, but my god I don’t know what to do.
"Mystic, Deviant might say something."
"Let him talk."
After a moment of him holding onto my hand, I decide to just let him keep holding onto me. If Deviant has anything to say about it, I’ll break his nose. So, I continue leading Mystic to Prophet’s tent, where we agreed to meet so we could talk about battle strategies in the near future. 
We go inside and right away, I see the look in Deviant’s eyes. He wants to say something, anything that will embarrass both of us. So I look right back at him. 
"Not today, Satan." I whisper.
I have no clue what my face looks like right now, but I’m trying to send a message to him that will inform him that if he messes with us, he’s getting knocked out.
Surprisingly, he stays silent. He continues to stare at us, but he doesn’t say a single word.
"Glad everyone could make it." Prophet says.
"Where's Destroyer?" Mystic asks, slurring his speech a little.
"Jesus Christ, have you been drinking?" Deviant asks, giving both of us a look. Honestly I don’t care if he stares at us, he can stare all he wants, but he if says anything, that is when I will go after him again.
"No, just tired."
As we start speaking, Mystic and I continue holding onto each other, and thankfully no one says a word about it. The only one who seems even remotely concerned is Deviant, who continues to shoot us antagonistic glares. I just glare right back at him.
When we finish talking, Mystic and I go back, and Deviant follows us. I’m trying to ignore him, but he seems to be making that difficult on purpose. We go inside, and he stays out there, staring at us. I am trying my best to pretend he isn’t there, but it’s nearly impossible.
Eventually, Mystic notices that he’s out there, and it starts feeling like the two of us are both facing off with Deviant. None of us are saying anything, but there’s clearly a lot being exchanged from glances alone. 
"Come on, Mystic. Just ihnore him, he'll go away." He's still wrapped in my arms.
"It's hard to ignore him when I feel like Im in a horror movie!"
I laugh.
One wrong move and I will wind up fighting Deviant again. As he continues to stare at us, I find him getting harder and harder to ignore. I do not want to get in another altercation with him, but I feel as if I don’t have a choice…
Mystic
I’ve been basically attached to Mourner all day. All I want to do is go back to sleep, I’m still tired, but Deviant keeps trying to fuck with us. He keeps staring at us through the cracks of the tent. 
“Do you think you could snap his blood vessels now? I’d really appreciate that right now.” Mourner says, head resting on top of mine.
“Too. Tired.” I mumble. My powers go haywire when I’m not well rested.
“What kind of a friend are you?” I know he’s joking, but it takes me a moment to settle down.
He’s making me so mad, all I want to do is go back to sleep and he can’t even let me have that. He keeps harassing Mourner and I relentlessly and no matter what either of us do, he never stops.
“Well, he’s really just doing this to get a rise from us.” Mourner says.
“He’s doing a pretty damn good job of it.”
“That’s my point. Just ignore him, and he’ll leave us alone.”
So we just stay wrapped in each other’s arms. It feels nice. Really nice.
After a few minutes of silence, we hear footsteps moving away from the tent. Both of us have our eyes still fixed on the cracks of the tent, looking for any sign that he’s still there. When we find nothing, he starts talking to me.
I don’t really know what Deviant was doing while I was asleep, but clearly Mourner is infuriated by it. He’s red in the face and his tone is different than usual. Part of me wants to ask what’s wrong, but I don’t want to annoy him more. Then he’ll leave and I don’t think I can handle that right now.
“What happened?
For a moment he goes silent, and my head is completely flooded with anxiety. Did I make him angry? Is he annoyed with me? He’s definitely not acting like himself and it’s freaking me out. He’s usually not an angry person, so why is he so angry right now? I keep trying to run through every interaction with him lately, looking for some way I could have upset him that would explain why he’s so upset.
“He… started verbally insulting you. Trying to say that we were coddling you, then he said that the epilepsy was your fault..”
As Mourner continues rambling about Deviant, I get just as angry.
“And then he tried to say that we were… romantically involved.”
Oh god, I can feel my cheeks turning bright red. “What?”
“Yeah. Like, as if there was something wrong with that.”
“Aren’t me and him the only straight people on the team?”
“Yeah, I don’t know if he actively dorsn’t like the queer community, or he’s just… trying to tease us.”
“He’s never really been ‘one’ with the group, has he?”
“Yeah.”
We start bringing up all the instances we’ve seen him almost killed by our own people because he was a little too close to FEAR during battle. Rumor has it that he’s even been seen conversing with them. 
It’s scary to think about, because that honestly does sound like something he would do. I’d love to believe he wouldn’t stoop that low, but we all know that he would. Any time that someone tries to humanize him and think that he wouldn’t do some disgusting action, he goes ahead and does it. When Destroyer first showed up, we all hoped that he wouldn’t harass Destroyer because it was so obvious that he had been through horrific trauma. We all told ourselves that Deviant wouldn’t stoop that low, but he did. Within days, he was constantly prodding Destroyer and going out of his way to trigger him.
I know that Mourner and I are making fun of Deviant as a way to make light of everything he puts us through, but it gets scary sometimes because we all know that Deviant would absolutely do everything we speculate him of doing. He just keeps getting worse and he answers to no one, so no one can stop him without killing him and we all know how that would go.
“I honestly want to see him dead.” I mumble into Mourner’s chest.
“You shouldn’t say that about another fighter. We need all hands on deck if we want to defeat these bastards.”
“No one knows if he’s even one of us. And don’t act like you don’t hate his guts.”
To be fully honest, at this point I think that the four of us at least all want him dead because he’s such a danger to us. He ruins everything and at this point I would rather see him die than accept that he’ll continue to be a part of us.
“While you were asleep, after… everything else, he, umm… he tried to say other things, and.. I just lost it.”
“What does that mean?”
“I put him in a chokehold. I let him go.”
I’m in shock. While I know that we’d all love to do that with Deviant, that’s the first I’ve ever heard of anyone actually doing it, let alone Mourner, who’s usually super relaxed.
For the rest of our conversation, I can barely focus because I’m still stuck on the fact that Mourner actually did that for me of all people. He actually snapped because Deviant started harassing me. I would never expect Mourner to snap like that, let alone to protect me.
The more I think about it though, Mourner has always been really protective over me. I mean I’ve always been protective over him too. Whenever anything happens during a battle, Mourner is the first person I look for to make sure he’s okay.
“You know you really didn’t have to do that.”
“You’re my best friend. Of course I’m going to protect you.”
Everyone else knows this too. I guess Mourner and I are just closer than everyone else. But that doesn’t make sense because we’re all pretty close out here, we don’t have much of a choice given our scenario.
He yawns. “God, I’m tired. If he tries to bother you, just wake me up.”
“Will do.” I say, but he’s asleep by that point.
Mourner has always been my best friend since the moment I met him out here. Ever since we became friends, we were inseparable. And while I’m close with Prophet and Destroyer too, my bond with them is nothing like my bond with Mourner. I can’t really describe it other than saying that I don’t see myself in the future without Mourner, no matter what the circumstance may be. 
I think I’d even go as far as to say I’d want to marry him…but I’m not into guys like that…right? I don’t think I am at least. I’ve never put any actual thought into my sexuality until now. I spent the entirety of my life being told that it was a dirty and evil thing, especially if you felt that attraction towards someone of the same gender. If you lived in the city, they could kill you if they found out about that. At the very least, if they found out, life as you knew it was over.
Not to mention that in the asylum, there were some people sent there because their families found out that they had lovers of the same gender. I always felt so much anger and fear for them. And for the longest time, I’ve always figured it was just because they were in the same situation I was just because of who they loved.
But if I do actually like guys…I don’t like Mourner, do I? I mean, my bond with him is unlike anything I’ve ever experienced with anyone else. I don’t feel the way I do about Mourner towards anyone else I’ve ever met. He’s the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen, the most amazing person I’d ever met, and I don’t know what I would do if I didn’t have him in my life. And I would absolutely marry him if he asked.
What the hell do I even do about these… feelings? I’m not going to tell him, he would never think of me that same way, he would just be disgusted and not want anything to do with me anymore. My heart sinks just thinking about that. I don’t think I could live without him, he’s my everything. I’d do anything to make him happy, and that’s going to mean not telling him that I’m into him.
My god this night has been a disaster. I’m going to feel like such a fake pretending that I’m not in love with Mourner the way I am. It feels weird, we’ve been close for years and just one confession could ruin that. I don’t know how I’m going to stay quiet, but it looks like I’m going to need to learn now…
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ginni came home and showed gulaabo ji the jala hua diary
gulaabo ji ecstatic
idk why tho
kuch bhi toh nahi rha diary ka, covers ke alaaava
gulaabo ji finally noticing ki hein why this fuckin burnt to a crisp
telling where you find this did you tell adi call him and tell him
ginni told truth
ginni shows pic of daarji and her dad
gulaabo dimpy shampy shock mein
lol the acting of the dimpy shampy kids tho
bless their hearts
udhar adi reading legal papers ke daarji has decided to give 50% of all assets to gulaabo ji and fam
ambar simmering in BG
taayiji like OMFG what we gonna do hum kangaal ho jayenge
dairy toh maine aise hi……
bwahahahaha
ambar is fuckin livid when he realises
oh god they're teaming up now
adi leaving with papers
ambar takes it from them and phaad diya
ambar doing bechara acting and said I'm stopping you from making a mistake
taayiji saying ginni and fam will just interpret this as you trying to put a monetary value and purchase their sammaan
blah blah they keep at it to brainwash stupid adi
and he's like yeah we should do what's right for ginni
lmaoooooooooo he's like ok so imma just take the lawyer to ginni's and let her decide how she wants compensation
ambar and taayiji like asjkdksdjksjdksjk 50% jaane ko tha ab poora ka poora chala jayga haath se
hahahahahahahahahaha
ginni lamenting ke she went to that fam unhe apna maanke
but daarji and ambar always knew whose daughter she was
and just kept cheating her
poora ka poora Singh parivaar fraud hai
gulaabo ji is in alag lvl of rage
ek toh business kharaab kiya
upar se ladki ki life bhi
she's about to burn this shit down
daaaaayum idk who's writing this show but the female characters are chefs kiss 🤌🏽🤌🏽🤌🏽
I was scared gulaabo ji would be back on her shaadi vyaah bs telling ginni to forgive it's ok it's sasuraal
but clearly ginni gets her rage from her mom lol
gulaabo ji chaaku leke nikli threatening to murder them all
ginni like wtf stop
gulaabo like tu sasural ki ho gyi hai kya fckin decide whose side you're on
ginni finally gets knife away and says i wanna punish them too but not like this
we got till the diary, now we have to tell the truth to world
ki what these ppl did to us
we will do it together as a fam
we will get justice for papaji
police case court case jo chaahe karenge
and we willlllllll fuck them up
adi here with lawyer
lmao if looks could kill
adi would be a pile of ash on the floor like that dhaaba was 2 weeks ago
adi like i've brought him so you can do all the proceedings
gulaabo ji like we don't want a hissa of your paapi business
kyun karoon main deal with the murderers of my husband
i gave you such a precious thing of mine, my daughter
and you proved me wrong
ok but why everyone yelling at HIM
for what his dad and grandad did
woh toh bechaara iss mulk mein bhi nahi tha
usko dhakke maar ke nikaala tha uske baap ne
anyway poor lil baby adi *pats his head*
lots of khari khoti being sunaofied to him
ginni like pls leave
adi saying pls i really didn't know
since i found out i've been dying in guilt pls i really love you
ginni like if you love me then why didn't you tell me the truth
coz you were scared. not of losing me. but that your family ka truth will be exposed.
btw she's not yelling haan
bohut rage hai but she's talking calmly
ginni says if you really wanna give me something, give me justice
tell the world what your family did to mine
i don't want you to throw money at this
i want healing
kaun sayaana yeh show likh rha hai yaaar 😭😭😭
itna logic saha nahi jaa rha
ginni asking bolo de sakte ho this justice
that the world learns ki what caliber ka chef my dad was
adi like i'll do it i promise
thinks about how daarji is sick and fighting for his life and tells ginni not now, let him become ok
ginni says good you care for your fam
so even i will
and you're just using daarji as an excuse to emotionally blackmail
girl pls let's calm down
anyway she's like my family should keep suffering but yours shouldnt face any inconvenience
he's begging pls just give me time
anyway she calls out his stupid fuckin family for driving her dad to madness and asks for accountability from them
he's still promising justice but need some time
she's like ok fine then
only talk to me through lawyers
that's it
he's determined ki i'll do what I said
precap: daarji asking for ginni and adi saying she didn't come back she wants justice
taayiji angry and yelling she just wants badla from us
also there's an angry mob outside their house
and someone threw ink on daarji
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sadly it’s the same person still, I have so many questions omg- ok so, if boruto was in your “universe” what would it be like? Would the kids still even be there?
Thoughts on shikamaru?
Another one, so we all should know, soulmates, how did it feel when u got that moon thing on your hand? While Naruto got a circle looking thing that looked like a sun.
if you were to choose, would u rather have 1 day with, young Naruto(before team 7) genin naruto(when team 7 started), shippuden naruto(when the war started) or hokage Naruto?
oh my god this ask actually made me moan in delight (not sexually, like eating a good tomato more like), these are amazing questions.
im going to assume you mean a sequel to shippuden that deals with our adult lives when you say "boruto", im not gonna craft a whole thing im just gonna kind of give you my important points:
the genre isnt baby kiddy shounen. theyre making a show for people who are adults now, the genre needs to be adult political thriller shounen. none of this aliens from space bullshit. this is why i mentioned legend of korra. as much as OG atla fans want to pretend it sucks, LOK is enduring because it understood the assignment of catering to the SAME fanbase but recognizing the CHANGE in demographics. just like ATLA, there are tons of political problems that need to be addressed by the end of "naruto", the answer to them cant be some gen X bullshit "welp what matters is that we know theyre problems~" thats fucking lazy and boring.
this means things like the hyuuga structue, Amegakure, reformation of the mist, reformation of the chunin exams, the "role" of shinobi, war orphans, recognition of past crimes against humanity including the genocide of the uchiha, the fascist nature of things like the ANBU and the political structure of konoha, etc. all these things need to be up for grabs.
in essence, we know that tobirama is responsible for all the infrastructure that makes the shinobi world complete shit. naruto needs to be the antithesis to that if hes to be hokage. i dont think he needs to be hokage to do that, so that can also be a plot point.
in terms of kids, im just gonna let shikatema rock even though i hate it. they can have kids right away if they want, i dont care. i thnk its weird that even though everyone got married at different times, we all ~happened~ to have kids the same year. i think its easier to deal with if some main cast kids are older than others because then you can have teams without building on side characters like moegi that didnt matter before and shouldnt matter now.
the one thing i think should remain the same, is that the driver of the plot should still be the evolution of my relationship with naruto. now that we found each other, how do we really find and achieve peace for ourselves?
thoughts on shikamaru?
i think hes a toxic incel who gets away with being a douchebag because he has a "stoic cool guy" persona. he never evolves on his views of women, he just marries the one woman who he sees as a "not like other girls" girl. hes never punished for his views either. he disrespects his teammate constantly who hes literally useless without. he only props up the guy on his team who is consistently a liability to them (and i mean im friends with choji and i think hes a good ninja but cmon) because hes a guy. i hate him. we are banned from 3 separate bars for fighting. yes the count has gone up. dont ask.
soulmate tats?
the best way i can describe it is.... you know that at base, naruto and i feel "for" each other in a strong way. we feel proud when the other is, sad when the other is, angry when the other is, what have you. thats part of deeply loving someone, but also something special i think we have going on. the tattoos felt like putting glasses on those feelings, or maybe a microscope? or an x-ray? i dont know? but all of a sudden it felt like you could see the red thread of fate itself, where exactly we need to put our feelings to bend reality itself, how our feelings can be used (for each other)...that sort of thing. kind of like unlocking the keys to the universe and learning how to use your muscles to mold the universe at the same time.
if you asking how it physically felt to receive them then no it wasnt like a tattoo, it felt like i guess when you scratch an itch or wake up suddenly after a long deep sleep? something like that? but thats me. im actually not sure if naruto feels differently, you can ask him.
if i could choose?
this question is crazy haha. if you could guarantee it wouldnt change the future and i could just spend the day in like a pocket dimension or something just for the experience....
i think i'd want to spend time with shippuden naruto so i could learn what i missed? thats the only time (i hope) that we would have been separated so.... and i know he would like to hear that everything went well with us. i'd like to see his face as i told him that, i bet hed be like "UGH WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN 😳" heh.
2nd place goes to academy baby naruto because i want to derive energy from his...cute nature.
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Leverage Log: The Low Low Price Job
Ok so based on the name, we're either dealing with As Seen On TV products that are made so cheap as to endanger people, general "store discounts that are only affordable because its made in a sweatshop in china" shenanigans, or a Big box chain using an up front loss to drive the locals out of business and become a de-facto local monopoly before type of story. (did I mention that capitalism sucks yet?) --- Ok government inspector is looking round a store and is pulling lies out of their ass. --- I agree with Elliot, Composting is good but should not be done in a kitchen. That is a health inspectors nightmare. --- Oh its about the a big box store, thats bribing the inspector (and zoning comittee) into shutting down competition. Why is she talking about it as if its a small town? Since when is Portland a small town? Thats a major American city right? --- I stand corrected, just because she's currently in portland to talk to Leverage Inc, does not mean she's from Portland. She's from a (presumeably fictitious) small US town called Apple Springs (home of America's largest garden gnome) --- Ok it seems we're not even going to try and make the villain act like a human person. Just openly gloating to her intern about how she's gonna destroy the town. --- And once again Nate makes the point: The Food Industry is only thing scarier then Sterling. I like the premise of them going for a "smaller" target (a single store rather then the megacorp attached), but its sort of a suck that this episode promises to end with a "the real villain got away with it all in the end" sort of deal. (maybe the sequel series can do a call-back episode where they go after Corporate) --- Sophie starts listing Cadmium Poisoning symptoms. To a woman whose hotel room we have seen Parker and Nate break into already. This can only mean 1 thing: Its chemical warfare time! --- Oh so thats how corporate plays? Forging crimes onto Sophies Forged identity? Guess we might see Nate take the gloves off and take down corporate after all. (cause lets be clear, if this is a thing they know how to do it means they do it on the regular for non con-artists) --- I dont think Elliot is lying about his old man running a hardware store, like this could be an attempt to make the guy more sympathetic to his cause to aid the union, but this feels genuine.
Old man has diabetes... that is ominous, I feel like Elliot might be about to get himself a surrogate dad only to lose him. --- And she's met Nate. (only Hardison and Parker remain un-compromised)
Eliiot's dad is real. --- Oh she tracked them back to Portland. Now that either means our heroes somehow tipped her off deliberately or that she's got GPS tracking on her employees.
Oh she said the F word, (which means she can F off) also shouldnt the poisoning be kicking in right now? sure she prevented Sophie from telling the town about the "cadmium" but thats no reason to make her think she's not dying of cadmium poisoning. Making her think the thing she covered up is a genuine threat awaiting re-discovery is a great way for our heroes to get her on the mental back-foot --- "its not like we can make bad luck". Nate, im sorry to say that you're an idiot. Making it look like an accident is literally crimes 101. --- Sophie's bringing in the army. (oh the Kaki's and overall flashmob. Classic)
Oh Elliot's surrogate Dad just died and/or got hospitalised. --- Record sales? Oh we're so framing her for theft arent we. (rigged the cash registers to claim they're taking 99.99 for the TV's while still taking the full 999.99) And she even bragged "the TV's were my idea" so when the citisens sue Value!More over their fraudulent cash-receipts her bosses will pull out a recording from their phone conversation proving her guilt by her own admission! --- Wait it wasn't part of Nate's plan? Our team just accidentally pulled a loss leader? Goddamn it. Well the HQ guy is coming for the BBQ now. Which is probably on the parking lot that she thinks is cadmium poison... So poison HQ guy with cadmium and get her superiors to shut her store down? --- Wait we're only renovating her hotel room now? In literally any other episode we would've seen Nate and Parker break into the store, and then had a greyed out flashback of the things they did while there to poison the ever loving heck out of this woman. --- I dont like that, now that we're finally getting to the "drugging her by putting chemicals in her make-up and sleepmask" sequence we took out her shower. (I get it, its to make her more anxious over meeting HQ guy for her promotion by not letting her take care of herself. But we literally had an entire Poison story right there with the Cadmium and this is breaking from that narrative, it feels like the broken shower is an unnecessary risk. Im not saying she deserves a shower it just distracts from the Cadmium Poisoning story) --- And we got ourselves the classic "broadcast their conversation over the intercom". Last shot of her seeing Leverage Inc lined up so she can connect the dots of her being played somehow. Strong end to a rather weak episode. --- Our heroes are turning the not-really poisoned big box store into a theatre. (nice place for Sophie to Own instead of Rent, plus a good back-up now that the Frame Up Job compromised their new Portland residency) --- there's something really weird about the way in which Elliot keeps getting in short-term relationships with female clients.
Elliot is off to reunite with dad, but it seems that time will do what time will do. (whomever owns the home now has excellent taste in windchimes though. Love the little dolphins) --- This episode was generally sub-par as far as A-plot goes, every twist and one-up by Caroline felt like it came from right up a writers behind, and the final conclusion of "our battle shut off the one store but Evil Incorporated continues to win the war" leaves this episode overall unsatisfying in its climax. The Elliot sub-plot was good though. Just not enough to fix a broken episode.
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{this show was off the walls. He looked so good. And the energy was just??}
You stood uncomfortably at your flights gate with Harry. After being with Harry for five shows, your anxiety had reached a peak leaving you to be faced with one of your worst panic attacks before the St. Louis show. Harry didn’t want you to feel so much mental pressure so he suggested that you go home, he even bought you a ticket without consulting with you.
Your shoulders were tense as you stood rigid next to Harry. You were beyond upset and sad. You felt like a burden who being sent away to make everyone else feel better.
“Love, it will be ok. I’ll see you in two weeks for the Nashville show.” Harry comments watching your face scrunch up withholding the tears. “I just want you to see your therapist for a few days.”
“I don’t wanna go. It was one panic attack. Ive done fine every other night and on the bus.” You huff not making eye contact with Harry. “You’re just sending me away.”
Harry feels his heart break in two. “That’s not-“
“We are now welcoming our first class passengers.” He was cut off by the attendant. You grab your duffle on the ground, opening your phone to the electronic ticket. You moved to get in the line but Harry was quick to grab your arm to stop you. You couldn’t stop the tears from welling in your eyes at the look of hurt on his face.
“You’re not even gonna say goodbye?” He whispers.
“Why should I? You said it for me when you purchased the ticket without even talking to me about it. I’ll call you when I land, I love you and goodbye.” You snatched your arm away, rushing to the slowly growing line of passengers.
Harry watched in defeat as you trudged onto the bridge that boarded onto the plane. You felt those traitorous tears push past the surface, your feet feeling like they were dragging behind you- wanting you to go back to your heart.
The entire flight home was painful. All hours spent on the flight looking lifelessly out of the window. Harry put you in first class but none of the comfortable perks could make you happy.
It was weird to walk back into your home with no one there walking in with you or even waiting for you. The house was dark and quiet and you felt scared to even be in the stupid beach side mansion all alone. Times like this made you regret moving in with Harry. This house only felt like home when he was there, any other time felt like your own personal solitary confinement.
Hey lovie, hope you’re flight went well. Having groceries delivered to the house for you. I love you and miss you. Xxx H.
You scoffed. That anger from before bubbling within you. He misses you? You left him on read, the pettiness easing the anger.
Harry’s eyebrows shot up at the small read notification under his sent message. He waited a few moments thinking maybe you just forgot to press send. Minutes turned to hours and hours turned into the next day.
You sat at the dining room table watching the waves eat up the sand and pull granules away at a time. Your laptop sat in front of you after you finished a telehealth therapy appointment. A ring sounded from the laptop signaling that someone was FaceTiming you.
Harry’s icon popped up in the corner of the screen. You hesitated before answering. You couldn’t bare to look at yourself in the camera knowing you looked a mess. Your eyes swollen from the sobbing during therapy. Harry thought you looked beautiful nonetheless.
“Good morning baby.” He broke the silence.
“Hi.” Was all you could muster. This wasn’t the two of you. You both would normally fill a space with sound and giggles and now it was just silence.
“How did you sleep?” He asks. He looked as disheveled as you. Hair messy, face red and puffy.
“Fine.” You didn’t look at him, playing with the frayed edges of your Live on Tour hoodie. Harry huffed in frustration.
“Is this how it will be from now on?” He snapped. Your head snapped up out of shock.
“You’re getting at me like somethings my fault!” You snapped back.
“Well, we didn’t leave on the right foot.”
“You sent me away!” You retaliate.
“No, I did not. You had a panic attack before I went on stage. I had to come on stage late because I was consoling you.”
You flinched at his comment and tone of voice.
“So it’s my fault? I can’t control the panic attacks. It wasn’t like I conjured one up for attention.” His lack of response broke you. “Really?”
“No, I don’t think you did it for attention but it’s a lot Y/N. I want to take you on tour with me but it’s a lot for me and you know it’s a lot for you.” He tries. His words hurt though. You’ve felt like a burden your entire life and to feel that way because of the love of your life hurts even more.
“Ok. Um, I have to go.” You choke out. Harry shakes his head, the weight of his words catching up with you.
“I didn’t mean it in that way. I love you and I only want to protect you.”
“Yeah, protect me by sending me away when things get tough. I’m sorry for being a burden Harry.” You hang up before he could get the last word in.
Harry sat on his hotel bed shocked. He doesn’t know how things escalated the way they did. He made her feel like a burden. His body racks with sobs as he thinks of how his love must be feeling.
The day of Harry’s Philly show you felt uneasy. You didn’t like not being with Harry. You got so used to your preshow rituals with him. It hurt to be left out after being so involved.
Harry felt the same way. His regret evident in the way that he couldn’t stop blowing up your phone with short apologies and messages. He woke up alone in the hotel room on the day of a show feeling like utter crap.
His stomach was in knots and his heart couldn’t stop pounding. Normally before a show you both would share a light meal and have small discussions about nothing. You both would take silly selfies together or watch tiktoks. But now it was just Harry.
He pulled his phone out of his pocket, impulsively clicking your contact to face time.
“Pick up, pick up, pick up…” He mutters. He lets out a sigh of relief when your face reveals.
“Hi, Harry.” You murmur, your face squished into a pillow, his pillow because it smells good.
“Hi-hi baby.” He stutters fidgeting in his seat.
“What do you need?”
“I need you. You’re not a burden. I want you here, not there but here. I have a show in a few hours and all I can think about is how you’re not here with me.” He cries. You sit up in the bed, tearing up watching your boyfriend cry. His shoulders shook with the sobs that wracked through his chest.
“Harry, please breathe. Your gonna hurt yourself.” You try to calm him down but can tell it’s not working.
“Come back.” He whimpers.
“I-I think I’m going to stay home until Nashville. We both need a breather from each other and I know I need to see my psychiatrist and probably get some new anxiety medication. Which will take the two weeks to kick in you know?” You reason. Harry wiped his face of tears nodding understandingly.
“Ok. I miss you though. I fucked up horribly by making you feel less than. I know you’re not a burden and I’d do anything for you. The stress of tour is starting to weigh on me and I took it out in you when I shouldnt have. I also thought I was keeping you safe by sending you home, but I shouldn’t have done that. Because we are a team, I shouldn’t be making choices for you.”
“Thank you for apologizing. I understand why you did what you did. You were trying to protect me, I know. I love you Bubby.” Harry felt his world come back together at the nickname, a signal that you two would be alright. “You have a show in like three hours, you need to get ready. Eat some food, drink water please, and I’ll go and scroll through TikTok and send you all of my faves ok?”
“Ok. Thank you for being everything to me. I couldn’t do what I do today if I didn’t have you in my life.” Harry’s sincerity made your heart swell.
“You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me. We will be alright. Now go!” You urged him to hang up the phone. He gave you one last smile before hanging up.
Watching Harry through some Instagram live wasn’t what you had planned for but it felt good to see him. He even wore the outfit you picked out with Harry lambert, the blue and pink paying homage to fine line. You’re heart gushes when he tells the crowd that he’s feeling really happy.
The next day you have another therapy appointment with your regular therapist, you even phone in Harry to join the call. You felt warm on the inside as your therapist reassured that you and Harry’s relationship was on the right path. She even said that you and Harry were meant to be together.
She didn’t have to tell Harry that for him to already know that information. I mean he had the ring sitting in his pocket to prove it.
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Could you pls write and imagine where the reader is Phillips sister, and her and Benny have to keep it low-key? Maybe it gets real risky when the two teams have that argument between Ham and Phillips too? I love ur work! ✌️
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A/N: first off I am so sorry it took this long to answer, honestly had writers block and well this is what I wrote. so hopefully this is near to what you asked for. again I am so sorry I took forever to write this knowing how short it is. love you all!
When you heard your brother and his gang talking about how sucky the sandlot boys are, you just continued to roll your eyes. You of course were aware of who they are. Unbeknownst to philips, you were actually dating one of them. The one and only benny the jet is your boyfriend. Your relationship started out kinda weird, but it has blossomed into something beautiful, a forbidden love type of thing, which was more fun than having to tell your brother and your whole family about it. You knew the mess it would create and you just didn't want to pull benny into this mess of a family you had.
As you walked passed his room going downstairs, you had heard one of his friends say, “what if we go down there and get them to play us, at our field, they will sure make a fool out of themselves.” he said as you frowned, knowing that the ones that are fools are your brother and his friends. As you were listening some more, you were quick to walk away which caught your brother's gaze, “hey, y/n, wanna come with us?” he asked as you turned around, “where to?” you said as he nodded, “we going to the sandlot, gonna offer them to play us, even if they are going to lose.” he said as you walked over to him and shook your head, “ you don't even know them, how do you know how they play, if anything they would be better than you.” you said as he scoffed and you followed them along.
As you arrived you first spotted Benny as you got off your bike and smirked at him as you saw your brother and his gang walk up to them as you giggled, but followed them.
“y/n, go over there for a bit.” Philip said as he pointed at the benches where a tree was near on the side as you headed over there getting eyed by all the guys.
As you sat there Benny managed to sneak off as the guys were bickering and fighting. You know momma jokes and all.
As you were facing away from Benny he swapped you off your feet and began to giggle as he kissed your cheeks and you turned around to kiss him as he took you in and held your face.
“You need to come more often.” he said in between the kiss as you hummed.
Once you stopped he caressed your face a bit as you heard the guys still fighting.
“So what are you gonna get me if i win.” he asked as you giggled, “if you win? You know you're gonna win. And well that could be a small surprise for as it is for me” you said as you nodded, “alright, well i'll be waiting for my prize then.” he said as you heard louder bicker and you knew it was getting worse.
You both walk out behind the tree as you see phillips get his hands on ham.
“Philips! Let him go! Who do you think you are?” you said shoving him away from them as he frowned, “why the heck do you care? Why are you defending them?” he said as he saw you and Benny were together.
“Because you don't do that to people! Gosh would it hurt you to be nice to them?” you yelled as philips got close to you face to face as you were ready to punch him but you felt a tug from benny as you lowered your hand, again philips had noticed this and bit his cheek.
“Benjamin get your hands off of her!” He said again , “You shoved him. “Stop it, I'm serious.'' you said as philips scoffed, “you shouldnt be protecting him, what are you two dating now?.]” he said as you walked over to him, “and if I was, what is the matter? It's none of your business if I am. I feel sorry for the girl who you've dated,” you said as philips grew tense, “oh wait you haven't dated any girls!” you said as the guys began to giggle and he walked away and you began to leave and you huffed and turned around toward the guys, “i'm sorry about him, he thinks he is all thought, but inside he is a real baby. I already know you guys would beat them in a heartbeat, even with that little fella of yours over there.” you said as they all blushed and benny smiled.
“Thanks y/n.” Ham said as you giggled and Benny grabbed your hand, “I'll take you home.” He said as the guys whooped at you and Benny as you nodded.
As you walked home he left you at your doorstep as you kissed him, “i'm sorry if i was too showy, i didn't mean to, i just didn't want you to get hurt.” he said as you shook your head, “it's alright, besides it's time we take things to the public arena since everyone is so interested.” you said as he nodded, “yeah, yeah yeah, is getting quite annoying, so this will surely shut him up.” he said as you nodded.
“Well good, see you tomorrow?” you asked as he nodded and you gave him one more kiss.
As you walked into your house you walked in the kitchen hoping that philips wouldn't bring what he thinks he saw. So far nothing was said, you just hoped it stayed that way knowing that Philips would flip if he knew. But it was fun for you leaving your brother in the unknown. What doesn't know won't hurt him.
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While playing Engage there were moments during Yunaka's supports where I thought "Huh, she kinda sounds like Ruby..." and now my brain is hungry for a repentant assassin Ruby that desperately wants to move beyond her past and make herself into something, someone, better
Ruby carefully ran the whetstone across the blade of her scythe, her body relaxing as she listened to the crackling of the flames and sound of metal scraping against stone. Her eyes caught the tip of the tattoos that covered her arm, reminders of the life she was running from. She slowly sat her whetstone down and pulled her sleeve up to look over the tattoo of Salem’s emblem and the tribal tattoos that Raven had made her get. Her heart pounded in her chest at the thought of either of them coming after her, chasing her down in order to get her back…
“Ruby? Are you okay?” 
“I’m fine Jaune,” Ruby said in her usual fake and cheery tone as she pulled her sleeve down. “Why wouldnt I be?” 
Jaune sat down next to her and put his hands out to the fire. “Because you’re sitting out here in the middle of the night, sharpening your blade again like you’ve done for the last three nights. So… what’s on your mind?” 
“I promise Jaune, I’m fine.” Ruby folded up her scythe and got up to stick it back into her tent, a heavy sigh leaving her lips as her fingers traced the casing of her weapon. “Why do you worry so much about me?” 
“Why shouldnt I?” 
“Because you dont know me.” 
“I know enough. You were caught in a hard place and a rock between fighting off grimm and running from bandits. All because you stole from them.” 
Ruby nodded and made her way back to the fire and stared into it. It wasnt mostly a lie, she was running from bandits and she did steal from them, even if she hadnt quite been forthcoming about what she took or even why she was with those bandits to begin with. After all, it wasnt like she could just tell him that she used to be an assassin. Especially since he and the rest of his team seemed to be working for Ozpin. “And you’re sure Vale will be safe? Or at least safe for me?” 
“Of course it will.” Jaune pulled out his scroll and smiled a bit. “We’re about another two days out to my team, and then the five of us can start making our way back to Vale to report to Ozpin.” 
“What exactly have you guys been looking for anyway?” 
“Mostly tracking grimm movements, trying to keep bandits away from villages, and looking to see why a few huntsmen have gone missing over the last few years.” 
Ruby put up a nervous smile as her heart started to pound in her chest again. “Wouldnt they be missing due to grimm attacks? Not all grimm are taken down easily.” 
“That’s what we’re thinking, but some of the blade strikes dont match up with most grimm claws or tusks.” Jaune stood up and stretched before heading back to his tent. “You should get some rest. Make sure the fire goes out before you sleep. We have a long day ahead of us.” 
Ruby relaxed a bit and poked the fire with a stick to start covering a few of the logs in ash to put the fire out. Her fingers twitched and reached to the dagger she kept strapped to her side, fear running through her as she thought about running away once more. After a few deep breaths and the soothing crackling of the flames in the night, she slowly pulled her hand away from her dagger and sighed. “Just a few more days and I can see what I can do about putting my skills to use as a huntress. This is what I want, a new life that I can use to fix my mistakes. And maybe to keep out of Salem’s eyes.” 
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I think a fix it could would in the case of everyone jumping back to way before the events of the game, as in like before kabbu left for bugaria, vi was probably still in the hive, leif still stuck in snakemouth den. (jump back in this case meaning them being back in their younger selves' bodies, rather them being separate, ig.) either vi does some hefty legwork in reaching out to communicate w kabbu back in his home and frees leif by herself, then coordinate going into the wild grasslands at the same time kabbu's family is heading out to beat the Beast's ass, or kabbu just tries to be extra careful on the trek to bugaria (which might not actually work with a creature like the Beast... 😵). either way it'd also give vi a chance to leave the hive and go about the whole being talked down thing better (try.... she makes bets with EVERYONE in the hive that she'll be the top explorer within the year and makes BANK) and leif just gets to hang out. maybe reconnect with his family and parent vi until the time comes to form an exploration team with kabbu. and they just do everything IN game pretty much the same, but less surprised and maybe more prepared for the wasp king's fake outs
IVE BEEN THINKING SO MUCH ABOUT THIS SINCE YOU SENT IT HELLO????? HERE CONTENT!!!
bro i am such a slut for teen/grown character gets sent back to their childhood and tries to fix things but also they are like 6. like. that is my jam. all the memories and ptsd that a six year old who at this point has lived a reasonably nice life shouldnt have.
okay okay so vi is baby, just freshly pupated into having real legs and shit.
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takes a look around and is like. why am i baby. and after a few days she realizes that she is in fact in the past and not in a weird dream.
So then she's like. Well, i refuse to relive my childhood i will die of boredom. but i cant just leave. except she totally does.
she steals a needle, which is way too big bc she just pupated like, last week. and a small bag to carry food. AND SHE JUST FUCKING TRUCKS IT TO SNAKEMOUTH
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like, shes a lil roughed up, but the bandits haven't settled in defiant root. and she hasnt outgrown her wings yet, so she can actually fly for long periods of time, and flies over most of the enemies. really the greatest danger is an adult realizing shes all alone lol.
but she makes it! she sneaks through and gets to leif!
she quickly and well, mostly stealthily breaks leif out of the web.
Leif is understandably super fucking confused. But he catches on fairly quickly. He is very fucking surprised by how fucking minuscule vi is.
spuder also shows up but leif freezes him and they get the hell out of dodge.
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Vi: Leif is like. where kabbu. and vi has to explain that she came here all by herself all the way from the hive and kabbu is likely still in the north. Vi is promptly grounded for reckless endangerment of herself.
Leif: how even old are you anyway ur so tiny.
Vi: five.
Leif: YOURE FIVE????? Oh god we're so old. ur five years old fuck.
Vi: Aren't you like, the same age as Kabbu?
Leif: Vi, We're 34 years old. We have an entire decade on Kabbu.
Vi: WHAT I THOUGHT U WERE BOTH OLD
Leif: YOU THOUGH KABBU WAS OLD?? HE'S BARELY OLDER THAN YOU??? Oh god kabbu is only like, thirteen oh god.
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Anyway Leif gives Vi a bath in the fucking river bc shes super nasty from traveling on the road all by herself for weeks.
Leif: We are not going to be seen with a dirty bee that is way too young to be outside the hive. That just screams "kidnapping."
Vi: well they didnt send anyone to look for me when i ran away last time
Leif: One. thats super sad. Two. You are five years old. We think they'll be a little more concerned. We are going to be so mad if we get arrested for kidnapping.
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Leif: So nice lisp you got there. How long is that going to last?
Vi: Two more molts. :(
Leif: OH good this is adorable. You are never going to live this down.
Vi: I'll stab you!
Leif: Do it. We won't carry you anymore.
Vi: You wouldn't! I'm too cute to walk!
Leif: Better behave or you'll be walking back on those teeny little legs.
Vi: I should have waited for Kabbu and then got you. Kabbu wouldn't treat me like this.
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Anyway, they get back to the hive. And Leif explains that no he did not kidnap Vi but he brought her back. And Vi is like. This man is my dad/friend i'm keeping him so you either better let him into the hive or let me live with him.
And the hive is like. No? ur five u dont know what u want. But vi keeps escaping the hive. and going to find leif (who got a house in desert root.)
so they just fucking. let her spend her free time outside the hive. even though she shouldn be outside for another five years. shes supposed to sleep in the hive but she sleeps at Leif's a lot. She also becomes sisters with Jaune a lot earlier. (leif also lowkey adopts jaune lol.)
after about two or three years, guess who comes through desert root!!!
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Vi does careen into Kabbu at the speed of light. they did that whole little thing where kabbu spins vi around in a circle while they hug
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leif can't run as fast as vi can fly but dont worry he also got a hug.
and kabbu got to introduce his families to each other.
Kabbu: Master, Bit, this is Leif and Vi, the ones I've spoken with you about. Leif, Vi, this is, this is Master and Bit. We all made it. We all made it we're all here! :,)
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tell us about lady caine!!! please. what are your headcanons/thoughts/etc??
oh my god bestie you are going to regret asking me this i have so many thoughts
but before i start, as always quick disclaimer that very little of this is based on anything in canon it is all just the Vibes from my heart
now first and foremost. she is a lesbian and i will die on this hill. HOWEVER. while she was young and figuring out her sexuality she was had a comp het crush on eugene (i mean come on who didnt amiright gals 🥴) so they ended up going on like one date, then after that one date she was like "ope yeah im definitely a lesbian sorry rider" and he was like "lmfao its cool 🤝" mlm/wlw solidarity 😌
she and eugene pulled a few jobs together back in the day but they had very different reasons. she stole from the castle to be like "fuck the monarchy and fuck frederic" and eugene did it a) to pay back his debts to the baron and b) for fun. they recognized that they both had very different motives but they had the same goal so they still teamed up a lot. they were friends but they were never like. Close.
caine grew up in corona and never wanted to leave it because its her home! her dad loved corona and believed that it was a good place right up until he got thrown in jail for a minor crime. lady caine took that to heart because her dad believed in the kingdom and believed it could be better, and it COULD but she saw fred as the thing that was in the way of corona's improvement, and by association rapunzel. her mom was never rly in the picture, so once she lost her dad she pretty much had no one. but she cared about corona and thought that it could be as good as her dad said it was if it weren't for frederic, so she made plans to overthrow the king because she believed it would save corona
once rapunzel came home, everyone was celebrating and was like "wow the king and queen must be so happy!" and lady caine is PISSED because wtf???? fred gets to pull all this shit while rapunzels gone but now that shes back we're all just supposed to forget about it and be happy???? and shes angry because fred gets his daughter back after all these years but caine doesnt get her dad back even though rapunzel's kidnapping is the reason she lost her dad in the first place. so she is even angier at the king than she was before and she goes "fuck it! we're going to interrupt the coronation because everyones going to be watching and we need to remind the people of the fucked up shit frederic did and he shouldnt just get to look down on us like this!!"
also going back to her dad, she has NO idea what happened to him because she was never allowed to stay in contact with him after he got arrested. she has no way of knowing if he got executed or was still in jail or what happened. once she gets thrown in the dungeon after the coronation, she starts asking around to try to find out what happened, eventually she finds out that he died in jail and thats pretty much her breaking point. he was what she was holding onto to think about how good the kingdom could be, but he died and maybe theres no hope for it after all. which is why she tries to leave in that one horse episode (the one with axel. i forget the name all i remember is that i hate it).
THEN. she is in her moment in the boat episode (peril on the high seas i think??? you know the one). FIRST OF ALL she was the one to plan most of it. she was like "fuck it we're on a boat, we're getting the hell away from corona right now." she straight up murders the guards that were supposed to be on the boat. (side note but in that episode they make a comment at the beginning where eugene is like "??? if this is a prison barge where are the guards?" and its not brought up again. it is basically canon that the prisoners fucking killed the guards.) shes running the ship in this, and shes no explicitly in charge because no one on that boat would be very happy about it if she was straight up telling them what to do but like. shes the one handling things
also a little unpopular opinion but i dont think she really cares at all about eugene. she first hears about Flynn Rider™️ saving the lost princess and she goes "?? okay? idc good for him i guess" because she has bigger things to worry about than him. and its not like he abandoned his morals or anything because she knew that he wasnt in it for the same reasons as her so she was pretty much like "alrighty then rider's with the princess now, i do not care" but shes pretty pissed at him during the coronation and the boat because hes directly getting in her way, shes especially annoyed during the coronation because shes like "bitch you KNOW why im doing this wtf" but she still gets it and doesnt hold a grudge against him specifically any more than shes holding a grudge against all of them
anyways! eventually she breaks out of prison and kind of has no idea what shes doing now because shes spent so long trying to save corona and take down the monarchy but shes all but given up that hope so she just kinda wanders around for a while. lo and behold she runs into cass, who is also on a journey of self discovery, and they fight for a while but eventually they end up sort of teaming up? they just kind of go "alright we're both trying to figure out our place in the world, might as well do it together" and, you guessed it, they get together. casscaine nation rise 😌🙌 they have an awkward mutual pining thing for a while but eventually they start dating
cass is like "hey i know you hate corona but its my home too actually and its not as bad as you think it is" so caine ends up giving corona a second chance and sees that rapunzel is queen and shes actually Making A Difference so shes not as mad anymore. later on she and cass return to corona and she goes to rapunzel and basically gives her an itemized list of things that need to be changed to make corona a better place, and she ends up kind of working for rapunzel? no one is entirely sure how caine sort of became an unofficial royal advisor other than that she pretty much walked into the castle and wouldnt stop talking until they listened to her
back to casscaine <3 everyone in corona has a fucking heart attack when cass is like "meet my new gf 🥰" and its the person that has wanted to kill all of them multiple times. shes like "its okay im domesticated now" and i mean. theyre all reformed criminals. so theyre just like "okay cool! welcome to the club" but the captain is much less receptive. he tries to be calm and chill and normal about it because he wants to be supportive of his daughters relationship but he is nearly having a stroke because back in her Crime Prime she ranked on his list of "Top Ten Criminals That Give Me Gray Hairs" (eugene takes up 3 spots on that list). after a while he warms up to her, hes still a little wary but mostly hes like "🙂whatever makes my daughter happy🙂"
okay this is already way too long so thats all for now, stan lady caine or die 💕
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Just Be Together
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Gif credit @knockknockchicagopd.
Requested by @tonio-dawson. I hope you like it. Thanks for the request. Sorry it's so late.
Taglist @nocturnalherb16. @jesseswartzwelder. @angel0135.
Going into work today, you dreaded it. It wasnt a bad working environment. Actually you loved working with the unit. But, Antonio. Thanks to a drunken night at Molly's you two confessed that you two liked each other but didnt want to jeopardize your jobs. So it was hard not to flirt and get cozy around each other. You both decided to keep it professionally. It was so damn hard though.
"Hey, can you copy this file for me"? Antonio came up behind you and you turned around. Your bodies centimeters away from each other. His cologne filled your nose. God, he smelt so yummy. You kept in the moan that wanted to escape.
"Sure. I can do that". You placed your hand on the file and Antonio grazed his index finger over your hand. Sending shivers up both your spines.
"Thank you". Antonio smirked and let go of the file. He licked his lips and walked away. Leaving you in a puddle of wetness.
"Girl"? Erin came up beside you and slapped the table bringing you out of your comatose of sexiness.
"What do you want"? You groaned.
"Why dont you just throw him on the table and have your way with him"? Erin giggled as she saw the twinkle in your eyes.
"If I could I would. But we agreed that we would keep it professional".
"That's going to kill you. You know that? What if he gets a girlfriend or something"?
"Has he said anything about seeing anyone"? You shrugged it off but was curious, pushing a strand of hair behind your ear.
"No. But a guy like Antonio wont last single for long. So go get him". She growled playfully slapping your butt.
"I kinda liked that". You laughed.
"I'll tell Antonio. Make sure he slaps that ass every chance he gets. He'll like it too". Erin chuckled, shaking her head.
You rolled your eyes and headed back to your desk. Antonio followed you as you walked. The way your body fit your tight clothes perfectly made his mouth water. Your legs he just imagined them wrapped around him. Your hands running threw his hair. Your lips on his neck. He wanted you so bad.
"Dawson"? Adam spooked Antonio.
"Dude, what"? Antonio asked agitated.
"Jeez, dont bite my head off. Here's that mugshot you asked for".
"Sorry. I'm just a little preoccupied".
"Yeah I can tell. Y/N, is looking really pretty today. Isn't she"?
"Yes. No. I mean- go away. Dont you have work to do"? Antonio yelled, pushing Adam away.
"You better go get her. Or someone else is going to scoop that hottie up". Adam teased but there was some truth to it and Antonio knew it.
"Team, where are we at with finding Mr. Brown"? Voight came walking up the stairs.
"We have some leads but theres no witnesses or cameras so we have nothing to go by". Jay spoke as he chewed on a pin.
"Alright. Let's get to work on finding them now. Y/N, Dawson. My office now". Voight ordered. You knew it was bad when you were called into his office.
Both you and Antonio walked into his office and closed the door.
"Is there anything I should worry about"? Voight started off.
"What do you mean, Sir"? You asked.
"You two are dating so if you two are okay with working with each other there shouldnt be a problem, right"?
"We're not dating". Antonio corrected him.
"Yes, they are. They're just to chicken to say it out loud". The three of you heard the others standing outside at the door. Antonio and you snickered.
"Are you or are you not"?
"We like each other, sir but just worry that it might interfere with the rules". Antonio said while looking at you.
"If you two date that's fine. Just dont give me a reason to separate you. Then we wont have a problem".
"Alright. Thank you sir". You smiled as Antonio grabbed your hand, heading out of the office.
"Finally! Now we dont have to see them drool over each other anymore". Adam exclaimed with a laugh.
"No we'll catch them making out or partially doing it in the locker room. That's what we have to look forward to". Erin giggled as she told them.
"That's not good". Adam quieted down and went back to work. Antonio laughed and pulled you close. 
"Tonight you want to go to dinner with me"?
"I would love too". You leaned in and kissed Antonio. The unit, making gagging sounds and hollering. That's what you had to look forward to but it would be all worth it for Antonio.
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actualbird · 3 years
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// spoilers for Marius SSR Will Of The Trees story part 2 and part 3 and part 4
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KJBKJKSFJJDGKJSD LMAO??? MARIUS VON WHORE???? OH MY GOD, MARIUS, U SHOWOFF. u coulda just left and got the damn wood but no, u had to go show off ur abs. go to the corner and think about what youve done
.....actually, no, i wanna see this. mc, whyd u close ur eyes. whenever i make u visit marius, i am primarily makin u lift his shirt (when im not making u fix his horrid and always up collar UGH) uve seen this already.
tho marius rlly shouldnt be doing this in literal public kjsbgskjsg. we get it, ur an exhibitionist, now put ur shirt down boy.
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oh my god, why are you like this, im going to punch u in the face and kiss u
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no no NOOOO I CANT DO THIS. BABY MARIUS WITH HIS DINO JACKET AAAAAAAAA PLEASE. HES CRYING. DONT DO THIS TO ME.
this is reigniting my desire to write a fic where somehow marius gets de-aged to little kid and the nxx team has to look after him when hes so confused and scared and just wants his brother and the team try to hide the fact that giann is missing but eventually marius finds out and runs away because hes so upset and the team have a fuckin HEARTATTACK trying to find him all night because a little kid alone in the city at night is so so so dangerous. and one of them finds him just crying on a bench and that person comforts him til the rest arrive and they all promise not to hide anything from him again
anyway they spent the rest of marius' kid transformation living together so they can look after him and thus found family feels. marius doodles a picture of the team and giann and even peanut and artem is like "this is wonderful, but where are you?" and marius is like "oh. im not important, it's you guys who matter." artem's heart is goddamn breaking so even if hes shit at drawing, he draws a little stick figure marius in the middle of everybody.
ah. ive thought about this concept a lot. also im wailing crying punching the floor
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giann von hagen little shit: confirmed. but hes a little shit with good intentions, he apparently only said that so marius would stop misbehaving and touching rainforest things without using his braincells kjbfgjsdg
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oh my god....the girl teaching mc the secret prayer carving for marriage...can we give that girl an award, pls, she didnt even get a silhouette sprite but shes out here doing god's work
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mc is so pretty oh GOSH, marius u r so so valid for just hearteyes staring like this.
ahh i cant finish watching this card, i gots date night in a bit. will continue some other time!!
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