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starchaserdreams · 1 year
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If I said I was going to re-read All The Young Dudes six chapters a week and post about it like a bookclub, would anybody join me? It would take until new years at that rate.
I never really got to gush about that book as much as I needed, so shooting my shot to see if I can try now...
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lostlavenderer · 9 days
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Literally in the span of one fanfic chapter these were all the answers to 'I love you' that have been said:
"You'll learn not to."
"It'll pass."
[Sad silence]
AND NOT ONCE DID THESE MFS SAY 'I LOVE YOU TOO'. NOT A SINGLE GODDAMN TIME. I can't deal with this istfg
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thedvilsinthedetails · 3 months
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how I think each marauder couple would act in terms of PDA
rosekiller:
ok starting strong, these guys are allergic to NOT doing PDA. Wether u HC ace rosekiller or not (i hc both don’t ask how) I think they make out everywhere
and I mean everywhere. in front of everyone.
(flashbacks to that time I was in the classroom with my friends and 2 of them r dating and started making out and me and my other friend [both single] looked at each other like :| )
starchaser/sunseeker:
Ok next up, this was tougher bc I feel like Reggie would be more reserved/uncomfortable with PDA but James defo gives me ‘EVERYONE LOOK AT MY AMAZING BOYFRIEND DID I MENTION HES MY BOYFRIEND!’ (Not that Reggie wouldn’t do that too but he’s just in general a more reserved person) but ultimately I think James would defo go along with Reggie’s vibe for that day bc he doesn’t want to make his bf uncomfortable
that being said they defo r a touchy couple so I think no outright kissing but they’re always touching. Like even if it’s just like overlapping fingers but also I feel like they often drift to the position where like James has his arms around Reg and like his chin on his shoulder maybe idk
also micro forehead kisses just bc I say so
Wolfstar:
I’d say they’re less outright PDA than rosekiller and no making out in public but Sirius defo like sprawls himself in Remus’ lap a lot and they probs do kiss a bit just not like insanely a lot
I’d say their big thing though is like I feel like Remus naturally puts a hand on Sirius’ thigh a lot. Like not in a dirty way (sometimes in a dirty way though) but in like a comforting, supportive way
Dorleneee:
ok so they’re maybe a bit more PDA than Wolfstar like I very much imagine it like:
Marlene: *sits in Dorcas’ lap* Marlene: *starts flirting madly* Dorcas: *rolls eyes* Dorcas: *flirts back* •cue kiss•
Pandalily:
Im not sure how much PDA they would rlly do but I’d say they always gravitate towards holding each other in public
also defo lots of little cheek kisses
Saying hello, saying goodbye, just randomly if they’re having a convo with the others like Lily might be saying smth I’d say Dora would defo like just quickly give her a little kiss on her cheek and Lily would kind of smile and keep talking but take Dora’s hand, maybe trace some little circles or lovehearts onto it (and vice versa too)
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jaylienpotter · 5 months
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15 questions, 15 people
Thx for the tag @marauders-everything2
Starting a new post, it was too long. Slightly modified some questions.
1. Are you named after anyone?
Nope.
2. When was the last time you cried?
Don't remember, probably yesterday.
3. Do you want to have kids?
No thanks :)
4. What sports do/have you played?
My parents tried putting me in a bunch of shit when I was younger so I've done: swimming (for some years, still not great at it lol), surfing (quit after like 2 months), kizomba dance (hated it), another type of dance, contemporary dance (I liked it but the place closed), and we went skiing several times (which I love). If horseriding counts, I did that for a year. Currently not doing any.
5. Do you use sarcasm?
Yeah, sometimes. But I'm also quite direct and straightforward. Only "straight" I am.
6. What's the first thing you notice about someone?
Their fashion style. I love going up to strangers to compliment their outfits!
7. What's your eye colour?
Dark brown.
8. Movies with sad or happy endings?
I love movies with uncertain, ambiguous endings, in which the meaning is up for debate (like Inception).
9. What talents do you have?
Fast at absorbing information (sometimes), hypercreativity, great at bullshitting in academic tests/essays, good at making accents and voices, ummm... Can't remember more.
10. Where would you like to live?
New Zealand. It's pretty and one of the least problematic English-speaking countries (wanna live somewhere where English is the official language).
11. What are your hobbies?
Writing fanfiction and original stories (more like my passion), playing The Sims 4, drawing digitally (haven't in a while though), singing?
12. Do you have any pets?
My parents have 3 dogs (no breed) and koi fish. I want a cat :')
13. How tall are you?
165 cm or 5'5" for the Americans.
14. Favourite subject in school?
At college. Don't really like any of my current classes. Ig English C1.2 because we studied the Broadway play Hamilton. Although I haven't learned anything new.
15. What is your dream job?
Writer/author, would also like to do voice acting. Maybe a psychologist too, haven't decided if I'll take a second college degree.
No pressure tags: @siriuslystarbucks @starsandmoonys @whoopsiesnodaisies @star4daisy @starchaser-lily @half-cold-coffee @cazzythefrogking @starsarestories @my-beloved-fandoms @my-castles-crumbling @reggiecantswimm @artbyace @literallytoogaytofunction @rosemelodyshah @theres-an-endless-starry-sky
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tadaxii-i · 1 month
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CONTRIBUTING TO THE CROP TOP JAMES FEST because HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY FAVOURITE HIMBOOOO
I wrote this microfic and it's really horny and kind of Reg centric because I can't help it but! It still fits the demand.
Happy Birthday - 1,550 words - Starchaser, Wolfstar, Background Marylily, Suggestive.
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Regulus had woken James up this morning.
Which was highly unusual, seeing as James usually rose before the sun and Regulus had to mourn his getting up every morning, reaching helplessly around his empty bed.
Today, though, Regulus kissed him awake just a mere minutes before his alarm clock rang.
"Mon coeur," Murmured Regulus against his cheek, the incessant presses of affection slowly but surely pulling James out of his slumber. "Mon amour, please wake up."
"Mghh…" Grumbled James, and the incoherence must have been funny to Regulus, because he chuckled quietly against his skin. Unwillingly, it made James smile too.
"Good morning." Smiled Regulus as he climbed above James, his head hanging like chandelier a few inches from James'. He didn't think he'd ever get used to waking up to the most beautiful sight in the whole world every single morning, with its unruly hair and returning freckles.
"Good morning." He hummed back, and Regulus pressed a kiss to the bridge of his nose, right where it was permanently indented from his glasses.
"Happy birthday, Jamie."
Oh yeah, it was his birthday. James liked seeing Regulus first on his birthdays - spring was returning, so his pale skin tended to brown up incredibly quickly, a myriad of freckles settling on his cheeks and shoulders. His ears took on that constant pink flush that warmed James' heart.
He must have been staring, because Regulus tilted his head to the side, his hair falling into his eyes, but still smiling. Regulus always smiled on his birthdays. James liked to joke that it was always his best gift, but he was actually always serious.
"Come on, you're falling back asleep, I can feel it." Exposed. "Get up, get up! You're only getting older from now on."
"Okay, okay, I get it." Protested James, pushing himself up on his elbows and sitting up against the pillows. Regulus scooted backwards on his knees to give him space, scrunching his nose when James brushed his sleep-puffy eyes. Regulus handed him his glasses, and suddenly the world was clearer.
"I've got a gift for you." He perked up, pushing himself off the bed to reach out into their closet. James had a premium view of the tall expanse of his legs in his shorts from here, so he was more than happy to wait for a bit.
"Why did you wake up so early? We don't have anything until this afternoon, you could have slept a little bit more." James reached out for Regulus' waist as he slid back atop the covers, a thin box clutched in his pretty hands. He leaned into his lover's touch, straddling James' legs and making himself comfortable - which was a wonderful idea, if you asked James - pushing the package against his chest.
Regulus avoided his question, instead opting for: "Open up."
James raised his brow at that, but Regulus only stuck out his tongue, so James thought it was nothing bad. He still tugged at Regulus' tongue with his teeth, though.
At a closer inspection, the box was a flat, burgundy thing with a small carving, that James recognised as a gift box he'd used for Regulus' Yule present a few years ago - probably recycling, then.
Inside, there was a small heap of fabric, meticulously folded into a neat square, of the same dark red that James knew Regulus liked on him. James unfolded it under Regulus' watchful eyes.
It was a crop top, with an inscription on it.
"Boytoy?" Scoffed James, his eyebrows shooting to his hairline. "You're so rude to me! On my birthday!"
But Regulus only leaned forward, whispering against his lips.
"It's true, though."
And it was, yes. So.
Regulus kissed him, so James would do anything he asked of him. It was clockwork, at this point.
"Wear it today?" His baby murmured in between kisses, desperately fighting against the smile threatening to cut James' face in half.
"I thought it was my day." James' hand locked into Regulus' curls.
"It is. Don't act like you don't like it. I've seen your butchered band tees."
"They're not butchered!"
"Okay, 'Fleetwood' fan. No 'Mac' in sight."
"Bitch."
"Sure."
And Regulus' body against his was so very warm.
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"PRONGS!" Sirius basically ripped his ears off as he jumped into his arms, and James caught him just before he smashed his head against the hardwood floors. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!"
"Indoors voice, Pads." Reminded Remus, but Sirius ignored him to pepper James' face with sloppy kisses.
"Thank you, Padfoot!" James pressed Sirius against him, practically crushing his smaller frame into his arms. He knew it was the way Sirius liked hugs anyway.
James had definitely mellowed out after settling down with Regulus - his fiancé, thank you very much - but he was sometimes reminded of the way he used to be whenever he saw Sirius jumping around like an overexcited puppy. He envied the way Sirius hadn't changed a bit since high school.
Behind them, Remus and Regulus exchanged a nod and a smile, sighing at their mutual disasters. The both of them weren't much better, but they hid it better, the little shits.
James did a round of hugs and kisses for every guest, receiving 'happy birthday's and low whistles from those who dared look below his pectorals.
"Damn." Marlene slapped his ass on his way to greet Dorcas, her dimples digging into her cheeks. "You're out of control today!"
"It was Reggie's idea." He denounced, ignoring Regulus' dark stare.
"Of course it was." She winked, and he winked back.
The party wasn't really a surprise, because Sirius organised a surprise party every year at the same place, same time. James had stopped pretending to be surprised after a few years, but he still appreciated the sentiment.
Still, after so many years, everyone kept coming. There was not a birthday where someone was missing - Mary had gotten a gift for Evan, for fuck's sake! And they had nothing in common. They were their own little village, an ecosystem coexisting for more than seven years for some, and almost fifteen for the rest.
"Barty J!" James cried out, slamming his hand against Barty's and smashing their shoulders together.
"You look good!" Retorted Barty, those sly eyes wrinkling at the corners. One of the first conversations he'd had with Barty once he and Reg had started dating was some teasing, good intentioned sex advice - He and Regulus had almost been together once, actually - and a weird kind of shovel talk much too similar to Sirius'. knew he had a friend in him, whether or not anyone liked to admit it.
James let go of him and Regulus kissed both of his cheeks, smiling.
Then Evan, Pandora, and late comer Mary who - according to her words - had been snogging Lily in the bathroom, then Lily, who looked like she'd, in fact, been snogged in the bathroom.
And even as they all fell through their yearly routine of hugs, bad American movies and cake, Regulus' eyes were on him; on the expanse of skin on his stomach, on the lingering hands he grazed as he circulated, on the kiss he pressed there as he got settled on the couch with a drink in his hand.
-
James didn't even get to get a glimpse of the inside of their flat before Regulus pressed him against the entrance hall's wall.
In a matter of seconds, hungry lips were on his, and James could only reciprocate, sighing and breathing against the warm, warm, hot pressure. Hands in hair, hands on arms, hands on shoulder blades, hands on bare waists, and it might just as well been Regulus' birthday from he indulged himself. James thought he was no one to stop him, really.
"Baby," James sighed against his hair as Regulus began trailing down his throat. Regulus hummed against his throat, scraping his teeth against his Adam's apple. "Baby, please."
"What do you want?" Regulus caught his lips again - James felt like he was being stringed at the tune of Regulus' violin, something to be played with and discovered.
He didn't know what he wanted, truly. Nothing, everything, just for Regulus to touch him, for fuck's sake. It was never enough, never enough, and James wanted more more more too much.
Regulus dropped on his knees, a beautiful sight with bright blue eyes - Regulus said they were grey but he didn't believe him one second - and rosy red cheeks. He was a bit tipsy from the liquor, that peach delight Dorcas kept pouring into his glass all throughout the night and he just accepted. His lips trailed the crease of James' belly button, peering up through his lashes.
James' breath caught in his chest.
It was easy to predict that Regulus would bite. It still brought James to tears when he did, sinking his sharp canines into the flesh of his flanks, willing the blood to the surface in tiny pools. Regulus' fingers trailed where his tense muscles rippled in shock, looking every bit the blood-sucking demon James knew he was.
"I just want you, my love." James whispered, never ever willing the shame the shake in his voice if it meant Regulus would grin at him like that.
"Your wish is my command."
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We should talk
Starchaser :)
Word count: 2 300
TW: Nothing much? It's a bit angsty and they talk about the dark mark so I guess if you don't wanna read that then don't
He watched as James' eyes slowly filled with tears, his gaze flicking between his eyes and arm, then he closed them, but still; he didn't say anything. And Regulus felt he might suffocate if he didn't hear him speak soon, he needed to hear something, just something, he wanted to hear his voice. Needed to. James took a deep shaky breath in, and let it slowly out as he leaned his head on his hands, opening his eyes and looking back at Regulus who was still standing in front of him.
“Say something.” He whispered, almost wanting to take a step back at the look he got from James, then he looked back down at the mark on his arm, taking another deep breath. “Anything, James. Please.”
“I got nothing to say.” His voice sounded oddly calm, and Regulus was taken by surprise. He looked angry and disappointed and betrayed, but so calm at the same time. “Absolutely nothing.”
He nodded to himself, starting to feel uncomfortable under his gaze, like he was slowly being studied inch by inch. Like all his secrets were revealed, which they pretty much were, but he felt so bare, and like James was staring straight into his soul, tearing it up into pieces. He rolled down his sleeves, folding his arms on his chest, looking down.
“I can't believe you.” He whispered after a while. “How can you-?” He trailed off, like he was unable to say the words, he just closed his eyes again, trying his best to stop the tears from falling.
“No-no you don't understand, I didn't want to. James I promise it's not-” he said quickly, needing James to believe him. “It's not what it looks like, I swear, it's not.”
“Am I supposed to believe that?”
“James, I didn't want this. I've told you, haven't I? How they were going to- you know there's no saying no to them, they do what they want. You know that.” He said. “Seriously, I didn't want it, never. If it were up to me, I'd never. But you know-”
“Stop telling me what I know.” He said, finally looking Regulus in the eyes, he looked sad, and betrayed. “Just go away.”
His eyes widened. “Jamie -”
“Don't fucking call me that.” He interrupted, and Regulus took a step back again. He had never heard James being so angry, he had never seen him like this, and it felt like a stab straight into his heart. “Go away Regulus. I- I need to think.”
“I'm sorry.” He whispered before turning around and slipping out of James' dorm room, quickly making his way out of the Gryffindor tower not stopping when his name was called. It was Sirius. He made his way down to his own common room, this time stopping when his name was called, he turned to look at the sofa where Barty and Evan were, both looking at him worriedly.
“Everything alright, Reggie?” He nodded, managing a small smile. “You sure? You don't -”
“Everything's good.” He said, disappearing into his dorm, not bothering to listen to what else they had to say. Once the door was closed he basically fell on the floor, his back against the door, pulling his knees up to his chest.
This was never supposed to happen. Never. He had never wanted to take the mark, and that's what he wanted to explain, and he needed for James to listen, but he hadn't, he didn't get a chance to explain himself. Though he was sure it would do nothing, there was no way he was going to get out of this mess.
He didn't want to lose James, he just couldn't but that just seemed inevitable, James would hate him. He had every right to, of course he did, he had done something horrible, something unforgivable, but maybe this was better than lying to him. Maybe it was for the better, though he wasn't sure for who, but maybe it was.
Regulus heard knocks on his door and someone calling his name, but he just held his hands over his ears, hoping they'd stop soon. He didn't want to talk, or see other people. He just wanted to be alone, maybe forever. He could only hope it wasn't over with them, or that he hadn't completely ruined everything, but he was sure he had. It wasn't his fault, he knew that. But it felt like it.
He hoped he had been able to resist his parents, that he could tell them no. That he could've done the same thing Sirius had done and just left. But he felt like he couldn't do that, like he was tied down, tied down to that house, their bloodline, their beliefs, and their ideas. He knew it wasn't right, that it wasn't something he believed in and wanted to follow, but like he was made to. Which he was.
He had tried to forget the night he had gotten the mark, he had tried to fight them forever, that he didn't want to. But they made it happen anyway. He did not have a choice, of course he didn't. He wished, more than anything, that he could've done something differently, fought harder and been braver so he could've just left it all behind.
He didn't sleep well. He just lied there staring at the ceiling, horrible thoughts plaguing his mind. If he fell asleep, he woke up a few hours later to a nightmare, unable and unwilling to fall back to sleep. He couldn't even focus on reading to make the early hours go by quicker, he'd just have to lay there, getting lost in his thoughts. Maybe that was fair?
Regulus avoided being outside of his dorm, he didn't want to see all those people. Especially not James, it hurt him so much every time he even caught a glance of the boy, he just couldn't face it. He didn't want to see Sirius either, every time he saw his brother in the corridors, he always looked so irritated with him. So, he just quickly ran to his classes and back to his dorm, only going to the great hall when his friends forced him to.
There was no one bothering him outside or in the more abandoned parts of the castle, so he often went to those places during nights and early mornings. He could be alone in peace, even the thoughts seemed to leave him be for a moment. Usually, it was the astronomy tower, he could look over the grounds and look at the stars on clear nights. But sometimes he wandered down to the edge of the forbidden forest, trying to distract himself with something to do.
After another sleepless night, he slowly got up from bed and made his way down to the quidditch pitch for an early morning practice. He wasn't really feeling like playing, but he was the only seeker they had so he did it anyway.
Towards the end of practice he almost fell off of his broom when he saw James sitting in the stands. He wasn't in his gear nor did he have his broom with him, so he couldn't be waiting for Gryffindor's practice to start. But he wasn't really looking at their team either, focusing on something else, though Regulus was too far away to actually see.
He was glad practice ended soon, and he couldn't stop thinking about the fact that James was sitting in the stands as he took a quick shower and changed out of his quidditch gear. It made him anxious, he wanted to talk, but he didn't want to be yelled at or for James to get mad at him. He just hoped that James wasn't here to tell him he wanted nothing to do with him anymore, that their relationship would be over. It was the last thing he wanted. When everyone had left, and he made his way up to the stands hoping James was still there.
“Hey,” He whispered when he made his way over, James looked up, smiling slightly as he closed the journal that was on his lap. He leaned against the railing, crossing his arms at his chest, letting his broom lean against the bench. “Why are you here?” He asked quietly, looking around, trying to avoid eye contact with him.
“I thought we should talk.” James looked hurt, just like he had on that night a few weeks ago. He looked hurt and tired, and he could just hope James wouldn't get mad at him. He had every right to, but Regulus just hoped it wouldn't happen. “This is the only place I thought I could find you.”
He smiled momentarily. “We don't have to talk if you don't want to.”
“I know,” James whispered. “But I want to. If you do too.” Regulus nodded. “What happened? Like what actually happened?” He asked quietly, looking at him.
“T-they made me get the- the um mark.” He said, hugging himself tighter as he looked down. “I didn't want to, but they- you can't say no to them. I promise I didn't want it…” James just nodded as Regulus took a break to wipe his eyes. “I don't believe in that shit, they're just horrible and I couldn't say no. But I promise I- James I didn't want it. I'd never. I'm sorry.”
“What are you sorry for?”
“Everything.” He whispered brokenly, more tears falling down as he looked away, trying to take a deep breath, letting out a quiet sob when James wrapped his arms around him. “I'm so s-sorry.”
“Shh, don't be sorry. It's okay.” Regulus nodded, hesitantly wrapping his arms around James' neck, hoping he wouldn't leave. “I’m sorry for not believing you.” He whispered, voice wavering with tears. “I've missed you so much.”
“I missed you too.” He said, looking up at him. James smiled even though there were tears in his eyes, Regulus reached to wipe them away with his sleeve when they fell down. “So much.”
He rose up to his tiptoes, looking him in the eyes, James gave him the smallest of nods, and closed the short distance between them; kissing him softly. It was short, but it meant so much. Everything would be okay. When they pulled away, Regulus wrapped his arms back around his neck, hiding his face back to his chest. James held him close in return, burying his face into Regulus' hair, breathing in the comforting scent.
“Why aren't you mad at me?” He asked quietly after a moment of silence, pressing himself closer as if to make sure James wouldn’t leave. “You should be…”
“But I'm not.” James whispered softly, rubbing his back to try to comfort him the best he could. “I hope you're not mad at me either.” Regulus shook his head quickly, mumbling something quietly though James didn't really catch what it was. “Let's talk later, yeah? Just wanna be with you.”
“Want to be with you too.” Regulus smiled, lifting his head to look up at him. “I'm so tired.”
“Have you slept?” Regulus shook his head. “Me neither.” He whispered, rubbing his side gently. “My dorm is empty, wanna go there, sleep a little?”
“Yeah.” He nodded, pulling away from James' hold to look at him better. “It's fucking freezing out here.”
James laughed, taking Regulus' hand into his before starting to walk towards the castle. “How did you know where I was?” He asked after a moment of walking in silence.
“I just looked at the schedule.” He smiled, and Regulus hummed. “And, you hardly ever skip practice, so it's not too hard to find you.”
“I didn't wanna go today.”
“I'm glad you did though.” James whispered, smiling as Regulus glanced at him. “Why didn't you want to go?”
“Didn't feel like it.” He whispered. “But I'm the only seeker we have, the back-up broke her leg or something I- gotta do it.”
“Why don't you wanna play?”
“I'm just tired.” He whispered, glancing at James who nodded as the walked through the castle doors, starting to walk up to James' dorm. “Also, our captain changed and he fucking sucks.”
“Yeah, I heard.”
They fell silent after that, but it wasn't an uncomfortable one, they just were silent for the rest of the walk. It felt nice to finally be with each other, even a simple gesture like holding hands made both of them feel so much better, and cared for. Everything would be okay in the end, they'd be okay.
“I’m so tired.” Regulus complained as they climbed into bed, and he could cuddle up with him. He rested his head on James' chest curling up against his side with one of his legs thrown over James' while he pulled the blanket over them, wrapping his arms around Regulus. “Are you comfortable?”
“Always with you.” He smiled, kissing his head, laughing quietly as Regulus hit his arm. “Yeah, I'm comfortable, don't worry.”
“Good, ‘cause I'm not moving.”
“Don't have to.” He whispered, starting to play with his hair. He felt better than he had in weeks, he felt safe and comforted in James' warm embrace. He had really missed this, missed the feeling of being close to him, of feeling loved. James felt it too, it felt like he could finally sleep in peace, with no worries or fears. He could be sure that Regulus wouldn't disappear, he'd still be there when they'd wake up, he'd still be there, laying in his arms, curls messily spread on his chest. “Reggie?”
“Mhm?”
“I love you.” James whispered softly, watching as Regulus lifted his head to look at him, smiling sleepily as he leaned in to give him a kiss.
“I love you too.” He whispered against his lips, giving him another kiss before laying his head back down. “Now, shut up, I wanna sleep.” James laughed, kissing his head before taking off his glasses and laying his head more comfortable on the pillow. They started to slowly drift off to sleep, both feeling happy and safe to finally be in each other's arms.
A/N:
Hellooo, hope you're well and liked this little thing, I finally got a starchaser fic written and it was so fun to write them for a change. I should probably do it more
I feel like James could not stand seeing Regulus cry, it would just break something inside him, y'know? No that's not a reason to leave out the majority of the conversation that I don't wanna write. I swear it's not
Anyway, I hoped you liked it and found it even somewhat enjoyable to read. See you around maybe somewhere sometime? Have a good the rest of your day/night/morning :)
<3
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mandaloresson · 2 days
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hi all it's ya boy Jax. I've been having Marauders brain worms for a while now, completely unexpectedly, and I can't seem to get rid of them. rping usually helps. here's a bit about me:
I'm 22 so I'm seeking 18+ or 20+ partners
CET
I love OOC chat, though it isn't necessary
doubling friendly, it's even preferred
I only write in third person
tense doesn't matter, past or present is fine
I don't do one liners, however my reply length varies; as an example, fight scenes, or other fast paced scenes, may require shorter replies
usually I can reply several times a day, but this varies based on irl circumstances
I prefer to rp and message on discord as opposed to here, but you can message me here for initial discussions
overall ghost friendly
my only personal trigger is discussion of weight in specific numbers
I have one singular plot idea that I will lay out below, but I am, of course, open to other ideas too! Here are the settings I am most interested in: stories taking place in the Marauders' last year of Hogwarts, stories set right after they graduate Hogwarts, AUs where wizarding colleges exist, fix its, and most importantly no Voldemort AUs.
Preferred ships: wolfstar and starchaser (or jegulus or whatever it's called)
Preferred roles: Sirius or Regulus
As for the specific plot idea here it is:
Briefly put: sort of a Dead Poet's Society x Young Royals x Marauders crossover AU I just thought of, but basically it would take place at a boarding school (Hogwarts?) one of the characters is a prince, the students have a super cool professor who inspires the Marauders to form the Dead Poet's Society. It isn't fully developed yet but I'd like to work on it with my rp partner.
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velidewrites · 2 years
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Multi-chapter fic series featuring a number of ships.
Divinity* || Nessian, Elucien, Feysand || ongoing
Archeron!Goddesses AU inspired by Greek Mythology.
You And I Are Going To Change The World* || Feysand, Elucien, Neris || on hiatus
ACOTAR Shadow & Bone AU.
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MULTI-CHAPTER FICS
Lead Me Into The Light* || ongoing
To get back what the Cauldron has taken from her, Elain Archeron makes a deal with Prythian’s most dangerous enemy. Now, a servant of a cruel Death God, Elain must make sure her efforts are not discovered—especially not by someone tied to her darkening heart by a golden thread. Someone like her mate.
The Sun Is Fading* || ongoing
Lucien Vanserra has lost everything: his lover, his home, his friend. Now, on a Solstice night far too cold for the fire in his blood, he watches his mate slip away from him, too—right into the arms of another male. He makes a promise then, to the stars who have never listened—he will no longer dream. From now on, Lucien is going to burn—and he’ll make sure the rest of the world burns with him.
Leave Before You Love Me* || ongoing
When a neighbouring kingdom of Scythia begs for aid in the impending war, Prince Lucien is forced into a marriage with its princess. He doesn't expect to fall for her handmaiden instead.
Across The Stars* || ongoing
When the senator of Chandrila’s debts catch up with him at last, the Galactic Empire places a bounty on his daughter’s head. But Elain Archeron is cunning, and she will not go down without a fight—certainly not to the handsome Mandalorian hunter, intent on claiming his prize.
We Could Pretend To Form An Attachment || completed
Collab with @the-lonelybarricade and @azrielshadowssing for the ACOTAR Writing Circle. Desperate to escape the ton's expectations, Elain Archeron makes an unlikely arrangement with a handsome stranger. Elucien Bridgerton AU.
ONE-SHOTS
Emissaries With Benefits* || 8.3k
When diplomacy fails, Prythian courtiers Elain and Lucien like to resort to a steamier kind of negotiation.
Flowerplay* || 4.5k
Collab with @the-lonelybarricade. With her mate sound asleep and prettier than any flower she’d ever seen, Elain can’t help it when a wicked idea blooms inside her mind.
Sooner || 5.4k
Elain reflects on her life with Lucien as his life begins slipping through her fingers.
Cinnamon and Honey || 2.4k
Lucien has long given up on his crush on Elain Archeron — until she drops by his flower shop to return a bouquet from her now ex-boyfriend. (OR: Elucien Flower Shop AU except that Lucien is the florist.)
The Fox || 2.7k
Lucien's past haunts his dreams without mercy. Fortunately, he no longer sleeps alone.
DRABBLES
Elucien Drabbles Masterlist* || ~2.3k
Here you can find all of my Elucien drabbles, short fics under 2.3k words!
Day Court Elucien Drabbles || ~1k
Here you can find my Day Court-set Elucien drabbles!
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MULTI-CHAPTER FICS
Remember, We're Madly In Love* || ongoing
When 19-year old Feyre Archeron voluntarily takes her sister's place in the Hunger Games, she expects nothing but her imminent demise. But Feyre is a survivor, and as she is thrown into a battle between life and death, she discovers there are things worth fighting for.
Starchaser* || ongoing
What if Feyre never killed the wolf in the woods that night? (ACOTAR rewrite)
Crimson Moon* || ongoing
A messy breakup forces 20 year old Feyre Archeron back to her old hometown of Forks, Washington—back to the life she thought she'd left behind. What she doesn't know, though, is that Forks has changed in her absence, its blue-tinted fog stained by fresh, crimson blood. Luckily, Feyre is ready to join the hunt.
Where Have You Been* || on hiatus
Fifteen years after Feyre Archeron and her family disappear in the middle of the night, the Prince of the Night Court enters the Blood Rite, determined to prove himself worthy of his title. He doesn't expect to be hunted by someone he believed to be dead—until she aims her arrow for his heart.
ONE-SHOTS
All I Know Is We’re Going Home || 3k
When the High Lord of Spring's bargain with Amarantha fails, Rhysand escapes the Deceiver's prison and runs to the Mortal Lands.
Intent on killing a faerie out of the hatred in her heart, Feyre spends the night hunting in the wintry woods. She doesn't expect to find a man there - the most beautiful man she'd ever seen.
The Sandman* || 2.3k
When hunger pushes a young huntress deep into the woods, she stumbles upon a creature far more dangerous than the wintry night.
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I Was Never There* || The Bone Carver x OC || 18.2k
No one remembers her name. But I do. (Chapter 23, A Court of Wings and Ruin)
Girls Just Wanna Have Fun* || Nesta x Cassian || 7.3k
Nesta is having the worst time on her vacation—until she spots a handsome stranger in a restaurant. Lucky for her, he’s determined to show her a good time.
Cassian* || Cassian x Elain || 4k
Hosting the court of her newly Made sister in her home, Elain Archeron visits Cassian's room in the middle of the night.
The Holiday* || Feysand & Elucien || 8.5k
To escape the chaos in their lives, Feyre and Elain Archeron decide to swap houses for Christmas. Neither of them expect to find love - until it comes knocking on their door.
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REQUESTED SCENARIOS
500 Word Smut Prompts* || various pairings
Here you can find short drabbles I wrote based on requested smut prompts!
Apology Prompts* || various pairings
Here you can find short drabbles I wrote based on requested apology prompts!
MOODBOARDS
ACOTAR Character Edits
A moodboard series depicting the ACOTAR characters.
ACOTAR Locations
A moodboard series depicting to locations featured in ACOTAR.
OTHER FANDOMS
Had You Said The Word* || Obi-Wan Kenobi x Satine Kryze || completed
The Clone Wars (2008) S5 E16 reimagined with Dark Side!Obi-Wan.
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klarolinexluv · 10 months
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Relating random TSwizzle lyrics to the marauders era… Part 2
the 1
James to Regulus “But we were something, don’t you think so?”
Sirius, Halloween 1981 “In my defence, I have none”
Remus to Sirius, post The Prank “You know the greatest loves of all time are over now”
Remus “And it’s another day waking up alone”
James to Peter “If one thing had been different, would everything be different today?”
All Too Well (10 Minute Version)
Regulus “And I might be okay, but I’m not fine at all”
James to Regulus “I remember it all too well”
Lily to James “You told me ‘bout your past thinking your future was me”
Sirius to James, circa 1975 “But all I felt was shame and you held my lifeless frame”
Sirius to Regulus “And I forget about you long enough to forget why I needed you”
Remus to Sirius, post The Prank “You kept me like a secret, but I kept you like an oath”
James to Regulus “So casually cruel in the name of being honest”
Lily to Severus “The idea you had of me, who was she? A never-needy ever, lovely jewel whose shine reflects on you”
Sirius “Time won’t fly, it’s like I’m paralysed by it. I’d like to be my old self again but I’m still trying to find it”
James to Regulus “And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue? Just between us did the love affair maim you too?”
False God
Regulus “They say the road gets hard and you get lost when you’re led by blind faith”
Dorlene “Honey hell is when I fight with you”
Regulus to James “Daring you to leave me just so I can try and scare you”
Wolfstar “We’d still worship this love… even if it’s a false god”
willow
Prongsfoot “Wherever you stray, I’ll follow”
Regulus “But I come back stronger than a ‘90s trend”
Wolfstar “Show me the places where the others gave you scars”
James to Regulus “You know that my train can take you home”
I Almost Do
Regulus to James “And I wish I could run to you. And I hope you know that every time I don’t, I almost do”
Regulus to Sirius “I bet you think I either moved on or hate you. ‘Cause each time you reach out, there’s no reply. I bet it never ever occurred to you that I can’t say hello to you and risk another goodbye”
James to Regulus “In my dreams, you’re touching my face and asking me if I wanna try again with you. And I almost do”
it’s time to go
Wolfstar, pre-relationship “When keeping it how it is will only break their hearts worse”
Regulus to Sirius “Sometimes giving up is the strong thing”
Sirius to Regulus “Sometimes to run is the brave thing. Sometimes walking out is the one thing that will find you the right thing”
Sirius to James about Regulus “I gave it my all, he gave me nothing at all then wondered why I left”
If This Was A Movie
Starchaser “Six months gone, and I’m still reaching even though I know you’re not there”
Remus to Sirius “Thinking ‘bout everything we’ve been through. Maybe I’ve been going back too much lately. When time stood still, and I had you”
Barty to Regulus “I’ve been waiting for you everyday since you’ve been gone”
Sirius to James, Halloween 1981 “I just want it back the way it was before”
The Archer
James to Regulus “I’ve got a hundred thrown out speeches I almost said to you”
Jily “I never grew up, it’s getting so old”
Regulus “I’ve been the archer, I’ve been the prey. Screaming, who could ever leave me, darling? But who could stay?”
Mary “And all of my heroes die all alone”
Regulus “‘Cause all of my enemies started out friends”
Idk if I’ll make another… I probably will but shhh
part 1 || part 3
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snapeingturtle · 11 months
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Rating some of the Marauders era / snera™️ ships (ships involving ppl the Marauders and Severus went to school with) I've been exposed to because I'm drunk and feeling spicy. Romantic ships only, I have different opinions on the brotps. I could talk about this all night but I chose not to make a long post.
Disclaimer: this is heavily influenced by headcanons I've convinced myself are canon and generally my opinions. Not in order from best to worst because I am drunk and I'm not proofreading this.
Prongsfoot/Starbucks/James x Sirius 10/10. James is just as inobservant as Harry. Of course he didn't notice that Sirius had a crush on him. James didn't even notice he himself was into Sirius. Love it.
Jily/James x Lily 2/10. In my heart Lily is a lesbian. Jily has some potential as a comphet storyline where they're both actually gay and think of each other as the man/woman they're supposed to like. Other than that it's a no from me.
Wolfstar/Remus x Sirius 1/10. Unpopular opinion again, I know. I see Remus having a one-sided crush on Sirius before the prank, but honestly I'm a Ronks stan because I can project my insecurities on Remus and have been in love with Tonks for years and I hate the idea of them being in a relationship with anyone else but each other. Plus, I really don't see Sirius committing and definitely not to Remus. Sirius is a bachelor for life and I identity with that. Another reason to dismiss this ship.
Snily/Severus x Lily 1/10. The only reason I don't rate this at 0 is because they're one of my favourite brotps. She's gay and not his type, they're sister souls, just look at the doe patronuses, they found security in each other like does in a herd etc. and I hate it when people say there were romantic feelings involved. I could accept this with fem!Snape though.
Starchaser (wtf is this name)/Jegulus/James x Regulus 4/10. I think it's funny to have James falling in love with his best friend's brother. I don't have any negative feelings about the ship itself. HOWEVER. As someone who has been exposed to Jegulus content despite not looking for it and Snily content despite not looking for it. Jegulus feels like m/m Snily for people who hate Snape. The content (I've seen) has the same vibe and I cannot get over that.
Remus x Lily 3/10. If I were able to see Lily as not a lesbian I would love this, not as an endgame thing but more as a teen romance that ended on ok terms before they both moved on. No strong feeling about this tbh.
Snegulus/Severus x Regulus 4/10. They're definitely not in love but they're both sluts so they probably fucked and it was probably hot. That's all.
Lily x Mary MacDonald 3/10. I would consider this as another one-sided crush situation. Mary is the token straight in their dorm and that's unfortunate for Lily.
Snucius/Severus x Lucius 8/10. They're not endgame. But they fuck. I refuse to consider Sirius calling Severus Lucius's lapdog anything but calling him his sugar baby. I don't rate this higher because Snucissa is better than just the men.
Lily x Pandora Lovegood 10/10. I don't know if they ever interacted or if they even went to school at the same time but I'm in love with the idea of them together.
Severus x Mulciber 3/10. Another one-sided crush sitch. Snape was infatuated with Mulciber at a certain point, Mulciber (forgot his first name sorry) knew and took advantage of it. That's Snape's slut origin story.
Snupin / Severus x Remus 3/10. They would never date. Doesn't fit my fantasy or the reality of their relationship. But hate-fucking in one of their offices while Remus is employed at Hogwarts? I see that. I dig it.
I also headcanon Dorcas as queer but I don't see her with Lily but I don't have any feelings about that ship in either direction so 3,5/10 maybe?
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m1lkenthusiast · 9 months
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୧ ‧₊˚ midnight love ⋅ starchaser ♡
summary: late night drabble, pre-established relationship, fluff & angst, canon compliant.
word count: 598 words.
regulus black is tired. at age 16 there is nothing that he would like to do more than collapse into his silk bed sheets awaiting him in the slytherin dormitories and sink into a long lasting slumber. alas, the world does not deem it fit to treat regulus black with such ideals. no, regulus is forced to spend the late hours of his thursday evening in the library, a cloak of silence encasing his what would be hard work. 
see, the problem with regulus stalking off to the quiet corners of the castle, in order to get his (very long) potions essay done, is that it is a public space. anyone can walk in and bother him. anyone can strut inside the cove of knowledge and sit next to regulus. anyone can then begin to cry in his ear about how his essay can wait and how he should turn even an ounce of his oh-so special attention to them. 
it could be anyone. (except it’s not). 
“reg,” he whines, “c’mon.” 
regulus fixes james with a look that can only be described as pure hatred. (regulus is a liar, and a poor one at that). their thighs are flush next to each other, james leaning his weight onto regulus’ smaller frame, his arm wrapped around the younger’s waist, hand thumbing the fabric of regulus’ robes. 
“no.” he says, firmly, “james, i told you already, i’m not leaving until this is finished.” 
james then, annoyingly, leans his head on reg’s and reaches his hand from his clothing to regulus’ own pale one. he’s warm, that was the first thing regulus noted when their skin had touched for the first time. the ancient and noble house of black is cold, from the mannerisms to the touch, showing warmth there is exposing a soft belly of flesh for the cancer to corrupt. 
james is different like that. he has not once flinched, why would he? he has nothing to fear, not when regulus is around. 
“okay love,” he murmurs. his voice is deep, and breathy, indicating that he is more tired than initially letting on. he is slumping now, his hulking figure covering regulus’ body, and  regulus wants to feel uneasy but he can’t. how can he, when he is sat in the arms of his beloved, surrounded by the comfort of books and oak? 
“potter.” 
james barely stirs. 
he sighs, “james.” 
it is a strange notion, he finds. in this space right here that they have made for themselves, he can say anything and james will not abandon him. he is inable, james potter, the sun, he believes in the lightness of others, he unwraps the worst things regulus has done and he holds them, without flinching. 
there are words regulus will never say to james. he simply doesn’t have the time. in their perfect bubble, ignoring the problems of their world, how dare he ruin it by exclaiming the thoughts corroding his head? they are thoughts of love, thoughts of death. 
mainly a wish. that however this ends, that james’ knows, regulus loves him forever. 
his love will last long after that mark is carved into his skin. long after his death. long after this war is over. 
for now though, regulus ignores the rage within. he ignores his homework, and he settles into the gentle yet strong hold his lover has waiting for him.
their love can only be seen at midnight, amongst the darkness of the shadows where regulus can whisper soft nothings that will never be heard by anyone else. 
afterall, james potter isn’t just anyone.
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owlofthenight117 · 2 years
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The Battle of the Marshmallows
Dust clears as the camera pans over a destroyed field, Owl, seen dust and soot covered, looks to the camera. Owl: It is day two of the Great Marshmallow War, dubbed the Battle of Epic Proportions by Nerd as tensions rise, the Toasted ones are quiet. The camera pans across the field where trenches had been dug out. The scenes change with Owl voicing over, the trenches are small, and few people are seen: the Toasted have fewer numbers than their foes, but they prove to be a valiant foe against the Burnt ones. Here is Nerd, who seems to be the leader of the fight.
The camera shows a shadowed figure sitting by a campfire, warming up what appear to be bullets made of toasted marshmallows. Owl continues with the voice over: Marshmallow bullets, formed from sugar, and hardened in the fire to a golden brown. They are duller than the competing ‘burned’ bullets which use the fire to completely harden the marshmallow, unfortunately it makes it more brittle, but packs a bigger punch. Another shadowy figure walks up to the shadow known as “Nerd.” They carry two smaller figures, who once set down immediately run to Nerd, grabbing the burned bullets. From the shadows Linda approaches, a sniper rifle held in her hand.
Linda: They are setting up the cannons. Fred is stocking ammunition. A boom is heard and the camera shakes. Changing scenes to the other side of the field. The Burnt ones. Trenches lit with fire, they walk on warm coals. Owl’s voice over continues.
Owl: The Burnt ones, larger in numbers, having the advantage of having the famous Spartan John-117. They are louder, and send off routine cannon firing, a display of power. As if on cue, a cannon is shot, the flaming ball of burned marshmallows shooting high into the air before exploding into a flare of flames. A shadowy wolf howls and pushes another flaming coal into the side of the trench. Kelly drops down from the top of the trench, and wacks John on the shoulder. There is no reason for it, and the situation dissolves as John and Kelly start yelling at one another. The camera switches back to Owl, who narrowly sidesteps a fallen chunk of flaming marshmallows: Mediation efforts continue as Samuel-034 tries to calm the sides. Camera changes to the lone tree, barely standing in the destroyed field. A tattered “flag” of white is tied to the branches. The Spartan is seen sitting in the tree, reading a book. A close up reveals the title “How to get your children to stop fighting” The camera pans back to Owl as another boom shakes the ground. A flying chunk of what was a cannonball hits the camera, knocking it off of its stand. The screen goes dark.
Feel free to add onto the story either though message/reblog/comments. I’ll add it/reblog it in another post :D
@embarrassedauthornerd @alpha-wo1f2 @starchaser-the-prophet @xback1021 @lialacleaf @117s-girl @valkyrie231
Ehhhh, not sure if I like it or not but…
Part 1
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rosekillerismylife · 6 months
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I need a story where a musician falls in love with a musician. Like, they are in the same orchestra but play different instruments. Maybe they are 'rivals' and hang out with different musican groups. I'm fed up with the whole 'a jock falls in love with a nerd/a musician etc'. Can't they be both losers or only cool in their special field? Really, I don't decline a good jockxnerd/musician etc. but I'd like to read a story where two musicans fall in love.
It could be in the marauders fandom.
Like, I can see ravenrock (BenjyxPeter) on the sidelines (like not in centre but as support characters) as the conductor (Benjy) and as a clarinet/flute (Peter). Benjy ans Peter are the probably most grounded marauders ship because they are just so casual. Benjy is the most competent and would control the orchestra while Peter sits in the first row and just looks pretty but also has a complicated instrument.
Rosekiller would be either trumpet (Barty) and drums (Evan) or both on the drums. They are just so full of themselves and loud that they belong with the loudest (if the instruments are played in forte) instruments. Also, both of those instruments are the most insane and funny during practise.
Nobleflower (NarcissaxAlice) would be a bassoon (Narcissa) and Alice could be an artist (either singing or painting). Narcissa, because her parents forced her to play the clarinet but she hated it and switched to bassoon and Alice just gives a painter vibe or a singer. That's kind of just her personality.
Seaflower (DorcasxMarlene) would play the oboe (Dorcas) and the trombone (Marlene). In this ship, both of them are crazy and loud but Marlene is the loudest and most narcisstic one, so she has to play the trombone and Dorcas is equally insane but in a smaller and more quiet way, so she plays the oboe.
Wolfstar (SiriusxRemus) would play the trombone (Sirius) and the double bass (Remus). Sirius plays the trombone because he is the most narcisstic of the marauders fandom and has a big ego. Remus on the other hand is big and scary but really quiet and an introvert so he probably would play the double bass.
MaryLily(I don't know what exactly their shipname is, please tell me and educate me) would play the trompet (Mary) and the horn (Lily). Mary is just loud and funny and fills the room while Lily is more subtle but mean/funny/sarcastic with precision, she doesn't waste things.
Bellatrix and Rita would play the saxophone and the flute. They would annoy each other because they would compete who plays the loudest and Rita would be extremely pert while Bellatrix would lose her mind because she doesn't understand why Rita is like this but would seduce her at the same time with erotic solo parts that match her insanity.
Starchaser (RegulusxJames) would play the piano (Regulus) and the cello (James). Regulus just occasionally plays with an orchestra and is not really part of one but he really enjoys it. On the other hand, his mother might've forced him to play the violin and once he got away from her, he just couldn't get rid of the last bit of her so he continued to play it like a bad habit. James is a soft cellist because that instrument has a big and (for me) happy sound, so it practically creates James personality.
Pandora plays the clarinet and if necessary switches to either the Eb clarinet or the bass clarinet but only if the orchestra lacks of one of those. She just seems to be insane enough to always try new instruments because she gets easily bored with the instrument she already plays.
As for Xenophilius, I either imagine him as Pandora's supporter who doesn't play an instrument but cheers for her during a concert or he is one of the drummers because I can just imagine him there in the back, occasionally smoking during practises (while the window is open, of course) and still managing to play precise rhythms.
Emmeline could play the baritone horn or the tube. Because she's a strong bisexual and even though her body is rather small (compared to the males), the sound of her instrument is great.
Snape plays an annoying clarinet. He always colides with Sirius and James because he's too loud and too self confident to realize that he plays too loud even if he should play quietly.
Frank could easily play the tuba, the euphonium or a trumpet. I don't exactly know that much about his character but he would fit well into the chaotic group of trumpet players as the one that is the most mature? I don't know.
Anyhow, there would be a lot of relationship drama and Benjy would lose his mind to cope with them (of course there would be other players, they are a big orchestra) but it would still be fun. I'd really like to read something in that direction. If this already exists, can someone please give me a recommendation?
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atlasdoe · 2 years
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Hello my name is Ace and this is me brain rotting a marauders voldemort wins au with wolfstar starchaser and nobleflower
btw this fic is going to have three parts (volumes?? books?? idk) and this is mostly just what I have planned for the first one
So imagine a world where Voldemort wins the war but the war happened before The Marauders were born.
So basically The Marauders have always lived in a world where Voldemort is in charge and purebloods are superior. 
Muggles know that magic exists and when muggleborns start showing signs of magic they immediately go on a registry and are taken away from their families because they’re seen as “stealing magic”
Any purebloods or halfbloods that are caught or seen going against Voldemort get arrested and are mostly made to work for Voldemort as his castles staff and thats how a lot of our main characters have ended up.
Voldemort has taken over Hogwarts and now lives there. The old classrooms have been turned into guest bedrooms and other various rooms and the common rooms/dorms have been stripped of everything that made then habitable and are where the staff/prisoners live. 
In the old Slytherin common room is where the halfbreeds are kept (they’re supposed to only be allowed out when they’re needed) 
Oh yeah also the staff are also the Order and are secretly planning a rebellion and trying to find ways that they can take Voldemort down from the inside.
context out of the way lets get into the plot
So Narcissa Black is set to marry Lucius Malfoy and they're having the wedding at Hogwarts so every important pureblood family are staying at the castle for the event. 
Out of these families are of corse the Black family.
Upon hearing the the Black family will be coming, during an Order meeting James, Remus and Alice decide to make a bet on who can shag one of the Black cousins first
Because Voldemort is cocky and doesn't have as much control over his staff as he thinks he does. Also James, Alice and Remus are cocky and think they can each have relations with a member of the Black family without shit hitting the fan.
So Remus goes for Sirius and they immediately fall in love. Like love at first sight, they feel like they’ve known each other their entire lives type shit.
The Black cousins are close in this fic so Sirius obviously tells Regulus about Remus and Regulus tells Sirius to stop seeing him.
Sirius is confused because he was almost certain that Regulus would be happy for them
BUT (and heres the plot twist) it’s because Sirius and Remus have met before and they had their memories whipped.
SO a few years ago Remus used to live with his mother, step mother, two brothers and two step sisters and they lived near the Number 12 Grimmauld place. 
Sirius and Remus ended up meeting one day and fell in love. Remus met Regulus and became friends with him also and it was all great until Bellatrix found out while she was visiting her cousins.
Now in this fic Bellatrix is a villain and is completely insane but she cares about her family and uses her love for her cousins and wanting to keep her cousins and sisters safe as an excuse for her actions.
Because she knows what will happen to Sirius if he gets caught being with a halfblood she decided to obliviate both Remus and Sirius and send Remus to Hogwarts where he was then bitten by Greyback and made to believe that he was born a werewolf and has always lived in Hogwarts 
Regulus somehow ended up keeping their memories and locking them in two rings.
So when Remus and Sirius wear the rings they have their memories back.
Regulus gives Sirius his ring and explains everything after Sirius finds Regulus with James and calls him a hypocrite and is so mad that Regulus things that Sirius will hate him forever if he doesn't explain.
Immediately after Sirius gives Remus his ring and Remus gets all of his memories back.
Unfortunately though theres not much they can do about their situation beyond that. Even with his memories back Remus still can’t just leave Hogwarts and be with his family again and now that Remus is a werewolf theres even more of a reason on why they aren't allowed to be together.
Sad times for Wolfstar.
ANYWAYS MEANWHILE WITH STARCHASER
James is a fuckboy and is highly confident that he will win the bet.
Until he doesnt because Regulus is a little shit who is hard to get. (and he knows through Sirius what could happen if he does allow himself to be with James)
James actually comes last in the bet but he’s not one to give up so he makes it his mission to seduce Regulus Black.
Now don’t worry James doesn’t harass Regulus or anything he respects his decision theres just a lot of shameless flirting that he doesn’t actually mean because he’s just trying to prove to Remus and Alice that he can get a member of the Black family to sleep with him like they did.
However as time goes on James slowly starts to fall in love with Regulus and Regulus starts to fall for James. 
I’m starting to realise that I just explained the plot to the After--
Don’t worry this will be better then After... Hopefully.
 ANYWAYS ONTO NOBLEFLOWER
So Alice is at a disadvantage because Narcissa is literally set to get married. But its either her or Bellatrix so she’s taking what she can get.
Alice and Narcissa hit it off pretty quickly and at first it is just sex but as time goes on they start to open up to each other and Narcissa realises just how much she hates her life.
Alice is the #1 Narcissa supporter and tries to teach Narcissa that she doesnt hve to live like she is
Only Narcissa does have to live like she is because if she doesnt shell end up in the same situation that Alice is in and could put her entire family in danger.
A lot of back and forth between these two but they get their feelings out in the end
Just in time for Bellatrix to find out about them and torture Alice on the morning of the wedding
Im going to leave it there because I have plans for Narcissa in part two but part one ends with the wedding and I’m still trying to figure out what everyone else will be doing in part two.
Aside from our three main forbidden romances we also have two other storylines to get through.
LIKE DORCAS, who is one of Remus’ step sisters.
(I have this thing where in nearly all of my fics Remus and Dorcas are step siblings. Idk why but i like it so just go with it)
The family were told that Remus was killed but wasn’t given a reason why.
Because of this Dorcas is in her serial killer era and is going round killing important purebloods
At the beginning of the fic she’s in Ireland and has killed the entire of the McKinnon and Bone family, apart from three.
Edgar Bones is at Hogwarts because he was arrested and Amelia and Marlene weren’t with their families at the time because they were in the woods having a Jo and Laurie moment.
Amelia is in love with Marlene but Marlene turns her down.
After Marlene leaves Amelia heartbroken in the woods Dorcas approaches her.
While killing the others Dorcas took note of the absence of Edgar, Amelia and Marlene and after finding Marlene and Amelia in the woods she figured that Edgar must’ve been taken at some point. 
Dorcas figures that she could use some help and asks Amelia to join her and Amelia agrees
(Obviously the main way to go about this would be Dorcas and Marlene slowly falling in love but as much as I’m in love with Dorlene I don't know how I would go about making that happen exactly considering Marlene does go to Hogwarts with the ther purebloods and Dorcas won’t see Marlene again until halfway through part two at the earliest)
(It might be interesting to mix things up a bit and have Amelia and Dorcas be a thing but i don’t know how people will feel about that. Overall I don’t really have a set plan for Marlene, at this point the only reason why she doesn’t die with her family is because I know people will have my head if I kill Marlene off before Chapter five) 
Dorcas and Amelia spend the entire of part one killing people and scaring the shit out of everyone while making their way towards Hogwarts where they will kill Voldemort and end his reign 
Along the way they meet Benjy who goes looking for them because he wants to join them
He also tells them that he wants their help to break his boyfriend Caradoc out of Hogwarts and they agree.
MEANWHILE BACK AT HOGWARTS we have yet another forbidden love but this time with Edgar and Emmeline.
As stated before Edgar used to live in Ireland with his siblings and close to the McKinnons. While this was going on Emmeline was living with the McKinnons after her father and two younger brothers were killed.
Emmeline and Edgar used to be really good friends until Edgar was arrested.
Emmeline goes with Marlene to Hogwarts for the wedding and while she’s there she runs into Edgar.
Edgar isnt too happy to see Emmeline because she was the one who told on him and got him arrested.
So while we have Wolfstar, Nobleflower and Starchaser having their forbidden romances we also have Edgarline having a very special enemies to lovers forbidden romance.
Now I know that Edgar and Emmeline is a very unpopular ship but trust me they’re cute.
IN TERMS OF EVERYONE ELSE IM A BIT LOST ON WHAT TO DO WITH THEM
The plotlines I’ve just mentioned will be the main ones but for a lot of characters I’m having trouble placing them.
Caradoc will be apart of the Order obviously and is Benjys boyfriend
Frank is one of Alice’s old friends who appears for one chapter during part one to offer her marriage
I’m thinking Peter as a pureblood who is currently at Hogwarts and is good friends with Sirius
Lily and Mary are definitely a part of the Order and will be in a established relationship but I’m not really sure what else I can do with them. I don’t want to just make them side characters with nothing going on
As already said with Marlene she will be at Hogwarts but I dont know what she’s doing there other then observing 
Everyone else is wandering my brain trying to find somewhere in this fic to go
ANYWAYS if by some miracle you read all of that and have literally any thoughts on if its good or bad or if i should change anything or what I should do with certain characters or relatonships please let me know cause this took FOREVER to all get out of my head and into a tumblr post 
Also I dont have a name for the fic...
We really are in the beginners stages    
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— pairings: regulus black x james potter
— a/n: angst angst angst, i feel like i'm writing a lot of it these days. also, asks are open if you want to request anything!
— summary: the last visit Regulus pay to James
In a way or the other, James Potter always had a way into Regulus Black's gut. In a obnoxious, cute, extremely annoying way. Regulus hated it. To some extent. Sometimes, though, he was grateful.
They said love can't save a person. Well, Regulus says whoever said that must not have known James Potter, or they'd immediately come forward in shame to admit their mistake. Regulus, until not long ago, believed James' love could raise the dead if he so wanted.
Now, he prays for the gods it doesn't.
The cave was horrible. It was damp and smelled like death, but maybe it was only fitting. Maybe it was just what Regulus deserved. He shook the thought away, locket clasped in hand. He wouldn't die a coward, but he wouldn't die a martyr or in the bliss of knowing the war was won either. He'd die like a man. Like Icarus, who have loved the sun and tried to reach it, only to find his death in the obscure depths of a lightless ocean.
Apollo's eyes could reach him no further. Maybe Regulus should be grateful. So he began.
He drank and drank and drank, although his lungs burned with every sip, although his foolish mind begged him to call for help. For him. As if he'd still come, even after all this time, even after he swore to Regulus' face he'd rather die. Still, if Regulus held the hope somewhere within him, he didn't do anything to prove it. No, he just drank. Pretended it was firewhiskey, or cheap muggle alcohol that Barty would always have in hand, pretended he was in a gryffindor's party instead of this cave where light could not reach, pretended, of course, that he was there with him, hand in hand as he drank. James. His sun, his light.
His absence was excruciating to him, it came to Regulus with another gulp of the burning liquid. It hurt him, to remember, and Regulus cursed his memory, ever so good at storing things, for bringing that up right now. But maybe it was just trying to give Regulus a good memory for him to hold into. He wished it was that simple.
He wished the liquid didn't felt like erasing his very self. Erasing his soul, until all that was left was the hollow shell of him. And the memory of James slamming the door at him. James, the night they fell apart; James with a look of horror in his eyes, but not just that. Disgust. Pity.
James Potter looked at Regulus with such hatred that he thought he'd fall apart from it. When James hated someone, he hated them murderously. It took everything in Regulus to walk away.
"Tell me you love this, tell me you're not miserable." James inquired, the day Regulus had come to see him, before James even knew. Before they fell apart. One where Regulus too have shown up at James door. One where he was stared at in the eyes, longing of love still in his pupils. But James didn't took him in. He just stared. And it came to him that Regulus didn't have an answer. He didn't, because he hated it. He hated his family, his vow to serve the dark lord, his tongue turned bitter from it. He hated that he went straight to James, that he was the first person on his thoughts.
James listened in disbelief, until Regulus rolled up his sleeve. Then, he took a step back, and Regulus' heart shattered with it. "I didn't have a choice, James."
"Bullshit." He called it. "Sirius escaped, you could too. We could- We could've worked it out, keep you safe, but you stayed instead."
"It's not that easy." Regulus murmured. "I can't leave, they're all I have."
"That's not true. You know it's not."
"Who do I have then? My own brother left me. And don't you dare to say I have you, because that is not true either."
"Reggie, I'm really sorry. I wish things would have turned out differently. But you should go, or I'll warn the Order." The words went through Regulus heart like a bullet. It wouldn't hurt more if James had held an actual gun to his head. It was like being hit by the first wave of a tsunami, like dying without dying. Regulus felt immensely sick.
Then James closed the door. Simple as that, no goodbyes, and Regulus stayed on that porch, staring at his door until the automatic light went off.
Then again, the door, the porch. The desolate look in Regulus eyes. He didn't expected James to welcome him into his own house and offer him a cup of tea, but he didn't expected that either. The hatred, the disgust, the hint of sadness beyond all that. He slammed the door again a second later. "I've warned the Order" James announced, his voice muffled by the thick walls of the house, but Regulus heard him anyway. He would've heard it even if he whispered in the middle of a hurricane.
Except this time, Regulus disappears. And all that's left is an inconsolable James on the other side of that door, and so many miles away, a dying body in a dark cave that dreams of him.
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no but imagine an AU where starchaser were Harry's parents and they died saving him so he went with Sirius (and Remus, by extension) instead of Petunia only Sirius unconsciously blames him for the death of not only his best friend, but his baby brother as well but Regulus put the same magic on him that Lily did so he can't leave and Remus is in a similar position trying to protect him. They still don't tell him anything important though because they think (hope) Voldemort is gone as everyone else does. so he is sent off to Hogwarts at 12 to be sorted into Slytherin instead of gryffindor, make friends with Draco, and Pansy and have a similar relationship to the Slytherin skittles (we need a better name for these people) and get up to all sorts of shit.
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