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He won an award. Good job you little snot. /affectionate
#astarion#baldurs gate 3#astarion bg3#fanart#art#that guy#I drew this a few days ago but my friend told me to post it so here you go#be nice to the snow weasel he's mean bc he's sad#gaze his beauty but do not touch ty#maybe a kiss is ok#uploading this in shit quality sorry hahahahsdlfksdj#I want to draw one were he's pouty#the true self
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Haven't I given enough?
Given enough
#artists on tumblr#art#illustration#the postwoman#the bad bad shadow guy#character design#angst#everyone: oh bee is back she might post more of the postwoman and bad bad shadow guy :D#me: drop this#best I can do chief#i told my friend i wanted to draw her sad because i always draw her happy and she said when was the last time you drew her happy#and im like....thats fair#might be for another day lmao#tbh it's also a big vent art#song in caption is gilded lily by cults#using my ocs to cope
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there's no way the bathroom at peppino's pizza is actually that big but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ . hey ummm anyway.... i care them...... anyway there's a lil ramble on my take on fake pep's like psyche or whatever in tags on the og post if ur into that kinda thing :y
hey! it's a series! fake peppino world tour: [noise] [noisette] [peppino]<- u are here [gustavo] [gerome] [noisette again]
#ramble after realtags yeag. shoutout to serrangelic btw suggesting the silhouettes thing bc i would have Died otherwise#pizza tower#peppino spaghetti#fake peppino#gustavo and brick#arting#pizzaposting#so anyway i think fake peppino has like. a general awareness that he is supposed to Be Peppino and that he was Made to do that#and likewise he does generally try to...do that. the thing he does NOT realize is hes like really goddamn bad at it#not to be mean but like...c'mon. they are pretty distinctly different kinds of guys even beyond the physiology yknow.#he's neither on-brand nor fooling anyone dsjdsjjkgfsd. BUT!#since the rest of the cast generally likes him [at least as I play it] he thinks hes doing just fine#he's like 'oh they r happy with me so i must be getting a good grade in being peppino :)'#so getting told that 'yeah you actually really suck at that but that was never the reason people liked you'#and told that by og model peppino no less--yknow THE guy he's supposed to be living up to#who's already a bit intimidating for that and who ALSO totally wrecked him TWICE in the tower#making him acutely familiar with just how formidable the guy is and how much there IS to live up to....#it's a Moment for sure. not really a sad or hurt one though. just... contemplative.#thinking abt people liking him for being the guy he's already naturally been being even though that guy is Not Peppino#i don't think he's gonna be super broken up about realizing he has a bad grade in peppino given everything else hes got now#nor do i really think he cares enough to go like reinvent himself or whatever after the fact#he seems to b pretty clearly having fun with it already so i think he just keeps doing that#and in some cases he still has the pre-installed peppino traits/instincts like to cooka da pizza. and that's fine#is this projection. yes. but if youve been following me awhile you know most of my character writing is ghdhfdgf#gonna kinda expand on all this in the gerome one which is...one after next. itll be a bit but man.#anyway peppino will never admit to anyone and especially not himself that he's gotten a little attached to the guy. hee hoo#pep tends to be kinda surly but he certainly has his ways of showing he cares. all of which are on display here#''that thing is not my son'' says man currently watching thing's antics with the 'bemused dad' arms crossed pose. yeah ok buddy.#gus is totally onto him already but hes not gonna say anything.#if u read all this ur prize is not having to go decode fp's rot13. his lines are ''meant to be you...?'' and ''wrong question.''
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Achilles would hate that we’ve shortened patroclus to pat
#he told me#MY GUY INSISTED ON SAYING THE ENTIRE NAME WITHOUT RUSHING IT DO YOU REALLY THINK HED BE OKAY WITH US CALLING HIM PAT!??#the song of achilles#tsoa#madeline miller#tsoa memes#tsoa madeline miller#achilles#patroclus#patrochilles#lgbtq#sad and gay
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Catra being anxious and having panic attacks over the bad things she did is actually counter productive to any hypothetical scenario where she is self reflecting and/or receiving constructive criticism.
Her potentially having crippling anxiety over being an asshole in the past PREVENTS and/or DELAYS any changes she might potentially make.
Making this character spiral over moral dilemmas does not inherently mean she’s actively working to change her ways. Her being afraid of facing her badness does not make her good; it simply means she has anxieties toward constructive criticism/dialogue.
#in response to the dumb fuck fan comics I see about Catra having panic attacks over and over#yeah like. I get th sentiment. but really that’s not how that works#well. it DOES. but if the audience of the popular fanon POV of Catra’s character is supposed to be sympathetic#why make her a wet soggy cat (metaphorically)#why make her the sad pitiful one#if she’s making changes in her life and her behavior… wouldn’t that be… impowering ?#wouldn’t she feel happier?#she wouldn’t even need to be coddled by Adora (and company).#she’d accept the bad things she’s done and would apologize with no tears none of this wet cat bullshit attitude#actually… fuck it I’ll just write something where she does exactly that#mariposa rants#what I told you guys… that making a huge self pity party for yourself… after doing some shitty thing#is actually incredibly selfish … and silly….#(ex. bojack horseman. like. literally the entire show.)#eww mariposa ranting about bojack horseman#<<< (new tag cause I’m not down with this point)#basically. feel bad for a minute. then spend the next hour working on yourself. journaling. self therapy. actual therapy. meditate. pray.#whatever the fuck dude
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I feel like we dont talk about one of the main reasons nico was ostracized at camp, not just because hes a son of hades.
Camp half blood is small enough so that rumors and information spread fast, but that doesn't mean they are always right. So imagine you're a random camper, and you're told nico, one of the new campers, gets in a big fight with Percy. During which he makes skeletons appear and somehow opens a huge crack in the floor. But percy wins and nico leaves camp.
Don't you think it would've rang a bell?
Don't you think it would've reminded them too much of two summers ago, with luke?
Dont you think everyone would've been even more scared, because now they know nico is a child of hades, one of the big three, and therefore very powerful?
There must have been so many rumors that summer of nico being part of the kronos army. Betraying camp just like luke did.
Of course after the battle of manhattan many people would've changed their minds. Hes in their side now, after all. But there are probably still many campers who think nico left them to join luke, before he changed their mind and helped them win against luke and kronos. People who still hold a grudge against him for joining the "enemy".
#i havent read the battle of the labyrinth in a while so aorry if this gets cleared up by then#ive never really seen anyone talk about this#nico being a son of hades cant be the only reason hes not well liked by camp#of course hes just emo and traumatized and thinks everyone hates him when they dont but i dont think he was exactly popular at camp#and also this has been in my mind for a few days#i just love nico hes so sad and traumatized#my poor little guy#he got misjudged by so many people for a out of context rumor that got changed and twisted as it spread#obviously at first percy told the truth to chiron and annabeth andnother people who came to ask “yo what happened with the new kid”#(will definitely asked him) (he met nico in the infirmary and had a crush on him since)#i mean everyone must have been curious as to why the floor of the dining pavillion was all broken#but as rumors do it just turned into a broken telephone situation where the story got more and more dramatic#if you asked some (very exaggerated)people they would tell you he tried to kill percy and he was actually sent by luke to camp#percy jackson#pjo#camp half blood#heroes of olympus#nico di angelo#solangelo#pjo headcanon#percy series
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Hii, I'm here to drop a request~
Okay so, i have a thing for self-distrustive characters. Here's the idea: give me a self-harming hero who is too weak to act on it alone and willingly surrenders themselves to villain assuming (hoping maybe) they would torture them for information. Villain tho reluctant, doesn't hesitate to hurt the hero not too seriously tho. But for our self distrustive hero whatever the villain is doing is not enough to make them feel the relief they're seeking so~ let it slip out. Let them thoughtlessly cry out for more. And then give me a shocked villain. A concerned, regretful and lastly caring enough to treat their wounds villain. Give me an unresponsive to the villain's treatment hero. If you'd like to ass anything feel free <3
Much love to you friend, stay hydrated, we love you ~<33
It wasn’t like it didn’t hurt.
It just didn’t hurt enough. That’s why the hoarse please had slipped from their tongue. And it was why the weak more followed. Judging from their actions, the villain hadn’t heard it right away but when the hero cried harder, the villain’s hands came to a stop.
They’d broken three fingers, not to mention the shattered ankle. What had happened to their ankle had felt just but once the villain had moved on to their fingers, the hero had secretly begging them to break harder bones, like their collarbone or maybe even their ulna. It was sick, they knew it in their heart. It was maniacal and disturbing to feel like this.
Heroes were supposed to save people, even if their own well-being came in last. Saving themselves counted too.
The villain let go of their hand, eyes darting between the hero’s.
“What did you just say to me?” The villain’s hands went through the hero’s hair, getting a full grip of them, pulling them up.
The hero thought about their broken ankle. About how they wouldn’t be able to walk for weeks, maybe even a few months…? They always concentrated on the pain, rather than the period it took place in. By the time old pain faded, the hero always managed to get themselves into new trouble.
Letting injuries heal had never been an option. The villain let go of them.
It was hard. It was hard to lie there and accept their defeat, the fact that the villain had found out about their secret and more importantly, that they had stopped bruising the hero.
“Please,” the hero sobbed. “I can’t do this anymore.”
Their nose was running and their tears gathered together, falling down their cheeks like raindrops from the sky. Breathing was hard, their lungs felt frail from these past months and the world came crashing down around them.
When their sobs echoed from the walls, they felt truly defeated, humiliated, and the pain wasn’t enough to forget that.
For a moment, nothing happened. Neither of them said anything. All that was left in the room were the villain’s questions and the quiet sobs the hero made. Feeling overwhelmed by the horribleness of it all, the hero rolled themselves into a little ball, crying into their torn sleeve. They were ready for everything. Ready to die, ready to be bled, to be beaten, anything.
“Hey, easy there.” Once again, the villain combed their fingers through the hero’s hair but this time it was much more gentle and softer, leaving the hero with the taste of bile on their tongue. They braced themselves for new pain, impatiently waiting for the lashing out and the violent actions but nothing of that sort came. Quite the opposite: the villain scratched their scalp softly.
“Darling, what happened to you?” Their nails scraped across the hero’s skin, taking their time. It was oddly comfortable. Even though their muscles ached, they looked up at the villain crouching above them.
“Please,” the hero begged again. “Please hurt me.”
The villain was silent, biting their inner cheek as if they were considering it. But when they answered with a tender “no,” all hopes the hero had were crushed.
“Please.”
“You’re a mess. Hurting you seems to be what you want. I don’t want to give you what you want,” they explained. They wiped away a tear. “Don’t mistake this for compassion. This is me controlling your desires. This is me taunting you.”
They pulled the hero who had exhausted themselves and was completely defenceless into their arms.
“And this is me wanting information. Why did you say that?” They held them close and embarrassingly enough, it dawned on the hero how touch-starved they were.
“I am so alone,” they whispered. They mumbled the words, not even believing their own mouth for saying it. No one was supposed to hear this. “I am so alone.”
They started sobbing again. It was hopeless. The villain was the only comfort they had — even now that they weren’t hurting them.
“You will never be alone with me,” the villain said carefully. “I’ll make sure of that. Now, come on. Let’s treat your wounds.”
In all honesty, the hero had never done that. They weren’t sure if there were rules to it.
“If this is you taunting me,” the hero said, “then why do you want to treat my wounds?”
The villain gave them a grim look that didn’t leave room for protest.
“I’m asking the questions, not you.”
#I assume you meant destructive darling#have you ever watched beauty and the beast and seen the end titles where they thank Howard ashman for his work and have you ever called#your boyfriend after that and you were crying and he was like what happened so you told him that youre sad because Howard started the whole#disney renaissance with his lyrics and he died so young because of aids and his lyrics got a fucking Oscar but at that point he had died#already so he didnt even know that beauty and the beast had become the best Disney movie of all time past present and future and your#boyfriend just has to bite back his laugh because you didnt even know this guy and youre crying over him like#guys the Disney lore is too deep I could go on like this forever#writing snippet#heroxvillain prompt#heroxvillain snippet#heroes and villains#hero#villain#hero x villain#heroxvillain#an answer for an ask#request#whump
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Crying and thinking about the implications
#i saw a fic where ted learned about richies death through paul at work and#thats so sad when you think about pauls point of view#here he is working like normal#then police show up and ask for him#hes confused and follows them#then is told that his nephew is dead#how is he supposed to go back to work after that???#starkid#hatchetfield#nerdy prudes must die#hatchetverse#starkid npmd#npmd#tgwdlm#the guy who didn't like musicals#paul mathews#richie lipschitz#richard lipschitz#ted spankoffski#uncle paul
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nesta literally telling feyre that shes going to fucking died from the babe in an unpleasant way is literally just an argumental point for rhys stans to use to cover up the fact he LITERALLY hide a medical information from feyre?!?!?!? bro HE was the on who started this shit not fucking nesta????
it was rhysand's fault, he started this shit by being a stupid bitch who decided to not tell feyre
#anti feysand#neutral feyre#anti rhysand#anti acotar#pro nesta archeron#pro nesta#pro archeron sisters#“but what if shes stressed?” SHE LITERALLY FACED THE FUCKING WEAVER AND DIED SAVING PRYTHIAN SHE'LL FUCKING LIVE IF SHE WAS TOLD ABOUT THIS#none of this wouldnt been a fucking problem if RHYSAND ISNT A FUCKING ABUSER#actually NO ALL OF THIS WOULDNT HAPPEN IF FEYRE JUST FUCKING KILL HIM#KILL THAT BITCH FEYRE U DESERVED TO#RUNAWAY AND LIVE FREELY GIRL#FREE MY GIRL FEYRE!!!!!!!!#the fact stans ignored that nesta literally apologized to feyre in acosf and rhysand has not ONCE spat out the word “sorry” IN ANY OF THE#FUCKING SERIES#LITERALLY IN CHAPTER 54 ACOMAF ALL HE DO IS YAP YAP AND BLAB BLAB LIEK SHUT THE FUCK UP U STUPID BITCH#“i have a sad backstory :((( pls excused my horrid actions :(((” WOMP WOMP BITCH#you guys need to remember that rhysand has never ONCE apologized for all the horrible actions he did to feyre#yall claim to be feyre stans and proceed to defend this shit is fucking gross#sorry for this very angry rant in the tags yall
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Maybe is my very particular interpretation but for me gods are very much a Concept more than people so the whole gale/mystra thing is very much a wizard falling in love with magic itself as an artist falls in love with art itself. And oh man no matter how much you love it that cant never love you back. Not like a real person. But you feel something is missing and you dont know what it is (it is real human connection and people who actually love you) so you are like. "Ah i see i could become Better At What I Am I just need to Improve." And thats your thing ! and what people said you were good at since you were a kid thats where your value is isnt it!!
#mystra telling gale to kill himself its a metaphor of thinking you have to crunch and overwork in this essay i will#bg3#bg3 spoilers#anyways i find gale/mystra fucked up thing fascinating narrativelly in like#oh This Really Would Fuck Up Someone Big Time Wouldnt It#in a loving gale way in a “im studying what happened here” way not in a shipping way u know#like this story its so good.#so many things that in the first game were like xd gale really loves u for doing the bare minimun haha lmao lol#are like. oh boy he didnt even have the bare minimun#sometimes in his romance he says such sad stuff like “its nice to feel wanted :>”#bestie thats the bare minimun in a relationship what did mystra did to you#a friend who just started act 1 told me “gale has very low standars for a guy who fucked a god.you would think he expected more from people#makes u think.....#he is like some colleages tried to contact/visit me at first#like colleages not friends gale?? did you had some friend apart fron tara before the game????#gale of waterdeep#mystra
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So after four months, Bell's Hells are off the moon
0.5/5 Stars - Some of the locals were nice but activities were shit and needs new management.
But what's this? Aabria with a steel chair!? She's probably cackling looking at the socials right now
#critical role#critical role spoilers#cr3 spoilers#cr spoilers#cr3#cr3e92#bell's hells#bells hells#crown keepers#aabria iyengar#glad they got to go off on Liliana though she needed to be told what for#drop them all at the key why don't you though? Not exactly helpful#four months for us but it was like a weekend trip for them - a terrible not fun at all weekend trip#the swap was extremely unexpected yes but we did want to see Dorian#but honestly Lolth what the shit? Are all the betrayer gods scheming? Aren't we all on the same side with Predathos?#to be fair I was dreading more bitter angst so I'm glad the Hells are comforting one another#but as an Ashton fan I wanted more of how they're feeling than the usual 'Imogen Laudna and Orym are sad' stuff#they lost their best friend after all - let Taliesin use his wordsmithery#nothing against the three but they do carry a lot of the narrative because of how intertwined their emotional states are with the plot#and ofc as a shipper I wanted Fearne and Ashton to comfort one another but hopefully next episode#but Orym's sending was tragic the lil guy needs Dorian right now so we better not kill him#big drider fear vision though no thank you no más non merci instant transmission outta there#we're either killing or writing off Opal for Deni$e it feels but poor Aimee is on her lonesome up there#if you see this hi Aabria! Unlikely but still hi Aabria!
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Whenever Halsin giggles, or does that little hum of a chuckle, every protective instinct in my brain synapses instantly lights up.
#BG3 Musing#Halsin Posting#he giggles! i cannot describe that laugh as anything less than a giggle or more than a chuckle#i am such a sucker for characters who exist in divides of assumption#you think oh this giant man must have a big boisterous laugh (and like maybe he does) but no! it's a delicate little thing#you think this guy who a moment ago as a bear was growling and snarling and demanding blood be shed is a beast#that enjoys the activity - but the first thing he says to you is to pardon his mess#like i live for that appearances are deceiving cliche i don't care how many times i see it#and i love those little reminders that halsin is - in fact - elven - he is a fae creature#even if he doesn't look like a stereotypical elf he still exhibits elven traits and it's delightful#but also halsin needs to be protected - that is the giggle of a little boy coming from the chest of a middle aged man#also also you ever think part of the reason he's more soft spoken was to avoid scaring people because he's been told that he's a bit scary#so he taught himself to reign it in to avoid being stereotyped because like...that's sad
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Florida: AJAJFHJDOSRIYIAHJD
The Director: What is this?
Florida: it's just a laugh!!
The Director: How can I do it?
Florida: Press any key
The Director: 4
#the woes of being an old man no one liked enough to be taught things#so sad#anyway-#btw the Director did NOT say anything funny#he just told Florida to stop killing people so violently#he doesn't want people to start investigating who's violating several parts of the Geneva code so excessively#seriously Florida you didn't need to stab that guy with a triple edged knife#Wyoming come calm your partner down before he breaks another Geneva code p lea s e#agent florida#the director#rvb#red vs blue#inccorect quotes
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Okay, but no. I’m sorry. My mom tried so hard to find me a different fantasy book series to redirect my somewhat worrying Redwall obsession, and she couldn’t. It’s not that the Redwall books are inimitable, they’re actually very imitable. But it is that Brian Jacques wasn’t setting out to write fantasy, he was setting out to write a story that kids would enjoy and that he would enjoy telling to them. I wasn’t reading 350-page novels in one sitting because I loved fantasy, I was reading them because I loved Redwall. Obviously I can’t speak for every kid, but I didn’t branch out by being handed more books in the same genre, I branched out by being given books that were written with the same genuinity.
#actually it’s a lie to say I ‘branched out’ I just read whatever I could get my grubby little hands on#but I did get irritated by well-meaning elders who went ‘Oh! You like stories with talking animals!’#or ‘Oh! You like fantasy!’#when those were just /incidentals/#what I /liked/ were stories with tension and description and excitement and humor and riddles and songs and joy and grief#I /liked/ stories where the good guys were good and the bad guys were bad and you could tell who was who#I /liked/ stories that told me it was okay to be angry and confused and hurt and scared and sad but I had to do the right thing anyway#I /liked/ stories that used big words and let me figure out what they meant instead of just telling me#It’s not that you can’t recommend books that are like Redwall.#It’s that people get confused about what makes something /like/ Redwall.#Ranger’s Apprentice had a lot more in common with Redwall than The Mistmantle Chronicles.
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the new girl at one of my favorite bakeries called me pretty this morning and it literally melted all my stress away 🥺
#kai.rambles#i was feeling sad bc my grandma is in the hospital and when i went to visit her they wouldn’t let me pass bc my license is expired#which okay ik that’s my fault but i took my passport with me just in case and the guy straight up told me that it wasn’t a valid form of id#and im like yeah tf it is ITS A PASSPORT and he said no#and while i was waiting for my mom to come down to the lobby an old lady came in and he turned her away for the same thing#and dudeee okay you turn me away fine fuck off but an old ladyyy??? at that age they don’t pay attention to that just let her pass#and then he argued with another woman bc she brought a flower arrangement and it had water so he couldn’t allow it HELLOOO??!?#so i had to leave and went to go get breakfast for my mom at least bc she stayed the night and i was supposed to stay the day#and when i came back to give her the food she told me that the nurse that was with my grandma asked what happened bc she wasn’t expecting#my mom to return and when my mom told her she immediately got so angry bc that same guy#didn’t allow her and a couple other nurses to bring in a cake for one of the residents#who’s birthday is today and they had a full on argument this morning#so it was all in all awful and now my mom has been there for more than 20 hours until later tonight when my aunt goes over :(#anyway this turned into a whole rant im sorry but im so mad bc i know for a FACT that a passport is a valid form of id#and he was just being a fkn dick#but the girl called me pretty and it took some stress off and she really liked my blush#and i liked hers so we had a little makeup 101 exchange and it was so nice at least 🥺#and i have a couple cute asks to answer that have made my day as well so i’ll get to those in a few 🥰
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Sooooo...
Ummmmm...
Happy five years?
#philza#philza minecraft#baby zombie#minecraft hardcore#man's dead#sad music blares#blood#but like in a cartoony way#Philza minecraft died for our sins#I'm kinda proud of this lol#anyways check out my other art#I swear I make better art#philza hardcore#Philza hardcore season 2#meme#fanart#if you can call it that#if that rendoc meme I posted in January told me anything you guys love memes
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