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noknowshame · 1 year

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why is religious Christmas imagery all so joyful and pleasant? where is the inherent horror of the birth of Christ? A mother is handed her newborn child, wailing and innocent. Her hands come away sticky. Red. Simply by giving her son life she has already killed him. He is doomed from the beginning. Her love will not save him from suffering. Because the thing cradled in her arms is not a baby, it is a sacrifice: born amongst the other bleating animals whose blood will one day be spilled in the name of what demands it. the night is silent with anticipation. Mary, did you know? That your womb was also a grave?

#instant conversation enders for my multiple youth pastor cousins #don’t say it (I’m gonna say it)#The Child is The Price #but i mean come on #as someone who isn't actually even christian the real-life historical version of this is still cursed as fuck #i mean we know that jesus was a person who existed. whatever circumstances he was born in #its terrifyingly ominous to imagine being so unaware of the affect your child will have on the future of humanity #time itself will one day be counted around your birth of him #and all because he will suffer an excruciatingly painful death that you will not be able to prevent #not only that. but regardless of his or your intentions #regardless of whether there is a god #for millenea unfathomable millions will have blood spilled and will spill blood in his name #atrocities will be committed that you cannot even conceive of #and all on his and your behalf #you love your child. its beautiful. but there's horror in what you've done. because everyone else will love him too #and what's more dangerous than that?

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dadbodbensisko-moved · 5 months

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answer me these: how long have you been into star trek? what was your first series? what's your favorite series? who is your favorite character? and who is your favorite captain?

i'll go first: 11 years, tos, ds9, spock, sisko

#half my life girlies #star trek #11 years of this #star trek the original series #ds9 #tos #voy #tng #i went to a comicon with my mom when i was 12 and i asked michael dorn what his favorite series was ds9 or tng and bret spiner was like #“what's yours”#and i was like “idk i haven't finished ds9”#but really i already liked ds9 better but i didn't wanna hurt the tng actors' feelings #and he was like “you can't ask him that question and not answer it” and then i got flustered #i waited in line for 45 minutes and asked that question in front of a lot of ppl i was so scared #12 year old me coming home from school everyday to watch ds9 and thinking “this slaps”#bret spiner was rly funny btw #he signed my star trek book with my deadname #then i also have the same thing signed by george takei with my other fucking deadname #walter koeing im coming for you #this time with my actual name #11 year old me being devastated after wrath of khan not knowing spock was coming back. i had the flu for the first time ever so #all the crying also made me throw up #12 year old me being devastated after nemesis and then frantically googling if data was really dead and being extra devastated when he WAS #then when jadzia died i was like “um did that just happen?”#and i was more like ?????????#i ignore her death #it just was not well written

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sirenetica · 2 months

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Get a load of these dudes!

+ some silly romance-y stuff

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mjulmjul · 1 year

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Katya / Goncharov

#yeah ik ive posted them before sorry but i REALLY like how these look together #martin scorsese #goncharov #artists on tumblr #illustration #unreality #<— posters for a ‘movie’ that doesn’t actually exist but is a tumblr meme in which everyone pretends it does&makes content for it #fascinating how we’re immediately personable w katya by knowing her first name while only knowing goncharov’s surname keeps us at a distanc #combined with him being the only major character to go by a moniker it emphasizes just how much he's been consumed by the role he plays #who is goncharov? does he know and keep it secret? or has he too lost his sense of identity?#it's reflected in these posters as we SEE katya but goncharov remains elusive - yet clearly time is running out for them both #lakjdklf ok im done now i never post meta on here so im having fun with the fictional movie #btw I updated both of the illustrations compared to the original posts but will leave those as they were #woudl be cool if my post showed up. u can do it tumblr

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egophiliac · 8 months

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just thinking about hair and faces

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #i don't THINK this counts as face horror but just in case #face horror #for your daily dose of me losing my mind over anime characters #i don't know why the hair thing surprised me so much. i think because i thought it was funny that lilia named silver after his hair color.#like ha ha lilia is hilariously bad at names how cute and silly!#oh. oh it's kind of a Thing.#anyway i am excited to see where the heck all of this stuff with silver's various dads ends up!#we still don't actually know who killed meleanor!#we still don't know literally anything about dad draconia! (dadconia? dradconia?)#we don't know what happened to the macguffin gem with its magical dad-saving powers!#(surely this will not come back to save a certain dad at a later point. of course not.)#man i was not expecting episode 7 to be all dads all the time #i mean i'm here for it but #hey remember when the highest stakes were who was gonna win the big talent show #then robots started kidnapping people and now we've just escalated from there #episode 8 our cat is going to turn into a drippy ink kaiju and we're going to have to mecha battle him to save the world or something #each member of diasomnia pilots a limb and we gattai into a giant robot dragon and hold on i gotta submit this spec script to aniplex brb

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destiny-islanders · 9 days

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atlantean pop idol sora kingdomhearts fancam

inspired by this post everyone's been redrawing

#kh #kingdom hearts #sora #destiny doodles #my name is des and i'm here to say i'll give you fandom whiplash in a major way #will i post ff next?#kh?#star wars?#even i do not know #isn't that qte prompt like really good actually #i drew that #it's dumb that i'm so proud of that but i really chef's kissed it #sorikai #just a crumb in these trying times

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lotus-pear · 8 months

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god i love skk sm i wish gay ppl were real :(

#LOTUS DRAWING ACTUAL POSES AND NOT JUST BUSTS??? WOAH #i swear i actually know anatomy and stuff i just never draw it bc it's too much effort #going to bed <<<<< staying up until two thirty to draw your otp #ALSO.. for those of you who know i'm rewatching bsd w my friend whose never seen it before.. we finally got to ep9 #and she IMMEDIATELY clocked in on skk's toxic exes energy😭😭#also she calls chuuya childe bc hes a ginger and his first reaction to seeing dazai was “fight me >:)”#she was like “omgg..hes part of the evil organization🤭 and has beef w the protag (he wants to fuck them😏) *giggles* wait. TARTAGLIA😨😨‼️”#I WAS TRYING SO HARD NOT TO SCREAM.. I COULDNT LET HER KNOW HOW DISTRAUGHT I WAS HEARING THAT FOR THE TENTH TIME #anyway we finished s1 and chuuya's her fav character so far let's see if she can learn his actual name and stop calling him childe😭😭#bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #chuuya nakahara #nakahara chuuya #soukoku #skk #lotus draws

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quarks-pussy · 4 months

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Remade this post of mine

#and this time i actually spelled his name right 🫣 (tho in my defense it's not like canon always gets it right either lol)#noonien soong #data soong #lore soong #(it is my personal conviction lore is also fully functional. with no ulterior motives whatsoever of course)#star trek the next generation #tng #ah heck it. gonna also tag the misspelling since it's so common #noonian soong #dr soong #star trek #original posts fresh from quark's pussy

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ryllen · 2 months

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when u love being called 'love'

#twst #twisted wonderland #best endearment name ever me think #there's always a little flower bud pop up in my stomach when i'm being called love #(just by random old people in the street but that's also a thing)#sebek zigvolt #twst yuu #twst mc #fanart #newly wed and in love #i once think of how he would text in a so romantic way calling u love and all #but then when he meets u in real time he always reverts back to calling you you or human bcs he is just so embarrassed #now he actually calls her love she is happy #teenage sebek would be proud or will he

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mispelled · 7 months

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Cant believe they carried the entire show and nothing bad happened to them ever. and they were t4t

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wombywoo · 1 year

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some baby arthur doodles~ 🤠

#arthur morgan #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #rdr #my art #this boy was 100% covered in dirt at all times btw #he's a lil gremlin #my 2 y/o nephew is named arthur so this is confusing me #he's an actual baby XD

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yeehawpim · 7 months

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"What are you gonna do now?"

"I want to destroy her."

"That's awful."

#original comic #artists on tumblr #comic #oc #my art #my comic #lgbtq comic #aka i had such a queer dream two nights ago I had to draw it #usually i cant remember stuff but i actually even remembered the “mean girl”s name this time #it was gidget #ive been listening to hairspray too much ig #i know the two at the end onew each other since preschool

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technomanceer · 6 months

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LETS GO LESBIANS LETS GOO LETS GOOOOOOO

#for my first time drawing both of them im actually p happy with this #anywhooo...#tadc #the amazing digital circus #tadc pomni #tadc ragatha #pomni x ragatha #buttonblossom #i think thats the name still i havent caught up #ragapom #for extra measure

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mobius-m-mobius · 7 months

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#choose your remix 😅

#mobius #loki #lokius #mcuedit #lokiedit #marveledit #owen wilson #tom hiddleston #loki spoilers #we just keep on going through it huh 😭😭#but hey i'd be seated for a dozen more times ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#and actually temporary amnesia is one of the great tropes around so let's just call it theirs now lmao #didn't suffer through years of 'who are you what's your name??' running through my mind not to stick w/ it but ngl the atv line is gold #(p.s. suburban jet ski salesman mobius i'll do the cooking i'll do the cleaning i'm free thursday night etc etc etc 😳)#loki s2 spoilers #owenwilsonedit #marvel #dianagifs

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mleemwyvern · 3 months

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the problems of being in the mcyt fandom: writing soul-crushing angst about being slowly brainwashed over a period of months, breaking free of it, and having to accept you were wrong, you hurt your best friend in a way he can never fully forgive, and still needing to take the time and effort to unlearn the entire worldview that was forced upon you because it doesn't just go away when the magic does. and the character is named sausage.

#mcyt #mcytblr #mythical sausage #<- his fault #why did he name himself that #and yes this is actual angst contained in my superhero au im having a great time #(ask me about my superhero au) (its massive)

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 8 months

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(loosely) that scene from potc... its so Them i think...

#apologies for the low quality scribbles i simply couldn't be fucked!! <3<3<3 #and they're a lil funky.... i havent drawn em in a while....#but geez. man. oof. ough #the potential of the pining + Names ouagshashjafkanvfla #THE RITUALS ARE INTRICATE #scribble salad #franklydear #welcome home #ever since finding out how they call each other by last names my brain has been Mush over that #the layers!!! the potential for development!!!#what would the transition to first-name-usage look like #i feel like they're gonna be on first name basis Before they actually refer to each other by their first names #and maybe frank will call him eddie first.... maybe....#leaving eddie to be the one maintaining a sort of 'professional' distance #but in the process making their interactions Way more intimate and emotionally Charged than they would've been otherwise #its about the suspense... about the 'am i allowed to know what your name feels like'....#the 'i want nothing more than to know what my name sounds like in your voice'#receiving your mail and waiting for the time he finally allows that little distance to be closed with one simple syllable #or delivering the mail and waiting for him to open both doors w/ hand & name #both an allowance and a confirmation and an answer and a promise wrapped up in one little word #Im Just Speculating & Rambling at this point #OUGH FRANKLYDEAR <3<3<3<3 #i cant wait to watch them really go Through the Horrors while falling in love #bc when nothing is real or certain what else can you cling to but each other #so abnormal about them....#wh has opened my eyes to the inherent romanticism & pain of mail carriers #they will always come to your door but they will also always leave #and the gifts they give you are always from someone Else #all you can hope for are those Moments where your fingers brush as they hand over letters #where the only true words between you are the ones hidden away in ink and belonging to neither of you

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