need to starve myself til i dont have the energy to move 😁
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My ana blog <3
Binged today at a dinner party, not eating for 48 hrs and purging ! ! Wish me luck, i have to go to a wedding tomorrow with yummy stuff :(
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I'm beginning to believe that I'm not doing this to lose weight, but to completely disappear
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I love getting high bc… weed. But I hate it bc I eat SO MUCH pls gimme some food ideas for what I can binge while stoned bc I gained weight from that lol
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The thibspo that actually works for me is the kind where all the bones are defined and visible and they are borderline about to go to the hospital...every time I see thinspo my thoughts are "that's not thin enough" or "where are the bones" I need bonespo that's what it is
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having an ed and not being skinny is so embarrassing bc what if i’m faking it bc i’m just a fatass who wants to feel better abt themselves and what if everyone believes that
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my toxic trait is thinking that if i lost 40lbs she would like me back
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I feel so damn lonely most of the time, until I hear my stomach growl and I don't feel so bad anymore.
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There's nothing quite like killing the old you. Moving to a new town where nobody knows you. Buying a load of houseplants and living with starngers so no one wants to stop you sleeping though lunch and having diet coke and a cigarette for dinner.
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my ed has me googling and calculating the amount of calories in a litre of olive oil…..
…..its 9000 btw :)
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