#they look breathtaking but fucking DUDE look at Yoongi
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#ultkpopnetwork#mgroupedit#bangtan#bts#Namjoon#Yoongi#Hoseok#Taehyung#Jimin#Jungkook#ev. grammys22#🤍 yeonghana's favorite collection 🤍#they look breathtaking but fucking DUDE look at Yoongi
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baked // myg
summary - it should be known that whenever you smoke, you tend to get a little extra needy for yoongi
pairing - stoner boyfriend!yoongi x girlfriend!reader
genre - smut, fluff; stoner au, established relationship au, good bad choices au
word count - 1.6k
warning - drug usage/smoking weed, shot gunning, lots of kisses, making out, oral sex, semi-public-sex (it’s at a party), sex while high, a singular bite, rip seokjin tho
author’s note - happy 420 my dudes! this is connected to my smau good bad choices it’s not relevant that you read it to understand the couple/dynamic. but if you’re interested in them, feel free to check it out. yes i accidentally posted this last week
The date was April 20th, meaning it was Seokjin’s annual 420 party. Apparently every year, he’d host a party at his place for him and his friends to just hang out, smoke weed, and chill out. Curled up next to your boyfriend on the couch, you watched as a joint was passed around, which was currently being handed off to Yoongi. You stared as he placed the filter between his lips, breathing in the smoke. As he pulled the joint away from him, Yoongi made eye contact with you and patted his lap. You scrunched your eyebrows, not quite understanding what he meant.
“He wants to shotgun it to you!” Seokjin called from the other end of the circle.
Your face began to burn, you looked back to Yoongi who had since breathed out his first toke. Biting your lip, you swung a leg over his lap. A smile grew on his face as you settled onto his thighs, straddling him now. “You don’t have to, if you don’t want to.” His voice was low as he clarified with you.
“I want to.” You responded.
Not breaking eye contact, he brought the joint back to his lips, inhaling deeply. When he pulled it away again, you moved to have your mouth hover over his. You closed your eyes as he exhaled, breathing in the smoke. His free hand sneaked it’s way up to the back of your neck, holding you still. Holding it for a few seconds, you breathed it back out. Immediately, Yoongi crashed his lips against yours, pulling you into a breathtaking kiss. There was a mix of groans and whoops as you kissed your boyfriend. Not wanting to give them too much of a show, you broke the kiss. With one last peck to his cheek, you flopped off his lap and let him pass the joint to the next person.
It wasn’t long until you began to feel the effects, your brain slowly melting as you cuddled closer to your boyfriend. The party continued on, Seokjin brought out food from the kitchen and turned on a movie. With an arm wrapped around you, Yoongi began to lean back further into the couch, taking you down with him. Now laying flush against him, you trained your eyes forward to watch the movie.
Unfortunately for you though, the movie did little to keep your attention. Instead, all you could focus on was the light drag of Yoongi’s hand as he gently rubbed your back. The touch, however innocent, sent chills down your spine. It should come as no surprise to you that when you got high, you ended up being more touchy feely with Yoongi (the few times you had smoked with him usually ended up with sloppy make out sessions and lazy touching). You turned your head up to look at Yoongi, who’s eyes were glued to the TV screen. Feeling you shift, he turned to meet your gaze.
“You alright, angel?” He questioned softly.
“Mmhmm,” you responded as you leaned closer to his face. Yoongi stiffened, but made no effort to stop you. You kissed his cheek, then his jaw, slowly peppering him with soft kisses.
His grip on you tightened. “What are you doing?”
“Nothing,” you whispered as your mouth found its way to his earlobe, giving it a slight tug between your teeth. Seemingly, that was all it took to wind Yoongi up as you felt his growing erection pressed against your thigh. Pulling away from him, despite the darkness of the room, you were still able to see a familiar dark look in his eyes as you looked into them.
“Go down the hall and to the left.” His voice was low, trying not to alert your friends that still surrounded you, watching the movie. Nodding, you peeled yourself from Yoongi’s body. Muttering a quick excuse about using the bathroom, you maneuvered your way around the people as you exited the living room. Following Yoongi’s instructions, you were met with a door. Just as you were opening it, you felt warmth behind you. A set of arms snaked around your waist. “You got needy, baby?”
Turning around in his hold, you faced him. Only answering him by pressing a kiss to his lips. He seemed to be satisfied with your answer, feeling him smile. One of his hands left your side, opening the door. The two of you stumbled into the room, never breaking the kiss. Kicking the door close behind him, he walked you backwards across the room until the back of your knees hit the edge of the bed.
You both tumbled down onto the bed, finally breaking the kiss to laugh. Gently, Yoongi scooted you up until your head rested on the pillows, the heavy scent of weed and incense filled your senses. Now hovering over you, Yoongi met your eyes, feeling all his overwhelming love and adoration. Your hand moved to cup his cheek, to which he kissed the side of your palm in return. A small gesture you’ve become acquainted with him, his own little way of telling you that he loved you.
Lowing his head, he captured your lips in another kiss. Your hand slipping from his cheek to the back of his head, you quickly threaded your fingers into his dark hair. Yoongi’s kisses always left you dizzy and you couldn’t get enough of it. Your world consisted of Yoongi and the feeling of his lips on you. Heat started pooling in your stomach, your body wanted more.
“Yoongi,” you whined, “more!”
“Hmm? What do you want more of?” He asked, his lips traveling down your neck, finding your sweet spot with no problem.
“You. Mouth. More.” You pouted. The weed in your system made your brain feel all fuzzy, the only thing you knew was clear was your want for Yoongi.
“You want me to go down on you, baby?” His breath was hot against your ear. The mere suggestion had you clenching around nothing. You nodded profusefly, but Yoongi tutted at you. “Remember, use your words.”
“Yes please. I want it.” The words flooded past your lips without any hesitation.
The next thing you know, Yoongi was pressing fleeting kisses over your clothed torso. On your collar bones, the swell of your breast, over your nipple, down your stomach. Once he reached your lower half, he slowly tugged down your leggings and your underwear. Tossing them away, Yoongi lowered his head to your fully exposed pussy, licking a fat stripe across your folds, his tongue flicking over your clit.
“Fuck!” You hissed, hands instantly flying to Yoongi’s hair. He chuckled against your folds before diving into you again. Your fingers knotted into his dark lots as he practically made out with your pussy. Your eyes rolled back into your skull as he alternated from fucking you with his tongue to sucking on your clit. The sensation had your head spinning, driving you insane. It was too much. “You’re eating me!” The words fell past your lips without any thought, as you tugged on his hair, pulling him away from you.
His lips were coated with your juices as he smirked at you. “Yeah, that’s kind of the point, babe.” His comment had the tips of your ears growing hot, he merely chuckled at your light embarrassment. “May I continue?”
“Y-yeah.”
With a wink, he began again, going a bit slower with his ministrations. You let out small moans and whines as he continued, occasionally bucking your hips up into his mouth. A coil in your gut began to tighten, you knew it was gonna snap soon.
“Fuck, I’m-I’m gonna cum.” Your hips bucked up, but a large hand splayed over your stomach, ceasing any further movement from you. “Yoongi, please! Fuck!” Waves of pleasure washed over your body as the coil snapped, throwing you over the edge. Yoongi kept going, not stopping until your legs were twitching, unable to take anymore.
Pulling away from you, he rested his head against your thigh, licking his lips clean of you. “Feel better?”
With heavy eyelids, you hummed in response, too tired to speak. Which only prompted him to bite into the flesh of your inner thigh. “Hey!” You frowned as Yoongi crawled back up over you.
“I give you an orgasm, and you only give me a ‘hmm’ in response? I’m hurt, angel.” He teased as he nuzzled into your cheek with his nose.
“Yes, I feel better.” You muttered, wrapping your arms around his neck, bringing him closer. “Tired.”
“You wanna sleep, baby?” He asked, although he really didn’t need to, seeing as you were already halfway in dreamland.
“Mmhmm,” you nodded, burying your face into the crook of his neck. You could feel the vibrations of his light chuckles. The two of you laid there for a while, before he tugged your arms away, freeing himself of your grasp. “Come back.” You pouted, missing his warmth already.
“Just taking off my pants. Get under the covers.” With a yawn, you pawed for the edge of the blanket before pulling it down and climbing in. Only a few moments later did you feel the mattress shift. Flipping on your side, you leaned into Yoongi, cuddling up to his warmth. “Night, angel.”
“G’night, Yoongi. I love you.”
“I love you too.”
The following morning, your eyelids felt so heavy; you could barely open them, despite the sunlight bleeding through the open window. Groaning, you turned on your side. Well turned over as much as you could with Yoongi’s arms wrapped around you, keeping you close to him as possible.
Just as you were about to fall back into sleep, the sound of the door swung open, and Seokjin’s voice called out. “Listen, I don’t mind y’all falling asleep in my room, but next time you fuck in my bed, I’ll kick you out.” With that, the door shut.
You were quiet for a few moments. “Did you really go down on me in Jin’s bed.” You mumbled, not bothering to open your eyes.
You could hear the proud smirk on his face. “Yeah, I did.”
#btsghostie#min yoongi x reader#yoongi x reader#yoongi drabble#bts x reader#bts stoner au#stoner yoongi#yoongi smut#yoongi fluff
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hi hannah! i may have a request 🥺 i've been watching too much tiktok and this two made me want some jungkook skater au 😳 like the reader saw him and went like love at first sight so she purposely buys a skate and goes everyday to the skatepark and start learning just to impress that hot tattooed skater that kinda looks like a bad boy but he's actually a softie. ♡
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late skate
pairing: jungkook x y/n
wordcount: 7k
glimpse: jungkook would rather wash down his grip tape than spend another hour seeing you land on yOUR ass, a smitten y/n and love at first sight, and tae almost losing his bearings (in all aspects) <3 // gif is from pinterest :D
note: thank you so much for the request babie!!! also i’m sorry since i’ve done this a month late hee-hee bUT but it’s here now!!! fun fact: i used to skate but one time i fell on my ass so hard doing an ollie that i quit ( ˙-˙ )
there is nothing
there is absolutely nothing you hate more than walking home alone and at-
wait u need to shudder
night
times like these make you both angry and scared because fIRST of all
you’re angry because if oNLY (you’re still hoping that u win the lottery soon) you were born to wealth and ease (if you see park jimin one more time in a billboard you’re about to lose it), you wouldn’t have to worry!! or even work for that matter!!!!
you could have a car by now!!!
but you don’t have a car and you’re still saving up for that because you have to keep up with your bills and this nice and decent apartment that you’re living in right now
well if you’re being honest, you are splitting it with yoongi and that cuts back your expenses significantly but that’s besides the point
which is why you’re being extra thrifty!! save up all the money that you could so you could by yourself a car amongst other financial decisions and nOT be scared shitless when walking home
you’re working at the animal shelter most of the time and it’s very fulfilling because of cOURSE!! your job is to care for animals and give them a better chance at everything :D
the pay is more than decent but it’s not the highest sO what you do on your spare time is pick up any job you could!!
and the income that you need is more and more than decent because taking care of chimmy is not an easy feat
chimmy, your alaskan malamute!!! he’s the first puppy you’ve properly taken care of in the shelter and you’ve fallen head over heels for him
he kept bumping into the wall when he scrambles after you call for him but eH you love the clumsy giant still!!
so much so that you file your adoption form for him and run over to mr. kim’s office hurriedly :D
your boss seokjin’s pretty sweet after all but at the same time he’s intimidating!! too sweet and intimidating at the same time that when he approves your form without much question, you almost kiss his cheek
...
.... hehe
jin beat you to it and instead he gave you a side-hug with a very strict warning to take care of chimmy and provide everything that he needs
he eats 𝓅𝓇𝑒𝓂𝒾𝓊𝓂 dog food and you could only assume the amount that he needs because of how he towers
the treats?? one time yoongi got overly-excited to take a picture of him and accidentally left the bag on the ground, and when he came back?? chimmy’s managed to inhale all of them
thankfully he’s only loyal to one (1) toy and it’s to this brown angry... entity..? with one tooth that yoongi’s made by himself
but he constantly has to replace the stuffing because chimmy nOTICES when it’s flat and unstuffed from his own doings
hehehe the grooming.....
you thank your lucky stars that jin gives you a discount to have chimmy groomed!!
one time you were about to have a breakdown because a $100 grooming session simply didn’t click well with your ongoing budget and you decided to do it yourself :D
spoiler alert: chimmy kept barking at you when you held up the mirror to his face because wOOF did you just... d-did you give him bangs.... how was that possible....
and then sECOND of all is that well.,.,.,
you’re scared and that’s it
there is every possible reason for you to be scared :D
you get off from work at 5!! but now it’s quarter to 8 and you totally should’ve booked an uber but it completely slipped your mind
normally, you wouldn’t walk home alone though because chimmy comes with you to the shelter, and then he serves as a therapy dog of sorts to help ease and calm down the new rescues!!
he even has his own little ID oh my god :’)
but he doesn’t come in everyday and well you remember,.,.
no actually, yoongi REMINDS you that today is his day-off at work and explictly implied that he’d very much love to cuddle with a giant alaskan malamute as he gets his well-deserved rest
and yoongs has been the reason to why you don’t unravel every single day and you owe him for your life so yea okay you can have chimmy whenever you need this giant pillow of support <3
but no
no
you don’t have chimmy with you and you don’t have anyone to bark and be willing to growl n intimidate any creepy dudes you could possibly encounter on this twenty-minute walk home
the extra coffee you’ve drank at 6 in lieu of dinner does not help at ALL
what if you just... run
that way you get home faster and you won’t have to be that antsy!!!
ok maybe just a light jog would do
you wanna go home so badly and take a shower and be sandwiched between your warm sheets and sleep all the way
you miss chimmy and yoongi and you just hOPE that he’d already cooked dinner and you won’t have processed food again for the third time in a week
and after dinner maybE you could treat yourself to online shopping because yoongs has also been pestering you to let yourself indulge once in a while
your thoughts are jumbled once panicked and it reminds you that yes you should definitely get a car and you know what??? you probably should-
wait fUCK
...
....
oh
wait
hold on a second
did you just manage to narrowly dodge what seems to be a skateboard in mid-air??????
“taehyung, you dumbass!!”
said taehyung is jumping down and crouching to pick up the deck at your feet and squeaks an “oop sorry ‘bout that!!” before going back and
well...
mr. “taehyung, you dumbass!!” is who you presume to be the speaker,, because well no one eLSE is in this skatepark at 9 in the evening,,,, is standing RIGHT underneath the light and is right at your line of sight
it’s as if the clouds are opening up and chimmy’s barking could be heard and everything you deem perfect is ringing right in your ears because god.... holy shit.....
he looks and probably feels like a warm-sized bed that smells of baby powder and fresh linen
he has a hoodie on with the sleeves scrunched up and you tHANK yourself that you’ve saved up enough to get lasik eye surgery because those tattoos...,.,. you r positive that they would be your demise
mr. TYD has a loose bucket hat on yet you could still see his features clearly and you aren’t lying when you say he is perhaps the most breathtaking thing you’d ever seen
even more breathtaking than seeing chimmy in the laundry room and having fished for your one good perfect bra in his mouth
oh
huh
you’re pretty sure this is what love at first sight must feel like
suddenly, you aren’t anxious at all and you’re instantly gravitating towards the ramp without much complaint
there’s a bench conveniently placed in which you could see him but he won’t see you
you find yourself sticking around and smiling when you see him goofing around in all good fun
hopefully you don’t look like a cREEP because you swear you aren’t!!!! and hopefully they don’t notice you either and find out then and there that you’re here in a skatepark withOut a skateboard,,, just sitting,,, to see him
this may not be your best idea yet lmao yes you’re gonna admit that
but it’s probably the first and last time that you’re ever gonna see him so might as well watch him for awhile!! that’s all!!!!
ok wait
this is definitely a bad idea because yoongi calls you and you forgOt to put it on silent and it’s his voice that greets you very rudely as soon as you pick up
“y/n where the FUCK are you???”
oh lmao it’s quarter to 10 already
“jeez, i’m coming home!! calm down!!”
“yeah tell that to chimmy who’s been worried sick with me and won’t stop hOWLING!!!”
you’re scrambling to gather your duffel and sneak oNE last look at him and ur practically pouting as you say goodbye to him under your breath
:((
“... aw, you worry about me?”
you resume back to jogging on your way home and this time for rEAL
you’re gonna miss him
he’s like one of the random dudes you see in the mall that are sO breathtaking and you know you’re never gonna see them again
you didn’t even manage to catch his name :((
but whoever he is, he feels a little more different than a dude in a mall because this time, you feel like you’re gonna cRY at the thought of it
little did you know that jungkook could see you all this time and he’s sad to see you go
:D
chimmy is the first to leap at you as soon as you come through the door
and if you didn’t anticipate the giant, then you’d probably be toppled over by now
yoongi finds it weird that there’s this lingering gentle smile on your face
well he shouldn’t be so shOcked because he sees you talking to yourself when you’re watching documentaries and cooking
(( he always checks if there’s a camera hidden somewhere in the kitchen and you were vlogging or something but nO!!! ))
it’s like you’re a third-grader again that goes fERAL at just the thought of their crush
you hope mr. tyd has already eaten breakfast and hasn’t had any injuries with his skateboarding
you’re trying to rationalize with yourself that it’s just a stOOpid and pathetic crush to harbor in less than a day and stop thinking about him
the universe must seem to hate aND love you at the same time because well would you look at tHAT
it’s 5 in the afternoon and you have chimmy beside you and you’re walking home
and that’s practically your routine ever since you’ve gotten this job
it would only differ if a situation like last night happens or when you’re too tired to walk home oR when it’s raining
but right now it’s your normal workday, and you’re walking home, and it’s sunny, aND THIS IS THE SECOND TIME YOU’VE SEEN HIM
this is also the first time that you’ve seen him in such a situation that you didn’t expect :O
the fact that you’ve mayhaps watched kimi no nawa last night with yoongi and perhaps 98 times before that, does not help at all
“you uh, y-you wanna go for a run on the grass, chim??”
there’s this mini field besides the skatepark and chimmy happily jUMPS at the mention of grass :D
aha oh well :D would you look at that :D your dog wants to go run on the grass that’s a couple feet away from the skatepark :D who are you to stop him anyways?? :D
chimmy’s more than happy to comply with your wish and vice versa because he’s having the time of his life clearly
he’s your pawman and the perfect variable so you wouldn’t seem like a third-grader with a helpless crush on anOther third-grader
it seems that hE’S more excited than you though because chimmy runs to the ramp instead of the grass!!!
and in the process he goes UP to greet a guy like he does with you whenever you come home!!! it’s harmless pouncing per se
but it’s not entirely harmless because it feels like chimmy knows EXACTLY what’s in your mind and what he’s doing
“chimmy!!!”
.....
...... of course
chimmy has to of cOurse pounce on him
jungkook wasn’t surely expecting a giant and overly-friendly alaskan malamute to pounce on him right when he was about to drop-in
it’s a pleasant surprise either because it’s-
wait
oh my god
is this yOU?????
listen.,.
jungkook was in the skatepark last night with taehyung and they took advantage of it because they were the only ones there!!
tae surely wasn’t kidding when he said that he was a novice because holy sHIT how was it possible that he sent a skateboard flying mid-air after a failed trick??
kook flinches when he follows it in his line of sight and notices that there’s someone down there who might be literally dECKED out of tae’s stupidity
he’s about to yell for this passer-by to dodge and-
time seems to move quicker because you’re already stopping yourself and flinching in place and then looking up
you’re rIGHT underneath this street lamp and jungkook sighs a breath of relief when he realized that you weren’t hit
but at the same time he’s gasping again because wow
t-that’s uhm-
okay
wHEW he has never felt this pressure in his chest ever since he joined a quizbee in 8th grade
would it be-
ok nevermind
WOULD IT BE TOO FORWARD FOR HIM TO SAY THAT HE HAS A CRUSH ON YOU ALREADY
you’re really beautiful??? and frankly he has to look away for a second because you’re tOO beautiful that he doesn’t know what to do with himself
that’s it u are under arrest for being too pretty >:(
jungkook’s flustered because there’s just these types of people that put a knot on his chest unknowingly and he doesn’t know how to act normally
you are the equivalent of him not being able to look at the screen because the kdrama was that good and he feels unworthy to even watch it
it’s goosebumps all over his skin and he’d be lying when he says his cheeks are not heating up at aLL
“taehyung, you dumbass!!”
his first instinct is to scold taehyung because what iF he ended up hurting you with his skateboard, hmm?? and tHEN what
he expected you to leave after that close-call and if everyone must know, jungkook has an incredible talent at being able to scope out things in his peripheral vision
he could look straight ahead and be able to see what you were also doing at the side
he doesn’t know if that’s a talent or uH everyone has it but whatever he can do that!!!
and you were clearly still there and in fact, even sIT down on the bench
he could see you smiling and giggling and a ginormous part of him assumes that it’s because of him
he prays to god that it’s NOT the guy who almost decked you with a skateboard ://
jungkook was acting weird and he kept smiling and laughing mORE than necessary and taehyung can see right through him
“bro all i did was walk towards you wtf are you laughing,,.,”
“AHAHAHAHAHAHHA tae you’re so silly XD”
alrighty then,, maybe jungkook just binge-ate his vitamin gummies which is why he keeps beaming for an unknown reason
koo was so grumpy literally just before he had his skateboard flying and now he’s ???? weird
jungkook was ultimately sad to see you get up and he knows he’s probably never gonna see you again ok alright time to mope
but this
this
he’s beyond surprised to see that said owner of giant dog happens to be yOU!! of all the people!!!!
it’s you!
“i’m so so sorry about him!! he’s just excited to make friends with everyone and i don’t have the sLIGHTEST clue why he came to you!!”
you pointedly look at chimmy and he has the audacity to howl before looking away
it hasn’t dawned on you that you’re talking and apologizing to him but it certainly did on jungkook which is why he’s charmingly laughing already
“no, no. it’s okay, i don’t mind!! his name’s chimmy, then?”
you’re blinking profusely because yes.. right.. HE is talking to you
“yeah, uh, correct!! his name’s chimmy :)”
“that’s cute. anyways, i’m jungkook :)”
aha :D
koo would like to think that he is smooth
and yes you agree
you immediately shake his hand tOO eagerly with a smile on your face as you’re trying to take this all in
“i’m y/n :)”
jungkook’s hand is bigger than yours and your hand fits sNUGLY right into his hold
he has some tattoos on his hands and there’s some peaking from underneath his hoodie
but even with ur lasik vision you cAN’T focus because omg are you seriously holding jungkook’s hand.,.,
jungkook as in THEE jungkook that you’ve immediately clocked and crushed on last night in an instant
your lil moment of just holding each other’s hands is interrupted when taehyung pops out of nOwhere
(( actually he’s been there for the past two minutes and he kept switching between cooing and laughing ))
“yO i’m taehyung!!! you must be y/n, i didn’t nick you last night, did i?”
he takes it upon himself to hug you right then and there
well he’s warm and he passes the internal vibe check yoongi’s hotwired into your brain so you reciprocate!! you like hugs anyway and taehyung’s just like chimmy but in human form
jungkook practically squawks and stammers in his place because w-why.. w-what...... no
chimmy bARKS at taehyung and koo is tempted to do the same too because no man you simply do nOt hug my crush that you know absolutely nothing about
“he’s asking for you.”
kook points to chimmy who’s obviously pouncing on you to come run with him
you excuse yourself so you could go satisfy the giant and jungkook felt like his heart was gonna fall out of his aSS
tae wiggles his eyebrows and has his lips pursed and it’s the shit-eating grin that he immediately flips off as soon as he sees it
“what was that all about?”
you are convinced
you are 100% convinced
your head is fully-set into the game and in no way are you gonna back out
“min yoongi!!”
ah there it is
yoongi’s having the time of his life playing fetch with chimmy! what could possibly be any more important in this world than that
“what did i do now?”
you only call out his full name when a) you’re agitated and when b) he’s ignoring you and you’ve had enough of it
he really doesn’t recall giving you the cold shoulder recently
and he certainly didn’t agitated you when all he’s done is play with chimmy and sleep!!!
“please click this for me pls. click. please. pls click.”
aH yoongi should’ve brought his glasses instead of leaving them on the couch
you’re holding out your laptop to him with your arms outstretched and he has to come really close to decipher and-
... huh
“a skateboard?”
pardon him but he’s really lost on this one ok
he is as lost as he was when walmart decided to completely rearrange the whole store
“... and what do you need a skateboard for? y/n when i said that you should get yourself a four-wheeler, i didn’t mean a skateboard-”
in what part does a skateboard look like an SUV
whY are you like this
“it’s for uh... it’s for fun purposes!!”
you’re trying not to raise any more questions in yoongi’s mind but his head is miles miles away now lol
???? you hate trying new things though ???
one time you traded in your beef ramen for pork ramen because the first one was out of stock and throughout the whole meal you kept thinking how much you regretted it
and besides, skateboarding would be the last thing you’d get into!!!
yoongi distinctly remembers that you’d rather choke on chewing gum rather than get your knees scraped
why was that?? because when your knees get scraped, walking and doing everything else?? impossible
nice try sherlock but the moment you do so much as to not stand up straight?? sIT down?? yeah your knees would give out
what has got to be something so special that you’d wanna get into skateboarding and risk yourself into getting your knees scraped??
....
....
omg is that what he thinks it is
“... it’s a crush, isn’t it?”
the way you instantly shut him down and practically have to beg him just to press the check out button.,..
aha
yeah yoongi’s gotten his answer alright :D
whatever this is
or whatever that’s going on
you’re sure that you’ve never felt this content for a long time
you now bring a change of clothes so you wouldn’t go skating in your uniform because that just honestly sucks
you may be too tired to walk to the skatepark which is why sometimes you’d book a ride, but no you’re never tOO tired to skate and see jungkook :D
it’s frustrating enough as it is
yoongi used to skate and that’s the reason why you’ve found this shortcut in the first place because this was where the park was!! you’d always think at the back of your head on wHY was yoongi struggling!!!
smh that’s so easy yoongs </3
joke’s on you now though because trying to balance on the board in the first place scared you shitless because hOW were you supposed to do this??
you can ride a bike and that has tWO wheels and this has fOUR bearings!!! how come you can’t balance yourself??
even managing to stand up on the board without panicking for more than ten seconds AND managing to shift from left to right even if it’s albeit shaky at first, took you a wHOLE evening
but you’re so proud of yourself and so is jungkook :D
jungkook finds it the highlight of his night when you’d hold onto him
yes he knOws you have it under control now and you barely hold onto him for support
“just so you won’t fall, that’s all.”
he always evades your eyes when you go look up at him dreamily like that because how could he not???
you’ve covered the basics of pushing yourself then simultaneously riding the skateboard!!
you do that for one WHOLE week and both jungkook and tae (and yoongi) think it’s time that you do something else besides skate in one straight line and occasionally to a left and a right
ok you’re kind of scared shitless because you already fell a couple of times but y’know what?? it’s time!!
society has progressed past the need of you skating in a straight path
the society NEEDS you to do tricks now
.....
........
confession time:
dear diary the kickflip is simply not kicking the board in an attempt to flip it by itself. it is not. it is not as easy as it sounds. it is the bane of my existence
it’s evident that you’re stalling out of your way with this one but you just need oNE success and that’s it!!! one win to woo jungkook from his feet and then you’d stop
tae has already shut you up too because you keep talking about how your day went when you already is set four times before that
and it must’ve been a lucky first time because you absolutely nAIL it on the first try!!!
you honestly thought you’d land square on your ass and see bruises on it later in the shower but N-O!! you’ve done it perfectly and-
jungkook’s not looking
he didn’t see your feat!!
or maybe he didn’t see it because he chosE not to!!!
OR
maybe doing a kickflip is nothing impressive and it’s obvious that he’s a pro at this compared to you who’s even more of a novice that makes taehyung look like a god
you can’t have that :((
ok ok hOW can you impress jungkook
there must be something you could do to impress him!!
omg
that’s it
this is practically perfect!!
you’re gonna do your first drop-in at a pipe that is nowhere gOOD for a beginner like you :D
one, two, th-
“easy, doll.”
jungkook materializes out of nowhere and you expected him to be skating at the far end!! not mere inches away from your face holding your hANDS
this is the first time you’ve seen jungkook actually this close and you just have this urge to kiss his cheek
he has you whipped for him and he hasn’t even done anything to you!!!
“not the best idea to go down an eight-foot tall half-pipe for your first time, hm?”
he scrunches his nose at your absurd thoughts because absolutely wHY would you do that??
how could you fall in love with him even mORE
“do the two-feet tall one first. go have taehyung teach you.”
the grin in your face goes as fast as it came
no offense to taehyung but he’s not the one your head-over-heels for :((
practically everyone knows about your crush on jungkook BESIDES jungkook himself
you’re tapping tae on the shoulder to come and teach you while you just watch kook shred it at the other side of the park by himself
it’s okay!! progress is progress and you’re gonna get far with jungkook!!
going to the skatepark right after work is now your new routine
sometimes you even come with yoongi when he’s free and he takes all his time to gloat on how you used to make fun of him when he was skating avidly back then
that gives you a grand total of three (3) people teaching you how to skate and giving you pointers
jungkook also now holds conversation from time to time :D
he’d ask you how your day went and you’d have to pretend that you didn’t wait for him to ask so you’re not spilling detail after detail
he now does this thing of pinching your cHEEK when you get something right
your heart after doing an ollie goes bEEP when he pinches your cheek and tells you eagerly that you did such a good job
yoongi’s laid off his teasing for you and jungkook but god he can’t deny that he gets these weird vibes from him
eh it’s probably nothing
today you’re especially excited because it was an outfit that you just bought and you feel gREAT in it!!!
tbh your day was the absolute worst but jungkook is always a great pick-me-up to whatever day you could have :)
a tennis skirt with shorts already built underneath is the greatest save of ur life
it’s a little on the more expensive side because it IS a name-brand and those don’t come cheap but it’s ok :D it’s gonna be worth it :D it better be :D
oh uhm
jungkook seems different today.... ?
you were used to him looking intimidating and mad even if he wasn’t, but this time it just felt emphasized even more
taehyung’s here but he’s not the only one!!! there’s two guys with jungkook on the other side of the ramp
“those are his friends, i guess?? i don’t know, he hasn’t introduced them to me.”
so you’re nOT the only one who’s lost
jungkook will probably come around later and you could all hang out again :))
chimmy happily chuffs at your side and that just gives taehyung the most wonderful idea he’s ever had this day
“hEY which one of us do you think could out-skate chimmy???”
jungkook is utterly and without a doubt stressed
he knew that hoseok and namjoon would come over, but he didn’t expect that they’d visit him while he was in the park!!!!
and he already knows what they’re here for and that just makes him grimace :((
“why don’t you want to go pro?”
koo’s ears feel like bleeding when hobi asks him that for the nth time
god it’s always just the sAME question!! he could practically sniff the air on what they’re gonna say next
“jungkook, i think we all know that you’re more than qualified to be a pro!! look at you!!”
it’s the same conversation over and over again
the next things they’d say are that he’s a natural and he’s wasting all his talent doing this thing cASUALLY
he’s not the next tony hawk or anything like that!!! he’s not gonna book a sponsorship and a collaboration with vans!!! but hobi and joon kEEP insisting that he’s that good
“hyung, i think we’ve already talked about this-...”
“yes and you refusE to listen!! why can’t you just accept the fact that you have a much better future in this??”
jungkook’s currently a freelance graphic designer which means he works from home and he’s in charge of his oWN schedule
but it doesn’t necessarily mean that every single day he gets a new commission or anything grand like that
he’s gonna be honest and say that yES he has thought of being a pro skater!! but he’s trying to be as rational as possible about it
because not every competition would be a win and not competitions don’t happen as frequent as a typical job is!!
and what iF jungkook gets injured?? something of an injury that would lay him off from skating
and being unable to skate??? = he basically gets nOTHING
he feels pressures because hobi and joon are pro skaters already!! and that gives them all the more reason to make jungkook into one
not to flex but uh they’re both quite already kNOWN
and jungkook hasn’t even started his pro career but he’s already known!!! both by his skills and the fact that he’s friends with these two champions
“i literally do not care if you beat me!! just come take the leap and be a pRO already, jungkook!!! it’s a loss as it is that you still consider yourself an amateur.”
their words, not his
ok uhm what if
what if jungkook opens a skate clinic?? he can do what he loves and in the same time, earn money!!
... yeah
okay!
that could work!! and if he feels extra prepared, then yeah maybe he’d be a pro
or would a skate clinic be useless if he isn’t a pro by then???
oh my god
jungkook’s so frustrated with all this sudden bombarding and it makes him want to tug at his hair
as much as he loves his hyungs, sometimes they just can’t seem to know when to back oFF and realize that their nudging is more like shoving
“do something productive and worth your time, jungkook. stop babysitting.”
namjoon says with an edge and that tames jungkook
what makes it worse was what they were implying in the first place
hoseok doesn’t make it discreet to look at taehyung and you
“tae, tae, look!! i’m doing it, i’m doing it!!”
you’re saying over your shoulder because omg you’re getting the lead and chimmy’s slowed down for some reason
well actually taehyung’s took it upon himself to stop behind you
“guys?”
you get an immediate answer when you feel someone effectively hALT you still and you almost fall on your ass just by the sheer strength of someone holding you up
jungkook’s holding you down and his hands are quite heAVy on your arms
there’s this unexplainable look on his face but you’re positive that it’s not one of happiness
“you should probably stop doing whatever it is that you’re doing.”
oh
to be honest you’re unsure of how to react
but the way that jungkook looks like he’s mad at you and retreats back to those two guys with a scoff in his step --
it’s enough
it’s truly enough for you to reevaluate every decision you’ve ever made
maybe it’s simply not just a bad day for you and a case of overthinking thigs,, and it’s perhaps the fact that he want you to stop
stop whatever that is happening
you probably must be frozen in place because chimmy bounds and pounces at you
you probably must’ve looked like an utter fool,, skating in a tennis skirt and trying to outrace a damn dog in a fucking skatepark,, right in front of jungkook and his friends
“y/n, you uh, y’okay?”
tae’s worried because there’s an instant shift to your mood and he could only assume what you were feeling
tears prick at the back of your eyes and that’s the signal for you to gather your things in a flash because the last thing you’d want is to cRY in front of him
“y-yeah! i’m gonna go home, tae. chimmy’s looking for yoongi.”
the dog in question tilts his head because w hat now,,,.,., wha t,.,. he is???
you learned that dogs could smell emotions and that makes you even sadder
chimmy was behaved the whole time; didn’t even try straying you around when he keeps seeing umbrellas on the street even if he loves them
you’re okay
:)
you should be okay
....
there’s something definitely off
yoongi’s cleaned everything and did his share of chores
the tv is still mounted and the microwave’s clean!!
chimmy didn’t have a toilet accident because if he did, he would’ve already picked it up
there’s definitely something off with yOU
because first of all, why are you here???
“not coming to the park?”
if he can recall correctly, no matter how knackered you were after work, you’d still go to the skatepark!!
... not unless you were injured??
nah because if you were injured then you’d be whining to him now
“nope :)”
you’re lying on the couch where he usually lies nowadays because you weren’t around!!
and you’re drinking from your mug that he’s claimed as his mug
and chimmy’s squished in between the tiny gap of you and the far edge of the couch
“and why?”
he’s always had answers for everything but his mind’s bLANK for this
“wanna spend time with you guys :)”
oh
okay
that’s gotta be the answer, right???
this is definitely weird
for starters, it’s already 11 PM and jungkook’s still in the skatepark and he’s not even skating anymore
he’s just waiting
weird... you aren’t here.......
aH it’s nothing :D you’re probably just tired and didn’t want to go skate
oh and.. you’re not here the next day
or the next
or the nEXT
jungkook spends almost the entirety of his time in the park
he goes there at 3 in the afternoon and comes home at 11 in the evening
no big deal
half of the time is just spent him actually skating and the other is figuring out wHERE you are
uh maybe you’ve started to take ubers now every time you come home??
you’re not walking home anymore and the car would pass by the skatepark and jungkook wouldn’t have a single clue where you are
it’s also this time that it dawns on him that he has no means whatsoever to contact you
he didn’t ask for your number and didn’t exchange socials so he could only gUESS
he can’t come over to your apartment either because he hasn’t walked you home and therefore he wouldn’t know your address
holy shit he’s so dumb and jungkook misses you a lot
like a whole whole lot
he misses you holding onto his shoulders for support and misses your excited grin whenever you nail a trick and had a perfect run
there’s nothing that jungkook could dO besides wait
and miss you so much
and mope
kook doesn’t want to give up and miss a day because what iF you pass by when he’s not there???
he can’t have that and he wON’t have that
he’s just so antsy and he hasn’t had his fix of chimmy bounding towards him and the malamute intentionally pouncing on him whenever he’d drop-in so he could lose his balance
he just needs to see you and your duffel bag and the precious yet beat-up wristwatch you have and-
WAIT
THAT’S YOU!!!
jungkook’s brought his perfume the past few days because he wouldn’t want to be aND smell sweaty when he sees you again
he’s wearing a shirt this time and nOT a hoodie and it’s actually a nice shirt!! the pale orange makes his tattoos pop
he’s also wearing a watch so he could look business-ish and composed and he kinda hATES watches because uhhhh you ever heard of a phone, buddy??
you’re walking striaght and paying no mind at all and to your surrounding and-
there’s suddenly this cRASH in front of you and it makes you recall in response because that came out of nowhere
... and this feels oddly familiar
only this time though, it’s intentional and it’s jungkook who literally tHREW his skateboard down on the spot in front of you
“y/n? wow, what a coincidence!”
you didn’t expect to see jungkook as soOn as you anticipated that he wouldn’t be here
he laughs nervously and he tries not to overanalyze the fact that your face is blank
:|
“yup. totally.”
you’re avoiding his gaze and meanwhile he’s searching desperately for yours
what is he feeling and why is it hurt and longing at the same time
“can i walk you home?”
the words tumble out of his mouth before he could even ponder over them longer
“i uh, i rEALLY can’t believe i never asked to walk you home!! or even ask for your number!!! but uHhhh it’s late at night and to be honest i don’t have your number and i just need to know that you’re safe and-”
he stops his rambling right there because he realizes that he’s a stuttering nervous mess
you’re a bit speechless because normally you’re the chatty one but this one.,.,,. this one’s a pleasant surprise
“yeah, yeah. okay :)”
he can’t believe either that you agreed to it but he’s immediately gathering himself and swoops your duffel for him to hold
he’s not gonna entertain a single complaint <3
it’s not exactly the most tensioned silence ever but it’s definitely nOT comfortable
“why didn’t you come to the park?”
okay well sHIT you didn’t expect him to be this straightforward
wait no
you shouldn’t be surprised!! after all, he probably did mean what he said the last time you’ve seen him
what are u gonna say now
well you coulD say that you’re busy and he’d probably fall for it!!
or reiterate the truth that he’s implied and say it with a straight face
“oh. i started intentionally falling on my ass because i missed you,” jungkook spills out of nowhere while waiting for your answer and he now realizes that might’ve been a little awkward
after all he dID admit that he missed you
ahem
“did i uhm... did i say something?”
he rephrases his question and he knows that this was the more appropriate one
your coping mechanism is to kick on the ground as if there were leaves and there are absolutely nO leaves <3
“jungkook, you told me to stop.”
he blinks rapidly at that as he tries to digest your words
he’s trying to backtrack as much as possible and it wasn’t that!!
he simply doesn’t wanna see you hurt
“i can’t explain it but holy shiT i can’t see you hurt!! a-and i know that being hurt in skating is normal but for sOME reason i can’t stand it when i see you in pain o-or-...”
jungkook just can’t explaiN what he feels
“i just -- i just don’t gEt why you’d want to be hurt?? whY are you doing this to yourself??”
you find him ridiculous and this whole situation is just rIDICULOUS
“jesus christ jungkook i did it to try and impress a guy!!”
that earns you a snort and you immediately go defensive
he seems irked and his eyes are just beGGING to be rolled
“who?? taehyung?? the guy who would’ve wiped you out if he did end up hitting you on the head with the deck just a little harder??”
“what? taehyung???” you’re so confused and jungkook hates it even more, “yeah, taehyung!!”
“i like you, jungkook!”
o-oh
uhm
a.....ha
“me?”
he points to himself to which you eagerly nod your head to
“can you excuse me for one second?”
he barely gives you the time to respond because he’s already walking away and biting his arm
he’s actually sCREAMING
you throw your head back because omg did the two of you just basically admit that you liked each other
jungkook jogs back to where you stand a presses a hefty kISS right on your cheek
he’s on too much of a high that he holds your hand and practically drags you along with him because he’s almost skIPPING from how happy he is
“okay. good. nice. very good!!!” he could now sigh in relief because whEW that robbed him off his breath
“because i fell for you when i first saw you.”
jungkook basically has nO filter now and it’s adorable because god he’s just so soft and you now know what’s going and this wouldn’t be just whatever
“huh. imagine if yOU fell for me too at the same time,,,, that would make me piss my pants.”
he cackles because wow he dO be funny :D
he’s turning to look at you to gauge at your reaction and the waY that you’re holding your eye contact with him is all-telling for your answer
oh my god
jungkook is wrapped around your pinky :’)
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Don’t Hold Your Breath ~ jjk
Prologue
•••> Author: @ilikemesometaetaes
•••> Summary: As the CEO of an international government security company, you have the world at your fingertips. Living life lavishly and extravagantly has become the norm. Behind closed doors, however, you host a past that renders you lonely and, quite frankly, miserable. It’s only a matter of time before your past comes back to bite you right in the ass.
•••> Pairing(s): Jungkook/Reader
•••> Inspo: This fic is inspired by the song “SAVAGE ANTHEM” by PARTYNEXTDOOR. Thank you to @btssmutgalore for everything you’ve done to help me! You’re amazing!
•••> Word Count: 2.3k
•••> Rating: 18+ • Please do not read if you are below the age of 18. I do not condone minors reading my work. Of course, I cannot stop you.
•••> Tags: angst | ceo!au | rockstar!au | CEO!Reader | Rockstar!Jungkook | AU!BTS | Exes to Lovers
•••> Warnings: a boatload of angst, heartbreak, cursing, pining, kissing, depression. Warnings are written specifically to chapter. Refer to the DHYB Main Page for the full rundown.
Note: I don’t have a beta reader so please forgive any mistakes I may have missed. Also, if you are confused by the italics, refer to the DHYB Main Page for info on that.
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NOW.
The bed was cold around you.
You felt yourself breathe. You felt your heart beating in your chest. You felt the evidence of physical life within your body.
But you couldn’t help the withdrawn and frigid feeling of death laced into your mind.
You felt alone. You felt longing. You felt numb yet riddled with too many emotions to comprehend all at once.
Overwhelmed with confusion, you went to the moment that brought you calm. It brought you peace and happiness despite the things lost.
The beautiful dream-like vision of butterflies and a certain meadow filled your memory as you laid in the darkness. Sighing with content, you let yourself remember.
“Fuck Jimin and his girlfriend. We can have all the fun on our own.” He sneered in his Satoori accent. After years of knowing you, Jungkook slipped from his proper accent whenever the two of you were alone. All you could do was chuckle at his harsh words.
The blanket laid out before you was a pristine sky blue. Jungkook had gathered small stones to hold it down at the corners.
“What have you been up to today?” You asked with a hint of breathlessness due to the trek the two of you had made to get to the peak of the large hill. Turning your head to look at him while you spoke, you noticed that his head was craned upwards, gaze locked on the sky.
In response to your query, he collapsed back onto the blanket, allowing his white t-shirt to slightly ride up, revealing a small sliver of the skin on his stomach in the process. The white reflected the sun in your eyes almost painfully, but not enough to take away from the angel-like glow that it gave him.
“Nothing much. Played video games for an hour or so. Cooked and made breakfast.” He angled his head slightly to look at you. "Finished up my essay for my philosophy class. You?”
“Oh, just the usual. Didn’t finish my calc assignment by noon so I’m only going to get partial credit for that.”
Your reply reminded you of how different the two of you were when it came to school. His alone time spent in his dorms went one of two ways; he either played video games with Taehyung or studied- there was no other. His scoff broke you out of your brief thoughts.
“You know, you’re going to end up falling behind this semester, and then we won’t have the same class for our last semester as college students.” His pout that accompanied his statement had your eyes flicking to his bottom lip which shined with a slight sheen of saliva, accentuating the plumpness of it.
It was no secret that you found Jungkook attractive. Hell, even Yoongi found him attractive and Yoongi was quite impassive. Even now, with his eyes squinting under the light of the sun, his hair messy, and a thin layer of sweat covering his skin, you found him absolutely breathtaking.
You remembered how the two of you met.
Shared classes brought you closer together. Ever since you had first met him during your sophomore year when you became part of a foreign exchange program in South Korea, the two of you clicked. Realizing that he spoke English- rough English- had you giddy and eager to teach him to perfect his language skills in return for helping you with your Korean. Needless to say, you learned Korean a bit quicker than he learned English seeing as one of your majors was dedicated to the language learning.
After you decided to stay in Korea and finish the requirements for one of your degrees at your other university online, the two of you grew close in the process of mutual education. When you decided to stay was when you actually got to know him.
He was pursuing a degree in music, specializing in vocal performance, while you were working towards a double major in political science and language studies with a minor in business. Although you were packed full of classes, your work ethic was definitely capable of improvement despite having helped you survive to senior year.
“I know, Kook, but I honestly don’t know why math is required for my major anyway. I just want to be done with it.” You grumbled and adjusted your clothes before laying beside him.
He sighed wistfully, signifying his state of relaxation and calm, which you found yourself fighting a smile for. Of all of the time you had been around Jungkook, he was always emotionally charged or stressed. There was never a time you knew him to be absolutely at peace or silent in the way he acted. To hear him decompress was still a relatively new concept to you and had you giddy to relax with him in hopes that he would open up to you.
A few moments of silence rested between you both, effectively ending the previous conversation.
“Do you think about him anymore?” He voiced, distracting you from eyeing a cloud as it covered the sun. The break from sunlight was welcome on your straining brows.
It took you a moment to respond, caught off guard by the loaded question. He knew of your situation because you were open with him. But why did he care? “Sometimes. I know that he wasn’t good for me. I know that I gave him too much slack and that’s why he lied to me.” You sighed.
“Yeah,” He chuckled dryly. “That dude was an asshole.”
“I still don’t get it. I told him that everything he did was okay. I told him all he had to be was honest and that I wouldn’t be mad at him.” The frustration of your breakup with your ex-boyfriend was nowhere close to being gone. Eleven months of lies and deceit despite the good memories was difficult to remove from your conscience.
He had used drugs, something you weren’t a fan of. Despite this, on top of the fact that it was illegal, you knew that it helped his depression and you loved him throughout his questionable choices on how to treat himself. All you had asked for was his honesty; all you wanted was for him to tell you when he used.
Jungkook sat up to look at you. He frowned and then reached towards you to brush away some of the hair that fell over your forehead.
“I get that he did you wrong. Believe me. I get it. But the fact that you still think about it is irritating. It’s been a year, right?” His scowl made him look adorable.
“Something like that.” You sighed.
“And you haven’t moved on?” He asked, concerned. You were about to reply in defense before he cut in again. “I mean, don’t get me wrong. I know you don’t have those types of feelings for him anymore, but you haven’t moved on from the situation?”
Your reply was curt. “I’ve moved on. I’m just annoyed.”
He sighed and looked down at his hand that he wasn’t leaning on, toying with the fabric of the blanket, before laying back down with an elongated exhale. He knew this conversation was over.
After a while of laying down in the sun in comfortable silence, you noticed that the clouds were starting to roll in more frequently, accompanied by a cooler breeze. When you craned your head back to look upwind, you saw the darkness of a storm system crawling across the sky.
“Hey Jungkook. I think we-“ Snore.
You cut yourself off at the sound, quickly snapping your head to survey the sleeping boy beside you. Eyebrows completely relaxed and lips slightly parted, he was a sight to behold. His hair had fallen over his eyes slightly, urging you to return the favor in brushing it out of the way. He stirred slightly before settling back down and sighing. What a sight to behold indeed.
The deep rumbling of thunder is what caused you both to jump and look at the sky. “Jesus.” He croaked while abruptly sitting up and rubbing at his eyes. “How long was I out?”
“I’m not sure. I only realized you were sleeping a few seconds ago.” You began picking up your things whilst he picked up the blanket, draping it over his arm.
The first few raindrops of the storm had only just begun; a light pitter-patter at random places in the grass began slowly at first, gradually picking up pace as you and Jungkook were packing up the last of your things.
You giggled as the rain started hitting your face. It reminded you of tiny, cold kisses. Jungkook, on the other hand, used the blanket to shield his head after slinging his backpack onto one shoulder. His face was scrunched up in an unconscious attempt to keep the rain out of his eyes.
“Let’s get out of here.” He huffed tiredly.
“Good idea.” You laughed.
The trek down the hill and back to Jungkook’s old truck accelerated to a jog following the increased pattern of raindrops hitting the ground. Before long, even you were seeking shelter under the blanket he was holding over his head. After a few minutes of laughing breathlessly and bumping into each other on the path back to the truck, you had decided to hold the other end of the blanket since he wasn’t really holding it over your head effectively. His free arm consequently ended up slung over your shoulders while your free arm draped over his.
The tan truck came into view after your twenty-minute journey back. By this point, the blanket had soaked through and both of you were drenched. Making quick work of the passenger side door, he slid in first to cross the seat while you followed suit with a huff.
“Well…” Jungkook trailed off, placing his bag and the wet blanket between you before running his fingers through his long and very wet hair in order to push it away from his eyes. “Shit.” He looked at you with finality and a small grin gracing his face.
You gazed at his beauty, glancing at his lips as he spoke, before meeting his chocolate brown gaze. Want filled your body as the adrenaline from the past few minutes surged through your veins, rendering you mute. Heartbeat running absolutely erratic and breath suddenly short, you became acutely aware of how tight of a space the two of you were in and how quiet the cabin of the truck became.
Oh, how you wanted to kiss him.
The seconds seemed to pass like hours. The mood in the truck morphed from playful and light to something else. Something thicker. Headier. Heavier.
The pressure of the moments passing by bristled you with tremors as your previous levels of adrenaline spiked almost uncontrollably. You didn’t miss the way his bottom lip twitched in the slightest of movement.
His eyes glanced at your lips for a split second, giving you no time to adjust to the quick movement, before his hand was on the back of your neck to usher you to him in a messy kiss. Heat flooded your body as the taste of his breath caressed your tongue.
“Y/N.” He breathed after momentarily pulling away. His dark eyes were filled with passionate fire, pupils dilated almost scarily. “You-” His lips reattached to yours before he could finish speaking, illuminating just how shocked and pleased he was with your kiss.
His lips were as soft as silk as they glid against your own, slotting perfectly in shape. His warm breath tasted mildly of morning breath- not that you minded- but mostly blueberry as you came to discover that he had slipped a jolly rancher into his mouth sometime during your journey back to the truck. You giggled at the thought of how much he loved candy, earning a smile from him as he continued to press his lips to your own.
There was no way you’d be able to pull away just to speak. Speaking was so unnecessary. Words were irrelevant in that moment.
Why speak when you could kiss him? When you could feel the way his lips moved against yours in ways they could never move when speaking? When they conveyed more emotions than any word could ever express? Why would you even bother ever speaking anymore when you could spend the rest of your life kissing Jeon Jungkook?
You answered your own questions as his arm lopped around your waist to pull your body closer to his: you wouldn’t.
Of course, those were thoughts in the heat of the moment. Simpler times called for simpler feelings. The pure and innocent ardor of love and adoration paired with the excitement of new attraction was a welcome sensation in contrast to the empty and cold feeling of your everyday life. You were sick of feeling numb.
Too many years were spent in emotional solitary confinement. Keeping your emotions at bay began affecting your health, causing your hair to thin and your skin to wither like paper. It took looking at yourself in the mirror after mulling over a photo of you and Jungkook before you noticed the difference. You hadn’t even noticed that you lost a considerable amount of weight.
Therapy had helped for a little while, but it didn’t assist you when you began seeing his face on news articles and TV once your sessions ended.
Even after the things that he had done, you were no stranger to the feeling of longing that you had for him- for the echoes of what used to be.
In your cold, companionless room, tears ran down your cheeks in mourning.
Of course, it was too good to last.
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For your consideration: I feel like Yoongi has a kink for overstimulating his gal! On a normal day it’s good, but when he’s jealous? He would definitely make her come over and over until her clit is sore. She’s going to be crying and clawing at the sheets. She would probably have little fingerprint bruises on her thighs from how hard he has to grip to keep her legs open. They would definitely need a safeword and talk about it before bc dude can eat her out like it’s a fucking sport 💦💦
Honeeeyyyy, w-why do you just throw another drabble Idea in my damn brain?! I can't take it anymore, there are 67755 other things that wanted to be written too! 😩😭
Because Girl, THAT'S SOOO FUCKING TRUE, I CAN'T AGREE EVEN MORE AHHHH!!! Fuck, I freaking love your idea! It was so good to read such a thirst ask on a friday morning at 6 a.m. before school! 😂😍 Mhmmmm, my thirsty lil devil was satiesfied 🙈🙈💕
It's proofed that Yoongi would finger you and eat you out like it's an olympic sport. I mean, we're not alone with these kind of thoughts (right, @borathae ?? 👀💦) just look here:
"His tongue has the stamina of an athelete, all those difficult raps and long practices be praised." (© borathae)
Please honey, look through this here, Sibi Sweetheart will feed you good~ 😏💕💦
Why this idea hitting me so damn hard in my guts and makes me instantly horny... Well, Yoongi is my Bias wrecker (anyway, my offical bias is NamGi, I need my Rapper and I need both of them!!!) and when you already discovered yourself that you have a overstimulation kink... Well... I want to get overstimulated by Yoongi without any question and I want to cry for hin because he's so good 😭💕
In my opinion, Yoongi wouldn't get jealous really easily (because he spends days in his studio, completely immersed in his tracks). But when he would get jealous, mostly because out of insecurities (...because he thought, he didn't spend enough time with you, so you're rather on a movie night with your male best friend than with him)
He would know, that his insecurities are the reason and not you, so he couldn't (and wouldn't) accuse you for something you never done. Well, somewhere he has to put his anger and when not into a fight, then he would make you sorry while pleasing you... Hm fuck. Yeah Yoongi, fingerfuck your anger into meee🙈🤤💦
And omg, his veiny hands and his fingers, so elegant but at the same time stuffing your hole so so good while his tongue-play on your clit is... heaven and hell at the same time... fuck I want him to make me squirt over and over again, giving me such satisfying orgasms but make me greedier at the same time, overstimulate me...
Gosh, he would be able to make you crave for the orgasms he gives you even when your overstimulated... like your body and nerves couldn't take more stimulation but you're already addicted to his abilities to make you cum... you would end up crying, pleading him to stop and begging him to give you more... all this in one single sentences.
One last headcanon: Imagine a jealous Yoongi in his breathtaking hot stage outfit and wrecks you after a concert... fingerfucks you, still wearing his SUGA-Rings, makes you dripping all over the jewelry on his hand while he totures your clit with his tongue and literally rapping UGH! into your pussy.
...okay bye, I can't take even more Drabbles Ideas.
Love you, the suffering Tipsy 😭💕
(I have to make you suffer too~ 😈💜)
#thirst ask#thirsty anonie~#😏💦💕#bts smut#overstimulation#thirst talk with tipsy#thirst talk with the girls#yoongi#I want Yoongi to finger me with his SUGA-Rings too!#unedited
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Save me, I’m fine | Pt. 1
• Pairing: Yoongi x Jungkook
• Genre: Angst / Smut ( → Gifset Trailer)
• Words: 12k | Co-Writer: @cassiavioletblue | AO3
• Disclaimer: mention of alcohol, drugs, insomnia, anxiety, abuse
↳ He was young and dark; black hair, blacker eyes and he moved with a kind of energy that reminded Yoongi of a fire burning up. Something in its final throes. [...] A sudden urge to protect that boy from himself, to keep him from tearing himself apart heated his chest. But it simmered down just as quickly. He didn’t know him. And he couldn’t even handle his own life so how on earth should he ‘guide’ a lost boy like Jungkook.
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lighting matches just to swallow up the flame;
He leaned his head against the cool glass window and watched the rest of the world whiz by. It was dark and Jungkook could see the lights on in the homes the train passed, and he thought of the families inside. He chuckled low. In his lap sat a colored bottle that hid his vodka. He slowly sipped the liquid, running hot down his throat, when he finally stopped at the central station. Brushing through his hair, Jungkook stepped out into the cold, closing his leather jacket a little more to keep the iciness from creeping in. He yearned to be at the club, or anywhere that had mixed drinks, dancing and hot coffee that you would only get if you knew the barkeeper.
He needed to feel warm.
“Fuck, dude, you look horrible,” Taehyung was almost screaming over the loud music as he pushed a pot of coffee over to the tired-looking boy. Jungkook ruffled through his hair and shed his leather jacket, to give it to the barkeeper so he wouldn’t need to spend money on the cloak room. “Haven’t been sleeping much. Been on the road,” The raven-haired boy said as he took a delightful sip of the hot beverage, smiling at the alcoholic after taste. Tae always knew what he needed. Turning a little on his bar stool, Jungkook let his eyes wander around the club, when a familiar smile crossed his way.
“Baby boy!” Jimin exclaimed, happily hugging the younger, while Jungkook shamelessly let his hands wander down his shirt to warm up his hands. Jimin didn’t mind. In exchange, Jungkook always let him sit on his lap.
“Aren’t you supposed to be on stage?” Taehyung nodded at the blonde-boy with a smirk. “Aren’t you supposed to fuck my brains out backstage?” Jimin responded cockily, leaning over the bar and smirking at a very obvious flustered Taehyung.
“See, so we’re both not doing what we should be….”
A smile played at Jungkook’s lips as he watched the interaction, reaching for his coffee, while the other hand was caressing over Jimin’s heated skin under his shirt. He’d do anything to feel warm. To feel something. To be anywhere, where he could forget for just a few hours. A shiver ran down his spine. “Anything new around here?” Jungkook asked, raising an eyebrow when the dancer turned towards him, blowing out some smoke. He accepted the cigarette from Jimin happily, inhaling the smoke with a smile.
Warmth filled his lungs.
“We have something like...,” The dancer furrowed his brows, searching for the words, “What is it called? An open mic night or something?” Wiping over the bar, Tae added, “It’s a rap-battle kind of thing. It’s quite cool, actually. You know how Jin always knows the craziest people you can imagine? He invited some of the top producers of Seoul to see these guys. If they are good, maybe one of them…” He shrugged his shoulders nonchalantly, “You know how Jin is…It’s a chance, most of them are just underground-rappers. This way they get an audience and a glimpse of hope and Jin gets more customers.” Jungkook downed his, now cold coffee and ordered for a shot. Yeah, he knew how Jin was. Biting his lip, he pulled Jimin a little closer on his lap.
The dancer still didn’t mind.
“Stop fucking around and get to work!” A rough voice shook Jungkook out of his thoughts and he greeted the owner of the club with a nod. “We can’t get rid of you, huh,” Jin was teasing the younger, ruffling through his thick hair, before he ushered Jimin off his lap. The cold crept back into his body immediately. He shivered. A hand on his shoulder made him look up. “Do you have anywhere to go tonight?” Jin asked him quietly and Jungkook’s heart rate went up right away. Warmth spread through his body where Jin had placed his hand. Taking the shot of tequila Tae handed him, Jungkook downed it in one go, not even grimacing at the bitter taste or caring about taking a lemon or salt. Gripping Jin’s wrist, he pulled the hand off his shoulder, dusting it off after. His arm muscles that were playing with every move of his body were bulging against his tight, black shirt. His dark eyes narrowed and Jungkook straightened his shoulders. “Sure.” He saluted lazily. Turning around, Jungkook vanished into the crowd of dancing people. Sweat mixed with cologne and perfume making his head feel dizzy. He looked up, moving his body to the beat of the music, the lights blinding him.
He felt warm in midst of strangers.
Yoongi was on edge. He didn’t have stage fright. Ever. Though right now he was definitely more tense than he should be. This wasn’t his usual kind of club. Maybe to get a drink - but not to go on stage. It was too... ‘fancy’. Too many people that came here for a ‘nice night out’ and not enough that were there because going home felt suffocating and underground music was what made the night worth living for them.
He only knew a handful of his competitors and because there hadn’t been a full list of who would be there he had no idea what the others were up to. Normally he had a clear idea what awaited him, and he was confident because he knew he could crush them in a battle. All of them. But this wasn’t even a battle, this was a ‘performance’, they would show their music one after the other like a theatre show, like… entertainment purely for entertainment purposes. His skin was itching and so he broke his own rule and went to the bar to get a drink. He never drank before a stage. But tonight, everything was different so why the hell not. He wouldn’t even be here if he didn’t need the money. But being purely underground didn’t pay enough. And he needed to pay rent and food and all the other shit that living brought with it, so he had to do this. And he hated it. He could feel it burning like acid through his veins (which was normally a good sign because it made him spit fire on stage - but he wasn’t even sure of this was what he was allowed to do on stage and that was exactly why he normally didn’t go to such places; he didn’t want to give a shit about what he was ‘allowed’ to do!
Yoongi downed his drink in one go and then ordered another.
While he was waiting for his second drink he scanned the crowd, trying to get a feel for his audience, for the vibe, the overall feeling of the club. It was just as important to know who was listening as to know your opponents. There were the usual partygoers one would expect but apparently the event tonight with some of the rumor of underground names being on stage had brought a handful of his ‘usual’ crowd. Yoongi could feel himself relax. Though maybe it was the alcohol warming him up from the inside rather than seeing one or two familiar faces. Before reaching out for his glass his gaze kept stuck on a figure against his will. He was neither his typical audience nor the average partygoer you saw in the club. He was young and dark; black hair, blacker eyes and he moved with a kind of energy that reminded Yoongi of a fire burning up. Something in its final throes. He took a sip of his drink, never letting the boy out of sight. His clothes looked roughed up, his jeans were ripped but it looked authentic, not the ‘artfully ripped because it’s a trend’ kind of thing that rich kids pulled off when they wanted to look rebellious. Everything about this kid looked sharp and raw although there was still softness in his body and beauty in his face.
Yoongi wondered what exactly had brought him here.
A smile played on Jungkook’s lips, the sweat dripping off and he lazily wiped over his forehead and lifting his shirt as he stumbled off the dance floor. He could hear a whistle and Jungkook rolled his eyes in annoyance, letting his shirt fall again as he flipped the guy off, while kissing his fingertips. Just as he turned towards the bar, he could feel a second pair of eyes piercing right through him. Only this time, as their gazes met, Jungkook was tempted. The stranger eyed him over the edge of his glass and a smirk appeared on his lips. He wondered if he had ever seen this guy before, but Jungkook was sure that he would remember someone like him. Pursing his lips, he studied the man, letting his eyes wander down his body shamelessly. With a wink, he turned around and head over to the bar on the other side.
Yoongi’s eyes had followed him, when the dark boy had danced enough, not caring if he song has ended or if he’d disturb anyone. Strangely enough people made room for him as if his aura alone was enough to give notice of his presence. He wiped the sweat off his face with his shirt, baring his stomach nonchalantly and Yoongi almost inhaled his drink by accident.
The younger was ripped.
His loose shirt had done well with hiding the absolutely breathtaking physique under it. Even the abdominal muscles on his sides were defined. He wondered if that boy worked a physically demanding job or just really liked the gym. And then he caught his mind going down a really naughty road where he thought about trailing over each ridge and line with his tongue - or how it would look like if he made those muscles tense from pleasure. At that moment the other decided to wink at him and Yoongi actually could feel heat in his face! He had no idea when had been the last time that he had blushed like a school boy being caught at something ‘forbidden’. He quickly turned and took another sip of his drink to calm himself down. He needed to be on stage in about an hour, there was no time to get distracted.
Jungkook leaned over the bar a little more, nodding towards Taehyung who noticed him right away. The barkeeper finished some drinks, before he poured in a few shots for him. “Will you stay tonight?” Tae asked and Jungkook shrugged his shoulders in response, his eyes wandering towards the handsome stranger. His heartbeat quickened. “You can come with Jiminnie and I…” Tae kept on rambling but Jungkook wasn’t really listening. He wouldn’t go home with them anyways. He had done it once or twice and only would consider it, if he was desperately needing somewhere to sleep. But the couch they had was pretty uncomfortable and he would never sleep close or even in their bed. Jimin was…pretty loud. He could never get much sleep there anyways while Jimin was screaming Taehyung’s name so loudly all night. He valued them both either way. For everything they did for him.
When the stranger’s eyes met his again, Jungkook knew the other was intrigued. It wouldn’t need much to lure him in further. Taking the shot of tequila in front of him, he licked off the strip of salt on his palm slowly, downing the shot right after before he bit into the lemon. His eyes stayed on him and with a smile, Jungkook sucked off the rest of lemon juice off his thumb, putting on a little show.
“Who are you flirting with?” Tae’s voice shook him out of his little game and Jungkook just mischievously smiled as an answer. The alcohol warmed him up from the inside and with closed eyes he leaned his head back, baring his neck a little more. “I don’t know, yet. I’m about to find out.” Taehyung furrowed his brows at that but let Jungkook be, returning his attention to mixing drinks. A sudden loud cheer went through the crowd when Jimin stepped on stage, taking up everyone’s attention and firing up the crowd. Jungkook turned around, leaning back against the bar, but his eyes weren’t on the dancer this time.
Yoongi’s weren’t either.
He had scanned the stage and then decided that the boy was still more intriguing. He was absolutely aware of being watched and so the show he was putting on for Yoongi was twice as sexy. The way he had bared his neck, showing off all that unmarked skin…
Yoongi’s fingers tightened around the glass. He really, really wanted to go over and kiss the boy’s throat, bite a bruise into his creamy skin, make him moan out his name in a raspy… wait, he didn’t even know how the other’s voice sounded. He had talked to the bartender who seemed to know him quite well - but Yoongi was way too far away to hear their voices let alone what they were talking about. He stared at his glass and the clear liquid inside, contemplating his options. He could stick to his initial decision and stay focused, wait here and watch the other performers on stage before the rapping section started. Though he actually wondered if that wasn’t doomed to failure as he couldn’t keep his gaze away from the other anyway. So, it wouldn’t really work to keep him relaxed. The other option was to explore this, whatever this was. If the boy would give him a knock-back despite his flirty demeanor then he just couldn’t let that dampen his spirit. And if he did raise to the bait then…
...well he would have to interrupt their conversation about half an hour in, but he might get out with a number in his pocket and that itself would be a win no matter how his stage would turn out to be. He gave himself a start and walked over as if it was nothing and as if his heart hadn’t just doubled its pace. He leaned against the counter close to the raven haired boy though not too close. He wanted to talk right now, nothing more. Everything else would stay a dream for another time - if he got that chance. “Hey, I’m Yoongi.” He said, just the basics, leaving it to the other to open up or just nod and ignore him.
Jungkook turned his head towards Yoongi slowly, a cute smile appearing on his lips that made his nose scrunch a little. Who would have thought it would be so easy? Licking his lips slowly, he let his gaze wander over him once more before Jungkook just told himself to let loose. He hadn’t done this in a while, but it was good to know his old tricks still worked. “I like you, Yoongi,” He said, leaning in a bit further until the smell of cologne filled his nostrils. Closing his eyes, Jungkook dwelled in the heat that was radiating from the other for a moment only to snap back and jump up from his seat. Walking ahead a few steps, he turned on his heel, looking at the other cockily with his hand held out for the handsome stranger to reach for. “You coming or nah?”
Yoongi was surprised that Jungkook told him that he liked him so easily, leaning in as if to kiss him. When Jungkook leaned away and got up Yoongi went with him, thinking that the younger had decided to go onto the dancefloor again and ask him to join him. Instead he was walking towards the bathroom, holding out his hand as if they were friends. Confused Yoongi stood still until Jungkook took back his hand. “Where are you going? Don’t you want to tell me your name first?” Still, when Jungkook kept on walking Yoongi followed, quickening his steps to catch up with the other.
Biting his lip, the younger looked over his shoulder, chuckling at the confused expression of the handsome stranger. Yoongi. The name fit him. It was cute. Just like him.
Without answering him Jungkook reached out to take his hand again and this time Yoongi let him pull him along because he still wasn’t sure what the other wanted.
Jungkook opened the door to the bathroom quickly and to his luck there was no one else inside. Most people were probably outside, cheering on the show. Letting go of Yoongi’s hand, he let his hand wander up his arm, but his eyes focused on him. Very, very slowly Jungkook leaned into Yoongi – but not to kiss him, but rather to kiss his neck softly. Just a fleeting touch of lips, before he whispered against his neck, “Let me make you feel good, Yoongi.”
It didn’t take long for the penny to drop after that. His fascination with the other must have clouded his judgement. He almost wanted to refuse but then he felt Jungkook’s lips on his neck, warm and soft and they felt way too nice to stop the other from going further. He wanted to ask what making him ‘feel good’ entailed but part of the thrill was not knowing what to expect so he kept his mouth shut. As Jungkook had made the first step he deemed it allowed to get into the other’s personal space as well. He chuckled when he realized that he still hadn’t gotten the other’s name. “Okay, then show me how you will make me feel good, pretty one.” He cupped the others cheek and trailed further down his neck to touch more skin. It was soft and tender and Yoongi leaned in to kiss Jungkook on the mouth but the other turned his head away.
“What? Am I not allowed to touch you?”
Jungkook stepped away from Yoongi a little, gripping the collar of his shirt to pull him in to one of the bathroom stalls. He closed the door behind them with a smile, not wanting for anyone to bother them. “One rule: No kissing,” Jungkook simply stated and began to kiss down Yoongi’s neck eagerly, leaving a wet trail behind. Opening a few of his buttons, Jungkook hummed at the sweet taste of Yoongi’s skin against his lips. He wanted more. Needed more. The arousal made his blood pumping hot through his veins as he got down onto his knees easily. “Believe me, you want to see those lips doing something else tonight. We don’t want to waste time with kissing.” Jungkook winked at him again, before he opened his pants and pulled them down quick. A gasp fell from his lips and he blinked up at the handsome stranger, “Or don’t you want me to?”
„No kissing? But you’re fine with dragging me into a bathroom stall?“ He laughed when he saw that Jungkook was serious about it, suddenly out of his depth as he normally made out a lot with his partners. “Like in ‚pretty woman‘ hu? I won‘t pay you though.“ It was meant as a joke but Jungkook couldn‘t know that, and he saw it in the younger‘s eyes when it hit him that he more or less called him a whore that wasn‘t even worth paying. “Shit, I wasn‘t.. I didn‘t mean it like that. If that‘s your boundary it‘s fine. I won‘t kiss you. Nonetheless it sure is a pity. Your lips look like they were just made for kissing. You have a beautiful mouth, kid.”
It wasn’t easy to control his words while he’s had two drinks, the pre-show adrenaline - and a very handsome, very eager man in front of him who didn’t waste any time undressing him and going for it. When Jungkook went down on his knees, opening his pants like he was opening a Christmas present Yoongi moaned low in his throat. “Damn, you weren’t joking when you said you don’t want to waste time. You sure you don’t want me to tell me your name before you touch my cock?”
Jungkook didn’t care.
Taking a good grip on his length he hummed in delight, wasting absolutely no time to make Yoongi lose his mind right away. He pumped him a few times, kissing all the way up his hipbone until he could lick up his cock and taking him in eagerly. Jungkook loved it. The moment to lose himself in a fiery moment, to make a stranger go crazy for him, their heated bodies pressing against his own. He let his hand wander up Yoongi’s hips and under his shirt, feeling up his body while Jungkook was sucking on the tip of his cock. “Fuck, you taste so good.”
His head hit the bathroom stall wall when Jungkook grabbed him tight without warning. He was way too cocky and confident in this considering he looked like he was barely legal. It made Yoongi’s stomach churn a little when he thought about how looks could perceive and that he was hopefully not having someone below their twenties on their knees for him. It took a lot of willpower to talk again while Jungkook was busy kissing him so close to where he wanted his mouth to be. He placed a hand on the other’s shoulder and motioned for him to look at him. A real mistake because the way the other looked up, all doe eyed, with a mischievous glint in them and reddened lips from kissing him - it went straight to his groin. Jungkook smirked when he felt his dick twitch and Yoongi cursed the other inwardly for being such a sight while pushing all his buttons. “I just wondered if you’re even old enough to – oh shit!” He cursed violently as the other swallowed him down quickly as an answer, giving him absolutely no time to adjust. He immediately set a fast pace, one that was tight and wet and absolute heaven and Yoongi felt like he lost the ground for a second. Jungkook definitely knew what he was doing. The hand on the other’s shoulder wandered further to the other’s neck, kneading the flesh there before he gripped into the youngers hair. It was soft and thick, and he carded through it while the boy eagerly blew him. It was incredibly dirty – and so good that it made Yoongi’s knees weak.
Jungkook took Yoongi out with a smirk, his hand tightly wrapped around his cock as he moved his hand up and down his length. “You’re really cute,” He said a bit out of breath before taking him down again deep into his mouth in one sweep, only to stop again, “I’m twenty-one.” Jungkook licked and sucked his swollen head with enthusiasm, Yoongi’s throaty voice sending his own body into overdrive. He worked him up and down, taking him in slowly, knowing that Jungkook could take him all the way until he could swallow around him. Dragging his lips slowly off his cock, Jungkook teased the tip with his tongue holding his gaze as he licked, kissed, sucked and nipped. He moaned sweetly, feeling lightheaded from the pleasure that mixed blissfully with the alcohol in his system.
Yoongi cursed again, holding onto Jungkook for dear life. He’s never had someone suck him off so enthusiastically and that he knew next to nothing about the other just added to the thrill. He moaned low when Jungkook’s lips closed around the tip of his cock again and his hips jerked forward. “Ah, s…sorry! You just… feel so good! Your mouth… god, your mouth is heaven!” There was some noise outside and Yoongi’s body tensed when he remembered that they were in a public bathroom where anyone could come in. His eyes flickered to the lock just to make sure and closed in pure delight when Jungkook assaulted his senses again. The younger moaned around his cock and it sounded so sweet, so filthy that it made his dick twitch right in Jungkook’s mouth. “Fuck you’re so good…,” He leaned his head back with a thump and a groan, letting go completely and letting Jungkook do whatever he wanted.
Jungkook wrapped his fingers tightly around the base of his shaft and moved his hand up and down in time with the rhythm of his mouth, eager to make the handsome stranger come. Jungkook ran his tongue around the tip of it, tasting the salty dew and smirked. “Come into my mouth, please,” He begged so softly, knowing exactly that it would make Yoongi weak, who grabbed a handful of his hair. Jungkook was bobbing up and down, setting the pace and depth as he sucked his cock. He moaned with each movement, digging his fingers into Yoongi’s thigh as he could feel him lock up tight.
It was beyond him how someone could beg so sweet about something so dirty - and it hit him right where it should. He groaned, his hips snapping forward again. Jungkook didn’t seem to mind though, he was just taking him in further and Yoongi gasped desperately as he could feel the heat rising. His moans were getting desperate now, more and more with each of Jungkook’s movements that got quicker and quicker, riling him up until he felt like he couldn’t take the tension any more.
“Fuck, oh fuck, I’m going to…shit!” He couldn’t stop it, his hands where in the other’s hair and he was fucking the younger’s mouth properly now, taking what he could get while he was climbing his high, getting higher and higher until his muscles tensed, and his thighs started trembling. Jungkook swallowed around him, the velveteen heat enclosing him tight and perfect and it didn’t take long before Yoongi came hard, his cock still in the other’s mouth while the force of his orgasm had him shuddering and shaking.
Jungkook swallowed it all, leaning back with a sated look in his eyes. He hummed, wiping over his mouth with the palm of his hand. Very slowly, Jungkook got up leaning against the opposite wall off the bathroom stall. Raking a hand through his hair, Jungkook sighed deeply, as he let his thumb caress over his lips, watching Yoongi calm down from his high.
“Jungkook,” The young man announced out of the blue, watching how Yoongi’s expression turned a little more confused as he didn’t catch on so quickly. The door to the bathroom busted open and they could hear drunken giggles nearing, so Jungkook leaned in again, planting a kiss against Yoongi’s sweaty neck. “My name is Jungkook,” He whispered with a smile. The lock turned and Jungkook opened the door winking one last time at the handsome stranger.
“Wait!” Before Yoongi could reach out for him the door closed. His pants were still down and so he couldn’t just run after him like that. He had wanted to take care of Jungkook as well but the other had either jerked himself off really unobtrusively - or he had just walked out with a hard on. He ignored the third option (that Jungkook hadn’t even been aroused) because why else would he have lured him into the bathroom and given him the blowjob of his life if Jungkook hadn’t enjoyed it himself as well?
His knees still felt a little shaky when he pulled his pants up and tucked himself in. The comfortably warmth that had spread throughout his body from his orgasms hadn’t left him yet and so he felt sated and relaxed, a laid back feeling that he enjoyed a lot. Though it still bothered him a little that he hadn’t even been able to thank Jungkook properly, let alone touch him for real. He smiled to himself when he replayed the feeling of the youngers body against his when Jungkook had kissed his neck, right before sinking down on his knees for him readily.
God, he would never ever get that image out of his head!
Jungkook got his leather jacket from behind the bar and in an unnoticed moment, he let a few coins out of the cash register vanish in his pockets.
Jin wouldn’t mind.
Taking the key to the backdoor of the club, Jungkook easily slipped through the backstage area. He placed a kiss on top of Jimin’s hair, when he passed the other. Jimin closed his eyes immediately, dwelling in the attention and Jungkook took the chance to slip out one of the dancer’s cigarette packages from his pocket and went ahead. When the cold air of the night finally hit him, Jungkook took a deep breath. He let the cold creep back into his body until only the smoke of the cigarette warmed him up from the inside.
Jungkook took one of the empty beverage boxes and turned them upside down to sit on it. Moving his legs in a nervous manner, Jungkook stared down the empty, dark alley. A smile played on his lips when he recalled the handsome strangers beautiful moan. “Yoongi,” Jungkook whispered and huffed out some smoke. He really liked that name.
He stayed outside until his limbs felt heavy and icy, only then Jungkook jumped up a little from one foot to another, hiding his hands deep in his pockets to keep himself warm. The music was thumping loudly, muffled tones coming from inside but Jungkook could still hear some of the words the people chanted. Apparently, some demanded a rap-battle. Not really caring about what was going on, Jungkook opened the door to the storage room, stealing a coke to drink from. Leaning his head back, the young man closed his eyes, the exhaustion from his long traveling settling in. He sighed deeply, putting the coke aside on one of the shelves before he got out over to the little cabinet at the other side of the room. Taking out the blanket Jin always stored for him there, his eyes fell onto something at the very back. A faint smile played on his lips, when Jungkook reached for the six-pack of banana milk. He immediately ripped the plastic and got one tetra pack out. As much as Jungkook hated Jin sometimes, he always cared for him. In one way or another. And Jungkook was thankful. He was just very bad at showing it, like the stolen coins in his pocket showed. But he promised himself to pay Jin pack.
One day.
Jungkook was just about to get out his notebook from his little backpack, settling down with the blanket draped around him when he heard something that peaked his interest. Whoever was rapping right now was…
…his eyes grew wide, when a certain lyric made him jump up from his seat, almost spilling his beloved banana milk. He didn’t really catch it, but there was definitely something along those lines of ‘making beautiful boys drop to their knees’ followed by a groan that sounded all too familiar. He had heard it before.
Jungkook followed the voice, which sounded rough, angry and so hot that it made a shiver ran down his spine and opened the door to the club a little ajar. When he saw the handsome stranger on the stage, Jungkook couldn’t help but walk in a little more. His heartbeat adjusting to the one of the music while he couldn’t tear his gaze off Yoongi. When the music stopped, it was obvious who won. There was no doubt about it. Jungkook hadn’t even listened to his competitor but something told him that no one could spit fire as good as he just did. Fuck. If he was this good at rapping, Jungkook didn’t even want to imagine how good he was with his tongue in general.
Yoongi let his mic fall onto the floor (which made Jin scramble down to try and catch the very expensive equipment, but he obviously failed), the loud sound only emphasizing his win as he was radiating the most confident energy. Jungkook leaned against the wall a bit away from the crowd, his arms crossed in front of his chest as he stood in awe. Just about when Yoongi turned to grab the bottle of water at the side of the stage, waiting for the crowd to calm down, their gazes met once more. A smile pulled at Jungkook’s lips and he winked at the rapper, but as soon as Yoongi turned around again – Jungkook was gone.
Backstage Yoongi leaned his head back, his bangs and clothes were sweaty, but he had a smile on his face that was almost feverishly intense. He killed the stage and the night club manager hadn’t just paid him his fee he had even given him a little extra because the reactions were so good - though Yoongi was pretty sure that he had checked the mic first to see if it was still working fine or else he would have repaired it with Yoongi’s money. He would have been fine with it. One thing he loved about being on stage was that absolutely nothing else mattered. Not money, no judgement, no consequences. Before and after those thoughts might turn his head into chaos but the moment he stepped on stage his mind was crystal clear. Icy and sharp - while his blood was lava and his breath fire.
He had been surprised by himself when the beautiful boy - Jungkook - and their encounter had filled his mind and he had used it for his raps, telling the crowd that even the most beautiful boys went on their knees for him. Though in all honesty one was enough for him. And though he physically felt completely sated and comfortably exhausted he still wanted more of Jungkook. Especially after their eyes had met again while he had been rapping and Jungkook had been in the crowd, winking at him with so much mischievous as if he held a whole lifetime of secrets in his hands. He wanted to see the beautiful boy again. Not just to say thank you as he had initially told himself - but also because he wanted to get to known him for real. That’s why he went back to the bar after he had payed, still in his sweaty clothes and just as he were.
Taehyung was mixing a last few drinks, wiping his hands off at his apron, before leaning in to give Jimin a quick kiss in between. His shift was over, but that didn’t mean they were going home, yet. A pat on Jimin’s ass later, the dancer was on the dance floor again, while Taehyung untied his apron, folding it back together neatly. Just as he was about to turn around his gaze fell onto a familiar face. “You did great! Congrats! You well deserved that win!” Taehyung congratulated the rapper and mixed him a quick drink despite his shift being done. “It’s on the house,” He pushed it over to him with a smile.
“Oh! Uhm, thank you. I appreciate that.” He didn’t think that the barkeeper would have time for or interest in anything that happened on the stage considering he saw all the acts all the time for free. “Don’t tell anyone but I was actually a bit nervous this time.” He smirked conspiratorially before sipping on his drink and then turning serious. “That’s why I’m really grateful for that friend of yours who helped me pass the time and made sure I was distracted from the nervousness. I mean the raven-haired one, the beautiful. Jungkook. You seemed to know each other. Is he a regular then? Does he come here often?” He could barely refrain himself from asking for Jungkook’s favorite drink or if he was taken.
“Jungkook?” Taehyung chuckled low coming around the bar, before leaning against it casually. “I see. He is indeed beautiful.” Tae observed Yoongi for a moment, trying to see what type of guy he was. Usually the ones asking for Jungkook weren’t like him. Not that…cute. “He’s around often but also not. You see,” Taehyung leaned over to Yoongi, “He’s everywhere and nowhere. But if you want to see him again, maybe you’ll be lucky, and he lets you.”
Yoongi let out a disappointed sound at that. “I’m not here to ask for his phone number or private information. I’d just like to... say thank you for what he’s done. So, in case you see him you can tell him that I owe him one - and that he can feel free to collect the debt anytime he likes.” He knocked back the rest of the drink in one go and pushed it across the counter with his finger, back to Taehyung. “Thanks for that. This club seems to be filled with pretty and generous people.” He gave Taehyung a little wink before he got up, making sure that he hadn’t forgotten his notebook, the one he always carried around and which was bursting out of seems because it was filled with so many little sticky notes and paper pieces, photographs inspiration stuff and of course lots and lots and lots of lyrics that he had written. It was time to go to bed now and with rent being secured for this month Yoongi would sleep sweeter than all the nights before.
...
Jungkook blinked up at the bright sign and walked ahead. His body felt heavy, every muscle aching as he took the last few steps towards the gas station. He didn’t waste any second as he headed towards the bathroom outside, hoping that he didn’t need to ask for a key. To his luck, the door opened immediately and Jungkook stepped in front of the mirror, leaning onto the sink with a heavy sigh. In the dim light he looked even worse, feeling dizzy and weak. Looking up, he grimaced at his own sight. “Fuck, god fucking damn it, Jungkook,” The young man cursed at himself and reached to touch his lip that was split open.
“Where have you been?”
The words of them echoed through his mind and Jungkook shook his head in desperation to get rid of the memory. Wiping over his mouth, he could still feel the taste of blood. They had cornered him so quickly. He had known what he was getting himself into and still he went there. He had nowhere else to go after a fight with Jin, when the bar owner had kicked him out. It wasn’t the first time Jin had done that. It was Jungkook’s fault after all. He would go back tomorrow and apologize. Turning around, Jungkook grabbed a paper towel and wetted the tip. Jungkook wiped his chin and looked into the mirror again, before he kept on cleaning himself until he was content with himself. Stepping out, he reached into the pocket of his leather jacket to get out the last few coins he had stolen from Jin. His jacket was still dirty from where he had been lying on the ground, so he lazily wiped over the fake leather to get rid of the last remains.
It was way past midnight, so there was only one person at the gas station right now, looking rather bored as he was waiting for his tank to be filled. Stepping into the warmth, he let his gaze wander around for a second. There was a booth where you could pay, an overly friendly looking guy behind the counter, sodas, a few off brand snacks. Jungkook turned and went to the shelves, looking around to find something. Anything. He was fucking hungry. He hadn’t eaten in a while.
Jungkook grabbed a bottle of water, the one he would actually pay for and kept on looking. Kneeling, his eyes were searching through a few medical accessories, looking for patches but there was only one pack. A pink one, a large weird looking kitten printed on it. “Hello Kitty?” He mumbled to himself, before he pushed it into the back of his pants in an unobserved moment. These were what he wouldn’t pay for.
With a smile, Jungkook walked over to the snacks. A few packs of gum disappeared quickly without anyone noticing and Jungkook could feel the rush of adrenaline making his heart beat fast and the energy rush into his veins.
Yoongi had pulled his hoodie deeply into his face. He looked like shit but that didn’t mean everyone else had to see it. He lived close by so whenever he was suffering from insomnia again (which was pretty often) and he couldn’t write or compose anything then he would go for a walk and his favorite route would make him pass the gas station. Sometimes he went in to chat with the cashier a little, nothing personal, just a few words exchanged by equally annoyed people. They had great snacks and even though gas stations were always overpriced which meant Yoongi definitely shouldn’t buy anything at all there he had made it a habit to buy a certain type of sandwich before walking to the nearest park where he would eat it and then walk back. This time he wasn’t even hungry, but he still went into the little shop. Maybe it was habit. Maybe it was ‘destiny’. No matter which had led him there he recognized Jungkook immediately. He looked still stunning, his eyes still burning with some kind of fire - but this time it rather looked as if it was consuming himself. The younger looked pale and roughed up and when Yoongi got closer he could see that it wasn’t just dirt but blood and bruises on his face. Someone had obviously beaten him up. Nonetheless Jungkook was apparently still looking for a thrill because one second he had knelt in front of the plasters - and the next he was up on his feet again. Yoongi blinked. If he hadn’t observed the other so closely he would have never guessed that Jungkook had just stolen something. Even know that he knew it Jungkook seemed absolutely normal with no guilty conscious or nervousness showing. He was an absolutely pro. Something told Yoongi that this wasn't just luck. Jungkook knew what he was doing. He’s had practice. Lots of it.
Strangely fascinated Yoongi didn’t let Jungkook out of sight, watching him as he strolled through the aisles, going here and there, looking at a plushy or a magazine - all the while stealing little things so easily that Yoongi was in awe. As much as he knew the urge to just take something out of spite or because you knew you could either pay for rent or food and stealing relieved you of that decision he still had a problem with Jungkook stealing in ‘his’ gas station. Somehow he was slightly attached to his ‘safe places’ and Jungkook roaming around and causing chaos nagged him. So, he carefully got close, steps silent and breath quiet; until Jungkook reached out for something to slip into his pocket again. That’s when his hand shot out and his fingers closed around Jungkook’s wrist before the younger could even reach his new aim. “Now, now. Didn’t someone teach you that stealing is only for bad boys?”
Jungkook jerked violently at the sudden voice and the hold around his wrist. His eyes wide and doe like, the most innocent expression on his face, while Jungkook was ready to defend himself any second, when his gaze fell onto the handsome stranger. “Yoongi,” He breathed out in relief, turning a little towards him with a smirk. Jungkook hadn’t seen the handsome man in a while. Five days to be exact. He had kept away from the club, only coming in the early morning hours for Jin to let him in through the backdoor so he had somewhere safe to stay. Until he kicked him out this morning.
“What makes you think I am not one?” Jungkook licked over his lips, his gaze was wandering over Yoongi’s casual attire and he cocked up an eyebrow. There were dark circles under Yoongi’s eyes and Jungkook wondered what brought him to the gas station in the middle of the night.
A comfortably little shudder went down his spine when Jungkook recognized him, whispering his name in surprise, breathy and perfect with his dark wide eyes and sweet pink lips. “Oh, that’s easy.” He didn’t let go of the younger’s wrists even though they both let their arms sink down lower to not raise any suspicious. “Because you were such a good boy for me, weren’t you? I still remember how eager you were. It would be a shame to have such beauty behind bars where it doesn’t help anyone, don’t you think?”
Jungkook only chuckled at Yoongi’s explanation. A mischievous glint sparkled in his eyes, when he pushed the water bottle and the bag of sweets into Yoongi’s hold. He even got out the pack of ‘Hello Kitty’ patches and pushed it into his arms. “Well, then be a good boy for me now,” Jungkook leaned in a little more, his hot breath fanning against the other’s neck, “You haven’t paid me back, yet right?” With a wink Jungkook pushed his hands down his jacket again and turned on his heel. He didn’t walk very far though as he leaned against one of the neon signs with the brand of the gas station on it – smirking to himself and waiting.
Yoongi chuckled at the boys audacity. But he loved it. It had been a while since someone had sparked his interest like that and he would willingly pay for it in snacks and plasters. He ditched his usual purchases and went straight to the cashier. The man cocked his head. “No sandwich tonight?”
Yoongi shook his head. He hesitated for a second, then grabbed a small bottle of vodka and a pack of cigarettes and placed it besides the sweets and plasters. He only now got aware that they had ‘Hello Kitty’ on them and snorted. “Nah, I might have company tonight.” The cashiers eyes flickered over to Jungkook. “That boy out there?” When Yoongi didn’t denied he furrowed his brows. “Take care, he looks like trouble.” At that Yoongi broke into laughter “Seriously? You should tell him that! I’m the bad influence his mum probably warned him about when he was a kid, no ‘real’ job, no regular income, roaming the streets at night with cigarettes and alcohol...”
And more. But the cashier didn’t need to know that. The sarcasm was sweet on his tongue. The cashier smiled and took the coins that Yoongi had placed onto the counter. “But you have an aim. A passion. Anyone can see that. Him - he doesn’t have that. He has so much restless energy and nowhere to put it. Even now - just look at him. He’d light himself on fire just for the hell of it.” It was this that made Yoongi swallow hard. A friend of his had said something eerily similar about him a few years ago and it had stuck with him. A sudden urge to protect that boy from himself, to keep him from tearing himself apart heated his chest. But it simmered down just as quickly. He didn’t know him. And he couldn’t even handle his own life so how on earth should he ‘guide’ a lost boy like Jungkook.
“Thanks for the warning.” He nodded at the cashier and took his stuff that the other had put into a thin white plastic bag. “Keep the change. Call it hazard pay if you want.”
Jungkook had observed Yoongi closely and when he had gone to pay for his stuff, he smiled. He had wondered if Yoongi would do it or not and when he saw the handsome stranger carrying a vodka bottle as well, his smile gotten so big that it scrunched up his nose. Jungkook immediately reached for the bag of sweets, munching on it happily. It didn’t really count as a full meal but he was happy that he gotten something in his stomach. Walking ahead, Jungkook couldn’t hide the smile when Yoongi easily just went with him. He opened the bottle of water, not saying much before he hastily drank it empty, throwing it into the trash he passed right after.
“Thank you,” Jungkook said and meaning it. Pointing at the bottle of vodka, he cocked up an eyebrow, “Do you always buy alcohol in the middle of the night and keep boys from causing trouble? Or is this a one-time thing?”
The way Jungkook just went for not only the snacks but also the water told him that this hadn't just been a simple thrill seeking of the younger. He was actually hungry. And thirsty if the way he downed the water bottle in one go was anything to go by. Yoongi carefully eyed Jungkook closer from the side, making sure that Jungkook wouldn't see what he was looking for. The youngers cheeks looked a little less full, his wrists almost bony and Yoongi wondered when had been the last time that Jungkook had gotten warm, regular meals. He knew it from own experience, how easily you could forget to care for yourself if you were occupied with your passion or stuck in writer's block, desperately yearning for inspiration while anything ‘grounding’ like food felt like weight he couldn't carry right now - because there was already too much weighting in him. And then there was the occasional times he got high and just forgot time completely. But with Jungkook it didn't look like either of that was the reason and he wasn't sure if the way Jungkook acted all happy and carefree right now wasn't supposed to hide the fact that this might be his first meal in quite a while.
“I think you could say it's a regular thing. The buying stuff in the middle of the night, not the keeping boys out of trouble. Cause I kind of doubt I could do that with you. You practically are trouble, aren't you? With your cheeky smile and the criminal habits.” He stole one of the snacks from Kook and saw the way the youngers eyes stuck to his fingers as if he wanted to will them back although he didn't make a sound. He must be very hungry to panic over losing a single snack. “That wasn't your first time stealing, was it? You like the thrill? Or did you just forget your money?” It was a gentle way of pushing if the younger had any money on him. “Actually, I had wanted to say thank you for last time anyway. I had wanted to treat you to a meal, but I guess snacks and a drink are alright too.” He nonchalantly shrugged his shoulders curious as to how the younger would react now.
Jungkook’s eyes widened immediately, but he willed himself not too look too desperate right away. He had been beaten up only hours ago, his stomach yearning for a warm meal and his body aching to rest somewhere. He contemplated for a moment, just a few seconds really, before he said, “I take that meal anytime. I think my blow-job talents are worth more than gas station snacks, don’t you think?”
Smirking at Yoongi, Jungkook couldn’t help but feel his heart hammering against his chest. He had nowhere to go, so who could blame him for taking the chance of Yoongi obviously still being interested in him. And he liked him in a way. Jungkook would definitely not say ‘no’ to a handsome man with an equally beautiful cock.
“Hm, I‘m not sure. Maybe you have to refresh my memory.” He was teasing – but they both knew that Jungkook was right. He was goddamn amazing and his mouth too talented for his own good. Suddenly Yoongi wondered how Jungkook had learned this – and if their meeting really was a coincidence or if Jungkook had done this before. If maybe this was some kind of scam and in the end Jungkook would try to steal his money instead of his heart. He swallowed against the lump in his throat and tried to persuade himself that this was just his typical mistrust talking but the thought had already sunk a hook into his mind, apparently trying to take roots there no matter if Yoongi liked it or not.
“Why don’t you treat me to that meal now and then I can tell you all about my criminal record?” Jungkook let his hand wander down Yoongi’s neck to his chest. Leaning in a little bit more, Jungkook’s hand wandered down Yoongi’s arm, feeling him up a little but instead of doing more, he simply reached for the bottle of vodka and took a step back again. Opening it with a smile, he grimaced at the rough taste, burning down his throat. “Thought you’d be more the whiskey - kinda guy, though I have absolutely no knowledge about different liquors anyways, so,” Jungkook handed the bottle back to Yoongi to let him have a sip, “What do you think about lamb skewers?”
The youngers flirting and nonchalant touches knocked him out of his stride, and he was almost glad when Jungkook choose the bottle instead of riling him up further. “You’re right, I do enjoy a nice whiskey. However, you can’t really get quality stuff from a gas station. And with vodka I don’t care about taste. Only about effect so that’s fine. You like it?” He took the bottle back from the younger taking a sip himself and enjoying the sensation of the liquid slowly warming his chest on the way down. “Lamb skewers, hu? What kind of record do you have that it will last for a meal like that? Did they get you for prostitution?” He got startled by his own words, immediately inwardly cursing himself for talking aloud before thinking it through. As always his sharp tongue was turning his fears and suspicions into bitter, hurtful words, because no one would hurt him if he hurt them first. At least in theory. In reality Yoongi knew damn well that it didn’t work like this. It wasn’t as simple as his subconsciousness wanted it to be, it mostly made things worse and sometimes just really made him want to hit himself. Right now, it was mostly the latter. He was acting pretty disrespectful for someone who had so easily given into Jungkook’s charms. To ease the sting and because he had wanted to treat Jungkook to something counting as food anyway he quickly added, “Ok, lamb skewers it is then. Are there any other rules that this deal includes, or can I treat you to a place of my choice? Cause then I know where we’ll be going.”
He slightly adapted their course so that they would pass the restaurant he was thinking of. It was cozy there, familiar, a little informal. He liked it there and was sure that Jungkook would like it too.
“Food is food,“ Jungkook shrugged his shoulders while he shoved his hands down his jacket, “And no. I don’t take money for sex. I would never do that,” He paused, cocking up an eyebrow before he added, “But your dick is definitely worth a second meeting and if that involves lamb skewers than I am most definitely sold.” He nodded at Yoongi’s question again, reaching for the bottle to take a sip.
“Well I’d say we keep the lamb skewers and anything that might happen after separated. But I’m all in for ‘second meeting’ as you called it.” He gently brought Jungkook to a halt when he almost walked past the crossroads where they had to turn right to reach the lamb skewer place. “Don’t drink too much on an empty stomach though. Cause I’d like to return the favor this time and I don’t want you to pass out on me.”
Jungkook was surprised at the offer but didn’t answer – instead he just smiled. A bit too wide, because only seconds after he hissed in pain. “Fuck,” Jungkook mumbled turning away from Yoongi, who was opening the door to the restaurant. He followed quickly but wiped over his mouth as the taste of metal was on his tongue. The cut on his lip opened again, bleeding a little and tinting his lips in a red tone. He licked over it in a weak attempt to get rid of the blood and reached for a napkin right away as they sat down. Yoongi stretched out comfortable when he noticed how Jungkook’s face contorted in pain. The younger was dabbing at his lip and by the look of it he only made it worse. Wordlessly he took the napkin out of Jungkook’s hands. The younger didn’t resist but when Yoongi put two fingers under his chin to tilt it up he looked like a deer in headlights. As if he had thought Yoongi would just take the napkin away because it bothered him and not because he wanted to help.
But Jungkook didn’t see where he was dabbing without a mirror while Yoongi saw him just fine. Here in the restaurant and with their faces being so close together he could see the full damage and couldn’t help but frown. He had meant to not make Jungkook uncomfortably and therefore pretended like he more or less didn’t see it, but he was unable to suppress his reaction with the way Jungkook looked up at him now. It was beyond him how a person could want to hurt someone so beautiful. It was like kicking a kitten. Just downright wrong and perverse.
Yoongi wetted the napkin a little (considering Jungkook’s had his dick in his mouth he hopefully wouldn’t mind a little saliva) and then gently used the napkin to dab at the blood until the youngers lip was blood free. “There all better.” He crumpled the napkin and then pretending like he was busy studying the menu although he already knew what he would order.
Jungkook had completely stiffened up when Yoongi had touched him. He was glad when Yoongi pretended not to care right after, so he did the same. Only his heart didn’t seem to calm down. Jungkook shifted a little, getting a bit more space in between them again. It had gotten a bit awkward, as he wasn’t sure what to say. Maybe a ‘thank you’ would have been appropriate but Jungkook had hesitated a bit too long – so he was happy for the distraction the waiter brought. He let Yoongi decide and just added that he wanted a lemon ice-tea to drink. When he sipped on the cold beverage minutes later, he finally tore his gaze away from the window. “I saw you rapping,” Jungkook began, “Well…actually I didn’t see much but I heard you rapping about something, so I was intrigued. Is that your job? Music?”
Yoongi chuckled. “My ‘job’.. I don’t know about that. If you mean job as in what is supposed to help me cover my living expenses then no. But it’s way more important to me. It’s my passion, my drive, the thing that keeps me going.” As sipping drinks seemed to be their way of avoiding awkward silences he did just that before asking “But you know way more about me then I know about you. Which is a little bit unfair, don’t you think? So, tell me about yourself Jungkook. What keeps you going? What do you do for a living if you’re not just busy picking snacks from gas stations and turning heads while you dance.”
His heart was beating so hard that it was starting to hurt. Jungkook was anxious. He hated those kind of questions. Because every time he tried to answer it, Jungkook only made himself aware of how much of a failure he really was. He had nothing.
Absolutely fucking nothing.
He cleared his throat a little before answering, “That’s all I do, I guess. I’m here, I’m there. You’ve been quite lucky to catch me a second time. Doesn’t happen very often.” He chuckled, but realized he was the only one laughing at his weak, self-insulting joke. “I am Jungkook, i’m twenty-one and I come from Busan…,” A second, desperate attempt to talk about himself, “I am good at giving blow-jobs and stealing stuff. I’m friends with a few people from the bar. Jin owns it. He’s nice. Oh, and Taehyung is great. He is an amazing barkeeper. You should ask for special drinks from him!” Jungkook easily switched the attention from him to his friends only shutting up when he saw the food.
There was too much pain behind Jungkook’s eyes, so Yoongi didn’t push any further, but he was dying to know more. Surely this couldn't be all. Everyone had dreams - or at least has had them in the past. How had Jungkook come from Busan to here? How had he met Jin? Did he still have family? All the questions were burning on his tongue, but he swallowed them down for the sake of not scaring Jungkook off. He had only met him a week ago. It took time to open up to someone. As soon as the food was there it took up all of Jungkook’s attention and the younger had started eating before Yoongi’s even had time to access what was on their plates.
Jungkook ate too quickly and it reminded Yoongi of a stray cat he had fed who had swallowed his food so quickly that he had thrown it back up before he had realized that Yoongi was safe and wouldn’t take anything away from him. He gently nudged Jungkook’s elbow. “Slow down, kid. I’m not going to take anything from you. Honestly I’m not even that hungry so you can finish my plate later as well if you want to. Just take it slow please. Eating at that time of the night might give you a stomach ache.” It wasn’t really the time that bothered him than the fact that Jungkook might not have eaten meat in a while, but it would be easier for the other to accept his advice if it was more… casual.
Jungkook swallowed down harshly, looking at Yoongi a bit confused for a moment. “Oh, no, sorry…you can eat yours, I was just…” Jungkook smiled faintly at Yoongi, trying to keep himself from eating too hastily. He waited until Yoongi began eating, too and then reached for something new and taking his time with it. “Who are your favorite rappers?” The young man asked in between and listened eagerly when Yoongi was talking all about his favorite music. Jungkook was in awe about how passionately the other spoke about music, genres and composing. Yoongi had a dream glowing somewhere inside of him and Jungkook envied that. He never had a dream.
Leaning back, Jungkook rubbed his stomach feeling sated and completely full after he had finished almost everything on his own. He rolled his neck, closing his eyes a little while the tiredness was washing over him fast. “Fuck, I need a coffee or something,” Jungkook looked at the waiter, but frowned when he saw that he was already done cleaning the coffee machine. He maybe didn’t have much manners but asking a waiter for a coffee after he had made sure to clean every little tube at the end of a shift was just downright cruel.
Yoongi had made sure to leave something on his plate so he knew that Jungkook was really finished eating and he wouldn’t leave him hungry. The younger had quite an appetite but now that his hunger was sated and he was warm and relaxed he could practically watch the other get sleepy. If they would stay a little longer Jungkook would probably fall asleep on the cushioned bench he was sitting on. “Coffee? I’m all for unhealthy habits but maybe you just need some sleep. Do you want me to walk you home?”
Jungkook sat up a little, yawning cutely in the process. “Sleep is for the weak,” He said with a tired smile, stretching his tired limbs, before he added with a smirk, “And I thought you’d show me your talents now? You know…I saw how good you can rap. I want to know what else you can do.” Getting up from the bench, Jungkook put his leather jacket back on, watching how Yoongi was getting out some money to pay for the food.
“I’m all yours!” Jungkook winked, ready to follow the other home.
Yoongi arched his brow but Jungkook seemed adamant on not going home to sleep. “You don’t have to...” He started but stopped himself short this time. Telling Jungkook that he didn’t have to sell himself short for a meal would be the third time that he debased the younger and he wasn’t planning on doing that. Jungkook was bold enough to stand up for himself. Or at least he hoped so. He went after him, enjoying the flirty tone while he still couldn’t help but notice the sleepy look in the youngers eyes. He was glad that they wouldn’t have to walk for long until they’d get to his place. It had gotten cold and even though Yoongi normally had a complicated relationship with his bedroom right now he really missed it.
As soon as they stepped into Yoongi’s little apartment, Jungkook’s eyes were wandering around, soaking in every little detail of his way of living. Jungkook liked it. It was warm, but without being too neat and organized. It was a bit chaotic here and there, but there were warm colors, mixing with grey tones. A smile played on his lips when he saw the piano and notebooks, papers and all kinds of notes strewn around it. There was a couch at one side of the room, but books were stacked all over it, so Jungkook went for the bed right away.
It wasn’t the first time Jungkook had slept with someone, only to have a safe place to stay for the night – but with Yoongi it was different. He had wanted to. Yoongi was utterly attractive and Jungkook had wanted more the second his cock had touched his lips in the bathroom stall. He wouldn’t mind this and enjoy it, hoping that Yoongi was really as good as his rapping. Then – oh boy – he really needed a coffee before it happened.
Yoongi regretted not having cleaned up a little or at least decluttered the couch but then again how could he have known that he would run into Jungkook tonight on his insomnia walk. Jungkook didn’t seem to mind at all and he headed straight for the bed. Before he followed Yoongi got rid of his shoes and jacket - and it only took that little time for Jungkook to nod off. He hadn’t lied down, just leaned back against the wall a little and closed his eyes but apparently his exhaustion was enough to override everything else. Yoongi smiled fondly and then had to shake his head over himself. He practically had a stranger in his bedroom and was smiling like an idiot about that. He must have symptoms of sleep deprivation as well. As he wasn’t sure how long Jungkook would stay under and he didn’t just want to lay down and let Jungkook be he went into the small kitchen to make some coffee. He tried to be quiet but either Jungkook heard him nonetheless or he had smelled the coffee because the next time Yoongi checked on him the younger blinked his eyes open.
Yawning again, Jungkook smiled as the smell of coffee reached his nostrils and he propped himself up on his elbows, when a sudden pain pierced through him harshly making him gasp. He yelped, regretting the sound of weakness right away. When he tried to sit up further, he honest to god whimpered and Yoongi was by his side in a minute.
“Hey, you alright?” Jungkook hastily blinked again, trying to clear his head and then just shrugged it off with a smile. But his exhaustion was still showing and Yoongi wouldn’t let him off that easily this time. “You mind if I take a look?”
It took him a moment to understand what Yoongi was referring to, before he quickly shook his head. “I got the plasters, I’m fine. There’s nothing,” Jungkook leaned in a little more, kissing Yoongi’s shoulder in an attempt to distract him easily. “Had a rough day, that’s all.” He mumbled against his skin, kissing his neck softly.
“Mhm...okay.” Yoongi turned his head to kiss Jungkook awkwardly on his cheek. He had almost kissed him on the lips, forgetting about his ‘no kissing rule’ momentarily.
If Jungkook told him he was fine and wouldn’t let him see then he might as well undress him. If it was true there was nothing speaking against a little fun - and if it wasn’t he would see for himself in a minute. He trailed his fingers up the youngers arm, all the way to over his shoulder and his neck where he gently played with the hair at Jungkook’s neck. The younger was so deliciously pliant it was making him dizzy. He kissed the bared skin on Jungkook’s throat, careful not to hurt him where his skin looked bruised while his free hand trailed all along Jungkook’s waistline. “Can I get rid of that?” He pulled on the shirt Jungkook was wearing, including the thicker hoodie he wore over it.
Jungkook hesitated a bit too long and Yoongi yanked up his shirt easily. He instantly pulled Yoongi over him, trying to keep him from looking too closely and eagerly kiss his neck, biting into the soft skin to tease him. It was a weak attempt at trying to cover up the bruises that the other noticed right away. “They are old, don’t mind them. I fell,…nothing bad, please, don’t stop kissing me,” Jungkook was tired, exhausted and his voice was sounding more desperate than he had intended. He was almost pleading for Yoongi to just ignore it, while he was placing more kisses on his soft skin. His soft, unbruised, skin.
Yoongi went with it the first few second - but then he touched Jungkook's side, really lightly, just a barely there touch - and the younger still gasped in obvious pain. “Don’t take me for an idiot, Jungkook. You’re not fine. You really want me to make out with you like that? You’d be hurting. Don’t be stubborn. Just show me.” Before Jungkook would change his mind he gently pried the younger’s arms away from his body. He looked like he had painted a picture in violets and blues with watercolor and used his own body as canvas.
“Jesus!” If Jungkook had ‘fallen’ as he had told him then he apparently had fallen onto fist and shoes. Yoongi knew how bruises looked when someone kicked you. And Jungkook was sporting a lot of them. How he even managed to act so normal till now was beyond him. He must feel them constantly. Without a word Yoongi got up and went into the kitchen for some ice, then back to the bathroom where he got cooling gel, something against bruising and a few painkillers. He placed everything on the nightstand beside the bed and then pushed Jungkook back onto the mattress with gentle force because the younger was awkwardly trying to get up. “Relax. I know how to treat that. Did you already take something for the pain? If not and if you don’t have any allergies I could give you some of mine.” He’d ignore the vodka this time because who really stuck to the ‘no meds and alcohol’ rule? Only sane people. And sane people didn’t get a barely-known and clearly troubled twenty-something into their bed to treat his wounds so that clearly ruled him out.
Jungkook was still tense and Yoongi had to tell him again that it was fine and that he should just lie down. “If you’re uncomfortable with me touching you then you can do it yourself - but I won’t let you leave without proper treatment. Honestly, looking at your state it’s probably better if you don’t leave tonight at all. You can stay here with me or I can go next door to take a nap on the couch if you want.” Yoongi was quick and efficient while applying the cream and gel. He could see how out of his depth Jungkook was, but he couldn’t just ignore this. To be honest he wasn’t sure if he shouldn’t be a little offended - because Jungkook either overestimated his own pain tolerance by far or he thought of Yoongi as an asshole who would put his own pleasure over Jungkook’s wellbeing. And that definitely was offense-worthy.
“You’re a proper idiot, you know that? Did you really think I wouldn’t notice? Did you think you could just get away with flinching under my touch and gasping in pain when I lean onto you? I like to make my partners scream for other reasons than pain, pretty boy. If you’re still interested after being all healed up I can show you.”
Jungkook didn’t move at all, but his eyes kept flickering back and forth, between Yoongi and his hands. He didn’t know what to do, so he kept still, almost stiff. Small gasps falling from his lips each time, Yoongi’s warm hands touched his skin ever so lightly, treating him with the uttermost care. Jungkook couldn’t help but feel a burning sensation behind his eyes that he tried to ignore. He let his gaze fall, while his hand slowly wandered up Yoongi’s arm, not because he wanted to seduce but because he was wondering. Why he was doing this for him, why he even cared. There was an ache deep inside his heart throbbing with the pain, but he swallowed it down, pushing it back deep where it only was a dull feeling and only the exhaustion was what he felt. Jungkook blinked his eyes tiredly as he gazed at Yoongi.
“Please, don’t go,” Jungkook mumbled, his eyes falling shut numerous of times, “You’re so warm.” It was his way of saying ‘thank you’, before he closed his eyes, the exhaustion crashing over him like a big wave and swallowing him whole right away. Nonetheless, his hand still held on tight to Yoongi’s arm as if he was afraid to lose the warmth that his closeness was providing.
Jungkook was falling asleep right under his hands and Yoongi felt a fondness that he shouldn’t feel for someone he barely knew. Gently he pushed the hair back from Jungkook’s face, looking at the younger who had sleepily asked him not to go a few moments ago, sounding so vulnerable that it went straight into his heart. He looked so utterly young like this, eyes firmly closed, and shoulders hunched forward in an instinctual search for warmth. He had wanted to give Jungkook one of his shirts, but he didn’t have the heart to wake him while Jungkook’s whole bodyline just screamed exhaustion. So instead he pulled the covers further up and then turned up the heater a little. He normally slept in only his boxers, but he wasn’t sure if this would mean overstepping any boundaries for Jungkook (blowjob aside he seemed to be pretty shy with real intimacy), so he put on an oversized shirt to sleep before slipping under the covers.
At first he kept a little distance between their bodies but then he gave into the urge to be a little selfish. And didn’t Jungkook ask him to stay because he was warm? It might not have been the most conscious of his decisions with him being that sleepy but hopefully Jungkook still wouldn’t freak out if he woke up with someone against his back. Slowly and carefully Yoongi scooted closer until he could sneak an arm around Jungkook’s waist. Jungkook was tiny without all those bulky clothes to cover him up and it only made Yoongi want to feed him more. He had to be carefully or else he would get himself involved way too much in the younger’s life. Who knew what Jungkook’s life was about. He had his own messes to take care of, he didn’t need those of a young, wild, reckless, beautiful boy that... Jungkook sniffled in his sleep, crinkling his nose cutely like a little bunny and Yoongi was gone. He leaned forward kissing the younger chastely on his nose and then pulling him properly into a warm, safe embrace (not too tight though because of his wounds).
“I’m going to take care of you baby. If only for tonight.”
When Jungkook left, Yoongi was still asleep. He only left a small ‘thank you’ note by the coffee table, that he had written with an anxious mind and a heart that was beating too loudly so that he wasn’t able to hear his own thoughts. His eyes flickered over to Yoongi, as he tiptoed towards him. He wondered if he would see him again and for the first time in a long time, Jungkook smiled genuinely. There was something like hope glimmering in the pit of his stomach, something that was yearning for Yoongi to come and look for him again. He caressed over Yoongi’s cheek, leaning in to kiss him on his soft skin there. “Please don’t try to save me.” Jungkook whispered, pulling the blanket back over Yoongi’s shoulders and then he turned around.
Not once looking back.
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Therapy pt 1
Pt. 1 || Pt. 2 (final)
REQUEST: Helloo can i request for a story (it can be a one shot, a drabble or a long chapter ff its up to you) of AU! Semi canon Yoongi falls in love with his psychiatric that helped him going through his dark days? If i can add an addition he started to fall in love w/her the first time she helped him cure his mental health but he didn't have the gut to admit it at that time and he was busy being a trainee to even have a relationship so he kept the feeling for himself only. and like 11 years later they accidentally met and he is now laid back and able to manage a relationship and the girl is having trouble forgetting her ex because he cheat on her on their 1000days anniv and it was d-2 b4 her mother died so it's her that feeling down now but she manage to be strong in front of people. and yoongi is the one who helps her going through all this.
Yoongi x Reader
Genre: Angst/Fluff
Summary: You were there for him when he needed you, but now it seemed like the tables have turned.
Word Count: 7187
“Oh, Jungkooookie-aaaah...ish t-that you?” Taehyung stumbled out of the bar with Jungkook and Jimin who struggled to guide him through the door mostly because he was flailing his arms about,
“Hyung watch it!” The older was flushed, his boxy smile overtook his face. He turned to Jimin,
“Jiminie! Aww, cute Jiminie...you’re so schmol...and c-cute...” Taehyung pinched Jimin’s cheek and Jungkook was struggling to stifle back his laughter. Jimin, on the other hand, was very irritated,
“Who was it that allowed Taehyung to drink today, huh?”
Jin managed to hail a cab for the maknae line, “The stairs are steep so you guys make sure to get him to your apartment safely.” They nodded as they stuffed the drunken boy into the car.
Hoseok laughed, “Wah, how could he get so drunk...he’s not even the one going into the military. Right, Namjoon?”
“Ah, don’t worry too much. If Jin-hyung could survive training, then you guys will be just fine.” Yoongi assured.
“YAH! WHAT IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN?” The eldest’s ears grew red as he shook his head in disbelief prompting the other three to burst out into laughter.
“It’s such a shame, though,” Hoseok said with sad eyes, “It was just a few days ago that Yoongi-hyung came back from service and now Namjoon and I have to leave...I wish we could’ve at least have had some time to record something for our fans as a group.”
Another cab was hailed and Jin, Namjoon, and Hoseok hopped in. Only Yoongi chose to remain outside.
“Hyung?” Namjoon asked, “Aren’t you coming?”
“Nah, I think I’m going to do some stuff at the studio. You guys go home. You and Hoseok will need your rest for tomorrow.”
“Don’t go home too late,” Jin nagged.
“Hyung, I’m not a child you know.”
“Yah, just because we don’t live in the same apartment anymore doesn’t mean I have to stop worrying about you. Besides, we’re neighbors. Technically we do still live under the same roof.”
“Yeah, yeah just go.” Yoongi waved for them to leave. He stared at the back of the car and watched as Hoseok stuck his head out the window, smiling and waving. With sad eyes, Yoongi waved back. That moment would probably be the last time he’d see his friend for next two years.
Once the taxi left his vision, Yoongi turned around and walked down the empty street with his hands stuffed in his pockets. These empty streets allowed him to walk freely without the coverage of a mask, and Yoongi basked in the feeling of complete freedom. It wasn’t every day that he got the opportunity to take walks like this without being bombarded with flashing cameras. Fans even loitered around the police station he was placed in, not to mention the police chief asking for many autographs for his nieces and nephews.
His breath came out in the form of a miniature cloud as he let out a heavy breath and closed his eyes. This freedom he felt unlocked a door in his mind letting memories of the past play again and again like a movie. The days of being a trainee were brought back. Although the workload had pretty much remained the same, he did have time to be alone back then. He could venture out into busy streets without the use of a mask. He could sit out by the Han River all day and compose without attracting a crowd. He could....he could see you. You were nothing but a memory to him now, a beautiful one.
“Hey, lady,” Yoongi’s eyes opened at the sound of a voice nearby, “If you aren’t here with somebody, then how about coming with oppa, hmm?”
A sigh escaped from Yoongi’s lips at he peeked at the situation unfolded out of the corner of his eye. It was some punk trying to coax a drunk woman into sleeping with him. Yoongi couldn’t stand people like him.
“What do you say? C’mon, it’ll be fun. Why don’t we just go to my...”
“Hey, just leave her alone!” Yoongi made long strides to the man all while putting on his hood hoping that it’d be enough to cover his identity.
The punk, who had been prodding at the drunk woman, turned to Yoongi with an expression of pure agitation, “Mind your own business.” he smirked before going back to bother the woman. He even grabbed her arm prompting Yoongi to do the same to the man.
“I said, leave her alone.” The glare that Yoongi gave the man could pierce through the soul of any being, maybe even the devil himself. But that didn’t stop the punk from provoking Yoongi.
“Hey, dude, look why don’t you find yourself a catch somewhere else.” That smirk on the guy’s face grew even more and that, along with his rudeness, really pissed Yoongi off.
“Wow...‘catch’? Really? Ah, I see. The only way you’ll ever get laid is by bringing any random drunk woman home. If you’re that desperate then why don’t you go around and actually get a life? Maybe then someone would be willing to sleep with your poor thirsty ass.”
The man’s face grew red and anger seeped from within him, “What did you just say?”
“If you didn’t get the memo, I’m telling you to fuck off.” Again, the man smirked and attempted to throw a punch at Yoongi. Yoongi managed to dodge the punch, grab the man’s arm and jab him hard in the stomach.
At least the military training finally paid off.
He fell to the ground, wheezing for air, “Geez, why are kids like you so stubborn? Leave before I call the cops.” The man started to tear up a little as he got up and ran away.
Yoongi turned his attention to the woman leaning against the brick wall behind her, “Miss?” As Yoongi approached her, he could clearly smell the alcohol in her breath. She was pretty dazed and out of it. Her head hung low and her disheveled hair covered her face. Sounds escaped from her lips, mumbles or something of the sorts.
“Miss? Do you need me to get a cab? Miss?”
“Why would you...do that...WHY?” Something about her voice sounded familiar, but Yoongi couldn’t recall why.
“Excuse me? I thought I was helping you...”
“How could you....leave me...” She pointed a shaky finger at Yoongi, “Leave me...for that BITCH?” Weakly, she lifted her arm to hit Yoongi, but he caught her wrist before contact was made.
“Miss, you’re very drunk right now. I’ll get you a cab, okay?”
“Why...why...? I...I loved you...and...and you....you....leave......why....” Suddenly the woman started to wail. Yoongi released her wrist and started to panic. He’d never had to deal with someone this drunk before...well, aside from Taehyung, but he only drank when it was a special occasion.
“Please calm down...”
“And...and how could you....you knew about my mother....YOU KNEW WHAT I WAS GOING THROUGH...and you...you did that...to me....YOU BETRAYED ME...LEFT ME ALL ALONE...SHE FUCKING DIED YOU HEARTLESS BASTARD!”
She shook her head, her hair getting even more disheveled and tangled up and weakly punched at Yoongi’s chest before trying to walk away.
“Miss, it’s dangerous to walk by yourself in the middle of the night like this.” He placed a hand gently on the woman, trying to prevent her from leaving.
“....l-leave me....ALONE!” She swung her arm outward causing Yoongi’s hand to fly right off. In the process, she managed to stumble forward and almost fall over, but Yoongi caught her just in time.
All her wailing and sobbing had died down, but now she was out cold in Yoongi’s arms. Her head bobbed back against his arm and the hair that had covered her face fell to her sides. Yoongi’s eyes widened as he began to realize why her voice sounded so familiar.
A huge sigh of relief escaped Yoongi’s lips once he finally tossed you onto his bed. You were out cold, your hair was all over the place, and you were drooling a stream from the corner of your mouth.
With much care, he awkwardly changed you out of your clothes, closing his eyes as he did so. He didn’t want to feel like he violated your privacy in any way, but he didn’t want you to feel uncomfortable sleeping the clothes he had assumed you wore for work.
After finally getting you changed in on of his shirts and sweat pants, he tucked you into his bed making sure that you were well-taken care off. You were still sound asleep, nothing seemed like it could wake you up now. With a sad sort of smile, Yoongi pushed away a few strands of hair from your face.
Despite your current state and the fact that he hadn’t seen you in 11 years, you still looked like the same breathtaking person from before.
"I don’t even know why I have to do this, hyung.” Yoongi grumbled into the phone as he spoke with his older brother.
“Yoongi, it’ll be good for you. This whole trainee thing is taking a toll on you and you just need to find a way to....distress.”
“Sending me to a psychiatrist will help me ‘distress’? Sure, hyung, that’s totally how it works.”
“Huh, you know what I mean...we’re all just worried about you. Just please give it a try.”
“Hyung...”
“It’s not only for your sake. Think about mom and dad. They’re worried about you too.” Yoongi was a family man. Despite his previous disagreements with his parents, he’d never want them to fell worried.
“...Fine, but I am just trying it out. If I don’t like it, then I’m done.”
“Thank you, Yoongi. I have to go now, but I’ll call you later, okay?”
“Yeah, whatever. Bye, hyung.”
Yoongi scowled as he shoved his phone into his pocket. The door gave off a jingling sound as it slid open for him, and the woman behind the front desk stood up to greet Yoongi. He was given papers to fill out and was told to wait in the small sitting area. The place was too pistine. White walls, white chairs, white floors, even the flowers that decorated the coffee table was the color white. It felt so airy, so free...and Yoongi hated it. It was just too bright for his liking.
“Min Yoongi-ssi.” The receptionist beckoned, “Dr. Y/L/N will be seeing you now.” He got up and handed the clipboard with the filled out forms to the lady and entered the room he was led to.
The room was entirely different from the openess he felt in the waiting area. It was still light in color with soft beige shade flooring, and a pale blue coating the walls, but it was just more...cluttered. The desk area to the left of the door was haphazardly adorned with piles of files and papers. The bookshelves were filled with different small knick knacks and house plants. The only real spot that was free of such clutter was the sitting area to the right. There was a brown leather chair long enough for any patient to lay their legs on. Beside it was a simple white seat along with a basic night stand and two mugs on it.
You were sat on the white chair with your legs crossed giving a Yoongi a welcoming smile, “Please, have a seat.” You gestured for him to come over and he obediently complied. As he sat down, he softly mumbled frustrating curses that you couldn’t hear. He didn’t want to be here. He thought that therapy was pointless and that he could be using this time to make music. But even Bang Shi Hyuk insisted for him to get consulted, so here he was.
You automatically sensed the kind of attitude he had. The way he didn’t bother to look at you and the way he was reluctant told you that he clearly did not want to be here. Not only that, but you could tell that he was a kind of closed off person, someone who wasn’t one to openly share his experiences even to the closest of friends or family. You had many patients like him...but for some reason, somthing inside you felt like he was special.
“My name is Dr. Y/L/N.” You held out your hand. Yoongi just stared at it and scoffed before adjusting himself into a more comfomfortable spot in his chair.
“I’m Min Yoongi.” He didn’t even look at you.
Looks like it’s gonna take some time for me to crack this one... You thought.
Awkwardly to retracted your hand back onto your lap, “So, since this is our first session why don’t you tell me a bit about yourself.”
Yoongi was about to spit out some smart ass answer when the sound of his hyung’s voice popped into his head, “Think about mom and dad.” He sighed and gave in knowing that he promised his hyung that he’d try for the sake of his family.
He turned to you, and looked at you closely for the first time since the beginning of the session. Your hair was pulled back in a ponytail, a pair of thin framed glasses sat on the bridge of your nose and your smile felt like it could cure blindness. As Yoongi’s eyes dilated at the sight of you, his mind was screaming at him. He could never have imagined becoming so infatuated in one single moment.
“Min Yoongi-ssi? Are you alright?” Your smile faded into a look of conern as you watched Yoongi stare at you. You were worried that maybe he was just too shocked or scared or nervous to even slightly open up in any way, “You don’t need to tell me anything too personal if you’re uncomfortable.”
Yoongi closed his mouth that had been agape and gulped blinking a few times, “Um...no...I’m fine...I can tell you a bit about myself.”
After that first session, Yoongi came to your office on a regular basis every week. He didn’t need to see you weekly, he had just wanted to. Even when his mental state got better and he was told he didn’t need to come o frequently, he’d still go at the same time on the same day every single week. The one hour sessions he had with you was always something he looked forward to. Something about talking with you made him feel liberated. Only with you did he feel completely comfortable taking off his tough exoskeleton revealing his true vulnerable self that he vowed never to reveal.
“I hear you moved in with your new members a little while ago?”
“Yeah, I did. It’s kinda surreal now that I know that we’ll be debuting together.” He smiled with his genuine gummy smile. He sat on the side of his chair, his feet planted onto the floor, his posture hunching forward with his elbows on his knees as he held onto the mug of coffee you had offered him.
“I’m sure it must be very surreal. I mean we’ve been talking about your worries about debuting for quite some time, and now that it actually is gonna happen...I’m so proud of you Yoongi. You’ve come a long way.” He brought the mug to his lips hoping that he could block your view from his reddening cheeks. The way you said his name without the honorifics made butterflies flutter in his stomach.
“But it’s weird living with six other guys. The dorm is very tiny and there’s barely any room. It’s practically impossible to get privacy when you want it.”
“I see. Well, if you are in any need to privacy take a step outside and do those breathing exercises we had established together before.”
The sound of the alarm on your watch sounded and you looked down to surprisingly see just how fast the hour had gone by, “Well, it seems like time is up.” You and Yoongi stood at the same time and he sadly looked down at his feet. He always hated leaving because when he was with you, he felt like his true self.
You walked him to your door, “It was wonderful having you, Yoongi.”
Something like a punch to the gut hit Yoongi. A cold sweat started to form and he curled his hands into fists. This session was his last with you.
He couldn’t bare to think that he wouldn’t be seeing you anymore. He had been consulted by you for a little more than a year, and during all that time he felt like you were someone he could rely on, someone to just completely be free with. Yoongi knew that his sessions with you would come to an end eventually. Now that the permanent lineup of his debuting boy group had been determined, he had become more and more busy. And once he debuts, there would be even less time to do anything else other than practicing and recording nonstop.
Ever since the beginning, he told himself that he couldn’t be with you. He was busy with his own life. Being a trainee was demanding, and he’d have no time for a relationship, but he knew he was just giving himself excuses. The full honest truth was that he was scared. He was scared that you’d reject him. You were a psychiatrist, a pretty popular one at that. You had many patients who came to you, even other famous celebrities and idols consulted you. Unlike you who had a stable job, and a stable life, Yoongi was going to jump out into the industry only hanging by a single thread. Becoming an idol...it wasn’t promising. He couldn’t promise you a stable income or care free life or even just a little bit of his time. He felt like he couldn’t offer you anything to make you happy, and that was what kept him from confessing his feelings.
For one final time, you extended your hand out to give him a final handshake. Yoongi looked at it and remembered that first time when he paid no attention to your welcoming gesture which he regretted. This time, though, he would make it right.
He took your hand and shook it firmly, and too your surprise he unexpectedly pulled you forward and into a hug. For a second, he rested his chin on your shoulder trying to forever engrave your prescence in his mind knowing that this would probably the last he’d ever see you. “ Thank you for everything, Songsaengnim. Thank you, so much.”
Shards of glass stabbed at your head...at least that was what your headache felt like. Your eyes fluttered open allowing the beams of light to hit your irises, soaking you in its warmth. You turned over, laid on your stomach and groaned into the pillow,
Damn...how much did I drink last night?
You took in a deep breath, expecting the smell of the light lavender detergent that usually coated your sheets, but instead, you smelled something else....something that smelled more like pine. Using your arms, you lifted yourself up from your spot on the bed and realized that these bedsheets were black...yours were blue.
What the....where am I?
You looked around. The walls were white decorated with neatly framed graphic art, posters, and photographs. The dresser across from the bed was made of a sleek dark wood that complimented the walls as well as the smooth concrete floor. You peeked to the side of you, a fluffy zebra patterned rug laid right beneath the simple steel framed bed. It was very clean and minimalistic...nothing like your own apartment. You were messy and very unorganized while this place...it was the complete opposite.
That wasn’t the only thing that was different. You felt a draft through your shirt which you thought was weird because the night before you were still in your work clothes: a button down tucked into some khaki pants.The clothes you had on right now definitely wasn’t as uncomfortable as your work clothes. You looked down, examining yourself. You were wearing a loose-fitting black t-shirt and some sweatpants that looked like it hadn’t been from your own selection of clothing.
“Aish...” you mumbled to yourself scratching at your hair frustratingly.
From behind the closed door next to the dresser, you heard the clattering of plates. Panic started to course through your veins and you grabbed the closest thing to you: the lamp on the nightstand. After unplugging the lamp, you took it in your hands lifting it above you and you quietly tiptoed towards the door. Slowly you wrap one of your hands around the silver knob and twisted it ever so quietly, but suddenly another forced from the other side opened it almost hitting you with the door. You screamed, startled by the movement, and swung the lamp down onto whoever opened it. A hand caught your wrist before you could actually hit the figure,
“WHO ARE YOU AND WHY AM I HERE?” You cried trying to pry your arm out the hand that clutched onto it, “LET GO OF ME!”
“Yah, calm down.”
“NO! IF YOU TRY TO HURT ME...I SWEAR...MY...MY BOYFRIEND IS A PROSECUTOR!”
“S-Seonsaengnim, it’s me. Min Yoongi.” You looked up surprised at the mention of the name. Low and behold, you so called “captor” was indeed the Min Yoongi. The Min Yoongi that was part of the internationally famous boy group BTS. The Min Yoongi who had just come back from military service. The Min Yoongi who you had taken care of over a decade before.
“M-Min Yoongi-ssi? What....” He sighed in relief seeing that you finally calmed down. Well, you weren’t really calmed down. It was just the shock that had caused you to freeze, “Um...what am I doing here?
The grip on your wrist was released and he took the lamp from you, “I’ll explain, but first, there’s some hangover soup for you on the table.”
“Oh...okay...” You gulped and reluctantly stepped out of the bedroom as Yoongi made way for you.
The minimalistic theme of Yoongi’s bedroom carried on into the rest of the open plan apartment. The floors were a shiny concrete like material with a few white rugs here and there. The dining table was a deep brown, the couch was a shade of black. Even more framed photos and stylistic graphic art lined the walls. The apartment wasn’t that large, probably good enough to house a young couple.
Behind you, Yoongi stepped out of his bedroom. With a small chuckle, he watched as you stood there wide eyed scanning the entirety of his modest apartment, “Does my place look ugly or something?”
At the sound of his voice, your hunched back straightened and you hid your face with your hands in embarrassment, “N-No...it’s just smaller than what I imagined.”
You scurried over to the table and plopped onto the chair in front of the bowl of piping hot soup. The aroma of the broth tickled your nose and drool began to form at the edges of your dry mouth. As if Yoongi could read your mind, he brought you a glass of water,
“You better drink up. You’re probably dehydrated from all that alcohol.”
“Thank you...” That glass of water was chugged down your throat and the soup had vanished from the white ceramic bowl in a matter of seconds. Once you completed the meal, Yoongi came over and took away the dishes and placed them in the sink before coming back to sit across from you.
The atmosphere was awkward. Here you were sitting in front of a guy who you haven’t seen in years, let alone him being one of your previous patients. Sure, the two of you had been particularly close and he used to be one of your most favorite patients, but that professional kind of relationship was still there. You were a psychiatrist and he was your patient, and nothing would change that.
“So,” Yoongi finally broke the silence, “I guess you’re wondering why you’re in my apartment?” You blinked a couple times and nodded. He explained how a guy was trying to bring you home and how he kicked his ass and how he had to carry you on his back all the way to his place. By the end of the story, a deep pit had grown in your stomach with the feeling of guilt,
“Omo...I’m so sorry I caused you so much trouble...” You brought your hand to your mouth and shut your eyes as you mentally berated yourself.
Stupid, stupid, stupid....you little shit....how could you drink so much...
“It’s okay. It was the least I could do to after you took care of me for the entire last year of my trainee period.”
“Yoongi-ssi, you came to my office to get consultations. Taking care of you was my job. No one’s paying you to care for a stupid drunken crazy lady.” You laughed trying to somehow feel less bad about the situation, “Look, I’ll pay you back somehow...”
“No, it’s fine. Really, don’t worry about it.”
“I can’t just ‘not worry about it’, Yoongi-ssi. For real, I’ll pay you back for sure.”
“You’re really determined, huh?”
“I just don’t like to feel indebted to people, that’s all. If you think of anything that you want then tell me. I can get it for you.”
“Anything?”
You brought your arms over your chest and crossed them in a protective stance, “Not ‘anything’ per say...”
Yoongi chuckled, amused by your assumption, “That’s not what I meant by ‘anything’. Don’t worry, I’m not that kind of man.”
“O-Oh....yeah...I knew that. I was just...setting boundaries...that’s all. So do you know what you want?”
Leaning back in your chair, you stretched your arms out after a long day’s work of consultations and documentation. As if it were now second nature, your eyes glanced down at your idle phone that sat in the corner of your desk. You promised Yoongi that you’d pay him back for the trouble you caused him and he said that he needed time to think of how you’d consolidate him. You gave him your number and told him to text you once he figured it out.
That was a week ago, and no message was ever sent to your phone.
A notification popped up on your phone and you jumped in your chair hoping that you’d finally be able to pay this debt off. Beads of sweat formed as you clutched your hand into a fist after seeing who had messaged you. It wasn’t Yoongi, it was your ex.
[Heartless Bastard]: Y/N txt me back
You scoffed and threw your phone back on the desk. Ever since you caught the unfaithful little prick in bed with none other than your former receptionist on your 1000th day anniversary, you refused to talk to him. The last thing you told him was to “fuck off”.
[Heartless Bastard]: Wut’s the code to ur apartment. U changed it
[Heartless Bastard]: I still hav some of my things in ur place
[Heartless Bastard]: C’mon, Y/N. U know I need my PS4 back
Imaginary fumes were expelled from your ears in anger. Not only did he cheat on you on a very special day, but he didn’t seem to give any fucks when it came to the fact that your mother passed away just 2 days after you found him and that bitch in bed. He knew about how your mother was battling cancer and how her days were numbered. He knew that you were hurting and he knew that he was only one of the very few people you had in your life to help you through hard times. He knew all of that yet he still hurt you, and his stupid messages only confirmed how little you must have meant to him. He didn’t even ask how you were, he just wanted his damned PS4 back.
Your ex was just a straight up terrible guy, but for some reason, you just couldn’t forget about him. You still kept his phone number, and you didn’t throw away the drawer of his belongings at your apartment. On social media, you still had his post notifications turned on. Even when he posted a picture with that bitch who called his new girlfriend, you still couldn’t bring yourself to completely forget about him. Maybe it was because you still did remember the happy times with him when he did care.
You wanted to forget about the happy memories you had with him so that you could finally let go of him. That’s why you turned to alcohol. By no means were you an alcoholic. Before the breakup, you rarely even drank and even now you didn’t drink that much to be very honest. The problem was, was that you had low tolerance because of how rarely you used to drink before. After two drinks, your control over yourself would be thrown completely out the window, but knowing that didn’t stop you.
After you made sure that you had finished all your work, you decided to wrap things up for the night. On your way out, you bid your current receptionist a good night and told her to carefully lock up the place before she went home. She just nodded and looked at you with worried eyes. By the drained look on your face, she could tell just where you were heading: the bar.
“Yeah, I’m on my way home now, Jin-hyung.....no.....hyung, I am not a child....yes, I remember how to get home.......hyung.....okay, hyung you can stop worrying about me.....yeah, yeah, bye.” Quickly Yoongi jabbed at his phone hanging up on Jin.
Yoongi was on his way back from the studio after recording a few things for his upcoming solo album. Fans had been anticipating the release of one ever since he came back from the military, and he had been working hard to complete it. He was nearing the street where he remembered he had rescued you when he saw you in the near distance. From the looks of it, it seemed like you were going to the bar again. Before you could reach the door, Yoongi called out for you,
“Songsaengnim!” You were startled by the sudden shout and was surprised to see Yoongi running towards you.
“Y-Yoongi-ssi?” He was barely out of breath by the time came to your side, “What are you doing here?”
“I’m just on my way home from the studio...it’s nearby.”
“Oh, I see.” You really didn’t know how to respond. It was quite awkward bumping into him again in front of the bar, “Um...well I’ll just get going then. Oh, and I’m still going to repay you and I’m still waiting for your text. So think of something soon, okay?”
“Wait.” He grabbed your arm just as you were going to walk past him, “Are you going to drink again?” You looked into his eyes and you could really see a sense of concern
“Maybe...”
“After what happened last time, I don’t think you should be drinking without a friend.”
A sigh left your lips as you gently remove his hand from your arm, “Look, Yoongi-ssi. I appreciate the concern, but we’re both grown adults. I can take care of myself.”
“After last week? Sure, I totally can see that you can take care of your drunken self.”
As much as you wanted to argue with him, you knew that he was right.
Yoongi noticed your frustration, and he could tell that something was bothering you...bothering you enough to make you want to drink, “I’ve got an idea.”
The couch was soft and fluffy despite the rough look of the material it was made up of.
“Wine or beer?” From across the decently-sized studio apartment, Yoongi called for you from his kitchen. In one hand he held a bottle of red wine and in his other, he held a can of beer. Were you feeling classy tonight? ....not really.
“Beer.” He nodded and put the wine bottle back on the mini wine rack that sat on his counter.
The cold touch of the can sent a shiver down your spine, but the golden liquid felt so refreshing as you gulped a sip down. To the right of the couch, Yoongi sat in a chair watching you intently without even taking a swing from his own can.
“Yoongi-ssi, you invited me to have a drink, not to babysit me.”
He shrugged, “You never know when you’ll go berserk again. And just to clarify, me inviting you over for a drink doesn’t count towards that debt you owe me.”
“Wow, look at you. Weren’t you the one who insisted that ‘it’s okay’, ‘you don’t have to pay me back’?” You shook your head and laughed as you downed another gulp of beer. You let out a satisfying “ah” enticing Yoongi to take at least a sip from his can which worked.
It was quiet for a moment before you spoke up, “Uh...it’s kinda awkward isn’t it?”
“It’s only awkward if you say it’s awkward, Songsaegnim.”
“Looks like some things never change. You’re still a smart ass.” Your gaze was trained to the floor as you laughed yet again.
“Hey, are you supposed to be talking about patients like that?” A gummy smile arose from his lips.
“No, but you’re no longer a patient of mine, Yoongi-ssi.”
“Touche.” It became quiet again.
It was nice, though, the silence. It allowed you to really have a gander and Yoongi. You couldn’t lie to yourself when you first met him eleven years ago. He was attractive and talented and you got to know him through your consultations...it was safe to say you had formed a bit of a crush. Despite your own feelings, you suppressed it. He was a patient of yours back then, and he was considerably younger. Aside from that, he had his own life and his own problems to deal with. Even if it was your job to provide him with therapy, you weren’t close to him like that and you never thought you’d ever be able to have that kind of relationship with him.
Now, eleven years later, here you were having a drink at his apartment. Looking at him now, he had grown up so much within the last decade. Not only did his looks become even more dashing, but the way he carried himself and just the aura around him...it seemed more mature.
Your heart thumped in your chest. These thoughts that whirled in your mind...it must have brought back the feelings you had so carefully locked away. But you pushed them back down and stomped on them internally. Despite your inner turmoil, you managed to keep still. You were always like this: an expert at hiding your feelings.
As if it were a blessing sent from heaven, a knocking on Yoongi’s door pierced through the awkwardness between the two of you. Yoongi excused himself to get the door,
“Oh, Jin-hyung. What’s up?”
“The three maknaes ordered some chicken at their place. Want some?”
Yoongi thought about it. Eating with a group of people would probably be less awkward for the two of you, “Alright. Do you mind if I bring a friend?”
“I’m sure the others wouldn't mind. Plus, since Namjoon and Hoseok left, Taehyung probably accidentally ordered too much out of habit.”
“Okay, see you on the roof.”
“Also, bring the beer.”
“Got it.”
You didn’t hear any of the conversation Yoongi had with Jin so you were confused when he started to grab his coat and the stuff a plastic bag full of all the cans of beer he had in his refrigerator.
“Are you going somewhere?”
Yoongi peeked from behind the door of the fridge, “Get ready, we’re going somewhere.”
You hesitantly stood up and collected your things curious about where you’d be heading, “Is it far?”
“No,” He was all ready with two plastic bags in hand as he stood by the now open front door, “We’re going to the roof.”
You slipped on your shoes, walked out and waited for him in the hallway as he locked his door, “The roof? What’s on the roof?”
“Jimin, Taehyung, and Jungkook’s place.”
“What? I thought you guys lived together...”
“You think all seven of us could fit in my tiny apartment?”
“Well, I don’t know...”
“It’s okay, you probably wouldn’t know. It’s not like we announce these things to the public. We actually don’t live together anymore. Although, we all still live in the same apartment complex, and we’re all practically neighbors, so it really doesn’t feel like I moved out to be completely honest.”
“Oh, I see. So you live alone then?”
“Yeah, I do. The four of us older members live separately in our own apartments. The younger ones still wanted to room together, so they got the house on the rooftop. Oh, watch your step.” Yoongi guided you as you reached the end of the narrow hall. There were steep metal stairs that led up to the roof unit. He made sure to watch you from behind making sure you didn’t fall like a true gentleman.
As you climbed the stairs, you could see a faint glow at the top and hear the noise of laughing and screaming. Behind you, Yoongi let out a sigh,
“Those rascals never change.”
You could see what he meant when you finally reached the top. Taehyung and Jungkook were running around while Jimin was yelling at them to be careful.
“JEON JUNGKOOK, GIVE IT BACK!” Taehyung jumped over the chairs and stools that littered the rooftop as he chased the maknae.
“Yah! It’s dangerous to do that on the roof!” Jimin was worriedly looking back and forth between the Taehyung and Jungkook. The younger laughed as he ran around with some sort of silver chain in his hand. Yoongi, who had quickly grown tired of the fiasco unfolding before him, managed to snatch the chain from Jungkook’s grip as he ran past you and Yoongi. You only got a small glance of the thing in Yoongi’s hand, but you knew immediately just how expensive it must’ve been since a Gucci charm was dangling from the chain.
“Yah, what is this thing?” Yoongi held it up by its end and waved it around. Taehyung, whose eyes became wide and twinkly, became worried as his hyung carelessly handled his bracelet,
“Yoongi-hyung! Don’t just wave it around like that!” He came and took it from Yoongi, “It’s a one of a kind, engraved silver diamond encrusted wristlet. Only those who model for Gucci get them.”
It was difficult to keep your jaw closed. You had almost forgotten Gucci’s newly appointed model was standing right before you. Taehyung noticed you gaping at him and looked at you curiously,
“I didn’t know hyung was bringing a lady friend over.”
“LADY FRIEND?” Jungkook and Jimin joined Taehyung.
Yoongi sighed and took one step in front of you, “This is Y/N-songsaengnim. She’s an...old friend.”
Jungkook, the only one who dared to taunt Yoongi, came up to his hyung and nudged at his side with his elbow while whispering, “Old friend? What kind of old friend? Or is she an old crush or something hmmm?”
Yoongi only gave the pleasure of jabbing the maknae sharply in his gut before leading you to the table set up in front of the rooftop house.
The unit was humble, nothing too extravagant. The roof was painted a bright green and a long lunch table sat on the deck in front of the home. Exposed light bulbs hanging from wires were strong along the railings and overtop the roof from poles. It was really like a scene you’d find in a typical kdrama.
Jin was nowhere to be found, but the three youngest members had no problem entertaining you. Once you took a seat at the wooden table the three immediately hit you with a barrage of questions, mostly having to do with how you and Yoongi knew each other. Over a can of beer, you enjoyed making conversation with them. Despite the age gap, you felt right at home talking with them.
Yoongi quietly sat as you interacted with Jungkook, Taehyung, and Jimin. Watching you smile and laugh...it made him almost forget about the emotional, tear-filled, blabber of a mess you were one week ago.
Right now, you were the Y/N that Yoongi knew when he was a trainee. You were poised and elegant...the kind of person who sat with their shoulders held high, yet very amiable. You were the woman that he fell in love with. He was so used to seeing you in this light that he never really considered that you had times when you were down. You helped him during his down days, and now he wanted to help you.
The sound of laughter came from down the stairs and Jin slowly made his way to the top. In his hand was the bag of chicken that had been just delivered, but behind him was another person: a man who looked to be older than Jin. Yoongi, Jungkook, Taehyung and Jimin all rose from their seats leaving you at the table alone,
“Oh guys, I didn’t know that he’d be in town, but this is an old university sunbae of my older brother.”
The man was dressed in an expensive looking coat and a button up shirt tucked into some navy pleated pants. The aura around him displayed nothing but professionalism, but his smilely expression gave away his seemingly light personality,
“You make me sound old.”
“What? I’m only stating the truth. You know, this hyung of mine, he’s a famous prosecutor now.”
“Yah, Jin-ah, now you’re going to make me blush.” The man smiled and lightly poked at Jin to make him stop gushing about him to the guys,
“Omo...aren’t you Ha Jae Hee?” It took him a little while, but Taehyung seemed to recognize him: Ha Jae Hee, the nationally famous prosecutor Ha Jae Hee.
“Why yes, yes I am.” He chuckled humbly, but you knew that he was just waiting to be showered with compliments. That’s how he always was, you would know.
You stood from your chair and took your belongings before making your way to Yoongi. Lightly you tapped him on the shoulder, “Hey, I think I’ll be going now. Remember to text me when you think of how I can repay you.”
Jae Hee noticed you shying away behind Yoongi, “Y/N? Is that you?”
Everyone looked at you the moment he said your name, and just like that, your poised composure fell as you ran away.
A/N: this was only supposed to be one part...but then it got too long...so this will be a 2 part scenario
Gif not mine, cred to the owner
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EDDIE !!!! I JUST SAW THAT U WENT TO THE BTS NEWARK CONCERT!!!!! tell me all about it how was it!!!!!!
yEAHHH IT WAS SO GOOD!!!!!! so we got there literally 40 minutes before the concert so we (girl from my school + me) only had time to find our seats and sit down/freak out but army is so diverse!!! i loved it and also there were a lot of cute ppl there and we didn’t get to talk to anyone but i was having a Cute Ppl Crisis…but ye the actual concert:
i am an Entire Gay 4 these boys :’)) seokjin was cute as fuck and also a cheeky shit (he blew a lot of kisses, also to knj and he was also the best/worst) and namseok………….they’re honestly breathtaking……(@ rapline……..***** ** *** *******) and i was lowkey on the verge of tears the entire concert but i ended up not crying (which is weird cause i cry when i dont expect i will and then i dont when im expecting to?? idk idk) but taehyung was So Beautiful and he is my son whom i raised and yoongi was so soft during the ments!!!! what a qt but during the stages he went In i could feel his stage presence from a hundred feet away (same with the rest of rapline too)!! i think my fave stages were bapsae or lost and i got Really Emo during hyung line’s stages (ya ik im trash) jimin was so cute!! tru sinnamon roll - his stage presence was electrifying and i was Shook during lie….jeongguk’s stage was aMAZING im so proud of my dude :’) vocals were great but i originally stanned bts for their rap line and bOY CYPHER PT 4 MY DUDE
also before the concert i already knew i loved knj but this like. i’m now like a definite stan he is So Wonderful and lovely my heart is weeping. also hIS ENGLISH BITHHHHHHHHHHHH his voice is lit the sexiest thing ive ever heard and you can tell he’s so genuine and caring and smart and omg omg during the final ment he was like “wow…..we sold out 2 stadium’s worth of tickets in america” and he looked so surprised and shocked and i wanted to cry a;sldjfkkdjk i love this boy
it was literally the best thing i’ve ever seen ever (hamilton coming in at second) but like holy shit my dude i love them so much :’)
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THE BEST NIGHTS OF MY LIFE, ESPECIALLY FRIDAY OH MY GODD
Y’all if any one reading this is into Bangtan, please for the love that is everything (ONLY if you can afford to and are able to uwu) go and see them, it is extremely worth it, I can’t put it into words.
The Red Bullet has nothing on The WINGS Tour, dude, dufde they were so amazing I cant’ fucking believe I saw them again oh my godddd
Okay okay, I’ma right down everything about the boys individually.
Taehyung!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE CUTEST, SQUISHY MUFFIN AND PURE LIGHT OF MY LIFE WHO I LOVE SO FUCKING MUCH I AM SO RPIDU OF HIS SOLO STAGE OH MAN. Okay, the first day he did amazing!!!! But BRUH on the second day!! He improved???? So much like the fucking notes specifically the one note he does bruh b r u h oh my god I have it on video and oh my fod. It was an experience to hear him, I am so #blessed. Man, he is the cutest person!!!!!!!!!! During their talk, he was posing cutely and giving out hearts oh my god he was so cute, i can’t eblieve ti what thefuckl. I’M SO BITTER I DIDN’T CAPTURE HIM DURING HIS TALK, HE WAS SO CUTE I’M CRYING. HIS EMBARRASSED SMILE AT THE RESPONSE HE GOT LIKE HE DIDN’T EXPECT EVERYONE TO YELL AT HIM BEING CUTE PLEASE SUNSHINE. I’M IN LOVE. I was blessed by his water which I caught on camera i’m crying I didn’t expect him to do that during RUN oh my god. His aura?? is very...captivating and charming, oh my god. When they came close to us on the second stage, my eyes immediately fell on him?? I stood there being oushed and squeezed, but I couldn’t care less because oh my god?? He’s so breathtakingly beautiful, cameras will never do him justica I swear. I cOULDN’T EVEN RECORD LOST BECAUSE I WAS BLOWN AWAY BY JUST SEEING HIM AND THAT’S WHY ID DIDN’T RECORD HIS TALK, I’M STILL MAD. But man, I swear I never thought I could never lov e him than I did before, but d u de I’m so in love with him. He owns my ass and heart, I can’t believe it.
Jeongguk!
Dude I have so much respect for my son , like a shitload. He is so FULL of energy, like!! He was bouncing around and looking he had the time of his life, he is so cute. He has a very pure aura around him? He’s so hardworking, man. Like He gave 100% of his all during the full two days especially the first day! I’m so proud of him, he’s still so young, but here he is giving his all making sure we enjoy his everything I’m :’) I enjoyed watching him, he is so interactive with us, I’m love ;;-;; His solo stage was amazing!! He was so in the moment, you can tell by his expression he did his best and it seemed like he was nervous too? idk, but man I’m so proud of him I really do see him in a new light br uh He’s like #2 right now, he really left such a positive, powerful impression on me ;;;; I want to protect him ;;a;;
ALSO HIS VOICE IS FUCKING PERFECT WITH TAEHYUNG’S. UBT SHIT FAMN HE KEPT SINGING WITHOUT STOPPING OR WITH AID OF FANS, I AM SPROUND OF HIM, LIKE SHIT DUDE WHAT ARE YOU HOW CAN YOU DO THAT/
Hoseok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
D U D E THIS MAN HAS THE PRESENCE OF A GOD LIKE I FUCK YOU NOT, HE DEMANDS YOUR ATTENTION AND HE SURE AS HELL GETS IT **** ** ***** !!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SWEAr i have such a huge crush on him, lke holy shit what th ehfcuk man. He fucked me up so bad. He’s so playful and fluid, he’s so fucking teasing I’m fucking dying my man. His solo stage bruhh, bruhh. It’s so much fun??? He makes it so much fun, he looks like he’s enjoying the fuck oit of life, man. M A N. I love him, my dude. Like. He has me speechless and yet I want to continue to say so many things about him. But He Is a BORN PERFORMER. He was made for the stage, like that’s it that’s all. He’s fucking handsome as well, I lvoe his smile and teasing smirks pl ease ed n my life Hoseok.
Namjoon!!!
When his solo stage happened during the first day, my guy I fucking cried lmao
He was going at it and it was so poweful, holy shit I am so proud of how fucking far he has come as an artist and as a person. I have the biggest soft spot for him, for everything he does for us international fans. Like it isn’t easy and his talk ment was fucking everything, I felt so loved and cherished by his words. Man, we could not have a better leader than Namjoon. But yeah, his solo is definitely one of my faves with Taehyung’s and Hoseok’s!!!!! His left a deep impression on me ;;-;; It was just emotional, his rap was so powerful and full of emotion, I was pulled in and by the time it was over while we were shouting “WE LOVE YOU! (Thank you Brazil ARMYS TAT)” I was left crying and the n i was hyped because sunshine was next fucking asdtgyh. His presence was very powerful? He was hyped as FUCK, I loved seeing him jump around, he came over to my side of the pit a lot and even then I didn’t manage to get a good pictrue cfcki I love him and I am so proud to look up to him as not only an artist, but also someone who I can personally relate to.
Yoongi!!
Man, I said before ont witter that i was :/ about hos solo, bUT I TAKE IT BACK FUCK MAN HIS EMOTIONS WHEN RAPPING HAD THIS GIRL CRYING ESPECIALLY WITH THE CELION VIOLSIN??? IDK BUT FUCK I WAS LEFT WITH SO MUCH MEOTIONS I CAN’T BELIEVE IT. He is amazing! I love his tone while rapping, it feels really different when you hear it in person? In my opinion at least, but he’s so cute I ‘m I want to squeeze his cheeks idk why, but I do. He was also very active with the fans!! I lvoe that tiny man
Seokjin!
His solo stage was so fucking beautiful, oh my fod. He voice is so crisp and clear, he’s just so cute. But he did amazing with his stage! That fucking high note had me speechless, I couldn’t believe it. I can’t really give an opinion on his aura? It’s like a chic kind of feel?? But I didn’t really get to see him too much because he didn’t come over much, he is overall very charming uwu
Minnie!
He is so cute, like so so cute I am so TTTT
I loved his solo stage and I know! Know, know his solo song isn’t really made for singingt oo much, but I felt oddly disappointed? idk but!!! His performance was fucking amazing A++++++++++++++ I loved watching him perform!! Your eyes just follow his every move at any chance, trust me. He’s highly captivating. It was Taehyung, Hoseok, JK, and him that immediately caught my eyes. Their auras is no joke, like holt shit. He was so cute on the second day, I lvoe :(( his smile is everything I’m crying, just seeing it made me feel so happy!!! And that goes for Tae and Hoseokie too, basically sunshine line lol
As a whole!! They were fucking amazing, very fluid with their movements. Their teamwork is very obvious while performing? It was very beautiful to witness, man. I love them so much holy shit. I had my very high doubts about me sticking around with them because the drama that is ongoing with fandom has become so toxic, it was very draining for me. This concert mad e it very clear to me that I will continue to stay by their side through thick and thin, I have no thoughts of ever leaving their side again. I will happily take all bad and good things that come with being with them because I am here for them, they make my life very...happy. They shine this beautiful, hopeful light that pulls me through some of the shit that have been constantly bothering me. They are the ones who bring hope and something worth meaning to live. Yeah, it’s bad to rely on someone like that, but they have such a positive impact on my life. They continue to grow together and as individuals,, yeah of course they have their fuck ups very small ones, but they are human. They do grow from it and that’s what I love about them. They don’t make excuses, they grow from their mistakes. They are real people who are very down to earth and I could only hope they continue to be humble, to remain the same as they continue to grow hugely. Holy shit man, the things they have accomplished blows my fucking mind. In the end, I love all seven of them so, so much. My beautiful men ;;-;;
The concert as a whole was an amazing experience, aside from the messy staff and shit that was fucking annoying, the ARMYS that were there were so, so kind and nice!!! They were all so helpful and very welcoming, like it was such a positive place to be?? It was all good vibes, dude. I loved it and I wish I could relive it ;;a;; It was one the best and beautiful experience I ever had with a concert! Even compared to the Red Bullet, this was just so amazing. I love it and I love my family, I would 100% recommend anyone who can go, go! They are so worth every penny, You will undoubtedly meet not only amazing people, but be met with a mind blowing performance. I love BTS so, so much holy shit I can’t stop saying that. It was an emotional ride, but such a worht ride full of heartwarming and breathtaking moments.
OH YEAH SHIT I LOVE THE FUCKING RAINBOW OCEAN, I HAVE IT ON VIDEO BUT OH MAN THAT SHIT WAS FUCKING BEAUTIFUL. THEY LOOKED SO SURPRISE THE FIRST DAY, IT WAS WONDEFUL. I’m so happy to have been apart of that, I’m glad it was successful!! I keep remembering things, I’m gonna keep adding to this later lol
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pairing: yoongi x y/n
glimpse: race car driver!yoongi is a tiny bit fond of pit stop crew!y/n, grumpy crew chief!jimin will be the bANE of your existence, and jungkook is ur saving grace for bumper stickers whenever u wanna surprise yoongi :D
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notes: ok if u know charlie leclerc from F1, he was the inital reason why i wanted to write this au with yoongi!! think of this as an au with a mix of F1-level type of class and racing, but with a NASCAR type of pit crew that only has five members instead of formula one’s twenty!! i also asked my close friend for info since she’s an avid f1 fan to add on to my prior knowledge!! this is a work of fiction and accuracy does nOt always result to fun so pls just enjoy this!!! i also made a poll to what i should write next and this was one of the options and tHEN d-2 dropped and i was !!! ok it’s settled then // pic is from pinterest but i just edited it since it looked like it was shot with a 3210 hihi
also: you can talk to my characters!!! send in an ask anytime :D
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jungkook, as a person, is an excellent one
he’s talented, he’s kind, he’s driven, he’s gonna buy you your meal when you don’t have enough cash on you and would say “yA PAY ME BACK LATER” but in the end, he’ll just wave it off and say “nah i was kidding it’s my treat :D”
he’s also h*ndsome but you won’t say that again and again because his ego?? his bragging rights?? what then
jungkook, as a friend, is a fun, attentive, food-inhaling and money-draining carebear that can be pERSUASIVE if he needs to be
he lets u have the last slice of pizza!! or the last pringle or the last pearl in the massive cup of milktea you split with two straws and a giant butter croissant
he holds the umbrella up for the two of you when it’s raining and you’re sharing it
if he feels extra kind then he’ll be in the side in which there are more splatters and puddles to go through
if he feels like a sAINT then yes he may piggyback u but only if u hold up the umbrella because he’s a saint not four-arms from ben ten
7/10 times that he screenshots what’s in his cart but wouldn’t checkout, he genuinely just wants to show you because he’s excited and when you dO decide to get it for him, whether it was an actual shock or he just kept sending you screenshots until you got the hint, he makes sure to hug you until you physically can’t breathe anymore
he once saw this you liked that didn’t become your boyfriend because it turns out you were just a bet and you’re only worth a month of fucking gatorade
you’re not the most confident person ever in the worls but you’re sURE
you are worth more than month’s supply of glacier freeze for a no thoughts, head empty football jock senior
jungkook was sure too
if ur gonna be an asshat that he’s gonna hate anyway, aTLEAST make it cool blue because that belongs to top tier
he made sure he went to TOWN on that punching bag while looking at that dude
whatever he did, jungkook did with much more power and intensity and he is still maintaning eye contact after the airhead caught on and recognized him
HE NEVER SAW THE DUDE IN THE GYM AFTER
jungkook, as an athlete, is a beast and u gotta admit that
he played basketball in college while u played softball!!!
you were handpicked by your coach if you wanna try out for this once in a lifetime career opportunity aND it was sketchy at first
u kept asking on what was it about but all she said was “that’s for you to know.,.,., if you wanna accept the offer :))” and you were eventually driven to the edge because you wanted to know so badly
and then it turns out u were the ONLY one in your softball team to be handpicked as she said and then u were instructed to go to the gym in which there were chairs lined up
oh god is this a cult
there were a couple other people too and you could recognize some of them from the swimming team and this girl from weighlifting and that dude from football
they too did not have any idea at aLL
you just decided to sit by the last row... y’know... just in case....
and then jungkook strolls in confused as fUCK but in the same time excited and he sits beside you because he’s thinking the same thing of what if this was sketchy shit!!
you just knew him then because he looked familiar and you may have seen him asleep in your calc class a couple of times
and also because his hair was peach
how could u possibly forget that aha
“oH i like your uniform!!”
jungkook immediately spoke what was on his mind and pointed to your softball uniform u were still in and then your response was to freeze
ok that might have been too forward and-
“i know right?? oH MY GOD!! i signed up for softball in the first place because the uniform was sO COOL!!”
“bro i joined basketball because i heard that tHE WARMERS WERE SO SOFT”
:D
and then a friendship was born
the both of you were not thinking anymore about the fact that you’re both in a gym with no instructions whatsoever bc you’re too excited to be talking about what’s happening!!!
you joined a sport jUST for their uniforms?? oh my god i did that TOO
turns out that jungkook was actually great at basketball and he just knew then
also turned out that u were a gifted natural in softball even if you didn’t fully grasp the mechanics at first
“but when do i oH IS IT MY TIME TO RUN??? no?? not yet?? oh aha yeah i guess i run that fast :D”
the two of you bonded so good that it was immediately decided that u are really meant to be friends with each other
sometimes people mistake the both of you as a couple and u know what,,, sometimes the two of you take advantage of that because a fREE DESSERT?? ice cream on the house?? celebratory cake because jungkook one time jokingly went down on one knee and proposed a ring pop to you that he just saw LYING on the ground???
don’t mind if u do :)))
jungkook, as a fellow pit stop crew member, is a really comforting (and sometimes annoying) presence
he doesn’t question when you get whiney from the fatigue settling in and instead? he just whines with you!!
the impromptu meeting in the gym? it was actually an orientation and introduction to try out for a pit stop crew program for this really really popular racing organization :D
athletes were in-demand because the discipline and the speed and the skills were needed
and you were filtered furthermore and it just ended up with only the handful of you
of course you could opt out but if you do pursue to go through, and if you do exceptionally good, then you might just be one of the two people they’re gonna hire as a part of the pit stop crew after you graduate!!
god training was rigorous and the practical test was even more nerve-wracking
you were put in pairs and in groups to see how the camaraderie and teamwork would show and bEST BELIEVE THAT YOU AND JUNGKOOK.,.,.
exceptional
breathtaking
best work
not to toot your own horn or anything ://
aha and those two positions? of course it went to the two of you!!
but jungkook, as a fellow pit stop crew member but for your oPPONENT TEAM is beyond irking
you see...
it was guaranteed that you and jungkook would be accepted into the organization
what wasn’t guaranteed, however, is that the two of you would be a member of the same pit crew
u found that hIGHLY confusing because what for... you guys saw how kook and i work together.... don’t you want that idk intact?????
“hobi-hyung’s gonna win this time. i guarantee you that. i bet you HALF of my food allowance”
hobi aka jung hoseok is a force to be reckoned with
you always see him in races and u know enough about him because jungkook just won’t shut up about how great he is!!
he’s a very giggly and joyful person and sometimes you just can’t help smiling when you see him getting interviewed over by their spot
kook’s introduced you to hobi a couple of times eagerly now and hobi does not!! forget!! names!!
it’s a lil conflict of interest for you and jungkook to be openly best friends while being in oppositing teams, but that doesn’t seem to stop heh
hoseok shook your hand firmly and eVEN added another hand so your hand is sandwiched by his and he has a permanent :D on his face
u immediately got why jungkook was so fascinated and happy to be working with him
“i mean nO offense to hobi, kook, and he’s like a rEALLY really great guy and a great driver and i have tons of respect for him also i totally get why you’re whipped for him bUT-“
“ᵒᵏ ʰᵉʳᵉ ʷᵉ ᵍᵒ ᵃᵍᵃᶦⁿ”
“he’s great, but not min yoongi great!!”
he already had that coming
how can jungkook not anticipate that when you have said that to him a million times already
that guy barely even talks to you but he’s so chatty with literally Everyone But You
he has a theory
theorieS actually
ok first one is that ur a guardian angel for yoongi
WAIT NO HEAR HIM OUT FOR A SEC
you just gravitate towards him!! you wanna be around yoongi as much as you can in non-stalker way but rATHER in guardian angel ways
you and jungkook are almost always in the same place at the same time given your jobs
also sketchy for kook because it could be seven in the evening and you’d call him using the hotel phone and go
“eY JUNGKOOK do u wanna come with me to this pub :) to celebrate yoongi’s win today :) do you :) please :) say yes pls :)”
“y/n baby hOW many time do i have to remind you that i am yOUR team’s opponent,,, jung hoseok is the OPPONENT of min yoongi,,,”
“... how many drinks do u want”
...
...
“fINE i’m gonna wear a hoodie again and i’ll get a cab to tail your team’s car and i’ll come inside the pub five minutes after again and tHEN i’ll pretend to bump into you. a g a i n”
plus you always have the heart eyes for yoongi no matter how blank he is with you or frustrated he gets after a sucky race
second theory: you’re not a guardian angel; you probably just have a crush on yoongi
:O
wait does th is mean that lovers are like angels, and angels are like lovers?
goddamn
omg he should’ve just become a poet or something
get those hands busy with typing up the same message but in different wordings and nOT lifting up cars under time pressure or change a wheel like your life depended on it
lmao maybe he should become a singer or something
“but it is true!”
“you use his name as an adjective now!!”
“lol true the sunset was yoongi today”
god jungkook’s thinking if it’s possible to drown himself in this glass of water because eW you’re so in love and for WHAT
“what’s tHAT supposed to mean??”
“beautiful!! c’mon jungkook think every now and then!!”
yoongi just isn’t a name in the game
he is the name of the game
his dad was a famous racer up until his retirement
and then his grandfather set the family name into racing because boi is he a legend too
AND THEN HERE HE IS
yoongi’s been karting ever since he was like what?? six years old??
ultimately ever since he was a kid, he knew he wanted to do racing too
he just didn’t want his family’s reputation preceding him
(he was also thinking of wAIT do i actually have skills oR do i just have “skills” because it’s expected from me)
plot twist he did have skills
he tried out and just had his name as suga
and then when he knocked out those officials and got them sTANDING up from their seats because they really needed what was happening to sink in, that’s when he just dropped the truth bomb
“oh aHA actually i’m min yoongi!! nice to meet you!!”
he was just talented like that
so talented that he almost went with moto racing instead because he knew how to drive motorcyles!!
rode a bike twice and he immediately went pSH give me a motorbike nOW PLS :((
one time he fell out of balance and dislocated his shoulder and yoongi then decided that will never do that again lmao
the thing is, you haven’t had a proper lengthy conversation with yoongi that had some substance to it
it’s your default congratulations and you’re “oMG you killed it out there you were a bEAST!!” and him just going “thanks!” and then walking off
you wanna call him nicknames
if it’s not yoongi, then either it’s sir or it’s mr. min
and it’s no fun :((
how come jungkook can call hoseok HOBI
you really just wish you were as close
sometimes if you’re lucky, yoongi gets your name right!!
it’s okay!! yoongi’s just a little bit reserved with you!! that’s all!! :)
it’s a race day anyway and you all just headed out to the circuit fairly early
yoongi’s sitting by himself wearing a white shirt underneath his racing suit and uWu he looks so comfy :((
normally in practice days and practice drills, he’d be also sitting by himself as he looks wistful staring out
but no not really
he would pull out his phone a couple seconds later oR pass out and wake up when he feels like falling because one of his talents was to fall asleep sitting
sitting.,.. the seat doesn’t even need to have a backrest.,..,
the season is about to end and you dON’T want to pass another season without atleast attempting to invoke some reaction from him with how much you interact with him
you smiled at him more than a hundred times already but he just goes :] and then walks off AGAIN
you’re gonna be proactive!! you’re gonna do these moves!! yOU’RE GONNA OWN IT :D
you’re striding very confidently to where yoongi’s sat and he doesn’t take notice because his back’s turned to you and you’re walking too fast and motivated that he probably doesn’t hear you
wait maybe you need to back-track a little
“am i — am i supposed to know why you’re giving me a pill and what is this pill?”
maybe you should have done a better way to do this aHa
“w-what?? oH nO NO it’s not — it’s a caffeine pill!!”
yoongi’s mouth forms into a lil :O and he tilts his head, trying to register and find your face in the memory bank for his pit crew
“i just — i just noticed aND uh y’know it’s not only me?? it’s just that i- we know that you drink coffee a lot and you aren’t allowed to drink it when it’s an actual game and not practice, because it’s gonna make you pee-“
maybe you shouldn’t be talking about pee
this is the longest (one-sided) conversation you’ve ever had with yoongi without him walking away and you’re talking about body fluids!!!!
it’s okay it’s cool
he probably knows what you’re talking about anyway
everything he wears is heavy-duty fire-proof material from his undies to his racing suits aND so does the pit crew
it’s gonna make you sweat a lot!! it was a given
yoongi doesn’t drink much water in the first place and he only gulps down liters of it when he’s officially done with his race
he doesn’t drink coffee before an actual race either because it just does these things to him
caffeine makes him focused but the particular one that he favors makes him tOO focused
and also coffee makes you pee more than any other!!
plus yoongi swears too that he’s nEVER peed in his racing suit ever and he’s gonna stand by that no matter how much stoopid questions he gets or teases
“point is, you can be a liTTLE bit out of yourself when you don’t have your fix a-and i mean absolutely nO offense yoongi sir aha mmmmh just!! here!! a caffeine pill!!”
he’s looking down on your palm and he takes into detail that the pill was lying snugly on a bed of pREMIUM tissue paper
hmmm this looks like those soft tissues from his hotel room???? is it just him???
you put it there not oNLY for presentation, but also because giving it to him with your bare hands that are gettin sweaty with how nervous you are is unhygienic
god ur struggles
“jungkook is this tissue tOO crumpled?? like does it look intentional crumple, or like an effortless cUte crumple???”
“are u out of your fucking mind?? oh my gOD no it’s too crumpled!! let me do it”
y/n!!
that’s it!! that’s your name!! you’re y/n!!
yoongi can’t believe that there’s this girl from his pit crew that is giving him a caffeine pill because-
“this is nice of you. very considerate.”
yo
did yoongi just talk to you
u have officially lowered your goals in life!! you can nOW perish peacefully knowing that yoongi has said something else to you besides “thanks” :D
he snatches your lil napkin bed and takes the pill and your other hand is a bit lonely because you’re holding a bottle of his special water and-
did he just
did he just swallow a pill dry
people who swallow their pills dry SCARE YOU
they are to be feared honestly
however there are exceptions hehe
tHIS ONLY MAKES YOU WANT TO KNOW YOONGI MORE!!
although you really can’t
not when you can literally hear your crew chief’s footsteps towards you and you’re just smiling through :D
you don’t know a park jimin
no you don’t aha :D
sometimes denial is the key!!!
“y/n, go do some stretches with your crew.”
sometimes u really really just wanna rattle jimin back and forth
he’s a grumpy crew chief!! a strict one!! one that wouldn’t let an ice cream man give out treats, because in his words, it is completely unnecessary
vernon got assigned as ice cream man and his feelings were HURT
jimin’s exceptional, no doubt about that
his strategies coincide well with yoongi’s and it contributes to the winning formula
what you just don’t like is how he’s grumpy with almost everyone else, but he’s extra grumpy with you
you offered a piece out of your packet of gummy bear ones
jimin just stared at you up and down, eyes narrowed as he looks as if he’s been offended big-time
“are you trying to woo me with your citric acid obsession?”
woo wHAT
yOU WHAT????
“jIMIN-“
and then he crossed his arms across his chest as you’re trying to reason out that you were just being considerate and nOt trying to woo him!!!
“aish. if you’re gonna woo me, atleast go for a proper attempt. a granola bar. that’s good. i’m gonna deny you anyway, but atleast that one isn’t laughable.”
you cannot
you seriously cannot comprehend wHY is jimin like this
he has this habit of clicking his tongue and shaking his head and THEN walking away
people walking away from you is a trend apparently
“but jimin i already stretched aND warmed up today”
he hums at that but you have a feeling that your words are just going through one ear and out of the other
you just love being chastised by your crew chief in front of yoongi <3
“with jungkook?”
wait who is jungkook
yoongi suddenly has more interest into this conversation because uh who is jungkook and why does the name itself kinda intimidate him
he’s kinda familiar with the name but nOT the face
:(
is this your thing
is your thing giving out caffeine pills?? this is just a normal occurrence and he shouldn’t feel this AWED at the sentiment??
“yeah!! and we did both our warm-ups!! tWICE if i might add!!”
jimin knows about jungkook tho
he knows how you’re best friends and opponents in a technical sense
he’s a little wary of that still but he guesses that it just can’t be helped???
there’s a lot of talk on the field with how great jungkook is as a pit crew member anyway!! they were surely a bit confused too on with how the two of you were separated but it’s for the better (?) anyways considering that you’re both aces
good for hobi
good for yoongi
bAd for jimin!!! and you’re his favorite
his favorite when it comes to scolding even when you particularly haven’t done anything
tough love
“.... hmmmm”
“mmmmmh”
yoongi feels like he has to add on to the conversation because he’s gotta admit that it’s somehow entertaining
he’ll ask jimin later about this jungkook guy anyway :))
“i didn’t see it though. do it again.”
smile thru da pain :)))
yoongi placed second in this race though and although that isn’t entirely bad, he is still kinda upset because that just means he’s second best :((
hobi placed first!!
he’s all cool about it and yoongi doesn’t wanna be bitter but he iS mad at himself for not getting pole position for this race
so for every race for the season, there’s three qualifying sessions to determine your position in the grid!! if it all adds up and you’re the one with the fastest times, then u become the pole-sitter
acquiring the pole position aka being the pole-sitter puts a driver at an advantage because they’re first in line!! aND they don’t have to weave in between cars at the back and fight for getting ahead
it’s cool that’s cool :))) yoongi’s got pole position more than a handful times anyway :))) he’s just giving out chances for the others :)))
he’s kind like that :)))
[ yoongi is bURNING in the inside tho ]
there’s what?? like eight more races in this whole championship season?? yeah he could make this work no pressure
the caffeine pill,,, however.,.,.,,
“well?? how did it work out??”
jungkook is beyond impatient now because you keep getting into telling the story of how it went with yoongi but you jUST kept getting distracted
it’s only fair because yah the race just ended and you and jungkook didn’t opt to go back to the hotel with your teams so you could eat out from the stalls here after a really tiring day!! you deserve it!!
“okAy so like i was really nervous, yeah?? so i walked and then oOOOOOH CHEESY BEEF FRIES!! jungkook look omg cHEESy beef fries!! hold on lemme-”
you are aging jungkook and he swears by that
“nO no!! here!!! i already bought them!!! can you just oH my god!! y/n please stand STILL”
he’s holding you still with both of his hands grounding your shoulders wHILE his hands are still holding up his food and drinks and none of them are spilling?
that’s: talent
he’s been antsy ever since you texted him before the race started that you’re diving in head-first without a proper plan!! he was writing an elaborate plan in bullet points on his dotted notebook and tHen you’re telling him that you’re gonna dive straight in??
first of all how dare u
second of all pLEASE just tell him how it went
“five bites of fries, two minutes of telling how it went.”
ok he is a really great negotiator and also you’re already shoving like three in your mouth so this is more favorable than what he bargained for
jungkook does find you a pain in the ass sometimes like there is nO denying that absolutely
but he can attest to the fact that you are a GREAT storyteller
like damn your emotions?? hand gestures?? how you’d eVEN switch positions so he could get visuals of how it went down?? perfection
like so good that jungkook feels so flustered because omg?? so tHIS is why you have a crush on yoongi aha
you’re not gonna lie,, jungkook sometimes decreases your lifespan for a solid seven months at the least
but you’re lying too when you say that he isn’t a dAMN good listener/audience
his doe eyes get even bigger and he is dang expressive
and he’s never insincere and doesn’t exaggerate tOO much to the point that it’s obnoxious!!
and he doesn’t pick any story of yours!! he is vERY genuine!!!
[ sputters while drinking his iced tea ] “jimin cockblocked aGAIN???”
[ crouches to the floor when you went out to the mall alone because he didn’t want to and ended up meeting owen wilson, the guy who voiced lightning mcqueen ] “WHAT??????? YOU WHAT????? YOU’RE TELLING ME WHAT???????”
[ sobs because he didn’t meet owen wilson ] “i’m just so *wails* i’m just rEGRETTING every *heaves* single decision i made a-and *fans tears* i should’ve just went with you :(((”
[ giggles and shrieks continuously for ten minutes and keeps hugging you because you bought him those big boots that you call romper stompers for his birthday ] “you did nOT!! oh my god they’re really mine?? MINE??? you’re telling me that these are mINE now??? omg omg i could die rn y/n i swear i LOVE YOU!!! i’m not gonna step on u i swear :(( thank you thank you :(((”
yoongi couldn’t be anymore smiley
like sure enough, his mind should only stay in the game when he is in the game
he can’t think about what he wants for dinner later that night or let his thoughts drift because otherwise, hE’S the one that’s going to drift
but maybe
just maybe when he’s at the last stretch and hobi’s already crossed the finish line and the closest driver behind him is like lmao a kilometer away
he just can’t help thinking about you!! and the napkin bed you made for his caffeine pill!! and how he doesn’t get why he’s never talked to you before because like you’re cute n all :D
he’s never seen a pit crew member talk back to jimin like that before and yeah sure you’re playful but not overstepping it ya know
“so jimin,,, y/n, amirite?”
jimin’s a lil bit confused because uhhh yoongi has never talked to him
about you before but he’s not that bothered
“... yeah?”
...
...
“jimin this is the part where you tell me about y/n”
“how was i supposed to know? you only said her name!! is that like a signal or wHAT??”
“couldn’t i be anymore obvious??”
the bottom line is that yoongi got a crash course when it came to you and he couldn’t be any more grateful for jimin
he’s also confirmed that jungkook isn’t ur boyfriend but that’s kinda debatable because jimin added an “i’m not eNTIRELY sure though” and yoongi hates him for it!!
there’s just something about yoongi that you can’t shake off
and you don’t wanna fall that deep because it’s just a crush!! just a harmless crush and u know you aren’t probably gonna stand a chance :((
although you’re just gonna keep that to yourself because kook will probably lecture you for five minutes and THEN smack you in the head because you’re bringing yourself down again
jungkook knows you’re a natural ace like c’mon yoongi’s just gonna be a piece of cake!!
yeah sure yoongi doesn’t initiate conversation with your or barely holds eye contact and can barely remember your name, only recalls you as part of his team, and can be ignoring the things you’re doing for him bUT I MEAN THAT’S NOT ALWAYS THE DETERMING FACTORS, RIGHT??right??
pls say right
jungkook’s convincing himself as much as you’re convincing yourself that u have a chance with yoongi
you can’t help it :((
you love that smile!! that smile when he knows how good he’s done that he automatically could tell that he’d be getting an extra point since he’s the one who was the fastest on that lap!or that laugh when he pops out a cork of champagne once again and he’s getting the hang of it
his calm demeanor looks so cute even when he isn’t even doing anything in particular and how it could be so hot especially when his stare’s just rigid
you’ve been in celebratory going out parties in bars with your team to know that yoongi’s just boisterous and chatty when he gets drunk
he even gets cLINGY to whoever’s sitting beside him and it’s usually jimin and he can even make jimin yield to having oNE more shot with him :((
in meetings too!!!
yoongi’s personal style is just mostly black and sometimes when he’s feeling spicy, he’d add in some random pastels or perhaps even a small nEON detail
his cheeks tooyou just wanna kiss them so bad :(((
they’re so plump and full whenever he pouts and smiles and you have to gRIP your fist just to get rid of the l*nging in your system
YOONGI HAS PIERCED EARS TOO
MULTIPLE PIERCINGS!!!you’ve never seen him wear earrings tho and that’s saddening
jewelry, most especially on drivers, is just a big no-no because just in cAse the driver catches on fire or not, it’s still a big hazard
you once saw yoongi walking in the hallway just as you were about to exit the elevator to go to ur hotel room and he was wearing a wATCH
u almost went feral goddamn
you see yoongi again after your caffeine pill advance on him? a necklace, maybe? those thick chain bracelets like the ones jungkook wears? him wearing rings? it could be a blinged-out diamond band or a heart-shaped plastic ring from a kinder egg and you would sTILL GO FERAL
“i just wish — j-just wish that red string lovers exist in real life, y’know, kook?? do you get what i’m saying?”
jungkook wishes that was a real thing too
you’re just a bit vulnerable because u have some alcohol in your system
a little bit emotional
meanwhile jungkook is just straight up bland and is up for no fun
three-drink jungkook is boring
you should see five-drink jungkook!! hE’S A WILD ONE that could backflip with a 70% success rate of not throwing up after
“i do. i wish that red string lovers do exist. kind of like that movie, kimi no nawa. i love that movie.”
...
“... jungkook. omg a-are you saying i should like, tie a red string on my pinky and tHEN on yoongi’s pinky!! in this way, i could always be connected to him and we’re like never gonna stay away from each other!!”
...
“i believe that would be called stalking.”
“no i meant fIGURATIVELY”
this three-drink jungkook is no fun
what you’re gonna do is get him to drink more because the motto for pit crew members is “drink as if it’s your last because it IS!!!”
drinking kinda messes up workout routines and the semi-strict diet the members are put on to ensure you’re all strong and enduring
so drinking is just reserved for wins or when the crew chief allows it and MAYBE just maybe when you and kook decide to get a lil sip and sharing a can won’t hurt :D
“okay, okay. another one!! drink another one!!”
you have to physically make jungkook drink because he doesn’t wanna hold the shot glass claiming that it’s too dirty and before he gets iffy even more, you just bring the glass to his lips and even put a hand underneath his chin because you are tHAT great of a friend
sometimes you just need to credit yourself for being a really great best friend to jungkook
four-drink jungkook is a BUNNY
he’s starting to ascend to his five-drink state and therefore through the process, he’s crinkling his nose more
the nose crinkle and the smile that highlights his two front teeth has always been in effect but this one’s just more persistent
he doesn’t hop like a bunny tho or like even stand because that’s six-drink dance bot jungkook’s moves
instead
he just-
cHOMPFS
jungkook’s just biting down on your shoulder SOFTLY
the same gentleness of a golden retriever with an egg on its mouth!!he’s not nibbling or biting down or anything!! he’s just oMPH :D
there’s no rhyme or reason to why he’s doing this and you’re unsure either lmao you’ve told him before what he does drunk when he’s sober and he goes?? lol what i do tHAT???
you don’t mind honestly
you’re thankful that you’re wearing a black hoodie and it’s made with a fluffy cotton material!! it’s a win-win and u can even feel jungkook smiling
the alcohol isn’t hitting you JUST yet but u. r aware that you’re getting a tad more chatty now and then suddenly you’re telling jungkook a summary of this sugar stars episode in which they were supposed to make cupcakes for this luxury jewelry brand and in oNE of the cupcakes there should be like a necklace worth thousands of dollars bUT THEY FORGOT IF THEY ALREADY PUT IT IN THE BATCH AND-
“hey, is this guy bothering you, y/n?”
you hear a velvety voice interrupting you and it’s oddly familiar
said person extends his hand to put on your shoulder and you kinda jolt at the sudden contact and it’s just goosebumps“.... yoongi?”
:O
yoongi’s on your left side and u could clearly see him nowhE LOOKS LIKE HE’S ABOUT TO SQUARE UP
i mean truth be told he wASN’T supposed to be here because after placing 3rd he just didn’t wanna go part because for wHAT and he wanted to go to bed instead
but them jimin called him and asked if he was sure because like... the entire team is here and the owner of the bar is a FAN and all drinks are on the house so,,,
he jUST got here and while he was looking for jimin, the first thing he sees is the back of your head (he’s memorized it hehe) and a guy bITING DOWN ON YOUR SHOULDER and yours hands are gesturing and shit
and so he’s beyond confused to see you confused over seeing him all confused and perhaps protective
“yoongi!!”
u practically squeal and ur not gonna hide that
although he just ignores that because he’s focused on some more pressing matters at hand
“man, seriously, what the fuck? can you just back off-“
yoongi is literally about to pull jungkook away from you because up to now this dude is NOT reading the room and the fact that he is 2 seconds away from decking him
“no nO yoongi!! it’s okay lol he’s my best friend! he’s not-“
there’s a delay on words sinking to jungkook’s ears so he’s just now reacting lmao
“mfhsIR thif if mY EMOFYONAL FUPPORT MFFSHOULDER”
jungkook’s angrily lifting his eyes but not his face with it so he’s-
oH THAT’S YOONGI :D
“this is my friend who’s kinda drunk and bITES my shoulder when he’s drunk aha jungkook!! say hi, gguk”
“hI YOOMGIIII!!! i’m jungmkook :D”
kook takes a quick second to lift himself off your shoulder to give an eager wave to yoongi
oH that face is familiar
jungkook?
jungkook jungkook oH THIS IS THE JUNGKOOK HE ASKED JIMIN ABOUT
whew
honestly he was kinda scared because when yoongi got a closer look when he was fuming, jungkook looked like a big buff guy and he was a little scared because-oh jungkook just went back to biting your shoulder ://
“i thought you weren’t gonna come?”
“i thought i was gonna fight sOMEONE”
hehe
you can’t help but feel a lil bit happy that omg yoongi cares for u
and although he’s mistakened jungkook as a pervert whose modus operandi is to bite at shoulders, it’s still the thought that counts!!!!
your right shoulder that has kook attached to it feels indifferent and your left shoulder that yoongi touched for a second is ON FIRE
be still, be calm. be still, be calm. be still, be — OMG YOONGI IS SITTING BESIDE YOU FUCK
“it’s jungkook, right?”
he, for sure, knows that it is jungkook alright but he just wants to ask u know
just to be sure
although you’re kinda oblivious to the fact that he’s directing the question to you more than to jungkook himsELF bc you’re very much swayed by his gummy smile
“yeah!! he’s jungkook, alright :D”
“this might be a stupid question to ask but uh i’ve just never seen him oR like maybe it might just be my memory but jungkook’s in our team, right??? or like nO?”
“o-oh aHA about that yoongi,, sir,, actually jungkook isn’t in our team, ya know? but he DOES support us and is like whoosh a fAN of you :))”
he is having too much fun with this one
“really? but i saw him in the box before, with you, i think? lol u silly goose if you have a boyf-“
“jUNGKOOK ISN’T MY BOYFRIEND! he never was!! yoongi trust me i am very single right now i mean it!! 100%”
“are you sure? like-“
“he’s just my best friend ever since college and we’re not a thing i sWEAR!! you see him in the box sometimes because he just needs someone to buy him nachos from the stalls aND he’s a pit stop crew member for jung hoseok-“
you’d like to think that you are diffusing this situation very well
“-and that tOTALLY doesn’t matter because pfft?! i don’t even know jung hoseok like wHAAAAAT does he uhm race or sth?? whew am i right lmao can i get an amen? ᵖˡˢ ˢᵃʸ ˢᵒᵐᵉᵗʰᶦⁿᵍ ᵖˡˢ”
yoongi already knows this bit of information and his eye does twitch at the mention of hoseok like how mr. bean is with mozambique but it’s COOL
seeing you flustered is getting a really cheesy smile out of him
“do you rap?”
“no but do you want me to”
yoongi snorts and giggles at that and meanwhile you are getting THE nervous sweats because obviously you weren’t prepared for this
damn it :( you should’ve just kept jungkook sober so he could “wingman the fUCK out of you” in his own words
the only thing you could do that’s the closest to rapping is have jungkook beatbox in the background while u go bow chicka wowow bow cHICKA WOW :((
“you’re funny.”
yoongi’s still kinda dying at giggling throughout the whole interaction but he really means it sincerely ok
QUICK IS THAT A COMPLIMENT OR AN INSULT
“thanks :))”
fUck it you should’ve just said a one-liner or something, not a timid thanks
or would that be trying too hard
you are getting too panicked and nervous now and the only out you see is-
“ggukie!! you want another drink?”
bless up
bless jungkook’s soul for immediately agreeing and before you know it, you’re lifting another shot glass to his lips with a hand underneath his chin
you’re gonna help him with his hangover tomorrow because he’s saving yOUR ass by easing the tension of how pATHETICALLY nervous you are with yoongi
yoongi’s persevering too because this jungkook guy has hands.. what?? does he drink his water from a formula bottle??? DOES HE NEED MILK
chile why is he getting jealous
it’s not like he’s become fond of you nor got attached to this girl that gave him a caffeine pill placed on a napkin bed after much observation of him and the sentiment behind it just makes him mushy
lol
couldn’t be him :))
:)
...
....
SIKE IT’S HIM THAT’S HIM :(((
“YOOOOOOONGIIIIIIIIIII!!!”
oh god
oh no
it’s a drunk jimin :(
a drunk, happy, gIGGLY JIMIN
“Y/NNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!”
you’re quite surprised at the sight because uH you’re used to jimin the grumpy crew chief
nOt jimin the giggly person who’s giggling at the little rainbows ur bracelet makes when the light hits it and who’s complimenting your hoodie sO HARD
mom come pick me up im scared
“y/n O-M-G where did you get those earrings because they r the bomb dot COM”
“jimin what did u drink because i am LOVING it”
“a pomelo gin mix or like fOUR of them.”
yoongi answers for jimin because he knows all too well
woop jimin’s hugging him now and his grip is tight o-okay i guess i’ll... keep you... still?
it’s not jimin’s fault :( he just likes pretty drink i mean could u blame him :(((
“aish those pack a punch for sure. you could barely taste the gin because of the juice-“
“-but it gets you drunk nonetheless no matter how much you drink it.”
:D
:D
you and yoongi are straight up CONNECTING right now
vibing if u will
“yeah and some light it up on fire then take it out so it would taste smoother and seamless!!”
that’s it he’s had enough yoongi will propose to you rIGHT NOW
he thought he was the only one who knew that fact
oR KNEW THE DIFFERENCE
or knew the reason for it that isn’t just to make it look cool
oh man you feel so sorry for pegging yoongi as just one of those “all beers taste the same” dudes in senior year :’’’)
“jUNGKOOOOOOOK!!!”
jimin kinda ruins the moment by opening his mouth being all excited as he points excitedly to look at who’s beside you
“YOOOOOOOOOONGIIIIIII!!!!”
“oh oh! shh!!! you’re not supposed to be here but it’s ok jungkooooook!!! i’ll just close my eyes!!!”
“h-hey guys *hiccup* have you seen jimin? because i can’t see him!!”
that’s not... that’s not how it works...
jungkook is giggling so hard and jimin’s gonna roll over anytime if it isn’t for yoongi holding him
“omg jungkook’s earrings look like windchimes :D”
“y/n omg jIMIN’S RIGHT! they do look like windchimes :D”
“i bet they also sOUND LIKE WINDCHIMES :D”
jimin’s leaping out of yoongi’s hold eagerly and the both of u just know that this is gonna go bad
he’s about to faceplant because he’s slipping the moment he decided to break free
it’s a good thing you’re catching him and jimin’s embracing you now while
his legs are slack on the floor and jungkook the drunk dumbass thought it was an emergency
and in times of emergency apparently, jungkook’s move is try and hop on your back for a piggyback ride“okay, okay, time to get off y/n now!!”
yoongi chuckles as he pries jimin off of you and onto himself instead
jungkook sTILL won’t give up into having a piggyback ride from you hmp
“hey, wanna split an uber?
”you like that idea very much :D“who’s gonna sit with them at the back, though?”
“you can give me your number and i’ll volunteer tribute :))”:D
that’s good
this is good
yeah sure yoongi might’ve had to sit in the middle of jimin and jungkook that are messes
and has to endure it when young, wild and free by wiz khalifa came on aND
jimin went owo “young sound like yoongi omg”
and jungkook went and followed
and the whole lyrics were yoongi wild and yoongi free
but that’s ok
that’s okay!!!
he had to say goodbye to you two floors early because that’s where jungkook’s room is and u need to tuck him in
the most he could do was walk you to the door while having a sleepy jimin use him as a crutch
all worth it though :))
“thanks for tonight, yoongi :))”
and there’s just this tentative silence because the both of you kinda felt dejected because you didn’t want tonight to end, truthfully
you press a tentative lil kiss on his cheek and
:O
“good night.”
yoongi’s cheek is tingling aHHHHHH HE’S ABOUT TO BURST
that’s so precious
YOU’RE SO PRECIOUS
alcohol doesn’t fix everything bUT ON RARE OCCASIONS IT COULD BE A BRIDGE
jungkook woke up with a killer headache because apparently when you and yoongi weren’t looking, jimin let him have a sip of his drink and he was immediately :O
but you did lessen it to an amount!!!!!
he could barely register what happened last night but what he did remember is yOONGI
just yoongi
aND THAT MEANS HE COULDN’T REMEMBER UR LITTLE CHEEK KISS :D
eventually you’d tell him but not now
jungkook’s all smiles when you were telling him on how you tucked him to bed and eVEN caved into giving him a piggyback ride
your explanation of you making him drink a full bottle of water and then some more is the reason to why he felt bloated and every time he moved in his deep sleep he was just sLOSHING around
although you didn’t get to do his skincare routine on him because he likes tapping his face
and tapping jungkook’s face while he’s drunk is like choosing death because he’d think that there were little ants on his face and he’d freak the fUck out
so you just took a makeup wipe to get the dirt off his face and put on a face mask!! minimal effort!! maximum results!! efficiency :D
yours and jimin’s dynamic is chANGING FOR THE BETTER
he’s getting warmer to you now!!!
you did tease him one time about the pomelo gin drink and he glared at you
but then you whispered to his ear
“if it’s between your choice of pomelo pink gin and yoongi’s whiskey? i’d pick pink gin all the way :D”
jimin gasped out loud
friendship? bUILDING
you and yoongi??
safe to say that you’re on the closer side :D
i mean tECHNICALLY you aren’t on the commitment boat yet or like… you haven’t had a date yet…. or held hands…..
but you’re getting there!!! iT’S A PROCESS
you’ve always been his supporter in the sidelines but now u r a full-pledged cheerleader for him in the moments that you aren’t tending to his car or tending to work
practice sessions are held starting two days before the race
it’s literally just for practice and it’s for the driver to get familiar and to test out some things that may need to be tweaked furthermore
this is the only time the drivers get to drive the cars besides the actual race itself
and the race is held on sunday!!!!
two practice sessions on friday that last one and a half hours each
and a final practice session on saturday that lasts for an hour
obviously you’re there
bUT when you’re not in use, you just completely revert to cheering for yoongi by the barrier!!!“GO YOONGS!!!!!”
jimin sends you a look to keep it down because even though he has his headphones on he could sTILL hear you
you shut up of course but not without waving your hands in the air whenever yoongi’s car comes into your view :D
in qualifying sessions too!!! these are to determine the driver’s grid positions in the actual race
and eVERY driver’s goal is to earn pole position, the front-most and most advantageous position from the starting line!!!
pole position doesn’t automatically mean that you’re the winner but it does help the driver to ace at that closer!!!
you shut up in qualifying sessions because in fact, you’re nervous too
there are six more races to this whole season and each one is important because yoongi and hobi?? they’re just neck-to-neck with their scores and although yoongi’s on the lead, he could nEVER BE COMPLACENT
yoongi’s pole-sitter undoubtedly with his performance and then could you breathe a sigh of relief :))
he’s stripping his racing suit slightly and by that he means taking off the velcro and getting the zipper undone and taking off his balaclava and
oBVIOUSLY his helmet
fact: race suits are extremely light but are sO HOT
yeah sure there’s been upgrades to it and that it has cooling properties now but u can’t exactly feel that when you’re gonna be in it for atleast an hour doing a proper race
his routine lately is going sTRAIGHT to you after he finishes whatever he’s doing
“you didn’t cheer me on :((“
“that’s because i was too busy rooting for you in my mind :))”
“well then root for me with your mOUTH”
“what”
“wHAT??”
yoongi’s just being a little petty and cranky, that’s all
it doesn’t mean that he doesn’t give much affection, he automatically doesn’t want to rECEIVE it :(((
admittedly, you’re kinda cutting off from the physical affection with yoongi lately because jungkook quizzed you and you’re pretty sure that you were in a default :O after
“who texts first?”
“me!! our schedules don’t exactly match up because he has a different trainer than our pit crew does but i just wanna wake up extra early to send him a text :))”
“who sleeps earlier?”
“yoongi!! lmao he loves resting whenever he can aND he even brings this diffuser with him whenever we gor from hotel to hotel!!”
“who goes to who more frequently?”
“oOoOhhh i love visiting yoongi!!! whenever i surprise him he just looks so shocked and eventually it sinks in to him”
“who exerts more effort?”
“kook i — oH.,..,.”
of course jungkook is so happy for you because look at you!! you went from admiring yoongi from afar to hanging out with him actively and even going so far as to have him kiss your cheek once!!
but no matter how supportive he is, he jus wants to be as realistic too because he doesn’t want you hurt
yes he admires how you are with him but like mAYBE you’re far in too deep and yoongi is not on the same level
and so you just came to the conclusion that maybe you were just being too enthralled in it to not see that yoongi doesn’t find the concept of you
and him together as desired as you found it to be
:((
and so maybe you’ve been detaching yourself lately
you stay in bed sleeping for as long as you’d like, and the only alarm clock you have is jimin ringing the bell on your door to let you know that training
was to start
jimin quickly catched on to what you were doing because he’s seeing less of you around yoongi??? surprisingly???
and he just couldn’t keep it in to not know what was happening so he asked jungkook
then jungkook was positively surprised and happy because jimin???? coming to him personally to ask???? omg he is gonna spill of course
and so jimin was like eh… it’s the least i could do i guess….
five rings of the doorbell to wake you up
seven rings to let you know that training’s gonna start in ten minutes
ten rings to oPEN YOUR DAMN DOOR
you didn’t linger around yoongi unnecessarily and you weren’t sending those specifically niche templates you see on instagram that make you laugh
he doesn’t receive the “you’re a daughter of an astronaut and a swimmer and you’re not sure which aesthetic to pick because you’re too dizzy from accidentally inhaling chlorine in the big-ass man-made pool since you intern at nasa and u just need to lie down” lookbooks :(
he thought of it as nothing at first because eh they’re just little things!!!
he barely notices anyway
WRONG
yoongi feels so devastated because why :(( won’t :(( you just :(( hUG HIM OUT OF THE BLUE LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO
these days he feels so on edge because aHa!! anytime now, y/n’s gonna hug me :D
but then you dON’T
yoongi put on extra perfume because you like burrowing your nose to his neck whenever you hug him and wHY aren’t you hugging him
wait maybe it’s the perfume that’s throwing you off??
nevermind he’s gonna buy another hundred-dollar bottle of a different perfume it’s ok nO WORRIES
and sometimes you don’t join the team breakfast and yoongi’s all lost
because hMmM??? i got u these pancakes a-and i already put the butter and the syrup….. why aren’t you here…
you’re with jungkook and his team knows about your friendship and how it came to be and they’re all just eH it’s okay y/n’s cool anyways :))
hobi’s so kind
jungkook sits in the same table as hobi and therefore that means you sit beside kook and u have no choice because he WILL insist
not because you’re his friend but also because he’s too lazy to stand and get another serving so he’ll just steal some from your plate
hobi eVEN offers to refill your glass with orange juice because his is gone too and he’s gonna get more anyway :))
yoongi can’t go over it though and he’s just wallowing because first, hoseok’s aiming for his title that he wants to retain, and nOW HOSEOK’S COMING FOR HIS Y/N???
ok his might be a little bit of a reach because he hasn’t asked you out yet but he iS getting there
he swears that he feels so lost without u :((
and so yoongi’s persistent and he vouched his day-off to be aligned with your gym day aaaand he’s here now :D
he’s right behind you!!
“hiii.”
yoongi squeezes in on the space left at your side
well you dIDN’T expect yoongi today clearly“hi pls back up a little i mAY accidentally kick you :D”
you’re doing pull-ups at the moment and you’re getting the hang of doing them!! even if this used to be the bane of your existence in your workout program and you’d sell your soul just for jungkook to call you and cry on the phone and pretend he stubbed his toe or something to get out of training
so tHAT’S yoongi’s greeting??? :((
“i haven’t seen you lately”
“hmm? i see you everyday, yoongs”
“rEALLY??”
you’re only discovering now that while doing pull-ups, you can aLSO make and maintain conversation!!
yoongi’s a bit sarcastic because your full attention isn’t on him and he guesses that it’s a given when you’re working out bUt are you even hearing what he’s saying :((
“doesn’t feel like it, though.”
ok that one made you falter a little bit
“how can you say??”
he practically huffs at that and that also goes noticed
how can you not know that???
he’s a patient person but with you, he just gets sO eager and whiney and now he just can’t cope!!!
just when he thought you were finally go down because you were slowing your movements, you were oNLY doing that just to regain your momentum for another set AND!!!
fine then :))
yoongi’s jumping up and his hands wrap around the higher bar snugly, his body pressed to yours
he’s so close oh my god yOONGI’S SO CLOSE TO YOU
you’re suspended in air and a bit breathless and yoongi’s just hanging slack and he’s about to burst into a smile because uH success!!!
his lips look so kISSABLE and his cheeks are plump and his eyes are v enchanting and wHEW you’re sweating at this point and it’s nOt from working out
yoongi only tilts his head as he earns the reaction he wanted and more :D
“who’s your trainer? sehun?”
“y-yeaHh???”
“m’kay.”
he’s not content just yet and for a split second, yoongi tilts his face to the side of yOUR face and his lip barely brush to the shell of your ear
“i’ll pull you out of this one. eat lunch with me.”
the sound of yoongi dropping back down to the floor makes you jOLT because oh.,., oh that rEALLY DID JUST HAPPEN HUH
what a menace
your heart is too weak for yoongi
you are sO whipped :’’’)
so whipped that you cave into jungkook’s demands
jungkook’s aLWAYS been your sticker guy
he just has stickers… that he either makes or acquires but he isn’t telling where from… and either gives or sells them to u
he has this label maker too that could print your name on or whatever you want to put on your stuff
he would even input little stars or little hearts or even lil dinosaurs if you want him to!!!
you don’t know how and why but wHEREVER you go, jungkook always has stickers on him
AND THIS IS REALLY SPECIAL OK
you specifically told jungkook to curate like a ten-pack out of the things you told him about yoongi
he has the reigns aS LONG as he thinks (and it better be) that it screams min yoongi!!
it’s just that you wanna give gifts to yoongi and you don’t need aNY occasion just to give presents
you were deep in thought and your head blanked and then went…
stickers…. get him stickers
snickers???
…. stickers ….
sNEAKERS???
…. stickers dUMB BITCH i said stickers!!!! …..
lol u love ur mind
and when you said that to jungkook, he fell both honored AND pressured
like what if yoongi decides not to like you anymore because of your (his) sticker choices
what then
damn ur wrong for this
jeez jungkook’s becoming the backbone of your blossoming relationship ://
sigh but it’s cool,, jungkook’s used to becoming a fundamental part to society
jungkook’s ringing your bell so early in the morning because he just got done last night with completing his collection!! and you iMMEDIATELY need to see it as per his insistence
ok they r pretty cool
there’s yoongi’s name in a really cool yet sophisticated font that just screamed yoongi to you!!
there’s Agust D in a big bold formal font!!
you remember that story of how yoongi was born and raised briefly in daegu then they had to move and he misses his hometown
he was about to use Agust D as his name when he first tried out for racing but the name itself made so many heads turn so he was just,,, too spicy,,,
i’ll make it suga
OMG YOUR INITIALS
jungkook’s wild for that one but omg you’re giggling because wow u like that
“clouds?? and the sky’s purple??”
“i think eVERYBODY likes clouds”
“well some pilots don’t”
“what makes them think that clouds like them back?”
wait
“a cat??… flipping me off???”
“lol ok funny story but yoongi flipped me off once LMAOOO”
“… he did what”
“i’ll tell u the story later but this, THIS — okay i don’t know if it’s just me, but yoongi looks like a cat, y’know?? like i sWEAR i could see cats in him, and then i see him in cats. do you get me??”
“gguk-“
“and he wears headbands, right? LOOK I EVEN DREW HIM A HEADBAND!! :D”
ok you aren’t gonna lie
this ten-pack goes pretty fucking hard if you may say so
“how much do i owe you, kook?”
“that would be fifty dollars :D”
“fifty wait wHAT?? FIFTY DOLLARS?? WHAT??? JUNGKOOK SAY SIKE”
psh atleast it was worth a shot
“fine. tHIRTY dollars.”
“THIRTY DOLLARS?????”
you know for a fact that these ten stickers aREN’T worth tHIRTY DOLLARS
the highest jungkook’s ever charged you is $10 for a pack of ninety-nine
he even took one from the sticker booklet and he only said that after he sold it to u
you both know that these aren’t $30 :((
it’s always a take it or leave it situation because you know hobi is a sucker for stickers :((
“…. fine.”
you pull thirty dollars from your wallet and that’s thirty dollars ur never gonna get back
jungkook’s a bit frazzled because wHAT
you actually gave him tHIRTY dollars??
they don’t even cOST _____ dollars!!!
it’s just awkward now when he tries to take back what he said
“… as a special gift.,.,. i’m gonna put them.,.,. in a nice envelope.,., that i uh doodled hearts on…”
quick if jungkook was a seller on redbubble, how many stars would you rate him
this better have a gREAT PAYOFF
spoiler alert: it did!!!
YOONGI LOVES THEM
“i mean i’m not saying you should put these on your race car because i kNOW every gram matters on it and like — sTICKERS!! u can stick them anywhere am i right :D”
:O
“do you uh,, do you like it? ˡᵃʸ ᶦᵗ ᵈᵒʷⁿ ᵍᵉⁿᵗˡʸ ᵒⁿ ᵐᵉ ᵖˡᵉᵃˢᵉ”
“y/n bABY ARE YOU KIDDING ME?? i love them sO MUCH!! like look aH OMG IT’S ME THAT’S — I’M SUPPOSED TO BE THIS CAT RIGHT???”
it went great!!!
above and beyond than what you expected
“thank you thank you dO YOU KNOW that you’re the best eVER :(((“
yoongi is so touched and awed over a pack of sTICKERS and it’s the little joys and you that make him the happiest
he’s so excited and pumped because he can’t pick on where to put them because they’re so precious and in the same time he doesn’t wanna use them because they’re tOO precious
yoongi’s about to kiss your cheek in the same time you wanna explain some of them and-
oh
he’s kissing the corner of your mouth
he only realizes when you squeak a little and he feels just so unexplainable with pure bliss that’s going through his body omg
and then yoongi pulls away to gauge your reaction because he was iNITIALLY gonna go for a cheek kiss but now that’s out of the bank because he wants more and-
oh god his cheeks are already on fire and tHIS WAS JUST A KISS TO THE CORNER OF YOUR MOUTH ACCIDENTALLY
it’s time to clear his throat and attempt to clear his mind“is uHhH sehun?
sehun the trainer today?”
“yeaH it’s sehun…”
yoongi please say what i want you to say
pleathe
“i can — i cAN bail you out, if you want.,.. you uH ˢʰᶦᵗ do you wanna go karting with me?? like, right now??? it’s okay if you don’t wanna bUt i mean ᶠᵘᶜᵏ uhHhH-“
“yeah :)) i wanna go karting with you :))”
yoongi’s a mess and hE’S the nervous one now and he keeps scratching the back of his neck and he can’t maintain eye contact
he was about to explain that he’s not pressuring you wait dID YOU JUST SAY
“yes?? yeah?? oH that’s cool :D”
“do i need to get changed or-“
i mean you’re still in your workout leggings and a big black shirt jungkook has an aBUNDANCE of so u just stole one and tried out embroidery!!
it’s not the best aha
kinda ugly because it’s massive on you and u just take it off whenever the workout progresses to be harder
“no!! no!! don’t worry!! i’ll bring my backpack!! just take yourself, y/n, i’ll take care of you ʷᵃᶦᵗ ʷᵃᶦᵗ aHA!!! i’ll pack my shirts for you and water and like snacks omg i will be back in fIVE minutes!!!”
there’s kinda no protest since yoongi’s already dashing out of your hotel room and into his… and he’s leaving you alone and he swears that this will only take fIVE minutes
he’s a nervous wreck
but yOU are too
because wait
this is your first date!!
THIS COUNTS AS YOUR FIRST DATE
oh god you are gonna cOMBUST
it did take five minutes and perhaps even earlier!!
yoongi’s managed to even get a cap for you and sUNBLOCK
he has a driver hired and that’s kinda ironic because hE’S the driver but he doesn’t mind!!!
he’s sitting with you at the second row and you’ve never really properly been out the city ever since you got here because leisure trips aren’t exactly in your schedule
the buildings and the scenery are so cool and authentic and yoongi’s just staring at you as you stare out :(((
why are you so beautiful :(((
he’s envisioned taking you out for go-karting as your first date but nOT NOW
yoongi’s accidentally kissed you once on the corner of your mouth and he is now forever a changed man
his mind immediately went wOOP take y/n karting nOW
yoongi has a pinterest board with ideas for a first date
picnics are cute but there’s just so much aNTS and mosquitoes and flies would go to ur food when you turn away for a single second!!!
not to mention that he never checks the weather reports lmao
and grass with how soggy they could he eVEN if it didn’t rain???
disgusting
there’s always the option of dinner dates too
but sometimes they could be just SO boring and it’s a hit or miss whether you’d like the food because you don’t like overly fancy restaurants y’know
not to mention that they r overrated and the food isn’t that good to your taste bUT maybe that’s just you
he’s searched this place up a couple days ago and look!!! they have karts that have tWO seats on them
maybe he could rent out the place or pull out the “no it’s MIN YOONGI” card and he can drive you around and stuff :D
it’s postive to say that you’re vERY excited
“last one to cross the finish line buys the winner gifts for a whole week bYEEEE”
wait
that’s not-
tHAT’S NOT HOW THIS IS SUPPOSED TO GO
apparently this is how yOU want it to go
the idea of yoongi driving you around in go-karts didn’t cross your mind once
you thought that you were gonna race against him and gOD ARE YOU SO EXCITED
you work on cars not drive in cars
the closest you’ve ever went to karting is going on bumper cars when jungkook took you to the amusement park!!!
it’s not racing because all you and kook did was bump the other as mUCH as possible to the point that the attendant was :/// are they ok
you know how to drive!!!
not to flex or anything but u dO have a professional driver’s license aha :D
although that doesn’t mean shit if ur kinda being honest
do you know how to drift a car like what they do in fast and the furious?? probably yes
jungkook was “breaking in” his car and he took you to the dealership with him and the car just felt so sTIFF and then he saw an empty parking lot….
and well you didn’t exactly STOP him because it isn’t your car
how could you stop someone from doing something that you yourself wANT to do
can you drive as fast as yoongi?? possibly yes
will it be as clean and as easy as he makes it to be?? heck no
yoongi’s chasing after you because oh you are dEDICATED now to racing against him
you’re even scrambling to put your race suit on iN FRONT OF HIM and it makes him all flustered as he tries to keep up by turning and putting on his own
“now don’t go easy on me, okay???”
yoongi’s a bit confused because what did u just say
not to fuel his ego or anything but madame he is a race car driver and it runs in his blood and the skill is in his name
he loves u (although he hasn’t said that yet) but he doesn’t want to ruin all your hopes and dreams
“just race as what you normally do and i’ll do my oWN!!! :D”
o-okay
you’re fast!!!as fast as go-karts could go!!!
you even turned down yoongi’s offer of a ten-second head start because wHERE’S THE FUN IN THAT
you are as happy and as giddy as you could ever be
yoongi, on the other hand, is worried a ton
you’re still a bit cautious when it comes to curves and to turning and
yoongi’s heart physically stops whenever you go through them because now you’re starting to pick up the pace around them
you’re getting used to the curves as you go on and you’re starting to maintain speed aND go through curves smoothly
he’s happy that you’re happy but god he’s just tERRIFIED okay
the list of what could possibly go wrong is evading his mind and for god’s sake, he’s a rACE CAR DRIVER HIMSELF!!!!! with custom top-speed cars and not go-karts!!! and not once did this list cross his mind whenever he drives
it’s just now hitting him that his profession’s dangerous
but your profession tOO is dangerous!!!
you may not be the driver put you are a part of the pit stop crew that tends to the car the driver’s racing!!!!
fIRES!!! pneumatic torque guns that are sO DANGEROUS!!!! wheels!!!!! gas!!!!! the driver himself when he’s in a rush and could possibly injure people along the way!!!!!
yoongi’s going down on a spiral so harsh that he didn’t even notice that not only did you pass him, but you’re also farther away from him sIGNIFICANTLY and before he knows it, you finished first!!
:D
“yoongs yoongs did you see me dID YOU SEE ME?????? :D”
you jump up to yoongi the moment he gets out of his kart and he instantly catches you and puts his hands underneath your thighs to secure you
your arms are even around his neck and you are incredibly close to yoongi more than you could ever wrap your head around
“mhmmmm ‘course i did!!”
he mindlessly hums and he just takes the time to see you up close like this before you realize and yelp later on because ur flustered
god yoongi’s never cared for anyone this much before
he’s falling in so hard
and that’s not necessarily a bad thing, right?
the moment you stop talking and gushing is the moment you realize that yoongi’s been awfully quiet all throughout, making you look down and-
yoongi’s kissing you
for rEAL this time
god he is putty in your hands and he’s extremely mushy
your lips are sO soft that he feels like he could die a happy man
you don’t know if your getting this adrenaline from the rush you got from winning or if it’s just the desire to kiss him for so long that’s fueling you
but either way
yoongi feels a little tug on his roots and that instinctively makes him kiss you a little deeper
his kisses taste so gOOD TOO
although you DO need to breathe every once in awhile
:D
yoongi has the biggest gummy smile on his face and his legs feel like giving out because he feels sO HAPPY
you don’t fight the grin on your face either because wow :D that was just wHoosh!!! the suspense built up to it was incomparable oh god the tENSION before
he doesn’t mind losing then :)
“one more? :D”
oh god u are rEALLY whipped for yoongi
and this puts the two of you on ANOTHER level okay
he’s gotten more affectionate and showy almost
jimin’s kinda concerned because sometimes he sees yoongi smiling out of the blue and he’s just…. what is this guy ON…..
jungkook’s so excited and happy for you!!!
he keeps pushing that this wouldn’t have happened if it isn’t for his overpriced stickers
he wants you to tell him EVERYTHING
“yeah?? and tHEN WHAT????”
he is a little jealous however because not all your time is spent on hanging out with him anymore
or how a particular someone would be joining your hangouts from time to time aka yoongi being a third wheel
…. or maybe jungkook’s the third wheel ….
lol impossible :)))))))
[ jeon jungkook continiously tries to deny the truth to himself as always ]
he could be nosy yes bUT he’s always curious
although
“so he’s finally your boyfriend?”
he makes sense most of the times
now that you think about it.,.,.
wait
oh
wAIT YOONGI ISN’T YOUR BOYFRIEND
you aren’t sure either if there’s a label already set?????
because as far as you know, kissing someone doesn’t automatically translate to gREAT UR MY PARTNER IN LIFE NOW
oh no
it’s all good!!!
all good!!!!
you could open this up to yoongi later!!!
oh wait he’s busy
tomorrow then!!!!
uH nope he’s busy
the other day then :))
yoongi keeps getting busy and busy as he explains to the point that you’re in the same floor but you aren’t even seeing each other
he isn’t lying to you, right??
this isn’t about the kiss, right?????
goddamn you jungkook :((
the gears in your head are turning because oh god what if yoongi’s realized that he doesn’t want to commit to you
or that this is as long as a free netflix trial and your time’s up and you need to gO
it also feels oddly sketchy too because yoongi’s only become suddenly busy and almost unreachable ever since the kiss
it is, in fact, about the kiss
god yoongi himself feels that he’s an asshole
he’s suddenly second-guessing his decisions
he’s went down the rabbit hole of thinking that mAYBE you deserve better than him
his name’s kinda big and some rumors follow him too, whether it’s inside or outside the track
yoongi has a track record of ex-girlfriends as what the media wittily dubs it
aND HE WON’T DENY IT OK
he does have some ex-girlfriends and his lovelife isn’t talked about within the team because they just treat rumors as rumors and it’s yoongi’s life anyway
but what if news breaks out that you and him are dating
and his track record is brought up once again
aND NOT JUST THAT
because yoongi also feels like he isn’t worthy enough for you :((
he could be bland and too blunt at some points
as opposed to you :(( who’s sometimes too kind and always tries to understand situations and won’t also take shit from anyone
he’s not as spontaneous or charismatic as jungkook
he can’t be as spontaneous as jungkook who’s willing to go to a halloween party with him as mater and you as lightning mcqueen aND PERHAPS IN THE LITERAL COSTUME KIND OR SOMEHOW CLOSE TO IT
he’s not as avid in things that you like as much as jungkook is
he’s just yoongi :((
and he feels like the whole yoongi for y/n thing isn’t enough :((
you haven’t seen yoongi though
and since today’s for the practice sessions, this is the time that you’re sURELy gonna see him!!!
that’s the problem though
because seeing someone doesn’t exactly guarantee that they’re gonna pay attention to you
in other words: you think that yoongi might be avoiding you :((
he wasn’t alone as he normally was and just when you were about to approach him, that’s when he left to go get changed
you have no choice too since he goes straight to the track and that was it!!
you’re sneaking in to reply to jungkook who’s asking for updates because he’s as committed to this scenario as much as you were
this is the last practice session anyway
you just want to get this over with so you could go confront yoongi and fix whatever is this that’s happening :((
it doesn’t help, really
doesn’t help when the practice session is over and what yoongi does the first thing when he finishes is not go back to where the team is
or perhaps just hop over the box like he usually does
he goes to kim dahyun,,
kim dahyun
she’s a heiress?? a socialite?? maybe both???
she’s someone who’s known to be always in the front seat when it comes to events
she’d be placed courtside in basketball games and in tennis tournaments and by the side of the runway when it’s fashion week
no one for sure knows why
but her most recent appearances have been banked in these racing weekends and wherever she goes is where articles follow :((
she’s just something else :((
she’s pretty and she’s rich and she’s kim dahyun
she’s wearing your team’s novelty shirt and she has it tied up in the front
dahyun has her hair up in a bun and she has this ribbon that corresponded with your team colors wrapped around it
she has these perfect-looking gel nails!! gel nails!!! you could see the shine all the way from here when she’s flashed at the monitor and is in fact a couple of feet away from you!!
the jewelry too :((
gel nails and jewelry are things you’ve always wanted to try out but could barely wear due to the nature of your job
and although they’re just little things, it kinda drives you crazy because you can’t help but feel like you’re having a burnout with your profession
the fact that yoongi’s going to her for reasons unbeknownst to you is enough to make your stomach drop
even puts his hand at the sMALL of her back and-
oh
even does this lil cheek kiss and she does it back with him and they talk
they talk
min yoongi goes to talk to kim dahyun and greet her like that
when you can’t even get the bare minimum of even a glance from him
“aRE YOU SEEING THIS??”
jungkook texts you and it’s the only momentary relief you get because this way, your eyes aren’t focused on them and your heart briefly stops hurting
“yeah.”
you wanna go back to the hotel
you don’t even wanna look at yoongi
you retreat to the furthest area away and just sit there while all this fuss blows over and how there are even some cheers upon seeing yoongi and dahyun up on the monitor
cool
that’s cool
your cheeks feel wet and you’re just wordlessly setting up and putting back the things that were needed for this session
mingyu, the fellow pit crew member who’s aloft from you and the other ones for most of the times even noticed and he was just ???
“y/n, y’okay?”
you can’t even bring yourself to be in surprise that he spoke to you because you’re too busy being sad
“dust :)) it’s just dust :))”
but it’s not.,., it’s not even remotely windy.,..,
jungkook crashes to your room later that afternoon and stayed with you until you fell asleep
you’re not exactly cHATTY when you feel your heart breaking and kook’s well-aware
just wordlessly puts on whatever’s trending on netflix and puts it up for background noise :((
orders room service and nudges you until you agree to eat
even strokes your hair because he could see some tears pricking at the corner of your eyes and jungkook automatically presses you to his chest
damn yoongi ://
yoongi’s kinda missing the texts and the calls you’d usually bombard with him
but this time his phone’s silent
he knows at the back of his mind that this may be about dahyun awhile ago but at the same time, he doesn’t wanna entertain the thought because it’s harmless,,,, right??
dahyun was a friend before she became his girlfriend and tHEN his ex
and now they’re friends again
that’s not exactly harmful isn’t it
yoongi’s eyes keep going back to check his phone every two minutes just to see if there’s a notification from you
and if he gets one? he won’t ignore it he sWEARS
just atleast give him a text
even a passive-aggressive one that just has a single period on it
and hE knows that all of this is building up because of him :((
he’s not quite ready to admit that to himself though
oh my god is this the end for you and yoongi???
you haven’t even started with proper labels aND you’re already over???
this isn’t exactly the high road you always try to go through
but yoongi’s just beyond confusing and angering at this point and is being really uNFAIR
so if he won’t be open no matter how much you try to coax him at his won pace and decides to be immature about it.,.,,,
well you’re gonna stop adjusting :D
today’s the third to the last race and just like any other, it’s heated
you support yoongi the driver but you’re not in the best terms with yoongi the loVER
not a bad start honestly
yoongi didn’t get pole position but instead the third and he was a more than bummed because usually, when he didn’t get pole-sitter, he’d lean on to you for comfort and you’re gonna soothe him throughout
but no that didn’t happen yesterday
jimin just sighed and patted him on the back and said “just do good tomorrow” and how is tHAT gonna be on par with how you comfort him
he’s through about 3/4 into the race
and gOD it’s going seamless
but some things are just piling up and it’s making him completely confused
hobi’s already passed him and at this stretch, he typically wouldn’t be able to because yoongi knows hoseok’s pattern
yoongi’s only had a pit stop once and that’s the strategy that gets him winning most times
but god something just feels odd
jimin comes at the right times as he speaks through the radio and yoongi couldn’t be any more lost
“yoongi you hAVE to box now”
and box equates to him having anOther pit stop when he usually wouldn’t because this isn’t it!!
this isn’t the strategy!!!!
“jimin iF i box now then that means-”
“yoongi!! listen to me!!! jung’s gonna pass ahead wHETHER you box or not. if you wanna save face and finish this race ranking atleast within top 10, box. right. now.”
fuck
his tires are thinning and normally he could sTILL go through the final stretch without another pit stop but fuck is jimin ordering him with so much ferocity
he has no other choice
and yoongi’s angry
he’s sTILL heated up because these circumstance have never happened before
then he finished 7th in this race
and that’s the lowEST he’s ever placed this season!!!
yoongi can’t exactly control his anger when it comes to situations like these and jimin’s very well-aware
he has faith in yoongi and his driving but tHESE technical reasons are what made him to go through this last-minute strategy
jimin’s crew chief and he stands by his decisions and his strategies
there’s no denying tho that he kNOWS yoongi’s gonna be heated
yoongi marches off the moment he finishes
and he’s looking for someone
anyone
you’re there by jimin’s side
and of cOURSE you were shocked by the sudden strategy and you just can’t help going to him to discuss it
you know too that yoongi’s gonna be mAD but after analyzing the situation with jimin when he explained and when you visualized, jimin did make the right call
before you know it though
yoongi’s already there
“Y/N!!!”
oh
this is the first time that yoongi’s speaking to you and you couldn’t be anymore shocked and confused at the same time
the two of you aren’t exactly alone,.,,
he’s had this sudden recollection of yoongi eating dinner with you in your hotel room and you kept asking him questions about racing and strategies and the philosophical aspect of it
and he delved into his strategies with jimin and retold them to you
you were in so much fondness too because he looks so focused and passionate when he was laying them out to you
“dID YOU TELL ABOUT THE STRATEGIES TO JUNGKOOK?”
what
wHAT????
yoongi isn’t level-headed right now and the story’s immediately flipped in his head of how this must have possibly went
jimin’s eyes are bulging at what’s unfolding, but even more so to the fact that you and yoongi aREN’T alone
and he’s here and the other crew members are here
and they can heAR YOONGI!!! loud and clear!!!
“yoongi wHAT are you talking about???”
“don’t play dumb!! you told them to jungkook, didn’t you???”
for a fact, you didn’t
you didn’t tell jungkook nor aNYONE else
what would you benefit from that??
what would yOONGI benefit from that??
“shut up!! you tOld about the strategies to jungkook and he told it to hoseok and nOW look at what happened!!! all of this, all of what i did, is gonna fall through just because you couldn’t keep your mouth shut!!”
jimin’s heart is dropping at this and he can’t imagine what you’re feeling right now
he knows to his heart that you wouldn’t do such a thing
or that all of this has to do with his decision and a series of coincidences that piled up for yoongi to mindlessly think that you’re the reason for what he’s pushing to be a leak
“yoongi, i would never-”
“dON’T TALK TO ME!!”
he’s burning
actually burning
so much so that he’s walking towards you and looking down on you
“you’re fired.”
wait
what the actual fuck
“yOU CAN’T DO THAT!”
“i can.”
jimin’s about to step in as he’s standing behind you and he’s already gripping at your arm
he needs to say something
and you know your standing with jimin isn’t the best but you’re just thinking about him
you know how he’s due for a promotion and a raise
and you know yoongi’s above and beyond gonna ruin his career if jimin dared to speak and atleast attempt to defend you and pin the blame on himself
“and i’m gonna get my father involved if i have to.”
that’s it
that’s the end of your career
you didn’t wait to get fired
knowing yoongi, he means what he says and so you didn’t waste a single second in packing up your bags and rounding up your documents
you already knew enough that yoongi’s dad have connections with the association and a single phone call could flip things over
so whether yoongi’s already made the call to his dad or not, you’re gonna leave either way
you’re making calls to your manager, the same one who came to your college and recruited you and jungkook, and had to explain as much as you can while pulling at all stops
said managers was saddened at the call and then she had to make that call to the ones in the upper positions so could aLSO explain as much as she can
honestly you don’t know either what’s gonna come out of this
either your name would be defamed wrongly, or nO one’s gonna notice at all and your sudden disappearance would have 99 versions and not one confirmed
they think it’s best to respect your decision of letting go and even if you’ve signed a contract, this “firing” is as good as official
also they think it’s best to relay the statement of you making an “indefinite leave” due to a “family emergency of grave importance” which translates to no this isn’t an indefinite leave but instead you’re leaving for good
it’s both a blessing and a curse that this happened far into the season
a blessing since there’s only two races left after this and that means less adjustments with the team dynamic and the news of your departure won’t be as focused on because yeah last two races
a curse since these last two races are critical and yoongi just couldn’t wait until the last one to blame you and then fire you
no worries though
there are always replacements
aka which just points that you’re despensable and it’s nOT helping your self-esteem
backups are there in case the event a pit crew member gets injured (or worse, incapacitated; and they’re familiar with the work and the dynamic so it would be just a seamless fit
and all of that got arranged in less than two hours :))
there was even a flight you managed to book within that time
you didn’t even get to say goodbye to jungkook :((
he had to know all of it by a short n simple goodbye and see you soon text you sent before boarding and by asking jimin what happened
he was cOMPLETELY bawling his eyes out because his best friend left him :(( and he counts on you so much and you help him stay sANE
he’s beyond angry at yoongi and didn’t even bother to bat an eye when he walked past him
jimin feels so guilty and sad
he was a shitty crew chief to you for the most part and after all that, you still went through this considering hIM and his job and his dIGNITY even if it means you lose all three things and you already did
jimin cried when jungkook’s lip started trembling and he lost it completey by then
yoongi’s lost and empty and oblivious to all of this
he figures that it’s better to let some hours pass so he could cool down and reflect
that’s his second mistake however
yoongi’s complacent
and three hours have passed and he knows that at this time you’re still awake so he walked over to your room and just rang the bell
oh
he’s rung it three times now and uSUALLY you wouldn’t even let it pass two when it’s yoongi by the door
that’s weird
yoongi’s about to pull out his phone to call you to open the door but before
he could even press at your name, the door already opens
… it’s a middle-aged man …
“yOU’RE NOT Y/N”
…
…
“wrong door, kid.”
but that’s your room
yoongi knows you’ve left the circuit earlier than everyone because of what happened
that much he knows
but not this
yoongi dials jungkook instead because for sure he’d know where you are but then another door opens and that’s jUNGKOOK!!! leaving jimin’s room that’s a couple of doors from your room
“yA. do-…”
jungkook literally just walks past him and into the elevator
what
what is going ON
then yoongi’s jogging to jimin’s door that’s closing then he manages to wedge into his foot before it closes
“where’s Y/N?”
little did yoongi know that the answer would make him regret even asking
you don’t have the slightest clue on how could possibly bounce back from this
maybe take a break; a week perhaps
get a job that’s for sURE
ignore yoongi’s texts and calls
reply to jungkook whenever he contacts you as much as he could in free time that he gets
assure jimin that you’re okay and he has nothing to apologize for
be eternally grateful for your friends that have your back no matter what and help you stay afloat and even giving you a job
bless the kim line
jin, namjoon, and taehyung were your ultimate friends in college besides jungkook
they are the most awesome and sWEETEST friend group you’ve ever had in your life
you didn’t get to hang out with them as frequently like you did with jungkook since the three of them were in the business course and you and kook on the student athlete side
but that didn’t change the fact that you give are inseperable and wHOLESOME
you and jungkook ended up being crew members for a famous and multi-million team in formula racing but you’ve retired wAY too early lmao
the three of them
well
not to brag
but they’re the proud owners and the brawns and the brains of kim kradle
KIM KRADLE!!
it’s a one-stop shop for everything that automobiles could possibly need
but why kim kradle do you ask???
well first of all,,, jin, namjoon, and taehyun have the same family name which is Kim so write that down
kradle? aha well :D
so for babies, there’s cradles, right??
they serve kinda like havens, right??
wHERE was ultron from avengers: age of ultron made??? the cradle. although their shop’s vision and mission are wAY WAY different from ultron’s
and like why name it kim cradle
when you can name it kIM KRADLE
they’ve had calls when they were starting out asking if they were selling baby cradles and the answer is N-O
it’s now a huge successful shop that’s like an open warehouse type!!
basically, the kim kradle is divided into three major operations
general services to intensive repair of parts and basically what goes on internally!! jin is in charge and heads that sector!!
he could see your car for two seconds and go “hey man, did you ever ace your karate lessons? lmao you have a broken fan belt not a black belt”
carwashes and waxing and all that good stuff!! namjoon is a beast at thus and your car could be like from 1997 and he’d clean it so good that it would look like it’s from 2030
customization!! from leather seats to metallic foils to coating!! taehyung has an instagram dedicated to his finished works and ongoing ones and like wHAT?? he has half a million followers?? no big deal
kim kradle is on the massive side and is therefore separated to three floors
namjoon and his carwashes are at the basement in which you’d still get sunlight in because there are inclined pathways on the side that lead out to an outdoor waiting area
jin is on the 2nd floor and basically in the same ground level where the civilization is because his section’s more critical and it’s the obvious option
taehyung gets the 3rd floor, and one part’s covered and the other is like a car balcony so when he finishes?? you could see that sunlight hitting the custom coat he did on your car
either kim kradle is so good, the placement and marketing are perfect, or the owners are just sO attractive and unparalled as to why so many people avail their services and most go through all three levels
maybe the formula is all three of those variables
you came home without knowing a sINGLE thing and being alone in your apartment is appreciated but it gets eerie and so isolating
and you called namjoon late into the night because he always knows what to say and you ended up having more than what you hoped for
you just wanted to have some comfort and ease because also,, namjoon’s voice is really soothing and u miss hearing it
not oNLY did you get some peace of mind
you also got a job without even actively looking for it at the moment and you couldn’t be anymore fulfilled
namjoon said that you could come in at kim kradle anytime at your own pace and they’d still welcome you with open arms
also said that jin and tae miss you sO much and it’s a good thing that namjoon is the one you called because if it’s either from the other two, you wouldn’t be able to sleep and perhaps you’d get visitors to your apartment at 2 in the morning
and this is it!!!
for once, you don’t want to confront a problem to the core
you’re just gonna distract yourself and make your way around it aha :D
two days later??? you’re working in kim kradle now!!!
and you know what??
you eVEN get the overalls
the only three people in kim kradle that wear overalls are jin, namjoon, and taehyung themselves
and it’s to kinda highlight the fact that they’re the owners and the heads of their sections
the rest wear boiler-style like suits
all their uniforms are cute
like sERIOUSLY
jin is in charge of the color and there are actually multiple ones!! a pale pink to a nice lavender and a dark navy blue!! the first two are kinda impractical because it’s impossible to not get dirty in this job but they ARE adorable and stylish though
namjoon pushed for this uniform and so he really searched and handpicked fabrics that won’t be tOO hot and in which u could actively move in them
but sometimes there are tasks in which involve the straps for the overalls sliding down so tHE next big thing????
namjoon sewing but actually it became tAEHYUNG’S job because he’s gonna poke himself with the needle multiple times before even getting to put a thread in
made a lil hook by the custom shirts down to where it draped by the shoulders and it could hook the straps so like wHATEVER the four of you do, the overalls won’t slip :D
innovation amirite :D
and then it was taehyung’s job to have kim embroidered in really cute cursive by the back and the initials of their first name in a lil formal font below it
and the first names are embroidered in the front!!!
tae was the one who wrapped the overalls into a large box and you genuinely didn’t expect that you’d be even given one
and it’s just that you’ve been so much on eDGE lately and every little thing turns you emotional these days ever since that incident with yoongi
“is she,,, she’s,,, is y/n sobbing??”
taehyung sputters because oh my god did his gift wrapping throw you off?? jeez he kinda knew at the back of his head that the bright neon green with some balloons saying “happy birthday” even if it’s nOT your birthday looks REPULSIVE and he didn’t have any other gift wrapper left
but he didn’t know that it would be too repulsive to make you cry :((
“did we do something??”
jin looks worried because oh god maybe it was the joke he did awhile ago about you suddenly working here now
although namjoon eased their worries and oH you’re hugging the three of them!!!
“i-it’s just that-...”
you were only supposed to thank them for the overalls and the opportunity bUT it took some turns and it ended up with you telling them the story and namjoon having to fill in some gaps when you get too pouty and too sad to explain
tHEY GET IT NOW
anyways
it’s very easy to be thrown in the spur of things at the moment because you’re just grasping at every opportunity to distract yourself!! :D
coping mechanisms!!!!
you’re with jin in his section because that’s your work!! that is your work before you got fired and you just got to continue it
but this time with all the time in the world
not really but an hour is a lifetime for you and you’re just used to repairing things in mere seconds
in mere seconds and you have to train for it like almost every second of the day sO this is a nice change :D
“a wrench?? i’m gonna replace the tires using a wrench??”
jin laughs at that because you’re holding it in disgust as you stare down the car that just got brought in
they don’t have a flat tire or anything!! they just wanna get new tires that are as exaggerated as their very-embellished and exaggerated jeep with their specs :D
“they don’t teach you that in racing school????”
://
you know how to replace tires with a wrench and a jack of course
but it’s just hitting you now that oh god this is very alike and different at the same time with your past job!!!
“you dON’T have pneumatic guns?? yeah sure they mAY be expensive but like work would be done quicker and you’d go through more customers?? oH my god jin??? you know what, i’m gonna call jimin right now. let me get you some things!!!”
well then,,,
actually,,,
jin mAY have a pneumatic gun lying around but they don’t use it
because a) it’s not as fast and as efficient as what yOU use in the track b) what for honestly,,, c) this is not formula racing and most people aren’t in a rush
but you know what
this is going good for you!!!
jin’s learning new things from u and the other way around and you’re not wallowing in sadness tHAT much anymore :D
and you do feel that kim kradle is doing so much good on you!!
you’re constantly with jin but sometimes you spice it up an transfer from floor to floor :))
pressure-washing with namjoon is very therapeutic and having excessive knowledge now about how to properly give your car the shiniest wax ever in your lifetime??
it’s excessive knowledge you wouldn’t trade for the world
you even go work with taehyung sometimes!!! you help him plan out color schemes and pick out fabric with him and go measure dimensions and eVEN do 3D mock-ups
watching and aLSO being able to mix custom coats to go on cars is very satisfying ok
tae even gives you the password to the instagram account :))
he gets you to do the close-ups sometimes and eVEN tells you a thing or two on how he edits these clips to be as satsfying and pleasing as possible
today’s just a slow day
only three cars have come to the shop and to your floor in the past hour
nothing from the three of them needed that much TLC
two of them just needed to get their tires’ air pressure checked and have them pumped to match
the other one was just towed here because it’s the nearest shop and just has a dead battery :((
you don’t know how you and jin could pass the time because there isn’t any tv in the area since sOMEONE (jin himself) got distracted too much by watching sherlock and he jUST wanted to know how sherlock pulled off operation lazarus!!!!
it clearly wasn’t his intention to keep pumping up the jack and almost have the whOLE car tip over because he had it up all the way
that was an accident :))
he didn’t even notice that so many of his boys were dashing for the side of the car to keep it from falling and when one of them called out his name, jin had the aUDACITY to shush him because there goes the climax!!!
wOOpS aha oh no what happened to the car :D
the next big thing that jin could do? ask you and catch up about all the technical stuff in formula racing so he could learn too ya know
“what happens if a wing gets dented or like dEFORMED?? how would that be fixed that quickly??”
“ooh!! good question!! actually-...”
that sound
you miss that sound :((
someone’s driving in your floor by the sounds of it and you don’t even need to turn your head to know that it must be a rEALLY cool car :((
it reminds you of the sounds you hear on the track and it’s one that you dearly miss
the growl of whatever car this is loud but like nOT obnoxious of pricks that just wanna show off in traffic and rev up their engine, y’know??
jin could only be so happy because fINALLY
another customer and another task to do to pass this day and it’s nOT a prius!!!!!!!
fucking finally
jin stands up immediately and you immediately follow him and this car’s getting attention from the other workers at the floor because whew
they all know to back off and go back to working on previous and existing projects because aH they see jin smiling giddily and almost jogging and you’re in tow from excitement
it’s a nice car!!!
a maserati granturismo in sleek black!!! jin’s only saw one of these come in the shop driveway but only for them to pULL out and it’s just because they needed to maneuver to go back to a u-turn
what a prick ://
he was excited that day and for wHAT??? someone to use their driveway just so they could reverse their car???? that’s just rude
the owner in mystery comes out and is aLREADY TALKING and-
wait
isn’t that yoongi?
yOONGI?????
“hey man, could you check on my radiator real quick? the airconditioning’s a bit wack and i’m not entirely sure if it’s the radiator but i don’t wanna tweak it, ‘cause maybe it’s the compressor too. not sure. can you-“
that’s
oh my god that’s yOU
the season’s wrapped up like a week ago and the last races were tough
so tough than he could’ve ever imagined and it was even harder without you
yoongi won the season
but he lost you though :((
he was so enraged at himself the moment jimin told him about the verdict you took and how you quit before he could fire you — for good
yoongi has no one to blame but himself and god he’s just so mad at himself
even up to now actually
his pride was so enormous that he didn’t even tHINK that he might be the problem as to why he placed 7th in that race
and instead, he just needed someone, anyone, for him to blame and you’re the fIRST person he sees and he immediately takes his anger and frustration out on you
you would never do such things and he’s disgusted at himself for even tHINKING that you’d ever betray him like that
he was regretting every bit of his words and actions that he said and did out of blind spite
if he could punch himself he would GLADLY do that and knock himself out
yoongi was both panicked and livid
had a hard time breathing too because oh gOd he just can’t stop thinking about you and the things he’s caused that are too late to bring back and reverse :((
he kept pleading to atleast follow you home even for just some hours and he’ll immediately go back to the hotel as if he never left
but he can’t do that and he hATES it
god this wouldn’t have happened if he wasn’t a big fucking aSSHOLE!!!
throughout the whole week ever since you left the team, he was a gigantic mess
like he still is now
but he had dark circles under his eyes that were swollen from crying so much
his lips were set in a frown as a default
yoongi was doing well with the streak of not biting and picking at his fingernails and his cuticles but now tHAT’S broken alright
he’s tried reaching out to jungkook multiple times
he’s tried apologizing but he always gets a deadpanned response of how he isn’t the one he needs to apologize to
kook sees the sincerity of yoongi trying to apologize because he’s hurt you, his best friend, but that’s not the important issue here
you called jungkook unknowingly in the middle of his and yoongi’s conversation and the boy just almost jUMPS at jungkook to try and borrow his phone with his pleads and as much as his heart goes out (he still hATES yoongi ok), jungkook’s not gonna let him
he tries getting jimin to let him borrow his phone and call you and jimin won’t let him either because this is not his place and you’ve been through enough
the closest yoongi’s ever got to you??
jimin still feels so sorry and guilty to this day
and he’s conflicted and confused and a lil sad
but jimin did call you in front of yoongi on speaker :(((
and yoongi got to hear you answer with a chipped-out voice :(((
and he’s just so tempted to speak out loud but if he does that, then jimin will forever be mad at him too probably and he’s also promised that he’s gonna pretend he isn’t there
ask her if she already ate dinner
yoongi won’t stop typing in his notes tho and wave it frantically for jimin to ask you
and you’re responding truthfully because what’s jimin gonna do?? fLY to your home and cook you spaghetti?????
of course not
that’s what yoongi wants to do :(( if only he can :((
his win felt so empty and it just feels so dull without you here
also knowing that he’s drived out one of the only people that puts up with him and is always patient and is the reason to why he’s been so inspired lately
and one of these days
just one of these days, yoongi wants to drive to your apartment and camp out the door if he needs to just so he could redeem himself and earn forgiveness and try to mend what he’s broken
not today though
not today when the moment yoongi finally gathered the words and the courage to go to you, with the blessing of jungkook giving him his address but with a very sTRICT warning that scared the shit out of him.,.,.,
but also with his airconditioning broken and something just tells him that he needs to take it to a shop because it’s been awhile ever since he drove normal cars
and yoongi actually forgot the gravity of all this so he’s a bit nervous because maybe this is a more serious case with his car and it’s just the universe’s way of telling him to go to you tomorrow
or as soon as his car gets taken to the shop
maybe he needs to polish up some lines and try practicing them better from the heart
yoongi could go to jimin and have it fix it for him but like that’s tOO far of a drive and he just needs a quick fix
ooh
kim kradle!!! it’s the nearest shop to his place that has five stars on it
and he’s still a bit wary because his face and his name and win did land on the news and he’s been trending lately and like wHAT IF someone takes advantage of his car or scams him because they know who he is
this car is his frequent and it holds a sentimental value to his heart ok
kim kradle is bigger than he’s pictured it in his mind
woah it actually looks cool and promising
christ it’s so hot inside his car god he needed to open up a little bit of his window but mosquitoes would creep in and tHEY’RE annoying and a real hazard to kill while you’re driving down the road
he wants to get this over with quickly
yoongi just needs to drive to your place and see you asap
“hey man, could you check on my radiator real quick? the airconditioning’s a bit wack and i’m not entirely sure if it’s the radiator but i don’t wanna tweak it, ‘cause maybe it’s the compressor too. not sure. can you-“
oh
that’s you
wAIT THAT IS YOU
“y/n?”
his hands are literally shaking right now oh my god
it’s been some twenty-seven days ever since he’s last saw you and here you aRE
here you are in a place he’s least expected to see you because he’s on the way to see you but actually yOU’RE HERE
“yoongi.”
you acknowledge him back and god you don’t know what to feel
jin immediately senses what’s happening and deep-down he is pANICKING alright
he’s been in contact with jungkook and in the back of their minds, they knew that yoongi won’t let this go without his ever-present persistence
and eventually like maybe yoongi’s gonna know that you work here
and the last time that he checked, yoongi doesn’t even know kim kradle
bUT JIN DIDN’T KNOW THAT THIS TIME WOULD COME THIS SOON OK
he immediately steps in and insert himself in between you and yoongi that he’s trying to close the distance to you and that surprises yoongi completely
“airconditioning, right? keys please. i’ll check it out!!”
yoongi wastes no time in shoving the keys to jin’s hand and he couldn’t be anymore desperate to talk to you
he doesn’t wanna cross boundaries obviously even if jin’s already moved out of the way
you’re still glued to your spot trying to process the situation and your fight or flight response is not exactly working right now
is there a disbelief and yearning and standing in sadness and anger option in that fight or flight choice
“i haven’t seen you in so long.”
that’s what usually happens when you become an asshole yOONGI
god how are you supposed to react
“you too.”
there’s this awkward distance in between the two of you and it’s too deep to even get between
yoongi suddenly forgets the words that’s been in his mind for the longest time,, just brewing and evolving and always changing as he just wants to fix the damage he’s done :((
he’s about to get closer but
“the cooling fan’s just clogged. it could be finished within like fifteen minutes man :D”
jin doesn’t exactly know what he’s doing but he ‘s dOING whatever this is ok
although that is factual
the cooling fan is just a bit dirty and there’s some debris in there that could be cleared quickly
but he just needs to do it extra carefully because this is a nice car ok
i mean he sTILL cares for cars in the same way even if not every car he gets in the shop is a maserati granturismo
he’s just a lil bit nervous even thOUGH he’s an expert at this ok
“fIFTEEN MINUTES???”
yoongi’s freaking out and he’s gripping at his hair in panic because wHAT
THAT SHOULD TAKE AN HOUR
goddamn why does kim kradle have to be a five-star shop :((
“y-yeah.,, i can do it in ten if you’re in a hurry-”
“aha nO NO :D i’m not in a hurry at all!!! please, take your time!!”
oh god what does he do now
yoongi walks over to his car and that confuses both you and jin
because what
he has half of his body in the driver’s seat and it sEEMS that he’s fishing for something in his glovebox
it’s a lil swiss knife
bUT WHY
he kept it in the gloveboxes of his cars because seatbelts are not exactly fool-proof and you could be stuck in them and he’s scared of that
and also if he’s gotten a takeout of a burger and it’s too big and he’s driving with one hand so he’ll just whip out his lil swiss knife and cut haphazardly
“what’s your name, man??”
“jin!! kim seokjin :D you’re-”
wait
what the fuck is yoongi doing
oh
did he just-
“also forgot to tell you!!! my tires are running flat and i tHINK they need to be changed!! so sorry man it just came up”
deadass
yoongi literally just slashed his four tires
jin’s sPUTTERING
and he’s looking back and forth to you and to yoongi and his car
“are you -- are you sEEING -- y/n tell me wait what the fuck iS YOONGI SLASHING HIS TIRES????”
whatever it takes
whatever to buy his time with you and so as much as he can
you’re quite taken aback because oh did yoongi just do that
jin has only known yoongi personally for like eight minutes and he could positively say that he is on aNOTHER level
yoongi’s approaching you again and it only hits you nOW
“have you eaten lunch already?”
your mouth is dry and you absolutely can’t look at yoongi because it just feels so unreal
“no. hEy uh-...”
“no?? oh my gOD hold on just stay still, yeah? i’m gonna get lunch hOld on-”
yoongi’s immediately scarmbling for the exit
he has no concrete plan but he sure is hellbent in getting you lunch even though his car’s tires are slashed and he’s gonna be walking in an area he’s unfamiliar with
you really haven’t eaten lunch
you were just about to say a half-assed reason of namjoon calling you just to exit this situation because you are nOT ready and yoongi’s already off before you could mutter it
jin’s gears are just on a frenzy
“oh so that’s min yoongi.,.,,. jusT slashed his own tires,.,,. that’s.... endearing.,.,,”
you’ve detached yourself from the situation and you couldn’t really stand seeing nor interacting with yoongi
you’ve cooped up yourself in jin’s office and the moment yoongi came back holding up take-out for boTH you and jin, his car’s already all-done
jin gives him a look that’s telling and yoongi gets it
“oh. that’s okay. just uh, just leave this for y/n, can you? there’s enough for the two of you. thanks, jin :))”
you need a moment
that one’s obvious
taehyung insisted that you come home early and you obliged because oh god you nEED a moment
you come into work the next day and sure enough, you’re all well-rested and this time they could ask about what happened yesterday
even hear jin’s point of view on how yoongi is just so wILD
taehyung is in alert and so in namjoon
they’re all ears ok
jin’s telling his story and tae’s nudging you discreetly and makes you look at a box!!!
a box he’s ordered online a couple days ago after he saw you breakdown and you’re looking in awe as you whisper because u don’t wanna disrupt jin
“gel nails???”
the same one you always wanted and it’s flashing back to when you saw yoongi talking to dahyun!!!
oh this is really happening???
“dO IT YOURSELF!!!”
taehyung’s grabbing your hand immediately as he opens the box and he’s sO pumped for this because he stayed up all night watching how to do gel nails yourself!!
he even bought a nice uv lamp for it!! he’s tHAT dedicated
this takes your mind off of yoongi for awhile
a car pulls up yet again and you’re getting the chills again bUt it just turned out to be jungkook
aND HOBI!!!
hobi finished second this season!!
they immediately flock to the lot of you and you’re not sure on who flocks who because everyone’s just genuinely happy to see each other
even the kim line meeting hobi for the first time is such a fun experience
jungkook immediately goes to you and he sEES taehyung doing something to your hand
he’s not sure what he’s doing
but he knows that he wants IN okay
he wants to these gel nails on your other hand
he doesn’t know shit on how to do them but he’s gonna learn along the way aND he is not backing down
taehyung wasn’t aware that this is a competition now but apparently iT IS NOW :O
it’s not ensured that your two hands will look the exact same because you think they’re going for the what looks better competition and not let’S DO THIS IDENTICALLY because these are y/n’s hands y’know
you’re about to fall asleep with how this is lowkey soothing
this is not the quickest manicure to do on anybody
especially if it’s someone’s first time and they’re really aIMING for it to be perfect
although it’s not easy because another car pulls up and you’re pANICKED that it might be yoongi
oh nah it’s okay that’s not his car anyway!!!
you sometimes forget.... that yoongi’s a race car driver....
and there’s a possibility.... that he has multiple cars....
that’s yoongi alright
he steps down in a hurry and makes a beeline for you because he could immediately spot you!!! even in crowds!!!
you’re somehow ensured that yoongi’s gonna decide against going to you because you’re not alone
taehyung’s on your left and jungkook’s on your right and they’re not leaving your side until they finish their masterpieces for like another half hour
oH HE’S GOING FOR IT
“y/n, hI!!”
coming in strong but that’s ok
“jungkook :]”
he acknowledges kook and you’re not exactly up-to-date with how these two stand with each other
but kook kinda just gives him a confused glance (jIN CALLED HIM LAST NIGHT) and nods back to yoongi
what
taehyung has his lips parted because what,,, why.,.,
yoongi’s about to open his mouth to talk to this guy that’s holding your hAND???
oh this is the part right
“i’m,,, kim taehyung.,.,.,”
“min yoongi. nice to meet you :))”
he sticks out his hand and tae blindly reaches for it and he doesn’t know wHY he shook it and he’s still confused up to to now
what is yoongi doing
wHAT IS HE DOING
you only realize now that yoongi has something in his hands and he’s looking dead straight to you and he doesn’t falter once
(he’s nervous on the inside trUST HIM)
“i know you’re not that comfy in seeing me and that’s tOTALLY okay!! i respect that!! it’s just uH i realized that uhm,.,., do you remember that time we were karting? and you won and we ki -- when you wON?? and you said that the winner gets one week of presents,,.,, and i just want to fulfill that.”
yoongi’s voice is wavering because oh shit this iS hard to swallow down
“even if i might be a little late.”
he wordlessly sets down a wrapped present by your feet, just in the middle of a sitting jungkook and taehyung who are listening all this time and have curious eyes on the neatly-wrapped present that’s been laid down
he leaves and stalks over to jin
“what happened now yoongi.,.,.,”
“my guess is that there are some rocks stuck in the wheel bearings. maybe even in the mags. four on the left, three on the right.”
....
hmmmm
“that’s nice, man. just a hunch??”
“yup :)) just a hunch :)) aLSO: can i have a stool?? i’m just gonna wait here, y’know :))”
yoongi’s not expecting anything from you
he doesn’t mind rejection or you ignoring him all throughout because he knows that he deserves it
he deserves it for sure
sometimes he sees you in the corner of his eye
or you helping out jin on fixing yoongi’s other car
or the other one
your own pace
your pace is what matters and yoongi isn’t gonna take any shortcut or undercut
this isn’t formula racing
this is yOU and him being patient until you feel like acknowledging him
of course he still apologizes
texts you even if you’re across the room
sees you open the text and you’d send him a look and you’d be giving him the slightest smile before you occupy yourself again
yoongi’s okay with that.
he keeps coming back
this is the third car and it’s nOT EVEN HIS ANYMORE
he’s just texting friends asking “yO do u need you car washed or fixed or something??? i’ll take it to the shop for you fREE OF CHARGE!!!”
he’s that invested in this and he doesn’t see himself giving up
this is good for kim kradle of course but oh god this is aMUSING TOO
throughout the week, yoongi hasn’t faltered either in continuing at giving you the gifts
the first one he’s given you?? a box full of trinkets he’s been collecting for every country that he’s visited ever since you gave him that caffeine pill!!
just random things he’s seen in malls or souvenir shops or airport boutiques that reminded him of you, all in a box with a single note
i miss you. - yoongi
you’re not gonna lie
you do miss yoongi too
but the things he’s done still make you wince when you’re thinking about it and even though he’s apologized in all ways but a face-to-face one
because you’re not that lax with him, the both of you know that this isn’t just a one and done thing
things take time and yoongi’s taking it at your pace and you’re grateful for it
warming up is always relative and so is forgiveness
longing’s still there but it’s just a matter of suppressing it and yeah you dO miss yoongi
you’re lost without him too although you’re not gonna make that anymore obvious because that’s just devastating to think about
you think he’s about to reach the end of his rope and it throws you in the whirlwind of oH
this is the sixth consecutive day that yoongi’s been coming to kim kradle
yesterday was the first bIG interaction you’ve ever done with him
because since you don’t talk to him as much, he just takes his time as he waits for the services for the cars that he brings by making conversation with the guys
he’s gotten to know jin and joon and tae aND YEAH they like him but they do grill him separately though because they’re mad at what he’s done to you
but he’s also apologized to them and made promises that he’s gonna be keeping
jin doesn’t cook by the kitchen anymore because yoongi keeps bringing takeout or sometimes hE’S THE ONE WHO COOKS in his home and brings it to u guys
is it bad that he all bought you lunchboxes
is it bad that your lunchbox is the fanciest out of all of them and you have more portions and yours are always cut up like he did with the pork.,.,..
it’s not bad as lonG as you pretend to unsee the three kims stealing food from you and just go about to eating your food
but the big interaction did happen yesterday
and it was you suddenly calling out yoongi’s name as he’s sat by the car but he sTILL heard you and he swears he’s gonna cry
because oh god it’s been a long time ever since you said his name in that tone
“you’re not gonna eat with us?”
OH DAMN
he’s a mess
“uhm weLL do you want me too?? it’s oKAY uhm pls just-“
“don’t make me regret asking, yoongs.”
yOONGS
Y O O N G S
yoongi is instantly walking his ass to the little makeshift dining circle because oh my god YES
he doesn’t overstep tho and he just sits in between namjoon and
taehyung as he eats and every few minutes he sneaks a look at you and sometimes you look at him aND IT’S JUST LIKE the start all over again
there’s the last piece of tteokbokki and everyone’s just feeling it out and looking at it
and yoongi
the bold man that he is
picks it up with his chopsticks aND
oh he’s putting it on your lunchbox
:))))))))
the night’s late and taehyung called yoongi to say that the car (it’s actually yoongi’s) he’s brought in for a ceramic coating and custom leather seats are all finished and wrapped up
and if he wants, he could go to the shop right now and pick it up since namjoon’s finishing up by the basement anyways and it would still be open then
and he does pick it up
he knows his way around the store
you could either take the stairs or the lift if you’re coming in into kim kradle without a car to go up and down the levels but he’s patient so he’ll just take the stairs
what he wasn’t expecting though
something that makes him cease his whistling as he goes up to the third floor to fetch his car
is you
rIGHT there
besides his car
and this is the only time that the both of you are alone and his throat is suddenly dry
you know this too though
you were intending to staying up late here just to finish on the car that’s been brought in two days ago with the broken engine that you think is worth salvaging
and you just wanted to see the view :((
reminisce to how you’ve been seeing yoongi in the flesh for six days straight and how you wanna tackle this conflict right to the head but you’re unsure to how :((
it doesn’t take a genius to know that yOONGI himself is right behind you
as you are aware too that this is his car that taehyung’s been working on thank u very much
“i want you to know that i’m not giving up on you.”
his words cut through the cold air and it surely gets your attention even if your back is still turned to him as you’re hunched over the balcony
“i’m running out of cars to bring, the one week of presents is ending, and
i’m so cLOSE to putting up a cot so i could sleep here.”
he’s serious about that one
seeing you just makes everything better no matter the circumstance
it calms his heart and everything in him and he’s not gonna stop at nO matter what to try and make up for the things he’s done
“but you’re worth all this.”
yoongi dares to take a step closer and this time you could already see him by your peripheral vision
“you’re worth it,” and he needs a collective second to exhale the heaviness that’s sitting on his chest because oh gOd he was really an asshole huh
“i don’t know how long it’s gonna take, but i’m willing to wait.”
this is more nerve-wracking than any report card or championship results he’s been ever given and he’s not ashamed to admit that
“i love you, y’know?”
that’s the thing he’s been wanting to say for a long time
he doesn’t know in the first place on wHY the hell was he scared because now that he says it to you, he feels like he’s never been more sure of anything in his life :(((
“good night, y/n.”
and the main purpose to why he’s here completely escapes his mind
he just misses you sO much that it’s so painful and all he could do is imagine scenarios and look back at all the pictures he’s taken of you
half of it he’s sure that you never even noticed him taking
aND IT HITS YOU
something that hits you with the way that his car keys have the sticker of your initials on them
or the way when taehyung asked you out to help him with the leather interior for yoongi’s car and your scrunchie that you must’ve left is wrapped snugly on his handbrake
or how in the final checking for his car did you know that your playlist that you don’t even rEMEMBER mentioning to him is the one that’s on repeat in his radio
yoongi stops the moment that you call out for his name and god he’s closing his eyes because all the worst possible scenarios of you calling for him to stop this is enough to make him cry
you’ve also never been more sure of anything in your life
your hand just barely grips yoongi’s arm, staring up at him as you get to notice the features of his that you’ve always loved and missed all this time
yoongi’s hand’s open and so is your heart for all this
it’s the same keys that he’s went here for the first place, the ones with your intials on as he only realizes now that he’s done that
“drive me home.”
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