Mc: I lost me my wrongdude, have you seen it anywhere?

Lucifer:

Mc:

Lucifer: Mc, are you alright?

Mc, sobbing: Answer the question

Naruto is gender fluid and you literally can't change my mind

State of personal affairs (IMPORTANT)

(TL;DR will be towards the bottom for those who don’t wanna read my ramblings, but I’d prefer you did since this is important.) Hey everyone, hope you’re all doing well, I’ll cut to the point by saying that I am not. For the past… We’ll say couple of months I’ve been on something of a mental health spiral, and it hasn’t really gotten any better save for my time at the Con. Which was a nice, but very brief reprieve. The whys of this dip in my well being are pretty varied, and some of it I’m not really able to talk about, whether for personal reasons or respect for others. But to put it broadly, work has been stressful, home has been stressful, my health has been stressful, everything has been stressful, and as it stands I don’t think I can keep up with things right now. So I’m taking a small break from working on commissions, and allowing myself a bit more breathing room when it comes to my streams (which is to say the next few streams may be much smaller scale, more chill chatting streams.)  

Now before any of you who commissioned me recently panic: With my current comms I will still be updating you guys, just at a slower rate than normal, I don’t intend to leave you guys in the lurch. But if by the time I’m done with them I still feel this bad, I probably won’t reopen my queue like I’ve been doing nonstop for the past while now. At least if I can financially help it… Streams like I said are gonna be a bit more lax. I’ll probably finish Pinkie Tower, but after that? I dunno, chatting and maybe some light doodling. Dunno how this will affect Sinner’s Saturday since some kind of income would be nice, but this week we’re definitely doing something different, just have to figure out what.  And yes, I still owe you guys that Discord movie night, we’ll be doing that soon. As for how long this time off is gonna be? No clue, it might only be a few days honestly, but the longest I’m giving myself is two weeks cause I just can’t afford any longer than that. And speaking of “affording”, it’s time for literally my least favourite part of the job. The shilling™️. I probably won’t really be making much if any money during this period, so if you ever wanted to support my work with a nice tip. Now would be the time. You have no idea how much even a small tip of a few dollars can help.https://ko-fi.com/foxweyman I’m not gonna sugar coat this folks. I make peanuts on my work. That’s no one’s fault, it's just the nature of being both a small artist and streamer, it’s something I’ve come to peace with as a fact of my career choices. But that doesn’t mean it doesn’t stress me out. Part of why I can never usually take breaks at all is because I literally can’t afford to.

I have rent to pay, phone bills, internet, electricity bills, hormone pills, pet expenses including; food, potential vet visits, toys, poo bags, cat litter, etc. I have to have money saved up incase of an emergency whether personal or work related (computer parts need replacing, tablet needs replacing etc), then there's house expenses; food, toilet paper, cleaning supplies; replacing anything we need etc. It’s a lot, even with our packed house.

The only reason I'm able to go to Furnal Equinox or Canfurence is because I start saving up money month after month after month as a treat to myself, and even when there I tend to bring my work so I can get my commission queue done faster and reopen them again as soon as the con is done.

I’ve been told to raise my prices but let’s be honest, I’m not at the level where I can charge hundreds upon hundreds of dollars for pieces, and while this may be a pessimistic view of my work, I probably won’t be able to any time soon. Same with stream goals, I don’t feel like there’s much I can offer right now that would be worth $500 goals or something.

I’d open a merch shop or something but that would be even more stressful upkeep, and again let’s be real. My reach isn’t big enough for that and you can only sell the same merch to the same customer base for so long.

I apologize if it seems like I’m ragging on about the money, but of all the things I’m dealing with it’s the easiest to talk about because it’s something I think at least a few of you can relate to. That and the more personal troubles cut a bit deeper and I’m not sure I even really wanna talk about them because I don’t like dragging you guys down with me. We’ve made an awesome little community and I don’t need to be hurting you with my problems. Is that the healthiest way of looking at it? No probably not but there it is.

Above all that though I just want some more time to myself and the people I care about, not fretting every second that “I could be working” or “I could be monetizing this”, instead of focusing on improving my mental health so I can be a better creator for you guys, and a better person for me. I wanna draw for myself again,even if it’s just low stakes doodles or barely cohesive comic pages, or hell even just to work on my poor draftwomanship .I wanna let myself play some games and not think “Oh I have to stream this”,  every time I do. I wanna be able to go out with my loved ones and not constantly be thinking “WHY AM I NOT WORKING ON COMMISSIONS???”

So TL;DR taking a light break, not sure how long exactly, will keep current customers in the loop, streams aren’t going anywhere but may be a bit different, please tip to the ko-fi so I can stay afloat during this time https://ko-fi.com/foxweyman

For those that read through, thank you so much, it means the world that you care enough about my mental health to drudge through my ravings. You’re truly the best part of this job. A wonderful community that I can just chat and be honest with, I can laugh and joke with you all without fear or anxiety. That’s exceedingly rare these days and I couldn’t be more appreciative of you lot.

That in mind, this took awhile to write, my hands are hurting, and I wanna go lie down, maybe allow myself a good cry. Thanks everyone. <3

- Blaire,“Drfoxweyman” 

Headcanons of the Day - WTTT

Oklahoma

A hellish mix of midwest and southern mannerisms

He waves at people when he drives -just a lift of the pointer and middle fingers

I think he has ADHD but went undiagnosed for forever so he still struggles with the feelings of stupidity.

His ridiculous suit is soft and his favorite piece of clothing.

but also look at the fun little graphic i did. It's so cute

spooky little ghosts comin out. a mockup of the cover so it looks like an actual book. it's so fun

I’m horny but also lonely ☹️ The girl I was talking to and started to really like ghosted me and the thought of re-downloading another dating app makes me want to low key die, so now I’m horny and depressed 🫠

I have so many drafts that are just ✨little diary entries of me ranting at speech to text while high

My 34th Birthday was yesterday..

I still can’t believe it. My Birthday present was the preorder of The Sims 4: Growing Together expansion pack!! Seriously can’t wait!! 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

¡Todos dijimos alguna vez!

"Por algo pasan las cosas" pero en el fondo queriamos que fuera diferente.

El universo atrae lo que exactamente necesitas tener y te aleja de lo que necesitas dejar ir.

Rodéate de gente que te sume, que te inspire, que te motive a dar lo, mejor de ti, que se alegre de tus logros y que te apoye en tus procesos y sobre todo rodéate de gente con la que siempre puedas ser tú.

Lo más difícil, pero lo más importante.

Deseo que siempre tengas la libertad de poder decir adiós a lo que ya no te permite crecer.

Deseo que ante todo, te elijas, confía en ti.

Cuando comienzas a enfocarte en ti, empiezas a comprender que todo lo que viviste fue por una razón.

Y’all are ever get a completely incomprehensible DM?

Would I lose my furry card if I drew human characters?

I judge Luke cause he apperantly plans his outfits based on the hats he wear but I base all my outfits around the pants I wear so honestly I'm just a massive hypocrite

Do you think people in colder climates would be better at burlesque because they're already used to taking off several layers of clothes?

love how you can tell what every dragon age game is about just from the title. dragon age origins? you can have a different origin each play through. dragon age 2? sure was the second game released in the dragon age series. dragon age inquisition? there is an inquisition like yes!

I need an algorithm that allows me to input my current hyperfocus so that when I get sick of the last one, it will stop suggesting it to me. Especially on YouTube.

Like... last week was lawyers and law review.

This week it's one singular indie horror LP on repeat.

Showing me last week's hyperfocus is not going to keep me on the platform lol

I fr be like “class !!! we’re going on a field trip.” and that field trip is mass slaughter.