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letoscrawls · 4 days

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Y'all we have a very sad epilogue of the Cute Guy saga and this time for real......

Basically my dorm is outside the city and it takes me one hour to get anywhere and it's very tiring so i've been asking to be assigned somewhere else for months but i never got accepted bc nobody wants to stay in this dorm

And now they accepted my request and i have to move in TWO days and i'm happy bc i'll finally live in the city but at the same time i won't see the cute guy anymore, the chances are zero basically and it's stupid but this silly little crush was starting to get to me and now something is telling me i should not accept

But this is my chance bc it's so hard to get transferred from here and i should accept (the dorm is a 10 min walk away from my campus basically)

IT'S STUPID TO SAY NO JUDT FOR AN UNREQUITED CRUSH BUT I'M SO SAD WHAT DO I DO 😭😭😭😭 i have until tomorrow morning to decide

#STUPID HEART #no rhis is terrible really #i already moved on and then he appeared again and he started saying hi and now i'm delusional this is STUPID #😭

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enby-panick · 1 year

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have you ever felt mad at your heart for being too naive and trusting every soul you come across, but at the same time been so mad with your brain for being riddled with trust issues and overthinking every word that's said? so like all in all, you just don't know what to believe and are in constant conflict?

— because i have, i do, and lord, do i hate it all

#poetry #poems and quotes #poets of tumblr #romantic poetry #sad poetry #poems and poetry #poetic thoughts #sad thoughts #my thougts #trust is hard #trust issues #stupid brain #stupid heart #love is dead

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lycheeteeni · 12 days

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The Void

In the quiet of the night, a numbness crept,

Where my shattered heart once wept.

The ache within, too deep to sigh,

Yet tears elude me, though I try.

Sharp like pins and needles its relentless sting,

As dreams dissolve, and hopes take wing.

But without sensation, how could I feel

When life has dealt cards I can't deal?

Accustomed now to this icy chill,

Where pain once dwelt, now silence still.

Oh, it's nothing, just my heart he toyed,

Leaving behind an endless void.

My heart lies dormant, in slumber deep.

Where secrets buried, their silence keep.

No more throb of love's cruel game,

Just numbness now, where there once was flame.

JI

03-31-24

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poetrybyonur · 1 year

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And this is how my gut takes a terrible beating. From listening to my stupid heart.

#poets on tumblr #love quotes #love poetry #romantic poetry #love poem #onurtaskiran poetry #romantic writer #gentleman poet #poets and writers #love #infj gentleman #infj poet #infj life #infj man #empath life #stupid heart #gut instinct #gut health #disappointment

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unluckyme-whoknowswaytoomuch · 2 months

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Why?

Whats happened to me? I used to be an adorable little child not even knowing what a curse word meant? What changed? What happened that made me into the monster I am today? Why can't I just be normal? What's wrong with me? Why can't I just be the perfect girl they want? Why did I have to grow up so fast? Why do I look like this? Why do I feel like this? Have I gone too far? Should I apologize, even though its his fault I went through this? Why did he do this to me? What did I do to deserve this? Why am I so different from my sibling? Why is he perfect, and I get the scraps of love leftover? Why can't I be loved? Why can't I just like someone normally? Why can't I have a nonabusive and nontoxic relationship? Why am I so horrible? Why am I angry? Why am I sad? Why did they touch me there? Why couldn't I be the perfect kid? Why am I hated? Why am I so tired all the time? Why can't I just have average grades? I used to be so smart, now I'm just stupid. What happened to the wonderful gifted little kid? Why am I so used for my gifts? Why do I want to end it yet save myself at the same time?

#stupid heart #vent #do i deserve it #overworked #gifted kid burnout

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gliocchifannoquelchedevono · 4 months

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See I let the light in the darkest place

let the sunshine, pain goes away

nothing is permanent for me, yeah

flowers they bloom and fade away

the beauty it happened inside me

even if it's a memory, yeah

Have I the courage to change?

have I the courage to change today?

-Pink-

#pensieri #illusion #the beauty #stupid heart #Spotify

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333destinyschanging444 · 1 year

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When you miss someone but they want nothing to do with you. Ha Ha

#personal #hate feelings #missing someone #fuck today #stupid heart #stupid brain

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bubblegumbi-tch · 11 months

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#This is the only cover (?) of this that even comes close to touching the original #I'm addicted to this #Sorana #Stupid heart #Ozone #dragostea din tei #Numa Numa song #O zone #Spotify

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cataclysmet · 11 months

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This stupid heart has always been soft

It has a tendency to cling to what it thinks it wants

It knows my capacity for pain

And somehow always convinces me to push beyond that limit.

But after it’s been torn away

It will always leave pieces of itself in that person it wanted.

There will come a day where there won’t be many pieces left

It’s frightening to think about

Scares me more than anything else

Who will I be when there aren’t enough pieces left?

My heart is my humanity

It’s my kindness

My care and concern.

It’s every good thing about me.

Who will I be without it?

I made the joke after my echocardiogram:

The diagnosis was that my heart was too big.

Sometimes I think it’s too small.

#letters to myself #stupid heart

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its-all-coming-back-to-meme-now · 2 years

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#infp relatable #stupid brain #stupid heart

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anarcho-sin-dicalist · 1 year

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They're making me lower my cholesterol before they give me the titty juice 😫

#stupid heart

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lollypopppsstuff-blog · 1 year

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I always wanted my man to be kind,gentle,understanding,emotionally available and communicative,But he is none of those(atleast to me).I wanted to be someones whole world,,i wanted someone who is foolishly ,unreasonably happy to be with me,but unfortunately he did not feel that way....

But that did not really stop me from LOVING him UNCONDITIONALLY...

My unconditional love did not stop him from HURTING me RUTHLESSLY...

Moral of the story:when you love someone more than what they deserve...they hurt you more than what you deserve

#4am thoughts #books and libraries #currently reading #heartache #life #literature #heart pain #heartbreak #breakupquotes #unconditional love #hurtful #hurtcore #stupid heart

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lycheeteeni · 19 days

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Lover’s Departure

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In the dance of hearts, my love unspoken,

Ended before its wings were fully woven.

As if he strained to force a gaze,

Yet saw not the depths, through hazy haze.

Not worth a thought, not worth a glance,

How could he see, in such a trance?

Assumed he knew, a simple mold,

A version flawed, a tale untold.

Liked, but tethered by a silent 'but',

I'm not the one in his thoughts' rut.

A phantom reigns in his mind's domain,

While I, a mere peasant placeholder, remain.

Picked to fill a transient space,

A void to occupy, a fleeting embrace.

Till I awoke, and chose to depart,

My absence noted not, in his heart.

For I, in loving me, find my worth,

Far beyond the bounds of earthly girth.

In leaving, I find my truest grace,

Loving myself in my own embrace.

JI

04-07-24

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jslittlebirdie · 2 years

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I'm yearning pretty badly again. For things I cannot get and do. I should work harder instead of tearing up. Maybe then I can fulfill my dreams someday.

#stupid heart #can you please not ache for one day?#please and thank you #ugh #I'm annoying myself #sue talks #personal stuff

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gwaindrifter · 1 month

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#stupid heart #falling in love again #you're only going to get yourself hurt

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metanarrates · 8 months

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its funny to me when a cartoon or something has a vague Evil Organization because a lot of fans will instantly decide that there's a whole workplace comedy happening there. those guys can't just be vaguely standing around acting evil all day they've gotta have like an evil break room or something

#narrates #post brought to you by my friend talking to me about kingdom hearts org13 having a movie night in their stupid chair room

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