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itsajollyjester · 4 months

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yessss that defo answers my questions! ur thoughts on compassion & community intertwined w rebellion definitely show up in ur art lol. something more specific i have been curious abt is ur version of the endings of each specific hunger games & ur characterization/portrayal of the victors at those points! if u have any more thoughts abt any of those characters or their games id love to hear.... im also very not neurotypical abt hunger games

For sure!! But this is a novel and a half so I apologize in advance (also most of this is from memory so anyone can correct me if I'm getting any details wrong)

((TW: For visual depictions of Blood, Gore, and Wounds))

I realized I'd seen barely any art showing what the victors would have looked like when they won their games. They were all just kids and I feel like it can be easy to forget that sometimes

For all of them, I made the background one of their main "weapons" but tried to make it look like its turning back on them instead since there are no victors as Haymitch said.

I'll try to explain them all more in depth individually going in the order I drew them:

Finnick Odair, 65th Games:

His main weapons were his trident and nets that he made with vines. His background is one of the nets ready to trap him.

Finnick was the youngest victor ever at only 14. I really really wanted to emphasize just how little that is. (Especially since we know exactly why the Capitol loved him from the start…) Once I actually drew him looking that little I had to step away for a bit because I made myself too sad…

Outside of just how horrific his age is as a concept, I tried to think about what circumstances would lead to him actually winning when surrounded by older tributes. I think he would have had to avoid any kind of fight he didn't have the upper hand in. We know that he got the most expensive sponsor gifts in the history of the games (a trident), so he probably got plenty of sponsors outside of that as well. Because of that I doubt he needed to go looking for supplies much if ever so it was easy to avoid people there. He was also probably in a career pack, despite his age, due to his training and his popularity, and they would have hunted other tributes down together much like the one we saw in the first book (safer in numbers). Once it was narrowing down and the pack broke is when I think he started catching people in nets. All of that is a long winded way of saying that's why, unlike the other victors I drew, I only show him with minor cuts and bruises.

Originally I was going to draw him with a kind of strained smile like he was acting for an audience from the start. But I decided I actually think its sadder if he believed he was popular because of his skill and strategy as a fighter and only learned the whole truth after he won and that's when he started acting more for the camera. Instead I gave him a more muted despair kind of look, like his world is crashing down. One of my favorite parts about the movies, mainly THG and ABOSAS, is when they give the career tributes at the end a moment of realization about what they've done, and I wanted to give Finnick his. I'm a person that believes Finnick had to have volunteered for his games. I think he would have legitimately believed in the propaganda the career districts were fed and had a bit of a (very middle school boy) ego about his abilities. (I was NOT expecting to write so much about his lmao)

Enobaria, 62nd Games

She's most well known for ripping someones throat out with her teeth. (Her background is her sharpened teeth getting ready to eat her.) This is treated by The Capitol, and by Katniss, as grotesque and terrifying blood lust (Which obviously the Capitol loves her for). However, and I'm not at all the first to say it, that sounds more like a terrified and desperate attempt to survive a fight she was losing and an example of hysterical strength. We know that Career packs have had bloody betrayals in the past and I can see Enobaria being a part of one of them. Enobaria doesn't have a canonical age, but I decided to put her on the younger side (15 or 16.) I can imagine some of the older, bigger tributes deciding she was the weakest link towards the end and that was the result. I tried to make the blood around her mouth and down her shirt look more faded, like she tried desperately to wipe it off (Also I had to step away from drawing again after I drew her little tooth gap)

I think she probably leaned into the bloodthirsty image afterwards as a way to protect herself and (maybe even started to believe it too)

Annie Cresta, 70th Games

Annie's known for losing her mind after seeing her district partner decapitated in front of her. After that, she ran off and hid until the game makers started an earth quake, which made the large dam in the arena break and cause a huge flood. Annie was the only survivor because she was the strongest swimmer. So I decided to make her background dark water that's churning up and over her head. I also think it can work well as a way to show her mental state in the moment (and afterwards) Annie is actually one of my favorite characters in the series and I've been writing out a plan for a possible comic series about her that'll go more in depth about my headcanons for her. (when I say comic series, I mean sketches and oneshots, not a full thing lmao) It wouldn't take place during her games (outside of a few flashbacks when I need more context), instead it would start at her Victory Tour and go into her first (and last) year as a mentor for the 71st Games. Which is a perfect segue to-

Johanna Mason, 71st Games

Johanna is actually first mentioned early on in the first book when Katniss is wondering if the reason Peeta is crying is because he plans to act weak and helpless as a strategy in the games. (Katniss, he just found out he has to fight in a murder tournament with his crush. He's just Sad.) She bases her theory on Johanna, who pretended she was a "sniveling, cowardly fool" in the arena until the final stretch of the games when she proved to be deadly with an axe.

OR….. Katniss is an unreliable narrator and Johanna was actually a terrified kid from a district with so few victors that she was the only name in the bowl for the Quarter Quell… This is totally just a personal headcanon of mine tho lol. I think there would have been a point in her games where she realized she actually had a chance and that's when she seemingly had a huge character turn around. Maybe there was a infighting with the careers that ended in multiple deaths and there was only a few left along with any other tributes hiding away like her. Maybe she poked around what was left of their camp, found the axe, and felt strength from her district.

Her background was a little harder for me. Just slapping a big axe behind her felt cheesy. But them I remembered her saying there was no one left that she loved. So instead I put trees that could represent her loved ones (Two fully grown trees, a younger "teenage" tree, and a sapling) that are in the process of being cut down.

Haymitch Abernathy, 50th Games

Don't worry, I'm almost done. I don't have as much to say about Haymitch since we know SO much about what happened in his games. But his background was probably the hardest for me. His main weapon was invisible after all. I thought maybe the axe that was used, but again, That would look cheesy. I tried (and kinda failed imo) to draw the cliff side the force field was on instead. But the main thing I did was split the three panels I had on the previous drawings into six for two reasons. 1: Because he had to face twice as many tributes in order to win and 2: Being the only victor of a district that's tributes are seen as fodder for the blood bath means he had to meet and watch the death of twice as many kids every year.

#tw blo0d #tw g0re #tw wounds #the hunger games #catching fire #mockingjay #hunger games fanart #hunger games headcanon #thg series #ask #finnick odair #enobaria #annie cresta #johanna mason #haymitch abernathy #jolly art

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liyawritesss · 10 months

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ᴍɪʟᴇꜱ ᴍᴏʀᴀʟᴇꜱ [ꜱᴘɪᴅᴇʀ-ᴍᴀɴ] ʜᴇᴀᴅᴄᴀɴᴏɴꜱ

Characters: Spider-Verse!Miles Morales [Spider-Man]

Type: headcanons

Synopsis: general thoughts and headcanons for everyone's favorite afro-latino spiderman!

Warnings: some cursing but overall no warnings. KEEP IT CUTE AND PG-16 CUZ THIS IS STILL NEPHEW WE TALKIN BOUT HERE!!!

A/N: went to see atsv and i’m absolutely floored by that movie…it’s definitely giving me new material to write abt and a new hyperfixation so buckle up yall cuz the next few posts are gonna be all spiderman related!!

Tags: @6-noir @babyboiboyega @badass-dora-milaje @jacuzziwaters @venusdraco @mbakuetshurisprincess @shuriszn @verachii @writingintheshadowsforever @cafehyunji @lulu-network @niyahwrites @pantherheart @marsfunzon22

First off I wanna say this is my SON, and on everything i love i will throw hands over him, if anybody wanna try it prepare to be demolished cuz I will NOT spare you. This is a lil boy ion wanna see none of yall sniffin around him period. I will gladly held you find your mind if you wanna lose it today!!!

Okay, no that that spiel is over, we’ve got some headcanons to address about everyone's favorite afro-latino spiderman

He’s so precious. Idc if you know already I’m telling you again, he is the most precious thing in the world. He has a heart of gold and wears it on his sleeve, he’s always looking out for people and wants to see the best in everything and everyone. Which, while it is a good characteristic to have, can sometimes put him in tough situations, and sometimes it doesn’t end well.

He’s such a momma’s boy, but like the good momma’s boy where he adapts the things Rio teaches him and repays her by being a good filial son, even though he’s growing up and wanting to branch out. If he’s having emotional trouble, he’ll come to her to try and figure out how to express himself and understand how he’s feeling. On special occasions, or just when he notices her mood is off, Miles will conspire with his dad to do something small but special for his mom, like make breakfast or drop off flowers at her work. She’s always super appreciative of it too

Waking up for him is hell in the morning, because he is not a morning person at all. It’s worse if he went on patrol the night before (which, 9/10, he has) and he almost always sleeps through his alarm. He’s the type to have to have several alarms set to get up up, because otherwise he will sleep through the day

Similarly, Miles also finds it hard for him to sleep most nights. In the beginning of his career being Spiderman he would almost never go to sleep really. Even the trick of using nyquil or melatonin gummies didn’t work because his mind was always on one hundred, thinking about everything and nothing all at once. Though as he meets friends he can confide in and grows older he learns how to manage that kind of stress, which makes it easier to sleep. Though the insomnia never truly leaves him unfortunately, and its something he has to take with him for the rest of his life

Despite his introverted self, and the fact that he tends to want to keep to himself more often than not, Miles is actually very easy to talk to and if given the time and patience, great at making friends. He’s awkward at first because he wants to measure his interactions based on the vibe of the person he’s talking to, but you will find a hardcore loyal and caring friend in Miles.

So emotionally aware that it almost hurts. He’ll be upset and know why he’s upset, but sometimes wishes he didn’t know because in some situations he may not think his emotions are valid. And because he’s such an intentional person and a hyper empath, everything he feels is multiplied by ten. So if you fuck him over, he’s probably more upset about it than you’ll ever be if you were upset at fucking him over, if that makes sense?

He’s a cuddle-bug and nothing will change my mind about it! He had hella teddy bears as a little boy and would get upset if Rio took them to be washed because he was afraid he wouldn’t see them again. For no reason in particular he’s slowly dissipated his teddy bear collection and now uses a very fluffy body pillow to hold on to as he sleeps. Sometimes if he’s sick or just very down in the dumps and Rio notices, she’ll climb into bed with him for a while and comfort him

A decent cook actually as well! He was always in the kitchen when his mom and his tia’s came over to cook so he knows how to throw down in the kitchen a lil bit. His favorite thing to make is tamales because while the process may be tedious, it allows him to unwind and clear his mind while focusing on the preparation of them.

Miles’ is the type that when he goes into the store he will always, without fail, buy a new notebook/sketchpad. He may not even need it, he may already have like ten new ones he has yet to break in, but he always likes to stay prepared for when his current one runs out. He also likes to alternate between them or dedicate certain notebooks to certain muses or drawing preferences

Will squeak out of surprise and say something in spanish if he’s startled or scared. And I’m talking like a girlish squeak and it's so cute but he’d be so embarrassed, cuz why did you have to sneak up on him like that? He was doing perfectly fine til you wanted to give him a heart attack.

On the topic of spanish, he isn’t that confident in it so he doesn’t really like to speak it if its not with his family, because he just knows he’s gonna fuck it up. So if he feels like there's pressure in a conversation where he knows he’s going to have to speak it at some point, he’ll try to back out before that happens

Miles gets so fascinated with things all the time. It happens mostly when he’s either strolling through the neighborhood or he’s on patrol. Definitely checks himself out in the glass of skyscrapers…then promptly remembers that there are people behind said glass that can see him and hurriedly swings off. And if a new pair of Jordans have been teased? Best believe he’s doing all the chores and buttering up his parents so that he can get them as soon as they drop

Speaking of Jordans; this boy is such a sneakerhead it’s insane. His dorm room AND his room at home are full of shoe boxes he has yet to style with some clothes. Keeps telling his parents “I’ma wear ‘em, I’ma wear ‘em!” but he never has the time to cuz he’s too preoccupied with being a good student and Spiderman to prioritize style over comfort (even tho he do still be fresh n clean)

He’s also the best bestie to have. Texts you tiktoks, checks in on you at seemingly always the right time. If you go to school together then you know you’re hanging out after classes. And if you need help in the sciences, Miles is the best tutor ever. And his family loves you, so birthdays, christmas and other holidays, if you’re not already celebrating with your folks, if you don’t fuck with them like that, or if you don’t have a real family, he’s inviting you over his place all the time so that you never have to feel alone.

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sugar-omi · 4 months

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could i possible request fem!cove and fem MC?? just little head canons both sfw and nsfw! i have nothing entirely specific in mind but just anything that you'd like 😊

THE SMILE ON MY FACE *KICKS FEET* HEHE OF COURSE YOU CAN eta now that im done: this is a big mindless, nonsense ramble i. im sorry. i was having the biggest gay panic of my life thinking abt her LMFAO 💀💀

tags : SFW + NSFW, fem/afab cove and reader, oral (cove receiving, reader receiving ment), menstruation ment,

synopsis : me losing my mind over fem!cove 🏌️

SFW

she's not much different to cove already ofc

but in my head she shines so bright omfg...

i like to imagine she's buff no matter what

washboard abs, toned arms and thighs...

but then think abt studious!cove

i want her to be soft....

bitta tummy, thighs perfect to wrap around your head... just squishy

so torn between the two. pls i can't she's PERFECT

either way, strong enough to pick you up

if big n buff she princess carries you all the time

if you do the same back tho, once you put her down she can't stand on her feet

she's swooning. actually falling. she's in love....

MATCHING CLOTHES

ah. you two going shopping and you seeing a dress n getting it for her....

she wears it on your next date, all shy and cute because she doesn't wear dresses often

dies if you give her attention over it, especially if you make a risque comment- she can't handle it

definitely lets you put makeup on her, she's just not good so if you are, please help...

once you see her in lip gloss for the first time, please kiss her and make a comment like "your lips looked so delicious, i couldn't help it" or "i like that color on you, do you think it'd suit me too?"

and then make it a habit bc now she's buying many lip glosses so you can kiss her silly <333

back to the doesn't wear dresses/skirts often thing

i think she's very active

always in shorts, t-shirt, tank top...

i wanna put her in a 2 piece suit

nice black slacks and a vest

the vest accentuating her chest because of it's low cut..

but i'd most likely to put her in a pretty dress for the ORCA dinner

does her best to dress up, even gets a bit of help from randy bc she is definitely a bit lost when it comes to fashion

but when you see her she literally knocks the breath outta you

she IS the prettiest girl in the world

ohhh her in the low light of the dinner, the blue lights just making her look so magical

pls she's everything to me

SHE STEALS YOUR CLOTHES.

OMG HER SLEEPING IN YOUR T-SHIRT!!!!

if your shirt is big n baggy on her she looks so cute...

although if your clothes run smaller or she's in a crop top/tight shirt....

imma save that for NSFW...

if you like painting your nails, she'll match!!!

isn't good at keeping them from getting chipped, but she does her best

omfg so i've seen some people say that their periods sync with their girlfriends (me n my bestie are always synced istg!!!!)

that's you and cove

you two usually know that if you got it, the other got theirs or is getting theirs

even if you get on birth control or have say pcos or smth like that that causes your periods to be irregular/disappear, pls still comfort n hang out w her!!!

i think hers is quite irregular as well so sometimes she's the one comforting you

now im projecting af, but when she gets it it's heavy!!!

not projecting but she definitely cramps, sometimes worse than others

either way, she loves cuddling up together and watching movies and stress eating snacks with you

anyway moving on before i add smth else<3333

NSFW

still a professional pussy eater !!!

(i watch this podcast and i need yall to see *this clip bc i just wanna say.... cove would definitely eat pussy to the bone. he's a DAWG!!!!)

probably even better at navigating your cunt since it's familiar territory

NOW ABOUT HER TITTIES IN THAT TIGHT SHIRT<33

she does her damnedest to NOT wear a bra, usually wears a sports bra

but again, she prefers no bra <3

and sometimes she gets away with it

but i love the idea of her waking up, her shirt all wrinkled and crooked, making it more fitting than it already is.

you can't focus on your cereal because she's shuffling towards you, nipples straining against the thin fabric.

cove flopping next to you on the couch, stealing bites of your cereal. and before she knows it, you kissed her breathless and all but snatch her shirt off, enticed by the rise and fall of her chest.

cupping cove's tits in your hands, she's so soft, and cove let's out the prettiest whimper when you brush your fingers over her nipples

if you suck on her chest, you get an even better reaction, cove rewarding you with loud moans and desperate calls of your name.

her hands in your hair, legs shaking and thighs clenching around you, totally ruined when you slip your hand into her sleep shorts, your fingers running over her darling clit.

she's cute<333

ah. i had a thought that i wanted to share earlier hehe

double sided dildo w cove....

holding hands while you both fuck back on the toy, cove hooking her legs over yours and getting as close as possible to play with your chest and kiss you..

ohh but would love if you got on top, the toy hitting both of you so deep inside, cove's body bouncing from the force of your hips

oh my fucking god.

she's a squirtter

arghh imma lose my MIND

imagine the first patreon moment, and you have her laid out all pretty in her bed, her legs over your shoulders and a hold on her thighs to keep her from crushing your head.

her thighs trembling in your hold, feet bumping against your back and she's clawing at the sheets, whining and moaning so pretty about how your tongue feels so good, low curses slipping from her lips...

tries pushing you away, tears in her eyes.

"y/n- oh god.. wait, i'm- imma make a mess!" she whimpers, throwing her head back when you just suck on her clit more intensly, your fingers curling against her spongy walls, loud squelches coming from your ministrations.

would make such a mess, the covers under her butt getting soaked in her fluids, it's even running down your neck and chest, a sight she has to tear her eyes away from when she finally comes down from her high.

would look so pretty too, her eyes rolled back and thighs trembling, back arching up and she'd fuck back on you, milking her orgasm and whimpering from any minor touch to her sensitive body..

oh and she'd peek at you through wet, spidery lashes, her pretty blues look so brilliant and darling even with the low light of the room and once she stops covering her face with her arm/fingers, you can see the bright blush on her face.

jfc she'd be such a sight, you might have to do her again just to make sure you don't forget it.

#our life: beginnings & always #olba #cove holden #cove holden x reader #smut #cove holden smut #cove holden x mc

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yongislong · 2 years

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intimate moments + 127

wc/genre: 2,010k... fluff, domestic, angsty?? suggestive? mayhaphs. established relationships with nonidol!127. not proofread oof

cw/note: no cws i dont think but lmk! ty for requesting anon! requests are always open btw hehe! but YUUPP yknow what time it is my first 127 headcannons muahaha so here we go :> mark and haechan are in the dreamies post. i used and and like a lot im SORRY LMFAO but tysm for the support :") i was surprised people liked my other stuff sm! im quite insecure about the way i wrote bc.. i write how i talk haha, its kind of a mess. i wish i could make my posts a lot cuter and stuff but school is tiring, i appreciate all of your love lately though, this was all for myself and first bc i was going through it but im glad people enjoy it! sorry this is so long i just wanted to let yall know a bit more abt me! :D

taeil… cooking: GOD im having taeil brainrot bc he was on that baby show, and him ripping that crab with his bare hands.... sickening. bc UGH he is such husband material. imagining you both in the kitchen cooking and he's genuinely such a menace and you cant hear the music you suggested to play, anymore bc his smooching noises are so LOUD and suddenly the homemade pho you were both attempting to make while wearing matching aprons is on the verge of being forgotten lol. you finally give in after much name calling from him and let him press your cheeks together to give you a wet, loud smooch on your forehead. theres something about cooking to taeil thats so personal and adult-y to him. like oh my god here you both are, sitting in your VERY cute shared apartment, sharing a very nice bowl of noodles as the roses he planted now lay in a small mint green vase on your tiny dining room table. its something about the domesticity of working on something together, enjoying yourselves while doing it AND getting to eat the end product of said hard work, that he finds incredibly fullfilling. sitting across the love of his life. another thing he likes to do is prop his feet next to your right thigh on your chair and you do the same. you guys have your legs resting on each others chairs under the table. sometimes he pulls on the skin of your calf and when you complain you haven't shaven he rolls his eyes and seems to swat your words out of the air in front of him. long story short he just watches you ramble on about your day at work, until he stares for too long and hasn't realized you're practically shaking the life out of him because he never answered your questions about whether or not he gave brina and brita their fish food

johnny... sharing a book: johnny pegs me as someone who's super patient! maybe he's not bc... parasocial relationships LOL but in his interactions with everyone else, like that one jcc where mark doesn't want frozen yogurt and he was so nice abt it! but similarly to renjun, its nice to share something in bed but also both be consuming the same content yknow? he also seems to me like the type of guy who, likes to finish something before moving on to the next big thing WHICH means.... you spending about 5 months going through the entire percy jackson series PFTT. but its SOO GOOD and you both get so into it and after you finish the first two books you immediately both skip lectures or work the next day just to watch the movies and you both lose your minds at how bad they are TT. but yes its such a nice time to unwind! he loves having you lay between his legs, head on his collarbone as his arms circle around your torso to lay the book on your hipbone. he always waits for you to finish before he turns the page ofc! he also bought a little reading light that can be clipped on the the binding of the outside of the book and illuminate the pages in case reading went on a lot longer than expected. the bookmark that holds your place in the story was a polaroid picture of you sleeping HOWEVER it got replaced to a picture of you looking thru a glass of wine and it makes your face look all warped and funny lol. johnny always smiles when he sees it so its a good way to begin reading time hehe. kinda obvious but his body heat + his room + the smell of his lingering cologne on his sheets is chefs kiss, extra points if the apartment still smells like coffee from this morning OR the bottle of red wine he opened that sits on the nightstand </3

taeyong... customizing clothes together: GODDDD ya'll would be the most well dressed couple ever dude. yong is so creative, and i sense that he would want his partner to share his same taste at least when it comes to clothes and art! this isn't something you both do often bc... life lol but it started when you were cleaning out your shared closet. both sprawled on the floor, as you begin complaining about how you've both found pieces of clothing that you felt guilty about throwing away. then! yong suggests going to the craft/vintage store to see if theres any way to up-cycle what you've found. so thats how you spend the summer weekend. sat on the plush fuchsia rug in your living room, surrounded by denim, fabric squares, 80s brooches, lace, ribbon, etc etc as you spend the humid and sticky afternoon binging nana while you both sit in creative/comfortable silence, gluing and pining and sewing things to various articles of clothing. its SO cozy, funk music plays from the mini speaker you guys co-own and at the end of the task, you give each other a private fashion show styling your new clothes! he adores watching you pretend to model and eggs you on sm "y/n you need to consider doing this for real, everything looks good on you its not fair," this day is something that you both remember for a while. there were shared childhood stories, insecurities, dreams and you both were so much more vulnerable because there was something to distract yourselves with. the night ends in an absolute destruction of your living room floor, but accompanied with a cuddle session in his bed, the sounds from the ceiling fan and his heart beat almost make you sleepy, almost missing his whispered compliments and soft neck kisses.

yuta... hair: ok i know this is super vague but as a fellow scorpio who loves doing things to their hair, theres nothing more i want in life than someone to be able to do those things with! like ugh late night hair salon time with yuta, yup. this goes along so well with trust as well. i mean he's letting you cut, dye and style his hair and vice versa. i feel like he'd be with someone who's more edgy and this would be such a raw moment for you as a couple LIKE you're changing each other's appearances and its a time of patience. listening is extremely important as well and whenever you go through a new hair phase, sitting down at the sink and soaking up what the other has to say and practically baring their souls out while the bleach is very much stinging the top of his scalp is really fascinating LMAO, needless to say you guys aren't the typical couple, but it works. the amount of understanding and empathy you've both adopted for one another is lovely! and not to mention is super cute when yuta crinkles his nose, his teeth peeking out just a bit from the opening of his lips, because he absolutely needed a blonde wolf cut and hair is very much getting all over his face. in moments like this he doesn't think he would trade your adorable and super hot according to him concentration face. ALSOOO angsy, hot, jrock inspired couple photos are a must and yes, everyone on campus is jealous.

doyoung... driving: CORNYY BOOO yes ik, but guys? him driving, in that domestic ass button up and black thick rimmed glasses. he needs to be in jail bc he absolutely would be that bf to throw rocks at your window even though, yes you live together and yes its an apartment complex but, he wants you to feel that super giddy like, puppy bunny love again and he almost brought a boombox to play to play head over heels by tears for fears but... too much according to jaehyun lol. so anyways he loves late night drives with you. or any drives really! his favorites are a combination of picking you up late night from work and getting to hear all the drama whilst you guys eay in-n-out in the parking lot. and listen, im not trying to push the doyoung medical student agenda but... i 100% am and his reasoning for these late nights is because he's soooo busy! he feels guilty he doesn't take you out to nicer places and you always have to reassure him that anywhere he goes with you, is automatically a win in your books. its moments like these where he really grasps how lucky he is. oh wow.... you really do love him and it FREAKS him out in the best way. every night always ends sappy bc he's so GROSS geez. he's such a romantic in a way you would never expect. he's not cheesy or arrogant about loving you, and he never considers it something he has to do either. he just fully, truly and honestly wants to worship the ground you walk on. DON'T even get me started on drive-in movies omg. basically his cherry red car is your safe space lol </3

jaehyun... record swapping: tha music man muahaha. my heart tells me you both met in a vintage record store AHH, he saw you and his heart physically ached like when you see a pretty person in public, yeah but x 100 like he got the wind knocked out of him and he fucking drops, the stack of chet baker records he had on hand and his ears look like red bell peppers and he wants to crawl away until you rush over not like run but brisk walking? lol as you help him pick up all the vinyls he dropped.you noticed in between the pile of 50s music he had a limited edition vinyl of on of your favorite bands and that had you whipping your head up and noticing how soft he looked all flushed and dimples peaking out from the thin line on his lips. definition of he fell first but you fell harder ESPECIALLY on ya'll's second/third date. he invited you over to his house and requested you to bring your best albums. AND GODDDD the date was... truly when you fell harder for him. you spent the night swapping albums aka baring your souls and sitting on his kitchen counter as he paces back and forth in front of you as he goes on a tangent about his favorite artist. its like the world slows down and you both leave that date with a new record from the other and a notion that you were definitely falling in love with each other

jungwoo... bubble baths: GAAHHH TT. tell me, that jungwoo wouldn't adore relaxing with a full on bubble bath with you. and i'm talking like bubblegum flavored soap, bath bombs, dried flowers, candles, mood lighting???? its too good. after the first couple of times you've done it, he learns your habits and favorite smells as well as the right way to position you in the tub bc he takes up sm of it LOL. and if you're both tall... you make it work! hehe. but DUDE once he learns how to juggle this intimate activity LMFAO he buys stuff specifically for your sunday reset bubble baths OMG, like that board that stands across the tub just so he can set his laptop on it. yes its just bc he wants to watch disney movies and real house wives while unwinding haha. he's so sweet though, being all pretty with his skin a little glowy because of the steam coming from the water, his eyebrows brush up from when he swiped water on his eyes and his eyes twinkling once he stacks a bunch of bubbles on your head in a makeshift crown. he likes to give u bubbly shoulder kisses BOOOOOOO yes im jealous bc he's perfect and OFC he picks out the perfect pjs and warms them up in the dryer and sits you on the bathroom counter just so he can do your skincare for you </3

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snowangeldotmp3 · 1 year

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tw: internalized homophobia dedicated to @figthefruitfaeth bc zoey and i were talking abt comp het and femme4butch nancy and then this was born.

Something is wrong with Nancy.

This was her third failed date since her breakup with Jonathan.

She doesn’t know what it is, why this was her third failed date. Nancy doesn’t do failed dates, much less three of them within the span of a few weeks. She’s not gonna call him—James or Jasper or whatever his name was—the date was awkward and suffocating and Nancy really just wanted to leave, but, manners and all that. To make things worse, Nancy just, couldn’t find him attractive. It felt like a pity date on his part, mostly. And to make things worse, they had absolutely nothing in common. He kept talking about what he expects from a woman; a stay at home wife and kids and everything that Nancy detested. Everything she actively wanted to avoid.

At least her and Jonathan had shared trauma, and a genuine connection—even if it was as just friends.

That’s why they’d broken up, actually. It wasn’t that she didn’t love him, she did! She loved him more than she ever thought about loving Steve, but it wasn’t in the way that she knew he ought to be loved; he deserved better than that. She couldn’t love him more than that. There was something wrong with her.

She just doesn’t know what.

Nancy sighs, rubbing her face and staring back at the ceiling. The ceiling stares back, and Nancy knows, despite the downpour outside, that she will not be sleeping tonight. At least, not for a little while, anyway.

She tosses to one side, arm curled under the pillow, now staring at her bubblegum pink walls, and recalls the events of all three failed dates, trying to see where they all went wrong. And all three come back the same; Nancy just... didn’t like them.

If she’s honest, she would’ve rather spent time with Robin at Family Video, unofficially stocking tapes and goofing off, making a ranking list of best to worst Molly Ringwald movies. Or listening to Robin ramble about whatever book she’s reading, or about her nerves for college.

Now that she thinks about it, she doesn’t even know why she went on those dates in the first place.

That’s a lie. She does know why. She needed a distraction. A distraction from a certain dirty blonde who works at the video store.

Nancy doesn’t know why she can’t stop thinking about Robin. She should be thinking about Jeremiah or Jacob or whoever the hell she saw tonight, but, no matter what, she keeps going back to Robin.

Her and Robin’s friendship had come easy after spring break. Both of them too afraid to be alone for too long, and Nancy specifically, wanted to make sure nothing bad would happen to Robin. She almost lost her in the Upside Down and she was not going to lose another person to that godforsaken place.

And maybe that’s why Nancy can’t stop thinking about Robin, because she reminded Nancy so much of Barbara. Down to Robin’s nerdy little interests, so close to Barb’s own nerdy interests—stuff that Barb was always so passionate about that Nancy always wanted to listen to her. Couldn’t help but listen to her. Nancy was never sure what it was with Barb, why she always felt this magnetic air around her, an electricity that Nancy constantly tried to ignore when Barb would accidentally brush her pinkie walking side by side in the hallways. She always wanted to be around Barb, and she could never figure out why.

Why Nancy loved it when she made Barb laugh with her stupid jokes; why she thought seeing Barb smile—she could be a little serious, much more serious than Nancy, so making Barb smile was usually the highlight of Nancy’s day—was like winning the lottery. Why their sleepovers always ended with Nancy curled up into Barb’s side, trying to get warm, and an arm slung over her waist, pulling her closer.

Why her death destroyed Nancy. A mourning that sometimes, Nancy never thinks she'll get over. What happens when you don’t know where to put all of that grief? Where does it go?

Nancy huffs, turning to the other side, where bubblegum walls and Tom Cruise stare back at her, still wide awake.

It was nice to have another friend, too, one that she could call in the middle of the night and talk about anything—everything—and feel like she’s got a real friend again. A best friend, even. She’s not a replacement for Barb by any means--nobody could replace her, but it is nice to have someone to talk to again. Someone who shares her love for stupid little jokes and who never fails to make Nancy laugh, even when she doesn’t want to. Someone who Nancy feels drawn to; this warm, giddy feeling inside when Nancy hangs out with her.

Thinking about Robin now—her laugh, her eyes, her hands—the feeling returns, taking root and blossoming inside of her, warming her inside and out, making her face flush and her stomach flip. Nancy can’t help but smile softly into the darkness.

Isn’t that how she was supposed to feel about Jack? That fluttery nervous feeling?

Wasn’t that how she was supposed to feel about Steve? And Jonathan? And the other two guys she went on a date with?

What was wrong with her?

#soft butch robin is implied here sorry. i'm working on an actual femme4butch nancy thing this is just like a brain dump #nancy wheeler #lesbian nancy wheeler #stranger things #ronance #tw internalized homophobia #ronance ficlet #?#my writing #also zoey i hope u like this lol <3 bc it did spawn from our convo abt nancy shgsjdhgksjgh #anyways. uh. yeah <3 #nancy: oh i'm not homophobic i love gay people. but *i* am not gay. just not for me even though i want to kiss robin...who said that...

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sequinsmile-x · 1 year

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Hello! I love all your fics abt Hotchniss family, pregnant Emily and daddy Hotch. But I’m curious how In your world they end up together???? If you up to it you may consider it as a promt and if you don’t want to write it its okay. Love your works👀🫶

Thank you so much!!

Here's a little (ok it's long I got carried away as usual) getting together fic for you!

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The One You Reached For

She’d never believed in fate, had never allowed herself to, but in the soft moments at the end of a long day when she sat with Aaron in his living room, a glass of wine in hand as Jack slept just down the hall, she let herself wonder if maybe everything she had endured had led her to him.

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Warnings: Mentions of injury/blood, Canon typical violence

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“I spoke to Jack this morning,” Aaron says, as they climb out of the SUV, closing the door before they start walking towards the home of the witness they had come to interview, “He asked if you’d like to come to the movies with us this weekend.”

Emily smiles, “Asked, or insisted?”

Aaron chuckles, a glint of something she can’t place in his eyes, “Insisted,” he concedes, “Apparently it won’t be as fun without you.”

She bites the inside of her cheek to stifle her smile, knowing that their friendship these days was based on a fine balance between what they were like at work and outside of work, even if no one else was around to watch.

Ever since she’d come home Aaron had stayed close to her, keeping an eye on how she was doing that, if it was anyone else, would annoy her. Instead of feeling stifled, like she was being judged, she appreciated it, keeping her promise of talking to him when she had bad days. It turned from coffee to lunch, to dinner, to whole weekends spent with the Hotchners, sometimes even falling asleep on their couch instead of heading home to sleep. She’d wake up with a blanket over her and Jack snuggled up against her with Aaron watching from nearby. He always had a soft look on his face as he offered her coffee and told her that next time she’d have to take his bed and let him sleep on the couch, something she never let him do.

She’d fallen in love with him slowly, bit by bit until it became such a part of her she couldn’t remember a before and after or pinpoint when it had happened. She’d never believed in fate, because if she did it would mean fate was nothing other than cruel. It had taken her father away, leaving her with a mother who always prioritised her career, leading her to do the same in her 20s, in turn, that had put her with Ian, the man who would eventually kill her just when she finally felt like she’d found a home for the first time in her life.

Those were the moments when she considered telling him how she felt, closing the small gap between them and kissing him, tipping their relationship from friendship into more, but she always shook it off. She let herself bask in the fantasy for a few seconds before she came back to reality. Aaron’s friendship had become one of the main cornerstones of her life and she didn’t want to risk it for anything, knowing she’d rather have him like she did than not at all. Sometimes she wondered if he felt the same way, his smile lingering a second too long when he looked at her or watched her help Jack with his homework, a faraway look in his eyes she could not allow herself to believe was him hoping for the same thing she was.

She’d lost too much in her life to lose him too.

“Well,” she replies, acting like she’s thinking about it, as if she didn’t already know there is nowhere else she’d rather be, “As long as we’re home by the weekend I am all yours.” She internally winces at her choice of words, shaking her head at herself before she carries on, acting as if she hadn’t spoken as they step onto the porch of the witness, “So, want to play good cop, bad cop?”

He smirks at her and she groans, furious at herself that he was able to do this to her, that he turned her into the nervous teenage girl she hadn’t been for decades, “Which one do you want to be?”

She knows it isn’t flirting, that he’s just being nice, and she smiles as she knocks on the door, “Why don’t we just see how it plays out?” The door opens as she knocks and they both look at each other, their brows furrowing, “That’s weird.”

“Mr Hodgins,” Aaron calls through as they step into the house, “It’s Agent Hotchner, we spoke on the phone.”

There is no response and they look at each other, silently agreeing they’ll search the house. She’s only just stepped foot in the garage, her hand hovering over her gun, when she sees a barrel pointing in her face. She reaches for her gun by reflex, cursing herself for not doing so sooner, still so sure that this was just a normal gathering of a statement until mere seconds ago.

“Don’t even think about it,” Mr Hodgins says, using the gun he’s pointing at her to direct her further into the garage, “You’re not alone?”

She shakes her head, her hands up by her head, “No, my colleague is here too,” she says, painfully aware that Aaron will find them, her concern for him overriding her concern for herself.

Hodgins shakes his head and keeps the gun trained on her, “I should have known you would come,” he says, more to himself than her as he devolves in front of her, “I should have known.”

It clicks into place even though their profile was still not entirely complete. Hodgins had been seen at the most recent crime scene but the local cops had marked him as a loner but harmless.

“You’re the killer,” she says, looking at the gun she thinks is likely the murder weapon. All they knew about it so far was the size of the bullet. She watches as his eyes go wider, his grip on the gun even tighter, “We can talk about this,” she offers, “We can figure it all out if you just lower your gun.”

“No,” he shouts, stepping closer to her, “You’ll arrest me.”

“She said, lower the gun.”

She looks over at the same time as Hodgins, her heart seizing in her chest as she sees Aaron standing in the doorway, his gun trained on the man pointing one at her.

“You lower yours,” he insists, his finger moving to the trigger, “Or I’ll shoot her.”

She watches as Aaron’s jaw tightens, the only outward sign of stress, and she swallows thickly, wondering how the hell they were only talking about going to the movies just a few minutes ago.

One of the guns is fired, the sound loud in the enclosed space. It happens quickly. So quickly that the first time she’s really aware Aaron has pushed her out of the way is pain spreading through her wrist as she hits the ground, an automatic reflex making her put her hand out to stop herself. She narrowly avoids hitting her head, time slowing down around her as she hears another shot, and she groans, wincing as she tries to flex her wrist, pain burning up her arm.

She looks up and sees Hodgins laying on the floor, blood pooling under him from where Aaron had shot him. She sighs, grateful that it was all over as quickly as it had begun. She puts her hand on the floor to push herself up out of habit, wincing as her wrist hurts.

“Damn it, Aaron,” she complains, “I think you sprained my…” she drifts off as she looks at him, her eyes going wide as he pulls his hand away from his abdomen, bright red blood pouring out from underneath, staining his shirt and the concrete floor beneath them.

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She felt like she was underwater, her senses dull as she stares at the waiting room floor, repeatedly counting the tiny square tiles instead of paying attention to everything around her.

Derek had pulled her away from Aaron when he arrived at the same time as the paramedics, his grip firm, something she couldn’t escape from no matter how much she fought him, as he hauled her up off of the floor. One of the paramedics had taken pity on her, allowing her to travel in the ambulance with Aaron based on an assumption she was his girlfriend. It was only when they were halfway to the hospital, her eyes fixed on Aaron’s pale face, that she realised she hadn’t corrected him.

She tells herself it's because this will make it easier at the hospital, that she’ll be able to stay close to him, not because even in these circumstances the thought of being his girlfriend makes her stomach flip.

When they arrive Dave makes her get her wrist checked out, saying that Aaron would never forgive him if he didn’t make sure she was seen by a doctor. He goes as far as sitting with her as the doctor confirms she’s suffered a sprain before he cleans the graze from the floor on her palm and puts a compression bandage on her wrist.

The doctor had tried to make her take a painkiller, which Dave had tried to convince her to do too, but she resisted. She’d survived far worse than a sprained wrist, the pain she could handle, a drop in the ocean compared to what Ian had done to her. It was also something she could focus on. The throbbing in her wrist and the tight compression bandage she’d been given easier to hone in on, to think about as time ticked by slowly, each second a lifetime as they waited to hear an update on Aaron’s surgery.

She’d survived worse than this, but she wouldn’t survive losing him.

“Em?”

She jumps slightly as JJ reaches out for her, a gentle squeeze of her good arm bringing her back to the room, her senses so sharp her head pounds, forcing her to hide a wince.

“Sorry,” Emily says, clearing her throat as she looks at her friend, well aware from her expression and the rest of the teams, that they had likely been trying to get her attention for a while, “I’m okay.”

JJ smiles softly at her, “No you aren’t.”

Emily sighs, looking back at the floor, all too aware that if she looked at any of them for too long that she might cry and she didn’t want to do that. Anticipatory grief filling her lungs, her body preparing herself to mourn things that both had and hadn’t happened in a way that she didn’t want to feel.

He was going to be ok, he had to be.

“JJ-”

“It’s ok, Em,” she says, cutting off her protest, “We know how close you and Hotch have become recently.”

A sound Emily can’t place, either a laugh or a sob, lodges in her chest. It aches, hurts in a way that has her rubbing her sternum, “Just before we went in he asked if I wanted to go see this movie with him and Jack this weekend,” she shakes her head, “Apparently, he refuses to go without me.”

JJ smiles and squeezes her arm again, “Jack loves you.”

“I love him too,” Emily replies, having to press her lips in a line to stop the bottom one from quivering, the thought of the young boy finding out his father is hurt enough to tip her over the edge, “More than I thought possible.”

She always tried to ignore the parallels between Aaron and Ian, how, on the surface of it, they were both single fathers. How she’d fallen in love with both of their kids. She died for Declan, and she knows without question she’d do the same for Jack, that she’d take whatever the world tried to throw at her as long as he was safe and loved.

She would do the same for Aaron too, her love for him deeper than she thought it ever would be. When she looked back she knew she had loved him for much longer than she could admit even to herself, emotions she could never have named before Paris, through willful ignorance or denial she wasn’t sure, overwhelming her whenever she was around him.

“I don’t understand why Aaron…,” she says outloud, her words escaping without her meaning them too, “Why did he push me out of the way and put himself in danger like that?” It’s rhetorical, and she doesn’t expect a response, well aware of Aaron’s saviour complex, but Dave huffs what sounds like a laugh, drawing her attention beyond JJ for the first time since she’d walked into the waiting room, “What’s so funny, Dave?”

Dave sighs, leaning forward to look at her, his elbows on his knees, “I mean this in the nicest way possible, Bella, but considering you’re the smartest person I know except for the boy genius here,” he says softly, nodding towards Spencer who was sitting next to him, “You’re being a real idiota.”

“Rossi, lay off her man, now isn’t the time-”

Dave carries on as if Derek hadn’t interrupted him, “Lo ha fatto perché è innamorato di te,” he says, no malice in his voice as he stares right at her, “And we’re all fed up watching the two of you dance around it.”

She stares at him for a moment before she clears her throat, looking back and forth between all of her friends, every single one of them avoiding eye contact, “All of you?”

There’s a beat of silence and she watches as they all look at each other before Derek blows out a breath, “Princess, the only people who don’t know that you and Hotch are in love with each other are you and Hotch,” he says, confirming what Dave had said to her even though he couldn’t speak Italian. It makes her wonder how often this was something they all spoke about when she wasn’t around, “Even Reid figured it out.”

Emily turns to look at Spencer, who looked a little like he was a rabbit caught in headlights, his eyes wide as she looks at him expectantly. He clears his throat and looks at the floor before he begins speaking.

“Your pupils dilate whenever you look at Hotch and his voice deepens roughly half an octave when he speaks either to you or about you,” he says, clearly uncomfortable, “Those indicators combined with your behavioural changes and the amount of time you spend with each other outside of work leads to only one conclusion.”

She stutters, any response she may have caught in her chest as she tries to make sense of everything they had told her. She looks at JJ who was still sitting next to her, her endless kindness written all over her face.

“Pen was actually convinced at one point that you were together but just keeping it a secret,” she says, hiding a smile, “She even tracked your credit cards at one point to try and find evidence.”

Despite the circumstances, despite where she is and the fact she still has Aaron’s blood dried into her shirt sleeve, Emily chokes on a laugh, covering her mouth to try to capture the sound.

“She did what?” She says, her hand shaking a little as she drags it down her face.

“What we’re saying,” Dave says, drawing her attention back over to him, “Is you should actually do something about the fact you love each other,” he smirks, a glint in his eyes that she loved and hated in equal measure, “Before one of you idiots actually gets killed trying to prove it.”

___

She’s with him when he wakes up.

She isn’t sure if it’s sympathy or the not-so-subtle way she flashed her gun and her badge that makes the nurse let her stay past visiting hours, but Emily is grateful either way. She sits in the chair next to his bed watching him intently, everything their friends had said to her in the waiting room floating around her head.

Emily had spent so long convincing herself he didn’t love her back that at first, she found it hard to believe, sure that they were all somehow wrong, but the more time that passes, the longer she watches his face as he sleeps, she realises they are right. Because she would have done the same thing if their roles were reversed. It doesn’t make her feel any better, her heart aching at the thought of him sacrificing himself for her, but it feels like the final bit of the puzzle slipping into place.

She watches as he wakes up, his eyebrows furrowing as he fights off the medication in his system. She stands and sits on the edge of his bed, her hand twitching to link her fingers with his. He’d woken up a couple of times already, in pain and confused as he looked around the room, and she’d not been able to do anything but comfort him until he fell back asleep.

“Aaron?” She says quietly, feeling relief unfurl in her chest when his eyes open. She smiles when he looks at her, a sure sign he was actually awake and lucid this time, “Hi.”

“Hi,” he replies, his voice raspy, “Are you ok?”

She laughs, unable to stop it as she shakes her head, “You’re the one who got shot, Aaron,” she says, her voice a little harsher than she intends, all of the fear she’d forced down making itself known, “I’m fine.”

“Your wrist,” he says, looking at her arm and the bright white bandage on it, “I hurt you.”

She blows out a breath, “Because you pushed me out of the way of a bullet,” she says, finally giving up on stopping herself from touching him and placing her hand over his, “Why did you do that?”

Even though she knows the answer she wants to hear what he has to say, if he’ll try and cover it up. Their eyes meet and she feels breathless at the intense way he’s looking at her, a fire in his eyes she has only seen a handful of times.

“I’d do anything to make sure you don’t get hurt.”

She clenches her teeth, her hold on his hand increasing, and she knows it isn’t fair, knows that he doesn’t owe this to her, especially now, but she needs to hear it from him. She almost missed out on ever hearing it at all.

“But why?” She demands, her gaze unrelenting.

“I already buried you once-”

“Aaron.”

They fall into silence and for the first time in forever it’s awkward and she hates it, a thickness in the air around them that hadn’t existed since those early days when he didn’t trust her and she didn’t like him.

“You know why,” he says eventually, his voice soft, “You know why,” he repeats, looking at her in a way she had only ever seen him look at his son.

It feels like a relief and a weight at the same time. The knowledge that she could finally have this, have him, in the way she wanted a privilege and a curse.

Now, she’d have so much more to lose.

She shifts closer, her hand pausing just before she touches his face and she pushes some hair that had flopped onto his forehead back to where it belongs, “Why didn’t you say anything?”

He smiles at her, “Why didn’t you?”

She focuses on adjusting the cannula delivering him oxygen, finding it easier to fuss over him than look at him as she exposes her heart in a way she doesn’t think she ever has before.

“I was scared,” she says, her eyes flicking to his before she looks at their joint hands, “I didn’t want to lose you.”

“You never could.”

She looks at him, his eyes as sure as his words, and she smiles. She leans in and stops when her face is mere inches from his, his breath skipping over her skin. She cups his cheek and presses her lips to his, sighing as he responds. It wasn’t the passionate kiss she’d always expected it would be, something she knew he wasn’t physically up to at this moment, but it was soft, full of love, and achingly them.

She pulls back when he groans in pain, and she looks at him, her eyebrows furrowed and he shakes his head.

“I’m ok,” he assures her, smiling when she rests her forehead against him.

“We have a lot to talk about,” she says, sitting up just enough to look at him, “When you’re better.”

He nods, encouraging her in for one more kiss before she sits up, his hand sandwiched between both of hers, her bandage scratching at his skin.

“Can I start by confessing something now?” He asks, and she nods, curiosity getting the better of her, “Jack didn’t say anything about going to the movies this weekend.”

She frowns, “What do you mean?”

He looks a little sheepish and clears his throat before he continues, “I lied, I was actually planning on taking you out on a date just the two of us.” Her eyes go wide and her mouth drops open, no words escaping as she looks at him in shock, “I was worried if you knew that is what I was actually planning you’d say no.”

“You…you were going to take me out?” She asks, squeezing his hand a little tighter, and he nods.

“If I’d known all it would take was getting shot I would have done it months ago.”

She glares at him, her eyes narrowed at his poor attempt at a joke, “Not funny,” she shakes her head as she thinks about the day she’d had, and she groans.

“What’s wrong, is it your wrist?”

“You know what the worst thing about all of this is?” She asks, waiting for him to shake his head in response, “It means that Italian sbalzo was right. We are idiots.”

-x-

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ncityavenue · 2 years

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𝙍𝙀𝙇𝘼𝙏𝙄𝙊𝙉𝙎.

These are random things you'd do in a relationship with the members of NCT 127!

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TAEIL

Probably listen to random music, like you suggest some of your music to him and y'all just start vibing to it. Lowkey wake up the whole entire house bc for some reason y'all do it in the morning rather than the afternoon or the night😭(This is probably motivated by Taeil's relay cam where he dances to that hype music with Yuta💀). Shhh he's a The Weeknd fan now🤞🏾

JOHNNY

He gives the vibe of someone that just gets up and wants to go somewhere (Yuta as well) he'll just be like "Yo, you wanna go to that new restaurant that opened last week?" And it kinda doesn't matter if you say no or yes, you're going bc he persuades you anyway. Who knows? You might be featured on a ep of JCC🤭

TAEYONG

The Original plan was to watch mean girls but now y'all watching 365 days🚪🚶🏾‍♀️.... Then y'all watching Sleep away Camp#1. The point is that y'all never follow the original plan to dates(?) Or nights where you wanna relax together. BACK TO 365 DAYS😭 Y'all don't finish it bc Johnny walks in on y'all watching and he doesn't even really pay attention to it but taeyong is too embarrassed so y'all end up watching a horror movie👏🏾

YUTA

(THERE'S SO MUCH I CAN SAY ABT HIM—)

Y'all have deep conversations, LIKE DEEP. It can be about you guys, the world, friendships,social media, politics, etc. It always starts at 11:00pm way after everyone is already asleep and lasts for a good 5 hours..7 if you're lucky😋🤞🏾. Very touchy during the convos, that's probably bc Yuta is a very affectionate person. Then y'all end up being the last ones awake in the morning 🙇🏾‍♀️

DOYOUNG

Shopping is probably something y'all do alot, it could be grocery or clothing. He looks like someone that spends hours in a boutique FOR YOU😭 you're just like "no it's ok I like this one" and he's like "nooo but look at this one it's a nice shade of purple" like babe we said the first necklace was okay no need to get us 10 more🧐. Sugar daddy frfr🤞🏾 IM SORRY FHSJDVHSWVKD—

JAEHYUN

(Small small small angst but overload of fluff🤞🏾)

When he's mad at you, he's just dead silent AND THE DRYNESS OF HIS ANSWERS TO YOU IS ANGER INDUCING— But then he can't help but smile at your little sulking bc he's like "why was I mad at them in the first place🧐" but then he smiles even more when you try to get his attention by playing his favorite songs. THEN YOU START SINGING ALONG?? HE'S DONE FOR. Yeah by the end of the night y'all kinda forget why y'all were mad each other in the first place, WIN FOR EVERYONE👏🏾👏🏾 (or should I say winwin?? I'm sorry..)

JUNGWOO

Board games is must in this household!!! He's so humble about his very good techniques in games that it worries you a bit, you know he's the angel of the relationship bc if you were as good as him you'd be the most cocky person ever. THE THING IS sometimes he tries to make errors and try to suck so you can win. It's the sad truth bc you don't even realize until he tells you later on and THAT smirk appears on his face😭

MARK

Y'all look up 5 minute craft videos and watch them for hours while clowning it but somehow Mark is like "Dude, we should totally try this!" First, he just address you as the same thing he calls his bestie johnny and other members💀 Second, HE WANTS TO TRY A CRAFT THAT DOESN'T EVEN MAKE SENSE😭 and for some reason you agree bc you can't say no to his cuteness and his excitement. Y'all also watch 7 second riddles, and you turn it into a game where if one gets more right than the other; the Loser has to take table spoons of mayo,ketchup, mustard,sour cream, and ranch (I couldn't think of anything else) also Mark loses so...yeah!

HAECHAN

(Maybe suggestive)

Y'all occasionally go on Omegle 😭 idk y this strikes me as a haechan thing it just does, it's always 50/50. One time y'all pretended to have sex but it was of course off camera and someone literally started Jacking off to it, when the person finished they were like "good job guys, you should become adult content creators!" YALL LEFT THE CHAT TRAUMATIZED💀 that's why y'all go on there very occasionally it's always when y'all are drunk tho😭😭

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Wow would you look at that, me being not as chaotic for headcanons 🤭 Love that for me!❤️❤️😘😘

Anyways, This is the end of the black girl kpop Stan chronicles [BGKSC] for short..No? Okay. give me some suggestions (nothing weird plz🙂🙏🏾) BYE BESTIE BOOS 😋🤞🏾❤️

#nct imagines #nct 127 #nct scenarios #nct drabbles #mark lee #taeil x reader #johnny suh #taeyong #haechan #kim jungwoo #jung jaehyun #doyoung #nakamoto yuta #not as chaotic as usual

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Hii!! I saw your requests were open and inbox was empty, and I really love your writing, so if you have the time would you mind share some pre-Ludendorff headcanons or a short fic (whatever you prefer) about Trevor, Michael, and Brad? 👉👈

Thank you!! And no rush at all! 💕

yes yes yes so glad u asked for this TY !! 💞💞 been actually thinking abt the north yankton era a lot lately 🤧

pairing: none (kinda sorta little a implied trikey tho?)

summary: headcanons about trevor, michael, and brad during north yankton

cw's: drugs/alcohol mention

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• ik i’ve said it before but i’ll say it again: brad and trevor def played pranks on (aka BULLIED) lester. building on that tho: michael would get pissed as hell about it (most of the time. sometimes he wouldn’t bother giving a fuck). this would lead to arguments between trev/brad/michael, usually ending with trevor insinuating that michael and lester were secretly gay lovers and that’s why he defended him, causing michael to throw his hands up and just give the fuck up or remove himself from the situation so things wouldn't turn physical.

• ice skating !!! trevor already knew how to skate before joining the crew cuz of playing hockey when he was younger, and on one particularly boring snowy day he tried teaching brad and michael how to skate, too. they both sucked at it tho and neither of them skated again after that day. like just imagine trevor skating circles around them, laughing and making fun of them for falling on their asses.

• continuing on abt snow-related sports: ice fishing. when he wanted some peace and quiet, michael would go ice fishing at whatever nearest frozen body of water he could find. most of the time he wouldn't catch anything; he just did it as an excuse to be away from everyone else for a while. can imagine him inviting lester along a handful of times too tho so that they could gossip/bitch about how annoying trevor and brad were.

• michael would sometimes try to host Movie Nights. he'd make a big fuss about showing trevor and brad some old-ass classic film. he'd make microwaved popcorn and then get everyone to sit around the shitty tiny TV of whatever hotel or safehouse they were staying in at the time and pop in a well-loved VHS tape of one of his favorite movies. both trevor and brad would interrupt the movie with loud, inappropriate remarks though and michael would eventually lose his temper from telling them over and over to shut the fuck up. once he met and started dating amanda tho, he finally got a nice and peaceful movie-watching partner.

• lester fucking HATED brad and tried to interact with him as little as possible. can't quite remember right now if there's anything in canon to confirm or contradict this.. but i feel like lester would've had even less of a tolerance for brad's dumb ass than michael did.

• trevor and brad were like,, the world’s most volatile toxic married couple. one day they’d be best buddies, just having fun drinking/getting high/goofing off together. next day, they’re getting into yelling matches and throwing hands over like the last slice of nasty three-day-old pizza in the fridge or smth else equally stupid. idk why but i imagine brad had a temper almost as bad (or equally as bad) as trev’s, and that he was not exactly the brightest guy, so those two personality traits combined would be enough to frequently piss off trevor (and michael even moreso).

• trevor and brad def shared clothes.

• trevor and michael would occasionally have deep, late–night conversations that would last into the early morning hours. probably over beers and cigarettes. probably while sitting outside, probably on the snow–covered balcony of whatever shithole motel they were staying in. though trevor considered brad to be the more “fun” friend, he really appreciated these more serious talks about their pasts, their presents, and their futures with michael. those nights are both michael and trevor’s fondest memories from this period of their lives.

• i think there are some interesting implications in the game about trevor and amanda previously being friends, or at least being mildly friendly towards each other during the north yankton days. i imagine that this is largely because his drug use wasn’t nearly as bad as it became later on in his life, so even though he was loud/inappropriate/a bit chaotic, he wasn’t exactly dangerous nor too disgusting for amanda to be okay with spending time with. maybe she even let him babysit little jimmy and tracey occasionally (IMAGINE how cute....). brad, on the other hand, (even though amanda does admit that she “”“liked””” him in the game), was not allowed around the kids.

• i like to think that when they first met and for a while after, trevor really genuinely looked up to michael. like admired his leadership abilities and his skills at pulling scores (and i’m applying the popular headcanon that michael is a few years older than trev here but also srsly,, where does that headcanon come from?? is there any actual evidence for this or is it just a headcanon that became popular in the fandom pls someone lmk if u have an answer to this !!). as time went on though, this admiration gradually waned. michael started making decisions that trevor just wasn’t on board with (namely marrying a certain stripper and having kids with her), arguments became more frequent, trevor started to distance himself from mike a bit and spend more time with brad.

#requests #gtav headcanons #trevor philips #michael de santa #brad snider

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finalgirlguy · 3 months

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fave first watches of january 💭💫🌼

perfect blue (1997) – movies to make you sick in the stomach!! first of all the animation is so gorgeous i love animated horror and i LOVE japanese horror. and then im so fascinated by the unraveling of conscience and how you can never tell what’s real. and the horror of losing control of your body and your mind like ughhhh its so well done

frances ha (2012) - oh i KNOW if i watched this when i was younger it would have done incomprehensible damage to my psyche. sometimes it’s cringy and awkward but it does have something very genuine about growing up and being a young adult. and specially abt the person you love the most in the entire world not loving you as much. well i get it i get her us awkward lame women need to stick together

welcome to the dollhouse (1995) – i think the reason why i like this so much is because it reminded me of john waters in the cynicism and the surrealism?? showing fucked up topics in the most unreal way ever?? well anyways i was an ugly child and there’s a deep truth in this movie abt children and their cruelty and how being separated from your peers feels like the end of the world

killers of the flower moon (2023) – well everyone’s talking abt this movie i don’t think there’s any point in me talking abt it. i spent 206 minutes with this deep pit in my stomach. i do think that this is going to sweep at the oscars

el conde (2023) – a movie where the chilean dictator pinochet is an immortal vampire which i just love the ideia of. the photography is gorgeous it’s mostly black and white and it’s done sooo well. it’s set mostly after pinochets reign, when he’s old and decaying, and i do wish they lingered a bit longer on the effects of the military dictatorship, but the movie balances the unbelievable cruelty and hypocrisy of that time with surreal humor. one of the characters has a certain joan of arc je ne sais quoi which was just a fun little treat for me

#my cousin and best friend in the entire world came to visit me so i haven’t been watching a lot of movies which is making me so frustrated #and i’ve been trying to watch all oscars movies so it hasn’t been a great month for movies :(#maria talks #movie recs #perfect blue #frances ha #killers of the flower moon #welcome to the dollhouse #el conde

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I always hear ppl say stuff abt how horrible Ms Kacchan was, how Izuku was tormented by him.

But the thing is that we never really saw it happen, or does the little that we saw really indicate that. And i kinda want to explain why

So, as of the two times that Katsuki himself admited the reason why he has bullied Izuku, one of the major things that drove him to do it, was so Izuku would leave him alone. Acting alongside his fear, and his inferiority complex.

His plan was for Izuku to fade away from his life, to stop affecting him the way he did, ever since he saw what "Deku" started to represent in young Katsuki's head. He wanted his bullying to push him away as far as possible.

But Izuku, ever the mr. "Never give up" guy, continued to chase after him, bc it has never been in his interest to stop being Katsuki's friend. Being close to his symbol of victory. So he had to continue to act like that, until Izuku got the message that he didn't want him close anymore, that he didn't want him standing in his way.

By the pieces of dialogue from the two guys that hung about with Katsuki, that was a time he reacted badly, and more outlandishly than he normally would. And if we even look back at that time, when the class was making fun of Izuku, he didn't laugh.

He didn't find it funny that he had to be presented with anything that would bring out his fear again. That was an actual serious matter for him, specially bc Izuku was planning to apply to the same school he wanted to go, to the same course no less.

If you want to consider that one manga for the HR movie to be canon too, their day to day lives in MS seemed to be basically Katsuki ignoring him, though occasionaly acting like a jerk.

He wanted to push Izuku away, not around. Bc he wanted most of all, for those feelings to not be a problem for him anymore.

Honestly, yeah, I agree with all this.

Katsuki, although a jerk, I have major doubts he actually enjoys being one.

This is why I pay attention to details because as you said, running back to season one, you can see Katsuki not laugh at Izuku. You would think he would, but he doesn't. If anything, he looks guilty and sad.

I think that was a point of Katsuki's life when he's trying to figure out why he acts the way he does around Izuku, why he doesn't want him around. Of course, he figures it's because "I hate him and he looks down on me". At that time, he probably subconsciously (?) was wondering there had to be more to it. Then, UA happened. His environment and people changed.

While I'm sure his middle school class found him unpleasant, no one ever really told him as such.

The most they have done was say "Hey, Katsuki, that was too far" about the swan dive comment.

At most, all Katsuki ever did was when he did see Izuku, he pushed him and called him names. But I don't think he actively seek him out to bother him. Katsuki was a bully, but I don't think he was a bully to search for someone to bother them all the time.

The only time in middle Katsuki did seek him out was after he found out Izuku was applying to UA. Again, as you said, he wanted to push Izuku away.

By that point, Izuku while he still cared about Katsuki, still idolized him, doesn't follow him. Let alone talks to him. He left Katsuki alone. I don't think he followed him around in middle school. Elementary school years, yeah. But middle school? Doubt it.

If he did, Katsuki would have known Izuku was applying to UA. Izuku would have told him if he wanted to. But, as I said in another post, he doesn't push Katsuki to acknowledge him or be nicer to him. He distanced himself.

Overall, yeah, Katsuki bullied Izuku to push him away. Said so himself. He was afraid of losing him. Izuku sometimes thinks before he acts, he's too selfless and careless. So he took the choice to drive him away before he can lose him.

#kiya answers #bnha #mha #boku no hero academia #my hero academia #bakugou katsuki #midoriya izuku #bakudeku #bkdk

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superjumpintomyheart · 2 years

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What do you think about this?

I'm stupid and cant ask normally

HAHAHTHIS IS SO FUNNY you know i can't say no to you when you put it like that LOL lets have some fluffy m4rie headcanons abt them living together <3

[PSA: if you're unfamiliar with my blog, read my About the Agents post. Gender neutral agent 4]

Marie and Four started living together probably around 2 years after the events of splat 2, they have been dating since they were both 19

Their house is somehow always clean, probably because both of them like tidy spaces and find cleaning to be somewhat relaxing

They like to stay up late together watching movies or tv shows, sometimes if they're watching GooTube videos they're get carried away and stay up waayyy later than they intend to and crash when the sun is starting to rise

Marie loves to read books out loud, Four loves to be read to. need i say more?

She also likes to just sit in the same room as Four while they're doing something, it doesn't have to be the same thing just as long as they're in the same room together. thats quality time to her

Four can be a bit hyperactive and impulsive, so Marie will often find herself accompanying them to the store at 10pm for some reason like they just remembered a new type of instant ramen they wanted to try and they won't eat anything else but that

They both take turns cooking meals! Both of them are great cooks and Marie is used to making Callie her family meals so she likes to do it regularly

Sometimes Marie will be at the stove frying something in a pan, or boiling noodles, just preparing some kind of food and Four will come up behind her, wrap their arms around her waist and just stand there like that for a few minutes. It usually ends by Marie going, "That's very cute of you darling, but I need to get something from the fridge." Four always pouts but lets her finish cooking.

When they go grocery shopping sometimes they make a game out of it, like a race to see who can get the items the fastest. or they just end up goofing off and not getting a whole lot done in a short amount of time , but they're laughing and having fun while doing chores so it's not really that bad right?

Marie is typically the big spoon when cuddling! They switch off and on but most of the time she starts out as the big spoon bc she likes to hold Four close to her. Maybe its her subconscious mind not wanting to lose Four after their battle with Octavio, but either way she enjoys holding them.

On a rare occasion they will be listening to music and dance with each other in their living room, a slow song comes on and Four will make it a whole big deal, bowing and presenting themself while saying "May I have this dance, my lady?" to which Marie calls them a nerd and accepts their hand anyway. They know how to ballroom dance a little, so they move gracefully with each other to the beat of the song, or they will just sway with each other and share a kiss every now and then while they both think about how much they love each other <3

#splatoon ask #splatoon #splatoon 2 #splatoon 3 #marie splatoon #agent four splatoon #agent 4 #agent four #marie cuttlefish #m4rie #marie x agent 4 #agent 4 x marie #squid sisters #splatoon headcanons #splatoon headcanon #splatoon hcs #splatoon hc

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Hey Rist! How've you been? I'm curious. How would you rank Valtor's different voices for the 3 versions(RAI, 4Kids & Nick)? I was looking at S3 of Winx Club (I missed Valtor lol) & I was curious abt his voices for the different versions. So, I watched a bit of S3E5 in all 3 and ranked them from most to least fave. I ranked them: 1) Nick, 2) RAI, 3) 4Kids. Nick's version is so.. so Valtor, 4Kids seems a bit (a lot) too extra, and Rai's version is a bit (just a bit) gruff. What do you think, Rist?

That’s actually pretty much the same as I remember liking them, but my memory has failed me before so I’m editing a crappy little compilation together. And there's really only one scene I could have used for that without losing y’all’s respect. (Fair warning tho the audio trails over scene cuts occasionally so there's some weird jump cuts with sudden noise, but whatever)

From your worst to your best we have:

4Kids Valtor

Ignoring the dollar-store-James-bond music at the beginning, I quite like Valtor's theme here. The ominous cembalo cords remind me of cheesy old fantasy-horror movies and black castles during very dramatic lightning storms, and I honestly feel like the pompous, dramatic 4kids voice fits very well for that. By itself I feel like it’s far too over the top (which is generally 4kids motto), and also my least favorite of the three, but it does have a certain unapologetic arrogance going for it. It might not rank well for me compared to the other ones, but it’s still authentic and fun. Peak gay vampire energy here.

Something I noticed is the pretty big dialogue change here, where he states that he's warning bloom out of an “old, long forgotten curtesy”. I tend to dislike changes from the original script, but honestly? That’s such a cool detail. I feel like that adds a lot to his character pretty early one, no matter if he genuinely means it or is just baiting Bloom.

Rai Valtor (also known as Cinélume)

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You are absolutely right, very deep voice. I am looking respectfully 👀👀👀

Compared to 4kids, this Valtor is a lot more subdued. The voice acting is EXCELLENT, the little chuckle he gives when he recounts what people say about him is peak Valtor, pure irony and ridicule. I tend to forget him a lot, if I’m being honest, because he's not as notable as ExtraDramaQueen-4Kids!Valtor, and not as radically different as the Nick version, but he is still very much a very interesting middle ground between them. If I’m being completely honest he's actually my favorite of the three, now that I think about it. His dialogue is closest to the original and I tend to imagine this voice when I write fanfics, and even if you can’t hear it in this example, he's got a really memorable way to speak when he's pitting the Trix against each other or trying to soothe their egos. There's something really manipulative, threatening in his tone sometimes, no matter which lines he gets.

But it is a close call with your number 1.

Nick Valtor

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(First of all, Bloom's voice is somehow stealing the show for me here. In the beginning she really sounds like she's scared, in pain, and she's got that rough edge to her tone when she's angry. I don’t usually bother with the nick dub, but damn. Maybe I should.)

I’m not exaggerating when I say that this Valtor is easily the most refined of the three. More subdued, like the Rai version, but not as deep as either of the previous two. It sometimes reminds me of Macaque from The Monkey Kid, and that’s a huge compliment. This Valtor has a quiet, insidious danger to him that is subtle yet very present. He says “I'll do what needs to be done” and you don’t doubt it for a second. There's that weird blend of lighthearted indifference in his voice which makes him distinct from the others, and it helps to emphasize that he's completely different from Darkar and the Trix: he analyzes and understands his enemies in a way that basically guarantees him victory, no matter the opponent. I wouldn’t say I like it more than the Rai Valtor — this one could use a little more drama and pomp — but he's objectively the highest quality here.

But what’s this?

It’s GermanDub!Valtor with a steel chair!!!

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Shut up I’m totally right about this one the god of voice acting told me so

I am not taking criticism!

My boy my king my one true love, it’s the slightly raspy, cutting and incredibly heinous voice of my childhood dub! He may be speaking a bit faster to fit all those long german words into such a short shot, but he pulls it off MAGNIFICENTLY. Similar to Nick's it’s not as deep as I’d imagine from seeing his face, but he has a harshness to his words that does not speak of subtle threat but of open hostility, clad in polite words. He's here for a fight, no matter with whom, and while he may not get that on this day he leaves no doubt that eventually, he'll wipe the floor with them. His voice influenced me a lot during Sparked, even if I didn’t really imagine it when he had dialogue. Just the character of it is such a vibe, this slightly impatient thirst for violence he somehow manages to pour into his long game.

10/10.

#winx club #winx valtor #asks #sparxshipping #I almost didn’t recognize u eden I was so used to your dark blue profile pic lmao #god this made me so nostalgic #but voices aside it’s so interesting how they changed the dialogue sometimes and made completely different choices for what’s important #the Winx club dubs are their own science at this point

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