Question for people who experience delusional/magical thinking: when you're out of the moment so to speak are you able to recognize that you were experiencing those things? And/or in the moment of delusion/magical thinking are you, in your own head, able to chastise yourself for thinking strangely and yet you can do nothing about it and continue to think/believe
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I hate being psychotic because like I saw the dashboard clown and was like 'yea if ublock origin can't take this, I'll take it up with God'. Idk man like the staring through the fourth wall thing was... unpleasant to say the least. Like it's ironic for a TMA fan to ask for a scopophobia warning but like c'mon dude.
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I want someone to love me a much as he loves her.
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hiii
so basically, im being evaluated for schizophrenia. It might be a bit longer before im online again, I want to hear my doctor's opinion first. U know the whole digital footprint n shit. Anyways, im on anti-psychotics now and they are literally destroying my body but at least im not seeing shit anymore ^^
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Introduction post!
Hey! I'm founder yuki! I am currently one of two mods (if others want to join id be happy to talk) and the focus of this blog is to bring awareness to disabled/neurodivergent characters in anime! We will focus on all types of disability (physical, mental, developmental, intellectual, etc) I will try my best to stay within cannon so for now, no head cannons.
Blog info:
user submissions are always allowed!
asks encouraged!
any way to improve accessibility is always welcome, I struggle with understanding sometimes
This will likely be less of a daily blog and more of a spuratic info dump when I have motivation type blog
I will not personally use slurs (even if reclaimed) on this blog
SFW, very minimal exceptions (tagged appropriately if contains triggering content)
Info about me:
They/Them
17
Physically/developmentally disabled+neurodivergent
Side blog to @gaybitch-3000
Thank you all for reading!
Mod info!
Mod Akito (They/He)
info about me!
-17
- neurodivergent and mentally disabled
hi everyone!! i鈥檓 mod akito, im here as mod Yuki's irl bestie as well as a disabled person myself, side blog is @phosaniz
Mod gumi (they,she,he)
-Mentally disabled/physically, disabled/neurodivergent
-16
-Haiii I鈥檓 gumi!! I struggle with very low social awareness or understanding of the world around me and often times relate to characters with the same struggles, so you鈥檒l be seeing a lot of those characters from me!
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Someone I hate: *tries talking to me*
The overwhelming urge to rip their face off like a chimpanzee on Xanax:
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I love 'bad' mentally ill people
I love people who struggle with violent thoughts and urges
I love people with no empathy, who can't 'make up' for it in compassion
I love people who's dissociation makes them flakey and distant
I love people who's mood swings get in the way of making friends
I love people with anger issues, and psychosis, and hypersexuality, and everyone who's ever been seen as 'scary' for their diagnosis or symptoms
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Kash is back on Tumblr cleo is already here I'm praying that they don't kill each other
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having stpd is weird because on one hand i have an amazing fiance and i love him so much,, he helps me every way he can but also,, i(my stpd) want(s) to leave him or never talk to him or just,, not do the whole relationship thing,, and i hate it because i -want- this,, i need my lover and i dont ever want to leave him,, personality disorder works hard but were working harder聽
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Most strange thing about me is how I don't remember people. I was separated from my mom for 4 years and when I got back to living with her I felt like I hadn't met her before and have only healed our bond as child and mother over the span of 4 MORE years.
Until now she felt like a stranger and I didn't want to be near her or have her touch me. If I don't talk to ANYONE for a few months you basically don't exsist and even if I remember you our bond is gone and we gotta start all over.
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