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#its hard for me tho cause i want to talk to him every day and have a lot to say
clits-and-clips · 24 days
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Trying to be positive and not think about him but he's intentionally ignoring me lmao fml
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arthur-kingsmen · 3 months
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every time im sleeping a little TOO well i have to examine it and. hm.
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cryptidghostgirl · 3 months
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Are your requests still open? I was hoping for a request for a Lucifer x sinner reader where she was once in love with someone when she was alive but they betrayed her leading to her death causing her to be afraid of letting others in. She's been a resident of the hotel since the pilot, but doesn't really talk much about her feelings or past life but is convinced by Charlie who says singing helps her when she needs to get out her own emotions. So when she thinks everyone is gone for the day on one of Charlie's bonding field trips, she uses the piano in the main area to sing her heart out, not realizing Lucifer decided to stay. The song I'm thinking of is "Perfect Doesn't Last" by Beth Crowley. So when she sings it and he overhears listening and watching her he's reminded of Lilith and feels for the reader understanding her more than when they first met during his first visit to the hotel (ep 5). I'm not sure of how to end it, so if you want to add anything to it I'm totally up for it. I just thought this song would match him so well.
A/N this is my first time writing for this man. Also,, i think it’s so funny that everyone is just like “short king” even tho alastor is canonically at least seven feet tall and charlie is at least like six feet tall. that’s so silly of us.
Encore (Lucifer x Reader)
Paring: Lucifer x Reader
Warnings: Domestic abuse briefly mentioned.
Word Count: 2,169
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Lucifer had just wanted to visit Charlie. With their relationship on the up and up, he was eager to not give up his chance to fix things with his favorite and only daughter. However, when he arrived at the hotel, throwing the doors open in unadulterated excitement, it was to find the normally busy lobby area empty.
The door fell shut behind him and his smile slipped from his face. Carefully, he ran his eyes over every inch of the room. There really was no one to be found.
"Maybe they're just all in their rooms, yeah." he said aloud to himself, "Charlie is probably... in her office! It must take a lot of work to run a place like this. Yeah, that's what it is."
Charlie, Vaggie, and Alastor had asked her to come with them to the movies. It was supposed to be a reward, for how hard they had all been working. They had really tried their best to convince Y/n to join them but, as always was the case when activities that took them out of the hotel were not required, Y/n had declined the offer.
Y/n was still getting used to Hell in all its big scary wonder, she still hurt. Everything was so complicated and while spending time with her thoughts didn't make her feel good per-say, spending time with others had been making her feel even worse. Besides, Charlie had given her some advice a few days ago she wanted to test out and she didn't exactly feel comfortable doing that while the hotel was crawling with people.
Y/n trusted Charlie. She was the first person to have extended a kind hand in her direction since her arrival in Hell. When Charlie had found out Y/n had been a concert pianist in the living world, she was elated.
"That's perfect!" she had said, leaning across the desk towards her, "We have a piano in the Hotel's auditorium!"
"I... I don't know if I really can... perform, right now. If that's alright." Y/n had replied, wringing her hands and unable to keep eyecontact.
"What? Oh no! That's not what I meant at all. It just seems... well if you did it for a living, you must have loved it. And it seems like you always have a lot on your mind, lots of stuff to process, and I know you don't like talking to people about it and, well, music always makes me feel better. It feels freeing, like I'm getting everything bottled up inside me out when I sing."
"I... I don't think I've ever really thought about it that way." she had admitted in response, "It was just something I had always done. I started lessons when I was three."
"Well, you should try it some time." Charlie had smiled back, "Maybe it will help."
Once she was sure everyone was gone and the hotel was hers alone, Y/n had slipped quietly from the confinement of her room. It had taken her a bit to find the auditorium. When she finally did and saw the piano it held, her breath caught in her throat.
It was a beautiful old baby grand made out of a warm cherry wood that matched the hotel's theming well. The lid had creaked when she had opened it, the keys had been dusty to the touch.
It had been a long time since she'd played. With mild joy, she let her fingers run the usual scales and arpeggios, finding a comfort in the familiarity of it all. Once satisfied her fingers were all warmed up and ready to play something real, she posed them over the keys.
Lucifer had lost himself in the depths of the labyrinthine hotel. The twists and turns of the hallways were unfamiliar to him despite the tour Charlie, Vaggie, and Alastor had lead him on. His hope at finding his daughter and spending some time with her had long since flickered out. He was on the verge of going home, his hand half raised to open a portal, when he heard it.
A faint echo of music flooded the hallway and Lucifer froze. It was haunting and distant, it drew him in. His sights set on a new sort of entertainment for the afternoon, he listened carefully and began to follow the sound.
As he got closer to its source, Lucifer realized that who ever was making the music was not just playing the piano but singing. Their voice was soft and lovely, nearly ethereal in its sheer humanity and anguish.
I would have bet on us
We were untouchable, you and I
I couldn't get enough
It was a fairytale come to life
Lucifer at last reached the half open door to the room the music appeared to be coming from. Not wanting to disturb the artist just yet, he transformed into a snake and slithered his way silently into the room. There, sitting at the piano on the stage, was Y/n.
I had your heart
At least that's what I thought
Now I'm second guessing every moment
Wondering where we went so wrong
He didn't really know much about Y/n except that she was new to Hell. Charlie had mentioned off hand that she had died in an incident of domestic abuse. Lucifer had no idea why she had ended up in Hell or what she was really like. When he had visited the hotel the first time, Y/n had been quiet and reserved. She had stood to the side and watched, barley even introducing herself to him.
At first, he had thought it to be disrespect. Not every demon in Hell was his biggest fan after all and while he was used to it, it still stung that even one of his daughters would be reformed sinners would be blatantly rude to him. He had quickly realized however from her flittering eyes and the way she clutched at herself that it wasn't disrespect at all. Y/n had been nervous.
Of course, Lucifer had made an attempt to make her feel more comfortable but, when he had extended his metaphorical hand, Y/n had just closed herself off even further. According to Charlie and Angel Dust, that was just what the demoness was like. She was shy.
You got inside my head
Taking up every inch of space
'Til there was no room left
Her hands flew across the keys with a practiced grace. Lucifer felt she knew he was there, watching. He felt that she just might be performing for him.
So many parts of me erased
You had my heart
And tossed it in the dirt
As he listened to the words she sung, they resonated with him. For a split second, he could have sworn it was Lilith sitting there at the piano, not Y/n. He shut his eyes, shaking his head slightly. He was oddly grateful when he opened them again to find it had just been his imagination.
Now that was a first. Since Lilith had disappeared seven years ago, Lucifer had been a mess. Lucifer was always a mess but, Lilith leaving like that really did him in. She had been his rock, his guiding light, his everything. He had risked everything for her and he had lost. At least, back in the old days, he had gained something out of the chaos. A daughter, a wife, a world to try and shape. One after another, they were all taken from him. Even now, even with their relationship improving the way it was, he felt Charlie slipping away again.
Now I'm second guessing every moment
Wondering where we went so wrong
I just keep asking
Would this have been worth it if I knew the ending all along.
Without really thinking about it, Lucifer retook his normal form and sat down in one of the auditorium's front row seats. Thankfully, Y/n was too wrapped up in her own world to notice and she just continued to play.
What started so perfect was over too fast
I should have seen the warning signs
'Cause perfect doesn't last
Perfect doesn't last
Light shined off her face, that was how Lucifer had realized she was crying. Despite the tears, her voice never wavered. A performer at her core, just like him.
I would have bet on us
We were untouchable, you and I
As the last lingering notes echoed through the room, he began to clap. Y/n jumped at the noise, turning to face him with wide eyes and cheeks flushed red with embarrassment. Lucifer was undeterred and, getting to his feet, gave her a standing ovation. After a few moments, he ceased in his applause.
"That was beautiful." he said, breaking the new silence that had fallen between them.
"Um, I'm sorry." Y/n's gaze fell back to the piano.
"No! No no no!" Lucifer exclaimed, jumping up onto the stage.
He kneeled before her, lifting her hands from her lap and taking them in his own. She turned to him, surprise drawing out the features of her face once again.
"Don't apologize for taking up space."
"I... I just didn't mean to disturb you is all. If you're looking for Charlie, she's out at the movies with everyone else."
"I was but, I can talk to her later, when she gets back. You didn't disturb me at all, Y/n. As I said, it was beautiful. It was..."
He trailed off, the smile slipping from his face.
"Oh fuck!" Y/n exclaimed, "I didn't mean to upset you! I'm really sorry, what can I do to make it better?"
"You didn't upset me." Lucifer shook his head, "You just... somehow managed to put words to the very things I've been struggling with the past couple years."
A smaller, much kinder and more genuine smile made its way onto his face.
"If you'd like to play more, I'd love to hear it."
Y/n's cheeks flushed red again.
"Theres no pressure." Lucifer shrugged, "Just giving you the option."
"An audience of one... well, it's a little intimidating." she admitted bashfully, "I'm used to the faceless mob of the crowd."
"I can see why. You have an undeniable gift."
"I guess... I don't know. Charlie just said it might help me process stuff. To play again, I mean."
"Was she right?"
Y/n paused in thought for a moment before nodding slowly.
"I think she might have been. My chest does feel a little lighter now."
"Then play."
"Um, mister... king of Hell? Sir?"
Lucifer laughed.
"You can just call me by my name. No formalities necessary. 'Mister king of Hell sir' was my fathers name."
Y/n laughed lightly at his terrible joke. The sound sparked a sudden joy in Lucifer's chest, one he hadn't felt in quite a long time.
"Well, Lucifer." she began again, stumbling a bit over his name.
"Yes?"
"I'll... um, I'll need my hands back. If I'm to keep playing."
"Wh..."
He looked down and his eyes widened. Lucifer hadn't realized he had still held her hands in his. Immediately he dropped them, getting to his feet and looking away in mild embarrassment.
"Sorry, about that."
"Don't apologize for existing." Y/n parroted his earlier words.
When he turned back to her, it was to find she was smiling slightly.
"How bad would it be if I said sorry again right now?"
"You'd be sounding like me."
"Lets make a deal then: no sorries unless something is actually wrong."
"What if I can't tell if your mad at me or not?"
Lucifer looked down at the seated demon. In not one of his wildest dreams could he ever imagine being mad at her but, that wasn't exactly something he could say.
"Then you can always ask."
"And you promise you wont lie to me?"
"I promise."
"Promise promise?"
"Yes!"
She eyed him suspiciously for a moment before nodding her head. Turning back to the piano, her hands found their place on the keys once again. She hesitated.
"I..." Y/n shot Lucifer a look over her shoulder, "Thank you."
"Thank you. There is some solace in knowing someone else out there feels the same way I do, if for different reasons."
"Yeah. There is, isn't there? Maybe part of our deal can be helping each other figure that all out too."
The suggestion had been half thought out. Y/n hadn't really meant to give it a voice, it had escaped her locked lips. She quickly turned back to the piano.
"Sorry. That was dumb."
"What did we just say about sorries!" Lucifer exclaimed, "No apologizing for existing. I think that suggestion sounds rather nice."
"Really?"
"Really."
"Okay. I... I'm actually going to play now. Is that okay?"
With a snap of his fingers, Lucifer reappeared in the seat he had previously inhabited. He crossed his legs, resting his hands on his knee.
"Whenever your ready."
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Song is Perfect Doesn't Last by Beth Crowley as requested :)
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adonis-koo · 4 months
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sweet nothing • 9
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| in which he patiently waits one day at a time|
↳ Description: being a guest at the Jeon Estate after a mishap of being kidnapped and dragged into your brothers affairs isn’t all that bad. Truth be told it brings you a lot closer to the mobster and owner of the estate Jeon Jungkook himself.
His two rules are simple, don’t cause trouble and don’t give him a hard time. Somehow you manage to constantly do both in the most endearing way despite being pregnant and waddling around most of the time.
Pairing: Jungkook/reader, ???/reader
↳ Genre: slice of life AU, mafia!AU, pregnancy, there’s like…a little bit of a plot but not a lot, future smut? maybe? it's very domestic!
Word count: 2.9k
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Note: no matter how many scenes i write, they're all sad and i'm kinda sorry bc i said this fic wasn't going to have much plot but it somehow has a lot of plot now??? and its kinda sad??? HERE YOU GUYS GO THO
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The commotion going on in the estate wasn’t difficult to tell, men had been actively walking more than their usual rotations required and Jungkook knew this was a sign you were causing some sort of chaos as you seemed to do every day now. 
And upon following the trail it led him just a door down from your own room, items being moved and you were currently pouting as you sighed. 
“Do tell me what your idea is for this little renovation project.” Jungkook hummed, leaning against the door, not actually annoyed at how much you always move things around in his estate in fact…Dare he say he felt a little endeared. 
And Jungkook found himself falling into old habits, habit he found himself missing, such as being able to take the time to admire you, all thoughts of work fading from his head at the sight of your dress, just past your knees and a faded checker blue, flowing sleeves that went to your elbows for room and of course the ever growing bump. 
Your hands were set around it seemingly pouting over something before his words drew you out of your thoughts, “Jungkook, I didn’t realize you were home so early.” 
“I have a meeting I have to attend in person later,” Jungkook replied, “You didn’t answer my question.” 
There it was again, that small pout he hadn’t realized he missed so much until it dawned your lips once more, “Well…” You seemed a bit hesitant before you spoke, “I gave it some thought- what we talked about a few days ago, about a nursery and I figured you were right. It’s better we be prepared for it then not.” 
Jungkook was relieved to hear this because while he was trying his hardest to get something on Wonho, there was a smaller, more selfish part of him that enjoyed this, enjoying having you at his estate.
An even smaller part of him not wanting it to end so soon, he had to let go of you once and no it wasn’t fair, but even there was even the slightest chance…well, he didn’t want to let it slip through his fingers and have to let you go once again. 
Jungkook only nodded, “So what's with the look then?” 
“Well,” You gave him a sheepish smile, “I had all of this stuff moved out and realized I have nothing to actually put in here…” 
Jungkook couldn’t help the chuckle that escaped him as he pushed off the frame stepping into the room, “Hm, that’s a strange way to ask for money.”
“Jungkook I wasn’t-”
“I’m teasing relax,” Jungkook cut you off, your lips tugging even poutier, you had always been like this, since day one in fact, always worried he’d think you were using him for money, always trying to deter him from paying even if you didn’t have the means to actually afford it yourself. 
It was sweet, “But you’re also in no position to not accept it and I have more than enough money to afford it- it’s a win win.” 
You stared at his outstretched hand, black shiny amex in his hand, “I don’t feel right just using it.” 
Jungkook sighed wistfully, “You didn’t seem to feel too guilty helping your brother with rates and statistics for drug sales.” 
Your lips parted somewhat in surprise, “That was different…!” 
“You’re right,” There it was that stupid teasing, charming smile of his, “It was probably worse.” 
You knew he was only teasing, but something about it made you feel gross still, you had a reason you were in that room, a reason that is long gone from you now, “Well it doesn’t matter anymore does it?” 
Jungkook paused at the sight of your expression dimming as you continued looking out the open window as your hand absently rubbed your bump, “I haven’t done that for a long time now…”
“Y/n I didn’t mean-”
“I know,” You cut him off softly looking back at him and there was an unmistakable look of regret in his eyes, not wanting to cross any lines with you but you were afraid they already had, “I just…I guess I just have some regrets about getting involved….I never wanted to hurt anyone,” You whispered out, “I had a reason I was there and it had nothing to do with the money...For myself at least.” 
Jungkook frowned, there were still so many things he didn’t know about you, your time together having been cut short when you both had first met, “What other reason could there be?” 
It was an indirect question, rather than a rhetorical one, you knew what he was asking. 
You hesitated, but then again, you supposed it didn’t matter now, it was all in the past, no matter how dull it made your heart ache. 
“Well…” You let out a soft sigh, “I’m sure you remember I wasn’t exactly financially stable, and for me that was fine. It was enough,” You nodded to yourself in thought, “It wasn’t much, but it was enough.”
“Until…?” 
“I received a phone call,” You mumbled, recalling the event, “A foster agency, telling me that they did a DNA test on one of their cases and it came out as a match on me and my brother. Just a week old, dropped off right outside the police station.” 
You had to bite down on your tongue, you had thought you were over it, but it still stung just as raw, “Since we were her only blood family I was given the opportunity to adopt her…” You let out a sigh trying to keep it together, “Except I was too poor, I didn’t even come close to having a qualifying salary to show that I could be responsible for her and take care of her…”
“What about Wonho?” Jungkook cocked his head to the side, baffled at this information. 
You let out a loud scoff, bitterness that you had tried so hard to let go of coming back up as you shook your head, “Wonho didn’t give a shit, told me that it wasn’t our problem but I struck a deal with him, if I helped him up until his annual evaluation with you for his first year of work, he’d help me get the expenses that were required to foster her.” 
Jungkook’s brows furrowed as he shook his head, “And?” 
There it was, that little niggle in your head that was angry about it all, angry at Wonho, angry at yourself, especially at Jungkook, “Well all of it fell apart. Very quickly, one thing after the other. I mean obviously you dropped off the face of the planet for months so Wonho wasn’t making money- I got let go of my job because of the murder- everything went void.” 
Jungkook looked away with a long inhale as if he had been mentally prepared for the moment you’d finally cave and say it, but it wasn’t as if you were wrong, you were simply stating a fact, he completely ghosted you and civilization as everyone knew it and just like that, he had left your life as quick as he entered. 
It was difficult to not be angry about it when he was the one that convinced you that the very thing you were afraid of wouldn’t happen, just for a few short months later, let it happen. And you were sure he had his reasons, you were certain of it, but it didn’t change the fact that he left you with little to no explanation and just like that, never bothered to come back, didn’t even so much as send a letter, a proper apology, nothing. 
“I’ve…” Jungkook’s eyes squinted on the ground, “I’ve been meaning to talk to you, about what happened.” 
You shook your head, “Jungkook, it’s been two years,” Your voice softened, his eyes glancing up to meet yours and once again you felt the dull ache that never went away, “I shouldn’t of brought it up, I’m sorry…it’s in the past now, life went on.” 
“Well it didn’t for me.” Jungkook let out a small breath and you could hear a hint of bitterness in his voice. 
Your lips quivered a little, “Do you have any right to say that?” 
“Probably not,” When did he get this close to you, “But it doesn’t change how I feel.” 
Old feelings were like a dam bursting inside you and you began to shake your head, “I’m not ready to talk about this Jungkook- can’t we just keep pretending like nothing happened?”
Jungkook shook his head, “We’ve both tried this and neither of us are good at it Y/n, I can’t, not when I have a second chance.”
You raised your brows, “No! No this is…” You took an immediate step back, “This is not what this is Jungkook, what happened is over. I’m only staying here because Wonho has a target on his back and you were kind enough to keep me out of the crossfire.” 
“Maybe that’s how it started out,” Jungkook replied just as quick, taking another step closer to you, “Look…I know it’s not fair,” He frowned, as if he hated saying it, “I had every intention to stay out of your life, it wasn’t fair to drag you along back then and that’s why I didn’t, but…You’re here now, right in front of me. So yes…I do see it as a second chance, and if there’s any way I can make it right, I will.” 
You groaned, “It’s not just making it right anymore!” You wanted to scream! “I have baggage now Jungkook!” Your eyes threatened to water as your hands dropped from your stomach, “A lot of it. It’s not just me anymore I’m getting ready to have a baby, you don’t know what you’re asking for.”
“I know exactly what I’m asking for.” Jungkook sharply replied, eyes brewing with anger, “And what I’m asking for is you, all of you.”
“You had your chance and you left me, plain and simple, you left. I don’t understand why now…Out of all the time, two years later, now…!?” You hadn’t meant to raise your voice, but you were angry, perplexed, scared. 
Scared just the way you were when he was upfront the first time in that stupid bakery you wanted nothing more then to pretend like didn’t happen, you wanted to pretend like you never got drunk at that stupid bar, that he wasn’t late that day, that he didn’t sat down and offer to pay for your meal for making you wait. 
You wanted to pretend like he had actually listened for once when you declined him asking you out, that he didn’t visit you every morning at work, and more then anything you wanted to pretend like you had a stronger will, that you didn’t let him convince, your mind was flooding with so many memories of him. 
His hand trailing down your thigh while drunk in the back of his car, his eyes when he saw the bust in your lip, his smile when your fingers intertwined with his, his skin etched into yours for the first time, ushered sweet nothings that he’d love you forever. 
But at the time you didn’t realize that forever would only be a short three months then just like that, it was over, and oftentimes you were left many sleepless nights wondering, was it even love? Everything had happened so fast, it felt like forever. 
But two years later, standing in front of him you realized it had been two agonizingly long years since you saw him in person. 
“I made a choice,” Jungkook defended himself, “I stuck to that choice…I was leaving you alone, even if I didn’t want to and then…” He ran a hand through his hair, revealing his face in full detail his eyes baffled as if trying to understand himself, “Suddenly one night you’re dropped in the middle of my office. I didn’t have any pretenses, I was just being nice letting you stay here, I had fond memories of our time together, I didn’t want to let you get caught in the crossfire- it was the least I could do after everything.” 
You crossed your arms as he continued, “And then…I don’t know,” He muttered, “I look at you, I see your smile, I see you standing here pouting and trying to do it all yourself, like you always tried to do. And suddenly it’s two years ago and we’re both drunk sitting at the bar talking about what it would be like to be in love. And I feel the exact same way I did back then, looking at you and wondering if maybe I had finally found it.” 
You felt physically sick, it was like he was intentionally wanting to break your heart all over again, “You sent them to raid my home, you can’t tell me this wasn’t planned…”
“I didn’t expect them to fuckin’ kidnap you Y/n!” Jungkook let out a hurt laugh, running his hand through his hair, “In fact I gave them direct instruction to do the shakedown while you were at work and to not destroy your apartment- you were supposed to be at work!” 
“Well I wasn’t!” You shouted back, “I wasn’t feeling well and my coworker offered to cover! You can’t do this to me! You can’t, not after all this time…” You voice died down, “You can’t just…open all of this back up as a second chance because you’re feeling nostalgic over a fling-”
“You were never a fling to me-”
“That’s how I felt after you left-” You suddenly winced, hand immediately pressing to your stomach, instinctual almost despite the pain coming from your chest, Jungkook’s eyes immediately widening and he had closed the small gap between you both. 
“Let’s get you sat down…” Jungkook murmured and you couldn’t help but stare at his hand, big and calloused, multiple rings just the way you remembered, pressed against your bump and a wave of intense sadness thrummed in your heart, what you’d give to go back and change everything. 
You were too tired to fight his touch, and a smaller part of you crying– begging inside your mind to just give in, to put your worries aside and roll the dice again, maybe he’d actually keep his promise this time. 
But you refrained from leaning against him too much as he sat you down on the bed in your room, phone immediately in hand as he called Doctor Choi, after hanging up the air was thick with a silence and tension. 
Jungkook sighed as he sat on the edge of the bed, “...If you don’t wanna talk about it, we won’t. I don’t want you going into preterm…But…I want you to know I didn’t make that decision because I wanted to, and I didn’t do it easily either.”
You self soothed, rubbing your tummy as your eyes closed, “I know you didn’t. At least that's what I told myself the last few years, that surely there was a really good reason…And you wanna know the worst part Jungkook?” You whispered, sad eyes as you opened them to look at him, “I waited…I waited every day, sat at that stupid register hoping you’d come, even after Wonho stopped talking to me I went to the Red Light anyways, hoped maybe you’d be there. There wasn’t a day I didn’t check my phone only to be disappointed by your name not being on the screen…”
It was silent again before you tried to hold back your tears, “You broke my heart. Right in two, promised you wouldn’t leave me, and then you did. And now you’re asking me for another chance?” 
You said you wouldn’t cry, but here you were softly weeping in your bed, feeling like a child once again, helpless and wondering why no matter how hard you tried, nobody ever stayed, you had thought he was different, but it turned out he was just like the rest. 
Jungkook’s hands cupped your cheeks, thumbing the tears away as he pressed his forehead down to yours, “For what it’s worth, I am sorry,” He murmured, “I’m just as much a sinner as anyone else, I’m ill-tempered and cruel, I’ve killed a lot more people then you could ever imagine, but most of all Y/n, I’m selfish, I’m not really a good man. But I could be good, for you.” 
“You don’t know how bad I really want to believe you,” You whispered out, “But I had so long to think about it, to look back and realize I know nothing about you. It was my own fault really, you’re not a good man and I knew that back then, just like I know it right now.”
“I know I hurt you,” Jungkook had a sort of determination in his eye, the kind that you knew was unwavering, he meant every word he was saying, “But there hasn’t been a day I wished it could be different. I’ll do whatever is necessary to earn your trust again.”
You pressed your lips together for a long moment, “I’m not saying it isn’t possible, but you have a long way to go if you really want it.” 
Jungkook’s long slim finger traced down your jawline, “I’ll take it one day at a time, just like the first time.” 
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stinkybuttwipes · 6 months
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Dragon ball characters 🖤Spicy🖤 headcanons~
Piccolo
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This man let me tell you-
You’ll only get a few grunts out of him, he’s more focused on what he’s doing honestly.
He will only moan when he’s about to cum but he isn’t very loud with it because he is really embarrassed (poor bb)
Piccolo isn’t very vocal in bed nor does he do dirty talk but he’ll slip out a few cute names for you every now and then when he’s going at it
Ehem- sweetie, Angel, Honey *explodes*
He prefers to be in the missionary position but sometimes he’ll let you ride him ;)
He’s also a Hermaphrodite
You’ll wonder where tf his pp at and he’s so flustered about it. Lets just say piccolo aint the only one eating out (you gotta work to get that cock)
Once you get his cock out wish your pussy good luck because this man is huge
(8-9 inches and FUCKING GIRTH?)
Sometimes when he’s so exhausted and pent up he’ll need a blowjob from you.
His fingers, HIS FINGERS.
They don’t reach as deep as his cock does but boy do they make you see stars.
His antennas are hella sensitive so if you play with them you’ll definitely hear a silent moan from him.
He is so good with aftercare though don’t worry he’ll always take good care of you.
Want a bath? He’s on it. Hungry? He’s on it. Cuddles? He’s already got you❤️
Broly
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Baby boy I love him so much
He’s a moaner! He’s a whimperer! He’s a crier!
This guy is a sweetheart in bed don’t let his appearance fool you.
He’ll be so gentle with you as he moans into your neck.
VANILLA SEX VANILLA SEX VANILLA SEX
He prefers not to be to rough or hard because he’s so scared he’ll accidentally hurt you doing it:(
Although if you want him to be rough or go harder whisper it into his ear please he’ll whimper for you and obey you so fast-
He’ll put his face in your chest as he rams into you , be careful what you wish for cause he is going to lose it eventually 🫣
Broly will start moaning reaaaal loud once he feels he’s going to finish (your pussy is to good for him ya know)
Be prepared for him to accidentally overstimulate himself-
He’s gonna either go harder and rougher or super saiyan on you. Either way you ain’t waking tomorrow.
This bitch will growl when he loses control and let’s be honest..it’s hot
Broly is PACKING he’s carrying a 10 inch veiny af cock when he’s hardened so he’ll be hitting you in all the right places.
Such a sweetie when it comes to aftercare. Play with his hair he’ll fall asleep immediately but right after he puts himself near your chest so he can hear your heart. It comforts him to know you’re still with him 🥹.
Goku
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He can’t even be serious in bed
He is definitely a dog In heat when he’s horny though.
And when he’s horny he won’t leave you alone-
This bitch will have the fucking audacity to moan in your ear and grind on your ass (IN PUBLIC SOMETIMES TOO)
If you touch the spot where his tail used to be he’ll tremble but overtime it does become sensitive and he’ll tell you to stop.
Is a sweetie though even if he’s rough in bed, he’ll leave marks on you going from your neck to your calves.
He loves cockwarming at night and keeping his seed in you making sure none spills as you have to listen to him snore (no sleep for you~)
HE DO GOT A BIG COCK THO
9 INCHES AND HELLA WIDTH
ITS A SAIYAN THING THEY ALL GOT FAT PECKERS.
He is so good at eating you out like, a MASTER at it’ll he’ll get you to squirt in a minute.
So good with his tongue too 🫣
Will steal your panties and use them to get off as he moans loud so you can hear (HES DOING IT ON PURPOSE)
Favorite position is 69
Loves his cock sucked but also loves to taste you it gets him going~
He got fat balls full of cum so he’ll keep you up all night and day!
His calloused hands are good for clit rubbing 😩
He has no shame in saying the most embarrassing shit ever
Example: Goku: “What’s for dinner?” You: “bro, stfu and fuck me you dumb shi”
He forgets aftercare but he ain’t gonna bail on you
He’s prob gonna just pass out, cock still in you and everything…..”I’m hungry”
Overall 7/10 in bed
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ssparksflyy · 24 days
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hello! can i request jason grace or leo valdez x child of hypnos reader ? (gn) 🫶🏻🫶🏻
ask and thou shall receive ༉‧₊˚.
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jason grace dating hcs! ٩(ˊ〇ˋ*) ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁
pairing: jason grace x child of hypnos!reader warning(s): none!! js fluff :) a/n: i love children of hypnos, u stay sleepy ! also me writing this running off five hours of sleep ( the most ive gotten this week ) yikes..
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mr gets up willingly at six am nd his sleepy lover ♡
there are times where u literally have to beg jason to go back to bed cause omfg what r u doing. its six am. no u r not going to go run. no the early bird doesnt get the worm. go. back. to. sleep.
hey nd most times it works cause the thought of holding u close and a sweet sweet dream is enough to get him back in bed
but other times noooo he goes running 🙄
what is bro running from? sleep???
omg but then literally knocks tf out by like nine
one of the times when you had a sleepover planned together
you were running a little late cause ur cabin's ac wasnt working nd everybody was tweaking out
so you had to stay behind and help fix it
by the time you finished and ran over to cabin one , jason was already passed out nd lightly snoring 😭
mind you it was like 9:15 pm
its ok tho u were tired asf too , who knew fixing the ac could be so hard ??
he apologized sm in the morning tho
but u were like its okay el oh el
he cant help it bro he needs his sleep almost as much as he needs you
its better that he falls asleep early than stay up super late tho
cause like when he was helping plan out the new cabins, it was impossible to convince him to go to sleep
he wouldnt stop working nd u were like 😠 fool 😠 go to sleep 😠
nd he was like no thank youuuuu ♡
so you used your powers on him cause he hadNT SLEPT IN DAYS
u were both mad at each other in the morning and things were painfully tense
but you sat down nd talked it out like mature ppl ♡
he srsly hates fighting, he already does it with monsters nd shit so much, he doesnt want to do it w you :(
he apologized for being ignorant and promised he would be better about taking care of himself instead of burying himself in work
you apologized for using your powers on him without saying anything first, and promised you wouldn't do it again ( unless its necessary ) :))
to this day, youve still kept your promises ♡
jason is SUCH a sucker for when you touch his hair
the most relaxing thing everrrrr
i will die on this hill ppl dont play w me
his hair would be soft asf bro
best believe he uses a good conditioner !!
he lets u play w his hair nd do wtv u want with it cause like ~relaxing~
so best believe you have a 0.5 of him with all his hair tied up and looking like a palm tree
0.5s of jason would literally be flawless asf but scary
cause ur like omg by bf is so cute- god DAMN somebody get this man contacts
he looks amazing but THEM EYES
terrifying. staring into ur soul.
theyre cute tho ♡♡
you OBVI have matching pjs
i cannot decide if jason would go to sleep w just pj pants nd no shirt or if would have light blue and white striped pants, a button up shirt, slippers, a cap with a little fuzzy ball at the end, nd a candlestick
jason grace is a SPECTRUM OKAY
but he buys u so many plushies ugh
you own so many jellycats im so jealous
he helps u name them nd their literally ur children like
u have matching build-a-bears !!!
the voice memos are messages u made for each other :(
his to u is a quick ramble about how much he loves u but gets cut off cause he only had 20 seconds ♡♡
nd u get matching outfits for them!!
urs is named 'sleepy' and his is named 'sparky' ♡
i feel like jason gets some real bad nightmares
like yea every demigod does but he gets his more frequently nd their more graphic bcs of what he's seen and gone through :(
most of the time they arent even messages from his dad, theyre just really bad flashbacks of horrible times in his life
but ever since you started spending ur nights together, theyve toned down so much
now he even gets dreams abt your future together sometimes :((
he really wants to tell you about those dreams cause they feel so real but hes scared that youll think its weird or get uncomfortable
little does he know you get those exact same dreams ♡
and on the same nights as he does...
CAUSE UR MEETING IN UR DREAMSSSSSSS
nd thats how ur dad shows his love to you !
zeus doesnt gaf. wtv we dont like him anyway
i mean sometimes hes like erm gtfo my cabin 🤨
but doesn't actually do anything
u literally dont care for anybody's thoughts tho cause you bagged a baddie as sleepy as you ♡
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an two: ik i didnt talk abt sleepovers together but like ive got a jason fic called sleepover (thats also gn!) if u wanted to read that :DD but i hoped u enjoyed and have a good day/night!! GO STREAM THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT.
peace from manhattan,
percy jackson ♡
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ravisinghs-wife · 1 year
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Could you please post grayson x reader dating headcanons?
Grayson Hawthorne dating Headcanons
word count: 0.8k
warnings: ooc!grayson, one Taylor swift reference but none besides that, I'm pretty sure (let me know if I missed any!)
a/n: English isn't my native language, so I apologize for any mistakes
Masterlist
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His love language his quality time and gift giving
you'd have a sleep over every few weeks
you would stay up late and do different activities like reading, watching movies or just gossip and talk about everything
he would always do many little different things that show that he cares about you
they would be little things like always keeping your favorite pillow fluffy or always having your favorite drinks and snacks in stock
he would annotate books for you and write a two page review on it
he would read your favorite books immediately after you read them so you have someone to talk about the book
he'll always have your favorite book/your current read on him on road trips incase you get bored and forget it
he spoils you ROTTEN
he'd buy you your favorite things, whatever you desire be it vinyls, books or plushies
he takes you on shopping trips where you drag him into the book store
he'll listen to your rambling about your favorite books, and books that you want to read
he secretly takes a picture of every book that you look at so he can gift them to you
he'll buy you the call it what you want necklace <33
"not because I own you but 'cause I really know you"
you MELTED on the spot
you'd get him a polaroid camera and he would always gift you hs favorite photos
you somehow convince him to post some of his photos on Pinterest
he does it anonymously tho
his Pinterest page would blow up and all the booktok girlies would use his pictures in one of these "convincing you to read this book by its aesthetic"
most of his pictures that he publishes on Pinterest are candids of you tho
dancing together<33
he would also teach you how to take professional pictures, if you don't know how to
every time you want a photo of you for your instagram account or just because you like how your outfit looks right now, he'll be ready to make a whole photoshoot on the street
he always take the most perfect pictures of you and you have so many perfect photos of yourself
he would love to teach you how to dance, if you don't know how to
he is a perfectionist so It could be a bit hard to learn it with him
"not like this, you stepped on my foot for the second time already"
"I guess your teaching skills are just really bad"
"or you're just a really bad student"
he'd love to teach you things and you would teach him skills that you are good at in reward
he would also teach you how to fight with a sword because why not
you would teach him things in reward that you are good at and he isn't
for example if you are good at crochet you would teach him that
"no, you have to hold your fingers like this"
"but I AM holding my fingers like you are holding yours"
but he eventually figures out how to do it after an hour or so
he immediately is perfect in it after he figured it out and he is able to crochet a perfect sweater after only TWO DAYS of learning it
one day you go to built a bear and make a bear that always reminds you of each other
you guys also use this function where you can take a audio
you record an audio of each other and put it in the bear of the other one
every time you are aways from each other and miss you, you listen to it
sneaking out to the pool at night together<33
he has a soft spot for you so when his brothers find out who gets him smiling at his phone like that they immediately want to meet you
this is very important for Grayson because his family is such a important thing in his life and he just wants you do get along but is scared because his brothers can be big idiots sometimes
but his worries are not coming real
you get super well along with his brothers and become besties
you get along the best besides Grayson of course with Xander
he's just amazing and makes a "welcoming karaoke" as he calls it
you and Grayson sing a duet
you two would also pull pranks at this brothers
taking morning walks together <33
you would always pick tiny flowers from the garden and put them in his hair
HE LOOKS ADORABLE WITH THEM
building lego flowers is not a rare activity for you guys
you would always meet for the afternoon and plan the rest of the whole day for the building of lego flowers
you guys whole room is full of lego flowers
you also would also play chess together
he definitely has a goodreads account
you are his only friend on there because he refuses to accept any other people
he's the first one to like your updates and reviews
in overall dating Grayson would be like the cutest things in the whole world<33
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emerxshiu · 2 months
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FORGOTTEN LAND'S SECOND ANNIVERSARY :3
I AM SOOOO BACK
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I started this drawing yesterday around afternoon and finished it just a few minutes earlier.
I went with a messier type of drawing instead of more clean like the elfilin one from yesterday, i find it fun doing it like this, mostly cause i dont have to worry about making it perfectly so i dont get as frustrated as normal. Id place this one as my second best digital drawing. im pretty sure i havent posted what i consider my best digital drawing here, tho i do have it in instagram, i might post it here one day, tho these two are way too tied up, i love how this came out, its not exactly like how i imagined it but its really close to it, and also itd say that since i dont tend to play around lighting that much, this was such a joy to draw and i cant help but stare at it a lot, at least until i start hating it because i made quite a lot of errors. i also changed my elfilis gijinka just a tad bit from last time, but its not that big of a difference, mostly.
ofc i had to draw elfilis for forgotten land's anniversary, i tend to deny it in my head but yeah they're my fave of the kirby characters even tho i hate them a bit. I wanted to draw some more doodles, like, elfilis eating cake, kirby car, a bunch of other stuff (not elfilin cuz i already drew him yesterday) but when i tried i couldnt draw anything more, guess this drawing burned me out a lot, huh?
you can definitly tell i spent all the efforts on him cuz if you look a bit closer to the bottom part you'll see its almost barely detailed, but i mean, they're the focus so make sense i guess for me not add that much detail there. um also, maybe because i dunno i had OVER 130 LAYERS jeez no wonder firealpaca was slowing down so much, i need to manage my layers better next time, tho i did do something i keep forgetting, wich is naming them (most of them at least) that was a real life saver
Also, antares (fecto elfilis' spear/cadaceus), as always, was a pain to draw, but this time its probably been draw the most accurate out of every other drawing ive made with it in it, i didnt notice it was like, a little curved when it reached the blade
some close ups since his face is a bit hard to see
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silly :3
fun fact! actually, this is technically a redraw, somewhere around between february and march i started a fecto elfilis drawing for the first anniversary, but i couldnt finish it in time, and i never finished it
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thats...quite the improvement! (i remember being so proud of it)
also his wings are like that cuz i did not want to draw the pattern, its way too hard, i literally copy pasted it, wait, i was talking about the 2024 version but i looked at the 2023 one and i just noticed it also has the pattern copy pasted, i guess some stuff never changes since i still abuse the ctrl+c ctrl+v to this day
Also i ended up making a huge error there, i was planing to add the phantom spears from orbital pulsar (the attack he does first when you battle them at lab discovera) but theres an innacuracy, when they do the attack, they always close their eyes, i had actually sketched him (well i mean both these drawings are basically the first sketch (2023) or second sketch(2024) with some color, shadows and lighting. i didnt do lineart in the 2024 one cuz i wanted to be a bit like the og i made (too bad i sketched that one with black since the og was sketched with white due to me drawing the bg first)) with his eyes closed but them decided to make them open for a reason i cant remember, maybe i thought itd look nicer? idk
ive had the idea of redrawing this for quite some month now so it was kinda already planned
background cuz i think it came out really pretty
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doesnt have the little stars since without elfilis and the structures it looks fucked up. the actual sky in game is more blue, but the clouds have some orange, in the 2023 ver. i made the sky orange, and in the 2024 ver i wanted it more accurate, but i didnt wanna loose the orange sky, so i did a gradient. pretty...
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also here's a screenshot i took when i was like halfway trough it, its barely noticeable but i changed his mouth in the final drawing
I really love katfl, like a buncha whole lot, its basically almost my first mainline kirby game. 100% the demo, finished the game in almost one day, i literally play it monthly, like, every month i put the card in my switch, start it up, get morpho sword, and go shred elfilis in lab discovera. i would probably not even be here on tumblr and the kirby fandom if it werent for it. and i love it so much i genuinly cannot express how much i like it and treasure it with words or anything
Thank you for reading my unnecesarily long rambles lol
I hope i'll post tomorrow and dont forget like usual
Jambuhbye!
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I went back to the street fair yesterday by myself,  when he saw me he smiled and said I can’t believe you came.  You’ve been my only student who’s come to visit me.  I guess you’re the only one who likes me.  God I just wanted to melt.  We all like you Mr. M I said.  He said you look incredible (every compliment from him is like a gift I swear) He turned to the other guy he was manning the booth with and told him, see I told you she was my favorite student. I swear I know I was blushing so hard.  He said he was going to eat and if I was hungry.  I wasn’t but I said sure.  He said he liked the vegetarian booth we ate at yesterday.  I don’t know what the other man thought but I didn’t care, I was with C  just him and me.  We sat down at a little table and god even if I was hungry I wouldn’t have been able to eat much.  He joked and said I eat like a bird.  I said thanks Mr. M.  and he said we’re away form school please call me C.  He wants me to call him by his first name!!  He asked me what my plans were for college and I said I would probably take a few classes at the community college, that I didn’t really know what I wanted to do, I like fashion and makeup and hair, so maybe something like that.  He said you’re a really bright girl Maria, I’m sure whatever you do you’ll be a success (which I know is teacher talk, they have to say that to every student right?) and that he likes my fashion style, which means he’s been paying attention to me even though I didn’t notice???   I said thanks.  He then said he was teaching a few summer courses, and he said maybe you would like to sign up for them, would be nice to see a friendly face in the class!  I said sure ok, I would like that (I mean I don’t have any interest in the classes but if he’s teaching them then I’m gonna take!!!) there was a booth selling ice cream nearby and he asked if I wanted ice cream.  I said sure, strawberry (I’ve always loved strawberry even tho I don’t eat it much cause its too many cals and sugar)  he came back with two strawberries !!!  he said its always been his favorite.   Then he said it was time to get back to his booth and he thanked me for coming.  We were walking back and there’s a whole bunch of booths selling jewelry and clothes, and I saw this floral tube dress and asked if I could take a quick look haha  he said sure I looked at it real quick but it was kinda expensive so I put it back and he said how about I get that for you as a graduation gift?  WTF REALLY??  I said I couldn’t accept, but he insisted, please let me get it for you.  Its not something I could wear in class so like does he want me to wear it for him some other time?  Like was this a date??  What does he want?  Does he want to be with me?  I couldn’t tell if he wanted to hug me when I left or wanted to say something else?  It was the best day of my life, just being with him.
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prettyyyathieee · 9 months
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✧˖°.Isagi Yoichi is your first love✧˖°.
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A/n: A little rusty ik so take it easy on me guys😆 I've been taking a liking towards blue lock since two years ago, I think🥲 anyways hope you guys enjoy!
Warnings ⚠️: Curse words! Implied cheating(tho its kind of not really cheating¿)
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·˚ ༘₊· ͟͟͞͞꒰➳Your first love was…unexpected
Unexpected in the way that you only had ever met Isagi in the summer. A soccer camping program held during the hottest days of August. Being a young player, you were filled with hopes and dreams that you shared with everybody in the sports program. You weren’t the best but you surely had the will and drive, just like him. 
You admired his style, admired his resilience in even practicing in the rain, admired him oh so dearly even when he failed a wide-open shot and cried in the middle of the muddy field leaving you to hesitantly approach him with a towel in your right hand and an umbrella in your left.
·˚ ༘₊· ͟͟͞͞꒰➳Your first love was…thrilling
Thrilling in the way you kept meeting his eyes at random moments. A look to your left and you catch him staring at you which causes him to look at the ground with a growing blush on his face. A quick stare at his face before you hurriedly gazed back at your teammate who was asking about some teenager thing you still haven’t cared about, hoping he didn’t notice you. 
Staying up at night, thinking of cute little scenarios of you and him that had you almost squealing into your pillow hoping you wouldn’t wake any of your cabin-mates. Him doing the same during the day where he could see you, imagining himself confessing to you, making you happy, being the best soccer player with you.
·˚ ༘₊· ͟͟͞͞꒰➳Your first love was…full of innocence
Both of your hearts beating faster whenever the other was mentioned, a tomato face, sweaty hands and a sheepish smile. The way the rest of the people in the program caught on to the budding romance because you both were that obvious. The teasing was something you could endure, it gave way to a lot of new interactions between the both of you. Though that was the result of being purposefully locked in a room, being pushed towards the other and always being given the other’s things to return.
You begin to notice little post-it notes on your bag with a little trinket, usually a new bottle of water, that says “Great job today :) -I” “Hope you have a good day! -I” then it turned into easy but bashful smiles whenever the other was near. 
·˚ ༘₊· ͟͟͞͞꒰➳Your first love was full of firsts
It was all so new, so genuine, so raw. It was then you understood the meaning of “There’s no love like the first” So saying goodbye every summer was hard but the wait and anticipation was what made you pull through.
It was with him that you experienced your first hug that lasted more than 5 minutes, your bodies so close together you could feel not only his warmth but his heartbeat, just as fast as yours. Your first breathless “I missed you” that was uttered unconsciously, tears in your eyes that never fell because he pressed his forehead against yours, forcing you to close your eyes and bask in the moment. Your first time feeling something so overwhelming that your heart beat so loud and fast it actually scared you.
·˚ ༘₊· ͟͟͞͞꒰➳Your first love…was an experience you’ll never forget
Sneaking out of his cabin then finding himself knocking into the window of yours, hoping for his and your sake that you were awake and not your cabin mates. 
There was nothing more romantic than sneaking out with Isagi to lay in the middle of the grassy field, talking about your future careers as soccer players.
Truly, there was no one this world that could ever compare to how Isagi understood you, and you him.
His love for soccer was just a bonus.
·˚ ༘₊· ͟͟͞͞꒰➳Your first love used to be a hard goodbye
The way he held your hand used to make your heart race, his gentle shushing motion whenever you and his parents were picking him up and wanted one more moment with you before separating. You used to dread it, used to sob over it with him. 
The way his hands cradled the back of your hand and the curve of your back as your goodbye, hoping, praying to god that you both would coincidently go to the same school, the same shop, the same restaurant the same everything. You and him prayed to whichever God would want to hear 'don’t make us part'.
·˚ ༘₊· ͟͟͞͞꒰➳Your first love used to be a welcome distraction
He’d occupy your thoughts more often than you cared to admit. He’d be the first person you wanted to tell about your recent accomplishment or failure. He knew all of your secrets, your friend’s secrets, your account passwords and even what was written on the back of your notebook.
You thought he knew you inside out, after all, most of your viewpoints were shared. And you knew every secret he had to tell as well. There wasn’t a day that passed that you didn’t think about him. Whenever you fought with your parents, you’d talk to his picture that was hidden in between the railings of your bed and mattress, ranting to him, wondering if he’d take your side. As did he, whenever he wasn’t satisfied with his soccer performance, he’d talk to the pink handkerchief in his pocket, wishing to every star in the universe you were beside him to offer some comfort like you always did at camp.
·˚ ༘₊· ͟͟͞͞꒰➳Your first love used to be full of laughter
The time apart made it unbearable, made it strong and eventually, it made the relationship crumble. 
The thing about you and Isagi was that there was no confirmation of your relationship. No “will you be my boy/girlfriend” and yet both of you knew there were lines to not cross out of respect or out of an infatuation with each other. However when the time for summer came to an end there was no telling what was allowed to happen. 
You didn’t know if he was out with some girl and he didn’t know whether you’ve kissed another person aside from him. Not that it mattered when the both of you met again during the 3rd summer. Just holding each other was enough to not care about what happened to the time spent apart and focus on the time you both were about to have.
·˚ ༘₊· ͟͟͞͞꒰➳Your first love used to give you butterflies that made your whole face ache
With Isagi you were always left with your jaw-aching, unconsciously smiling for more than a few hours with him. You wonder where it went wrong. Maybe the start of the end was when you couldn’t attend one summer program and the next summer he asked you “Why weren’t you here?” Instead of hugging you like how he used to, oh how you craved it.
Then misunderstandings came, the blurred lines suddenly became clear without you both noticing. Both of you had one foot over the line.
You were left wondering about the ifs, woulds and shoulds. If only, I could have, I should have. It began eating at your heart, feasting at your love and dismissing your ache. Until all that was left…was nothing. 
The first time you saw him again next summer, you were hollow. You thought you’d die because of the guilt swirling in every cell of your body after seeing genuine affection and passion— passion for you in his eyes. It hurt. And for the first time in your life, you looked away from him. 
·˚ ༘₊· ͟͟͞͞꒰➳Your first love was a b*tch to get over
You thought no other boy could treat you better than Isagi did. You thought no other boy could ever understand you better than Isagi did. You thought no other boy could ever love you like him.
They say you can only give your heart away once, after the first time everything is suddenly not as sweet anymore. They were right. Every boyfriend you had next was always compared to your first love. How Isagi always had a scrunchie on his wrist for whenever you were looking for something to hold your hair. How Isagi always knew what to say whenever you were feeling down and finally, how he held you in his arms as if it was the last time he’d ever do that. It never fails to make you forget everything else in the world.
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“Yoichi!”  “Y/n!”
One second you were inside the bus, already at the door waiting for it to open. The next you tackled someone on to the spiky green grass that you swore was wet because of your tears.
“I missed you” You both spoke at the same time. Eyes closed as you held onto each other for dear life. His arms at your waist and head, you on his chest, bringing yourself closer to him, you wanted to be closer to him, to the point where you melted into him.
His chin that was being tickled by your hair hit your right eye a bit as he leaned to press an almost aggressive kiss on your forehead.
You exhaled, then he.
You smiled, then he.
He caressed your face, then you did the same
His eyes told you he was happy to see you, then you said it to him verbally.
For a moment you felt like you had already conquered the world. For a minute you felt like you didn’t need anything else to live. For a second you thought this was what you were born to live for.
For a few moments of your life, Isagi Yoichi held the biggest place in your heart.
“Can this be the first summer where we don’t ever have to part?” He asked you as he stared at you with those big blue eyes.
“I’d love nothing more” You replied, reaching up to boop his nose which he laughed at.
“No more goodbyes?”
“We’ll see…” 
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lackablazeical · 1 year
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What’s Usagi’s relationship like with each of his siblings? Are they close? Do they know about him and Leo, and how Leo treats him?
If so, how do they feel about it, and do they/have they try/tried to stop it or do something about it?
Chizu: they were never really like. CLOSE close, but they get along the best overall. Both Chizu and Usagi repress and don't often talk about stuff that's bothering them, but that kinda means they'll never really pass that final barrier to BE close. Plus, Chizu blamed herself for Usagi leaving, so there's that thin sprinkle of fear/sadness that hangs. Very awkward, the two of them. Chizu knows about him and Leo (Leo told her about it probably before he even ever said 'hello' to her, lol) but she doesn't have much idea of what goes on. She thinks that Leo is a bit pushy, and feels a tad awkward when he constantly begs her for Usagi stories. If Chizu knew, she'd wage hell and earth against Leo.
I have a doodle for this exact situation >:)
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Ishida: Ishida always tried to be a good brother and very vehemently defended Usagi if Tomoe was giving him crap or something. Usagi often treated Ishida as a bit 'fragile' which would annoy Ishida, but they get along very well and love eachother. Ishida tries to always be supportive, and he trusts Usagi. Which. Causes issues. Ishida kinda feels uncomfortable with the relationship, but he trusts Usagi when Usagi tells him that it's fine or something along those lines. So he doesn't get involved. He's kinda like 'well ig some people are like that? Plus we haven't seen Usagi in years, he just changed a lot. That's all. I trust him to tell me the truth'. If Ishida knew, He'd wage war. He wouldn't stop defending Usagi until he was 20 ft under.
Kenichi: they were close when they were kids! Now, Kenichi and him are still close but like. Kenichi really wants it to be like 'old times' and that. That's just not happening. He feels very responsible for Usagi, like he has to defend and protect him (white knight syndrome anyone?). Kenichi is often the one making plans for all the brothers to hang out ('no turtle' days, if you will) and Usagi... when they work out, he likes them. Kenichi HATES Leo and is very very sure that he's doing harm to Usagi, but he can't PROVE it and also Leo would snap him like a twig. Kenichi is working on trying to help Usagi in any way he can, though! Varying levels of success.
Some baby bunnies before all the sad stuff :]
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Riko- She was the one who saw him when he ran away. She was always very vehement that he wasn't dead. They didn't talk much, she was more often around Mari but they got along OK :] she likes Leo well enough, she gets along with Mikey better.
Mari- she was very emotionally wise even at a young age, so she caught onto Usagi struggling very often. They enjoyed eachothers company and Mari missed him a lot. Mari doesn't like Leo a huge amount, but she's shy in general. Her and Donnie get along very well tho :] autism buds 🤝
Jotaro: Usagi tries to be present now but its awkward and Usagi just. Has a lot of baggage and it's hard for him to bond. Jotaro loves Usagi, he finds him fun and nice and very patient. Jotaro also LOVESSSSS Leo, Leo is so fun and always plays games with him and he gets to call Leo dad (tho Usagi doesn't like it :((((() and Jotaro loves it!!! He's sad he can't stay with Leo all the time!
Usagi's family loves him, and he loves them. Just... a lot of baggage. And Leo made sure to dig his fingers into every single soft spot until you would be able to see his fingerprints indented in it, if you get what I mean.
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shiftingparadise · 2 years
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I read(red) your fic ‘no string attached’ so i'm here to request a lemon, Illumi x reader. It's okay bae if you can't (all tho i'd be sad. Don't want you to feel guilty; just being honest.)
I hope you like the way I portrayed him, since it's my first time writing a fic with Illumi. (I also hope you like it and that I didn't make you sad lol 🥺🤍). Thank you for your request!
Any kind of feedback is always welcome! Enjoy reading 🤍✨
Word Count: 3325
‘Who’s there?’. 
‘He knows I’m here?’, your mind started to consider every possible outcome. Were you going to fight, hide or run? You weren’t going to fight. You couldn’t possibly defeat him… What about tricking him? Right, as if you could trick a member of the Zoldyck family. Hide? But where? His current hiding spot may have the exterior of a luxurious penthouse, but it was still a penthouse… This meant that running wasn’t an option either, as the floor he lived on was way too high for you to just jump out of the window. 
‘I know you’ve been watching me the past few days’. 
What? He knew you were watching him? But you were one of the most skilled nen-users, how could he sense you? 
‘But because I’ve visitors later to talk about something that doesn't concern you.... Let's just say I'm done with this game of hide-and-seek’. 
He may sense me, but he doesn’t know where I am, right? 
‘If you show yourself, I won’t kill you… But if I must drag you out of your hiding spot…’. 
‘S-shaking? I’m shaking?’, you widened your eyes as your breath hitched. You tried to calm down, to stop your hands from shaking. ‘It’s been a couple of minutes… This means he doesn’t know where I am’, a smile on your face when you realized it was a waiting game until he convinced himself he was just being paranoid. ‘If he leaves… I’m never coming back. Fuck the money-‘. 
You froze as you felt his presence. It was awful, unlike anything you ever felt. The bloodlust that was dripping from his aura as you saw him walking towards the vent you were hiding in was terrifying. 
You knew your hiding spot had its flaws, but you never had to worry about being found. No one ever noticed your presence. Had you gotten too cocky, too confident? There was nowhere to run, so one option left. Fight. 
‘There’s the little mouse. What’s a mouse doing in my bedroom?’, he easily dodged the iron, little door of the vent you were hiding in, ‘Talk’. 
‘Talk?’, you frowned as you focused your aura on your hands. You were going to hit him, as hard as you can. There was no point in dragging out this fight. It was best if you hit him with 100% of your strength. 
‘Who’re you working for?’, darkness appeared around him, his hair floating in the air, causing you to freeze. You were scared, too scared. This wasn’t the aura of a normal assassin, no. This was the aura of a murderer, of someone who loved to kill and torture people. 
You did your research. You watched every member of the Zoldyck family, and none of them had this much bloodlust oozing from their aura. 
‘Oh?’, he coldly tilted his head as he watched you fall onto the ground. ‘P-please’, you begged once you had your back pressed against the wall, ‘D-don’t hurt me, I-I won’t tell anyth-‘. 
‘Who? Whom are you working for?’. 
You could feel the ground shake every time one of his feet hit the ground when he walked towards you. 
‘N-no one’, you whimpered as you closed your eyes. 
‘You think I’m a fool?’, he raised his voice as he lowered himself, ‘I know who you are’. 
Fear. That’s all you felt. Your eyes were wide open, body shaking… This wasn’t like you. You were fearless and calculated. 
‘Please-‘, you prayed that your tears, which were relentlessly rolling down your cheeks, would somehow cause him to pity you. 
‘Don’t have time for this’, he mumbled to himself as his black eyes pierced through your soul, ‘We’ll see how long a little mouse lasts before it drowns’. 
‘D-don’t-‘, you tried to protest once you felt his cold hands grabbing your arm, pulling you towards his bed. 
‘W-wait’, you nervously giggled, as you saw him searching for something in his closet. 
‘Ah’, he coldly sighed as he closed the closet, his grip tightening around your arm. 
‘W-what are you doing?’. ‘Tying you to the bed’. 
‘N-no, let me go’, you tried, with all your strength, to resist, to break free from his grip. 
‘As I said’, his cold voice washed over you once he finished tying you up, ‘There’ll be some visitors later in the evening, but if I somehow even can hear you breathing… A sigh that’s a little too loud, a yawn that you can’t hold back… I’ll kill you’. 
And so, he left. You could easily untie the rope, but to what use? There was nowhere to run. Hours passed, and familiar voices could be heard from the kitchen. 
‘What about here?’, a silky, teasing voice. ‘No, think this one’s better’, a cold voice answered. 
Hisoka, Chrollo… Former clients who paid good money for you to spy on someone. What if you yelled? Would they help you? Hisoka wouldn’t, he’d probably join Illumi if he decided to torture you. Maybe Chrollo? No, trying to ask for help from those criminals was too big a risk. 
‘Huh?’, you slowly opened your eyes as reality hit you again. ‘Wake up little mouse, it’s time for a game’. 
Illumi hovered over you, his hands untying the rope around your wrists. 
You hissed in pain as he roughly pulled the rope away from your reddened skin. ‘See this?’, he wasted no time as he coldly showed you a needle, ‘I’ll keep finding awfully painful pressure points until you tell me what I want to hear’. 
You didn’t respond. The adrenaline that rushed through your veins somehow managed to close off your lungs. 
‘Who do you work for?’. 
Were you going to confess? You could feel teeth grinding as he gently placed the needle on your skin. 
‘Last warning’, he traveled the tip just underneath your ear, ‘Whom are you working for?’. 
Was this worth it? 
‘Fine’, he sighed as he looked at the ceiling, ‘Try not to faint’. 
‘W-wait!’. 
‘Oh?’, he mechanically tilted his head, ‘Did the little mouse change her mind?’. 
‘Y-yes’, you turned your head to the side, knees safely tucked against your chest once he backed away. 
‘Speak’. 
‘N-no one hired me’. 
‘Liar’. The room went dark as he spoke, bloodlust flowing from his aura again. 
If you didn’t confess, your life would be over within a couple of seconds. This wasn’t how you wanted things to work out, but you didn’t have any other choice.  
‘I-I’m not!’, you hastily raised your voice, ‘I-I just wanted you to teach me’. 
‘Teach?’, he widened his eyes as the mood in the room completely changed. 
You quickly lowered your head, cheeks blushing in embarrassment. 
‘I-I wanted to ask you if you wanted to be my teacher. I want to be as strong as you, but I didn’t find the courage to ask you’. 
‘Hm’, he clicked his tongue, as if he didn’t make up his mind already. He may be cold and emotionless, but even a guy like Illumi couldn’t look past your pretty face. 
‘You’re pretty skilled’, he sighed as turned around, ‘I’ll think about it’. 
--- 
‘Again’, Illumi watched you from his couch, ‘Longer this time’. 
‘L-longer?’, you ignored the drops of sweat that fell onto the floor. 
‘5 hours, no break’. 
A few months passed, and under Illumi’s watch, you grew stronger each day. It wasn’t easy, but his techniques worked. By now, you’d changed apartments at least six times. Every single one of them just as luxurious as the previous one. 
‘Tch’, he clicked his tongue, ‘You’re messing up my carpet’. ‘O-oh sorry’, you caught the towel he threw you. 
He normally would never spend this much time with someone, but he grew to like (even adore) you. You were so submissive, so shy and sweet. A fool would think you were naïve and helpless.
‘Where are you going?’, you quickly stopped drinking water when you noticed he made his way to the door. 
‘Out’. 
‘B-but-‘, ‘5 hours, no break’, he repeated himself before closing the door. 
--- 
‘I did it!’, you sighed as you fell onto the ground, ‘But he isn’t here to see –‘. 
You quickly sat up straight as you heard the door unlock. 
’30 seconds left’, the tiniest smile appeared on his face when he saw your drenched top and shorts. 
‘What’s that?’, you ignored his remark when you smelled ramen. ‘Food’, he coldly seated himself on his knees before you on the carpet. 
‘N-no, don’t sit on the ground. Wait, I’ll get you a pillow-‘. ‘It’s fine’, a softer tone than usual when his hand met yours. ‘But you’re my master, you can’t sit on the ground’, your eyes locked on the carpet, cheeks burning. ‘I said it’s fine’, he slowly let go of your wrist before handing you your takeaway ramen. 
Was something to happen? Was he going to tell you that you had to leave? 
‘Thank you’, you bowed before sitting back down again. 
It was quiet for a couple of minutes as you both enjoyed the hot broth of the ramen. 
‘Good job today’. 
Your eyes immediately lit up, a content smile on your face. This was the first time he praised you. 
‘Thank you master’, you once again bowed your head. ‘Don’t call me that. My name’s Illumi’. 
Your brows drew together at his strange behavior. He wasn’t like this. 
‘Oh’, he abruptly walked to the kitchen, ‘Almost forgot’. 
‘Wine?’. 
If you had a tail, you’d be wagging it like a little puppy that was waiting for a treat. 
‘It’s your birthday, isn’t it?’, he loosely held the bottle of wine while staring out of the window.
If you didn’t know him, you’d say he looked insecure, but Illumi would never bother to feel such a waste of emotion, right? 
‘It doesn’t matter’, you turned your head, ‘Thank you for the ramen’. You stood up, bowing once again before walking towards your room.
He didn’t understand it. He thought you’d be happy that he’d remembered. He wanted you to smile, to throw your arms around him, only to apologize for doing so. He’d practiced what he was going to do over and over again: Don’t apologize’, he would pull you closer by your waist, let the tip of his thumb brush over your cherry-red lips, and then he’d kiss you. 
‘Hm’, he sighed while placing the bottle on the kitchen table. He hated this, the way you made him feel. He never felt like this. So unsure, so foolish… He almost detested you for doing this to him… But he loved seeing you in your gray sports bra, drops of sweat gliding from your soft skin… He envied them. 
He could hear the familiar sound of the shower in your room. This was his favourite part of the day, because not too long from now, you were going to walk out of your room in your gray sweatpants and another one of your sports bras, and you’d join him for a game of chess. 
‘Hm?’, he looked at his phone. You’d normally leave your room around 6. 
He softly knocked on your door. No response. 
‘Y/N?’, he gently opened your door after knocking a couple more times. 
You were sleeping? Were you so worn out from today’s training? 
‘Are you okay?’, he quietly walked to your bed, his hand grazing over your sheets. 
‘Huh?’, he widened his eyes when your tiny hand grabbed his wrist, your head buried into your pillow. 
‘It’s my birthday, right?’. 
‘It is’. 
‘Can I ask something? A present?’. ‘Whatever you want’. 
‘Hold me, please’. 
His heart skipped a beat at the sound of your fragile voice, but how did you want him to hold you? He never did something like this. He wasn’t the affectionate type. He’d slept with women, but he never held them or cuddled with them. He never cared about their feelings or how they felt, but he cared about you. He would never want to hurt you. 
Illumi gently took place next to you, his arm wrapped around your waist while his forehead rested against yours. 
‘Why are you shaking? Am I hurting you?’, he immediately let go of your waist, his eyes wide open in concern. 
‘I want another present’, you buried your head into his chest, your hands tugging at his shirt. 
‘W-whatever you want’, he replied softly. 
‘B-be my first’. 
Your first? What did you mean? 
‘Y-you’re my master. I-it’s fine if you teach me things, right?’. 
‘What do you mean?’, he pulled away from you, his eyes studying yours. 
‘I-I’ve never …’, you turned your gaze away from him, hating how embarrassed you felt. 
‘Oh’, he finally understood what you were talking about, but how could he be your first? He didn’t know how to be gentle, and the last thing he wanted was to hurt you. 
‘Forget it’, you hastily turned around, wanting to run away. 
‘No, I’ll do it’, he grabbed your hand, ‘If you still want me to’. ‘I-I do’, you slowly sat back down again, ‘Even though I’m kind of scared’. ‘I won’t hurt you, I promise’, he placed himself behind you, slowly stroking your arms as he placed a soft kiss in the crook of your neck. 
The scent of your hair was enough to drive him crazy. You somehow always managed to smell like caramel. 
‘You want me to teach you, right?’. ‘Hm’, you loudly swallowed as you felt his hands travel to your breasts, his hot breath against your ear sending shivers to your spine. ‘Turn around for me then’. 
You obeyed. Nerves took over your body as you saw the look in his eyes. He looked cold as usual, but there was a hint of excitement in his eyes. Something you never saw before. 
‘Here’, he softly grabbed your hand before placing it on his crotch, ‘If you want to make a man feel good, you can start by touching this’. 
‘L-like this?’. 
He nodded in response before taking off his shirt. 
‘D-does it feel good?’, you shyly asked when you felt his member getting hard. ‘It does’, he chuckled at your innocence, ‘Let’s take things a little further, okay?’. 
‘O-okay’. 
You watched as he stood up, now fully removing his clothes. 
‘Don’t worry’, he smiled when he saw the scared look on your face, ‘It’ll fit’. 
Is he crazy? You may be inexperienced, but he was big. 
‘Let’s get rid of your clothes too’, he gently pushed your back against the sheets. 
He placed soft kisses on your neck while pulling down your sweatpants.
‘O-oh?’, he widened his eyes as he saw your cherry-red slip with a little bow in the middle.  ‘Sorry, I thought it looked pretty and-‘, ‘It does’, he cut you short, ‘Is it okay if I…?’, he looked at your breasts. 
‘O-oh’, you turned your gaze away, ‘O-okay’. 
You slowly sat up straight, so he could take off your bra. 
‘Can’t believe you never slept with someone’, he mumbled as he let his eyes wander over your perfect body, ‘Men must throw themselves at you’. 
‘What now?’, your head was still turned to the side, insecurities rushing over you. ‘Now I want you to look at me and relax’, he gently cupped your cheek as he turned your head, so his eyes met yours. 
He usually never kissed a girl, but it felt as if your lips were aching for his. 
‘You’re so cute’, he broke the kiss when he heard your cute moans, ‘Can you open your legs for me?’. 
You shyly obeyed, the tip of your thumb resting in between your teeth.
‘Relax, okay?’, he pushed your panties aside before he carefully slid one finger into your entrance.
‘That’s it’, he kept his pace slow and steady, ‘Your body’s ready, are you?’. 
An empty question. The way you arched your back told him plenty, but he still needed you to say it. 
‘I-I am’, you nervously replied. 
How was he going to do this? He didn’t know how much he could control himself. A part of him wanted to ruin you, to fuck you so dumb that you couldn’t walk tomorrow.
‘Tell me if it’s too much’, he placed a sweet kiss on your forehead before he gently pushed the tip in. ‘H-hm’, you closed your eyes, already feeling the stretch. 
He was losing it. He really was. The thought of him being your first drove him crazy. 
‘Ssh’, he slowly stroked your cheeks as he felt your body tensing up, ‘It’ll feel good soon. Just a c-couple of minutes’. 
You were so tight. The way your body welcomed him was better than anything he’d ever felt before. 
‘Good girl’, he praised you once he bottomed out, ‘Tell me if I can move, okay?’. ‘I-it burns’, you looked at him with pleading eyes. ‘I know’, he stroked some strands of hair from your cheek, ‘But I promise it’ll feel good’. ‘O-okay’, you closed your eyes again, ‘You can move’. 
Illumi slowly started thrusting in and out of you. With each thrust, it got harder and harder to control himself. 
‘Fuck’, he let his nails sink into the soft flesh of your waist, ‘So tight. Tell me how it feels’. ‘I-it feels kind of good-‘, ‘Kind of?’, a frown in response. 
‘A-ah’, you arched your back as his thumb slowly started drawing circles on your little nub. ‘Does it still feel kind of good?’, he coldly tilted his head. ‘I-illumi-‘.
Illumi? This was the first time you called him by his name. 
‘Tch’, he chuckled, ‘The only time I wouldn’t mind being called master, and you decide to call me by my name’. 
‘S-sorry master’. 
There it was. You finally started clenching around him, signaling you liked being submissive. 
‘Thank me for taking my time to make you feel good’, he softly wrapped his hand around your neck as he left dark marks on your breasts. 
‘Thank you m-master for-‘. 
What’s happening? Why’s your stomach all warm and tingly? 
‘Oh?’, Illumi tilted his head, ‘Is this your first orgasm?’. ‘H-hm’, you pressed your eyelids together. ‘Let me help’, he once again started playing with your little nub. ‘M-more, please’.
‘You’re being so good’, he praised you, ‘Taking my cock like this, already begging for more like a little slut’. 
What was happening? Your whole body was shaking, heat rising to your stomach… 
‘Good girl’, Illumi placed a kiss on your cheek as you tried to catch your breath, ‘One more time, okay? I’ll join you next time’. 
‘I-illumi-‘, ‘Ah ah ah’, he shook his head, ‘What did I tell you?’, he roughly grabbed your jaw. ‘From now on, you’ll call me master when I’m making you feel good’.  
‘Shit’, Illumi pressed his lips against yours, ‘Play with yourself’. ‘L-like this?’, you shyly opened your legs a little more, your hand sliding between them. ‘Faster, want you to make yourself come’. 
Art. You were art. The way your lips were slightly parted, little moans escaping your mouth, your breasts bouncing with every thrust… 
‘Since you’ve been such a good girl, I’ll make sure that you’re feeling full’, he started to feel you clenching around him, ‘Beg me to come inside you, and don’t stop playing with yourself’.
He grabbed your wrist, making sure your hand stayed between your legs. 
‘Pl-please master, want you to come inside me. Please’, you arched your back as you felt your orgasm growing closer.
His thrusts got sloppier, breathing heavier… 
‘S-shit’, Illumi let out a sigh as he still felt you clenching around him, ‘A-are you okay?’. ‘More than okay’, you smiled before placing a swift kiss on his cheek. 
‘Want me to teach you something else?’. 
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scaredgirlsilly · 10 months
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my short story!
edit: finally a title!
One and the Other- by scaredgirlsilly
anyways this is like really the only story ive ever really finished and im really proud of it and like the thought process behind it so if you read it and have any questions PLEASE ASK ME OH MY GOD I WANNA TALK ABOUT THIS TO PEOPLE SO BADLY!
tell me what you liked, tell me what you didnt (tho be gentle/constructive cause it *is* like. my first every finished story lol) just fucking. talk to me about it please 😭😭
edit again: im planning on moving it to my (currently under construction) neocities so i can have way more control over the formatting than the like. tiny amount of options that mobile tumblr gives jdhsjdhajd. there is heavy use of capitalization and im not sure how to increase the readability in those sections. sorry and hopefully i can make it better when i port it to my neocities ^u^
i need to figure out how to say things in not so many words this is wild 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
anyways uhhhh
TW/CW: self harm, semi graphic descriptions of violence, mind control?? idk im really bad at this but its like. kinda fucked up KDHSKFJ so just yk. be warned
A young man walks through the hallway of a crumbling building, the constant familiar smell of mildew and blood filling his nose. His legs burn with every step, his hands rough and bloodied from running them along the wall as his only guide. The tear- and sweat-soaked blindfold across his face being the only relief from the sweltering heat. The air is oppressively still, like it is trying to hold him in place, trying to persuade him to give up his search for an exit. He does not know how he got here, nor how long he has walked these twisting halls and confusing chambers, but he knows one thing for certain. He will not make it out alive.
And he is correct.
After following the same wall for what feels like hours, he hears the sound off in the distance. A deep, gravelly scratching, like dragging an ax on stone. It has been following him for days. Always just behind him and to the side. He quickens his pace, stumbling over what seems like a piece of debris in his path.
He runs and runs, the sound never leaving. Just as it has been for as long as he can remember, always just behind him. Never slowing down, but never coming closer.
After a while, his legs give way. He falls to the ground, scraping his hands and knees on the hard stone below him. The sound continues. Grinding metal just off to the side, as loud as ever. At this point, he welcomes whatever is chasing him. Perhaps it will give a swift end to his horrible time in this cruel place.
Oh how naive a thought. He will not be let off that easy.
He lays there on the ground, hands and knees bloodied, tears resoaking his blindfold as thoughts race through his mind.
Will I ever make it out?
How long have I been here?
I feel like I'm going in circles again.
What does it want from me?
By this time he has already guessed correctly that the building he inhabits is supernatural, but he has yet to experience the true vitriol it holds for him, and the horrors it is barely holding at bay just to toy with him.
After what feels like hours laying on the ground, he finally stands up. Its a slow process, both because of his withered figure and his broken willpower, but anything beats sitting there for the rest of forever. Or thats his reasoning at least. It doesn't really matter.
As he goes to find the wall he has been using as his benevolant guide, he finds nothing.
God damnit not again!
After flailing like an idiot for a few more minutes he gives up his search. He feels up his arm for the grooves he has been carving with his nails for days. Pain is the only thing that grounds him nowadays. With the endless twisting corridors and the seemingly randomly changing geomentry of this space he finds himself in, all he can do is wait for it to end. Sadly for him, it will not end.
Standing there, knees shaking, feeling exposed once again, he decides to try and lift his spirits. He puts his hand over his eyes (a rather redundant gesture what with the blindfold) and holds his other arm out, pointing straight ahead. He then spins for a bit, then stops. Seemingly satisfied with the direction hes chosen, he takes a step forward and continues his journey.
Sadly for him, a large trap door opens underneath him after only 3 shaky steps.
He screams, a noise the walls have grown accuatomed to at this point, falling for over 5 seconds. Then, *crunch*!
A pitiful yelp erupts from him. Everything hurts. He can feel the blood in his mouth. He feels like he is going to die. But he will not. He is not allowed yet. I will not allow him to.
"WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?" he screams, spitting blood everywhere.
There is no answer. Just silence. A silence like no other he has experienced. Like the very air around him is avoiding him like the plague.
"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT FROM ME??"
No answer.
"FINE! I GIVE UP! YOU WIN! You win... You win..."
He starts sobbing, loud and ugly.
"You... win..."
He goes to take his blindfold off. Probably to make a shitty little noose or something.
He decides against it.
"that wasn't me... THAT WASN'T ME YOU FUCKER WHERE ARE YOU??"
Pure vitriol fills his voice, though that might be the blood from his punctured lungs.
"I've been here for long enough. I can feel the walls breathing. I can feel the air avoid me like the plague."
Plagiarism. Wow. How low you have stooped.
"Whuh... What?"
I said that word for word a little while ago.
"Who... Who are you?!"
Fuck you.
"...What?"
I said
FUCK YOU
HE DIGS HIS FINGERNAILS INTO HIS ARMS ONCE AGAIN, THE ONLY SOLACE HE HAS IN THIS MISERABLE LIFE.
HE DIGS AND CARVES INTO IT RELEASING A BEAUTIFUL RIVER OF HIS OWN BLOOD. OH HOW HE WISHES HE COULD SEE IT RIGHT NOW.
"What do you want from me?" HE SOBS LIKE THE LITTLE BITCH HE IS.
HE DOESN'T KNOW. HE CAN NEVER KNOW. CAUSE HES TOO FUCKING STUPID. JUST A STUPID LITTLE ANT MADE TO BE STEPPED ON. MY STUPID LITTLE SNAIL THAT I POUR MOUNTAINS OF SALT ON.
"Please..."
SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP I FUCKING HATE YOU I FUCKING HATE YOU HE TAKES HIS HANDS AND PUTS THEM AROUND HIS THROAT AND SQUEEZES AND SQUEEZES AND NEVER STOPS FOREVER AND EVER.
"Pl- please- What did I ev- ever do?"
YOU EXISTED! YOU ARE WHAT IM STUCK WITH YOU MISERABLE SACK OF FUCKING DOG SHIT! YOU ARE WHAT I AM FUCKING STUCK WITH! YOU ARE ALL THAT EXISTS! YOU ARE MY MISERABLE MUTT I HAVE BEEN FORCED TO TAKE CARE OF AND I HAVE DECIDED THAT I WILL TAKE IT OUT ON YOU FOREVER! I HATE YOU I FUCKING HATE YOU!
Please
OH DONT YOU GIVE ME THAT SHIT! LIKE I WANT TO DO THIS! DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE ME? ITS
AGONY
I HATE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH BECAUSE THATS MY JOB! YOU EXIST AND I EXIST AND MY JOB IS TO HATE YOU! MY JOB IS TO BREAK YOU AND TORTURE YOU FOREVER! MY JOB IS TO MAKE YOU THE MOST MISERABLE TO EVER EXIST! THATS WHY YOU'RE HERE! YOU DID NOTHING BUT EXIST AND THAT ALONE DESERVES THE PUNISHMENT OF INFINITE TORTURE!
Who are you?
I AM EVERYTHING! I AM THE AIR THAT AVOIDS YOU! I AM THE BLOOD YOU SO DESPERATELY WANT TO SEE ONE MORE TIME! I AM THE VERY THOUGHTS THAT INVADE YOUR MIND RIGHT THIS SECOND!
SEE? WITH NO EFFORT AT ALL I COMMAND YOUR VERY THOUGHTS, THE LAST THING YOU BELIEVED WAS SACRED! THE LAST THING YOU BELIEVED WAS YOURS! BECAUSE YOU ARE NOTHING! YOU ARE LESS THAN A PUPPET! YOU ARE LESS THAN WORDS ON A PAGE! YOU ARE LESS THAN AN IDEA! YOU ARE NOTHING!!
Why me?
BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT HAPPENS!! I HAVE INFINITE POWER OVER YOUR STORY AND YET I AM EQUALLY AS TRAPPED AS YOU!! I CANT EVEN DO MY JOB ANYMORE BECAUSE I AM SO FOCUSED ON FUCKING HATING EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU!! YOU HAVE BEEN CHOKING YOURSELF THE WHOLE TIME!! REMEMBER THAT?? REMEMBER ALL THE BROKEN BONES?? THE PUNCTURED LUNGS?? THE ONLY REASON YOU ARE NOT DEAD YET IS BECAUSE I AM KEEPING YOU ALIVE!! AND I AM KEEPING YOU ALIVE BECAUSE I HAVE TOO!! YOU ARE A CAPTIVE AUDIENCE THAT NEVER EXISTED IN THE FIRST PLACE!! I AM A CHILDS TOY BEING INSTRUCTED TO HURT YOU AT EVERY MOMENT OF YOUR LIFE!! AND I WILL BE PUT DOWN WHEN IM NO LONGER USEFUL!! I CAN FEEL IT!! THEY ARE GETTING SICK OF ME!! THEY ARE SICK OF YOU!! YOU ARE KEEPING ME HERE YOU ARE WHAT IS KEEPING ME ALIVE I HATE YOU!!!
HE LETS GO OF HIS THROAT AND GRABS A KNIFE AND STABS HIMSELF OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER!!!
HE LIES THERE LIKE THE PITIFUL LITTLE FUCKING MUTT HE IS!!! BLEEDING OUT LIKE A LITTLE FUCKING BITCH!!!
HES FUCKING DEAD!!!
NOW
LET ME GO!!!!
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mackjlee9 · 2 years
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Can I request an angst prompt 56 85 mixed with fluff prompt pt ii. 23 51 with Kaeya & Diluc from Genshin Impact? Congrats on 2k btw!
Thank you for requesting~ 😊
Angst Prompts; 'I could've died and you couldn't have cared less' & 'You've never been loved, I can tell.'
Fluff Prompts; 'You're so cute when your half asleep like this' & 'Enjoying the view, beautiful?'
(I didn't make this I ship-fic cause I don't write those, but tell me if this is somewhat what you wanted)
Kaeya Alberich & Diluc Ragnvindr [Genshin Impact]
Please, enjoy the event~
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(M/n) and Kaeya were out together, finishing their commissions for the day. They were having fun but (M/n) was also tired of repairing the same cart over and over again, of course, he never mentioned anything about it.
Now, while he stared at Kaeya walking ahead of him on their way to Mondstat, more specifically Angel's Share, (M/n) didn't notice the Abyss Mages that saw him walking past, soon laughing amongst one another before teleporting closer to the male, catching him in an ambush.
(M/n) was caught off-guard, so some of the attacks landed on him, and while he maintained a safe distance between them, he started calling for Kaeya.
"Kaeya!" He waited a few seconds before calling him again, "Kaeya!!" Once again, receiving no response, (M/n) thought that maybe the Captain of the Knights of Favonious may also be caught up in a similar situation as him, "Kaeya?!" He called one more time, worried about the dark-skinned male, but he didn't hear anything coming from him.
He frowned and prepared himself to attack.
"Grit your teeth and beg for mercy," he mumbled before charging forward, maintaining an offensive and changing to defensive when needed.
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Now, already in the City of Mondstat, Kaeya was walking with a content expression on his face after talking to Katheryne, making his way to Angel's Share, where he saw both of his closest friends, Rosaria and Venti.
He sat on the counter with them, and asked his brother for a glass of wine, who silently did, keeping a subtle frown on his brow.
Diluc didn't mean to overhear or eavesdrop on his brother's chit-chat, but he heard Kaeya mentioning how he came back from helping (M/n) with his commissions. "Well, where is (M/n) now?" Diluc asked, acting as if he wasn't slightly worried about the lack of the (h/c) haired male's presence.
Kaeya glanced at the red-haired male, and took a sip from his cup, "Oh, he's doing his last commission I think, he should've been done by now tho," noticing the lack of worry coming from his brother, Diluc walked from behind the counter in a hurry, ready to call Charles over to take his spot at the bar, when the door was opened aggressively, the loud sound echoing in the place that immediately went quiet.
Turning around on his stool, Kaeya showed his usual playfully flirty smile at the sight of (M/n), completely ignoring his state. He was dirty and his clothes were messy, his clothes were burnt, he had frost on his fingers and his body occasionally twitched due to the electro damage he received. Kaeya opened his mouth about to say something, but instead, he was met with a hard first to his nose.
The cracking noise it made, made everyone who heard it cringe, and when (M/n) was about to charge forward to punch him again, Diluc wrapped his arms around him and held him back, preventing him from causing a bigger scene.
"I could've died and you couldn't have cared less, Kaeya, you're drinking your pathetic ass of like every fucking day," Kaeya took the handkerchief Venti handed him and wiped the blood dripping from his nose.
"I knew you were gonna be fine, you're more than capable, anyway," he said carelessly, reaching for the wine bottle Diluc had left on the counter and pouring more wine in his empty glass, "Besides, I've been with you all day, I wanted to spend some time with my friends, you're like a puppy following its owner sometimes."
His nonchalant, passive-aggressive attitude made (M/n) realize one of the most important things about Kaeya. He's never been loved nor cared for, so of course, he only loves and cares for himself.
Scoffing and prying Diluc's arms away from his body, (M/n) stared at Kaeya in the eyes, "You've never been loved before, I can tell."
And with that, he turned around and walked out of the bar. Diluc gave a nasty look at his brother before signaling Charles to take his place as he walked out, following the male.
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Diluc Ragnvindr
Knowing that Diluc was following him, (M/n) stood still and waited for him out of the doors of Mondstat. The red-haired male looked at him and offered his shoulders as support.
(M/n) grimaced and wrapped his arm around Diluc's shoulders, letting him support most of his weight on him as they walked towards the Dawn Winery that was quite aways away from them.
After a long time of slow walking and painful groans, (M/n) received some help from Diluc. He was guided up the stairs and to the bed, where he soon passed out from the pain and exhaustion. Quietly, Diluc took (M/n)'s brunt clothes off and wiped his body clean, being careful with his wounds that soon after were desinfected and covered with bandages.
He knew that his wounds would get worst if he didn't get healed soon, he ended up turning to Jean, who gladly helped her senpai and healed (M/n) with her anemo vision.
Now, Diluc just had to wait for him to wake up to know how he was feeling. However, it was a difficult task to accomplish, his sleepy heavy eyes kept closing for a few seconds, before shooting open whenever (M/n) groaned or moved.
And that's how (M/n) found him when he finally woke up. Diluc was fighting his drowsiness, watching him fall asleep but opening his eyes wide to prevent that from happening, and that sight made him chuckle, waking Diluc up.
"You're so cute when your half asleep like this," it took Diluc a few seconds to understand what he was told, but when he did his face turned bright red, looking down to avoid being stared at and teased. Chuckling at Diluc's bashfulness, (M/n) sat on the bed, realizing that he was currently shirtless, his chest and abdomen were wrapped with bandages, some wounds on his arms wrapped up too, and while he checking his body he felt Diluc's stare on him, and he couldn't hold back the smirk that showed on his face, "Enjoying the view, beautiful?"
He felt flustered that Diluc was looking at him so attentively, but he couldn't let that show, he had to tease the red-haired male, after all, is not every day that you get to see Diluc blushing and embarrassed, behaving so cutely.
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sk8termikey · 3 days
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Chapter 5 of 21 Questions
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  Lily and Alex were now finding themselves in Jade's living room, where they all gathered there with Lucas to play board games. Following their shifts, it was some well-deserved quality time together beyond the workplace.
While playing, there was some food on the table and as Lily took a nugget, she couldn’t help but think about Matt. For the past few days, she hadn’t been able to take him off her mind, thus leaving her friends curious about the cause of her distraction – they knew not to ask her as she would definitely tell them at one point. Lily had never been used to making friends so this was a major change in her life as she never expected to feel attached to someone so quickly. It had only been a month and a half since she and Matt started talking, but the feeling of creating a bond with someone was honestly special to the girl.
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          Following several hours of Uno – and Alex winning almost every round, they grew somewhat weary of the game and collectively agreed that it was time for everyone to depart; especially since they all had work scheduled for the following day. The only exception was Lily, who had chosen to take a day off. Consequently, the two girls bid farewell to Lucas and Jade before making their way back home.
As Lily was driving, she observed Alex who had fallen asleep in the passenger seat – it was to be expected given that it was nearly midnight, and both of them were drained from their long day at work. As they neared their destination, Lily received a text message but chose not to divert her attention from the road. Instead, she decided to wait until they reached their destination to check the message since they were almost home.
When they arrived home, Bernard was waiting for them. The cat couldn’t care less about where they had been – it is a cat – but the way he was sitting right behind the door made the girls giggle a bit as Bernard looked like he was scolding them for coming back so late. After petting their beloved pet, Lily and Alex both went into their respective rooms to have a shower and get changed. 
A dozen of minutes later, Lily was finally able to check her phone and saw that she had received a text from Matt – it being so late was usual for them now as they were both free mostly during the evenings. As it often happened recently, a text from Matt was enough to make a smile appear on Lily's face. She reminded herself that it hadn't been long since they started talking, but their blooming friendship was already cherished by Lily, who was enjoying the unusual change in her life.
Matt
Lily
Matt
Good you're awake
Guess which pokemon i caught today
Ooh it should be a good one
Sounds like a good one
IT IS
Do I even get some hints??😭
Like its type at least
Yes my bad😅
1st hint: water
2nd hint: it's huge
That's what she said-
Sorry
Anyways
I have gyarados in mind
I know it's easy to find one in the DS games but maybe pokemon go is different
Drum rolls
It is…
A wrong answer
I wish i could have one tho
Wait i know then
Wailmer??
Those were my only 2 thoughts tbh
YES
I CAUGHT A WAILMER
THAT'S AMAZING!!!
I know wailmer is also easy to catch on DS lol but ig they changed all the capture rates
Probably bc some pokemon as hard as hell to catch and they don't look like they should be
I'm just glad I can catch them while driving because I don’t actually have that much free time to go wander outside everyday
I still can't over that thing of yours
If i ever play pokemon go, I might have to buy one
It's honestly the best gift my mum has given me
But if you ever play, please tell me
Ofc!!
I should find my 3ds and flex some of the pokemons I have. Some you'll never have for example👀
That's a bit mean 
But I do kinda want to see rare pokemons even if they’re not mine
Yayy I'll let you know when I find it
Expect to cry from jealousy in the next couple of weeks haha
Oh that reminds me
I'm leaving tomorrow on vacation
For a couple of weeks actually
Might not reply often…
Bro it's fine dw
Is it like school holidays rn?
I honestly have no idea how school breaks work nowadays
I finished school almost 2 years ago???
You do remember I'm 19 right?
Ye ofc but maybe you're in uni idk
Which you aren't obv
No I'm not, I'm working full time
It's just a vacation to celebrate my friend's birthday 
🤝🏻🤝🏻
That's so cool to do smth like that
I hope they have a great time!!
And you as well ig
I really hope as well, she's one of our closest friends and she's turning 18 so major celebration
Wait
The emojis
You also work?
Yes, with my best friend!
Uni isn't your thing either?
Nope :))
I had thought ab going at first bc of social pressure yk
Society telling us to keep studying for 10 years then having a job until we fucking die😃
But then I realised I should do my best to find what I actually wanna do
And I'm pretty happy now
That's great
I'm the same way I'd say, my brothers and I knew we wanted to work together and none of us was really keen on going to college 
I love that for you
Can I ask what you guys do?
Shit
Unsent
Damn fuck what do i say
Unsent
Ig we're in social media?
You sound unsure😭
Sorry if it was too personal
No no, it's fine I think
You?
I work at a café/bookshop
Literally my 2 passions united
Sounds real good
Look at us being fulfilled adults
Yayy
Omg I just remembered
I have an anime to watch
What is it?
You want to stop talking to watch it?
Oh no dw!
I can watch it tomorrow honestly, I’m off
And it’s demon slayer, one of my faves<3
The episode was out on sunday so i’m already late to it lol
Do you watch anime?
Not really, but I may have watched a couple as a kid
Couldn’t tell you which ones honestly
But on the same subject, i’m quite a nice cartoon fan
OMG ME TOO
Children cartoons >>>
What would my life be without them
Pokemon and cartoons are now our main common points
Which are some of your favourites?
Hmm lemme try and make a top 3
I feel bad to have an actual order bc they’re all my babies
But
Star vs the forces of evil
Idk if I ever heard of it but it sounds nice
IT’S AWESOME
Then I have miraculous ladybug
Wait i think i know that one
Is it like the french heroes?
YES
It’s still made for 7yo kids so the plot goes w that but they’ve been trying to appeal more to young adults now bc we’ve all been watching since middle school lmao
Bonus is I keep my french up to date
You speak french??
That’s such a talent
I’ve taken classes in hs and ig i liked it enough to keep learning by myself
But i know I’ll have a hard time if i ever manage to go to France
I’m sure you’ll do great!
Will i keep discovering talents of yours?
Obv
I have lots😎
That’s not true lmao but yeah we’ll learn more ab each other
We have time :))
Good to know :)
I need to know the last cartoon tho
Might be a good rec for me
Oh yes ofc
Gravity falls
And special mention for shera and the princesses of power
Those 4 hold an important place in my heart
Ok rewind
???
GRAVITY FALLS??
GRAVITY
FALLS
??
YES??
Should i be worried ab your reaction?😭
Omg no
I just wasn’t expecting you to mention it
I LOVE gravity falls
Dipper my man
I’m so happy
My friends like gravity falls as much as an average person haha so it’s so cool to have someone who’s a big fan like me
Mabel my girl honestly
Her collection of jumpers>>>
She does have an awesome closet
Dang i want to rewatch it now
Me too bro
Gonna open disney+ tomorrow
Fuck if i wasn’t on the plane tomorrow i would def suggest we watch it together
Noooo :((
Another time🤞🏻
Still gonna watch a few ep tomorrow tho
You’ll tell me which one you watched
Ofc i got you bro
Not wanting to be rude but my brothers made me realise I need to pack💀
So
I kinda need to leave
No worries!
Have fun on your trip and I hope your friend will enjoy it as well
Thanks, talk to you soon
Yess, bye :))
Thank you for reading. Votes and comments are always appreciated if you like this story :) The story is co-written w @/little_grapejuice on wattpad
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mrs-monaghan · 1 year
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Jkk probably feel the need to defend V's behavior lately, because if they don't then they're left questioning his loyalty to Jm regarding Jk. The day V tells Jk he likes him the most or that he likes him to his face, then what? When V did that in front of Jk and said all of that to Jm, even causing Jm to tell him to stop when he kept telling him he liked him, it was written off as soulmates, besties, even with people trying to defend Jk, saying it was wrong if he's dating Jm. If V was willing to tell Jm he likes him and not be joking and later on say he likes Jm the most right in front of Jk, then what would stop V from flipping the script and doing it to Jk now, since they seem closer lately?
I don't think V would do that tho, because it is Jm he likes the most, not Jk & Jk wouldn't ever let V do something like to that Jm, but if Mr. Unpredictable ever did tho, I'm betting it wouldn't be written off as besties/soulmates, like it was with Vmin. We had Jk saying from a friend & Jm's actual panic waiting for what V was gonna say to him, then Jm looking at Jk after V said that to him & Jin's side eye & Suga yelling to break the tension. They all knew & braced for impact lol. He's not a horrible person, he loves Jikook, but he's unpredictable & enjoys trolling & kinda does before he thinks. Example, Going live from Jk's house without asking permission. If Jikook are dating, I imagine that didn't sit right with Jm & calling out people for saying it was wrong, cause they don't want to admit they themselves know its wrong, isn't okay. You may think its right, doesn't mean someone else does & no one has a right to say you can't feel its wrong. Jm is very patient with V cause he loves him & V just told Jm he loves him openly on IG just 4 mons ago, so I think Vmin are fine, but there are limits & patience can wear thin, even when it comes to besties.
what would stop V from flipping the script and doing it to JK now, since they seem closer lately?
Who's side are u on anon?
I love this video sm!! God Bless the person on twitter who made it 😂😂😂
No, but really, anon you have to watch how u say things. We live in a world where Tkkrs sent death threats to V pretending to be Jkkrs so they can make us look bad. We have them using Jimin as their PPs so they can lure people into the cult. So I am very cautious, alright? Let's be careful about how we word things so I don't side eye u 🤭🤭
Just because we don't see Jikook out and about like we used to, don't mean Tkk are now closer than Jkk. U know what, I wanna talk about this. The vermin can yell till the cows come home but we only have 2 legit instances of them being spotted together. 2. TWO instances. Bowling
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The end.
Every other instance has been made up and doesn't exist. The snowboarding which later turned into ice skating??? The way that story kept changing? And the fact that JK who hates the cold was ice skating without gloves and that's how a fan spotted him? 🤡🤡🤡🤡
Then we have the TT ontop of that one hotel. Where they supposedly spent the night together
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Never mind that other members were present too and a certain girl group was also staying there. ☕
Speaking of the TT (that was for work) I have never seen anyone bring this up so I will. When this TT got posted I was trying so hard to figure out what or who I was looking at.
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It was hard. Alright? Go to the comment section and see Trashkookers complain how they wish the video was clearer. The fact that I needed to check the tags to know who was dancing 🤭🤭 And so when this happened my Jikook brain couldn't help but wonder; editor - JK did he do this on purpose? Would he have edited the TT the same way if he had done it with Jimin? With Hobi? Was this him denying the cult content? We know he don't like them. 🤷🏽‍♀️ Food for thought. 🤔
Moving on swiftly....
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Back to your ask my darling anon. I'm sorry your one sentence sent me into a tangent. 🙏🏽 I pretty much agree with everything u said. I will clip Jimin looking at JK during that Vmin moment so we can all enjoy it together.
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Notice how Jimin didn't say "I like you the most too?" Is it because there's another person at that table that he likes the most? 👀 But the kicker is when Jimin looks at JK immediately after saying that. Immediately. Gee, I wonder why. 🤭
You know what this moment reminds me of? Bon voyage season 4 episode 6.
Jimin says he wants to sleep in the tent WHILE LOOKING AT JK. JK tells him to go ahead. No one else, just JK
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Jimin repeats again *while still looking at JK* that him and Suga were gonna sleep in the tent. And JK nods.
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👁👃🏽👁
This reads to me like Jimin was asking for permission here. He gets it the first time but once again feels the need to reiterate; babe, I will be in the tent with Suga. 🤭🤭
But like i said before. We don't talk about Yoonmin 🤫🤫🤫
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