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tanyawritesstories · 4 years
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An Apple A Day | Doctor!Anakin Skywalker x Reader Modern AU
I got this idea from a post of Julia's and I had to write it. It was so fun, I spent every spare minute I had yesterday writing it on my breaks at work.
@anakinswhore and @starwarsdust here it is! I hope you enjoy it, I think I got every point mentioned in that post. I hope I did your man well!
Word count: 2,260
Warnings: fluff, flirting, bad doctor jokes, sexual innuendos, Anakin being cheeky
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You hated going to the Doctor. You felt fine, why bother paying someone just to have them tell you what you already knew? It didn't matter, you knew it was probably a good idea and your parents always encouraged you to go. You could practically hear your mother’s voice: “You might feel fine but there are things they can find out with their technology that you’ll never even notice.” You nearly rolled your eyes at the thought. Hell, if an apple a day actually kept the Doctor away, you might be inclined to eat them.
You wandered up to the receptionist and gave her your information as she got you checked in. “Just to let you know, Dr. Atkins isn’t in today, she’s on vacation, but we do have a substitute,” the lady informed you. You raised your eyebrows questioningly. “He’s relatively new but everyone he works with says he’s amazing and his patients rave about him.”
You sighed, “Ok, not like I have much of a choice I suppose, thank you.”
“We’ll call you back when we’re ready.”
You took a seat in the stereotypical hospital waiting room. Chairs with boring colors and scratchy upholstery, carpet with some of the strangest designs you’ve ever seen, and an old tv in the corner stuck on an HGTV marathon of House Hunters. You sat scrolling through your phone, trying to do anything to drone out your surroundings.
“Y/N L/N?” A nurse called from the doorway next to the desk. You reluctantly removed yourself from the chair and followed her down the hallway. She took your height and weight before ushering you into an exam room. The nurse proceeded to take your blood pressure and note any changes since your last visit, which you were proud to say had been around six years ago, though the nurse seemed to disapprove.
“I’m finished here, just sit tight and Doctor Skywalker will be with you shortly.”
You laughed out loud after she shut the door. Skywalker? What kind of name was that? You sat kicking your legs back and forth on the exam table, toying with your fingernails. You fully expected this Dr. Skywalker to be some older guy with an ego bigger than your apartment, thinking he could cure every ailment under the sun. You jumped when there was a knock on the door and the Doctor walked into the room. He was not at all what you had pictured.
He was a younger guy, probably in his mid to late twenties and very attractive. He fixed you with an intense but gentle and kind look as he extended a hand to you.
“Nice to meet you, I’m Doctor Anakin Skywalker. You must be Y/N?”
You found yourself frozen, staring at him for a moment before coming out of your stupor and shaking his hand. “Yes, nice to meet you too,” your voice came out as a barely audible squeak, though you hadn’t meant it to. He pulled a rolling stool over from the other side of the room and sat down facing you, beginning to look through a computer at the nurse’s notes.
God, he was gorgeous. His hair was shoulder length and the color a medium brown, it looked fluffy as it framed his face and you wanted to run your fingers through it. His face was friendly and his presence brought a comfortable and calming aura to the room. He was dressed in the usual Doctor attire, a spotless lab coat, black trousers, a light blue button down, and black dress shoes. Somehow it looked so much better on him.
“How are you feeling today?” He asked, putting the laptop on the counter. His voice was soothing and pleasant to listen to, it held firm tones but overall gentleness.
“I’m fine,” you responded quietly. He was having this strange effect on you, he was intimidating but in the best possible way. You were never normally this quiet or shy, moments ago you were ready to complain about the fact that you even had to be here. Now you found yourself rendered nearly speechless in front of this handsome young Doctor.
“Just here for a regular check up then, correct?” He asked. You nodded and managed a small smile, not trusting your voice. He smiled and you nearly choked on oxygen as he grabbed the stethoscope from around his neck and stood next to you. He was tall and towered over you, you tried to keep your breathing in check but you couldn’t exactly force your heart to slow down it’s beating.
He put one of his hands on your back and pressed the instrument over your chest. His hands were large and warm and your skin felt like it was on fire through your clothes from his touch. You chewed on the inside of your cheek as his eyebrows scrunched in confusion. “Your heart is beating a little fast, are you doing ok?” You nodded again, “Yeah, I guess I’m just nervous at Doctor appointments.” Your voice had returned to it’s normal volume at last. “Don’t worry that’s completely normal,” he said, “Other than it being a little flustered, your heart sounds good.” He made eye contact with you as the word ‘flustered’ fell over his lips, which you found yourself stealing glances at.
He switched the stethoscope to your back, placing his hand on your shoulder as he gave you instructions to breath in and out as he listened to your lungs. That also helped to calm yourself down, except now your skin was burning in yet another place where he touched you. “Your lungs sound good, too,” he announced with a satisfactory smile. He asked you to sit up as straight as you could and he ran his fingers down the length of your spine, leaving sparks in their wake. Your breath hitched without you knowing it.
“Are you doing alright still?” You nearly flinched with how close his voice was to your ear. “Yea, I’m alright,” you answered. Better than alright, you thought. “Good, just let me know if you’re ever uncomfortable or need a minute, ok?” He consoled, reaching for another tool on the wall. He was calming and reassuring and it just drew you to him more. He used the tool to look into your ear canal, all while he laid one hand on the back of your neck to keep your head steady. “That one looks good, turn your head for me..” he took the tool in his other hand, leaving your neck void of his searing touch. He touched his fingertips lightly to your jaw, urging you to turn your head.
You ears look perfectly healthy as well, however,” he paused to touch the back of his hand to your forehead for a brief second, “You look really hot to me," he held your eyes in a smouldering glance as he said it, "so I think I’ll take your temperature, just in case. I'd hate to send you out of here without knowing you're ok.” He crossed the room to get another piece of equipment and you touched your hands to your face, indeed feeling how hot it was. You couldn’t ignore the flirty little look he gave you as he delivered the line, he had probably noticed you blushing since he stepped foot in the room.
He came back with a thermometer in hand. He stood directly in front of you, your knees brushing against his thighs. “Alright, open wide, I’m just going to stick this under your tongue,” he instructed. That one had you salivating, and not only in your mouth..
He was speaking innocently enough and any normal person wouldn’t think anything of it. But with this insanely attractive and doting Doctor standing in front you, saying those words like that, it caused your mind to drift to only dirty places.
"This might cause a little discomfort, I'm just going to shine this light into your eyes for a few seconds," Dr. Skywalker informed you. You decided to be bold and chanced a comment back. "I've had worse things in my eyes," you said, smirking. He sent you a look, and you thought you had gone too far. "Yeah, I thought I saw something in there, but it was just a sparkle," he replied, smirking right back. He turned to type away at the computer and you stifled a giggle.
Your eyes stayed glued to Dr. Skywalker as he finished your exam, checking a few other things.
"Alright, so you look great. Everything is in order, you're perfectly healthy," he announced. "The only thing I would suggest is eating more fruit, you seem to be getting a limited amount of essential vitamins."
"I'm not a big fan of fruit," you admitted. "How about smoothies?" He suggested, "It's a healthy way to get the vitamins you need and if you add sugar it may not taste as bad."
You smiled at him and slid off the exam table. "I just might give it a try," you said. "Great! Other than that you're all set. If you ever need anything, just call me," he used that flirty tone of voice again and winked at you. "I would say I hope I don't see you again since I'd like to stay healthy, but, I know not to lie to my Doctor," you said smugly.
He opened his mouth to reply but was interrupted by a knock on the door. "Anakin, your next patient is waiting," an annoyed voice with a slight Scottish accent said from outside. You smiled and gave him a wink before exiting the room and finding your way to the lobby.
Bonus content, (because I got hooked on this concept):
That weekend you found yourself at your favorite bar after a hard day at work. You were a few drinks in and only buzzed, you knew your limits. You swished the whiskey around in your glass and stared at it until a voice interrupted.
"Imagine seeing you here."
Your head spun around at the familiar sounding voice, only to come face to face with Doctor Skywalker. Your jaw dropped almost all the way to the floor. "D-doctor Skywalker, I didn't expect to see you here," you stuttered.
If you thought he looked good in his work uniform, boy was he breathtaking now. He still sported the black slacks and dress shoes, but wearing a black button down with the first few buttons undone and the sleeves rolled up to his elbows. Fuck, was he handsome.
"Please just call me Anakin when we're not in a professional setting, Y/N," he smiled. "Alright, I think I can do that," you said with a smirk, "Can I buy you a drink, Anakin?"
"I'd like that, I'll have what you're having," he took the seat next to you at the bar, resting his forearms on the bartop.
"How often do you frequent this establishment?" He asked.
You laughed. "Is that a fancy way of asking if I come here often?" He shrugged with a smile on his face. "Occasionally, what about you? I've never seen you here before," you downed the rest of your drink and turned your attention to him.
"Decided to give this joint a shot," he said, sipping his drink. "Might be my new favorite place after tonight."
"Oh?" You raised an eyebrow flirtatiously. Anakin took another sip of his drink, his darkened eyes locking onto yours the whole time. Another action of his that made your insides stir nicely. "Depends on the outcome for me to be certain, but I'm fairly confident," he turned to face you. "You know, I never planned on specializing in anything, but you're pretty special."
"Oh my God," you burst out laughing, "Those are awful, did you look them up online?" Anakin gave you a panty-dropping smirk, "Every single one, gorgeous." You turned your chair and your legs brushed against his. "I got one for you. I know you told me to eat more fruit, but I think I'll stay away from apples if it means you don't stay away," you delivered.
"Not bad," Anakin nodded, "I never told you what my area of expertise was." You motioned for him to continue, trying to match his mischievous nature, "Do enlighten me, Doctor."
"It’s genetics.”
You looked confused, waiting for the joke to make sense. Anakin smiled and leaned close to you. “You want to jump in my gene pool?”
You laughed so hard you had to cover your mouth as to not disturb the other patrons. Anakin laughed at your reaction and raised his eyebrows in a silent ask for an answer after you came down from your laughing fit. You bit your bottom lip, “That depends on what’s in it.”
Anakin reached out and tucked a stray strand of hair behind your ear, his fingers skimming your jaw as he retracted his hand. “I’ve been told it’s a pleasurable experience,” he said, “But those aren’t my words.”
“And how do I know if my DNA will mix well with yours?” You flirted, leaning closer, giving him a good angle to look down your shirt. His eyes flicked between your cleavage and your suggestive gaze. “You’ll have to come back to my place and find out,” he whispered.
You pretended to think about it before standing and leaning in to whisper in his ear. “So are you driving back to your place, or am I?” Anakin reached in his pocket and slammed some bills on the bar before grabbing your hand and leading your giggling self out of the building.
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diaryofabeautyfiend · 3 years
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Small Time Witch (12)
Your meeting with Director Fury went better than you thought it would. He thought it was probably best for you to move to the compound. You shared with him how nervous you were that Hellphyr would destroy them like he destroyed your coven. He suggested when you return to the States that you have a meeting with Doctor Strange. At least he would be able to help you ward the place. You agreed to let him call on you if he ever needed you. He promised to continue to help you with the Kales. You shook hands and turned in your tac suit. He refused to take it back. “Maybe you’ll need it some day.”
You found Tony to tell him the good news. “So, boss, does Monday work for you?”
He clicked his tongue and drew you in for a hug. “I’ll have HR start the paperwork.”
“Great. That will give me a few days to find a place.”
“You’ll stay with us. We have the room. You won’t regret this, Y/N.”
“Famous last words.” You smiled and ducked out. The clock was ticking. You weren’t sure if Steve was just messing with you but he gave you serious dom vibes. You got excited thinking of what fifty shades of red white and blue would be like.
On your way back you ran into Loki coming out of his room. “Where are you rushing off to, Pet?”
“To meet Steve.” You couldn’t meet his eyes. Waves of jealousy radiated off of him. “I’m sorry.”
“No need. I won’t keep you then. When we get back can you make some time for me?” You held his hand. His body stiffened. You wanted to hug him but eyes were everywhere. This was not the time to make the plane ride home a contentious one.
“Of course, Lok. Are you ok?” He pulled his hand away. That stung a little.
“Never better. You’d better go. Don’t want to keep him waiting.” You smiled at each other and quickened your pace to Steve’s room.
He wasn’t there yet (thank goodness). You showered and got in bed. Following his instructions you let your hands wander to your pussy. Your thoughts went back to yesterday when he had you melting in his hands. You slipped in two fingers. Your other hand furiously rubbed your clit bringing you to the brink of crashing. Before you could you stopped. He told you not to come. Once it felt safe you went back to work. You took your time teasing your nipples. Tasting yourself. You let your fingers roam and explore your cunt bringing you to the brink again. This time you decided to stop completely until he got back.
It was well over an hour. You were reading when a message from Steve popped up on the screen.
SR: Sorry this is taking so long, baby. I’m trying to find an excuse to get out of here. I hope you’re following Captain’s orders. That pussy had better be dripping when I get back.
Perhaps to give him a bit of motivation you sent him a video to show exactly how wet you were. Sam was sitting next to him at the table. Steve tried to hide his phone but was unsuccessful.
“If you don’t run to that woman right now I will” Sam whispered. Steve turned every shade of red imaginable.
“Don’t look at my girl, Sam.”
“I didn’t see much. Her hand was in the way. I’m serious. These fools have been droning on for almost two hours. I’ll take notes. Get out of here.” Steve stood to excuse himself.
“Are we boring you, Captain Rogers? Somewhere more important to be?” Secretary Ross scolded.
“Bathroom, Mr. Secretary.” The man rolled his eyes and continued talking. He took large strides across camp ignoring everyone who called out to him. When he got back to the room you were sprawled out on the bed. He was positively salivating at the sight of you.
He growled low in his throat causing you to giggle. He was out of his sweats and on top of you in less than thirty seconds. His lips crushed yours desperately trying to devour you. “Sorry I was late. They wouldn’t shut up.” he said against your mouth. You breathed hard against him bringing him in for more hard kisses. He brought his hand down to feel you. When your slick coated his fingers he smiled, “Good girl. I’ll bet you’re ready to come.” You whined “Yeah you are. Come on, Princess. Give me what I want.” His words were your undoing. You moaned his name while he fucked you with his fingers. He inserted a third then a fourth finger while his thumb slowly massaged your clit. It was only minutes until you came again.
He could not take it anymore. His cock was hard to the point of pain. He rolled to his back and pulled you on top. You lowered yourself down gingerly feeling your orgasm build again. The stretch was too much. As soon as your clit brushed his pelvic bone you were a goner. “What is that? Three now? Let’s go for five. I know you can.” You ground down on him rocking your hips into your fourth orgasm. “Yes, baby. You feel so good.” You clenched around him and your whole body froze. You were dizzy so you braced yourself against his shoulders. “Get on all fours” he commanded. As soon as you positioned yourself he aggressively slammed into you. He kept the same pace urging you to hold on. “You ready, baby?” He thrusted one final time and he spilled everything inside of you.
You crawled towards the pillow completely out of breath. He laid next to you and pulled you in to lay on his chest. “You know, Steve, it occurred to me that we haven’t been on a third date yet.” He laughed.
“Yeah I thought about that. I usually don’t show anyone this side of me until we’re a solid two months in.”
“It did shock me how much of a freak you are.”
“I hope a good shock.”
You kissed his chest, “A great shock. Let’s go on a proper date when we get back. Dinner and a movie.”
“I’m up for that. I like this too. I just like spending time with you. If it happens to lead somewhere I’m not angry about it.”
You giggled to yourself. You thought Steve Rogers was living a chaste life only focused on avenging. At least that’s what all the girls at SHIELD thought. They all flirted with him when he came to the main office. Thinking back on it, you had too. You were sure that he didn’t remember. Even still, it was fairly well known that Steve was a virgin or at least that he was a born again virgin after coming out of the ice. Turns out he’s been out there fucking.
“So what did you tell Tony?” he was glad to change the subject. Yes, he had an active sex life. Doesn’t mean he wants to talk about it.
“That I would start on Monday. I’m moving into the compound. In my own room, of course.”
“Of course. Was Fury pissed?”
“No. He thought it was a good idea. I have to meet with Doctor Strange when we get back. Between him and Loki and Wanda I think we can protect the compound from any magical attack.” The mere mention of Loki’s name made him clench his jaw and grip you tighter.
He didn’t want to ask about Loki because he was not about to tell you how to live your life. He couldn’t help but feel like he would worry less if Loki stuck around. Then again, he didn’t quite trust him around you. The two of you seemed to have a special bond. He was sure he was overreacting. Never the less he had a pit in his stomach every time you were alone together. You two seemed to have your own language. Bucky mentioned on more than one occasion that he was sure the two of you had a thing. He decided to leave it alone for now.
You fell into a comfortable silence just enjoying one another. Your stomach growled loudly waking you from your dream state. He laughed and you hid your face in embarrassment. “I’m hungry too. Hang tight. I’m going to see what I can find and we’ll have a bed picnic.”
“I’ll come with you.” He pressed his palm into your chest lowering you back down onto the bed.
“You thought I was done? You don’t get to get dressed today, Princess. I plan on making you come several more times.”
“Captain Rogers!” You feigned outrage like a southern damsel, “You are nothing but a scoundrel, sir.” He smacked your ass and winked as he left the room.
He got back to the room only to find you passed out cold. Snoring even. He quietly put down the tray of snacks on the bedside table. He tried to make himself as light as possible so he didn’t wake you when he got into bed. He crawled like a cat between your legs and buried his tongue in your snatch. Your eyes flew open and you arched your back. You whined and panted while he moaned back in encouragement. His voice reverberated through your core and sent you over the edge. You grabbed the bed sheets trying to hold on for dear life as he kitten licked you back down.
He came up for air and wiped his face on a towel. “I couldn’t find food food so I brought all snacks.” He tossed you a muffin and a bottle of juice.
“Are you for real, Rogers? You made me cum like a million times...”
“Six” he said between gulps of water.
“....six times and then you feed me carbs? Carbs! You’re like amazing.”
“Thanks. Carbs are for quick energy. You need protein too. That provides lasting energy which you will need.” He handed you a half of a turkey sandwich. “Eat up. I’m not nearly done with you yet.” You rolled your eyes and took the sandwich. So bossy.
By the time you were finished both of you were exhausted sore and dehydrated. You drained a bottle of water in seconds trying to replenish what you had lost. You were sticky and sweaty. You were pretty sure you smelled. You didn’t even want to see what your hair looked like. He didn’t care. In his sleep he clutched you like he was afraid you’d float away. He was your anchor in these dark waters.
When you woke up the next morning there was more fucking then shower sex followed by breakfast then one more quickie in the plane hanger. You were like a couple of horny teenagers and he could not get enough of you. You slept a deep dreamless sleep on the way home. He spent the better part of the flight planning your proper date.
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whitewolfandthefox · 4 years
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Call of the Wild Part 6
Summary: You meet the man who has been hunting shapeshifters
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The Sorcerer
You woke slowly, your whole body feeling fuzzy, head hurting. You groaned, sitting up as you lifted a hand to your forehead. The smell of tepid water invaded your senses, forcing you the rest of the way awake. You cracked your eyes open and froze, mind refusing to connect the scene in front of you to where you thought you were supposed to be. Suddenly, your memories of the night before came back to you in a blinding rush.
Kiala coming to warn you, frantic packing, hearing the shouts outside your home, seeing Vissen leading a mob towards you. Friends and family calling for your death, shouting and chasing you. Pain from the blows rained down upon you, shifting, running, hiding, someone help me, please, help, help, help, I don’t want to die-
You pulled yourself from your thoughts, afraid of what would happen if you let yourself sink too deeply. Looking around, you took in your dark surroundings. You were in a small cell, bars forming one side of the room. There was a small bed and a chamber pot, a chair being the only other furniture in the dreary space. The floors were made out of cold stone, the same as the walls. Hearing footsteps echoing around the space, getting closer, you scrambled backwards until you hit the wall, staying as far away from the door as you could. 
A group of men came into view, dressed in dark clothes and armour, except for one. The man in the middle was dressed in intricate robes, a dark maroon embroidered with black detailings along the sleeves and hems. He stared at you in interest. “This is it?” he asked. 
Your upper lip twitched, upset at being called an it, though you didn’t move. A man pushed his way to the front. “Yes, m’Lord, this is the shapeshifter who has been terrorizing our town.”
Your lips pulled back from your teeth in a snarl as you saw who the man was. Vissen.
“Good, good,” the first man said absently, tossing a small bag his way. “Here is the rest of your payment.”
Horror flooded you as you realized that Vissen had thrown you out of your home for money. A growl slipped out of your mouth at that, causing Vissen to blanche and the other man to smile. 
“It does have teeth.” He gestured, and a guard threw your cell door open, the others rushing in. You were quickly apprehended, though you fought, squirming and trying to land blows to free yourself. It quickly ended with you hanging between two men, a third securing you against his chest as the man in maroon robes glided into the room. The man grabbed your face, turning it to examine your features. You growled at him, wrenching your face out of his grip and slamming your head into the nose of the guard restraining you, fighting to get free.
He laughed, a sharp unpleasant sound, ignoring the cursing of the man behind you. You winced as the guards tightened their grip on your arms, keeping you secure between them. Taking a step back, he looks you up and down, examining every inch. You shiver, his gaze is clinical, as if he doesn’t consider you worthy of feelings. At another gesture from him, you are dropped to the floor, pushing yourself away from the men as soon as you hit the ground.
The guards exit your cell, lingering in the hallway as the man seated himself on the chair. You shrunk against the wall, not liking the way his gaze rested on you. After a drawn out silence, he nodded to himself, relaxing back against his seat.
“Welcome to the new world, little creature.” The drawled nickname rankled you. “You have just become part of the research to further the survival of the human race. Not that you are one, of course.” He laughed, a bitter sound.
“You shapeshifters are the key to healing human diseases. With your regenerative powers and your accelerated healing, we could save thousands.” He narrowed his eyes at you. “If I could just figure out how you do it. But that’s why you are here, little creature, to help me discover just what it is that makes you tick.”
“You may call me Master Astarion, little creature, if you address me at all.” He stood as he said this approaching you. “I will teach you what we expect of you during your stay here, so that you will know to behave.”
“I will do no such thing, you bastard,” you hissed, struggling to your feet. The world spun around you as you tried to evade his grasp. His hand brushed you, causing your whole body to stiffen as a wave of burning heat swept through you. You dropped to the floor, writhing in pain at his feet, tears leaking out of your eyes. He crouched next to you, observing your actions with a clinical disinterest. As the fit subsided, your chest heaved with your desperate gasping, struggling to pull breath into your lungs.
 Your screams split the air as he again brushed his hand over you, muttering something under his breath. Lacerations appeared on various parts of your body, skin and muscle splitting to allow the blood within your veins to spill forward, staining your dress and pooling on the cold stone beneath you. Astarion reached into his pocket, staring at you as your back arched off the floor, rigid with pain. It was like nothing you had ever felt, a burning that never ended, setting all of your nerves alight with fire.
“Stop, please, stop, it hurts,” you begged of the man - sorcerer? - who was inflicting this agony upon you. 
“Shhh, I know,” he murmured, almost soothingly. You felt a hand brush down your cheek, but you were in too much pain to care. A pinch to your shoulder caused your eyes to fly open just in time to see the man produce a dagger from his pocket.
In one fluid motion, Astarion buried the dagger into your left shoulder, drawing a choked scream from your throat. Your body slumped, folding in on itself as pain shot out from your shoulder, overwhelming anything else in your body. Sobs wracked your body, breath catching in your throat as you choked on blood, reeling as you tried to deal with the pain surging through your body.
Distantly, you heard the man stand as he brushed his robes off. Stopping in the door, he turned to observe your fallen figure.  “Rest up, little creature, I will be back for you soon.” With that he left, the door to your cell clanging shut behind him.
Curling in on yourself, you dissolved into silent tears, pain overshadowing every thought. Absently, you reached for the warm feeling inside of you associated with Geralt, wrapping yourself in the warmth and trying to forget your situation. As you fell into darkness, you thought you could smell Geralt’s distinctive musky scent, an earthy smell underwritten with the flavour of pine and sweat. 
**~*~*~*~**
Busying himself with stripping and packing Yennefer’s tent, Geralt glanced over his shoulder to see Jaskier chasing Ciri across the clearing as her laughter filled the clearing. “Jaskier, are you and Ciri packed? We need to be ready to leave when Yenn gets back. You know how she is about waiting for you when you’ve been goofing off with Ciri and ignoring your tasks.”
Coming to a stop, Jaskier put his hands on his hips, and offered Geralt an offended look. “I am highly offended that you would even suggest that I wouldn’t finish packing before playing. “ He shushed Ciri as she came alongside him. “I am of course ready to go as soon as you are. Why, it's you and Yenn who are slowing us down!”
Geralt’s lips twitched as a black raven set down behind the bard, ignoring the continuous stream of protests coming from him.
“What about the clothes you have left to dry by the river? You are not bringing those?” Yennefer’s voice caused Jaskier to startle as she appeared behind him. Ciri giggled at her sudden appearance. “Seriously Jaskier, we’ve only been here a few days, how could you possibly have lost them already?
“My- what clothes?” Jaskier spluttered.
“We washed some of your doublets yesterday, Jask, don’t you remember? I was going to remind you, but you were too busy complaining.” At Ciri’s words Jaskier threw his hands up in the air, stalking away to retrieve his forgotten clothing, muttering under his breath about stupid Witchers and sorceresses. 
“Did you find the keep, Yenn?” Geralt demanded, turning to the woman as she fixed her dress from her flight.
She looked up, meeting his gaze as she studied him. “I did. I think they have a new shapeshifter they are experimenting on; they brought someone into the keep late last night.” This revelation drew a growl from Geralt. “You have never been so invested before, Geralt. What changed?”
He said nothing as he continued staring at her before looking away. “I don’t know, I just have this feeling that-”
He cut himself off as he staggered, hand flying to clutch at his left shoulder as pain shot through it, as if stabbed. 
“Geralt!” Ciri was immediately at his side, supporting him as he regained his equilibrium, Yennefer also moving towards him.
“I’m ok, my shoulder just burned for a moment.” he reassured her, patting her shoulder as he stood, pulling back his tunic to look at his shoulder, marked with nothing but old scars. He raised his eyes to meet Yennefer’s gaze. She was looking at him with a perturbed expression on her face. 
“What happened?” She reached out to touch his shoulder before hissing as she snatched her hand back as if burned. Stretching her fingers out, she examined them before looking back at her companions, both staring at her with confused expressions. “I felt someone else’s presence there, just for a moment. It felt almost like a…” she trailed off. 
“A what, Yenn?” Ciri inquired, Geralt staring at her with an almost guilty expression on his face. 
“Never mind, Ciri. I thought I felt something but I was wrong, it wasn’t what I thought. Would you mind going to help Jaskier collect his clothes? We need to leave soon.” She smiled gently at the girl as she sent her off after the bard before spinning and pinning Geralt with a glare.
“Geralt! I can’t believe you! Why would you leave that incomplete? Do you know how dangerous that is?” Geralt stared back at Yennefer with an unreadable gaze as she ranted at him. “You should know better! Of all the things you could have done, leaving that unfinished was the absolute worst choice! You could get seriously hurt if anything happened!”
“I didn’t know I had started one!” Geralt stalked away, tension radiating from his posture. “And I know the dangers, Yenn! I wouldn’t have left it unfinished, I would have…” he trailed off as Yennefer came to stand beside him, posture softening as she placed a hand on his shoulder. 
“I know, Geralt,” she murmured. “We’ll figure it out.”
**~*~*~*~**
You drifted on a haze of pain, never really surfacing, never going under. You could hear voices moving around as you felt yourself being shifted.
“Show me your other form and the pain will stop. Just change, I need to see your demon form, little creature.”
Sobbing, you shook your head. 
The pain increased, back arching, nerves feeling as if they had been set alight. 
You couldn’t give in.
The burning pain came again, screams tearing their way out of your throat, voice breaking. You remember pleading, no, please, don’t hurt me, I can’t give you what you want, I don’t know what you want, stopstopstopstop. Stop, I want to go home, please stop, please stop, let me go home, ithurtsithurtsithurts.
Geralt. Help.
Again you reached for that warmth, that string that you felt extending from you, cloaking yourself in its presence. You floated, trying to distance yourself from the pain, time passing as you sheltered within the presence.
“Just change, you little bitch! I need to see your shape shifter form!”
You could feel the knives, the pain, the warm blood pooling beneath your body as it cooled against the stone. Could feel the hands on your skin, in your skin, poking and prodding at you. Diving deep down, you curled your mind around your heart, hiding deep within yourself to escape the pain.
**~*~*~*~**
Geralt fell to his knees, pain surging through him as Ciri cried out, Yennefer reaching for him, concern in her eyes, Jaskier frozen in place.
**~*~*~*~**
A sharp pain brought you back to awareness, your head spinning with blood loss. “It’s coming around, just give it another moment.”
Astarion’s face swam in your vision before solidifying, a sharp grin on his face. “There it is. Welcome back, little creature.”
You shot up to a sitting position, shuffling backwards until you hit the wall. Astarion was crouched in the middle of the room watching you, now dressed in dark pants and a loose grey tunic. He toyed with a dagger in his hand, the same one that he stabbed you with, you realized. Your hand came up to your shoulder, finding the wound scabbed over and tender to touch. Finding it mostly healed, you scrabbled at your arms, finding the same thing there, that the wounds that have been inflicted on you - hours? days? - before were sealed over, thin pink lines the only evidence they had ever been there.
“It’s quite remarkable isn’t it?” The words jolted you from your thoughts, pulling your attention back to the sorcerer. “A few days and you’re almost as good as new.”
“And just to think you disgusting creatures can heal like that. I don’t understand why your kind have been given this ability and my family had to die.” A sneer pulled his upper lip back from his teeth. “But that is no matter. Soon I will discover what your healing stems from and I will be able to share it with the rest of the human race. No one will have to die needlessly.”
As he said this, he approached you, dagger still in his hand. A tear ran down your face but you didn’t move, too tired to muster the energy. Astarion traced your features with the dagger, your eyes closing as another tear slid down your face. “It’s a shame to ruin such a fine specimen; you have healed exceptionally well, little creature. I will let you rest for now, I need to look over my notes. I will visit you again tomorrow morning, not to worry.” 
Suddenly he struck, burying the dagger in your stomach. Your breath left you as if punched, body curling to protect yourselves from any other blows. At your actions, or lack thereof, Astarion frowned.
“Hmm,” his eyes narrowed, “I thought for sure that would make you change.”
With his last remark, he stood and left your cell, leaving you lying on the floor, shivers wracking your body as the blood cooled beneath you. You reached a shaky hand down to press it against your stomach, hissing when the blade sliced your palm. You lay there for what felt like hours as the blood slowed, scabs starting to form around the wound. You grasped the hilt, yanking it out as you muffled a scream into your shoulder, pressing as hard as you could with both hands.
As the heaviness pressed in closer, you could feel the familiar warmth consume you. You went to it willingly, felt the world shift. You opened your eyes to see the world with sharper sight, heaving yourself to a standing position and yelping at the pull in your abdomen. You nosed at your side gently, seeing blood still glistening in your fur; the skin underneath was intact, although irritated and tender.
Lifting your head, you surveyed the room. The coppery scent of blood was strong, tinged with a bitter something underneath, of what you weren’t sure. You wrinkled your nose at it, not liking the smell. You took a hesitant step forward, feeling the slippery stones beneath your paws, coated in your blood. Your wounds pulled, but the pain was bearable. You began exploring the room, limping towards the edge of the room as your left shoulder protested the action.
It was rundown, an old castle that hadn’t seen occupants in decades. You had explored the surrounding area as a child before someone disappeared, after which your town kept well away from it. You knew that some of the outer walls had started falling apart, and hoped that this one was one of them.
Snuffling along the edge of the floor, you caught a whiff of fresh air. Darting towards it, you found a small hole in the wall, enough to allow a breeze into the room. You wouldn’t have noticed it had your senses not been enhanced.
Your heart sunk. There was no way you would fit through that whole, it was far too small for you. Closing your eyes, you nudged at the hole half-heartedly, despairing that you were so close to escaping, but not able to.
As you pushed, you felt some of the wall give way, a rush of air and dust filling the space. You ducked your head, rubbing your eyes on your leg in an attempt to remove the dust from them before observing the space. Although still not big enough, it was closer to your size now. Your heart lifted slightly as you ducked your head to push at the stones again, using your front paws to push the excess material out of the way.
Suddenly, your head pushed through the opening into the forest, your eyes rapidly adjusting to the change in light. It was dark out, a waxing crescent moon hung high in the sky providing little to no illumination.
Pulling yourself back in, you pushed the rest of the material aside, widening the hole enough for your small body to fit through. As you were finishing the opening, you heard footsteps coming down the hall. Shifting back, you slumped against the wall to hide the opening.
Vissen rounded the corner and stopped in front of your cell. You glared at him as you felt hatred bubbling up within you. This man was the reason you were here in the first place, his greed had driven him to do unspeakable things. He leered at you.
“Bet you are regretting rejecting me now, bitch.” Rage swept through you as you realized that he had done this as revenge. You schooled your features, the anger that was boiling within you threatening to spill over. “No words for me? I’m glad I didn’t take you as my wife now, a beast like you could never love anyone. You just maim and murder; I did the town a favour by ridding them of you.”
“You know nothing -” you cut yourself off, stopping your movement as you leaned towards him, hands itching to wrap around his throat.
“What do I not know?” he taunted.
When you didn’t respond, his smirk grew larger. Something sparked in his eyes. “Too tired to move, sweetheart?” Your skin crawled at his words. “Perhaps I will just have to help you.”
Moving slowly, he unlatched your cell, stalking towards where you sat motionless on the floor. Come a little bit closer, you bastard, and you’ll be able to help me so much more.
When he was within reach, you leapt, pulling at his arms, hands forcing him to the ground as you reached for this throat. In your weakened state, he quickly overcame you, rolling so that he was pinning you to the ground, hands on your shoulders, hot breath against your neck. “Even if you didn’t want me, I will still have you, my sweet.”
You squirmed as his hands roamed lower, tears burning in the back of your eyes. You fought desperately, reaching for the power within you, covering yourself with it like a blanket, body shrinking as you shifted. You sank your teeth into his hand, gripping as hard as you could, letting go when he started flailing, small body flying through the air to hit the wall. You yelped at the impact, pain flashing through you before you rolled to your feet, shaking your head to clear the fog.
He wailed, clutching his hand to his chest as he rolled to his knees. “You demon!” He froze as you regained your feet, a low growl rumbling out of your chest. “I’ll show you! Guards! Help! She’s changed, she’s - ack!”
At his words you leapt, aiming for his chest. Your weight knocked him to the ground, landing on his chest as you snarled, lips pulled back from your teeth. As Vissen flailed, you jumped forward and ripped his throat out with your teeth. The man slowly went still, gurgling as his death rattle left his chest.
You rolled off his body, going still as you stared at the man choking on his blood. You had killed someone. I didn’t mean to! Gods, I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry! Staggering to the side, your front legs collapsed as you retched, trying to rid yourself of the taste in your mouth.
Horrified at what you did, you backed away, eyes not leaving the body of the man you once knew. You could hear the shouts and footsteps getting closer. You turned, rushing towards the hole you had made, slipping out of it and disappearing into the night, the sounds of men rising behind you as the body was discovered and a search party organized. As you ran, you tried to forget the taste of copper on your tongue, forget the body you were leaving behind.
**~*~*~*~**
After Geralt had collapsed, Yennefer had insisted that they stop for the night. Geralt had protested at first, but gave in as more waves of pain washed over him. Jaskier had motherhenned the larger man for the rest of the evening, Ciri tucked into his side. Every once in a while Geralt would flinch, and Yennefer would stare at him with a knowing look. Geralt wouldn’t say anything, just staring back, a challenge in his face. 
Once Jaskier and Ciri had fallen asleep, Yennefer gestured at Geralt, the two of them standing and moving a little farther from their fire. 
“What’s her name?” Yennefer fixes him with a piercing look that said he better tell her what was going on or he wouldn’t like the consequences. 
Geralt sighed, running a hand over his face. “Y/N.” His voice was pained, expression tight. “She was a healer that found me in the woods. I had been injured, ambushed by a monster, and when she healed me, she had a conduit moment. I stayed a few days to help her learn more about our kind.”
Yennefer stayed silent, marvelling at the softness that had crept into her companion’s eyes as he spoke. “She was kind, didn’t judge me for being a Witcher or for being a shapeshifter, even before she knew she was one. It was easy with her, it felt right to be with her.” He turned to Yennefer. “It wasn’t intentional, I just… It just happened.” 
“You need to go find her.” Geralt started at Yennefer’s words. “This could harm both of you and something has clearly happened, I’ve seen you flinching all day. Don’t argue with me, Geralt.” She held a hand up as he opened his mouth to protest. “I need you at your best and you aren’t while you’re separated.” 
His body slumped, a sigh escaping from between his lips. “Okay.” His response was quiet. “I’ll go tomorrow.”
Yennefer was surprised; she had expected Geralt to have put up more of a fight on this. This girl really was something if she could make Geralt listen, even when not present. “We will go tomorrow. We are not separating, Geralt, not this close to the sorcerer. I will not risk any of us.”
Geralt nodded as she turned back towards their camp. He followed her to the fire, laying down on his bedroll as his thoughts turned to you. Your face and voice filled his dreams that night; he could hear you calling out to him. Sleep did not come easily.
The next morning, Jaskier and Ciri were confused when Yennefer told them they were making a stop before they went to the keep where the sorcerer had been hiding, but quickly fell into step when she mentioned something about another shapeshifter. Geralt was even quieter than normal as they travelled, growing more tense the closer they got to their destination. 
When Jaskier started singing, trying to amuse Ciri and annoy Yennefer, Geralt snapped at him to be quiet. When Ciri asked to ride with Geralt on Roach he pulled her up, but only grunted at her questions rather than answering them as he usually did. Realizing the severity of the matter, both Ciri and Jaskier fell quiet, their conversations subdued as they travelled.
It was dark when they arrived, the small pack finally turning a corner to see a little house set back in the woods. Geralt was flinching at anything that spooked him, Roach nervous beneath him, having picked up on her master’s emotions. Reaching the gate, he quickly dismounted, shoulders relaxing as the house appeared to be untouched. A small smile pulled at the corner of his lips as he approached the door, knocking gently to alert you to his presence. “Y/N? It’s me, I’m back.”
“Y/N?” Jaskier whispered, turning to Yennefer. “Who is that?” Ciri popped her head out from behind him, curious as to the answer to her counterpart’s question.
As Yennefer opened her mouth to answer, they heard the sound of a body against wood, the door breaking beneath Geralt’s shoulder as he forced entry to the house, disappearing through the entrance. His three companions quickly ran after him, freezing in the doorway at the sight of Geralt. He was standing motionless in the middle of the trashed room, looking down at something in his hands. Tables and chairs were upturned, books scattered across the floor, 
He turned slowly to look at them, a dagger that they recognized as the twin to his own held in his hands. His face was emotionless, but his eyes told a different story. His golden eyes were full of anguish, a storm of horror and guilt washing through them.
“Geralt?” Yennefer took a hesitant step forward, hand reaching out to do what, she wasn’t sure.
Geralt slowly sunk to the floor, staring at the dagger cradled gently in his hands. At the sound of Yennefer approaching, he lifted his head, face filled with fear.
“She’s gone.”
**~*~*~*~**
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boldly-ho · 4 years
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Another Life - Chapter 1
Fandom: What We Do In The Shadows
Rating: Will be M, eventually.
Pairing: Vladislav x Reader
Word count: 1892
Summary: You wake up to find you have no memories of the past year...
A/N: I have this outlined, but not completed. Bear with me here, people. This is crossposted to AO3.
You opened your eyes to sunlight streaming in through your bedroom window. You sat bolt upright. You’d overslept and were late for work. Grabbing your phone off the nightstand, you stopped when you realized your phone background wasn’t a picture of that gorgeous actor from your favorite movie, but was instead a photo of a crescent moon. You didn’t remember changing it. As you puzzled over your lockscreen, you realized that the date was wrong. It said April. But it was May, not April. And the year was wrong. It’s May of the previous year.
Your phone is telling you almost a year has passed.
“Dawn!” you threw yourself out of bed and ran into the living area. “Dawn!”
Your flatmate, Dawn, sat on the couch, watching Netflix on the large TV. “Nice of you to finally join the living,” she joked. Glancing up and seeing the look on your face, she muted the TV. “Y/N, what’s wrong?”
“What day is it?”
“Tuesday. Why? What happened?”
You ignored her questions. “No. What’s the date?”
Dawn paused. “It’s April 10.”
“What year?”
“Y/N, you’re scaring me. Come here; sit down.” She moved aside and gestured to the couch cushion beside her.
“What year!” You knew you shouldn’t be yelling. You knew you were panicking. But being aware of your panic didn’t mean you could stop it.
Dawn told you what year it was.
You collapsed on, rather than sat on, the couch beside her. Your heart was racing and you felt lightheaded. “I lost a year,” you exhaled.
“What? What do you mean?”
“I lost a year.” You looked over at Dawn. “I don’t remember the last year.”
~
You looked around the strangely dressed man, Viago, he’d introduced himself as, and into the house. It was a bit of shithole. But you steeled yourself as you stepped over the threshold and into the lounge. You’d been prepared for this. Anything that was both in your price range and available at the last minute was going to be subpar at best.
The place looked fairly tidy, though you suspected that might not be the norm. Your potential new flatmate was odd. He spoke with an accent you’d never heard before, maybe some sort of eastern European? And he wore clothes you didn’t think you’d see outside of a period drama. He was jittery, seemingly on edge, but he was friendly enough.
“Vladislav and Deacon are out for the night. Petyr is here, but he’s a bit of hermit, so I don’t think you’ll see him around too often, anyway. But all three gave me permission to make a final decision on the new flatmate. We could schedule another interview with Vladislav and Deacon if you’d be more comfortable with that, though.”
You’d been hoping the other three weren’t as odd as Viago. But a flatmate so antisocial you might not see him? That’s the extreme of eccentric. And someone named Vladislav? You chided yourself for being xenophobic. It was probably a common enough name in parts of Europe. Still, you found yourself really hoping this Deacon character at least was normal.
As Viago led you through the house, the chore wheel on the kitchen wall gave you some comfort. Maybe the place was well kept, after all. Though, the spelling of Petyr with a “Y” gave you pause.
“And this would be your room,” Viago said, as he opened a door to a bedroom, isolated down it’s own hallway. The room was surprisingly big, with huge windows on the far wall. It had its own attached bathroom, which was actually a big step up from sharing one with Dawn. This might work out after all.
“It’s nice,” you offered, upon realizing Viago was waiting for a reaction.
He smiled. “Great! I do have a few questions for you.”
“Of course.”
You migrated back downstairs to the kitchen table, where Viago pulled out a notebook, writing your name at the top of a blank page in the most gorgeous script you’d ever seen. You felt self conscious, despite the fact that you hadn’t written anything anywhere where Viago could see it and compare.
“Ok,” he began. “Will you be able to pay your share of the bills? Rent and utilities?”
You nodded. “That shouldn’t be an issue. I only work part time, but the hours are regular.” True enough, though you were transitioning to working remotely. No need to let him know you might be a constant presence in the way just yet.
He jotted something down. “Reason for leaving your current living situation?”
You tried not to let your irritation show on your face. “My roommate’s boyfriend is moving in, so she asked if I could find somewhere else to live.” And at the very last minute, you thought bitterly.
Viago made a face and muttered under his breath as he wrote in his notebook, “…a little rude.”  He was right. It drew a faint smile from you.
“We are all awake at night,” he paused, “for, uh, work. So, we sleep during the day. We’re willing to keep the noise to a minimum after midnight for your sake. Would you be able to mind the noise level during daylight hours?”
You thought about it. Inconvenient, but not unmanageable. Especially on the days you still went into work. “I think so, yeah.”
He nodded. “And finally, would you be willing to clean up after yourself and help with communal chores?”
“Definitely. I like a tidy home.”
“Great!” He scrawled again in his book before flipping it shut with a flourish. “Do you have any questions for me?”
“Just a few. Why the vacancy?”
“Well, we never had a fifth flatmate. But the bills keep increasing and there’s a spare room, so we decided it might be time to bring in a st-, uh, another steady income.”
You nodded. Makes sense. The utilities costs in Wellington had been climbing through the roof. You and Dawn had been struggling a bit. Sure, this place was bigger, but utilities split five ways was guaranteed to be cheaper nonetheless.
“Four guys all flatting together. Are you sure you’re all comfortable with me moving in? I don’t want it to be an issue.” You personally didn’t see much of a problem in living with men, but you wanted to make sure that feeling was returned.
“We discussed it. There may be a bit of an adjustment, living with a… woman, after all these years. But, we’re willing to make any necessary adjustments.” Viago offered you a large, sudden smile, alarming you both with the gesture and with his pronounced canines. “Any other questions?”
“Uh, no, I think that just about covers it.”
“Wonderful! Then I would like to offer you the room! Unless, of course, you wanted to interview with Vladislav and Deacon first?”
You shook your head. In an ideal situation, obviously you’d want to meet the people you’d be living with. Unfortunately, time was of the essence in getting out of your current place, so you were willing to forgo the interviews to expedite the process.
“Ok, well I have a key already made up for you. You can move in as soon as you like, but remember to be quiet if you move in during the day.”
You took the key and shook his smooth, cool hand. “I can move in tomorrow afternoon.”
~
“I moved out?” you asked. “And Zach moved in?”
Dawn nodded, though her lips were pursed. “Yeah. He did. Didn’t last very long. He was a useless excuse for a boyfriend.”
You gave her a questioning look.
“He was cheating on me. God, it’s weird telling you this again. But, yeah. We broke up. I ran into you about six months ago. We caught up, but never got as close again as we used to be before I kicked you out.” She reached for your hand, and you let her grab it. “I apologized already, and we made up, but since you can’t remember; I’m sorry for how I handled that situation, and for letting us drift apart like that.”
You weren’t mad at Dawn. You felt like you should be. The offense seemed fresh in your mind, recent. But it didn’t feelfresh. You didn’t feel hurt anymore. “I forgive you,” you told her honestly. “Again. And I’m sorry for whatever role I played in letting us drift apart.”
She brushed off your apology. “I already forgave you.”
“Ok. But if we never got close again, how did I end up living here again? How long have I been living here? What happened this past year?”
“Since you and I made up six months ago, we’ve only seen each other three times. The last time was almost two weeks ago. We had lunch. You seemed fine, though. No memory issues. But yesterday morning, really early, you texted and asked if the spare room was still available. It was, clearly, and you were here in bed when I got back home last night.”
You were more curious than confused. There was so little information that your brain couldn’t even throw around unfounded theories or become frustrated by unsolved puzzles. There was nothing to clarify even the biggest, most important, or obvious pieces yet.
“Why though? What happened?”
“All the text said was ‘I need to move out ASAP. It isn’t working out here anymore. Can I move back in?’”
“Dawn, I don’t-“
“I really, really don’t know what you’ve been up to this past year. You’ve been closed off the few times we hung out. Secretive, almost.”
“Me? Secretive?” you asked incredulously. You had never been overly private, especially not with friends.
“I don’t know. Maybe not secretive, I guess, but definitely less open than usual. I figured it was because we ended up drifting apart. You just weren’t as comfortable with me anymore.” The thought made you sad. “Whatever it was,” Dawn continued, “I really only know the most basic information on the past year.”
You didn’t say anything, waiting for her to fill the silence with whatever it was she knew. She obliged.
“You were flatting with a few guys, four or five, I think, from Europe. You were seeing one of them though.”
“What!”
Dawn nodded. “You were head over heels. Even I could tell, but again, you weren’t giving me too much info to work with in our limited interactions, so that’s really all I got.”
“Right. Sorry.”
She ignored your interrupting apology. “I figured that’s why you had to leave in such a hurry. ‘It isn’t working out.’ I figured you guys must’ve broken up.”
“Were we together long?”
“I think so. When we reconnected that first time, you already seemed pretty serious, and that was six months ago.”
A boyfriend. An ex-boyfriend, technically. An ex-boyfriend you didn’t even remember. How could that have happened? How could any of this have happened? How could you just go to sleep one night, and wake up the next day without remembering the past year?
“Did you ever meet him? Or any of the flatmates? Anyone at all I interacted with?”
You had forgotten Dawn still held your hand until she gave it a gentle, encouraging squeeze. “I never met anyone. You didn’t talk about the others too much, just Vlad. That’s his name, by the way. Vlad.”
Vlad. Okay, then.
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tigerwing-writing2 · 3 years
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Spirits Chapter 1
I’ve had this idea for a very long time. | Chapter 2 |
    She woke up in the middle of the night, hanging halfway off her bed. It was very dark, the only light filtering in through the window. She got up and laid back down, only to sit up less than a minute later.
    It was cold, her breath fogging in the air. She reached for the lamp and turned it on, letting out a tiny hiss as her eyes adjusted to the light. She looked around her room. Everything seemed a bit wrong, having been cleaned before she went to bed. 
    The familiar piles of clothes were thrown into a basket, the chair that was usually in the center of the room neatly pushed under the desk where her laptop sat. Her nightstand was cluttered, still. Or rather already.
    She got up and pulled her chair out, sitting at the desk and opening the laptop. She quickly typed in her password, rubbing her eyes immediately after. A youtube tab was open, paused, showing the playlist she’d thrown together to clean her room. 
    Hitting play, she sat back and looked around. It was nearly two in the morning, and she was wide awake. Her eyes landed on a bit of movement close to her door. She jumped, nearly falling out of her chair.
    Whatever had moved was gone, but her heart continued pounding in her ears. She drew her legs up, sitting on her feet, and paused the music. She could hear a faint scratching sound somewhere to her left.
    “It’s probably just a mouse…” At her words the scratching paused before becoming more frantic, as if whatever was there was absolutely terrified of her. She laughed a bit, putting a hand to her chest, where her heart was still beating rapidly.
    She got up and approached the sound of the scratching. A tiny shape darted out from under her bed and squeezed itself under her door. She opened her door quietly and peered into the hall. There was no sign of the mouse.
    “Huh…” She walked into the kitchen and turned on the light before reaching and getting a glass out of the cabinet. She slowly filled it with water, trying to keep quiet. She took the water into her room and nearly dropped it.
    Sitting in her chair was a transparent, glittering, almost blue-green cat. It had blotches of darker, lighter, and brighter coloring, as if it was some sort of spectral calico kitty from god knew where. In its mouth was the mouse, squeaking frantically, nearly dead.
    She stared before slowly putting her water down and closing her eyes. “When I open my eyes again, this thing will be gone and so will its snack.” She opened her eyes.
    The cat wasn’t gone, and was staring at her with bright interest. It dropped the now deceased mouse and hopped off the chair, walking to her and rubbing against her leg.
    She nearly screamed. The cat brushing against her leg felt cool, more like a cold patch of air. There was no resistance as she tried to nudge the cat away from her. It looked up, meowing at her. There was no sound.
    “You’re just a figment of my imagination.” The figment of her imagination meowed at her again. She grabbed her water and moved to her chair, giving the cat a wide berth. She collapsed into the chair, having forgotten about the mouse, until she was forced to remember by sitting on it.
    She jumped back up, looking in her chair. The mouse lay there, unmoving, looking almost pitiful. She looked at the cat. The cat stared back. She grabbed the mouse and slung it into the trash, hoping that she’d remember it in the morning. 
    “Jesus fucking christ… can you get out of my room?” She asked, looking back at the cat. The cat was gone, as if it’d never been there at all. She closed her door and her laptop before turning off the lamp. “That’s what I get for going to bed early, I guess.” She curled up on her bed, trying to ignore the memory of the cat.
    The next time she woke up, daylight was just beginning to creep into her room. She got up and stretched before heading into the kitchen to make coffee. As she did her phone rang. She yawned and answered.
    “Hey, Lizzie. Thought I’d check up on you,” her friend immediately said.
    “Hi Tom. I’m ok. Just making coffee.” I put the phone on speaker and set it on the counter.
    “I still can’t believe you drink the devil’s bean juice.”
    “What? It keeps me awake.”
    “I guess. Hey, I had the weirdest dream last night…”
    “Yeah, me too.”
    “All I remember now is watching you walking somewhere. Following this… cat?”
    “What?”
    “Yeah… it looked like a calico but a bunch of shades of blue.”
    “Tom…”
    “What?”
    “That cat was in my room last night.”
    “Really?”
    “Yeah. 
    “Freaky.”
    “No kidding.”
    “Want me to come over there today?”
    “Maybe when I’m awake.”
    There was a knock on her door. She answered it, and there stood Thomas, grinning obnoxiously. SHe walked back into the kitchen, leaving the door open. “Rude,” He said, walking in after her.
    “Yeah.” She looked down at her pajamas before hanging up the call. 
    Thomas followed her in, leaning against the counter, watching her start the coffee brewing. “So, how are you actually doing?”
    “I slept horribly. Aside from that I’m not looking forward to doing any school shit.”
    “Yeah, I feel you there. I still have a paper to write…”
    “Then why come over? I’m glad you’re here, I’m just curious.”
    “I’m bored of class.” 
    “Already? It’s only… 8 in the morning.”
    “Bold of you to assume I slept.”
    “But- You said the dream you had?”
    “That was yesterday afternnon, if I’m being honest.”
    “So… You’ve been up all night?”
    “Basically.”
    “I think you need the devil’s bean juice more than I do.”
    “Never.”
    “Fine. How’d you call right after I woke up?”
    “Magic.”
    “Uh huh. Ok then.”
    “I don’t know, just lucky.” He reached towards her and she realized she hadn’t showered in… how many days now?
    “Uh…”
    He tugged on her braid lightly. “Go take a shower, I’ll make you breakfast.” He got up and headed into the kitchen without waiting for an answer.
    “Tom?!”
    “Go ahead!”
    She sighed and went into her room, getting a towel and a change of clothes. She could hear Thomas in the kitchen as she walked into the bathroom and locked the door. 
    When she got out, Thomas was still in the kitchen. She wiped off the mirror and brushed her hair, wincing at the tangles, before drying it with the hairdryer. She brushed it again and dried off before getting dressed in a hoodie and jeans. She hung the towel up and took her dirty clothes to her room.
    Thomas was in the kitchen, singing Counting Stars. She stopped, listening, before going into the room. 
    “Oh, there you are,” he said, holding out a plate of pancakes. 
    “Yeah.” She took them and sat down.
    He casually braided her hair as she ate, braiding it and unbraiding it. It felt nice having him play with her hair, not that she’d ever admit it. He took her plate when she was done eating, despite her protests. “I got it, Lizzie. Consider this a rest day.”
    “Uh… Ok.” She walked in the living room and sat down, checking her phone. There was a text from her father, saying he paid the bills and he was staying with his girlfriend for at least the next week. 
    “Anything interesting?”
    “Huh? Oh, no, just my dad. I guess I’m watching the house for a few days.”
    “Sounds like fun. Can I stay a night?”
    She looked at him. “I love you, but hell no.”
    He put his hand over his heart, feigning shock. “You love me?”
    She snorted. “Yeah, you’ve been my best friend since I moved into this godforsaken house. Of course I love you.”
    “That’s the nicest thing you’ve ever said to me.”
    “Don’t get used to it.”
    “Oh?”
    “You heard me.”
    He reached over and tugged on her braid. 
    “Stop it.”
    “Why, you like it?”
    She pulled away from him, glaring.
    “I’ll take that as a yes.”
    “Why are you really here?”
    “I missed you.”
    “Thomas…”
    “Oh, pulling out a full name, Elizabeth?”
    “Stop it.”
    “Teasing you is fun.”
    She stood up, backing away from him a bit.
    “Alright, I’ll stop. I’m sorry, Lizzie.”
    “Please… just get out.”
    “Lizzie, I said I’m sorry!”
    “I’ll let you know when I want you around me again.”
    “Lizzie-”
    She shoved him out the front door, flinching slightly as the door slammed. She might have been overreacting, but she was alone in the house. If Thomas tried anything, she would be completely defenseless. She locked the door.
    Her phone rang and she silenced it. 
    Outside, Thomas was sitting on the porch, trying to call Elizabeth. She wouldn’t answer, instead, she went into the living room and sat on the couch again.
    When she looked in the kitchen, the cat was back, laying in a patch of sunlight, nearly transparent. She stared at it for a while. This time it didn’t scare her, instead, the cat felt more like a friend.
    Her phone lit up with a text from Thomas: Be careful.
    She ignored it, watching the cat sun itself. It was laying on its side, its tail tip curling and uncurling. She yawned quietly. The cat’s ears perked up and it lifted its head before trotting over.
    It brushed against her hand, feeling cold, but there was still nothing, no actual contact. She sat up and the cat curled up on her lap. She felt the slightest bit of pressure on her legs, as if the cat weighed barely anything. 
    Outside, clouds were gathering as Thomas walked to the park. He looked up at the sky in time to trip over a wide crack in the road. He landed sprawled on his stomach, his breath knocked out of him, and could barely sit up. 
    His hands were scraped lightly, along with his chin. He licked the blood trailing from the cut on his lip, standing carefully. He made his way towards one of the benches and collapsed onto it, trying to get his breath back. He had just been walking, if he’d been running and tripped he’d probably have gotten at least a few more scrapes.
    Elizabeth watched the cat curiously. It was seemingly asleep again, relaxed on her lap. She undid the braid in her hair, combing it with her fingers. The cat stirred slightly before opening its eyes and meowing at her.
    She started humming and the cat jumped down from her lap. “What, is it that bad?” 
    The cat walked in the kitchen. She got up and followed curiously. The cat was gone. 
    At the park, it started to rain. Thomas moved, sitting in the middle of one of the shelters. Scratched into the wooden table were multiple phone numbers, hearts, and random drawings. 
    Thomas shivered, looking out. The blood on his hands was dry when he looked at the scrapes. He ran his fingers through his hair before pulling his jacket tighter around him. The rain fell much faster, the drops getting heavier as the time went on.
    The longer he sat there, the colder it seemed to become, until it felt like it shouldn’t be raining but snowing instead. His phone rang.
    Elizabeth held her phone to her ear, waiting to see if Thomas would answer.
    “Lizzie?” He asked as soon as he picked up.
    “Where are you?”
    “I’m at the park.”
    “I’ll be there soon.” She hung up and put on shoes before grabbing an umbrella. 
    A minute later she was walking to the park, the umbrella open above her. She walked quickly, making the trip in barely ten minutes. 
    Thomas was sitting where he’d sat down earlier. He looked up, surprised to see her after what had happed earlier. He nearly ran to her, but at that moment the rain was falling even more heavily. 
    She walked up to the shelter, stepping out of the rain for a moment. “Come on, it’s getting colder.”
    He approached her, blinking, as she offered the umbrella. He stepped under it before she started walking towards the road again, him walking close by. “Thank you…”
    “Just remember that I’ll throw you back out if you touch me again.”
    “I… Alright”
    They walked slower, approaching Elizabeth’s house. She unlocked the door and nodded for him to go inside.
    He took his shoes off, putting them by the door. She followed him inside before shaking out the umbrella. 
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imma-new-soul · 4 years
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A Helping Hand
Summary: owning a farm on your own is hard work so when a handsome man comes looking for work things start to heat up
Paring: Bucky Barnes X Reader
A/N: so I wrote this a while back but it was a bit rushed to me, so I rewrote it. Please tell me if you like it. Feedback is very welcomed
Warning: language, sexual content (not SMUT completely) but implied. If you don't feel comfortable reading please heed my warnings, this is written for a mature audience.
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Dry breezes swept through the grassy fields creating cascading waves of emerald. The strands that's roots bleed deep into the soil started to wither and darken, its beauty fleeting with every passing of the sun. Long labored days that birthed burning aches in the muscles of your limbs gave little to no reward. 
The rains that had not come for weeks caused the buds to not bloom and the trees to bare no fruit. The desperate birds who scavenged through what little was left made certain that your harvest would not be enough to last through the winter.
These struggles and bounds brought the realization that you alone could not rid the farm of the decay that was settling in. You were well versed in the skill of caring for the animals but lacked the vast complex knowledge of agriculture. What little you did know of tending to the crops got you through your first year but only because the weather had often been kind to you. 
In the days that followed you desperately hung posters on the walls of the markets, or lefts copies with the priest at the church. "Help Wanted, Room included" and other personal information littered the front of each sheet 
The early sun was already high and present in the sky and a few boxes were already checked off of the list of morning duties when the sound of a shaking engine rattled down the path towards your house.
You stepped out from your home evaluating it's presence, black rubber wheels kicking up dirt like a sand storm, leaving a ghostly trail of dust behind it. The vehicle stopped directly in front of the porch and the loud engine rang out, The dead silence amplifying the sound ten fold. 
The rumbling ceased, And the door swung open. out stepped a tall, cordial looking man. He wore a clean grey suit, fitted perfectly to his body. His shoes shined like they were brand new, even the bit of stubble that peaked out from face was trimmed and tamed.
He approached confidently, stretching his large arm out to greet you, providing you with a firm handshake. Never had you ever seen a man like this before, although his demeanor seemed tamed you could sence a danger about him. It burned in the pink of his lips and seeped out in the padding of his fingertips and that in itself excited you.
His eyes were beautiful shades of blue and they pierced into yours mysteriously, his skin soft, large warm hands and just his presence set off something strange and new inside of you.
"Hello ma'am my name is James Barnes, are you y/n?" He squinted his eyes, raising one hand uptop his forehead to shield him from the harsh baring sunlight. You nodded your head and in response he slipped his other hand into the back pocket of his pants pulling out a folded paper that orignally had been hung up in town advertising that you were hiring and offering a room. 
"I saw this at the market, I called a few times earlier this morning but I figured you were busy, tending to the farm and the animals" he said unfolding the paper and flattening it out on his thigh so it seemed a little less wrinkled. 
" Right, so James do you have any experience farming?" You said stepping a little closer to him. His scent like warm whiskey and smoked honey.
"Yes actually I was working for an elderly man for a few years before he passed" James said almost whispering at the last word that slipped from his lips, bowing his head an inch or two in respect.
He was not from around here, you could tell, his voice was deep and low but you could hear the remanince of a past life still lingering on his tounge, East coast, maybe New York or New Jersey? You thought.
"Ok well, James-" 
"Call me Bucky" he interrupted and you continue on
"Ok well, Bucky! we start our day at 5am every morning, your room is upstairs down the hall from mine, and you'll get paid when all the work for the day is done. Do you have any questions?" 
"Perfect and um.. yeah is there something I could help you with. now?" Bucky shrugging his shoulders a bit, flashing a charming smile that for some reason shuck through your bones.
You looked him over from head to toe shaking your head with a smirk on your lips.
"You're gonna need to change into something a little more…. Appropriate, but first come in for some breakfast Its almost done" you nudged your head towards the entrance of your home, signaling him to follow you and he complied walking closely behind. 
The both of you stepped into the house and Bucky quickly took in his surroundings. The decor was old and outdated but had a certain timeless beauty to it. The house was huge and much bigger than any home he had ever lived in. The kitchen smelled of sizzling bacon and warm maple syrup that made Bucky's stomach growl in need. 
Breakfast was silent as you expected but you couldn't help but steal wanton glances at Bucky. When is hand brushed against yours on occasion you blushed and shifted in your chair ignoring the weight building in your stomach and chest.
It was strange but also nice, sharing a meal with another person, a handsome stranger at that. You'd spent many months alone, in this big empty house that was full of everything but life.
You spend your day with little to no human contact. so when Bucky sat a bit closer to you then you expected, you welcomed his presence. happily.
After the meal you lead Bucky up the stairs to the end of the hall and to the room you assigned to him. It was spacious with large windows that faced the garden, they were covered with beautiful sheer white curtains that allowed the warm yellow glow of the sun to paint perfect squares of light on the dark oak wood floor and in the corner pressed against the wall was a tall brown framed wardrobe. 
"This used to be my brother's room but it's yours now, there's some clothes in the wardrobe that might fit, and this is your bathroom" you pointing to a door that was directly behind him
"get changed and meet me in the stables out back" you instructed, walking out of the room and disappearing from his sight.
After about 10 minutes you spotting Bucky walking towards you and heat flushed your body. He wore a white tank top that tucked into some blue jeans. His arms were bare and his skin wrapped tightly and smooth around the muscles in his chest and arms.
You started by giving him a tour of the property. Fisrt was the stables where the horses were, you showed him the hen houses, pig pens, the cows and bulls and lastly the fields of crops that were sadly looking worse than they did yesterday. 
You sighed when you approached the crops, looking out into the field, you couldn't help but feel like you failed. A heavy overwhelming feeling of grief washed over you like dark grey storm clouds rolling in.
Bucky noticed how your demeanor changed, the way your breathing got heavier and how you hung your head low then usual.
"Was this because of the drought?" He said turning to face you with a caring tone laced in each words.
" Yes. I water the whole field myself, everyday but the sun.. its drying the plants faster than I can water them." You said hanging your head lower than before.
A thick, uncomfortable silence loomed over the two of you until Buckys soft voice cut through it. "Don't worry y/n I can help you." He placed his hand on your shoulder in reassurance. You shifted your focus towards him searching for the pity he must of felt for you in his eyes, but you didn't find any. All you could see genuine kindness.
You stood there for a moment to long, lost in his eyes till you realized what you were doing, you shock your head and cleared your throat
"Well it's getting late you should start on your work now, harvest all you can then pull the dead crops out and we'll plant new ones." You said turning away and letting his hand fall to his side.
As the day dragged on you checked Bucky's work over he was a good worker and fast with his hands.
At midday the sun shone directly above and the sweltering heat beamed done on you both. You watched the sweat dripped from the back of his neck and down his chest, He noticed how your eyes lingered on him and took a mental note of it smiling when you weren't looking.
Night came fast like the dry winds but it was just as warm as the day. After hours of relentless work in the stables and around the house you headed to Bucky eager to finally finish your final task.
He stood among the tall grass, his skin and eyes glistened in the moonlight. A vision of unfiltered beauty. Hearing the shuffling of your feet he turned to you, his bright blue eyes pale and heavy as the day.
"Take off your shirt" you said leaving Bucky in a state of shock
"Excuse me?" He said pressing his lips together.
" Take off your shirt so I can wash it, if I wait any longer to do laundry they won't be dry by the morning." You explained laundry basket resting on your hip.
"Yes ma'am" Bucky replied pulling this shirt from his body. 
Your mouth opened partly from the sight of his toned body. The heat on your skin become intense, as he drew closer to you, placing the top in the basket you held tightly to your hip. His eyes never leaving yours. He knew you hadn't been able to control yourself all day, stealing glances while he worked, biting your lip at the thought of his large hands on your skin.
He had you right were he wanted you and he wanted to watch you squirm and become undone. He pressed his chest to yours, leaning over to whisper in your ear.
" I don't mind if my things were wet".
His lips grazed your ear and a shiver ran through out your body. Your breath shuck and you cleared your throat again pulling away from him.
You went into the house to catch your breath and clear your mind. but Bucky followed closely, just a step behind you. Your footsteps were fast like your heartbeat and your mind cluttered with impure thoughts that you couldn't shake. 
The loud creak from his feet and slam of the door behind you startled you but you showed no sign of fear. You felt his body pressed against yours but this time you did not pull away.
He stood behind you wrapping his arms around your waist swaying agonizingly slow. A hardness growing in his pants pressing up against you
"I saw you watching me, you must be lonely working up a sweat in this big ole house you must be wound up so tight, I bet you wouldn't mind if I gave you a bit of release". He moved his hand down slowly gradually reaching your upper thigh.
Your eyes flutter close. As his hand moved to where you needed him most
Lustful and longing for relief. Your body's collided mixing together, pressing on each other. Moans and screams filled the air and twisting with the smell of sex. 
You laid there on the floor legs still hugged around Buckys waist, sweaty and out of breath. You turned your head to find him already looking down at you. A smile spread on both your lips  all you could do is laugh uncontrollably still trying to wrap your head around what happened. Bucky joined in your laughter and placed a kiss on your forehead. 
"Wow that was…"
"Amazing" Bucky said finishing your sentence 
Tagging: @honeyvbarnes @sebbbystaaan @mushyjellybeans @babiiface95 @criminal-cookies @this-kitten-is-smitten @becausewhyknotme @theladyoffangorn @kitkatd7 @fangirl-introvert @constantaking @officialtonystarkprotectionsquad
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a-5-7-b-8-4-c · 4 years
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Curly Hair
First fic pretty much ever so sorry if it’s bad :)
Inspired by all the other “What if Virgil has curly hair and the others don’t know yet” fics I’ve read. Anyway, enjoy :)
Summary: V forgets to straighten his hair one morning and it surprises the others.
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Virgil got up from his bed after another sleepless night in a row. The recent panic was starting to get very exhausting - and this is coming from a person who is used to it. Running a hand through his soft, brown curls he grabbed his eyeshadow from his shelf and smudged some onto his face with his finger, not having enough energy to go to an actual mirror or to find the proper brush that he left in the bathroom yesterday. Still half asleep he headed to the kitchen for coffee before actually starting his day. He stumbled groggily past the door only to be met with the loud voices of the others.
Logan seemed to have stopped doing his morning sudoku to engage in an argument with an ecstatic Roman about some detail in a musical and Patton had his back to them, smiling at their bickering while frying pancakes.
“Morning.” Virgil’s fatigued voice called out to them. Like every other morning, they turned to him calmly to greet him. Only this time, they froze instead.
Logan’s pencil dropped.
Roman’s excitement replaced by something unreadable.
The only sound now was the sizzling of Patton’s forgotten pancakes.
“What?” Virgil hesitated, already shying away at the weight of their stares.
None of them moved. Virgil’s mind - racing; What did he forget? Does his eyeshadow look off? He didn’t do it properly so did it look stupid? Are they gonna laugh at him? Maybe the dark circles under his eyes weren’t covered properly and now they’ll worry about his sleep schedule again? No, that wouldn’t make them freeze up like that? It must be something bigger... Something big. Would they kick him out for it? Would they hate him? He was so stupid! What did he forget? What did he do different today? What does he usually do in the morning that he didn’t today? He was wearing his new hoodie... He did his eyeshadow...
Hair!
He touched his fringe, lowering his head in panic.
He forgot to straighten his hair.
Before anyone could react, he bolted back towards his room. After slamming his door securely shut, he dived into his bed covers, enveloping himself completely and comfortably. The others would probably be already mocking him. They would probably follow him to his room and they would criticise him, patronise him, never again take him seriously. He could already hear their voices down the hallway, on their way to his room. He was screwed. Maybe he could somehow convince them that this wasn’t his real hair. How would he even do that? They’re not that stupid. They’ll just have more reasons to hate him...
“How is HE the one with curls?” Roman’s voice snapped him back to reality. Logan’s confused response to Roman’s dramatics was muffled through the door. They were already outside his door. Great.
“Virgil? Can we come in please?” Patton’s soft tone of voice surprised Virgil. Why was it gentle? Were they acting so that he lets them in himself so that they can see it properly before they actually start mocking him?
“NO! Go away.” Virgil answered, his voice hoarse.
“YOU CAN’T JUST SHOW US YOU HAVE CURLS AND THEN BOLT ON US LIKE THAT!” Roman shouted and was instantly chastised by the other two.
“Please, j-just leave.” Virgil’s tone started to go soft. He felt like crying.
Patton’s voice returned, somehow even softer, “Virgil, I promise we won’t laugh. It’s nothing bad. We were just surprised.”
“That is true. You also can simply ignore Roman. He is overly excited.” Logan added. From inside his blanket cocoon, Virgil could faintly hear Roman get offended. He tried to imagine him, his hand dramatically pressed against his chest, his body leaning back in offence and his face open in shock.
Just that was enough to make Virgil snicker lightly. He made a small opening in his blanket bunker just large enough for him to see through.
“Can we please come in and see it?” Patton’s loving voice filled with curiosity and care.
“I... guess?” Virgil answered hesitantly, even quieter than last time.
Instantly the door opened and the three piled into the room, Roman wasting no time in rushing over to the side of the bed, where the Virgil-needs-comfort-so-leave-him-alone pile of blankets lay. They stared at each other. Virgil’s anxious and fearful eyes contrasted with Roman’s excited and glowing ones. The other two caught up with the fanciful side and Virgil noticed that their expressions weren’t that different. Patton looked like at him in admiration and happiness while Logan stared in fascination and confusion, even though none of then could see through the fortress of fluff covering him.
“CAN I TOUCH IT?” Roman hugged his hands to his mouth, hiding his excited smile to try to not overwhelm the anxious side. He looked just like Patton when he sees a puppy.
“Please?” Patton added hopefully.
The furry blob (Virgil) shook, clearly signalling ‘no’, and hunched over, now looking at the edge of the bed.
“Why not?” Logan asked. His voice sounded more collected than his face looked seconds ago.
They only received an answer after a few moments where Virgil brainstormed possible outcomes of his words.
“You’ll laugh.” He whispered honestly, “A-and stop taking me seriously...” With every word he grew quieter, more fearful for their reaction. He didn’t look up during the short moment of silence. He didn’t even look up when Patton moved, nor when he sat on the bed beside him and leaned in to hug him.
“No, we won’t.” He said firmly but still softly. What Virgil couldn’t see was the way his face shifted to show concern and care over the previous excitement.
“Do you really think that low of us, Virgil?” Logan asked, sharing Patton’s concern, “That we would discriminate you for your appearance or that we would mock you for something that you cannot permanently change?”
Virgil thought this through. Analysing them individually, Patton could never mock anyone - it would be mean and he wants everyone to feel included and happy. Logan wouldn’t voice his mocking even if he felt like that - it’s emotions and Logan doesn’t want anything to do with that. Roman was the only wild card but considering how everyone has to put up with his obnoxiously loud serenading and he is still taken seriously, he would have no right to mock Virgil for his hair. Besides, up until now, no-one really reacted negatively... It should be fine, right?
“I’m with Specs over here.” Roman kneeled down to look up at Virgil’s eyes, “I, dressed as a flippin’ princess, ‘cause why not, literally walked in on Logan reading a book in his unicorn onesie last week because Patton was wondering what hair dyes would be best for his type of hair because he wanted to dye it pastel blue.”
“Or pink.” Patton corrected sheepishly. “We will not treat you any less seriously if that’s what you are worried about, kiddo.” He assured.
“And whether we treat you differently all depends on how soft it is because if it is, I will stroke it.” Roman admitted with his signature excited sass.
Virgil listened to their honesty, avoiding all eye contact and smiling into the covers slightly. Why was he even worried?
“Can we see it again?” Patton asked once more after a while.
Virgil hesitated a bit. If all of that is true then there is really no harm in showing them. Slowly, he slid the cover off onto his shoulders, still avoiding eye contact with the others but he could see Roman’s growing smile and feel Patton’s hug tighten, but not uncomfortably.
A small gasp escaped Roman who, once again, was almost vibrating from excitement. He was clearly restraining himself when he asked, “Can I touch it?”
Virgil didn’t answer but leaned his head slightly forwards, silently saying ‘yes’.
Roman quickly but carefully reached out and placed his hand on Virgil’s puff of hair. Slowly he weaved his fingers through the curls as carefully as if he was dealing with flower petals.
“Can I too?” Patton asked, releasing Virgil from the long hug, who looked at him and nodded.
Mimicking Roman’s actions, Patton squealed when he felt the soft locks.
“THEY FEEL LIKE CLOUDS!!” He whisper - shouted, breathless from his growing excitement.
“I must ask however, how is it that you are the only side with such hair type?” Logan asked, coming closer to, but still avoiding, the mess of Patton’s and Roman’s excitement that was pouring over Virgil’s head. Virgil just shrugged in response, too busy focusing on the others’ movements more than on the question he didn’t even know the answer to. Instead, Patton got up, grabbed Logan’s hand and moved him closer until he could drop it onto Virgil’s head.
“Wow. That... is soft.” He stated very matter-of-factly.
After Patton let go of his hand to stroke the hair himself, Logan wasn’t sure what to do so he drew it back and went back to staring at the others. If he could feel emotions, he would be happy right now. (Pretty sure he didn’t realise he was smiling slightly.)
“Ok, this is starting to get a bit weird...” Virgil started after a while. The other two pouted instantly but drew their hands away.
“Your hair is SOO soft! Hope you realise I will stroke your head every chance I get.” Roman forebode, still admiring it, “I apologise in advance.”
“If that’s ok with you, kiddo, I will as well.” Patton added, smiling of course.
“Please don’t do it all the time.” Virgil answered. He didn’t want to make it obvious that he secretly liked it - feeling loved like that felt nice.
“However you never said we may not.” Logan pointed out. Roman grinned at Virgil and quickly said, “Let’s go eat before he changes his mind.”
“Yeah... I’m kinda hungry anyway.” Virgil got up from his duvet bunker and walked with the others to the dinning room.
From then on, he no longer had to wake up early just to do his hair and Patton and Roman would stroke his head as hello when they saw him. It was a much better ending than Virgil theorised, but then again, it often was. Either way, he no longer felt had to hide his true self.
He was happy.
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preface2adreamplay · 4 years
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Under Your Spell (Part 21) - Let Me Twist It A Little Deeper
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Summary: A Jared Padalecki/OFC /Oscar Isaac fiction.
Stef is not having the best weekend at the con.
Chapter warnings: Flirting, swearing, infidelity. masturbation, angst. 
Chapter WC: 3,554
Everything was packed and ready to go. Stef lay in bed, unable to switch off the noise of the day.
‘Come on, Stef, go asleep,’ she told herself. Pushing off the covers and pulling them back on again. Tossing and turning didn’t cover how much she had moved around. 
Finally, she gave up. Grabbing her phone from her bedside table. 4am. 
Claire was staying with Richard. Jared was with his family and who knows where Oscar was. 
She scrolled through insta for a while, seeing all the photos fans had shared from the previous day. A headache was forming behind her eyes, it was gonna be one of the bad ones, she knew. 
‘Fucking sleep!’ Stef cursed. Only one thing left to try. Reaching down under the sheets, Stef rolled her fingers around her clit, the first thought that came to her mind was Jared on stage, smiling and joking. The next thought was him shirtless, the last time he was in her bedroom, jeans hanging low on his hips, arm muscles bulging while he fished around on the floor for his clothes. 
Breathing out a soft groan, Stef continued, fingers finding her opening hot and wet. She slid inside, one finger. Jared breathing on her neck, sucking soft kisses against her jaw, his voice in her ear, ‘c’mon Stef, give it to me.’ 
It was a phrase he liked to use when he was in a playful mood, she would relinquish control of her pleasure to him. When he took control of her, his hands, his mouth, his voice would be everywhere, all over her. His mouth humming against her in the most delicious way. And she would ride waves of pleasure. 
Stef felt her walls contracting around her finger, her body trembling and finally stilled as she drifted into a disturbed and dream filled sleep.
Oscar had taken her by the hand, dragging her through the crowds, ‘look at them!’ he kept yelling over his shoulder. ‘Let go of me, I can’t go with you.’ Stef tried to twist her arm from his grip. They stopped at the stage where the Q&A had been. Jared sat with his wife in his lap, giggling with her between kisses. Instant fiery hot jealousy raged through her. ‘Look at them!’ Oscar said again. His dark eyes on the couple that were wrapped up in each other. Stef drew her gaze away, unable to look at them any longer. Oscar didn’t flinch when Stef waved her hand in front of his face, he was in a daze, his mouth open in a soft smile. ‘Help me get away.’ Stef shouted. Jared started, seeing Stef below him. ‘No wait, come back.’ He begged. 
Stef was running, the carpet beneath her bare feet was turning into steps too high for her to climb, she couldn’t run hard enough to get away. An arm caught her as she tumbled. 
Stef couldn’t hold back her tears, burying her face in the chest of the man holding her up. 
Stef woke suddenly, throwing the blankets away. Running her hands down her face, she glanced at herself in the mirror across the room. She was perspiring, hair was clinging to her neck. ‘What the actual fuck?’ 
Stef didn’t dream much, but that one made her feel sick to her stomach.
Wiping the bathroom mirror clean after a hotter than hell shower, Stef looked at her face, wanting the woman looking back at her to settle her nerves, tell her she wasn’t being an idiot, it went with the territory. 
Why are you really fucking surprised, was all she said. 
Stef sat on the side of the bath tub and cried. 
Claire had done her best to make up for not being around. When she finally got around to coming back to the hotel room they were sharing, Stef was dressed and fresh faced.
‘Did you sleep?’ Claire rummaged through her bag looking for clean clothes.
‘Not much. I bet it’s pointless to ask if you got sleep last night.’ Stef winked seeing Claire trying to hide a coy smile.
‘I have to shower but then we are definitely having breakfast. There is a thing on later that I wanna check out but I’ll be back before lunch and then we can head back to the airport, k?’ 
Claire was being overly nice, her voice raising a little higher with every sentence.
‘Richard wouldn’t happen to be doing the thing you’re interested in, is he?’ Stef finished applying a second layer of mascara. 
‘Maybe,’ Claire elongated the word, disappearing into the bathroom.
Stef’s phone beeped. Picking it up she saw a message from Jared.
Jared: Good morning sweet thang. x
Stef put the phone back down and checked herself in the mirror. Heaving a sigh, she gathered herself, put on a smile and bent to put on her Nike’s. There would be more walking today, it called for comfortable footwear. Her jeans were loose around her waist, she hadn’t realised she had lost some weight. Not too much to be noticeable she thought. 
Claire was singing in the shower. Stef chuckled, hearing it was one of her older songs, Claire loved the band Stef was taking a break from.
Shit, she thought, remembering one of the members had called her a couple of days previous to ask when she was available to meet up.
Every year or so they would meet, see what was going on with each other and decide if they would do new music or not. 
Hitting the call button, her old friend answered straight away.
‘Hey, Stef! How are you?’
‘Sorry I kinda forgot to call you back, Nik, I’m in Toronto right now.’
‘Yeah, I was talking to Oscar yesterday he told me he ran into you over there. Having fun?’
‘The most fun,’ she lied. 
‘We are meeting Friday night at that bar you hate.’ Nik blew smoke down the phone. Stef knew the sounds of him inhaling and exhaling like his life depended on that one cigarette.
‘I’ll be there.’
‘Great!’ He did sound excited. Stef smiled, excited to catch up with them.
‘Gotta go, I’ll get the details from you during the week.’
‘For sure. Later, Stef.’
‘Was that Jared?’ Claire peeked out from behind the bathroom door, steam billowing behind her. Strands of dark red hair plastered against her face.
‘Nah. Nik. Band meeting.’
‘Oh,’ Claire seemed a little disappointed. ‘Will you see Jared before we leave?’ Her voice kept on the side of casual/hopeful instead of the misery Stef felt creeping into her bones.  
‘I’d like to think so, but, with his family showing up I don’t know if he can get away.’
Stef didn’t have to hear Claire tutting from the bathroom to know how she felt about it. 
Stef looked at her phone as it pinged again. 
Jared had sent a very close up selfie. Laughing, she replied.
Stef: Good morning, Jared. How are you today?
Jared: Tired. Glad this con is almost over. Photo ops at 12, you gonna be around?
Stef: Yep, can swing by before we leave. 
Jared replied with a few celebratory emojis. 
‘Claire, come on, I’m hungry.’
‘Go down without me, I’ll be right behind you.’ Claire was brushing her teeth furiously.
Ok, Stef shrugged.
Filling her plate with as much food as possible, Stef was trying to figure out how to use the coffee machine when someone brushed past her, nudging her elbow, sending a piece of toast sliding off into the mug she had managed to fill with a watery mix of milk and coffee.
‘Sorry,’ a soft voice came. Stef turned to say it was cool when she met the woman’s eyes. 
‘It-it’s fine,’ Stef stammered, her eyes glued to the beautiful brown eyes staring up at her. It was Jared’s wife.
Fuck, Stef thought. 
‘You’re uhm, you’re…’ Gen tried to find a way to say her name without owning that this was the woman her husband was fucking. 
‘Yeah,’ was all Stef managed to say. 
‘Well, you’ve made him a happier man. When he comes home to us.’ Gen said graciously, putting a hand on the shoulder of a boy standing next to her, gaping up at Stef.
He had Jered’s eyes and my god, he had Jared’s hair. Stef swallowed hard, what could she say to that?
’Nice to meet you, anyway.’ 
Gen gave Stef a smile and taking her son by the hand, led him away. Stef closed her eyes, her mouth dry like a fucking desert. Suddenly, the coffee didn’t seem so important. But, there was a queue building up behind her.
‘Go ahead, I can’t seem to work it,’ Stef moved away from the person waiting patiently next to her. Rubbing her nose with her hand, she cleared her throat, not sure where to look or what to do. Fearful of moving her eyes across the room in case she were to see Jared’s family again or worse, Jared himself. She couldn’t face him now. 
Claire arrived, hair swinging, bosom bouncing, a huge grin on her face. ‘Hey did you get me coffee?’ 
Her smile turned to a horrified look, ‘you ok?’ Rubbing Stef’s shoulder. ‘You gonna puke?’
‘Maybe,’ Stef replied, ‘Can we grab a seat?’
Finding a small table hidden behind a huge, ugly plant, Stef told Claire what had just happened.
‘So she thanked you for sleeping with her husband? She’s a better woman than I would be.’
‘Claire!’ Stef pinched the bridge of her nose, the toast on her plate now finding its way to Claire’s mouth.
‘What?’ the redhead replied, ‘She could have ignored you, or punched you, or made a scene, but she didn’t. Sounds like she was just as shocked to bump into you.’
Stef nodded, her brow furrowed. ‘My life is not normal. This is getting awkward.’
‘This is probably the only time you will ever meet her or even see her, just chill.’
Stef blew out a breath, rubbing her sweaty hands against her jeans. 
‘I’m gonna get you a coffee and a chocolate croissant, then we can go see Richard. He will make you laugh and forget your troubles.’
Stef groaned.
‘Now that was my attitude when I first came to the con, you changed my mind. C’mon.’
‘Is it bad that I want a Margarita for breakfast?’
‘Yes, it is, this situation is not that bad.’
***
Claire hadn’t let Stef hide away in the room, which was a good thing. The convention was so big, the chances of her running into Gen again were slim, but Stef kept looking over her shoulder anyway. She regretted agreeing to see Jared at the photo op’s, but bit the bullet - well, asking Richard to scope out the room first and waiting for him to come back and confirm it was mostly Padalecki-free. 
Stef had never seen this section of a convention before, people lining up to take silly/well thought out pictures with Jared and Jensen. 
Jensen smiled and nodded when he saw Stef waiting off to the side. He leaned in to say something to Jared, who turned his head so quickly in her direction, his hair flipped into Jensen’s face, hitting his friend in the eye. The people close enough to see roared with laughter. Jared was falling over himself apologising to Jensen, clapping him on the back with his huge hand, winking over at Stef. 
‘I see why you like him,’ the familiar voice next to her made her smile. ’Tall, handsome, funny. I’d hit it.’
‘Oscar,’ Stef scolded softly. He was alone, standing with his hands in his pockets.
‘Where’s your date?’
Oscar made a dismissive sound, ’She bounced, I’m really good at making people feel unwanted, apparently. It’s a talent, it would seem.’
‘She left?’ Stef shook her head, laughing. 
‘Yes, she did. She said I wasn’t emotionally available.’ Leaning in so that only Stef would hear. ‘I’m kinda glad, she was jealous about everything.’
‘You’re not into chicks that are fawning over you?’ Stef bit her lower lip.
‘Nah, maybe I just didn’t like her.’
‘You heading home today?’ 
‘Yeah, you?’
‘You don’t sound excited.’ Stef was watching a couple set up their photo, within seconds their experience was over. A fleeting moment that would stay with them forever. 
Jared made eye contact with her and pulled one side of his mouth into a grin, looking over Oscar quickly and greeting the next in line. 
‘Want me to get out of your hair?’ Oscar murmured. 
‘No,’ Stef hooked her arm into his, changing the direction so she was walking away from Jared’s line of sight.
‘We haven’t had time to hang much at all.’
‘You want to hang with me?’ 
‘Yeah.’ Stef squeezed his arm. Oscar’s chest puffed out a little. 
‘What’ll we do then.’
‘I saw a stall with some stuff that had your Star Wars guy, Darius specifically requested something with your face on it.’
Pushing his tongue between his teeth, Oscar threw his head back to laugh. 
‘Why the fuck not, let’s buy my own merchandise.’
***
Jared: Where did you go? Photo ops just done.
Stef: Just grabbing a drink, you want one?
Jared: I’ll meet you in the bar, I’ll be about 5 minutes.
‘Is that him?’ Oscar eyed her over his drink, taking a long gulp and sighing. 
‘Yes, he’ll be down here in a few minutes.’ Stef put a hand on his arm. He had rolled up his shirt sleeves. One fist resting on his hip and he cocked an eyebrow, glancing around the room, he looked too hot. Stef had to check herself.
‘Why are you looking at me like that?’ He said, not looking at her, his eyes resting on a pair of blondes sitting at the opposite end of the bar.
‘Like what? I don’t want you to go if that’s what you mean.’ Stef pouted.
‘No, you’re looking at me like I’m lunch.’
Stef opened her mouth to laugh, involuntarily spitting her drink across his lap.
‘Oh shit, I’m so sorry.’
Oscar brushed the droplets away, laughing too much to form a coherent sentence. ‘I didn’t think it would have that effect.’
Wiping her chin with a napkin, she eyed him curiously.’ What kind of reaction did you think you would get?’
‘I dunno, I thought it might make you argue with me.’
‘You want an argument?’ 
’Nah, I just wanted to wind you up a little before your dude gets here.’
‘My dude, as you say, is already here.’ Stef raised her eyebrows in greeting as Jared made his way toward them. Oscar turned his head, not bothering to adjust how he was sitting, legs splayed open, knees on the outside of Stef’s, keeping her sitting in place at the bar. 
‘Hey,’ Jared said softly, tucking hair behind his ear. 
‘Hi,’ Stef grinned up at him. He was nervous, shifty. 
‘I guess I should formally introduce you both.’
They did that thing that men do when they don’t think women notice, they were eyeing each other, sizing each other up. Shaking hands and making pleasantries. Neither spoke, waiting for Stef to break the ice.
‘We will be leaving after lunch.’
‘Isn’t lunch, like, right now.’ Jared checked his watch.
‘Shit it is. Where the hell is Claire??’ Stef reached into her bag and checked her phone. No messages. Typical.
‘I cannot trust that woman around Richard, my god!’ Stef huffed, pressing the call button and listening to the tone on the other end, knowing Claire wouldn’t be picking up.
‘She could be back in the room.’
Oscar was half grinning, a knowing look on his face. ‘Better go check, you don’t wanna miss your flight again.’
‘Again?’ Jared was looking incredibly awkward now. 
‘Oh, Claire has made Effie miss a couple of flights over the years. She almost missed a video shoot her band was doing in Italy.’ 
‘Oh don’t remind me, that woman causes me stress I could do without.’ Giving up on the idea of Claire picking up her damn phone.
‘I gotta head back up to the room anyway, we will be leaving soon too.’ 
Jared put a hand gently on Stef’s elbow, hoping to get her up off her seat and away from Oscar. 
‘Yeah I’ll walk with you,’ turning to Oscar, placing a beer mat on top of her glass. ‘Mind my spot for a few minutes?’ 
Oscar nodded, turning his attention back to the blondes at the bar.
‘Nice to meet you, man.’ Jared offered Oscar his hand, the shorter man taking it, ‘You too, finally.’ Oscar winked at Stef as she walked away.
Stepping into the elevator, they were finally alone. Jared grabbed her waist, drawing her to him. ‘Damn, I’ve wanted to kiss you all fucking day.’ His teeth were nipping at her lips, teasing. Stef stood on her tip toes, trying to reach his mouth. ‘Kiss me then.’
Jared groaned when their lips met. It wasn’t long enough. The doors were opening on her floor. He took her hand in his, leading her down the hall. Stef was looking down at her small hand wrapped in his. ‘That ok?’ He squeezed her fingers.
‘Yeah, just surprising.’ 
Jared shrugged, stepping behind her as she slid the key card into the hotel room door. They were greeted with two naked bodies writhing on the bed. 
‘Oh god!’ Stef covered her face, unable to tear her eyes away from Richard’s naked ass bouncing as he pummelled into Claire.
Pulling the door closed with a bang, she covered her face, eyes wide. ‘How can I un see that?’ She gasped, laughing so much she thought she would puke.
Jared was on his knees, unable to speak. 
It took a few minutes for them to calm down, Richard’s frantic cries of ‘are you guys still out there?’ made the situation worse. Neither Stef nor Jared could answer him.
Jared had managed to drop his gum onto the carpet, causing him to laugh even more.
‘Don’t put that back in your mouth.’ 
‘That’s what she said.’
‘Oh Jared, please stop, I’m in pain from laughing.’
A large hand was on her back, her face was suddenly crushed into his chest. He was gasping for air like he had run a race. 
‘Well that’s put a good ending to a rough weekend.’ Jared was wiping tears from his eyes.
Stef remembered running into Gen earlier in the day, her stomach twisting with guilt. Or maybe it was jealousy. Or a sickening mixture of both.
Swallowing, she looked up at Jared.
‘What’s up, babe?’ 
‘Nothing.’ She lied, kissing him gently on the mouth.
‘You sure?’
‘Yeah, I’ll just miss you is all.’
‘You have good company downstairs, Oscar is keeping your seat for you at the bar.’
‘Jared…’ Stef wanted to explain what had happened earlier, but he cut her off with another kiss.
‘I’ll call you tomorrow, I’ll be back home. After the kids go to bed. Sound good?’
’Sounds good.’ Stef agreed, unable to hide the disappointment in her eyes at how this weekend had panned out. 
Richard opened the door, having dressed himself in a hurry. ‘Come on, man.’ he said to Jared, pushing past them, his cheeks flushed, hair tossed from Claire’s fingers. 
‘Gotta go.’ Jared kissed her quick and left, following Richard down the hall. 
Stef stuck her head in the door, ‘you decent?’
‘Doesn’t matter, you saw everything just now.’ Claire wasn’t half as bashful as Richard. 
‘Oscar is waiting for me at the bar. Meet us down there?’
‘Let me just fix my sex hair and I’ll be down.’
When Stef made it back down to the bar, she saw Oscar talking to a woman. She was hitting his arm and laughing. It was fake. Everything about her was. You can spot when someone wants someone because of their fame, and this was one of those vacuous women.
Stef put her arm between them to get her drink. ‘Oh hey, you’re back.’ Oscar looked happy at her reappearance. 
She was one of the blondes he had been ogling. His face said ‘please help.’ And while Stef would usually have left him to it, she decided on this occasion to do a good deed. 
’I’m Stef,’ she said, sticking her hand out for the stranger, who took it, gingerly.
‘Sorry, are you with him?’ She asked, pointing a talon at Oscar’s chest.
‘Yeah,’ Stef said simply.
The blonde looked her up and down, taking in the old Nike’s, loose jeans and band t-shirt. 
‘Call me,’ she mouthed to Oscar, swaying back toward her friend. 
‘Do not call her.’ Stef warned, sliding back onto the barstool, her legs fitting snuggly between Oscar’s again.
‘Just filling the time til you came back,’ Oscar sighed, leaning his torso toward her.
‘You look flushed, what’s up.’
‘I just caught Claire and Richard fucking.’ Stef looked at him, wide eyed and excited. 
Oscar put a hand over his mouth, his nose scrunched up as he laughed. ‘No fucking way.’
Stef finished off her beer in one gulp. ‘Buy me another one and I’ll describe Richard’s ass to you.’
‘Oh fuck, please don’t. But, I’ll definitely buy you another drink.’ Oscar winked, turning to grab the barman’s attention.
Butterflies. He had given her butterflies with that look.
Fuck, she thought
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No More Secrets
This fic was a request for the July prompts created by @kinda-iconic for @choicesjulychallenge It was requested by my good friend @riseandshinelittleblossom for an Adrian and Oliva pairing. This is a new pairing for me, I began writing them for the Choices Crossover project. This story does not take place in that AU, although there may be some similarities between the two. I am posting this a day late, this was actually a request for yesterday’s prompt, which was Secrets. Sorry for the delay, but I’ve been super busy this week. Hope you all enjoy!
Disclaimer: All characters belong to Pixelberry. I am simply borrowing them.
Word Count: 2723
Warning: this fic contains erotica. Please do not read if you are under the age of 18.
You can find more content for this pairing on my masterlist.
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Adrian groaned and winced as he heard Olivia pull the cord to open the curtains, allowing rays from the early morning sun to filter into the room. “Rise and shine, sleepy head! We have a very busy day planned.” Adrian pulled the comforter up over his head, shielding himself from the sun’s burning rays. Olivia spun around and stood at the foot of the bed, her hands poised on her hips. Her lips curled up into a slight smirk as she grasped the bottom corners of the comforter, snatched it off the bed and tossed it aside. Adrian yelped as he hopped out of bed, the sun searing into his naked skin. He dashed into the bathroom and closed and locked the door behind him. His breath came in short pants as he glanced down at the red sores on his arms and chest. Thankfully, they were already beginning to heal and disappear. There was a soft knock at the door.
“Adrian? Are you ok? What’s wrong?” The concern was evident in Olivia’s voice on the other side of the door. Adrian took a deep breath as he struggled to slow his racing heart and keep his voice even. “Yes, I’m fine. I’m sorry I just really had to pee. I’m going to shower and get dressed then I’ll be downstairs. Will you please make some coffee?” He closed his eyes and pressed his forehead to the door gently. After a pause she answered. “Of course. But hurry up! I want to get all my shopping done before lunch.” He listened as he heard her move to the door and leave the room. He groaned as he slipped his robe on over his still red skin and slipped back into the bedroom. He quickly closed the curtains, then made his way to the closet.
He walked over to a portrait hanging in the dressing area and felt underneath the bottom of the frame until he found a small button. With a click the portrait swung away from the wall, revealing a wall safe. He entered the combination on the keypad and opened the safe to reveal a briefcase. He opened the case to reveal an insert with holes for 20 vials. They were all empty but one. Adrian took a deep, ragged breath as he removed the last vial and held it between his forefinger and thumb. This was it. The last vial. When he decided to invite Olivia to accompany him to New York while he settled his affairs, he had no idea it would take this long. When he decided to relocate his lab to the remote mountains of Lythikos he had begun the process of putting people in place to run his New York operations. But he had miscalculated the amount of time it would take to actually put these plans into action.
He didn’t bring enough serum. And of course Olivia wanted to spend her days shopping and exploring New York City with her dashing billionaire boyfriend on her arm. This was the last day. He would have to do something. He sighed deeply as he drew back the plunger on the syringe, watching as the last of the serum was sucked into the tube. He injected it into his veins, closing his eyes as he felt it begin to spread throughout his body. He felt his blood warming in his veins and sucked in a deep breath. He closed the briefcase and shut the safe, then went to draw back the curtains in the bedroom.
Adrian stood in the morning sunshine, basking in the warmth of the sun’s rays. This was it. The last day he could walk in the sunshine freely.
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Adrian paced back and forth in front of his desk. Olivia was relaxing before dinner while his stomach was tied up in knots. He didn’t notice the first knock on the door. The second was much louder and more persistent. He opened the door to see Kamilah standing there. He breathed a deep sigh of relief. “Thank you for coming. I just don’t know what to do.” Kamilah nodded silently as she stepped into the office and closed and locked the door. She took one look at Adrian’s face and could tell he was stressed. “What is it? Why are you so upset?” He walked over to the window and watched the last rays of the sun disappearing as it set. His face was sad and his voice soft as he slowly turned to face his friend. “I took the last vial of serum this morning. I-I don’t know what I’m going to do.” His voice cracked and he turned to hide a tear that rolled down his cheek. “There’s really nothing I can do,” he mumbled, more to himself than to Kamilah.
Kamilah watched her friend for a moment, her heart breaking for him. She knew how hard it was to keep this secret. And yet, as hard as it was to keep, it was even harder to tell. She took a few steps forward and placed her hand on Adrian’s shoulder. “You have to tell her, Adrian. It’s time. She needs to know. You know you can’t hide this from her forever.” He nodded slowly. “Yes, I know. I’m just so scared that she’ll be angry at me for not telling her sooner. Maybe she’ll leave. Maybe she’ll never speak to me again.” Kamilah shrugged. “Or maybe she’ll just love you for who and what you are. Olivia Nevrakis can be stubborn as hell, but she has also proved to be loyal to the people she cares about.” Adrian nodded slowly in agreement, then turned to face his friend. His eyes were filled with worry as he looked at her. “But how do I tell her? I can’t just blurt out that I’m a vampire.”
Kamilah smirked and shook her head. “No, you can’t. That would be a disaster.” She hesitated as she pondered a moment. Then her face broke into a bright smile. “Adrian, don’t tell her your a vampire. Take her out to dinner. Dance with her. Buy her flowers. Then take her home and show her who you truly are.” Adrian’s face lit up. “Do you really think that will work?” Kamilah nodded. “Of course. Just don’t get carried away. You must maintain complete control. You can not feed on her without her permission.” Adrian shook his head. “No, I know that. Of course not.” He walked around to sit down behind his desk. He picked up the phone and called to make reservations as Kamilah let herself out the door.
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Olivia’s eyes widened as Adrian pulled up in front of Per Se, Manhattan’s most exclusive French restaurant. “This is where we’re having dinner?” She squealed with delight. “The tasting menus here are world-renowned.” She smiled slyly as she glanced at Adrian out of the corner of her eye. “Is this some kind of special occasion?” He smirked and leaned over to kiss her softly, an eyebrow raised. “You could say that, I guess.” He flashed her another smile as he opened his door and came around to open the door for her. He held her hand as she stepped out of the vehicle and Adrian tossed the keys to the valet. They walked into the restaurant hand-in-hand as the hostess smiled and greeted them. “Good evening Mr. Raines. I have your table ready.”
They sat in a private booth near the window with a view of the city below them. Olivia smiled from ear to ear. “Adrian this is amazing!” She looked out the window as their server approached with a bottle of champagne. He popped the cork and filled two flutes, then put the rest of the bottle on ice. Adrian looked at Olivia and smiled. “Would you like to hear their menu? They don’t have a printed one because it changes everyday.” Olivia shook her head. “I am perfectly happy with the tasting menu.” Adrian nodded and turned to the waiter. “We’ll take the tasting menu, for two.” The waiter bowed as he nodded and left them alone. Olivia beamed with happiness as Adrian tried to ignore the feeling in the pit of his stomach. He raised his glass of champagne and clinked it gently with her’s. “To us,” he said with confidence he did not feel. Olivia smiled as she repeated the toast and they both drank.
After the tasting menu had been served, a live band began to play a waltz and the dance floor started to fill up. Adrian stood and extended his hand to Olivia. “Will you dance with me?” Olivia smiled as she took his hand. “Of course.” He led her to the dance floor where he wrapped her closely in his arms and they swayed slowly to the music. Something happened to the two of them when they danced together. Maybe it was because of how they met, or maybe it was how their bodies came together as one. They were lost in each other, the rest of the world faded away around them. Olivia gazed into his eyes, entranced by the circle of red around his iris as he held her close. He felt his desire for her building inside him as he locked his lips on hers. He moaned softly into the kiss as he broke it, his lips moved across her cheek to her ear. “I love you, Olivia.” He brushed her earlobe with his lips and ran his tongue along the side of her neck to her collarbone. He ached to taste her to have her blood on his lips. He lightly grazed his fangs along her neck as she trembled and moaned softly into his neck. “Let’s get out of here.” Adrian snapped his head up and closed his eyes as he struggled to maintain his composure. He released Olivia and went back to their table. This was going to be difficult. He paid the check then they headed outside to get the car.
She was all over him as he drove like a bat out of hell. He gasped as she slid her hand between his legs and groped him through his slacks. By the time they got home he was barely able to keep it together. His eyes shone bright red. He couldn’t stop it. He couldn’t hold back. They barely made it through the door as they tore each other’s clothes off and Adrian pinned Olivia against the wall just inside the front door. He kissed her neck fervently, careful not to use his fangs. She panted and moaned and trembled in his arms. He picked her up and impaled her on his hard member as she leaned back against the wall for leverage. He thrusted wildly as she moaned his name, her head thrown back in abandon. “Olivia, please—there’s something I must—oh god!” Olivia opened her eyes wide and locked on Adrian’s eyes as they glowed bright red. He opened his mouth as a primal roar escaped his throat and she saw his fangs. He couldn’t help it, he couldn’t hold back any longer. He kissed her passionately and switched up his pace, thrusting slowly in and out of her. He tried desperately to reel in his desire to taste her. He buried his face in her neck as he drowned in her scent and his need for her.
Suddenly he felt her mouth hot at his ear, her voice was deep and breathy. “Let go, Adrian. It’s ok. I’m yours. I love you. Take me. All of me.” He snapped his head up to meet her eyes, his cheeks wet from tears of restraint. His voice came out in a gravelly whisper as he began to thrust wildly once more. “I-I love you so much.” Just as the tension snapped in Olivia’s belly, he sunk his fangs deep into the side of her neck, the taste of her sending him over the edge as he drank her deeply. Olivia cried out, her body quivering from the exquisite mixture of pleasure and pain. Adrian withdrew from the bite, running his tongue along each puncture wound to stop the bleeding. They both stood in silence, their foreheads touching, as they panted. Adrian broke the silence first. “Are you all right my love?” He ran his tongue along his teeth, savoring the taste of her blood that still lingered on the tip of his fangs.
“I think so,” she said as she unwrapped her legs from around his waist. She felt just a bit woozy as she placed her feet on the ground. Adrian steadied her as she swayed. “I’m so sorry, I took too much blood. Let me carry you to bed.” He swept her up into his arms and carried her into the bedroom. He laid her gingerly on the bed and propped up her head with pillows. Olivia’s eyes fluttered as she fought to stay awake. “I think I’ll be ok,” she murmured softly. “I just need some rest.” Adrian nodded as he laid next to her and pulled her into his arms. She nuzzled into the crook of his arm and it wasn’t long before her breathing steadied. She was asleep. He breathed a deep sigh of relief as he kissed the top of her head. She was still here. He had shown her all his secrets, and she was still here.
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Adrian awoke to darkness and an odd feeling in the air. He reached out for Olivia but discovered she wasn’t there. He snapped up quickly as he reached to turn on the light on the nightstand. She wasn’t in the room with him. He began to panic as he jumped out of bed, disoriented. Where was his phone? Shit! What time was it. He rushed over to the window and pulled back the curtains just enough to see that the sun was beginning to set. Where was she? Did she leave him after all? She must’ve decided it was all too much. He sighed deeply as he sunk into a chair at the foot of the bed. He sunk his head into his hands and didn’t bother fighting back the tears that stung his eyes. Soon he was sobbing, not caring about the noises he made or how he looked. He was so consumed with sadness he didn’t notice the door open and shut. He barely noticed the curtains being pulled open abruptly. It wasn’t until he felt her arms around his neck from behind and heard her whisper softly in his ear that he began to take notice.
“Relax, I’m right here. I’m not going anywhere.” Adrian snapped his head up and locked his gaze on those emerald pools that held his heart. He bolted up and walked around the chair to wrap Olivia in his arms tightly. “I was so scared. I thought I’d lost you. You were gone. Why? Where did you go?” Olivia smiled up at him. “Hey, vampires sleep during the day, right? Well it will take me awhile to adjust to that schedule. I didn’t want to disturb you so I went into the other room. I wasn’t real sure what time to wake you.” She blushed as she looked up at him. “I’m sorry I’ve been dragging you out of bed so early. You should’ve told me.” Adrian shook his head. “How could I? Just blurt it out in conversation? So much was at stake. I was so scared of losing you. I couldn’t risk it.” Olivia pulled away and looked at him sternly. “You could never lose me, Adrian. I’m committed now. You have nothing to worry about. But will you promise me something?” Adrian nodded. “No more secrets, ok?” He smiled and headed for the bathroom. “Deal.” He paused at the doorway and turned to face her once more. “Are you sure you’re ok with all this? I know it’s a lot to handle.” Olivia smirked and put her hands on her hips.
“I’m fine. It’s not so much to handle. Besides,” she raised an eyebrow at him, “You’re a vampire, I’m a Nevrakis. I’d say that’s a pretty even match.” Adrian chuckled as he shook his head. “An even match indeed.” He blew her a kiss and headed into the bathroom.
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Colleagues Pt. 15/17 -- Jason Todd x fem. reader
Warnings: some cursing, mostly just a fluff monster before I ruin everyone’s lives with the finale (jk well maybe not sure yet)
Tags: @sarcasmismyfirstlove @tsctd @multi-fandom-dumpster @wordsmusicandchocolate @cattwomannn @itstoastytodd @nicunt @browneyedangel @amnahs9695 @mad-hatter-has-nothing-on-me @prancingdestiel
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A/N: As per usual, I want to thank everyone for the amazing support. You are amazing and I hope everyone is doing great and I love you bunches <3<3 Enjoy!
“What do you mean it isn’t as impressive? We are literally underneath the police station. For months they were up there searching for me and I hid underneath them. Not to toot my own horn but that is pretty damn cool.” Jay declares waving his arm. His other arm is tucked under your head creating a barrier between you and the harsh concrete floor. You curl in closer to him feeling exhaustion press at your eyelids.
“I am just saying, the Batcave has more shock factor,” you mumble poking at his ego. “Also, it is at least attached to a house he can sleep in.”
“Y/N, I have an apartment. I am not a complete animal.” he laughs and it reverberates through his chest. A smile stretches its way across your face in response to a sound you never wanted to lose again.
“Could have fooled me,” you mutter into his chest. Your mind starts to drift along with your eyes as you slowly fall...You jerk yourself awake out of habit and his arm tightens around you.
“Wow, Y/N? You okay there?” Jason asks concerned. You sit up and blink your eyes.
“Yeah, I, um, just almost fell asleep. I really should be getting back. It’s late,” you say and start to gather your things.  
“Stay with me tonight,” Jason proposes. You bite your lip pondering the situation. He sits up on his elbows and strokes your cheek with the back of his hand.
“Come on, Dopey. You look like Mr. Sandman dragged you through hell and back. And I know you sleep on that dingy-ass sofa. I have a real bed and I am so great at fighting nightmares. Expert, really.” he flashes his pearly whites and raises his eyebrows.
Your fatigued body screams at the opportunity and your brain has given up its fight a while back.
“Yeah, sure, that actually sounds really nice,” you say with a sigh. His eyes grow wide and he grabs your chin gently.
“Damn, you must be really tired. Not a single argument?” he kisses your cheek and stands up fist pumping the air.
“Jay, don’t make me change my mind...”
“Exactly! I didn’t have to! That is what is so astounding.” he says giving you a sly grin as he shrugs his shirt on. 
You shrug Jason’s leather jacket closer to your body as you both walk hand-in-hand in the cool Gotham night air. Your sling makes it harder to wear the right sleeve so he zipped it up front to keep heat from escaping.
“I’m so used to seeing the city at night through a helmet. It’s...” he looks up thoughtfully and a pang hits your heart at the relaxed expression on his face.
“Peaceful.” You say quietly. He turns towards you with sparkling eyes. You yawn and lean your head against his bulky arm.
“Almost there, Doll,” he says softly. His lips curl into a grin at what you said. Peaceful. He hadn’t felt that in so long. But that is just it. Having your red cheeks pressed against his arm meant you were here. With him. Safely. And he felt a deep reassuring sense of peace.
You finally arrive and you are genuinely impressed by his apartment. You toss your stuff on the couch and rub your bloodshot eyes.
“Bed is in there, feel free to borrow my clothes,” you nod sleepily and make your way towards his bedroom. When you don’t notice him behind you, you turn around.
“Are you not coming?” you ask and he nods. 
“Just give me a sec,” he says. You wave your hand not awake enough for further inquiry. You saunter in and after foraging for a clean shirt you exchange your own clothes.
Your brain can’t process anything except for how amazingly soft his bed is and before you know it you drift off. Only to be struck with a nightmare moments later. Jason enters the room and crawls in next to you.
“Shh, Doll. It’s okay. It’s only a bad dream. They are only scary if you let them be,” he whispers in your ear and pulls you close. You rest your head against his chest as your breathing slows back down and let yourself fall back to sleep.
The sweet smell of cooking wafts through the room and wakes you up. You blink your eyes open and feel around the unusual softness of your couch. Once you realize where you are, you stare wide-eyed at the previously occupied area of the bed next to you and the events of the night before come flooding in.
“Seriously Y/N? All it took was seeing him one more time?” you groan standing up. You rub the bandage on your arm wincing slightly at the pain. It does admittedly feel slightly better than yesterday. You grab the sling and wrap it around your neck.
All-too-aware of the conversation needed this morning, you take your sweet loving time padding over to the door. You peek outside to see Jason pouring batter into a pan explaining the enticing smell that you woke you to. He looks very concentrated with his spatula as he watches the pancakes sizzle.
Taking a deep breath you open up the door and step out. He looks over his shoulder at the noise. His eyes take you in greedily at the sight of your sleepy eyes, tousled hair and your body being swallowed up by his shirt.                                                                                              
“Morning Dopey. Pancakes?” he gives a boyish smile while holding up a plate stacked high with pancakes.
You look at him amusedly. “Sure but don’t be disappointed when I can’t scarf down all five pounds of them.“
He flips the last one onto the plate and sets them in front of you as you take a seat on a barstool.
“I have seen you eat, remember? Plus I can pick up your slack,” he says handing you a plate and fork. You dish off two from the top and take a bite. Surprisingly good.
“You should really put an apron on. Cooking etiquette and all that,” you say with a smile while pointing with your fork at his sweatpants and lack of shirt. 
“Alright, Gordon Ramsay. Would you sit there and just eat,” he says rolling his eyes. He stands there with his fingers clutching the counter staring at you.
“Are you going to come sit?” you ask curiously. He sighs and reaches down.
“Actually I was thinking since I have your attention,” he tosses folders at you, “You could explain this.”
You stop chewing and set down your fork when you recognize the evidence you have been collecting.
“How did-” you search for your bookbag and see it lying at his feet, “Did you go through my stuff?!”
“You are avoiding the question, Y/N.”
“And you are ignoring mine.” You both stand there defiantly until you sigh and finally look away.
“You didn’t honestly think I would just lay back and do nothing.”
“Of course not, hence why I went through your stuff. But Y/N,” he pushes the papers towards you, “This is a little extreme even for you. What were you planning on doing with all of this evidence? Maybe tell Bruce his employees are working behind his back?”
You scoff at the irony of this.
“Says the boy who goes out of his way to disobey his orders.” Jay picks up the spatula and points it at himself.
“Yes, because I am the impulsive one who makes questionable decisions. You,” he points the spatula at you, “are the responsible one.”
You open your mouth to defend yourself but your phone starts vibrating in your bookbag holding off the conversation for the moment. You pick it up and the caller I.D. reads Nick’s name.
“Nick, hey,” you say into it and are immediately bombarded with questions.
“Y/N! Are you okay? Where are you? Why did you call? Is everything okay?”
“Nick, chill. I am fine. And I called because I was stranded but I was, uh, helped,” you glance at Jason to see him on a barstool shoveling pancakes into his mouth,” by someone so I am good. I am sorry I didn’t come home last night but I will be home in a bit.”
“Okay, I’m here so I will see you then.” You take another look at Jason and he looks up with a mouthful of food and curious eyes.
“Hey, Nick. Make sure you are free for dinner tonight.” Jay’s eyes narrow catching on quickly.
“Uh, okay, sure,” he says and you say your goodbyes before hanging up.
“Y/N, what is churning in that pretty head of yours?” Jason asks suspiciously.
“We are all going to have dinner tonight, together,” you say and shush him before he can protest, “You guys have to get along.”
You walk over to him and straddle his lap. He grabs ahold of your hips while you wrap your arms around his neck. His lips are set in a hard line of skepticism.
“You are the most important men in my life. I need you to get along. And he hasn’t done anything else for Mask, ” you press your forehead to his, “So, please do this for me.” You bat your eyes for extra measure and he blows out a puff of air in resignation.
“Fine, I will be civil,” you smile and peck him on the lips.
“Now we can enjoy our pancakes,” you chirp and start to slide off his lap secretly cheering on the fact that you distracted him from the previous conversation.
“Oh no, I don’t care how adorable you are,” his hands tighten on your waist, “We are talking about this. What was the plan, Nancy Drew?”
You brush a stray lock of hair from his face and look into the probing blue eyes.
“Fine, I was planning on exposing them in an article, Lois Lane style,” his face scrunches up at this, “Oh ok and breaking every bone in their bodies is a much more reasonable alternative.“
He shakes his head, “No, I am sure this will be effective. I personally believe that breaking bones is always the answer but that isn’t my problem with this plan.” His eyes grow dark and he gently holds both sides of your face.
“I am worried about you. There will have to be an investigation before anything legal will happen and that will be a window of opportunity to retaliate against you. And I already failed to protect you once,” you grab his arm and stroke it tenderly.
“Jay,” you begin softly, “I know you are worried but I can publish it anonymously which will give me time. And honestly, there isn’t much stopping him from attacking me again now.” Jason flinches at this and his hands slide back down to your thighs.
“This is the only way to put an end to all of it,” you whisper and tilt his chin up to look at you. “And you didn’t fail anyone. Don’t you dare blame yourself Jason Todd.” Your voice becomes stern and the left side of his mouth turns up in amusement.
“Or what?” he teases your leg and you kiss him hard while sliding off his lap.
“Easy there tiger. We have some pancakes to eat.” you say and plop down in the seat next to him.
“Yes, I suppose we do,” he grumbles and you laugh at his pouty face.
“I don’t know, Y/N. The guy obviously doesn’t like me. He freaking attacked me,” Nick whines and you rub your face in exhaustion.
“Nick, it was in a moment of anger. And he feels bad about it,” not exactly true, “Please. You both mean a lot to me and I need you to get along. Can you just do this one thing for me. You owe me.”
He turns sorrowful eyes towards you but your gaze remains unrelenting.
“Fine. Where are we going?” he mutters.
“We are going to a restaurant with a bar so there will be plenty of opportunities to drink.” you say patting him on the shoulder.
“Hey, did Clarissa call you?” he asks quietly and you stop on your way towards the shower.
“No, not yet Nickie,” you say gently and walk back towards him. His face falls and he rests his head in his hand. You take a seat next to him and pull him in for a hug.
“I really screwed up Y/N. Now I’ll never see Trey again.” he cries into your shoulder and you rub his back comfortingly.
“I’m sure she will come around. We will see him again.” you whisper reassuringly. But doubt lingers behind your words and you fight back tears of your own. 
Noise from the enormous Saturday night crowd overwhelms you as you step into the restaurant with a reluctant Nick following closely behind. A crowd is laughing at a bar while couples dance in the open space next to them. Eventually your eyes wander over to the collection of tables and you see a familiar leather clad man tapping his fingers anxiously on the table. You start towards him and he looks up matching your smile with his own. He stands up awkwardly and you give him a peck before sitting down. He sticks his hand out towards Nick who takes it hesitantly.
“Good to see you man. I am really sorry for what happened in the hospital.” Jason says as if he is reading off lines. You can picture him rehearsing it and the gesture makes you smile.
“Um, no need to apology. I have made a lot of mistakes,” Nick says clearing his throat. You grab his hand and give him a heartwarming smile.
“But we are all safe and healthy and together now. And that is a win in my book,” you beam. Jason smiles down at you and the boys take a seat. 
Jason’s hand grasps yours on the table as he talks animatedly about some movie he and Nick both happen to love. You feel a sense of calm rush over you as Jason and Nick carry easy conversation. No fists through walls or through each other’s faces so silent applause.
“I have to use the bathroom, I’ll be right back.” Nick says rising from his seat. You smile at his departing figure.
“Thank you, Jay. It really means a lot,” you gleam at him and his heart gives a pang at your genuine radiance. 
“Anytime Doll,” he whispers and kisses your hand. You both jump at the abrupt ringing coming from Nick’s coat. 
“Oh, that might be Clarissa about Trey!” you say excitedly and reach into his pocket.
Your fingers clasp around the buzzing phone and your face pales at the blocked number written across the screen.
“Y/N, what is it?” Jason asks concerned.
“It’s him,” you say between gritted teeth. Before you can think about it you slide open the phone.
“What the hell do you want?”
“Ah, nice to hear from you Y/N. How’s the arm?” he asks and your fingers tighten around the phone.
“What the hell do you want?” you enunciate the words this time hoping to really convey your message.
“Or more importantly, how are the nightmares? Are they everything they are hyped up to be?”
“Stop calling. My family is not helping you anymore.” you speak firmly and hear chuckling in response. You end the call and it immediately begins buzzing in your fingers again so you slam it down on the table.
“Y/N? What did he say?” Jason asks with anger lacing his words to match your own.
“Nothing, we aren’t doing this anymore.” You stand up abruptly. “I am ending this now.”
“Wow, Y/N, let’s pull a brake before you do something stupid.” Jason says following suit and grabbing your arm gently.
“No. I am tired of overthinking. I am tired of taking the long way. And I am tired of it never actually mattering. I am ending this and you are either with me or not.” You fix a hard glare to indicate no budging and he lets go of your arm to run a frustrated hand through his hair. He groans in exasperation knowing firsthand how stubborn you are. You are doing this whether he likes it or not.
“What is going on?” Nick’s hesitant voice approaches from behind. You grab his hand.
“We are going home.” you take a step but Jason’s strides outmatch yours and he steps in front of you impeding your path.
“No,” he says and you open your mouth for an angry retort but he interrupts, “No, I mean you are going to do this, nothing on this forsaken planet will stop you, but I am not letting you out of my sight anytime soon.”
“Well there isn’t exactly room in our apartment for a third person. There’s barely enough room for the two of us.” 
“I wasn’t talking about your apartment,” You scrunch your nose.
“Us three in your apartment?”
“Not exactly,” he says with a sly grin that never measures up to any good.
“I cannot believe I agreed to this,” You say with a duffel bag slung over your uninjured shoulder while standing in easily the biggest apartment you have ever been in. One hallway leads into another which leads to another and the amount of space is honestly dizzying. Bruce gave it to the two of you promising security but forgetting to provide a map of how to navigate the damn place.
"Home sweet home baby,” Jason yells dropping the heaping mass of bags he refused to make a second trip for on the ground. You wince at the echo of his voice and the bags smacking the ground. This place is ridiculous.
“Bruce seriously didn’t have a smaller hideout?” you ask slightly irritable. You are not upset at the size of the place you are just upset you aren’t with Nick and Trey. Especially when they are in danger.
“Look, I know you are frustrated with the situation,” Jason says and saunters up behind you. He wraps his arms around your waist and puts his head on your shoulder. “But Nick is incredibly safe with Roy and we have someone looking out for Trey. They will be fine and we get some quality time in a huge ass apartment. And”
“We are better off separated because it means more work for Mask’s, what did you call them-”
“Murderous Roadies,” he responds diligently. 
“Yeah, whatever. I get it just doesn’t mean I like it.” Jason chuckles tickling your ear. 
“Alright, Grumpypants let’s get cracking on your story,” he says and kisses your cheek before plopping down on the couch.
The rest of the night ends with you both sprawled out on the floor with your laptop and various notes in an array. With only a brief intermission to see how many pieces of popcorn Jay can catch with his mouth, you worked relentlessly on the article with Jay filling in some gaps of your story.
“Are you nervous?” Jason’s voice grows husky with exhaustion. You are resting comfortably in the crook of his arm. You have just finished reviewing the article for the last time and hit the send button but neither one of you has made a move towards a bed. 
You ponder his question for a split second.
“Actually, no. I mean I am nervous the newspaper won’t take it but once they do, I don’t know. I will just be...”
“Relieved” Jason finishes for you. You snuggle closer to him and let out a deep breath.
“Yes, relieved.” you tilt your head up so you can see his face. “Do you think this will end it, honestly?”
Jason sighs and looks off absently.
“I sure hope so Doll.”
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marifer-rivera-blog · 7 years
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Practice Challenge 1
“Daniel, no se que decir. I- I don’t know what to say.” I stammered, running my fingers through my long dark hair. It was almost to my waist, and I pulled on it, like I always did when I was nervous. I fiddled with my fingers and nervously played with my hair to avoid his eyes.
“Say yes, Mari, say yes” he said softly, reaching to gently lift my chin. My brown eyes met his hopeful, eager ones. He pressed the flowers he brought- ipomoea hederacea, more commonly known as morning glories, into my hand.
“My love for you, Maria Fernandez Rivera Mercado, is as deep as the ocean and as never ending as a river.” Daniel declared, grinning. He knelt down and opened a small velvet box. “We already do everything together, why not make it official? Marry me.”
My heart broke a little. I closed the box, willfully ignoring the shiny ring inside. “Daniel, ya te dije… I don’t love you that way. I probably- no- I never will.” I grasped his shoulders and gave him a shake. “We do everything together because we’re friends. That’s what friends do.”
I could see his disappointment in his eyes. I reached out and hugged him. After a moment’s hesitation he hugged me back. “I really, really value our friendship,” I said into his shirt. “This won’t affect it, right?” I could hear the desperation in my voice.
“No, Marifer,” he responded hollowly, staring at an interesting spot on the ground next to me. “Of course not.”
But of course it will. How can it not?
I kicked at a pebble on the side of the road on my way back home. I knew he was going to ask me out. What else could his invitation have meant?  It was pretty much, ”Oh Marifer, come meet me at this super romantic spot with a perfect view of the sunrise.”
And what was wrong with me? Why couldn’t I love him back? He was pretty much perfect. He respected me, cared for me, made me laugh…. My parents approved too. More than once they have made some comment or the other that has made me blush furiously and Daniel chuckle self-consciously and then look at me differently.
But there was no spark. I was supposed to feel something right? Pero nada. As I told him, I loved him as a friend.
I trudged the way back home, miserable. The sun was beating down on my neck and sweat was running down my back.
I skipped the house, too despondent for comfort, and headed to the well behind the house.
I sighed, and let the bucket fall into the well until I heard a splash. I peered in to make sure it was full of water, and started heaving the crank to pull it up. Gracias a Dios for the pulley system. If it wasn’t for that, I would be here all day, trying to lift the bucket.
Soon enough I practically pulled a muscle lifting the now 40 pound bucket and placed it on the little wagon I keep next to the well. I made the bumpy journey to my garden.
I love my garden. So, so much. My garden was where I went to calm myself down. I usually tended it at night, so I could de-stress at the end of the day, but Lord knows I needed it now.
I knelt down, and began to carefully pour the water next to the plants. I watched as the water slowly began to sink into the soil. I sighed, and began to check each plant for pests or disease. I was pretty good about planting companion plants next to each other though, so I rarely found anything. Like I sporadically had manzanilla (attracts good insects)  and cilantro (deters bad insects) planted throughout my garden.
I already checked yesterday, so I wasn't putting too much thought into what I was doing, letting my mind wander.
This whole situation with Daniel won't have any lasting effects, right? I mean, it'll strain our relationship, but it'll end at that, right?
I wasn't so sure. Daniel and his family were our closest neighbors. They owned a farm several times the size of ours, and they were quite wealthy. I know my parents were hoping we would end up together so that we could unite our farms and we wouldn't have to worry about money so much. But there are other ways of increasing our revenue though. We could increase our yield per acre, for one. I read about this genetically modified coffee bean that was supposed to yield three times as much as the one we were growing. But Papi has always been very traditional…. He always went on about how his parents, and their parents, and their parents didn't use GMO’s, so we wouldn't either. Everyone was doing it though. How could we keep up if we didn't level the playing field? Unfortunately, Papi didn't see it that way.
“Gardening this early in the morning?” A voice called out. “I'm guessing the engagement didn't go well then.”
“How did you know about the engagement?” I asked, confused.
My younger sister smirked and plopped down in the dirt next to me. “Mami y Papi were talking about it. Apparently Daniel came by a couple days ago to ask for their blessing. Of course he got it.”
I groaned and covered my face.
“So how did it go?” she asked, apparently oblivious to my discomfort.
I turned to look at her in disbelief. “¿Cómo crees Sofía? I turned him down flat. And he gave me morning glories! Morning glories!”
“Lol really? Aren't they symbolic of unfulfilled love?”
“Yes! Could he try to use a little less dramatic irony?” I drew nonsensical designs in the dirt. “I never liked him like that….”
“I know” Sofía said softly. “Come on, let's break the news to the parentals.”
Brushing the excess dirt from my hands on my jeans, I followed her inside.
My mother was positively glowing. As soon as I stepped in the house she ushered me into the kitchen and sat me down to gossip.
“How was it? ¡Dime todo! Was the ring gorgeous? Where is it by the way? I hope you haven't gotten it dirty by playing in the dirt como siempre. Have you set a date for the wedding yet? As long as it's not in harvesting season it should be fine. You know we need a todos. And-”
“Mami!” I interrupted. “We’re not going to get married.”
My dad, who had been silent in the corner, finally spoke. His voice was quiet, steely, deadly.
“¿Qué quieres decir que no? What the fuck do you mean?”
Tears sprung to my eyes. Papi had never spoken to me like this before. I felt my heart hammer in my chest.
“I don't like him like that Papi. Lo quiero like a friend. Nothing more.”
“No entiendes that he would have taken us out of the hole we're living in?! Who cares if you don't like him? Just fuck him and get it over with.”
Tears ran down my face. “You would just pimp me out like a common prostitute?” I wiped the tears angrily with the back of my hand. “Fuck that.”
“What did you say to me?”
“Tú me oíste.” I answered defiantly, my chin held high.
“Okay, this is enough.” My mom stated, intervening.
I took a shaky breath. What would happen now?
“You are no longer welcome in this household,” the man before me said evenly.
“Fine”
I ran to my room, my sister hot on my heels. I frantically packed a bag, carrying only the essentials. A couple of changes of clothes, my stash of money, and of course my seeds. I looked at my sister through my tear-filled eyes.
“I'll come back for you, okay?”
She nodded, also crying. “What will you do? Where will you stay?” She asked, hiccuping.
Damn. “I'll think of something, okay?”
“Apply for the selection.” She urged me. “If not you'll become an 8!”
“Ok. That's what I'll do.” I kissed her forehead. “Don't worry about me, okay? I'll be fine.”
She nodded, but still seemed unsure.
“I'll be fine.” I repeated, honestly still trying to convince myself.
I set out, leaving though the back door. I waved at Sofía then didn't look back. Although I didn't want to, I had decided to go to Daniel’s house. I may have rejected him, but he was my friend. And hopefully he wouldn't turn me out. Sofía was right. If I didn't get into the selection, I was doomed to be an 8.
Starting the many miles long journey, I began to fill our the selection application in my head...
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