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fievell · 10 months
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Mister Jason Mendal
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opossumloverr · 10 months
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✪ RAPHAEL HAMATO DATING HEADCANONS ✪
Summary:
Just some silly lil headcanons to start of the summa❗️🫶🏾
Warning(s):
None! all fluff up in here
A/N:
OKAY GUYS ITS SUMMER VAYCAY, IM BACK AND HAVE NOTHING TO DO FOR 75 DAYS, IM A FREE MAN, SO LET'S START IT OFF WITH MY FAVORITE BOY (Gender-neutral reader!)
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I would like to start by saying this man loves you very much and would drop almost anything for you
You need help with a school project? Big red is on his way, you don't know what shoes will match the outfit you picked, oh what a coincidence! he just so happens to have a matching pair of shoes that fits you perfectly, you just want cuddles? lock and loaded baby, come at him
I think I can speak for everyone when I say we all need a Raph in our lives
He protects you from his brother's teasing, even if it's just playing or goofing, he is NOT taking any chances.
He loves to scoop you up randomly, you'll get used to it don't worry
Very cautious when picking you up though, doesn't want his spikes to hurt you, he will feel mad guilty if he was the one who caused you even a little bit of pain, even if it wasn't attentional (please comfort the man)
Appreciates the little moments he shares with you, oh my gosh I actually have the perfect scenario, just imagine...
After a long day full of fun cahoots and mysterious adventures, you two finally decided to go home, you usually go your separate ways after a day like this one, but it was rather late at night, and New York lets the creeps roam at this time, so he offered to ride the subway train with you, even though you were a bit hesitant but agreed cause there's no way your gonna allow yourself to get mugged in the middle of the night and like I said it was late at night so the subway cart that you guys were on was empty, he did wear a Hoodie and mask, just in case, the ride was silent, no noises but the constant screeching of the train tracks, but other than that it was just comfortable silence, Raph was lost in his thoughts, thinking about how the next day will be and how it will end, will it be a good or bad day? or something in the middle; what's the meaning of life? and what happens after death? Where does your soul go to, to heaven? or is it just pitch black forever, will today be his last day-- suddenly, he felt a lightweight on his shoulder, the thoughts that were coming in like a rapid wave started to smooth down to a calm stream of water, he glanced down at your sleeping figure, apparently you thought it was a perfect time to take a quick power nap, how cute! he coos softly at you, loving how you're so comfortable and calm around him. god, he loves you so much ♡,
"I promise I will always be here when you need me, you're my everything, sweetie"
Sorry guys I just felt a little kooky at the moment
If you like to play fight he's totally down, doesn't fight too hard obviously, and lets you win all the time, what a gentleman
He'll hold doors open for you, push your seat out, and then push it back in, hell, he would even do that thing where a guy puts his coat on a puddle so the lady could walk through it even though she's fully capable of walking around it
Takes so many pics of you and him at places, and has a particular folder on his phone with pictures of you guys
When it's family game night or movie night, he always invites you, you are practically a part of the family so why not? (The others don't mind)
It's so common to find you in the lair with how much you go down there on a daily basis
Yall have to do lovely dovey things in a private area cause of his brothers (mostly Leo, his bitchass) constantly changing the mood
Likes it when you watch him workout, it motivates him so much, sometimes he uses you as a weight
Loves to give you piggyback rides for some reason
He likes pickles, LISTEN LISTEN, if you don't like pickles in your burger you'll pick them out and give it to him cause you know he loves em (THE OLIVE THEORY ♡)
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I GOT SOO MUCH MORE BECAUSE OF HOW MUCH I LOBE HIM BUT ILL KEEP IT INSIDE, FOR NOW, CAUSE ITS 5:08 AM RN 💀 sorry for being dead for 5 months, AGIAN, but imma be back on my grind now 🙏🏾 and I'll try to complete all of my 15 drafts 😓 and if you see any grammar mistakes, no you didn't.
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lullabyes22-blog · 1 month
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On Fanfic, Print-to-Read and Legal Grey Areas
I've had a number of PMs on tumblr and AO3 over the last few months asking if I'd ever consider doing a printed 3D version of Forward but Never Forget/XOXO the way it's popular on fanfictok.
And my feelings are Many :3
It should be noted that there is a difference between printing vs publishing. It should also be noted that sites like Lulu.com have been used in the past to print copies of fanfic - some of which are even up for purchase like regular old books.
However, fanfic, by virtue of its ambiguous occupation in the digital domain, is full of caveats in the form of "Yes, but..." and "Well, actually."
As a medium, fanfic enjoys protections so long as it's being hosted on sites such as AO3, FFnet and other platforms which have the apparatus (legally) to defend the content. To do so, said content needs to be fair use (no profit is being made off its distribution) and transformative, i.e. it takes original content and contributes something new to it.
While the act of printing a fanfic for personal use technically straddles the line between Yea and Nay, it should be noted that the printers, shipping agents and other sundry parties are still making money off of the process. Thus, there is still a commercial profit being made for a technically illegal work, even if the money is not going into the fanfic writer's pocket or to the original creators.
Lulu in its FAQ policy also discourages fanfic from being hosted on its platform - and has been known to take down the accounts/works if they're flagged.
Riot Games as a company are also incredibly litigious when it comes to their intellectual property. They state in their own FAQ that unless it's fair use, any distribution of their stuff will earn you a swat on the rear. Non-commercial projects like Kickstarters, Patreons and Ko-Fi to crowdsource works for widespread distribution are also a no-no.
All of this is to say: it's unlikely I'd put FnF out as a print version at any point in the near future.
:(
I am incredibly flattered folks like this fic enough to want to read it in 3D print, and all the messages of support make me so happy<3
Legal ditherings and blatherings aside:
If you would like to reproduce my works as printed books for your own use, without any intent to distribute them for profit, this is my blanket consent post.
Go for it<3
And please share pics - I would be delighted to see them!
I'm hopeful, that as fanfiction gains traction as a more mainstream medium, that large corporations will be less fussy about its consumption in fandom spaces. However, recent trends are not hopeful in that sphere.
Even fair use content that is now in the public domain has the OG copyright holders clutching their pearls and summoning their lawyers - see the whole Enola Holmes and Sherlock is too Emuuuuutional! hilarity.
I encourage everyone interested in fanfic - and keeping the medium alive and thriving - to check out the Center for Internet and Society. We're going to have a lot of dialogue in the coming years re: net neutrality, fair use, free speech, and copyright, and I promise you, the era will be a litigious one.
Forewarned is forearmed.
Also please support sites like AO3 that, whatever their faults, do so much to keep fandom content alive, and give it a global platform. Especially for LGBTQ+ works, which continue to be squelched and otherwise suppressed in so many parts of the globe.
Also please feel free to contribute further info to this post - and start dialogue.
Just keep it polite and respectful<3
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anonnluvver · 1 year
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headcannons concept,, Brett and reader in an established relationship, reader taking Brett home for Thanksgiving or something like that and meeting readers Big Chaotic Family. like im talking 30ish relatives squeezed into readers great-aunt-in-laws lower middle class sized house. I absolutely need to watch him experience being quickly accepted into a genuinely loving family complete with all the quirky traditions and closeness. he would definitely be crazy nervous about it until we show up and he realizes it's nothing like the formal tense holiday dinners of his childhood. I just know my family would love him so much to the point where they would steal him away from me and he would spend more of the holidays playing touch football with my cousins and looking at readers baby pics with my aunties then time with me!!
This concept sounds so sweet and silly😭 thank you for requesting, Hope you like it!
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Brett x reader head-cannons(family gathering)
The first time Brett meets your whole entire family he’s excited but super nervous and anxious he just wants them to like him.
Even though you tell him it’s not a big deal and it’s just a family dinner he’ll still go out of his way to buy gifts for each and everyone of your family members.
Brett will almost be having a heart attack before even entering the house but when your aunties open the door he’ll be caught by suprised by being smothered by all your aunts!
Immediately inviting him in and completely disregarding you (lol) your whole family will ambush him with questions about himself and silly ones like how’d you ever pull a guy like him.
Brett gets his fair share of time with the adults and aunties who loving squeeze his cheeks and laugh at all his jokes. But he also spends time with all the littles, all your cousins and your siblings playing games and chasing them around. Like hide and seek, some tag and some sports too.
Your mom, grandma and aunts will steal him away to show all your embarrassing photo albums and pictures from when you were a baby and so on.
And When it’s time to eat your mom makes sure Brett’s the first to have a plate that’s plenty full.( I mean like over the brim full) Of course Brett being the sweetheart he is eats all of it even when he feels wayyy to full.
Your whole family plays your favorite traditional games together at the end of the evening and you help Brett throughout all the games understand how to play and all the rules.
And when it’s time to leave all your aunties will once again smother Brett in their arms and squeezeing tightly his cheeks asking him to promise them he’ll visit as soon as possible. And the goodbyes would last about a few extra minutes with all the kisses and hugs they give him.
By the end of it all Brett would end up crying when the two of you are finally alone and when you ask what’s wrong he’ll sob explaining how loving and generous your family is, as he never had that feeling before it was such an overwhelming love that it’s making him cry. You hug and comfort him (and even cry a little yourself too.) but it’s safe to say he’s even more excited for the next time he gets to see your family.
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candiid-caniine · 5 months
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Responding to the ask game...
mrow-- I'm a fan of your fanfic, followed you over here when the bird app started going downhill, and now your blog has become a guilty pleasure 🤫 🦋
and green-- I loved your self-tie pic. Wish I could do that kind of thing. I've tried some self-tying but haven't gotten any further than basic column ties 😂 I'd really appreciate any self-tying tips or blog recs you might have, if you're up for sharing.
haha omg,,, hi?!?!?!
(promise i didn't forget abt this ask, i just had to wait until i had compiled some bondage resources lol)
first of all,, if u are a fan of bootlicker then baby i have some good news for u :)
second of all! for bondage stuff:
freetied has some good stuff!
crash restraint is another of my go-tos.
the duchy is also really good.
obviously, some basic safety: keep shears nearby. know nerve and circulation safety. try to stretch before tying, in fact i'd make a practice of yoga just for good circulation, body-mindfulness, balance, and better range of motion/less stiffness if you want to be tied often!
for that matter: definitely do not, by any means, DM me your Discord handle. I will definitely not send you full-text files of every shibari safety/handbook I own. and do not by any means request the copy of "Better Bondage for Every Body" that i have, which is the best trans- and disability-inclusive bondage book i've ever read.
in all seriousness: please buy books if you have the means and the privacy to do so, but i believe that 1) sex should be safe no matter how poor you are and 2) part of safe sex is that it doesn't out you.
enjoy :)
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buckets-and-trees · 10 months
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Time to say the final goodnight on this sleepover weekend!
Friday and Saturday were incredible! So many of you sent in the most delicious, wicked, chaotic, and wildly fun asks. We've thirsted, shouted, theorized... some of you are in trouble/responsible for launching some new writing projects for me... But mostly the reason I wanted to have the sleepover was so I could literally just celebrate having been around for a year and getting to connect with all of YOU, and the amount of you who showed up to rock the hell out of this weekend with me? So above and beyond, exceeding my expectations. Absolutely had fun with friends and feel like there were some of you I genuinely got to know better this weekend because you hopped in on my silly sleepover fun.
Now, the reality is that Sunday did not go the way I planned it... I have so many asks left and I promised to share three stories, not just two, and so
WE ARE JUST GOING TO HAVE ANOTHER SLEEPOVER WEEKEND
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NEXT WEEKEND I will:
Share the other two stories with you (the new piece for the Brooklyn Boys collection and the TOTALLY NEW story)
Answer the rest of the asks (there are literally basically enough for a full weekend)
🍫 ACCEPT MORE SNACKS AND TREATS! 🍫
To jog your memory: the snacks and treats sleepover game is when you just leave pics or gifs in my askbox. And we 🍫 always 🍫 need 🍫 more 🍫 snacks 🍫 and 🍫 treats 🍫 for 🍫 any 🍫 sleepover! So send those in!
Bring your blankets and your chaos and mischief, and I'll see you next weekend, my jonas brothers in christ!
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FYI, I HAD SOME FRIENDS ASK IF I GOT YOUR ASK SINCE THIS HELLSITE CAN BE FINICKY WITH ASKS. HERE'S WHO I STILL HAVE ASKS FROM just so you know that it's there and waiting to be unleashed for next weekend: @sidepartskinnyjeans @rookthorne @whiskey-bitch @writing-for-marvel @biteofcherry @mainblog-buckyismybicycle @mlibbydp @povlvr @sebstanwhore
(literally some of you sent things that have been torturing my brain and my muse in the. best. way. and so I was leaving them to Sunday for when I thought I would have lovely heaps of time to devote to them, but... but they will be our revelry come Friday...)
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sparks9793 · 2 months
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The index (updated)
Promise I'll add this to the stories soon, but there you go anon 💙
Love songs for TY 
Bad bad writing, Taylor cries in front of Hayley after a chance encounter with Zac, post the Farros leaving. 
Zac always knew, Joey and H write a song and Hayley makes Taylor blush 
H alone in her house after the breakup, Hayley shows Taylor one of the FFV songs 
PFA tour rehearsals, a small party for Hayley + Justin is the best 
H gets Dan to agree on producing FFV, T and Alf have a mishap on their new house 
Heart to heart with Brian, H and T sleep together 4 the first time  
Cute moment of T helping H with the guitar + Taylor shares some painful insight of their time apart 
Valentine’s day in 2019, where B and Z are the bestest of best friends one could ask for + the breakup 
H gets blue before a show and T helps her through it, so she writes a song + T´s 31 bday full of fluff 
H might be in love and Erica talks some sense into her, Hayley has a nightmare and Taylor is the best. 
Heart to heart with grandat, T finally wants to talk after the breakup, Hayley breaks Taylor´s heart with the lyrics. 
Taylor after the breakup, H leaves him a painful voicemail, they move into their house. 
T and H makeup after months apart, Taylor remembers when he realized he was in love with her. 
T wants to get into therapy again, H and T bicker about a suggestion from Hayley’s therapist, H finds some peace of mind during the breakup. 
Behind the scenes of the AF zane interview, H alone after the breakup + plus Hayley asks T to move in together. 
T and H are painfully obvious on tour an Z tries to help + T and H have a talk in the aftermath of them sleeping together. 
T asked Hayley out on a date properly + H breaks down after something reminds her about Taylor months after the breakup + the story behind that PFA studio pic where they are holding each other super tight. 
T surprises H with a road trip after his meltdown producing petals 
They are finally officially GF and BF + Taylor says ‘I love you’ 
Quiet lazy mornings, a food fight, laughs at the studio. 
The story behind Grandat’s feature on CC + Taylor surprises H with the song 
T and Z heart to heart + H freaks out over her and Taylor not being casual at all + T has his well-deserved moment reminding her about a certain tumblr post from 2013. 
H and T through the years, little snippets from when they met till now. 
Pure 2015 angst + T and H at her friend's wedding 
2014 parahoy revelations + a cheeky game of pool 
T and H after the Farros leave, TIW album release show + T, Z and H discuss the future of the band 
All I wanted debut, plus T’s endless support. 
T and H after Jeremy leaves, T fleets to NZ during H’s wedding, a heartbreaking gift from Hayley 
The first half of 2016, old friends, H quitting, T helping H get back into music, lots of angst and a few jokes. 
T, H and Z after the Farros left (very messy) 
T, H and Z now, + late night talks before the TIW zane interview (they are better now) 
Stitching up the broken hearts, hard truths, ride or die and this is now forever. 
T and H heal together after Z leaves in 2010, H and T win a Grammy and they have a call + end of 2023 celebrations at Tayley’s house that’s full of surprises. 
T and H hiding more than friendly feelings a threat through the years, a touching moment between H and Z + T and H traumatize Z with a piece of clothing. 
T and H have a heart-to-heart pre AL era, T is mad that H left in the middle of the night after they sleep together, H has a lot of anxiety after they get back together in 2019 and T helps her through it + a fluffy moment  
Alternative version of December 2017 as H does her best to come to terms with the fact that she’s in love with Taylor. 
The outtakes 
The whole picture, behind the breakup  
T gets H a very especial xmas gift and they have a moment 
Justin has perfect timing + T and H have no excuses left 
Z is on best friend duty as T has a freak out after him and H sleep together on tour 
T, Z and H deciding to add CC and liar to the set list 
T is too sweet during the breakup and H can’t handle it, plus Michelle York is just the best 
Pillow talks about all those times they had feeling but never said it 
A sweet date + T proposes they build a house 
26, first performance, and then 2023 with all the Tayley fluff 
Alfie becomes Taylor’s too 
H taking care of T + and T taking care of H when they are hurt 
Justin is the best big brother in the whole world 
Parahoy 2018 behind the scenes 
T and H having some careless fun+ 2015 feelings + long distance calls as H promotes PFA in London+ Z is thinking of proposing to Kayla 
The story behind the belt that used to be a guitar strap 
Two versions of the story behind that T+a necklace 
H gets sick for the second time on TIW tour (Seattle) 
B side for Liar 
B side for Sugar on the rim 
B side for in the mourning 
Parahoy 2018 behind the scenes part 2 
H and T have no idea what they want but Zac knows better 
2017 if this was a more coherent fic 
2017 part II if this was a more coherent fic 
H and T meet Kayla, a chapter dedicated to Z and Kay 
Zac meets Alfie 
A rewrite of the sudden desire chapter 
H and T seeing Z’s family again after he re joins the band + A chapter for the song pool 
H sees ogre again after the divorce and the Yorks are the best Fam 
T and H celebrating their anniversary 
B side for pain by the war on drugs 
Tayley pregnancy scare 
B side for one of those crazy girls 
Another version of T and H’s breakup and getting back together 
Collection of little scenes that never made it into the chapters 
T and H have a fight + they are ‘casually dating’+ hard truths in a bar + messing with Zac 
The covers: 
Zac and Hayley have a moment building furniture, H and T angst + nightmares 
T gets jealous of THAT fan on stage 
Beth and Brian are shocked that Tayley kissed, and they are just finding out 
H says ‘love you’ + the Instagram posts that started it all 
After show party with ch*d, after show party without ch*d 
H gets super drunk after the divorce announcement + a cute concert date 
H and T decide to do ‘casual’(yeah right) + PDA at home, PDA in front of the guys 
Angst + H gets jealous of an interviewer + karma got to ch*d first 
2013 livestream angst + Z side eyeing Tayley+ T and H go camping 
H locks herself out of her house and T’s her savior + the rings 
T’s super lost and sad after winning a grammy + fluff at home and H writes a piece for Elise’s bday 
H has a bad nightmare on tour and T holds her through it + H gets the divorce papers and want T to comfort her + at home fluff, H cuts T’s hair 
AL release party, they tattoo each other + T’s you first melt down 
H and T make up after a disagreement but with lots of angst + T’s thinking of moving away + H helps T pack to move into their house together. 
The subgramming  
T and H go on a date but don’t call it that and end up making out on the street 
Continuation of the previous chapter + the story behind that sweet pic of H and T walking Alfie on the summer tour. 
Taylor loses a close family member, the rose color by MV + T asks for a break after they finish the AL cycle 
T has a freak out when he can’t reach H and she apologizes in a funny cute way + the ‘I fell in love with my best friend’ poster  
Taylor goes to see her after she leaves him a devastating voice mail after the breakup + T and Z being the bestest friends while both dealing with broken hearts 
T and H decide to get back into music 2016 + Brian questions H about her and T doing casual 2018 + ‘that’ leaked pic of Tayley from a holiday party 
T and H talk about therapy + H has an anxiety episode and T helps her through it + cutesy moment + T freaks out after their first kiss  
H and T More than friendly feelings through the years + a re do in Manchester 
2011 button moment from T and H’s perspective + H falls sick on TIW tour part I 
H therapy session, T is the sweetest when H goes heavy on the edibles + Zac is the bestest of best friends 
The nondate, date to the me without you concert + they are both idiots 
Taylor’s bold and knows what he wants, H freaks out but comes to her senses 
H and T being friends, T and Justin talk about tayley, after he finds them in a very compromising position 
Brian and H gossip session + H has a hard time with her mental health but T’s a sweetheart about it + the interview confirming Tayley + T´s reaction to H in her fashion week looks 
Tayley being Tayley at home, dancing, laughing + T dyes her hair 
T is a supporting partner + a cute super sweet at home date night 
GDY event + H wants a future with Taylor  
T’s feelings start to bloom during the making of AF, Tayley after webster hall  
Super angsty T and H chance encounter after the breakup 
Super fluffy intimate moments of H and T, Hayley says I love u 
The prompts: 
H finds the hidden engagement ring 
T cares for H on her period 
Cute apple picking date 
The matching shirts 
H and T invite Joey over for xmas 
H hurts T by mistake 
T protective of H at the airport 
Concert date to see sunny day real state 
H feels insecure and T is the sweetest about it 
H introduces T as her boyfriend to her family 
Paramore Halloween aka paraween 
The tayley proposal 
T, Z and H are grammy nominees 
Brian and Kolten’s wedding shenanigans 
Xmas chapter 
T’s birthday 
H’s birthday 
T has an anxiety attack and Hayley is there for him or, the story behind the 0.01 clip 
Christi is the best Tayley shipper, T is jelly 
Alf is in love with T 
H interviews T 
Z and T cut Hayley’s hair 
Early days of tayley and H being cheeky 
A follow up of the spin off from Z and Kayla 
T and H have a fight 
After laughter: 
April 2016, H seeks T for comfort and Z is back in Nashville + a small flash forward 
H and Z see each other again after years, May 2016 T can’t shake the more than friendly thoughts about her but is also really worried. 
Flash back to 2015 T and Z reconnect + the meaning of HTSYHB +H starts warming up to Z again and Zac realizes how things have change and how they have not 
H ambushes T with the news of her divorce, and he is there for her to help her though it 
T and H growing feelings start to bloom + the infamous ‘I caught myself’ performance from Hamburg. 
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el-yon · 1 year
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[sunday wip] The pining witnesses: Tatsuki - super quick intro shot.
putting this here because I decided to re-write this thing and I need to clear my lil head, so this is the one bit of text I have on me (highly based on this confirmation from Kubo). Text after the pic.
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Tatsuki knew.
Since the day she introduced them.
No. Before that.
It wasn’t as if she never thought of Ichigo after they went their separate ways in middle school, because she would. Whenever Don Kanonji popped up on the TV, or when she discovered a new game or movie that she thought he would like, and, in at all, Tatsuki was still somewhat of a regular presence at the Kurosaki House for videogame sessions in scattered afternoons.
But it was then, when she noticed the auburn-haired girl shying away at the corners that Tatsuki really thought of him.
Later, she saw it. It was right there in her eyes, she realized after asking the girl – calmly, this time – why she withdrew so much. Orihime looked at her with the same eyes Ichigo had back then. Back at that first time she actually managed to look at him when he came back to school.
They were hurt.
And they were kind.
A few weeks into her newfound friendship, she learns that Orihime had the same terribly annoying goofy smile. She would also zone out a lot, too, like she was seeing things that weren’t there. Tatsuki would sometimes feel like asking if she had a ghost-thing going on with her as well.
Eventually, she teaches her some Karate moves as part of her ‘I will help you!’ promise; and after Orihime gets comfortable around her, she is laughing so hard lying on that futon after tripping on her feet that they have to call it a day. At first, Tatsuki is a bit irritated – isn’t she supposed to be learning stuff?! – but she accepts that if she got the girl to smile and get back up, it counts as a win. Truth be told, she laughs, too. 
Surprisingly, it doesn’t take a lot of sessions until Orihime is able to perform basic moves with ease – they are precise, determined, yet there are absolutely no harmful intentions behind them, Tatsuki observes. In the end, their sessions always ended with that goofy smile and that intoxicating laughter, regardless if Orihime was doing her victory pose, or lying on her back from getting tossed. 
It had been years since she saw something like that. It’s nostalgic; it makes her happy.
Of course, it’s also brand new. It’s full of laughter, dances, dinners and movies, cram sessions, whispers, private codes and shared secrets. And it makes her happy again - happier, even - in ways that are so unique, warm, colorful and bright, that if Tatsuki didn’t know any better... she would say it felt like magic. 
And it hurts, in old - and new - ways when it is taken from her. Again. 
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a-friend-of-mara · 4 months
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Hi, I'm Mara, (a lonely autistic trans lesbian)
DMs open
(she/her)
Cishet men DNI
I'm slowly coming into realizing that I don't like being human so... ya know I gotta figure that out
I will explain literally anything* for any reason anything from your math homework to how special relatively can let you affect the flow of time
*I do not understand overly NT people so can't give great insight
IMPORTANT:
I AM OK WITH RP
No blood, decapitation, poop, guns, knives, or weapons of any sorts
I'm ok with, rough, breeding, pet play, CNC, and free use
if you're not sure ask
I've recently gone from a switch to a full time sub... this happened when I found out that I don't really like topping
I'm a slut for cum, girlmusk, girlcock, dommy mommies, android girls, robo girls, monster girls, animal girls, and hopefully for you mommy
Looking for an owner/admin/Dom/mommy/mistress
^msg me "Hey cutie" if you wanna
DMs open
I will not meet up irl nor will I be sharing pics of myself
I'm not comfortable with that yet
also if our relationship starts with RP then no promises it'll grow past that, if you're looking for a permanent friend then you either gotta play steam games, share interests with me, or look elsewhere.
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cryptid-pet · 2 years
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Running Away with Kino on the Fourth of July
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I have no TW for this! Be MINDFUL these are MY OWN headcanons, I hope you all will respect the following list of what just comes from my mind. I don't tend this to be considered a POV with Kino, but someone PLEASEEEEE correct me if I am wrong here))
👑 First off, I just think when Kino was younger and when Yuuri's father picked him up from being abandoned in Rotigenberg, he and Yuuri himself were very close when growing up
👑 When it came around The Fourth of July and the fireworks, Kino never really liked them considering how loud they were, so he always had to watch them from inside his room so they weren't as noisy
👑 As Kino got older, the whole issue with the loud noises of the fireworks going off didn't bother him as much and he had grown used to it along with other loud noises (Sensitive ears lol)
👑He would often run off away from sight and usually into woods and out near any body of water to get a big view of the show itself
👑Enjoys the sunset an hour BEFORE the fireworks go off
👑Lmao I can see him taking videos on his phone and selfies with captions like: "Fourth of July gon be banger" or maybe "Me and my Guava Juice getting a full circus light show right now!" Something cringy and stupid I dunno
👑 I only imagine Yuuri panicking about Kino and his whereabouts when he isn't in his room doing some game event, calling Kino on his cell begging him to turn his fucking location on in the settings
👑CHAOS, DON'T GET ME GOIN'
👑Kino throwing a fucking party at his place? Sparklers, loud fucking music, just call it High School all over again with white kids getting drunk as fuck
👑Yuuri gon try and not freak the fuck out over this trickass unseasoned pepper for the party
👑Kino seems to get bored of things easily (to me) and I'm sure some of you can differ that lol
👑Kino watches fireworks, took his photos and videos, DONE AFTER. NO MORE CELEBRATION. HIS GAME AND 10 PULL FOR NEW CHARACTERS IS MORE IMPORTANT
👑He'll be up until 6 in the morning and be asleep till 8 at night, it's how he rolls
👑NOW IF YOU ARE WITH HIM, it is different
👑He won't mind company, just as long as you let him be on his phone here and there
👑He'll stay out AS LONG as YOU want and watch the fireworks, drink, and munch on little snacks too
👑If they are too loud for you and you tend to jump in place, he's there! He'll hold your hand!
👑Might as well tease you about easily being frightened, might throw in a #Pussy in his pics
👑Get cold? He'll bring a blanket for you both to share, doesn't hurt to be extra prepared ahead of time!
👑It's going to be a good Fourth of July for both of you, I can promise you that~
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Book 2 Fics
🌼 (Fluff) | 🌵 (Angst) | 💋 (NSFW) | 🎭 (Angsty Fluff) | 🔖 (Series) | 🎨 (Text & Pic Fic) | 🎪 (Prose + Text & Pic Fic) | Ⓜ (Mature)
A/N: All stories are mostly canon-divergent, with nods to key events in the series. Ethan and Cassie decide to proceed with a relationship after her ethics trial at the end of book 1. There’s no background plot of Edenbrook closing or being bought by Bloom. 
Second Impressions 🎨🌼 It’s Cassie’s first day as a Junior Fellow on the Diagnostics Team. 
Sleeping Beauty 🌼 Ethan learns something new about Cassie.
May I Have This Dance? 🌼 Is there anything more romantic than slow dancing in the kitchen on a do-nothing day?
Strictly Professional 🌼 Ethan’s having a hard time keeping it strictly professional at work, especially when other doctors keep hitting on his girlfriend. 
Foodies 🎨 Cassie and Sienna enjoy a night full of foodie memories. Set around the beginning of second year. 
Closure 🎭 When an ex asks Ethan for a second chance, he realizes that the past is best left behind. 
Private Celebrations 🌼 After a major team win, Cassie’s in the mood to celebrate. When the drinks start flowing, Ethan discovers a new side to his girlfriend’s personality. 
Spill the Tea 🎨  Cassie has been dating Ethan (discretely) for a couple of months now and her family and friends want to know who the mystery man is. 
Bowling Blues 🎨 Cassie and her friends go bowling to blow off some steam on a weekday. 
Date Night - Part 1 🎨 Cassie reminds Ethan he owes her a date night and somehow things get heated from there.
Date Night - Part 2 🎨 Cassie and Ethan’s first date is everything she dreamed it would be and more, as seen through Cassie’s Pictagram posts.
Summer Romance 🌼 Ethan and Cassie define their status over breakfast, set early in their secret relationship. 
Have You Heard… 🌼 Naveen Banerji had always enjoyed Edenbrook’s rumor mill, but he can’t share the biggest secret of all.
Me Before You 🌵 Cassie’s worried when Ethan goes silent for the day and she can’t help but wonder if he wants out of their blossoming relationship.
Sex and Pizza 💋 There’s nothing quite like sex for working up an appetite.
Playing to Win 🌵 Cassie and Ethan disagree about the direction of the Diagnostics Team and their personal relationship becomes collateral damage. Can they compromise enough to get it back on track?
Sunday Brunch 🎪 After deciding to make their relationship public, Cassie’s nervous about how her friends will react while also wondering if Ethan would have regrets once they’re out in the open.
Weekend in Newport 🔖 Cassie invites Ethan to Newport to meet her family. How will this close-knit clan react toward the new lover in Cassie’s life? 
Sugar and Spice 🎨 Cassie, Sienna and Aurora unwind after a long day by baking fruit scones. 
Coffee Time 🎨 Cassie and the gang plan a coffee heist.
The Game 🎨 It’s the annual Edenbrook-Mass Kenmore softball game. Cassie’s ready for revenge, but can’t stop thirsting after her boyfriend.
Lost and Found 🌼 Cassie and Max celebrate their birthday under the Northern Lights and have a heart to heart about what’s happening in their lives. 
Forevermore 🌵 When Ethan Ramsey’s mother walked out on her family 25 years ago, he promised to never get close enough to anyone that could hurt him.
Last Night On Earth 🌵 If it’s her last night to live, there’s nowhere he’d rather be than by her side. 
Daddy’s Girl 🎭 A poignant moment between father and daughter after the poison attack.
Falling Into Dust 🔖 After surviving a deadly poison attack, Cassie struggles with guilt for her part in the tragedy and tries to find her way back to the person she was. 
Underneath the Tree 🌼 Cassie is in the mood to spread some Christmas cheer and her loved ones are happy to help. 
Under The Mistletoe 🌼 Ethan Ramsey is not one to kiss anyone under the mistletoe, but he’s willing to make an exception just once.
Wrapped in Red 🎨 Cassie and her friends recognize the importance of friendship during the holiday season.
Paper Anniversary 🎨 Cassie reminds Ethan it’s their first anniversary and gets the affirmation she needs.
Operation Cupcake 🎨 When Cassie finds out that Ethan is receiving baked goods from admirers, her curiosity goes on hyperdrive. 
Rumor Has It 🌼 When Ethan finds out about Operation Cupcake, he starts to have second thoughts about the nature of his relationship with Cassie. 
All About Tonight 🎪 Max invites Ethan for a guys’ night out, and Cassie feels left out. 
Black 💋 Planning a perfect Valentine’s Day dinner for your girlfriend should be commended unless you’re dating Cassie Valentine. 
Whatever It Takes 🎨 Cassie knows becoming a doctor requires hard work, but sometimes it’s too much.
Springtime 🎨 Cassie finds springtime weather in New England unpredictable. 
Cassie’s Day Off  🎨 Cassie enjoys a day off by herself, as told through social media.
A Time and A Place 🌼 Ethan Ramsey and Cassie Valentine’s relationship has seen its share of bumps on the road, but it’s finally smooth sailing. Are they ready to take the next step? 
Begin Again 🎭 Cassie needs closure on the events of the poison attack. 
Cheap Thrills 🌼   An ordinary evening turns extraordinary with a special invitation.
Family Stories 🎨 Cassie shares some family photos on social media and swaps childhood stories with Ethan.
The Flirting Game 🌼 Cassie ‘practices’ her flirting technique on Ethan, but she’s not the only one who knows the moves.
Try My Patience 🎨 Cassie is on night shift in the Emergency Department when things get a little more exciting than she had anticipated. 
Kiss Me Better 🌼 Ethan arrives at the hospital after finding out from social media that Cassie has been injured during night shift. A drabble to accompany the text and pic fic, Try My Patience. 
Too Late for Regrets 🌵 When Ethan Ramsey gets a second chance to build a relationship with his mother, he wonders if it’s too late for forgiveness.
Reminiscing 🎨 Cassie and Max swap pics and stories from their past.
Self-Reflections 🎨 Cassie’s journey to finding herself after the poison attack as told through changing hairstyles.
All This Time 🎭 Bryce Lahela wonders if it’s too late to shift the dynamic from friends to something more when Kyra Santana tells him she’s almost cancer free.
Beach Clean-up 🎨 Cassie is not happy about what she finds. 
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Date Debacles & Discoveries
Swipe Right Fail: The Time I Found Myself in Never Have I Ever Hell (with Garlic Bread)
The world of online dating, where swipes reign supreme, bios are battlegrounds, and first impressions often involve questionable bathroom selfies. Brace yourselves, for a tale of epic dating app proportions—a symphony of cringe so potent it could score a horror film. Welcome to the saga of Swipe Right Fail.
It all began with a match, let's call him "Garlic Bread Bandit" (more on that later). His profile pic showed promise—decent lighting, no shirtless bathroom mirror selfies, bonus points for an actual dog. We exchanged messages, chuckled at his terrible puns (okay, maybe I laughed once), and agreed to meet for dinner. But the red flags were revealed the moment he pulled up in a beat-up sedan resembling a science project gone wrong. My hopes, like the faded paint job on his car, began to wither. His attire? Picture discount Rick Ross cosplay gone wrong. And his energy? Well, let's just say a lobotomized sloth exudes more vibrancy.
Inside the dimly lit bar, the atmosphere matched the flatness of the beer he ordered. Conversation crawled along like molasses in January, interrupted by awkward silences and the discomfort of sitting on the same side of the booth.
Then came the pièce de résistance: the garlic bread incident. My garlic bread appetizer, the sole food item I dared to order, apparently offended his financial sensibilities. "Too expensive," he huffed, his words dripping with the gravitas of a man who considers ketchup a gourmet condiment. In his world, sustenance is a luxury, not a necessity—though he himself ordered a full 16” pepperoni pizza, spaghetti with meatballs, and 3 cocktails (before you ask, no he wasn't sharing).
Things took a turn for the truly bizarre when he decided to break the ice with a rousing game of Never Have I Ever. Now, I'm all for a little playful banter, but the questions this guy was throwing out were straight out of a Kama Sutra audition. My "nevers" far outnumbered my "evers," and my cheeks burned hotter than the vodka sodas I was downing in rapid succession to numb myself from the date.
By this point, my vodka sodas were doing the heavy lifting in the "keeping me sane" department. But even its powers couldn't resurrect this date from the ashes of awkwardness. I knew this date was a sinking ship, and I wasn't about to go down with it. With a polite smile and a steely glint in my eye, I dropped the "this isn't working" bomb. Now, I'm not a fan of ghosting, but in this case, I made an exception. Leaving him with a confused expression and an untouched plate of pepperoni pizza, I ran out of the bar, garlic bread woes and all.
Here's the thing, dating is a gamble. There will be duds, there will be disasters, and there will be moments that make you question your sanity (and your choice of appetizers). The silver lining here is that these experiences, however cringe-worthy, teach us valuable lessons. So, what did I learn from this nightmare? Firstly, garlic bread is a surprisingly good test for compatibility. Secondly, never underestimate the power of a well-placed exit line.
No but seriously there are some take aways:
Lesson 1: Set Boundaries, my friends, like bouncers at the velvet rope of your sanity! Don't be afraid to walk away from a situation that doesn't feel right. Your time and energy are precious, and no amount of garlic bread (or vodka) is worth sacrificing them for a bad date.
Lesson 2: Laugh at the absurdity. Seriously, sometimes the only way to cope with dating app disasters is to find the humor in them. Share your stories with your friends, write a blog post (ahem - we do take submissions), and let the laughter wash away the awkwardness.
Lesson 3: Ghosting is an art form. If you must disappear, do it with finesse. A simple, "I didn't feel a connection" message goes a long way. Remember, karma is a garlic bread-loving boomerang, and you never know when you might need a date to appreciate your culinary choices (and questionable humor).
Lesson 4: Embrace the weird, the wonderful, and the downright bizarre. And remember, even the worst dates can offer valuable lessons (and maybe a good laugh).
So, keep swiping, keep hoping, and keep your sense of humor close. There's always a story to tell, a lesson to learn, and a plate of garlic bread to console you. Laughter is the best accessory, and remember, you're not stuck with someone who thinks Never Have I Ever is an appropriate icebreaker. Cheers to surviving the swipe right wars, one awkward encounter at a time!
Now, if you'll excuse me, I have a date with a warm baguette and a box of Kraft mac and cheese.
/ Winging it, but still making it.
P.S. To Mr. Never Have I Ever, if you happen to stumble upon this and recognize yourself, know that your garlic bread price criticisms will forever be etched in my memory, along with the questionable stains on your car seat.
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can i get some relationship w college au bertholdt headcanons both sfw and nsfw 🥺🥺 i make these little scenarios in my head where i’m dating him and he calls me baby and everything it’s kinda crazy but he’s fine as hell so <33
sure! hope you like it! 💖 nsfw under the read more line hehe
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he doesn't care if you live on the other corner of the city, he'll be at your door to accompany you to college.
once he's in front of your door, he'll take air a couple times and check his hair on his phone screen while waiting.
he's used to do it but he still gets nervous cause it's you and he just loves you so much.
once you're in the street, expect the most sweet kiss ever, followed by his blush and his hand caging yours, walking towards the building.
he'll listen to you talk about everything: tje new anime you're watching, the professor that left you hundreds of exercises as homework and how your roommate didn't let you sleep.
shy as always, he won't talk a lot about him, prefers to listen.
once you arrive to your class, he'll promise to pick you up when both of you end your classes and take you to have lunch.
sealing that with a kiss that leaves you on the clouds, you face the morning classes.
he's in your class door at the accorded hour, holding your hand as soon as you're outside,
if it's sunny, he's probably getting food for a picnic. if not, he'll share his umbrella, walking to the little appartment he shares with his best friend, Reiner.
Reiner is rarely home due to the training schedule, so Bertholdt knows exactly when to bring you home.
he likes to spend the afternoons together, studying, talking, playing videogames or watching a film.
he doesn't mind as long as the plan is with you.
he even likes to just receive your little kisses on him until he's blushed to the max.
"baby, i-i think it is my turn."
takes you on tons of dates.
his favorite ones are to take the car and drive away, to a forest or a beach, and spend the day together and alone, in a peaceful place.
he likes to see you on his clothes, and get them again full of your perfume.
he's super considerate, and he always has a new toothbrush and shampoo for you on his bathroom.
you like his bed a lot because of how big and comfortable it is. it's easy for you to end sleeping with him.
he likes to analyze every single mark on your skin.
"baby, how did you get this scar?"
fantasize together about the future is his favorite activity.
even when he's usually shy and sweet, getting him in the mood is pretty easy.
specially if you play your little game of not showing more than the surface, a way he has to imagine and imagine and imagine.
specially if you play your little game of not showing more than the surface, a way he has to imagine and imagine and imagine.
specially if you play your little game of not showing more than the surface, a way he has to imagine and imagine and imagine.
he would be lying if he said he didn't touch himself to some of your pics when he was alone at home.
but, if he can touch you instead, what is he waiting for?
his room is always quieter than yours, and also a private room, not a shared one like yours.
he needs to kiss you while his fingers trace the outside of your panties.
and he needs to kiss you more when his long fingers take the fabric to a side.
his shy personality makes hard for him to tell you what he wants to do, what he wants ypu to do and what he feels. not as hard as you make him tho
he always prepares you first, long fingers sliding in and out as he catches every single moan in his mouth.
he knows he's big, and hurting you is never on his plans.
even when he doesn't notice, the lewdest sentences come out of his mouth.
"come on, baby, i need more.... i need you more wet, yeah?"
that's definitely a way to get you more wet.
he thinks you belong to his lap as his hands belong to your butt, guiding the rhythm and helping you to move.
there's no joke about the size.
king of safe sex, yes he is.
get on your knees for him and you'll be able to see the most blushed version of bertholdt.
and also the "roughest", sliding his cock into your mouth, throat more than ready to take him.
likes to buy flavored condoms. you don't know why but you find it pretty cute.
he thinks that sleeping naked next to you after having an intense session is the nearest feeling to total happiness.
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MY TYPE | JJK
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One Shot
▽ summary: you’ve never liked fuckboys, especially one Jeon Jungkook. But when you find yourself late at night playing a game of seven minutes in heaven with your college friends, things take a different turn.
▽ genre: porn with very little plot, college au
▽ pairings: fuckboy|jk x fem!reader
▽ words: 2192
▽ warnings: implied alcohol use, jk jerked off to your insta pics (y/n living the dream), oral sex (m receiving, deep throating), unprotected sex, lots of cum, dirty talk, nipple play, jk has a big dick
A chorus of ooohs filled the messy living room in which you and your friends were sitting in circle. It was late and most of the party guests had already gone back home, leaving just a small bunch of you and a pile of garbage all over the house. You would have gladly leave the place way earlier if it wasn’t for your best friend Se-mi, who you promised to drive back home. She insisted in staying longer to hit on Min Yoongi, one of your fellow classmates from the same major, but the guy seemed to barely notice. He might even been interested in her for all you knew: there was no way of telling, since he was always so introverted. The only person he spoke to was his disaster of a friend, Jeon Jungkook, the campus playboy.
How do they even get along? They have literally nothing in common.
And you knew this, since you had been often paired with Yoongi for some group projects during the years. The guy was cool. He was really smart and funny when you actually got to know him. He just didn’t open up easily. That’s why, even though you’ve had the opportunity to chat with him several times, you couldn’t really say you two were friends.
But back to the ooohs. The reason behind that childish reaction was to trace in the empty bottle of beer who had just stop spinning, pointing at you and the infamous Jeon Jungkook, who was having the time of his life – judging from the mischievous grin on his face.
You weren’t blind, you knew he was hot as fuck, but he was way too aware of his good looks and terribly overconfident. He was known to have slept with most girls on campus, and you were pretty sure he was more dedicated to keep his record than to actually graduate. Which, for a good student like you, was infuriating.
You had always found him annoying and obnoxious. And on top of that, you couldn’t figure out how girls seemed to fall for his cheesy lines every single time, throwing themselves at him like he was the only guy with a dick.
Sure, you didn’t really knew the guy, but in your opinion there wasn’t much to know about him. He was a cliché. And you couldn’t help but roll your eyes every time he tried to hit on you. Because he did. Of course he did. You were just his favorite type of prey: one that was not easy to catch.
“Well, you know the rules, guys. The closet is right at the end of the corridor. You have to stay in there for seven minutes. If you get out earlier, you have to kiss in front of everybody for the remaining time. And if you don’t get out.. well.. good for you.”
“Don’t worry, Jimin. Seven minutes are more than enough.” You said with a sarcastic tone, giving him a fake smile while you got up and adjusted your skirt.
Jungkook scoffed, getting up and leaning closer to your ear to talk in a low voice, but loud enough for the others to hear.
“You must have had some pretty lame sex if you think so. Hope I’ll change your mind.”
“You’re disgusting.”
And that’s how you found yourself sharing the tightest possible space with a known fuckboy like Jeon Jungkook.
As soon as you entered the closet, you pushed your back against one of the walls, folding your arms to your chest to make him understand in every possible way that you weren’t going to give into any of his shenanigans. Stupid move, since your shirt was a bit low-cut and that only made your tits pop up even more, looking like a four course meal to the blatant gaze of Jungkook.
“No class to run to this time, mh?” he immediately uttered, giving you a malicious smile while leaning with his shoulder against the door frame.
“Unfortunately.”
He rolled his eyes, darkened even more by the dim light of the small space you were both trapped in.
“Oh come on, do you really want to turn this game into seven minutes in hell? You don’t necessarily have to be a mood killer.”
“I just don’t like you, Jungkook. I know you are not used to hear it, but that’s just how it is.”
Your comeback didn’t seem to affect him at all. If anything, he just made him chuckle and slightly shake his head.
Seriously? You are that full of yourself?
“Ok, so it’s another Y/L/N Y/N who liked my photo at the gym from three years ago and then changed her whole profile in a ridiculous attempt to hide it.”
Your eyes widened and your cheeks turned suddenly red. You got caught.
“It was a mistake.” You tried to explain yourself, knowing too well that there was nothing you could say to go back from that.
He raised his eyebrow, looking straight at you from underneath his eyelashes.
“You scrolled through all my Instagram profile by mistake?”
No you didn’t. You just got curious. That’s the kind of shit you did at three in the morning when you couldn’t sleep. You just find yourself looking for weird stuff on the internet and scrolling through profiles of people you barely knew for no apparent reason. It was just a bonus point the fact that Jungkook’s profile was full of pictures of his body sculped by the gods. Sure, you were annoyed by his attitude, but you were still a woman.
“And you did it so very late at night, if I might add.” He said, taking a step forward towards you. “What were you doing, Y/N? Looking for something interesting?”
You blushed so hard that you were pretty sure he could see the redness in your cheeks even despite the poor lighting in the closet. But you couldn’t help but stare at him in the eyes like a deer caught in headlights, unable to look away from his hypnotic gaze.
“I wasn’t.” You murmured, defensively.
“You don’t have to feel ashamed, you know? I was awake too – thank God, if I might add. I would have missed it otherwise. I would have found myself locked out of that mysterious profile, unable to look at your cute pictures.” He paused, leaning way too close to your face. “Don’t tell anyone, but I had some fun with those.”
Normally, you would have told him that he was sickening, but for some reason you felt a pleasant warmth irradiating in your belly. You couldn’t help but picture him jerking off to your photos, and it wasn’t sickening at all. If anything, it was weirdly enticing.
He rested his palm on the wall, right next to your face, and looked down at your body like he was ready to devour it in one bite.
“I recognized the skirt, you know?”
You didn’t remember wearing it in one of your pictures, but it was plausible: that skirt was one of your favorites. Cute and short, but not too revealing.
“Well, I hope you saved the picture, because that’s all you’re gonna get.”
This was your response, when you actually found the courage to talk. But your voice was so low and shaky that you found it hard yourself to believe your own words. Of course he didn’t fall for it.
“Are you sure?”
You bit your lip, nodding in a last ridiculous attempt to give yourself a standoffish look, which again he didn’t buy at all.
He got even closer, slightly pressing his body against yours until your heavy breaths were melting into one another and you could feel his hardness on your stomach.
You did not respond. You were brain dead. All you could feel was your core painfully clenching around nothing and your blood flowing down to your lower belly, emptying your head of any thought beside those filled with the desire to feel his body.
“Mh.. okay..” he said, gently resting his hand on your thigh and starting to go further up with an excruciating slow pace. “So you don’t like this.”
It wasn’t a question, but it was clear he was looking for a reply you were unable to give. A soft moan escaped your lips at his gentle touch, which you didn’t move away from. A silent green light for him to go even further up, taking his caress under the hem of your skirt until his digits were brushing the damp fabric of your underwear.
“You want me to stop, Y/N?”
His words were a mere whisper against your lips to which you couldn't help but faintly gasp.
“No.” You found yourself saying, right before being cut off by the kiss he gave you, pressing his lips against yours and spreading them open for his tongue to enter your mouth.
You moaned, melting like pudding against his body while his fingers started drawing slow circles on your sensitive clit.
“For someone who finds me disgusting you got yourself soaking wet pretty fast, princess.”
His provocative words only got you wetter and needier, pushing you to the edge of your psychological barricade. Your hands rushed to his belt, unbuckling it with fast and sloppy movements until you could zip down his jeans, letting his hard cock spring free in front of you.
Fuck he’s big.
He seemed to have somehow read your thoughts in your eyes, since he chuckled, guiding your hand to wrap around his width and slightly moving it up and down while letting out a raspy moan.
“Are you gonna be a good girl and take me in your mouth, princess?”
You licked your lips, looking up at him with your eyes filled with lust while you slowly got to your knees. You never broke eye contact, pumping him slowly but steadily before swirling your tongue around the tip of his cock, covered with precum.
“Tastes good?”
“Mhmh.” You nodded with a mischievous smile on your face.
Your mouth soon wrapped around his cock, taking it all in until you started gaggin a bit for the length. A reaction which made him moan loudly and grab your hair, steadying his grip in order to guide your head in the increasing pace.
“Fuck your mouth feels so good.”
“You like it? Is this what you pictured while jerking off to my photos?” You said during a small pause, not even giving him the time to respond with anything but a loud moan, since you immediately got back to deep throating his cock like it was your last meal.
“Fuck I’m close.”
Those words only made you move faster, keeping your eyes locked with his to take in every ounce of pleasure you could get from him. And at that point there wasn’t much he could do to hold back. You suddenly felt his hot semen spilling down your throat.
However, you only had the time to swallow before he leaned down, wrapping his arm around your waist and lifting you up with ridiculous ease.
You wrapped your arms around his neck and your legs around his waist, letting him push you against the wall and move your wet panties to the side to sink deep inside your throbbing core.
You let out a sharp moan, welcoming his size between your tight walls with pleasurable pain. One of his hands got under your shirt and bra, squeezing your breast and tracing circles with his thumb on your hard nipple.
“Look at you. You got so wet just by sucking my cock, baby?”
His words were again a lustful whisper against your parted lips, but you were unable to respond – your voice cut by the deep thrusts he was torturing you with. You were sure, however, that the lewd sounds of your wetness were enough of an answer to him.
“Such a pretty little slut. What are you gonna tell the others when they’ll see my cum dripping down your thighs?”
You moaned loudly, helping his pace with the movements of your own hips to take him even deeper.
“I’m gonna tell them that this lame sex little slut made you come twice in a row.”
He groaned, thrusting harder in you.
“You are so fucking hot.”
The pace got quicker and quicker until you found yourself out of breath, calling his name in between moans while your legs started shivering, signaling your forthcoming orgasm. And when it came, it hit you like a train, making you grab his hair and moan loudly while your walls clenched around his cock. You felt him twitch inside you until he sank deep with sloppy thrusts, releasing his orgasm inside you with a raspy moan.
You two took some moments to relax your racing heartbeats, leaning against each other's forehead with eyes closed and heavy breaths.
When you felt again capable of speaking, you let out a pretty laugh, pressing your palm against his cheek.
“Hope this memory will serve you well for your future lonely nights.”
He laughed, caressing your nose with the tip of his.
“Trust me, this won’t stay in the past.”
“Jerkass.”
“Nerd.”
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nugnthopkns · 3 years
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i wish i could disappear
word count: 3.6k
warnings: explicit!fem reader, cursing, feelings of anxiety due to social media harassment, invasion of privacy that border on stalking
recommended listening: brutal | olivia rodrigo
series masterpost: here
a/n: and we're off to the races!! i love this album and olivia so much. there's a shoutout to goon by tobias jesso jr. in here bc it's my favourite album to cry to lmao (highly recommend giving it a listen!). i'm on the fence about this one but am posting it anyways because i don't think i can make it any better
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How the fuck do people find your social media?
All of your accounts are private and Kevin makes sure to never tag you on the rare occasion he posts a picture of the two of you together. The wives and girlfriends who have public accounts make sure to never post about you, and you’re careful not to comment on posts often. You’re a private person and though you understand that due to the nature of your relationship with Kevin you intrigue some fans, you don’t want to give them more than you have to.
Despite making no attempt to open up to the public or media, every day you wake up with hundreds of follow requests from complete strangers. At first it was a little exciting knowing that people were curious about your life but after years of the same routine it’s become draining. It takes you nearly twenty minutes each day to weed through them and accept only the people you know personally. Kevin doesn’t actually know how many people want to catch a glimpse of your daily life because you do your best to keep it from him. Knowing would only bring him stress, and you want him to be able to focus on winning games and loving you with his entire heart.
☼☼☼☼
The phone on your desk rings loudly, pulling your attention away from the computer screen that has way too many numbers on it for your liking. The finance department needed someone to proof their audit before sending it away and since you’re the only one in human relations that has a business degree the job landed on your shoulders. Eager to take a break, you pick it up and press the receiver against your ear.
“Hello?”
The voice on the other side laughs gently, but you immediately know it’s Kevin. “Hi sweetheart,” he says warmly, “How’s work?”
“Fine I guess. It’s work, Kev. Nothing terribly exciting happens here,” you explain but continue to fill him in on all the coffee pot gossip you got this morning. Kevin listens as you complain about forgetting your lunch on the counter and chuckles at how upset the situation makes you.
“What if I told you I’m outside your window with a burrito bowl?”
Excited at the possibility of seeing your boyfriend before dinnertime, you whip towards the window and spot Kevin on the sidewalk, waving like an idiot despite knowing your office is on the fifth floor. You hang up quickly after telling him you’ll be down in two minutes and let the receptionist know you’re stepping out for lunch. There’s a line for the elevator so you head to the stairwell, taking them two at a time in your haste. You’re crossing the street to the small park where Kevin has set up a picnic before your co-workers are even out the door.
You plop down on the blanket beside Kevin and lean into him. He presses a sweet kiss to your forehead before passing you the food he brought. You take a bite, sighing at the taste. Kevin knows you better than you know yourself and knew exactly what to get that would satisfy your mounting hunger.
“Thanks babe,” you smile, holding up your fork and offering him a bite. He takes it graciously but makes a face. “What’s the matter?” you laugh as you take the utensil back.
“I fucking hate avocado.”
The two of you eat in relative silence, speaking only when you remember a detail from your morning. Kevin tells you about the drills he’s going to lead at practice in the afternoon and what he plans on cooking for dinner since he’ll be home before you. You insist you can whip something up when you get home but Kevin shakes his head. He reminds you that relationships are give and take, and that you’ve made dinner the past three nights because he had a string of games. You manage to reach a compromise that has you doing the dishes before you have to return to work.
Kevin insists on walking you back to your office even though you protest vehemently. Your relationship is far from secret, and has been the topic of workplace gossip more times than you can count, but after five years you’ve learned to ignore most of it. However, you don’t want your co-workers to think you flaunt your NHL player boyfriend to prove you’re better than them. They all love Kevin, and a couple of them congratulate him on last night’s goal as he follows you down the hall. A few of the newer hires stare in awe and shake his hand, completely blown away that one of Philadelphia’s biggest stars is asking how they like their jobs.
“Pretty soon they’re going to approach you to do PR for us,” you chuckle as you flip the light on and close the door of your office.
His laughter echoes off the walls as a pair of strong arms find a home around your waist. “It would be kind of fun to hear myself crush those radio commercials.”
“Since when do you listen to the radio?”
“Checkmate,” Kevin sighs, pulling you closer. He kisses you quickly, not wanting to give a show to anyone who could be walking past, but it still sends you reeling. You don’t want him to pull away and kiss him again.
You get your way for a few more moments and then Kevin’s leaving with a promise to not burn the house down and wishes for a good rest of the day. Focussed on giving the audit its final once-over you don’t bother pulling your phone from the drawer you had placed it in when you got to work that morning. You turn up the small radio at the corner of your desk and get to work scanning the document for errors. There’s a mistake halfway through that skews the rest of the data and fixing it takes a bit of time, but it isn’t a huge deal. You have nothing else to do except answer a few emails and organize meetings for after the weekend.
An hour or so later you’ve completed all your tasks and debate what to do. It’s too early to leave for the day, so you decide to kill time by checking your phone. You’re expecting a few notifications, perhaps two or three memes in the group chat you share with your friends, but not the hundreds that greet you.
The majority of them are instagram notifications, and assuming they’re just more fans requesting a follow you ignore them, instead heading to your text messages. There’s a picture from Kevin of a dog he found walking home and another from your mom asking why you haven’t called home in a few weeks. However the one from Claude’s wife is the one that piques your curiosity.
Just a heads up that someone posted a pic of you and Kev to one of those stupid wag pages. I filed a request for Instagram to take it down but it’s gotten a lot of traction. Sorry :((
Your heartbeat increases rapidly and a million thoughts fly through your head at a rapid speed. Fingers shaking, you respond with a thanks and open up the dreaded app. You don’t see it immediately, your feed being full of photos belonging to friends and family, but it’s in your messages almost two hundred times. Many of them have text attached and you know there will be a comment about your relationship regardless of which one you open.
Tapping on the most recent message you brace yourself for the worst. The new window opens a photo someone took of you and Kevin while eating lunch in the park across from your office not even three hours prior. It’s grainy and the camera angle is strange, but you’re eating and Kevin is looking somewhere out of frame. The accompanying caption reads Kev and his girlfriend out for lunch today! Follow @philllywagupdates for more :).
You let out a sigh of relief – it could have been a lot worse. Personal pictures of yourself have made it onto pages like that before and most of them they’re paired with mean-spirited captions about your appearance or other trivial matters. Assuming you’re in the clear, you head back to the page of the original message to thank the person for bringing the post to your attention. However, the message accompanying the post is anything but positive.
He can’t even fucking look at you. It’s only a matter of time before he leaves you
The blood in your veins runs cold. You know it’s not true – Kevin’s made it clear you’re the one and truthfully you’re just waiting for a ring – but it doesn’t stop the sting you feel. What could possess someone to say such horrible things? You decide not to respond despite, possibly opening another can of worms with the seen function, and close the app. Leaning back in your office chair you focus on anything but your phone, looking out the window at passersby while regaining your breath. It works for a while, but eventually not knowing what others said eats away at you. You go through every single message to see hundreds of similar comments to the first, with only a few saying they’re glad you’re happy or how posting the picture is a violation of your privacy.
By the time you’re finished your spirit has been crushed. However, it’s also an acceptable time to start the weekend – at least no one in the office will have to see you cry. Things are hastily packed into your bag and you wave a few quick goodbyes before once again taking the stairs. You curse yourself for deciding to walk to work that morning and set off in the direction of home wiping away tears. The last thing you need right now is for someone to recognize you, but you have to get home. Tobias Jesso Jr plays at much too loud a volume through your headphones and Kevin will most certainly remind you it’s bad for your hearing, but the melancholy piano riffs of Goon overpower the thoughts swirling around your head.
Do people really feel that way about me?
Are my friends just too nice to stop inviting me places?
Does Kevin really feel trapped?
Hundreds of similar sentiments and situations cross your mind as you stumble through the streets of downtown Philadelphia, but you force them as far back as possible before opening the door to the apartment you share with Kevin. Hoping to slip inside undetected, you take your shoes off slowly and throw your jacket on the end table instead of hanging it in the closet. Your plan fails somehow and Kevin hears you, greeting you in a goofy apron covered in flour.
“Hey sweetheart,” he smiles, but it drops once your eyes meet and he sees the hurt on your face. “What’s the matter?”
“It’s nothing,” you insist, trying to step around him in pursuit of the bathroom.
Kevin doesn’t buy it and sees right through your feeble words. “It’s not nothing if you’re this upset. If you don’t want to talk now that’s fine, but I think you should get it off your chest.”
You know he’s right, but you also know you can’t tell him the true cause of your despair. “Just some work stuff,” you sigh. “The audit got all fucked up and I had to fix it even though it’s not my job.”
It’s not technically a lie, which makes you feel better, and Kevin buys it. He presses a sweet kiss to your lips in sympathy. “Go take a shower and the gnocchi should be ready by the time you’re done. We can spend the night cuddling on the couch.”
“And watching Selling Sunset?”
“We can watch whatever you want sweetheart,” he chuckles. You part from him with a final kiss and head to the bathroom. Hopefully the steam from the water will carry away the negativity brought on by that damn post.
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Time passes but the hateful comments on social media don’t stop. In fact, you’re pretty sure they get worse. It’s so bad that you’ve deleted every app except facebook because you need it for work. Kevin doesn’t notice your abstinence from social media, but he picks up on how you spend more time criticizing yourself or staring off into space. When he pushes you either brush him off or feed some bullshit excuse about how work is getting you down. You know he doesn’t believe you but trusts you enough to come to him when you’re ready to talk.
You aren’t sure if you’ll ever be able to tell Kevin what’s been going on. There’s been scrutiny from social media before, when you first started dating, but it quieted down after the initial media frenzy. He helped you through that but it’s different this time around. Never before have you had strangers tell you your life is worthless or that your boyfriend should end your relationship. Some of the other wags notice your absence on instagram but chalk it up to you just taking a break. They reach out via the group chat and send wishes to see you at the next home game. It’s nice to know they care, but the voice in your head that has grown much larger in recent weeks tells you they don’t truly mean it. This leads you to decline the invite as politely as possible, citing extended work hours for your absence. In reality you’re too anxious to be anywhere that isn’t home or work, petrified someone is going to post something that will add fuel to the flames of those who interrogate you.
It’s another Friday afternoon, and you’re leaving the office early once again. There’s a small craft exhibition taking place around the corner from work and today is the last day it’s open. You had been meaning to go all week, hoping to find something small to add to Kevin’s birthday gift. As you step out of the building there’s a small group of young women, who don’t look old enough to have graduated college, standing off to the side. It fills you with dread, worried that somehow someone found out where you work and the insults are going to start occurring verbally, but you force yourself to be rational. You work fairly close to one of the artsier districts in the city and it’s more than likely they just want to find a cute mural to take pictures in front of.
You pass by and swear you hear them snicker, but you remind yourself you’ve just been jumpy lately. When they peel from their place on the wall and follow behind at a distance you think the coincidences are running out. It seems a little too strange how their movements line up with yours, and you go down a few winding side streets in an attempt to lose them. Part of you feels ridiculous because what group of barely legal girls would track a full-blown adult around a city of nearly two million people, but your life is currently strange enough you can’t be sure. They don’t follow you, and by the time you reach the market your heart rate has returned to normal.
The first few stalls have little to catch your eye, but a few rows in you find a leatherworker who makes adorable wallets. Kevin’s is ridiculously old and falling apart at the seams – his mom bought it for him before the two of you got together. You think a new one will make a perfect addition to the concert tickets you already bought and browse the table for something simple and elegant. A deep brown one with tan braiding around the edges catches your eye and you know it’s the one for Kevin. Checking the price to make sure you have enough cash in your wallet, you approach the shop owner to purchase. The older man has a kind smile that reaches his eyes as he thanks you for purchasing from him.
“No, thank you for making something so beautiful!” you gush. “My boyfriend is going to love it.”
It’s then you hear it – snickering accompanied by the click of a camera. You look over your shoulder to see the same group of girls from before laughing as they huddle over a cell phone, no doubt already starting to broadcast the photo across the internet. Tears prick at the corners of your eyes but you refuse to let them fall. Those girls don’t deserve to see their mission accomplished, but the longer they laugh at you the harder it is to swallow your feelings.
Head held high, you thank the owner one more time before holding your head high and walking past the group. The only way out is past them so you hold your breath and pray they don’t notice you. Unfortunately you aren’t that lucky, and one of them looks up just as you come into earshot.
“If Kevin doesn’t leave you after that sorry excuse for a gift I don’t know what’s wrong with him,” she sneers.
Another one chimes in, “You’re honestly so pathetic.” They all cackle in amusement, and you speed up. The tears flow freely now, and you call an uber even though it will be a ridiculous amount of money. You just want to get home.
The uber driver doesn’t say anything when you get in, though you know it’s strange to be bawling your eyes out at four in the afternoon. You can’t help it – weeks of keeping all the hate to yourself finally got to you and being followed with the sole intent of ridicule is the final straw. At one red light he silently passes you a box of tissues, which you accept gratefully.
Luckily the lobby of your apartment complex is empty and you manage to get to your floor without encountering a familiar face. There’s a few hours until Kevin gets home from his final roadtrip of the season, and if you play your cards right you can get all the tears out and be as normal as possible before he comes through the door. You don’t even bother to put anything away, just head straight to the bathroom to slump against the tub. Sobs rack your body and you lose all sense of time. All you can feel is the hurt you’ve been holding in releasing itself and soaking the material of your blouse.
Kevin finds you laying in the position hours later. He tripped over your shoes coming in the door and immediately knew something was wrong – you always place them neatly on the rack in the closet upon arriving home. Peering through the quiet house for a hint at where you are, he sees the bathroom light on and makes a beeline for the room. It breaks his heart to see you like this, and even more so because he doesn’t know what spurred it on.
“Sweetheart, hey,” he coos, maneuvering his body to sit beside you and pull you into his lap. “What’s the matter?”
You bury your head in his shoulder and clutch the material of his dress shirt as you cry harder at the sound of his voice. Kevin takes your reaction in stride, rubbing circles on your back and working on evening out your breath. He doesn’t pressure you to speak and provides the stability you desperately crave as the world around you spins. An unknown amount of time passes before your tears run out, but spend it all on the bathroom floor curled into Kevin.
“I guess I should have told you sooner,” you mumble, “But I didn’t want to bother you.”
Concern laces Kevin’s features and his eyebrows knit together. “Tell me what?”
“I, uh, have been the subject of some internet hate for the past little bit,” you say sheepishly. It feels stupid to not have told him now, but you can’t change that. “But you were really busy with the season and I wanted to make sure your head was completely focused on the game so I just dealt with it myself. I deleted the apps and tried my best to go about my life. And then today after work I was followed by some people and they said some really hurtful stuff and shit became a little too real.”
“I’m so fucking sorry.”
It’s your turn to be confused. “Why are you sorry Kev? You're Not the one sending me death threats.”
He tucks a loose strand of hair back into your ponytail. “Maybe not, but I still made you feel like you couldn’t talk to me about what was going on. What kind of partner am I?”
“The best one,” you say confidently. “It’s okay, I’m okay. I just want to forget about it right now. Can we just disappear for a little bit?”
Kevin wraps his arms around you tighter, as if he can engulf you to protect from the cruel outside world. “We can do whatever you want. If you want to get out of the city for a bit if you want, or just spend the next few days here away from prying eyes.”
“I love you.”
You say it because you mean it, and if you could scream it from the rooftops you would. Kevin is incredibly easy to love, even when you make it difficult for him to love you back. You know another much longer conversation is coming about everything that has happened recently because communication is the only way to solve problems and Kevin deserves that, but you’re thankful he’s willing to put it to rest for a few more moments.
He cracks a smile for the first time since he’s been home and kisses the crown of your head. “I love you too sweetheart,” he whispers, “Always and forever.”
Things are far from over and though you still never want to show your face in public ever again, you know that Kevin is going to do whatever he can to make things better and that’s enough for you.
☼☼☼☼
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Haikyuu To the Top New Year’s Online Event! Inarizaki High School Special Team Meeting~ Karasuno Still on to the New Year’s Vibe~ 01/10/2021
The report is late, but still posting this for the record!! It’s long and detailed but the talks were really interesting so please read until the end! I promise, you won’t regret it! I also put Haikyuu pictures for easier understanding (but no seiyuu pics from the actual event besides those from the official accounts).
The event was held on 1/10 but there was an archive viewing on 1/23~24 so I watched it again <3
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The event starts with a prerecorded video of a mini skit by the voice actors. The video shows the Inarizaki members at the club room at the start of the year (not animated, still images only moving once in a while).
Atsumu: I won this year, Samu! I got more New year postcards than you!
Osamu: But you’re also including the ones sent from business establishments! They don’t count!
Atsumu: Doesn’t matter! They’re addressed to my name, anyway! You’re just a sore loser!
Suna enters the room and they notice that he seems to be happy. Osamu assumed that it’s probably because he got a lot of money from New Year, but warns him that if he spends too much, Kita-san would scold him telling him to save money properly.
Atsumu: Ah! Must be nice to be you, Suna! Because we’re twins, we have to divide and share the money we get from our grandparents! I envy you!
Osamu: *sighs* If I were an only child, I'd get to buy delicious stuff and enjoy all the food by myself!
But Suna clarifies that it’s not because of the money he got why he’s happy, but actually because he got “excellent luck” from the fortune this year.
The twins didn’t expect him to bother about such things, and they said that they don’t actually believe in that because as twins they’re often told to share the same fate.
Kita enters the room and everyone greets him a Happy New Year. Kita greets back and tells them to get ready for the meeting and the practice. Osamu suddenly asks a question before they go though.
Osamu: I heard from Aran-kun before that Kita house’s “ozouni” (Japanese soup with rice cakes traditionally eaten during New Year) is really delicious. Is that true?
Kita: Ah well, it’s made by granny after all, so there’s no way it’s not.
Osamu: Please let me eat that next time!
Atsumu: That’s unfair!!! Let me too!
Kita: *chuckles* Oh, you’re pretty enthusiastic about this, huh. Well, it’s good to properly eat such food during New Year after all. I’ll let you next time.
Twins: Thanks a lot!!
Osamu: Ahhh~ Can’t wait to eat Kita house’s ozouni!
Suna: Osamu, you really do like eating, huh.
Kita reminded them to not get carried away and take care of their bodies. They then go to proceed with their meeting.
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The seiyuu event starts with the Inarizaki members greeting a Happy New Year. They’re also happy that Inarizaki is the main focus of this event.
For convenience, they’ll be referred here as follows.
Miyano Mamoru (Atsumu’s seiyuu) - Mamo
Kabumoto Hideaki (Osamu) - Kabu
Nojima Kenji (Kita) - NojiKen
Shimazaki Nobunaga (Suna) - Zakki
They’re all wearing Inarizaki-themed kimonos for the occasion and showed it off with the camera tilting down to up, focusing on each of them, as they also turned around.
Kabu is wearing a matching arm warmer, which he mistakenly calls “warm armer” (Mamo corrects him laughing), that volleyball players apparently use during games. He also shares that he spent the New Year alone (due to the pandemic situation), meanwhile NojiKen went to the Haikyuu exhibit during the holiday and was really impressed with the experience.
There were also seiyuu events held last year but since the anime was still ongoing at that time they cannot fully talk about everything, but now they can go talk without any hesitation. This is also the first time that the four of them gathered for a Haikyuu event.
Zakki has been open about his love for his team in past events and this time he also expressed that with a full smile.
Zakki: I’m really very happy (that we’re all here)! *cute mini jumping/shaking gestures* Ah, i LOVE Inarizaki! I REALLY love this team, it’s the best! Even if I knew that we’d end up losing, I still felt like we were definitely gonna win.
Mamo: But we did lose
Zakki: Don’t say it!
The MC of the event entered afterwards and the seiyuus formally introduced themselves one by one (they almost forgot lol).
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Karasuno was then introduced. They also appeared in a mini skit first.
Hinata arrives at the gym first. However, inside the gym Mt. Fuji appeared out of nowhere. He was surprised for a second, but then thought that he’d go climb it anyway. 
Kageyama enters the scene chasing a flying hawk.
Kageyama: Oy boke! Hinata! Catch that bird! Fly!
Hinata jumped and jumped but wasn’t able to catch it.
Kageyama: Oy! How dare you let it go! What was with those little jumps anyway? You wouldn’t reach it with that!
Hinata asked what was that all about and Kageyama said that the hawk matches Mt. Fuji. And with that, Hinata realizes that the only thing lacking for a good luck charm is an eggplant (“nasu” in Jpn).
Hinata: Kageyama! “Ore ni nasu!” (Tr: “Bring the eggplant to me,” but this is a play on the “Toss to me” line which sounds similar in Jpn “Ore ni tosu!”)
Kageyama refused, complaining about it and they started to argue.
The sound of alarm suddenly rings. Hinata wakes up from the dream*, and heads out to go to practice.
*Hatsuyume - the first dream of the year deemed to be important in Jpn culture. Dreaming of Mt. Fuji, hawk, and eggplant is particularly considered to be lucky.
The Karasuno seiyuus then join the rest in the studio saying their greetings.
Murase Ayumu (Hinata) - Ayu
Ishikawa Kaito (Kageyama) - Kaito
Haikyuu Back to the Top!
The seiyuus selected their most memorable scenes from the season.
Ayu and Zakki apparently chose the same: Hinata’s “Nice receive” scene.
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Zakki particularly loves the silence that follows after the receive, and Kageyama’s “Nice receive” (he claps when it was shown on the VTR). 
He loves Inarizaki and really wanted to fight and win with them and felt very frustrated when they lost, but he can’t really help but admire this Karasuno scene. The people who were watching the game couldn’t believe what happened that everyone’s feelings synced and they all fell silent. The silence held so much meaning, he thinks that the events and all the drama that occurred for them to reach this turning point gave the scene life, despite the lack of sound, and it was really beautiful. It’s a scene made by everyone. It also happened that he was at the studio during the recording and he saw how Kaito and the director gave so much thought about how Kageyama would say the “Nice receive” line to Hinata.
Ayu adds that the Inarizaki match is indeed very important to Hinata’s growth and this scene is a testament that Hinata’s path was right, and all his efforts weren’t in vain. He also likes the monologue by Japan National Team coach Hibarida in this scene, saying that Hinata’s life as a volleyball player which would still continue from then on, was acknowledged.
Mamo and Kabu’s chosen scenes were also shown together - Twin’s Quick.
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Kabu chose the last quick of the game, while Mamo chose all.
For the first quick, Mamo especially liked the moment when it zooms to Atsumu. The reverse quick was also impressive. 
Mamo: *pointing at the VTR* Isn’t this amazing? This is reverse, you know!
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Kabu still doesn’t want to believe that their last quick got blocked.
Mamo chose all because of the build-up and growth that happened during the match. The quick attack was something the twins just tried on a whim, but their guts, playfulness, and talent were really amazing.
The last quick was particularly memorable to Kabu because Osamu can be seen as the more reserved of the two, and while the twins carry the same thing inside them their approach and expression of things differ. But in the last scene, Atsumu and Osamu gave their all and really synced 100% perfectly.
Mamo adds that the first and last quick had the same lines, but the tension was very different and he really liked the juxtaposition. As the actors they were also carried away and really let their voices go all out in the last one, and he even thinks that Kabu and him synced perfectly that their voices sounded very alike.
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On the other hand, the Karasuno members were also asked for their opinion.
Kaito: Aahhh, no matter how many times I watch it, it’s really amazing. And because it’s the quick attack that we’ve been doing ever since, I still feel irritated, like *points at his face* this area below my eye really twitches unconsciously. That’s our attack! Don’t do it!
Ayu agrees and says that he really likes that last rotation in the game, that if it weren’t for that rotation, if it weren’t Kageyama and Hinata there, Karasuno would not have been able to block that attack. As he also shared in the Jump Festa last time, it’s theirs and they’re the ones who knew it the most so it’s only perfect that they were the ones who were able to stop that.
The next scene shown was the one Kaito picked which turned out to be unexpected to everyone - Atsumu’s happy scenes compilation.
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Kaito explains that they might think that he’s just fooling around, but he actually has a serious reason for choosing this. Kageyama and Atsumu are both setters with similar personalities, they love volleyball, and are very straightforward to their dreams. And while he does like Kageyama’s demeanor, he admires Atsumu’s attitude towards volleyball so much.
Kaito: “I’m having so much fun right now!!” The way Atsumu expresses that, as a human I want to work and live a life like Atsumu who enjoys doing what he loves so much, and is able to openly express it to the world. Atsumu’s way of playing volleyball, those smiles, the voice that holds all the experiences he’s had - i REALLY like them.
Mamo was glad and grateful with the compliment and agrees, sharing that sometimes at the end of a hard day’s work he’s also like Atsumu who’d go tell himself, “Ah! Ain’t today’s me so amazing?!”
He says that Atsumu is so carefree and thinks that there’s nothing wrong with expressing how he feels at the moment, especially when he’s strong because he’s doing his best everytime. It’s the result of his efforts and he takes pride in it. That is why he can express that smile that loves volleyball very much.
The last scene was the one NojiKen selected - Kita’s “Aren’t my teammates amazing?” scene (starting from the “I don’t have any regrets” line).
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While watching the VTR,
NojiKen: Ah, I’m gonna cry..
Mamo: This scene would really make you cry… I did cry during the recording.
Kabu: Aran-kuuunnn T.T
NojiKen: It’s very admirable.. Ah, I really wanted them to win..
Mamo: Ahhhh... He’s the best captain...
NojiKen shared that he was torn between choosing this scene or the scene when Kita got his uniform. During the recording the seiyuus, just like the Inarizaki team, fought with their all, only thinking about victory despite them knowing the end result.
So when the team lost, he really felt so frustrated and if it was him, he’d really want to shout and cry. But Kita-san doesn’t have any regrets, and his choice of words here showing the maturity of his heart really struck him.
NojiKen: Kita-san wasn’t crying in the scene, so during the recording I shouldn’t cry too. But after that, I did cry a lot. I think that in the corners of Kita-san’s heart he was really frustrated but hid it, and when he was left alone, he probably shed tears, too.
Mamo: Ahh, what a really nice talk this is..
NojiKen: So frustrating..
Zakki: I really wanted us to win..
For the next corner, the seiyuus were asked (beforehand) to
describe the Karasuno team and the Inarizaki team in one word.
Their answers were compiled and due to the short time allotted for discussion, only a few answers were discussed.
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NojiKen: Karasuno = Turkish ice cream
They’re like that ice cream that unbelievably stretches a lot which he likens to Karasuno growing and improving consistently physically and mentally. Moreover, when you buy the ice cream, the vendor usually won’t hand it to you right away and you’d keep chasing for it, and just like that, Karasuno is a team that isn't easily “captured” by their opponents.
Zakki: Karasuno = Sticky sticky love volleyball (they were laughing at Zakki’s lack of vocabulary)
Zakki also defended his answer that well, Karasuno is sticky and stretches out too that no matter how far the opponents go they will stick to them persistently. And because they are sticky, no matter how much they stretch out they won’t get cut easily amidst difficult situations, remaining connected. And because they love volleyball, they don’t stretch out in pain, but happily.
Inarizaki = Go go go head-on love volleyball
Inarizaki has overflowing spirits and potential and they always go for any challenge, almost without limits. He thinks that if Kita-san wasn’t there to steady the hold they’d go flying too much and even collapse somewhere. And of course since they all share that love for volleyball, despite the differences they are able to face everything head-on.
Kaito, to Zakki: You’re saying something so good but because of the word choice it gets negated!
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Mamo: Karasuno = comrades; Inarizaki = family
Inarizaki gives off a strong family vibe not only because the twins are literally brothers, but because of the role of each member like one is a responsible parent (Kita), an older brother (Aran), an inexpressive cheeky little brother (Osamu/Suna?), etc, and he likes it. Whereas Karasuno are more like comrades in arms fighting together.
Ayu: Inarizaki = Despair
This team has a lot of potential and it’s as if they don’t have any weaknesses. They can stop the good momentum of the opponent to get back on track, and when the momentum is on their side they also have Kita-san who can prolong that despair. He says that when he first read them in the manga, he was like “it’s impossible to beat them!”
Kaito: Inarizaki = Growth period
Inarizaki is always ever-growing all the while they're having fun, and that road to “ripening” is unstoppable, making this team a formidable opponent.
The next corner featured fortune-telling by a tarot card reader named A.M., which was then revealed to be Ayumu Murase. In private life, he revealed that he enjoys tarot card reading and does it almost everyday. He drew the cards of the other seiyuus beforehand to determine their luck in “battles” this year.
Since this corner isn’t about Haikyuu, I won’t report it in detail.
Basically they were ranked based on their luck, and Ayu explained the readings for each one of them.
Kabu
Mamo
NojiKen
Zakki
Kaito
Since Kaito ranked the lowest, he was given a lucky item - a golden volleyball.
New Year Postcard Pick up Corner
After that, they proceeded to the New Year Postcard Pick up Corner, where cards sent from fans were displayed on a board. This was led by Ayu and Kaito and two cards were picked which contained greetings and questions from the senders.
1st card - Share a moment when you felt like you got hooked on your job again (just like Haikyuu characters did to volleyball).
Ayu and Kaito both answered that it was getting to work in Haikyuu. Kaito expounds that Haikyuu reflects real life as they don’t always win, despite being the main characters. They continue to grow as actors too, and when they get to meet one another in the next seasons they all get to enjoy the new battles they face together.
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2nd card - What do you think is Kageyama’s weakness?
Kaito thinks that Kageyama may be seen as strong but he’s not a perfect setter and is continuously supported by the people around him.
Meanwhile, Ayu thinks that as a setter Kageyama may be seen as smart who is good in studies as well, but then the fact that he’s actually just on the same level as Hinata in studying, is cute.
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M-1/K-1/S-1/H-1 GranPri
The event then proceeds to the “Grand Prix” program, where three selected scene cuts (VTRs) for each character are shown. Each seiyuu would vote which scene they think represents the character best. After the initial voting, they’d engage in a discussion stating the reason for their choice (though because of time restriction not everyone can speak) where they can persuade others to change their votes. After that they make a final vote.
Miya-1 GranPri: Osamu
Scene 1: from Ep16
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Scene 2: from Ep21
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Scene 3: from Ep22
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Initial Votes:
Zakki
Mamo, Kabu, Ayu
Kaito, NojiKen
Discussion: Kabu remembers that he wondered about how Osamu would talk in this scene, as he’s frustrated but chose to say such words. He talked to Mamo about it and since Mamo/Atsumu would strongly say his lines, Kabu/Osamu also settled to assert his point with more conviction (”Let me finish what I’m saying!”).
Since Kabu discussed his experience that way, other seiyuus were easily convinced to change their answer to 2. Though NojiKen states that his favorite number is 3 that’s why he voted for 3. (So yeah, this didn’t turn into a discussion at all lol)
Final votes: 2 - everyone
Miya-1 GranPri: Atsumu
Scene 1: from Ep4 
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Scene 2: from Ep21
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Scene 3: from Ep24
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Initial Votes:
Kaito, Kabu
Mamo, Zakki, Ayu
NojiKen
Discussion: Kaito had a hard time choosing but ended up voting for 1. He says that scene 1 definitely gave a strong first impression of Atsumu. He got disappointed in Kageyama because he didn’t get thrilled on his by the book’s way of playing volleyball. Mamo adds that when they recorded this Atsumu really appeared as a strong, mysterious senpai character, and Kaito who watched it, honestly said that he’s scary. Kaito adds that there is more impact because he was on the receiving end of those words.
Everyone was a bit silent and looked like they got convinced of Kaito's answer, but Zakki begged to differ. He says that because of scene 1 being scary, people would wonder what kind of person Atsumu is, and once they see scene 2 they’d understand where he is coming from. They’d see that Atsumu is a very earnest person who goes straight forward to what he wants and has to do. In an instant, all of Atsumu’s appeal/charm as a person, as a player is shown.
Zakki: Won’t everyone begin to like Atsumu because of this scene?
NojiKen was about to defend his answer, apparently he has a proper reason this time for voting 3, but the time limit bell rang before he had the chance to do so.
Final Votes: 2 - Zakki, NojiKen, 1 - the rest
Kage-1 GranPri
Scene 1: from Ep7
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Scene 2: from Ep19 (Kalm Kageyama)
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Scene 3: from Ep24 (Setter Dump)
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Initial Votes:
Kaito
Ayu
Mamo, Kabu, NojiKen, Zakki
Discussion: NojiKen says that scene 3 exhibited Kageyama’s sharp intellect as a setter that thoroughly thinks about the strategy. Kabu adds that with this, he thinks Kageyama was able to get even with Atsumu from the goody two-shoes remark.
Ayu thinks that scene 3 was indeed impactful on the opponent side (that’s why all Inarizaki voted for it), but for a teammate the presence of a ‘Kalm Kageyama’ is impressive as it shows a different side of him when playing so he went for 2.
Kaito finds scene 1 a very important turning point for Kageyama as Hinata makes him a king. A king is someone who can’t exist without his own people, so a king only becomes one because he is chosen. Up to now Kageyama has been nothing but a lonely king, so that act from Hinata for the first time ever officially made him the King of the Court. And from that, scene 2 is born showing a King, and then scene 3 shows that this King can also act like this.
Final Votes: 2 - Kaito, 1 - the rest
It was a surprise that after everything Kaito said, he ended up the one changing his answer but he didn’t give any explanation about it.
Suna-1 GranPri
Scene 1: from Ep19
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Scene 2: from Ep19 (the old man discussing Suna’s ability)
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Scene 3: from Ep20 (Suna wanting to find Kita’s weakness)
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Initial Votes:
Mamo, Kabu, Ayu
Kaito
Zakki, NojiKen
Discussion: 
Mamo: 3 is Kita-san’s scene!
Zakki: And 2 is the old man’s scene!
Kaito defends 2 saying that core training is very hard and he looks up to Suna for being able to master that. But when he thought about 1 again, he says that 1 is indeed a good scene and considers changing his answer right then lol. Meanwhile, NojiKen actually wanted to choose 1 but Kita-san was in scene 3 so he voted for that.
Mamo: Well, that was Kita-san’s cute scene after all!
Zakki was about to explain about 1 but was cut by the time limit bell.
Final Votes: 4 - Zakki, 1 - the rest
Zakki explained that he likes 1 but the scene he liked the most was the exchange when Tsukki got back on Suna, so he chose 4. Mamo agrees and teases the staff that they should have chosen to put that scene in the selection instead.
Kita-1 GranPri
Scene 1: from Ep20 (scene cut starts from Aran and Kita going home until this “chanto yannen” scene)
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Scene 2: from Ep20 (Kita analyzing the 2nd years one by one)
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Scene 3: from Ep24 (“I’m a human invited to a monster’s ball.”)
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Initial Votes:
1 - Mamo, Kabu, Zakki, Ayu, Kaito
3 - NojiKen
Discussion: NojiKen continues fooling around by choosing 3 even if he actually likes 1. Mamo says that he actually likes the scene before 1, the moment when Kita-san got his uniform and proceeds to tease the staff again to put that scene instead. But Kabu says that he likes that going home scene, surprised that Kita-san can laugh like that and Aran was also cute for getting confused at what Kita-san was talking about. Kaito adds that scene 1 also shows us the level of friendship that Kita-san and Aran have. Kita-san laughed but Aran didn’t look surprised, meaning that he has seen it before - Aran knows Kita-san’s smile.
Final Votes: 1 - everyone
Hina-1 GranPri
Scene 1: from Ep1 
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Scene 2: from Ep13
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Scene 3: from Ep24
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Initial Votes:
1 - Mamo, Kaito
3 - Kabu, NojiKen, Zakki, Ayu
Discussion: Kaito was very hesitant in making a decision again but ended up with 1. Ayu starts the discussion saying that 1 and 2 are indeed very Hinata-like, but 3 left a big impression on him, seeing Hinata become someone who is able to give his teammates a moment to breathe in the middle of a game, showing how much he has grown. He was deeply moved when he read it in the manga and when he watched it in the anime again.
For a moment Kaito wanted to change his answer to 3, but then explains that 1 is the very starting line of To the Top. Because of that, not only Hinata but Karasuno was able to face and fight Inarizaki like this. Mamo comments on a different note. He wasn’t in the studio during the recording of 1 but when he watched it again now, he felt impressed and realized how along with Hinata Shoyo, Murase Ayumu the seiyuu has also grown a lot. That one short scene makes Ayu’s development very clear, for being able to voice act like that. Ayu was so happy and grateful he immediately changed his answer to 1. 
Final Votes: 3 - Kabu, NojiKen, 1 - the rest
New Year Postcard Pick up Corner 2
After the Granpri, they went to the New Year Postcard Pick up Corner again, led this time by Mamo and Kabu.
Mamo: Hi! We are Hyogo’s Miya twins!
Mamo reads the 1st card though there was no question, it’s from a mother writing about his 6-yr old son who loves Haikyuu, particularly Atsumu. Mamo is glad and thinks that people of different ages really do watch Haikyuu. Kabu adds that it would be nice if this can actually inspire someone in the future to play volleyball.
Mamo: Yeah, like hearing someone say that because of Haikyuu they became a setter, or a professional player.
2nd card - Do you have anything that’s like Kita-san’s concept of “Repetitive, Methodical, Thorough”?
Kabu answers that this applies to his work as a stage actor where they keep doing the same things properly everyday for months.
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New year’s Play-offs
The next games that followed were more related to New Year but less of Haikyuu so I won’t be reporting them in detail too (also because it’s probably only funny if you get to watch them playing the game). The seiyuus were divided into two: Team Atsumu with Mamo, Zakki, Ayu, and Team Tobio with Kaito, Kabu, and NojiKen.
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Game 1 - Guess the Situation of the First Dream: Sleep Talk Nuance Quiz
Mechanics: One of the members will sleep talk using a random line from the anime. There are four situations given where the line can possibly be used, and out of the four the other members will guess what kind of dream their teammate had. 
This game was played 4 times, with 2 turns for each team. Both teams won once.
Game 2 - Two-attack First Drawing
Mechanics: One member has to guess the word that his two other teammates will draw together. The challenge is that they can only draw using one pen stroke or without lifting their pen.
Each team only got one turn, and both didn’t get the correct answer.
With the two teams ending up in a tie, they were both declared winners and the prize is... Kita House’s Ozouni! A Hyogo-style ozouni was prepared for them. NojiKen led the serving of the food.
NojiKen: You have to do cooking properly, too. (“Oryouri mo, chanto yannen”)
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The event now comes to a close. The seiyuus say their
last message to the fans.
Zakki: I hope it was made clear that this is how fun the atmosphere is during recordings. I really love Inarizaki and the Haikyuu team. I will continue to hope that there will be more chances to spend time with everyone again. Please continue supporting Haikyuu from now on too!
NojiKen: Due to the pandemic situation, voice recordings were taken separately, but still this kind of teamwork was born. During these hard times, please watch/rewatch Haikyuu a lot of times and exercise your hearts and mind. Thank you!
Kabu: I have been invited to participate in a lot of Haikyuu events since last year and then for the first time these 4 Inarizaki members have gathered, and I really had a good time. I hope you all enjoyed it too. Looking forward to your support.
Mamo: I’m really glad that I can experience youth again at my age through Haikyuu. With the current situation where the norm is no longer the usual, I’m really happy that we were able to finish and present this Inarizaki match to you, thanks to the efforts of all the staff who have carefully considered how we can work best while taking the necessary health precautions. From here on too, we will continue to bring entertainment to the fans like usual, and I’m hoping that we can work again and act for the future stories too of Haikyuu.
Kaito: Did you have fun watching, everyone?
*answers himself acting as a viewer* Yes! We had fun! Thank you!
Thank you for all your comments! It’s been more than a year since we started working for Haikyuu To the Top and despite all the difficulties brought about by outside influences (particularly the pandemic), I’m really happy that we are here now and were able to say, “That was fun!” with everyone. Let’s keep the flame burning for Haikyuu!
Ayu: As what everyone has also mentioned, the current situation has made me realize more the value of each and every episode we created. Precisely because the normal everyday things have ceased to become normal, being part of a work that can touch people’s hearts when they watch it and make them appreciate volleyball more, makes me feel really proud. I’m really grateful to the staff. Hinata and everyone’s path will still continue from now on and I really hope we can continue to work with this team until the end.
After their goodbyes, NojiKen was tasked to lead the last greeting as the captain of Inarizaki, which is the main in this event.
NojiKen: Thank you everyone for watching us ‘til the end. Thank you!
All together: Thank you!!!! *cute bye bye waves*
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And that’s it!! It was a fun fun fun 2.5 hrs event! I’m really glad that despite the current pandemic situation we can still have seiyuu events like this.
I just want to say that I’ve been watching Haikyuu all these years, but unexpectedly, the Inarizaki match is the moment I felt that I got hooked on Haikyuu *cries*
I just really really LOVE Kita-san soooo much, and the Miya twins T.T !!!!
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