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I keep telling myself that I can watch RWBY and be like super normal about it but then I see these mother fuckers being all flirty and shit
And I just
#having gay thoughts at 7:30 am#like I’m not even outta bed yet#and this is how I start my day#oh i love it#rwby#yang xiao long#blake belladonna#bumbleby#rwby spoilers#rwby volume 9
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feelin like fallin asleep in a guys lap right abt now
#whos gonna comb thru my hair and kiss my forehead and just let me rest for as long as i want. huh.#like the thought of watchin a guy play a game or something but ending up fallin asleep and him just staying there bc he doesnt wanna wake m#i would lose it im gonna go bonkers sjfhkajsdf#i have so many. so so many thoughts. ugh.#i am so eepy its only 7:30#'nicky u were up until like 6 am ofc ur tired' okay. i forgot abt that.#mlm#mlm yearning#mlm post#mlm love#gay mlm#mlm thoughts#t4t#trans mlm#mlm blog#t4t yearning
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Things Battinson Totally Did During His First Year of University
Using Unhinged or Odd Things I Also Did as a College Freshman :D
Note: for this list, let’s believe Bruce was living in an (admittedly expensive and swanky) dorm because it is required for first-years, especially those entering at a young age, and Alfred told him he needed to make friends. Also yes I did every single thing on this list. I never claimed to be a role model
Bruce, to his TA: I’m so sorry I’m late to class. I gave blood a few hours ago and almost fainted on the way here, but it won’t happen again.
Signs up for a class called “Age of Dinosaurs” despite it not being required whatsoever and proceeds to work his entire schedule around it
Bruce: Your mental health is super important. If you think you should see the on-campus therapist, go see them. Friend: Fine. I’ll sign up for therapy if you sign up for therapy too. Bruce: Hold on-
Finds a loophole in his housing contract that allows him to get a pet frog, calls him kermit :)
Gets a second frog because Kermit was lonely, names it Constantine after Muppets Most Wanted, then realizes that they’re gay for each other. Wonders if the rainbow-colored rocks he got them triggered anything
Swings dramatically between calling Alfred every single day and ghosting him for weeks, cries when he realizes what he did
“Accidentally” joins the student body council, doesn’t know what he’s doing, gets re-elected anyway
Molds a dragon out of Laffy Taffy instead of doing his work
Bruce: *joins Honors, gets all A’s, takes the max amount of classes, has several minors, overachieves* Also Bruce: I’m a failure.
Breaks into a building after hours to study because NO ONE KNOWS HOW TO SHUT THE FUCK UP AT THE LIBRARY
Bruce: I will not get seasonal depression this year. Bruce: *gets real and seasonal depression that year*
Meticulously schedules his day with a color-coded planner because if he sits down for too long, the thoughts will consume him
Gives a presentation to his rhetoric class on how much he likes Spider-Man: Into the Spiderverse (it is 20 minutes long)
Successfully allocates funding from the student body council to pay for free feminine products in the dorms OUT OF SPITE because someone said it couldn't be done. fuck you, Andrew
Bruce: It is not an all-nighter if I go to sleep before my first class. Friend: It is 7:30am, the sun is in the sky, and your first class is at 12:30. Bruce: But I am getting sleep.
Refuses to go anywhere without his backpack because what if he needs three notebooks at once
Loses over 20 pounds because ✨stress✨ and scares the shit out of Alfred when he comes home for Thanksgiving
Argues with his TA over the one (1) question he got wrong on his Dinosaur exam
Bruce, calling Alfred: Hello father figure. How do I do taxes? Do I have to do them myself? Also, I think I’m having a panic attack.
Joins in on a charity arts-and-crafts project that gives kids books with matching activities made by volunteers, proceeds to commandeer the project because “it’s not color-blind friendly” and rewrites the instructions for everyone
Makes a murder wall
Goes to one (1) sports game and proceeds to leave in the first ten minutes because it’s way too loud wtf is wrong with people
Professor, addressing the lecture hall: I dare you to write an essay about these two sentences. Bruce: *writes an essay about six words, gets a 100, never even read the book*
Crawls into the ceiling for some alone time
Ghosts someone after a date because he’s too scared to tell them he didn’t know it was a date in the first place and now he feels bad
Classmate: How tf does he walk across campus that fast? I go in the same direction he does on my bike, and he’s always ahead of me. Bruce: *is gay sprinting to Dinosaur class*
Refuses to let others use his Favorite Pen TM
Constantly gets mistaken for a Grad Student because he is “so wise and mature” (bestie, that’s the autism)
Alfred: *casually mentions he got into a car accident through text* Bruce: *replies with a meme while hyperventilating because he doesn’t know what to do with that information??!*
Wears a suit to one of his finals
Regularly eats non-organic food for the first time in his life, proceeds to learn about several allergies Alfred forgot to mention he has
Writes “What is a Hot Pocket?” in calligraphy and proceeds to laugh his ass off alone in his dorm because he is so exhausted he’s reached the point of delusion
Locks himself out of his dorm right before class, frantically asks the floor group chat if someone can help, proceeds to tell the nice gay man on the floor who saved him “I love you” because his social skills have hit rock bottom
Makes a little music album display next to his desk for his favorite band (Nirvana) His friends call it a shrine, and they are technically correct
Has a blacklist of people he refuses to interact with because Reasons
Counselor: What do you want to do when you graduate? Bruce: *gestures vaguely*
Refuses to take the bus because there are people in there and he doesn’t like those
Loses one of his frogs, how tf did he do that, they’re fully aquatic, oh fuck, this is probably why they got rid of that loophole a year later because unbeknownst to Bruce, he accidentally started a frog revolution in the dorms, btw he SWEARS he did not mean to do that
Has two trash cans in his room: one for the Good Garbage, and one for the Bad Garbage. Only Bruce knows which is which
Bruce: *writes a creative piece about a ship’s final thoughts as it sinks, bringing its passengers down with it* TA: Absolutely lovely, Bruce, but are you okay?
Goes on Night Walks, keeps himself safe by maintaining a level 12 resting bitch face at all times
Earns the nickname “8th floor cryptid” after pacing the halls at 3am when it’s too cold for Night Walks (honestly tho how tf didn’t he get the nickname earlier?)
Bruce: Do you think a depressed person could do this? Bruce: *has a manic episode*
Okay that's all love you BYE
#cryptid Bruce Wayne#college au#does this count if op is the au#fully nocturnal unhinged madman Bruce but make him like 17 and full of crippling separation anxiety and autism#bruce would rather die than inconvenience a professor but hE KNOWS HIS DINOSAURS#Dino class was my fav one in uni hands down#yes i am insane thank you for asking#originally this was just going to be a normal list but I kept taking from my own experience then said “fuck it I'm the captain now”#one of these was a lie tho...the murder wall was third year :/#battinson#bruce wayne#batman#the batman 2022#batman 2022#the batman#battinson needs a hug#dc universe#gotham#autistic bruce wayne
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Kurt Cobain Quotes
1. I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not.
2. Practice makes perfect, but nobody's perfect, so why practice?
3. Friends are nothing but a known enemy.
4. Wanting to be someone else is a waste of who you are.
5. If my eyes could show my soul, everyone would cry when they saw me smile.
6. I am definitely a feminist. I'm f--king disgusted by the way women are still treated. It's 1993 and some people still think we're in 1950s. We need to make more progress. There needs to be more female musicians, more female artists, more female writers. Everything is dominated by f--king males and I'm sick of it!
7. Thank you for the tragedy. I need it for my art.
8. Drugs are a waste of time. They destroy your memory and your self-respect and everything that goes along with with your self-esteem. They're no good at all.
9. We're so trendy we can't even escape ourselves.
10. I definitely feel closer to the feminine side of the human being than I do the male - or the American idea of what a male is supposed to be. Just watch a beer commercial and you'll see what I mean.
11. I mean, I’m definitely gay in spirit, and I probably could be bisexual. But I’m married, and I’m more attracted to Courtney [Love] than I ever have been toward a person, so there’s no point in trying to sow my oats at this point. [Laughs] If I wouldn't have found Courtney, I probably would have carried on with a bisexual lifestyle.
12. Ever since the beginning of rock and roll, there's been an Axl Rose. And it's just boring. It's totally boring to me.
13. I thought I would try to be gay for a while, but I'm just more sexually attracted to women. But I'm really glad that I found a few gay friends, because it totally saved me from becoming a monk or something.
14. If any of you, in any way, hate homosexuals, people of a different color or women, please do this one favor for us—leave us the fuck alone. Don’t come to our shows and don’t buy our records.
15. The problem with groups who deal with rape is that they try to educate women about how to defend themselves. What really needs to be done is teaching men not to rape. Go to the source and start there.
16. The duty of youth is to challenge corruption.
17. We’re not as popular as everyone thinks, and we’re not as rich as everyone thinks.
18. There are a lot of things I wish I would have done, instead of just sitting around and complaining about having a boring life.
19. Punk is musical freedom. It’s saying, doing, and playing what you want.
20. Words suck. I mean, everything has been said. Words aren’t as important as the energy derived from music, especially live.
21. I'm a spokesman for myself. It just so happens that there's a bunch of people that are concerned with what I have to say. I find that frightening at times because I'm just as confused as most people. I don't have the answers for anything.
22. Holding my baby is the best drug in the world.
23. No one is afraid of heights, they’re afraid of falling down. No one is afraid of saying I love you, they’re afraid of the answer.
24. I use bits and pieces of others’ personalities to form my own.
25. If you die you're completely happy and your soul somewhere lives on. I'm not afraid of dying. Total peace after death, becoming someone else is the best hope I've got.
26. I just can’t believe anyone would start a band just to make the scene and be cool and have chicks. I just can’t believe it.
27. To be positive at all times is to ignore all that is important, sacred and valuable. To be negative at all times is to be threatened by ridiculousness and instant discredibility.
28. You can’t buy happiness.
30. Nobody dies a virgin. Life f***s us all.
31. Music is energy. A mood, atmosphere. Feeling.
33. If you’re really a mean person you’re going to come back as a fly and eat poop.
34. There’s good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much, so much that it makes me feel too f****** sad.
35. I have to admit I’ve found myself doing the same things that a lot of other rock stars do or are forced to do. Which is not being able to respond to mail, not being able to keep up on current music, and I’m pretty much locked away a lot. The outside world is pretty foreign to me.
36. I really miss being able to blend in with people.
37. It’s better to burn out than fade away.
38. God is gay
#kurt donald cobain#kurt cobain#kurdt kobain#frances bean cobain#courtney love#grunge#life quote#beautiful quote#quotes#90s grunge#rock#grunge tumblr#feminism#feminist quotes#queer#punk music#god is gay#kurt#smells like nirvana#nirvana#punk community#holeband#bisexual#inspirational quotes#aberdeen#grunge music#riot grrrl#activism#anti homophobia#anti sexism
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We are headed into our final Drama Shower show of the season. How do you rank the shows we got this season and how are you feeling about the direction of the project?
What is Drama Shower and Why Does It Matter?
Before we get into rating these shows, I want to do a breakdown of what this is. To give you a sense of how big a deal Drama Shower is, fans are regularly updating a Wikipedia page for it with relevant links to follow the project. Also, there is a dedicated MDL page for it.
Drama Shower is a dedicated half-hour programming block on MBS, a Japanese broadcaster that is over 70 years old, in conjunction with Kadokawa, a Japanese publisher and holding group, that plays BL content at 1:30 am on Fridays. The project's main producer is Kaoru Azuma, who is a self-described long-time BL fan. He wants to show that BL can do a variety of stories in genre, and has recently stated that he wants to produce original content through the project as well.
We originally had six shows air through year one: Mr. Unlucky Has No Choice But to Kiss!, Senpai, This Can't Be Love!, Takara-kun to Amagi-kun, Eternal Yesterday, Candy Color Paradox, and Jack o' Frost.
I originally reviewed these shows as overall a mixed bag, but showing great promise. I liked that they got more comfortable with depictions of m/m intimacy over time. I thought Mr. Unlucky was legitimately funny (9), Senpai never found its footing (6), Takara and Amagi mildly squandered their premise (8), Eternal Yesterday was extremely poignant (10), Candy Color Paradox had ambitions that exceeded its talent pool (7), and Jack o' Frost was a really strong finish (9.5).
MBS seemed to enjoy the performance of this project enough to continue it for another year.
For me, I think it's very significant to give BL itself a time slot to see how audiences are responding to BL as a concept compared to the pitch of individual shows. I'm really encouraged by MBS doing this. Even if you don't care about the name MBS, you have interacted with their content, because they are also behind Full Metal Alchemist and Haikyuu! anime adaptations.
Rating Year 2
I actually liked the way year 2 started, even if I'm a bit mixed on the end. I really loved opening with Tokyo in April is... I liked that they had BL trying to be topical. I think the show unfortunately conflates some things it shouldn't, but I loved TIAI and I loved Ren and Ryunosuke's experience being gay men. I liked the changes they made to the source material. This show was dark in a way that it owned, and I really like that. I gave it a 9.
We then moved to My Personal Weatherman, and that went over well for the people who like to see really hot people go at it with each other. I actually enjoyed how much Yoh and Segasaki actively misunderstood each other even as they were speaking to each other. I don't know that they exactly completed their story, and I suspect that there may be a future outing for this show. Despite enjoying it, I think it didn't get all of its pieces together fully and gave it an 8.5.
We then crossed over into uncertain territory with One Room Angel. Despite enjoying a lot of what was going on in this show, I don't actually think it's a romance. It's my understanding that the angel character is a lot younger in the source material, and so they may have been a little shy about how much they did with these characters on screen. I also don't think the storytelling was balanced between the leads. However, because I am susceptible to complex stories about grief, I gave this show an 8.
Now, we have Sahara-sensei to Toki-kun. I hated this show so much. I think it makes the unfortunate mistake of asking me to care about how homophobia and public perceptions impacts people through its flashback drama, but then does nothing with that in the front. It sucked so hard, and I'm really disappointed because I thought this show had some of the most potential, and I thought Toki was one of the most watchable characters Drama Shower had produced. I ended up giving it a 4.
Our next and final show (I think) for this outing is called My Strawberry Film. This one will also be in a high school, but I know little about it, other than we may have a GL plot in it.
So, overall I'd give Drama Shower an 8. I think fans of BL, and especially Japanese BL, should continue to show up and support it. The fact that we have a dedicated programming block is important. The fact that none of these shows has felt like a retread so far is super important. Drama Shower is varied. There is something in here for almost everyone. Drama Shower is the biggest commitment to BL we've had from a distributor other than GMMTV's ongoing BL slate. Taiwan has Vidol doing is four projects, but Drama Shower is the first time I know of that a Japanese distributor has focused on BL in a meaningful, ongoing way. We should stick with it.
#answered#Ben writes#japanese bl#bl series#drama shower#tunku shower#mr. unlucky has no choice but to kiss!#senpai this can't be love#takara kun to amagi kun#candy color paradox#eternal yesterday#jack o' frost#tokyo in april is...#my personal weatherman#one room angel#sahara sensei to toki kun#my strawberry film
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Day 7 of @steddie-week
Prompt: Free Space
It all started February, 8th. Eddie found a card in his locker after lunch. It was plain except for a comic-style bumblebee and a speech bubble with the phrase 'Bee mine'. First he thought this was some sort of stupid prank by his band mates, Gareth would come up with something like this. But after opening it and reading what was written in it, he wasn't so sure anymore.
Eddie.
I know, it's not Valentine's Day yet, which is why I'm not asking you to be my valentine. But be sure, I will come the time.
Isn't the bee cute?
The handwriting was too neat to be any of his friends'. God, what if this was some delusional girl with a crush on the school freak, the gay school freak. He better start finding the words to let her down easy.
Two day later, Eddie found a card in his backpack. What the hell, who had put that there? This one wasn't one you could open. The front was white and said 'Save the Date' in baby pink, cursive letters.
Of course, I'm not planing our wedding. I'm not that insane. But, you do have a date on the 14th. Make sure you're free, will you?
Tacos or pizza?
Tacos all the way, but who was this? Eddie had never had a secret admirer, let alone a date. Was this really for real or just a stupid prank in the end. He found, that he was hoping this was real. Even if he'd let down a girl, at least someone had been interested in him this way for once.
The 12th came around and so did the third card. He came home from band practice to find it in the mailbox of his uncle's trailer. The envelope it was in was plain white, the only thing on it was 'Eddie.' written in the by now so familiar handwriting.
The card was hand drawn this time. It was a sleeping bat hanging from the branch of a tree and a small red chested bird on the same branch. The drawing wasn't extravagant, but still pretty damn good. The inside read a joke that only a true nerd would really get. Maybe his admirer was nerdy, too? This was getting pretty interesting.
Be the bat man to my robin ♡
On Valentine's Day Eddie expected someone or at least a card to pop up at every corner. All day, though, he didn't get anything. He didn't even know where his stupid date would be, so he needed to get something, right?
It was 6:30 pm, when he heard a knock on the trailer's door. He jumped up excitedly, only to be disappointed when he opened the door to see Steve Harrington. Don't get him wrong, he thought Steve was beautiful and– GOD– he would date the living shit out of him. But there was no way Steve 'Straight Boy' Harrington had a thing for him. Hell, they barely exchanged nice words.
"Kids aren't here. Didn't they specify where to pick them up again? I think it's Max’ this time," he mentioned instead of greeting Steve, pointing at the trailer across the street where Max and her mother lived. "Not here to pick up the kids, here to pick up you," Steve responded with a cheeky smile, which left Eddie's face with a frown of confusion.
He was handed a small bouquet of flowers, all of them unique and unusual and definitely not some cheesy ones like roses. "Who put you up to this? I need to know, man. I've been getting these cards all week and I need to tell her... well, I need to talk to her. Steve only smiled wider, pointing at the small card in the bouquet. It finally read 'Be my Valentine' and contrary to the others he'd gotten it was just a basic, red and pink Valentine's Day card you could get anywhere.
You want tacos, don't you?
- Steve
Eddie’s eyes widened as he looked back up at the man in front of him. "You're straight," was all he said, quietly and calmly. He had to prepare himself for a disappointment, this had to be a prank after all. "Thank you for the diagnosis, Dr. Munson. But, I think you're wrong there. Look, maybe I shouldn't have made it this cheesy and silly, but I that's how I am, okay. And it's better you know that before you agree to go out with me. So? Tacos?" Steve was clearly pretty insecure and nervous, but he was also dressed nicely and his hair was looking even better than usually. And he knew he would pick tacos. "You're into me? You wanna date me?" Eddie asked, still in shock from it all. Steve nodded. "Let me get my jacket, you're driving," Eddie responded instantly, earning a relieved chuckle from Steve. "And, of course, were having tacos!" he called from his bedroom over the noises of someone looking for something specific in a huge mess.
#steddieweek2023#day seven: free space#i decided to go with whatever i want#steddie#fluff#eddie munson#steve harrington#late entry cause i was busy#my writing
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times never let me go said: happy pride! 🏳️🌈 (part 2)
(recommended but not required pre-reading: part 1)
emo gay teen seeks refuge from the Horrors in the music club room that his father paid for
2. what's the point of learning mandarin if you can't touch the skin of other men while doing it (the rituals are very intricate)
3. nuengdiao's bombastic side eye
4. me sitting in my room having my gay little thoughts
5. "who are you thinking of when you pull the trigger" "i'm thinking i'm protecting someone. someone important to my life. someone that i love. someone that i really care about. someone who i can't live without." it's literally episode 3 gay people are so insane
6. chopper appreciating palm's arms (palmchopper nation i see you)
7. and what do you mean by that, sir?
8. "what do you want? i can give you everything." idk i think i might know what he wants:
9. gay rights but at what cost
10. the funniest screencap in the entire series. argue with the wall.
11. chanon: you can't date anyone because you need to focus on taking care of khun nueng. palm: there's this thing called a "loophole" and i am going through it :)
12. the look of utter horror on palm and nueng's faces when mam asks if nueng is another son of chanon's
13. palm i think there is something you should know about yourself
14. mam seeing palm touching nueng's lips and going "there is absolutely no heterosexual explanation for this"
15. i have been informed that they were not, in fact, dating at the time this picture was taken
16. mam #1 palmnueng shipper
17. what if we were soulmates? jk... unless?
18. well well well... look who watched bad buddy
19. imagine getting owned by a twink in a florida tourist shirt this is so embarrassing for him
20. pondphuwin you will always be famous
21. nueng doing academic research to rationalize his scent kink
22. the thugs hiding in the bushes watching palm and nueng finish having their cute "give me a goodbye kiss before work" moment before coming out to attack palm
23. they're literally so in love i want to throw up
24. uncle kit's homophobic ass getting shot by his own (gay) son and sent to prison it's what he deserves
25. sluttiest soulmate-coded first greeting possible (period drama edition!)
26. it's not even subtext at this point (it never was)
27. none of that "wife" shit here thanks :)
28. palmnueng 🤝 the homosexual agenda
29. the two men in question
30. palmnueng read their love vows and kissed under their soulmate tree and you expect me to believe that wasn't a wedding??
✨ HAPPY PRIDE ✨
#never let me go#never let me go the series#nlmg#palmnueng#nuengpalm#follow me for more inspirational content <3#honestly could make a part 3 there's so much material to work with
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Crimson Rivers thoughts pt. 5
chapter 9:
1. OMG DID REMUS FORGET TO GO BACK TO HIS CELL WAIT HOLY SHIT THIS ISNT GONNA BE GOOD
2. oh good wait, remus left and came back
3. sirius’ first thought is to brush his teeth to kiss sirius 😭😭 he’s so me fr. i wouldn’t let my ex kiss me unless they brushed their teeth first. or had a mint. im so sensitive to smells
4. “He used to build things. Create things. And now he's lucky if he doesn't destroy what's already formed.” JESUS FUCK. THATS LITERALLY SO SAD WTF
5. 😭😭😭 sirius is literally amidst gay panic beyond your wildest comprehension and remus is just like ✨☺️😏🥱🩷🏳️🌈 “touch me”
BABES
6. “Remus hums. "Imagine how I feel. No one's touched me without causing me pain in five years."” NOOOO BABY
7. god, wolfstar deserves everything. the best wolfstar content i find is always in a fic that is centered on another ship. i could literally survive off wolfstar alone- no water, no food, no air
8. wolfstar calling each other beautiful>>>>>>>
9. 😬 what did sirius jsut say. i must be going crazy. cause there’s no way he just said he needed to brush his teeth
10. wolfstar deserves the world universe
11. reg is no longer a pathetic teen with a crush, he’s a pathetic adult with a crush
12. reg being grumpy even in his sleep <33333
13. james having a pathetic crush on reg while cuddling together is top tier
14. there really needs to be an emoji to accurately show the face i just made. it probably looks similar to this- 😀😟 what. there’s no way reg is about to tease james, just to get his old 14 year old self off
15. 😀😀 girl what is he doing. i-
16. how he became freinds with barty is so crimson rivers canon, i can’t even. like, i KNOW that it’s canon. but it’s also canon that bizzarestars was right about. no author mistakes in that piece
17. damn, reg is actually gonna go at it. i don’t know how james is gonna survive this and make it to the actual arena.
18. “James says his name like it's the only word that has meaning. His voice is rough, and Regulus' name is sloppy and desperate in his mouth, like a hail mary or a form of salvation.” CHRIST. I SAID I DIDNT KNOW HOW JAMES WOULD SURVIVE THIS, BUT HOW THE HELL DID REG SURVIVE THIS??
19. “Barty is a good lover, there's no denying that—but he'll be damned if James isn't just better.” 😟 shocked. omg. who would have guessed this would be reggie’s thoughts
20. “"Because you might die today," Regulus tells him bluntly, shrugging one shoulder as he stands up. "Consider it a parting gift. Now, get out."”
😧
they just fucked, and all reg can do is be like “yeah yeah, now get out horny bitch” no fucking way i just read that right i-
bitch that’s foul
21. “Regulus is a conundrum, honestly.” yes. that’s the word i’d use to describe him.
22. james: don’t tell sirius that reg and i just fucked. also james: “he’s in the shower”
bitch if you could be any more obvious
23. “Remus Lupin. If there's one good thing to come out of all this, it's him.” YES YES YES ABSOLUTELY! REMUS IS THE GOOD IN THIS
24. “”James, I am so grateful to know you, and so sorry that I had to. Every name that I call is a name I wish I never learned. Yours—you—will remain etched into my heart forever."” BITCH I CANT CRY OVER THIS- MY EYE MAKEUP LOOKS TOO GOOD TODAY TO CRY
25. “"I'll see you again soon, Regulus."” BITCH WTF THAT HURTS EVEN MORE THAN JAMES’ GOODBYE
26. maybe it’s been too long since i’ve read the books, BUT this fic seems to capture the absolute tragedy and horrors of it before it even starts even more
27. christ, not reg saying the “i don’t want to go” that hurts. like holy fuck. he’s still just a scared child. don’t put him in that arena
28. god, the way the death of james feels like sirius dying too. and sirius deciding that once james is dead, sirius will be too
how the hell is this people’s comfort fic???
29. not sirius having a lapse of memory and losing his memory of his last moments with james. that shit hurts
30. fabian <3333
31. 😧 wait fabian is dead. they just shot him. holy shit
32. gideon <3333
33. wait gideon is dead too.
y’all. i just-
this whole chapter was a fucking rollercoaster.
#marauders#fanfic#regulus black#ao3#james potter#jegulus#remus lupin#sirius and regulus#sirius black#wolfstar#crimson rivers#pandora lovegood#pandora rosier#sexy times i guess
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𝐍𝐄𝐖 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐑𝐓! since its NNN, im doing a fluffy or angsty event thingy. (i will be making a smutty fic on that). so...FLUFFVEMBER OR WHUMPVEMBER whatever the fuck you want to call it. regardless, there's gonna be one fic for every week, (maybe two if i'm feeling spicy) plus a fic on the last day of the month. but im not going to push myself this month. regardless, angst prompts and fluff prompts will be listed below (these will be used in the future).
just request a prompt (up to five) with any character thats in my fandoms list. here's the form to fill out!
𝗙𝗟𝗨𝗙𝗙
1. "we can be sick together."
2. "your problems are my problems, okay!"
3. "i'm always here for you, i need you to know that."
4. "can we do that again? my eyes were closed."
5. "i love you."
6. "yes, i unfortunately love this idiot."
7. "your lucky you're cute."
8. "you and only you."
9. "oh? do i make you blush?"
10. "a hug . . . i want a hug."
11. "you don't need to do anything, i've got you . . . just say yes."
12. "you're everything to me."
13. "my place, is by your side."
14. "you're the only one who—the only one who's made me feel like . . . this."
15. "you're special. i can feel it."
16. "my heart yearns for you, and you only."
17. "if you can't find a reason to live, live for me."
18. "nah, your stuck with me."
19. "are you sure about this?"
20. "i have never been so sure about how i feel than now."
21. "it think i deserve a reward . . . maybeee a kiss?"
22. "do you want my jacket?"
23. "trust me, i can read you like a book."
24. "i've missed you."
25. "i am never leaving you, understand?!"
26. "just—just a little longer, please?"
27. "aren't you handsome? well, i mean your not handsome—wait no! i mean you are handsome! but i didn't mean it in a—well maybe i kinda did . . . just—! im gonna shut up . . . "
28. "the second you flashed that smile, i fell in love."
29. "you're my favorite . . . everything."
30. "i've got this, you rest."
31. "Just close your eyes . . . i promise you, it'll be all over soon."
32. "oh. oh."
33. "as much as i hate to say it! . . . i need you . . ."
34. "you're love is like a blanket . . . and fortunately i'm always cold."
35. "i will always choose you. whether it be over someone else, or the world. it will always be you."
𝗔𝗡𝗚𝗦𝗧
1. "i loved you . . . "
2. "you were everything to me . . . "
3. "i can't—i can't do this anymore."
4. "no, you're a widow (can be replaced with anything) who's taken her grieving too far."
5. "i guess i was too niave . . . "
6. "why did you make me fall for you?"
7. "nope . . . what i've fallen for is a lie."
8. "you don't get nor desreve a second chance!"
9. "guess i'm just the rebound . . . "
10. "you . . . turned me into this."
11. "i can't fight anymore . . . i wan't to lose this battle. please let me lose . . . "
12. "i wish you were gay . . . "
13. "i wish you were a girl."
14. "what if . . . what if i just let it kill me?"
15. "we aren't—good for each other . . . not anymore."
16. "you're not good enough for me."
17. "oh. oh."
18. "what are we if we aren't together?"
19. "i . . . I HATE YOU!"
20. "you lied to me . . . ?"
21. "my heart, my soul, my body . . . all of it to you. and you fucked (/fell for) someone else?!"
22. "you promised me . . . "
23. "im so sorry. im so so sorry!"
24. "i couldn't keep my promise . . . "
25. "please—please don't leave!"
26. "i never should've let you in."
27. "what makes you think you still have that privilege?"
28. "you can't leave and then demand something from me . . . "
29. "you broke me so devoid of care, threw me away like a toy . . . and you want me to welcome you back?"
30. "no . . . you lost me."
31. "oh? well where's that bitch?"
32. "you thought that wouldn't hurt me?"
33. "i . . . i hope they make you smile."
34. "no. this—is not who i fell in love with. you are no longer my husband/wife and i am no longer your husband/wife."
35. "give me my ring . . . you don't deserve to wear it."
more prompts are likely to be added! if there are requests, then i will update this post to have a masterlist! 2/5 SLOTS FILLED.
#𝗜𝗠𝗣𝗢𝗥𝗧𝗔𝗡𝗧 𝗕𝗜𝗟𝗟𝗕𝗢𝗔𝗥𝗗 𝟯/? ⋆｡°✩#2/5 SLOTS FILLED#𝗘𝗩𝗘𝗡𝗧: NOVEMBER#jjk x reader#jjk x male reader#spiderverse x reader#spiderverse x male reader#black butler x reader#black butler x male reader#vnc x reader#vnc x male reader#anime x reader#anime x male reader#anime fluff#jjk fluff#spiderverse fluff#black butler fluff#vnc fluff#jjk angst#spiderverse angst#black butler angst#vnc angst#monthly events#no nut november#NNN
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Human Again
Chapter 7
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Alastor and Angel continue to talk about their lives, Alastor makes a discovery and Angel thinks he could get used to this new version of the former demon
AN: I’m sorry this is so late I’ve been busy but here is an update!
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Shit.
There was no way... Right?
“Well, Angel Dust-” the man started speaking again- quiet and more composed than before, as if the idea of changing the subject was appealing to him. This broke Angel out of his train of thought, which he was thankful for.
“Since we are on the topic of sharing life stories, why don't you tell me about yourself?”
“Me...? I-” The spider stuttered through his words, unsure of what to say. “Well, there's not really much that is interesting about me if i am be-”
“Nonsense!” the curly haired man replied, his smile bright as he sat up from his seat, resting his arms on his knees- leaning towards the demon who was standing in front of him. “I bet there is a lot worth mentioning my dear, tell me about your life!” Alastor explained enthusiastically, patting the cushion next to him, inviting Angel to sit next to him on the couch.
“Well, I was born in Brooklyn, that part of New York City that everyone is afraid of- and my family was poor… like- poor poor, so we had resulted in gang activity by joining the Italian mob to try to make a living because for people like us at that time, it wasn't easy for us to find jobs…”
“Really?” Alastor questioned, shocked.
“Yeah… there's a lot more behind the porn star persona toots,” Angel chuckled, resting his forearms on his knees, and looking down at the floor.
“And as we both know, being gay during the 20s and 30s was… not particularly ideal, so I needed to keep it on the downlow- not only to protect myself, but to protect my family as well. The only one that really knew and understood was my sister Molly… Oh, that girl was the embodiment of heaven if it was smushed together and placed into the body of a young girl…”
He remembered himself, Anthony, aged 20- playing with his younger sister, aged 16 on the streets of Manhattan... he smiled at the memory with teary eyes.
Alastor took note of Angels face, reminiscent and grieving. Al smiled, and grabbed the spider's face, turning his head so he would have to look him in the eye. “She seems like she would have been lovely, deary.”
“She was…” Angel sighed, putting his own hand on Alastor's, keeping it on his cheek. “I have no doubt she had made it into heaven. How could a soul like hers not?”
“I bet that my mother is taking good care of her up there.” Al smiled, rubbing his thumb against the spider cheek.
“I have no doubt about it… I just wish I would have seen her grow up…” Angel's breath hitched as his heartbeat started to race. He felt tears well up in his eyes, threatening to fall.
“Stupid drugs.”
The spider felt himself become encapsulated by warmth as he felt a pair of strong arms wrap around him. He dug his face into the other man's chest… causing a yelp of pain to come from the former demon. Angel noticed the other man wincing and backed away quickly.
“Shit, sorry Smiles.” The demon said frantically.
“It's perfectly okay my dear, it's just all these newfound emotions made me forget about this big… issue… I have going on.” Alastor reassuringly, chuckling while he looked down at himself, inspecting his chest, blushing in embarrassment.
Embarrassment… that's a new thing for the Radio Demon.
“Everything's so new to me… I feel so- different…” Alastor said, looking down at his hands. “So human, even more human than I did when I was alive.” He sighed and ran his hands through his curly brown hair.
“It's overwhelming isn't it-”
“Very much so, sweetheart.”
“You don't need to be strong all the time, Alastor.”
Once again, the former deer felt his smile tremble and threated to fall.
Suddenly, Angel placed his hand on Alastor's knee. Alastor's back straightened from a hunch as he looked Angel in the eyes. Angel remained silent, just smiling at the man, rubbing the man's knee with his thumb in circular motions.
What is this feeling? Alastor's cheeks flushed as he looked away, getting lost in his thoughts. He wasn't a fan of physical touch usually- if not ever, but this was different. This, even though he didn't want to admit it, this he liked.
Oh god, why was the physical touch so appetizing? Was he really that touch starved?
Angel noticed this, his cheeks instantly blushing as he realized that Alastor might be enjoying the physical contact, he inched closer to the man next to him.
“When was the last time you allowed someone to do this to you, Al?” Angel asked, softly but curiously. He watched Alastor stiffen at the question… Okay, maybe a little too soon for that question.
“Um... I…” Alastor became flustered, bringing his hands up to his face in embarrassment.
“Shit… I'm sorry, I know you don-” Angel began to remove his hand from Alastor's knee, but the human hand grabbed it before he was able to remove it.
“Don't stop.” The brown eyed man said, looking at the spider with watery eyes.
“I- Okay…”
“It's been… years…” Alastor looked down, his cheeks as red as a tomato. He began to feel his body and mind stirring with unfamiliar feelings.
Angel looked at the man in shock… He knows he had been absent for 7 years for only god knows what, but he had not welcomed physical touch from anyone in years? Angel shook his head, taking a moment to process- as his hand subconsciously continued to move up his leg to his thigh. He felt Alastor squirm at the touch, raising his hand to his mouth. He began to wonder if Alastor's demon form had prevented him from feeling any human needs or desires…
But God, did the curly haired human look adorable squirming from the littlest touches to his body. Alastor, the radio demon, would have never allowed this- let alone let Angel Dust survive after attempting this, but Alastor the human?
Angel thinks he could get used to this.
#alternate universe#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanfiction#alastor hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel alastor#human alastor#alastor#charlie hazbin hotel#charlie morningstar#hazbin hotel charlie#angel dust hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel angel dust#angel dust
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“The dragon and the carnation”
My very first fanfic that I am not completely ashamed of YAY!
Modern! Au where Heiji and fowler are just gay old men that live together
It has elements of whump, sickness (flu mostly), and self-neglect.
Idk how to put stuff on Ao3 but I will probably put this on Wattpad soon. Word count: 1056
Usually, Heiji Shindo gets up at around 5:30 in the morning; This is because getting up early allows him to get ready for the day before everyone else.
Today, was not one of those days.
In fact, it was one of the rare occasions where Abijah fowler was, awake, almost an hour before Heiji. That was definitely a sign that something was wrong. Around 7:00, Heiji dazedly and shakily walked out of their shared room, his head pounding. “You’re up late~”, said fowler as he watched Heiji pour himself some coffee. Again, an uncommon occurrence for Heiji as he usually made a cup of his favourite genmaicha (a tea made using leaves and puffed rice).
Heiji grumbled after he took a sip. And Abijah took this as a chance to tease him, “oooh, Heiji, yeh don’t look too hot. Heh..”
“Oh, FUCK OFF, FOWLER!” Fowler was stunned at this sudden snap, “TODAY IS NOT THE TIME FOR YOUR….*coughs* BULLSHIT!…. I’m fine….” “Sorry..”, yelling at his husband really worsened Heiji’s already sore throat. And the fact that he overreacted to Abijah’s innocent enough teasing really guilted him.
“Babe,” Abijah took a second to stare Heiji right in the eyes “if you’re not feeling well, you can tell me,” “because by looks of it, you should be in bed”. Heiji felt shame at the thought of seeming weak in front of Fowler. “No, honey, I’m *sniffles* fine,” “you don’t need to worry about me” He smiled weakly to try and make it seem like it’s all good. Abijah wasn’t buying any of that, but sighed as he didn’t have the energy that morning to protest this. And stared out the kitchen window looking at the snowy, icy weather outside and sighed again.
Heiji made his way over to their room and into the walk-in closet to take off his pyjamas and put on his clothes. He took them off and noted how his body was weak. Sore as if he’d done some sort of heavy labour. Every part of his form felt heavy and cold, like lead… After putting on his kimono and pants, he recounted a mental to-do list of things he had to do that day:
- Walk over to whole foods (important, they just got in some artisan cheese and olives that Abijah would beg to have.)
- Place an order for new ceramic tools, clay and 2 new colours of glaze (very important, he recently received an order for an ornate vase that it’s important to get to work on ASAP)
- Clean up his pottery studio
- Put a special hand-built teapot in the kiln for a bisque fire
- And then, finally, rest…
The first thing seemed easy enough; walking 0.8 kilometres to whole foods. He forgot a key element of this walk. It was about -2 degrees Celsius and Heiji, not wanting to make it take longer, purposely didn’t bundle up.
He made his way to the front door and just when he was about to leave, Abijah said, “Heiji, love, it’s freezing out there! You can’t go out in that!” He said this genuine concern for Heiji. “Don’t say I didn’t warn yeh..” Heiji, flustered, walked out and sighed. He instantly felt the million-needle feeling of the icy air outside. His breath hitched, it went shallow because it hurt to breathe deeply, and his face stung. “It’s not a far walk. Don’t be a baby. You’ll be fine, dumbass” Heiji thought, “sick days are for kindergarteners..” With reluctance, he started walking; pretty sure that he looked fine. In reality, he most definitely looked like he’s dying to anyone who saw him.
“Finally, I’m fucking here,” he whispered under his breath. Canvas tote bag in hand, he put on a surgical mask that he had in his pocket. And made his way over to the whole foods olive bar; “Yum!” Heiji thought as he saw the new kind of both manzanilla and Nyon green & black European olives. “I really hope he likes these.~” He packaged them and put them in his tote. And made his way over to the artisan cheese area. While he was there-“COUGH! HACK, COUGH!” His chest felt tight & sore and his abdomen felt stabby. His face turned red as he saw the people around look at him with worry and apprehension and confusion.
Heiji sheepishly smiled and turned away feeling worse than he already had been. Partially because of embarrassment and the fact that he sounded like he hacked out a lung. But also because he was thinking about what Abijah said and how it definitely true. So, he made a logical-seeming plan. He picked up the god-forsaken truffle Brie, paid for his stuff and got the hell out of there. He used his last millimetre of energy to walk back to their manor. It was warm inside the store and he had acclimated to it and thus, felt that familiar million-needle sensation when he walked out.
Whilst walking, he felt like the earth was pulling him down and his walking was laboured. “Ugh, I wish I had the energy to speed walk, then I could get out of this horrible weather,” he said under his breath “almost home, Heiji, almost home…”
Walking up to his house, Heiji felt a ringing in his ears and his steps faltered. His knees buckled, his rolled back and then…. Thud!
Abijah heard the loud noise, walked out the door and his curiosity quickly turned to shock. “Hm…OH!…Heiji no..no!” He quickly scooped him up into his arms “Heiji, you old fool!”
“God, my head is fucking pounding…,” Heiji thought this as he regained consciousness. “Oh..”, he mumbled “I’m really damn stupid”…
Fowler saw that Heiji had woken up and immediately ran up to him and slapped him in the face. “Heiji, you fool!” “I…I was so worried about you and what did you do?! Go outside and pass out!” Heiji was still delirious, so Abijah reprimanding him felt like part of a weird dream, “Abijah….” He said using all his strength “I’m sorry…I..I,” Abijah stopped him. “HUSH!” “Honey, while you disappointed me by your self-neglect, I forgive you. Now let me take care of you *mwah*.”
WOw first fic where I utilised my above-average English language skills. HOPE YOU LIKED IT SLUTS
#bes fic#bes fanfic#bes#blue eyed samurai#blue eye samurai#blue eye samurai netflix#abijah fowler#heiji shindo#fowdo#my fic
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weird how alice degraded bl and yet their hs has a ton of bl tropes there
I mean, yeah. It's white privilege and ignorance at its finest. I've talked about this at length before, actually.
It's kind of a disservice to Asian BL not only by appropriating its tropes, but also just sheer privileged bliss. People in communities that are not as progressive on LGBT rights are not only less likely to be able to come out, but also less likely to be able to even explore their sexualities and gender identities. It's easier to just conform and to not think of desire and what it means, especially when we think of sexuality as a spectrum.
It also ignores older queer media in the west that has influenced BL, which was influenced by yaoi, which itself emerged as a distinct market/genre in the 1970s. Nothing's as insular as it appears; for example, Queer as Folk (the 2000 US version) is reportedly huge in China today, and I can see that it's influenced Kinnporsche and danmei novels. QaF also was the first US media ever to show sex between two men on TV--in December 2000.
Yeah. We're not even 23 years out from that.
But of course, explicit sex scenes between two men or two women have existed long before that in yaoi, which itself draws from literary and artistic traditions across the world that have existed from ancient times, because gay people have existed from, y'know, ancient times.
I don't want to keep harping on AO, though. I hope they learn, and the posts were from over a year ago, so I'm hopeful they are in the process of doing so. Though I don't really keep up with them. The reason I also can't be too hard on AO was that even 7 or so years ago, I would have agreed with them about yaoi because I didn't know any better. And I was wrong, and I am still learning, and I hope I will continue to learn.
I'll again also reiterate that I do not care at all that Heartstopper has no sex in it; good for them because not all stories need it! Sweet, innocent stories have their place and can be just as powerful and necessary as those that are darker and more explicit. I just think declaring that a story's lack of queer sex is somehow revolutionary is ignorant at best and rewriting history at worst.
I'll leave off with this portion of an interview with the creators of the American QAF, who are themselves a married gay couple who have been together for like... 30? years. I'm bolding the parts I want to emphasize.
COWEN The first time we heard about Queer as Folk was in the Calendar section of the L.A. Times. The whole article was about [how] no one will ever have the g ts to do a show like this in the U.S. People thought [the US version] was going to be a much softer show than Russell’s [original British version], and we knew it had to be outrageous and more sexual. The sex on our show probably was the most political statement we made. Because we all grew up seeing gay people represented on TV — if they were ever represented — [as] eunuchs or clowns. We never saw gay people having a sex life or being complete people. We had a list of subjects that we were determined to write about because we grew up at a very inhospitable time in the U.S. Not just the Defense of Marriage Act and Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell, but we didn’t have gay marriage here until 10 years after the show ended.
LIPMAN ... We wanted our Queer as Folk to be a celebration of being. We saw movies and TV shows where gay people would hang themselves; they’d walk into the ocean to drown. We didn’t want any of that. We used the sex on the show to be joyous, angry, vindictive, self-destructive …
COWEN … and celebratory. There were so many topics that we needed to address because it was such a politically oppressive, scary time....
DUNN That also was the only representation that I saw: It was suicide or it was Disney villains. That was queer representation for me, and so seeing this show that was just so irreverent, so joyful, so sexual, so free, and it still dealt with the realities of being queer.
Every story is in a sense a product of its time, and it's not bad that Oseman is writing their story to address concerns they have and issues they deal with. It's just not inherently any more revolutionary and definitely not more inherently moral than queer media with sex in it.
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i miss having a guy i can spam with all my thoughts
#when i have the motivation ofc but still#i wanna wake up and check my phone and see a good morning text and spend the next 30 seconds goin ehehehe#i want an in person relationship sooo bad but we still text constantly when we're apart bc we can#idk its 7 am im going back to sleep im exhausted but i had to write this down before i forgot#mlm#mlm yearning#mlm post#mlm love#gay mlm#trans mlm#t4t#mlm thoughts#mlm blog#t4t yearning
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California: Oklahoma, what do you call people you go out with but don’t try to sleep with?
Oklahoma: ...People?
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Oklahoma: If it’s any consolation, they got me here on a very misleading text message.
California: Technically, you are about to be screwed in the biology room.
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Oklahoma: I committed all 7 deadly sins in 30 minutes.
California: Wow, I've gotta hear this.
Oklahoma: I was angry and envious of my neighbor so I lazily seduced his wife and ate all his groceries and didn't share.
California: You forgot pride.
Oklahoma: No, I'm pretty proud of this.
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Oklahoma: Hey, wanna take a shower with me?
California: I have a gun in that nightstand beside the bed. If I ever say no to that question, I want you to take it out and shot me because I’ve obviously gone crazy.
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Oklahoma: Bro, I had a dream we fucked.
California: Bro, relax it was just a dream.
Oklahoma: Huh, gay, I wouldn’t fuck you.
California: You wouldn’t?
Oklahoma: I mean, unless you want to-
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Oklahoma: What’s sexting?
California: I'm not having this conversation with you.
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California: Know why I called you in here?
Oklahoma: Because I accidentally sent you a dick pic.
California: *Stops pouring two glasses of wine.* Accidentally?
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Oklahoma: Look, last night was a mistake.
California: A sexy mistake.
Oklahoma: No, just a regular mistake.
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Oklahoma: There are 20 letters in the alphabet, right?
California: Nope, there's 26.
Oklahoma: Ah, I must have forgotten U, R, A, Q, T.
California: Aww, that's cute, but you're still missing one.
Oklahoma: You'll get the D later ;).
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Oklahoma, turning to California: Stop calling yourself hot, the only thing you can turn on is the microwave.
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Oklahoma: We should get you to a doctor for a check up immediately. What if it happens again, and there isn’t anyone around to help you? What if it’s congenital? Oh my God! Was it me? Did I hurt you?
California: …You realize any other person that made their partner pass out on bed would simply feel really proud of themselves,
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California: New York , you'll be working with Georgia and Oklahoma.
New York : Alright! My fantasy threesome!
Everyone else: *blank stares*
New York : ...Of people on a team.
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New York , writing in a letter: "I'm going to kick.. your... ass."
New York : THERE. Now send it.
Oklahoma:: Dude, your handwriting's terrible, are you sure you want to-
New York : JUST DO IT!
later
California: So what does it say?
Georgia , reading the letter: They say they're going to "lick my...."
California:
Georgia :
California: Gross-
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Oklahoma: Is the plural of milf/dilf milfs/dilfs or milves/dilves?
Georgia : Milfs.
New York : Milf/dilf is an acronym, you can't change the spelling to milves/dilves.
Oklahoma: Wait, they're acronyms? What do they stand for???
California: Mom in late forties, dad in late fourties.
California: I learned that from the movie called M.I.L.F that I saw the trailer of in theaters probably 5 to 7 years ago.
New York : Mom/dad I'd Love to Fuck.
Oklahoma: WAIT, WHAT THE FUCK—
Oklahoma: I NEVER REALIZED IT WAS ACTUALLY HORNY!
California: Oh, is it not mom in late fouries?
Georgia : What? No! It isn't!
California: THE MOVIE TRAILER LIED TO ME!
New York : California...
California: THIS IS WHY I DIDN'T THINK CALLING PEOPLE MILFS WAS ALL THAT BAD BECAUSE IT STOOD FOR SOMETHING HARMLESS IT JUST HAD A SLIGHTLY SEXUAL CONNOTATION!
New York : I am entirely unsurprised that this is coming from you.
California: OKLAHOMA, DOES IT MAKE SENSE WHY I CALLED THE DIARY OF A WIMPY KID MOM A MILF NOW BECAUSE I THOUGHT IT WAS LITERALLY JUST A DESCRIPTOR WITH FUNNY CONNOTATION!
Oklahoma: The word milf has been ruined for me.
Georgia : THAT'S ITS DEFINITION, IT CAN'T BE RUINED THAT'S WHAT IT MEANS!
New York : Y'all are dumbasses.
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Oklahoma: So anyways have y'all seen New York ?
California: I think they went in Georgia 's room 'studying'.
Florida : Doubt that. I heard groans there.
*Meanwhile in Georgia 's room*
New York & Georgia , fighting:
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California: Isn’t it weird that we can’t ride any other animal except horses. Like if horses weren’t a thing, humans would be fucked cause we couldn’t ride any other animals. Like riding animals wouldn’t really be a thing. We should probably be more grateful to horses.
Florida : Elephants.
California: Blocked.
New York : Camels.
California: Extra blocked.
Georgia : Donkeys.
California: Ultra blocked.
Oklahoma: That dick.
California: ...Followed.
Or
Georgia : Isn’t it weird that we can’t ride any other animal except horses. Like if horses weren’t a thing, humans would be fucked cause we couldn’t ride any other animals. Like riding animals wouldn’t really be a thing. We should probably be more grateful to horses.
California: Elephants.
Georgia : Blocked.
Florida : Camels.
Georgia : Extra blocked.
Oklahoma: Donkeys.
Georgia : Ultra blocked.
New York : That dick.
Georgia : ...Followed.
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California: If you had too, what would you give up food or sex?
New York : Sex.
Oklahoma: Seriously, answer faster.
New York : I’m sorry honey, when they said sex I wasn’t thinking about sex with you.
Oklahoma: It’s like a giant hug.
California: Georgia , what about you? What would you give up sex or food?
Georgia : Food.
California: Okay, how about sex or dinosaurs?
Georgia : Oh my God it’s like the movie Sophie’s Choice.
Florida : What about you Louisiana? What would you give up sex or food?
Louisiana: Oh... um... I don’t know, it’s too hard.
Florida : No, you gotta pick one.
Louisiana: Um, food... no, sex... no, food... sex... food. Ugh! I don’t know! I want both! I- I want hot people on bread!
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Cali : Florida kissed me!
New York : Oh my God! Oh my God! Oh my God!
Cali : It was unbelievable!
New York : Oh my God! Oh my God! Oh my God!
Louisiana: Okay, we wanna hear everything. New York , get the wine and unplug the phone. Cali , does this end well or do we need tissues?
Cali : Oh, it ended very well.
New York : Do not start without me! Do not start without me!
Louisiana: Okay, alright, let’s hear about the kiss. Was it a soft brush against your lips or was it like a, you know, “I gotta have you now” kind of thing?
Cali : Well, at first it was really intense, you know? And then, oh God, and then we just sort of sunk into it.
Louisiana: Ohh... So, okay, were they holding you? Or were their hands on your back?
Cali : First they started out on my waist and then they slid up and then they were in my hair.
New York and Louisiana: Ohhh.
*meanwhile*
Florida eating pizza in their house: And, uh, and then I kissed them.
Gov : Tongue?
Florida: Yeah.
Texas: Cool.
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New York: Where's Oklahoma, California, and Georgia?
undefined: They're playing hide and seek.
New York: Where?
New Jersey: I don't think you get how this game works.
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Hmm I'm going to
Actually post something original Instead of rebloggng a bung
It's 7:30 am and i haven't slept yet my brain is on fumes
Imma ramble some horny and gay thoughts here
I wanna be like
Brainwashed and claimed absolutely by someone i trust in a kinky sense but still not be impeded from engaging in other stuff by that
And I don't quite get that
Because of my three girlfriends that are actually capable of any dominance whatsoever (i am looking pointedly and directly at you, Kaitlynn, i know you'll see this later, love, why don't you melt for me?~) are all amazing delightful softies and my instances of being tranced n stuff have just led to me now being pretty much trained into dropping into trance quicker now and also repeating a bunch of compliments that got trained into my friggin brain if I'm asked "what are you?" by any of them
Which
Honestly
I kinda like that better than the uncaring assertion of control I thought i craved
The immense affection and care put into the actions
Just
My girlfriends are amazing
I am gay
I'm also very frequently horny just because
Anyhways
It's now 7:40
Very few'll probably ever see this because I'm just another horny obscure transbian of little interest to most on here
That's been my random spewing of thoughts
Byebye, and i hope everyone who reads this has a nice day!
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Vierapril 2024 - Master Post
Entries Written/Staged: 30
Total Word Count: About 4600
Top Post (As of 4/30/24): Vierapril, Day 15 - Spark (Tumblr)
Prompt List:
Day 1: Regal
Day 2: Payment
Day 3: Wish
Day 4: Danger
Day 5: Color
Day 6: Victory
Day 7: Pause
Day 8: Relinquish
Day 9: Damage
Day 10: Breath
Day 11: Longing
Day 12: Progress
Day 13: Release
Day 14: Embarrass
Day 15: Spark
Day 16: Tough
Day 17: Energy
Day 18: Stretch
Day 19: Ethereal
Day 20: Heavy
Day 21: Pure
Day 22: Showers
Day 23: Beam
Day 24: Echo
Day 25: Wave
Day 26: Style
Day 27: Set
Day 28: Pride
Day 29: Shape
Day 30: Scale
Author thoughts are below the break.
It's been another big month for me. This is the first time where I've had something for every prompt, which is great! The Signora got more than a few prompts this time around.
Recently, there was a comic from /u/PizzaCakeComic on Reddit, which was poking fun at people who write women terribly. Man goes into the doctor with his wife? girlfriend?, doctor says that the woman is suffering from "Shitty Female Character" personality. I won't go over the whole comic, but the end panel has the man given a brochure that reads "How to See Women As Actual People And Not Living Sex Dolls." Roll credits.
Minti is not the first female character I've written for. There have been others in the past: supporting characters for a D&D adventure I wrote, several D&D characters, and Sabbac (my beloved). Every time, I think I've gotten better at telling stories about people who are different from me.
The Adventure was the first time I was taught not to bury your gays. I am forever thankful for my editor for helping me with this.
My druid needed to find her courage in the face of world-ending catastrophe. My cleric was on the cusp of becoming a great leader, until the DM (and a bunch of bad rolls) took the essence of who she was away from her. I'm still upset about that.
Sabbac blossomed into this beautiful, outgoing Darkspear troll who loved people and performing on stage. Even when she became a death knight (not one of my best writing decisions), she got resurrected, and claimed her happy ending.
While I felt upset at the comic, I have to remember that I'm trying to do a good job of fleshing out my characters. The Signora, for example, is a villainous, hungry voidsent whose stories are brutal and horrific. Heimar is a counterpart to Minti, a reminder of the person the viera used to be. And Fray is always nearby, ready to take over if the need arises, but never forceful about it. I want to think she's the Gentle Reaper in my stories, like Death from Neil Gaiman's Sandman.
I'm trying to give my characters the lives they deserve. I'm trying to make them real.
Minti may have started as a "What if I make a FFXIV character with my guildmates," but she's become a whole lot more.
#final fantasy xiv#final fantasy 14#final fantasy oc#ffxiv#minti wol#minti chocolate#final fantasy viera#rava viera#vierapril#vierapril 2024#ffxiv viera
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