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townofcrosshollow · 15 days

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Give me your worst Give me your insults So I can pretend they're worse Than what repeats in my head Give me your darkest desires So I can pretend my heart Still holds some innocence Give me cuts and bruises So I can pretend yours Are the cruelest hands to ever touch me

#a poem about trauma and healing #or maybe not healing. bandaids at least #hard to heal #so we patch ourselves up #and keep going #almost 10 years now #how the time flies. and it's still not gone #poetry

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thepeacefulgarden · 9 months

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astarionposting · 3 months

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♡ inspo

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 gif #bg3 gifs #astarion #bg3 astarion #astarion ancunin #astarion posting #astarion gif #astarion bg3 #astarion romance #astarion x tav #hair clipping oh dear #also I was smiling so hard while recording and editing these #like the hug is so cute #it healed me #I need him to be hugged like this

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girlyteengirl16 · 6 months

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healing is taking too long what if i just kill myself

#trauma #i wanna kms #mentally tired #i want to die so bad #mentally unstable #recovering is hard #healing #i can’t move on #mental abuse #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #i want to be okay

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inkskinned · 9 months

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he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.

except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?

at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.

except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.

about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.

he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.

#i used to think it was romantic too and then i was like. now i see it as a HUGE red flag #writeblr #it is also almost EXCLUSIVELY said by immature ppl who think this is normal #fyi even if u think it's funny and ur like 'im an introvert it's just TRUE' like. you need therapy (ily tho)#healed introversion is just ''i would prefer to be by myself'' not ''i hate every person'' ... hate is not normal. that is not healthy #im sorry. i know it feels accurate. but if you're walking around with that kind of rage....#1. you're making a LOT of assumptions about every single person u have ever met. which is often unfair and unkind #and also usually involves judging people based on their worst moments or little mistakes #2. you are being unfair to the person who is ur ''exception''#3. there is a VAST difference between ''ur my favorite person'' and ''the ONLY person i like.''#idk i think this is just a personal bias thing tbh #im sure there are people who have this experience normally #but i have YET to find a man who thinks like this and ISNT absolute DOGSHIT. although tbh.... like. im sure he exists #when u hit like 30 some of the things that were once kind of hot now just sound fucking exhausting. like ''im in a band''#edit in the tags: i used to kind of be like this too. but the thing is that like. my life became so much more peaceful #once i started believing that people are generally good. like yes i am mad at the world at large #but it's just.... a very hard way to live. you're not a bad person or wrong for the ways other people hurt you and taught you to be angry.#but that anger will continue to hurt YOU. it will punish YOU. it will prevent YOU from making new deep connections. it will protect you yes #but it will also cause MASSIVE blowback. bc if you lose the One Person... your life will fall apart. i know this personally.#i really recommend just trying to be... cautiously optimistic instead. like. yes #people can be horrible and cruel and there are some communities (incels for example) that aren't worth that optimism #but i think like... most people will hold a door for you . most people want to help you find your wallet .#i hope one day you are able to find peace. i hope that rage eventually smooths over. i know how hard it is PERSONALLY #and i know what must have happened to you. and im deeply deeply sorry we share the same wound.#but i promise - sometimes we all need someone else to help us carry the weight. eventually the rage has to die so that we can let help in #i had to spend years biting at outstretched hands. i still often do. im still very wary . and my heart breaks that you flinch too.#here's the thing: i don't blame you. but we were both acting out of fear and pain. .... not out of healthy behavior. and ... change #was needed. i needed change too. rage was useful for a while. then it just left me isolated and bitter. i had to (with effort)#choose to let that rage go. and let people in . VERY SLOWLY THO LOL

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lifeunfilteredandmemorable · 1 year

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My heart hurts from past wounds due to the stress

they have created in my life now.

#hurting #gotta keep going #wounded #hard to heal #healing #stress #past and present #emotions #i’m trying

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astrolavas · 1 year

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thinking about the... potential clawthorne woodcarving mentorship.

+ bonus cuz also thinking abt how if hunter ever met dell's palisman and got reminded of flapjack, he'd probably feel bad abt making that association cuz he knows what it's like to be seen only as someone's different version (even though the bird wouldn't mind much so lol)

#eda having that palistrom seed.. hunter saying he wants to learn how to carve palisman... his relation to clawthornes. it HAS to mean STH js #the owl house #toh #hunter toh #toh hunter #hahaa always thinking abt hunter growing a soft spot for palismen and loving creating and bringing them to life #but never being able to replace flapjack no matter how many palismen for other ppl he carves. I'M GONNA-#:((((( :///#like he's not going to want to replace flapjack just like that rn. cuz he LOVES that bird. it's gonna be so hard for him to just.. Move On #and flapjack's a PART of him.. so very curious where they'll go with this because..... HM. HM like he serves as his disability aid almost #and he can't just REMAKE him. but he cannot also just.... ignore what happened straight away. but it's also important to heal #but whatever he decides to do i feel like he'd love to just............ create. whether it be for himself or others #BUT GAH. ANYWAY XKJSJSK wrote an essay abt this already don't need to write one in the tags TOO. so uh .. yea #little guy.. pls find happiness #my art #fanart #hunter #hunter noceda #hunter wittebane #eda #eda clawthorne #dell #dell clawthorne #dell's palisman #toh art #edalyn clawthorne #also like...... if flapjack and dell's palisman were caleb's and evelyn's palismen...... and knew each other........#and while flapjack was waiting for his new person at the bat queen's cave dell's palisman was being passed down clawthorne generations #OUUHGHHHHGHHHH they were probably friends..... they Knew each other #what's up with you you mysterious yellow bird with eyebrows...... what's your story

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brumleys-bones · 2 years

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My therapist told me to post this lol

#chronic illness #chronic pain #chronic fatigue #rheumatoid arthritis #original comic #comic #my art #healing takes time #im learning to live with my body again and its hard #my therapist said other ppl could benefit frkm seeing this so yknow #take care of your body

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kikaiz · 6 months

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Wanted to draw Danny for Halloween but drawing him as a ghost would be too cliche. So perhaps after a bad ghost fight, he’d just go for the laziest costume of nothing at all and call it a zombie.

#danny phantom #injury #blood #bruises #bruise #phanart #my phanart #halloween #ghost eyes #don’t worry he’ll heal up by the end of the night #it’s been a very long time since I used tumblr everything feels so different I hope everything’s alright #I also hope the image isn’t too large but I think tumblr resizes things now??#hard to tell I’m on mobile too sorry

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genderqueersherlockholmes · 19 days

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guys... i just need to say it . its really important . sherlock & co is a podcast adaption of the sherlock holmes stories . its not a podcast adaption of bbc sherlock .

#they would get copyrighted to hell and back if it was an adaption of bbc sherlock that literally could not happen #im sorry its just so hard . i see so many people who obviously are looking at the pod through a bbc-pilled lens and that is just not real #you need to heal from your experiences . bbc sherlock never happened . im sorry . you need to wake up #sherlock & co #sherlock and co

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cherry-koi · 4 months

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u wouldnt download an internet angel puppy (u would)

#my art #return of the puppy!#i used picmix for this if any1 is curious #picmix #blingee #webcore #2000s aesthetic #kidcore #oc #puppyboy #puppygirl #kemonomimi #pixel art #ive been having a hard time w art lately #but just slappign gifs all over it was a healing experience

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blue-mood-blue · 4 months

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I can pinpoint the moment that destroyed my life today:

It’s been a handful of weeks since Murderbot came within inches of having a new, organic governor module implanted in its head via infection - do you think, maybe, that’s also been hiding behind the redacted? Not the way everything else is, just as a deep-seated reminder of what it can’t afford to lose?

What a way to be told “I love you” - to be told “I will not lose you, I will not let go, I will do the hard part of holding on even if you don’t want me to”