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wxrmeaterz · 3 days

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fuck u if u make introjects feel embarrassed of their source as if its something we choose

an additional fuck u if u force source separation or blacklist sources

-Charlie

#endos dni #actually did #polyfrag did #did system #did alter #did osdd #osdd #cdd system #osddid #endos fuck off #did introject #introject alter

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b1gr4tm4n · 2 days

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we've been having some of our system members write letters to our therapist so she can start to get acquainted with them! i am so proud of us for opening up to her :)

- jasper 🦡

#endos dni #anti endo #polyfrag did #actual did #did system #did osdd #traumagenic did #did alter #actually did #did #osddid #dissociative system #dissociative identity disorder #look i did a thing

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evilsystem · 4 months

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being immortal and having DID must be crazy. yeah our boy Carlos hasn't fronted in 300 years and just woke up to the sound of Uptown Funk and started screaming

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mintysystem · 3 months

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Shout out to systems who cant get diagnosed. Shout out to systems who split easily. Shout out to systems with high introject counts. Shout out to complex systems. Shout out to systems with mostly littles. Shout out to systems with small alter counts. Shout out to systems who dont want to get diagnosed cause they dont want it on their record. Shout out to systems with nonhuman alters. Shout out to systems

#actually polyfrag #actually plural #plurality #plural community #sysblr #actually did #did system #did osdd #osdd system #osdd #did alter #polyfrag did #polyfrag system #polyfrag #polyfragmented

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littlest-bugz · 2 months

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When you’re mid sentence and suddenly forget literally everything you were talking about

#for us it shows up as the AOL dial up noise #our therapist said its just a diff form of dissociation but damn blue screen moments #littlest_bugz og #did osdd #dissociative identity disorder #did #did system #cdid #cdid system #polyfrag did #pdid #osdd #osddid #system stuff #system memes #did memes #osdd memes

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bho-alt · 19 days

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someone just asked to BUY one of my alters

is his something people are actually trying to do.

HOW THE FUCK AND WHYYY THE FUCK DO YOU THIK I WOULD DO THIS????????

you cant??? sell alters??? and why?? the fuck would i sell them?? even if i could??? thats basically like human traficking rijght can someone please tell me that people dont actually tryto do this???? like tjey were joking rigth pls how do you get so misinformed that you think William is on sale for 5 dollars (hes worth at least 6 anyways)

#what the fuck do you mean #dissociative system #dissociative identity disorder #osdd did #plural system #traumagenic system #did osdd #did alter #actually dissociative #system stuff #did system #actually did #osdd #osddid #polyfrag did #did

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councilsys · 30 days

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system ask game for traumagenic systems <3

I: basics

❤️ - what type of CDD do you have?

🧡 - are you medically recognised/diagnosed? if not, do you plan to? (no judgement either way!)

💛 - if you are comfortable sharing, what is your headcount? do you keep track of it?

💚 - do you have a high or low split tolerance?

💙 - do you switch frequently or do you go longer periods between switching?

💜 - does your system have introjects of any kind?

🩷 - do you have any subsystems?

II: alters

🎥 - who are your frequent fronters?

📼 - do you have any non-human alters? if yes, which species are the majority of them?

🎞️ - do the alters in your system use more medical coined roles or more community coined roles? or both/neither? do you find them useful?

📽️ - are the alters in your system more distinct or less distinct from each other?

📺 - do you make/buy gifts to other alters in the systems?

🎙️ - does the taste in music vary a lot between different alters?

📻 - does your system have any type of in system relationships? (familial, romantic, platonic etc.)

III: switching

☀️ - how much amnesia do you experience?

🌙 - do you experience black out amnesia?

⚡️ - what does switching feel like for you? does it vary between alters?

☄️ - do you experience quick switches or does it take longer to switch usually?

🌈 - do you get frontstuck often? what do you do to try to get ‘un-stuck’?

☁️ - do you ever not notice you’ve switched, and suddenly realise that ‘you haven’t been you’ for a while?

💦 - can you switch ‘on command’ or is that something that is hard for your system? does it depend on the alter?

IV: headspace

🌱 - do you have a headspace? if yes, describe it! if no, do you want one?

🌿 - how easily accessed is your headspace?

☘️ - is there a place in your headspace where dormant alters go?

🌳 - do alters have their own rooms/areas in your headspace?

🌵 - is your headspace big, or smaller? is it complex/less complex?

🍃 - do you have specific alters that cannot access headspace at all?

🪴 - did you have to build your headspace over time, or was it just there?

V: general

🍭 - how did you pick your system name?

🍪 - do you have a collective name/identity/orientation? if yes, how did your system make those decisions?

🍬 - what’s the funniest thing another alter has said to you? (internally or externally communicated)

🍫 - how does your system handle in system disagreements in general?

🧁 - is there anyone specific in your system you don’t get along with?

🍰 - are you ‘out’ as a system to anyone? (online friends/partners etc. count!)

🍦 - how good is your communication with the rest of the system? does it vary much between different alters?

🍡 - are different alters part of different subcultures? which ones? (we are!)

remember that this is just for fun, and if anything feels invasive you do not have to answer the question! feel free to replace any question with a fun fact about your system or anything if you don’t feel like answering something! take care🫶🏻

#also this was done quickly so if any questions are weirdly worded or something that’s why!#endos dni #non traumagenic dni #did osdd #polyfrag did #actually dissociative #dissociative identity disorder #dissociative system #actually did #actually traumagenic #actuallydissociative #system ask game #ask game #cdd system #actually cdd #cdd community #cdd #complex dissociative disorder

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ridibulous · 4 months

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systems with niche and/or "cringe" introjects raise your hands

#✋... bittergiggle from garten of banban...#i'm still in MILD denial 💀#endos dni #endos fuck off #did osdd #osddid #did system #osdd system #polyfrag did #polyfrag system #polyfragmented #udd system #pdid system #we have a handful of other parts like this lmfao

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pigeon-system-boys · 6 months

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Hi!

I really wanna talk with your "scary-looking" and "gross" headmates

I see you, rotting corpses

I see you, guts-out

I see you, person with no face but flesh

I see you, alter with all limbs amputated

I see you, nonhuman horror strait from lovecraft's stories

I see you, even if your eyes can't see me

I see you, human flashlights

I see you, ripped sex-dolls

I see you, a single moving organ

I see you, deformed figures that are not humans anymore

I see you, whos skin is covered full in rot and pus

I see you, "no skin but burns"

I see you, even if I can't even imagine you.

Even if you are not hc-did, even if body survived just SA and you exist now, even if you feel like system have not enoth trauma for your existence.

You are not as disgusting as you think you are, and I see you, and I love you, and you fucking deserve love

-greetings from Stump

#system positivity #did osdd #osdd system #dissociative identity disorder #did #did alter #system alters #dissociative system #actually cptsd #actuallycdd #cdid system #hc did system #hc did #polyfrag did #you are not alone #you are seen

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a-systems-positivity · 6 months

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if you've ever purposefully tried to deny your system/"turn it off" and it still keeps happening, your system can't be fake.

you can't subconsciously fake something while fighting against it.

#did positivity #osdd positivity #actually traumagenic #did osdd #mental illness positivity #osddid #system positivity #actually did #actually dissociative #actually osdd #polyfrag did #polyfragmented #polyfrag system #polyfrag #cdd positivity #polyfrag positivity

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divinerapturesys · 4 months

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If u rp and u also have did, it’s never just as simple as “I’m really in character now” is it

#lmao #ever split an oc #or have an alter rp as their source #shit is MESSY #so confusing #I gave up on roleplaying partially bc of my did #but it’s a little funny #did #actually did #did stuff #did system #did osdd #osddid #fictive alter #actually polyfrag #polyfrag did #polyfrag system #polyfragmented

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wxrmeaterz · 7 hours

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are u normal about people who have dissociative moments that look scary?

i mean like hunched over, mouth hanging open and rocking back and forth type deal

u normal about it or are u an asshole

#endos dni #actually did #did system #polyfrag did #did alter #did osdd #osdd #cdd system #osddid #endos fuck off

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theselfishmachiness · 9 months

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alters with… non normal names..

comic by parker (host, he/him)

reminder that alters with names that aren’t considered “normal” are still valid! go be unique and have cool names!

#did #didosdd #osdd #polyfrag did #polyfragmented #system #did system #system memes #did memes #c did #system community #didosdd meme #did osdd #complex dissociative disorder

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evilsystem · 4 months

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Heh... These guys don't even know the true extent of my power...! (tries to switch to my awesome demon wolf alter but instead one of my many Old Man alters appears) Where am i

#james speaking #txt #did #system #did memes #dissociative disorder #dissociative identity disorder #actually traumagenic #endos dni #did system #polyfrag did #did osdd #didosdd #actually did #did alter #did community

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littlest-bugz · 9 days

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What it feels like when one of the trauma holders experiences peace for the first time

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the-habitat-sysblog · 3 months

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it's quite frustrating when you work up the courage to tell someone you have DID, but they hit you with "well, *i've* never noticed you switch" or "to me you're always the same person".

i think those statements are so misinformed to how DID (most often) presents. there are some things to note when observing DID from the outside:

not all cases of DID are overt. overt refers to your symptoms, switches & differences between alters being obvious to people from the outside. overt DID is less common than its counterpart *covert* (more secretive) DID. in covert DID, symptoms may be less noticeable from the outside, & that may lead to difficulty being diagnosed.

masking. masking is the ability some people possess to pretend to be someone/something that they are not. in DID, alters who are not the host part may mask as the host part to feel safe, undetectable, or simply out of instinct. before discovery of the system, this may be a subconscious effort; after discovery of the system, this may be purposeful in order to hide alter differences from others, for any reason.

complexity of identity. let us imagine that the host in a system is an ambivert - not quite introverted, & not quite extroverted. this host switches out, in front of their friend group, & a social part or other extroverted & friendly alter takes their place. their friends assume that they are just in a "friendlier mood", while in reality this person has switched. meanwhile this alter has a completely different set of interests, identity, & such, but since it is not brought up in conversation, the friend group does not suspect their friend has switched between separated self-states. identity is complex, & alters are (often, not always) able to feel & express a large range of emotions, depending in their mood. this can make it harder to tell the difference between an alter being in a strange mood, & a whole new part fronting!

so, next time you meet someone with DID, believe them. not all of our experiences are visible! edit: "DID" here can also be replaced with OSDD1, P-DID or UDD, but i just used DID because that's my specific experience.

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