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psychomorphary · 10 months

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I'm nonbinary. Since I'm also afab and deal with PMDD and gender dysphoria related to periods, I figured I'd make this little guide. It's not completely extensive with ALL possible things to do, but it's meant to be helpful enough to give some ideas on how to deal with period dysphoria. It's also not meant solely for trans men, tho they are more than welcome to use this. I want this to be inclusive to anyone who deals with period dysphoria, whether they're binary trans or not. Nonbinary pals, this is posted with you in mind!

#transgender #trans #nonbinary #afab dysphoria #afab nonbinary #afab #periods #period talk #period problems #period dysphoria #gender dysphoria #gender dysphoria support #coping methods #coping with periods #coping with dysphoria #coping with gender dysphoria

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hygeiaskiss · 8 months

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congrats on living to see another day, being clean, and living through the whole day, i am very proud of you, my dear. <3

#mental illness #mental wellbeing #therapy #mental problems #mental health #mental heath support #coping #mental health relapse #you are enough #you are worthy #you are beautiful #you are not alone #you are loved #you are valid #it gets better #gender dysphoria

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pretentious-media · 6 days

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its literally just satan

it's literally just satan

its literally just satan

#niko using unhealthy coping mechanisms for gender dysphoria

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jafndaegur · 1 year

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breathe

Jumin Han x Nonbinary (Masc.) Reader

tw: gender dysphoria

Jumin walks into a distressing scene. You’re curled upon the floor with your head in your hands. It’s difficult to breathe and there’s no end in sight. The glittery heels are strewn across the room and the tight dress thrown to the side. You’d left your binder in the closet when trying on the clothes, knowing that in order to fit, you’d have to sacrifice your comfort.

Han Senior had provided the attire saying it would be a nice surprise for his son - that his son was too unsure how to broach a topic so sensitive. That Jumin felt he couldn’t broach the topic, couldn’t ask to see you as you were.

But that’s not me If Jumin were to ask, I’m more than my clothes, you pant - trying to find some grasp of reality. I’m more than my body. I can do this for him.

You don’t realize when Jumin is immediately at your side, scooping you up and sheltering you against him. He pulls his jacket over you.

“Can you hear me?” His voice is shaking, and you wonder if he’d been asking for a while.

“I wanted to surprise you.” Your voice sounds far away - it doesn’t sound like your own.

He holds you closer and calms himself first. “What have you done?”

You manage to relay what his father had told you. How Jumin wanted to see his beautiful w̶͓̖̞̺͋̔̍͠i̵͔̫̋̓̏f̵͉̍͂̄̀ȇ̴͓.

His grip on you tightens.

Is he angry at you? You don’t want him to be angry at you. “But I don’t want to be beautiful. Not like this.”

Oh. You hadn’t meant to say that out loud.

“Would you believe me, if I were to tell you I’ve never made such a request?” His voice is low and close to your ear. “That I married my spouse, because they are strong and handsome, because I had no reason to want them as anyone other than themself.”

Your throat is swollen and your eyes burn. He’s Jumin, of course he would never-

“My father and I will be talking, my darling,” he says as he exhales through his nose. “But for now, will you trust me enough to help you get ready for bed?”

The words fail you, and there is only a fleeting sob that breaks past your chest.

Jumin holds you tighter, says nothing, and hides you away against him.

#jumin han #mysme #mysme jumin han #jumin han x reader #nonbinary reader #jumin x reader #coping #tw: gender dysphoria #if only this were the case #delete later?

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blood-moon-night-coining · 4 months

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Atypdysdollic

[PT: Atypdysdollic]

Atypdysdollic, a gender under the genderdollic system related to having Atypical Dysphoria and being a doll, a doll who has Atypical Dysphoria, or just being a doll and having Atypical Dysphoria etc. (the second version uses this(link))

[ID: none yet]

[Tagging] @radiomogai, @liom-archive, @accessmogai

[Gender System] @chronoport

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mizusjawline · 2 months

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Dear trans community

Write in the notes or reblog with healthy coping mechanisms you use when you are struggling with dysphoria

Mine's personal grooming, keeping my body clean and using nicely scented products

#Got some new soaps from lush and omg my skin feels so good I feel so much more comfortable already!#trans #trans pride #trans positivity #transgender #life #genderfluid #genderqueer #gender dysphoria #body dysphoria #self care #coping mechanism

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canichangemyblogname · 1 year

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When I started therapy, I was actually hung up on the fact that I didn't seem to have ever experienced dysphoria, which is a lie that has its origins in part in the fact I had no fucking clue what dysphoria actually is. I've since found that it's actually kinda hard to explain, and that's why these narratives that dysphoria is when trans people are revulsed by their body and agab, or when they "hate" their past self, persist. It's also why these "trapped in" bodies and "wrong" bodies narratives exist.

Like. I'm in my body. My body is my body. My consciousness isn't in another person's body; it's in my own. And I know myself. I know myself well enough to know that I am not a woman despite society telling me that my bits, pieces, and parts "make" me one. And how else do I explain this to someone with no frame of reference for this? I liken it to "Freaky Friday," despite the fact that's- technically- what it isn't? It’s like having an out-of-body experience. You're looking at your body. You know it's your body. But there's also a disconnect. Something's missing, and something's there that makes no sense.

I also don't think I could ever hate the girl my parents tried to raise or the woman I wanted so desperately to be. That wouldn't be very kind to me. She really tried her damnedest. And she's not "dead" because she's a vital part of my past. I, quite technically, wouldn't be trans if "she" never existed. I'd be a cis man if I was never afab. "Trans" is an important part of my lived reality.

Was I ever a "girl"? A part of me still has no idea. I know I truly believed I was, but the reasons I believed I was weren't healthy.

I held on to a lot of sex-essentialist ideas for a good portion of my youth. Why? It was all that connected me to the identity society and my family was trying to raise me into. When my cousin gifted me a uterus pin with the words "Women's rights" on it, I wore it proudly. It was a very tenuous connection to womanhood, and it was a connection I needed to critically rethink when my mother and grandmother were both diagnosed with cervical cancer (I was 11). I knew that it ran in my family and that, one day, I might need to go through the same surgery they did just to live.

I asked my mom what connected her to womanhood, and she replied: motherhood. I was never, ever going to be a mother, so I returned to the drawing board. I asked my grandmother what connected her to womanhood, and she replied: standing up to violent men and men who denied her and other women the opportunity to work; community. And I realized that I had never been extended the same community my grandmother always had been. Part of the disconnect I felt was due to violence (sexual and not) I had experienced in single-sex, "women's only" spaces. Girls in "girl's only" spaces made it clear that I was not welcome, and, at the time, I didn't understand why they singled me out and picked on me.

Even though my family was trying to raise me as a girl, the society around me saw me as nothing more than a "failed" girl. I was an "unwoman," not "woman enough," for reasons such as what I preferred to wear. But it's not like in marking me as "unwoman," they made me into a man, far from it. They sorted me- on the basis of my queerness- into some other third category. Something of a eunuch.

And it seemed like the only thing I had was some sex-essentialist, cisgender pretense (I absolutely loved the linked blog post as I found it quite striking, even though I was *never* trans-exclusionary, and I never supported those ideas about trans people) to sort of reassure myself that I belonged in society. Every time I usurped or rebelled against our sex/gender norms, I would work to distract myself from how I constructed my body into a binary and thus ignore how being made into a girl was wrong for me. I literally disconnected myself from parts of my internal self & internal thoughts, and I denied myself the opportunity to construct an identity. I was constantly gaslighting myself and consistently engaged in thought-stopping. In part because I was terrified of being "different."

I so desperately wanted to be just like every other girl that I ignored the fact that I likely never was (and that there is no such thing as universal woman/girlhood). With that realization, I could hear the words of my school-yard bullies from years ago, words which, it seems, many trans masc people have heard in their lifetime, "What's wrong? We're all girls here, aren't we? We're all alike."

I've been unable to recognize my own dysphoria because I have spent my whole life purposefully ignoring and distracting myself from those moments of "huh. something's off." I spent some 23 years of my life essentially disassociating from myself (I'm 26 now). I felt detached from my body and detached from the world around me. It felt as if everyone else was moving, but I was floating in place. I disconnected myself from my thoughts and emotions in an attempt to be accepted by a society that finds queerness disgusting.

I literally felt like I was watching my life and body unfold without my consent rather than me unfolding it myself. So, I liken my experience to "Freaky Friday" because that's also what it is.

#TW: depersonalisation #TW: assault #TW: dissociation #TW: transphobia #this is what therapy is for #It’s been healing to start to recognize what moments are dysphoria #Which might seem counterintuitive #Like. Why would I want to learn to recognize the moments of distress that come from an incongruence between my identity & body?#It’s so that I can better address them #And learn better coping mechanisms to deal with my mental distress #Help lessen some of my internal self-perception issues (very hard on myself mentally & not physically)#Helps me identify mental self-harm #Mental self-harm is not a way to process my distress. It only stresses me further 😅#Gender journey

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psychomorphary · 9 months

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I'm afab and have pmdd. I'm in the middle of a pmdd episode rn, and I'm really struggling. My pmdd definitely makes my gender dysphoria worse.

This is a reminder to any trans/nonbinary person: your body might not be what you want it to be, you might feel like your body is against you sometimes; BUT you still deserve to take care of yourself!

ALSO A REMINDER THAT NOT EVERY PERSON WHO HAS A CYCLE IS A WOMAN & VISA VERSA!!

#pmdd #coping with gender dysphoria #coping with periods #coping with dysphoria #gender dysphoria #gender dysphoria support #trans #nonbinary #coping #affirmations #positive affirmations #trans affirmations #nonbinary affirmations #periods #period dysphoria #trans pmdd #trans period

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chichiricatsan · 3 months

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More about Eilin under the cut if anyone's interested! :)

Eilin's Origins Tapestry Here!

Pic sources are from Pexels ~ [ 1 ] | [ 2 ] | [ 3 ] | [ 4 ] | [ 5 ]~ The two quote pics are from Pinterest. The others were all taken/edited by me from the Dragon Age games themselves.

Name Pronunciation: Eilin is pronounced as AYLehn

AY is pronounced as ie in tie

L is pronounced as l in let

eh is pronounced as e in pet

n is pronounced as n in no

Gender: Genderfluid/Non-Binary ~ AFAB (assigned female at birth, female anatomy) ~ they/them pronouns (will also accept he/she pronouns since they’re fluid).

Orientation: Pansexual.

Age: 24/25 (Origins, 9:30 Dragon) ~ 35/36 (Inquisition, 9:41 Dragon)

Class: Rogue ~ Longsword/dagger combo (preferred) or dual daggers

Specializations: Ranger ~ Duelist ~ Legionnaire Scout

Name of Their Mabari: Samwise. The hound was cheekily named after one of their favorite characters in one of their favorite pieces of human literature. They remain steadfast companions to this day.

Romance: Zevran ~ He tried to kill them…TRIED being the operative word. Even so, Eilin was impressed by how close he came to accomplishing his mission, and quickly grew attached to the Antivan Crow right from their first mouthy meeting. They saw much of themselves in the man and found a kinship with him early on. Their romance is a slow burn as they both must try to heal past scars and allow themselves to fully open up to their growing feelings for one another. After the Fifth Blight is ended, they stay together and travel Thedas in search of a cure for The Calling whilst enjoying the pleasures of each other and the world with their earned freedoms, helping others when and where they can…maybe with a bit of profit as well ;)

Besties: - Alistair ~ Their first companion and Grey Warden ally who became like a little brother to them. Even though Eilin is more mature and straightforward than him, they share similar senses of humor, and Eilin sees the good (and deflections) in him after so much discontent with the hand the world has dealt him, a sentiment they deeply share amongst others. Despite Eilin’s doting on him, they do not coddle him, but instead try to talk him up and show him what a great warrior and person he is and could be, giving Alistair confidence to stand up for himself and push him to possibly become Ferelden’s king—though that path is decided against for several reasons. Alistair and Eilin share a true and lasting friendship to the present day.

- Shale ~ Witty, dry-humored, gemstone-loving bestie! They share a deeper disconnect to their home away from home and instead find connection in each other…through shiny things and crushing Darkspawn heads. Eilin finds Shale (and golems in general) interesting, though their curiosity is stemmed after The Anvil of the Void scenario. Eilin supports Shale’s free will and ability to find purpose in their new life outside the parameters of expectations, as they have done. The one thing they disagree on is the destruction of the pigeon population, Eilin believing that even the most vexing of feathered defecating devils need love, too.

- Oghren ~ A respected warrior of merit and a fun drinking buddy, within reason of course. Eilin tries to keep him on track with his alcoholism and with Felsi and being a good, if absent, father. They are glad to continue their friendship into the Awakening escapades.

- Anders ~ These two share excessive, fun personalities that color the Awakening experience for everyone…or cause a massive amount of scoffs and eyerolls. Anders became another (albeit, more powerful and self-aware) little brother figure for them to watch over and support. Frankly, Anders became the one who watched over Eilin and educated them on the harsher side of things regarding The Circle, a welcomed perspective for the Hero of Ferelden that strengthened their positivity towards mages and distrust & dislike of the Chantry and its oppressive systems. They both dote on Ser Pounce-a-Lot, and when Anders is forced to give him up, he contacts Eilin to keep him at Weisshaupt as the mouser for the fortress’s larders. Aside from that, Eilin takes care of the precious little furball because they love animals and cares about Anders, even after what befell Kirkwall’s chantry.

- Sigrun ~ A respected Legionnaire scout with a heart of gold that bonded with them over their time in Awakening. As someone who’s always held The Legion in high regard, Eilin appreciates Sigrun’s goals and learns some of Sigrun’s tricks of the trade in Awakening.

Frenemies: - Morrigan ~ While gaining a better understanding of her and mages through their journey, The Dark Ritual’s revelation had their trust for the woman plummeting. Still, Eilin could see and understand Morrigan’s proposition held more than what she was outright revealing, especially with the two’s overall friendship they’d formed and Morrigan’s feelings about Flemeth and her ways. Eilin decided to kill the old woman to gain Morrigan’s favor and rid the world of a powerful maleficar…for now. It was having the former topic’s discussion with Alistair that really threw things into a spiral, but they were all in agreement in the end. Alistair and Eilin’s bonds of friendship carried them through the decision to take Morrigan’s offer. Eilin pursued Morrigan later on to try and check on her and gain some kind of answers, but the woman continued to successfully elude them.

- Wynne ~ While Eilin respects the woman and appreciates her skill and experience, they find her air of superiority hard to tolerate and often feel that Wynne speaks down to them and lectures far too often on things that aren’t her business…specifically on their relationship status with Zevran.

- Velanna ~ The Dalish mage was too hotheaded and closeminded for them to fully get along, but Eilin tried to understand where she was coming from nonetheless, sharing a mutual feeling of wanting to protect/save their sibling(s) no matter the cost.

Enemies: - Loghain & Rendon Howe ~ For the man who helped free Ferelden from Orlesian rule and was held in such high regard, Eilin expected more from him, especially with what went down at Ostagar. And for Loghain to allow a cave tick like Howe to run around behind the scenes and make things all the worse threw their opinion of them both over the edge into revenge territory, almost feeling as strongly as Alistair on the whole matter. In the end, Eilin ended Howe’s life, and they allowed Alistair to challenge and deliver the final blow to the man who they believe deserved a punishment befitting of him. What could be more fitting than decapitation at the hands of his best friend’s bastard son? Poetic justice, they’d call it.

- Isolde & Eamon ~ Teagan rides a fine line being listed here as well, being Eamon’s brother and sharing his sibling’s sentiments, but Isolde is on a whole other level of insufferable to Eilin. Not only was she irresponsible with her own son and refused to acknowledge his budding mage powers that put the entire village of Redcliffe under siege to the undead, but her purposeful mistreatment of Alistair—all rooted around a rumor—and Eamon’s conscious negligence of him and the situation also solidified their hatred of these two. They never said so aloud to Alistair who seemed conditioned/content to be grateful to his abusers in one way or another, but Eilin was good at being subtle.

- Sten ~ Eilin tried to understand and be patient with the Qunari and the concepts of the Qun, but felt Sten’s creed to be too akin to that of the unforgiving casteless system in Orzammar. Later, they butt heads over the whole “you look like a woman” conversation, which left Eilin in a foul, murderous mood. Then, Sten’s constant scrutiny toward them and their ability to lead finally resulted in a confrontation in the village of Haven leaving the qunari at the business end of their blades. Sten surrendered, but Eilin “kindly” asked Sten to leave the team for good. They’d had enough.

- Leske ~ Sadly, this was one person Eilin was not expecting to be their enemy. Ever. Perhaps they were in love with him and always had been. Perhaps they were to remain only friends with (past) benefits who could tell each other anything. Perhaps they were only Carta thugs united under the stresses of everyday life in Dust Town, watching each other’s backs on principle alone. Perhaps Leske only really wanted to get close to Rica, as more than his jokes would imply. Perhaps Leske truly, finally gave in to the Carta’s whims, being sucked back into its seedy underbelly all because of monetary gain. Or, perhaps, it was all of the above…along with a helping of jealousy on Leske’s end. Whatever the case, this loss for Eilin changed them significantly, and is an ever-present bruise on their heart. They have moved on, but if pressed upon, it aches.

Do They Follow A Religion? The Stone ~ Though most dwarves do not believe casteless to be favored or even acknowledged by The Stone, Eilin still believes and keeps their faith in mind, not outwardly expressing it unless it’s brought up. It was something they held onto those long and lonely days in Orzammar under the Carta’s thumb, for themselves and their family.

Strengths: - Adaptable. - Confident, even if they “fake it ‘til they make it.” - Able to think on their feet and keep their cool when necessary. Subtlety can be the key to victory. - Great leadership and enforcer skills, uses a mix of persuasive and intimidating tactics. - Though logical and pragmatic at their core, they can and will tap into their emotional reserves to be a better leader/friend (this is a progressive trait gained through their DA:Origins journey).

Weaknesses: - Their sharp & droll tongue can get them into trouble/offend others. - Masking to fit in, leading to varying sorts of discontent. - Sometimes they're a bit too lethargic, but a personal side effect of The Joining for them is heavy fatigue. - Blunt without tact, their Carta life rearing its ugly head at times. This also can result in a lack of giving second chances with some people. - Flirty and wanton, but truly emotionally distant, craving a real chance at romance and love, but fearing it at the same time, not wanting to be hurt or left behind. This is especially true after dealing with Leske and the Carta in Orzammar.

Personal Issues: - Letting go of the past and betrayal(s). - Allowing themselves to make mistakes without fear of cruel/unusual punishment (mainly to their family who are now safe with a net of nobility with Bhelen). - Aligning themselves with true love and relationships, romantic or otherwise. - Changing and growing out of their Carta (and other) personas to find themselves and their true values.

Hobbies/Talents: - Stone/gem carving - Weapon care, and blade engraving for extra flair. - Reading human literature/fiction. - Collecting a variety of bits and baubles. - Drinking anyone up to the challenge under the table with their high alcohol tolerance.

Likes: - Colors: Purples, slivers/ice blues, golds, oranges, and greens – cooler/cold and nature-esque shades.

- Layers of clothing. It lets them feel safer and more guarded. Plus, they like cooler weather, so it stands to reason they’d need more layers.

- The changing seasons. Winter and spring and the petrichor smell that comes with the snow and rains, autumn and the colors, and the familiar dryness and heat of summer keep them from feeling too homesick.

- The surface world in general and the freedom and opportunities that come with it. The adventure of it all keeps them going, as does the elf they share their journeys with. 💖

- Animals! They become a ranger class for a reason, not only seeing animals as opportunistic companions for battles, but also because Eilin gains an affinity for them. Still, they’ll always love giant spiders the most and summons one (christened “Nid”) to ride as their preferred steed.

- Gemstones, trinkets, and human literature. More often than not, the books, bits, and baubles they collected were spoils of Carta shakedowns gone south, some regrettably so. Some were trophies of success, others a kind of “memento mori.” They kept them all, nonetheless. (Think of them as a somewhat morbid Ariel from Disney’s The Little Mermaid lol).

- Passionate artisans of their crafts/pursuits, whatever that may be as long as it isn’t hurting/impeding others. This stems from their observations of the better side of the pride of the caste system. Even casteless, Eilin can see and appreciate the efforts their fellow kin put into their lifelong works. This is a big reason why she helps Dagna out of Orzammar to pursue her dream of working with The Circle of Magi. Zevran being passionate about being an assassin is also a good example, as is Wade’s need of perfection with his armor making in Denerim.

Dislikes: - Animal abuse of any kind. - Petty political/noble affairs. - Willful ignorance. - Lack of flexibility in and around rigid systems. - People unwilling to have a little fun/laugh at themselves

Scars/Blemishes: - Their brand tattoo on the right cheek (the design extends upward over the right eye, but cannot be seen in original Origins screenshots and was not available in Inquisition’s tattoo selections, sadly. I’ll have to draw them sometime to show off my personal vision of them lol). - Scars on right side of face, ear, and neck (Inquisition screens) that they received from skirmishes with the werewolves from the “Nature of the Beast” quest and other various fights. - Various moles/beauty marks. - Dryer skin patches from exposure to Dust Town and Orzammar’s environment in general.

Their Origins/Awakening Journey: - The Broken Circle: Sided with the mages and Irving survived the final fight with Uldred.

- The Arl of Redcliffe: Redcliffe was fully saved and Connor & Isolde lived with the help of the mages.

- A Paragon of Her Kind: Sided with Caridin, destroyed the Anvil of the Void, and Bhelen rules Orzammar.

- Nature of the Beast: Brokered peace between the elves and the werewolves.

- The Urn of Sacred Ashes: The Urn was protected.

- The Landsmeet: Loghain was defeated and executed by Alistair, Anora rules Ferelden.

- Was The Dark Ritual Performed?: Yes, (sadly for Eilin) by Alistair. It took a long talk and trust for these two friends to allow Morrigan's ritual to take place. 😞

- Warden’s Keep DLC: Sophie was killed and Avernus is alive with permission to continue his research, but it must be kept ethical. Eilin drank the strange concoction and unlocked the power of blood.

- Dragon Age Awakening: Vigil’s Keep and Amaranthine were saved, Nathaniel is alive and well, Oghren and Felsi reconciled, but are separated, and The Architect is dead.

#oc: eilin brosca #dragon age #dragon age origins #dragon age inquisition #dragon age brosca #dragon age oc #dragon age warden #hero of ferelden #warden x zevran #brosca x zevran #zevran romance #zevran arainai #dao #dai #oc #original character #character design #character moodboard #i am finally sitting down to play through a zevran romance of my own dammit! he deserves it! and so does eilin! I love them T^T #i'm also using eilin as a way to cope with some gender dysphoria i'm experiencing atm...*sigh* just feeling like a blob of a person rn #i need to draw eilin at some point b/c the constraints of character creation even with mods is just so frustrating gahhhhh #and my god the darker skin options in CC for origins makes them look like they're covered in dirt instead of it being natural skin >:T #*sigh* inquisition's isn't all that much better b/c of the CC lighting they provide. uuuugh. i tried.#i should really just draw them #enby character #nonbinary character #genderfluid character #genderfluid #gender nonconforming #genderqueer

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system-of-a-feather · 1 year

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Pros of hysterectomy: no more uterus

Cons of hysterectomy: unfortunately the 0.5% hope that the dysphoria was just there and would be relieved rhat easily goes out the window

#alter: xiv #yeah im still remarkably grumbly #enough so that today is muscle / resistance day #so im not supposed to do cardio #but i gotta to cope #anyways on mile 1.5 #vent #vent tw #dysphoria #gender dysphoria

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pessimistic-gh0st · 1 month

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#i want to scream #i want to scream so much that it becomes impossible to be aware of it #if only i was flat chested ffs #i need to learn to cope with it i guess #but it's so fucking difficult #tw dysphoria #? i guess #gender dysphoria #gh0st.txt

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beanie-twink · 1 month

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Is beanie-twink meant to reference beanie bears? Because I think of these little guys whenever I see your url (positive)

WAIT THATS SO CUTE NO ITS NOT but now I need to edit a beanie baby with a beanie on it😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Me irl if you even care

#I don’t think I’ve ever told my url story oh wow #it’s not nearly as cute haha but it’s gender stuff #basically as a teenager I would wear beanies a lot when coping with dysphoria<3 #now it has an additional meaning w Mikey way as my gender envy #(he didn’t become my gender envy until my twenties)#I’m glad so many people are fond of my url I’ve always felt embarrassed when I give it out

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artofkhaos404 · 9 months

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One day we will be able to look into a mirror without wanting to break it.

One day we will look at our hands without wanting to break them as well.

One day we will stop comparing our breasts and behinds to those around us.

One day we will examine our stretch marks and rolls and think of them as a beautiful creation.

One day we will hear someone call us by our given name and it will not hurt us.

One day we will examine our biology and not think life would be easier if it were different.

One day we will listen to "The Body Terror Song" by AJJ and not sob, only listen and feel connection.

One day we will feel powerful and comfortable in skirts and other feminine things that now only make us feel less than.

One day we will be able to look at ourselves and say "I love you. I forgive you."

One day we will accept ourselves in the way we do others: unconditionally.

One day we will be whole again.

One day we will recover.

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