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teaaagan · 11 months
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Claustrophobic
Maddy: Can you not stand so close? Youre making me claustrophobic.
Cassie: What does "Claustrophobic" mean?
Y/N: It means She is afraid of santa claus!
Maddy: No, it doesn't
Cassie: Ho! Ho! Ho!
Y/N: Stop it, Cass, your scaring her!
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infernalodie · 1 year
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Euphoria Masterlist PT.2
$ = Smut * = Fluff ! = Angst
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Maddy Perez
(*) IT’S YOU - Maddy Perez x Male!reader
(!) END SCENE - Maddy Perez x Perez!Male!reader
(!) The Stone - Maddy Perez x Gn!reader
(!) DYWTYLM - Maddy Perez x Black!Male!reader
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Rue Bennett
(!) Hot Soup - Rue Bennett x Bennett!Male!reader
(!) SORRY NOT SORRY - Rue Bennett X Bennett!Male!reader
(!) people don’t change - Rue Bennett x Black!Male!reader
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Elliot
(! $ *) Dark Circles - Elliot x Male!reader Part One - Part Two
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Cassie Howard
(! $) REVENGE - Cassie Howard x Male!reader
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Jules Vaughn
(!) LIE - Jules Vaughn x Black!Male!reader
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Lexi Howard
(! *) young gun - Lexi Howard x Black!Male!reader
MORE COMING SOON!
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chazzadotcom · 2 years
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who can i write for?
this is a list of the fandoms i will feel most comfortable writing for, but if you would like someone else or you are confused please send me a message or an ask and i will clear anything up <3
STRANGER THINGS
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[all of these can be requested with any gender]
EDDIE MUNSON
STEVE HARRINGTON
BILLY HARGROVE
ROBIN BUCKLEY
NANCY WHEELER
JONATHAN BYERS
ARGYLE
MAX MAYFIELD
WILL BYERS
MIKE WHEELER
DUSTIN HENDERSON
JOYCE BYERS
JIM HOPPER
ELEVEN
001/VECNA
+any others
EUPHORIA
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[all of these can be requested with any gender]
MADDY PEREZ
RUE BENNET
JULES VAUGHN
CASSIE HOWARD
LEXI HOWARD
FEZCO
NATE JACOBS
ASHTRAY [no smut]
+any others
SEX EDUCATION
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[all of these can be requested with any gender]
Otis Milburn
Maeve Wiley
Eric Effiong
Adam Groff
Ruby Matthew’s
Jackson Marchetti
+ any others
PERKS OF BEING A WALLFLOWER
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[all of these can be requested with any gender]
CHARLIE
SAM
PATRICK
CANDACE
MARY ELIZABETH
MR ANDERSON
HARRY POTTER
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[all of these can be requested with any gender]
HARRY POTTER
RON WEASLEY
HERMIONE GRANGER
DRACO MALFOY
BLAISE ZABINI
PANSY PARKINSON
FRED WEASLEY
GEORGE WEASLEY
SIRIUS BLACK
JAMES POTTER
LILY POTTER
REAMUS LUPIN
SERVERUS SNAPE
VOLDEMORT/ TOM RIDDLE
+any others, including fantastic beasts
KINGSMAN
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[all of these can be requested with any pronouns]
EGGSY UNWIN
HARRY HART
MERLIN
ROXY
BREAKING BAD
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[all of these can be requested with any gender]
JESSE PINKMAN
WALTER WHITE
JANE MARGOLIS
SKYLAR WHITE
WALTER WHITE JR
+any others
MARVEL
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[any of these can be requested with any gender]
PETER PARKER
TONY STARK
PEPPER POTTS
MJ
NED LEEDS
DOCTOR STRANGE
TEEN WOLF
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[all of these can be requested with any gender]
SCOTT MCCALL
STILES STILINSKI [and void stiles]
DEREK HALE
LIAM DUNBAR
ISAAC LAHEY
ALISON ARGENT
LYDIA MARTIN
MALIA TATE
+any others
WEDNESDAY
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[all of these can be requested with any gender]
WEDNESDAY ADDAMS
XAVIER THORPE
ENID SINCLARE
AJAX
+ any others
THERE ARE OTHERS I CANT REMEMBER
I WILL TRY AND UPDATE THIS WHEN I CAN
BUT IF ANYONE HAS ANY QUESTIONS
FEEL FREE TO SEND ME A MESSAGE
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thursdayygrrrl · 1 year
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hairstyles and revelations
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⌦ .。.:*♡
characters: cassie howard x gn!reader (they have hair long enough to style)
genre: very very very slight angst if you squint, mostly fluff, kinda idiots in love, first kiss
summary/excerpt: Maddy, Kat, and BB were supposed to be there but they all ditched. Maddy said she was going to be with Nate (which you thought was a lie since you all knew they weren’t on speaking terms at the moment, but you just let her go anyway because you didn’t want to put up with a fight). Kat said she had “things to do” and didn’t elaborate further while BB just ghosted. Leaving you and Cassie alone.
word count: 2,011
a/n: idk how to feel abt this ole draft but i thought it wouldn’t hurt to post since someone might wanna read it. also, the title sucks, it’s a bit self-indulgent, and it isn’t proofread (english isn't really my first language pls bear with me) so... don’t expect too much but happy reading anyways!
You and Cassie were in your room and you were nervous out of your mind. You had a small crush on her when you first met, but you were sure it was a superficial attraction solely based on looks. Once you spent more time with these girls, you weren’t quite sure if your crush on the blonde was still superficial. You could tell by your heartbeat and the million thoughts that were flooding your head.
One does not get this nervous when hanging out with a friend. Or at least a friend who you were pretty sure you were good at faking your feelings in front of.
Maddy, Kat, and BB were supposed to be there but they all ditched. Maddy said she was going to be with Nate (which you thought was a lie since you all knew they weren’t on speaking terms at the moment, but you just let her go anyway because you didn’t want to put up with a fight). Kat said she had “things to do” and didn’t elaborate further while BB just ghosted. Leaving you and Cassie alone.
When you hung out with her, it was always in a group setting. You thought she had discovered your crush on her and didn’t want to be around you alone because it made her uncomfortable.
You got the memo. It’s happened before, with your former “friends”.
You let that thought pass while scrolling through Netflix, trying to choose a movie to watch. She took in your room through her eyes. You didn’t know it, but she was trying to capture every tiny detail of you. Every poster up on your walls, every trinket on your bedside table, every book on your shelves. She wanted to know more than just the surface, but she couldn’t bring herself to ask you. Instead, she settled with silently admiring you from afar.
You position yourself and the laptop on your bed and finally clicked play on something.
When she hears it start playing, she makes her way over and sits next to you. You hand her a pillow while she asks you a question.
“What are we watching, Y/N?” 
“Bodies Bodies Bodies.” 
“Cool.” 
She nods. Both of you are unsure what to do now, so you let the movie fill the awkward silence that took over. You decide to calm down. Or at least try your best to do so. With that, you let yourself pay full attention to the movie despite having already seen it before. 
You don’t notice Cassie catching glimpses of you. She takes in your eyes, the curve of your cheek, the pinkness of your lips, and your silky hair. Specifically, the way it lays and flows, how you unconsciously play with it, and how you never seem to do anything with it. The most “done-up” your hair had ever been, at least to her, was during the winter formal. It was curled, made to frame your face. Simple, understated, and perfect. She couldn’t look away from you that night, and neither can she now.
When the movie hits a lull, you finally look at Cassie, only to catch her staring right at you.
“Woah, why are we… Do I have something on my face?” 
“Um, no, I was just—just looking at you.” 
She sounds flustered as she looks away, averting her gaze from you to your sheets
“Okay. May I ask why?” 
“It’s just, I think your hair looks good like all the time.” 
“Oh. Tha—” 
You didn’t know she paid that much attention to you. 
She cuts you off. A habit of hers you’ve grown fond of.
“Not saying that you should always be styling it or whatever. You should do what makes you comfortable and all but,” She hesitates. “I can’t help but think of braiding it.” 
“Huh?” 
“You know those braids we have during pep rallies and games? I do those and I wanna see what they look like on you.” 
You knew, you even saw her do Maddy’s hair before these events. Some of those braids looked intricate. You vividly remember thinking that Cassie was good with her hands. 
God, you need to get your mind out of the gutter. 
The thought of her hands running through your hair always seemed enticing. You’ll admit you fantasized about it sometimes. Maybe this would be a good way to grow closer to her. And, let’s be honest, you couldn’t say no to her.
“Sure, let me get a comb and some elastics.” 
You got up to find these items and sat in the middle of your bed once you had them. You rested your hands between your thighs, unsure of what to do with them now that you placed the supplies beside you. The mattress dipped as Cassie positioned herself behind you, on her knees to get a better view of the top of your head. She combed your hair to get rid of any tangles and parted it down the middle with gentle fingers. Then she got to work, setting aside the left portion of your hair to work with the right one first. You began to speak, letting the dialogue of the movie serve as background noise.
“I like hanging out with you, Cassie.” 
“Me too, Y/N. Thanks for having me over even without the others.” 
You waved her off to indicate that she didn’t have to thank you. 
“Are you liking the movie?” 
In truth, Cassie was only paying attention to you.
“I am! I love Alice.” 
“She’s so funny, I love her!” 
Another silence, save for the movie. You decide to speak up again.
“I’ve been meaning to ask you something.” 
“Yeah?” 
“Why is it that we—um, we never hang out? Like just the two of us?” 
She doesn’t respond.
Shit. Fuck, shit, motherfucking shit. 
Sometimes, you really should think harder before speaking.
“Sorry. I don’t know why I asked you that. I—fuck, um.” 
You swore under your breath. It was all you could think to say. She snaps you out of yourself.
“Hey, no. It’s okay.” 
She pauses, takes a breath, and continues.
“You never asked before. And I thought you didn’t like me so I didn’t wanna force myself on you.” 
The thought of Cassie thinking you didn’t like her made you want to vomit. Because the truth was that you liked her so much, it made you want to scream. To fall off a balcony. To hit something with a baseball bat. To do stupid, cheesy, romantic things that she always wanted from whatever guy she was seeing. Stuff like posting each other on your Instagram stories, wearing matching outfits, calling each other “honeybunch” or some other cringe-worthy pet name.
“What?” 
You asked exaggeratedly, dragging out the last syllable like a sitcom character caught in a lie, in a vain attempt to disguise the nervousness in your voice. 
“Remember when we first met? I asked you what your name was and it took you. like, a full minute to respond. And the last time we were all together at Kat’s house, you didn’t wanna sit beside me even if it was the only spot left. And it’s not like we talk outside of the group all that much.” 
You were grateful that you weren’t face-to-face with her at that moment because your eyes were freakishly wide. You didn’t realize that she noticed how you avoided her and how awkward you were around her. Regaining some composure, you mumbled.
“Thought you wouldn’t notice that.” 
“Well, I did.” 
Against all better judgment, you decided to just tell her and get it over with. People take risks all the time. You convince yourself that another one wouldn’t hurt. You unconsciously brace yourself for whatever’s about to happen.
“I like you, Cassie.” 
“Yeah, I know. You already said that, Y/N.” 
She says. You can hear the slight smirk in her voice, which will always be one of your favorite sounds. 
“No, I said I like hanging out with you. What I mean now is that—is I like like you. As in I have a crush on you.” 
Cassie’s fingers stop moving. You thought your question was bad? Now you think you’ve gone too far, that you were too blunt, that you fucked up yet another friendship all because you caught feelings. She could rip your hair off your scalp and you wouldn’t blame her.
The silence from her was unbearable. You tried to pivot, moving to face her, but she held you still. Her grip on your hair remained firm, not allowing you to turn around.
“Wait, don’t move. I don’t wanna have to redo this.” 
“But—” 
She interrupts you again. Using your words, she confesses. The words come out in a whisper.
“I like like you too, Y/N.” 
Now, it’s your turn to fall silent. You blink dumbfoundedly as it sinks in. 
“Wait. You—you’re lying.” 
She finishes up, securing your hair neatly with an elastic. You could feel the slight pressure on your scalp. Cassie moves her hands to the other side. 
How is she still so calm about this? 
"I’m not! I really do like you. And that’s why I respected your decision to not be with me outside of the group.” 
“The only reason I didn’t make moves to talk or hang out with just you is because I thought you already knew I had a thing for you and you got weirded out or something!” 
She couldn’t help but laugh at the incredulity of your shared predicament, especially at all the awkwardness the two of you could have avoided if only one of you were brave enough to have confessed earlier. You joined her in this laughter.
“What?” She asks, puzzled and in between giggles. “There’s no way I’d ever get weirded out by you, Y/N. I thought you would be the one weirded out by me. The dumb blonde cheerleader…” She trails off.
“Oh, god, no! There’s no way I ever thought that about you, Cassie. I mean, you’re—you’re thoughtful, attentive, smart, funny…”
She tried to stop herself from smiling so wide while she fussed with your hair. You trail off.
What was that word again? 
“You’re ethereal,” you whispered.
Found it.
She had heard all sorts of words from guys before, but it never felt real. It was as if they were reading from a script. But hearing it from you was the only way it felt genuine. She could tell you were speaking from the heart. You made her feel seen.
The absence of her fingers was your cue to turn around. Once you do, the both of you bashfully avoid each other’s eye contact. 
The air felt charged, You knew you had to do something, anything, so you begin to tilt your face to see her. But she cuts you off. Her lips crash into yours in a messy but passionate kiss.
This must be a dream.
Your right hand rests on her thigh as the other one pinches your own. The sensation serves to prove that this is, in fact, not a dream.
She keeps going, the desperation in her movements almost like a plea to explore you. You allow her to take the lead. She loosely wraps her arms around your neck while yours are now around her waist. She pulls away, both of you breathing heavily and warm all over. She whispers.
“I’ve wanted to do that for the longest time, Y/N.”
You look into her eyes, pleadingly, for a sign that this is real.
You look and all you can see is the love she has for you. It’s practically pouring out of her. You hope she sees the same from you because, by god, you feel it bursting through you. She continues.
“I’m so glad we’re friends but I’d be lying if I told you that I want us to stay like that. Just friends.”
This time, you beat her to it.
“If you’re asking me to be with you, Cass, then my answer is yes. It will always be yes.”
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chaoscriess · 2 years
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Hi, I really like your writing! Could you do headcanons for Cassie Howard x a quiet, nerdy reader please?
Awhh thanks! And I absolutely can!
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𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒! kissing, insecurities n shit
𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒! I love cassie howard. I love sydney sweeney. so much. on mobile, sorry if the format is weird. lowercase intended, double periods intended. it wasn't mentioned if you wanted a GN reader or a fem reader so I did GN reader, referring to the reader as her lover. kinda fem coded? the reader goes into the girls bathroom
cassie x quiet!nerdy!reader
you and cassie met in math class
even If math wasn't your forte, you still got pretty good grades
you had always been proud of your ability to get straight A's
cassie sat next to you, talking to maddy about how much she hated math class
you turned away, not wanting to speak to the two popular girls in fear that they'd make fun of you
but cassie turned to you and asked you for help on the upcoming assignment that day
"hey, you're smart right? could you help me with the assignment?" you looked at her with wide eyes, unsure of what to say. your face turned slightly red as you nodded your head slowly. "um, yeah.. sure" you were confused, why did she ask you? I mean sure, she sat next to you sometimes but it was usually a coincidence. she muttered an 'okay great!' and smiled at you as she moved closer. you could hear your heartbeat through your ears and you could feel it through your chest. why were you so nervous? why were you so afraid of what she thought of you?
after that, you and cassie started hanging out a lot
she was pretty much the only person you talked to
she encouraged you to do things you never thought you'd have the guts to do
like going to parties, sometimes drinking and smoking
and like kissing her.
you were sitting on cassie's bed, it was a cold thursday afternoon and you two were planning your outfits for a party you were going to go to. she picked a blue dress and white heels, and she picked out a blue outfit for you to wear. you were matching. "you um..you look really pretty" you spoke softly, looking at your hands that were placed in your lap. cassie was standing in front of you, modeling her outfit. she turned a dark shade of red and thanked you before stepping towards you and placing her hand on your chin. she lifted your face gently to look at hers, and spoke. "can I kiss you?"
you said yes, of course.
the kiss was short but super romantic
you two didn't talk about it until it happened again.
you were at school, walking to the bathroom. you went in and saw cassie crying, looking at herself in the mirror and cussing at herself under her breath, "maybe they don't fucking like you, cassandra. maybe they never will." you were upset, thinking she was talking about someone else. see, you had caught feelings for the blonde girl way before you kissed her. you turned to walk away but accidentally bumped into a stall door, causing her to look at you with wide eyes.
you looked at her, finally seeing her red, puffy eyes. your heart broke and you immediately wanted to hurt whoever made her feel like that. "y/n, how much of that did you hear?" you paused, staring at the worried look on her face before answering her. "uh, only the last part.." she cursed under her breath before walking towards you and grabbing your hands. "well, now you know" you looked down, trying to think of how to comfort her but you couldn't think of anything. "um, who's the person you were talking about?" she laughed in disbelief, before kissing you gently. after a few moments, she pulled away and leaned her forehead against yours before speaking. "y/n, its you"
it's safe to say that you two became a couple after that
nobody really knew who you were, so they were surprised when cassie introduced them to you
"this is y/n, my lover!"
you couldn't hold eye contact. instead, you stared at the ground with a red face.
cassie is the best girlfriend you could ever ask for
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𝐚𝐡𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐨𝐧 ❅ all murder house ❅ all asylum ❅ all coven ❅ all freak show ❅ all hotel ❅ all roanoke ❅ all cult ❅ all apocalypse ❅ all 1984 ❅ all double feature 𝐚𝐡𝐬 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 ❅ all evan peters characters ❅ all moira o'hara ❅ all violet harmon ❅ all cordelia goode ❅ all madison montgomery ❅ all misty day ❅ all zoe benson ❅ all mallory ❅ all michael langdon ❅ all brooke thompson ❅ all montana duke ❅ all xavier plympton ❅ all harry gardner ❅ all lark feldman
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𝐄𝐔𝐏𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐀
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skatetome · 2 years
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Masterlist and Other Information (pinned)
Click 'Keep Reading' for my other information if you plan to request something
More Locations Than Pages (Elinor Fairmont x Fem!Reader)
Destined and Dream Of (Robin Buckley x Fem!Reader)
The Forgiving Kiss (Tom!Peter Parker x Fem!Mysterio!Reader)
Temperatures of Love (Tom!Peter Parker x Reader)
One Kiss, Hundreds of Lights (Andrew!Peter Parker x Reader)
The Beach (Peter Parker x Reader)
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I'm open to requests for the following characters Spiderman:
Peter Parker (any)
Gwen Stacy
MJ
First Kill:
Calliope Burns
Juliette Fairmont
Elinor Fairmont
Stranger Things:
Robin Buckley
Nancy Wheeler
Steve Harrington
Euphoria:
Rue Bennett
Cassie Howard
Jules Vaughn
Maddy Perez
Kat Hernandez
Lexi Howard
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I don't write/DON'T REQUEST
Smut
Anything weird (beastiality, incest, obviously step-bro/step-sis stuff, etc)
Abusive character/victim reader or vice versa
Pro-sh/pro-ed stuff (I'm fine with writing comfort fics but nothing like pro sh or pro ed bf/gf ones)
Male reader (with the exception of gn!reader)
Real people fiction
I do write/DO REQUEST
Fluff
Angst
Any trope that doesn't go against my 'I don't write' list
Female and occasional gender neutral reader
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lilxberry · 3 years
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Preference: Your First Kiss (Girls)
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GIF PREFERENCES
INCLUDES:
Cassie
Jules
Maddy
Kat
Lexi
Rue
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Cassie:
It became a regular occurrence with heading over to Lexis'. Whether it was studying, working on projects or just simply hanging out.
Plus, seeing Cassie on a regular basis was a positive sidenote.
It was one of those times where you and Lexi had decided to hang out within her room, movies playing on your laptop which you brought over, loaded up with a multitude of genres.
The movie was in full motion and just as the anticipation which the scene built up was finally about to be relieved, Lexi leaned forward and pressed the space bar on the keyboard, pausing the movie.
"Dude!"
"What?" Lexi shrugged innocently. "I need to go pee."
"Couldn't you have waited like, an extra 30 seconds?" You ask in a whining tone.
"Nope," she replied, popping the 'P'. "Anyways," Lexi started as she moved to stand from the bed. "We're nearly out of drinks so you can go get refills."
With that, she disappeared through the door.
"What's the point in having drinks if you're just gonna need a piss half way through the movie?" You grumbled to yourself quietly.
With a huff, you stood yourself, grabbing both of the large, near empty drinking glasses that are transparent red before leaving her bedroom yourself, heading towards the kitchen.
You whistle quietly to yourself as you walk down the hallway and stairs.
As you pass by the front door on your way, it opens and in walks Cassie, looking slightly drenched from the drizzle of rain outside.
But that wasn't what you had noticed about her appearance. It was the puffy, red eyes and smudged mascara.
There was no doubt that some of the trails of moisture down her cheeks were tears.
She closes the door and turns to walk further into the house, jumping when she spots you who had subconsciously stopped walking to watch her.
"Fucking Jesus, you scared me!" Cassie held one hand over her heart as it beat rapidly from the small fright you gave her.
You coughed as you were instantly brought out of your quiet trance. “Uh, yeah. Sorry.” You flashed her a small smile as you sheepishly scratch at the back of your neck.
“Are you- uh- are you okay?” You asked sincerely, your face now contorted in a slight show of concern.
She sniffled and attempted to send you a smile of reassurance but it did anything but. “Yeah.”
You raised your one eyebrow as you looked at her, silently asking her if she thought you were that stupid. Cassie sighed before walking past you and heading towards the kitchen, you trailing behind her.
Placing the two glasses down on to the counter, you lean back against it as you watch her try to compose herself. Turning towards you, her face lowered towards the ground, she finally relented.
“McKay cheated on me.”
Your whole body stiffened. You had gotten to know Cassie ever since you had first came over to their house to work with Lexi on a project. If you thought you had a crush on her when you first laid your eyes upon her, you had fallen hard during the moments you shared laughing and flirtatiously bantering.
“That fucking asshole,” you mutter.
Cassie giggled softly and the smallest of smiles graced her glossed lips. 
It was clear the girl before you was lacking some serious self-confidece and you decided you would change that.
“It’s his loss, I reckon. The asshole didn’t deserve you.”
She shook her head in protest but you wouldn’t allow her to speak as you continued.
“Like, how could anyone treat someone so kind, sweet, funny and beautiful as you like shit?” You slowly stepped towards her causing her head to raise and look up at you. “He just threw away the greatest damn thing that’s ever happened to him,” you whispered softly.
You stood so close your breaths hit each other’s faces’. Cassie gained a small twinkle in her big, round eyes.
“You mean that?”
You nodded. “Yeah. I do.”
She surged forward and crashed her lips to yours and, although you knew she was feeling quite vulnerable, you couldn’t help but lean into her touch and kiss her back.
Cassie had initiated the kiss with such aggression but you slowed it down to a sweet, steadied pace of lips melding together. There was a tenderness to your kiss that Cassie had never truly experienced before.
Moments pass where you and the blonde ignored all of your surrounding but eventually, you parted for air. She chased after you lips, her clouded mind wanting more but you moved back further, gently cradling her face in your hands.
“I can’t- I don’t want to be some rebound,” you whispered against her lips.
“I uh, I understand,” she started. “I don’t want you to be a rebound. You’re so sweet and I just- I don’t want to hurt you like that.”
You smiled down towards her in such adoration she swore she could have melted on the spot. “Maybe when you feel like you’re ready, I could take you on a date?”
You sounded so nervous asking such a thing, even though you had just shared a kiss. She giggled softly before nodding her head.
“Yeah. I’d like that.”
Beaming down at her, you placed a sweet kiss to her forehead before pulling away. “Me and Lexi are watching a movie if you wanna join. I- I mean, it is in your room but-”
She shook her head with a smile. “Sure. Just, give me a minute to change before you come in, yeah?”
You grinned as you nodded. “I’m on drink duty anyways, guess I gotta do you one, too.”
Cassie laughed in a shy manner, she all the sudden felt quite nervous around you. “Okay. See you in a sec.”
“Yeah,” you breathed out as you watched her walk away, turning the corner to head upstairs to her shared room with Lexi.
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Jules:
“Hey Y/N. Jules is in her room.”
“Thanks Mr. Vaughn.”
You smiled at Jules’ dad as you passed him at the front door and began walking towards the stairs. Just as you reached the first step, David called out to you before you could ascend them.
“Are you joining us for dinner tonight?”
Turning back towards the man, you grinned at him as you gripped your backpack strap with one hand and the stairs handrailing with the other. “That would be awesome, thanks.”
You had become quite comfortable within the Vaughn household after that first initial meeting 2 months ago. Mr Vaughn certainly liked you and had no issue with Jules spending a lot of her time with you.
Jules and you had decided to work together and study, hence why you were currently in their house, climbing the stairs to get to her room.
Reaching the decorated bedroom door, you rapped your knuckles against it twice before slowly opening the door. “Hey.”
Jules looked up from the textbook in front of her on the bed and smiled towards you. “Took your time.”
You scoffed. “Sorry princess. I’ll be sure to sprint next time.”
She released something akin to a snort as you closed the door and moved over on her bed slightly to make room for you, to which you gracefully fell into to.
“So, d’ya miss me?” you ask playfully, waggling your eyebrows up at her as she looked down at you.
She shook her head but a smile was obviously evident on her face. “I saw you like an hour ago.”
You feign hurt and clasp a hand over your chest. “That hurt princess. After I had missed you and all.” You winked up at her and shuffled to sit up beside her, leaning over the edge of the bed to reach into your bag where you dropped it to pull textbooks out.
Jules couldn’t help the way her eyes subtly scanned over you. She hadn’t been feeling as platonically invested in you as she appeared to be. Maybe it was the way you always ensured she ate, or how you would practically force your jumper on to her when she appeared cold in the slightest. Hell, maybe it’s the way you interact with her father, him now having someone to really share some interests with and enjoyable conversation with over dinner, something she always felt she wasn’t able to do.
“Okay,” you started, pulling a handful of textbooks up with you as you began to sit back up straight. “Whatcha wanna start with? Mr Davey in on my ass about my maths gra-”
The blonde had swiftly cut you off the second you turned to look at her with her lips landing on yours in succession.
You froze, only for a moment, before you allowed yourself to kiss back, your hands releasing your books and moving up to gently hold the back of her head and to rest lightly on her hip.
With her own hands, one hooked behind your neck and the other fisting your t-shirt, she pulled you down as she laid back on her bed, you easily following without resisting, the kiss becoming more fervent within the few seconds since starting.
Lungs becoming depleted and desperate for air, you separate and can’t help but stare into each others eyes as you breath heavily.
“Wow, you must really hate math.”
She allowed a laugh to bubble out of her, biting her lip as she looked up at you with adoration. “Dork.”
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Maddy:
Well, you did as she asked. You called her. How could you not? Honestly, you were kinda scared to find out what happened if you didn’t call.
You wait patiently within your car outside the address the girl had told you of, tapping your fingers against the steering wheel to the low volume of the radio.
Catching movement in the corner of your eye, you spot her bounding out of her home in a way only one Maddy Perez could pull off.
She pulled the door open and slid in with no qualms, as if she had done it a million times over. A small smirk covered her face when she noticed your gawking, most likely from the outfit she had chosen for the evening.
Miss Perez made it painstakingly obvious about going to some party together that evening. Even if parties weren’t your scene, you couldn't find it in you to disagree with the girl.
Plus, Kat had assured you she would also be in attendance, calming you slightly.
“Hey.” she pushed her chest out just that bit more as she made a show of pulling the seatbelt over her and buckling it in.
“H-hey.” Your eyes snapped to in front of you, trying to act as if you weren’t entirely and unashamedly staring at her.
“You remember where the partys’ at, right?” she asked, pulling the visor down and looking in the mirror, checking her glossed lips and eye makeup.
“Uh, yeah.” You didn’t want to keep her waiting, something in you felt like that wouldn’t be something she would like greatly. It honestly felt as if she had bewitched you the moment you watched her dance, never wanting to disappoint and always wanting to please her.
It felt different.
You started up the ignition and pulled away from the curb, focusing on the road the entire drive. Of course, Maddie took control of the music, connecting her phone to the aux cord and playing something of her liking.
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You had been at the party for an hour and already, you were feeling quite bored.
You opted out of drinking, staying sober to be able to drive.
You so desperately wanted to leave but you couldn’t find it in you to leave Maddy behind; intoxicated and without a sober cell in her body. You couldn’t just abandon her and leave her without a way of getting home, a possibility of someone taking advantage of her.
So, you stayed, watching from the side-lines as she danced with her friends, drinking.
Kat walked up to you, leaning against the wall like you had, her own drink in hand, only difference being the cups contents. “She should really go home. She never drinks this much so soon.”
Your brows furrowed and you chanced a peek at her before looking at Maddy once more, only now feeling concerned. “Why’d you think she’s drunk so much?”
She shrugged. “I don’t know, but she’s gonna keep going if she doesn’t leave.”
You sigh through your nose and drink the rest of your drink, a sprite-like drink. You hand Kat your cup before trudging through the sweaty bodies of drunken teens, desperately avoiding touching them as you navigate your way over.
Once near, Maddy spots you and a sloppy grin spreads over her face. She pulls you closer by your shirt and hooks her arms lazily around your neck, pushing her body into yours, still swaying to the music.
“Heyyyyy~ Where’ve y’been?” she slowly purred out.
You glanced around you awkwardly before looking down at her. “I was uh, letting you have fun with your friends.”
She cooed. “But I wan’ some fun with youuu~”
You smiled down at her sweetly as you pulled away slightly, taking her arms from around your neck and opting to hold one hand as the other gently rests on her waist to keep her somewhat steady on her feet.
“C’mon, Kat suggested getting you home.”
She hadn’t actually put up much fight which was surprising, instead allowing you to gently guide her out the house and towards your car, setting her in the passenger seat and buckling her up safely.
Once in, you wasted no time in driving away, intentions of taking her back to her home where she can sleep safely.
Her head was lolling from side to side yet she stayed away, a drunk smile across her lips and hooded eyes.
You glanced at her every so often and you couldn’t help yourself any longer, needing to know.
“Kat said you don’t usually drink this much at parties, especially early on. Why’d you drink so much tonight?”
She noted the concern in your tone but Maddy’s intoxicated state allowed her to ignore it, making her scoff. “God, why’re you being so- so boring?” she slurred, a hiccup interrupting her words.
You signed softly and decided against driving further without getting some answer from her. Pulling over, you allowed yourself to rotate slightly in your seat, facing her with a worried look.
“C’mon Mad, is something wrong? Did something happen?”
“’Was nervous,” she mumbled out, her voice sounding tired.
“Nervous?” you questioned. “Why are you nervous?”
“‘Cause I like you,” she started. “Kats’ always on ‘bout you, how great you are. Then I saw you sitting ‘gether.”
You smiled slightly and brushed her hair from her face which had fallen in front of due to all the lolling of her head. “You didn’t have to be nervous, y’know?”
“Really?” she mumbled sweetly, looking up almost like a hopeful child.
You chuckled and and cupped her cheek gently, running your thumb ob=ver the apple soothingly. “Really,” you affirmed.
In her drunken state, Maddy threw caution to the wind and leant forward, her lips crashing against yours clumsily.
You froze, not wanting to kiss her in this state, to which she partly picked up. Pulling away, she looked hurt and upset. “Why didn’ you kiss me back?” she slurred in a whisper.
“I want to kiss you,” you whispered back. “Just not like this, not when you’re like this. I want to do this properly, take you on an actual nice date, have a good time together, open doors for you and buy you food. Will you let me do that? Will you let me take you on a proper date?”
She sniffled and nodded, her heart swelling at the idea alone.
You smiled at her, placing a gentle kiss on to her forehead before turning your body in your seat back to the front, hands returning to the wheel and pulling off again, heading back to the same house you picked her up from earlier.
Maddy closed her eyes and leant her head against the window, a smile on her face.
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Kat:
Conversation thrived between the two of you over social media, yet it could not be said that it was the same within reality.
Only shy nods and quick hello’s exchanged in school.
‘Why do we never talk in person?’ Kat messaged one night randomly, making your eyebrows furrow.
‘Didn’t think you wanted to x’
A few seconds passed, the screen showing that she was typing a response, until it disappeared, no new message following. Now you were thoroughly confused.
Had you said something wrong? Done something?
With questions running wild in your head, you barely slept, thinking over all the times you’ve spoken not only over the phone and through texts and messages, but the small occurrences face to face.
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You spotted Kat down the hallway beside, as per usual, Maddy and Cassie.
Pulling out your phone, you text out a quick message, hitting send, watching readily to see if she’ll finally talk to you.
‘Hey x’
Her phoned buzzed which was what alerted her, you assumed. She pulled her own phone from out of her pocket, unlocking it and reading over your message, only to lock it again a second later, pocketing it once more.
You frowned and looked to your screen and there it said clear as day; ‘seen’.
“why’d it look like you just sucked a fucking lemon?” Troy asked, his words prompting his brother Roy to look at you also.
“Nothing.”
Your eyes stayed trained on the girl as she stayed more quiet than usual by her own friends.
“Dude, c’mon,” Roy pressed.
But the two were left looking after you confused as you left suddenly, heading in the direction of Kat. The twins shared a look of absolute confusion and opted to stay put to watch you do whatever they didn’t know you were about to do.
It was Cassie who spotted you, who lightly tapped Maddy and nodded at your approaching form. When Kat realised the two were looking at something behind her, her face scrunched up in confusion and she turned, spotting you.
You reach her in no time, and although you feel nerves wanting to overwhelm your body, you push through it.
“Hey, can we talk?” You warily glance at the girls behind her but refocus a moment later on her.
“Maybe later.” She was sort with her answer and turned to focus back on the two girls and her locker.
The frustration you began to feel was building and you decided againt your better judgement to press more. You stepped closer and leant towards her. “Now, please.”
“Why?” She still wouldn’t look at you.
You internally groaned before turning her around by her shoulder, her face holding a shocked expression.
“Because I thought we were friends, I thought we were okay. You just decided to ignore me all the sudden and I want to know why.”
Kat scoffed and leant closer, her voice turning into a harsh whisper. “You were perfectly fine with ignoring each other before.”
“That’s different!” you exclaimed before lowering your voice once more. “I told you I thought you didn’t want to talk during school.”
“What gave you that fucking impression, huh?”
“How about the fact you never came up to talk to me just as I didn’t fucking waltz up to talk to you? Conversations go both fucking ways, Kat.” You breathed out heavily through your nose, closing your eyes for a moment. “I thought you liked me, like, liked me. Like how I like you. We talked non stop and I thought it was going somewhere but then you just damn cut me off and I don’t even know what I did wrong. Or it was over some stupid fucking fact that either of us had any fucking balls to talk to each other?”
“So, I’m talking to you now,” you continued. “You still gonna fucking ignore me, Kat? Huh? You gonna keep ignoring me? Because I don’t like it when you ignore me, I don’t fucking like it when we don’t talk, Kat. All I ever want to do is talk to you, all the fucking time. I wanna listen to you complain about anything and everything. I wanna listen to you tell me that you hate Mr Davey’s class. I wanna listen to every fun fact about fucking sailor moon you know. You drive me fucking crazy, Kat.”
Kat was flabbergasted during your whole speech, her eyes wide and her heart racing. The two girls behind her had their mouths wide open, shock and excitement flowing through them.
Moments passed where Kat gave no response and you sighed, shaking your head and turning to leave, your face turning crestfallen. But before you had any time to put some distance between yourself and her, she rushed in front of you and smiled up at you.
“I really fucking hate Mr Daveys’ class.”
You snorted and shook your head, you face slightly confused.
That confusion melted away when she leant in and kiss you almost hesitantly. You responded with more confidence, in which boosted her own, allowing the kiss to become more affirmative, your hands resting on her waist as hers held on to your shoulders.
“Aww, that was like, really fucking weird but cute,” Maddy voiced, drawing you and Kat out of your own bubble and out of your kiss.
“Thanks, Perez,” you called to her, to which Kat rolled her eyes, but smiled nonetheless.
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Lexi:
You toss your tray full of food on to the table before letting your bag fall to the ground. You plonk yourself down on to the bench beside Lexi, throwing your arm over her shoulders.
She smiles up at you whilst you give her a wink.
“Hello, gorgeous.”
After that day in class, you and Lexi grew closer and closer, eventually falling naturally into a relationship.
Although, you’ve yet to kiss one another, going at a slower pace than most nowadays. 
“Hey.”
You bring her closer into your side as you play with the food on your tray. “So,” you draw out. “ Me, you, food, a movie?” You waggle your eyebrows and she giggles as your ridiculousness.
“We already had that planned, in case you’ve forgotten.”
“Well, excuse e for wanting to double-check with my girlfriend.” At this, she blushed.
“Obviously, I’m still coming over.”
“That’s what I like to here.” You smile and pick up one of the few tater tots on your plate, popping one into your mouth while you continue to side hug Lexi.
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Movie playing on your laptop, all junk food completely disappeared and Lexi curled into your side, you felt content, happy, relaxed.
You sighed calmly as you gave Lexi a small squeeze, to which she smiled up at you shyly, looking towards your face with a light blush dusting her cheeks.
Moments passed where she continued watching you, feeling her gaze on your face. You glance down at her, a smile breaking out on to your features. “You’re missing the film.”
Her blush deepened, feeling slightly embarrassed that she had been caught staring but kept looking at you either way.
It became silent between you once more, you enjoying the movie whilst Lexi thought things over in her head, debating whether she should ask or leave it be.
 She eventually chose to ask.
Quietly, as her eyes shifted away from your face, she spoke. “Can I kiss you?”
You paused, thinking you hadn’t heard her correctly, nearly not at all with how quiet she’s being.
You lean forward to pause the movie before turning you attention down to your girlfriend, still cuddled close to you but almost as if she was trying to hide away due to her sudden shyness.
“What?” you asked softly.
Lexi cleared her throat and forced herself to act more confident when she repeats her words. She looks you in the eye and speaks once more. “Can I kiss you?”
A wide smile breaks on to your face and you can’t help the way your heart swells with happiness.
But, you being you, you couldn’t help but tease her slightly.
“I don’t think my girlfriend would like that.”
Her eyebrows furrowed and she looked honestly confused for a moment, almost sullen, her mind not working it out as quickly as she would like to admit. “Oh,” was all she said.
You chuckled and shook your head. “C’mere,” you whispered, gently guiding her head towards your with your hand against her jaw, pulling her closer and closer until finally, your lips met in a sweet and attentive kiss.
It was slow and soft and it all Lexi could want and more.
Pulling away, her eyes remained close for moments beyond the kiss, a smile gracing her face.
“So, am I good kisser or am I a great kisser?” you playfully spoke, earning a giggle from the girl in your arms, who still looked blissed out from your moment.
“Any other options to chose from?” she teasingly asks back.
“Nope. Sorry. Only those options are available. Unless you wanna say I’m like, the best kisser in the world, then I’ll make an exception.”
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Rue:
“Rue, my sweet, sweet Rue. Word is you’re abandoning me,” you sigh out dramatically as you swung into her sight holding on to the door frame.
She turns from her packing and looks at you, a deadpan expression on her face as she sarcastically states, “Oh no. Why is the world such a cruel place?”
Snorting, you move to flop down on to her bed in the centre right beside her suitcase, still half unpacked, clothing piled up on the opposite side.
From the moment you and Rue first interacted, you grew closer and closer, eventually, even your flirting towards Marissa slowed to a stop, too focused and caught up in what was Rue.
“Y’know,” you started. “I’m gonna miss you. This placed sucked but it got a little better when you got here.” You had a sad smile, something very uncommon for you.
Rue’s face turned sympathetic and she sat by your head, her hand reaching out and holding yours where it rest atop your stomach. “When’re you finally getting out?”
Another snort escapes you and you shrug your shoulders, looking up at her face. “I dunno. Like, another month, maybe? Just to make sure, y’know?”
You had been to rehab on multiple occasions, this being your third; which is why they’ve decided on keeping you in longer, hoping that the lengthened stay would work better than the other placements.
It fell silent between the two of you and you basked in it, only for a short while though, hands connected by soft touches and gentle holds.
Clearing your throat, you looked up in Rue’s direction once more and, what felt like the first time in many years, you felt nervous.
“Hey,” you whisper to gain her attention.
“What’s up?”
“When I finally get out of here,” you swallowed thickly. “Let me take you on a date.”
You held your breath as you awaited your reaction and you felt relief consume your entire being when her face lit up with a wide but shy smile. She nodded a little. “Yeah, I’d like that.”
You continue to gaze at her face, your eyes scanning over every detail, memorising it. You decided to be bold a final time, leaning up and connecting your lips with her.
The positioning was slightly awkward, your head a whole 90 degrees off from hers but it never prevented her from turning her head to kiss you back easier, her hair falling over the sides of both your faces like a curtain of curls.
Your free hand reached up, bringing it to the back of her head, her hair falling between the gaps of your fingers.
Both of you part, lazily smiles on your face. You felt ecstatic and now could no longer wait until you would be deemed safe to leave the centre. 
“I should uh,” you cleared your throat and chuckled slightly. “I should let you pack.”
“Yeah,” Rue whispered, her bottom lip becoming lightly trapped between her teeth.
As if hearing each others thoughts, you both leaned towards each other and gave each other one last kiss, soft and sweet and slow.
Pulling away, you sit up and then stand from the bed, slowly making your way out of her room which would be empty in a few hours times. Before fully leaving, you turn to her, a wide grin on your face as you overdramatically bow, causing her to laugh at your actions.
You call out to her one last time before walking out of the doorway and down the corridor.
“See you in a month, Bennett.”
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Honestly, these kinda sucked lmao
My writing has just gone down hill
(Not that it was way up there before)
Anyways, this kinda leads on from the first Euphoria preferences I did with the girls
You can find that one through the masterlist pinned on my page
If you wanna be added to a toglist lemme know
Anywho, I hope you enjoy
As always, constructive criticism and requests are welcomed and greatly appreciated :D
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bumblesimagines · 2 years
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❝  i know i fucked up.  i know i did but don’t shut me out anymore.  let me in.  please let in.  ❞
Cassie
❝  i know i fucked up.  i know i did but don’t shut me out anymore.  let me in.  please let in.  ❞
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Your attention was pulled away from the laptop when the doorbell continued ringing excessively. You reached for your phone and checked for messages from your dad but he hadn't sent any. The floor creaked with Jules appearing in the doorway. She rubbed her eye, lips pulling into a frown.
"Are you expecting anyone?" She asked, arms wrapping around herself. You shook your head, sitting up and setting the laptop on the bed.
"I didn't order anything either." Jules muttered, brows furrowing as she turned and disappeared down the hall. You stood up and followed, waiting on the stairs to see who it was. Jules unlocked the door and pulled it open, body going rigid.
"Oh, uh, hey. Uhm, I don't think-" Cassie entered the house, staring at Jules with a hopeless look in her eye. Jules glanced at you, wide eyed and unsure. Cassie followed her gaze, legs immediately moving in your direction. Quietly cursing, you quickly moved back up the stairs.
"(Y/N), wait!" Her voice echoed through the house, stairs groaning with each step she took. You entered your room, slamming the door and turning the lock just has it shook with Cassies fists.
"(Y/N), please, hear me out!" Cassie whimpered, acrylics gently scraping against the wooden door. The handle jiggled for a moment, Jules muffled voice trying to coax Cassie into leaving.
"I know I fucked up. I know I did but don’t shut me out anymore. Let me in. Please let in.." Cassie sniffled, slamming her palm against the door again. Understatement of the century. Had it been any other time you would've opened the door and taken the sobbing girl into your arms, but not only had she cheated, she refused to take any blame the following weeks. She only came crawling back when Nate broke up with her.
"Just open the door, please. I promise I'll explain everything."
"Explain what, Cassie? You fucked Nate Jacob's when we were together. It's not that hard to comprehend."
"I know, but I wasn't- I wasn't thinking straight-" You scoffed, reaching for your phone and looking at the frantic texts from Jules asking what to do. You pulled up Lexis' contact and texted her about the situation. She responded with an apology and assured you their mom would pick her up.
"Your mom's coming to pick you up, Cassie." You set your phone down, watching the light under your door disappear.
"Just hear me out." Cassie whispered, hiccups leaving her. Her exhausted voice gripped your heart, threatening to break it even more. But you remembered the deer in headlights look she had when Rue exposed her, the way she didn't look at you when she was with Nate, how she so openly accepted her role as a 'bad guy' during the play. While Nate was definitely to blame, Cassie made her bed and now she had to lie in it.
"You had months to come clean and weeks to explain yourself. You're only here cause Nate broke up with you and then you'll be right back by his side when he wants you again. You just want someone to forgive you so you don't feel guilty anymore." Her sniffles and whimpers were the only thing you could hear. Confirmation your words were true and confirmation your relationship with Cassie would never recover.
You swallowed, pressing your head against the door and feeling your eyes well up with tears. Just like Jules had with Rue, you'd gotten attached to Cassie. She'd been your first relationship since moving and for a while, she and Lexi had been your only friends. Life was filled with heartbreak and this happened to be one of many lessons you'd have to face.
"I hope you learn from this, Cass."
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jordanromanoff · 2 years
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The Door
pairings: lexi howard x gn!reader, rue bennett x gn!reader
warnings: one curse word, unedited, rue ramming into a door ig, short
words: 208
summary: rue is too busy being interested in you; she walks straight into a door.
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"Hey, you guys!" y/n exclaims while running up to Rue and Lexi in the hallway. "H-hey y/n/n," Rue stutters, "Hey! We we're just taking about my new play!" Lexi exclaims, "Oh, what's it called?" y/n asks. "Oklahoma!" Rue randomly shouts, "Sorry I just ... got excited. Yay, Lexi's play about Oklahoma...!" Rue says while laughing awkwardly.
"Ok ... well I'll definitely be there to watch it whenever it comes out?" y/n also says awkwardly. "Uhm, ok I'll be happy to see you, won't we Rue?" Lexi says smirking already knowing the fact that Rue has had a crush on you since 8th grade. "Yeah, of course! Why wouldn't we be excited to see them Lexi?" She asks Lexi through gritted teeth knowing what she was trying to do.
"Thanks, I guess? Have you guys seen Cassie dressing up more than usual lately?" y/n asks out of the blue, "Wait, what?" Lexi asks y/n clearly not noticing Cassie's dress up game. The next thing they hear from Rue is "Ow!", "Oh shit, are you okay Rue?" y/n asks the girl that slammed herself into the door. "Y-yeah, I'm all good, don't worry 'bout me." Rue confirms to y/n still gawking at them.
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thebisexualdogdad · 2 years
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Lexi x male rue’s twin reader smut where it’s their day to day life where reader picks her up for school they go to their classes make out in his car go to his house to do homework pick up some food have car sex and then drops her off at her house and it’s has fluff
Lexi Howard x GN!reader
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7:30 AM
"Hey babe," you say as Lexi gets in the passenger seat of your car, leaning over the console to kiss you hello. 
"Good morning," she smiles. 
"Can we get to school already," your sister Rue groans from the backseat with Gia. 
"I think that's the first time you've actually wanted to go to school Rue," you joke pulling out of the Howard driveway. 
"Neither Rue or I want to get stuck having to watch you guys make out again," Gia complains.
"It's not my fault Rue got her car privileges taken away again and you're 14 and can't drive, unless you two want to walk to school you're just gonna have to deal with me kissing my girlfriend whenever I want," you tell them matter of factly making Lexi chuckle.
10 AM 
'Miss you Lex, Westfield is the most boring teacher ever' 
'Y/N pay attention I know Mr Westfields lectures are long but we have a test friday'
'How am I supposed to pay attention to the industrial revolution when the most beautiful girl in the world is sitting two rows ahead of me?'
Lexi smiles and looks over at you from her seat, making a gesture to give your attention to the board and not her.
You playfully blow her a kiss and lean back in your seat, actually starting to take notes and Lexi rolls her eyes. 
12:25 PM
Lexi is sitting next to you on the bench outside the cafeteria, your lunch completely forgotten as you make out with her. 
Her hand is on your neck, yours on her leg while you kiss her. 
"Get some Lexi," a voice says breaking you two apart, Lexi's cheeks starting to form a pale blush. 
Maddy, Cassie and Kat are walking by laughing at you guys, Cassie making kissy faces at her sister with Maddy and Kat making more... obscene gestures their hands and mouths. 
"We should probably finish our lunch before the bell rings," Lexi says slightly embarrassed, "are you still coming over afterschool?"
3:45 PM
"What were the three most important natural resources for the industrial revolution?" Lexi asks you from where she's laying on her stomach on her bed. 
"Uhhh, water power, coal and iron?" You reply spinning around in her desk chair. 
"That's right, see you are capable of paying attention in class," she teases. 
"Yeah but you're so much more pleasing to look at," you joke, leaning down to kiss her softly. 
"Sister entering the room hope you're clothes are on," Cassie says walking into their shared bedroom. 
She starts rummaging around in her closet until finding the jacket she was looking for.
"Where are you going?" Lexi asks. 
"Out with Maddy," Cassie replies. 
"On a school night?" 
"I'll be back around midnight," Cassie shrugs heading towards the door, "Oh and mom said she's working late tonight so guess you're on your own for dinner… not that there's any groceries left in the house but you're smart you'll figure something out." 
And with that Cassie is gone and you guys hear a car driving away. 
5:00 PM
"I gotta be home soon but do you want to go get something to eat?" You ask Lexi as you're packing up your books. 
"That would be great, I think all we have in the kitchen is some moldy bread and spoiled milk," Lexi sighs. 
You and Lexi drive thru the fast food joint around the corner, eating in the car in the corner of the parking lot and talking about plans for winter break. 
"You've got ketchup on your chin," Lexi laughs, reaching over to wipe away the condiment on your chin. 
She licks the ketchup off her finger and you bite your lip, leaning in to kiss her. 
Things heats up quickly, knowing how pissed your mom would be if you weren't home on time. 
Lexi climbs over the seat onto your lap, your lips going to her neck. 
"You know this would have been more comfortable on my bed right, it's not like anyone was home," she laughs as your hands move under her shirt. 
"Yeah but you were so focused on studying and you look really cute when you're focused," you say. 
You push your seat back giving you guys more space as you try to maneuver your pants down enough to have sex. 
This is purely to let out your teenage hormones, no foreplay or sensuality needed. 
By the time you're done the windows of your car are fogged up and you two are out of breath. 
Lexi is back in the passenger seat tugging her pants into proper place, "you would definitely get your car privileges taken away if your mom knew what we did in it." 
"Taking away my keys would only hurt her," you laugh, "she would hate having to drive the three of us everywhere again."
"What about your bikes?" Lexi chuckles. 
"Rue kind of ran hers into a pool… and then crashed mine… Gia's doesn't even have working breaks," you say starting the engine of your car to take her home. 
5:59 PM 
"Right on time," your mom says from the kitchen as she's washing dishes from her dinner with your sisters, "at least I have one child who understands what a curfew is… how was your day?" 
"Oh you know, same old same old," you tell her, kissing her on the cheek. 
"Is your homework done?" 
"Yes ma'am, and I'm all ready for my history test this Friday thanks to Lexi," you say picking up a rag to help her with the dishes. 
"Good, I like Lexi you should invite over for dinner on Saturday," your mom says. 
"I'm sure she'd love to join us for dinner as long as you don't question her about any more funny business," you crack. 
"Hey I gotta make sure my babies are being safe alright, you may be growing up but that doesn't mean I'm not constantly worried about you guys," she explains. 
"I love you mom," you say heading towards your bedroom since the dishes  are done. 
"Make sure your sisters are doing their homework!" She calls out to you. 
"Will do." 
You pull your phone out of your pocket to send a quick text to Lexi. 
'You want to come over for dinner this weekend?'
'I'll be there'
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glassydoor · 2 years
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Euphoria x GN! Reader
A REQUEST🎉
Synopsis: Reader is new at school and is bombarded with the amount of crazy that is at east highland...what happens when they get wrapped in some drama they want nothing to do with??
Warnings: punching and fighting
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I feel like I’m going around in circles as I walk down these hallways. If I can’t even find the principal's office then my teachers are just gonna have to accept the fact that I’m going to be late to every single class. With some help, I’ve found myself in front of Principle Hayes' door, I check my phone to make sure I’m on time before I knock. 
When the door opens, I’m greeted by Principle Hayes and a girl sitting in one of the chairs in front of his desk.
“y/n we’re so happy you could make it! I hope you didn’t have any trouble?” Principal Hayes swiftly writes something down and I wave to the girl. “Sir this place is a maze, but here I am” he smiles. 
“I’m really glad to hear that” He says, drawing my attention to the girl. “This is Lexi Howard, she’s one of our top students and she’ll help you on your first day. I’m not going to hold you back any longer...have a good day y/n and if you have any questions, find me or Lexi” and with that, me and Lexi are out of the office and start walking around.
“So I guess I’ll show you the most important part of the school first” As we start heading towards the cafeteria, a blonde girl nearly runs Lexi over. “Lex, oh my god, thank god do you have my lip gloss” Lexi gives me apologetic eyes before replying.
“Yeah, but it’s in my bag I don’t have it right now, I’m showing y/n around” bringing her attention over to me and the blonde girl smiles nervously as she realizes that she interrupted something.
“Oh my god I’m so sorry! I’m Cassie” Cassie’s voice grew bubbly. “Don’t worry about your first day! It can be a little crazy around here sometimes, but don’t worry, you’ll fit right in” She says her goodbyes and rushes off...presumably to Lexi’s bag.
Lexi sighs as she follows Cassie with her eyes. “Sorry that was my sister” She says as she looks at her watch and turns to me.
“I was going to show you the cafeteria, but class is actually about to start soon so can I have a look at your schedule?” Lexi asks sweetly before reading my schedule. This gives me a minute to recharge from the exciting encounter. I’m glad Lexi was here to help me today, if this morning was any indication, I would be LOST without her...plus she has a nice and friendly vibe about her.
“Oh nice! We have the same class...you’re going to like Mr.Levinson” right on cue the bell rings and the hallway soon becomes cramped with students left and right but luckily Lexi assures me that the class isn’t far.
Walking into Mr.Levinson’s class and looking around at all the tables filled with people talking and catching up made me realize I was probably the only new kid in this classroom but Lexi stayed with me and made me feel comfortable.
“Alright, you rambunctious kids, let’s not get too lit in here” everyone, including me, simultaneously cringed and groaned.
“Mr.Levinson please never say that again” I laugh at the comment made by a girl with dark hair a couple tables from me, it showed the students had a fun and comfortable relationship with Mr.Levinson to joke around like that. I was having a nice time just observing until Mr.Levinson put the spotlight on me.
“Well Ms.Katherin we actually have a reason to be lit today” He proceeded to drum roll at his desk which everyone followed suit. “We actually have a new student today! How exciting! y/n please wave to the class” I look at Lexi ,who gives me an encouraging smile, and I give a simple wave and when I look up from my desk I’m blinded by all the eyes staring at me waiting for me to say something.
“Hi I’m y/n” Lexi claps supportively. When Mr.Levinson realized that’s all I was saying he brought the attention back to him “Okay, perfect! Everyone please make them feel welcome! y/n, we’re very happy to have you here.”
4 more introductions later and it’s lunch time. As I’m packing my things in class, I see Lexi hanging around at the door waiting for me...I wave her over.
“Hey! How did everything go?” Lexi comes in to help me put my things away.
“It was good! I can’t wait to see this revolutionary cafeteria though!” Lexi excitedly grabs my arm.
“Great! We’re sitting with Kat and Jules today! You saw them briefly in Mr.Levinson’s class” As we walk over Jules moves her bag that’s next to her to free up space as soon as she sees us getting closer. Lexi leaves to get us lunch...which is a clever way to get me to talk to the girls at the table.
“Hey y/n” Kat murmured as she looked up at me then quickly back on her phone. 
“What class did you just have?” Jules asks.
I check my schedule. “I had chemistry with Ms.Morrison” The name drop of the teacher brings a reaction from both Kat and Jules.
“Oh my god Ms.Morrison is literally the worst.” Kat objected.
“Who’s the worst?” the shocking voice to my left questions, as a girl in a simple black hoodie steps over and sits next to Jules. “Ms.Morrison” Jules responded as she put her arm around her which resulted in the same disgust level as before. “oh she’s the worst.”
“See?” Kat gave me the -I told you so- face, “that’s exactly what I said! Thank you Rue for confirming that for me” Rue takes a bite of Jules’s french fries. “It’s like we’re telepathically connected or something.”
Lexi (finally) comes back with both our trays with pizza and fries. It wasn’t until then that Rue became aware of the entirely new human at the table. 
“Oh shit hi” Rue, with half a french fry hanging off her mouth, said as she brushes off the dust and crumbs of her.
“I’m y/n” I laugh at the gesture as Jules smiles ,sensing the stiff atmosphere. “I just moved here” 
“So are you guys going to the party this weekend?” Jules decides to ask to save Rue from the awkward introduction.
“Hell yeah” Kat answered, still immersed in her phone. 
“y/n are you going?” 
“Um maybe!” I turn to Lexi who is chowing down on her fries “are you going?” I was hoping she was because if I don’t have my guardian angel there, then I’m a goner.
 Lexi shrugs “Probably...since my sister is going.”
The rest of the week went swimmingly as I’ve gotten closer with the group. Kat is actually my ride to the party that Jules mentioned at lunch. Luckily the workload wasn’t too much since the school year had just started so I was able to get ready before I got the ping from my phone that Kat was outside.
The amount of trash and people passed out in the backyard was alarmingly high as we arrived at the party. I looked over at Kat ,who looked unfazed.
“Is this the right place?”
 “Yup.” she said with a hard P
I let out a nervous laugh. 
Walking into the purple tinted room with strobing lights filled with people dancing and making out. I stop to rummage through my bag for the money I owe Lexi for the lunch trays because someone didn’t tell me they cost money.
I turn to Kat but am stunned to see Kat is no longer by my side but it didn’t take long to find a familiar face as I see Jules dancing with Rue having the best time of their life.
I tap on Jules' shoulder softly as to not shock her. She turns and immediately hugs me while still swaying to the music playing through the house.
“Hey guys! I was just wondering if you’ve seen Lexi? I need to give her something real quick”  I repeated my question to Rue because it’s clear that Jules is a little out of it.
“I think I last saw her near the bathrooms?” Rue hesitated. I said my thanks and now my mission is to find the bathrooms.
With some help, I located the bathrooms but no Lexi in sight. I assume she’s actually IN the bathroom so I stood in front of the door and knocked.
“Hey Lexi?” between the chattering of the surrounding people and the booming music I couldn’t hear a thing so I jiggle the door knob and found it wasn’t locked so I opened it. I’m hoping she’s just touching up her makeup. 
“Oh my god!” 
I see Cassie and Nate Jacobs, who I luckily share no class with and only see at lunch, doing it on the sink.
“I’m so sorry!” I leave embarrassed that I caught the two in the most intimate moments people can share.
I run immediately to Rue and lightly smack her arm. She gives me the most betrayed expression until I tell her and Jules what I’ve just seen, keeping the names of the two out, they double over laughing.
“Stop! This isn’t funny! OBVIOUSLY Lexi wasn’t in there” As the two continue to mindlessly laugh I spot Lexi seated on one of the couches from the corner of my eye. “Okay bye you two are no help”
Their laughter slowly faded as I near Lexi.
“y/n hey!” she engulfs me in a comforting hug. “I’m so glad you made it!” We break the hug and she gently tugs my arm to join her on the couch.
She hesitates to accept the money but after three rounds of rock paper scissors, she admits defeat.
For the first time since arriving at the party, I was actually having fun while Lexi and I cracked jokes and sang whenever we recognized a song. However, the time was cut short when I sensed a pair of eyes looking at me. Nate Jacobs was drinking from the kitchen and gazing daggers towards me as I pretended to scan the room so he wouldn’t notice.
Lexi could see the shift in my demeanor and asked if I was okay. I expressed that I wanted to leave and she didn’t even hesitate to ask why and left immediately with me.
My schedule the following week  was surprisingly jam packed with homework assignments and tests that I had completely forgotten what had happened at the party. It wasn't until I got a visit from Cassie at my locker nearly giving me a heart attack.
“Hey Cassie what’s up” I close my locker and start heading towards my next class...Cassie follows.
“Hey y/n I’m good um listen about what happened at the party” she looks like she’s about to cry. I stop her to calm her down “Cassie, it’s okay!! Out of sight out of mind plus It’s not even my business.” I give her a smile.
“So you won’t tell Maddy?
“No? I don’t even know who she is?”
She takes a sigh of relief 
“Okay!” she says with a smile “perfect!” she starts to walk away, her shoulders much looser than when the conversation started.
Sitting at in the cafeteria with the same cast of characters I had to ask.
“Hey guys, who's Maddy?” 
“Oh!” Jules exclaimed, surprised that I don’t know her. “She’s riiight there” pointing using her french fry and I turn behind me in my seat to see who ‘Maddy’ is. Now having seen her...it doesn’t bring anymore answers. I wouldn’t have made it so obvious that I’m looking at her if I knew Nate was looking at me.
Cassie had told Nate that she took care of it and that they were safe.
Nate pushes his tray in front of him and mutters “fuck” under his breath. 
Nate meets Cassie after school “I thought you said you took care of it” Cassie looks innocently confused. “I did...I told you they’re new and they don't even know Maddy.”
“Yeah? Then why did I see them look at Maddy during lunch.” He storms off and leaves Cassie insecure and worried.
The next couple of weeks was uneventful. Jules messages me one lunch day me on a different phone saying that she lost her phone and that we’re eating in one of the empty classrooms. I thought nothing of it since the cafeteria can get pretty packed quickly...Lexi wasn’t kidding when she said it’s the best part of the school.
I opened the door and was utterly confused when the classroom was entirely empty...no tables or chairs and especially no Jules.
“Hi y/n” the unexpected voice of Nate makes me drop my lunch bag. 
“What do you want Nate?” I kneel down to pick up my lunch. Nate watches every movement. 
“I just want to talk.”
“I’ve heard a lot about you Nate, it’s never just talking with you.” I take a look at him and he’s propped up against an old desk. “If this is about what happened at the party” because no doubt that’s what it was about “I told Cassie already, I don't care, I'm not telling anybody.” 
“Well I don’t believe you.” He starts walking towards me.
“I don't have to explain myself to you.” I try to leave but he grabs my arm. 
“Nate you better let go of me...or you will be sorry.” That’s what pushes Nate off the edge. He suddenly pushes me hard against the door. I turn the knob so it opens and we fall out. 
The students roaming the halls and the deafening sounds of the teacher’s whistles were clear indicators that lunch time had ended but neither of us could hear anything as were throwing punches left and right.
As much as I try to get my balance, he’s relentless.
We get separated but I wasn’t going down without throwing the final punch.
“Cassie and Nate were having sex at the party!” 
Was it the right thing to do? No.
Did Nate Jacobs deserve it? Yes.
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a-aexotic · 3 years
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raspberry milkshakes and bubblegum lip-gloss. | c.h
pair: gn!reader x cassie howard
warnings: usage of the nicknames "baby," "honey," "my love," drinking word count: 494 summary: y/n does her girlfriend's makeup.
tags: @nothinghcppens @eunoniaa @isolemnlyswearpevensie @thatslovelymoony @amourtentiaa @vsawyer1989 @maybanksslut
requested by anon!
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CASSIE GIGGLED AS SHE SIPPED ON HER MILKSHAKE, LISTENING TO YOU RANT ABOUT YOUR MATH CLASS. you and cassie were hanging out today. you were supposed to go rolling skating today but they closed because something happened with the owner. it was supposed to be a date, but they closed.
cassie insisted on just hanging out with you at home. she said it was better, but you didn't mind. your mom made milkshakes for you and cassie because she adored you and her. "yeah, i agree - mrs. rodgers always has a stick up her ass. like we get one day without homework?"
"exactly! i'm going to sue her for emotional damage." you say in a serious tone, prompting cassie to let out a laugh.
"me too, baby. let's sue her together, as a duo." she smiled as you nodded.
"great idea, cass!" you wink at the blonde, making her blush under your gaze. you noticed that her lip gloss was a little messed up, so you went up close and focused on her lips. "your lipgloss is messed up, let me fix that."
"wait - i have an idea! why don't you do my makeup?" cassie suggested as you knitted your eyebrows - it was a cute idea, but you weren't exactly that good at makeup. you weren't bad, though - you just weren't very talented at it.
"sure cass, but are you sure though? - your makeup already looks stunning." you questioned as she nodded and got up to the bathroom.
"i'm sure - let me wash my face, then you can do anything to my it." she smirked as you gasped and nodded, laughing. you took out your makeup as she finished out.
cassie sat down on the bed, waiting for you to finish up taking out your makeup. you finished and looked at her face, putting your hand on her cheek. "you're so beautiful, cassie."
she blushed and smile. "you as well, y/n."
you sat on her lap as you continued on her makeup. you did eyeliner and eyeshadow, with some glitter. when you were done, she looked like a model - well, she always did - but right now, she looks like she's about to walk the runway. "you wanna see, love?"
she nodded as you handed her the mirror. she looked amazed, "y/n this is so good! you're so talented, honey!"
you blushed and laugh, "oh it's nothing cass."
"no seriously, it looks so good!"
"it's probably you, love - you make it look good," you winked as she rolled her eyes playfully.
"you're just good at makeup, just admit it - stop being so humble," she joked as you rolled your eyes. "you're really good, y/n."
"okay okay fine, i'm good. thank you, my love." you pecked her cheek as she giggled.
"anyway, do you want to go shopping?" you asked as you started to clean up your bed and put away your makeup.
"is that even a question?" cassie smiled. "of course! let's go right now, i'm bored."
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promenadewithme · 3 years
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First of all, I want to thank all of you so much for the follows, likes, comments, reblogs and support in general! I can't believe I hit 50 followers so soon! I know it’s not much, but I actually didn’t expect any at all so I’m so happy!! Thank you ❤️
Now, this is how the celebration is going to work: first you chose a song and a character. Then send it to my requests with your pronoun of choice, along with any other specifications and I'll write you a fic based on the song! You can either send the song or specific quotes as prompts
To find the fics I will write, use the #Anastasia's 50 followers celebration
This event starts today (May 20th) and ends June 10th
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Songs:
Fluff (Romantic)
Paper Rings - Taylor Swift
London Boy - Taylor Swift
Love Story - Taylor Swift
Lover - Taylor Swift
King of My Heart - Taylor Swift
Willow - Taylor Swift
Crazier - Taylor Swift
New Year’s Day - Taylor Swift
Daylight - Taylor Swift
Jump Then Fall - Taylor Swift
How You Get The Girl - Taylor Swift
You Are In Love - Taylor Swift
It’s Nice To Have A Friend - Taylor Swift
Today Was A Fairytale - Taylor Swift
State Of Grace - Taylor Swift
Mine - Taylor Swift
Delicate - Taylor Swift
Say You Won't Let Go - James Arthur
Naked - James Arthur
Rewrite The Stars - James Arthur + Anne-Marie
I Won't Give Up - Jason Mraz
I'm Yours - Jason Mraz
Thinking Out Loud - Ed Sheeran
Tenerife Sea - Ed Sheeran
How Would You Feel (Paean) - Ed Sheeran
Kiss Me - Ed Sheeran
Afterglow - Ed Sheeran
Lego House - Ed Sheeran
Dive - Ed Sheeran
Galway Girl - Ed Sheeran
Everything Has Changed - Ed Sheeran + Taylor Swift
I Was Made For Loving You - Tori Kelly + Ed Sheeran
Make You Feel My Love -Adele
One Call Away - Charlie Puth
Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol
Just The Way You Are - Bruno Mars
Count On Me - Bruno Mars
Little Things - One Direction
Night Changes - One Direction
Can't Help Falling In Love - Elvis Presley
Andante, Andante - ABBA
Waterloo - ABBA
All Of Me - John Legend
Ocean Eyes - Billie Eilish
Snowman - Sia
A Thousand Years - Christina Perri
Arms - Christina Perri
Teenage Dream - Katy Perry
Halo - Beyoncé
The Only Exception - Paramore
Dandelions - Ruth B
Someone To You - BANNERS
Would You Be So Kind - Dodie
Someone You Like - The Girl and The Dreamcatcher
If I Could Tell Her - Ben Platt 
Absolutely Smitten - Dodie
How Long Will I Love - Ellie Goulding
Angst (Romantic)
Good 4 u - Olivia Rodrigo
Drivers License - Olivia Rodrigo
Deja Vu - Olivia Rodrigo
Brutal - Olivia Rodrigo
Traitor - Olivia Rodrigo
Enough For You - Olivia Rodrigo
1 step forward, 3 steps back - Olivia Rodrigo
Happier - Olivia Rodrigo
Jealousy, Jealousy- Olivia Rodrigo
Favourite Crime - Olivia Rodrigo
Hope Ur Ok - Olivia Rodrigo
Betty - Taylor Swift
Exile - Taylor Swift
Teardrops On My Guitar - Taylor Swift
Wildest Dreams - Taylor Swift
Tolerate It - Taylor Swift
You’re Not Sorry - Taylor Swift
Should’ve Said No - Taylor Swift
White Horse - Taylor Swift
You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift
My Tears Ricochet - Taylor Swift
Back to December - Taylor Swift
Breathe - Taylor Swift
The 1 - Taylor Swift
All Too Well - Taylor Swift
Invisible String - Taylor Swift
Evermore - Taylor Swift
Lose You To Love Me - Selena Gomez
The Heart Wants What It Wants - Selena Gomez
When I Was Your Man -Bruno Mars
Someone Like You - Adele
Hello - Adele
All I Ask - Adele
Let Her Go - Passenger
Say Something - A Great Big World
Stay With Me - Sam Smith
California King Bed - Rihanna
Take a Bow - Rihanna
Broken Hearted Girl - Beyoncé
Tonight I Wanna Cry - Keith Urban
The Winner Takes It All - ABBA
SOS - ABBA
One Of Us - ABBA
Half a Heart - One Direction
Yesterday - The Beatles
If The World Was Ending - Julia Michaels
Colors - Halsey
Happier - Ed Sheeran
One Last Time - Ariana Grande
Why’d You Only Call Me When You High - Artic Monkeys
Play Date - Melanie Martinez
Just a Friend to You - Meghan Trainor
All I Want - Kodaline
Love You From A Distance - Ashley Kutcher
Potential Breakup Song - Aly & AJ
I Don’t Wanna See You With Her - Maria Mena
Let Her Go - Passenger
All My Tears - Ane Brun
Always On My Mind - Elvis Presley
Someone to you - Lewis Capaldi 
Before You Go - Lewis Capaldi
Others
Sit Still, Look Pretty - Daya
How To Be A Heartbreaker - MARINA
No Body, No Crime - Taylor Swift
Look What You Made Me Do - Taylor Swift
Blank Space - Taylor Swift
You Need To Calm Down - Taylor Swift
Getaway Car -Taylor Swift
Gorgeous - Taylor Swift
Bad Blood - Taylor Swift
The Man - Taylor Swift
22 - Taylor Swift
Dorothea - Taylor Swift
Marjorie - Taylor Swift
The Best Day - Taylor Swift
Mirrorball - Taylor Swift
I Forgot That You Existed - Taylor Swift
This Is Why We Can't Have Nice Things - Taylor Swift
The Lakes - Taylor Swift
The Last Great American Dynasty - Taylor Swift
Since U Been Gone - Kelly Clarkson
When I Kissed The Teacher - ABBA
I Have A Dream - ABBA
I've Been Waiting For You - ABBA
You'll Be In My Heart - Phil Collins
Titanium - David Guetta (feat. Sia)
F**ckin' Perfect - P!nk
New Rules - Dua Lipa
IDGAF - Dua Lipa
Bad Guy - Billie Eilish
You Should See Me in A Crown - Billie Eilish
COPYCAT - Billie Eilish
Count On Me - Bruno Mars
Stand By You - Rachel Platten
Firework - Katy Perry
Because You Loved Me - Céline Dion
See You Again - Wiz Khalifa + Charlie Puth
NO - Meghan Trainor
Skyfall - Adele
Gasoline - Halsey
Castle On The Hill - Ed Sheeran
Save Myself - Ed Sheeran
Supermarket Flowers - Ed Sheeran
Small Bump - Ed Sheeran
Growing Up - Macklemore, Ryan Lewis, Ed Sheeran
7 Rings - Ariana Grande
Bad Liar - Selena Gomez
Rare - Selena Gomez
Who Says - Selena Gomez
I Turn To You - Christina Aguilera
Till There Was You - The Beatles
Sweetest Devotion - Adele
ps: sorry, I'm a Swiftie and a Sheerio <3
Characters
Character x fem! or GN! reader (ROMANTIC)
ACOTAR: Rhysand, Cassian, Azriel, Lucien, Helion, Tarquin, kallias and Tamlin.
BRIDGERTON: Anthony Bridgerton, Benedict Bridgerton, Colin Bridgerton and Simon Basset.
GRISHAVERSE: Nikolai, Mal, The Darkling, Kaz, Matthias, Jesper, Wylan and David.
THRONE OF GLASS: Dorian Havilliard and Chaol Westfall.
HARRY POTTER: Harry, Ron, Neville, Draco, George, Fred, Oliver, Cedric, Young Sirius, Young James and Young Remus.
PRIDE AND PREJUDICE: Mr Darcy and Mr Bingley.
MARVEL: Steve, Bucky, Sam, Pietro, Loki, Thor, Peter Parker, Ned, Tony, Bruce, Vision, Clint, T'Challa, Scott Lang, James Rhodes, Peter Quill and Stephen Strange.
THE HUNGER GAMES: Peeta, Gale and Finnick.
GREY'S ANATOMY: Derek Shepherd, Andrew DeLuca, Alex Karev, Jackson Avery, Mark Sloan, George O'Malley, Link, Koracick and Ben Warren.
TEEN WOLF: Scott, Stiles, Derek, Isaac, Liam and Jackson.
THE VAMPIRE DIARIES: Damon, Stefan, Matt, Klaus, Elijah and Kai.
NARNIA: Peter, Edmund and Caspian.
STAR WARS: Anakin, Obi Wan, Kylo, Han, Luke, Poe, Finn and Din Djarin.
Character x platonic!/sis!/bro!/enemy!/daughter!/son!/mentor!/or anything else platonic Reader
ACOTAR: Rhysand, Cassian, Azriel, Feure, Nesta, Elain, Mor, Amren, Nyx, Lucien, Tarquin, Helion, Kallias, Tamlin, Ianthe, Suriel and Bone Carver.
GRISHAVERSE: Nikolai, Mal, Darkling, David, Alina, Bahgra, Zoya, Tamar, Tolya, Apparat, Kaz, Matthias, Jesper, Wylan, Nina, Inej, Tantee Heleen and Pekka Rollins.
THRONE OF GLASS: Dorian, Chaol and Aelin.
BRIDGERTON: Anthony, Benedict, Colin; Daphne, Eloise, Francesca, Gregory, Hyacinth, Lady Violet, Simon, Lady Danbury, Penelope, Lady Portia Featherington, Marina, Sienna, Genevieve, Cressida and Queen Charlotte.
HARRY POTTER: Harry, Ron, Hermione, Neville, Ginny, Luna, Draco, George, Fred, Oliver, Cedric, Cho, Seamus, Fleur, Pansy, Myrtle, Sirius (old or young), James (old or young), Remus (old or young), Lily (old or young), Molly, Arthur, Bill, Percy, Charlie, Xenophilus Lovegood, Snape, Dumbledore, McGonagall, Hagrid, Moody, Flitwick, Umbridge, Bellatrix, Voldemort, Lucius, Narcissa, Peter Pettigrew, Helga Hufflepuff, Salazar Slytherin, Godric Gryffindor, Rowena Ravenclaw, Dobby and Nearly Headless Nick.
PRIDE AND PREJUDICE: Mr Darcy, Georgiana Darcy, Mr Bingley, Caroline Bingley, Elizabeth Bennet, Jane Bennet, Mary Bennet, Lydia Bennet, Catherine Bennet, Charlotte Lucas, Wickam, Mr Collins, Mr Bennet, Mrs Bennet.
MARVEL: Steve, Peggy, Sharon, Natasha, Bucky, Sam, Carol, Monica Rambeau, Pietro, Wanda, Agatha Harkness, Loki, Frigga, Odin, Hela, Thor, Heimdall, Jane Foster, Darcy Lewis, Valkyrie, Peter Parker, Ned, MJ, Tony, Pepper, Morgan, Happy, Howard, Bruce, Vision, Clint, T'Challa, Shuri, Scott, Hope, Hank, Cassie, James Rhodes, Peter Quill, Gamora, Mantis, Nebula, Groot, Rocket, Drax, Stephen Strange, Wong, Nick Fury, Phil Coulson, Maria Hill, Thanos, Ancient One, Red Skull, Ultron, John Walker and Zemo.
THE HUNGER GAMES: Katniss, Peeta, Gale, Finnick, Haymitch, Rue, President Snow, Primrose, Effie, Cinna and Johanna.
GREY'S ANATOMY: Meredith, Derek, Andrew, Alex, Jackson, Mark, Lexie, Cristina, April, Izzie, George, Callie, Owen, Addison, Arizona, Miranda, Amelia, Link, Burke, Teddy, Maggie, Richard, Carina, Ben Warren, Megan Hunt, Ellis Grey, Catherine Avery and Tom Koracick.
TEEN WOLF: Scott, Stiles, Malia, Lydia, Allison, Derek, Isaac, Liam, Jackson, Peter Hale, Chris Argent, Sheriff Stilinski, Kira, Melissa McCall and Noshiko Yukimura.
THE VAMPIRE DIARIES: Damon, Elena, Katherine, Stefan, Caroline, Bonnie, Jenna, Klaus, Elijah, Rebeka, Sheriff Forbes, Kai and Lexi.
NARNIA: Peter, Susan, Edmund, Lucy, Caspian and Aslan.
STAR WARS: Anakin, Padme, Yoda, Jarjar, Obi Wan, Kylo, Rey, Han, Leia, Luke, Poe, Finn and Din Djarin and Grogu.
No pressure tags: @venuswritesfanfic @for-bebbanburg @maggiescarborough @multifandomfix @sweetnspicysimp @lazypeachsoul @magravenwrites
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lilxberry · 2 years
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Preferences: Fight/Make Up (Girls)
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GIF PREFERENCES 
INCLUDES:
Cassie
Jules (Couldn’t think of anything, I’m sorry)
Maddy
Kat
Lexi (Contains season 2 SPOILERS)
Rue (Couldn’t think of anything, I’m sorry)
Requested by: @justalost4girl​ 
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Cassie:
It had been silly really.
That’s what you felt in the long run at least.
After a whole week of not talking to one another, you felt pretty shitty and so, so tired. You wanted to put this all behind you, to move along, but you knew you weren’t in the wrong, that you hadn’t overreacted to the situation one bit. 
When McKay, yes, that McKay, came back to visit his family and his dumbass friends, he had no issue in mind to flirt with Cassie like no time had passed, even so far as claiming he wanted her back.
She took all those flirty comments at the party in stride, allowing herself to flirt back with ease, even if it had been nearing 4 months since their breakup and 3 and a half of them spent being in a relationship with you.
You had originally tried to allow some time and space between you, to make sure she had moved past her feeling towards Chris and to not see you in a way of a rebound.
That had lasted all but those two weeks since you had kissed in her kitchen after she had come home crying to when she knocked on your door, fed up of the lack of seeing you and just forwardly claiming that she could never see you as a rebound, that she genuinely liked you, that she wanted to see where this thing between you both could really go.
So, of course, when you watched their interaction at the party with a bitter taste in your mouth and a scornful eye from across the room, the self-doubts and insecurities that you were just a rebound, a place-holder for McKay came seeping in like a draft, slowly chilling the room down to freezing temperatures.
You had asked her when you both left the party on how come she found it so easy to flirt with her ex, your tone a lot more sharp and bitter than usual.
She had frowned, told you she was just entertaining him, always keeping his at arms length during the conversation, just hoping he wouldn’t try anything further.
You had to give Cassie props for at least telling you truthfully what McKay had said, how he wished to have her back. Although, you slightly didn’t believe her when she told you she explained to him no clearer than crystal that she certainly wasn’t interested and how she was happily with you.
Through the drive towards her house, the conversation continued to become more heated, mean things thrown around which, after a week apart, you now regret.
You had dropped her off that night with barely a glance and left to head to your own house.
In school, you avoided each other in the means that another fight wouldn’t break out; forbid that the two of you would make a scene in front of people unless is was in the form of PDA.
So, with Saturday night in full swing, where you would usually be at some kind of party or spending time watching movies with Cassie, sometimes Lexi, you were in your dark, quiet bedroom with only a lamp on, laying on your bed above the sheets, staring up at the ceiling, unable to sleep but with no motivation to do much else.
Although, the silence was shattered from the knock you heard through the empty house.
Huffing, you stood, trudging through your house towards the front door with little energy. With slumped shoulder and drooping eyelids, you pulled the door open.
It shocked you to see who stood the other side, looking sheepish and not too different from yourself, restless yet exhausted.
Cassie’s eyes were rimmed red, her clothes weren’t anything like you were used to seeing her wear in public, not a speck of makeup in sight.
“Hi.” She sounded meek, her stuffy nose along with the dried tear tracks you can still see on her cheeks are enough indication to tell you she had been crying, very recently.
“Hey,” you responded.
She started shifting in her place, bouncing on her feet ever so slightly as her eyes began to well up once more. “I’m sorry.” A chocked sob escaped her. “You weren’t overreacting, I was. I-I wasn’t listening to how it made you- how it made you feel. I-”
Her apologies were cut short as you brought her into your arms, holding her tightly against you. She allowed herself to sob against your chest, her arms circling your waist tightly and her hands gripping the back of your sweatshirt tightly.
“It’s okay,” you whisper into her hair, trying to shush her crying and calm her.
As she continued to sob, you backed the both of you into the house and push the door close with your foot, your arms still cradling her to you in a firm but sweet embrace.
“Hey, it wasn’t just you. I overreacted a little. I shouldn’t have let that fight get so heated, I should have tried to keep it under control. I shouldn’t have gone off at you like that.”
She pulled away from you slightly, looking up at you. New tears replaced old, dried ones on her cheeks and she was slightly shaking in your hold. “I never would have done anything with him, you know that. I just- God, I ruin fucking everything.”
“Hey, hey. You haven’t ruined anything, okay? It’s okay,” you soothe her. She rested her head against your chest again, enjoying the warmth you constantly provide.
Moments passed where you just stayed silently holding each other until- “I missed you,” you whispered.
“I missed you too.”
You both spent the rest of the night making up for lost time; sweet and gentle touches, longing kisses, whispered apologies, all whilst wrapped up in each other once more, right back where you both belonged.
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Jules:
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Maddy:
“I honestly can’t fucking believe you.”
A laugh lacking any subtle hint of humour escaped you. "Oh yeah, because I'm the one being completely unbelievable right now. You are fucking unreal, Mads."
Maddy scoffed. "So I was just supposed to stand by and let you fuck each other? Is that what you want? You wanna fuck that whore?" Her tone was sarcastic.
It had been one simple party at some person’s house you hadn’t known. You were standing to the side as per usual, occasionally entertaining Maddy with a dance, even drinking since you had another way of getting back to your house alongside Maddy.
You’ve seemed to gain more confidence since being with Maddy, which is obvious by your posture and how you were more talkative to others around you. The image of you, standing in such a relaxed state, talking to others openly and drink in your hand must’ve been all too inviting for one girl it seemed, who meandered her way over towards you with a not so subtle seductive smile and an extra sway in her hips.
The girl had purred out a greeting, something you thought which was harmless, responding back and easily flowing into a conversation, although your motives weren’t so aligned with one another.
You had continued to be friendly with the girl, who you had learnt was called Tess, and she had been friendly right on back. Her hand held your arm, her body had been slightly pushed into your side at her own doing.
Her flirting was at an all time high, yet you failed to notice even a sprinkle of it, thinking the girl was just overly friendly and had a bit too much to drink.
Maddy, on the other hand, watched the whole thing feeling tense and pretty pissed off for lack of better words. She fumed and seethed as she watched you allow the girl to hang off of you and touch you and even so much as to run her fingers through your hair, pushing it back with her hand.
She would have been even more pissed if she heard that she had mentioned that your hair looked quite sexy when being pushed back like so. (Was that a mean girls reference? I think it was, oops-)
But she knew you were oblivious.
You just didn’t know that you were the epitome of every girls wet dreams.
You were extremely humble when it came to your looks, even if you didn’t even know so.
But the girls body language and fuck me eyes and excessive touching was so obvious, Maddy just knew you had to have know and you were just simply allowing it. 
The last straw had been when the girl had leaned up and whispered into your ear something she obviously hadn’t heard but with you still smiling, it had set her off.
Watching the whole thing, she had continuously downed one drink after the other, so when she came stopping over, she wasn’t just furious, she was pissed out of her skull drunk.
She yanked the girl off and away from you, screaming about not touching what was hers and that dirty whores weren’t even allowed to look, yet alone touch.
You were shocked beyond belief and completely appalled with Maddy’s behaviour, wrapping your arms around her waist and dragging her away from the girl and away from the party, calling an apology over your shoulder to the girl who, at the time, you felt was maliciously attacked with no real cause.
The whole way back your apartment, the two of you went back and forth, screaming and yelling, even as you entered, it hadn’t slowed you both down.
Which lead you to now, the creaming match continuing.
“I’m too fucking tired for this Mads,” you started, pinching the bridge of your nose. You walked towards the bedroom, grabbing one of the pillows from off of your bed before making your way back towards the couch in your living room, Maddy following you as she continued to scream, even if her words fell upon deaf ears; you were now blocking out any and all sounds coming from your angry girlfriend.
“Are you seriously fucking ignoring me?” she stumbled towards you. “Can you stop being such a fucking cunt for once and look at me?”
You turned towards her, getting her hopes up that you were finally listening to her, only to shock her when you kiss her forehead and muttered a quiet “g’night’” before kicking your shoes off and laying down on the couch, head on your pillow and blanket that usually lied along the back of the couch now carelessly thrown over you.
Maddy watched you for a moment before she sniffled and stumbled her way into your bedroom, slamming the door in a fit behind her.
You sigh and you close your eyes, tired and upset from the argument.
Your mind wandered freely before you finally fell into something that could be compared to a restless sleep.
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The first thing Maddy noticed when her eyes had fluttered open that the covers were neatly draped over her, keeping her warm. She remembers, barely, that she hadn’t even cared in the slightest whether she was comfortable or not when she threw herself on to the bed to quietly sob into the mattress.
Then she noticed that she could freely wiggle her painted toes, the restriction of her shoes no longer presence.
Then it was the glass of water on the bedside with two Advil sat beside it.
Maddy continued to notice small details, as she continued to wake up.
Her face felt puffy from her pity party last night but it didn’t feel heavy with makeup.
She’d think more of it if her head wasn’t a pounding mess.
Sitting up, the covers fell from her body and she gratefully snatched the water and two tablets from the bedside table, all before clambering out of bed and towards your kitchen, where you sat patiently yet dazed, a cup of coffee in your hands upon the table, a small breakfast sitting opposite you for Maddy.
She looked at you; how your clothes were the same from the night before and that dark bags were circling your eyes.
Maddy looked down and finally noticed that she even had a new change of clothes on, one of your t-shirts and a pair of spare basketball shorts.
Truth was, you hadn’t slept a wink, maybe a hour altogether. You had given it an hour before heading into your bedroom, seeing Maddy passed out atop the blanket, fully clothed, heels still strapped to her feet, makeup a mess and hair askew.
You spent time carefully changing her into something more comfortable before cleaning her face up and gently moving her up the bed, resting her head on the pillow before making sure she was tucked under the blankets to keep her warm.
You continuously checked on her throughout the night and by 7, you sorted out a glass of water and some Advil for her to take the moment she wakes up.
By 9, you cooked her something up to eat, making sure it wouldn’t go cold by the time she came to join you at the table in the kitchen.
“Morning,” she near whispered, looking down at her hands as her fingers picked at her nails, tears already brimming in her eyes and her bottom lip wobbled.
You were snapped out of your daze and looked towards your girlfriend. “How’re you feeling?”
“Like shit.” She allowed a few tears to roll down her cheek as she raised her head to look at you, remorse written across her face. “I’m sorry.” Her voice cracked. “God, I’m such a bitch,” she shook her head as if she was disappointed in herself.
“Hey,” you called softly, prompting her to look at you. “C’mere.”
She slowly ambled her way over and you pulled her gently to sit on your lap, your arms wrapping securely around her waist. You pressed a sweet kiss against her shoulder as you looked up at her.
“You’re not a bitch. Things we didn’t mean were said and there was alcohol involved. I’m sorry too, but I’d just rather forget about it.” You allowed one of your arms to reach up to brush away her tears, cupping her cheek gently after. “Just, if you ever feel like that again, can you promise to try talk to me rather than nearly ripped somebodies head off and call me a cunt?” You smiled at her teasingly and she couldn’t help but let a short, sweet laugh bubble out of her.
“I promise,” she started. “And I’m sorry for calling you a cunt. I’m the one that’s a massive cunt.”
You hummed thoughtfully. “Nah, you’re not a cunt. You do have one though, and I must say, it’s the prettiest cunt I’ve seen.”
Maddy laughed and hit your shoulder jokingly before leaning down to capture you lips in a soft kiss. “I made you some breakfast, don’t let it go to waste princess.”
Tapping the side of her leg, she jumps up and moves to sit opposite you, slowly beginning to dig into her food. After swallowing, she shyly begins. “Can we have a shower when I’m finished? Together?”
You smiled at her as you raised your mug up to your lips, the scent of coffee drifting up into your nose. “’course. I thought I was gonna have to trick you into having one, you proper smell.” By the smile on your face and the teasing wink you sent her, she knew you were simply playing.
Maddy laughed loudly and continued eating, slowly beginning to chat your ear off, all whilst you listened intently, watching her with an adoring gaze as you sipped your coffee slowly, happy with how the morning was turning out compared to last night.
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Kat:
You sat at the table beside Jules and Rue, watching quietly as Kat and Ethan sat beside each other closely, whispering about who knows what to one another.
You turned back to your food and silently pushed your food around the tray, fork occasionally scraping against the plate, driving both Jules and Rue nuts.
“Okay,” Jules started, arms thrown up in exasperation. “What the fuck is up with you? How come you aren’t sitting with Kat?”
Your hand stilled, fork dangling between your thumb and finger before you sighed before looking back over towards Kat and Ethan as you quietly mumbled. “I told her I love her.”
The pair of them widened their eyes and turned to look at you, sparing glances towards Kat occasionally. “That’s a good thing, right?”
You shrugged, turning your eyes back down towards you food. “Apparently not,” you started. “She didn’t say it back, which, I’m fine with, y’know. She doesn’t have to say it back. But, she just kinda blew up on me, called me stupid, said that I couldn’t say that I love her so soon.”
“It just kinda slipped,” you continued. “But I meant it. After the arguement, she kinda stormed out of my house and she hasn’t spoken to me since. I’ve just been seeing her with Ethan constantly.”
Rue nodded along understandingly and Jules placed a comforting hand on your back. “You’ll figure it out,” Jules spoke sympathetically.
You cleared your throat. “Yeah, uhm, thanks.” When Jules removed her hand, you moved to stand up, picking your backpack up off the ground and swinging it onto your shoulders. “I’ll uh,” you picked up your tray. “I’ll talk to you guys later.”
You flashed them a small but unconvincing smile before slowly making your way out of the cafeteria, making sure you drop your tray off, face crestfallen, unaware of the sad and concerned pair of eyes watching you leave.
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“Why don’t you just swallow your pride and go talk to them?” Ethan brought Kat’s attention back in front of her.
She sighed and shook her head, before groaning and laying her head atop her folded arms on the table. “I can’t,” she whispered.
The insecurities than ran through her constantly kept getting worse day by day and all she wanted was to be held by you and to be told by that soothing voice of yours that she shouldn’t listen to what she had been thinking.
Ethan sighed. “If you don’t talk it through with her, it isn’t gonna work, you know that.” He looked up at that moment only to spot Maddy, Cassie and BB walking towards the table. He sighed once more as he began to stand collecting his own things. “Just, think about it, yeah?” And with that, he left just as the girls arrived and took their seats.
“What was that all about?” Maddy asked as she side-eyed Ethan’s figure walking away.
“Nothing, don’t worry.” Kat smiled towards her friends before putting up a façade, a false act, hoping nothing would show of her current dilemma.
Yet as they talked through their lunch period, the only thing on Kat’s mind, was you.
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Sitting still felt like such a struggle yet you had no motivation to actually move. Your mind was running a mile a minute as you stared blankly at the wall, arms wrapped around your knees, hugging them tightly towards you. 
It’s been the same repetitive schedule since Kat had began ignoring you.
Two quiet knocks sounded at the door bringing you out of your mindless daze. The door slowly pushed open, to reveal a sheepish looking Kat. “Uh, hey,” she started quietly. “Your uh, your mom let me in. She- she said to tell you that she was heading to work and their was money downstairs to order pizza.”
“Yeah,” you croaked. “Thanks.”
You watched her as she fidgeted nervously before closing the door and apprehensively walked further into your room until she stood about a foot away from the edge of your bed, looking just before you at the quilt by your feet.
“I’m sorry,” you heard her quietly rasp out. “I uhm, I didn’t mean anything I said, I didn’t mean to run out. I’m,” a sniffle cut her off. “I’m sorry I didn’t say it back.”
“It’s okay, I especially didn’t expect you to say it back or anything,” you quietly returned. A silence settled over you before you asked the question you desperately wanted to ask. “Why did you run away?”
Kat felt all the more guilty at your hurt and quiet tone. She wiped under her eyes quickly to try dissipate the building tears. “I was scared.”
Your brows furrowed and you moved slightly closer to her. “Why were you scared?” Your tone was soft and you kept your volume low, the concern seeping through into the question easily.
“I was scared that- that once I said it back, you would leave.”
Your lip wobbled slightly as you moved to stand before her, taking her hands in your own with such a cautious, tender, sweet grip. “Why would I ever leave you?”
Her tears flowed free when Kat heard the crack in your voice and her shoulders began to rise and fall as she broke down, her hands trembling in your hold. You brought her into a tight hug to reassure her, as if trying to squeeze every ounce of sadness out of her.
“I, just, got into my own head. I allowed all these stupid thoughts in and tell me I wasn’t good enough for you, that you didn’t love me, that you would leave me.”
You pulled back slightly to cup her cheek in her hand and raise her head so she could look you in the eye, to see the sincerity within your next words.
“Katherine Hernandez, I fucking love you. And I’ll never leave as long as you want me around.” The glossy shine of tears building in your own eyes was visible and she couldn’t help but believe every single word you had just spoken.
She reached to kiss you, slow, longing needy and full of emotion.
As you and Kat separated, you both exhaled in length, your lips still timidly brushing against one another, eyes closed and basking in each other’s hold.
“I love you, too,” Kat whispered against your lips before the two of you shared another kiss.
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Lexi:
(Season 2 SPOILERS)
You scoffed and shook your head as the played continued, a feeling of hurt, of betrayal settling within you.
You supported Lexi through and through ever since she mentioned the play to you. Never once had she told you what it was about though, who it was about.
The small bouquet of flowers held in your hand were too damaged at this point as you continued to watch everything unfold on the stage. It had gone past the first few scenes where a character that had been oddly similar to you had been shown, prancing around like some cocky asshole, all issues and insecurities you told to Lexi in confidence being flaunted and preformed for the entertainment of others.
But it was the last straw; a scene that shouldn’t have even been conjured up now playing out in front of you, in front of most likely hundreds.
The character that highly resembled you, Lexi had no issue once again snogging for dear life. The casted students’ hands roaming across your girlfriends body, Lexi having seen no issue in that, not considering how it made you feel.
The lines spoken made bile rise up in your throat as it displayed to everyone the intimate moments you shared with Lexi, your sex life practically aired to the school.
You couldn’t sit and watch anymore; the snickering and whispers around you, the glances from other students. Only a handful, like Kat and Jules, looked at you in sympathy and maybe a hint of concern. But no matter, you couldn’t take any more of it.
Standing up abruptly, you threw the crushed flowers down on to your now empty chair before making your way up the aisle between the seats and out of the door, jaw clenched and hands balled up tightly by your sides.
Lexi hadn’t even noticed you leaving, her focus solely on her performance.
And so, the play continued on as you seethed, making your way into the parking lot and through the gates, wandering anywhere, further and further away from the school.
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By the conclusion of the play, whether planned or not, a natural conclusion or not, Lexi had finally noticed your somewhat empty seat, something sitting in place of you.
By the time most filtered out, she finally had chance to reach your seat, after nonstop calling and texting, evrything being left unanswered.
She spotted the crumpled flowers and her eyebrows furrowed.
Lexi picked them up gently and spotted the card still taped to the wrapping. Picking it up and carefully tearing the note away, her eyes sweeped over the card, taking in every word, her heart fluttering.
‘A writer, a director, an actress.
You truly are the biggest and brightest, most beautiful star Earth has ever known.
And I’m the luckiest person on Earth,
to be the one to call that star my own.
I’m so proud of you.
I love you, Lexi.’
She smiled warmly at the message, her heart rate increasing and cheeks beginning to hurt before falling into a frown, remembering you weren’t there.
Why were you there to greet her? Why hadn’t you given her the flowers and message herself? Why couldn’t you greet her with a kiss and a “well done, I’m so proud of you” once it was all over?
She sat down in the seat the flowers were previously rest on, the card and flowers held in one hand whilst the other pressed her phone her her ear as she decided to try call you once more.
The line rang and rang and just when Lexi thought that she would be sent to your voicemail once more, your voice sounded on the other end of the line.
“Yeah?”
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You were sat at the park nearest your house, your feet gently pushing you back and forth, your hands buried deep in your pocket as you looked down towards the ground were your feet scuffed against the floor, trying to calm yourself down from your anger and embarrassment.
Your phone had been buzzing nonstop with calls and text from Lexi, each one being ignored, refusing to speak with her.
It had calmed, and you hoped that she had given up.
And you believed it for five whole minutes, before your phone began to buzz again.
Pulling your phone from your pocket, you watched as Lexi’s name and face brightened the screen. You stared and stared and stared, a long internal battle to just let it go to voicemail.
But before you could, you answered and spoke in a cold, distant, monotone voice. “Yeah?”
“Hey, where are you?” She sounded somewhat chipper so you assumed the play was a success.
A small scoff escaped you as you continued to lightly kick your feet against the ground. “Why? Planning on writing another play?”
You could hear the frown as she responded. “What? Where are you? How come you left?” she started. “You knew this was important to me.”
You huffed a humourless laugh. “I didn’t exactly feel like sticking around while you continued to embarrass me further, Lexi.”
She cringed on the other end at the use of her name; it sounded venomous from your lips this time round. “What do you mean? I didn’t embarrass you. How?”
A disbelieving laugh sounded from you this time, louder than the previous. “You’ve got to be fucking kidding me, Lexi.” Your voice slowly rose. “You broadcasted our fucking sex life to everyone in there! You showcased my fucking insecurities, all the times I’ve told you about issues at home! I’m surprised more people aren’t pissed off with you!”
“But-but I changed your name, I changed details to keep you anonymous, like i did everyone else!”
“You can’t seriously believe that everyone in there is so fucking dumb to not connect the dots!” you yelled down into the phone. “Don’t even get me started on what you’ve done to the others! they may not voice it but you’ve fucking hurt them Lexi- you’ve hurt me!”
Although you never liked Nate and have certainly never sympathised with him, you believed she shouldn’t have done such a scene depicting him, even if it was dosed in humour. And the way she had portrayed Cassie, her own sister, you couldn’t support her in her choices and how she had gone about things.
“If I knew, for even a second, that you would use what I’ve said and done against me in some stupid fucking play, I can promise you I wouldn’t have shared shit with you.”
You heard Lexi release a broken sob on the other end and sighed deeply, closing your eyes tightly to fight back your own tears.
“I didn’t realise it would hurt people. I-I just, I wanted to do something that I could be proud of,” she sobbed.
“Yeah. Well, I hope you’re real fucking proud, Lexi.” Your voice wavered and cracked during the sentence. “Enjoy celebrating or whatever. I just, I need some time away.”
She began to argue, beg, practically wail about forgiveness and how she was sorry. But you couldn’t listen. Not right now.
“Bye Lex,” you whispered before ending the call and cutting of her cries.
The phone laid limp in your hand as tears began to make their way down your face and in a moment of anger and hurt, your screamed in pain as you threw your phone across the park before burying your head in your hands, crying and sobbing and wailing yourself.
(I’ve kinda left this open ended because that’s a whole lot to deal with lmao.)
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Rue:
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These were so shitty
Like I’m so sorry
When I finally become imaginative, I’ll update it with scenarios for both Jules and Rue
This also kinda links up with my previous preferences and I do plan of back peddling at some point to do some kind of first date scenario for each of them
If you wanna be added to a taglist lemme know
Anywho, I hope you enjoy
As always, constructive criticism and requests are welcomed and greatly appreciated :D
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Euphoria taglist:
@thanossexual​ 
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thebisexualdogdad · 3 years
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Can you do a Lexi x male reader where the reader is rue’s twin and reader has been dating Lexi for a few months and some smut to please
Lexi Howard x GN!reader
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· when you first wanted to ask Lexi out you went to Rue to make sure she was okay with you going out with her best friend
· she really couldn't care less 
· so you asked Lexi out on a date and she shortly became your girlfriend
· there's pretty much always a Bennet twin at the Howard house
· if you aren't there hanging out with Lexi, Rue is 
· Lexi doesn't hang around your house that much because Rue has walked in one too many times on you guys having sex
· well Cassie has done the same thing but she's gone most weekends now seeing McKay 
· so you have a lot more privacy at her place
· Lexi entices you into studying by everytime you answer a question right one of you gets to take a piece of clothing off 
· sometimes you go down on her while she reads the textbook to you 
· you guys will make out in your car at lunch 
· Rue and Cassie don't ask where you are anymore 
· you and Rue have to share your car so she often complains of it smelling like sex
· your mom invites Lexi over for dinner quite often 
· which is fine until both Rue and Gia bail leaving you with just your mom and her shitty boyfriend
· Lexi usually has to stop you from lashing out at him
· which leads to some rough car sex when you drive her home 
· and then you start to fight with Rue when she actually does gets home about ditching dinner but just turns into complaining about Robert together 
· you're pretty careful about leaving hickies only in places that can be hidden by her clothes
· but once in a while you accidentally leave one on her neck that Cassie or Maddy have to help her cover with makeup
· and they tease her for the rest of day about it
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