fez, to lexi: bro you better shut the fuck up before i look at you one day and feel warm and realize i've fallen in love with you bro
fez: dude i’m serious, quit it
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Rip to Angus Cloud and the happy ending Fexi should have had </3
They end up together to me no matter what
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lexi howard.. the girl u are ♡
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I watched Euphoria Season 2 episode 1 four nights ago since the passing of Angus and man… I balled my eyes out the entire time. It’s so painful to me 💔 and I’m still not over Angus is really gone. I’ll never accept this, I’m afraid 🥀 Denial, denial 😔
I forced myself to watch it because I needed to remind myself of my love and passion for Euphoria—for Fezco & Lexi 💌❤️🩹
Not that my love for them ever went away; it’s very much still there but, I more so needed to remind myself why I started doing Euphoria Sims in the first place.
I still have so many ideas, plans and scripts already written—still need to do part two of Our Life… it’s just very heartbreaking for me and I’m scared.
Scared of balling my eyes out again; scared of the many nights I’ll have to face my sadness during filming; scared to mourn through my dedication of tedious editing—oh the sad songs…😭
Scared to accept that I will never see him onscreen again, and that no matter how many loving videos I make that we will never see Lexi and Fezco get their happy ending Together in reality 💔
But, I am going to face my fears 🥲 I’ve never lost someone close to me, let alone an actor/actress that death has affected me as much as Angus…
So I’m going to do this for ANGUS 🌩️❤️ I’d like to think he’s all around me in spirit, covering me like a blanket as I devote the time and long nights into crafting him; his physical beauty and caring personality.
He loved art just like me, and the Sims is my best way of expressing my visual ideas and the gracefulness of their friendship and relationship—the endless depth of where it could go…where it Could have went.
Although Angus never got the chance to see my videos, my art, I am going to continue to make them in honor of Him. He is watching me; US❣️ And he is everywhere around us. Always ♾️
Bless, Bless 🕊️🌹 One Love ☝🏽❤️🌩️
- Ashley
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