#buck was being so buck during this scene it was stressing me out
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Let's talk about this and patterns in the show, shaw we?
Okay, so Buck wearing green here is stressing me out now. I have a really long meta in Buck and green and red clothing (you can read it here), but I'll explain the green side of the point here if you don't want to read that. Basically, Buck wears a lot of red, enough for it to be a stable color for him, and red's complementary color is green. He's usually on the reds, pinks, and oranges.
The point of a complementary color, is to create contrast, and they used green on Buck in the coma world, so we would feel like something is wrong even if we can't quite figure out why.
They made a lot of choices about his wardrobe in the coma dream that just looked weird, up to getting him black vans instead of the usual white hightops, and that creates a contrast with the usual Buck that's unsettling.
Why is that relevant? Well, green is his something is wrong color. The coma world being the most blatant example because that sweater is green, BUT he wears green during breakups and when he's doing misguided stupid shit in the name of love. The breakup with Ali, the breakup with Taylor, and I will throw in the graveyard as a breakup with Eddie, because that's the feel of the scene and he's wearing green, but technically he's just being an idiot about love.
He's also wearing green when he takes Red to see Cindy, subsequently when he talks to Maddie about how it feels to always be left, when he's hiding at Eddie's place because he doesn't want to confront Taylor because that would lead to them breaking up and he's not there yet, and when he is trying to convince himself Abby is coming back (this last one really confused me but I did color picked a palette out of that shirt and that's green).
But if we established enough of a pattern to say he does misguided shit when it comes to love, like inserting himself in Red's love life, saying this random woman he met 5 minutes ago really sees him, trying to convince himself the women who fled the country is coming back to him, then Buck wearing green with Eddie is worrying.
Because if you look at the conversations they have in the firehouse, they are usually close to the point but still need something else to truly fix the situation, they hiding something or holding on to something they shouldn't, and it goes from the first fight at the gym with the way Buck is making his insecurities about Eddie and not really working through what's really bothering him, after the lawsuit, they do clear the air but Eddie is still hiding the whole fighting thing and the fighting thing actually makes Eddie flinch away from Buck, when they are talking after the dinner with Buck's parents, Eddie is trying to have a conversation but Buck wants to hold on to anger, when they are talking about the panic attacks, Eddie shuts Buck out because he doesn't want to admit Buck is right yet, and when they are talking about Chris having nightmares, Eddie is fully taking the blame for Chris missing Shannon, even if that's something completely out of his control and that eventually even leads to Eddie quitting and the thought process starts there.
So they always involve one of them wanting to have a conversation but the other not being fully ready to be honest about everything so they are talking but they are not on the same wavelength. They also always end with one of them walking out.
I have a really long meta about the framing in a lot of their big conversations (you can read it here if you want all the thoughts), but basically if they are on the same level, as they are both sitting down they are usually talking about Eddie.
Because when they are talking about Buck, Eddie is usually standing up and Buck is looking up at him. (I have a meta on the looking-up thing if you feel like reading more thoughts on that)
And if they are discussing their relationship, they are face to face.
Random add on, if they are talking about Chris, they are usually sitting side by side on the same surface in a sense, yes I'm counting the counter as one surface lol
So signs point to the new stills being Buck forcing Eddie to talk about something he's not ready to talk about. But when you add the green while Eddie is not wearing blue, so the green is not about the blue and green thing, (I have a meta on the blue and green thing in general and it applied to buddie too that one is truly unhinged tho), and the way talks at the station mean holding on to something they shouldn't and the still of Eddie talking to Bobby, this conversation can very easily be a moment of tension.
AND, I know I'm not the only one who saw those stills and immediately thought about the panic attacks conversation, BUT, stay with me because now I'm reaching, the graveyard conversation tries to call back to the dumb luck conversation (I also have a meta on the graveyard that touches on that if you want thoughts)
But basically, similar outfits and angles, locations we never saw before and probably will never see again. But, while the equine therapy talk works to give Eddie hope and bring them closer together, the cemetery has the exact opposite effect. It creates space between them.
If we consider this and the way it seems to be calling back to a conversation that led Eddie to do the right thing about Ana, they could very much be calling back to that just to do the opposite and having Eddie refuse to listen to Buck for whatever reason.
Because one thing about the dumb luck conversation is also the movement, they are walking, the camera is moving, the conversation is moving and they are making progress, something we don't feel in the cemetery because they are in the same place, the conversation is not leading them anywhere besides away from each other.
And the conversation about the panic attacks that happen while Buck corners Eddie while Eddie is trying to sleep, so Eddie will be in a more relaxed state than when Buck is walking in wearing civilian clothes and Eddie is so deep in his workout he's glistening with sweat, so Buck is walking in on Eddie with a completely different energy. And assuming conflict to the point Buck feels the need to corner him in the gym? That means fight.
This is a very long way to say divorced era 2.0 is upon us lol basically they are arguing and it's about Eddie refusing to listen to Buck about something. Maybe even love related.
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I know Buck wasn’t originally written as bisexual but looking back to season 2, you actually can interpret buck being attracted to eddie. He may even had a little crush on him. But Eddie being canonically straight didn’t show any romantic or sexual interest towards buck. I think if he was canonically gay and interested in buck and made any moves towards it, he could have had his bi awakening or realization back then and could have caught serious romantic feelings for Eddie. You can’t deny some parallels between his first meeting with eddie and with tommy. The unknown jealousy and the ranting about them. But because eddie is straight and never showed any sign of beeing into buck, his (maybe) feelings for eddie turned into an incredibly great friendship. That’s why I think his feelings for Tommy are very real and don’t have anything to do with Eddie. Tommy is canonically gay and reciprocated the feelings and attraction to buck. He was the one who made the first move and kissed buck. Buck was clearly interested in him and tried to get his attention. I do think that if tommy wasn’t interested in him and didn’t kiss him, buck still wouldn’t have figured out that he’s bisexual and his feelings towards him probably would’ve eventually turned into friendly feelings. I personally tend to hope for bucktommy rather than buddie but I wouldn’t be mad if buddie became canon. But I think the only way would be to make eddie demisexual, because there were really no signs that he likes men in any way other than his strong connection and chemistry with buck. Different from buck where you can retrospectively see many unintentional signs.
Oh yeah! I want to make it abundantly clear that I’m all in the bucktommy train 100%
I fell in love with them and I’m more in favor of them than the ship that shall not be named. I can’t stress it enough, I want bucktommy to be endgame. I’m a bucktommy slut.
I do believe you can look back and see clues that maybe buck was into eddie, whether that was intentional or not. I believe the writers accidentally queer coded him and when they noticed they decided to run with it when they got the green light from the network.
But as you said, he could have had an initial crush on a friend and that changed with time. And that is completely fine! It doesn’t mean he had been in love with him the whole time and repressing it. Of course there is the possibility that buck and eddie can be an item, if the writers decide to go that route.
That being said, as of now, there are no concrete evidence on screen that buck and eddie were/are going in that direction. Like you said, eddie hasn’t shown he’s into men/buck and if buck was into eddie since the beginning and vice versa, i believe the writers would have pushed that queer coding to the max she-ra style to force the network to get them together. There had been opportunities for the writers to not be that ambiguous.
And yes! The canon bi buck storyline is not about Eddie and it shouldn’t be even if buck and eddie are supposed to be endgame. All the signs since 07x03 (when Buck touched Tommy’s shoulder and we all got a little bit of the gay vibe) have pointed that Buck had been into tommy and mistook who he was placing the jealousy on during 07x04. It’s a classic trope and I hate that b*ddie stans conveniently forgot how misdirection works to feed into what they want (not only that, but also stating as fact). When 07x05 rolled around and we got the coming out scene, it’s clear to me that there was no intention to place bucks attraction to men on eddie or eddie also realizing he’s queer. It would have been the perfect opportunity to sprinkle in some queer eddie but there was not even a subtle hint of that in that entire scene and I honestly hope their friendship stays that way.
Not to be a bitch but, why can’t they “just” be friends? It’s so rare to have these archetypes of characters be as vulnerable and devoted to each other, without an ounce of toxic masculinity, being true friends and nothing else. I whole heartedly believe what buck and eddie have is even bigger than family or romance, they are each others rocks and defining them as brothers or “husbands” does a disservice to their relationship. I think of them more as platonic soulmates. They are others ride or die, which reminds me a lot of Marjan and Paul from lone star (they have a very similar dynamic and despite theoretically having the possibility of being a couple - as a straight woman and straight man - I don’t see them going that way ever because that’s not what their relationship is. They love each other, would literally die for each other but are not and will never see each other as potential romantic partners).
On a waaaaaaaaay lighter note: I’m excited for next episode. We are surely getting more bucktommy and I simply can’t wait to see what the writers have cooking up for this lovely ship!
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Desperate (sex and zombies- chapter 14)
pairing- {Daryl x fem!reader}
summary- You find yourself needing a helping hand.
warning- 18+ content, immediate smut, no plot just absolute filth, humiliation, dirty talk, fingering, slight crybaby reader?
notes- If you are here for the overall plot, this scene would be placed back in the prison, before things actually pick up with Rick. During the week while they are ignoring each other because he lost it on her.
*For that sweet anon who wanted another Daryl chapter; I assumed you liked 'transient' because of his attitude and dirty talk, so I tried to keep that in. Let me know if this satisfied your needs <3
You laid there, shaking and whimpering like a little bitch. Overaware of your own sounds, covered in a light sheen of sweat, with the sheets kicked to the edge of the bed. Hand in your shorts, and fingers stuffed up your cunt as far as you could manage. It wasn't enough. You'd been at it for an hour at least. Breathing all heavy and fucking your own hand, trying to find some kind of relief in the heat of the non air conditioned prison. Sexually frustrated from... well everything really. Rick mostly. Him losing it on you. You were avoiding him like the plague, afraid to make him any more mad. Afraid that he'd hold a grudge, and that you'd never even have a shot with him. As silly as it sounded, it is what you'd wanted from the start, so you really didn't want to fuck up your chances now.
You picked up your pace, bucking your hips further onto the three digits you'd managed to fit in your sopping wet pussy. A pool of slick had already dampened the sheets below, proving just how desperate you were to finish. Fuck. Why can't you finish? It's not like you'd never touched yourself before. You knew your own body. Right?
You were just stressed. At least that's what you figured. Stressed from the farm, and being on the road, and then the prison. Everything that had happened since arriving. It was really dampening your mood.
You let out a frustrated cry and bit your lip hard, trying to contain your emotions, still finger fucking yourself as fast as you were able to, but every time you thought you were close, it would just disappear. A salty tear slipped down the side of your face. Oh my god. How pathetic are you? You can't even make your own self c-
"Hey- Oh shit."
You ripped your hand out of your shorts and immediately went for the sheets, pulling them up to cover your embarrassment.
"What the fuck Daryl, have you never heard of knocking?!"
"Sorry I didn't know you were- I thought you had a headache..." Daryl stood, rather awkwardly right at the entrance of your cell. The curtain swaying slightly from where he'd just interrupted your, not so peaceful, privacy.
"I did-" you took a deep breath. You actually did, a few hours ago. And then you woke up feeling much better and weirdly aroused from some dream you couldn't quite remember. So you thought, what better time then to rub one out while no-one would bother you.
Your whole face was on fire, the humiliation of the situation setting in completely. "Just get out please." You covered your eyes with your hands and the sheet, attempting to shield your entire self from his gaze. No way were you coming now.
"Were you- uh, were you touchin' yourself?" His mouth was curled into a funny little smirk.
"Get. Out. " You said through your teeth, this time looking up at him, giving your absolute best death glare.
He stepped closer, confusion forming on his brows.
"Were you crying? " He asked, taking a couple steps closer, making your whole body burn bright red. Ohmygod just leave already.
"No." You quickly wiped away the wetness on you cheek.
"Well it looks like you were crying."
"I just- can you get the hell out please. Fuckin' seriously."
"Hey," his face softened at your tone. "I'm not tryna be mean okay. I was just checking up on you. Thought I'd bring you some water." He waved the bottle in the air, the sound of the liquid splashing around inside the plastic.
You didn't answer, instead just trying to focus on your heart rate that wouldn't calm the hell down.
"Why were you crying?" He asked, really sincere this time.
"I can't-" you sighed again. Pulling your knees up and burying face as you admitted the reason. "I can't finish. It's- I don't know, it's like I'm broken or something."
"You're not broken," He sat on the edge of the bed, a hint of amusement in his voice. He was way too close for comfort, and the fact that your sleep shorts were soaked through with your own wetness didn't help. "You're propably just stressed. A lot's been happening."
You nodded into your knee, not caring to make eye contact with the man. You'd asked him to leave a million times already and he clearly wasn't listening.
"You want some help?" He offered, hand coming up to your calf, gently squeezing it.
You scoffed an almost laugh. "Um no. I want you to leave."
"You uh... You sure?" His eyes travelled down to the wet spot on the bed, which you quickly moved to cover with your leg.
"Daryl I swear to fucking god-"
"Hey-" he moved forward, hands on your legs, pushing them apart and leaning in to you. "Relax. You've helped me out once or twice, c'mon. Let me. Last I checked, you can finish with me... Unless you've been fakin' it or somethin'..."
"Ugh." You fell back in frustration, head hitting the cushiony pillow below. "You don't get it. I've been trying for an hour and it just like..." You tried to come up with how to describe it. "Like it's never enough, I get so close and then it just... it hurts."
"So you gave yourself blue balls?"
What a freakin' boy. "Yeah, I guess if that's what you wanna call it." You rolled your eyes, propping yourself up on elbows, seeing him in between your legs. A patient look on his face. His bulging muscles extra apparent in his tight black long sleeve. Jesus Christ he was just making it worse.
"Try again." He suggested.
"I've been trying Daryl. It's not fuckin' working."
"Just," he grabbed your hand, and positioned at your core. "Let me see. Try again. Touch yourself."
The second the words left his mouth you felt a jolt in your pelvic muscles. His energy shifted from playful to possessive.
"I don't really-"
"It's nothing I haven't seen before." He counter argued. True. Though it felt different. More... intimate. Being on display wasn't really your thing.
"C'mhere." He tugged at your legs, pulling you down the bed and settling himself on the other end, one leg crossed under himself as the other hung over the tiny mattress, foot planted on the ground. "Take your shorts off."
You still felt the pink on your cheeks but the thought of actually finishing did help tame some of the embarrassment. You shimmied out of the shorts, tossing them to the ground.
"Shirt too."
"Daryl-" You warned. He was pushing boundaries for sure.
"Take the shirt off." His eyes were dark and you couldn't help but stare at the very prominent outline pulling at the denim of his jeans.
You swallowed hard and took the top off in one fluid motion, nipples immediately forming little peaks on your supple breasts. He licked his lips, hands twitching, ready to touch you, but holding back. Situating himself even further into the mattress.
"Well go on, show me what you were doin' before I walked in here."
You shook your head at him.
"Do it. Or I won't touch you at all. Is that what you want? Do you want me to leave you here all hot and bothered? Or do you wanna come?"
"I wanna come." You whispered. So quiet it was a shock he even heard.
"Then go on. Show me."
You closed your eyes and let your head fall back. Trying to escape into the marshmallowy mattress. And despite your reluctance, your fingers trailed down your stomach and reached your clit. Rubbing it a few times and falling on a circular pattern. Breath steadily moving your chest up and down, as you went to grab at your nipple with your other hand. Pinching it a little, trying to emulate what Daryl often liked to do to you.
"That's sure hot n' all, but it definitely ain't what you were doin' when I walked in."
You let out an unintentional sound at the thought of him watching. The thought of him being turned on by you touching yourself. You moved your hand even lower, middle finger dragging through your wetness and back up, spreading it onto your clit. Then dipping down again and inserting one digit. You swore you could hear Daryls breath hitch. You continued pumping in and out and soon added another finger.
"Look so pretty like this, all wet and needy." He said, his own hand finally making its way to your leg. Pushing you open so he could see you even better. "How's it feel?"
"Uh- It- It's ok," You grunted out, curling your fingers towards yourself, trying to focus on the end goal and not the way he was staring right into you.
"Relax your shoulders." He demanded, shifting around on the bed. "And breath." You did as he said, not realizing how tense you were. You stayed there with your eyes closed and your mind started drifting to thoughts about his own fingers instead.
"I don't think it's working Daryl." You huffed as you slipped your fingers out, rubbing them both on your clit from side to side.
"It's workin' for me." He quipped. A hand now on your thigh, squeezing down on the muscle of your quad.
Another tear escaped your eye with a shaky breath. What the actual fuck was wrong with you.
"Aw baby, don't cry." He leaned over you, an adorable smirk plastered on his face, as he wiped the frustrated tear from your face. "Why don't you keep rubbing and I'll try and help you out, okay? I ain't gonna leave you here like this alright?"
You nodded pathetically up at him. His dark hair falling into his eyes as he dipped down and placed a sweet kiss on your belly.
"Don't you fuckin' tease me Dixon I swear-"
"-to fucking god, yeah, I know." He kissed downwards once more, closer to where your hands had come to a stop, right above your clit. "I didn't tell you to stop, did I?"
You whimpered. Absolutely aching for his beautiful eight inches to be filling up your cunt, destroying your cervix and making you cream all over him and those jeans he always kept half way on.
You kept rubbing fast circles onto your puffy nub. His own hand moved to your slit, startling you a little, at first. But as soon as he had three fingers, knuckle deep and fucking right into your sweet spot, you could barely form a cohesive thought. Just Him. His pretty blue eyes, his biceps flexing as he worked you into a writhing mess. His deep southern voice whispering a plethora of dirty little comments. One in particular, telling you to shut the fuck up before Rick walked in and caught you being a desperate little slut. It was working. Whatever he was doing was clearly working, because you could feel the extremely overdue orgasm starting to build. The familiar feeling of a knot forming in your stomach. Ready to unravel.
"How are you so good at that?" You asked him through laboured breaths, involuntarily fucking yourself onto his hand. Not that he minded. His eyes were glossed over and locked in on what he was trying, and very much succeeding at doing.
"You gonna come for me baby?" He ignored your question.
"Yeah I'm - Yes. yes." You would. At that pace you definitely would. He moved your hand out of the way and dipped down, pressing a hot open mouthed kiss to your clit. He huffed out a laugh against you at your reaction. Tightening around his fingers and letting out the most pathetic sob he'd heard all day. The vibration of his laugh sending you into orbit. He sucked on your clit as he curled his fingers, physically pulling the orgasm right out of you. Your head shot up off the mattress and your hands went right to his hair, keeping him held down, "Don't stop, Don't stop-" You moaned, feeling your core shake as you finally climaxed. The orgasm itself lasting a record breaking amount of time, until the tongue on your pussy was just too much and he pulled his fingers out, glistening white with your cum.
"Think you made a little mess sunshine." He said, licking clean each of his fingers. The sight making your stomach do a backflip. You could feel the rest of your cum on the sheets below, all wet and gooey. You could already go again. Actually you needed to. Even though you had finally finished, you wanted him. To feel every thick inch of him fucking you into another mind blowing orgasm.
"You got one more in there for me?" He asked, as if reading your mind. Leaning himself back up and starting at his belt.
"Yes daddy." You clamped both hands onto your mouth. Why the fuck would you say that? His eyes got all big as he grinned at your response.
He chuckled, "Y'know I won't make fun of you for that today, with you cryin' and all, but I hope you know I won’t forget that."
You groaned. Knowing it would come back to bite you in the ass. "Please can we just-"
"I got it." He pushed you back down, settling between your legs. His cock seeming a lot more intimidating than you previously remembered. Standing proud in his hand as he jerked himself a few times, aligning himself between your legs. He pushed himself in, throwing his head back as he grunted. The pressure making you both moan.
"So fuckin' wet for me aren't you?"
"Yes, all for you Daryl, so fuckin' wet..." you trailed off, eyes rolling back into your skull. He fucked you hard and slow, drawing it out nice and long. He was so used to quickies in a car or in the basement of an abandoned house, that he'd forgotten what it felt like to actually fuck someone. To really experience it. And was he ever experiencing it. His pupils completely blown, watching you squirm on his cock. His shirt pushed half up his abdomen, hands gripping your thighs and positioning them wherever he wanted. As soon as he had them up and over his shoulders, that tight, burning sensation hit the sides of your nose, forcing a few more tears out of your pretty doe eyes. Out of pure pleasure this time instead of pain.
Eventually he moved both your legs to the side, contorting you into a twisted mess of sobs. Grabbing your face and forcing you to watch his pelvis slam against your asscheeks over and over. That's it. With the grip on your jaw, and his cock buried deep, you let out a raspy moan, tugging on the comforter until your knuckles were white, signalling you reaching your climax. You didn't even have to let him know. You let the feeling wash through your core as he fucked you through it. He pulled out quickly and shot thick white ropes onto your skin and the sheets below. Too far gone to care that you'd need a shower, even though you'd already taken one that morning.
"Fuck." You whispered, as he collapsed down next to you, pulling his boxers back up.
"Yeah..." He was out of breath, Just laying next to you, hand moving to tickle a pattern onto your knee. You grabbed the sheets, pulling them up and wiping off.
"Hand me that sweater, will you?"
He grabbed the oversized sweater off the ground, handing it to you, you slipped it over your head and climbed halfway over him, reaching into your bag and grabbing some clean boy shorts, slipping them on as well. Then collapsing right back next to Daryl. To rest your shaky legs.
"I told you, you aren't broken." He tickled your thigh, biting back a laugh as you smacked his shoulder.
"God you're such an asshole." You chuckled along with him.
"What's that baby? You think daddy's actin' like an asshole?'
Your smile dropped and you could almost feel the tears forming again. "You promised..." He'd already forced a few too many emotions out of you for the day. You just didn't have it in you to take the jokes at your expense anymore.
"I'm sorry!" He put his hands up in surrender. "Seriously!" He smiled sweetly at you. You let him take your hand, pulling you up off the bed. "C'mon, let's go get you washed up. They're probably making' supper right now."
The entire time you ate, he kept grazing the bare skin of your thighs, toying with the hem of your sweater and glancing at you through his peripheral. It was a miracle that no one asked why you were blushing so hard.
#smut#twd fanfiction#sinsandsweetness#daryl dixon fanfiction#daryl dixon x y/n#sexandzombies#daryl dixon smut#daryl dixon x reader#daryl dixon#daryl twd#daryl fanfiction
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pretty girl
pairing, steven “steve” harrington x reader
summary, y/n goes to the pharmacy to fix her monthly problem, but when she encounters steve and the boys during a troubled moment, will she fix theirs as well?
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y/n saving steve (and his kiddo’s) asses
word count, 2.4k
byr, i literally said “bro remember that pharmacy scene from it? yeah yeah what if i wrote that for steve instead?” and this was the result
im back on my steve shit and i’ve decided he needs more attention because he doesn’t get enough despite the millions of people that love him and i put that on jesus christs name amen.
and again tysm for all the love on my stories yall had me kicking my feet yesterday ong
warnings, vaguely(?) detailed injuries, swearing, medical stuff??, creepy/pervy pharmacist, mentions of periods, bickering, flirting (reader and icky pharmacists), steve being a stressed out mama and our dusty bun being hurt.
you strolled through the almost vacant, chilly pharmacy, without many things in your mind. you were on a mission. get the pads, get all the snacks you could buy with 15 bucks, and get your ass out of there as soon as humanly possible.
you lazily dragged your feet against the dirty carpeted floor, eventually reaching the dreaded isle, feasting your gaze on the wide selection of feminine products the shelf stocked. it was surprisingly stocked with slightly damp cardboard, and the fact that the health department cared this much was slightly heartwarming.
after scanning for copious amounts of seconds, you locked your eyes desired box of extra strength and extra absorbent tampax, you gave a hefty sigh as your fingertips brushed over the cheap cardboard, picking it up with a scoff and a, “yeah, you’ll do.”
as soon as you grabbed the pack of beloved absorbent cotton, your stride to the row of sugar lined on the shelves was interrupted by the nagging tone of the door’s bell sung to you as multiple footsteps toppled in.
“dude, move—” “no, you move!” “you’re hurting me- watch the shoulder! watch it!” multiple voices could be heard from the front of the store, a few isles infront of where you were. you weren’t particularly keen to listen into people's conversations, but it did sound interesting.
rustling and grunting was heard from the isle directly in front of you after a few seconds, as well as more banter from the strangers. “okay– all this’ll be fine to use, for now at least.” one of the boys said, presumably sounding younger. “do we even have the money for all that?” another young voice said. a short period of silence falling over the store after that one, the calm, generic seasonal music being audible once again.
“holy shit- i forgot my wallet!” a somewhat familiar sounding man stated after, an obvious lower tone in his voice. “you forgot what!” both of the younger kids said in unison. a small giggle came from your mouth, but you quickly stopped it, as to not alarm them that you were listening.
needing a bit more information in the situation, you slyly walked over to the end of the isle, peeking over when you accidentally knocked a bottle of acetone over, making all three of the guys shoot their gazes over to you.
there stood the guys in all their glory; lucas sinclair with his arms overflowing with medical supplies, dustin henderson whose bloodied shoulder did not look so hot, and none other than steve harrington, forever and always looking like your typical, stressed out mother of 6, standing with his hands on his hips.
you pushed yourself out from the side and stared at them like a deer in headlights, while they were doing the same. nobody spoke up, nor did anyone blink. everyone was practicing cosplaying as statues, with steve being the first to snap out of it.
“you okay?” he cautiously asked as you too eventually snapped out of the shocked state you were in, quickly leaning over to pick up the grounded acidic chemical.
“yeah— yeah. ‘m fine. is he okay?” you replied after picking up the item and returning your gaze to dustin's shoulder yet again. it looked as if a bears’ claws had ripped his skin to the white meat, along with having some grudge against his blush pink shirt.
“it’s none of your busin—“ lucas interjected before getting cut off by the injured boy. “i got attacked by a goose,” he blurts out quickly. “yeah.. i was trying to give them some food and mama didn’t like that very much, as you could see.” he further explained with a toothless grin and small laugh.
“oh.. okay..?” you replied with an obvious tone filled with doubt, your eyes also squinting in question. but, if the boy said it was a goose, it was a goose. you had no room to judge nor question him. plus, geese could be some mean motherfu—
“we were just- in a small.. accident. we gotta get him cleaned up, but i forgot my wallet at home and these knuckleheads are short on funds, too.” the oldest male added himself into the conversation again, recollecting his spot as the first to acknowledge you while slightly shoving both of the younger boys’ heads.
as you looked closer at dustins’ gash, you’d figured there was no way he could roam the streets without it getting infected the second he walked out of here. the air in hawkins could get you sick if you breathed wrong, so you made a split second decision off the top of your head.
“stay right here. i'll get you your shit, but you gotta run when he's not looking.” you leaned closer to them, whispering loud enough for just them to hear. “what?! the hell are you about to go do?” lucas whisper-yelled back at you.
“do you want the boy to bleed out or not,” you replied harshly, wishing you’d just picked up your snacks and hauled ass back home. all three of them nodded quickly at the swap of your tone and you gave a single nod back, smoothing out your clothes and heading to the front desk.
you slightly pulled your top down, exposing the slightest bit of your bust as you sauntered up to the older pharmacist that was on his shift. giving him a bright smile and doe-like eyes as you locked gazes with him, slightly pulling your bottom lip with your top row of teeth.
“mr. keene! it’s so lovely to see you again.” you greeted with a sultry tone, dropping your voice to make it lower. “how’ve you been?”
“better now that you’re here, sweetheart. you look.. mature, as always,” he replied while shooting his eyes down to the valley of your breasts and back up before his gaze could linger. the glimmer in his eyes was sickening as he practically drooled from a simple question.
“well, thank you. you’re very kind, sir.” you mocked a surprised gasp, clasping a hand over your chest to continue to sell the act of purity and innocence to him.
“have i ever told you how much i love your hair? it makes you look just like tom cruise,” you said, leaning over the counter to give him a closer look to your bust, hoping and praying it would deter the man a little more.
“well,” he huffed out with a breathy laugh, slightly ruffling the greasy mop of remaining hair he had, “i don’t know about all that now, missy.” giving a slight chuckle after the statement.
“can i feel it? just once, it’ll only take a second. i promise.” you said while tutting your lip out, giving him the biggest, childlike puppy dog eyes you could muster up.
he gave a choked cough, ultimately replying with a small ‘sure,’ before leaning forward as well, giving you easier access to his drenched hair. it looked gross, and you could only imagine how horrendous it would feel beneath your fingertips.
as you pretended to reach out, you purposely aimed low as to strike the rack of cigarettes in your path instead. you’d totally thank yourself later for dodging that huge bullet and not having to steal disinfectant for your hands, too.
“shit! i’m so sorry, mr. keene, i didn’t mean to—“ you murmured out, giving him a forged impression of sympathy on your face as an addition to your apology.
“‘s okay.” he huffed out, bending over to start picking up the dropped packs of cancerous smokes. as he knelt, you quickly looked over your shoulder and signaled for the boys to leave.
turning your head back to the counter to make sure the older man wasn’t finished, you quietly slid a pack into your pants pocket before shifting back to watching mr. keene. a tiny smirk had sprouted and started to blossom on your face.
“steve! let’s go, dude!” you heard dustin usher the older guy in a quiet panic. “he's staring at the pretty girl that helped us,” lucas exaggerated his sigh, trying to pull steve out along with dustin. “psShh- did you just say ‘that pretty girl,” sinclair?! that pretty girl is y/n l/n! the prettiest girl i’ve ever fuckin’ seen at that,“ he drags on about her without noticing the precious time he was wasting.
you quickly chucked the pack of pads that had been resting on the stained countertop directly at steve's face. a clear sign for him to ‘get the fuck out!’ of the store. you tried your hardest not to chortle and burst out into giggles at the shocked expression sprouting across his features. he looked cute when he was surprised.
he caught them after they’d bounced off of his nose, still adorning that same expression with a small ‘o’ forming at his lips. he finally took the hint to run off with his boys, banging his back against the metal shelf before shuffling out quickly, along with the bell of the door repeating it’s irritating noise.
you gave one more quick glance at the man still kneeling at the ground, deciding to book it out the door as well. backing up slowly, you stepped far enough from the counter for your footsteps to not be very loud against the carpet. grabbing a quick pack of band aids, you turned around and ran out of the door, smirking even wider for actually getting away with this stupid plan.
hearing the bell above the door singing it’s sad song for the last time, you slowly rounded the corner to hear the voices bickering yet again.
“dude! that fuckin’ hurts!” “watch the language, dusty bun,” “can you let that go, steven-“ “can you both shut up?! or do you want him to actually die like that girl said–“ “THAT GIRL??!-“
you heard steve’s parental-like voice starting to ramble again as you fully rounded the corner, seeing them slumped on the side of the pharmacy’s wall.
they all looked at you with a similar expression as you walked closer, one that you didn’t really care to read that much. your mission had already been altered with another task. get the pads, check. get all the snacks you could buy with–, shit! how did you forget the damn snacks?! jesus h. christ, y/n. and get your ass out of there as soon as humanly possible. well, almost check.
you shuffled over to the boys and held out the box of carebear band aids you’d picked up without a second glance to lucas, who took them without words, but a small nod in thanks.
“here. for his cut. carebears fix everything, with their whole ‘power of positivity’ shebang, y’know?” you explained with a quick shrug, scanning your eyes over the small gash on his forehead that had started to open up again from how much he’d been looking up at you.
“thanks, for all of this. you really didn't have to pull that for us,” steve babbled out his gratitude, starting his mindless ranting yet again. did he always do that? or was it just around you? he’d been just fine talking to the younger guys.
“it’s really no problem. your buddy would’ve gotten a gnarly infection without it. plus, it’s not like you don't owe me for this.” you replied in an obvious tone, shifting your weight from one foot to the other as you spoke.
“wh– oh! of course! obviously i owe you, big time. just let me know whenever you need something,” he continued his ramble, softly gesturing with his hands as he spoke. his face grew a soft pink hue as your eyes met his, only growing brighter when you talked back to him.
“cool. oh, by the way, i’m—“ “l/n. youre l/n.. right?” steve quickly cut you off, reciting your own last name to you and trying to pretend like he didn't just break into your sentence.
you gave a breathy laugh at his bright red complexion, ignoring the fact that he’d already known your name since hawkins wasn’t a very large town. “well, i’m y/n, actually, but the last name works too, harrington.” you replied to him with a small smile. he was cute when he was nervous.
“yeah– yeah i knew that,” he replies with a growing smile too. you two were practically lost in your own little moment before dustin interjected with his own sassy comment to break you two’s monologue up.
“sorry to ruin your ‘perfect movie moment’” he brought up his hands and scrunched his fingers in air quotations, slightly huffing as his shoulder blade moved, “but, i have a hot date with suzie to get to. so if we could hurry this up, that would be great.” the boy ushered at you and steve, as well as lucas to get him to hurry.
“of course. i’ll get out of your–“ pausing for a second, you motioned your hand to steve’s tousled locs that had obviously seen better times. thought, he still looked fine, dare you say finer with his usually upkept hair messed up and all over the place. “..hair. now. don’t forget about our deal, harrington.” you added while sliding your hands into your pockets.
his hands quickly shot up to try and fix the mess atop his head. “i’d never dream of it, l/n.” he shot back, a grin still spreading on his face as his hands stopped their work. you gave a curt nod before turning on your heels and starting your journey back home. you’d made it 3 steps away before steve’s voice interrupted you yet again.
“hey! uh– we’re gonna be at the drive in tomorrow, if you’d wanna come..?” he cautiously asked, not wanting to overstep any boundaries you might've had. you were practically strangers, minus knowing names. “you don’t have to, of course. i don’t wanna push you into anythi–“
“sure thing,” you tried to nicely cut through his rambles, just so you wouldn’t have to stand there for another hour listening. “you could repay me there. take me as a date, yeah?” you shot back, steve having to do a double take of what you said at least 3 times before he came back down to earth.
“wh- yeah- i, uh– sure, obviously,” he tried to come up with a logical response and failed multiple times. after he realized how much he was going on about, he quickly looked down and scratched the back of his neck. you laughed at his antics and spun around once again, starting your walk back up.
“see you at 7?!” he yelled once more from behind your back. though, you didn’t turn back around, nor stop at that point. you kept on walking with your hands in your pockets, slightly looked over your shoulder, and shot him a sultry,
“yeah, harrington. see you at 7.”
thaasa wrap bestie baes and she theys
i whipped this up in a couple hours last night while i was watching it because that movie is yummalishous and i love patrick so it needed to be watched
ive been popping these fics out of my ass bro LMAOO its crazy so expect that eddie one i promised sometime tomorrow
thank you sm again for all the love yall give me on these goofy ahh stories, i SCREAMED when i woke up and saw all the notifications fjsdkfsfsd
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I know everyone is really upset about the finale rn but actually i have mixed feelings, so if you want to read my immediate thoughts after watching without the heavy negativity that is kind of hitting everyone else right now, please enjoy:
So first, the positives:
I really liked the big emergency actually. I liked that they were all in danger, it added a more complex layer of anxiety because the effort to save wasn’t focused on just one person. I especially loved Buck during this emergency. He was the only one not really injured and I loved seeing him keep his cool and figure everything out. Especially notable to me was the way that he didn’t try to take over. He got Hen focused on being the lead and just focused on getting everyone out and being as safe as possible. I thought his scene with Hen was great, and I loved the scene with him and Eddie. His “I’m sorry about this, this is gonna suck.” line was phenomenal.
I also really adored the Kameron of it all this episode. I liked seeing Buck play a more detached third party while still being a good guy and keeping an eye on her while Connor was off getting his head on straight. I liked her giving birth on the couch actually, I thought it was a good way to tie up the loose ends with the Buck being a donor storyline. I think it was necessary for him to have the sort of hard ending to the situation and him delivering the baby and then deliberately handing him off was perfect.
Also, Hen and Karen adopting a little girl? Sign me UP dude. I’m so so excited to see you here that goes.
Now for the Buck and Eddie of it all:
One, I don’t love the Natalia and Buck storyline, but I’m choosing to mostly ignore it for the time being. I don’t actually think this represents Buck having no character growth. It’s a new relationship, one that doesn’t stem from him being desperate to be in one and isn’t the result of him bending over backwards to make it work. He was fine with her leaving, and now that she’s back and wants to try, he’s cool with that too. He’s letting life happen to him for the first time and not stressing himself out over being perfect and doing everything for someone else. Obviously we have to see where this goes, but I don’t think this represents him being the same person he was at the start of the season.
As for the Eddie and Marisol storyline, I understand why they’re doing it. Eddie never really got to date in his twenties. He was thrust into a very serious relationship very early in life and was a dad before he could even legally drink. With Ana, he dove right into another serious, adult relationship. With Marisol, he gets to do the butterflies, the awkward flirting, the lighthearted fun. This is an incredibly low stakes relationship, something he has never, ever, gotten to try. I don’t like that we’ll have to watch it, but I absolutely understand the point of it. I will be angry if they try to turn it into an endgame relationship for him, but I really don’t think they’re going to.
The last thing that I’m intrigued by is the bathena cruise trip. After they got tickets at the end of last season I was SURE that the start of this season would be an emergency with the ship coming back to port and I am returning to that head canon. It would be so GOOD and such an insane parallel to the plane crash from season one. I’m really really excited to see where ABC takes 9-1-1 next season.
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Just got an error message two times when trying to answer someone, so here you go, nonnie.
[Text version] Anonymous asked:
This fandom and its “if you don’t like it don’t watch it propaganda” like they don’t consider that someone like me still bitch about this show cause I used to love it so much and it hurts me to see it ruined in this way and I still have hope that it can be saved. And its “ you don’t like this character/ writer cause she’s a female”, it’s not like that for example I adore Andrew, but I still have nightmares about whatever it was 6x08
"Don't like, don't watch" is good advice when you're addressing "fans" who can find NOTHING to be happy about, but tbh...it goes back to what myself and a few others have said re: fandom treating the show like a fanfic. "Don't like, don't read?" Perfectly reasonable. Fanfics cater to specific characters/pairings/tropes and we are able to filter search results to leave out things we aren't interested in. When it comes to watching tv, however...especially with a show like 9-1-1 or other crime/procedural dramas...there is bound to be at least ONE thing viewers latch onto and will make time (while switching channels during the original broadcast or fast-forwarding through the replay on a streaming service).
I find the bitchiness a little...two-faced, for lack of a better term, at least within the Buddie fandom. How are you (gen) gonna tell people everything is headed in a clear direction (and it's not just framed as speculation; when others question the thought process they're told they're just too stupid to understand the narrative - an actual thing that has been said, lol), but then get angry when those same folks (who you wanted to seem smarter than) point out inconsistencies or that things feel far from optimistic?
Is it because you don't want to be reminded of how wrong you were mere months ago? Or you don't want to think about the faith you may have (incorrectly) placed in this show to not be like the ones before it?
The "you don't like this character because she's female" argument is silly when the issue isn't that the woman in question is terrible, but that the show "cleaned her up" so she could portray a love interest (as if the audience was just supposed to forget what they'd seen and heard):
Shannon -> Eddie stuck up for her because he felt like it was his fault that she left (which she made him believe, but then when Eddie *is* present in Christopher's life and co-parenting with her...she's like "Still haven't figured out how to do this whole motherhood thing, sorry!" Having Eddie back helped, but he wasn't the problem. Shannon never made peace with being a mother relatively young (losing her freedom), nor did she make peace with the "added stress" that comes with raising a child that is physically disabled.
Ana -> Apparently never said an ableist thing in her life despite how her introductory episode made it VERY clear that her approach to the skateboarding incident was the wrong one. (And because I always think it's worth noting - Andrew Meyers spelled out that the episode would touch on a disability issue when he specifically put the term ABLE-BODIED in the opening scene: "Attention, citizens of the Internet. We are calling upon every able-bodied viewer for another adrenalized tour of duty for Shay's Army.")
Taylor -> Nobody acknowledges how she wanted to mess with Bobby for the sake of her career in season two. Buck is all-too-pleased to see her again. Zero hesitation. (He's the one person who knew the only reason that footage never made the air is because of her bosses.) Then there was her calling Buck out for not being a good friend...despite never having been a friend to him, either...and the tears for her tv audience...and telling other people's stories because she doesn't want to tell her own...meaning she's allowed to keep her private life private, but anyone else is fair game...one big "ick" all around.
Lucy doesn't apply to the above (unless you count editing her scenes to see how the audience would accept her in the aftermath of 5x11/5x13, I guess), but people are forgetting that many were actually ROOTING for her to be the new Lena (Buck's Version). Yes! Give Buck a female coworker who isn't a lesbian or much older than him and LET THEM BE FRIENDS! Especially when he already had a girlfriend!
If people want to make excuses for the cheating arc (that amounted to nothing in the end - so much for "narrative purpose") or want to swoon over pretty people making out, have at it. But the other side is entitled to reject a version of canon they never asked for. Fans complaining on their OWN BLOGS is not in the same stratosphere as anybody who had no shame in leaving negative insta comments directed at the actress involved.
Finally, as for not liking a writer 'cause she's a woman...Who hates Lyndsey? Or Taylor Wong? And I'm pretty sure we all thought highly of Kristen until Tim opened his mouth about 4x14 and we (then) saw what the show was turning into under her control. Ignorance truly was bliss.
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Got To Get Up| Breaking Point scene
full scene will be in Courage Under Fire hopefully by the end of summer.
Also can be used for the angst/heartbreak scene for Day 5 of BoB Week
Got Get Up
Summary: Bastogne has been hard on everyone including the nurses that were holding together not only themselves but the morale of the company by sheer hope and lipstick. Until the day that Joe Toye and Bill Guarnere get seriously injured and even the strongest of nurses breaks.
Past Bill / Liv
Joe Toye/ Lily Johns
Mentions of injuries and death
Rated M
Word count 1899
The full scene will be in Courage Under Fire
*Normally I know girls wouldn’t swear as much during this time period, but due to the stress of being in the active war zones and being surrounded by men who cursed regularly, they would pick up on it.**
“God damn it, Buck! Get off of me!” Olivia shouted as Buck tackled her to the ground into the half dug fox hole, a shelling had started catching them all off guard. “Not until it’s safe.” He grunted in her ear, the memory of her near tears and cursing the day before during a shelling was still fresh in his mind. The words that they had wanted the girls and the two female paratroopers safe, were true.
The soft humming of Dixieland, sent Buck back to the pub after their week-long pass to London when Edward, informed the twins that their great-great-grandfather Fredrick, the man, that the twins idolized had finally died, and instead of breaking down in tears, like they had thought Olivia would have done.
She handed over leftover pounds to the bar owner for the bottle of whiskey, they had told stories and the brothers reenacted Fredrick singing Dixieland drunk on the bar at not only the twins’ sweet 16 but their younger sister Marla’s. With coaxing from her brothers, Bill, Lewis, Bull, and even Lipton, who was notorious for being well reserved, Olivia joined in the singing and laughter.
“Oh, I wish I was in Dixieland,” He muttered softly causing her to pause and turn her head slightly to look at him. “Sorry, that always helps, you should have heard me after I went out of the plane, I sang it all the way down and was still singing when Lip found me.”
Buck nodded his head with a humorless laugh and started pushing himself off of her when the shelling stopped.
“Can I move now or are you going to push me down again?” She asked. “Stay there.” He ordered, “Keep singing if you must.”
“Not that bad of a singer. That would be Ed.”
“I gotta get up,” Joe Toye’s voice rang through the quietness and Olivia pushed herself up from the ground ready to push up and take off if needed.
“I got to get up. I need my helmet.”
That time Olvia pushed herself all the way up and was next to Buck.
“I got to go him, Buck.”
“Oh, I gotta.” Tears filled her eyes and she started forward and Buck grabbed a hold of her and started pulling her back. “I got him Liv, you stay here.”
“No god damn it, Buck! This is my goddamn job! I have run through how many artillery attacks since fucking D-Day to be by someone’s side! This isn’t going to stop me. Let me go!” He started hauling her back towards the foxhole that had been in, “Olivia, god damn it! Listen to me!”
Her cold hand swung across his face shaking him out of his thoughts. The surprise in Olivia’s blue eyes matched the ones in his.
“Buck, I am,’ She started, “so, sorry.” He waved her off as Bill appeared in their line of sight, pulling Joe with him, her brother Edward came out of the woods to help.
“Come on Bill! Eddie! You got to hurry!” She shouted, her surprise at smacking Buck forgotten.
“You got to hurry Guarno!” Buck’s voice added as he succeeded in pulling her back into the foxhole. “I’m coming.” He said just as the next shelling started throwing him back into Olivia knocking her back hard into the ground, “NO!’
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Everything went dark around Olivia as Buck’s larger frame covered hers again, the singing and humming didn’t come to her as quickly as it did before. She was too scared to do anything right then other than pray that her brother was okay, that Joe was okay and that Bill was okay. As much as she hated Bill for hurting her as much as he did, she still loved him and she didn’t want him to die.
Especially not in the cold like this.
The shelling stopped as quickly as it started and the blinding white light surrounded her again, then through the ringing in her ears, she could her brother’s voice calling for her and for Bobby. Then Buck’s voice called for a medic.
“Medic!!”
“Fuck.” She muttered as she pushed herself and scrambled past him ignoring the pain in her ribs and head. She stopped first by Bill and Joe. “Billy? Joe? You okay?” She asked pushing Bill over, “Oh please, please don’t be dead.” She whispered. “Will take more than a shelling to take me out, sweetheart.” He muttered, “Go to Edward, we will hold.” He touched her cheek and offered her a pain-filled smile “You know, that I,” Bill nodded his head and motioned for her to go to her brother, she brought his hand up to her mouth and pressed a kiss against it before turning to Joe who waved her off before she could say anything, “Go Livvy.”
She paused quickly and pressed her cold lips against his forehead before going over to her brother and dropping her helmet on the snow next to her. “Oh god damn it Eddie.” She breathed seeing the blood rushing out of his stomach and his own legs were mangled. “Okay, I can fix this.” She started pulling bandages, morphine, and sulfur out of her pockets. “BOBBY! GENE!” She shouted, “Hey Edward, you keep your eyes open.”
“Bossy little sister.” He muttered, his trembling hand catching hers, “Olivia stop. Please. Nothing is going to help.” “No, no, don’t say that, I can fix this. PawPaw and Uncle Finn taught me. Please let me help you.’
There was crunching of snow next to her and Gene dropped down next to her, his own hands pulling hers away from the wounds, his voice giving out directions to the other nurses and Spina to start helping Bill and Joe. “BOBBY!” Her voice came out shrill and tear-filled and she hated it, she hated that she was showing these emotions. The emotions she had been trained to do since she was 6 to hide behind the tough southern belle facade.
“You’re going to have to write home and tell Samantha,” Edward’s voice brought her back and she grasped his hand between hers, “That I love her and the baby.” “Baby?” She mouthed, her eyes going to Bill whose mouth was moving to form the same word. “Yeah named her after you and Marla. I insisted. Wanted her to be named after her two tough aunts. Was going to tell ya, but always busy.” “Damn Kruats, always ruinin’ everything.” She muttered as her twin finally appeared and dropped down next to them.
“You,” Edward pointing a shaky finger at him, “Keep pulling her out of trouble.” “Always, the only time I won’t is when it's our turn to go.” “I will write to Samantha, I promise.” Olivia said, “We will both make sure that little girl knows how much of a good man you are.’ The older sibling nodded his head and with one shuddering final breath that was almost reminiscent of Hoobler’s last one, he slipped away. Bobby put his arm around his sister’s neck and pulled her into him, whispering softly to her.
There were tears in his eyes but he wouldn’t shed them. He never did.
After a few seconds, Olivia pulled away and sniffed back some tears, “What do I need to do Gene?” “Liv.” He started, his bloody hands resting on her arms. “Please, please let me work. I can’t fall apart. Not now.” Roe looked thoughtful for a second and directed her over to Bill who was now sitting up against a tree trunk. He didn’t have the heart to point out that she was a higher rank than him and technically only had to listen to Buck or one of the other higher-ups. “Liv, I am,” he started trying to get her attention but she was busy assessing what she had missed when she first rolled him over. “Olivia.” He started as the jeep drivers came into the clearing with a stretcher.
“Bill, you’re going first.” The Cajun doctor ordered he was now by Joe Toye, leaving Bobby to tend to his brother. Something he insisted on doing, Roe had offered to come back and do it but was refused. “I am going with him.” She couldn’t save her brother or save her sister-in-law from all the hurt she was going to be going through but she could make sure that Bill would be okay. Olivia didn’t trust herself not break down around anyone other than her brother, Lewis or Bill. Sure she loved Liebgott but she didn’t want to burden him with the extra hurt, he was already struggling. It was her job to be strong and not break down, if she wanted that she would have stayed back in Charleston or gone to Nixon, New Jersey to work. Like had been offered many times before.
“Should have stayed home.” She muttered as Bill’s free hand caught hers and he gave it a squeeze before the two boys carrying stretchers put him on top of the Jeep. “Ma’am, if you are coming with us.” The one man commented as he started up the Jeep. The girl had met the eyes of not only Lewis Nixon but Winters and they both wanted to say something but she shook her head, “Yeah I am coming. Got make sure this one makes it to where he can go home to his mom. And stay alive for Evelyn.”
“Don’t start that Livvy,’ Bill groaned as he laid his head back on the stretcher, his arm covering his face. Shaking her head, the nurse finished out a syrette of morphine and leaned over and put it in his thigh to help him with the pain, she knew him well enough to know that he wasn’t going to ask for it. “You know I love ya right?” He asked, “Like honest to god love ya.” “Bill, you are hurt and the pain meds are taking effect, don’t say stuff that you don’t mean.” “It’s the truth Liv, I know I fucked up.” “Bill, please for the love of god, shut up and rest until we get to the aide station.” She ordered as she grabbed a hold of his hand and squeezed it. She could have murdered him right then and there for bringing this up, first she had feelings for Liebgott that she didn’t know how to handle, and there those fucked up feelings she had for Nix, that she couldn’t understand nor did think she ever could. And to put on top of it, they had lost Hoobler, and now her oldest brother, then this fool, starts spitting out his feelings for her like it was going to be his last chance too. “I should have stayed home in Charleston.”
#bobweek2023#day 5 angst#band of brothers fan fiction#band of brothers imagines#breaking point#it seems like to torture Olivia#oc: olivia stewart#oc: robert stewart#oc: edward stewart
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6B/7A theory/hope/wish for the BEST possible solution for this whole sperm donor story line that still gives us Buddie.
I’ve touched on this in a previous post, but I think that something is going to happen to Cameron when she is giving birth and she is going to die, and Connor (who is freaking out already about being a parent), will decide he can’t parent alone. Therefore, he is going to safe haven baby style drop off his son (Buck’s biological son) at the 118 (probably with Ravi) with a note and paperwork that gives Buck full parental rights over the baby.
Now, to add to that. I also am under the impression that Buck’s loft is going to be crushed in an earthquake during 6x18. With Kristen saying the couch is in danger (which I think Eddie will also be in danger during the finale, physical couch can be too), I see an earthquake destroying the loft. Buck is essentially homeless at this point, although Eddie tells him that he can stay with him while he is trying to find another place.
However, when Buck gets the baby, he goes over to Eddie’s because he’d freaking out (and can’t go to the loft). Sitting on the couch, holding the baby, he’s talking to Eddie about how he is unprepared to be a father. Eddie kneels in front of him, places a hand on his knee and assures him that he is going to be a great father because he already is one, to Chris. He also tells Buck that he doesn’t have to do this alone, and that Buck can move in with him, and they can raise the baby together (like they have already been raising Chris together). Buck tries to insist that he doesn’t need to do that, but Eddie tells him something along the lines of, “Buck, remember when you said I could have your back? This is me doing that.”
So 6B ends with Eddie and Chris making dinner while Buck is rocking the baby on the couch, Buck looking at them with the fondest look on his place, telling the baby that he thinks he finally found his couch. So no confirmed Buddie yet, but we know it's coming.
Flash forward while I throw some 7A speculation in there for you. 7A Buddie opens with the baby screaming, Buck and Eddie are in bed together, groaning about whose turn it is to get the baby. It’s been months of raising the baby and dealing with new parenting. This kid of parenting being new to both of them since Eddie missed most of Chris’s early days due to the army. Chris, from the other rooms yells back “I don’t care who’s turn it is, just one of you get him so I can sleep!” Eddie eventually gets up to get the baby. At the firehouse, both Buck and Eddie come in exhausted, and the team remarks on how the baby is still not sleeping through the night. Remarks about HenRen and Madney, and Bathena about them remembering when their kids were young and not doing that, some other line about them being young and newly married with this too (Bathena (with their first marriages), and maybe HenRen).
Also in this episode, you have scenes where Eddie and Buck are constantly being pulled around the house to help with the new baby, Chris is getting annoyed each time because it happens while Buck is helping him with science project, or Eddie is playing a game with him while Buck is cooking dinner, etc. Either way, Chris is growing resentful at the baby and making comments about it throughout the episode. At first Buddie thinks that it’s just Chris being a teenager, but at some point in the episode, Chris snaps completely telling him how he hates the new baby because Buck and Eddie don’t have time for him anymore. “Buck moving in was supposed to be the greatest news ever. But all It is *baby name* this and *baby name* that! You’re both so focused on the baby that neither of you have time for me anymore!” Then we get Buddifer family chat where Buck and Eddie talk to Chris about the new baby and apologize for letting the stress of the new baby get to them, and how they never meant to make Chris feel like they don’t have time for him, or possibly are replacing him.
Also, with some season 7A speculation about Buddie. If it follows this story line, we also have the team significantly making comments about how Buddie is living together, raising two kids together, but aren’t married. “You’re living together, sharing a bed, parenting not one but two kids together, and you’re not in a relationship? I mean come on; you’re married in every way except legally!” This becomes a huge set of comments throughout 7A and by the midseason finale I think we get Buddie actually talking about it and then we get the love confession, and possibly a shotgun courthouse wedding that we probably only know about because Buddie waltzes in to the kitchen at the firehouse and drops off HR paperwork in Bobby’s lap before getting their own breakfast off the island. Then of course, we have a bet reveal where Hen wins, because logically who else is gonna win it? If there is no wedding, then at least we get happy Buddie for 7B.
There. Done.
I’m thinking about making a fic of this because while I love this and want this, I am not delusional and know this will likely never happen. Anyone interested if I can actually get the words from my brain to the word document?
#buddie#911 fox#911 6b speculation#911 7a speculation#is this likely to happen? probably not. am i going to be able to think about anything else until the finale? probably not.#buddifer#buddie fic idea#the sperm donor arc hurts me so much that this is the only way that I can picture it not competely sucking at the end
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Hi happy Saturday! 16 and 26 for (If I Fall, Can You Pull Me Up? & Last Man Standing ) 17, and 45 -118side
16) How did you come up with the idea for xxx?
If I Fall, Can You Pull Me Up?
I knew I wanted to do a low stakes fic after finishing Oh Captain (My Captain), Our Fearful Trip is Done. I can't remember if I got the visual of Buck holding his stomach first or if it was Eddie seeing someone walking away with Buck's jacket but one of those popped up in my brain and then I built the story around it. The Maddie aspect kind of came naturally to the storyline.
Last Man Standing
Ever since I wrote Oh Captain (My Captain), Our Fearful Trip is Done I'd been wanting to write a sick fic because the Buck being sick part was supposed to be a little more prominent in the story but it just didn't work out in the final draft. It was also another scenario of wanting do something a little low stakes after writing She Made Herself Stronger (by Fighting with the Wind). You have the lovely @buddie-buddie to thank for it too because she enabled me and answered a lot of my questions.
17) Post a line from a WIP that you’re working on.
A blush dusted across his nose the moment his feet touched back down, a soft landing you could barely hear with how gentle Eddie made sure to guide him.
26) Which part of your xxx fic was the hardest to write?
If I Fall, Can You Pull Me Up?
Funnily enough, the hardest part to write was the explanation as to why Buck and the others were there. That whole build up scene outside with Eddie before he sees the man with Buck's coat was so hard to explain. The rest all came pretty naturally.
Last Man Standing
I don't remember anything being particularly difficult on this fic. Sometimes, I can just write a fic top to bottom with no problem at all. Sometimes, I need an outline to help keep track. I think the only thing that was maybe difficult was getting in all the little medical indicators of the pneumonia right.
45) What spurs you on during the writing process?
For me personally, I tend not to let myself get caught up in writers' block. I just push through it. I think it can get pretty easy to get caught up in the frustration of that, that sometimes you don't realize that it's started to become a crutch. I try to remind myself it doesn't have to be perfect but it needs to be on the page. And that's hard work but I view it as hard work on myself rather than just work. Writing is a way for me to release stress and keep my mental health in working order. So, it's hard work but I also know that I'm worth the effort.
It helps to have a schedule for myself too. I view writing like working out. Regardless of what's going on in my life, I'll do twenty minutes in the morning of just writing. Then, if I can, I'll do two hours somewhere that isn't my house. Whether that's at a cafe or the library or whatever. It's a boundary I set with my loved ones. They know that when I'm writing, I'm writing, and after a while they started to respect that. I took a break for the holidays which was much needed and necessary but it's been a struggle to get back on my schedule so it's really important for me to keep that consistent.
If I get an idea right away, I'll go and make notes. Sometimes, I'll write a few sentences here and there. It's game over if I write the first sentence right away because then it means the idea has consumed my whole brain and I'll see you in a week. 🤣
Also my whole support system of @lovebuck @mellaithwen @homerforsure @buddie-buddie full on enabling helps me too. ❤️
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Just rewatched a couple scenes from 201 and I wanna say that pre-gym scene, Buck actually had not been rude. He was a bit cold, sure, but he hadn’t done or said anything to indicate that he actively disliked Eddie. He hadn’t explicitly rejected Eddie.
We know more than Eddie does in Buck’s first impression of him. There is no reason for Eddie to believe anything but that he didn’t get the chance to introduce himself to Buck before their first call together so he wanted to ease his way in socially during the call by collaborating (i.e. he gave advice rather than immediately take over, and even when he did, asked Buck to help with the guy’s shirt). There was no reason to believe this was unsuccessful. So the first hint to Eddie of anything but going in the right direction with Buck was his passive aggressive “yeah, good call.”
In the truck before that call, he had said “I can’t tell if he’s being serious or not”. He had also, thus far, maintained a performance of trying to be likeable (i.e “not if the want me to respond” being a lighthearted way of saying “I don’t like being called ‘Diaz’”), and now, this was a genuine attempt to further understand the dynamic of the group and gage how he could fit into it and how he should react. (Also! “I can’t tell if he’s serious or not” to Chimney is definitely, again, less rude sounding than “Are you being serious?”).
This goes hand in hand with what he says about “hearing good things about Buck”. He may have asked about him between the call and then to once again try to gage how to get in with him because his previous methods clearly hadn’t worked. Or maybe they just organically brought up that Eddie would like him and that’s what motivated Eddie to pursue Buck. But anyways, he went on to try to give him lighting tips and talk in the gym - intent to bond over common interest maybe - and then a new tactic of direct apology for the effects of his previous methods. That didn’t work either, yada yada yada, we know the rest.
So the most notable thing to me here was his level of disappointment when Buck says “yeah, good call” as the camera lingers on him watching Buck walk away (something that’s notably romantic more often than not when it’s used).
This is the first rejection at all to him! He still doesn’t even know if Buck’s just in a bad mood! But he is so visibly disappointed, which makes sense for what we, the audience, know, but not for Eddie knows. There has been no significant conflict to him. Nothing that would impact the work environment. Really, it’s just that everyone else is being warm to him and Buck is being exclusively professional. It isn’t that he wants Buck and himself to get along. He wants Buck to like him.
I just thought it was nice to notice that from the very start, Eddie never was just friendly and got lucky with getting closer. He didn’t happen upon his relationship with Buck. From the very beginning, he had direct intentions of pursuing a relationship (reminder that relationship is not an inherently/explicitly romantic word) with Buck. He wasn’t just trying to minimize stress on the job by making sure they all got along. He knew what he was doing, building a family. He got his own little subtle pining moment for a work-crush (that “I just want him to like me”) all the way back in 201.
I mean, the proof is right there in him introducing Buck to Chris so soon - and his hesitancy to mentioning Chris that speaks more to me as “is this too soon” than “I don’t want you to know”. It also totally explains/backs up the 204 heart eyes when Buck brought him Carla (so soon! I mean, it was a really nice gesture, but heart eyes aren’t just extreme gratitude). It wasn’t just that it kept turning out nice as he went. His plan for a relationship was working, and Buck was entering his life outside of work, seeming to want the same type of relationship with him. The heart eyes could have been a sort of celebration. An “I picked a good one”.
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ohhhh unpopular opinion rating!! lmao ok i will just let out saggome things cuz i too need to bitch to somebody, feel free to ignore this if you ain't feeling this tho ❤️ laugh love etc xD
1.) i liked the donor-not-dad storyline because it showed that no matter the circumstances of your conception and birth, you deserve to be loved unconditionally by your parents. i think that this will ultimately help buck to find peace with his own backstory 😭
2.) buck id not regress for choosing to date natalia?! we saw buck happily choose to only have an armchair for months after taylor (meaning he was okay with being alone), and he happily accepted his parents buying him a couch (showing that they are closer and buck is happy to have them in his life more). he went at his own pace, and we clearly see that by immediately choosing to get a new couch after the childbirth, he is finally at a place where he is ready for somebody new in his life. plus, he is the one buying his own couch, simply inviting natalia along, which is a beautiful metaphor imo
3.) alternatively, choosing eddie's couch would have been a regression even though buddies love to ignore that. buck said his past girlfriends "came with couches", meaning that those couches were not his in the first place and that none of them truly met them where he is at. we see that well with buck having no couch because taylor took hers with her when she left. buck choosing somebody else's couch again would have shown that he has not learned a lesson. so there.
3.) i think that natalia coming off strong at first is actually paralleling buck perfectly? he comes off strong, overshares often, and tends to overwhelms others. people judge her for it but… buck did worse in their second date lmao
4.) natalia stepping into buck's scary mess during the childbirth scene showed literally and metaphorically how she was willing to accept all of buck, his life and past and baggage
5.) the characters saying shit does not mean they are all-knowing! 🙄 yes, eddie said that meeting people on a call is bad, but we also know that bobby and athena met on a call and are endgame. we see these characters contradicting themselves a lot because that's how humans are. the fandom gotta stop taking the characters' words like the word of a god. the narrative's entire point is to teach them (and us) that their way of thinking may be bullshit sometimes
6.) i liked the finale. lmao 😂
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SAY ALL THAAAT!!!!!!!!!!!!! god you're so right especially with the buddie/natalia stuff ohh my godfddd. gonna respond to these in the order u said them btw <3 because u have SO many good thoughts here and I wanna get into them
1) I also love the sperm donor storyline!! I was a little squicked at first but that was more of a "this arc has sexual themes involving pregnancy that make me, personally, kind of uncomfortable for ace reasons" than anything else. but once I got past that I LOVE what it's done for buck's arc!! and in the finale when he literally held a baby that he helped create in his arms, and the grief was tangible on his face, and then he handed the kid over to kameron??? POETIC CINEMA. I LOVE HOW THAT STORYLINE WRAPPED UP <333 and when he told connor to just love the kid?? when we all know how he was raised??????? auigghhh <33
2) and onto the couch thing!! I actually missed most of his dialogue w natalia at the end of the ep because I was still shaking from the stress and intensity of the emergency BUT I LOVE THAT!?!?!?! how he's choosing his own couch but letting her come along!?!? and that's such a great point about the metaphor of him being in a place where HE'S ready for someone in his life. and so he's letting her in but he's choosing his own couch because he understands everything the couch metaphor has been saying all this time. on GOD you are making me a bucktalia fan I'm obsessed with them <3
2.1). there's a phenomenon in this fandom where fans will outright ignore things in canon/twist it to fit the Buddie Agenda and the WORST thing is that the buddie subsection of this fandom is like a fucking HIVEMIND. the theories are made, sometimes even taking canon and twisting it around to Fit Buddie, and then everyone just takes it and runs with it. everyone freaks out abt the couch theory in particular. so you hit the nail exactly on the head with the couch metaphor thing because everyone LOOOVES to say buck needs to choose eddie's couch but that's exactly what he did with taylor!! and abby!!!! and everyone else!! just because it's eddie doesn't mean he's not just another relationship in a long line of relationships!!!! it's just. very telling how the fandom has blinders on when it comes to buddie. and yeah sure fandom is for crazy theories and having fun with them but there comes a point where the crazy theories are completely overtaking the entire fucking fandom so people who want to enjoy other characters just. can't.
3). well see the reason why natalia gets bashed for coming off strong but buck doesn't when he's literally done worse (I love him but it's true) is because natalia isn't only a Woman, she's A Woman In The Way Of Buddie. so clearly her only role in the story is as an antagonist who is actively trying to hurt buck 🤪 <- sarcasm. and also buck is the Fandom Sweetheart Who Can Do No Wrong so. there u go.
4). exactly!!!! I also think there's something to be said for natalia the death doula, who first connected with buck over death, walking in and visibly making that metaphor of rejoining his life even with all the wildness, during a birth. aka thee most powerfully symbolic act of life + new beginnings that exists. I don't remember the details exactly but I think she might have even helped deliver the baby, which just kinda makes me even more 👀 at the symbolism there <333 I'm LITERALLY becoming a bucktalia fan purely because of this ask because ur takes are soooooooo <333333333
5). YES!!!!!!!!!! I'd also like to add that for eddie, it's TRUE that people he meets on calls aren't necessarily great partners. he'd met ana before, of course, but it was when they bumped into each other on the call where they actually started seeing each other as a romantic interest. and well we all know how that turned out. so when eddie says this I strongly believe that that's why!! but you're exactly right when you say it's not necessarily the case!! eddie's just one guy, who has been affected by this in a certain way, and so of course he's saying that that's the given outcome because it's what happened to him!!!! but bobby and athena met on a call, and so did hen and athena, but both of those relationships are strong and solid!! imo eddie is a very unreliable narrator here because the thing with ana probably still stings, so he's just saying things without really thinking through that they might not be true for other people like bathena, and could potentially be untrue for others as well. there's just. an insane amount of fandom illiteracy the SECOND either buck or eddie are involved because all anyone can ever talk about is how much they want them to kiss. and also you're so RIGHT that people take things characters say as gospel truth when they're LITERALLY just people in a story.
6). YESSSSSS IM SO GLAD YOU LIKED IT!!!! honestly it's probably one of my fav episodes!!!!! my ONE SINGULAR gripe is that there wasn't a lot of time spent recovering, even for chim, eddie, and hen, who all had fairly severe injuries. they were all at the hospital one second, and then there was a time skip and they were all walking around fit as a fiddle. however I understand that they thought it was gonna be The Finale so they wanted to wrap up everyone's arcs as best as they could, and they didn't really have enough time to put in everything that they wanted to put. so the gripe is a minor one, and besides, I've added some ideas to the list of fic to write <3
send me an unpopular opinion and I'll rate it!!
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tbh i wish i had your confidence. I just wouldn't be surprised if Natalia ends up being the couch buck has been searching for if the finale ends with buck deciding to pursue a relationship with her and then there's Eddie who likely isgoing to go on another date soon and that's probably gonna be how he finds his endgame cause Tia found her next husband that way so I just don't know. Then Chim could pay it forward in the next episode could be about convincing Eddie to give the women he went on a date wiht the chance though that doesn't make any sense because how coulld Eddie love her so fast? These writers are not that bad.IDK I just don't trust that the resolution of the couch metaphor from the premiere and the result of buck's happiness arc is gonnaa be him realizing the diaz's are his happiness and that's his couch. would i love it yes but idk I still have doubts. Also how do we know Natalia is gone by the finale, for all we know the finale could solidify her as buck's endgame.I'm sorry I'm just unnecessarily freaking out. I go through these confident and doubtful phases.
Hi anon!
I really hope my message won’t come across as rude because I understand being stressed but please just trust the process and the story that’s playing out.
I understand not fully trusting the writers but the 9-1-1 writers have never been that incompetent before to drop something completely different to the story that they’re telling. Natalia will not be Buck’s couch, it has been clear from the start and still is that it is linked to the Diaz’s and 6x15 just further reinforced that. I really also don’t think Eddie will get a love interest (I’m not even on the Marisol train- I think she’s Athena’s grief victim for 6x17 and thats why they reshot her ambulance scene with the brother to emphasise their bond). And as far the other girl he met, they had Tia Pepa say ‘you will never see her again’ that’s to also tell the audience he won’t.
Natalia is clearly also not interested in Buck for romantic reasons and I think Buck is misconstruing his interest in her too- they’re both using each other for the wrong reasons and I believe they’ll realise before it’s too late. I also saw someone on twitter post a post from the actress instagram where a hairstylist from the show commented saying that they miss her- and it was posted during early filming for the finale, so I think she may be gone by 6x17.
Finally I trust the writers. I trust JCC who has written and directed loads of great episodes and posted the 3x03 Buddie scene after 6x15 ep aired- where Eddie is shown to see Buck (I doubt it was a coincidence). Gets me really intrigued for his ep (6x17.) And I also trust Oliver when he says that the characters are left in a good place in the finale, that the couch goes to Buck’s final scene and that the audience will really respond to the final. Yes it’s PR talk but I don’t think he’d mislead too much- he never did when Buck was with Taylor.
Sorry this is really long, ultimately we can never fully know how it will play out but if we’re following storylines and themes and arcs, it does seem to point in one direction and we’re not delusional to see that. Buck and Eddie have had so much screen time separately and together in 6B, there’s been a Buddie scene in basically every ep so far and they’re the only couple/friendship to have that. I’m inclined to say it all means something (and hope the trend continues).
I hope this helps and if not you can always PM me!
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AAHHHH back to this stuff o.o
Uh ohhhh
Okay a lot of this is kinda review so far but still 😬😬😬
Ooope not liking this shifty looking people shots
OOOOOOPE BOBBY'S PUNCHING SOMEBODY
OOHHHHH NOOO THEY CALLING THE POLICE
UH OH
BOBBY IK YOU'RE LOOKING FOR RECORDS BUT YOU'RE GONNA GET ARRESTED
AAAAHHHHHH
WAIT THAT'S NOT THE END??
A F I R E???!!?!??
AAAHHHHH THIS IS N O T GOOD O.O
UH OHHHH THEY'RE BLAMING BOBBY
Oh no o.o for some reason they're gonna blame him immediately 😬😬😬😳😳
I mean even though it's wrong I'm sure there's a reason but xD
Still 😳😳😳 o.o
Oh dang xd
Holy crap xD
I am STRESSED lol y'all xDD
That's the last of my last thoughts! Now it's time for the. . .
REVIEW
I absolutely loved loved LOVED this episode!!! I ADORED it :'DDD!!! It was so so good :'))). All the metaphors, with the space in between stuffed with ANGST 😭😭😭? SIGN ME UP :DD. But seriously lol, clearly this was something Buck really needed :'). Like, the lessons he learned from it, or that he finally solidified <33. My point is it's an important part of his storyline and character development and it was great to see :D. Plus, again, angst lol. Everybody was angsting and it was g r e a t 🥰🥰🥰.
Now, it's time for the individual bits!
Hen! I loved seeing her sit with Buck :')). Yes I will say this about all of them lol <33. They were all there for him, as they should be :'D. And also, dream her was slaying XD. As Buck said, she didn't really change lol. Icon in, icon out xD. Like in or out of the dream lol. But I'm glad she helped Buck find his way home :')) 🥰. And sometimes she was just hilarious too XDD. Anyway, she was great at her job :')). I love her ❤️❤️.
Athena :)). She was great :'DD. Her little pep talk to Buck 😭😭. I loved it :')). It was almost like a lecture lol, but basically I just mean emotional moment. It was great <33. And while I know she wasn't gonna say it, I know she felt the pain too :')). She was scared as well ❤️. But at the same time, seeing her care (and dead) for Bobby was just :'))). It was lovely, they're lovely, I love them <33. And I'm sure she was great at her job whenever she was going it lol. I love her ❤️❤️❤️.
Maddie <3. She was amazing this episode 😭. Seeing her build back (or even just build) that relationship with her mom a bit :'))? Just beautiful <3. And the annggst 😭😭. Again lol y'all, I was having the time of my life xD. Her being at Buck's side was of course amazing <333. I felt so bad for her - and dream her too DD':. Still being married to Doug?? That's awful :'((. It was a horrible reminder, but it makes sense for how that dream world was working, and it was great, if sad <33. I love her so much :')) 🥰. And I'm sure she was great at her job at some point lol xD. My traditions are becoming too much lol. And too many xD. Idk, I might change em up sometime, we'll see :). It's just usually a good thing to remember, and sometimes reminds me of other things. Anyway! She's amazing <333 ❤️.
Eddie (and Christopher)! No matter how much I'd like to put him higher, and though his smaller bits of reactions that we saw were very important to me, I have bigger plot stuff to say about the others so I'mma put him here lol. And Chris, of course. Chris was wonderful 🥰🥰. His scene with Buck was so heartbreaking and also adorable 😭😭😭❤️. And that hug at the end :')). I'm sorry for dream temptation him <3, but that bit was a little funny lol. Anyway, I love him 🥰🥰. Now back to Eddie! I do wish we'd seen a bit more of his reactions, but I'm okay with what we got :)). We've had plenty of Buck being worried about him before to show their relationship as a whole lol, so this'll work for now xD. Anyway, him during Christopher's scene with Buck was just heartbreaking 😭😭. His little turn away at the beginning (idk how to describe it it's just aOUGh the angst xD), the tears 😭😭💔❤️. Wonderful, beautiful <33. And of course, he looked so hally when he saw Buck awake :')). I love him so much <33. Also though, poor dream him 😭😭! Dream Eddie was going through it fr :((. Ik it's just a dream but I hope he got it sorted out and was with Christopher again xdd <333. Also, he was amazing at his job :')).
Chim! I loved him this episode :'DD 🥰. He was great :')). All the scenes of him with Buck/waiting for Buck were amazing 😭😭, and the dream scenes were great too :)). Even though he was crazy (well yk not really but XD) he went along with it lol :'). An icon fr <33. Or maybe for sure lol. Eh, both :)) xD. I will say I didn't expect to see so much of Chim's storyline with his dad this episode! I mean it wasn't even that much but still. It was a pleasant surprise though! And I mean, they had to have some other storyline lol. But, anyway, I'm glad he's finally getting that relationship with his dad :')). Just like Maddie :DD. It's not perfect, obviously, and this is only the beginning, but it was really great to see :')). His conversation with Albert was great (as was Albert himself - love you by the way Albert 🥰🥰😌), and his stepmom's talk with him really shined a light on the whole situation :)). I'm so glad he asked them to stay longer :DD. Also his dad with Jee-un.was absolutely ADORABLE 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰!! Also, Chimney was great at his job lol :)).
Bobby! I loved him this episode :'D. We saw a bunch of his relationship with Buck, which is always cool to see, and again, the angst :))) 😭🥰. Seeing him at Buck's bedside (and how worried May and Athena were for him, just by itself and also because that means he was there a lot lol) was wonderful as well ❤️❤️❤️. And I love how even dream Bobby still helped Buck get home :')). And of course, passed on the ever-applicable and wonderful advice: You were being Buck :'))). Amazing 😭😭❤️❤️❤️ <3. I mean, original dream Bobby was going through it 😭, given that he was dead and all, but second dream Bobby was good xD. I am worried about Bobby next week, it looks like it gonna be intense o.o 😬😬😬. We've already seen how much this is affecting him, and I just know it ain't gonna be pretty :// 😬 :((. I'm sure it'll all end up okay though :')) <33. It better, anyway, lol xD. Nervous and excited for it, though!! Also the card game at the end was so cute :'DD. And of course Bobby was great at his job this episode <33.
Buck! Lastly :)). He was so, so amazing this episode <333 :')). Seeing his whole journey was awesome, and again, as I said, I think it was really important character development :')). He had a lot to work through, or at least finally solidify, to get out, but he did it :)) <333. And it was so beautiful (and plenty angsty too lol) the whole time 🥰🥰😭. Plus, seeing him even in supposedly "perfect" world trying to fix everything :')). Not in a bad way, even - I just mean like trying to help Maddie <33. It was amazing, and he was great :'DD 🥰🥰🥰😭❤️. And also, the scene at the end was so great :'DD. Him running, with the music, and then arguing first with Daniel, then visibly with himself (since technically he had been the whole time), clearing the pills and shelves out of the way, and then BREAKING THROUGH THE GLASS AND WAKING UP :DDDD!!!! It was all just so cool, and amazing :)) :'DDD. I loved it so much 🥰🥰🥰🥰❤️❤️. But yeah, he was just so great the entire episode :)). And he was clearly so happy at the end, after waking up 🥰🥰🥰 :')). And don't even get me STARTED on the COUCHHHH 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️🥰. Just like Maddie lol xD. Except it's not the story itself but the symbolism and emotional story/meaning :')). I just- IT!!! Even though I was obviously hoping for it to be more directly associated with Eddie xD, it was still great lol :')). He has love :). And he knows it <33. I love him so so much 🥰🥰🥰🥰❤️❤️ :').
Overall, I really loved this episode. I thought it was absolutely amazing :)). Super emotional, obviously xdd 😭😭, but so great :'DD. The emotions just made it better :'))). So, not really a "but", but an "and" :). Seeing everyone there for Buck was of course heartbreaking but wonderful, and Chimney, Maddie, and Buck's newfound/healing relationships with their parents were beautiful :')). I'm so happy for them <33. And I'm so glad Buck is okay :'DDD. And I'm happy for the emotional stuff he managed to move through :')). He's made such progress, and he made even more this episode <33. In so proud of him :'DD. I'm worried for Bobby next week 😬. Like I already said, we've seen how much this is affecting him already, and I think we're just gonna see that getting worse and worse next episode o.o 😬. I really hope it all works out <33. Despite my nervousness though, I'm still really excited for it :D. We'll see what happens! It better all be okay lol 🥰🥰. But back to this episode, it was just so good :). All the little parts, little moments, little details, were so amazing. They complimented the bigger picture stuff so we'll, and it was just really well done :))) ❤️❤️🥰.
So yeah! I loved this episode. It was just so amazing and well done. I'm nervous for next time! This has been my review of. . .
9-1-1, Season 6, Episode 11: In Another Life
It was so great! I'm scared for next episode, but really excited to see what happens. I'll be back next week with my review of. . .
9-1-1, Season 6, Episode 12: Recovery
See you then!
#9-1-1#911#911 on fox#911onfox#gayfirefightershow#oasis's 9-1-1 chatter#not quite same dsy (12:01 as I write this) but idc :)))#it is to me lol :D#bc even just without the slight extra time taken to find the next episode title bc google didn't desplay it on the episode list it might've#been before midnight#or without a tiny bit of reformatting I did at the end to make it fit a tiny bit better#probably both combined#it's just close enough :))#anyway!!!#SUCH a cool and amazing episode :DDD#it was just straight up awesome 🥰🥰🥰#I loved it so much :)))#my babeys are all safe again 🥰🥰#so excited and nervous for next time :))!#now 12:06 :)#I love you all :DDDD ❤️❤️❤️!!#byeeee :))) 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 <33!!!
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I was always sure we were going to see Buck still being a part of the Diaz boys’ life in 5b, but honestly, the whole dinner scene was more fantastic than I could have imagined. Taylor was right there, but the whole time, everything plays out more like Buck is Eddie’s bf than hers. When she’s not touching her food, Eddie asks her about it and quickly guesses correctly that Buck told her to eat beforehand. It shows how well Eddie knows him. Meanwhile, Buck is completely unconcerned about her not eating, he’s just happily stuffing his face with Eddie’s food (let’s not get into how emotional it makes me that Eddie has been trying to get better at cooking, and of all the ways we find out about it, it’s when he goes all out and cooks for a dinner with Buck). Then we get the mirror image reminder that Buck also knows Eddie really well, correctly guessing that he’s not okay ever since he quit, and then telling him he doesn’t need to pretend with Buck.
Eddie shows concern over whether Taylor's eating not because she matters to him personally, but because she’s Buck’s gf, while Buck? He’s showing concern for Eddie. Their care is mutual. They’re so married! It’s honestly unreal. I also had to do a gifset to stress the romantic language Buck and Eddie both use when talking to and about each other in this ep, in this scene (“Buck, you need to move on. I have” is the kind of thing we usually see on TV being said to a romantic ex, not to a best friend), as well as during Buck and Hen’s talk to Bobby (“I had dinner with Eddie last night” when by all means it should have been “Taylor and I had dinner at Eddie’s” or “We had dinner with Eddie and Chris…”). As if that wasn’t enough, that convo with Bobby is when we also find out that the reason why Buck’s been okay during the time jump between 5a and 5b is because he has not, in fact, moved on, he’s been under the illusion that Eddie is going to come back to the team any second now. From the way Buck spoke, it could have been that he accepted Eddie leaving until he saw his best friend suffering, but Eddie correctly guessed Buck never moved on. It again demonstrates how well they know each other. ~~~
That montage of Eddie after he’s started his new job at the dispatch center is a clear callback to a similar one back in ep 204 (down to a shirtless shot of him), showing how he gets through the morning getting ready for the day after he just joined the 118. But look at the many contrasts! To start, the one back then showed him being cheerful and smiling a lot whereas the new one lets us know just how tired he is (we even see the change from Eddie waking up and rubbing his face from his sleep to the shots of him rubbing his face while trying to sleep and going crazy 'coz he's failing at it).
Ep 204 showed him connected to Chris, doing things together, while now he’s shown still doing his best, but being more separate from his son (for example, in the first montage, we had them “training” together, while in the new one, we see Eddie exercising on the treadmill alone. You can tell how things have shifted even more in the breakfast scenes: back then, they were both sitting at the table eating together, while in the new montage Chris is at the table eating, while Eddie either has to get up while his son is still eating or is already up at the counter, putting things away, implying he’s more rushed than he was as a firefighter in the field, that without having shifts which give him 48 hours off, this is taking a toll on the quality of his time with Chris).
And lastly, the music back in 204 was upbeat, though still having a leisurely tinge to it, while the soundtrack to this new scene is more strung out in comparison, the lyrics even mentioning “dark nights,” plus the song back then was in Spanish, a reference to Eddie’s heritage, telling us that he was in his element! No such indications now. Even the span of the montage shows a marked change: back then, we got slices of many scenes all taking place during one morning, while the new one condenses a lot of different days (and sleepless nights) into one sequence. That in itself gives us a sense of being rushed and weary. The contrast tells us that before, each day was unique, while now, the days and nights all blur into one... This is Eddie at his most unhappiest he could possibly be, and more than that, if in 510 he believed he was quitting the 118 for Christopher’s sake, in reality this is hinting that this move has probably been having a detrimental effect on their quality time together... Eddie is sacrificing so much, he’s suffering so bad, he’s trying so hard, and he’s still not really achieving the one goal for which he quit. He’s breaking my heart! ~~~
OMG! OK, I’ve mentioned before the parallels between Eddie’s current arc and Buck’s at the start of s3, but this ep really exceeded my expectations. Both story arcs start with Buck and Eddie quitting the firefighting profession following bad injuries on the job by a firefighters-hating psycho. Then in both cases, the team is still looking in on them (the kitchen talk in 301, Bobby asking May about Eddie in this ep), while we find out they’re both absolutely miserable without that job and their teams (Buck even freaking explicitly makes this reference himself). In both story arcs, their misery is also shown as being expressed in their disturbed sleep patterns. Eddie is not sleeping at night in 511, while in 301, we saw Buck sleeping late (possibly a hint that he needed to because he wasn’t getting his rest at night).
Despite this, they are still personally connected even after their professional paths have split up (Eddie coming in to check on Buck and drop Chris over in s3, in 5b we learn Buck is still coming over for dinners at the Diaz home). They also each end up being there for the other man in a crisis. Buck was there to save Chris in the tsunami eps, while Eddie steps in to help with the emergency Buck’s on now. But oh, it doesn’t end with this! Just like Buck was there in 304 to see his team seemingly moving on without him with a new female firefighter taking his place as Eddie’s field partner, making Buck feel left behind, now Eddie is there at the pub to see his team seemingly moving on without him with a new female firefighter that takes his place at Buck’s side, making him feel like an outsider looking in, I am just watching these parallels and they’re even more on the nose than I thought they would be? INSANITY.
And like that’s not enough, when they’re both ready to fight to get their jobs back, it’s Bobby who stops it from happening, insisting that they first have to fully heal before they can come back to the field, causing both men to lash out in response. In both arcs, Bobby’s past is also mentioned (think of 305) as a way of pointing out that they felt betrayed by him, like they were supportive during his time of need, believing he isn’t doing that in return. And then both men spiral when they feel truly without their partner (Eddie when he can’t talk to Buck in 305, while Buck in this ep realizes Eddie is really not coming back… and just remember, Buck's the guy who we repeatedly saw is terrified of being abandoned, of people leaving and never returning to him. The fact that he held on to this belief that Eddie IS coming back for as long as he did is remarkable and speaks volumes of how much trust Buddie have managed to develop, and in a sense he's not wrong 'coz we know that if Eddie could, he would have returned to his partner in this very ep, but Buck's belief in Eddie coming back for so long only makes his eventual spiraling worse). That's when they do some stupid, self-destructive and uncharacteristic things, that happen in connection with the new female firefighter who has joined the team. Lena introduces Eddie to street fighting while Lucy stirs Buck down the path of cheating and lying to his gf (...I might make a separate post later about Buck and his consent). Beyond the fact that the arcs so perfectly align, they also show just how much Buck and Eddie have in common. It’s one of the reasons why they know and get each other so well, why they fit so perfectly. ~~~
During Lucy’s introduction, Buck compliments her, while she only rates his work during that emergency call as a 7. It made me think about how almost every long term partner Buck has had in the past has belittled, dismissed or not been there for him in some way. Abby called him “boy toy” and seemed to look down on some of his beliefs, Ali wasn’t there for most of their r/s, Taylor told him off far too harshly IMO when he didn’t wanna be on his own at a dinner where his ex date was hooking up with his roomie/brother-in-law, and now Lucy condescended him. The only one who didn’t do that, the only one who lifted Buck up right away, who complimented him and valued being partnered with him from the very get go was Eddie. Even when they had a fight and Eddie said some harsh words in 305, they were literally his way of saying how much he needs Buck and can’t handle not having him around. I’ve been saying this since my meta about s2, but the show keeps highlighting that they are the perfect match for each other.
(to save people’s dash, the rest goes under a cut. HUGE thank you to @judsonryder and @whosoldherout who are legends for stepping up and helping with the gifs!) ~~~
The couple in the Speed call! Okay, first I have to make a small confession, I wrote my fic Nothing So Gentle (with its side dish of SEAL!Buck) because I wanted to try and convey the emotional charge of my fave scene in that movie. The plots are nothing alike, but Speed was my inspiration, so imagine how surprised I was to learn 911 was paying tribute to this film! And that the writers made the couple on this call meaningful to Buddie, too. The wife insists she can’t have the husband die, that she would rather die in his place, which parallels what Buck said to Eddie in ep 414. If that’s not enough, she also mentions child custody in that context, and what do you know, Buck’s words about having preferred to be the one who had been shot led to a conversation about child custody, where Eddie told him he’s entrusting him with Chris. This stuff can’t be unintentional. ~~~
I have to say that Josh was quite harsh with Eddie, but his words make it clear to us in a way the scene itself couldn’t have (because we’ve seen more than one call takeover at the dispatch center) that Eddie stepped way out of the line of his job description when he did what he did. It shows just how much he needed to be there for his old team (his actual chosen family, not people who see him as a guest in their home... what a wild reminder of 311, when Eddie talked about choosing the 118, while Buck said he wasn’t really a guest at Eddie’s). Because at the end of the day, Eddie is not the guy who comfortably steps out of line. So if he did this time, instead of going to Josh/Sue, it’s 'coz he needed to help his family, NEEDED to keep his promise to Buck (who he was watching on screen risking his life) and have his back that badly. ~~~
Even while down and out (hating his job, tired due to sleep deprivation, just having been told off despite saving the day), Eddie still misses his team and loves them so much, he right away goes over to meet with them at the pub after the Speed call. That makes him being the stranger who’s on the outside looking in, for the first time not identifying as being with the firefighters, hurt even more.
But in case we were in doubt about how much Buck is central to this feeling, the scene is shot in a way that makes him stand out within the team (just like Buddie were always battlefield boyfriends, a team of their own within the 118). Buck is the only one whose face is clearly and fully visible, lit and turned in the perfect direction for Eddie’s gaze to fall on it. This focus of course parallels the one on Eddie responding to a call with Lena during Buck’s visit to the fire station in 304, but I really want to emphasize on its own the depths of Eddie’s love, which moved him to go to that pub immediately on the heels of that call, and the magnitude of his pain when, in spite of his love, he felt he didn’t belong anymore, they seemed to him quite content, not looking for him like he was for them, so he ended up leaving right after he got there without even saying a word to his chosen family...
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OK, I believe Bobby’s talk about finding the right person to join the team being such a challenge because if it’s not the right dynamics, everything falls apart, is in subtext a comment on shows’ own struggle over seasons to balance the cast viewers love with outsider characters who will keep the show from turning stale, but mustn’t harm what the audience already loves about the show. This was particularly painfully clear a struggle for 911 in s5 as some of the regulars had to take a step back during it. We’ll see what lasting effects the showrunners’ decisions will have on it, and probably this will be especially tested with Lucy, who joins as the instrument that will undo Buck’s r/s with Taylor and force him to examine himself... But since this is a nod at the showrunners’ own work, what does it say, that Bobby refers to himself as a matchmaker, when we know he’s the one who put Buck and Eddie together as a team?
~~~ I mentioned in a reply to an ask I got before the ep aired that I think if Buck will cheat on his gf, it would be very much like Eddie, Chim or Bobby, who all became physically aggressive when they were at their lowest point. They did something awful, but also very uncharacteristic of them, showing just how out of balance they were. Buck cheating is an indication that he’s at his lowest point precisely because the kind of person that he is would never normally cheat on a partner. He’s been shown repeatedly to be sensitive, loyal and empathetic to the pain of others. But the lying that follows is also something showing us how badly he’s handling things. Especially given Hen’s past experience, he should have known better. But I also find it telling how, during his attempts at honesty (consulting with Hen, talking to Taylor), he says he loves his gf and things have been great. Except we’ve caught more than one glimpse during 5a of the fact that no, things haven’t been that good, something has always been off with B/T and the fact that he ended up cheating on her is also an indication of that. On some level, Buck isn’t just lying to Taylor, he’s also lying to himself. Even the most honest description he gives of the B/T relationship, giving it the unromantic title of being his most functional one, is still off the mark, because really, his most functional, healthiest, most supportive, happiest and most loving r/s has been the one he’s developed with Eddie, their bond on and off the field and co-parenting Chris together. So yeah, Buck won’t be able to come clean with his gf until he admits his own unhappiness. And doesn’t that just parallel where Eddie’s at in this very ep, having to finally own up to his own misery? ~~~
Eddie’s been struggling with his new job, his unhappiness and his fatigue for quite a while, and in all that time, during all those sleepless nights, he suffered alone, in his bed. The first time that he fails to keep it to himself is right after he sees his team at the pub, with that special focus on Buck. He can’t contain how he feels, so for once, he doesn’t confine himself to his bed, he’s up in the kitchen at night, where Chris finds him, and they finally have the talk we all knew they needed to have back in 510. I just have to say, Christopher is a beautiful KING! I didn’t know I could love him even more, but here I am, doing just that. “I can be brave, too.” That is clearly the son of two brave firefighters! But once again, I’m going to point out the depth of Eddie’s emotions brought up by seeing his team and his best friend without him. Especially given how closed off he thinks he always needs to be, has been for months, it speaks volumes of how much love that man has for his found family. How could Buck possibly not fall in love with him immediately? One way or another, I have to believe that 911 will let all of this buildup and love pay off eventually...
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Flashing them while they’re in a zoom work call
Mitsuya Takashi, Ran Haitani, Rindou Haitani, Matsuno Chifuyu
Content & Warnings: nsfw, sexual / suggestive themes, slight manga spoilers
Mitsuya Takashi
It was a hot summer day and the last thing mitsuya wanted was to be in a zoom call while the ac in his office was broken. He couldn’t help but feel annoyed and irritable, wanting nothing but to turn his laptop off and come back home to relax. But of course, he had to speak with his clients politely and patiently and be able to work on his backlogs so he sucked it up and went on with his task.
You on the other hand, had decided to surprise him. It was a Sunday so the other workers were out for the day. That meant that you could visit your boyfriend and have the office all to yourself. And you had a wonderful plan. Upon entering the premises, you checked all the other areas to make sure no one else was around, you removed your top and your bra and then you made your way to mitsuya’s office which was separated from the rest. Only by glass walls and doors though.
Once you caught sight of him, you got more and more excited to “surprise” him but he seemed so absorbed in his work that he didn’t even see you coming closer to his office. Not until you pushed the glass doors open. Finally sensing another presence, mitsuya looked up from his laptop to check who it was only to see his topless girlfriend leaning against the door frame. His eyes nearly bulged out of their sockets, catching the attention of the client he was speaking with.
“ Mr. Mitsuya? Is something wrong? Are you alright” the voice from the zoom call spoke
“Uhm, uh.. no no I’m fine, I just remembered something I had to do later” Mitsuya tried to regain his composure but it only pushed you to tease him further. You went closer, all the way to his desk, you rested your breasts on the table, the area right behind where his laptop was.
It’s a good thing mitsuya was good at controlling himself and reading situations. Safe to say though that after his (rushed) attempt at finishing up his meeting, he fucked your brains out. On his desk. On his chair. Against the wall. You were definitely going to do it again.
Haitani Rindou
“No, I think we should go for something bigger. Otherwise we won’t be able to reach our quota by the end of the month” Rindou said in frustration. A pen at hand and computer screen blaring a blue-ish hue against his face. He was exhausted to say the least. It was 10:37 pm and he was still in a meeting with the other bonten executives.
You heard his irritated tone and thought you could do something to ease his stress a little. You stood outside his home office, slipped off your night gown and underwear before gently pushing the door open. Rindou turned his head to the sound of the door opening and his jaw dropped at the scene before him. You were buck naked, only a few steps away from being in the camera’s view. Any more steps and the rest of his gang members would be able to see your naked body. He quickly took a piece of paper and wrote down something. He handed it to you.
“Don’t tease me if you don’t want me to punish you tonight. I’m not in the mood for teasing right now” was written on the note
You wrote back: “Then let’s get right to business”
You got on all fours and walked that way all the way under his desk. You unbuckled his belt and unzipped him, pulling his semi-hard cock out.
He left the meeting in seconds, wasting no time to start punishing you for not listening to him.
Haitani Ran
Ran always had his essentials during online meetings. His ipad and apple pen for notes, water, needed documents, and coffee. With his busy schedule, coffee was his best companion. Aside from you of course. He was taking a sip of his americano when you entered his home office. You were in the lingerie he bought a couple weeks ago. He nearly spit out his coffee. He put himself on mute to be able to speak to you.
“Not now princess, I’m in a meeting”
You sat down on the floor, slowly opening your legs and snaking your hand down to your breast, squeezing them a little, then down to your stomach, then to your clearly wet slit, rubbing your clit slowly.
“Fuck it” ran said before putting his laptop screen down and picking you up to put you on his desk.
When he finished with you, everything on the desk was either on the floor or knocked over.
Matsuno Chifuyu
“Do we have enough supplies for the week?” Kazutora asked from the other end of the call.
“Yeah I got enough but you have to re-check the inventory just in case”
your live-in boyfriend was currently in an online meeting with his work partner, Kazutora. He was out of town so they had to talk on zoom to finalize the week’s tasks.
“Okay let me just get the list to check” kazutora said before leaving his laptop to retrieve the mentioned files. Chifuyu simply nodded and continued to finalize the details, finances, and everything while waiting for kazutora to return.
You took the opportunity by entering the room with nothing but a towel wrapped around your body. Chifuyu glanced your way, you immediately dropped the towel once his eyes landed on you.
You started caressing your breasts and teasing your hardened nipples. Chifuyu completely lost it. Getting up from his chair and picking you up to throw you on the newly made bed, ravaging you for hours.
Though the bed couldn’t be seen from the camera, your loud moans and screams definitely weren’t masked by the distance of the bed from Chifuyu’s laptop. So when kazutora returned to see nothing but an empty chair on chifuyu’s end, he was about to end the call when he heard your moans and begging. He couldn’t help but get hard from that.
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A/N: Requests from three anons. Naughty, naughtier, naughtiest. Enjoy, everyone!
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Warnings: shameless Christmas smut
Additional NSFW warnings: dom!Loki, usage of anal sex toy, orgasm control, forced orgasm(s)
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Feeling all warm and fuzzy, you snuggled in closer to your mischievous boyfriend. After three weeks of persistent persuasion, you had finally talked Loki into watching Christmas movies with you and to be quite frank, you were convinced he secretly enjoyed them.
A comedy was on tonight, of a young couple suffering from the usual pre-Christmas stress including eccentric in-laws and turkeys burnt to a cinder. You had been giggling throughout, knowing very well it was a rather accurate representation of how chaotic Christmas could be. In fact, you could hardly wait for this year, given it would be Loki’s and your first time celebrating it together as a couple.
“I recall you telling me that those sex scenes in films are staged unless you watch a… what was it?”
“Porn movie?”
“Yes. I must admit, she is terrible at staging it.” You quirked an eyebrow at him.
“She is doing it on purpose. She is faking her orgasm.” You explained, staring at the screen. The male protagonist was wearing a Santa hat and a fake white beard—nothing else. He had surprised his girlfriend who had just gotten home from a long and exhausting day at work and even though she appreciated it, she was just too tired for sex.
“Why in the nine would she do that? That is rather pathetic for the male part.”
You blushed. You too had faked your orgasms sometimes when you were in bed with Loki.
“Um… well… she doesn’t want to hurt his feelings. You know women take longer to get there and sometimes… they’re just too tired or not in the right mind set.” You yawned. “Much like today.” You added.
Loki paused the movie with but a wave of his hand and turned to face, looking you dead in the eye. “Are you implying something?” Oh, shit… you had a feeling this would bruise his godly ego.
“I… I-I only did it a few times. Once or twice. Okay, maybe a little bit more often than that. B-but that doesn’t mean I don’t ever—“
“You are what?” He bellowed. There we go.
“Loki! Listen to me, you are the most mind-blowing lover I’ve ever had. It’s like I just said, sometimes I’m too tired or have so much going on at work that I can’t let go… it’s got nothing to do with you!” You insisted.
“That is unacceptable.” He said after an uncomfortable break.
“W-what does that mean?”
Loki gave you a meaningful look. His tone was downright spiteful when he spoke again. “Let’s just finish the movie, shall we?”
You were a little surprised he let you cuddle with him again but you couldn’t focus on the film anymore anyway.
“Are you… mad at me?” You chirped after a while, your cheek against his chest, listening to his rapid heartbeat.
“No. I am not.” You were not convinced. He was up to something.
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The next morning started all but merry. You woke Loki with a few wet kisses, quietly singing O Christmas Tree to elicit a response.
Loki groaned, a smile playing on his lips. He didn’t need a lot of sleep but he truly didn’t like being woken up by anyone but his own body when it deemed him rested enough.
You giggled, his raven hair tickling your skin. You barely made it out of bed to open the very last door of your advent calendar and then moved to get dressed. As usual, Loki was a lot faster, simply magicking clothes onto his body without so much as blinking.
You were late. The Avengers were probably already waiting for you in the living room where Tony had put up a massive Christmas tree. And massive it was—it stood almost twenty feet high, about six metres, as far as you were concerned, and the billionaire had had to use his suit to hang up all the baubles and ornaments as well as the shining star on top. And before you had gone to sleep last night, you had sneaked your presents for everyone under the tree.
You bit your lower lip, hoping that Loki wasn’t still taken aback by your involuntary confession last night. You had meant what you had said. He was an amazing lover but sometimes… you just weren’t feeling it but still didn’t want to disappoint him or let him down. A sigh escaped your lips.
“Come on, Trickster, let’s see what Santa brought.”
“Hold up.” Loki said. “Turn around for me.”
You raised your eyebrows, not expecting anything out of the ordinary. So you did as you were told and gasped when he forced you to bend over so your upper body came to rest on the bed again, your backside in plain view for him to admire.
“Hey! Loki!” You giggled during your weak protest, then bit your lower lip. Did he want to… now? Hmm… Christmas morning sex. Your heartbeat sped up as you wiggled your behind a bit, arousal already pooling between your legs.
You heard him chuckle behind you but instead of his hard cock at your wet entrance, you suddenly felt something hard and cold press against your back entrance.
“L-Loki…” You had tried toys of the like before, especially right before sex and you had enjoyed it very much but now was definitely not the time. You were about to head downstairs to the Christmas tree, exchanging presents and having a hearty breakfast with the Avengers, there was no way you were going to…
You gasped when he slid the clearly lubed plug into your rear, and it went in with little resistance. Loki knew your body so well it almost scared you. That, and you were already soaking wet and responsive to your butthole being pampered in such a way.
“Hmm… are we enjoying ourselves?” Loki mused, smirking as he led you over to the mirror to let you admire his work. The plug was a little bigger than what you were using for sex but still oddly comfortable to wear. What stood out the most to you, however, was the fact it was golden, with a green jewel attached to it and decorating your buttocks. “You are positively dripping, my dear.”
You bit your lower lip once more, mouth all of a sudden completely dry.
“It looks hot and beautiful at the same time.” You admitted, meeting his blue eyes in the mirror.
“Consider it a Christmas gift.” He said with a wink. Your eyes widened when he slid your comfy trousers back on and turned to leave the room.
“Hang on there. What are you doing?”
Loki tilted his head, playing innocent. “I am meeting my brother and his silly friends for Christmas.”
“W-what… oh my goodness. This is about last night, isn’t it? You want revenge, is that right?”
Loki smirked. “I have no idea what you are talking about, my love. Now… let us head downstairs, shall we?” You only glared at him in response, tensing up when his hand wrapped around your arm and stopped you in the threshold. “You will regret it dearly if you secretly try to take this out before I allow you to do so.” He hissed into your ear. Your walls clenched. This was certainly going to be your most interesting Christmas yet.
-
You had been right indeed. Crouching down to get the presents out from under the tree proved extremely difficult wearing a butt plug—at least, it proved extremely difficult to not moan in front of everyone.
Loki’s smirk never faltered, not even when he received your present and thanked you with a passionate kiss right in front of the Avengers. If only they knew… you had no idea what else Loki had in store for you once the two of you were alone again.
Christmas dinner posed as equally difficult. Sitting calmly at the table, enjoying the delicious turkey and treats and conversing without wiggling around like a child was nearly impossible. For the first time ever, you were glad when the festivities were over and you could finally retreat to bed, hoping that Loki would fuck your brains out before you fell asleep tonight.
You stood in front of him, arms akimbo when his clothes melted off of his body and he threw back the covers of the bed to get comfortable when you returned from the bathroom.
“Are you serious? Loki!”
“Oh dear… I almost forgot.” He lied, once again smirking like a cat that got the cream. “Lie down, little minx. Tell me, are you aching?” He teased, chuckling darkly.
“No!” You spat sarcastically, unable to hide your amusement. “I have been horny all day, you tease!”
“Have you now?” He was grinning now. Your heart skipped a beat when he snapped his fingers and then pointed at the bed for you to lie down. At this point, you did not even want to pretend to resist and be bratty for a bit.
Eager for your release (and knowing fully well this was his vengeance) you climbed on the mattress and gaped up at him with anticipation. But Loki took his time. Slowly and while eyeing you like a wild predator he joined in bed, tugging at your clothes in the process.
“Take them off.” He growled. You were panting when you did as you were told, all until you were completely naked except for the butt plug still snugly inside of your rear. A squeal escaped your lips when he lunged at you with a start, grabbing your hips and pulling you into a lying position. His scrutinising and downright lustful gaze never left yours as he sneaked his hand between your legs, right where you wanted him the most and dipped a finger in your folds.
“My… you are gushing.” You bucked your hips up against him, too impatient to listen to him talk dirty like that but his hand was already travelling upwards again, fingertips ghosting over your skin and leaving a trail of goose bumps behind. You gasped when he circled your left breast and played with your already hardening nipple until you were whimpering for him.
“Loki, please…” You begged, biting your lower lip to appear innocent. The God of Mischief chuckled.
“So desperate?” He uttered, fingers returning to your cunt. You shivered when his thumb ghosted over your clit, giving it a gentle stroke. You had been on edge all day it would not at all take you long to finally be granted your long-awaited relief, even less so when Loki buried two of his long fingers inside you without any forewarning, curling them to massage your g-spot and circling your impatient clit with his thumb. His fingers were magic. No, he was magic. If only the world knew what a skilled lover Loki was they would change their mind about him being a megalomaniac villain and shower him with affection and fanmerch instead.
Moaning, you threw your head back, meeting the thrusts of his digits by bucking your hips hungrily. Loki could tell you were close already. You were tightening around his fingers, your breathing so fast he feared you might lose consciousness.
A satisfied growl escaped his lips when you came, milking his fingers as endless waves of pleasure rolled over your body, making you moan his name. Only Loki did not stop once all the bliss slowly started to fade away, your clit complaining about the ongoing stimulation.
“Again. Now.” Loki growled.
“W-what?”
“I want another. How can I be sure you truly came, after all?” He mused. You groaned. So it was revenge after all. He knew exactly you had come.
“I d-did… w-what… I can’t… Loki… oh, fuck…” He knew you could. He knew your body could. Still fingering you relentlessly, he tossed you straight into another hot orgasm as his thumb returned to your clit. Your back arched, fingers digging into the bed sheets as you clenched rhythmically around his long digits. Heavens, it felt even more intense with the butt plug still snugly inside of you.
“L-Loki… stop… s-stop, please…” You breathed, unable to form a proper sentence.
“Oh no, my dear… you can give me one more. Just so I can be completely sure.” He replied hoarsely, knowing that you could take it and would react differently if you truly had enough. It was the mix of pleasure and your strong feelings for him that made your mind turn like a spinning wheel, unable to stop or escape the tornado of emotions and relentless bliss. So he kept going, tormenting your already overstimulated bundle of nerves until your toes curled.
“Don’t you ever dare fake an orgasm with me again.” He growled into your ear, his hot breath brushing against your skin. Pleasant shivers ran up and down your spine, yet you were unable to answer him. Instead, you wrapped your arms around him and dug your nails into his back, pulling his upper body closer to yours to urge him on, his name leaving your lips like a prayer as he brought you to a third orgasm making you see stars.
Panting, it took you quite a while to come down from your high again as Loki helped you ride out your climax before finally removing his now slick fingers and licking them clean with relish. When he made no move to position himself between your legs and get some relief himself, you let your head fall back into the soft pillows, making Loki chuckle.
“No falling asleep just yet, my love. Let me remove the jewel from that lovely behind of yours first.” Your eyes fell shut nonetheless, an acknowledging sound the only form of communication you could still muster as you let Loki gently take out the plug. You would have drifted off to sleep there and then, without a blanket, if Loki didn’t scoop you up like a cherished bride and wrapped you under the covers before cradling you in his arms.
“I’m so sorry, Loki.” You muttered, eyes still shut tiredly.
“Whatever for?”
“I never meant to offend you when I faked, I just wanted you to have your fun even when I wasn’t in the mood.”
“I know. Don’t lie to me again. Ever. There is no point for me to take pleasure from you if I am unable to return the favour.”
You smiled. You really had the most amazing boyfriend in the world. Well… which was probably because he was in fact, not from this world. No Christmas present could ever compete.
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A/N: If you enjoyed this story, I would appreciate it so much if you considered supporting me on Kofi! It’s either for caffeine or red wine, I’ll take both. ko-fi.com/sserpente ♥
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