“Until I Found You”
Word Count: 11.2k
*TW: A previous 'yes' turning into a 'no' in terms of sex (the sex is not actually happening when this occurs), and a bit of forceful grabbing.*
(Part three of “Georgia”)
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As the sun peeked through the curtains the next morning, Georgia stirred - going to stretch until she felt her limbs knock into a hard surface. She grunted softly as her eyes fluttered open, and they immediately widened when her sight was met with a muscular chest with swallows inked across the collarbone. It was then that her head began to ache, and she let out a groan while pressing her palm to her forehead - eyes squeezing shut as if that would help dull the pain.
Knowing that medication was needed for this headache sooner rather than later, Georgia skillfully wiggled her way out of bed without disturbing Harry, and she started down the steps with the kitchen as her destination. She stepped into the room, and she started searching the cupboards for a couple of glasses. Once she located them, she got both her and Harry a glass of water, and scarfed down a piece of bread to help absorb the alcohol still in her system, before heading back up the stairs.
She set a glass of water down on each nightstand, and then she quietly made her way into his ensuite to search the medicine cabinet she had seen last night for some ibuprofen. Sighing happily once she located the bottle, she placed two of them in her hand before easing back into the bedroom.
Sitting on the side of the bed she slept on, Georgia popped the two pills into her mouth as she grabbed her glass of water - quickly bringing it to her lips to wash the tablets down. She grimaced at the roll of her stomach once the water hit it, and she shook her head. It had been a really long time since she had allowed herself to consume that much alcohol, but she couldn't deny that she had a good time with Harry last night.
Georgia laid back down on the bed pulling the covers back over herself as she snuggled closer to Harry once again. She felt slightly creepy, but she couldn't help but to admire him as he slept. He was truly the most beautiful man, and maybe even human, that she had set her eyes on. She knew her emotions towards his appearance also stemmed from his personality, and how gentle he was towards her. Some women may turn their nose up at how tender Harry could be. They could see it as him treating them as something fragile, even though they weren't, but Georgia didn't see it that way in the slightest.
Harry respected her, and she knew that he was gentle with her because he was just a gentle human overall. She had never met a man that was interested in her, or treated her in such a way, but the more she was around him, the more she grew to love it.
Slowly lifting her hand, Georgia grazed her palm against one of his defined pecs - bottom lip captured between her teeth. She could lay here all day and stare at him. She could take in the sculpted features of his face, and then the defined muscles that adorned his body. Her thighs clenched as her eyes dropped to the waistband of the joggers that hung on his hips. The leaves of his fern tattoos peeked right over the edge of the material, and all of a sudden she was thrown back to a hazy memory from the night before.
She had practically whined about the fact that Harry didn't want to have sex with her last night.
Her stomach sank as she shut her eyes, shaking her head at herself. How could she have been so stupid? They were both intoxicated, and she understood why he didn't want to escalate things any further. Part of her just wanted to leave - to collect her things and order an Uber to take her back to her place so that she wouldn't have to face Harry.
That plan wasn't an option anymore when she felt him stirring beneath her palm, and she looked up to see his eyes fluttering open. She watched as his eyes searched around the room for a second before it seemed he realized there was a body pressed against his. Looking down, Harry's eyebrows raised to his forehead for just a second, and then they settled - a small smile gracing his lips.
"Good morning, sweet Georgia," his voice crooned as he wrapped his arm around her waist so he could place his hand on her lower back. He pressed her body closer to his, nuzzling his face into this side of her neck. "How did you sleep?"
"Very well, thank you," Georgia breathed, trying to will away those feelings of doubt she was having. She brought her other hand up to rest against the back of his neck - fingertips dancing along the curls that barely hung there. "I've only been up for a few minutes. How about you?"
"So well next to you," Harry's lips pressed against her jawline for just a moment before he pulled back to look down into Georgia's eyes. "You feeling okay?"
"Definitely hungover," she laughed. "Took some medicine though, and I hope you don't mind that I inhaled a slice of bread in your kitchen to try and make me feel a little better."
"Honey, you could've had anything you wanted down there. I can make us a proper breakfast if you'd like. I'm not feeling too poorly."
Harry's large hand ran up and down Georgia's back, and she shuddered at the feeling - goosebumps covering her skin.
"Maybe in a moment," she whispered. "I'd like to lay for a little while longer. I brought you some water, by the way."
As much as he hated to, Harry untangled himself from Georgia to reach over to his nightstand so he could grab the water. He was definitely parched from the alcohol last night, and a glass of cold water sounded absolutely amazing. He sat up - downing half the glass in one go before setting it back on the nightstand.
"If I had done that, I would've been sick," Georgia giggled as Harry laid back down next to her, pulling her just as close as he had before.
Harry's face soon found its way into her hair as he pressed a kiss to the top of her head, causing her to sigh and move even closer.
"I remember last night, Harry, and I need to thank you, but I also need to apologize for the way that I acted," she starts, hand running up and down his side as she does so. "Thank you for stopping anything from happening, but I'm so sorry for being that way towards you - it was inappropriate."
"Georgia," Harry chuckled, surprising her a bit, and he pulled his head up to look down at her. "Do you remember what my answer to you was?"
Georgia nibbled on her bottom lip for a minute, trying to think of what he had said other than not wanting things to go further, but she couldn't. She shook her head with a shy grin before Harry continued.
"I told you that if things were different, and had we both been sober, I would've let you have your way with me. I feel the same way as you, sweetheart."
With her heart pounding against her chest, Georgia's plump lips parted as she stared up at Harry - completely dumbfounded by his admission. She knew that he was different from other men before, but having him say that he wanted her just as bad as she wanted him had her completely thrown.
"I...I don't know if I really am ready, Harry," she whispered, feeling a bit ashamed as she dropped her forehead against his chest. "And I know that I feel comfortable around you, and I hope I'm not hurting your feelings - I just think I do need more time before taking that step."
Her mind was flashing back to that bastard of a man who had made her believe he was in love with her just to leave her high and dry as he went back to his wife. Deep down, she really knew that Harry would never do that to her, but she also couldn't bring herself to give herself over so quickly again.
"You're not hurting my feelings at all," Harry shook his head at her words, lifting a hand to tuck a strand of hair behind Georgia's ear. "I'll wait until you're ready, and if you're never ready, then that's okay too."
Georgia nuzzled her face into Harry's palm as he cupped her cheek, and she puckered her lips to press her lips against the heel of it. "Thank you. You're so understanding. I wish there were more people in the world like you."
She meant what she said honestly. The world needed more people like Harry. Little did she know that Harry also thought the world needed more people like Georgia, but he felt a bit silly about saying it outloud. His reasons as to why would absolutely come out as a confession about how he was truly feeling about her, and he didn't want to scare her off.
"Come on, honey," Harry leaned down to gently press his lips against her forehead. "Let's head downstairs, and I'll get to work on breakfast."
Grabbing their glasses of water, the couple made their way down the steps, and Georgia perched herself onto one of the tall bar stools on the other side of his high counter. She watched as Harry moved around his kitchen with ease, and she found herself in a daze as she began to watch him cook. No man had ever cooked for her before, and she knew that this was just breakfast, but it still meant a lot to her.
"You seem to really know what you're doing," she laughed, pulling her legs up onto the bar stool to sit with her legs criss-cross.
Harry turned to look over his shoulder at her with a boyish grin - one that made her warmth swirl in her stomach. He shrugged in response as he focused back on the eggs he was currently cooking on the stove.
"I used to help my dad in the kitchen a lot when I was younger, and then it just kind of stuck with me," he explained, holding his hand over the griddle on the counter to make sure it was heated properly before putting some strips of bacon on it. "I enjoy cooking, and most of the time I'm only doing it for myself, so I always like when I'm able to cook for someone else as well."
"I get that. I'm only ever cooking for myself as well - can't remember the last time it wasn't just me."
Harry frowned softly at Georgia's words, his back still to her as kept his eyes on the eggs cooking in the pan in front of him. He wondered if she was more lonely than she led on, but he would never try to push her, or invade her privacy in such a way to find out.
He moved over to the fridge to grab some containers of fresh fruit he had picked up at the market recently, pulling a knife and cutting board out as well. Heading over to the sink, he cleaned the fruit off thoroughly before beginning to cut them up so they could accompany the meal he was preparing.
"Can I ask you a question?" Georgia spoke up after clearing her throat, hands wrapped around one of her ankles as she moved them back and forth, fidgeting due to her slight anxiousness.
"Of course," Harry responded, not looking up from the fruit as he continued his work.
"Have you ever done something like this before? Like...with someone like me?"
Harry's movements ceased when he processed her words, and he stared at the wall ahead of him as he let them sink in. He could hear the insecurity in her voice - the first time he felt like he had ever picked up on it when it came to her.
"You mean like a dancer?" Harry finally answered as he looked back over his shoulder at her.
Georgia nodded, swallowing harshly as she waited for his answer. She knew that Harry was a very sweet and selfless individual, and to be honest, it wouldn't surprise her if he had been this way with a woman like her before.
"No, I haven't," he shook his head, holding her eyes so that she knew he was being truthful before turning back to the fruit. "I told you the truth the first time we properly met. I hadn't gone to any clubs like yours until I got here - when I saw you."
It became silent between the two of them, the only noise being the bacon sizzling on the griddle, and the knife hitting the cutting board as Harry continued to prepare their fruit. Soon the fruit was finished, and Harry kept his eyes down as he placed the bowl in front of Georgia to snack on as he finished up the rest of their meal.
Georgia could've smacked herself for how insensitive she was towards Harry. She knew it was her insecurity, because the closer she got to him, the more that seemed to rise.
"I actually haven't done this with anyone in a long time," Harry spoke after a while as Georgia slowly chewed the piece of strawberry she had in her mouth. "Probably an embarrassing amount of time."
As the beautiful tattooed man continued to move around the kitchen, Georgia slowly, and quietly, made her way off the bar stool. Harry stood at the stove, watching over the eggs that were just about finished as she wrapped her arms around his waist - both hands pressed firmly against his chest. "You deserve to feel appreciated, Harry. You deserve to feel wanted."
His eyes slipped shut for a moment, treasuring the touch that was his sweet Georgia, as both his hands trailed up. His palms pressed against the back of her hands - thumbs caressing her skin. "As do you."
Harry so desperately wanted to call her by her real name when speaking to her like this. He wanted her to know that he meant it.
Georgia's forehead was pressed between Harry's shoulder blades as she contemplated his words. She hadn't felt truly worthy of being appreciated since her grandparents. She had almost felt it again once, but the ending to that story haunted her more than she liked to admit.
"No," she whispered, the tears stinging in her eyes. "Not on the same level as you."
Harry's heart clenched hearing the venomous words leave Georgia's mouth. Both the bacon and eggs were done, so he cut the heat off the stove, and the griddle, before turning around. His large hands captured her face, her jaw resting in his palms.
"I don't ever want to hear you say that again," he nudged his nose against hers, eyes still on her face as her own slipped shut. "You are so worthy of everything, sweet Georgia. I'm pathetic for you."
"Harry-"
"I meant it when I said you have no idea what you do to me."
Georgia shuddered out a breath, licking over her bottom lip. "And I meant it when I said I don't think you had any idea what you do to me either, Harry babe."
Harry's eyes shut as he rested his forehead against Georgia's - the pads of his thumbs dancing over her cheekbones. He wanted to come completely clean, and tell her just how much she had invaded his mind since the moment he laid eyes on her, but he was terrified of her rejection. He was scared that all of this maybe didn't mean as much as her that it did to him, and that he had maybe read into everything a little too much.
"Sit back down, sweetheart, I'll make us each a plate," he pressed a soft kiss to her cheek before pulling away, turning his back to her as he began to get their breakfast together.
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It was now Friday night at Fortune, and Georgia truly felt on top of the world. Harry had come to see her on Tuesday as he usually did, and their time together in her backroom consisted of soft kissing, gentle caressing and a lot of giggling on Georgia's part. She felt even more drawn to Harry now than she ever had before after the event on Saturday, and how he treated her on Sunday morning.
As scared as she was at how fast her feelings for Harry seemed to be growing, it was also exciting for her. No man had ever put in the effort like this with her before, and before he dropped her off at her place Sunday morning, they actually exchanged numbers.
They hadn't been texting too much, but on Tuesday, and earlier today, he had texted to confirm with her that he'd be at Fortune to watch her perform. He also texted Tuesday night that he has really enjoyed their time together, and that he couldn't wait to see her again on Friday - tonight.
"Georgia," Cass called her name, and she looked at him through her vanity mirror. She was touching up her makeup before starting her second set, and she smiled wide at the gentleman behind her.
"Hi Cass, everything okay?"
"There's a client who's requested you for your back room tonight, a couple clients throughout the night actually, and I'd like it if you make sure they get tended to."
The lipstick in Georgia's hand almost fell down onto her vanity when she fully processed Cass' words. "Oh, well, it's Friday, and usually I have that one client that comes in. I'm sure he'd very disappointed to-"
"I know who you're referring to. You're talking about Harry," Cass walked forward and placed his hands on Georgia's shoulders. "But I'm going to need you to take a night off from him. When he comes, he takes up your whole night when I could be having at least five or six other men in there for you. If that continues to be an issue, Georgia, then I'll have to ask him not to come in anymore. It doesn't look good for my business."
"No," Georgia shook her head, holding Cass' eyes in the mirror. "It won't be an issue, I promise. I'll try to be better about splitting up my time."
Cass walked around her chair to face her, lightly pinching Georgia's cheek as she stared up at him. "That's all I ask."
Once he had walked away, Georgia gave herself a few seconds to calm down before reaching into her bag. She located her phone, quickly going to her text thread with Harry. She typed as fast as possible considering some of the girls were joining her at their own vanities, and the last thing she needed was one of them running back to Cass to tell on her.
To: Harry
9:37 pm
"Hi, Harry, I'm really sorry, but I won't be able to join you in my backroom tonight. If you do end up still coming, it's probably best if you choose another girl to be in the presence of. My boss is getting a little frustrated with me that I spend so much time with you in there, and he threatened not to let you in anymore. I'm sorry, I was really looking forward to spending more time with you this evening."
The possibility of Harry not being able to come see Georgia at Fortune anymore frightened her a bit. He had become such a safe space for her, and she hadn't truly realized that until this very moment. It wasn't that she disliked her job, but being able to turn off the fake accent, and her exaggerated charm every now and then was a relief.
Little did Georgia know that Harry had already arrived at the club for the night. He was currently standing at the bar, drinking his usual, when he felt his phone vibrate in the pocket of his dress pants. Licking over his bottom lip, he retrieved the phone, and at first he smiled when he saw it was Georgia that was texting him. That was until he actually read her message, and he felt his heart sink.
Part of him had to wonder if this was just some ploy to have her separate herself from him. Was she no longer interested in continuing what they had? They never labeled anything, and Harry was okay with that, but now he wondered if he really did fall in too deep. It gutted him to think that he never got to be truly open with her about how he much he cared for her, but if the feeling he had right now was true, then maybe that was for the best.
It was only a few minutes later when he heard Georgia's music starting, and he looked on stage to see the beautiful woman that he had come to cherish so deeply. She made her way to the middle of the stage - her hands resting on her hips as she looked out in front of her. Harry thought maybe he was seeing things when he saw her smile falter once she met his eyes, and it wasn't until he had moved to sit at a table just a little closer to the stage that he could see what looked like worry behind her own eyes.
He came to the conclusion quickly that something was wrong with Georgia. His sweet Georgia.
Georgia practically stumbled off the stage when her set was over, and was fighting the tears that began to burn in her eyes. She could see the pained look on Harry's face when she had finally laid her sights on him, and it ruined her to know that she was the one that was causing it. Her hands were shaking as she quickly changed into her set of lingerie for her backroom, and she sat back down at her vanity to fix her makeup that was threatening to run. She took the time to pin her hair back with a few small clips she had, but still allowed for the majority of her hair to fall down her back - the shorter layers framing around her face.
It wasn't until Harry was back at the bar, ordering his second drink for the night when Cass approached him - Sapphire just starting up her second set of the night. From the corner of his eye, he caught sight of Georgia stepping out from the backstage area, and it was everything he could do not to race over to her, and to gather her in his arms.
"Harry, good to see you again," Cass said as he leaned against the bar beside him. He was observing him, and Harry could easily tell. "I apologize, but Georgia is all booked up for the evening. I'm hoping I could interest you in one of the other girls instead?"
Harry chewed on the inside of his cheek as he looked down at his shoes. This felt wrong. He knew that there wasn't a true relationship happening between him and Georgia, but that didn't mean that his feelings weren't true.
"Uhm, yeah," Harry cleared his throat as he looked back over to Cass with a nod. "That would be nice, thank you."
"Oh wonderful!" Cass clapped his hands togethers, lifting a finger to the bartender as they brought over Harry's fresh drink. "Don't add that one to his tab, please. It's on the house."
Harry sipped at his cocktail as he looked towards the stage, seeing that Sapphire was just getting into the grit of her current number. He could see Cass smirking at him, and the man leaned over to nudge Harry's arm.
"What about Sapphire? She gets almost the same reviews as Georgia, but I've heard she puts out a little more without you having to ask."
This was the first time that Harry had ever felt a certain type of way towards Cass, and now he was wondering if both he, and Georgia, had misinterpreted his true character. A feeling of disgust swirled in Harry's stomach as he gripped tighter to the glass in his hand, but he played along, for Georgia's sake. At this point, he wasn't sure if something bad could happen to her if they didn't go along with what Cass wanted.
"Sure, that's fine," Harry took another large sip from his drink, and Cass slapped a hand down over his shoulder.
"I'll make sure she comes to you right away after her other two dances she has booked," Cass and Harry exchanged the necessary amount for the booking, and Cass began to lead him away from the bar. "Let's go."
As Cass was getting Harry all set up in to wait outside of Sapphire's room, Georgia was just finishing up with her first client of the night. Thankfully this was a man she knew, one who came in every time he was in town on business, and she didn't mind him all too much. He was respectful, and he could always gauge her mood pretty well. She thinks this is why he didn't ask her to strip for him like usual, and she was more than grateful for that.
It wasn't until the song ended that Georgia realized her time with the current man in her room was up, and she watched as he gathered his things. As he went to walk out, he stopped next to her - hesitantly lifting his hand before placing it on her shoulder. "I hope you're okay, Georgia. I've never seen you look this upset before, and I hope you're taking care of yourself."
Once the door shut, Georgia's bottom lip started to wobble. She still had three more dances booked for the room tonight, and the last thing she wanted was to see them through, but she knew she had to.
Her mind wasn't in any of her dances tonight. All she could think about was Harry, and who he chose to go into a room with. Did he watch them the way that he does her? Did he ask them not to dance, or to strip, and just to sit and talk - just like they do?
The rest of the evening was a blur to both Harry and Georgia. Harry had kept his eyes on the floor almost the entire time that Sapphire had danced for him, and when she offered to strip, he quickly declined. Sapphire had tried not to feel offended with the way Harry avoided looking at her at all costs, but it wasn't the strangest encounter she'd had before.
As Georgia started to gather her things up for the evening, Cass approached her much like he had earlier. "There's someone requesting your presence over at the hotel this evening," he stated, tucking his hands into his front pockets.
Georgia's movements stopped as she processed what Cass said, and she stared down at the items in her hands. "Okay," she whispered, knowing that this was her job, and she was already on thin ice when it came to Cass.
Part of her hoped that it was Harry, and that this was maybe his way of working around the backroom issue, but she knew she couldn't get too set on that. If it wasn't him, all she would be was disappointed.
Georgia finished packing up her things, and she stepped out from the backstage area just as Harry and Sapphire were heading out of the hallway that led to the backrooms. It was like there was a magnet, and they looked at each other at the same time. Georgia felt just like she did at the event she had gone to with Harry, her jealousy coming right back around, but tonight, it was ten times worse. As they walked past her, Georgia went to speak up, just to say anything to Harry, but she felt a hand on her lower back.
She looked up to see Cass smiling down at her, and it was then she saw another man standing behind him. "Georgia, this was the gentleman I was telling you about. He'd like to walk you over to the hotel with him, if that's okay."
Harry stopped in his tracks when he heard the words that left Cass' mouth, and he felt his heart ache in his chest. He knew this was her job. He needed to keep reminding himself of that, and he couldn't fault her.
It also took him a minute, but he realized it was the same man that had tried to book her the one night - the night Harry had ended up booking her instead.
"Sure, of course," Georgia nodded to try and keep her cover up in front of Cass as well as she could. "Lead the way."
As Georgia began to head out of the club, her and Harry shared one more look - the longing evident in both of their eyes. She had to force herself to look away as sadness began to take over.
Once at the hotel, it became apparent pretty early on that this man wasn't like her Harry at all. He was very much to the point as to what he was expecting by having her here in the room. When he asked about kissing, Georgia made him aware of her rule - if he didn't want to kiss her, then they wouldn't kiss. It seemed that was something he was happy about as he didn't try to make any motions to kiss her at all.
It wasn't until Georgia was on the bed, naked and underneath him, when the reality of the situation was starting to really sink in. She figured the next time someone saw her naked, and the next time that she allowed someone to have her in this way, that it would be Harry. Unfortunately, that image was now tainted as she looked up at the face of a stranger as she felt his hands running down her sides.
"I'd like for you to suck me off before we fuck, is that okay?"
Georgia just nodded in response, flipping them over to where she was now on top of him. He was left only in his boxers, and her hands were shaky as she wrapped her fingers around the waistband of them. She blinked as she stared at his stomach before shaking her head.
"I-I'm sorry, I can't," she whispered, quickly moving off the bed to gather her undergarments and her dress.
"What?" The man asked, and she could see that he had propped himself up onto his elbows as he watched her walk around the room - as if she just couldn't wait to get away from him.
"I can't. I'm not in the right headspace this evening, and I've changed my mind. I'm sorry for wasting your time, but I-"
A gasp left Georgia as she felt the man's hand coming up to grasp at her - cradling her elbow in his palm as his fingers dug into her skin. "I paid for you."
"And I'll make sure you get your money back," Georgia was now beginning to panic, and she tried to loosen his hold on her. "Cass is good about that, but I'm not doing this. Now let me go, please, you're starting to hurt me."
His grip slipped away from her, and she grabbed her bag before bolting out of the room. Barely holding it together, she pulled her phone and quickly ordered an Uber to Harry's neighborhood. She couldn't remember his exact house number, but she was familiar with the area, and she knew that she would know which house was his as soon as she saw it.
The Uber couldn't get to her fast enough, and she kept looking over her shoulder at the front doors of the hotel as she waited - scared that at any moment the man from upstairs was going to come outside and try to be rough with her again.
Once inside the car, she tapped the tips of her fingertips against the top of her knee. Her mind was everywhere at this point, and there was a nagging fear in the back of her mind that Harry may not even want to see her after what happened tonight. If that's what he wanted, then she would understand, although she would be highly devastated to know that what they had had come to an end.
The Uber dropped her off at the front of the neighborhood, and Georgia did her best to remember whether she needed to go left or right . Trusting her instinct, she went to the right, and it was only a few seconds later that she saw what she knew was Harry's house - the car he had driven her in twice now sitting in the driveway.
It was like she couldn't get to the door fast enough, practically tripping over her feet as she made her way up his stairs. She rang the doorbell with her heart pounding in her chest, and she hadn't even noticed the light in the foyer of his house was off until she saw it flicker on.
The door opened to reveal Harry dressed in a pair of sweatpants and a white tank top, his expression clearly showing surprise when he realized just who was at his door.
"I couldn't do it," Georgia choked out, tears that she didn't even know had formed beginning to streak down her cheeks. "I had to leave, Harry. I just couldn't do it..."
Harry's eyebrows narrowed with sympathy as he reached out to pull Georgia into his chest. Her bag dropped to the floor once he had her fully inside - making sure to shut and lock the door with one hand so he didn't lose any contact with her. Her petite hands grabbed at the back of his top, and one of his settled onto the back of her head - the other on her lower back.
"She didn't strip for me," Harry spoke up, pressing a kiss to Georgia's hairline. "She danced for me, and I hardly paid attention to her. I mostly looked at the ground the entire time, but I made sure to look up every now and then so I didn't seem suspicious. She asked me several times if I was sure that I didn't want her to strip for me, and I told her 'yes' every time."
Once they pulled apart, Harry's hands cradled Georgia's face in his hands. "I can't stop thinking about you, Georgia. You've taken up a permanent residency in mind - in my soul. I'm so drawn to you."
Georgia felt her knees go weak at the words Harry had spoken to her, and she lifted her hands to rest over the top of his. "I'm scared," she whispered, more tears streaming down her cheeks. "I...I can't get hurt again."
She knew that she hadn't opened up to Harry about her past experience, but it just kind of slipped out. It was the only thing holding her back from completely giving herself over to him.
Harry's heart clenched at both the hurt, and the fear that was etched across Georgia's face. He never pressed about her past, but he figured that someone he deeply hurt her in order for her to be so shaken up when it came to opening up to him.
"I'm not going to hurt you," he reassured her, the pads of his thumbs brushing underneath her eyes to wipe away her tears. "God, I can't fucking fathom having to go without seeing you. I want you, and I don't mean in just a sexual way. I just want all of you - every part."
When Georgia saw the glimmer that sparked in Harry's eyes, that was all it took for her to finally give in. There was something there she hadn't seen with him before, and it made her feel even more safe than she already had.
"Okay," she nodded, taking a step forward to close the slightest gap that was between them. "Then I'm yours."
In the blink of an eye, Harry's lips were against Georgia's, and she was almost sure that she had heard a whimper leaving him at the contact. The kiss was slow, and Harry gradually tilted her head back before letting his tongue roll into her mouth.
Her thighs clenched at the feeling of it tangling with her own - her hands dropping to grasp at the material of his tank top against his sides. Pressing her chest flush against Harry's, his fingers now threaded through the sides of her hair, and she not only felt, but also heard the pins she had put in it earlier dropping to the floor.
"Shit, sorry," Harry chuckled softly, but not disconnecting their lips, and Georgia shook her head.
Her tongue found his first this time, and she walked forward to start them towards the staircase that was behind Harry. He caught on quickly, and ran his hands down to the back of Georgia's thighs - giving them a squeeze. Taking this as a sign, she jumped, immediately crossing her ankles against the small of his back while her hands cupped the sides of his neck.
The pads of her thumbs ran along his jawline as he carefully maneuvered them up the stairs and towards his bedroom. It felt like déjà vu when Harry set Georgia down on the edge of his bed, and he broke all contact with her before he kneeled in front of her - bringing his hands back up to rest on her knees.
"Did you need to do anything? Freshen up or anything before-"
He wanted her to be as comfortable, but he couldn't stop the grin that broke out on his face when he saw her immediately shaking her head. "No, no, Harry," she reached out for him, gripping at his biceps. "I just want you. Need you, please."
Harry felt his prick throb against his thigh at her words, and this was the first time he was going to allow himself to give into that feeling around her. He never wanted to before so that he didn't disrespect her, but it was more than obvious that they both knew where this was leading tonight.
It had been a while since he had been in the bedroom like this with a woman, and he tried to push down his anxiousness as much as possible. He just wanted to please Georgia in every way because she deserved it.
"Okay," Harry stood, and he went to grab the bottom of his tank top, but Georgia soon mirrored him completely - both of them now standing at the foot of his bed.
"Can I?" Georgia ghosted her lips across Harry's as they held each other's eyes, and he gave her a nod.
It took an obscene amount of restraint for Harry to keep himself from gasping as Georgia's knuckles brushed against his lower stomach, and she began to mouth over his jawline as she started to lift the material from his abdomen. She only separated herself from him to pull the article of clothing off - her body pressing against his immediately just as before once it was discarded on the floor.
Harry ran his fingertips down the outside of Georgia's thighs, and she lifted her arms above her head without a second thought once his hands gripped the hem of her dress. It soon joined Harry's tank top beneath them, and once again, he led her to sit down on the edge of the bed.
Just like in his kitchen the other night, he was on his knees in front of her as he removed each of her strappy heels - tossing them to the side once finished. He massaged each of her feet in his hands for a few seconds, something he knew she enjoyed after working like she did tonight, before he raised up a bit to be face to face with her again.
"Let's move back on the bed a little," Harry offered as he pressed a kiss to the corner of Georgia's mouth.
Georgia nodded as she leaned back onto her elbows, and she started to crawl backwards towards the pillows against the headboard - Harry's body matching her movements, and hovering over her the entire time as she did so. Her whole body was jittery with the anticipation of what was to come.
"So beautiful," one of Harry's hands started its journey up Georgia's side, and he swallowed harshly before cupping a covered breast in his palm. He watched as Georgia's eyes slipped shut with her head tilting back into the pillows as he began to knead the supple flesh. "Is this okay?"
"Yes," Georgia breathed, her hands now resting against his ribcage. "Please keep going. You can take it off completely, if you want. I...I want you to see me."
"Alright, sweetheart. You're already looking as gorgeous as can be - don't know how I'm going to survive this."
Georgia blushed at his compliment, and she gave his sides a squeeze. "You really don't know how attractive you are, do you, Harry? I don't know how I'm going to survive seeing you like this."
They both took a moment to laugh at their comments, the air feeling a bit lighter when filled with Georgia's giggles.
Harry's large hands ventured around to the middle of Georgia's back, and he began to undo the satin ribbon tie that was holding her peach colored bra to her body. He moved one hand back around to tug at the middle of it, and it was soon removed entirely from Georgia.
He couldn't help but still hold her eyes, and it wasn't until she gave him a nod that he looked down at her full, and freckled breasts. Her nipples were already growing hard due to them no longer being confined against the warm material, and Harry's mouth was instantly watering as he pictured getting his tongue on them.
"Stunning," Harry shook his head in disbelief, feeling like he was in a dream finally having his girl like this. "Most beautiful woman I've ever seen, sweet Georgia, I hope you know that. Is it okay if I touch?"
"Harry, you asking permission means so much to me, but I'm so comfortable with you right now. I know you're going to take your time, and I don't mind what you do. If anything does bother me, I'll tell you, okay?"
"Okay, but you have to promise me you'll tell me. No matter how small, whatever it is that may end up bothering you."
"I promise," Georgia lifted one of her feet, running the arch of it down one of his calves. "I just desperately need to feel your hands on me."
Harry had been with a few women who were a bit needy in the past, but never anything like this. She was practically begging for him, and that didn't happen a lot - whether it be hookups or relationships, although he wasn't too much of a hookup guy.
"Fuck, honey," Harry leaned down, cupping the underside of one of her breasts in his hands before giving it a squeeze. He kissed the skin around her nipple for just a few seconds before lapping at the hardened bud with his tongue.
Georgia gasped, hand latching into the back of Harry's curls. She could feel his cock twitching in his sweats against her thigh, and she moved ever so slightly to apply a bit of pressure - wanting to grant him a bit of relief.
Groaning against her skin, Harry moved his other hand to knead Georgia's other breast, and he smirked against her when felt her flexing her thigh against him every so often.
"Hold on a second," Harry reached one hand to readjust himself in both his sweats and briefs, but Georgia wrapped her hand around his wrist.
"Take your pants off."
Harry obeyed, leaving his briefs on, but still adjusting himself before he resumed his work on her previously unattended nipple. He reached down, and hitched her knees up by his hips, and Georgia moaned as she felt his bulge rubbing perfectly against her covered clit.
"O-oh, that's so good," she whimpered as Harry started a slow rhythm, making sure he moved against her in a way that fed him the most reactions. "You could make me come just from this."
"Really?" Harry kissed along her collarbone, nipping at it gently. His hands now grasped her hips, and he pulled her just a bit harder against him - aiding her in her movements.
"Yes," Georgia gripped to Harry's biceps, hiding her face in his neck as she already felt the brewing of an orgasm in her lower stomach. "Haven't been tended to like this in so long. 'S so nice, Harry."
After hearing her words, Harry knew he was going to make sure he had her coming this way before they progressed any further. He leaned his head back down to suck at one of her nipples again, and he could feel Georgia's thighs trembling against him.
"Your body is so beautiful, sweetheart. I can't wait to worship every part of you - let you see just how much you're worth. I want to give you all the pleasure in the world."
Georgia's head started to feel dizzy as Harry spoke. Although what he said wasn't downright filthy like a lot of women want when in bed with a man, she thinks that it had her turned on even more because she could tell that he meant it. It was like he wanted to cherish every bit of her, and it meant a lot to her that he spoke it out loud so she would know.
"Well, you're on the right track," she complimented him, causing Harry to huff out a laugh as he began to kiss over her neck now - latching to her pulse point which had her whining out.
Harry's eyes glanced down at where their covered cores were connecting, and the image of him with his head between her thighs flashed into his mind. He closed his eyes tight, just the thought of that having him on the brink of his own orgasm. As much as Harry wanted to do that for her tonight, he knew he'd come the minute he tasted her.
"I-I'm gonna come," Georgia's breathing increased, and Harry bit down gently on the skin he had been tending to on her neck before lifting up - wanting to see her face as she released. "Gonna-"
She cut herself off with a lewd moan, her hips stuttering as she rode out her high.
Never in her life had she come with her center clothed like this before, and it had her realizing that her connection to Harry was even stronger than she had thought up until now.
Their rolling hips began to slow, and Georgia leaned up to connect her lips with Harry's. His fingertips danced over her sun kissed skin as their tongues explored each other's mouths, as if they hadn't kissed like this several times before. It wasn't until she felt Harry's dick pulse against her dampened core that she remembered there was still more to come.
"Harry," she pulled away from his mouth, hands coasting over his chiseled abdomen. "I'm ready now."
Licking over his bottom lip, Harry sat back on the heels of his feet to peel Georgia's wet underwear off her body, the middle sticking to her just slightly before coming loose - allowing him to pull them down her legs. He tossed them onto the ground with their other clothing, making his way back to hover over her.
Georgia hooked her fingers into the waistband of Harry's briefs, tugging them down to about mid-thigh before he took over, and kicked them the rest of the way off.
At the same time, they both let their eyes wander down, taking in each other's vulnerable, and naked bodies for the first time.
"Oh my god," Georgia's eyes widened as she saw Harry's prick hard between the two of them. "I could tell you were big but, oh my god..."
She realized she was repeating herself, but she couldn't help it. She had to be sure that Harry was going to be the biggest that she ever had, and that intimidated her slightly.
Harry felt even more flushed in his face as Georgia spoke, and he tried to distract himself from the nervousness by sliding his hand up her inner thigh. Once again, he kept his eyes on her face as his fingertips came in contact with her slick clit, and he watched as she gasped.
"I just want to make sure you're ready," he whispered, dragging his fingers down to play at her dripping entrance. "I'm gonna start with two."
Georgia nodded in response, and her back arched as she felt his long digits entering inside. Her mouth hung open as she tilted her head back - panting into the air around them.
"How long has it been, sweet Georgia?"
"A few months," she felt like she could barely speak with just how wonderful he was making her feel, and he only had his fingers inside. "But, fuck, you have to believe me when I say no one has ever made me feel like this."
"You don't understand how happy I am to be the one you're giving yourself over to," Harry leaned down to press a kiss to Georgia's cheek. "And I'm so glad you're feeling good. I hope I can make you feel even better in a few minutes."
Georgia's thighs clenched around Harry's hand when she thought about all of him entering inside of her, and she dwelled on the stretch that she knew would take over almost all of her senses, but she wanted it so badly.
"I want it now, please," Georgia's voice peaked up in pitch as Harry's fingers curled inside of her, the tips of them stroking at her sweet spot. "I promise, I'll be okay."
Harry chewed on the inside of his cheek, giving Georgia a few more strokes with his fingers before he pulled them out. Her eyes fluttered open to watch him bring them to his mouth, cleaning them off. He opened his bedside door and grabbed a condom - heart pounding against his chest.
He was about to have sex with the most beautiful woman he'd ever seen, and he hoped that he didn't disappoint.
Georgia could see that his hands were shaking as he tried to open up the wrapped on the condom, and she lifted her hands up - running them across his shoulders. "Don't be nervous. You've already been so great, and you're going to make me feel even better - just like you said."
Closing his eyes, Harry took a minute, taking in a deep breath as he tried to ground himself. He could still feel Georgia's gentle touches caressing his shoulders, as well as his biceps, and he tried to focus on just how comforting those little actions were.
Harry was met with a sweet smile from Georgia once he opened his eyes to look down at her again. She bit down on her bottom lip as she took the condom from him, raising her eyebrows. "Do you mind if I do it?"
"N-no, not at all," Harry shook his head, watching as she took the condom out of the wrapper.
Georgia ran her tongue over the inside of her cheek as she held the condom in one hand, reaching down to wrap her hand around Harry's length with the other. A moan immediately left Harry's mouth, and his hips jolted forward as she gave him a small squeeze.
She couldn't help but become obsessed with how his face morphed into one of pure pleasure once she got her hand on him, and she took it upon herself to run her thumb over his head - collecting the precum that had gathered on his slit to work it down the rest of his length.
Harry now had one hand resting underneath one of Georgia's breasts, the other planted beside her head to hold him over her in a hovering position, and he felt himself beginning to buckle through his elbow as Georgia started stroking over his hardened prick.
"F-feels so good," he breathed, the pad of his thumb running over her pert nipple. "But if I'm not in you in the next few seconds, I'll be coming on your stomach, and that would be proper humiliating."
Georgia giggled at his words, nodding. "Okay, Harry babe, just a second."
The hand already on him continued to hold his base as Georgia rolled the condom down his member, only drawing both hands away to drop them down onto the mattress beside her once it was secured. Harry's hand ran down Georgia's side to hitch one of her legs against his hip again, and once she held it there on her own, he reached down to guide his length to her entrance.
He ran his throbbing tip through her drenched folds a few times, letting it tap against her swollen clit, causing Georgia to whimper, before he nudged himself inside.
Georgia let out a salacious moan as Harry stilled once getting past that ridge, already feeling her walls swallowing down around him. "Oh my god," she huffed, looking down to where they connected.
Although Georgia may have been looking between them, Harry had his eyes set right on her face. He pushed in a little further, and once he felt secure enough inside, he dropped his hand from himself to massage her hip - hoping to soothe her.
"Are you okay? I can wait a little bit before going any further."
"I-I'm okay, I promise. Keep going, please," Georgia's eyes connected with Harry's once again, and she felt her jaw dropping as he slid completely inside after a few seconds.
Harry whined as he felt her warmth completely engulfing him, and Georgia was quick to hike her other leg up to mimic its counterpart. They both stayed still, enjoying the closeness before Harry pulled out halfway - pushing back in again to have Georgia's head lulling to the side amongst the pillow beneath it.
"So good, Harry," she praised him, hands reaching out to clutch to his forearms. "This is perfect - you're perfect."
"So are you," Harry leaned down to press a kiss to the hinge of her jaw. "This is so much better than I imagined. Thank you."
Georgia now held Harry's face in her hands, reaching up to trail the tip of her index finger down the bridge of his nose, and the tip of it, before letting it sink into his cupid's bow - just like she did the first time they met. "You're welcome," she whispered, leaning up to give him a gentle peck. "And thank you."
Her hands continued to cradle his sculpted jawline as he began to set up his pace of thrusts in and out of her, and their heavy breathing began to fill the room. She could tell she was already towards the brink of another orgasm just a few strokes in, but her heart was also fluttering at the fact that he had thanked her for allowing them to be like this.
It was the first time she had ever heard a 'thank you' for sex where it didn't feel transactional. With Harry, it was genuine, and she found herself lucky to be in the vulnerable presence of someone as kind hearted as him.
Harry kept up his rhythm, and he felt Georgia's walls fluttering around him even more. He huffed out a moan before Georgia wrapped her arms around his neck, ghosting her lips over his. "Closer."
He knew he would be a fool to deny her, so he dropped himself down completely onto his elbows, snaking his hands around to her shoulder blades to keep her at a good angle before continuing his thrusts.
Georgia had to be floating into ecstasy, she was sure of it. Every nerve in her body tingled in the best way possible, and there was that familiar sensation building between her legs. She moaned every time he hit just the right spot - her toes curling more and more.
"Such beautiful noises you make, Sweet Georgia," she heard Harry cooing into her ear. "Never heard anything so stunning in my life."
Licking over her bottom lip, she dug the tips of her fingers into the skin of his back, closing her eyes. "Evangeline."
Harry wasn't sure he heard what she said. He was so drawn into the overwhelming pleasure he was feeling that he was certain that whatever she had tried to say had gotten so muffled that he couldn't recognize it.
He hummed softly in question as he pulled himself up a bit, looking down at Georgia properly as her eyes opened back up to stare into his jade colored ones. Taking his face into her hands again, she felt her heart clambering against her chest. "Evangeline," she whispered again, running her thumb along his cheekbone. "My name is Evangeline."
Harry's heart soared as he realized just what this meant. She trusted him, just as much as he now trusted her, and he gave her a wide smile. "Evangeline," he repeated, knocking the tip of his nose against hers. "My sweet Evie angel."
Tears threatened to fill Evangeline's eyes at his sentiment, but she pushed them away, not wanting to ruin the moment they were currently having. No man had ever had a nickname for her before, and it immediately had her flipping head over heels for Harry - even more so than before.
She lifted herself up to engage in a passionate kiss, her tongue tracing patterns over Harry's, and the roof of his mouth.
Harry knew that he was reaching his end, but he needed to feel Evangeline releasing against him first. While still locked into their kiss, he guided the tips of two of his fingers to her clit - beginning to move in precise circles as his thrusts increased.
Their top lips still remaining connected, Evangeline mewled, eyes shutting tight as she lifted her hips to meet all of Harry's movements. "I'm right there, Harry," she cried out, nails down digging into the tops of his shoulders as her hands had fallen. "I'm coming again. Please, don't stop, I'm coming."
Her rambling turned into a symphony of all the noises Harry had been pulling from her tonight, and as soon as he felt her walls clenching down, and pulsing around him, his orgasm washed over him as well. Harry watched Evangeline ride her climax for as long as possible before he dropped down against her chest, moaning as his thrusts grew sloppy, and he continued to empty himself into the confines of the condom.
They both remained silent for a few moments, Evangeline playing with the soft curls at the nape of Harry's neck as they embraced each other. They were sweaty, and their skin was sticking together, but neither one of them cared. This was all they had been craving for so long, and they were going to cherish it.
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Eventually the couple had cleaned themselves up, and they were now both laying in bed - deciding to forgo any clothing. Evangeline was cuddled up against Harry's side, one of her legs draped over his to have her swollen core pressed against his thigh, but it didn't feel sexual in the slightest. They both just wanted to continue to feel close to each other, an intimacy that they knew they'd never find with anyone else, even if it was unspoken between them at this point.
The side of her head rested low against one of his shoulders as the tips of her fingers played with the cross pendant nestled in his sparse chest hair.
Harry's fingers were alternating from stroking through Evangeline's hair, and running down the smooth skin of her back - feeling the dips of her spine as he went along. He was overjoyed with how much they managed to further their relationship tonight, and he hoped this meant that they truly belonged to each other.
"I was hesitant to tell you my name because I've only ever told one other person while working at the club," Evangeline spoke up after a while, the only noise in the room before having been the vinyl that Harry put on in the corner after their showers. "And that didn't end well for me."
Harry remained quiet, not wanting to push her, but he kept up his gentle touches to let her know that he was there, and he was listening.
"It was a few years ago," she sighed, still focusing on the pendant she was fidgeting with previously to keep herself occupied. "I had been working at Fortune for a few years, and I had done plenty of dances in my room, but I had never been approached about going over to the hotel. Cass came to me one night to tell me I had been requested. I was hesitant at first, considering I had never done it before, but when he told me who it was, I realized it was this man who visited me in my room fairly often.
"He was always so sweet to me, and he made me feel comfortable. He was gentle, and when I allowed him to put his hands on me a few times, he was respectful. I guess you could say I already had developed a bit of a crush on him before Cass told me about his request. Since it was him, I accepted, and it was wonderful the first time around. I told him my name that night, and I thought that maybe I was actually finding something real with someone."
Pausing for a minute, she took in a deep breath to try and calm her emotions, a bit frustrated with herself that she still allowed this to get to her after so many years had passed. "The second time was when I saw him for who he was. We were laying in bed, and his phone rang. When he went to answer it, I could see his lock screen was a picture of him and a woman. It clicked instantly that it was a photo from their wedding. When I asked him about it, he made me feel foolish for believing the things he had told me. He ended up telling me that he only said those things because he thought I would put out more."
Harry's hold on Evangeline tightened as he listened to her story - so many emotions flowing through his body. He was angry that someone would betray her in such a way, and make her feel less than when they were the one feeding her lies. He was also pained that this obviously still took a toll on her, and that it made her put up a few walls that he was sure she never thought anyone could tear down again.
"Now I've realized that with you, Harry, it's been so different - even in the beginning. The way that you looked at me, and the way that you spoke to me, no one had ever made me feel the way that you did that first night we met. The more time I spent with you, I knew I could trust you, but I was just so scared. I think maybe that's why I had tried to push you away. I couldn't bear the thought of us getting even closer than we already were just to have the rug pulled out from underneath me again."
Evangeline finally peered up at Harry, and he looked down as he felt her head tilting up against his shoulder. "And I feel bad because I wasn't honest with you that night, when you asked if I was happy working at Fortune still. I haven't really been happy working there since a few nights after you started to come and see me regularly. It was like each time I just wanted to forget that place, and leave with you, but I was just scared. And now I think that Cass may be getting himself involved in things that I don't necessarily feel comfortable with. The way he threatened me tonight, about you coming in, he's never been like that before."
Harry's eyebrows narrowed, and he licked over his bottom lip. "If you want to leave, Evie, I'll find a way to get you out," he told her honestly, lifting his hand to cradle her cheek. "If he is truly involved in something he shouldn't be, then I would move again for you in a heartbeat. I'd take you anywhere that you needed to go in order for you to feel safe."
Her eyes searched his face for a while before she turned her head - pressing a kiss against his palm. "Have you ever been in love?"
Sighing, Harry looked up at the ceiling starting his strokes in Evangeline's hair once again. "A few years ago I thought I was, yes."
"Can I ask what happened?"
"I found out that she was with me for what I could give her, not emotionally or physically, but materialistically. Overheard her when I came home early from work one day, and she was sitting in the kitchen with one of her friends - bragging about everything I had bought her recently. Eventually I heard her friend ask if she loved me, and her words were, 'I love what he can buy me'. Once she left, and I reflected on the relationship, I realized that we really didn't have that much of an emotional connection. Other than we were intimate, she was never really affectionate, even then she really wasn't," Harry let out a soft laugh, shaking his head. "It happened for the best, helped me learn to be cautious. You probably couldn't tell, but I was cautious with you at first.
"I have to admit that I had to keep reminding myself that I was paying for your time, and maybe it all didn't mean as much to you as it did to me, but that changed for me last weekend in that hotel room with you. I could tell by the way you looked at me, and the way you asked me to kiss you, that you felt what I was feeling too - even if we weren't admitting it."
Evangeline smiled softly, pushing up to press her lips against Harry's jawline. "I've had such strong feelings about you for a while."
She tugged on Harry's body softly, and they moved around to where they were cuddled even closer, both of them laying on their sides. Humming, Harry brushed his nose against hers before Evangeline spoke again. "I want you for you, Harry. If you'll have me - I want to be yours."
Harry's heart could've burst as Evangeline's confession, and he reached down to grasp at her hips. "I want you so much, Evie. You have such a beautiful soul to match such a beautiful face - you drew me in immediately. If you're mine, then I'm also yours."
The couple began to kiss again, hands gripping at each other's bodies as if they couldn't get enough of each other. After a few minutes of making out, and a bit of foreplay, Harry was rolling another condom down his shaft before entering his Evie angel for the second time of the night.
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