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lokisprettygirl · 2 years
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Ok so here is the request… so Loki and reader had a baby and recovery and life with the baby is going really well. All super fluffy and adorable! Loki has made it clear with the constant cuddles and little touches that he misses making love to her. Her reactions show that she does too but she is very nervous about it after birth. After the appointment where she is cleared she tells Loki how she wants too she’s just nervous that it won’t be as good for him anymore. Loki being Loki decides to make a very special night for her to show her that there truly is nothing to worry about. He has no intention on doing anything until she is 100% ready (consent is sexy af) and after feeling all the love he has given her she no longer is nervous. So super tender fluffy smut maybe??? Sorry if the request is lengthy 😅 but it’s something I have been thinking about since I’m on bed rest… If you don’t like it that’s totally fine and it won’t hurt my feelings at all! 🥰
This is such a cute request and I hope you'll like this 🥰 I tried to make it as fluffy as possible.
Warning: 18+ Smut, Sex, Unprotected Sex, Lactation kink, Slight Breeding kink, husband Loki, dad loki
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"Are you missing dada baby? He'll be back soon" you cooed at your newborn and your princess let out the cutest sound you have ever heard, your heart beat sped as you rocked the little bundle of joy in your arms. You were trying to make her fall asleep, you saw your gynaec yesterday and she finally cleared you to have sex with your husband. The last few weeks have been hard for both of you, not just him. You missed having him inside you like that and the way he has been so clingy to you, you knew how much he was missing it too.
Loki has been nothing but supportive of you, ever since you met him, he always uplifted you, you remembered the day you told him that you both were having a baby, his eyes teared up and then couldn't hold it back, he cried as he clutched onto you, a baby, he had made a baby with you and he couldn't have gotten more blessed than this.
As she finally slept, you placed her in her crib and got yourself ready for the night, you shaved everywhere and showered, put on a two layered nightgown and waited for him to return from a meeting at the tower. 
When he came back he showered too and went to see the princess, he didn't want to wake her up so he came back to you soon after, he kissed you softly and looked at the sexy attire you had on, you told him yesterday about what your doctor said and he was over the moon.
"She's sleeping, it's a miracle" you chuckled as he said that, you felt overly nervous, before becoming a mother you felt confident about your body, the confidence that loki built in you because of how sweet he was with you, he absolutely thoroughly worshiped you but now you felt like that shy insecure girl again. Your body had changed after pregnancy, you had put on extra weight, your breasts felt saggy due to the breast feeding, your stomach has turned a lot softer and you didn't even want to think about your vagina, what if it feels different for him? What if he isn't as attracted to you as he used to be ? He was nothing but supportive, he'd never hurt you like that but the fear still plagued your mind.
"I know that look, stop overthinking my love" he untied the strings of the robe and pulled it down from your shoulders slowly, his lips latched onto your neck, he was so enamored by you, he has been since met you, you became his whole world and now you had given him a princess, the day his daughter was born he was the happiest man on earth. He wanted to show you tonight how much he adored his wife, how much he loved you. In case you had a doubt. 
"I'm just nervous" you smiled but your eyes teared up with an overflowing bundle of emotions in your head.
"I know..but it's me hmm? Your husband, the man who loves you, the man who just wants to worship you, my goddess you are beautiful. My love for you and my lust towards this voluptuous body of yours has only grown in the last few months, I thought I made it very clear with all the touching" he mumbled softly and you smiled again, his words soothed the worries you had in your mind. But he knew his wife, he knew he'd have to show you how badly he wanted to stay snuggled around you, how his cock ached to be surrounded by your warmth, words won't be enough tonight. 
He unzipped your nightie and pulled the straps down, the sight of your bare breasts made his mouth salivate, oh he was so thirsty for you and he was going to have his fill. They looked different than before, but norns if the sight didn't make him strain his pants painfully. 
"May I?" He asked you and you bit on your lips, he cupped your breasts and you shivered, they were sore and he knew that, he wasn't going to be anything but gentle with you tonight. 
"So heavy" he mumbled as his tongue took a swipe over your nipples, you threw your head back, just the sight of his lips on your breasts made you gush uncontrollably. 
As he sucked on your right nipple in his mouth, you clutched your fingers around his hair, droplets of milk came out of your nipples and he looked at you with such an awestruck look in his eyes. 
"This is enchanting, you're magic my love, and so fucking beautiful, norns can I ..please?" Your eyes flickered as he asked for your permission to suck the milk right from its source, 
"You want to suck on my breasts? Want me to feed you the milk?" You asked him and his eyes darkened,
"When you put it like that, look how hard that made me for you" you moaned as he placed your palm on his bulge.
"Yess please" you never thought something like this would turn you on so bad but it was loki. What did you expect? Everything he did to you brought only pleasure. 
You laid down on your back, the rest of the material was ripped apart by his strong hands, your panties were soaked but he didn't take them off just yet, he pumped your breasts with his hand and the milk came out in small droplets, he sucked on it hungrily and you moaned, this felt filthy but sweet at the sweet time. 
"Do you like it?" You asked him as you slowly took his shirt off and he looked up at you, 
"You taste so sweet my darling, you don't have to use those silly contraptions from now on, I'd happily do it from now whenever you need relief" he was referring to the breast pump, once he was done with your right breast he focused his attention on the left one, the sound of his suckles made you dampen those panties beyond belief. 
"Mmm touch me while I drink from you baby, touch my cock please" you pulled his trousers down and wrapped your hand around his cock, giving him small strokes, he humped his hips into your fist, he was so desperate for you. He has longed for this moment, this was the longest he had gone without having you like this. 
"Fuck baby I need you please " you whined underneath him and the sound of your whimpers made him out his head up and kiss you immediately,
"You have me love" he slid down your panties, and his fingers rubbed over your soaked drenched lips, 
"Mmm spread those beautiful legs for me sweetheart, open up for me, show me your cunt" he whispered in your ear, his voice was soft but his words were nasty, a combination you have always enjoyed. You complied to his command immediately, your knees folded up and he got between them, 
"Look at you, all spread out for the father of your child" you moaned as his cock rubbed against your clit, 
"Hubby please, please fuck me I have waited so long" he smiled as he noticed your desperation that equally matched his, 
"Tell me if it hurts or feels uncomfortable, Don't hide from me baby, okay?" He told you and you nodded, he entered you slowly and you clutched onto his hands, his fingers clasped around yours, 
"Oh norns..fuck ..my sweet gorgeous wifey, you're divine..ohh yess" he mumbled as your walls wrapped around him, this is what you felt nervous about, but more or less it felt the same to you and from his reaction to having his cock inside you, your worries vanished immediately
"Goddd lo ..I have missed you inside me and..please move please" you whined again and he moved his hips back and forth slowly, his cock angled upwards to touch that sweet spot that always made your toes curl
"I love you darling, and if even for a moment you thought that I wouldn't want to ruin the mother of my child like this then I hope this proves you wrong" his placed his palm the bed, on either side of you as he leaned over you, his hips thrusted inside you slowly, the curls of his long raven hair fell on his face, so you pushed it back with your fingers and pulled him down to kiss him deeply. 
"Thank you lo, god I'm the luckiest woman in the world, thank you thank you" you mumbled incoherently.
He shook his head as you said that 
"Nooo you have given me everything I have ever desired in life, love, acceptance, a beautiful daughter, a family, you are everything to me my little dove, everything " your eyes teared up as he whispered softly, his pace Increased and you could feel the sensations building up in the pit of your stomach, 
"I love you so much..I'm so close please" you whispered, your voice came out all strained from the mind numbing sensations you were feeling.
"Mmm i want to get you all plump and round again, fill your womb with my seed and keep you all swelled up, show everyone that you belong to me for eternity ..cum with me love..let go " you came on his command, the loud moan erupted from your throat, he growled as he felt your walls tightening around him and it milked his orgasm out of him, you felt the familiar coldness filling you up, his hips kept moving slowly as you both rode through your orgasm.
He sat back on his knees, his hand fixed his hair as his breathing leveled back to normal, he grabbed your ankles and placed them on his shoulders, then his lips placed little kisses all over your skin,
"That was so good" he smiled and pulled out as you said that, his cum seeped out of you but he used his fingers to keep them in. He went to the bathroom to clean himself up and brought a wet towel to clean you then he climbed back into the bed with you, you snuggled into him and his arm wrapped around you protectively. 
He had dreamt of this life, his own little family and the day he met you he knew he had found it all, he'd never not wake up with you in his arms and feel anything less than gratitude. 
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vbecker10 · 2 years
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OKAY! OKAY OKAY OKAY! SO.... REQUEST....YES...IDEAS 🤣🤣🤣
Bucky x Reader, maybe they had some sort of mission in a cold place? I don't really have a preference on details but here's the prompts (that I definitely didn't pull out of a giant prompt list I have saved)
"Let's go home, you're freezing, and I don't want you catching a cold"
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"Mmm.. you're warm."
KNOCK YOURSELF OUT, FRIEND! (Please don't actually do that...I just mean have fun 🤣)
@high-functioning-lokipath I'm so excited about this! Thank you for the request 💚💚 so here goes my first Bucky x female reader fic... hope you like it!
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Mmm... You're Warm
Pairing: Bucky x female reader
Warnings: some swearing, just fluff
Summary: You and Bucky are on a mission somewhere cold and just as you complete it, a storm settles on the area. The two of you get caught in the rough weather and can't make it back to the jet. Bucky insists on keeping you warm while you wait out the storm... and you have no complaints about.
Word Count: 2k words
Prompts:
"Let's go home, you're freezing, and I don't want you catching a cold." (Changed this a little bit)
"Mmm... you're warm."
Dividers by: @harlequin-hangout
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"What's your status Barnes?" Tony asks over the coms. 
"I’ve got one more lab to check. Looks like they cleared this place out same as the other bases,” Bucky answers. 
You weren’t surprised by that, this was the seventh abandoned Hydra base you and Bucky had swept through in the last six months. What did surprise you was how close you and Bucky had become in that time.
A few months after you started with SHIELD, you and Bucky were given orders to clear fifteen bases that were no longer active. At first you were intimidated by the idea of being alone on missions with the former Winter Soldier but now you couldn't imagine having to work with anyone else.
Bucky was easily the sweetest man you had ever met and you knew you were going to be in trouble the moment he first smiled at you. The two of you quickly became friends, spending the long flights to the middle of nowhere talking about anything and everything. You truly felt like you could tell him anything, except that you were falling for him. Your biggest fear was that you would finally get the nerve to tell him only to be rejected and have it ruin your friendship so you decided it was safer to never tell him. You would rather have him in your life as your funny, caring, incredibly hot, over protective friend than nothing.
"Y/N, how are things on your end?" Tony asks you.
"I can try to do it in twenty minutes but half an hour would be better. I'm through the last firewall but these servers are a mess, I think they set off a virus in here," you answer, not looking up from the computer screen.
"You've got less than ten," Tony responds and you roll your eyes at how dramatic he sounds. "The storm they predicted is shifting. Bruce says it's going to hit sooner then we thought."
"I'll do my best..." you say vaguely as you go back to focusing on what you need to do.
You continue working, scanning the files and copying them to take them back to SHIELD. "I've got them," you say as you pull the USB out of the computer triumphantly less than fifteen minutes later.
"Good, but it looks like we have a problem. Bruce checked the reports again and we were wrong about the storm..." Tony starts but you interrupt him.
"Umm... we might have several problems," you tell him and Bucky as your heart begins to race. As soon as the USB is in your hand, all of the computer screens in the control room go red and the alarm over the door starts to blare. One screen flashes a digital clock that quickly begins to countdown.
"Bucky, where are you?" you call for him over the coms as you leave the room.
"On my way up to you, are you ok? What’s the alarm from?" he asks, you can hear in his voice he is running up the stairs from basement levels.
"No... we need to leave now," you answer him as you run down the hall towards the nearest staircase. You slam the door open and start to make your way down.
“Y/N, what’s going on?” Tony asks, you know he can hear the alarms in the background when you and Bucky talk.
"I screwed up Tony. I must have missed something when I was extracting the files and it triggered the self destruction protocol for the base. We've got about fifteen minutes to get as far from here as possible," you tell him. 
"Shit," you hear Tony swear angrily.
“I’m sorry I-” you start to apologize as you finally get to the second floor. You hate feeling like you failed, you felt like you still needed to prove you were good enough to be on the team.
“Y/N, where are you?” Bucky asks, cutting you off. You can hear concern in his voice and you tell him you’re almost at the main level. You open the door to exit the stairwell and pause when you see Bucky at the far end of the hall. He motions for you to head towards the exit and of course he easily catches up to you. The two of you continue to run towards the main doors, he slows to match your pace as he informs Tony you are going to make your way to the jet.
“No, you can’t take off,” Tony says as the main door comes into view ahead of you.
"What's going on Stark?" Bucky asks. "We're almost out."
"The storm Bruce was tracking shifted again..." he says just as Bucky shoves open the large, metal door to the base.
"Its here," you say in disbelief. The sky is completely white and the tall evergreen trees that surround the base shake violently in the harsh wind. The snow was already almost three inches high and still falling steadily. You wrap your arms around yourself and brace against the cold, your heavy breathing now visible in quick puffs of air. 
"What are we supposed to do? The jet is over a mile from here, we won't make it there in this weather," you look up at Bucky, unable to hide the worry in your voice. The woods surrounding the base had been too thick for you to land any closer. "And even if we did, it would be hard for me to fly it in these conditions," you tell him.
He steps out into the snow, seemingly unfazed by the sudden drop in temperature. "I don’t know but we can't stay here," Bucky says as he looks out into the forest and then back at you. You can barely hear the alarm over the whipping wind but he’s right, the base won’t be standing soon.
"Hill says there's a small cabin less than half a mile east from the base," Tony says. "The two of you should be able to wait out the storm there," he suggests.
"Yea and I bet there's only one bed," you mumble to yourself, trying not to smile in the middle of such a serious situation.
"What?" Bucky chuckles and you blush when you realize he heard you.
"Hmm? No, nothing," you say quietly as you make sure to look anywhere but at him. "That sounds like its our best option," you respond to Tony, trying to make your voice sound serious.
Bucky agrees and the two quickly enter the woods heading east. Almost as soon as you make it past the tree line, you hear a low rumbling coming from the base. Bucky stays close behind you, watching over his shoulder as the building starts to collapse in on itself. Most Hydra bases with a self destruct feature imploded like this one was doing, thankfully. Bucky had told you on a previous mission that it was meant to keep the test subjects and secrets buried. If the bases exploded, there might be information found in the debris and that would defeat the purpose of destroying the building.
Once the base is nothing more than a cloud of smoke, you and Bucky slow from a run to a fast walk and he takes the lead. The snow is almost six inches high now and you can feel your chest tightening with each breath. You keep your arms wrapped tightly around yourself but it does nothing to help keep you warm. Your SHIELD issued uniform was not made to be worn in a full on blizzard and you had of course forgotten your gloves on the jet. You continue to walk with your head down, trying to shield your face from the wind. You follow Bucky as close as you can so you are able to walk in his footsteps but every step is exhausting and gradually the distance between the two of you grows. 
“Y/N,” Bucky says and you come to a stop as you look up at him. He looks worried and he quickly closes the distance between the two of you. You stand in front of him, shivering and he says, “I can see the cabin, we’re almost there.” He turns back in the direction you were walking and points just beyond a few trees.
You nod, unable to answer as your teeth chatter uncontrollably. He takes another step towards you and suddenly he picks you up in his arms and holds you close to him. You wrap your arms instantly around his neck and hide your face against his shoulder. He continues to walk towards the cabin and whispers in your ear, “Let's get you inside, you're freezing and I don't want you catching a cold.” 
You close your eyes while you carries you, clinging to him tightly. When you finally reach the cabin, he gently sets you back down on your feet so he can open the door. Its locked so he uses his metal hand to break the handle. When he swings the door open, he laughs and says, “You were wrong about this place having only one bed.”
You look at him confused as he takes a step inside and you follow him. “Oh... no,” you say quietly while he closes the door against the wind. The cabin is one large room and it was clear to see it had once been someone's home.
“I guess when Hydra moved in, the people who used this left pretty quick,” he says as he walks over to the stone fireplace. He looks around a bit and shrugs. “I’m going to grab some firewood and see if I can get this going. Let Stark know we found the cabin?” he asks and you nod as he heads outside.
You decide to take a look around the cabin, mostly to keep moving and warm yourself up if possible. The inside of the cabin was slightly warmer than outside and at least there was no wind. Across from the fireplace, in the center of the room was a couch and a small coffee table sitting on a rug. A flannel blanket was folded carefully on one end of the couch and a pillow rested on top of it.
In the back left corner was a round table, only big enough for the two wooden chairs which sat on opposite sides. A glass vase was placed neatly in the middle of the table, as if the owner just just about to add flowers when they left. You thought it was odd that there was no place to sleep as you wandered into the bathroom. A soft blue towel still hung by the sink and you sighed when you saw there was only one toothbrush in the holder. They must have lived here alone, you thought to yourself, that meant the couch was most likely their bed.
Just as you walk back into the main area, Bucky walks through the door carrying a pile of wood. He closes the door quickly to keep the storm from entering and smiles at you.
"You're looking less like an icicle," he jokes as he brings the wood over to the fireplace. "And that's from someone who's actually been frozen."
You pick up the pillow off the couch and throw it at him but of course he catches it with a laugh. You take a seat in the middle, your legs tucked under you and watch him work on the fire in silence. You can't help thinking how romantic this would be if you weren't just friends. Your mind starts to wander, imagining what it would be like to tell Bucky you wanted to be more then friends.
A few minutes later the fire sparks to life and he looks up at you with a wide smile. He looks so proud of himself and you giggle at how cute he is. He stands up, picking up the pillow you threw at him and walks over to the couch. You sit up an slide to one side of the couch, putting your feet back on the ground as you lean forward to get a bit closer to the fire.
"Thank you Bucky," you tell him with a smile as you rub your hands together. He sits closer to you than you had expected, there is plenty of room but he sits so his legs are almost touching yours.
He doesn't respond, instead he carefully takes your hands and warms them between his. You don't know if you're more surprised by the gesture or the fact that his hands are so warm, his metal fingers seem to be gently radiating heat. You try not to blush as his hands move slowly over yours, you keep your eyes down until you hear him say your name softly.
He lets go of your hands and you instantly miss the feeling, which apparently shows on your face. You hear him chuckle softly as reaches for the blanket and unfolds it before laying it across both of you.
"I'm not going anywhere, Y/N," he whispers to you as he puts his metal arm around you and pulls you to him. You rest your head on his chest and cuddle close to him under the blanket.
"Mmm... you're warm," you say quietly.
He laughs again and you close your eyes while his metal fingers gently move up and down your arm. His cheek rests against your forehead and your arm settles around his waist as if you had sat like this hundreds of times before. You've never been so comfortable in your whole life, Bucky made you feel safer than anyone ever had and you decided its now or never.
"Bucky," you say quietly without looking at him.
"Y/N?" he responds.
"I... can I tell you something?" you ask him. You can feel your heart pounding in your chest and you worry he will be able to feel it if it gets much faster.
"You know you can tell me anything," he says, still lightly running his fingers up and down your arm. He was almost right, you had never had a hard time talking to him about anything before but this was different.
You pause, taking a deep breath while you think about how to phrase it. You had pictured yourself telling him so many times but now that you were really about to do it, your mind had gone blank. After a few moments of silence you say, "Bucky, I..." but you stop yourself. You can't get yourself to say the words, too afraid of how he will react. Instead, you shake your head and mumble, "Its nothing," before closing your eyes tighter.
"Its not nothing," he says in a caring voice. He lifts his head and gently touches your cheek, sliding his fingers under your chin until you are looking at him. When you lift your eyes he is smiling at you but not the fun, joking smile he usually offers you. Your gaze quickly drops to his lips and then back to his eyes when he says, "Tell me what you were going to say, Y/N."
You nod slowly and take another deep breath. "Bucky, I'm in love with you," you tell him, barely above a whisper but you could tell he heard it.
You hold your breath, waiting for him to respond. He slowly slids his hand from your chin back to your cheek and cups it gently. You look up at him nervously hoping he would say something, anything. "Bucky?" you ask and as soon as his name left your lips, his lips were on yours.
You close your eyes slowly as his metal arm gently holds the back of your neck, his other hand moves to your lower back, turning you to face him better. He kisses you softly at first and when your fingers run through his hair, he bites your bottom lip then sucks on it lightly. He pushes his tongue into your mouth and you can't help but moan when he slids his tongue against yours. His hand grips your waist tighter and you press your chest against his, wanting to be a close to him as possible.
When you finally break the kiss to breath, he places his forehead against yours. "Y/N, I love you too," he says with a smile.
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hellsitegenetics · 3 months
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Are.. are there any matches for Smash Mouth All Star full lyrics? I need to know. For science!!!
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Gregory asks Michael an important FNAF lore question..
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mimisplayground · 2 months
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trust exercises with Ghost but its him fucking you in the full nelson. Holding you in front of a mirror and bouncing you up and down like a fleshlight because you hadn’t let him carry you out of a building when you had tripped.
It had nothing to do with distrust in him. You just didn’t want to be a burden on him. But he had whispered in your ear that he wanted to work on your trust in him and then you had found yourself here.
He had a solid grip on you too, one hand perfectly snug around your throat with both arms hooked under your knees. Your face was smushed into the mirror at this point, drool stringing from your mouth.
Fucks you through more than one orgasm, leaves you an incoherent babbling mess and groans in your ear the whole time. Only takes mercy on you when you promise that you trust him.
:( i wanna do trust exercises with ghost
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plumadot · 2 months
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shyly wanders in here putting my fingers together 👉👈 if. if you're still doing requests... could I request maybe a little bit of scarian 👉👈🥺 your art is soso soft I want to hold it so gentle in my hands
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red means danger, doesn't it?
(gfdjgkfdjgdf i hope this is alright i've been trying to draw (almost) kisses for like an hour or so HEHEH,,, <3)
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splatoongamefiles · 5 months
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Is it true there are vegetables inside the Griller?
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vebbies
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clarissasbakery · 4 months
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Thoughts on twipie?
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they are cute…
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zoeyhorse · 15 days
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applejack vs rainbow dash kissing contest but they get genuinely pissed over it
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They'll have to ask Rarity to judge who's better
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tizeline · 4 months
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Draw rottmnt donnie and rottmnt leo fighting
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The word “fight” can be interpreted a number of ways, so you get one drawing of the two of them doing some friendly sparring and one where they’re just having a stupid sibling fight
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lokisprettygirl · 2 years
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Come back home (Loki x Female Reader) (Angst with Happy ending)
Summary : Loki fears that he is falling out of love with you.
Based on a request by @army24--7 (I loved this so much btw, and it has happened to me so often, people think they love me but they are merely curious because I'm such a guarded person and as soon as they get to know me, I'm not interesting anymore so I could relate and I also I have been on both sides of the spectrum, it's really awful to get such a feeling)
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Warning: Mention of abandonment issues, nothing much.
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Loki didn't know if it was possible for him to love someone until he actually fell in love with you, it's been years since you two got together, the urgent neediness that you feel in the beginning of the relationship, the rush that you get when you see that person after a while, the feeling of butterflies swarming in your stomach when you look at them, it wasn't just there anymore, and he often wondered if you felt the same.
He didn't want to get it twisted, he still loved you, very much, he couldn't even imagine his life without you anymore, you have become such an important part of him that it was impossible for him to think of his future without you in it. 
But what happened to those moments of urgency? Was he not in love with you anymore? The thought always clenched his heart especially when he was away from you. 
In the beginning he was always eager to run back to you, he didn't feel that need anymore because you were always there when he returned. He could count on it if nothing else.
Of Course he didn't want to hurt you at all, he had promised you he'd never hurt you like that, he knew how it felt to be abandoned and to be left alone and he'd never do that to a precious woman like you, a woman that he knew he loved more than anything, you have been there for him through better and worse and he knew he was blessed to have you in his life after everything he has been through.
But he just didn't know if he was in love with you anymore. 
"Be safe, I love you so much" you kissed him softly as he got ready for the mission and he just looked at you, he was thinking about something you could tell, he has been a little weird in the past few days and you knew when he was being bothered by something. 
"Everything okay, lo?" You asked him and he nodded.
"I just.. are we still in love with each other?" Your eyes teared up as he questioned, you always feared that you'd see this day where the God of mischief would start to feel..bored by your presence, you feared that he'd fall out of love with you, find someone else, someone better and his question was enough to bring all those fears out in the open.
"Are you?" You asked him and his eyes softened,
"I love you princess, you know that" he cupped your cheeks to kiss your forehead, he felt his heart breaking for both of you and instantly regretted what he had said.
"But are you still in love with me?" He looked down as you questioned him and you heard his phone ringing so he answered it immediately.
"I'll be back soon" he said to you and you nodded.
"I'll be here and maybe we can talk about it" his eyes teared up as you said that, he felt as if he had fucked up truly. He didn't want to hurt you or make you feel as if he didn't love you at all, but this has been bothering him for a while and he couldn't keep it in anymore. 
A dreadful feeling filled his entire being as he left the shared house, your home with him. He often got this feeling in the beginning of the relationship when he was afraid to leave you even for an hour because he feared someone would harm you or take you away from him. Feared that he'd lose you forever.
He was distracted throughout the mission, realizing that he had overreacted about the whole situation, he was worried now that you wouldn't want to be with him anymore after what he insinuated.
When Loki left for the mission you cried your heart out, you cried until you couldn't cry anymore, just one question and it broke your heart. He was losing interest in you, falling out of love and you knew that was bound to happen someday but you never would have been prepared for it, you never wanted to lose him because he was the only man you ever wanted to be with in your life.
You got those feelings too sometimes so you didn't blame him for feeling this way, when your friends told you about the new flings they had you missed the beginning period of your relationship, the excitement, the waiting, the curiosity to know more about your partner but now you two have fallen into this comfortable life where you knew each other from head to toe, the mystery surrounding each other wasn't there anymore and of course it wasn't that exciting but then you knew the future won't be same.
You thought about marriage and kids with him and it filled your heart with the kind of happiness that you could have never imagined for yourself.
Whenever those thoughts bothered you you counted on your blessings, it was blissful to come home to him at the end of the day, to know that you had him by your side, to know that someone was willing to stick around with you and love you when you were hard to love. He was there for you in your most difficult times and you were there for him when he needed you but now you felt as if he was going to leave you, maybe he found someone else, someone who caught his eyes, maybe this was his way of letting you down slowly because if there was one thing that you knew really well was the fact that he'd never be cruel to you. Never. 
He just wasn't that person.
When he returned from the mission he hugged you tightly and decided to take a shower, 
You placed his clothes out on the bed like you always did and went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast, your heart feared that this would be the last time you'd get to do this for him. You slept in his shirt last night because you missed him terribly, more than usual, you tied your hair up and focussed on breakfast. You decided to make all of his favorite things, tearing up ever so often at the thought of him finding someone else to do it for him.
When he came out, he smiled as he saw his clothes laid down on the bed for him, these little things mattered. Little things that he knew he'd lose forever if he was to hurt you and let you go, he never wanted to lose you and it took that one question for him to realize that. As he stepped out he watched you running around in the kitchen, with his shirt on, a messy little bun that he always adored on you.
 When you looked at him and gave him that smile that he fell for the moment he saw you, his heart fluttered and skipped several beats, that's when it dawned upon him that he was always in love with you and always will be no matter what. 
He walked towards you and turned you to him and then he kissed you lovingly, you were taken aback for a second, it has been a long time since you felt this neediness from him.
"Lokii" your eyes teared up and he kissed you again
"I'm sorry I'm sorry darling, I didn't mean to hurt you, I was just lost there for a while and it only took the fear of losing you again to make me realize that I'd be broken forever if I even lose a part of you, please forgive me princess " he whispered softly and your heart felt still, you feared that he'd leave you as soon as he will return and you weren't hoping for all of this to turn around in your favor because life always found a way to knock you down.
"Lo I'm ..I love you, I'm in love you and I always will be, I get those fears too but I'd never ever fall out of love with you" your lips trembled as you spoke so he kissed you again, this time even more passionately.
"I know I know and so am I. I haven't been with anyone for such a long period of time in my life before so it confused me. The comfort that we share is the years worth of patience and love we have given each other, the home we have built with each other is born out of the same love. There's a family you're born into and then a family that you make, you're my family princess and you're my whole world, I know now that the reason I'm not anxious or worried about running back to you anymore is because I know you'll be here, always, waiting for me to come back and I will always come back to you only my love, I'm so sorry" 
You hugged him tightly as he finished his words, the pain that you felt from just the thought of losing him was unbearable, it felt like a nightmare. 
He turned the stove off, picked you up in his arms and then showered you in love all day long, trying to apologize silently for even hurting you like that.
He knew that people fell out of love and left each other, that's what he feared the most but you were his family, and he knew he'd never not be in love with the woman who had given him all that and more. 
He' knew that he'd always come back home. 
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vbecker10 · 2 years
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Requests are Closed
(Temporarily - sorry)
(This is my first time taking requests so please bear with me 💚)
Dividers by @harlequin-hangout 💚
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Loki Oneshots:
- Loki x female reader
Stay the Night? (Fluff, 4k words)
Sorry Love, I'm Busy (request - angst & fluff, 4k words)
Sunflower (request - some bullying, mild smut, fluff, 3.5k words)
Shh... It was Just a Bad Dream (request - nightmares, fluff, 1k words - Loki pov)
Loki, I'm Fine (request - being sick and fluff, 3k words)
That's Not What I Meant (request - arguing, angst, injury, lots of fluff, 2.7k words)
You Don't Trust Me? (Request - arguing, angst, feelings of guilt, controlling boyfriend, accusations of cheating, fighting, no happy ending, 1.7k words)
Loki's Cooking Lesson (fluff, 1k words)
The Gift (fluff, so much fluff, 4k words)
Moving Day (fluff, some smut, brotherly bonding, 5k words)
I Need the Truth (angst, feeling of being unloved, breaking up, unhappy ending, 2k words)
Laundry Day (y/n pov- y/n makes a bet with Loki about doing the laundry without magic - hints at sex, no other warnings)
How Could This Not Fit?! (Loki pov- y/n makes a bet with Loki about doing the laundry without magic - hints at sex, no other warnings)
Coffee Coffee Coffee (kinda fluffy kinda funny, no warnings)
She's Mine Now (Request - controlling ex-boyfriend, jealous ex-boyfriend, some vague mentions of previous abuse (nothing specific), arguing, swearing, threatening language, name calling, Loki being super protective, fluffy ending)
You Are My Home (Loki returns to you after having to go to Asgard for a month, fluff)
I Don't Hate You (Loki being upset, Loki feeling guilty, Loki feeling like he deserves to be hated, brief mentions of Loki's torture, previous injury caused by Loki, fluffy end)
- Jotun Loki x plus size female reader
You Are My Queen (request - self depreciating thoughts, issues with self image, fluff, 2k words)
- Loki x gender neutral reader
It's Too Loud (request - autistic reader, overstimulated, feelings of panic / being overwhelmed, 2k words)
- Tom Hiddleston x female reader
The Wedding Date (fluff, vague smut, 1k words)
Loki Short Series:
- Loki x female reader
Loki's Silent Sentry (Part 1) (Part 2) (Part 3) (Part 4) (Part 5) (Part 6) (Part 7) (you are Loki's personal guard and despite all rules against it, you and Loki fall in love - plenty of angst but a happy ending - completed)
Loki's Silent Sentry Alt. Ending (Part 1) (Part 2) (you are Loki's personal guard and despite all rules against it, you and Loki fall in love - picks up after Part 2 of the original story... not a happy ending READ TRIGGER WARNINGS IN LINK - completed)
Loki's Little Secret (Part 1) (Part 2) (Part 3) (Request - protective Loki, hidden relationship, angst, self doubt, thoughts of being inadequate, fluff - completed)
The Blind Date? (Part 1) (Part 2) (Part 3) (Part 4) (Request - funny and fluff to follow, Part 4 in progress)
- Loki x plus size female reader
My Best Friend... (Part 1) (Part 2) (angst, self depreciating thoughts, feeling inadequate, issues with self image, low self worth, fluff - completed)
- Loki x gender neutral reader
I'm Here (Part1) (Part 2) (request - self doubt, angst, maybe fluff, 7k words - completed)
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Bucky Oneshots:
- Bucky x female reader
Mmm... You're Warm (request - fluff, 2k words)
Loads of Fun (Y/N being a bit awkward - fluff)
Bucky Short Series:
- Bucky x female reader
Back to Basics (Part 1) (Part 2) (Part 3) (request - fluff, being awkward, no warnings - 7k words, Bucky POV completed)
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Loki Random Incorrect Quotes:
- Loki x reader
Epic Pockets
Loki and you watch Crimson Peak
Touring the new kitchen
Note to self... don't prank Loki
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Loki Long Series:
- Loki x female reader
Shadows of the Past (In Progress)
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Rules for Requests:
I'm sorry everyone... I currently have 30 requests and I want to give all of them the attention they deserve so I'm closing requests for the time being.
1. I'll write for Loki or Bucky / Winter Soldier, romantic or platonic relationships
2. Angst and fluff preferred (I'm still new at writing and haven't done any smut but I'm working on it)
3. I'm not really worried about what's cannon, I'll pretty much write any ship, MF / MM / FF / gender neutral reader (no Thorki or Sylki, sorry)
4. I might add more rules to the list as I go if I remember something else
Tag list - Loki
@michelleleewise @soubi001 @ace-of-gay @tessathechild @misunderstoodself @coldnique @lokiprompts @thomase1 @mochie85 @fi-recs-fics @huntress-artemiss @sititran @xorpsbane @kkdvkyya @lokisgoodgirl @harlequin-hangout @muddyorbs @holdmytesseract @kats72 @avoliax @peaches1958 @peachyjinx @loopsisloops @unabashed-lover-of-fictional-men @high-functioning-lokipath @psychospore @dukes2581 @buttercupcookies-blog @animnerd @lokiswife-dark-fox-queen @laufeyson-16
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Tag list - Bucky
@michelleleewise @soubi001 @ace-of-gay @tessathechild @coldnique @mochie85 @sititran @kkdvkyya @harlequin-hangout @peachyjinx @dukes2581 @animnerd @unabashed-lover-of-fictional-men @high-functioning-lokipath @psychospore
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Dig through the ditches and burn through the witches and slam in the back of my dragula!
String identified: g tg t tc a tg t tc a a t ac aga!
Closest match: Scleropages formosus genome assembly, chromosome: 12 Common name: Asian arowana
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wiltkingart · 4 months
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at your service (or demise)
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evelili · 1 year
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girlfailing her way to success
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pinkhairswagtourney · 17 days
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unfortunately going to have to make another post because things are getting bad again 
i work as a gas station attendant and accommodations were made when i was hired so that i could sit down while working due to my fibromyalgia / chronic pain . recently a customer complained that i was being “lazy” so my manager decided that i can’t sit down anymore . i can do that , sure , but i won’t be able to move the next day . i tried explaining this to my manager but she said that the decision was final . and so i’ve had to call off a lot of days these last few weeks because of the extreme pain that i'm in . my manager told me that we have to meet this sunday and i’m pretty sure i’m going to get fired . 
i live paycheck to paycheck and even then i’m constantly struggling to afford medication , food , gas , etc . i have no savings , so if i lose my job , i’m completely fucked . and honestly i’m just very tired of living like this , not knowing when my next meal is going to be or having to scrounge up every last cent i have for my insulin . 
i hate asking for help so often but i really feel hopeless right now . i don’t have anyone to turn to IRL , otherwise i would . even a few dollars means so much to me , it’s literally the difference between me eating or having to fast for another day . i do art commissions if you’re interested , you can find all of my links below . please boost this and spread this post around . thank you so much for reading this
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