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#angry poems
rhube · 27 days
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Not So Little
How little d'you think I've lived my life?
Do you believe I'm only here in those times where you can see me?
I'm here, I breathe, I think, I'm free. I'm not bound by the little that you think of me.
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Wrote another angry poem ^
I've given up trying to get my poetry published - I would rather it be read. But if you like my writing, please consider buying me a ko-fi.
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varisciterocks · 2 months
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Science doesn’t care
“Just come back to church,
read the scriptures,
and learn to love men”
Believe me when I say
I would rather burn
than keep company with you in heaven
I want none of your so-called charity
and its righteous condemnation
Spare me the support you would give me,
while still “not condoning my lifestyle”
Keep your thoughts
and prayers to yourself
Swallow down your opinions
on my ability to find happiness
I hope you choke on them
People like you always say
that science doesn’t care
about our feelings
I challenge you:
Take a biology course
learn about all the examples
of queerness in nature
and learn about gender differences
intersex people
transgender brain scans
that align with the gender they self-identify
Take a psychology course
learn about the scientific studies
on gender affirming care
on homosexuality
on the suicides of queer youths
who grow up being taught
that they are inherently wrong
And then ask yourself
how many of your grandchildren
you want to kill
with the slow but deadly poison
of your own willful ignorance?
Read a book
stop burdening others
with your bigotry
Because you know what,
you’re right
science doesn’t care
about my feelings
or your feelings
or anyone’s feelings
Science doesn’t care,
but good people do
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88m33 · 1 year
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Girl Named Loneliness
I spent my early years
avoiding Loneliness like the plague.
Loneliness looked just like me
but her baby blue eyes were always full of tears
and her voice was hoarse
from her incessant wailing.
Loneliness liked to go to school with me.
We’d sit at lunch together—
just the two of us—
and Loneliness would wipe her snotty nose
as she told me why each kid didn’t want to play with me.
“You don’t like Warrior Cats as much as she does.
Their game has enough players now.
He said you were ugly during snack.”
 She’d lean in really close
and whisper in my ears,
“It’s okay, though, you’ll always have me.”
By high school,
Loneliness was a friend.
Her eyes still bubbled over with tears
and her nose still ran
but I decided to befriend her
instead of fight her.
Loneliness would sit in the hallway with me
when my best friend would leave me
to fuck her boyfriend at lunch.
Loneliness was my date to junior prom
and sobbed with me
when my friends ditched me
at senior prom.
She lived with me
when I got my diploma
from my car’s window
and my friends all stopped talking to me.
Loneliness held me
when I cried over boys that used me
because my other friends didn’t care.
She’d snake her hands into my hair
and kiss my cheek, whispering,
“Who needs them anyway?
You’ll always have me.”
For the next few years,
Loneliness became an abusive lover.
Her watery blue eyes brought me peace,
yet reminded me of everything I missed.
We enjoyed foreign urban landscapes
and kissed under running waterfalls.
In passing, she would mention
a party I wasn’t invited to
and remark that they all probably hated me.
She’d mock my attempts at flirting,
saying I’d never be good enough for anyone,
before shoving her slimy tongue down my throat.
Loneliness’s favorite spot was my bed,
where I’d write poetry about her
and she’d worship the ground I walked on.
I grew to love Loneliness
even though she liked to be too rough with her reminders—
grasping my neck with one hand,
pulling my hair with the other,
and breathing down my neck to whisper,
“Don’t you forget to whom you belong.
You’ll always have me.”
When I told Loneliness we were taking a break,
she wailed as she did
when we were little.
“How could you do this to me?
What makes you think
you’d be good enough for anyone else?
What did I do to deserve this?”
I told her I found my people,
people who want to spend time with me,
who support me and love me,
and I don’t want her anymore.
Her baby blues began leaking
as she backed into the corner of my closet.
“I’m still here!”
She bawled.
“Don’t forget: you’ll always have me!”
Loneliness haunts me like a ghost now.
I can hear her cries
from that corner of my closet
and she spits the nastiest words
at me and my friends.
She tries to slither back into my life,
but her tears are loud against the hardwood floor
and I send her back
before she does any more damage.
Before I go to sleep
I can feel her grubby little hands on my face
 so she can whisper vile things in my ears.
“He could never like you.
You’re so pathetic.
Are you sure they aren’t using you?”
Loneliness slides up behind me
and digs her filthy nails into the flesh on my hips
and snickers at the bump in my nose.
“You think they’d like you
despite all this?
I bet they laugh at you
when you leave the room.”
The scars of her words are a perfect reminder:
I’ll always have her.
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jazzyjesse · 2 months
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working at a grocery store has only made me even angrier about inflation and how food, water, and shelter isnt free
like just looking at groceries (not water or shelter) i see just a few bags (maybe around 5 or so) of food costing over $125 USD regularly. I've seen orders upwards of $600. and sure those have been bigger orders but no food should cost that much.
my coworkers and i shouldn't be complaining about the price of food when we get employee discounts.
a single bag of food for myself (usually containing some small pizzas, crackers, milk, and cereal) regularly costs between $50-60. minimum wage in my state is 15/HR. thats about four hours of work for one bag of food
a coworker who works on the front end of our store prides herself on being able to catch theives. everyone says how good she is at it. and sometimes it makes sense, sometimes people are just stealing to steal. but how do you ever know?
when the card reader we take outside is broken we are supposed to have the customers come inside to pay for their groceries if they're paying with EBT. there's a woman who's a regular who has a few small children and when she comes to pick up groceries they're usually asleep in the car.
am i supposed to make her choose between leaving her children alone in the car or waking them up and taking them inside?
four hours of work for one bag of groceries. is this not also theft?
four hours of work. let that sink in. four hours for one small bag of groceries.
we aren't supposed to accept tips but if we don't accept tips then how else are we supposed to afford our groceries?
i haven't seen a single person stealing food. you cannot steal whats already stolen.
although im no longer a christian, the teachings of my childhood have stuck with me, and in the bible it says "When you reap the harvest of your land, do not reap to the very edges of your field or gather the gleanings of your harvest. Leave them for the poor and for the foreigner residing among you."
society has reaped right up the the very edge and beyond of its fields, so it's up to us to reap what we can
four hours of work for one bag of food
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Thunderstorm
resentment is a funny thing,
yes indeed,
the way it comes to me;
a ball thunder
an anger unquenched
a sadness i’ve come to know
ravaging, hungry,
building with a lust
to let that man
know the ways he
hurt me,
let him feel
the wrath of
a love scorned
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bixels · 6 days
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The idea that uni protesters are "elitist ivy-league rich kids larping as revolutionaries" on Twitter and Reddit and even here is so fucking funny to me if you actually know anything about the student bodies at these unis. Take it from someone who's going to one of the biggest private unis in the US, 80% of the peers I know are either from the suburbs or an apartment somewhere in America, children of immigrants, or here on a student visa. I've heard about one-percenter students, but I've never met one in person. Like, don't get me wrong, the institution as a whole is still very privileged and white. I've talked with friends and classmates about feeling weird or dissonant being here and coming from such a different background. But in my art program, I see BIPOC, disabled, queer, lower-income students and faculty trying to deconstruct and tear that down and make space every day. So to take a cursory glance at a crowd of student protesters in coalitions that are led by BIPOC & 1st/2nd-gen immigrant students and HQ'd in ethnic housings and student organizations and say, "ah. children of the elite." Get real.
#also idk how to tell you this but even if it were true. wealthy children potentially sacrificing their educational careers to protest is#a good thing actually. idk how to tell you that caring about people from other nations is good#personal#“this war has nothing to do with most students cuz nobody's getting drafted” idk how to explain to you that we should be angry#that our tuitions of 10s of thousands of dollars that we pay every year for an education is being used to fund a genocidal campaign#also the implication that if you go to a uni institution you are automatically privileged by participation no matter your bg#i didn't /want/ to go to this school. i was supposed to go to a school with an art/animation program. but i realized my immigrant#parents have been working their whole lives to get me here. and turning the opportunity down would be a disservice to their sacrifice#this is getting into convos of “what 2nd gen kids owe their parents” which is different for everyone but. yeah#i just get pissed off at seeing people misrepresenting student bodies as “wealthy” and “privileged” and “elite” when it's such a blatant li#i remember a year ago a friend told me they can't fly home to hong kong for winter break because the plane tickets are too expensive#so they have to find temporary housing around the area#last quarter for a film doc class my film partner made a doc on a small group of marxist grad students from india discussing praxis#during a rally a few months ago in response to police presence the coalition invited palestinian students to speak about their experiences#and lead songs and read poems they wrote. these are STUDENTS. are they elitist too?#this is not to disregard my own personal privilege either.#this whole narrative's just to rationalize a lack of empathy to me. seeing a 19yo student get shot by a rubber bullet and your first#reaction is “HAW! HAW! bet richy rich didn't see THAT coming when she put on her terrorist hood!”#newsflash. these big uni campuses are HAUNTED by the violence of past protests and revolutions and police brutality. we know.#why do you think these coalitions have been making reinforced barricades at record speed
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lovely-abeille · 11 months
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missnarcissistsworld · 11 months
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In the depths of my being, a tempest roars, Rage, an inferno that consumes and soars. A storm of emotions, turbulent and wild, Unleashing fury, an untamed child.
With fiery eyes and a heart ablaze, Rage courses through me, in myriad ways. It's the thunderous crackle in my voice, The searing passion, my soul's own choice.
A symphony of anger, notes piercing the air, Rage, a primal force that I dare not spare. It fuels my spirit, ignites my will, A burning energy I cannot still.
In the chaos of rage, I seek clarity, To rise above the fury, with integrity. To temper the flames, find balance within, And let rage be a catalyst, not just a din.
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thehartster-blog · 6 months
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infprincesss · 1 month
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varisciterocks · 8 months
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The Whale
I like you, you once said to me,
and I think you like me too
When a guy says something like that
what’s a lesbian to do?
I was so deep in the closet
I still thought it was Narnia
and I liked you as a friend
I thought maybe that’s close enough?
Expectations built around us
like some twisted kind of prison
and when I finally answered
my ‘I don’t know’ met with derision
and I thought maybe it
would just be easier to pretend
that I felt the same
so I let you hold my hand
Which you are shit at, by the way
from your hands, a girl would think
you’d shriveled up and passed away
though since our story continues
you were clearly still alive,
it couldn’t have been rigor mortis
that kept your hands stiff by your side
as you dragged me around
wherever you wanted to go
like a bitch on a leash
Although,
I guess that’s how
you always saw me
I thought I had to come out to you
like I owed you an explanation
you have know idea how it felt,
that Bible verse about creation
looking back I doubt you care
Then you get mad when I don’t thank you
the audacity, I swear
Say you meant well all you want
I hate you for what you said
I may be ‘deceived by satan’
but you’ll meet him when you’re dead
I saw you with your girlfriend
In the back of your parent’s SUV
Sticking your tongue down her throat
like you’re trying to consume her
With the trunk wide open
so that all of us can see
And by now I’ve heard the rumors
Because you told all our friends
And they told me, so I know too
That our ‘friendship’
never meant shit to you
And you know what?
It’s just as well
that you dropped me like a burning coal
as soon as you could tell
that I would never let you swallow me
like I’m Jonah and you’re the whale
And you
you make me sick
but I have to laugh
because your parents got your name
from the wrong whale tale
Don’t worry, I’ll fix it now on their behalf
you see, they called you Jonah
but you’re much more of a Moby,
which is to say,
a dick
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88m33 · 1 year
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Dad's music
I made a playlist of your music, dad.
I tried to remember
Every song you showed me.
I haven’t listened to them in years
But I think I got over
Fifty of them in there.
I don’t know why I did it, dad.
It’s a playlist of music
You’d scream at me through
And drive too fast
Around the roundabout
And I’d sit and cry
While we listened to Beck.
It’s your ringtone
Coming through my speakers.
It’s music I hated
Because you loved it
And I hated you
Because you don’t know how to love, dad.
It’s flashbacks of
The miserable road trips
And getting sodas with you
And listening to you
Bitch about your wife
And trying to convince me
You have the best music taste, dad.
You don’t have bad music taste
But mine is better.
I think I did it to reclaim it.
I wanted to listen to music
And not think of you, dad.
I want to listen to
The music I grew up with
And not burst into tears
At just the memory of what
I went through it while it played, dad.
I forgot how much
I truly loved some of your music, dad.
Why did you have to ruin it for me?
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dcvina-claires · 3 months
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girls when they realize that even though van eck is in jail, wylan will still spend the rest of his life hiding a part of his identity and living in fear because if the merchant council ever found out that he truly couldn’t read his life would be ruined and no matter how many times he changes his last name or his face he’s never going to escape the ableism and abuse that he faced as a child
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asoftepiloguemylove · 10 months
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hi, i love your webweaves so much ! if it's not too much trouble, could you please webweave something based on recovering from the hurtful actions of someone you used to love, and struggling with how to feel afterwards about that person and how they truly felt about you (whether they loved/cared for you or not) ? thank you so much !
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i hope you're doing okay <33
Sylvia Plath from a letter to Ann Davidow-Goodman written 1951 Letters of Sylvia Plath, Volume I: 1940-1956 / Normal People (2020) dir. Lenny Abrahamson & Hettie Macdonald / Anne Carson Autobiography of Red / Richard Siken Litany in Which Certain Things Are Crossed Out / Paramore Interlude: I'm Not Angry Anymore
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silent-insanities · 8 months
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One day I wish to look upon your face And not feel a damn thing
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area51-narutorun · 1 year
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I went into a blind rage while watching the coronation livestream and wrote this. enjoy I guess.
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