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found-family-tournament · 9 months

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Found Family Tournament Round 2 Part 9 Group 42

Propaganda and further images under the cut

Wright Anything Agency (& Company): Phoenix & Trucy Wright, Apollo Justice, Maya Fey, Miles Edgeworth, Pearl Fey, Ema Skye, Kay Faraday & Sebastian Debeste

221B Fam: Ryunosuke Naruhodo, Susato Mikotoba, Herlock Sholmes, Iris Wilson, Wagahai (& Gina Lestrade, Yujin Mikotoba, Kazuma Asogi, Barok van Zieks)

Wright Anything Agency (& Company):

THEY MEAN THE WORLDDDDD TO MEEEEEE for some reason a lot of people in the fandom don't play Ace Attorney 5 which is fair since it's kind of messy BUT. BUT. IT INTRODUCES ATHENA AND DOES SOOOO MUCH FOR THE WRIGHT ANYTHING AGENCY. In AA4 we learn that Trucy Wright made the Wright Talent Agency into the Wright Anything Agency in order to bring Apollo in as a lawyer when before it was just her (a magician) and her adopted father Phoenix (a poker player). and AA5 is all about Athena joining and Apollo learning how to trust her, at least it is to ME. they're so gooddddd aaaaaaa like you've got Phoenix and Trucy who are weirdos who love to scheme and you've got Apollo their longsuffering guy who deals with it all, and Phoenix is the mentor... and then Athena comes in and she has a lot of light and determination and trauma (just like the rest of them lol) and she's SO determined and I like her a lot!! And Trucy is my favorite and Phoenix cares about her SO much but he also has his other found family in the Feys!!!!!! Mia dies in the first game but her ghost stays with Phoenix and her sister/cousin Maya and Pearl are SO IMPORTANT TO HIM he loves them so much that's his sisters to me ;-; he would do anything for them and Trucy and he's growing as a mentor to Apollo and Athena too as the game progress... They don't write them all perfectly but they sure do a lot of things I like :) also feel free to split this up into their Wright Anything Agency or Phoenix + the Feys or Phoenix + Trucy if you need to I won't mind I just love AA's found family a lot

Picture this. You are a attorney in your mid 20s and somehow find yourself surrounded by weird little girls with every case you take on. You officially adopt one but really, all of them are either sisters or daughters to you. Especially your loud, burger-loving lesbian sister. Your childhood friend turned rival turned lover, who has a whip-wielding adoptive sister of his own, goes on a series of investigations while messing around with a furry for a couple of weeks and returns with two 17 year old children, a thieving lesbian and a child with a narcissistic murderer for a father who should've kept him back in school a few grades. Your lover has each of them under an arm, and they are appended to your stable of weird little girls but are very much hidden in the back. Then you find out that your daughter, the official one, has a 22yo trans half-brother with a musical diva mother and was half raised as a prince in Khura'in, so you divorce his boss (who is not your official lover, you just had a weird thing for a while when you were in your alcoholic phase, maybe while your actual lover was still messing around with the furry) very publicly while sending him to prison for murdering your daughter's father. Oh, but you have been disbarred, so you make your daughter's son send his own boss to prison, by planting false evidence on him. Of course the young man punches you in the face. Needless to say he works for you for a couple of years and never finds out that he's related to your daughter because that would require a straightforward conversation, now wouldn't it?

only one of them has never been arrested. only two of them arent lawyers. theyre all gay

Theyre very weird and misteruous and kinda fucked up a bit and they were through a lot but phoenix did his best and trucy well she's still just a kid but oh she's trying so fucking hard and always trying to wear a smile and it's breaking my heart the two of them. Also theyre weird i already said that but let me say it again they are WEIRD. and we love them<3 (the ace attorney fandom)

221B Fam:

I dont have much to say i am just constantly rotating them in my mind BUT i have to say the the last image i attached contains like MAJOR spoilers lol i just wanted the canon images in there

Ace Attorney has some wonderful found families, but this one's particularly special because of their circumstances. An exchange student and his unhinged weirdgirl assistant from Japan feeling so out of place in turn-of-the-century Great Britain, yet finding a completely batshit insane family during their time there...it's just so <3 <3 <3 Also Ryunosuke calls them "the greatest family in the world" and it makes my heart happy. Also they commit lots of crimes

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koooslys · 5 months

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ugly love ~ jjk

genre- fluff, angst, explicit ( basically all in one )

pairing- jungkook x female reader

summary : this is inspired by the book ugly love by colleen hoover, jungkook nd y/n are best friends but grow to have a mutual attraction between each other, therefore they decide that an fwb relationship would be just right for them, however, they claim that it wont take a toll on their friendship but the fights, the quarrels and the toxicity says otherwise. Rules get broken and promises gets shattered, love gets ugly. Enjoy.

Chapter One ll 001

i cant lose, when im with you, how could i snooze and miss the moment--

the loudness of your music lowers down, realising one side of your earbuds had been pulled out, your two friends, jimin, and yoongi, suddenly in sight. "jeez y/n we've been calling your phone since last period, its lunch right now" jimin, one of your friends say

"sorry guys, i turned off my notifs, mrs kim has a problem with notifications dinging in class" you explain, pulling off your other earbud and reaching into your school bag for your wallet before standing up

Your eyes glance around, looking for your third friend, "Hey, wheres jungkook?"

"Well hes-" jimin subtly looks behind you, before he could finish his sentence

Two hands grab your shoulder suddenly, earning a shriek to slip out of you, as the male figure behind you laughs, before putting an arm around you and moving to stand beside you

"missed me?" he teases as you swat his hand away, even though he brings it back to rest around you

"Like hell i do, so that was your master plan? To arrive late just so you could scare me?" you speak, you let your eyes roll

"Mhm, and from the looks of it, it worked" He smiles, as jimin lets out a soft laugh

"can yall hurry up, ive been starving since math and yall are going to kill me by keeping me here" yoongi thats lazily sat in the chair infront of you speaks up

"someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed today" you giggle seeing him glare at you lazily from his seat, as the two other male figures beside you chuckle

"come on yoongles" you sing song,walking towards him before pulling him up and interlocking your arms with him dragging him towards the cafeteria as he whines, the two other male figures behind you laughing

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You jimin yoongi and jungkook had been best friends for around five years, ever since the last year of middle school up to your guys's fourth year in high school. You guys practically do everything together, sure you guys have other friends, but you guys hang out with each other the most, showing up at each others houses unannounced, facetiming at 3 in the morning, late night walks/drives, hanging out after school. You guys were locked in and were each others closest friends.

Jimin and Jungkook were somewhat popular, the girls drool over them and are often questioning why they arent as close with them as you are.But you dont and couldnt give a care in the world. Yoongi on the other hand is well known, girls and boys both like him, but nobody dares to make conversation with him, for obvious reasons, he just has a resting bitch face that everybodys afraid of

Nevertheless, you love them with your entire heart and you know they do too.

"yoongi wait! mind getting me apple juice, i forgot to order it" you call out before yoongi walks away to buy his food, feeling jimin sit next to you

he simply nods before you feel somebody hover over from behind you and steal two of your fries "Hey!" you call out, hitting jungkooks shoulder before he walks and sits infront you and jimin laughing. "you always steal my food, so i get to steal yours" he mocks while shoving your fries down his throat

your eyes roll, leaning over to take two of jimins fries, "Hey?! hes the one who stole your food not me" he bickers, "Gimme" he says and aggressively takes a slice of bread from your tray

Yoongi comes back with your drink, thanking him, the four of you continue with lunch, before a guy approaches your table, earning your attention

"hey y/n right?" the guy says, his eyes focused on you and you only

"O-h yeah, josh right? whats good" you speak out

"i was just wondering if you wanted to hang out with me and my friends this weekend, to watch the new conjuring movie" he explains, confusion running through your body, this was weird. Nobodys ever asked you to hang out with their friendgroup, especially when you barely know each other

your eyes glance at jungkook and yoongi, whos eyes are down at their food, glancing up at you when your head turns towards them

"Oh, thats ... sweet but why me? we barely know each other" you slightly laugh, noticing the intensity.

"Well me and my friends have always thought you were pretty cool, just never had the courage to ask you to hangout with us" Now you didnt know if you liked this, his friendgroup consisted of him, mark and two other girls, sunmi and alexa. And lets say you and your friends werent really that fond of them, especially the girls

"Well-" before you could speak, yoongi spoke up noticing the uncomfortable atmosphere

"She dosent really hangout with anybody else but us, and isnt it weird asking some random girl you barely know to hang out with people she dosent even converse with?" his words come off rather harsh, but the three of you knew it was just how he talks

You mentally smile, thats one thing you love about yours and yoongis friendship, nobody could read the both of you better than each other, thats why the both of you are that close, he never thought hed ever be close with a girl, but the both of you are THAT similar. You basically see him as a brother, actually no, you absolutely literally see him as a brother, thats how close you guys are

You notice joshs jaw slightly clench, "I see, if thats the case, you three are welcome to come if youd like, we just want to hangout"

"Still pretty weird if you ask me" jungkook whispers under his breath , looking back at his food to take a bite, his jaw clenching slightly but neither of you besides jimin notice that

you see josh sighing out of annoyance, but he plays it off cool "So, whatd you say y/n?" he turns back to you

You glance at jimin, he gives you an "its up to you" look, so you decide to accept the offer out of kindness, but only and literally because he offered for your friends to come along

You nod, "Yeah, why not"

Josh smiles, "Alright then, see yall at shaws theatre at six today? Dont be late" He smiles at you before turning to your friends after his smile drops, glancing at them and walking away

yoongi eyes him walking away until hes out of sight

"I dont like that guy" Jungkook whispers, leaning closer

"Neither do i, and sunmi and alexa are going to be there, fuck we literally hate them" Yoongi sighs

"Looks like hes into y/n.." jimins voice trails off, subtly glancing at jungkook, but besides jungkook, neither of you noticed

Jungkook clears his voice, "Since when were you friends with josh baby" he asks, putting a spoonful of rice into his mouth

You and jungkook had a confusing friendship, you guys are the most flirtatious with each other, but yet yall always cringe at others when they ship you two together. You guys were that close to call each other pet names even though it meant nothing to the two of you, you guys were just friends.

"Im not, honestly he kinda creeped me out today, but whatever, its just one hang out and definitely the last" Your friends nod

"Figured, just stick with us alright?" Jimin says, you smile and nod, appreciating him caring.

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"You know, its not too late to back out now y/n, we could go to the rooftop and smoke, like always" Yoongi speaks from beside you, eyes on his phone

You four were in the mall, finally making your way towards the movie theatre after stalling for so long in the car

"Ive been saying, i swear theyre just gonna be annoying the fuck outta me" Jimin speaks up from behind, agreeing with Yoongi

"Its fine you guys, lets just get this over with, and i kind of feel bad, plus its not like we're going to hangout with them again

Yoongi sighs, eyes never leaving his phone as you guys eventually reach the theatre

"Here we go" Jungkook sighs from behind you and yoongi "You sure you wanna do this?" Jimin asks, earning a simple nod from you

Mark notices you guys walking over and nudges josh

"Hey, yall made it! Was starting to think you guys would bail" Josh says, slightly walking closer

You let out an awkward chuckle, "We would never" you let out, jungkook and jimin glancing at each other from behind, knowing that thats not the conversation yall had on the car ride here

"Well, im guessing you guys already know each other but this is mark, sunmi and alexa" He introduces his friends, you guys glancing at each one of them

Mark however, eyes you up and down, and that dosent go unnoticed by yoongi

"That outfits quite revealing dont you think? Especially for a movie theatre, arent you going to be cold?" The male says, his girl friends behind him snicker subtly

He comments on your outfit as you frown, your style was usually either super laid back or super dressed up, it depends on what you prefer to wear on that day

You glance down at your outfit, you were wearing a tight tubed plain black top, followed with black jean shorts that rested just above the middle of your thighs

Yoongis head snaps towards him, all four of your eyebrows furrow, before you could say something, you hear jungkook speak

"I think shes allowed to wear what she wants" He says, not liking another guy looking at you in such a way, he didnt like you, but the thought of another guy looking at you made his stomach uneasy, and he never knew why, mark smiles and raises his hands up in defence

"Never said she couldnt, was just worried, you know? As a friend" He smiles, eyes turned to you, inching slightly closer, in which yoongi pulls you closer and slightly behind him away from the other male, Yoongi wasnt trying to hide that, hes the last person you could think of that would give a fuvk about what people think of him.

Mark notices as his smile widens even more, amused by the four of you

"Thank you, but i think ill be just fine" You say and smile

Wasting no more time, josh suggests yall go over to the food area to buy some food before yall made your way into the theatre

Jungkook makes his way to stand next to you, your eyes looking up at the big screen that showcased the food menu

"Why do you even bother, youre going to get two hotdogs anyways" He teases as you glare at him

"Surprising you remember" You tease back

"Bummer you think that way, considering i know everything about you" He speaks

"Wrong, you missed out something" You smile

"Two hot dogs with mayo and chilli" He says, you smile and speak to correct him but he cuts you off before you do

"And they cant be on the hotdog, theyd have to be squirted at the side, or put in a plastic cup if they have one" He smiles mockingly

"You forgot my drink"

"You dont get one love, you never finish it so you make me share my drink with you, isnt that why i always order a large?"

You smile at how well he knows you, not being able to say anything, you roll your eyes playfully and push him towards the cashier with the rest of the guys

Sunmi and alexa watch the two of you conversing from behind and soon make their way to speak to you

"Didnt know you and jungkook were a thing" Sunmi speaks, your head turns to beside you noticing she was talking to you

You laugh slightly, "Oh, we're not a thing"

Her eyebrows raise "A guy thats not even your boyfriend calls you 'love' " Alexa questions

"Its just a thing we do, i guess its just how close we are" You speak, not knowing what you just said had enraged Sunmi.

"Thats kinda pathetic, what if a girl thats into him gets the wrong idea? Arent you just ruining his chances of getting a girlfriend"

You never thought about it that way, you always felt safe with him, to the point him calling you pet names became normalised, but you didnt care, she knew nothing about the relationship between you and jungkook and the way she spoke to you annoyed you

"Honestly, i dont think thats any of your business, are you-" before you could finish your sentence, your friends walk towards you with theirs and your food

Jungkook hands you your food, while sipping his drink

You didnt know why, but the moment you knew that your closeness with jungkook was somewhat annoying to them, you felt the urge and excitement to show it off

Without thinking, you pull jungkook closer to you by his drink, the straw slipping out of his mouth abruptly as you bring your face closer to his to reach the drinks straw

You take a sip, jungkook still flustered because it happened so suddenly, and quite literally because your face was right infront of his

You pull away to look up at him "Sorry love, i was thirsty" You smile, he didnt have enough time to process the petname you called him, because its usually him that uses it on you, but he chuckles whispering an 'its okay'

"lets go?" You speak, turning towards your friends, seeing them nod as yall walk past the girls infront of you, you didnt even have to glance at them to know that Sunmi was furious, and at that moment you knew she had a thing for jungkook, and you were determined to make her feel like ass, not because youre jealous or anything, you dont even like him. Right?

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Taking a seat in between jimin and jungkook, yoongis seated at the corner beside jimin, the rest seated in a line after jungkook

"If youre cold, let me know okay?" Jungkook says from beside you as you simply nod

"Actually, im kind of cold right now" You whisper of embarrassment as Jungkook chuckles softly

"C'mere" He gestures, pulling off his large ass jacket from one arm, placing it around you, in that way the both of you are covered. His arm rests around you and on your arm, rubbing it slightly for warmth

"This okay?" You snuggle closer and nod

Mark watches the both of you from beside Jungkook, he stares subtly before wanting to make conversation with you

"Y/n, have you watched the first conjuring movie already?" He leans in and tries to ask, but you were too comfortable at the moment, you had your eyes closed, drowning out all the sound around you

Jungkook notices and nudges you with his body slightly "Hes talking to you baby" The petname rolling off his tongue on purpose

That dosent go un noticed by Mark, his eyes snap towards Jungkook, confused.

You still dont realise somebodys talking to you so Mark takes that opportunity to question Jungkook, "You guys are together?" He asks as Jungkook smiles, he got what he wanted.

"Nope" He replies shortly, turning away to use his phone, not giving him a proper explanation on why he was able to call you that, and thats what he wanted. He wanted to leave Mark in confusion, he wanted to deny his question but leave him knowing that y/n was not available. He didnt even realise what he was doing until he was left in silence for a few minutes

He turned to look at you, resting peacefully against him. He stares at the arm he wrapped around you. And he didnt know why it never occurred to him that this may not be the most normal thing between opposite genders, until now. But he knew he had no feelings for you, and he knew you had no feelings for him. It was clear the both of you were just friends. Just friends.

#jungkook #bts #bangtan #jeon jungkook #jungkook smut #jungkook ff #jungkook imagine #jungkook x reader #jungkook bts #jimin #yoongi #jungkook fanfic #jungkook icons #jjk x reader #jjk #bts jungkook #bts jk #fanfiction

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pasta-in-the-pudding · 7 months

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Hiiiii! Can I request Eyeless Jack who’s been redeemed and back to normal by angel s/o who is like benevolent like Goddess Madoka Kaname? I’m sure EJ deserves better, and this is wholesome!

Aaaah!! Another very creative ask!! Today is my lucky day <33

Thank you so much for requesting!!

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Redeemed!Jack x Angel!reader

Jack came to terms with his newfound demon transformation fairly quickly

Don't get me wrong, he was very depressed for a year or so, knowing he was betrayed by people he thought were friends

But after he got out of that slump, he was able to find some silver lining in the situation

His senses were hightened, giving him better hearing and a better sense of smell

He is way faster and stronger

And he can go way longer without food

Pretty decent, you know, in light of being betrayed and sacrificed

So unlike BEN, when faced with the idea of his humanity being gone, he isn't entirely heart broken

But when you come into his life, its almost an ethereal thing

You make him feel dizzy and light, as if all his sins are gone and he is just free to exist, weightless and happy

Your relationship is built on the foundation of trust, so he'd follow you to the ends of the world if need be

So when you bring up the topic of redemption and freeing him of all his troubles and mistakes, he trusts that if thats what you want for him, it is ultimately the best thing for him

Despite all the happy things i just mentioned, being a demon of his type does come with its setbacks

And despite how hard he tried to not let it affect him, it was still really, really hard getting adjusted

He is almost entirely blind, only being able to see heat patterns

His skin is super sensetive, so he has to be really careful doing literally anything

His nails are really long now, so that took some getting used to

And his teeth get in the way of almost all his meals

So one night when he just can't take it anymore and breaks down, you are there to help him

To redeem him

The process is very short, lasting only a few seconds, but in Jack's view it was almost in slow-mo

He felt light and airy, like how he did when he first met you

He felt like he was being bathed clean of all his sins and regrets

And towards the end, he felt like he was being reborn, fresh to the world once again

He was out of it for a while, only being able to be awake in short spurts, leaving you to carry him to his bed and cover him up, making sure he was comfy before heading off to get him some water

When he awakes, you are sitting at his side

At first he thinks that maybe he just got so angry at himself he passed out

But when he reaches out to you, he notices that his hands arent grey anymore

Instead, his light brown skin is back, along with his short nails

He sits up straight and rolls up his sleeves, seeing the same skin all along his arms

He does his best to stand, stumbling a bit before rushing into the bathroom and looking in the mirror

His eyes are back, his skin is back to a tan brown color, his lips are plump and pinkish again, his ears arent pointed anymore

He's a human again

At first, he's freaked out by the notion

The entire life he's built for himself is entirely based on the fact that he's a demon

He's probably gonna get fired now, and he's probably gonna get kicked out of the underworld, with all his memories of his friends wiped away without as much of a glance at his pitiful face

But then he thinks for a moment

This is his second chance to have a life

A life with you no less

He can start over

He can be good

He'll finish medical school, and get a job, he'll rent an apartment and you two can get married and have children!

The thoughts flood his mind of his new life, but before he can tell any of this to you, he is passing out again, leaving you to carry him to bed once more and tuck him in

#creepypasta #slender mansion #creepypasta x y/n #creepypasta x you #creepypasta x female reader #eyeless jack x male reader #eyeless jack x you #eyeless jack x reader #eyeless jack creepypasta #eyeless jack

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malt-rants-and-stuff · 2 months

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Hiii malt :3 ask game time… thoughts on shirashiro (shirahama tashiro) GO! And any other shirahama ships you feel strongly about :3

SUNNYYYYYY HIIII okay okay i feel like we all know i have unending thoughts and ideas about shirahama kyouji and his relationships right this is common knowledge now. shirashiro is so... i have feelings about them

in canon context. mmm i love them but i cannot see it but also it does definitely compel me. ive entertained the thought of them before but for me it just comes down to them being more fun to think of as platonic. howeverrr, if they were to be together or at least if they were to like each other? well then there would be thoughts I could have.

like, say you have this friend. and for the purpose of this thought bubble we will say that this friend is named something that starts with a T. so say you have this friend and youve known each other since middle school. you are both close and arent, best friends yet acquaintances, you know what i mean.

say this friend who's name ends in ashiro goes to the same high school as you and you drift apart for a little bit. he has his friends and you're content just existing. but then one day you suddenly find yourself hanging out with them and things spiral. say you find yourself liking his friends, opening up to them in the strange trying-to-be uncommitted way that you do. say your friend invites you to join clubs with him and you are there to watch him amble around through life trying to find a Something for himself. say you watch him and you realize just how well you know him. accidentally of course. you'd never go out of your way to know someone like that who isn't a girl you're trying to date. obviously. but you find yourself recognizing what he's doing and why he does it and you try to help but there arent really words to say about this sort of thing.

say you think about the high school experience, growing and growing and somehow changing in ways you didn't expect. say your friend joins a certain club and you arent too into it but you come along just to see how things are. and while youre there you see your friend, who you have know for a good amount of time, act in a way you haven't really seen before. and you know that to anyone else it wouldn't be too out of the ordinary and to be honest its not that big of a deal but you still find yourself noticing it anyways. and you both want to quit that same club. for the same reasons (for sure, definitely) and you get to quit and leave and he's still there and he stays and it sticks to you.

i was going a lot of places with this but halfway though i went outside and became normal again and also kinda lost my train of thought so forgive me im just gonna explain where i was going with this in a not neurotic way (lies)

so shirahama. that guy. i like to think he would have a crush on tashiro in middle school that you can only have on your best friend. i think he would be seeing everyone around them dating and falling in love and go "i want that. how do i get that?" and then find himself falling for tashiro. i think tashiro has no thoughts about dating shirahama until second year (and give me a moment on that one.) and i think that shirahama forces himself to move on from his crush to "grow up" so to speak in between middle and high school. i think that even then he never lets himself forget about it and it haunts him and he can never get a date because he wants it to keep haunting him. shirashiro join the ping-pong club, two go in one comes out. absolute bloodbath. and in the end shirahama gets what he wanted. his friend is somehow a lot happier in his weird little Club with his weird little Thing that he has with the president ("previous president!" shirahama gives him a look that says the distinction doesn't really matter to him but the look thrown back makes him realize it should) and vice president. and you see now here is where i come back to that part about second year.

because. the thing is. well. tashiro does think about shirahama. maybe not in the same way all the time or as often or as deeply. but he does. he thinks about everything and everyone, really, so it shouldn't really stand out so much but it does. second year comes and relationships bloom (or he thinks they do) and festivals are had and its... fine. and then it just sort of happens. like it jumps into him mind "oh wouldn't that be something." and he acts like it wouldn't be and that he never thinks about it again but he does and its hilarious. a grand old comedy show. shirahama walks out stage left and tashiro has forgotten where he was supposed to stand. it can never happen at the right time and their feelings chase on the tails of one another and its just a fun time. tashiro kind-of-sort-of-not-really gets over it by third year but then oops, what's this, he's grown taller and shirahama cant help but notice the little ways tashiro has changed since way back when and now he's back in the pit. cue laugh track.

and yeah that's kinda how they are in my mind. but now if you want to get into other shirahama ships... well hold on i will continue in another reblog

#thank you for the ask sunny love youuuu #give me a minute i have a shirabashi triad locked and ready for you #sunnfish #sunnnfish #shirashiro #end verdict on these two though: i like the thought of them but would not really want them to get together. i enjoy them in other pairings #more maybe thats why? but also i just think they could have a stronger case in my mind if i thought about them more in a romantic sense #also some of this doesn't make sense so if something i said sounds off ignore ignore ignoreee #malt asks #malt rants

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jellyseungmo · 2 years

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Lipstick on the glass

a hyunjin ff.

Angst, fluff

warnings: cursing, kissing, mentions of drug alchohol consumption, Sexual comments are made. mention of murder and violence. Bad boy??? cold hearted Hyunjin. Y/n is blunt. not edited. poor grammar. Tell me if I missed something!

wc: 1.7k

Note: Hi! I haven't written anything in like a really long time, so I thought i might as well while i had the inspiration. This isn't the greatest but I enjoyed creating it!

inspired by...

"I really don't wanna be here, Maude." Y/n said bluntly with their arms crossed, looking at their best friend since Freshman year.

"Y/n, please for god's sake, have fun." Maude rolled her eyes as she sipped on the overly alcoholic beverage in her hand. The glass had sweat all over from the cold drink.

"This is fun to you? Getting drunk and taking hard drugs just to get Male validation from man whores that arent going to know you tomorrow? that's fun?" Y/n tilted her head and smiled sarcastically, her voice a bit high pitched.

The two of them were at a old broken down trailer, sketchy I know. Maude always brought y/n to these places and called it 'a fun experience'

Y/n never dressed up, so they just had their casual band tee and ripped jeans on.

"saying getting drunk and taking hard drugs would have been enough." Y/n's brunette friend sat on the steps outside.

""you know, y/n. Ever since our senior year, you just haven't been who you were..." Maude sighs.

"because I grew up?" Y/n stated in a questioning tone.

"we are 21 years old. 21! I'm trying to have a future and a fucking home and-"

"maybe a husband and kids?" Maude cuts Y/n off.

"never gonna happen." Y/n sits down beside their friend.

"Come on! you know Hyunjin isn't the only person you're ever gonna meet."

"Who said I cared about Hyunjin?" Y/n side eyed Maude and took a sip of water.

"Your actions. Your commitment issues..."

"And me." The two that were sitting down heard a very familiar voice, it sent shivers down Y/n's spine, and made them look up.

"Hi girls!" He waved with a cheeky smile, looking down at them.

"Maude, Y/n..." He continued

"and I thought you would have changed." Y/n sighs

"Well this is my cue to leave...I...the refrigerator stopped running..." Maude points to the front door and gets up.

"maybe I can catch it now!! Tootles!" Maude smiled widely.

Hyunjin sighed and sat down beside y/n, making them scoot further away.

"I never said I would change." He laughs

"and i didnt say it was a bad thing"

Change. That's what y/n thought about after Hyunjin kissed then for the last time, or so they thought it was the last time. They never knew that after 4 years, their high school sweetheart would be in the same place as them again. As sketchy as the place was, it was kind of a blessing that Maude brought them here.

"Do you wanna go on a drive?" Hyunjin grinned

"after you left me for four years with no last words...you don't owe me an explanation, but I would at least like to know if it was something I did." Y/n played with their fingers, looking at the red solo cup filled half full with water in their hand.

"I just...needed time, you were graduating and I was failing and...and i felt embarrassed and i felt like you were embarrassed of me.."

"woah woah woah, Hyunjin. Stop for a second- what the fuck?" Y/n shook their head in disbelief.

"So i didn't do anything but-"

"but I wanted you to keep a good reputation and I didnt want to hold you back." Hyunjin cut off their sentence.

"well I think we would both be better off if we would have stayed together..." Y/n's voice cracked, thinking about all of the things that could have changed if they would have just stayed together.

"We wouldn't be here...we would be in a home, probably, I could have went to college and been a psychologist, and you could have been an artist like you always wanted..." Y/n started to tear up as Hyunjin stayed silent. He watched, and observed, he wasn't the type to be great with his own feelings, let alone other people's, especially the person that he used to call his.

"Y/n I'm sorry...and I could say it over and over again but that won't ever be enough, you know?" Hyunjin tried to be genuine.

"I...I'm not like the best at apologizing or being sentimental...but I do still care...about you." He nodded as Y/n looked up.

"Hyunjin."

"hm?'

"shut up and take me to your car."

Hyunjin's car still smelled the same, musky, almost like trees? But somewhat fruity? It's so hard to explain, it's a smell like no other. He still liked the same music, had the same air fresheners, same busted back passenger seat window.

"You never got it fixed?" Y/n tilted their head.

"nope, you're the one that hurdled a golf ball at it."

"hey! we were drunk!!" Y/n laughed, hitting hyunjin's shoulder.

"WE?? no honey, YOU. YOU were drunk" He laughed as well, pulling out of the driveway of the trailer.

Y/n paused for a second and leaned into Hyunjin.

"Tipsy..." They wiggled their eyebrows.

Hyunjin just shook his head and sighed.

"I missed you." He said quietly.

"did you?"

"of course, I was just too much of a fucking coward to call you."

"scared I was gonna yell?" Y/n smiled softly

"that...and I just didnt hear your voice while you cried."

"I never cried over you." Y/n shook her head

"you damn liar! Maude sent me PARAGRAPHS of threats and just 'y/n is a fucking mess without you, I'm gonna kill you blahblah bullshit."

"of course she did" Y/n rolled their eyes.

Hyunjin stopped at an empty park.

"wanna walk around?"

"we can" Y/n shrugged, getting out of the car.

"It feels really nice out here tonight" Hyunjin sighed and looked around, his black hair blew back a bit as the wind started to pick up.

"Yeah, the wind is a bit unbearable but it is really nice"

Hyunjin chuckled and nodded at y/ns statement in agreement.

"we can go to my place then" Hyunjin suggested

"okay but...dont get any ideas. I dont want anything like that right now.."

"Jeez, y/n what a way to crush a man's dreams." He sighed as Y/n rolled their eyes, looking around

"I'm joking" He laughed a bit.

"let's just go."

Y/n rolled down the window, and placed their head out it, observing the way to their past lovers apartment. The way they would go every single day for 4 years, and completely avoided for 3. The wind ripped through their hair, the feeling of euphoria and freedom was washing over y/n. They wanted this moment to last forever. Hyunjin was amused. The person that he loved for the longest time, he finally had them back. He finally had them by his side again. In his car, staring at the city lights. The sounds of car horns and the mixed smells of food from restaurants was filling the air. They both listened to Hyunjin's playlist filled with Fleetwood mac and Paul Anka, with a pinch of Frank Sinatra, Hyunjin's hand on Y/n's thigh to stay safe and make sure they didnt fall out of the window or anything.

"we're close to my place." Hyunjin said, tapping Y/ns thigh as Sisters of the Moon by Fleetwood Mac played, half way finished.

Hyunjin parked on the side of the road, both of them getting out. Y/n looked up and around and up again, a small smile on their face.

"still old and nasty, I know." Hyunjin sighed

"not at all, I've always loved it here." They reassure Hyunjin. It was true, Y/n loved Hyunjin's old beat up apartment, in a building right in the center of a violence ridden neighborhood.

The stairs up to his apartment were creaky and the walls were tatted up in graphite. It wasn't bad at all though, there were no murderers or awful crooks. The owner of the building was a super sweet old man that Y/n had gotten to know over the years.

"Y/n??" They heard a voice behind them, Y/n smiled widely and turned around.

"Nikolas!" They ran up to him and gave him a tight hug.

"I see you took this asshole back" He joked around

"no actually, we're just catching up.." Y/n looked up at Hyunjin, he nodded at her and grinned.

"mmmm if I get a noise complaint-"

"ya! there will be none of that" Hyunjin laughed.

The two walked up the stairs and went inside of Hyunjin's apartment after he unlocked it.

Y/n had noticed a few changes, his couch was different, his TV was a bit bigger. He had an actual stove. He also still had pictures of Y/n, hung exactly were they always were.

"Hyunjin..." Y/n whispered.

"I know...it's creepy.."

"you still love me" They laughed and turned around towards Hyunjin.

"well...absolutely." He grinned.

"and the kiss...it's on your mirror..."

"I told you I'd never wipe it off."

One time, y/n and hyunjin were drunk. Hyunjin did Y/n's make up and they kissed his bedroom mirror. Right in the center.

Y/n didnt know why this was the thing that got them, but it did. It immediately brought tears to their eyes.

"you have no idea how much that means to me, you know..." they sat on Hyunjin's bed, hands over their face.

Hyunjin had finally brought up the courage to hug y/n. The hug wasn't just a hug. It was tighter than anything y/n had ever felt. They hugged for what seemed like hours, but was only about two minutes.

As they pulled away from each other, they got a glance into each others eyes.

"I missed you" Y/n whispered, their arms wrapped around Hyunjin's neck.

"I missed you too...you have no idea" Hyunjin pulled Y/n into a deep deep kiss.

Although they were both sober, the kiss made them both feel a bit tipsy. Drunk on each other. Years of built up need and want for each other was broken. It wasn't harsh, Hyunjin's kisses were always gentle, but it was too much for Y/n to take in, it was overwhelming. This feeling was all taken away as the kiss was broken.

"never fucking leave me again, hyunjin."

"never. I swear"

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trainingdummyrabbit · 11 months

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Heja pik :-) Can I get uhhhhh a number 21 and 31?

hi haii omg haii!! ^w^/

21. something you’ve kept since childhood?

oh So So Many things. iam Deeply Deeply sentimental and tend t just. hold onto things Just Because! like, i still have all of my old doodling notebooks since like elementary school kjngdkjfngk

some of my oldest stuff though um... prolly my collection of pokemon cards and plushies! as a kid i was a ridiculously huge pokemon fanatic (and still kind of am, just a lil more toned down skjdngk) so i have like. a lil tuppercontainer full of cards and an ikea bag full of old plushies! ive had some of these things since like... hell, i think pre-elementary for some of em, its been a lifelong thing WAHAHAH

(^ my cat george w/ my two oldest plushies not in storage :])

31. what type of music keeps you grounded?

ooh, theres actually a couple of things! "grounding" is a bit of a. hard term for me since im kind of always running on high, but if i start Feeling A Type Of Way(tm) i usually come back to these few! - Coffee and Ramen (Go!Child): literally one of my favorite albums of all time. its very soft and heartfelt, and i really cant explain it in any way other than "looking up at the sky on a walk home from the cafe." its sweet and mellow and feels like home. - Sayonara Wild Hearts [ost]: the entire thing is like 45 min long and it feels like a fond dream. kinda like lying face up in bed, phone on your belly, headphones on. everything just kinda disappears a while and its very peaceful. - Celeste [ost]: its barely been a year since ive played it and it already feels like an old friend. i cant listen to it often, because it will make me sad, but i love it very dearly. its kind of electric and tangy and dusty like an old but fond book. yknow those dreams where you like... have a friend you just know you care about more than anything, and you wake up and miss them, even though they arent real? its like that, to me. - PMD Explorers [ost]: this is getting long but if i didnt mention it i would get so so sad. literally my oldest most irreplaceable friend. yknow that art where people draw a bunch of characters falling asleep in a big ol pile? feels like that. safe and warm and happy and like running down a hill on a windy day. my best friend. thankyou. bows.

but um!!! yeah!!!! i! yeah thats a few of them, i could keep going for hours but i Wont this is already way longer than i wanted it to be waah!! >u<''

[Ask Game]

#pikasks #ask game #hehe this doesnt add to post length so i can say it here #shoutout to in case i make it - willwood! its!!! Sad!!!!!!#but it was all i listened to for weeks and it hit me really hard when it dropped so i really needed it dfkjnd #like an old broken toy imperfectly mended. it wont be the same; but maybe thats ok. nobody ever is when they change.#streetlamps and passing cars through an open window. just quiet. yknow?#but um!! yeah!!! ty for this ask this one was fun ^u^

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oh, oh ho ho HO stranguh! u just opened th flood works for my recent brainrot!!! *large inhale of breath*

When Anthony was allowed to go to middle school (*cough didnt appear in th world outta nowhere*) he met two tweens chilling by themselves on th rooftop of Mitakihara Middle/High school. One was a boi who i shall affectionately call yosuke (until i find a better full name) and a girl who gave him MG vibes named Haruka.

The boi is a jokester, often plays up the role of comic relief to make sure his besties arent so far down in th dumps that he cant help them anymore. Often plays up the "Wow Anthy! How come you get 3 moms?" joke with Haruka, who is always left in awe of how cool his family is.

It totally isnt because she's heard legend of the Holy Septet, the Coven, the Magical Warriors, all nicknames for the team of seven super ultra badass MGs. Totally not a fangirl. Didn't ask Akemi Fucking Homura for autograph or anything, naw crazy talk.

Eventually after an encounter with Ryuji th Bully tailing the three of em, they all end up getting caught in the labyrinth of a witch. Cue Yosuke and Ryuji bein scared shitless while Haruka does her best to (poorly) act scared while Anthony is just like "Ah shit. Here we go again."

I need you to understand he said that word for the word. The kids a prankster and memelord in middle school and in his first high school year.

That was the day Anthony outted himself as a Familiar turned Witch and the day he accidrntally outed Haruka as an MG with "Why arent you scared? You should be terrified right now?" Then they start crossing notes and realize all the times where they vanished or diverged paths after hang outs nd school and are like "How did we not notice?"

Then Anthony doesnt show up to class one day. Or the next day. Then a week passes and he's back in class, and no one seems to care or noticed that he was gone. The trio had radio silence from Anthony and were deathly worried. Yosuke and Haruka went to visit him when he finally showed back up in class, but he ended up not heading home that day. When they tried to fimd him at home they were shocked.

The Kaname-Akemi household was in ruin, almost as if they were targeted in an attack of sorts. Walls were scratched and damaged, glass littered where the windows once stood and the roof seemed to cave in. The entire home was barely standing.

Yosuke was horrified. Ryuji was left in shock. Haruka had a grim face, eyes shaking at the sight, her whole body trembling. She threw up down the street.

They try asking for answers from Anthony at lunch the next day. He stared at the with a blank smile, eyes dark and bags hanging under them. Eventually he stared long and hard at Haruka and spoke for the first time, his voice raspy and worn out.

"What do you know of the MGs in Mitakihara?"

The thinly veiled "tell me everything you know or else" was heard by all of them. Yosuke was scared, Ryuji pissed that goody two shoes is treating his pals like trash, Haruka stood still.

Then she told him where MGs usually went to when they first come out of town.

That was a day before reports of the Mitakihara Massacres started showing up. Each report telling a more brutal killing and increasing number of bodies for the following six months.

The group ended up falling out of touch with each other. Yosuke kept to himself, silent and lost in thought as he tried to think up of ways to help Anthony, and pray that he wasnt linked in any way. Ryuji went back to bullying other students, but they were mainly the assholes in groups of friends. He was making sure people got the memo to not treat their friends like trash.

Haruka counted the days until Anthony eventually finds out she was there, and kills her too.

normie thoughts! ／人◕ ‿‿ ◕人＼

*grabs you by the shoulder* this brainrot, its all very good.

we need, more.

#felix answers #domestic witches #also i need you to understand that im going insane at how much anthony here reminds me of sayaka #when she was fighting elsa maria #or on the train #LIKE GOD.#LIKE MOTHER LIKE SON.#io3

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voidselfshipp · 2 years

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Heat Waves

Pt 1 here.

Cw: ask to tag. Hurt/comfort

Only mutuals okay to rb

Summary: John finally acts on the need hes been having for years.

Taglist: @mercuryships @80sboyfriends @tex-treasures @malewifehenrycooldown

A mistake, thats all he made. One moment he reacted a bit too slow.

"But nobody was hurt..." homelander thought " then why are they hating me so much...?"

In the corporate world you cant make mistakes... is what they told him.

All the news were the same. Hate upon hate and hate directed towards him.

The reporters Didnt even hesitate to light a Fire under his ass. He was devastated.

Its late at night now, the hate has not died down even a little bit.

John tried to hold back tears as he got ready to head out, putting a jacket over himself and covering his face with the hood of it.

Coming out of the back entrance of his appartment complex he made his way towards Jericos house. His safe heaven from the shitstorm that was raining on him.

The last tumbler slotted into place with a "click" sound as he entered the appartment. Even though its been years she still let him have her keys. He chuckled sadly at the thought.

Suddenly a bolt of energy misses him by a milimiter, he was so scared that the hood Fell back to its original place.

--La puta madre!-- John heard jerico exclaim-- John you absolute fucking idiot! Dont scare me like that!

--I- im sorry-- he stuttered closing the door behind him and locking it-- I forgot to text ...

Jeri sighed biting back a sassy comment, she had seen everything that happened, she didnt want him to feel worse-- c'mon dinner's ready

He nodded, relieved that she didnt ask why he was there, he figured that she already knew, but he appreciated she didnt ask about it, he didnt feel like talking.

He set the table without anyone asking him to do it, the air of her home was tranquil, warm and soft.

--Did your favorite-- She commented serving a Plate of his favorite meal.

--I...thank you, you just know how to cheer a guy up huh?-- he joked, the sadness brushing off of him a little.

--Well I know how to make my best friend happy-- she joked back.

John stopped dead in his tracks. "Best friend" she still considered him her best friend. He choked back a sob as he kept eating.

--Youre too kind to me-- he finally said, his voice strained.

--John...-- she trailes off softly, grabbing his hand-- I....still care about you, even with all the years and things that happened...

--Why arent you hating me like the rest?-- he asked mildly angry. Not at her.

--'cause I accept something the others dont...and something that you dont accept either...-- jerico sighed-- Youre still human, John..., Wether you like it or not, for better or worse, youre still human

--Im invencible, I can fly and shoot lasers out of my eyes -- He sassed-- what part of that seems human?

--Well I dont see you walkin' around with a third eye or an extra limb Now, do I?-- Jeri said back with a cheeky smile-- youre right, you have powers but that makes you super human. But human nonetheless...

--I hate that youre right...-- homelander muttered.

--Look, John, just hear me out... ive known you since we were kids, just two rascals painting dumb graffties on the principales car and eating pizza like the world was going to end..., a mistake wont change my perception of you, John, Ive known you before you became homelander, and Wether you like it or not i can see through you..., I know theres something more. Just...tell me please...dont do this to yourself because I cant stand seeing you like this. --She made a pause-- I still care about you... I do every day, when youre John Vogelbaum, the wild patriotic kid that defended the other kids at school or homelander the patriotic superhero..., 'cause truth is...I still love you, every part of you, even those you cant stand to see...

Homelander has tears Rolling down his cheeks, hes silent, only some sobbing is heard from him-- Why do you have to be so fucking sweet, he grabs his hand and makes her walk towards him, hes still seated as he buries his head on her chest, letting her hands caress his hair-- after all these years. The things ive done, you still let me Keep the keys to your house, you let me stay at your appartment and make dinner for me like we are a couple..., what have I done to deserve you...?!-- he shouted against her skin.

--Just...being yourself John, your true self-- she muttered back, sniffing.

--Can we still make up?-- he asked absolutely broken.

--We can, we absolutely can John-- she smiled-- I wont ask anything of you...

--I know but I want to show you that im being serious...so-- he looked up with the most determined look she has ever seen him with.-- im going to pack my shit and come to live with you, im going to quit vought and--

--John! John! Baby slow down!-- jeri said grabbing him by the shoulder-- are you being serious?

He nodded looking up at her-- Deadly

--Are you sure?-- she asked again

--I am, dont worry-- he cupped her cheeks.

--yknow me...thats my job..-- she said back with teary eyes.

--I know...but if I cant even make a mistake that wasnt that serious in the first place without getting a shitstorm thrown my way... then fuck them-- Homelander stated-- fuck them, youre the only one in my life that has loved me for who I am...and its taken me this long to realize that..and im sorry... but I want to make things right by you, I... I love you

Jerico started crying with the biggest smile he has ever seen her with, in his joy he doesnt think it twice before kissing her and pulling her into his lap, both laughing in the kiss.

The Next day he packed up his things and moved with her, selling what he didnt need anymore.

--Im just glad youre here-- John said after resigning his job at Vought.

--im always going to be here for you -- jeri said with a smile.

--I know...-- he squeezed her hand and pressed his forehead against hers-- I know...

After that day Homelanders life was happier, the happiest it has ever been for a while.

There he was now, dancing awkwardly at south american songs with his beloved best friend now girlfriend, both laughing while the kept an eye on the oven.

--I think its safe to say that im not homelander anymore-- John stated-- I am John Vogelbaum, nice to meet you miss?

--Jerico Castro-- jeri said shaking his hand with a smile.

He pulled her in for a hug, smiling as she tried to hug back, her arms barely hooking around his back.

This was the life he deserved. This was the life that he wanted. And she was the woman he wanted most in his life.

#homelander tag pending #⚡✊ hero of the people| the//boys s/i✊⚡

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I have so much going on in my life right now. guess its about time i share something.

At school, I usually hang out with this friend group of mine. But I don’t see the trust, smiles, laughs, or faces I used to. I just got back in contact with an old friend (we will call her Sara) that I called off terms with for a while. But while I am exited to be friends again, there is so much things Sara had done, but I am just going to focus on one. Sara and I, were arguing, when her best friend decided to help defend her. But she took it a bit too far when defending Sara. She had said this. “plus why do you make everything abt your self? like when Sara was talking to you, you just try to make it abt your self like?” That never left me. It’s been a good year and a half, but I just swallowed that sentence like a shot. It was hard. It always comes up and up but whenever I feel like saying something to the group chat of people I hang out with, I stop myself.

At this point I once had tried talking, but it ended up just how I thought it would. “howdyy” “…” the conversation stops and an hour later they continue their conversations on whatever sh*t they’re talking about. I try so hard until I can’t bare it anymore. Sometimes, I don’t know what’s wrong with me until I get a reminder by people’s looks. I know all of them. The disappointed one,

the “no body fvcking cares” one,

the just stop talking one,

the can you leave one,

the say something one,

All of them leave me in the girls restroom, quietly on the toilet, crying everything that comes out. The popular girls doing their makeup, and whenever they would go quiet, I would have to hold my breathe, and oh man I would get light headed so often.

The state I’ve been in lately, could be better. As a person thats parents are good, but dont really care about what they eat, its hard to control what/how much you eat. And seeing other people with small waists, its so difficult to not compare yourself. Its like, you will convince yourself to go on a diet or something, but sooner or later, you crave something so bad that it ends up in your stomach.

I am not saying “bigger girls” or boys arent pretty, I think that the “chubby look” is so beautiful myself, but I just with that I could try out another one. I have so much dedication that just ends up, nowhere. The last three to two years have been the worst. It was when I was surrounded by really pretty girls, and I felt that I definitely couldn’t, as hard as I could try, be one of them. So I know some people say “oh yeah I was depressed” as a quote on quote attention seek phrase, but its not like that when I say I was depressed. Im talking like, wouldn’t go anywhere, wouldnt drink water, and just sometimes, considered why I was even here… if i wasnt happy with the body I was in. People say “work out” or “eat less” and “try a different diet” and believe me, im trying as hard as I can, but it all ends up nowhere. Why cant i be happy? Why can’t I like who I am? Why cant I look down below myself without feeling sick? Why cant I not have suicidal thoughts? Why cant I be perfect like everyone else? Why cant I get any answers? Well its because you are just lazy, a food addict, everyone says. Just please, let me be happy.

#vent post #reading #ed vent

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journalsandshit · 7 months

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08/06/2023 - letter

jack,

i feel like i got completely set up for failure this summer.

last summer, i had a very reliable, very consistent schedule. i woke up, went to sac camp, came home, took a shower, and, by 11 or 12, i was with you. we did that every single day. i can probably count on one hand the days that i didnt see you last summer. even on the days that were horrible bc of meghan, i had a not awful time bc i was with you. that was, by far, the best summer of my entire life

this school year fucking sucked for me, you know that. the second semester was extra bad, and it just kept getting worse and worse as the year kept going, but i held on because i knew that summer was coming and i wouldnt have to worry about school, or your girlfriends, or drama anymore. i knew that if i could just make it to summer that i would get to spend every day with you again and i could finally feel safe and happy

i was wrong

as soon as summer started you started ignoring me. you barely talked to me when i was away on my road trip and when i was at my orientation. i thought that when i came back from my trips youd want to see me but both times it took a couple of days for you to ask to see me. and when you did see me, it was off. you werent acting the same, it was somehow even worse than it had been during school.

you never wanted to hang out with me. we only ever saw each other for scheduled things (pride, fob), and you were weird the whole time. at fall out boy you spent a fuck ton of time texting your girlfriend and these knew friends you had made, and i had no idea how horrible that would become.

after the fall out boy concert i didnt see you for ten days. you literally just didnt text me or call me for ten fucking days and i spent all of that just fucking crying on the floor. then there was that whole thing with me being "too inconvenient" to see without my car. and when you did finally see me again it was just you showing up at my house with no warning and sleeping for like five hours.

you just keep going to shows and seeing these people who literally shouldnt matter. these people mean fucking nothing and i feel like i deserve so much better.

all summer youve been treating me like im just some time filler that doesnt matter, seeing me for a couple hours here and there and then not for days or weeks at a time. you only want to see me when you have nothing else going on but you always have other things going on and then you keep talking about all the things that you say we need to do and youre upset that we arent doing them but you never see me so its your fucking fault.

i know you want to "make memories" and shit but you literally are moving an hour and a half away and you can come home whenever you want to. youre already planning to come home for concerts and shit with these people all the time. I AM MOVING ALMOST TWO TOUDAND MILES AWAY. IT TAKES A PLANE TICKET TO GET ME TO YOU. SHOULDNT YOU KIND OF WANT TO SPEND TIME WITH ME BEFORE YOU CANT??

it feels selfish but i feel like you should be spending like.. every single fucking day with me before you cant anymore. but instead youre fucking around with all these other people and canceling our plans and ignoring me for days at a time and i dont know why youre doing this but its not fucking fair and i hate it and it hurts

i might come back and edit this later bc i just cant rn im so mad

#08/06/2023 #from old blog #letter #jack

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found-family-tournament · 1 year

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Found Family Tournament Round 1 Part 20 Group 100

Propaganda and further pictures under the cut

Reds and Blues: Grif, Simmons, Sarge, Donut, Lopez, Doc, Caboose, Church, Tucker, Agent Washington, Agent Carolina, Locus

Wright Anything Agency (& Company): Phoenix & Trucy Wright, Apollo Justice, Maya Fey, Miles Edgeworth, Pearl Fey, Ema Skye, Kay Faraday & Sebastian Debeste

Submissions are still open!

Reds and Blues:

My babies are all assholes but love each other deep down

Wright Anything Agency (& Company):

only one of them has never been arrested. only two of them arent lawyers. theyre all gay

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enrapture · 1 year

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Can I ask you the peach parfait question?

peach parfait ー name a song/album that you associate with a period time in your life & why?

Maggie lindemann - album: sucker punch.

I was in the pit of sadness I was really depressed over getting ghosted by a dude whom I cared a lot about. We were friends and started to fool around with one another and I guess when I didn’t give out as fast as he would’ve preferred he ghosted me. And it came out right in the nic of time and I couldn’t listen to it for a while because it hit too close to home for me but then got around to listening to it and yeah. It effected me alot because I thought me and this dude had become closer in our friendship and he just blocked me out lol. We had talked everyday and I enjoyed every interaction and It made me a lot sad to lose that person. I felt like my world had ended and I thought I had wasted all of my time and I thought that we were really good friends to the point we could share anything and everything with one another and yeah the list goes on. It’s a tragedy album. Specifically: “casualty of your dreams”

Bonus one: yellow days - everything changes

This one showed up on the day or the day after I lost an ex due to an overdose a few years ago. He was 21. He had just expressed the words that he loved me and that I was everything he ever wanted in life “a best friend and a lover wrapped in one” I still have his voice recordings saying it and talking to me. We had made plans to talk the day before and it shown that he was active 7 hrs ago when I got the news he had died… the people he was with stole his stuff and drug his body out of the hotel room and didn’t even call 911. It’s a fucked up situation. He kept coming to me in dreams for a while and we would hangout together and I’d always mention “arent you dead?” And he’d laugh and look away and the dream would end. Happened with my mom. Happened with my grandpa. Similar instances in the dreams. I feel like they really do effect you and speak to you when you’re not awake. You deal with it in dreams. But yeah I didn’t wanna listen to music on my way home for work I couldn’t do it and that song randomly came on and it was the first song that played out of anything that could’ve played and it hit and I cried and cried and couldn’t stop playing it on repeat.

When my mom passed all I did was push everyone away. I hated everyone. “Im so sorry for your loss” I got on repeat and all I could do was clench my teeth and block it out. *delete* over and over again. They did the same when my ex passed and it pissed me off. No one understood me. They don’t get it. I thought. I had to arrange it all because my stupid fucking siblings refused to do it and caused me more stress than anything. I almost got into wrecks repeatedly and I cried so much about it. I had so many dreams about her and it still effects me to this day. I stood in front of her at the hospital in a dark room and shook her repeatedly thinking it was a joke. I remember holding her hand feeling how cold and lifeless it was. I felt so many anger and sadness in me for so long. (I still do)

Same for my grandpa that passed recently. :(

I guess on a lighter note beginning of highschool all I ever listened to was “animal I have become” by three days grace, Eminem, the fray lmao. dance Gavin dance uneasy hearts weigh the most” along with their song “caviar” on repeat as well as their other stuff. Usual radio hits at the time. And linkin park. I also listened to Katy perry and ke$ha. And a bunch of indie, hard rock stuff. Two door cinema, marina and the diamonds, surf curse, mgmt, blink-182, a day to remember, breaking Benjamin, falling in reverse, bring me the horizon… and alot a lot more stuff . I’d say Katy & ke$ha & Ashley tisdale at the time they molded me into early slutdom. But for reference that’s what brought me back to high school lol. And early early tumblr when I was on it during that time. :,)

#sorry this is stupid long #I felt like it all needed to be said

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had an absoutelhy insane dream last night (obviously dreams do not make sense when you actually try to contextualize all the details and what not, so i will try to reformulate a few things to make smore sense in my mind)

the story is abt a lab of scientists, who also do forensic investigation or something? idkexactly what they dd id and it doesnt matter ebcause dreams are not logicall. the main character has like very low self esteem and a history of being bullied/made fun of (both in the past and in the present by like two coworkers.) this all makes him very insecure an d self conscious he feels like he isnt contributing anything to the lab and is just going to continue being in a menial position/possibly be fired for being so useless (i think he and the two other charas i will mention were actually lab assistants, but like idk what the specifcs of that position are i know nothing abt science). the two other major characters are his two childhood friends who work with him in the same position. they are siblings and the dude is a couple years older than the main character and is sister is ether his twin or a few years younger/closer in age to the main character. the main character looks like a twinkie blonde guy with glasses (basically looks like my still in progress oc who is like the exact same chara but a teacher instead of a scientist. star system bullshit i guess). the dude childhood friend is like very huge and bald and intimidating looking. the girl is basic small blonde cute girl looking type. the mc and chfguy were best buddies back in grade school and the dude always had the mc’s back. but since they got older/separated for a bit due to them being in dif places in life, the dude has become very quiet and so they arent as close but still consider eacther friends. though the dude is like a science genius and he keeps coming up with amazing discoveries and research. which eventually earn him a position as a valued core member of the team. bcuz they arent as close as previously along with dude looking big and scary and being very quiet except for like standard greetings, mc is convinced dude now hates him and is doing all this to get mc fired, or at least dimmish his importance even further. mc is also secretly scared of dude now and since he’s really paranoid about dude secretly hating him, he obviously never brings this up to dude and his sister. the sister is the one who actively tries to reach out to him and talk to him more, but also really admires and loves her brother so of course dude can’t tell her what he really thinks abt him know.

anyway so the mc does some research/tests abt cancer and boldly exclaims that he has found the cure for cancer (mis-representing the results of the tests he actualy did). no one questions him on the validity of his claim as the rest of the lab staff are too excited thinking abt all the fame and publicity it will bring their lab. and they believe mc is now the shoe in for the noble prize (and yes i was watching bobby broccoli’s utube documentaries recently).

at the same time (i think a bit before he starts the lie) something inside mc just snaps and he kills someone. idr who exactly it was but it might of been one of his past bullies or one of the coworkers who belittled him so much. with his scientific knowledge the guy is able to commit a crime without leaving any traces that would lead back to him. he dumps the guy in the nearby river/creek body of water thing. for some reason he decides to himself that theres point of no return now and that he should continue killing ppl. so now our main character is on e a quest to make a name for himself in two ways: in public he will be known as the genius who cured cancer, and in the darkness he will be an anonymous vigilante serial killer, bringing scum who escaped the law to justice!!! (im p sure now tht he kills the person and starts this quest before he started lying abt curing cancer, cause he wouldnt of snapped like that if all his coworkers were praising his Genius.)

So the mc continues killing ppl and dumping them in the same body of water. eventually the bodies are discovered and this mysterious vigilante assassin is dubbed... “The Killer.” The Killer’s action inspire fear and debate around the city. Meanwhile the lab staff is preparing the mc’s speech for the noble prize. Mc actually has not published his research yet (cause it like doesn’t exist/leads to a widely different conclusion), and is planning to rely the scientific method not until the event where he receives the award himself, for maximum impact!! Other, “less important” lab members are tasked with writing his acceptance speech, with mc giving the go-ahead and saying that hell check it over and edit it himself once he receives it. Since no one else actually knows the process behind curing cancer that mc supposedly discovered, they mostly just write bullshit fluff.

Soon the light and darkness of mc’s life intersect, when one of his lab higherups is tasked with doing forensic investigation into the remains of The Killer’s victims. So of course, MC begins expanding his victim criteria and kills the higherup too. When a few fellow lab members begin to question mc’s validity, he kills them too and all their bodies are disposed of the same way.

So now its like the day before the noble prize ceremony (idk how that shit works at all btw), and mc has crafted a good enough fake logic for how to cure cancer that will fool most ppl who dont know abt science/the more lowly lab members. He has killed everyone in the team who he believes would find the holes in his logic and ruin his grand plan... except.... the dude childhood friend, who is very very intelligent. So mc must kill and dispose of the dude before the ceremony the next day. but whats more important than the actual killing to him, i s figuring out where to dispose the body, since it has to be in a way where no evidence/traces to him remain. it cant be a body of water because he knows it will be discovered quickly and he doesn t want this killing to be connected to The Killer. So he decides to burn it. but since the guy is huge he needs to find a place in the middle of nowhere where he cn set off a huge fire without anyone noticing. Guy spends like all day and night wandering the city and nearby places to find a big field in the middle of nowhere. eventually just walking in circles and making no progress. The remaining lab members are all confused and worried abt where mc disappeared to as he should be practicing his speech, so dude is sent to investigate (and also he goes bcuz he is personally very very worried for his friend). i guess they live in a n industrial city but mc is not even trying he s just wandering around the most populous streets. (but supposedly he just never finds the place he is looking for.) mc also may or may not have realized that dude is following and looking for him, and if he did he was trying to avoid him as well. anyway its the dead of the night, or early morning, mc has went the entire day without eating or sleeping. he lets his guard down and is spotted by dude. so he cant keep up the act of trying to pretend he didnt notice him any longer. i think the excuse mc gives dude for why he was gone all day and spen t the entire night pacing around (even going to the next city or state over and walking all the way back) is that he was just really anxious abt the whole thing and needed time to think by himself and walking helps that. anyway dude is like “you need sleep” so the two rent a room in the nearby high class hotel (the only place fit for a high class scientist who discovered the cure for cancer.) the ornate hotel room comes with a fire place.

It is only a few hours until the ceremony and mc is so tired he feels like he’s abt to pass out. So at this point he can either 1. get a t least a few hours of sleep so he’s not completely out of it during the ceremony. and with that means taking the risk that he will be found out by dude and be made into a global disgrace. option 2 is killing him in the hotel room and burning the body in the fireplace.

Also dude and tire d mc have a chat while sitting on the bed together (mc is like resting his head on dude’s thigh he’s that tired.) here dude confesses that he has been in love with mc this entire time, or at least ever since they reunited at th e same job. and also that him being quiet was just due to his personality changing/experiencing hardships that made him believe it was better to not talk much. and also that he assumed that there bond as childhood friend’s was so close that he really only needed to make small talk for mc to understand him. (a case of awful communication all around). this new revelation adds anything layer to the moral dilemma of mc’s choice.

Thi s dream had like a bad ending and good ending, like video game. (It was more like “cowardly/giving up” ending and “going through wit h everything” one.) The “bad” ending involved mc confessing everything to dude. not just that the whole curing cancer thing being a huge lie, but also that he’s the one behind te killings. The sleepiness makes MC give up everything and allows dude to decide how to deal with him. (whether he brings him to justice/exposes everything or not.)

in like these kinds of dreams im usually conscious its a dream so if it ends in a bad/scary way i backtrack and think of a better ending. and also it was one of those dreams where i was both an outside observer watching/reading a story and the mc at the same time, so like ending with being exposed and prob going to prison for life was scary for me. The alt/good/true ending has mc stay awake to continue his killing/burning body plan. I think he succeeds in killing him, either by shoving him in the fireplace alive or by killing him b4 through some method and then burning him alive. but its a big dude and the fireplace is very small in comparison and there’s no tools around to chop up the body so idk what happens after. and idk how it ends in gneeral cause i like always wake up right b4 the actual end.

ANyway, it was another very fucked up dream but ive had way scarier ones tbh (like this one was mostly fine for me cause like the “outside observer” side was more than the “I’m in the place of the mc” side when its usually the opposite I feel like.) . And with alot of editing/adding and changing things i think this could make an interesting suspense story.

#dream was an obvious mishmash of the dif utube videos ive watched recently/#along with some other influences like me last night checking cmoa to see what free promotions were being offered and being upset that traces #was going to end in the mornign so i missed it there were a decent amount of free books and which it was to promote the final volume who kno #ws if the first 5+ or so will be offered for free ever again.....

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anakinskywalkerog · 2 years

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(that way by tate mcrae the queen 🙏)

so its a bit weird because hes still got a bit of that staring thing going on? not like before, but i can feel it. the rush of oxytocin i get when i know i wont look back is just 👌👌👌

and im friends with some of his friends and i talk with them... although he dodges conversation with me, hes always there and involved when im around, like, hes watching when im talking/arguing/bantering with his friends and his head turns to me when im answering questions or when someone says my name? like bruh MAKE UP YOUR MIND

and stay fucking loyal to your gf :/

would you believe it if i told you that he told his GIRLFRIEND that i told him i didnt like him?! and his gf is BEST friends with the bitchy friend of mine who told him i liked him last year, and i told him: "those rumours arent true, its because of bad blood with a friend" and he misinterpreted that to be: "bad blood in the (my) friendship group" and my friends got affronted because obviously that looks bad, right?

WTF i was so fkn annoyed at him; you know i dont like you, drop it. dont take it back to your gf, and dont read too much in between the lines.

why do you think he would do that?

and even before that i saw a friend (not v close at all, just like an acquaintance) walk up to him - "hey complicated sad machete boi, guess what? sythe-" i was in a rush so i didnt eavesdrop, but i HEARD her say my name! im sure. and the next day she comes up to me and asks: "so, do you like anyone? really? you dont? because i heard you liked complicated sad machete boi..." BRUH!

and she said HE told her? now, i dont entirely believe that, it could be true, especially if she brought up the convo (i think he told a few of his friends, but not in a dick-y a way, more like "dude, what do you think of this? do you think she likes me?" and they deffo asked who it was. because, well. and also im not exactly the person youd automatically assume would like someone, especially him, so yeah.) i get how it looked, but i hope he realizes it looked the exact same way to me as well 👍

im curious, because i have a very unique name, and its not easily misheard - was she going to tell him she heard i liked him (this is entirely possible, i was not as careful as i should have been, but the three of us are only in one class together; shes not in the other classes i have with him so theres no way she picked up on it by herself. also because in that class i dont look at him, like, ever. its the way that class is.) or ask him if he liked me???

there's so much going on here, i wish i was telepathic and could read minds so i coud just find the truth - i wouldnt care if i replused him, atleast i know THAT for sure, am i right?

but its annoying that hes so indecided. like, its okay if you dont want me or anything, people dont always like each other back. its the way the world works. but dont try to have it both ways; youre trying to date your gf and keep whatever fucking tension is going on between us at the same time! (ngl it put the song "break up with your girlfriend, im bored" make a lot of sense 😂 melanie martinez vibes 👍)

a friend said "maybe he just likes you but doesnt want to admit it" which actually makes a lot of sense, especially seeing as that he has a GIRLFRIEND? bruh.

i tried to soften the blow for him because i posted a story on my snapstory telling a fictional friend i didnt like anyone at all, and he saw that, so he could tell it was coming - im not at fault here!

there was actually a fight going on yesterday (b/w two random girls from our school) and everyone posted those videos (of the fight) to their stories as well - im certain atleast one of his friends had it on, (although we have quite few commons and none of them did, so maybe they didnt) (but he has a different set of friends and hes deffo on someone's priv story where they may have posted it, im the new girl and hes not) but he asked ME?

that felt great 💅 but not because of him 🤣 it was just funny to be the one holding the cards for once!

two friends told me to drop him because he got a buzz cut 😭😂 but it isnt a full on buzz cut but like one those buzz cuts with the sides shaved and the top... grown...? like, you dont shave the top RIP 💀

i have no idea where this is going, but we're definitely going to be still seeing him :/ not in my love life, probably, but in my drama life 🤣

FUCK- ive ranted quite a lot, sos about that 😭

pls dont block me oli 🥺

lol rant away Sythe

i don’t know i don’t think it’s that weird for him to tell his girlfriend about your convo with him…like in most relationships it might be weirder for him not to tell her? bc in the better/healthier relationships you tell your partner most things

it’s possible that maybe he just thinks you’re attractive? maybe he’s looking at you bc he thinks you’re pretty. teenage boy brains make no sense to me and never will, but you gotta remember that if he wanted to date you, he would probably do something to make it happen. but rn it sounds like, even if he does like looking at you, he still wants to be with his gf….so again. idk like tension/feelies with someone can be FUN but also, maybe find a new crush who is single lol (easier said than done)

#answered asks

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kpostedsum · 3 years

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daddy issues; D.M

summary: you and draco bond over issues in 6th year

word count: 2.4k

warnings: err angst, comfort, illusions to sex

song: daddy issues (the remix) - the neighbourhood

a/n: i tried not to make it stereotypical bc i didn’t wanna make it seem all “i like older men lol”, probably my fav fic i’ve written, also arent these anime gifs so cute

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Take you like a drug

I taste you on my tongue

Tongues battling for dominance, bodies rubbing against each other searching for a feeling. It’s become routine now, a different person in your dorm swallowing a new pill, entangling limbs with someone just to feel something.

You ask me what I'm thinking about

I tell you that I'm thinking about

Whatever you're thinking about

Tell me something that I'll forget

And you might have to tell me again

It's crazy what you'll do for a friend

It was a constant cycle, putting yourself out there seeking the male attention you crave, seeking validation, constant reassurance and trusting too easily. That’s how you ended up with a different guy who always in the end leaves. You trusted too easily and people took advantage of how trusting and naive you are just for a quick shag.

You wished it wasn’t like this but that’s all you knew, wanting to be the best version of yourself for someone just to feel needed, no matter if the person was good or bad for you. You didn’t care, you wanted love from anyone you could get it from even if it just hurt you more.

You’re familiar with the absence, something stable made you feel a bit wary. It wasn’t something you were used to. Your father wasn’t the most present in your life, and even though he's there, he's never really there.

Go ahead and cry, little girl

Nobody does it like you do

I know how much it matters to you

I know that you got daddy issues

And if you were my little girl

I'd do whatever I could do

I'd run away and hide with you

I love that she's got daddy issues, and I do too

You always wondered where you went wrong, he preferred your siblings over you and doesn't pay you a piece of his mind. Constantly going out of your way to get his attention whether it was academically or acting a certain way just to get some sort of reaction. But he was too preoccupied with his other children, even if they were from your mom or his affairs.

That’s how you found yourself right now sitting in the astronomy tower past curfew watching the rain fall, trying to clear your head while humming softly to yourself to keep yourself distracted.

You hear distant chattering from below and quickly get up from where you were sitting and make your way to your dorm unnoticed by anyone.

Except one person, Draco Malfoy.

I tried to write your name in the rain

But the rain never came

So I made with the sun

The shade

Always comes at the worst time

He’s seen you before, you’re known around Hogwarts for how you put yourself out there and how ‘desperate’ you are for some affection. He almost feels bad for you, but he’s in no place to judge. With his dad in Azkaban Draco had so much more to worry about, like his task and how he can succeed. But there was something about you that intrigued him that he couldn't ignore.

He saw you again in transfiguration the next day and noticed a few hickeys littering your neck that you had tried to cover but it didn’t work. He wondered why you gave yourself up to so many people, but once again he was in no place to judge. He noticed the way your tongue would stick out when you focused extra hard, the way your hands would tighten around your quill when you got a question wrong and your face.

The same face that many boys including the older years would fawn over, the face that entranced and attracted many, the face of someone who would do anything for someone for some affection and the face of someone who seeked out all the wrong things.

You ask me what I'm thinking about

I tell you that I'm thinking about

Whatever you're thinking about

Tell me something that I'll forget

And you might have to tell me again

It's crazy what you'll do for a friend

You walk out of transfiguration on your way to the owlery to send a letter to your parents and feel eyes watching you everywhere. You like it, the attention, it’s something that you thrived in, but you couldn’t help but feel a new set of eyes on you.

Once you reached the owlery you realized you weren't the only one there, Draco Malfoy was also there sending a letter to who you assumed was his mother.

“y/n, right?” he asked, trying to spark a conversation.

“Yea, listen i’m sorry about what happened with your father i know you really looked up--”

“Dont worry about it, he wasn’t as good an influence as I made him out to be,” he sighed, looking away.

“My dad isn’t the best either if i’m being honest, i guess we’re in the same boat” you let out a light chuckle.

And that’s how you found yourself hanging out with draco malfoy bonding over your shared issues.

Go ahead and cry, little girl

Nobody does it like you do

I know how much it matters to you

I know that you got daddy issues

And if you were my little girl

I'd do whatever I could do

I'd run away and hide with you

I love that she's got daddy issues

It’s been weeks since you two started hanging out since the interaction in the owlery and have been getting closer ever since. You both sat down together in the astronomy tower, backed against the wall as the cool wind blew against your faces. The aura between you two was calm, a comfortable silence.

“So tell me about your dad, how is it with him in Azkaban?” you asked, tilting your head towards him.

“Mother’s not taking it well” he frowned. “I can’t even say potter’s wrong for getting him locked up because he deserves it. All my life he praised the dark lord and taught me to be selfish and always defend my blood, but he was never there for me when I needed him. I would have done everything just to hear ‘i’m proud of you’ but it never came. It’s worse now because mother’s all alone. I wish I could have stayed with her” he sighed looking out the tower watching the stars twinkle.

“I’ve noticed you’ve been much quieter this year as well, you stopped making fun of people. It’s not that nice on the receiving end huh?” you said with a teasing look on your face.

He shook his head at you scooting closer to you, it’s like the demeanor between you two have changed over the past few weeks. You found yourself pining over him rather than being in someone's bed. But this is how the cycle always goes, you get attached and they leave, you couldn’t help but hope this wasn’t the situation this time.

“Tell me about your father”

Daddy stuck around but he wasn't present

Cheated on your mom but she never left him

First I didn't get it, now I understand

He broke her heart, left money in her hand

So everything got paid for

She made sure you and your brother had way more

Than she ever had growing up

And when you told me the whole story I felt like throwing up

“ I don't know if i’d even call him my father at this point, he doesn't want me.” you sighed. “He's been cheating on my mum for years now and she still won't leave him because she thinks they can work it out. He’s had affairs with different pureblood women and has children with them. But what hurts the most is how he treats them as his own children and treats me as if I don't exist” you said, looking down as tears pooled your eyes.

Draco moved closer to you and brought his arm around your shoulders for a sense of comfort and waited for you to catch your breath so you can continue.

“I just want him to love me” you cried. “I go out my way to try and get his attention with my school work but it never works. That's why I get along with so many guys. I seek the validation, the comfort and the reassurance that I can get from him from others and I am so tired of it. I just want him to want me draco.” tears slipping out your eyes as you looked up at him, you’ve never confessed this to anyone before.

“Everyone always leaves, please don't leave me” you cried

“I’m not going anywhere” he turned his face towards you, leaning forward cautiously as if you were made of glass.

You leaned forward, wanting the exact same thing. Both very hesitant he gently pressed his soft lips against yours and they moved together in sequence, only taking a break to go back to his dorm and to breathe, limbs tangled together for the rest of the night until the sun rose.

I can see it on your face it was rough left a bad taste on your tongue

And she didn't even take any drug

She would rain all day

Couldn't wait for her son to shine

And you made it shine

There when she cried, you saved her life

It's been a week since that night in the astronomy tower and draco had already been avoiding you. It’s humiliating, but you should have known. You thought the ‘bond’ you had with him would last, it felt so genuine this time. So real.

You’d see him around the halls snogging pansy on your way back to the ravenclaw tower, lowering your head down so he wouldn’t be able to see you so you could get by quickly and unnoticed.

But he saw you.

He stared you right down in your teary eyes as he made out with pansy. You couldn’t help but feel a sense of betrayal, for someone who promised he wouldn’t leave you like everyone else, he did the exact same.

You did the only thing you knew of, you ran.

I keep on trying to let you go

I'm dying to let you know

How I'm getting on

I didn't cry when you left at first

But now that you're dead it hurts

This time I gotta know

Where did my daddy go?

I'm not entirely here

Half of me has disappeared

Draco followed you to the girls lavatory, hearing your shallow cries coming from one of the stalls. He approached the stall you were in trying not to make too much noise so he doesn't startle you.

He felt awful.

He promised he would never leave you, after you both poured your hearts out to each other but he still left. He had too, he was putting you in danger just by being with him. If Voldemort ever found out about you and hurt you he wouldn't be able to live with himself, that's why he took it upon himself to hurt you first.

“y/n are you in here?” he called out even though he knew the answer.

You recognized that familiar voice anywhere. “What do you want draco?” you said, trying to make it seem as if you weren’t just crying.

“I want to talk to you, please”

“No,” you said getting up and pushing yourself out of the stall. “You don't get to just throw me away after I told you everything and just come back into my life like nothing ever happened. Just go away, that's all you guys are good for” you spat.

“Just listen to me, it was to keep you safe. I didn;t want to but i couldn't bear seeing you hurt” he tried to explain.

“Safe?” you laughed. “ and what exactly do i need saving from, malfoy.”

“From me” he said as he pulled up his sleeve revealing his dark mark to you. Your body instantly tensed, you knew he was having problems and his family was involved with the dark lord but you never knew it was like this.

“Draco i-” you tried to say something but the words were stuck in your throat. He stood there looking at you desperately like he was waiting for you to tell him everything was okay, you wanted to be there for him but you didn’t know what to do. You trusted him with everything but he couldn't trust you with this? You thought the bond you had made would have made him trust you in the slightest, but clearly it's always you who’s more trusting.

“Why didn't you tell me?” you managed to say, your voice hoarse.

“I thought you’d leave me, you were the only good thing i had. Please don't leave me” he begged, salty tears escaping his eyes and running down his cheeks as he looked at you with desperation.

“So you thought pushing me away by snogging pansy was better?” you yelled, as he continued to look at you slightly taken aback by your lashing out.

“You know what, go ahead and cry little boy. You know that your daddy did too, you know what your mama went through. You gotta let it out soon, just let it out” you taunted walking closer to him looking straight into his teary eyes.

“This time I'll be the one that leaves.” and with that you were gone.

Go ahead and cry, little girl

Nobody does it like you do

I know how much it matters to you

I know that you got daddy issues

And if you were my little girl

I'd do whatever I could do

I'd run away and hide with you

I love that she's got daddy issues, and I do too

It’s been months since that night in the girls lavatory, and you missed him. You wanted to visit him in the hospital wing once you heard what happened with Harry Potter, but you couldn’t bring yourself to do so. He left you, and you were tired of always going back to people who just hurt you.

Now here you were at the battle of Hogwarts, standing with everyone while Voldemort and his death eaters stood across from you all.

“Draco, draco come here” you heard narcissa call from across the scene. He looked hesitant, as if he was waiting for someone to stop him but no one did. So he started walking over to his parents.

But you grabbed his hand.

“Stay please” you whispered looking up into his eyes.

He looked back at his parents and back at you like he was contemplating his answer.

“I’ll stay”

If you were my little girl

I'd do whatever I could do

I'd run away and hide with you

I love that she's got daddy issues, and I do too

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