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RWBY (09x04)
Just answer the question. What are you? Are you sure you know? You have to be sure of what you are, and what you are going to be.
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schrijverr · 1 year
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Flirting at the Mall 2
Chapter 2 out of 8
Steve and Eddie both work at Starcourt Mall, dancing around each other and flirting. When Steve finally manages to ask Eddie out, he gets kidnapped by Russians and misses their date. He shows up at Eddie’s house, drugged and beaten after Startcourt burned down to apologize and Eddie makes sure he’s okay, before they retry their date.
On AO3.
Ships: Steve x Eddie
Warnings: Robin and Steve talk about being queer in 80s
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Sweet Guy (Steve POV)
Steve isn’t sure how he got the nerve to do what he just did. It just happened.
He has always thought Eddie was cute. He would see him walk on the lunch tables or around the halls and be drawn to him. He has a type, sue him. It’ll never happen, or at least so he thought until Eddie came into the shop with his friends.
And Steve swears he was planning on just doing his usual spiel and not let the others know that he even recognized them. Pinky promise. But then Eddie had given him that smirk and dorkily yet suavely told him: “I don’t know, sailor, will we be safe with you on our perilous ice cream journey?”
Something Steve is apparently weak for, because he had semi-flirted right back even if no one is supposed to even think that he is anything but very heterosexual. But Eddie’s friends barely reacted to the whole thing, so it couldn't be that obvious or weird, right? Just teasing.
God, Steve is stupid, because here he is, face still a little red and heart beating a little too fast. He is still staring at the spot where Eddie just disappeared, wishing Eddie will come back with his nicknames that rolled of his tongue and easy banter, like a total hopeless loser.
So, he lets out a sigh that he’ll deny is longing when he’s suddenly snapped out of it by the dividing window slamming open.
He whirls around to see Robin staring at him with bit eyes. She blinks slowly, before saying: “Did- did Eddie Munson just flirt with you? And did you just flirt back?”
It’s like a bucket of cold water has been thrown over him. Not only was he less subtle than expected but more people had heard than just Eddie’s friends. Unable to come up with anything else, he sharply replies: “No one will believe you.”
“Y- You’re queer?” Robin says it with an air of disbelief as her eyes grow wide.
“No, of course not,” Steve squeaks, hating how clear the lie is as he backtracks his earlier statement as if he can undo that this easily. “I’m Steve Harrington. I’m not some- some queer.”
His voice turns a little wobbly at the end and he is swallowing thickly. He’s usually better at covering this up, but the feeling after the conversation with Eddie in combination with the sudden appearance of Robin is making it more difficult. His breaths are slightly uneven and there is terror in his eyes.
“Fuck, no wait,” Robin waves her hands around frantically as if she’s erasing something imaginary, grin spreading over her face. “Me too!”
Steve frowns and repeats: “You too?” before it lands. Robin too. Robin is also queer. She isn’t going to attack him or out him. She’s safe. Like strings cut he sags and sighs: “Oh thank fuck. You scared me to death, Robin!”
“I’m sorry,” Robin exclaims. “It was just a lot you know. I didn’t want to assume and be wrong and then have to run, because I’m not a runner, like I run weird and it took me way longer than all the other babies to even learn how to walk. And you- you definitely are. With all the sports, I mean. I wasn’t going to win that. Plus sports guys and queer? Not often heard off.”
“Yeah, I know,” Steve says, giving her a half smile. “I get it. Don’t worry. Just need to calm my heart rate back down.”
“Sorry,” Robin winces in sympathy.
“It’s okay,” Steve repeats, more to comfort himself than to calm Robin down.
They’re quiet for a second, before Robin slyly grins: “So, Eddie, huh?”
The blush Eddie left earlier returns immediately and with a vengeance as Steve hides his face in his hands. He whines: “Shut up.”
“No, come on, I just found another gay in Hawkins,” Robin says, jostling his arm excitedly. “I need to know everything. How long has that been going on? What do you like about him? Are you going to make a move? Tell me, I need to live vicariously through you.”
“This is unfair,” Steve complains. “I don’t even know your crush to make fun of you.”
“I’m not making fun of you,” Robin pouts. “I’m just so bored and this is the most interesting thing that has happened to me all summer. Maybe even in my life. Pleaseeee. I’m literally giving you permission to ramble about your crush right now.”
“It’s not a crush,” Steve protests with a small murmur that doesn’t sound very believable, which Robin lets him know with a raised brow. So, he lets his shoulders sag and admits: “Okay, maybe it’s a little bit of a crush.”
Robin squeals at that and excitedly jumps up and down. However, before she can ask again a rush starts up, forcing her to let it go. Though she makes a warning gesture at Steve and says: “We’ll talk about this later, Harrington.”
Later only comes when they’re closing up that evening, the topic too sensitive to risk talking about when there were customers nearby. So, Robin brings it up as Steve locks up: “So, since when do you like Eddie?”
Steve doesn’t meet her eyes as he softly admits: “Freshman year.”
“Freshman year?” Robin repeats in disbelief. “That long already? Damn.”
“I wasn’t always cool popular dickhead king Steve, you know,” Steve huffs. “I was a stupid Freshman like everyone else, except also desperately trying to hide there were more reasons basketball was appealing to me.”
Besides him Robin quiets, thinking over his words. She is a year younger than him and has never seen him as anything but that guy. However, king Steve has never been him.
“In my first week, he got onto the table in the cafeteria,” Steve continues. “He was a Sophomore, but that wasn’t stopping him from getting on there and practically lecturing these Seniors with an indirect, nerdy, passive aggressive speech. He was like a king holding court, you know. I thought he was the coolest guy ever.”
“That’s sweet,” Robin says softly. “It’s a bit odd to think of you as someone other than who you used to be, you know. Weird that you were just covering. Does explain by you always looked a bit uncomfortable. I could never figure it out, but it makes sense now.”
“I looked uncomfortable?” Steve asks, surprised. He had been uncomfortable with his friends from time to time, knowing what a hypocrite he was being and what they would do to him should they ever figure it out. He just didn’t know it was obvious.
“Yeah,” Robin looks a bit ashamed. “I had this period where I was super jealous of you, you know. I mean, all these girls just fawned over you and you never seemed to care – also makes more sense now.”
“I’m actually bisexual,” Steve corrects her.
“Nevermind that part then,” Robin backtracks. “Point is, I kind of obsessed over you for a little period of time. Must admit that was handy to cover up the lesbian. But I noticed that you always just stood there. You never pushed anyone, you never jeered along, instead you’d just stand there and watch with these blank eyes as if you’d rather not be there.”
Steve looks away and shrugs: “I didn’t want to be that guy. He was just safe. But I felt terrible knowing that one wrong move could land me in their position.”
“I get it,” Robin says. “Not everyone can cover up their queerness, I really can’t, but if I could. Like if I could be a makeup girl, a cheerleader, mean girl, I would have. Safety over authenticity at that point, you know.”
He nods: “I guess.”
“God, this is depressing,” Robin suddenly changes topics. “I want to know about your big gay feelings for Eddie. Not this. Come on, dingus, talk.”
The way she says it makes Steve laugh. His plan had been to never let anyone know about this side of him. To never talk about any of his male crushes. To marry a pretty girl and settle down for the accepted life with a wife and kids.
But Robin is offering, Robin is safe and Steve really wants to talk about Eddie, who has been on his mind for the entire day with his sharp tongue and pretty eyes. So, he’s easily convinced.
“Fuck, he’s so hot, Robin,” Steve sighs, willing to admit how dreamily it sounds. “He told me I was good at standing there and looking pretty. And he called me sailor and captain.”
“I heard,” Robin tells him with a big smile stretching over her face. It’s the kind of involuntary smile that comes with the hope of hearing another queer person talk about their crush. That sense of connection and solidarity, which is so uniquely theirs. Within a day Robin has gone from just another coworker to a good friend, all because of a shared friend named Dorothy.
“Do you think he’ll come around again?” Steve asks. “I mean, I haven’t seen him around the mall before, but school only just got out, right. He can come by more. But he doesn’t seem like a mall person, probably thinks it’s full of conforming sheep.”
At that, Robin snorts and giggles: “I can’t believe you paid that much attention to his cafeteria speeches, sorry.”
“Robin,” Steve whines, “this is serious! Now that I graduated, I might never see him again. What if he never comes by again? But what if he does? What do I even say to him? Oh no, and I’m wearing this stupid uniform too. Nothing is ever going to happen.”
“Whoa, lets not dig ourselves into a hole of despair just yet,” Robin interrupts his spiral. “We need to look at this strategically.”
“How?” Steve pouts, preferring to mope rather than to seek answers. He doesn’t want to get his hopes up when it is likely that nothing will happen between him and Eddie. So they had one good flirty conversation. For all he knows Eddie was making fun of him, the great king Steve and his fall from grace. Besides, Eddie probably thinks he’s straight, which is the point of hiding it, but not useful when trying to get with someone.
“Well, from where I was standing – and admittedly, I was hiding behind a snowflake window, spying on you,” Robin says. “But from where I was standing, Eddie was into the flirting. Actively engaging and all that. I think that he’ll be back and you can try flirting some more.”
“What if he was just joking and I make a fool out of myself?” Steve asks, voicing his worry. “I wouldn’t blame him, you know what I was like.”
“Dingusss,” Robin whines. “Don’t be a party pooper. He didn’t sound joking and you can always feel it out. Just promise you’ll talk to him again if he comes in. We can’t both have a sad gay no date summer.”
“Is that the official title?” Steve teases with a quirked brow.
“Oh just shut up and promise me,” Robin shoves him.
“Fine, fine, I promise,” he replies, not acknowledging how having Robin there makes him feel a little braver and almost wishing Eddie would come into their shop again.
Naturally that means he doesn’t see Eddie for an entire week. It’s a bit pathetic how he perks up at every curly head that walks by, enough over Nancy for him to know it’s not her that he’s looking for when he does so.
Robin makes fun of him for it and he knows it’s slightly deserved with how he idiotically perks up only to be disappointed.
Luckily, she is also sympathetic towards him, ensuring him that Eddie will come by again. It’s sweet of her, so Steve doesn’t tell her he’s kind of giving up on seeing Eddie again, trying to let go of the crush as to not mope the whole summer about it.
However, as stated, Eddie does come back. Steve is just sitting down for his break when Robin calls out: “Steve, I’m taking my break, get back out here!”
He throws open the dividing window to complain that she just had her break when he sees a head of bouncy curls walk into the shop. Without really thinking much, he slides smoothly over the counter out of the break room and says: “No, yeah, take your break,” as he tucks his hat on right.
Eddie is now near the counter, one eyebrow raised in an unasked question. He looks amused and Steve can see the sparkle in his deep brown eyes, making him a little weak in the knees as he explains: “It’s Robin’s turn to take a break. What can I get for you?”
“What? No, invitation from captain Steve this time?” Eddie teases playfully, grinning.
“My apologies,” Steve grins back, there are a bit more people right now, so he doesn’t lean in, but he does say: “Welcome to Scoops Ahoy, I’m Steve and I’ll be your captain today. Are you ready to set sail on this ocean of flavor with me.”
“All ready, big boy,” Eddie winks. Winks!
Steve swallows a bit, feeling his own cheeks light up as big boy plays on a loop inside his mind. He splutters: “G-good. Have you made a decision yet?”
“Hm, I might need some more help, sailor,” Eddie tells him, cocking a hip and placing his hand on it, the nonchalant pose doing something for Steve.
“We offer unlimited samples,” Steve offers, despite the fact that both he and Robin hate that company policy. For Eddie he’d scoop all the samples he wants. “I’m sure we’ll be able to find something that you like.”
Eddie lets his eyes drag over Steve’s body, subtle enough for most not to notice save for Steve, who meets his eyes when he’s done. He quirks a brow when they meet eyes, almost as if to ask if it’s okay. Steve knows the flush on his cheeks hasn’t disappeared and he gives Eddie a shy smile. Once he does, Eddie’s own smile turns into a wolfish grin and he says: “I’m sure we will.”
It’s an obvious flirtation and Steve ducks his head, trying to gather himself. He’s supposed to be smooth, dammit. So, he takes a moment, then looks at Eddie and says: “You look like a sweet guy, what about bubblegum?”
Now it’s Eddie’s turn to blush and he has a lovely blush, if Steve might say so. He nods and accepts the sample.
They go through a few more, before Eddie settles on cherry, stating that he’s a fruity guy, before adding that he can be sweet too. Though he gets a cup this time, claiming that the cone was too much a cone, which Steve doesn’t understand, but nods along to anyway.
Steve rings him up, feeling a bit sad that Eddie will likely go after as he gives him the employee discount.
Not wanting to see him go, he is about to be bold and make a move by offering to clear a table so Eddie can stay a little longer when Eddie spots the clock and curses. He gives Steve a look and an apologetic smile as he says: “My break is almost over, but I’ll see you around, sailor!”
“Yeah, see you later, alligator,” Steve calls after him, almost glad Eddie is in too much of a hurry to hear the absolute fool he just made of himself.
As he groans, Robin appears in the open window, showing him the board. She has wiped out the strikes already there and put two ones under you suck. She says: “These are for you not asking him out and missing another chance.”
“Shut up,” Steve pouts. “I think that went well.”
“That went amazing,” Robin agrees. “You just didn’t get a date, which is what this board right here is for. But you were great entertainment and-” Steve makes an offended noise, but Robin barrels right on, “and, you gained more information.”
“I did?” Steve asks, unsure of what that information might be.
Robin gives him a mischievous grin and answers: “You just figured out he also works somewhere in this mall. Close enough to come here on his break. Who knows, maybe you stumble into his place of employment during your own break one of these days.”
Steve is quiet for a second, then it dawns on him and he says: “Oh. Ooohhh.”
“Yeah, oh,” Robin agrees. “Good work, dingus.”
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A/N:
As much as I love Steve learning bisexuality from Robin and it suddenly clicking in a spiraling sexuality crisis, I also love the idea of king Steve being a very well crafted persona, because Steve has always known he was queer. That it was either be popular or be a target.
Also sometimes a food just foods too much, idk man, but ice cream cones are too much of a cone for me to enjoy, so Eddie is taking a cup :D
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eveningstar1516 · 3 years
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Rise of the Demon King ~ Chapter 4
Rise of the Demon King
Fic: Multi Chapter Paring: MC x Everyone (Mostly Lucifer) Type: Angst with a Happy Ending Total Word Count: 26,758 TW: Major Character Death, Reader gets stabbed with a sword through their chest so…, Abusive Parents, Past Child Abuse, Demon Hunters, Loss of Control Summary: You’ve done it. You’ve finally done it. You’ve managed to anger the demon king. Now you hold your head high as he hands down your sentence.
AO3 Portal: https://archiveofourown.org/works/27065362
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13
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Previously:
Not wanting to stay in my head any longer, I drift off into a dreamless slumber awaiting the day that will ultimately decide not only my fate, but the fate of the demons I’ve grown to call, family.
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CHAPTER 4 - I want you to be the one... (1842 words)
Snapping my eyes awake I shivered against the air as a bucket of ice cold water was thrown into my face.
“Get up human!”
A guard then roughly pulled me up by the shoulder twisting my arms behind my back and locking them together while unlocking the chain on my ankle. Pushing me out of my cell and half escorting me half dragging me out of the dungeon and to where my trial was supposed to take place all before I could even register that I woke up. As we were walking toward what I assumed was the very same courtyard where we welcomed the king not 24 hours ago, I started hearing lots of yelling. Straining to hear, I realized that it was the brothers arguing amongst each other about what they should do and Diavolo attempting to calm them down, sounding conflicted himself. Upon entering the courtyard I locked eyes with the brothers as they fell silent in shock upon seeing me bound in chains as I was escorted on stage where the king was waiting with Diavolo and the brothers.
*Flashback*
After I passed out.
“Father! What did you do to them?!”
“I am humouring you my son. They are being held under the palace and I am forbidding any one of you from making contact with them.”
“My Liege, I implore you to please reconsider your judgment. They are unaware of how the politics work here and they simply misspoke. I assure you they don’t mean you any harm.” Lucifer lowered his head pleading to the king to reconsider his choice.
“Lucifer is right! They mean the world to us and they can’t possibly do anything to you or the Devildom!” Mammon joined in. The brothers then each said their piece about you.
“You all disgust me, pleading for a human's life. You are my highest ranking demons. Show some dignity!”
“With all due respect my king, that human you are referring to is the one that bettered your kingdom and has achieved far more than any human, demon, or angel could hope to accomplish in the span of just 1 year. They have brought us all together and mended ties we didn’t even know were broken. Y/N is a human I would give up my Pride for-”
“My Greed for-”
“My Envy for-”
“My Wrath for-”
“My Lust for-”
“My Gluttony for-”
“My Sloth for-”
“My title for-”
“My powers for-”
“Y/N is a one of a kind human. They have found their way into our lives and there is nothing you can do to take that away from us my Liege.”
“That was quite the speech Pride, although that doesn’t change my opinion about them. If anything, it just makes my decision all the more ironclad. But I will humour you all. Seeing as how you’re all willing to give up the very thing that makes you, you for the human, a public trial will be held. Their fate shall be decided there. Until then, I forbid any contact between them, through their pact, dreams, or any interference with the timeline. Am I understood?”
“Yes, my Liege” they all responded simultaneously as the king left the room.
*Later in the east sitting room with Lucifer, Barbatos and Diavolo*
“What are we going to do Dia?” Lucifer exclaimed as he did something he has never done while sober and flopped onto a couch opposite of Diavolo as Barbatos sat into a seat in between them.
Holding his head Diavolo responded.
“I don’t know Luci. I just don’t know. As the crown prince I can’t go against my Father and as my right hand neither can you, but things are different with them involved. I just don’t know.”
Sighing, Diavolo laid down on the couch no longer giving a care about anything, just thinking about different possibilities.
“Barb-?”
“No can do my lord. The king forbade me from using my powers. Even if you were to command me, I don’t have access to them for the time being.”
“Do me a favour Barb and drop the title for now? Please? I need my friends, not my subordinates.”
“Alright, Diavolo. Let me say this then. You both know that no matter what happens tomorrow, Y/N will be banished from the Devildom. We all know that the king isn’t above making us suffer just to prove a point. How are we going to support Y/N and stop them from harming themselves should they be banished to the human realm?”
“Jeez Barb! That isn’t what we need right now! I don’t want to think about that.” Lucifer added the last part with a whisper.
“My brothers are going to be absolutely devastated. Y/N kept them all together, it’s going to be really difficult keeping everyone together with them gone.” “Adding to the list of problems, now that my Father is back, we 3 now serve him. I don’t get to dictate anything until he crowns me, not like before. We will all be swamped with more work as Father will more than likely try to “fix” my improvements to the Devildom.”
The three sat in silence, lost in their minds, endless possibilities and scenarios floating around in their heads. Eventually, Lucifer excused himself under the guise of some unfinished paperwork and returned back to the House of Lamentation.
“Barb?”
“Yes?”
“What have we done?”
“I don’t know my friend. I don’t know.”
*End Flashback*
Walking up the steps towards the stage, I held my head high making eye contact with no one other than my demons as I kept my expression as comforting as possible for them. Poor Asmo and Mammon looked like a dam threatening to burst. Beel wasn’t faring any better holding on to Belphie for comfort. Levi squeezed Mammon's hand discreetly. Satan gave a sad smile. Lucifer stood by Diavolo’s side, each giving you the smallest hint of a smile while Barbatos stood behind Diavolo's left looking like he always did, but after spending so much time with him, you noticed the small sign of sympathy in his eyes. Making my way center stage I was pushed onto my knees in front of the king. I raised my head up high making direct eye contact in defiance. The king then addressed the crowd which I noticed is filled with not only Demons and Sorcerers of different powers but many demons I knew from RAD and called my friends. They looked solemn as I realized that I made an impact on more than just the brothers.
“Denizens of Devildom! Here is a human who has upset the balance of the Devildom…”
I drowned out the rest of his speech not focusing on anything except for my family up on stage. Ignoring the ringing in my head, I reached out with my pacts just enough for them to feel it. I sent them some of my favourite memories over the years and wished Satan a happy birthday before the king declared my sentence. Holding my head high, I locked my gaze onto him.
“The human known as Y/N is hereby banished from the 3 realms, their soul to be returned to oblivion!”
Smirking he turned to face me. Smiling, showing off his fangs he asked,
“I believe that is a suitable sentence, don't you Y/N?”
I ignored him and turned to the demons on stage. I watched as Beel grabbed onto Belphie harder as tears came to both of their eyes. I saw the dam break in both Mammon and Asmo as Levi and Satan both battled their own tears to try and comfort them. I watched as Lu’s face paled and Diavolo squeezed his friend's shoulder a little tighter to try and ground him. Barbatos looked more solemn as his eyes started to water ever so slightly. The king then summoned a sword, turning towards the brothers, then walked until he stood directly in front of Lucifer and Diavolo. Letting go of his friend's shoulder, both Diavolo and Lucifer bowed their heads towards their king. He then shifted to face Lucifer and held out the sword towards him. A look of shock crossed over the brothers' faces as Lucifer looked up to his king in confusion hoping this didn’t mean what he thought it meant as he slowly accepted the sword.
“Lucifer, Cardinal Sin of Pride. You will be the one to deliver the blow.”
The colour fully drained from his face as the king stepped to the side to allow Lucifer to step up. Slowly with a trembling breath, Lucifer approached you with pleading eyes silently praying that this was some sick nightmare. His brothers looked on in horror, shock freezing them in place. Stopping in front of you, he took one look at you, turned to the king and lowered the sword.
“No… I won’t.”
“Pardon me?”
“I said NO! I will not kill Y/N!”
“Yes, you will.”
The king's eyes started glowing as an aura surrounded Lucifer. His brothers broke out of their trance and tried to reach towards you to hold back their brother from killing you against their wishes. Diavolo and Barbatos stood in shock as the scene unfolded.
“Hear me, denizens of the darkness.” Everyone onstage immediately stopped in their tracks and looked my way.
“Hear me denizens of the darkness. You who are born of shadow and you who give birth to it.” Upon starting the incantation, a magic circle appeared beneath me and Lucifer; my shackles started glowing. An intense pain shot through my skull. Pushing past the pain I continued.
“HEAR ME AND DO AS I COMMAND!” The shackles around my wrists broke under my power and I stood up facing the brothers. The king tried to move towards me but the circle by my feet prevented him from getting close.
“I Y/N order the 7 sins not to interfere with this trial. You are not to make a move against the king after the completion of the trial. You 7 are to remain loyal to Lord Diavolo and continue serving him as his word now outranks the kings!” Ignoring the pleading looks on the brothers' faces, I turned to Lucifer.
“Lucifer, Avatar of the Cardinal Sin of Pride, you are to follow through with your king's command and execute me as is due with your sword. You are to remain loyal to Lord Diavolo above the crown. You are to continue watching over your brothers and are not allowed to fight me on this decision.” Cupping Lucifer's cheek I whispered into his ear, “I want you to be the one Lu.” Stepping back I finished my order. “Now kill me!” Kneeling before Lucifer I looked up with a smile on my face watching as unshed tears began pooling in his eyes as he summoned his sword.
“LUCIFER! NO!”
“LUCIFER! PLEASE NO!”
“Y/N!”
Lucifer looked into my eyes muttering something in angelic before whispering, “I’m sorry…”
With tears burning his eyes he buried the sword deep into my heart.
“Thank you”
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sneezyminniejo · 3 years
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Hii! Can I request a sickfic where Stray Kids are on tour in Japan and Hyunjin get a stomach bug? Thank you..
Here it is, hope you enjoy,
TW emeto
Hotel Mess
The Stray Kids members were currently in Japan for the last leg of their world tour. They had already done two concerts here and had one more scheduled for tonight and one for tomorrow night before heading back home. They were all still extremely excited and pumped for their concerts. Well all except for one member.
Hyunjin had woken up feeling like absolute shit. He had a headache, he felt both hot and cold, and his stomach was churning uncomfortably. He wasn't entirely sure how or where since he was really only ever around his fellow members, but it was clear he somehow caught a stomach bug.
Hyunjun knew that he needed to tell someone he was sick, but wasn't sure how to broach the topic. Mainly because Jisung's anxiety was flaring up a bit and he didn't want to make everyone more stressed.
However, Hyunjin didn't have to debate whether or not he should hide his illness, because as soon as he stood up he became extremely dizzy while his stomach lurched violently.
He did his best to stagger his way to the bathroom of his room, but didn't quite make it.
Before he could even reach the halfway mark to the bathroom, Hyunjun bent forward and gagged. A split second later a round of sick was making its appearance on the carpet of the hotel room. He dry heaved a couple of times after he finished puking then sat down next to the puddle, any energy he'd had previously, now depleted entirely.
Jisung, who had been in the bathroom brushing his teeth, had heard some kind of commotion coming from his roommate and fellow 2000 liner, but wasn't entirely sure what it was. He spit the toothpaste into the sink, rinsed his mouth, then left the bathroom to investigate.
What he found was Hyunjin sitting on the floor in between the two beds with a puddle of vomit next to him. He quickly hurried over to him and placed his hand on the older's forehead, not the slightest bit surprised to find him feverish.
"Jinnie, you feeling okay?" He asked his sick hyung. Hyunjin groaned while shaking his head while holding his abdomen. "Do you need help getting to the bathroom?" Jisung asked, not quite sure what all he could do, but gently helped Hyunjun to his feet when he nodded.
Jisung safely got Hyunjin situated in front of the toilet just in time to watch him begin puking again. Jisung watched his hyung empty the contents of his stomach for a good minute before helping him rest against the bathtub when he finished.
“Aish hyung, you aren’t in any condition for the concert tonight. I need to tell Chan hyung and figure out how to get the carpet cleaned.” Jisung was primarily thinking out loud, but Hyunjin heard every word and was in no condition to argue. As much as he’d like to argue about telling Chan he can’t perform, the room was spinning and there were two Jisungs. Hyunjin just wanted to go back to bed.
Jisung momentarily left the bathroom to go digging in his suitcase for the thermometer that he knew was in there. Chan always made sure that at least one member per rooming arrangement had one along with other items just in case. He quickly found it and scanned the other’s forehead. “Shit hyung, we need to get this lowered fast. Your fever is 103.2.” Jisung quickly turned on the faucet of the bathtub, making sure it was lukewarm and waited for it to fill up.
Jisung helped Hyunjin undress down to his boxers, then helped him into the tub. He then quickly left again to grab his phone and returned to the bathroom. When he got to the bathroom however, Hyunjin’s face somehow got paler and greener. Jisung rapidly grabbed the tiny trash can located near the toilet and held it under his hyung’s head.
Hyunjin gagged a couple of times before his head was basically thrust into the can as he dry heaved into it. After several moments of dry heaving, only a small stream of bile came out. Hyunjin leaned back when he was done and whimpered in discomfort. He then heard a phone ringing quickly followed by Jisug answering it.
“Yeah hyung, Jinnie is in zero condition for the concert tonight. He’s thrown up at least twice and he’s got a high fever.” Hyunjin turned to see that Jisung was talking on the phone.” Jisung sighed as he hung up the phone and turned back to Hyunjin.
“Chan hyung is having a manager talk with the front desk about getting us moved to a different room. You stay in the tub for a bit and I’ll make sure our suitcases are set for the move. Holler if you need me.” With that Jisung left the bathroom.
It only took a few minutes for Jisung to get everything put together and he returned grabbing the thermometer off the bathrom counter. He quickly scanned Hyunjin’s forehead again. “It’s a little bit lower hyung. It’s now 102.8. Let’s get you out of the tub and changed, the manager will be here shortly. The manager showed up and helped carry the bags while Jisung braced Hyunjin. He offered to carry the sick member, but Jisung adamantly refused not wanting to increase the chance of it spreading beyond him and Hyunjin. He just needed to convince Chan to let him sit out of the concert as well.
The duo got into the room and their manager told them that he called room service to bring up some soup. He then left to go buy some fever reducers on Jisung's request.
Jisung helped Hyunjun get settled on the bed nearest to the bathroom. "How do you feel hyung?" Jisung asked. "Like shit." Was all Hyunjin said. "I'm going to quick fill up the ice bucket. Do you think you'll be okay for a few minutes?" Hyunjin nodded and Jisung left the room with the bucket.
In the few minutes that Jisung was gone, the soup had arrived and was sitting on a cart outside the room. Jisung placed the ice bucket on the cart and wheeled into the room. He brought the bowl of soup over to the sick member then took the bucket to the bathroom to fill with water.
Hyunjin was a bit hesitant to eat the food. He wasn't sure how his body was going to tolerate anything, but also knew he needed to eat something. He began to eat slow bites of the soup as Jisung returned with a bucket of ice water and a washcloth.
Jisung sat on the bed next to Hyunjin and dipped the cloth in the bucket before wringing it out and placing it on the older's neck. Jisung then turned on the TV and began eating his own bowl of soup. The duo ate in relative silence, and by the time they finished Hyunjin was beginning to nod off.
Jisung quickly and quietly put the bowls back on the cart before getting back on the bed to cuddle with his sick hyung. He knew it wasn’t the smartest idea, but he knew that Hyunjin loved to cuddle when he wasn’t feeling good. Jisung also had a fairly strong immune system. He wasn’t sure when the last time he had last been genuinely sick with anything other than a minor cold, and those usually lasted like three days, so he wasn’t worried. Jisung fell asleep not too long after Hyunjin.
About an hour later, Hyunjin suddenly woke up a bit confused. He wasn’t entirely sure why he had woken up, but before he could ponder it any, he began throwing up all over the bed and his oldest dongsaeng.
Hyunjin felt like he couldn’t control himself at all. He could feel how his stomach contracted painfully as it pushed the bile and the soup from lunch up his throat. Which in turn triggered his gag reflex so he could properly expel whatever was making his stomach so angry.
Once he had finished puking, he was able to take note of what had happened and realized that he had puked all over his dongsaeng, who was sitting frozen on the bed and looked to be on the brink of tears. Hyunjin was about to start apologizing, but Jisung shot up and ran to the bathroom before he could. A few seconds later, Hyunjin could hear what sounded like Jisung puking.
“Sungie, are you okay?” Hyunjin called, guilty that his dongsaeng had evidently caught his stomach bug. He met with further retching around noises that sounded kind of like ‘I’m fine. A minute later, Jisung emerged from the bathroom, stripped down to his boxers.
“That did not feel good.” Jisung muttered as he dug through his suitcase for some clean clothes. He looked up to find Hyunjin looking extremely guilty. “What’s up hyung?” he asked somewhat cautiously. Hyunjin sniffled, “I got you sick.” Jisung chuckled at that.
“While I have to admit that puking so suddenly and hard like that did not feel good, and that technically you did cause the puking, I’m not sick.” Hyunjin’s face morphed from guilt and concern to confusion at that statement.
“I operate pretty well around vomit and people puking, but as soon as someone pukes on me, my body kind of freaks out and decides it needs to expel whatever as well. I promise I’m fine.” Jisung finished his explanation then began to strip the bed of the duvet, which caught the puke that hadn’t landed on his lap.
“I think you should take it easy tonight though Sung, just in case.” Jisung nodded in understanding and took his phone off the nightstand, calling Chan.
After a couple of rings, Chan picked up. “What’s up Sung, How’s Jinnie?” “About that hyung, Hyunjin threw up again, then threw up right after.” Chan sighed upon hearing this. “Alright, I’ll talk with the managers and the other members and see if we can manage the show with just six, or if we have to cancel or postpone tonight’s concert. We’ll discuss tomorrow’s concert tomorrow. Feel better you two.” Chan hung up shortly thereafter, leaving the two oldest 2000 liners to their own devices.
Jisung put the phone down and noticed the box of fever reducers he had completely forgotten about on the cart with the room service. He grabbed the thermometer, the medicine, and some crackers before going back over to Hyunjin. He scanned the older’s forehead with the thermometer. “The good news is your fever is still down a little at 102.8, but the bad news is it hasn’t gone down any more. Do you think you can stomach a few crackers and take some medicine?” Hyunjin nodded and took the crackers. After he ate the crackers he took the offered dose of medicine and slumped back against the pillow.
It was soon decided that it would be too difficult to rearrange the choreography from eight people to six on such short notice, so management issued a statement postponing the remaining two concerts for the following week. Thankfully the location they were performing in was free the following week, so it wasn’t too difficult to rearrange some things. Twitter and Bubble had been blowing up from concerned fans wishing the sick members ‘get well soon’.
During the week they now had off for recovery, Jisung made sure that no one else actually came into the room. He only opened the door to receive the food their manager had arranged, successfully keeping the stomach bug contained to his and Hyunjin’s hotel room.
Just as Jisung had told Hyunjin, he was absolutely fine. He had never developed a fever and only puked the one time, so it was fairly safe to say he hadn’t caught the virus.
Hyunjin on the other hand spent the first couple of days throwing up every few hours. Thankfully he was able to keep food down to some extent, so his fever was able to be kept at a manageable number. He stopped vomiting three days into the week, and his fever broke two days before the first rescheduled concert. Hyunjin went on vlive the day before the first concert to talk with Stay and assure them that he was feeling much better, but wouldn’t be dancing during the concert. Jisung also made an appearance and assured fans that no one else had gotten sick as they had both remained sequestered to their hotel room the entire time.
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muzawrites · 3 years
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Carrying On (Jay Park Mafia AU)
Summary: Its been said that in times of tragedy new relationships emerge and become stronger, when tragedy strikes we seek connection it is in our nature.  How does the loss of their father affect the relationship between Jay and his adopted sister, Amara. Does it strengthen it? Or does it reveal things which were once hidden?
AN:  This is the first story I’ve ever posted, constructive criticism is always welcome
Fifty-one.... fifty-two…. fifty-three…. fifty-four…. fifty-five… damn this is really not working. Why do they always make it seem like counting sheep helps you fall asleep? I checked the clock again- 12:05am. Sighing, I rolled over to the cooler side of my bed and let my mind wonder to the last 2 weeks, the worst 2 weeks of my life as far as I can remember. My adopted father and leader of the most powerful mafia clan in South Korea had passed away, leaving his only son Jae-beom (aka Jay) in charge of his empire.
I don’t remember too much from my childhood before I was adopted but from the snippets I do remember and what I’ve been told, it wasn’t good. I was found by Jay’s father going through garbage outside one of the restaurants the family owns at the age of 10, having been abandoned by my mother for being a mixed-race baby, I guess she couldn’t deal with having a half black half Korean child any longer. According Jay’s father I reminded him of the daughter he had lost a couple years prior when she and her mother (his wife/Jay’s mother) had falling ill and both passed away. In the back of my head I always felt like some sort of ‘replacement child’ for the daughter he had lost, even though he never made me feel like it, even Jay made me feel like his little sister even though it took a bit of time for him to get use to me as he was 16years old when I was “brought into the family” but over time we became very close, even naming me his co-right hand along with his best friend Simon. And of course he always took his role as the protective big brother a little too seriously with some of my boyfriends throughout high school and varsity. They would break up with me after a few weeks with either a broken nose or blackened eye.
I sighed and rolled over one more time before giving up and getting out of bed to make a cup of tea or something stronger to help me fall asleep. I threw a long silk robe over my sleep chemise to conserve some decency just in case one of the guards was roaming around. As I walked down the hall, I noticed Jay’s bedroom door slightly open with the light inside shining through. After softly knocked I pushed the door to find him sitting on the couch facing the fireplace with the coffee table filled with presumably work papers, “Shouldn’t you be sleeping?” he asked without turning around, his full attention on the fire before him. “Shouldn’t you?” I rebutted as I grabbed the empty whiskey glass in his hand, walked over to the mini bar in his room to get him a refill and me a glass of his strongest whiskey on the rocks. He was still wearing the black slacks and black dress shirt he wore earlier in the day with the tie thrown somewhere in the room and his top two buttons undone.
“Seems we both can’t fall asleep huh” he said, as I handed him his glass. He mumbled a soft thanks as I sat down next to him. “Seems like” I replied leaning into his shoulder and staring into the flames with him. For some time, nothing could be heard but the fire crackling and the occasional clinking of ice against glass as we took sips of our drinks. “So, what happens now?” I asked, finally breaking the silence. He sighed, running his hand over his face. “In a few days, we meet with the heads of the families underneath us to continue business as usual” he answered, gulped down the rest of his drink and placed the glass on the side table as to not jolt me from his shoulder. “Can’t believe he’s gone” I whispered.
“Neither can I” he responded, closing his eyes and leaning his head against the back of the couch. Jay had been prepped to be the leader of the family organisation since he turned 13 and now at the age of 32, he was more than ready to take over and I had no doubt he would do great things in this position but the fact of our father’s passing was still heavy in our hearts. I gulped down the rest of my drink as well and placed my glass on coffee table. I stretched out my back and neck, unconsciously pushing my chest out against the silk of my robe. Long gone were the days of the scrawny little girl who first joined the family; I had grown into a woman with curves in all the right places, soft caramel skin which glowed under the light of the fire. From the corner of my eye, I notice Jay intensely watching me, not being able to decipher the look like I usually would be able to I pushed it aside.
“Can I have a hug?” I asked, giving him my best puppy dog eyes and pout. He chuckled while getting up and opening his arms up for me. I quickly jumped into his arms and wrapped my arms around his neck before he could change his mind. He wrapped his arms around my waist a bit lower than they usually would be. For some reason this hug felt different from every other hug we’ve shared, but still felt warm, safe and like home. “I’ll never let anything or anyone hurt you” he suddenly confessed into my hair as he placed a soft kiss on the crown of my head, I looked up to find his dark brown eyes staring into mine. “And I will never leave your side” I replied, my statement making him smile. I don’t know what took over me but I suddenly found myself leaning up to kiss him. He didn’t respond at first but after a few seconds I felt his lips move against mine. This kiss was so much better than any I had ever experienced before. His lips were soft but firm, he tasted of the whiskey we had been drinking and a hint of something else, something uniquely him, he took full control of the kiss holding onto my waist a little tighter. Suddenly I felt like a bucket of cold water fell on me when I felt his tongue brushing against my lips and I came to my senses. I shouldn’t have kissed Jay… he was practically my older brother. I quickly ended the kiss, pushing myself away from him and loosening his grip on my waist in the process. “I’m sorry” I mumbled, avoiding his eyes, trying to get past him and back to my room and to hide under my covers from the embarrassment. “Amara wait” he said, calling me by my birth name instead of the name I was given when I came into the family. He was the only one who called me Amara as he knew I preferred that name a little bit more than my given name. He quickly grabbed my arm and pulled me back into his embrace before I could even take 5 steps away from him. I couldn’t bare to look into his face because of the embarrassment. “That kiss wasn’t a mistake” he said softly. I looked up at him, surprised. “I’ve always felt more for you than any normal brother would or even should, I guess that’s why I have always been so protective over you. At first I thought it was because you had such a tough time growing up and I wanted to protect you from that and this hectic mafia life you had been brought into, but as we grew older I knew it was much more than that. That’s why I could never stand seeing you with those idiots you used to date, especially that piece of shit Bobby” he said. Bobby was the guy I had dated in my senior year of high school but he had broken up with me right after prom after I had given him my virginity, stating that the only reason he was with me was to sleep with the “Park Princess”. I remember crying for a week but after that he mysteriously went missing and his family left town not long after. I had always assumed he had left with his family.
“You’re mine. You’ve always been mine and I’m never letting you go” he declared, looking deep into my eyes before pulling me back into a slightly rough passionate kiss. Deep down I knew I felt the same way about him. I even had a full blown crush on Jay between the ages of 16-18 but after that I quickly pushed it aside thinking it was not only one sided but wrong as he was supposed to be my brother. I briefly thought back to my past boyfriends and realised they all had either personality or physical similarities to Jay but in my mind and heart they would never amount to him. I felt him walk backwards towards the couch without breaking our passionate embrace. He broke our kiss to sit down and signalled for me to straddle him. Before I did I untied the knot I had done on my robe, letting the soft silk fall off my skin, revealing the deep red chemise I was wearing underneath. “Fuck” I heard him whisper as I straddled his lap and continued kissing him, his hands returned to my waist, pulling me closer into him which cause my barely covered pussy to brush up against the quickly growing bulge in his pants, this action causing us both to groan into each other’s mouths.
His lips left mine and started trailing down my neck, finding that sweet spot that made me grind into him just a little harder. My fingers made quick work unbuttoning his shirt and slowly ran down his strong chest lightly brushing over his nipples, this action causing him to groan and dig his fingers- which had moved from my waist to my ass- deeper into my soft but firm flesh. His lips quickly returned to mine as his hands started trailing up, dragging my chemise with them. We briefly separated so he could pull the material over my head before returning to the kiss. “Hold on tight” he muttered, as he got up without breaking our kiss, my legs wrapped securely around his waist. He softly placed me onto his bed as he broke apart from my lips to remove the rest of his shirt. “Fuck you’re perfect” he groaned, his voice laced with lust. “Those fuckers didn’t deserve you” he muttered as he returned to kissing my neck, this time also grabbing onto my boobs and playing with my nipple with his one hand whilst the other trailed down the side of my body and returned to my legs around his waist, I felt nothing but him at that moment, the soft heated touch of his hands running down my body, the smell of his rich expensive cologne, his soft lips on my nipple driving me crazy. At that moment all my thoughts were consumed by him. “Have you ever wondered what happened to that piece of shit Bobby” he said looking into my eyes with a dark look I had only seen a handful of times. “I killed him” he said, now kissing and sucking my left nipples whilst his right hand continued to play with the other.  “What!” pulling his hair causing him to look up at me, “Not only did he have the audacity to touch what’s mine, but he hurt you as well…he had to pay for that” he declared kissing me once again. As dark and twisted as it seems, his confession turned me on even more.
His kisses left my lips once again as he kissed my body further and further down. His fingers made quick work of the cute thong I had been wearing, tearing it off my body “Hey! That was one of my favourites” I complained before moaning as his fingers brushed up against my clit, “I’ll buy you a million more, get you whatever you want and I’ll do whatever you want” he said, looking deep into my eyes. “Well right now, I want you to stop teasing and eat me out” I said grabbing onto his hair, pushing him down towards where I needed him most, “Your wish is my command, my Queen” he said seductively before attaching his lips to my clit. Him calling me his Queen and the feeling of his thick fingers entering me as he sucked my clit made me cum instantly. “Jay!” I screamed his name as I experienced a high like never before. As I came down from it, he pulled his fingers out of me and licked them clean whilst looking me dead in the eye. “You taste so good babygirl I could be down there forever” he said. I quickly sat up and pushed him back and kissed him, tasting myself on his lips sent my body into overdrive as I quickly unbuckled his pants. He chuckled at the rushed movements and pushed me back as he got up to remove his pants.
 As he did this, I got a full proper look at his body; firm, muscular, covered in tattoos and all mine. I truly was the luckiest girl in the world at that moment. As he pulled down his briefs, I got my first proper look at him, he was long, thick and veiny. His tip was an angry red colour dripping beads of pre-cum. He’s gorgeous, I thought. I reached out to feel him, barely able to wrap my hand around him. He felt hot and heavy in my hand. I slowly started to stroke him, and he let out the sexiest groan I had ever heard causing me to look up at him. His eyes were dark with lust and passion. “Baby, you better stop if you don’t want this to end too early” he groaned, taking my hand away from him and leaning into another kiss. He laid me down and once again started kissing my neck. At the back of my mind I wondered if it would hurt; Jay was definitely much more blessed than any other man I had been with.
“Don’t worry baby I’ll go slow” he said positioning himself between my legs as if reading my mind.
“At first” I replied with a sexy smirk on my face as I grabbed him and pumped him a few times before lining him up with my entrance.  “I love you” he said as he slowly entered me. He felt so big that it kind of hurt but I didn’t want him to stop. The pleasure outweighed the pain. “Fuck baby, I love you too” I moaned as he finally bottomed out. “Shit baby you feel so good” he groaned as he started moving at a slow and steady pace. I grabbed his face and pulled him down into another kiss, missing the feel of his lips on me. In this moment I felt complete I knew that we were meant to be, I knew that he was fully mine and as I his. “Fuck baby harder” I moaned as he moved one of my legs to rest on his shoulder. He granted my wish as he started moving faster and harder, hitting a spot in me that made my brain go all fuzzy. I became a moaning mess underneath him as he did what he pleased with my body. “Shit baby, I’m so close” I groaned against his lips. At that moment he pulled out of me and before I could protest he flipped me over onto my stomach and pulled my hips up into a perfectly arched position, he quickly re-entered me, now feeling even deeper than he was before. The sounds that were coming out my mouth didn’t sound like me but at that moment in time I didn’t care because all my body and mind were focused on Jay and the pleasure he was giving me. My mind briefly drifted, the thought of him impregnating me at the moment and how beautiful our baby would be warming me up even more. This thought quickly got pushed aside as I felt him grab my hair and pull me up till my back met his chest. “Fuck baby you feel so good and so fucken tight” he groaned into my ear as I turned my head to kiss him. “I want to feel you cum on me” he groaned as his fingers attached themselves to my clit sending me into the most mind-blowing orgasm I’ve ever experienced in my life. My walls tightened so much around him that he came not a second later. He continued pumping into me, drawing out our highs as much as possible. “Fuck” he sighed in content. “I’m never going to get enough of you” he said pulling me into another kiss.
“You say that like it’s a bad thing” I said clenching my inner walls around his still hard member. He groaned, flipping us over till I was on top of him with his dick deep inside me.
“No, not a bad thing at all” he smirked as I slowly started moving, “You’re mine forever” he said, sitting up and kissing me once again. We continued to make love until the sun slowly started peaking through the curtains. “I love you” he whispered into my hair as I lay in his arms, “And I love you” I replied as I turned my head to give him one last kiss before we fell asleep.
At the back of our minds, we both knew we would probably face a lot of heat and probably negative attention if our relationship was to be exposed with most saying it’s wrong. However, I knew that no matter what Jay would never leave me nor I him.
The End
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celli12 · 3 years
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Hey! Would you consider writing a Cubs proposal? Thank you!!! <3
CUBS PROPOSAL
tw: Food.
Not sure if this is what you wanted, If not sorry! I'm trying to get better at writing so if you have any thoughts or advice please don't be afraid to let me know! Thanks. Hope you enjoy!!
Also All credits for the characters got to @lumosinlove
To say Leo was nervous would be the biggest understatement in the world. It felt like the two, small red boxes in the pocket of his pants weighed as much as an elephant.
Leo Knut was going to propose to his boys. Logan and Finn, Finn and Logan, Lo and Fish, was all his mind could supply him with. He knew they loved him and how he loved them just as much. That however didn’t change the fact that his mind was going crazy. There was a small part of him that thought they would just say no, But what would happen after that? Would they still be together or would they want Leo to leave? It was as if he could fill up buckets with how much he was sweating. Wait, that was the oven's heat making him sweat.
Leo took out the dinner he prepared for them. It was lasagna, which was in fact not on their diet plan. It didn’t matter tonight though. He heard the front door open telling him that Finn and Logan were home. Home, Would it still be his home if they said no?
He was pulled out of his thoughts by Logan wrapping his arms around him from behind. Leo smiled and leaned into his warmth.
“Hi Nutter-Butter” Logan said while pressing a gentle kiss on the top of his shoulder.
“Hi Sweetheart”
“Erm” Finn coughed
Leo rolled his eyes fondly at his boyfriend “Hi Fish” He said, His smile betraying the playful glare he gave Finn.
“Hi peanut!” He replied cheerfully, while walking towards them and kissing Leo on the cheek.
“Smells SO GOOD in here” Finn continued. Logan Hummed his agreement.
“Thanks love, figured lasagna was a good call tonight. How bout you two go put some comfy clothes on while I finish this up so then we can sit and eat?”
“Okay” They both replied. They kissed him once each before making their way to the room.
Leo felt like someone had thrown ice cold water on him. He tried to calm his mind and breathing. It's going to be okay, he told himself over and over, They're still gonna love you. They might not, said a voice at the back of his mind. NO. Leo thought they loved him and even if they said no it wouldn't change anything. Wouldn't it? Asked the voice.
Leo heard Finn and Logan's footsteps coming closer , he shook his head to clear his thoughts and proceeded to grab 3 plates from the cupboard. Finn was grabbing forks, while Logan was grabbing their drinks. Leo set the food on the table while the boys came and joined him.
“Mmm This is great mon chérie” Logan mumbled as he swallowed his first bite.
“Yeah” Finn agreed, nodding his head up and down “It’s slaps”
“Slaps?” Logan asked confused
“It's what nutty say when somethings good! Right Leo?” Finn protested
Leo tried to hide his amused smile, “Yeah love but maybe don't do it again?”
Finn just pouted until he received a kiss from both his boys. They all laughed a bit and talked about their day for a while. Leo's nerves had calmed while they were talking but now they were back harder than before. He forced himself to swallow around the lump in his throat and start talking.
“I'm gonna say something but you can't interrupt me until I'm done, Okay? I need to get it all out.”
Logan and Finn looked slightly concerned but nodded their heads nonetheless.
“Erm yeah okay I am absolutely In love with yall-”
“Aww We love you t- OW THAT HURT” Logan yelped
“He asked us not to interrupt Logan!” Finn replied
“Sorry Leo baby. Please continue” Logan said looking apologetic towards Leo
“Okay” Leo started. He felt as if his dinner was about to make a reappearance, He swallowed thickly for what was probably the 10th time. “ I am absolutely in love with you both, I can't imagine a life without you. Before I met you, My mind was always on hockey or about how I was gonna hide me being gay so I could still play and then I got drifted here. I moved in with Finn and figured out how much I liked him. I got so scared, Then I met Logan and figured out I liked you too. But when I saw both of you together I realized that y'all were in love with each other and thought I was truly fucked. Then all-stars happened, We talked, and ever since then I have fallen more and more in love with you every single day. I could never ask for anyone better than you or anyone as amazing, beautiful, caring and absolutely perfect. So-” Leo got out of his seat trying his best to keep his breath steady. He heard both Finn and Logan's breath hitch. When Leo got down on one knee and took out his boxes, He saw them holding each others hands in what looked like a death grip. He looked at their faces and saw their jaws slack and eyes wide. He wanted this. He wanted them for the rest of his life. He would fight every single thing in the world if it meant he could keep his boys. HIS BOYS. He took a deep breath while opening the rings. He breathed out.
“Will you, Logan Trembley and Finn O’Hara Marry me”
Finn and Logan stared at him with wide eyes for a second before they both broke into identical beaming smiles that could put the sun to shame. Leo found this as a good sign. He released a breath he didn't know he was holding. They jumped up still holding hands and tackled Leo to the floor all the while screaming.
“OUI OUI YES YES DIEU OUI” Logan laughed while tears rolled down his eyes.
“ A MILLION TIMES YES” Finn cried out, he too had tears streaming down his eyes.
Leo laughed and realized with a breath that his cheeks were wet as well. He shook his head and kissed his boys with everything he had. They kissed each other for a minute.
“Wait, I want my ring. Gimme my ring!!” Logan said He was smiling so hard.
“I want mine too! Hurry! I want to see!” Finn joined impatiently.
“Here, Give me your hands.” Leo replied, sliding the rings on their fingers.
They all stared at the rings and each other for a second before Leo grabbed their Hands and kissed their knuckles.
“I love you both so SO much and I can't wait to be your husband”
“I love you two Nutter-Butter Baby” Finn whispered
“I love you three mon amour” Logan finished.
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A Couple weeks later Finn and Logan got Leo a ring with “Our missing piece” engraved on the inside.
If Leo cried for 30 minutes straight, He would deny it for the rest of his life. (with his husbands)
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Fic: Taken
Written for: @febuwhump​ & @badthingshappenbingo​ Square Filled: Recorded/Broadcasted Torture Day 9: kidnapped  Fandom: 9-1-1: Lone Star Title: Taken Summary: TK is taken to get revenge against Carlos.
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"Wakey, wakey pretty boy!"
TK jerked awake as a bucket of ice cold water was thrown onto his body. Blinking down, TK frowned when he noticed that he had been stripped down to his underwear. He winced as he felt the icy water drip down his half naked body.
Shaking his head to clear the fog and blinking water from his eyes, TK glanced around trying to figure out what was happening and where he was. All that stood out was a video camera on a tripod, situated about 5 feet in front of him. It’s red light indicating it was recording everything.
“Wha-?” TK blinked rapidly, trying to adjust the harsh light blaring down on him, as he tried to wipe the water from his face, but found he was unable to move his arms. Metal handcuffs painfully held his wrists behind the back of the chair he was tied to. Pain radiated from the side of his head and he could definitely feel something warm and wet dripping down the side of his face. Most likely blood.
“It’s good to see you are awake,” A deep male voice spoke from behind him, TK jerked around to try and see behind him, but restraints held him in place.
Warm hands took a hold of TK’s shoulders and squeezed them harshly, causing TK to grunt out in pain.
"I thought you were going to miss out on all the fun," There was a hint of malice in the man's voice, as he walked around to crouch in front of TK and gripped he's chin, tilting it towards the light to assess the damage he had done to TK's head, "Was scared that I had hit you that bit too hard, that would have really ruined my night."
"W-who are you?" TK asked in confusion, not recognising the man crouching in front of him at all, "What do you want with me?"
The man stood with a flourish, "Marco Trout," He mockingly bowed, "Your boyfriend knows exactly who I am."
"Carlos?" TK frowned in confusion at the sound of his boyfriend’s name, "What did Carlos do to you?"
"He knows exactly what he did to me," Marco glared and if looks could kill, TK would have been a goner.
“What does that have to do with me?”
“Nothing much really,” Marco carelessly shrugged, placing one hand on TK’s knee and reaching over with the other, to a table TK hadn’t noticed before and grabbing an object, “He ruined my fucking life and I couldn’t get to him. Soooo, I’m going to ruin the next best thing.”
TK could only stare at Marco as he tried to quietly shift the handcuffs to see if there was any leeway in them. TK jerked back when a flash went off in his face. Blinking quickly to clear the spots that danced in his vision, TK looked up and saw Marco holding an old polaroid camera in one hand.
“You’re what he loves most,” Maroc smirked when TK didn’t answer and shook the photo that came out of the camera, “And you can stop trying to wriggle out of those handcuffs, I made sure I put them on extra tight. Wouldn’t want our fun to end too soon, now would we?”
“What’s the photo for?” TK asked through gritted teeth.
Marco just smiled at TK, before placing the camera and photo back on the table. He then picked up a hammer and showed it to TK.
“What do you want to start with, feet or hands?”
TK’s eyes widened in fear, “You don’t have to do this. Let me go and we can forget all about this.”
“No answer?” Marco ignored TK’s protests and dugged out a coin from his pants pocket, “I’ll flip for it. Heads, feet. Tails, hands.”
Marco flipped the coin in the air and TK began to struggle to break his bonds. A moment later the coin landed in Marco’s outstretched hand, he looked down and smiled at the outcome.
“Looks like you’re in for a long night, pretty boy,” Marco gripped the hammer tighter, “Make sure you smile for the camera, Carlos is going to love it.”
TK screamed as the hammer came down on his left foot.
Carlos rubbed his eyes as he stared at his computer screen, hoping that his report would write itself. What he’d give to be home with his boyfriend, paperwork be damned. But unfortunately the graveyard shift paid better and if they were hoping to move out of Owen’s spare room sometime soon, they needed money.
“Hey Reyes!” A voice called out from across the bullpen, “There’s something down in reception for ya!”
Carlos frowned, he wasn’t expecting anything. Getting up from his chair, Carlos made his way to where Mary, the receptisit was working. She smiled as he approached.
“Hey Carlos,” Mary smiled brightly and handed over a brown envelope, “A courier dropped this off for you, something about a case. Said it was very important you got it as soon as possible.”
Carlos took the envelope with a confused frown, “Thanks Mary.”
Carlos headed back to his desk and looked over the envelope, flipping it around the front read: “Carlos Reyes, IMPORTANT!” He didn’t recognise the hand writing at all. Breaking the seal, Carlos emptied the contents onto his desk.
A USB that had in golden letters “PLAY ME” written on the side and a folded piece of paper fell out onto the desk. Carlos picked up the piece of paper and unfolded it, not noticing a polaroid fluttering to the ground. He read its contents and frowned the further he read on.
‘Carlos Reyes,’ the note read, ‘You were wrong to arrest Michael, he wasn’t selling weapons on the side. You planted those weapons, just like you planted those drugs. I can’t prove it but I know you did it. Dirty pigs like you shouldn’t be working. You helped put him away and now he’s dead. It’s all your fault. I’ve dreamt of getting revenge on you for years. So I do hope you enjoy the movie I’ve made for you. This is just the first instalment, look forward to more. M.T’
Carlos frowned, not recognising the name or the initials. Picking up the USB he spun it around in his hand, looking for any other clues. He was tempted to play it, but Carlos knew how unsafe it was to plug in an unknown USB into a computer, especially his work computer.
A quick text later, Carlos had messaged the only tech support on shift at this time of night. Techie Jeremy confirmed that he’d be up within 15 minutes. That gave Carlos time to search through the police database for his arrest records for a Micheal; it would take a lot longer without a last name and a year.
Carlos was deep in his search when Jeremy knocked on his desk, “You got something for me?” He asked with one hand out and a laptop in the other.
Carlos blinked, “Oh yeah, here,” He passed over the USB, “Need to make sure it’s safe before I open it.”
“Good call Reyes,” Jeremy nodded, plugging the USB into his laptop - that was only used to open strange devices officers received, it was wild what people tried to send to the police station.
Carlos watched as Jeremy scanned the USB, a minute later, the younger man’s face paled, “Well, I’ve got good news and bad news.”
“Ok, hit me. What’s the good news?”
“No malware.”
“And the bad news?”
Jermy shook his head and pressed the laptop closed, “We need to get the Captain.” Jeremy’s voice shook.
“What do you mean?” Carlos frowned, “What’s on it?” Carlos reached for the laptop, but Jeremy jerked backwards out of Carlos reach and headed towards the Captain’s office.
Carlos was in confusion as Jeremy quickly made his way through the desks. A moment later, Carlos was on his feet intending to follow. He stopped when his foot slipped on something on the floor. Carlos glanced down and noticed a facedown polaroid on the ground. Crouching down he picked up the polaroid, the word ‘AFTER’ was written on the back in the same handwriting as the note. He flipped it over and gasped at the photo.
TK’s bruised and battered face glared back at him, it was just a headshot. His bottom lip was split, his left eye was starting to blacken and he had a nasty looking gash on the side of his head. Carlos couldn’t breath, he tried to block out the thought of TK being hurt again.
“Reyes! My office now!” Carlos was jerked out of his thoughts by the yelling of his Captain. “Bring the note you got and anything else that came in that envelope.”
“Y-yes Captain,” Carlos stuttered out, quickly collecting everything and hurrying to the Captain’s office.
Carlos pushed his way into the office and went straight to Jeremy, who was sitting down at one side of the Captain’s desk. The laptop was open again and the techie was focused on something playing on the screen, headphones blocking out the sound.
“What did I get on that USB, Jeremy?” Carlos pulled out one side of the headphones.
Jeremy jerked up in surprise, his eyes flickered to the screen and he bit his lip.
“Show him.” The Captain commanded, as he took the envelope from Carlos' slacked grip and searched the contents.
“Yes sir,” Jeremy mumbled and turned the laptop to face Carlos. Carlos’ eyes widened at the paused full screen image of TK screaming.
Pressing play, Carlos could only watch as TK continued to silently scream, Jeremy having kept the headphones plugged in blocking out all sounds. TK in the video hunched over in pain. The back of a man came into view as he brought a hammer down on TK’s left foot, causing TK to scream out again. The man turned to face the camera and spoke to it, coming closer into view while waving the hammer around.
Carlos hit pause and stared at the still image, this man was torturing TK for something Carlos had done, “Right there, what did he say?”
There was a moment of silence before Jeremy answered.
“Enjoy the show Carlos,” Jeremy winced, “There’s more to come.”
TO BE CONTINUED
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frostironfudge · 3 years
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Rush - Tom Hiddleston (Chapter 4)
Summary: Chapter 4 of Rush - Tom Hiddleston
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Pairings: Tom Hiddleston x fem!reader, a few orginal characters coming in
Warnings: mentions: mild violence, torture, sort of angst?, long update
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Chapter 4
Y/N had endured many betrayals in her life, even before she dived into her current line of work. She was right not to have wanted to trust Tom, she thought back to the chance of running when she had thrown the food boxes and other moments. The knot in her stomach was never wrong; it was just never precise.
Of all the words believed by the literate, the most horrible one — trust. Yet it came easy to her to trust. A feeble, bendable, breakable word and bond.
Y/N did not want to get into a philosophical monologue about her woes but that seemed better than being dunked into a bucket of ice-cold water so she would supposedly speak to these people.
“You still do not want to answer our questions?” The woman gripping her hair asked, tilting her head back.
“I thought, I answered.” She retorted, their patience was wearing thin, it was evident in their expressions. All five of the men and women who surrounded her. Six, if you included Tom, who seemed to be just as done with her antics.
“Well, it wasn't up to my boss’ satisfaction.” Replied the woman and dunked Y/N’s head back into the water.
She hissed thrashing, the small cuts and the wound on her temple were stinging.
The constant dunking had rid the little attempts at first aid that were done, she only hoped it wouldn’t be infected.
She was brought out again, she gasped for air, breathing heavy.
“Now, one, more, time,” the woman said each word slowly, “if you do not comply, things will get worse.”
“For me or for you?” Y/N looked up, a sarcastic smile on her face.
“You little bitch!” The slap across Y/N’s cheek rang through the room, albeit the sting much less felt since the ice had numbed her skin at this point in time. Y/N straightened her head, looking back at the woman with an unimpressed expression.
“Tell me the new identity of Valarie Stevens!” Roared the lady.
“All you had to do was ask, nicely.” Y/N smiled wide, the cut on her lip, throbbed.
The woman looked at her in disbelief, then pride celebrating at the breakthrough. “Speak.” She ordered.
“I don’t know who that is.” Y/N replied which earned her another replenishing drink of the cold water then she was pushed harshly towards the ground.
Y/N groaned as her head hit the floor first and her previously earned injuries made contact. The woman also went towards the opposite wall where the others of her group stood, glaring at Y/N.
The woman who interrogated Y/N before the one who was pissed off recently, lit the cigarette the latter was holding.
“What if she actually doesn’t know?” One of the men quietly asked.
“We’ve gotten every ID maker in town and she was the last one left.” The most recent pissed off one answered.
“Got to give it for her resilience —” The man started saying but the glares from everyone else just made him shut up.
Tom chuckled from his place, they all turned to him amused,
“What is so funny?” The woman asked looking at Tom irritable.
“You people don’t know how to get information out.” Tom shrugged.
“And you can?” One of the men challenged.
“I am merely critiquing your skills, not advocating for mine.” Tom stood up, and everyone expected him to apply an effective information extraction technique; if Y/N wasn’t preoccupied she would have glared at Tom, maybe even strangled him.
But all Tom did was go towards the bar stand and pour himself a drink.
“I think we should move on to more intricate methods.” The man with the ring clad hand said.
“You know a little bit of cutting things off.” Making a gesture of a knife.
Tom stiffened, his fingers tightening around the cup. They wouldn’t resort to it, he thought. His gaze turned towards Y/N, lying on her side, eyes closed, breathing shallow and slow. If it were anyone else, he would have been sure they’d crack right open at the mention of being submerged with water.
Whoever this Valarie was she had one loyal ally. Tom returned to his seat, one hand nursing his drink and the one on which he was injured, he rested his fingers against his temple. His thoughts clouded with the unexpected part of the high-speed chase that he had.
Y/N had watched Tom saunter across the room, pouring himself a drink not even giving her a second’s worth glance. She felt miserable in all honesty, some fucking accent she wanted to swoon over.
Valarie Michael, she thought the name over, no one with that name ever came to her for services. She knew that an interrogation was coming but this wasn’t how everyone else was treated. So much for her little Identity Maker Association membership. She would have to bring this up in the next meeting. If she made it out alive.
She knew more the creative ways; also known as permanent physical and psychological damage ways were next in store. She thought over if bag was gone but what if they had it. It was not upto her ideals but it was a way.
“Hey, expert information extraction squad.” Y/N knew pissing them off wasn’t a great idea but it was a little fun. All of them looked at her, Tom for the first time since they got here.
“Do you have my bag?” She looked at Tom and everyone then turned to him.
“Why?” Tom asked, confused, why would she need her bag all it had was a laptop and stationery.
“So, you do have it, because, my Incompetent abductor, that bag has my stuff with which I can prove to them that I really do not know.” Y/N scoffed.
“It was in the previous car.”
“The one you wrecked!” Now she was livid.
“Yes...” Tom was confused.
“And my things?” Now she was seething.
“I didn’t bother to well,” Tom started explaining,
“Tell your boss that even if I had the information her incompetent employee,”
“I do not work for her.” Tom’s eyes darkened, he felt angry.
“That her incompetent hired help, has left my very important stuff in a wrecked car.” Y/N glared at Tom.
Tom hadn’t left it, Y/N’s things were with Pierce when she went to assess the damage.
“Please shove him in the bucket and let me do it.” She added glaring. One of them had stepped out and their boss, stepped back in with them.
“Where is the girl’s bag?” Her tone was cold, clipped.
“It’s with the person who picked up my previous car.” Tom answered.
“What a liar!” Y/N shouted.
“Quiet!” The boss held a finger up towards Y/N, “Go and fetch it.” She instructed and Tom got up.
“Two and a half hours.” He informed the boss as he was stepping out of the room.
“You owe me an apology.” Y/N pipped up, all eyes on her.
“I do not owe you anything.” Tom turned around to face her looking annoyed.
“Jesus, take a hint not you, these guys.” She gestured with a tilt of her head.
Tom raised an eyebrow looking around then left.
“Do you know who I am?” The boss asked.
“Miranda Michael.” Y/N stated point blank.
“Good, then you will know what I do to non-compliant people.” Miranda smiled, it failed to reach her eyes.
“Well, I am trying to comply. I will give you viewing access, if my things are safe.”
“To the clients?” MM confirmed.
“When did you say this person would have approached me?” Y/N asked curiously.
“About a year and a half ago.” One of her minions announced.
“Fine I’ll show you whoever I have from that time. Their photographs, not their new lives.”
“I will agree to that.” Miranda sat down alone on the couch.
“I want a fee in return.” For being dealt the underhand, Y/N sure spoke out as though she held all the aces.
Everyone in the room laughed, but Miranda and Y/N just looked at each other.
“You want me to pay you?” Miranda’s face held a smirk.
“I am going to need some motivation. You’ve tortured me when you could have asked politely. You don’t even know if I am the one this Valarie recruited, just because your list of known associates ran out doesn’t mean unknown people do not work underground.” Y/N paused for breathing.
“Oh, and a separate fee for me to stay quiet about this and I want to be reimbursed for my coffee. Receipt is in my front pocket.” She then added with a sweet smile.
“You would make a useful asset, Raconteuse.” Miranda mused, her eyes still without expression. She gestured for something to her employees and one brought out a small book from his coat pocket.
Miranda wrote something down and told the man to bring it to their tied-up guest.
Reading it was a cheque for £1,00,005.00; this would do she thought.
“Thank you.” Y/N said.
“I want your services for these five as well.” Miranda added.
“I’ll show you my package tiers once my things come in.” Y/N wanted to sound sarcastic but she knew better at this point. Miranda made another gesture and two people came towards Y/N, one cut off her zip-tie and the other handed her a towel.
“Such hospitality.” Y/N muttered to herself, rubbing her aching hands.
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Tom, was driving little too fast, he should have kept her bag with them. He was feeling slight remorse but noting too emotionally eating away. He reached his facility in 45 minutes. Cracking his fingers as he went in to find Pierce he needed to be back quicker.
“Hey,” he was greeted by Lee in the living room area.
“Hey,” Tom greeted back
“Listen, about, the whole I.D. thing...” Lee trailed off unsure how to go about these things.
“Don’t be worried about it, your past is yours to share, Lee, you matter to us and are loved what took place before wouldn’t change that ever.” Tom assured.
“Thank you.” They sighed relieved at Tom’s words.
Pierce came in with two bags. “She only had one, right?” Tom looked at her in confusion.
“Yeah, this one, then one with the tech was in her car.”
“Any luck breaking in?”
“Nope her encryption is one of the best I’ve seen.” Pierce seemed annoyed.
“Better than yours?” He teased; Pierce gave him a look.
“Shut up.” She warned.
“She’s already pissed at me, Tom, do not come onto her hitlist as well.” Lee grinned at the two but stopped once Pierce glared at them.
“Oh now, Pierce knows it is in her best interests not to be pissed at me.” Tom winked at Lee.
“Don’t you have a self-imposed time limit?” Pierce clearly wanted to go back to bed.
“Yes well, don’t stay up too late kids.” Tom waved them goodbye.
When the door shut, Lee looked toward Pierce.
“Why does he treat us like children.” Lee asked,
“Because you act like one.” She glared turning away.
“Pierce—” they stated, “No.” Pierce was still seething.
“You’re acting like a child.” They began again.
“Fuck you.”
“Pierce, come on,” They followed her as she went towards the staircase.
“Fuck. You.” Pierce them told off and Lee knew better and let her go.
Tom got back into the car after catching the loud argument, giving a longing gaze to his usual jaguar which now lay wrecked from the side and the roof ruined from when it had toppled over. He drove a little less maniacal now.
The day’s events had begun getting to him, he wondered why Y/N didn’t keep her tech on her person when she was buying her spiked coffee today.
He wondered what made her change her mind about opening her mouth. In his line of work, he usually walked away after his ‘deliveries’, today though he had broken almost every rule.
MM as he had known today’s employer was more so of the kind to let the involved parties watch what went down to gather up loyalty. He didn’t like it but he had no choice. Why was he bothered with what happened to Y/N? He shook the thought out of his head. Trying to concentrate on the road.
The journey back seemed shorter, he pulled into MM’s mansion, parking nearest to the gate. He entered the huge home with the bags in his hand. One of the employees held a hand against his chest.
Tom’s jaw clenched, “What is it?” He looked at the man.
“Came back well before time…” the man commented.
“Traffic was light.” Tom gave a false smile.
“Or are we worried about what happened to your little girlfriend? Hmm?”
Tom’s eyebrows furrowed, feigning confusion, had something happened? “Why would I be?” He asked.
“Just a thought.” The man answered.
“You shouldn’t overthink with your brain and only do that which you were hired for.” Tom moved past him, bumping his shoulder.
“And what is that which I was hired for?” The man enquired.
“Brawn.” Tom completed opening the door to the to find Y/N speaking animatedly with everyone she had just pissed off under two hours ago.
They seemed cordial now? What the fuck?
MM looked up at him from her seat, “Ah, good hand her things and everyone move out.”
The five of them left. Tom handed the bags over and was proceeding outside, when he turned the door knob it was locked, he turned towards the two women.
“Part of your job of watching isn’t over yet.”
“Does he need to be here Miranda?” Y/N hadn’t looked at him even when she took, her things, starting up the laptop.
“So, you are on first name basis?” Tom enquired, slightly annoyed.
“Yes. It seems I am known to Raconteuse.” Miranda took a sip from her glass, smiling with her infamous void eyes.
“Alright, then I shall make myself at home.” Tom undid his suit jacket making his way to the bar-table, Y/N watched him for a moment then looked back to the screen, her fingers effortlessly gliding over the keys.
Miranda tried keeping a close watch but couldn’t keep up as the text appeared and disappeared off of the screen.
“One and a half year ago, I had six potential clients come to me.” She announced to the two of them, Tom was swirling his drink but watched both of them. He knew this third espresso was a bad idea. He felt something was off for a moment.
“Alright show me their photographs.” Miranda demanded, “and date of first contact.” She completed her order.
Tom noticed that Y/N looked irritated but none the less nodded. Bringing up the six pictures on her screen, two women and four men, Miranda studied each.
Tom’s eyes were wide, one of the pictures bore Lee’s face, their hair longer than at present, cheekbones prominent and hollowed, a mix of newer and faded bruises all over them, looking worse for wear.
It made sense, why he never knew about their past life.
“None of these are her.” Miranda declared looking slightly disappointed.
“I could show you the other five over the course of last year?” Y/N asked, looking concerned at Miranda’s disappointment.
“Go ahead, for your sake I hope you aren’t lying.” There, the cold stone woman was back.
“I wouldn’t. I also do not want to sell my clients out that is why I am showing you the pictures and not names.”
Five more pictures came up, Miranda sighed walking to the door and tapping it in a pattern.
“Morse Code?” The duo asked together, meeting each other’s gaze briefly.
Miranda paid them no mind, she turned to Y/N,
“You have the cheque, Raconteuse. Once the other end is done, I will send more. Remember if I find out you’ve lied to me, it won’t end well for you.” She then turned to look at Tom, who stood up from his place.
“Take her back. My employees shall contact you if I have more work requiring your expertise, good work saving the bag, the threading was pure gold.” Miranda turned just as the door opened and left.
Y/N started packing up her things, bringing out her hoodie from one of her bags and putting it on. Tom looked at her again, wondering if anything needs to be said but what do you say to someone you abducted?
“You keep your mouth shut and hope she doesn’t kill you.” Y/N looked at him,
“I said that out loud, didn’t I?” Tom looked at her hoping to have broken the newly formed ice but the way Y/N left him and went towards the door informed him otherwise.
“I’m supposed to take you back.” Tom caught up with her, she was walking behind one of the employees who was guiding them towards the exit.
“No. Thank you.” She said in a clipped tone.
“Y/-” he started to say her name “—Fuck’s sake, Raconteuse.” Tom grabbed her arm, stopping her, and hopefully covering up almost slipping her name.
“What?” She half screamed at him.
“Quiet! It is spa hour.” The employee told them.
“Spa hour?” Y/N asked, with a quizzical expression.
“Yes, the entire main crew have a spa and meditation session.”
“I’d like one of those.” Y/N sounded lust filled behind such an opportunity.
“She won’t pay me if I don’t drop you off.” Tom pleaded again.
Y/N looked at the employee, “What is your name?”
“Jamal.” He looked side-tracked.
“Jamal,” Y/N started, “will MM not pay him?” She looked at Tom.
“It isn’t my place to say, but she would pay him.” Jamal spoke highly.
“See even Jamal knows you’re lying.” She jabbed a finger on Tom’s chest. “Jamal lead the way please.”
Jamal seemed like he didn’t want to be there so he lead them out till the car.
“Your car is at my um, warehouse” Tom informed.
“Oh so you don’t even spare my poor car now?”
“Just let me finish the job then I won’t contact you.” He promised.
“You both are worse than a bickering couple, you make my head ache.” Jamal commented turning to leave.
“See you gave Jamal a headache.” Tom looked at her as he said this.
“You are the headache, and Jamal, I apologise,” she turned to Tom “You know what else are you—” Y/N stopped speaking as her eyes caught a light flickering on the stones beneath them.
“Cat caught your tongue?” Tom seemed smug then noticed she was looking at the floor and saw the lights as well.
Both bent down and saw a bomb attached under the car.
“This is why I felt something was off.” Tom commented and both looked towards the door.
“Jamal!” They called out, multiple times.
The doors opened, a still irritated Jamal, came up to them and they pointed at the bomb.
“Lord, that pair of idiots.” Jamal went back inside returned after a few minutes with two men, one of whom had stopped Tom at the door and one who had too much fun icing Y/N.
They both took off the bomb carefully and handed two small envelopes to Tom and Y/N.
“A little compensation for the bomb scare.” Jamal informed them, “Precaution in case you both tried to pull an escape.”
“Right as if without you we’d find the exit.” Y/N looked less than pleased saying this.
“I am now going, before you two begin bickering.” Jamal left.
Tom was making sure nothing else was out of the ordinary with the car before going towards his door. Y/N reluctantly opened the backdoor.
“You can sit in the front.” Tom told her softly.
“Oh so after you betray me, you trust me?” She left the backdoor sliding into the passenger seat, pleased that her comments stung Tom. She justified sitting here not because of wanting to sit next to him but it would be difficult for him to watch her and also he wouldn’t mix anything in whatever he offered her.
Tom silently got in as well, turn the ignition on, and taking them away from the house of horrors who have a spa hour.
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taikanyohou · 4 years
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no but as a wlwoc i ... i need to speak about this.
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being a wlw isn’t easy. being a wlwoc? is even harder. in western media, its more easier to find wlw/wlwoc rep than it is in eastern media, or in this case, asian media. but that rep portrays a much more westernised, whitewashed view (especially for wlwoc that live in the west). if we’re talking true, authentic wlwoc rep, and what it truly looks like in the east, or within our culture, within our families and friends and society and within our homes .... its like finding a needle in a haystack. there is so less mention of wlw within mainstream asian media, that isn’t a short movie or a music video.
so having a, and this isn’t me being biased, but having such an internationally popular and well-known asian show like 2gether/still2gether have a scene between earn and sarawat today, where earn is allowed to finally be herself, be her own individual person, who - as we’ve been seeing all along - is so clearly interested in girls, to have her finally voice out that in a “let’s suppose .... let’s say i like girls. i don’t know if i’d be open like you are.” to have a character of colour, as asian girl, that lives in asia, that lives in a predominantly homophobic culture, where wlw are fetishised for the sake of cishet men and their fantasises, where being a wlw isn’t considered a real thing, where it’s looked at as a joke because “no you don’t like girls, you’re just extremely good friends with her, she’s like your sister, that’s what girls do, they hold hands and do each other’s hair and make up, that’s all part of culture!”, where wlw are constantly reduced and desexualised and deromanticised ... to have her say,
“let’s suppose ... let’s say i like girls.”
she made it sound so normal. she made it sound so acceptable. that she or any girl, in fact can like girls (note: she does). 
and then in the same breath, she spoke the horrors wlw(oc) face - “i don’t know if i’d be open like you are.” whether that’s because of what culture or society may say, or because of your own fears of what accepting that ‘no, i do like girls. and i like them romantically. not as a friend or sister, but as something more.’ can carry, what implications it has, whether it be in terms of being out of the closet and proud or being a happy wlw(oc) in a relationship with another identifying woman openly in public. because, compared to mlm(oc) - who, of course have their own struggles, but are much more represented within (asian) media - wlw(oc) are a needle in the haystack. our desires and fears and struggles are constantly muted or are placed in boot of the car, not even in the backseat, dammit. 
it was like a bucket of ice cold water being thrown on the face to see a wlw(oc)’s desire and fear and struggles, in the same sentence, be spoken so clearly like that. there was no sugarcoating or indirect meaning. it was just:
“let’s suppose ... let’s say i like girls. i don’t know if i’d be open like you are”.
2gether/still2gether didn’t have to do this, but as an internationally popular and well-known asian show that is made by an lgbt+ director and writer, that is intended to be for the lgbt+ audience, particularly those of colour, having a women of colour express herself as a wlwoc, it resonates with those wlwoc at home in the east and away in the west who are going through what earn is or have gone through it and know exactly what that feels like. so i only hope this is stepping stone for us.
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Heatstroke - chapter 17
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I tweaked the prompt a little :)
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Before leaving the city for small-town Maine, Lacey had told herself she wasn’t going to spend every night drinking until the early hours, as she had in New York. Since moving to Storybrooke she had mostly kept that promise to herself. During the week, anyway. Weekends were a different matter. Ruby usually had Friday nights off from the diner, but that inevitably meant that she worked on Saturdays, and while Lacey wasn’t bothered by going to the Rabbit Hole by herself, it was much more fun to have Ruby’s company while she slowly went out of her mind. Saturday evening found her at the bar in Granny’s Diner, drinking her way through a few tall glasses of ice-cold oblivion and telling Ruby about her latest unsuccessful encounter with Gold.
“So he wasn’t even dressed?” Ruby set a vodka and orange in front of her, leaning on the bar and resting her chin on her hands. “At that time in the morning? Not like Gold.”
“That’s what I thought,” said Lacey, stirring her drink with a straw. “It was weird, Rubes. I was all bracing for insults and sarcasm, and it was like he couldn’t even look at me.”
“You can’t tell me you wanted insults and sarcasm.”
“No,” she admitted. “But I think I’d choose that over being ignored.”
“Oh God…” Ruby shook her head. “Would you just ask him out already? Ask him to Zelena’s stupid dance.”
“I told you, he’s not going,” said Lacey impatiently. “And even if he was, it’s obvious he’s not interested. I mean it was obvious before, but now…”
“Maybe you just disturbed him doing something?”
“Like what?” Lacey stirred her drink moodily, and looked up. “Oh God, you don’t think he had someone there, do you?”
“Like a - a woman?”
“Maybe, I don’t know.” She took a drink, enjoying the tart taste of the orange juice and the smooth heat of the vodka in her throat. “I bet he did. I bet he had someone stay the night and I woke him up from a round of hot morning sex, good God!”
“Lacey.” Ruby leaned on the bar with a patient expression on her face. “Apart from you, the only person lusting after Gold in this town is Zelena. And he would never.”
“Okay,” Lacey nodded, feeling a little better. “That’s a fair point. But it could have been someone from out of town.”
“Maybe he’s sick,” suggested Ruby. “You could have pulled him out of his death bed.”
“Hey, that’s a point.” She perked up a little. “Yeah, maybe that’s why he was off with me. Great!”
“There you go.”
Lacey groaned, slumping on the bar with her chin pushed into her folded arms.
“God, I shouldn’t wish ill health on the man, should I?” she said dolefully. “What’s wrong with me, Rubes? I feel like I’m losing my mind.”
“Yeah, it feels that way to me, too,” remarked Ruby.
“Why am I like this?” demanded Lacey, pushing upright again. “Past Lacey was never like this. Past Lacey would find a hot guy, have a good time, and move the hell on! Past Lacey would have been like ‘pfft, so he’s not interested, his loss’. That’s always how it was before.”
“So maybe it’s something more meaningful this time,” suggested Ruby. “Maybe present Lacey wants an actual relationship, not just hot crazy sex.”
“Oh no, present Lacey totally wants the hot crazy sex,” said Lacey, snickering as she reached for her drink. “I just need him to want me back, that’s all.”
“I told you, the ‘you seeing him naked’ thing put him off,” said Ruby. “Guys like Gold need to feel like they’re in charge.”
“Hmmm.” Lacey grinned widely. “He can do that if he wants.”
Her grin widened at the thought of Gold taking charge in a number of very delicious ways, and Ruby rolled her eyes.
“You got it bad, girl,” she observed.
“I can’t help it!” said Lacey, slapping the bar with her palms. “First time we met I saw his junk, and believe me, it was absolutely no hardship as far as I’m concerned. And since then I’ve been checking him out every chance I get.” She took a slurp of her drink to wet her throat. “I thought he looked pretty good full frontal, but did you see his ass in those pants? Biteable.”
Ruby’s eyes had gone very wide.
“Lacey, shh!” she hissed.
“What? It’s true!” Lacey waved a hand. “I always thought you’d need a big hammer to bang in a nail that size, but nope! Almost as cute and pert as mine.”
“Yeah, that’s a great point you just made about - uh - carpentry,” said Ruby loudly, and Lacey felt her brow crinkle.
“Carpentry? What the hell are you - it was a metaphor, Rubes!” she insisted. “I’m talking about how Gold should man up and nail me!”
“Hey Mr Gold!” said Ruby brightly, a somewhat desperate smile on her face. “What can I get you?”
Lacey felt as though a bucket of iced water had been thrown in her face, the shock of it making her catch her breath with a gasp. A ball of lead the size of a small watermelon appeared to have dropped into her stomach and was trying to drag her down through the floorboards and into the diner cellar. She was tempted to let it. He’s right fucking behind me, isn’t he?
“Miss Lucas,” Gold’s lazy drawl made her close her eyes in horror. “Just the rent, if you please. I leave minor - uh - carpentry jobs to those with more inclination for the task.”
Lacey wanted to die. She slipped from the stool, snatching up her bag and coat. Perhaps if she didn’t open her eyes, he wouldn’t be able to see her.
“Later, Rubes,” she muttered, and almost ran from the diner.
Gold watched her go, slim legs moving remarkably quickly considering the height of her heels. Turning back to the bar, he favoured Miss Lucas with a tiny smile, but she was glaring at him, dark eyes flashing.
“Are you stupid?” she demanded, and he frowned.
“I beg your pardon?” he asked, in a freezing voice, and she threw up her hands.
“That poor girl just said out loud how much she wants to bang you, and your response is to be all snide and cutting? What the hell is wrong with you?”
“What are you talking about?” he snapped. “I know full well Miss French has no interest in me other than as an object of ridicule!”
Miss Lucas put her hands on her hips, glaring at him.
“Don’t you have eyes?” she demanded. “You telling me you haven’t seen her staring at you?”
“Oh, I vividly remember our first encounter,” he said dryly. “I also remember hearing her discuss it with you afterwards. You’ll forgive me if I’m not turned on by mockery.”
Miss Lucas sniffed.
“Look, if you’re getting your cock out in public you have to expect a little teasing.”
“I did not get my cock out in public!” he snapped. “It was on my own property, and frankly it’s no more your business than it was hers!”
“Yeah, well she wasn’t mocking you, she was just - surprised.”
“Oh please!” he said, in a disparaging tone. “I’ve no interest in whatever game you two are playing.”
“She just said you should man up and nail her! You heard her!”
“Really?” he said dismissively, tugging at cuffs that didn’t need it. “Hilarious, if one understands the context, I’m sure.”
“Oh my God…” She shook her head. “Blind, deaf and stupid. I should have just talked to Neal.”
“What does my son have to do with this?” he demanded, and she shrugged.
“Just saying. Something tells me he’s not as dense as you.”
Gold glared at her.
“Are you gonna give me the rent, or do I have to consider raising it?”
“Fine, resort to empty threats all you like,” she sniffed, turning away.
She unlocked the drawer beneath the counter, taking out the envelope of rent money, and slapping it on the counter. She was still glaring at him, and Gold took the money with an unpleasant smile, opening it up and beginning to count out the notes.
“She likes you,” said Miss Lucas, making him pause. “Lacey likes you. Weird as it seems to me, and as much as I don’t want to hear about her many fantasies involving you, she likes you. She likes you a lot. As in she wants to have sex with you. Also a lot.”
Gold had lost count the moment she mentioned Lacey’s name, but there was no way he was about to admit it. He gathered up the pile of bills, stuffing it back into the envelope and retrieving his notebook from his pocket.
“It’s all there,” he said stiffly, flipping through the pages. 
“Just ask her out,” went on Miss Lucas. “Or go to that dance of Zelena’s if you’re gonna be a wuss about it. Then you don’t even need to ask her out. You could just - you would be there, and she would be there, and the two of you could - you know.”
Gold could barely see what he was writing, but he pretended that he knew what he was doing. He wrote the date out with such a flourish that it tore the paper, and slipped the notebook back into his pocket. The envelope of money followed it, his hands shaking a little.
“Thank you, Miss Lucas,” he said, his tone hollow. “Do give my regards to your grandmother.”
Turning on his heel, he fixed his gaze on the door and limped towards it as though it was the path to his salvation.
“Why are you both such idiots!” called Miss Lucas, and he flinched as he grasped the door handle.
Getting out into the cool summer evening, he let the door close behind him, and exhaled slowly, head rolling back as he let the soft breeze caress his skin. Surely Miss Lucas wasn’t being serious? Admittedly Lacey had said something extremely suggestive about him, but what if it was part of their banter, the joke that never got old. Gold and his naked body, forever an object of ridicule.
What if it wasn’t? A voice in his head whispered to him, a faint spark of hope igniting deep within him. What if she actually likes you? You could go to that tedious charity ball. By the sound of it, she’ll be there, no doubt reporting for the Mirror. You could ask her to dance. That wouldn’t arouse anyone’s suspicions. Maybe not even hers. And if she does like you...
The idea of Lacey actually returning his feelings was too heady to contemplate, and Gold shook his head, striding off down the street. No. He would think about this intriguing possibility when he was in the safety of his own home and with a large glass of something strong. He definitely needed a little Dutch courage to plan his next move.
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AN: Listening to Christmas songs in September is totally normal, right? I was inspired by a couple of songs and I’m procrastinating even though I should really study for some upcoming exams but I had to finish this first. Please enjoy this angsty fluff (is that even a thing?) with one of our favorite Hockey Hunks™.
Word Count: 3.7k
Warnings: There might be a swear word or two and one mention of sex but that’s it
My other writing can be found here
For the first time since the move you finally felt at home and not out of place. To anyone it might only be a regular Wednesday but to you it was more than that. Today marked the day you’d finally managed to clear out the last few boxes, ridding yourself of the only remaining evidence that proved you were alone in a new city, a new country.
You wouldn’t stay alone for long though, your new job was set to start on Monday and you’d always made friends fairly fast so you weren’t worried in the slightest, instead enjoying the quiet that was your apartment for now.
With Christmas less than a month away you’d finally managed to decorate the apartment accordingly and to say you were proud would be an understatement. Picking out a Christmas tree by yourself had been an adult awakening, something you’d always dreamt about. 
When you were younger you had imagined a certain someone with you so you could decorate side by side but that hadn’t been an option in years. Although with the move it could be, but you quickly pushed that thought out of your head.
Locating the box with the decorations - some you’d stolen from home - had taken quite a while but as you held the hand-painted angel that had once belonged to your great-grandmother in your hands all trouble was forgotten. You’d have to climb on a stool or something to get it on top of the tree but for now you carefully set it aside, taking a look at your surroundings instead. 
The string lights made your apartment glow in warm light that only added to the appeal of the city lights shining in through the big windows. The new job had come with a very attractive signing bonus and while the place wasn’t huge, the modern finishes had made you fall in love instantly.
You hadn’t even realized how much time had passed because you’d been so immersed in decorating and cleaning but the sun had long set and your supper had been quite a while ago. The TV was still on from when you’d turned it on for some background noise, not really paying attention but instead focusing on humming along to your Christmas playlist.
You put on some water and quickly changed into a pair of comfortable leggings and your favorite sweatshirt from your time at Dalhousie University so you could spend the rest of your evening cuddled up on the couch with a mug of tea and continue the series you’d started to binge watch a couple of weeks ago. You’d only just pulled the hem of the sweatshirt down your body when you heard your doorbell ring.
Who would show up at your apartment unannounced at this time?
You quickly made your way back into the living space and over to the door so you could check the peep-hole, your heart skipping a beat once you realized who was on the other side of the door. For a second you contemplated simply not opening, but while you were many things in your life, a coward wasn’t one of them. 
You knew he could tell that you were home from the music still playing over the speakers and the lights probably escaping your apartment through the slit below the door so you didn’t hesitate long before unlocking the door with shaky hands and swinging it open.
Seeing him again, leaning against the wall opposite your apartment door, was like someone had thrown a bucket of ice cold water at your face. As soon as he realized that you’d actually opened the door he practically jumped from his spot and took two big steps until he was standing a lot closer to you. 
You looked up at him, really looked up at him and with him standing there, looking so much like the Pierre you knew but so differently at the same time you felt yourself being catapulted to the day that changed your life all these years ago.
NHL Entry Draft Day back in 2016.
You weren’t religious by any means and you only ever went to church on Christmas out of a feeling of obligation towards your parents but God had you prayed for Pierre to stay close to you. It hadn’t been fair to him, you were well aware of that but for one day you allowed yourself to be selfish. You knew that he was living his dream, finally getting to play in the NHL like he’d always said he would but you were also thinking about your dreams. Dreams that involved him by your side.
Perhaps you were to blame for this mess. It was you who had fallen for the funny hockey player almost two years ago after all, knowing full well that he had big dreams that didn’t really mesh well with yours to go to university in Halifax, a place your family had gone to for ages.
You’d secretly hoped that perhaps Ottawa or Montreal would select him, even if he deserved to be picked long before it was their turn. But at least he’d be at least somewhat close to you then. When he’d been picked third by Columbus you’d been so shocked that you barely remembered kissing him on live television. You’d watched him get on that stage and put on the jersey but instead of crying happy tears at the sight of his dream coming true, you were crying because you knew that this was most likely the beginning of the end of your relationship. 
There’d be well over 2.000 kilometers between the two of you sometime soon and although you’d prepared yourself for this for weeks it still hurt more than you could ever imagine. But you still smiled at him all these hours later when you finally got to see him again, telling him how incredibly proud you were.
You tried your best to enjoy that summer, knowing full well that it might be your last one with him. With fall approaching he helped you move your stuff to Halifax while preparing for his own departure to Columbus. 
A departure that didn’t come though, because he hadn’t made the roster for the 2016-2017 season and had instead been sent back to play in Sydney, something that had devastated him.
To say that it was hard would put it mildly. You were over four hours away from him and your home and with your new life picking up keeping in touch kept getting more and more difficult. With his travels for the team and your classes you barely saw each other, a series of missed calls and late responses really the only thing that connected you to him. Christmas was the first time you’d seen him in three weeks but you still made the best of it, spending time with him every day and for a little while things were like they used to be.
When he told you that he’d been traded to Boisbriand afterwards you knew that this was it. Pierre had known as well, the defeated look in his eyes mirroring your own and giving him away. 
So you’d said your goodbyes, wanting to end things on a good note instead of going through another string of ‘Sorry I couldn’t pick up the phone earlier but call me back when you get this’ and constantly feeling left out. You’d cried, as did Pierre when you hugged him one last time, him desperately wiping your tears away and pressing a lingering kiss to your forehead before leaving.
He’d ruined hockey for you then, the sport you once loved and spent so much time watching. No more time spent at the rink cuddled under your blanket and gossiping with the other girlfriends but you didn’t miss it as much as you missed him. 
You couldn’t even bear to watch him on TV so you’d missed when he scored his first NHL goal during his very first game in the league and all the other ones that followed. It was only when the Blue Jackets had their playoff run earlier this year that you’d finally managed to look at his face on your screen, over two years after you’d last seen him in person.
But now he was here, standing in front of you again.
“I-“, he began before stopping himself, rubbing his hand over his face before dropping it back down to his side and continuing, “I’m sorry for just barging in like this but my mom told me you moved here and I didn’t see it until after the game but I just had to come see for myself. Apparently our families still talk..”
You finally allowed yourself to properly looking at him, trailing your eyes over the features that were once so familiar. He’d grown a bit since you’d last seen him, not just in height but he was also a lot bulkier and more muscular than he used to be, filling out the suit jacket that sat snugly around his shoulders. He must have come straight from the game, hair still a bit wet and curlier than ever, a black pea coat folded over his arm and a duffel bag slung around his torso. You felt a bit out of place in your comfortable clothes compared to his suit that was probably designer but then you scolded yourself because this was Pierre and he’d seen you a lot worse.
“Yeah I know. I ran into your mom this summer when she was in our kitchen for a wine night they apparently have regularly.” You didn’t tell him how hard it had been to not ask about how he was doing and instead make bland small talk before you could finally disappear to your old room.
How could your parents not be friends anymore after your mothers had once joked about wanting a wine bar exclusively for them at your wedding? You didn’t blame your mom for telling his mother either, you knew that she only had good intentions and she’d always wanted the two of you to get back together.
In fact you weren’t completely innocent in the situation either. It was you who had applied for a position in Columbus after graduating this year after all, thoughts of what could be in the back of your mind even if you were adamant about denying it.
“You look good Y/N. I didn’t think it was possible but you’re somehow even more beautiful than you were the last time I saw you.”
You were about to remind him that the last time he’d seen you your eyes had been all red and puffy from crying – which was anything but beautiful – but before you could even get one word out the vintage kettle you had put on the stove to make tea let out its loud screeching noise, indicating that the water was done. You weren’t about to be rude and just Leave Pierre in the hallway just like that so without a second thought you invited him inside before turning around to take the kettle off the stove.
“Do you want some tea as well?”, you asked on a whim, not really knowing what else to do with the stranger that wasn’t really a stranger standing in the middle of your living room. He’d taken his shoes off by the door, apparently still remembering how you much you hated it when people wore shoes indoors and you watched him carefully drape his coat over the back of a chair.
“Sure, thanks.”
You took out a second mug and carefully poured the tea over the tea bags, the scent soon filling the apartment. It was the same tea you always drank during the winter months, ever since you were a little kid. Pierre grabbed the second mug off the counter from next to you and quickly took a peak at the label before giving you a knowing smile. You’d made that tea for the both of you so many times that this felt almost normal, even if your current situation was anything but.
“I’m sorry that you guys lost tonight”, you said to fill the silence that was now falling over the apartment. He looked over with a surprised look, raising his eyebrows.
“You watched the game?”
“Not all of it. I was busy decorating and doing other stuff around the apartment but I turned it on and checked the score from time to time”, you admitted sheepishly, raising the mug to your face in pretense of blowing to battle the boiling hot water but actually hiding away from his attentive stare. He’d looked at you all kinds of ways over your years with him but you had never been nervous because of it, except for that one night with him where he’d seen you naked for the first time and you’d lost your virginities to each other.
Thinking about sex with him wasn’t helping your cause either though because while the first few times had been a little awkward but still fun, the two of you quickly improved and the images of him above you or his head between your legs were only turning your cheeks even more red.
He seemed to drop the subject, thankfully, and instead moved over towards the Christmas tree, admiring your work. You slowly followed him, mug closely clutched to your chest and sat down on the sofa, admiring the way he looked in your apartment instead. The time apart had treated him well and while it was a bit weird to see him with a beard outside of playoffs there was no denying that he looked better than ever.
“I see you still like to live in an environment that resembles hell temperature wise”, he chuckled before he put down his own mug on the couch table and shrugged off his suit jacket. You tried your best not to stare as he popped open the first two bottoms of his shirt before moving on to roll up his sleeves while sitting down a respectable distance away but you were unsuccessful. For the first time you saw his tattoos, as his skin had been innocent and bare up until your breakup but you couldn’t ignore how good he looked with them. Your hands were itching to trace the patterns and because you didn’t entirely trust yourself to be able to control yourself you sat on them to avoid any embarrassment.
You hadn’t even realized that your Christmas playlist had continued playing over the speakers until the familiar opening tunes of “Last Christmas” filled the apartment. You quickly jumped up, reaching for your phone so you could stop the music from playing. It reminded you too much of the last Christmas you’d had with Pierre, now almost three years ago. You’d given him your heart and while he hadn’t exactly given it away he’d still broken it when he’d left.
When you turned back around you noticed the slight blush that painted his cheeks, he’d apparently come to the same realization as you. For a moment the silence was uncomfortable and you were reminded of the time right before the breakup when you didn’t know what to say or do around him, always walking on eggshells for fear of losing him. You’d lost him either way but that was beside the point.
Pierre cleared his throat before speaking up, ripping you out of your spiraling thoughts.
“Y/N I- I have to ask. Why are you here?”
You knew that you should just be honest and tell him that you were in a way here because of him but you weren’t ready to take that kind of leap just yet. You hadn’t kept up with his personal life for fear of finding something you couldn’t bear and for all you knew he could have a girlfriend right now.
“Well why are you?”, you simply responded instead, leaning back on the couch so you could properly gauge his reaction. You weren’t the one who had knocked on his door late at night.
“Fair enough, I guess”, he huffed before running his hand over his face in the way that had once been so familiar to you.
“When I read that text from my mom, telling me that you lived in Columbus now – that you weren’t thousands of kilometers away anymore I just had to see you. I called my mom to ask if she had your address and you have no idea how smug she sounded when she said she’d text it to me.”
You chuckled at his exasperated expression, knowing full well how his mother could be but stayed quiet to let him continue.
“The team knows about you as well and if I even told you half the shit I had to listen to when I practically sprinted out of the locker room you wouldn’t believe me.”
This made you laugh out loud and when you saw him smile at you fondly your heart skipped a beat for the second time that night.
“What I’m actually trying to say – but failing miserably at – is that I never really got over you and seeing you know only confirmed that. I can’t believe I let you go all these years ago, I was an idiot for thinking I could do it without you because I was absolutely miserable after leaving you”, he finished and you hadn’t even realized that you’d started crying until he reached up to gently wipe your tears away.
“Look I know that we can’t just continue like nothing happened but please bébé, please give me a second chance. I won’t leave you again, I promise.” The fact that he’d used the pet name he’d given you when you first started dating was all it took for you to leap towards him. He wrapped his arms around you as well, creating that perfect cocoon of Pierre that you’d missed so much. When he kissed your forehead this time you couldn’t feel your heart breaking, instead the warmth that flooded your body only glued all those pieces back together.
You knew that there was still a chance that he’d get traded again and that because of his job he’d have to spend quite some time on the road but you’d been miserable after he’d left as well. At least this time you’d know that he’d always come back for you.
“I’m so glad that our mothers love their wine nights and gossip, otherwise you never would’ve knocked at my door and I never would’ve gotten you back.”
“So we’re really doing this? We’re trying again?”, he asked, pulling you back at arm’s length so he could properly take a look at you. You nodded, not being able to stop the big smile spreading on your face.
“Would it be completely out of place if I kissed you right now?”
“Not at all”, you responded before crawling closer towards him until you straddled his lap. His hands reached up to cup your face, thumbs wiping the last of your tears away – happy tears this time – and then he finally pulled you in for a kiss.
Nothing felt more like coming home than kissing Pierre.
The way his lips moved against yours was so familiar that you couldn’t help but sigh into the kiss, reaching up for his shoulders so you could ground yourself in him while simultaneously getting lost in the way his body felt against yours. He buried his hands in your hair and his beard was scratching your skin but you didn’t care, instead letting him pull you closer and deepening the kiss until the only thought you could form was IloveyouIloveyouIloveyoustill.
Eventually you had to pull away though, both of you panting at the lack of air and the closeness of your bodies. It had been so long since you’d last felt his breath fan across your face like this, seen the look in his eyes as he looked at you with absolute wonder but it was as if nothing had changed, the two of you easily picking up where you left off.
“You know that our moms are gonna take credit for that, right? We’re never gonna hear the end of it”, he suddenly groaned and you giggled at his exasperated tone.
“I can live with that as long as it means that I get to have you with me again.”
He pulled you in for another sweet kiss before letting you go again, smiling up at you. You watched his gaze shift to something behind you, twisting your body in his lap so you could see what had caught his attention.
“Is that the Y/L/N Christmas angel? Did you steal it?” He stood up with you still in his lap, slowly putting you down before walking over to where you’d set the decoration earlier.
“It is but I didn’t steal it. Mom gave it to me so I’d have a piece of home with me. I’m not tall enough to put it on the top though and I haven’t gotten around to finding something to climb yet.”
“Need some help with putting it up? Here’s another piece of home ready to be climbed”, Pierre said, extending his arms to the sides and taking a step backwards so he was standing by the tree, angel still in one hand. You shook your head at him while laughing but you still moved closer, ready to climb him like a tree like you’d done hundreds of times before.
Still laughing you jumped on his back and he handed you the angel before wrapping his arms around your legs to support you. With combined forces you were able to complete the tree and Pierre let you down so you could both properly admire your work. 
Your dream had come true after all. 
You felt him move away from you before he was standing right behind you again, the famous tune of Wham! playing again over the speakers. He wrapped his arms around you from behind and you placed your hands on his forearms, slowly tracing your fingers over the black ink under his skin.
“You’re mon ange Y/N, you know that right? My angel. My someone special.”
Standing on your tippy toes you placed a soft kiss on his jaw before leaning your head back against him, not really knowing how to put your feelings in words right now but you knew he understood by the way he squeezed you tightly, resting his head on top of yours.
This year you’d given your heart to someone truly special.. again.
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This is a prompt fill for day 19 of @witcher-and-his-bard winter prompts! Just as a warning, I will say there is implied character death, but NO actual death. 
Read it on AO3 here!
They were thoroughly snowed in. This was Jaskier’s third winter with the other witchers, and a storm had raged so fiercely the night before that none of them dared to venture outside. Instead, the witchers had cleared the main hall as best they could, pushing bookshelves against walls and using the small area to train. Jaskier had perched himself atop one of the rickety bookshelves, half watching, half writing as his witchers had spun and lunged around each other, sweating in the warmth of the room. This was a rare treat for Jaskier, who wasn’t one for sitting in the cold while the others trained. Vesemir, for all his years, moved as quickly as any of the others did, spinning between them and constantly changing who he targeted. It kept the others on their toes, and they flowed together like water, laughing when someone got knocked down and snarling when the edge of a dull blade slammed into them particularly hard.
When the sun comes out two days later, the witchers scatter like leaves in the wind, working to clear the courtyards and walkways again so that they didn’t have to dodge books that Lambert threw just to fuck with them in training. Jaskier gets the main room back into its regular messy disarray while they toil outside, heading out with steaming cups of tea when he can see even stubborn Lambert shiver. They all smile at him, taking a cup and clutching it with red fingers, huddling together and stomping their feet. 
They’re all talking, even Vesemir when Jaskier perks his head up, glancing at something in the distance. None of them seem phased, used to Jaskier’s wandering gaze and whimsical wonder about the snow covered trees. 
“Umm, I don’t mean to interrupt, terribly sorry, but- what in the devil’s name is that?” Jaskier’s tone is still polite, but Geralt glances up when he hears the scared warble and sour spike in his scent. He follows Jaskier’s gaze, raising an eyebrow, but he catches sight of what Jaskier is asking about at the same time his medallion gives a faint hum. Lambert, Eskel and Vesemir’s hands go up at the same time, clutching the medallion and eyes raising to the sky in unison. 
“DOWN.” Vesemir booms, leaping away from the group at the same time Lambert lunges for Geralt. Eskel is the closest to Jaskier and grabs him in a tight hold, crushing him against his chest and crouching low as a wall of orange blazes bright around them. Jaskier stares in abstract horror as enormous, wickedly sharp claws rake over the shield that Eskel has thrown up around them. He feels Eskel shudder with the effort of keeping his shield intact for another blow, and Jaskier squeezes his eyes shut in fear. He hears the faint tinkle of glass cracking, feels a breeze and listens as Eskel’s shield shatters around them. 
Whatever the beast is, it flies straight toward them, and Jaskier opens his eyes wide to take in what might be his last memory. Its skin is leathery, with a horn that juts proudly from the point of its beak and sweeps back toward its neck. Jaskier faintly recognizes it as a forktail, something Geralt has fought hundreds of times. What is it doing here?
Faint orange shimmers around them, Eskel slowly rebuilding his shield, and just as the forktail dives, claws outstretched, Lambert and Geralt dive into the way, Geralt throwing a blistering wave of fire and Lambert throwing his hands up as Eskel’s weaker attempt solidifies rapidly into a full shield once again. Together the two of them combine their strength, holding the shield as Geralt uses another molten blast of Igni to send the forktail screeching away. Vesemir joins Geralt in watching the beasts retreat, and only when Vesemir turns to nod at them do Lambert and Eskel drop the shield. Eskel groans, letting go of Jaskier and stumbling back a couple of steps. Jaskier isn’t sure whether his hands are shaking because of the near death experience or the cold, but he doesn’t want to spend the time figuring it out. 
Instead, he turns and throws his arms around Eskel, squeezing him tight and pressing a kiss to his cheek. Lambert grouses behind them, rolling his eyes. “Oh sure, give him attention.”
Jaskier releases Eskel only once the scarred man gives him a quick squeeze, then he moves to Lambert and does the same thing. Lambert, for all his bravado, squeezes Jaskier just as tight and blushes when Jaskier plants a kiss on the corner of his mouth. Jaskier grins at the sigh of a witcher blushing, but then Geralt catches him gently by the waist and steals the last of his breath with a very sweet, very thorough kiss. Jaskier is sure that Lambert will say something, but they all seem relieved that Jaskier is safe, and Lambert has already gotten his hug. Jaskier doesn’t move away from Geralt when they finally pull apart, knowing he won’t get very far anyway. Jaskier stays pressed against Geralt’s side as they all turn to Vesemir, who’s still watching the skyline with a hand rubbing along his jaw in contemplation. 
“The snowfall must have taken its source of food. Geralt, Lambert, follow the scent and track it down. We don’t need it snatching up any livestock, or one of us.” Vesemir doesn’t say anyone in particular, but they all know that the draconid was after one person this time. 
“Fuckin finally, something to do around here. Let’s go before it gets dark.” Geralt nods, arm tightening around Jaskier for a moment before Eskel comes to guide him back inside. Both Lambert and Geralt work quickly to don their armor and collect what potions they'll need for the fight, and Jaskier stands by the door, waving them off when they finally head out. 
Once the doors to the keep closes Jaskier bites his lip, whispering to himself. “They’ll be okay, right?” 
It feels silly to worry about them, especially when it’s a single forktail and there’s two of them, but Jaskier’s stomach is in knots and he has a horrible sinking feeling in his chest.
                                                           -*-
They’re gone for 6 and a half days. Jaskier counts every minute that goes by, working as best he can to keep up with the excess chores while they’re gone. Every night he falls into bed exhausted and wakes up crying, Eskel sitting on the edge of his bed and petting his hair. By the third day Eskel makes himself a bed on the floor, holding Jaskier’s hand so that he’ll sleep through the night. Jaskier tries to get him up into the bed, but Eskel refuses and makes himself comfortable on the carpet. 
Jaskier is in the main hall, sweeping and trying not to mope when the door creaks, pushed by a heavy gust of icy wind. Jaskier feels magic shiver over his skin, and he runs to pull the door open, catching the witcher that sags into his arms immediately. Jaskier hoists him up, arms trembling only for a moment as he lugs the freezing, heavy witcher over to the fire and deposits him in a chair. He calls for Eskel then Vesemir, yelling as loud as he can and knowing they’ll come running. Lambert’s ankle is twisted savagely to the right, the angle all wrong, and Jaskier’s heart thunders in his ears. He’s covered in blood, but it’s frozen and Jaskier can see that the skin underneath has begun to turn blue. Jaskier strains to pull the chair closer to the fire, needing to get him thawing as quickly as he can.
“Jaskier, what is-” He doesn’t look up from where he’s coasting shaking hands over Lambert’s face, checking for breathing and using the warmth of his fingers to melt the snow sticking to his face. Lambert stares glassily, eyes half wild and none of his awareness fully on any of them. “Go get water, not the hot, the cold. Towels too.”
“But-” 
“Jask. Go.” Eskel’s voice is firm, and he does as he’s told, hurrying to go find a bucket of water that hasn’t been too close to the fire. While he’s searching for clean towels he hears a snap and Lambert howling in pain. That has him scurrying back with whatever towels are cleanest and the water, hurrying back to Lambert’s side. Lambert’s ankle is back in the right orientation, he can see that much, and Eskel is beginning to strip away layers of his armor as the blood melts and releases. Once he’s got Lambert naked in the chair Eskel has Jaskier wipe him down, getting any remaining chunks of ice off of him with the cold water while he pokes and prods, searching for any more broken bones. Thankfully, his ankle seems to have gotten the brunt of it, and Eskel forces a dose of Swallow down along with a shot of mahakam spirits.
Lambert coughs as the alcohol burns down his throat, but Eskel gives him another, and soon Lambert begins to shiver. Jaskier lays a towel over Lambert’s lap when Vesemir finally comes in, shrewd eyes assessing the situation before he moves to add a few more logs to the fire. It roars hotter than before and Jaskier is beginning to sweat, beads dripping down his face. At least he thinks he is until Lambert weakly reaches up, using an icy finger to wipe away a tear that’s escaped. “Crying over me, little lark?”
“Who would cry over you?” Jaskier says weakly, sniffling and wiping at the tears that have been steadily falling down his cheeks. Lambert huffs out a laugh, closing his eyes for a moment as he shifts, hissing at the pain that shoots up his leg from his ankle. 
“You did good, Jaskier.” Vesemir’s voice is soft, and the bard sniffles, leaning into the hand the old witcher lays on his shoulder. “He didn’t make it, did he?”
Lambert shakes his head, jaw clenching, and Jaskier looks up between the two of them. It takes a few moments for Jaskier to understand, and he shakes his head, slowly at first, and then faster until he’s dizzy and can’t think right and he has to take a seat next to Lambert on the floor. 
“We cornered the forktail, but the damn thing screamed and brought an avalanche down on our asses.” Lambert glances over at Jaskier, hesitating before he reaches to take Jaskier’s hand and hold it tight in his. “Geralt was closer than I was, and he blasted me away from the worst of it with Aard. My ankle got crushed by falling rocks, and it took me a while to make my way back here.”
“You left him there?” Jaskier looks up at Lambert, fury and sorrow and heartbreak etched across his face. “H-he must be so scared. What if he’s still out there?”
“His body is.” Lambert squeezes his hand tight, and Jaskier looks up to see tears glimmering in his eyes too. Eskel comes over, crouching by the two of them, and places a hand on Jaskier’s shoulder and Lambert’s knee. Vesemir moves to stand behind Lambert’s chair, not touching anyone but sharing in the moment as Jaskier begins to weep. His shoulders shake with the effort of his sobs and he curls up, pressing his forehead against Lambert’s hand and feeling his heart break in his chest. It splinters and stabs at every part of him, and Jaskier isn’t sure how he’s going to piece it back together. No one says anything else to him, letting him cry and scream and deny that Geralt is gone. 
The fire has burned low and Lambert is sufficiently warm by the time that Jaskier speaks again. Eskel is meditating beside them and Vesemir has retreated to deal with his grief alone, but the two still with him perk up to listen.  “We have to go get his- body.” 
Jaskier’s voice breaks again and he chokes back more sobs, looking up to find Lambert staring back, eyes fierce with grief. “We will.”
Lambert has Jaskier and Eskel help him hobble up to bed and get a fire going, never objecting when Jaskier crawls in beside him and Eskel makes himself comfortable on the floor. Jaskier shivers despite still being fully clothed, and Lambert wraps an arm around him, closing his eyes and holding the bard until he falls asleep, spent. 
                                                          -*- 
Jaskier is already awake, cloak draped around him and boots on when Lambert wakes up that morning. Lambert takes one look at him and begins to get dressed as well, regardless of the way his ankle twinges. Another dose of Swallow has his pain melting away and his ankle as strong as before, and they wake Eskel to get ready as well. Jaskier bounces from foot to foot as they head down the stairs, frowning when Lambert stops to gather jerky, water and some other emergency supplies. He isn’t sure what it’s going to be like outside getting back, but Jaskier isn’t going to be able to push nearly as hard as they can and Lambert knows this. 
Despite the fragility of Jaskier’s humanity, he ends up being the one to urge the others on, fists clenched in his gloves and cheeks flaming red in the cold winter air. Lambert remembers his way easily, and there hasn’t been that much snowfall that their footprints have disappeared, so Jaskier can follow along even without supernatural senses. The trek only takes them a day to get out to where the avalanche has dumped snow and rocks into the countryside, and Jaskier sleeps fitfully under the trees for an hour or two at the max. 
They pick their way through the snow around rocks after Lambert insists they eat something when Jaskier cries out. He takes off running, throwing snow up around him with two witchers on his heels. They nearly bowl him over when he skids to a stop, staring at the carnage around him. Off to the left, pinned between two rocks is the carcass of the forktail, blood frozen in sheets across the snow. Somehow it didn’t get buried in the avalanche, but Lambert and Eskel are looking around with wide, astonished eyes as if Jaskier is missing something important. All the trees around them are missing branches on the side facing the clearing, and if there were any trees in the middle of the clearing they’ve found, there aren’t anymore, just jagged stumps poking up through the snow. 
“What?” Jaskier demands, breathless and heart pounding in his chest. 
“It’s a Quen circle.” Eskel whispers, sharing a pained look with his brother. 
“A what?” Jaskier is lost, and he looks around at all the destruction and the body of the forktail. 
“When our shields break, they don’t just go away. If we concentrate hard enough, we can use the momentum of whatever hit us and feed it into the shield. It causes an explosion matching the energy of whatever hit the shield last.” Eskel’s voice is cowed by awe, and Jaskier thinks he’s beginning to understand. 
“So this-”
“He somehow held out long enough for the whole damn avalanche to crash down on him before blowing his shield.” Lambert confirms, pride shining in his voice.
“Could he have survived?”
“The blast? Maybe, but I don’t know how long he held out before letting go, and if he was weak enough…” Eskel is still looking over the clearing, trying to gauge the power of the blast fully.
“It was long enough for me to crawl away. I never heard his shield break..” Lambert takes another glance around before stalking for the middle of the clearing. “C’mon assholes, lets sweep the area and see if we can find him.”
“Right.” Jaskier’s voice is thick in his throat, and though he’s shivering and can hardly feel his toes he gets to work. They work their way out slowly, each taking a third of the area and walking along their set path. Lambert and Eskel have both gone over their chunks twice by the time that Jaskier has gone through once, but Jaskier doesn’t have witcher eyes or their sense of smell, so he takes his time. He gets to the edge of the clearing where the trees have survived the blast relatively unscathed and is about to turn back when he’s blinded by sun reflecting off the worn silver of a pommel. “Guys! I- I found him.”
His voice drops to a whisper and he walks a few steps into the deeper snow. By the time that Lambert and Eskel join him he’s elbow deep, tossing handfuls as fast as he can. The snow is light, thank Melitele, but there’s a lot, and it takes the three of them to uncover him. He’s surrounded in a shell of ice that Lambert has to use the handle of his dagger to break through to finally get to him. Geralt is curled up in a tight ball, chin tucked against his chest and swords still in their sheaths on his back. Snow sticks to his armor and clumps in his hair, and he’s paler than Jaskier has ever seen him. His lips are blue, snow sticking delicately to his lashes, and Jaskier lets out a shaky sob at the sight of him. He reaches to brush snow from Geralt’s hair and cries out as the scent of singed leather and skin fills the air. 
Eskel takes Jaskier’s hand, yanking his glove off to look at the damage. Two of the fingers on his left hand are red and blistered, and the fingers on his gloves have disintegrated in the spots that Jaskier came into contact with Geralt’s body. Eskel grabs some bandages from the pack, glad that Lambert thought to bring them. They don’t have any salve with them, but Eskel wraps Jaskier’s fingers anyway and gives him one of his gloves. 
Jaskier doesn’t know what’s going on anymore, but Lambert and Eskel share a glance and Lambert sighs heavily. “I’ll take the first round.”
“First round of what?” Jaskier doesn’t know what they’re going to do since no one can touch him, but Jaskier watches as a pale orange sleeve envelopes Lambert, encasing him in a shimmering full body shield. The younger witcher hoists Geralt’s curled form up into his arms, grunting at the weight and the constant hissing of Geralt coming in contact with his shield. 
“Get the fuck going.” Lambert hisses, and Jaskier stumbles up and away, back toward the keep in the distance. They make it back in half the time it took them to get out to the site, Jaskier refusing to stop. He insists that if Eskel and Lambert have to exhaust themselves maintaining a constant shield and passing Geralt between them the least he can do is keep up. They’re almost there when Lambert stumbles, shield flickering and arms shaking. He sets Geralt in the snow, panting, and Jaskier touches his shoulder. “I can’t keep it up anymore.”
“Let me.” Jaskier says, stepping up and crouching beside Geralt’s prone form.
“You can’t use signs, and you don’t have a witcher’s strength.”
“No, but you two can. Do you have enough strength between you to keep me covered?”
“I don’t know for how long.” Eskel chimes in, looking just as ragged as Lambert. 
“Then we’d better hurry. Ready?” The brothers share a look before nodding, and Jaskier feels the intimate press of magic as their shield falls into place. Jaskier lifts Geralt in his arms, adjusting his grip and then setting off up the hill toward the keep. Jaskier can feel Geralt in his arms, a raging inferno that constantly pings at the shield around him. Jaskier pushes on regardless of his thighs burning and his knees going weak. Lambert and Eskel bolster their shield when they finally get into the courtyard, waving Vesemir off when he moves to help. Jaskier’s gaze is set singularly on the doors of the keep, and he hardly notices when Vesemir’s magic adds a layer to the thinning shield that Lambert and Eskel had been holding for the past hour. 
“Put him by the fire.” Jaskier can’t feel his arms anymore, hasn’t been able to for the past half hour, and he’s clumsy as he sets Geralt down, nudging him a bit closer to the fire. Vesemir kneels down beside the two of them, and Jaskier hears the tinkling of glass as the shield around him falls away and Jaskier sags, collapsing onto the floor. Lambert and Eskel jerk forward, trying to catch him, but Vesemir holds a hand out for them to stop. “He’s just exhausted.”
“What about Geralt?” Vesemir looks him over, hands protected as he assesses the damage. After a while Vesemir sits back on his heels, sighing and standing up. 
“He’s alive.” Jaskier stirs at those words, arms quaking as he tries to lift himself off the floor. Vesemir hoists him up into a sitting position, and Jaskier tries weakly to grip his hand. “I don’t know that he’ll wake, though.”
“Why not?”
“I don’t know what he’s done to himself.” The admission is startling; Vesemir has been alive longer than any of them, has trained countless scores of witchers, but what he sees here has him baffled. “It seems to be a form of meditation, but this here,” Vesemir gestures to the shield that flares up whenever his hand strays too close. “I don’t know how he’s managed to do this, let alone maintain it.”
“But he could wake up?”
“If he can find his way back to us.” Vesemir nods, not wanting to give hope where there is none but trusting in Geralt to do the impossible, as he’s done many times before. Lambert and Eskel are able to wrestle Geralt’s armor and equipment off him, leaving him just in his regular clothes. The armor is near ruined from the cold press of all that snow anyhow, and they won’t be able to properly repair it until they go down the mountain in the spring.
                                                         -*-
They take turns peeking to see if he’s moved as they go about their chores for the next month, and every night Jaskier sets up a bedroll and tucks himself as close as he can get without being burnt. They operate without him truly here during the worst month of the winter, struggling to keep up with the work that needs to be done with a pair of hands missing. Jaskier spends most of his time when he isn’t working sitting next to Geralt, talking or singing or just sitting nearby, staring into the fire and sniffling softly as he cries. They keep it roaring constantly, hoping that the heat will help. Geralt’s color comes back slowly over the course of the month, until all the snow is melted off of him and his lips are the same dusky pink that Jaskier remembers.
Jaskier is tucked away for the night, staring at Geralt’s face and wishing he could trace the straight line of his nose or even kiss his forehead and not get hurt. A couple of tears splash onto his cheeks, and he’s so tired of crying, but every time he looks at Geralt prone on the floor he feels his sorrow choking him, tearing and clawing at his chest in an effort to get free. 
“Come back. Please.” Jaskier whispers, scooting a bit closer and reaching out a wavering hand. He feels the heat of the shield and stops just shy, fingers poised to touch his cheek. He waits a second, then drops his hand, resting it on the floor between them and laying his head down to sleep. He smiles when fingers interlock with his, squeezing gently. Jaskier’s sleepy mind doesn’t comprehend the touch for a moment, but when he does his eyes fly open. “Geralt?”
Geralt is still curled up, but he’s reached a hand out and clutches Jaskier’s own hand like a lifeline. The red hot barrier around him melts away slowly, starting at his fingertips, and  Jaskier watches in mute shock as Geralt blinks sleepily and yawns, stretching out and sitting up. “You’re on the floor.”
“You’re on the floor.” Jaskier replies wetly, using the heel of his free hand to press at one eye. He gives a broken sob and crawls into Geralt’s waiting arms, tucking his face into the crook of Geralt’s neck as sobs wrack his body. Geralt rocks him, petting his hair and murmuring sweet nothings as Jaskier’s fingers curl in his shirt. Eskel and a very sleepy Lambert find them that way, Jaskier curled up asleep in Geralt’s arms and Geralt staring into the fire. His eyes are haunted when he looks to his brothers, and he presses a finger to his lips to keep them quiet. 
“How did I get back here?” He keeps his voice low, not wanting to wake Jaskier. “All I remember is the snow, and then the blast.”
Lambert plops down on Jaskier’s bedroll, dragging Eskel with him and grumbling at being awake for questions. “We carried your fatass back. Wasn’t easy either, we couldn’t touch you without using Quen, and by the time we got back Jaskier had to carry you the rest of the way inside.”
“He can’t use Quen.” Geralt points out, Lambert rolling his eyes. 
“Yeah no shit. Eskel and I had to hold together a shitty ass shield around the lark to keep him from getting burnt to a crisp. Mind telling us what that whole ‘burning anyone who touches’ shit was?”
Geralt is silent for a while, as if still shaking off the cold, before he answers. “A safety net.”
“But how?” Eskel chimes in, glancing at Lambert to tell him to be patient. 
“It’s- Quen. Just hotter.” Geralt seems uncomfortable trying to explain, as if he isn’t quite sure how it works himself. Geralt sighs, shushing them when Jaskier stirs and nuzzles into his neck, seeking warmth. “How long was I out?”
“Almost a month, give or take a couple days. Really scared the shit out of us, you know.” It’s the closest Lambert will get to saying he was worried, but Geralt hears the meaning all the same. Eskel waves a hand, as if wiping away the past month of worry.
“Just glad to have you back, wolf. Took a while." It sounds like a statement, but Geralt can tell they want to know more and he feels it's only right to share what he can.
"The strain of holding all the energy in the shield was… It's- I'm not sure how to explain. Imagine holding a shield against a bomb, and then multiplying it by a hundred."
"That's… near impossible, even for me." Eskel frowns, trying to imagine holding that much energy for as long as Geralt did. 
"I didn't think it would work." Geralt admits, glancing back toward the fire. "Channeling all the energy back out through the shield to release it put me into an immediate meditative state. Most of my major organs shut down and my heart nearly stopped. I used the- safety net to draw energy into my body again. Just enough to keep my heart going and kickstart my major organs until the snow melted or you guys came back."
"I think that's the most you've ever said." Lambert jumps when Jaskier speaks, but Geralt doesn't seem surprised and Eskel hides his reaction much better. 
"You weren't awake to say it for me." Geralt replies, and Jaskier chuckles quietly.
"Could you show me the shield again? On just your hand?"
Geralt grimaces, reaching out and concentrating. The same barrier as before spreads across his hand, but it's weak, and Geralt lets it drop quickly. "It's usually for emergencies only."
"Think I could try?" Eskel seems almost excited about doing something different with his signs, and Geralt lifts a shoulder to say why not? 
"If anyone can figure out how I've done it, it would be you."
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secrets and lies
Aaron Hotchner and Y/N Y/L/N haven’t seen each other since Y/N mysteriously dropped out of Law School right before finals. 16 years later and the meet again as she joins his team at the BAU. Will Aaron finally find out why she left? (set around season 6 time) 
aaron hotchner x reader 
warnings: some swearing and mentions of murder, just your usual criminal minds antics 
a/n - I haven’t written in so long so apologise if it’s not great :) also I have no idea how law school in America works so apologise for any inconsistencies there 
                                                                *
“You have an excellent record Agent (Y/L/N), the BAU would be lucky to have you.” 
She scanned over your file one last time before settling it on her desk, turning her eyes to you. 
“I’m grateful for the opportunity maam” her eyes seemed to stare through you, sizing you up and you shifted slightly in your seat. 
“Good. I’m sure you’ll fit right in, with such an impressive history. You’ll start with Agent Hotchner’s team monday morning.” 
One mention of his name and it felt like your heart stopped. No, this had to be some sort of mistake. 
“Is something wrong, Agent (Y/L/N)?” Her brows furrowed in concern, no doubt noticing the sudden tension that seemed to fill your whole body.
“No, it’s just … when I applied for this job I was told I would be placed on Agent Walters team maam.” please let it be a mistake. Please. 
“I’m afraid you were misinformed. This position is on Agent Hotchner's team. Will that be a problem for you?” 
YES 
“No, not at all. Thank you so much, for this opportunity.” 
FUCK
                                                               *
Just open the door. It’s simple. Just push the door open and walk in. He’s probably not even here. And if he is, he probably wouldn’t even recognise you. Or even remember you. Yeah … 
Fuck 
“Hi!” you jump as someone taps your shoulder, clutching your chest as your heart thunders against it “Oh my god i’m so sorry!” 
You turn, coming face to face with quite possibly the most vibrant woman you have ever met. She offers you a tentative smile, her eyes full of concern, scanning your face for any sign of anger or fear. 
“I’m so sorry,” she reaches out a hand and lays it on your shoulder, “are you alright?” 
“Yes. Sorry. Lost in my own head.” 
She appears relieved, happy she didn’t cause any permanent damage. 
‘Hi, I’m Penelope Garcia” She reaches out a hand for you to shake, her smile returning tenfold. It almost seems to emanate light, like she makes everything around her shine. It was infectious, and you soon found yourself with a similar smile on your face, all awkwardness forgotten 
“Y/N Y/L/N” 
Her eyes seem to triple in size at the mention of your name, her grip on your hand tightening. 
“Oh my gosh you’re the new agent! I just saw your name come through on the system. It’s so great to meet you. I’m Penelope Garcia, the technical analyst,” She’s shaking your hand again, this time quite vigorously, “Come on, let me introduce you to the rest of the team.” taking the hand she was shaking she now leads you through the impenetrable glass doors and into the bullpen. 
“Guy, come meet (Y/N)!” with her free hand she waves at a group of agents all huddled around one person's desk. At her call they all turn to look at you, and all of a sudden the anxiety of meeting new people suddenly overwhelms the fear of meeting an old friend. “She’s the newest addition to our wonderful team.” 
Quite suddenly you're enveloped by a swarm of agents, all introducing themselves to you, asking you about your past, your family, your life. And it’s nice. Overwhelming, but nice. They’re all so friendly, and you can tell they’re all so close. Like a family. It puts you at ease and soon you’re laughing along with them. 
“Have I missed a memo or something?” 
The voice comes from behind you, and it feels like someone is pouring a bucket of ice cold water down your back. You feel the tension come flooding back and you daren’t turn around. 
“Hotch, have you met the agent joining our team?” 
Everyone is staring at you, expectant. Your move. 
Just turn around. Get it over with. Like ripping off a plaster.
You can feel his eyes on you, burning holes into your back. JUST TURN AROUND
You turn around. 
“Hey Aaron.” 
                                                                 *
You could practically hear the gears turning in everyone's heads. 
You knew Hotch? How did you know Hotch? HOTCH HAD A LIFE BEFORE THE BAU? 
You drowned them out, focusing entirely on Aaron. For a moment, you could see every emotion on his face, written plainly for you to read. The fear, the surprise … the regret. You always were good at reading him. A moment later he was back to his cold exterior. Unreadable. Unknowable. 
All at once his body jumped into motion. He moved the last few steps towards you, reaching out his hand hesitantly, as if not quite sure how to approach this situation. 
How do you approach this situation? If only he knew just how weird it was 
You took his hand, it practically enveloped yours, and it was so warm, familiar - 
PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER 
“It’s good to see you again (Y/N)” 
“Likewise” 
The stares of the other agents came from all sides, clearly trying to decipher just what was happening here. The silence was deafening, the noise of the bustling bullpen just background to the tension and confusion mounting in this one area. You were just waiting for the first brave agent to speak up, to ask the question they all wanted to know the answer to. 
“So how do you two -”
BEEP BEEP 
The shrill sound of the tech analysts phone thankfully cuts off the question that Agent Prentiss had begun to ask. 
“Sorry guys, guess the getting to know you party’s over, we have a case” says Penelope, pouting slightly. 
Ahh saved by the bell 
Despite this, no one seems quite ready to leave just yet, much more happy to linger here and figure out this puzzle. It’s Aaron who moves first. 
“You’re welcome to sit this one out if you want to get acquainted with your surroundings first.” 
“Thank you, Aaron, but I’m ready. Let's get to work.” 
He throws you a swift nod and moves past you, climbing the stairs to the walkway above. Slowly, the other agents follow suit, until you’re left alone with Penelope. 
“Hey, are you alright?” she gently rests a hand on your shoulder, “You seem tense?” 
“I’m fine,” you shake your head, trying to clear the thoughts racing through it, “Just first day jitters.” 
She offers you a small smile, satisfied with your answer. You can tell she’s just dying to ask how you know Aaron, but not quite sure how to bring it up, like she doesn’t want to hurt your feelings. 
“We knew each other. In law school. In case you were wondering.” 
“Have you seen him since?” 
“Nope. 16 years since I last saw him.” sixteen very long years
You can tell she knows there’s more to it, but she doesn’t want to push. Not on your first day. You expect that in a couple weeks you will be grilled in depth about your relationship with Aaron, what he was like in College, how well you knew him. But for now she simply nods, happy with this snippet of information she will likely file away and research as soon as she gets back to her office. 
“Come with me Agent (Y/L/N), we have a case to solve.” 
                                                                 *
The case was pretty standard, If you could call a case that. 5 women had been murdered, all brunets, all young and attractive. No doubt some sick bastard had been dumped or rejected at some point in their miserable lives and decided to take it out on anyone who looked the slightest bit like her.  All you had to do was catch him. “From looking at the geographical profile I've deduced that his comfort zone is between these three points, so the odds are that he lives somewhere in here.” “We could increase police presence in these neighbourhoods, might make -" 
you missed the end of the police chiefs sentence as you felt your phone vibrate in your pocket. 
INCOMING CALL: SOFIA
You feel someone's eyes on you and look up to see Aaron’s questioning gaze. You flash the phone at him and he simply nods his head. You slip quietly from the room, trying not to pull any attention away from the discussion happening around the table, and duck into an alcove. 
“Hey sweetie”
“Hey mom.” 
“Is everything alright?” 
“Yeah, I just wanted to say goodnight. How’s the case going?” 
“It’s good. Well, not good, but it’s certainly going.” you can feel those eyes on you again, and you resist the temptation to look round. Not now, please not now
“Well, I don’t want to keep you if you’re busy, just wanted to touch base.” 
“Ok, well goodnight sweetie, I’ll see you soon. Love you”
“Love you too. Oh and mom.” 
“Yeah?” 
“Kick some bad guy ass.” You laugh at that
“Ok, I will certainly try.” You hang up the phone, still grinning slightly as you glance at the picture on the screen. You and Sofia had spent the day at the beach and she had snapped a picture of the two of you as the sun set, ice creams in hand. You missed her. 
There was a flurry of movement from the room you had just left, everyone grabbing their things and moving to the exit. 
“What’s happening?” you managed to snag Reid’s arm as he walked past. By the look on his face it wasn’t good. 
“They’ve found another body.” 
You felt your stomach drop. You weren’t smiling anymore. 
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Dumped. Like trash. Just something to be thrown away. That’s what he thought of these women. You stared at her body, all crumpled on the floor and you felt the anger bubbling in your stomach. If you stared long enough she started to look like Sofia. A bit older, a bit taller. But the similarities were still there. 
You closed your eyes, shaking your head slightly, trying to clear yourself of that mental image. 
No. She’s at home. Safe. 
“Are you alright?” He’s looking at you with that air of concern again and it’s almost too much. You can't bring yourself to look in his eyes, instead opting to look at the wall just over his shoulder. 
“Yeah I’m fine.”
“If you need a minute, a break…”
“I’ll be fine Aaron.” You look at him then, feel the full force of his gaze and it overwhelms you. He can see it in your eyes. His eyebrows furrow and you can see he’s trying to read you, trying to figure out just what's wrong.
Everything. Everything’s wrong. And you don’t even know . 
You feel the tears start to well in your eyes and you force yourself to look away. You can see out the corner of your eye as he begins to reach for you and you hold up your hand. 
Please no. Don’t touch me. I don’t think I could bare it. Then it would be real.
“I’m fine Aaron. Really. It’s just a lot is all.”
“(Y/N) -” 
You walk away before he can probe any deeper, moving to the mouth of the alley, breathing deep from the crisp night air. The tears still sit, threatening to fall and you try to hold them back. 
Not here. Not now. Keep yourself together. 
You feel him coming up behind you again, and you spin, your fear and sadness turning to anger. 
“Aaron I said I’m fine -” 
“Woah don’t shoot it’s just me.” You see Prentiss holding her hands in mock surrender. She lowers them, huffing out a laugh, but regarding you with that self same look of concern. 
What is this look? A BAU special?
“I’d ask you if you’re alright but I don’t especially feel like getting my head blown off. That being said … Are you ok?”
Just like she did a moment ago you let out a small laugh, shaking your head slightly. 
“Oh god, this isn’t a great first impression is it?” You feel like an idiot. You’re first day and already you’re practically having a breakdown. 
“Don’t worry about it. We all have our moments, our limits. It’s what makes us human.” She lays a comforting hand on your shoulder. 
You can see why they’re all so close. They look out for one another. See when one is hurting. Like a family. 
Family. 
“We’ll get him you know.” She pulls you from your thoughts and you glance back to her, eyes focussing on the here and now. 
“I know.” 
You share a small smile and you begin to truly believe it. 
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And catch him you did. You had figured out he was stalking and abducting women from their homes. He saw them at work, in a coffee shop, at the mall. One look and he already knew he wanted to kill them. The trick was finding them after he had abducted them. And without any physical evidence to even hint to who this man might be it seemed an impossible task. 
But he slipped up. He left a trace. Whether that was the increased police presence, the fact that the FBI were there or just the fact that he was getting sloppy. It didn’t matter. You had DNA. And a name. 
Charles Manes. We're coming for you. 
For a man unhinged he was surprisingly easy to take down. He just gave himself up, that shit eating grin on his face as he did it. The last woman he had abducted was laying on the floor, bound and gagged. You ran over to her, pulling the rope from her body and helping her to sit up. She began sobbing and you held her against you as she cried, rubbing soothing circles on her back. 
“You’re ok. You’re safe now.” 
The paramedics took her from you and led her outside, ready to take her to the hospital. You followed after, stopping by the front door and leaning against the frame, taking a moment. You felt a presence beside you and turned to see Rossi watching her get loaded into the ambulance. 
“We did good.” he said, not even glancing towards you, “She’ll be alright.” 
“Eventually.” You took a deep sigh, feeling yourself start to relax. A commotion made you both look and you saw Charles fighting with the officers trying to load him into the police car. It seemed Aaron saw too as in a flash he was by their side, helping to get him in without causing any more damage. 
You felt your body tense, felt Rossi glance at you questioningly. 
“Everything alright agent?” 
How do they do this? They barely even know me! Stupid profilers. 
“Never better.” You said, glancing back at him over your shoulder as you made your way to the SUV’s, to the rest of the team. 
“We got him,” Prentiss clapped you on the shoulder as you passed, headed to the second SUV, “let’s go home.” 
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You had to admit, travelling by jet was quite the experience. What wasn’t as fancy was the great pile of paperwork waiting for you at the other end. You’d only just started but already you were swamped. 
You sat at your desk. Penelope had laid out your things whilst you all were away. “I just wanted you to feel more at home here when you got back”. It was sparse, but functional. She had even left you a post-it note with a cute message on and a unicorn stress toy, “You didn’t have any pictures, so I wanted to liven the place up a bit, I hope you like it.” 
Right. No pictures. Wonder why. 
The paperwork loomed and you tried to stay focused, eager to go home, but as the words began to merge into one another you knew it was time for coffee. 
Another long night it is then. 
You thought about calling Sofia, letting her know you would be late back. Would she even still be up? Who are you kidding, of course she is. 
Might as well call her. A break from paperwork might do me some good. 
You reached into your desk drawer to take out your phone. 
“Y/N can I speak to you for a moment in my office?” 
Maybe not then. 
He was looking down at you from the walkway, not quite meeting your eyes. He seemed fidgety, like he couldn't decide whether to cross his arms or put them in his pockets or lean against the bannister. 
Nervous. Interesting. 
“Of course.” You walked up the stairs to where he stood and he motioned for you to go inside and take a seat. He lingered by the door for a moment before pushing it closed and making his way around the desk and sitting in his chair, hands steepled before him on the desk. He regarded you for a moment and you felt your heart skip. It felt like he was x raying you, like he could see into your mind, into the thoughts racing about in there. You shifted uncomfortably in your seat, trying to escape his gaze, or at least prompt him into talking. Anything to break the silence. 
“I just wanted to check in on you, your first case and all. You’ve done some exceptional work and I can see you being an excellent asset to this team.” 
“Thank you. I can see that I’m going to enjoy working with this team.” 
He simply nodded, nothing more to say, but you could see in his face he wasn’t done. Not really. 
Is that really all you want to say? Come on Aaron spit it out. I can see it in your eyes. Maybe this will make it easier on the both of us, if we just blurt out what we have to say at the same time. Or would that wreck you even more? Either way I’m the bad guy. But I can’t keep this to myself. You need to know. You want to know. So just ask. 
“Why did you leave?” he blurted it out suddenly and it shocked you, and by the look on his face it shocked him too 
“I’m sorry what?” 
He gained back some of his composure, steeling himself before asking again.
“Why did you leave law school. Right before finals you just up and left. No letters, no reason just there one minute gone the next. I tried to find out something, anything but no one knew-” You could tell he was working his way up to something. 
Come on. Ask me. Make this easier on me. Blame yourself, so when I tell you the truth it will hurt less. Because you know why. Or at least part of it. 
“If you left because of what I did I’m sorry. I never meant to hurt you. I never meant to drive you away. It was stupid and immature and if that is why I am truly sorry.” 
Oh god, I thought if I heard you admit it, it wouldn’t hurt as much to tell you the truth. To hurt you like you did me. But it’s worse, so much worse. Because you’re sorry. And I’m the villain. The one who didn’t tell you. 
You could feel the tears falling down your face, slipping onto the hands wound tightly in your lap. His face was breaking too, and you couldn’t bare to look at it a moment longer.  
“Y/N -” he reached across the desk for you but you held up your hand to stop him, just like in the alleyway. 
“Please. Don’t.”
“If this is because of me I’m so sorry. If you want I can get you a transfer. If you can’t work with me we can sort this out.”
That's right, the cowards way out. Just keep avoiding this conversation till you eventually die. 
Just tell him. Get it over with. Rip off the bandaid. 
“Please stop. Just stop. It’s not your fault. I mean, it was, partly, but it wasn’t. And when I tell you why you will probably hate me, and can take that. I deserve it. And if you want to transfer me out, get rid of me I understand. But when you left me, to go back to Haley it broke me. I hated you. I hated you with everything I had and I thought the best way to punish you was to just not tell you. But over the years I’ve realised how stupid I was, how selfish and foolish I was to not tell you. All because of some petty relationship drama.”
His look of confusion morphed into one of understanding and horror. Like he had connected the dots in his head but wasn’t quite ready to admit to what they all added up to. He was as far away from you as possible. Like you stood before him with a bomb and he was waiting for it to go off. And you were. 
“I was pregnant Aaron. I was pregnant and I never told you. I just left. And I’m so sorry.” 
Your whole body was shaking as you dissolved fully into tears, not daring to look at him, to no doubt see the anger and the disgust written on his face. Disgust at how stupid and selfish you were. 
Not telling someone they have a daughter. How evil can you be. 
You heard your name spoken softly from the chair beside you. You hadn’t even seen him get up. But he reached for you again, and this time you let him, let him pull you into his arms, rest your head against his chest as you cried and cried, spilling tears onto his white shirt. He rested his chin on top of your head, rubbing soothing circles onto your back, rocking you slightly. 
No. This is wrong. This is all wrong. You should hate me for what I’ve done, I’m despicable. 
“Aaron.” You brought your head up from his chest, finally looking at his face. He didn’t look angry or disgusted, he just looked … sad.  
“It’s alright.” He gently brushed some of the tears from your face, one hand coming to rest on your cheek, “It’s ok.” 
“It’s not ok Aaron. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry I kept this from you.” 
The hand on your cheek fell away, coming to rest instead on your hand, holding it in his. 
“You must hate me.” 
“I don’t hate you.” 
“Well I hate myself.” 
“This isn’t your fault”
“Isn’t it?” 
“I screwed up. We both did. But I made you feel like you couldn’t tell me about this. I drove you away and I broke your heart. We both made mistakes. But we can fix them now.”
The way he said, the way he seemed to stare into your soul, made you truly believe you could. 
“Tell me about them. Tell me everything.” 
And so you did. You told him everything about Sofia. How excited she was to go into her junior year next year. How she liked to eat pancakes on saturdays and drink tea because it made her feel fancy. You told him how she cries at soppy movies and how you would always make time for mother daughter dates. And he listened to every moment of it, every little detail. And it pained you that he never knew any of this. That he never got to see her grow up. But maybe now he could get some of that time back. Still have a relationship, make some memories with her. 
“I want to meet her.” 
“I want that too.” 
And you felt some understanding pass between the two of you. That whatever had happened in the past was over with. Now, what was important, more than anything else, was family. 
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Being Human - Chapter 19
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Summary : The group goes back to Subcon... And discovers a terrible sight. Also available on AO3 : https://archiveofourown.org/works/24826561/chapters/71797488
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Chapter 19 - “Send me back there!”  
Snatcher didn’t want to believe it. It was the materialization of his nightmares, of all he had started to fear the very instant he was back in his old body- This couldn’t be happening, no, not this way!
And yet, here it was, right in front of his eyes. The moment he saw that white stain slowly progressing through his territory, his heart had stopped beating, the air got stuck in his throat… And it was like a bucket of icy water had been thrown on his now trembling shoulders. He was not ready for any of this to happen.
This was the worst-case scenario.
Suddenly, memories of what had become of Subcon after he managed to flee the manor came back to him, blinding him from how intense they were. Visions of frozen corpses, dwellers stuck into ice forever and killed for a second time, all souls drained away from a village that was once so full of life, a wave of cold and death transforming Subcon Village and Subcon Forest into forgotten places, devastated places.
And now, his minions and other dwellers were in danger again, at the mercy of what was left of a crazy Queen- one he hadn’t had the courage to kill when he could have done so. Fear had always paralyzed him, the thought of facing Her again, after all these years, after everything that had happened, after everything he had been forced to go through… He couldn’t, he just couldn’t imagine that!
But despite this… Snatcher still had a kingdom to save- his kingdom and all of its undead inhabitants. And so, without hesitation but still with a deadly pale face, the man turned to the little girls, an expression of panic clearly visible on his features:
-“Send me back there!” he yelled at them, urging them to help him to save Subcon. Without thinking much either, the kids nodded with determination and dashed into different directions, most likely to bring weapons and such with them. The bow-wearing child ran to the machine room while the hatted brat ran to her bedroom. The young man glanced back at Moonjumper next to him, whose eyes were still fixed on the white stains representative of Vanessa’s intrusion in Subcon.
-“Hey!” he called out to his counterpart -this wasn’t the time to be stuck in thoughts!-, quickly catching the other’s attention. Soon, two very panicked eyes settled on him, and Snatcher couldn’t really blame him.
He was rather terrified, himself.
-“Can you fight?” he asked the one who had stolen his corpse, despite already knowing the answer. He had witnessed the corpse’s powers and how devastating they could be- Moonjumper had even destroyed some part of his forest at some point! But still… He had to make sure. Against a strong and unpredictable opponent such as Vanessa, they couldn’t allow themselves to take any risks… And anyone ready to fight her was more than welcome.
Unsurprisingly, the corpse paled even more than what he already was, his eyes widening in terror and his mouth gaping as he struggled to find an answer. But then again… The young man was scared to death too. Ha.
Not the time for puns.
-“I…” Moonjumper gulped down saliva he didn’t even need, looking away : “Yes,” he answered, his tone trembling and hesitant : “Yes, I… I can.”
-“Will you?” wondered Snatcher with a lower tone, directly addressing how scared the corpse seemed to be at the idea of facing Vanessa. He… Was giving him a choice, sort of. He knew the time was not for choices, but… He knew what it was like to be pushed into fighting when one wasn’t ready for it. It was exactly what his counterpart had done when it came to relearning how to summon his fire.
And Snatcher didn’t want to do that himself.
Moonjumper seemed to catch this and guilt crossed his features, frowning as he looked away once more. Eventually, not saying another word… Moonjumper nodded. Fear was still very much visible on his face and from his body language… But he seemed more determined than before, as if Snatcher’s questions had made him realize something.
-“This is my home too,” said the other, gravely: “I’ll do what it takes to protect it. You can count on me.”
The young man nodded, a wave of relief hitting him. The thought of facing Vanessa was not an easy one… But knowing he wouldn’t be alone made the whole thing less… Unbearable, somehow. At least, they had more chances than if he had gone there alone.
Just as he finished this train of thoughts, the little girls came back running, both carrying things with them. The hatted brat was the first one to reach them, holding her own blue umbrella and the other’s pink umbrella… As well as a baseball bat, which she handed to him.
-“You’ll need this,” she told him. He was about to refuse… But he interrupted himself: she was right. His powers were too weak to be used in a fight. Sure, he could summon little flames, but this was hardly anything compared to the Queen’s blizzard. No, if they wanted to have a chance to fight her… They’d have to use their brains and physical weapons. While magic wasn’t completely out of the line thanks to Moonjumper… He knew what Vanessa was capable of, and didn’t want to take any risks. And so… He took the baseball bat, holding it in front of him. It was… Rather heavy, but in a way… That only reminded him of his old sword training. Sure, it had been quite a long time since then, but… Perhaps it would be similar.
At the same moment, the bow-wearing kid stopped to them, holding in her arms… The Time Piece? What did she want to do with it ?
The little girl seemed to catch the question in his expression and lifted the powerful hourglass as she spoke:
-“We didn’t have the time to modify it,” she explained, her expression serious: “but it might be useful to us if we ever get in trouble. Hat and I will use it in that case.”
Snatcher nodded and once more asked the brats to teleport them down there. And, in the click of a button… It was done. Of course, the previous Prince felt terrible from the teleportation, his stomach threatening to make him throw up… But he didn’t have the time to worry about that. When he was finally able to look around him, what he saw turned his blood to ice.
The group had appeared in the swamp area… But it barely looked like it anymore. The swamp had been completely frozen, hands coming out of the surface, turned into immobile ice statues. The trees had lost all of their purple hues, looking white from the snow and ice that had now covered everything. It was hard to tell the difference between the ground and the frozen swamp, but for the members of the group, this wasn’t impossible. They knew the forest quite well, after all, especially Snatcher. Still, the sight that was in front of them was terrifying. It was snowing, a lot of flakes falling and making it hard to see what was far away. Furthermore, it was cold, very cold… And the three humans couldn’t help but shiver from how low the temperature was.
But it wasn’t like they had had the time to prepare for such a situation.
-“Where are the subconites? What about the dwellers?” asked the bow-wearing kid, horrified by what she was seeing. Snatcher couldn’t blame her: he was, too.
-“Hiding, or…” Or frozen to death. Again. He didn’t finish his sentence, and no one insisted. The rest was just painfully obvious.
The man tightened his grip on the baseball bat. His old self would have never even thought of hurting Vanessa in any way, especially physical- but things had changed. A kingdom had been lost. People had been killed. Children had been murdered.
Things were much, much more different now.
-“Let’s go,” he murmured darkly, his voice barely audible through the wind and snow… But it seemed enough, and the group started to walk, careful of where they put their feet. Who knew what could be hiding below the snow…
-“Should we split ?” asked the hatted brat, glancing at her contractual BFF: “We don’t know where she is, or what she’s planning to do…”
The former spirit wanted to tell her this was a bad idea, considering the strengths and powers of their enemy… But he couldn’t find any good alternative. He knew she was right, the Forest was big enough for her to be anywhere. It would be like looking for a needle in a haystack… Considering their lack of time, they needed to be quick to find her and neutralize her, in whatever way they could, temporarily… Or permanently.
-“Fine,” he agreed reluctantly: “We’ll have more chances on finding her that way.”
-“Are you sure?” asked Moonjumper, visibly against that idea: “We know what she’s capable of. If we split up, we need a way to alert the other group if something goes wrong.”
The corpse had a point, and the group thought for a moment. But soon enough, the face of the bow-wearing child lightened up, as if she just had a revelation. She lifted her umbrella as she opened her mouth, decided to explain her idea:
-“What if we used our projectile badges?” she offered, pulling a badge out of the pocket of her jacket, before replacing one of those already in place on her weapon: “If something happens, we can give the other group a signal. That way, we’ll know if one group found her, or needs help.”
The entire team nodded, and Snatcher was rather surprised: this… Was a very good idea, actually. But…
-“So that means you won’t be together, then,” pointed out Moonjumper before he was able to, gesturing at the two: “That… Reassures me, in a way,” he admitted, looking away: “I don’t like the idea of you two going out alone and risking to fight her. She’s stronger than she looks.”
It was easy to see that his contractual friend wasn’t happy with his words, but she held her tongue. She was probably remembering their trip to the manor, and how scared they had been. Here again, he couldn’t blame them. Vanessa was terrifying after all.
-“Yeah,” she eventually sighed, though it was easy to say she was trying her best not to show arrogance or imprudence. The situation was too serious for that. However, she thought for a moment, before glancing back to the previous Prince:
-“Bow should go with you,” she suddenly told him, lost in thoughts.
-“Why?” he retorted, a bit lost. To be completely honest, he had expected her to go with him, considering there had always been some kind of rival complicity between them. So, it was safe to say he was a little surprised by her suggestion.
-“Bow has the Time Piece with her,” she replied, gesturing to her friend, who soon elaborated on that point:
-“It’s the best defense we have,” she explained, lifting the Hourglass as she spoke: “If something happens to one of us, I can rewind time and change the course of events.”
Snatcher had no problem figuring out what the two children had really meant, and he narrowed his eyes in response. Now that he was a human, unable to use his magic except for summoning a small flame, he was pretty much harmless against Vanessa, even with a baseball bat. This was their nice way of saying “you can’t fight so this will help you to stay alive”, and this honestly infuriated him. He was not useless, he was not weak!
… But as much as he wanted to argue, Subcon was still very much in danger, and they already lost so much time deciding of their plan. There was no time for bickering when half of the Forest had already been frozen, from what they had been able to see so far. Maybe more, now.
-“Okay, fine,” he grunted, before gesturing to where his home was. There was a possibility Vanessa was looking for him there, so this would most likely be the first strategic place to invest : “We’ll check my tree first, then the Subcon ruins. As for you, check the Subcon Well and the village. If you see anyone, tell them to hide until we get rid of that… Infestation,” he spat.
-“Very well,” answered Moonjumper, nodding with determination. The hatted brat imitated him, and wished them luck. The duo then got to work, leaving them to go search for any clue leading them to Vanessa. It was hard to find her in all this snow, in this blizzard… And it was so cold, it was hard to focus.
The bow-wearing kid was the one to pull him out of his thoughts, patting him on the side. The contact immediately brought him back to reality.
-“Let’s go,” she offered, decided to find their enemy despite the unnatural icy cold of the Forest. Snatcher merely nodded in response and the two of them left to explore the places they had in mind. It was, however… Much harder than they had first thought, and especially what Snatcher had had in mind. First, he had had to come to the fact that a large part of his kingdom had been affected by now. The snow was deep, showing it had been snowing a lot for a while now. The places were desert. His home had been entirely covered in snow, the furniture barely noticeable under the thick layer of flakes. No matter how much they looked around them, they couldn’t discern any suspicious silhouette in their surroundings, and they couldn’t hear anything either. All they could perceive was the sound of their own footsteps in the snow, which was crackling under their shoes. Snatcher’s feet were wet, his sneakers not adapted to this type of weather at all. The little girl accompanying him seemed to be fine in that regard, though she was holding the Time Piece against her, probably because she was cold. Well, he was too.
-“You seeing anything?” he asked her, narrowing his eyes as he tried to see what was in front of them, the falling snow making it hard to detect anything at all.
-“No,” she admitted, her teeth chattering as she held the magical Hourglass closer: “I don’t think we’ll find her here.”
The former ghost frowned, but nodded nonetheless. He had been so sure they would find her there… After all, if she wanted to find him, wouldn’t it make sense to check his home first ? Then again, the place was already covered in snow which, when he thought about it… Showed that she had already been there before. And now, there was no sign of the Ice Queen there. Plus… Did she really know who he became after his death? Why his corpse had disappeared from the cellar? Did she put two and two and figured out the other ghost haunting the forest was the Prince she had murdered? She was so unstable… It was hard to figure out what she was thinking.
The new team moved in direction of the Subcon ruins. Just like his home, the landscape had been more than affected by Vanessa’s passage. The buildings were all covered in snow, now deeper than ever. Maybe she had been there before, but it wasn’t the case anymore. The place was deserted. Sure, Subcon Forest had become quite the deserted place after Vanessa’s outburst, but this was a whole new level. There weren’t any spiders, any subconites, any dwellers… Any lifeform, whether alive or undead, had left this place.
They were the only ones near the Ruins, he was sure of it. A sneeze forced his mind back to reality, his body contorting as he expulsed the air out of his lungs. Ugh… It was getting very, very cold, and Snatcher couldn’t feel his feet or his fingers anymore. His body hurt, like a burn, but in a whole, new different way.
Something that only reminded him of terrible memories.
He glanced to the kid next to him, who had stepped away to search around the Ruins. Her face was getting… A bit blue, and she was definitely trembling. Now Snatcher was not an expert in human health or their abilities in surviving in extreme conditions, but he had seen enough as a ghost to know it was bad. And as a human… Well, he had had the opportunity to find out through real experiences.
-“Kiddo ?” he called out to her, only to find out his voice was rasp from the cold. His throat hurt, the icy air burning his throat and his lungs. They needed to find Vanessa, and quick… Otherwise, they’d turn into ice cubes before getting the chance to fight her. And, more seriously, they needed to find her while they were still able to move and fight. Otherwise… Well, being too cold to move would just make the fight even more unbalanced than it already was.
The bow-wearing child lifted her head at his call, having found nothing of interest either. She came back to him, some ice hanging from her nose. Heck, they really needed to find something, anything!
-“You okay?” he asked, without any hint of sarcasm or mockery this time. The situation was too serious for that.
-“Yeah,” she answered, probably lying: “You?” she asked back, worry clearly visible on her face.
-“I’m fine,” he lied too, though it was not really out of worry for her, but more about preserving what was left of his pride. He was not weak, he could do this, no, he had to!
-“I wonder if they found something…” added the little girl, rubbing her hands together as she looked around them, hoping to find a sign. But nothing came: “Where should we look, now?” she asked expectantly, though he could see that she was definitely tensed. Who knew how long they’d be able to stay and continue their search with such low temperatures…
Snatcher still took the time to think about her question. If he ever chose the wrong place again, then… Then they might be too cold to be able to fight, should they find her after that. They could look around the bridge, but this wouldn’t make much sense. Why would Vanessa go back ? No, she couldn’t possibly be there, and she apparently wasn’t where the other two we-
However, before he was able to finish that train of thought… A loud sound echoed around them, making the ground shake a little. Snatcher’s heart missed a bit for a second, and he looked around him, panicked. Was it Her? Was she there, ready to attack them? What else could it- His thoughts fell silent as he noticed the little girl pointing at the sky. Careful, slowly, his eyes followed her arm, then her hand, then her pointing finger… Until he noticed a large white beam illuminating the whole Forest like a new Sun, before slowly disappearing as if it had never been there in the first place.
Silence fell between the two as they had to process this terrible realization.
The hatted brat and Moonjumper had used the signal, they were in trouble, they needed help… But this wasn’t all it meant, no… Far from it.
This also meant they had found Vanessa.
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Oh boy, another cliffhanger :)c I sure wonder what's going to happen... Thank you so much for your patience and your support, it means a lot to me. "Being Human" now has more views than "Reliving An Old Nightmare", and it's really an accomplishment for me, as it means I'm getting better at writing stories. Thank you for helping me improve, really.
See you guys on the next chapter ! Stay safe everyone !
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Bitter Memories
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First of all I'd like to thank @bnhabookclub for allowing me to join their server, thanks to them I got the chance to meet so much wonderful people that helped me out with this request. I'd like to thank @honeytama and @samanthaa-leanne for beta-reading this for me as well! You guys were some great help!
Now time for some sibling bonding between The birdbrain and his baby chick!
Warnings: MANGA SPOILERS, INJURIES, MENTIONS OF ABUSE, MENTIONS OF ALCOHOL, ANGST, FLUFF.
Your lungs felt like they were burning with each step you took, blood pressure reaching a terrifying level from the adrenaline running through your veins in a desperate attempt to reach a certain room.
The only command your brain seemed to understand was to look for HIM.
If there was something you absolutely despised was hospitals, the smell of medicine that overwhelmed your nostrils was despicable, hearing the wails of people as they lost a loved one always sent shivers through anyone's spine.
You rushed to the main desk, slamming both hands in front of the receptionist before asking for Takami Keigo's room, at first she only gave you a look, believing you were nothing more than a fangirl who happened to find out the winged hero had arrived to the hospital due to his injuries from the last mission. 
Imagine her surprise when you showed her an ID with the same last name as the current number two hero, that seemed to do the trick as she swiftly began tapping away on her computer with nothing but embarrassment on her face at the idea she almost told one of the hero's relatives to scram.
She didn't bother to say anything as she saw you running away to see him as soon as you were told in which room he was recovering.
The sound of your own heartbeat felt so loud and heavy against your ears it could almost be heard by anyone who happened to get close, the few nurses, doctors and patients that happened to pass by only say a blur passing them like a gust of wind. 
Nothing mattered to you in that moment but a single goal, to find your older brother. 
Hawks may be a pain in the ass most of the time who's always teasing you or trying to scare away any guy who happened to look in your direction for more than two minutes. 
He may have abandoned you with that pair of alcoholics you had the unfortunate luck of call "parents".
He may have left you behind all those years to become a hero.
But in the end he was still your older brother, the same dork that kept trying and trying to spend time with his little sister, even despite the may times his calls were ignored and sent over to voicemail. The same guy who got nothing but corn chips as birthday and christmas gifts and posted it on his twitter account with a smile at his sister's antics.
The same guy who had your back during that mission where you got severely injured, and that almost cost you the one thing that allowed Takami Y/N to follow the path of a hero...your wings.
Doors kept going and going one after another in a seemingly endless row as you ran around the halls.
424...425...426....
426! That was the number! The words "Takami Keigo" written neatly underneath.
You stood in place for a minute....gasping for air and feeling like someone had rubbed sandpaper inside your throat from how parched it felt, but that didn't matter in that moment, the only thing that really mattered was knowing your brother would be alright.
Knocking gently on the door before stepping inside didn't prepare you for the sight laid in front of your eyes.
There in a hospital bed sat your brother looking outside through the window, bandages littered almost his whole body as well as a good portion of his face from the way the left side of his face was also bandaged.
But what really knocked out all of your breath and caused bile to rapidly rise up your throat was the one thing that made people recognize Keigo as one of the best heroes all across Japan, the lack of those beautiful vermilion wings that grew on his back felt like a bucket of iced water had been thrown on your back.
"...Keigo?"
His head, which had been tilted up while admiring the world through the other side of the window, slowly turned back towards you, seeing the left side of his face, including his eye covered in bandages didn't help soothing the growing pit inside your stomach.
Keigo's eyes no longer held that characteristic mischievous energy of his, but they still had faint traces of that comforting warmth he always held for those he held close to him.
"...Y/N?"
Somehow hearing him call out your name instead of that annoying nickname you absolutely despised and he always used just for the sake of riling you up made a huge wave of pain crash into your very soul like a tsunami, never in life did you ever thought there would come a day where not hearing Keigo calling out for his "baby chick" would end up feeling this horribly painful.
Running up towards him caught Keigo off guard, more so when he felt the warmth of your body envelope his upper half and the way your whole body trembled like nothing but a mere leaf in the middle of a storm, somehow it made something inside him break, hands wrapping around your own shoulders to return the embrace before burying his face down.
In that moment Keigo realized just how touch starved he really is, all because of all those years of ruthless and rigorous training his younger self had to endure to become not a hero, but a weapon for a broken system.
"...Was it worth it Y/N?" He murmured sadly in the collar of your sweater, that voice was not Keigo's, but that of a broken man who's life had lost its whole meaning in a matter of hours, after all...that's exactly what happened to him when Dabi burned down his wings to nothing but ashes.
Keigo's words were confusing, but even though you tried to pull away to take a look at him the hold he had on you wouldn't budge.
"What do you mean Keigo?"
His whole body began trembling, for a second it almost seemed like he was the younger brother, the one seeking for the protection one could only get from someone as close as an older sibling.
"I know what you had to endure because of me" each word Keigo muttered made his voice slowly start breaking bit by bit.
"Having to grow up surrounded by trash bags and beer bottles scattered all over the floor, endure all of the yelling and the fighting..." You only held him tighter into your own body, knowing what exactly he was referring to in the first place.
"And after our old man was arrested and Ma left?...you had to deal with that asshole all by yourself 'cause nobody else believed you"
"What are you talking about birdbrain? are you high on morphine or something?" you had a suspicion of where this was going and tried to find a way to change the subject, but Keigo didn't budge one bit.
"Aika, that darned foster sister of yours, I know how much she enjoyed to bother you and make you cry...How she always said your whole family abandoned you"
Of course he knew about that...How the only child of that foster family disliked you, hating the idea of having to share her parents with someone that wasn't even related to them.
Every time Keigo would come to visit she'd try to get his attention, having similar ages made her develop a crush on your brother, and when his visits became less frequent she made it her goal to make your life miserable, spewing cold harsh lies about Keigo getting tired of coming to see you, in the beginning her words would only end up being ignored.
However bit by bit the cruel whispers slowly began digging deep inside your heart, despite knowing she only said those thing to hurt you. It was more painful having to wait for Keigo's visit while sitting outside, sometimes even for hours just to realize he didn't show up that day. 
Even though you tried hard not to, slowly her words began corrupting the image you had of Keigo, until eventually you started becoming bitter towards him. 
It went on for years, and every time you tried telling on her with your foster parents they only brushed it off thinking it was only an exaggeration, Aika was cunning after all and only did this when your parents were not around, or would whisper those cruel words lowly enough for only you to hear.
Aika didn't see it coming when after a fall out with one of her friends, said girl told everything to Hawks after being rescued by the hero during a villain attack, her friend knew you were related to said man because Aika always complained about her annoying foster sister to anybody nearby, much to their annoyance.
Neither she or her family expect the number two hero himself to come into their home shortly shortly after you moved into the dorms, much less with proof and witnesses of everything she had said and done to his sister over the years, saying her parents were upset was putting it low, they were livid to find out what their "sweet" daughter had been doing for years.
The shame when they realized all those claims were true was suffocating, neither of them could even see the hero eye to eye as he gave the young woman a cold harsh glare, all she could do was grit her teeth in rage and shame knowing she had been caught. 
"How did you find out?" Just hearing the name Aika was almost enough to make you want to cry, you'd never forgive that girl as long as you lived...
"I found out through some of her friends, you should have seen their faces when I arrived at their home and confronted her" He chuckled dryly, still bitter at the idea that girl kept bothering you endlessly even after you got accepted into UA.
"You don't have to worry about her anymore baby chick" His hold became softer, and so did the pressure inside your chest when that little nickname came out of his mouth, had he seen the pained smile on your face his brother instincts would have probably kicked in into high alert.
"Just tell me you didn't threaten them" Keigo pulls away to give you an offended look that quickly morphed into a teasing smile.
"What do you take me for? Some kind of monster?" His hands ruffles your hair "I just had a talk with them, besides her parents did more than enough if I do say so myself, you should have seen her face when they took away her car keys, some spoiled brat you had to deal with over the years" 
You huffed in agreement, remembering how she always kept whining to your foster parents to give her money so she could go shopping with her friends, and the glare she sent in your direction if they ever told her to take you along for the day.
"You know, having to deal with our parents and her made me stronger, I may have resented you for a long time Keigo...but I can't really say that I actually hated you in the first place"
His expression changed in an instant, eyebrows furrowed in frustration over the fact you kept trying to lighten the subject.
"Y/N, you were a child, you didn't need to be strong, you needed to be safe and I failed to do the one thing your brother should have done all those years ago, protect his little sister"
The room went silent for a minute, neither you or Keigo said anything else for a while, he knew he was right, you knew he was right, but it's not like you could turn back time to fix everything that went downhill all those years ago...
"I failed you Y/N, but lord help me if I'm not going to make it up to you for everything. Whenever you need help with something, no matter what it is, homework, internships, hiding a body" The last one was obviously a joke by the sound of his voice "just come looking for your big brother"
It was like a switch had been flipped inside your head, all those years of pent up frustration directed towards Keigo disappeared in an instant, even if you tried to force yourself to feel mad it was impossible.
Not like you had anything to be mad about anymore...
"Then...I want to do the same for you birdbrain" Your eyes traveled to the bandages adorning his back, and he knew in that instant where the conversation was heading. Hesitating filled your thought for a minute before mustering enough courage to ask him about it.
"What did the doctors say...about your wings?" 
He didn't answer for some time, and it worried you that somehow the question may have made him upset, but then he finally replied with a tired look on his face.
"They...don't think my wings may grow back again" He sounded lost, and in a way he was, it was because of his quirk that the hero commission took interest in him to begin with, the same reason they took him in to train as one of their best heroes to exist, the very same reason he had left you behind in the first place.
Hawks was their best agent... but now he was Hawks no more, he was just Takami Keigo, nothing more than just another civilian to them, someone that had to be protected from villains. 
The only purpose they had for him was completely gone.
"Is there anything they can try? Maybe Recovery girl can do something about it?" You couldn't let this go so casually, there had to be way to help him out.
"I'm sorry baby chick...but I guess...this is the end for Hawks" His retort was heartbreaking, everything he had worked so hard for was gone in a matter of hours, and there was nothing you could do about it...
There may not be a way to help him out, but there was definitely no way you'd let his legacy die in vain.
"If there's nothing else to help bring them back..." Slowly you started speaking, voice full of determination made Keigo look back at you in surprise once you continued with your speech.
"...Then let me be your wings..."
There might be no way to bring his wings back, but that didn't mean Hawks was gone for good.
You made him a promise you intended to keep no matter what.
No longer after that day filled with pain and tears...years later when a new generation of heroes rose up to protect the world...A new Hawks fleed high through the skies with nothing but a single purpose, her one and only goal was hard, but nothing could bring her down.
To defeat those who brought pain upon this world and protect those people in dire need of help.
If there was something Takami Y/N knew better than anybody was to be strong, and she would use that very same strength she maintained over the years to keep her family's legacy alive.
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