You’ve ruined my life, by not being mine // I love you, it’s ruining my life

laughing at the mid october while its 31st

incase anyone is wondering i am working on labyrinth and silhouettes in the spotlight but its going slow since the muse is not musing i hope to have both updates out by mid october

I feel bad about not being able to put out the final parts but i always struggle with parting with my works but the thing is i’m not going to let myself feel guilty i’ll work on my own time with it

also massive thank yous to everyone who has been patient with the updates i love you and all hugs and forehead kissies to all of you

if you find my muse please send them back my way 😂

Truly the all time funniest writer thing is when you're doing edits and you think to yourself "omg I've got the PERFeCT sentence to add right here!" and then you stick it in all excited, only to find that literally three lines down you have virtually that exact same sentence in the draft already.

incase anyone is wondering i am working on labyrinth and silhouettes in the spotlight but its going slow since the muse is not musing i hope to have both updates out by mid october

I feel bad about not being able to put out the final parts but i always struggle with parting with my works but the thing is i’m not going to let myself feel guilty i’ll work on my own time with it

also massive thank yous to everyone who has been patient with the updates i love you and all hugs and forehead kissies to all of you

the delulu is what keeps me alive

they want to take everything away from us

tw: ramble of being clean from s*lf h*rm (no images) just me being a blubbering mess about being ten years clean

just realised something that sent me down a counting spiral, i’m ten years clean. I didn’t think i would be able to do even go by month and i can’t believe its been a decade since i stopped.

at one point i couldn’t fathom stopping being at this milestone

i’m really emotional and i just wish nothing but strength, power and happiness to those struggling with this as well. I hope you triumph over this, i hope you are able to access resources to help you. I hope you find a safe space, people who make you feel safe, seen and heard, i hope they stick by you

brb gonna go cry for my fourteen year old self because she always wondered if there would be a day her arm isn’t littered with fresh scars

[record scratching noises in the writing division of brain]

i'm in a writing mood but as soon as i open a document i'm not in a writing mood anymore

this is the angsty steve x reader x bucky wip

to be mentioned amongst these iconic writers, an honour and just the pat on the back i needed, i’m so glad you enjoy my work💖💖💖

Thank you for this 😭💖🥹💖✨💗🥺✨💖💖

Oh Sebastian Stan!

Does anyone here read any Sebastian/his character fics?

Omg! If so, we should share!

Yes!! I’m always looking for more fan fiction to read!

@navybrat817 is amazing so is @kinanabinks, @pellucid-constellations, @justkending @frostironfudge and @wkemeup just to name a few I’m sure I have more!!

tw: weight loss and healthier lifestyle journey and body dysmorphia issues rant ahead also a side of my cat being sick

i know being healthier is a whole journey and fuck it hurts because i was on a fucking plateau that i broke and then on the travel i couldn’t work out at all cause the travel agent fucked up and gave us the wrong room setting they were small and it was three of us in one with 2 suitcases per person and none of the hotels had gyms, i did walk around quite a bit and okay maybe not the best diet control at the start but fuck staring at the scale once i got back home???? The 5 kg gain is sending me into a spiral and i want to sob into my pillow and i did

It sucks because i worked so fucking hard and i know i should not critique myself or be horrible to me about this lapse but i just i can’t help but stare at my body and see everything is all wrong again and i want to stop this thought process because this is hurting me but i can’t stop it and i needed to vent and my bestie has been great telling me what i need to hear and realise but my mind is so shit to me

on top of that my cat is sick i left him at a pet sitter and he caught a bug and he needs a nebuliser and so many more meds its all making me cry and feel horrible for my baby, he’s been sick on and off and he’s just under 3 years old, they think he might have asthma and also they are testing him for fiv and just a month ago we thought he might be having fhs, i just hope this is an respiratory infection which clears and he foesnt have fiv or fhs

i feel guilty about the weight gain, guilty about leaving my lil baby cat and him falling sick, guilty about not eating right, guilty about not trying to do workouts in the small ass rooms

fucking hell i’m going to go cry again

Can you tag me in the epilogue for labyrinth? I loveddddd that series so much!🤩😍

hi lovely!

sure i’ll tag you in it when I upload it 💖

Thank you so much for reading it and giving it your love 💖💖

Heyy! Do you by chance still do prompts? If so, could you maybe do one of ironstrange and/or winteriron where Tony can’t sleep and needs help or where he’s doing one of his spends 72h in the lab without sleeping and they force-take care of him? Complately understandable if no have a great day/night!

Hello!!

I mostly do character x reader or character x reader x character prompts. However, requests are currently closed.

Have a great day/night 💖

hey everyone!

currently travelling and have the crappiest wifi at the hotel + need to use vpn

i can’t even access my documents so i can’t continue the flow of wips

i’m looking to update after 22nd august on most of my fics

miss you all love you all!!

I…..love being called angel like…if you’ve ever called me angel i swear my knees have gone weak and i’ve written about it in my diary