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The 3 Omens, the 4 Maidens, the 5 Dreams...
From The Sinner to The Traitor, the gorgeous cards were designed by The Caretaker from Cryptotheism/Normal Horoscopes, and illustrated for this third edition by Ezra Kimbell!
Come explore the strange Arcana of the Normal Tarot with us as we travel, group to group, across its unique cards. Join us tomorrow as we take a look at the 6 Books-- books of songs, books of chaos, books of war!
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weenhands · 1 year
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ok might start exiting that phase of Me severly doubting and gaslighting myself on being possibly autismal because yea when i go research mode it all adds up but even when im assessing myself carefully on DSMV criteria it gets to a point where it's like ash ...... please stop playing dumb this is rlly serious
#its like. all of the criteria. all of it. To a very confident degree#i fit it so perfectly#and sometimes im like OK BUT its normal (gaslighting myself) to have abnormal interests at times (gaslighting myelf😁)#and to just have it be your whole identity (gaslighting yourself! age 9 all you could think about was little big planet 24/7 with#no exaggeration whatsoever it impaired your school life and temporarily your relationship with your brother:) youd throw intense meltdowns#when mom and dad said go to bed after playing all day:) you refused to get up and pee when you really had to!#age 13 you would rewatch my little pony equestria girls every single day after coming back from school. age 14 you became a knowledge bank#for every single youtuber/micro influencer on instagram who you admired and spent intense amount of study and focus trying to copy to a tea#in order to mask. age 16 and you oftentimes explain your extensive knowledge to haircare as you yoursef probably able to deal with a wide#variety of hair textures and porosities and types because you spent an entire year learning about nothing else but haircair#and stayed up till 6am every night doing so. unable to stop.#age 18-19 you became so fixated on tarot the passage of time didnt exist. you almot forgot to eat for an entire 10 hours when you got your#first deck. if you were to pick up a deck at that time you wouldnt be able to stop yourself. age 20 your fixation on makeup is so strong#youve probably spent a total of 4k on makeup in the past year. you couldnt stop infodumping on both haircare for HOURS and on makeup#it is the only thing you want to talk about)#but no. its normal that EVERY SINGLE interest ive had ive had it to an abnormal extent#and its not just that. its the fact that i also have Other criteria.#my friend robin could hypothetically have interests to a weirder extent than me#but she doesnt struggle with friendships and conversations. it causes me severe distress with the way how i cant manage either#and its obvious on here too#the echolalia i have. the movements. the COUNTLESS fixations ive had since i was little (rubbing my mouth and humming whenever i heard#something uncomfortable so the vibrations would calm me down. always hating motorbikes. hating the sound of plates. bright lights.)#my teacher reporting i had poor motor skills but my parents going like chile anyways#and the way how ive always been embarrased throwing quote on quote tantrums at an age i wasnt supposed to anymore#which were basically meltdowns lol like its not nomal to feel like a danger to yourself when you're angry and want to punch mirrors when#ur makeup routine isnt going to plan#theres more but yewh hehshdhfjfj#just. i keep telling myself ok but Ash anyone can have this....YEAH BUT BITCH UR TICKING ALL THE BOXES!#also i made mistakes on saying fixation instead of stims and also listing my sensory issues#im just venting and 👍👍👍 yeah
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icyg4l · 1 month
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PAC: How Does Your Higher Self Define Womanhood?
Hello, beautiful people. Today marks the last post of the Women’s History Month series & one of two posts made today! I am excited to continue to create content for you guys. And I am even more grateful for the support I have received as of lately. Because of this, I will continue to post creative tarot readings. So, without further ado, please pick your pile.
Left-to-Right: (1-4)
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Pile 1: Pile One, your story reminds me of the Miss Congeniality plot. Basically, Sandra Bullock plays a detective that goes undercover as a beauty pageant contestant. At first, she rejects the ideas of what it means to be a “girly girl” but eventually conforms to the standards. She viewed femininity as a sign of weakness and did not like being around other women because she felt that she had to prove herself to be tough. But she gained respect for the girls who worked in these pageants as she worked undercover because she began to acknowledge the hard work it takes to be in the pageants. By the end, she is closer to her womanhood. You have a similar story. I doubt that you’re a detective reading this but I feel as though you may have the tendency to thoroughly investigate any piece of information. To your higher self, womanhood means constantly being on the search for answers to placate the inner child wounds that lie within you. I feel like when you were younger, you may have been an outcast or a tomboy, maybe both. Because of this, you have set a lifelong quest to figure out what being a woman means to you whether it is intentional or not. Your higher self wants you to know that being a woman comes with all types of trauma, but remembering that you do not have to face it alone. You do not have to carry the burdens alone. You see, women are conditioned to be demure for the sake of keeping the peace but that’s not what works for you. Embrace the messy parts of yourself because if you don’t, life will get boring. Part of your mission is being aware of your multifaceted nature; reject conformity, embrace the abnormal, babe.
Cards Used: The Sun, 4 of Cups, 4 of Swords, 5 of Wands, Ace of Cups, The Magician, 5 of Cups, 3 of Cups, 3 of Swords.
Signs: Aquarius, Libra, Leo, Sagittarius.
extras: money getter. cash grabs. “low hanging fruit.” airhead. wallpaper. phineas and ferb. “sharon.” beetles. s.o.s. by rihanna. “tinge of an accent.” sweet. mirrors. coconut trees. hawaii. stubborn. radioactive.
Pile 2: Pile Two, there is a similar vibe that you have to Pile One, except I don’t think that you have problems with accepting your femininity. I think that you have problems with how masculines function in society. I am sensing a Lori Harvey type of energy here. This is likely related to the way that you operate when it comes to love. People tend to want to possess you so that they can show you off like a trophy. But your higher self wants you to know the difference between users and the genuine thing. I feel like you’ve developed this flighty persona to protect yourself from harm. While experiencing the many tribulations of womanhood, you have adopted the “flights over feelings” type of mindset. How has that been working out for you? No, really. Is it actually working or have you convinced yourself that it has. As a woman, your higher self thinks that womanhood is finding love in a loveless world. This isn’t necessarily about romance, but it’s just a mindset that you should adopt. It will save you from falling victim to the cycles of toxicity that plague society. It’s a cold world out here, babe but it doesn’t mean that you have to be as cold as the world. Part of your mission is forgiving yourself and those who hurt you so that you can see the beauty in the world. With this newfound sight of beauty, there comes true inner power.
Cards Used: The Devil, 7 of Discs (RX), 8 of Wands, The Hierophant, 3 of Swords, 3 of Cups, 10 of Discs, The Star, 10 of Cups (RX).
Signs: Capricorn, Cancer, Scorpio, Virgo.
extras: two can play that game. all about love by bell hooks. renegade. open arms. country music lover. tony montana. archer (2009). “logan.” phoenix rising. “marcus.” ashy. corny. cerebellum. stupendous.
Pile 3: Pile Three, your higher self defines womanhood as something that is both sweet and sour. It is something that she takes for granted but it is also something that she takes pride in. It’s a strength but also a weakness. I feel like I am talking to someone who has an ingenue/youthful spirit. I channeled the character Darla from The Little Rascals but I also channeled Charlotte from Princess and the Frog. You seem to be very in tune with your inner child and there is nothing wrong with that. Your inner child is heavily protected by the teenaged version of yourself, which seems very angry. These different versions of yourself often clash with one another, which can lead to bouts of depression and confusion. Your higher self is a woman who pours into herself through movement and self-expression. You need to channel these negative energies into creativity or else you will be stifled by your own thoughts. You honestly need to get out of your head. Your higher self feels as though there is a flip side to every coin that you get. For example, if you are having period pains, it may hurt but at least you’re not pregnant! Looking on the brighter side of life is how you can be closer to your higher self.
Cards Used: 5 of Swords, 6 of Swords, Page of Swords, Justice, 4 of Cups, Ace of Cups, Ace of Discs, 5 of Wands, The Hanged Man.
Signs: Leo, Pisces, Aries, Gemini.
extras: janet jackson. “i’m da man.” we will rock you. parties. diva. elle magazine. shapely. “how’d you figure?” honest answers only. maya angelou. glorilla. lola bunny. fatigue. body aches. deodorant. small bowls. annual. prayers. mark on the cheek. boot camp. “your highness.” shredded cheese. livelihood.
Pile 4: And last but not least, Pile Four. I feel like you are well sought after in the most lusty way possible. This has its perks, but lately, you feel like it has more cons than anything. I feel like you’re someone who always seems to feel isolated because of this. As a result, your higher self views womanhood as foreign. The amount of power that you hold as a woman is beyond explanation. There are so many ways that you can present yourself, Pile Four. I don’t think you have realized your true potential. Yes, you have gone through trauma because people assumed that you could handle the weight of the world but this means nothing to your spirit. Wake up! Don’t you realize how unique you are? Pile Four, womanhood can really only be defined by you, not by anyone else. The prioritization of yourself will help you make a name for yourself. You could be in your 20s, tired and just wanting a change. Well, your higher self wants you to know that change will come once you begin to change the narrative yourself. If you believe something about yourself that was told to you by someone else, then it means that you’re easily moldable. Being a woman means rising to the top even through the facings of opposition. You are a fighter. So the question is: when are you going to jump in the ring and fight for your sense of self, Pile Four.
Cards Used: Ace of Cups, Queen of Wands, 3 of Discs, Knight of Discs, Ten of Swords, 4 of Discs, The Hermit, Queen of Swords, 9 of Discs.
Signs: Gemini, Pisces, Cancer, Virgo.
extras: “tart.” “fresh out the shower.” burgundy. melons. net worth. SWer. dollar bills. illegal documents. molly. friendless. stoned. be your own boss. cake baker. sister, sister. wiseman. silly goose. fall. saturn.
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mayuurx · 9 months
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Imagine abnormalities but tarot cards-
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calekinnieplus · 8 months
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Leonard could sense that he was riddled with bad luck, but he could do nothing. He didn’t even dare to open his eyes.
Bang!
Amidst a gunshot, a pale-golden bullet pierced through the thick deathly darkness, bringing out blinding sunlight, terminating the abnormality within.
Pa! Tarot cards flew over, stabbing into the ground at different spots.
One of the cards landed in front of Leonard as it burst into scarlet flames.
Amidst the flames, a figure wearing a half top hat and black suit walked out with a revolver in hand. With a bookish demeanor, he had black hair and brown eyes with a face with a deep outline. He was none other than Klein Moretti.
AHHHHHJJJ DJSJSJDIISSI KLEIN! OH MY GOD, THE KING OF EPIC ENTRANCES! KLEIIIIIN!!!!! AHSIDJDJDJJDDJ
Oh, he's using his face. It's klein moretti, yall. It's Klein Moretti. AHHHHHHHHHHHH
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A little rain in every life must fall
Trigger warning themes of depression and themes suicidal
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Derek Dagda
In the hospital Alexander was being cared for at Derek sat in a Secluded hallway and thought. Sera tarot reading had no been a clear and undeniable sign that they would succeed he wonted and alexander continuing to worse state was … deeply apparent to derek. Alex is wasting, derek could feel it . Sense a steady waning in for lack of any other Terminologies Alexander’s life force , knew sera and the professor could feel it to in their own strange way as Well. Derek Understood undeniably that the situation was bad but A selfish and unreasonable part of himself felt resentful of Alexander’s family for coming. Their large family have been coming in shifts for the last week. Derek felt it was like they were saying goodbye like they were saying it was already over. it made some Incoherent raging part him want to scream “ ALEX IS NOT DEAD WHY ARE YOU CRYING LIKE ITS OVER , WHY ARE YOU CROUNDING THEM , ALEX DOSENT LIKE BEEING CROWDED”
But…he wouldn’t .Maybe 19 year old Derek Fresh out Of their apprenticeship and angry would have but 28 year old Derek would not. It was the truth that alexander may die soon and their family has the right to be here .
“Needed some space ?” Sera ask as she leaned against next to him
Derek side and nodded”yes , I wanted to think”
“ anything specific” she prodded
“ I don’t know” and A soft sigh was all Derek could muster , there was so much to think about. Their plan to help Alex was still painfully theoretical, Victoria, we’re still out there doing gods know what, alexander’s family had questions that none of them seem to be able to answer satisfactory and then their was Nimbus alexander’s Castform that while they had not been rendered comatose in the greenhouse incident had clearly suffered some kind of damage to their cohesive energy matrix that remained abnormal even weeks after the fact . And then there was. Sara didn’t allow him to finish the thought
“ thinking about the card, Derek ?” Sera asked handing him the The seven of cups
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her uncanny ability to hit the nail directly on the head was some thing that used to shock Derek. But after a few years of being friends, with a psychic, the novelty of such things, begins to wear off.
“ it didn’t go unnoticed by me that your face Took the place of the oracle or the lover “ she said “ so i know you two have been a thing for a while bbuuuut I’ve noticed you two have never made it official ?” She said more as a question. Than a statement
“Hmm have you now , didn’t you also say that the images might not be literal , that they may just represent alex imagining the future, not the actual future” derek was deflecting . And he knew it .
“ your going to make me ask, aren’t you” sera said as a statement
“ Someone less nosy wouldn’t ask at all” Derek responded also as a statement
“ Well, Alex and I are best friends and you and I have been friends for the better part of a decade. Also, I’m psychic nosiness comes Prepackaged with all my relationships, unfortunately . So im asking why Aren’t you and alex together ?”sera said
Derek knew the answer “ because alexander doesn’t want to, I’ve asked they said no “ . Sera seam Genuinely shocked by that answer “ they said no ?”
“Not in so many words but it wasn’t yes , Sera “ derek answered “ i dont think alex want that kind of “ he paused Searching for the right words “ i dont think Alexander want a serious romantic relationships anymore ,not after Antonio”
Sera was Silent for a long moment after that and derek wondered if she too remembered the day the Titan slayer killed alexander Five closest friends, and lover , Remember, the weeks that followed when she literally found Alex on the ledge of the starlight tower ready to jump. How when we and their family got them to the Mental health facility ,alex looked so hallow ,so lifeless. Derek knew alexander treatment at that Facility had help them grieve and work through the pain and trauma. help them decide they no longer needed and it was no longer healthy for them to be a Ranger. That it help Bring them to a place where they can feel joy again…but
“ i dont think after Antonio died and Alex stated getting better that they want that kind of relationship again”
“Hmm i had hoped that after four years , that after all this time … that maybe you two would be able to make it work “ sera said
Derek knew because it was sera that her comment was not meant to hurt him or question his Resolve but an actual hope for his and Alex’s happiness. After all, she was one of the few who knew that before there was an Alexander and Antonio, there had almost been a Derek and Alex. But that was along time ago What they had been then in their ranger Apprenticeship days was in the past No matter how much Derek wished it could be his and Alex’s future. Alex would have to want it to and he did not believe Alex Did.
“ you don’t think Alex doesn’t want to because of Antonio do you? . Alex has know that Antonio would’ve wanted them to be happy and to find someone else?” Sera ask
“ I dont know Sera, i think they know logically that Antonio only ever wanted them to be happy . But knowing in your mind and knowing in your heart are not the same thing . Besides alex may just not want or Prioritize that aspect of their life anymore poeple change “ derek said
Sera and Derek stayed silent for long moments in that quit hallway
“Derek i don’t think your face being on the Seven of cups was a coincidence , just like I’m certain our presence on the five of wands wasn’t one . I think your presence in alexander life acts as a nexus of possibilities just like all the other symbols on that card you draw them towards different paths. I think you should tell them when they wake how you feel and what you want and even if alex says no at lest you both will have your Answers and will be able to make choices from there.”
“ but what if they say no?” Derek ask a hint of desperation in his voice
“ then you’ll know alex cant give you what you want and if they cant , you deserve more than an Unfulfilling Situationship with your best friend of over a decade Derek. It’ll suck for a while but it will pass and you both will be better for it.
Derek thought it was terrible to hear unasked for advice that was completely correct , but what did he expect being friends with a Nosy psychic.
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ellatherepersons · 1 year
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Roleswap sonic au ramblings? Yes. Tw for the last paragraoh abt shadow for themes of death but tbh i think thw sonic fandom is immune to that
A sonic roleswap au where tails is older and ended up like nine possibly uses that name, sonic is still mute, knuckles and amy are swapped; they both have some form of super strength either way, maria and shadow are swapped but marias still more compassionate than shadow but cant really bring herself to fully bond, so shes just somewhat nice to everyone to avoid attention
Amy takes care of the chao, she makes them nice meals eith fruits and herbs on angel island, Knuckles and sonic still have a rivalry but its less prominent and maria occassionally takes them places shen she starts to spiral, shd gets very lonley without shadow, he would tease her with playfull insults and stealing her things and hiding them (he always gave tyem back)), knuckles and maria get along well, he reminds her of shadow abit
Amy still does tarot, but maybe somehow sith it being involved witu chaos energy? And that could be how she summojs her hammer
Tails/nine (he has the metal tails)) always ends up pickinh sonic up with tye metal tails, he keeps running off, tails/nine is quiet but less cold as ij prime, its still there, but his friends are helping him work on it (mainly maria and amy))
Sonic is reletivly innocent, he spent afew years alone befire tails/nine found him and never learnt to speak, but they are working in it. Sonic likes to run around anniyong knuckles, he will steal his little trinkets (his animal shaped rocks)) and wont give tyen back until tails/nine make him cus knuckles is ready to throw sonic in a baskstball hoop (its happened before))
Knuckles chased after sonic but not romantically like amy does in cannon, but cus of his abnormal chaos energy, he was suspitious he was safe but now mainly intends to keep an eye on him to make sure it doesnt get out of control
Maria (inspired by some other art i found but cant remember where from)) wears an old jacket of shadows around her waist (its to small to put on, shes still humans and shadows still mobian)). Maria used to do painting (idk why)) and envys sonic and tails/nines relationship as it reminds her of what she lost woth shadow
Shadow was still created, he was supposedly immortal but in an attempt to save maria ended up taking the fatel gun shot, he is still stronger than the average mobian, he managed to get maria to safetey, hed wave her goodbye and hold on to his final bit of strength just long eniugh she wouldnt have to see him fall. GUN experimented on him for abit, but inevitbly, making something truly immortal is impossible, so he did pass away.
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dragbunart · 9 months
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practicing some Amy outfits for Super Sonic Sound
In Super Sonic Sound. Amy has a HUGE closet ... In the Modern Era. During the Classic Era she's largly exploring fashion and finding her style. Because she grew up very secluded...
She's a half-echidna raised by Knuckles (their half-siblings). All her pre-classic era life is spent up on Angel Island.
Her tarot cards were inherited by their mother. And she actually uses them (and CHaos energy) to make pretty accurate predictions, most the time. When she's younger she often won't do much without consulting the cards, but she chills out and trusts her own instincts as she gets older.
If the Chaotix arn't basically Amy and Knuckles adoptive family (ie grow up on the island with them), They have an agreement with Knuckles to use Angel Island as a base of operations, in return for getting supplies form below.
This is how Amy learns to harness Chaos energy to turn invisible, and acrobatics from Espio. While training with Mighty and Knuckles helps her control her abnormal strength.
She was NOT supposed to leave Angel Island when she did to meet Sonic. But the cards told her to and Knuckles was distracted. What else are you supposed to do when you predict you'll meet your soulmate on a super interesting planet that only appears once a year, and your overprotective brother isnt paying attention? Not go? She'll be back before he notices her gone!
She falls for Sonic pretty fast for a couple reasons. A) It's the first time she's meeting a boy that isn't basically family. B) Espio snuck her romance books, and hero always falls for the damsel. And C) The cards told her he was her soulmate. Then she gets kidnapped... She was caught off gaurd and she had left her hammer back on Angel Island.
She acutally busts herself out of Eggmans pirson when Sonic saves her.
Though Amy has to politely request he and his siblings escort her home. (as she doesn't want to get nabbed again).
THey either already have tails as this point or meet him shortly after
They take her home (to Angel Island) And almost get their shit wrecked by Knuckles and the Chaotix, who A) have been looking for Amy the past few days and B) believe Sonic and Sibs KIDNAPPED her. because eggman told them that.
Amy has to clear up the misunderstanding. (the kidnapping and Eggman being a bad guy). And Proclaims she's gonna marry Sonic someday. Sonic's a bit put off, but kinda ignores it since Amy's just a kid. But Knuckles sees this as a reason to try and attack Sonic again.
Eggman gets kicked off the island, but realizing the master emerald won't be safe, Knuckles, Amy, and the Chaotix decided to land Angel Island for now, and go on the run, so that Eggman won't be able to easily locate the emerald.
The Chaotix go one way and Knuckles nad MAy join the main gang.
Amy's arc largely involves her discovering herself. When she's younger she doesn't really have a sense of self. Doing what she's told (either by her companions or the tarot cards). And this is reflected in her attire. Her style is either her Classic Outfit or an outfit obviously picked by other characters.
But as Amy discovers who she is the style becomes more unique and 'Amy'. She trusts her own judgment and ends up having a pretty stubborn personality.
Discovers she doesn't need Love to be complete. (don't get me wrong she still very much loves Sonic, but she is more laid back about it when shes older Simalar to IDW where she isnt shy about her affection but doesnt plaste rit in neon light severy ten minutes). SHe still WANTS love, but she realized there are many forms of it.
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mouisorange · 2 years
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The Devil ,Strength , and The Fool for Hypnos and Vil for the Tarot Card Event?
Link to event & tarot prompts
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The Devil - What taboo things would this yandere do to their darling? 
Vil is overbearing, at times. He’d never hit on his darling, at worse they’d have bruises from being restrained.  No no, Vil’s issue is his need for perfection. It’s not stalking, to look into any history of dating, or into the kinds of books you read, the things you watch, no: he’s just interested in his crushes’ interests! It’s not abnormal to alter outfits, his makeup, or else out of no-where - he’s just trying something new! It’s not like he almost seeks them out or anything - no of course not! Vil is a very busy man, he doesn’t have time to fawn over just anyone. But darling isn’t just anyone to him. Which is why he becomes so much. He wants to see his darling reach their full potential. Vil isn’t cruel, he doesn’t force it on them, it’s just little nudges in the right direction! He’s working so hard to be his perfect self, don’t you want to join him?  It doesn’t matter if darling tries to walk away from it, from him. Didn’t you see how far he went to be #1 in the VDC? Vil’s issue is that he won’t kidnap them, he does everything in his power to make things go smoothly as if he wasn’t completely obsessed, because a queen should woo his sweetheart properly - and honestly it might be worse this way.
The god of sleep is, not so surprisingly, lonely. Can you really blame him if he puts his love to sleep when they’re being so nasty to him? But honestly that’s even if he feels comfortable introducing himself or interacting with them while they’re conscious. Hypnos is more than happy to have a perfect dream manufactured for him and his sweetheart, and even force their sleep to last longer, and longer each night due to his selfish cowardness. A coma is easier to swallow than the terror of them rejecting him. He’s a chthonian deity, surely darling would not face him as they might any other god. Hypnos isn’t too scared of your death though, neither should they be! He loves them in all of their forms, and would happily fish them out of the meadows of Asphodel.  Jealousy? Let’s cuddle up and nap!  Anger? Sleep and hope he wakes you from whatever terror his child throws at you.  Otherwise? He’s not overly a ‘taboo’ kind of guy, unless you consider constant touch as taboo. 
Strength - How outwardly passionate is this yandere around their darling? 
Only as much as you and his persona allow. He’d love to hold hands, gently guide you by the small of your back, pepper kisses over your face before stepping outside - but not at the expense of your comfort. Of course not, how could he expect you to want anything from him when he isn’t perfect yet? No, no he has to wait until you clearly want him. Vil won’t give up easily and is scarily informed about romance - I mean, he is an actor and model. But in the beginning, he’ll focus on wooing his darling with acts of romance straight out of novels and lovey dovey movies, anything to keep their attention on him. 'Running’ into them in the library, accidentally brushing knuckles while reaching for the same book - catching you before you fall after tripping - somehow getting your notes for a class you missed (even though he isn’t in that class...? How did he even know Crowley made you skip...?) - nothing is out of reach for a Queen and his happily ever after.
Hypnos is shy until darling sends the okay! And by ‘okay’ I mean doesn’t treat him like dirt and doesn’t react harshly to him being nearby. Once he gets over his ‘oh what if I make them hate me?’, you’ll have made a monster out of this deity. He loves loves holding his sweetheart and generally refuses to not be touching them at all times. Hand in hand, hand on your arm, hand on your back, hand holding you against him - you’ll go from telling him ‘no I won’t be carried but I guess you can hold my hand..’ to being held and carried around by a happy god. He won’t be singing your praises to anyone who’ll listen (cause what if they snatch you up when they find out how amazing you are?) but be prepared for all the quiet ways he smothers you in affection. 
The Fool - How deluded is this yandere when it comes to their darling? Are they self aware on any level? 
Vil is self aware enough to know how to handle things in a way so that his darling doesn’t catch wind of his obsessive behavior. But he doesn’t fully grasp the wrongness of his obsession with them. He’s Vil Schoenheit, and he strives for perfection in everything he does - and we see that in chapter 5 he fully allows himself to become consumed by this need, his desire. It’s not too much of a leap for this determination to branch out to someone he’s interested in, in fact we get a taste of this with Epel in the canon story! (Although Epel’s situation is much different, but it still displays Vil’s unrelenting dedication to a goal or to another’s goal)  The Queen knows how to play chess, and perhaps is aware of the underhanded nature of how he plays, but that awareness does not effect him in the slightest - for he knows his efforts will result in victory. 
Hypnos knows he’s looked down on by other gods, even his fellow chthonian deities. Can you blame him for being a little bit ecstatic to find someone who doesn’t think he’s lazy or disappointing? Maybe they do, but they still interact with him with a smile on their face - they talk to him willingly and don’t look like they want to leave. He’s fully aware that his feelings are pathetic for a god, especially if they’re human, but he doesn’t care. Hypnos just wants to keep them for himself, to nurture their positive feelings towards him - to keep them away from anyone that might change that. As long as he can keep them to himself, keep their love to himself, he doesn’t care what he has to do.  Even if they begin to hate him, he knows they loved him once, so he knows he can make them love him again. His behavior rarely changes around them, putting them to sleep when he can’t handle their words or the look on their face. He knows better, but he pretends he doesn’t - and he isn’t above having his children fabricate a dream for his darling so he can subconsciously alter their ‘hate’.  
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noahvivere · 9 months
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my analysis of tarot in MeMe (and some other stuff) 🧵
(English is not my native language so please understand the language barrier, I did my best.)
warning: wall of text.
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The card that represents bokumkt is also the card on mikoto's shirt - The Hanged Man (upright). There is also a The Fool card, but I will leave it out for later.
Through this card, it is quite clear that bokumkt is a person who is very patient and takes a lot of pressure (including ignoring common sense, losing himself?) to achieve success. But at the same time, THM is also referred to as a person who looks at the world with an inverted mindset which means what mkt thinks is right for many people turns out to be wrong and vice versa.
In addition, THM's story is hanging up on the tree for 9 days and everyone knows mkt is 009 already. So I want to say that the meaning of these numbers seems to be relevant, as the number 9 means the forgiveness and success (what mkt wants?) But also the negative meaning is "self righteous". This is quite like Kotoko vibe but there is a difference. 9 shows the completion but not the end result like 10 as well as showing that mkt is not really sure about his right, THM is also be described as a person hangs in the middle of the other world and the other world. Furthermore in all numbers, only 9 (and 6, but i don't think Mahiru relate to this since theories is just theories) upside down is another number, i'm sure everyone understands =))
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THM is also a card that can go endlessly into (inner/spiritual world) - this is like the key connecting reality with the inner self of mkt: this includes tarot cards (The Fool and THM) and mirror. These two symbols are two things that are present in both reality and the inner world of mkt (if you pay attention to the scene where he takes off his shirt you can see behind there is a the picture of The Fool), as well as these two also appear in the album cover (broken mirror and human skeleton in The Fool card). But this article I'm only talking about tarot so I should skip the mirror.
In the inner world, the THM card is in reverse, next to the TF card, from the beginning of the mv to the end. THM in reverse refers to him working too hard, exhausted in both physically and mentally, but mkt continues to ignore himself without stopping. Even the image of the upside down THM in the mv is like being hanged (i mean suicide, idk how to explain in en). However, the THM card on the mkt shirt shows patience, waiting under pressure. Familiar right? Exactly mkt's case. Go along with the reversed THM is the TF card. I'm pretty sure if the reverse THM is bokumkt, TF is oremkt. If THM upright go with TF, they will be very positive, both are heading for a new transformation, but here it is reverse THM so it is very... The biggest difference here is that TF moves and THM is not (who is the one who kills the victim, only milgram knows, theory is still theory). The obvious thing in common is that both TF and THM see the world in a free-spirited way and don't care what other people think (honestly, it means distorted). If talking about the relationship of these two cards, it will be very long, so just understands that the bokumkt mentality is already unstable and then oremkt arises, which is even more unstable when the TF card have a friend to start the journey with but in the mv that friend in the card was replaced with a human skeleton (actually mkt's tarot deck is also abnormal with the tones are too chaotic + knives, baseball bat, the character in the cards are also a mannequin/marionette probably because it is related to mkt's work)
After reading the above paragraph, many people will probably think that oremkt is evil, but nope, since the fool's nature is still too naive and inexperienced (here may be about the way he thinks about "rightous"). TF doesn't know what's ahead of it but its only goal is to "move forward" (mkt keep on living) and, "stepping forward" (killing) is what it needs/must do to fulfill its "goal". And like I said, he's too free and probaly doesn't care what others think of its "journey" - "its goal" - "its walk". In other words, it doesn't matter right or wrong.
And why do I think TF could be oremkt (or the one who committed the crime)? Because the entire TF card is fully exposed (revealing skeletons) when the mkt's inner world turns red (crime). Many people say that TF is implying that mkt himself feels innocent, this is also true because like i said both TF and THM think they are right.
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What I like about milgram is that they don't stereotype mkt's d.i.d system (well, what i mean is both boku and ore is not good and not bad at the same time). Through this card (as well as the mv), mkt is fully aware that he (here can be ore or boku, idk) has committed some crime. But he still turned a blind eye (he even said maybe this was just a bad dream). Because he thought he couldn't change or control the situation anymore, so he decided to give up and accept the temporary benefit that the crime brought. After this since, we can saw that the inner world of the mkt switch from green to red was extremely ez and he didn't panic like before, proving that mkt didn't just commit a crime once (yeah, but I don't think he is a 'serial killer', he doesn't kill a lots like some theories) and he gradually got used to it. This card is simply signaling to me that he has committed a crime and he (probaly) accepted it, that's all.
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First of all, to talk about this spread, I am very sorry that I cannot read the whole thing. The reason is because this celtic cross spread has 4 cards lying around 2 overlapping cards in the middle, these 4 cards will change position depending on how the reader places these 4 cards, so if not the reader himself, I can't read these 4 cards. This spread confused me even more when the 2 Ace of Cups and The Wheel Of Fortune (reversed) changed positions after 2 blinks, so I'd like to skip these 4 cards, when I have time, I will learn more about it later. And this spread looks complicated, but for real it doesn't really dig into the character's inner world and it's already t2 so it's pretty predictable.
And of course, ignoring these 4 cards, it will be extremely lacking in information when these 4 cards talk about the situation and life of the questioner. But roughly speaking, I can see the friction between him and his co-workers (victims) has reached its climax, and mkt is in the position of the victim (or has such a mentality). This contradiction has not only arisen, but it can be seen that it has happened for a long time, but mkt has ignored this problem and it was only on the day of the crime that it really surfaced. That's why mkt fell into a state like the hanged man (upside down) as I said above.
But I saw in this spread that he is not only contradicting his co-workers but also with himself, I don't know how to explain it but it's like mkt is very skeptical about himself (maybe about his own actions right or wrong). But then mkt really traded everything for that favorable job (like how the hanged man hung on a tree for nine days to gain knowledge) so in the end he still chose to follow that path. Cross celtic has 10 cards, in this spread the 10th card (result card) is the devil card but in this picture we can't see it, so you have to look closely at the mv, you will see in 1 click there is a devil card. And the devil in this mv, I already analyzed above (bro really sell his soul for the devil).
In the mv there are two cross celtic spreads like this, one is this - when mkt's inner world is normal, all cards are shown in full, while the other spread - when mkt's inner world becomes red of evil, so there are only two cards are obvious in their positions (that two cards in the middle). In the first spread, the card that shows the questioner's status (the one below) is the reversed THM, and in the second, the card that shows the questioner's status is TF, my thoughts about these two cards are also above.
ok 👻 So looks like mkt really wants to reveal truth, so in the first spread he showed all the cards clearly to show the viewers how miserable he is, but unfortunately i think if he gave the morse code, maybe it's easier to solve. And after t2, the d.i.d of mkt is more obvious, but the theory The Fool is oremkt and THM is bokumkt, it's still just a theory. (this is all part 1, i wrote part 2 a few months later about the 2nd spread)
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(I'm sorry, the image was in vietnamese but it is just i named the cards)
I can't sleep, so let's figure this out, I will relieve some stress tomorrow and find out more details later 😊 (unfortunately that tomorrow never come, i'm sorry but there would be no deltail version of this 2nd speard)
⚠️The position with the order of the cards is only relative because I only watched the mv and figured it out so I don't know the accuracy, moreover, I'm just an amateur for more than a decade without touching tarot so, depends all on my luck =))
For those who are wondering what order the cards are in, I take them in the order they appear in the mv, but like I said before, this spread is up to the order of the reader:
1. The Fool
2. Page of Pentacles
3. Two swords
4. Wheel of Fortune
5. Five swords
6. Ace cup
7. King of Cups (reversed)
8. Five strokes (reversed)
9. The Chariot
10. The Death
If the first spread was about bkmkt, then I'm sure this spread is about oremkt. Ugh I don't know but I feel like the two spreads have very different meanings (sorry but idk how to translate "ngụ ý" which is Vietnamese into English, But what I want to mention is the message the reader wants to reach us through these spreads). If the first spread is the way mkt cries ugly about how distress he is to get yrs, then this spread is very umm, i think it's from oremkt's personal perspective. In general, I actually solved this one late, so in t2 it also has a lot of things already appearing here.
Basically, like I said last time about oremkt being The Fool, this spread shows that quite clearly. It is quite extravagant and its perception of right and wrong is 0, just zero. The only thing he cares about is that mkt agreed and tolerated what he did 🗿 this guy is very saviour complex, so true to the song t2 trailer. He thinks he's the one needed for mkt to be successful, the one who will change his life and he will do anything to achieve it 😊 well and he seems to be satisfied, and yes, be proud. And still, the reason for letting it do that is still stress with the ambition of mkt's work forever (it is too common right? I feel like i don't need to talk about it anymore)
And in the end, oremkt is like a new door for a mkt's life, from deadlock and stress to dead end ️=)) (well but I'm still not sure which is ore and which is boku in this mv so it's up to you, let's see who the murderer is, but first of all i think they're both worst🗿). Anyway, before The Death is The Hanged Man card that I say represents that bokumkt so in my understanding, it is from the stress, ambition, and pressure of The Hanged Man that it led to The Death and gave birth to The Fool - a completely new mkt to solve the problem.
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trixiesaffsx · 1 year
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Subliminal channel recs!🍪
Baejin Cafe:
10/10 SHE IS AMAZINGGGGG🤯 baejin not only has the cutest, most aesthetic looking videos, she also is very trusted and amazing with subs. She has very detailed affirmations, EVERYONE gets results from her. And I mean everyyyoneeee.
Vetala:
Literally obsessed🤭, vetala has one of the best subs ever to exist. Ever. She has subs for literally anything you could ever think of, literally. And I also loveee how she used the word “abnormally” in all her vids, titles, and affirmations, 10/10.
Moza morph:
Moza is the greatest creator you’ll ever know, not only does Moza make subs, she also does tarot card readings, AND explaining what subliminals are. My most recommended video from her is definitely “EXTREME LUCK SUBLIMINAL”. I have gotten so lucky from listening to that! 10/10
Beauty Krystalized:
10000000/10!! 🤯❤️
SHE HAD THEEEEE BESSSSTTTT SUBS ON PLANET EARTH, NOBODY COULD TOP KRYSTALIZED ABD I MEAN IT😠
My personal results: I listened to this body subliminal from her overnight and before I fell asleep (it was still playing) I was laying on my back, and my torso LITERALLY felt heavy, it felt like someone had put a stack of bricks on my stomach and walked away 😭. And then I fell asleep, when I woke up the next morning I lifted up my shirt and when I tell you… MY BODY WAS HOURGLASS SHAPED😭😭, I literally gasped so hard😃.
I only listened to it for that one night, and then I didn’t again after that and that’s because I wasn’t really in need of a “better build”, and I was more focused on my face! I haven’t listened to its since but I will again soon! Here’s the vid:
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And last but CERTAINLY not least: Ducklings Outlet🥹.
Ducklings outlet also has very cute and unique video aesthetics, I truly trust her with my entire heart. I HIGHLY recommend her beauty subs!
But she did move to another channel called “komiisubs”, but she only has one video on there and she hasn’t posted in 4 months, she also hasn’t posted on her main channel in 11 months 🥲. But I very obviously recommend her main channel because that has WAYYYY more videos than the other.
Byeee🤩!
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thestarseersystem · 1 year
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THE STAR SEER SYSTEM FLAG ॱᐧ.˳˳.⋅ઇଓ✶‧₊
black(0A0A0A): nonhuman alters, dark/scary alters, trauma, intrusive thoughts, hatred and anger towards people who confine us (into ideals, cancel culture forcing us to walk on eggshells, anger towards family being overprotective, anger towards ostracization, anger towards lies), pain, darkness is a comfort, the night sky
deep blue(2745D7): protector alters, rebellion/defiance, determination, fighting until nothing left, nightmares/vivid dreams, will to live, juxtaposition between self harm and self love, music's impact on our life, abandonment, feeling like we've been through war, pain, sorrow, agony, moonlight and ocean
blue(4BA8F6): alters in general, media that affects our existence, introjection, kins, alter appearance and identity, our creativity and artistry, memories in general, perception of reality, limitless mind, free spirit, people we hold dear, happiness, ADHD, butterflies, love of nature, fairies, anime, being awake, will o wisps, feeling lost/wanderlust
deep purple(B650FA): hypersexuality, coping mechanisms, self love mixed with self harm, persecutors, blood, humiliation/shame, self imprisonment, vampires, fantasy, compulsions, OCD, jealousy, intense feelings, rage, violence, menhera, horror media, rage, lies, enjoying chaos, all the things I dont like about myself or subconsciously reject, bdsm/nsfw interests, hyperfixating on triggering content, innerworld relationships, regret, chaos, sadism, domination, destruction, guilty pleasures
purple/pink(EA79FF): ANPs and alters who front often, metamorphosis, morph switching/front that blends together, magick, divination, alice in wonderland, fairytales, hyperfixations, poetry, finding meaning, interests in the supernatural/paranormal/abnormal, connections, singletsona, our talents, art, violins, feeling conflicted, mortality, the present time, hyperpop, roses, kirby, yamikawaii, egirl aesthetic, strawberries and red fruits, tarot, divination, video games
grey(57CBFB): gatekeeper alters, repressed memories, hidden knowledge, non-fronting/innerworld alters, innerworld realms, the feeling of dissociation and disconnection (from the self and from reality), the negative sides of eternity (loneliness, abandonment, sorrow, emptiness), grief, the saltiness of tears, experiences that hurt but we cherish, the fleetingness of memories, immortality, the feeling of bleeding, religious trauma, the smell of books, feeling disconnected from time + timeblindness, quietness/silence, "the world ends with not a bang, but a whimper", death, cloudy skies
white(F0EDFF): little alters, dreaming, weightlessness, the changing and unchanging nature of our existence, our love of philosophy, our hope and optimism, all the little things we notice when we dissociate, such as the way edges of light are red and blue and the little specs in our eyes, and the way that our hair catches in the light, poetry, symbolism, the way we cry when we notice something beautiful, feeling connected to ourselves and to others, the positive sides of eternity, happy memories (especially about our dad and our childhood), endings and beginnings, pianos, music boxes, joy, friendship, animals (specifically cats), spirits, holidays, twinkling stars, movies/film, meadows and winterthur, sunlight
other things about the flag: conflicting and opposite colors connect to our conflicting identity. black and white for bad apple by nomico. colors picked from cybergoth pictures. the middle top picture is 8485, one of our favourite artists. pink, blue and purple relates to our gender and sexuality. the fact that the colors blend together yet are conflicting, relates to the fact that we switch so often, with a lot of us having overt personalities. the bottom middle picture is of two characters from chobits, but its the same person, representing our individual identities, but we are still one. (also chii is an introject in our system)! The colors in our system flag are also like a galaxy put together, relating back to being star seers. The name of our system is from the love nikki dress up queen suit, the star seer. And its the fact that we're diviners specializing in astrology (mostly). This is for fun, please make your own! <3
PLAYLIST:
life waster by CORPSE. Relax, Relapse by Get Scared. Irma learns to swim by arai tasuku.
Awake by Down in Ashes. Feed the Machine by RED. Saints by Echos.
Goodbye to a World by Porter Robinson. Sound of My Dreams by DJ Melodie. Gloria by Kalafina.
I LUV U by Mia Rodriguez. m e l t by 4s4ki. Aishite Aishite Aishite by Kikuo.
Manic by Plumb. dizzy by 8485. ALICE by 4s4ki.
Whimper by 8485. TOUCH THE SKY by Collision Music. Ghost by Au/Ra (Acoustic).
Platinum (Cardcaptor Sakura OST). Little Space by lvrby. the land of the giant flying beast by in love with a ghost.
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I saw you where opening requests 👀 Can I potentially have a Twisted Wonderland headcanon… for Riddle, Azul, and Malleus? Basically their reaction to an MC that practices witchcraft, they can’t do the normal magic like everyone else but they practice things like tarot, spell jars, deity work, and such. So they do things like standing in the rain and collecting rain water, or collecting ordinary plants for spellwork, or even just carrying around a pendulum to help with decision making.
I know magic is normal there but it’s still a different type of magic that probably is even less common because people can do the flashy magic. Flashier then energy manipulation and and working with things that can’t really be seen. So to them it probably seems like a lot of random stuff that doesn’t have much sense to it, like why is MC collecting dead bugs? To hex some asshole. Why is MC carrying crystals everywhere? For protection and to attract luck. Why is MC arguing with a candle? Because their deity wants their chicken nuggets.
Riddle has never backtracked so fast in his entire life. He's walked past the prefect good morning only to see them crouched on the ground picking up insects. An action that almost goes unnoticed when he slips past Mc, until he actually thinks about it. "What do you think you're doing?" He sort of understands after their explanation, they must follow these steps for their magic to work. But still are the dead bugs really necessary for them their magic?
Azul spots Mc carrying the crystals on a few occasions and sees a business opportunity. "Out of curiosity what uses do those crystals of yours have?" He asks one day, noticing them brandishing a different crystal then the day before. Their explanation of crystals having different uses and magical properties isn't abnormal their are crystals that do the same in this world. Crystals that he can provide, for a price of course, it might even aid them in their complex magic procedures.
"You must appease a higher power in exchange for magic?" Malleus is very curious about these rituals that Mc engages in. One time noting how they seemed quite annoyed and pouty upon speaking to them one evening, only to find out they had to give their chicken nuggets to their deity. He does find it odd, the steps of which they must take to use magic, considering he has access to so much with a simple flick of his finger.
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yourwitchmama · 1 year
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2023 Predictions
Note that a lot of this is Weather for North America, but the rest is international and personal. 
Better first half of the year, late spring early winter will be good, pink vibes, better things will happen, more developments. Lots of political change. Year of the rabbit vibes, lots of love feelings or coziness going around, general contentment through some bullshit that will happen politically or with elite people. 
April brings year of the tiger vibes, throwback to 2022 in a motivated way, lots of charged energy, motivation, masculine energy, “doing it for love’ kind of vibes, possibly a good time to adopt a dog. Weather will be great. More mild than usual, gardening conditions will be good for the kind of plants you grow in your area. 
Around or slightly before April, May, June will be turmoil with china and Russia, still doing sketchy shit with Ukraine and Russia, the war propaganda starts again. The economy will strangely become a little better, people will feel politically charged and worried, a good time to take a break from social media and focus on relationships, a good time to continue projects you have abandoned.
Summer will be hot, but there will be more than usual rain in the midwest. It will be a little bit less dry this year, though some areas may experience longer than usual periods without rain, around Arizona. It will be more subdued, less intense weather aside from the usual hurricanes and tornadoes. Lakes will temporarily dry up until the fall. Druid and witchy vibes, good time to work with plants and spiritual substances, grounding rituals. There will be a big increase in the spiritual community, possible turmoil in beliefs and what you “should” and “shouldn’t do. Avoid witchy TikTok until its over in about a month or so (unless you’re into the drama)
Late summer there will be lots of fire, explosions, possible abnormal drought, natural disasters, possible major volcano eruption, lots of change happening in the earth and sky. Lots of change to people and their lives, possible “exploding” of relationships and possible fights with friends and family. Get an air purifier before late summer. Fall will be more subdued, calmer, kind of a somber atmosphere, not too bad. Windy, cold, lots of rain in the midwest and north, cold and dry on the mid west coast. Misty in the northern west coast, dry in the southern west coast.  Things will seem calmer, possibly less interesting, a good time to work on personal things. 
Winter will be pretty normal, no bad flu or covid, if it is, it will not be nation wide, lots of frozen ground, not too much snow, very cold.  
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poemingcupofstars · 1 year
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Anonymous Lady / unsuitable for abnormal / societies / and their careful / calculated reality.
Found poem sourced from The Haunting of Hill House by Shirley Jackson, arranged on the Trionfi Della Luna tarot.
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introduction post 3/4/23
hi! you can call me six! im a third year college student studying criminal justice w/ a forensic psychology specialization! i decided to create this tumblr blog as a way to find students like me, as well as help educate and share some stuff throughout my educational career :)
just to give you some insight on my studies: i am hoping to go to grad school right after primary, gaining a masters in forensic psychology. then i hope to find a job where i can specialize in crime scene investigation or counterterrorism (with a focus on hate crimes like anti-semitism). i also enjoy mixing other disciplines like religious and gender studies into criminal justice! i am also starting my decesnt into ancient latin :)
here are some quick facts abt me:
classes ->
intro to psych & criminal justice
abnormal psychology
criminal investigation
FBI practium
criminology
victimology
favorite media ->
shows - criminal minds, bones, greys, blue bloods, ncis, & hawaii 5-0
books - american sherlock, education of a coroner, god is one, & forensics
hobbies - photography, reading, video games (i stream!), collecting cat socks, tarot & crystal collections, & star wars!!!!
some stuff i want to share in the future would include:
- study tips & study guides
- book recommendations
- case studies
- aesthetics
- and more :))
i hope we can be besties! and talk crime!
cum rursus occurremus :)
<3 six
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