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m-jelly · 1 year

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Hewwo 💕

I’ve been having Dad Levi on the brain again, and I thought of Levi singing softly to his baby until they fall asleep. His voice always calms them down when they’re unsettled, but he doesn’t know any nursery rhymes, so he comes up with silly little songs about how small and cute they are. They don’t even make sense half the time, and he forgets most of it afterwards.

One day you’ll accidentally overhear him quietly singing some nonsense like, “You are cute, you are sweet, you have tiny baby feet” and your heart will just melt. 🥺 When he notices you he’ll be so embarrassed, but you’ll ask him to keep going.

Maybe after that you’ll start coming up with silly songs about your bebe together. 👀

Daddy's here

Pairing: Dad!Levi x Mum!Reader

Genre and tags: Modern AU, fluff, romance, married couple, dad Levi, mum reader, cute.

Concept: Levi doesn't know any nursery rhymes but that won't stop him. Levi is always singing to his little baby girl Lilly to help her sleep, calm her or just to make her smile. His songs don't make much sense, but you and your daughter adore them.

Taglist: @ladycheesington @skittlelover69 @levisbrat25 @li-anne @youre-ackermine @nyxiieluna @nbinairyn @thebobaprincess @galactict3a @notgoodforlife @2moth-anon2 @demonsimp6

Levi slipped out of bed and walked to his daughter's room. He carefully approached her cot and saw she was awake and whining a little. He chuckled and pressed her little nose. "You should be sleeping."

Lilly kicked her little legs. "Agoo."

Levi smiled at his daughter. "Agoo indeed." He scooped her up and sniffed her bum. "Mm, poop it seems. Well, let's get you cleaned up and back to bed. Your mummy needs plenty of sleep."

He lay his daughter down, changed her and cleaned her up. He put her back into her sleeping things and knew she wouldn't go right to bed. Levi needed to get his sweet little girl to sleep so he could return to bed.

He sat down in the rocking seat and hummed. "Let's see what song we have for today. Yeah?" He chuckled and began rocking in his seat. He ran his finger down her nose and began singing. "Your little nose! It's like a button. I want to press it, all night loooong." He tickled her puffy cheek. "Your little cheeks. They're like marshmallows. I want to eat them all night looong." He kissed her cheek a few times making her hum in happiness. "Your little tummy. It's so cute. I want to pat it all night loooong."

Lilly tried to fight sleep, but her daddy's voice was so deep and perfect that she fell asleep in his arms. Levi carefully carried Lilly to her cot and lay her down. He made sure she was comfy before leaving her to rest.

Levi returned to you in bed and spooned you. He kissed the back of your neck and drifted off to sleep. Lilly was perfect for a few days, but one day she was getting really fussy. You were out at the time and it was just Levi and his daughter, so he had to think of a way to settle her.

He tried to bounce her in her bouncing bed, but she kept crying. He scooped her up in his arms and paced a little. "My goodness, you are really upset today."

Lilly kicked her legs, her face pink from crying. She gazed at Levi and whimpered a little. "Mmmm."

Levi sighed. "I know, I miss mummy too." He smiled and began rocking her. "Daddy's here. He loves you so. He wants to nibble on your toes." He chuckled as Lilly paused and gazed at him. "So dry your eyes. Don't you shout. Your daddy's here. Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, baby giiiirl."

Lilly yawned a little and held Levi's finger. "Mm. ah!"

Levi chuckled. "You like that one? I'm the master of singing." He kissed her forehead and hummed a song making her relax. He sat down and started singing again. "I love you. Daddy loves you. Mummy loves you. My precious princess. So don't you cryyyy. You so very loved from your tootsies to your nose!"

Lilly giggled in delight at Levi being silly. She hummed in happiness and held his finger tightly. He shifted her and sat her up on his lap. He put on some music and bounced her a little. When she started falling asleep, he shifted on the sofa and lay her against his chest and ended up taking a nap with her.

When you came home, you lifted Lilly off Levi and put her to bed and gave her a bunny toy. You returned to Levi and put a blanket over him, but your touching him made him wake up. You giggled in delight when he yanked you onto his chest. He held you tightly and sighed.

You kissed Levi and smiled softly. "You're such a wonderful husband and father. Thank you for looking after Lilly today."

"Was your girl's day out nice?"

You hummed. "Yes. Thank you."

"I'm glad." He played with your hair and smiled. "You look so sexy."

You leaned up and giggled. "Thank you. You look stunning. I want to eat you up."

He rubbed your cheek. "That's my line."

You turned your head and kissed his hand. "Well, how about we eat each other tonight."

"Please."

You and Levi were wrapped up in love. You spent the next few days loving each other and taking family trips. You had Lilly to yourself for a bit as Levi worked. Levi called you often so he could see his little girl. Levi loved being a father and a husband. He was a dedicated man to you both.

As soon as Levi was home for a few days, he was all over you both. He would help you out around the house and he'd change all of Lilly's nappies while he was home and swapped the baby night shift with you.

Levi had Lilly one day and was changed her. He cleaned her up and held her chunky legs and smiled at her. “You are cute, you are sweet, you have tiny baby feet."

"Cute."

Levi flinched and turned to the door to see you standing there. "H-Hey honey."

You walked closer. "That was an adorable song."

He hummed a little. "You think so?"

You hugged him from behind and looked down at your daughter. You kissed his shoulder a few times. "Keep singing. You used to sing to me to sleep and when I was pregnant."

Levi pouted. "I sang love songs to you. I make up stuff for Lilly. It's embarrassing."

"It's beautiful."

Levi chuckled and began singing another random song. He smiled when you made up a song for Lilly. The room began to fill with songs from you and Levi, as well as Lilly's soft laughs of delight.

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frodo-with-glasses · 2 years

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Ooh, inspired by that other reverse friendship ask- I've been listening to the song "The Graduate" by the Arcadian Wild on REPEAT lately (there's something just so innately comforting about it and I love it 😭❤️) Anyway, if you'd like, give it a listen, and let me know which LOTR friendship it most reminds you of and why it's (most likely) Frodo and Sam 😂!

Okay yo stop reading me like a book, it’s so not fair— 🤣🤣

Heck yes, this is a Frodo and Sam song. I started to feel like it was a Frodo and Bilbo song at the beginning—just because it talks about somebody’s childhood from the perspective of the singer having been there to witness it—but by the end it is 100% a Frodo and Sam song.

The subject of the song is clearly Frodo, “wandering through the wild”, “fragile and feeling alone”. I’ve talked before about Frodo’s “beauty of vulnerability”, and how his weakness and fragility brings out the best in others; and we could easily talk about how his burden of carrying the Ring makes him feel isolated in his suffering. Also, this verse:

“When you were younger/You saw all the world was yours/But you don’t have the same eyes/And you cannot believe that any more”

Not me equating this line to Frodo’s eyesight worsening as he gets older. Not me seeing the animatic in my head turn from bright-eyed young Frodo with a round, laughing face and golden head of hair to older Frodo with a grim, angular face and glasses on his nose, nope—

Oh oh oh and the way the chorus turns from “you” to “we”, the way the singer includes themselves in the suffering of the one they’re singing about, “We carry such similar loads/Turns out we are not alone”, it’s Sam’s love and how he shares his master’s burdens and is always by his side, aaaaahhhh—

“We could cling to comfort, content to run in place/Frozen, cause we fear the cost/But how can we expect to find out where we ought to go/Unless we get a little lost?”

This is just the hobbits in general. Leaving their cozy, comfortable, predictable lives to head out into the wild where they have never tread before, and where they get lost without their guides. I’m reminded of the misadventures in the Old Forest, and of Merry and Pippin making their way to Fangorn, and also of Frodo and Sam trying to navigate the Emyn Muil. They find their destinations eventually, but not without taking that first step.

Oh but it was the last chorus that really did me in tho.

“We are wandering through the wild/We are wondering when, not if, we’ll reach the other side/We share a heart of gold/We are a body of broken bones/When were we ever alone?/Together we’ll make our way home”

I mean. Do I even have to say anything? To have the same heart of gold; the same altruistic goal, the same sacrificial love, the same willingness to risk it all for the fate of the world—and to share a body of broken bones; the same aches, the same pains, the same suffering, but living and breathing and moving as one singular organism that cannot be separated—and the defiant optimism! “When, not if, we’ll reach the other side”!! “Together we’ll make our way home”!! Bye, it’s 3 AM and I’m gonna go CRYYYY NOW—

#asked and answered #song rec #frodo baggins #samwise gamgee #lord of the rings #lotr #fig tree au #AAAAAAHHHHHH #i promise i’ll do a normal friendship ask eventually lol #these are just easier to answer when it’s late and i need something quick for the queue

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allthefakepeople · 1 year

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hey miels <3

since you sent me the last couple of wilmon and taylor related asks I thought I’d send you one, and today’s winner is….. innocent

the entire song is giving wille talking to his past self, like

“I guess you really did it this time

Left yourself in your warpath

Lost your balance on a tightrope

Lost your mind tryin' to get it back”

warpath already reminds me of the revenge plot line in s2, and how focused wille was on that, so much so he almost lost track of his relationship with simon and kristina, and the bad choices he made along the way ;-;

“Always a bigger bed to crawl into

Wasn't it beautiful when you believed in everything

And everybody believed in you?”

“a bigger bed” reminds me of erik and how wille used to be able to afford fuckups because he had an entire family with him, and he had people in his corner

“Did some things you can't speak of

But at night you live it all again

You wouldn't be shattered on the floor now

If only you had seen what you know now then”

THIS. this is his mindset after the denial, because he couldn’t speak on it, and then he was “shattered on the floor” after simon broke things off, but the last line is him taking it all back in the s2ep6 speech :’)

anyway, thoughts? more lyrics?

-💛✨

ahhhh sea

i'm gonna CRYYYY but YES. definitely gives older wille looking back on younger wille's decisions

"It's alright, just wait and see Your string of lights is still bright to me Oh, who you are is not where you've been You're still an innocent"

(this also lowkey feels liks SIMON talking to wille? like wille has woken them both up with another nightmare of something that happened when they were teenagers and simon comforts him)

"Wasn't it beautiful runnin' wild 'til you fell asleep Before the monsters caught up to you?"

(how wille grew up with erik but the "monsters" could be his anxiety or erik's death)

"Time turns flames to embers You'll have new Septembers Everyone of us has messed up too, ooh, ooh Minds change like the weather I hope you remember Today is never too late to be brand new"

(this, again, lowkey feels like simon comforting wille when he feels like he isn't doing enough)

ahhhhh now i gotta add it to my playlist!

thanks for sharing!

-miels 💜✨

#asks #sea 💜 bestie #young royals #wilmon #taylor swift #daylightsimon

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sunqyu · 3 years

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KINGDOM INTRODUCTION STAGE THOUGHTS

Alrighty, I slept, I watched all performances a few more times, I let it all sink in and I think I’m ready to form an actual opinion. Would love to hear what you all thought!

ATEEZ

I love their pirate-concepts so much. I don't think I'll ever get enough of it. I was so surprised to see they chose to perform Wave out of all their anthem-esque songs but BOY OH BOY DID THEY DELIVER. The animation at the beginning was gorgeous and really set the tone, like yes we're ateez, we're here and staying true to ourselves because we know that will be amazing. Hongjoong's Hakuna Matata gave me shivers. I love that they sang some parts live, even in the harder parts of the choreo. San's presence will never fail and that ending with Jongho's power and San standing so casually, not even shaking. I loved every second of this performance and wouldn't have changed a thing. I also feel like this is very clearly an introduction stage. They showed who they are without showing everything they're capable of right away. I can't wait to see what they're going to show on the actual challenges. They got my vote.

BTOB

This one made me CRYYYY. BTOB used to be such an important group to me. It's been a while and hearing those first harmonies brought back so many memories. Not gonna lie, Peniel's rap was underwhelming. He was off beat a few times and his delivery wasn't strong. I also wish they danced more, even a little break. They know what show they are on and know that it's about big impact. They CAN do amazing performances so I wish they showed a little of that. By doing this vocal stage they're confirming the prejudice of them just being vocally talented seniors eventhough they're capable of so much more. I hope they change their strategy for the first challenge.

SF9

I hate to say it but this was definitely my least favorite. They only had 90 seconds. To me that means you fill as many of those seconds with either choreo, vocals, rap or some sort of stunts. A large part of SF9's performance was them walking to a different formation. I also think the re-arrangement of the song could've been stronger. Maybe ATEEZ and BTOB made them nervous but I just didn't feel as much impact or passion as I did with the rest of the performances. Still very curious to see what they do next. Maybe they're still getting to know the show or haven't fully decided on what direction to take with it yet.

Stray Kids

Speaking of knowing the show GOOD LORD STRAY KIDS. I loved how you could see that they've done their homework. This performance to me felt like a mix between Sword of Victory and Danger from RTK but with that Stray Kids roughness and power that no other group can replicate. Hyunjin's intro with the chanting was the perfect choice for a calm but intense start to build up from. They knew how to use the room, especially with Lee Know's part, and the passion was overwhelming. Bang Chan's backflip was perfect as it stayed true to the original choreo while adding impact. Changbin with a frking FLAME THROWER??? Only downsides to me were the abrupt ending (but then again they had only 90 seconds) and for a moment I thought Changbin wasn't on beat with his rap? Could be wrong? Overall definitely one of the best and one of the three I voted for.

The Boyz

HONEY THEY'RE HOOOOOME. They really listened to the comments they got on RTK about them only doing stunts and using props which I think was VERY clever for an introduction stage because they will be able to go all out in the challenges without that judgement. The re-arrangement was PHENOMENAL. I tell you when I heard Haknyeon starting with that line in that way, I squealed. Beautiful melodic build up and the most interesting formations out of everyone. Changmin slayed that little dancebreak and I feel like the camera moved to soon? Like they missed those last few beats there? Anyways. Then on we went to more intense whispering vocals, only building the tension more. AND THERE HE WAS, MY FAVORITE RAPPER OUT OF ALL THE PERFORMANCES. 1. He rapped live 2. The passion and intonation in his voice were soooo strong 3. Eventhough he wasn't full on dancing, every little move was planned and timed perfectly 4. The acting and concept in his presence were incredible. Sunwoo really stole the entire show for me. The handchoreo was, again, really clever and done perfectly. Hearing how they changed the yah to an echo-y aaa gave me THE CHILLS. Then the most beautiful part of the entire show, that dance. They were so in sync and majestic. The animation on the floor warming up with the blooming flowers was perfect. None of the other groups could have pulled this choreo off which is what makes it so special to me. Juyeon's fall was so elegant and powerful. It was great.

iKON

The 'iKON's back' made me weep like a little girl. Seriously, I sat there crying rivers while jamming out. I've seen these boys go through so many survival shows, I've already cried with them so much, I've seen them be mistreated, I've seen their best friend who I believe to be one of the best idols ever be mistreated and going away, this was a lot. So I had to rewatch the performance quite a few times to make a proper opinion on just the performance but here we go. Again, a group that stayed 100% true to themselves, except for one small thing. They lipsynced. Which… why? It was so surprising to me. Who makes a rapper like Bobby lipsync? I thought Sunwoo was going to be wiped under the carpet but since Bobby had to lipsync he just smiled through it all instead. I really liked the choreo and Jinhwan got to show off what he's best at. I'm also very happy to have a more hiphop-y group in the mix. It still has that anthem-vibe but it's different than what we've seen so far. If only I knew why they lipsynced. I really looked forward to June’s live vocals too. Sadly I didn't vote for them because the ZZZ-groups left a bigger impression on me but I hope iKON will find their place in the competition to thrive in their own light.

Overall Opinion

I voted for TBZ, SKZ and ATZ. Very happy that we didn’t have to rank the three groups we voted for because I could not have done that. Overall the moments that left the biggest impression on me were Sunwoo’s rap, Haknyeon’s intense whisper, San’s presence and expression’s, Hyunjin’s intro, center Minho, TBZ’ melodic dance break and ATZ’s delivery and passion. I do feel like the desperation isn’t there as much as it was with RTK’s introduction stages. I’m hoping that’s just because they’re saving the best for later or because it was a livestream and they were a little more nervous. I’m so happy that my expectations weren’t just met but frking thrown out the window. Would love to hear all of your opinions on the stages!

#kingdom #tbz #the boyz #skz #stray kids #ateez #atz #sf9 #btob #ikon #sunwoo #bang chan #hyunjin #minho #lee know #haknyeon #what elso to taaag #road to kingdom #mnet #mnet's kingdom #mnet kingdom

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zero-mins · 4 years

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TOO | butterfly tattoos pt. 1

members: chihoon, chan, jaeyun, j.you, kyungho, jerome part 2 coming soon!

chihoon

you’d post a picture of you and him together at the beach

you’d get a lot of nice comments about how cute the two of you were and how stunning you looked in the sun

but instead, your mind focused on the nasty comments

“is that a tattoo?”

“ah.. so you’re that kind of girl”

“he’s dating her?”

the post had only been up for a day but after reading those comments you decided to take it down

chihoon would ask you why, but you’d lie and make up an excuse

he’d know you were lying though

he managed to read those comments before you deleted the post

but he wouldn’t say anything about it

he didn’t want you make you feel worse

but you were obviously hurt

so he’d do something to cheer you up

one day you’d get an instagram notification:

[ chihoon has tagged you in a post: “my favorite part of you” ]

on the first slide would be the picture that you took down

and on the second slide there’d be an audio recording

his voice was hard to mistake

you loved how his voice got deeper whenever he sang

you wouldn’t realize that he was singing a song he wrote for you until you heard him sing your name

all the pain you’ve been holding in for the past week would become too much and you’d burst into tears

that’s when the door would bust open

“omg i didn’t mean to make you cryyyy”

and chihoon would run over to you and pull you into a hug

he’d put your head on his shoulder and rock you back and forth while he tells you how much he loves every part of you <3

chan

chan would try and hide his tattoo from you

not because he was ashamed of it, but because he didn’t want to seem like a bad guy and scare you

he’d have to mentally prepare himself before he decides to show it to you

your eyes would grow wide at the whale tattoo on his arm

you’d trace your finger over it, feeling the ink on his skin

he’d watch you intently for your reaction

you’d bring his arm up to your lips and plant a kiss on his tattoo

then you’d take his chin in your index finger and thumb and pull him forward to peck his nose

“it’s beautiful.”

he’d get so happy that his face would literally light up

like his eyes would form actual crescent moons

he’d pull you into a hug so tight that you almost couldn’t breathe

then he’d proceed to plant kisses all over your face

it wasn’t the reaction he expected, but it was the reaction he wanted

and because of that his love for you grew 1000000 times more

after a couple of months, you’d decide to get your own tattoo

he'd tell you about his experience getting a tattoo and talk you through the whole process

you wanted to get a matching whale on your arm, but chan told you to get something meaningful to you instead

he’d hold your hand during the whole inking process and make sure you took a break if the pain became unbearable

afterwards, he’d take you on a drive and get your favorite food

and then you��d watch the sunset together while eating the food you bought

“beautiful.” he’d whisper under his breath as he admired you in the golden sunlight

jaeyun

at first, you’d keep your tattoos a secret from him because you didn't want him to see you differently

but one day 👉🏼👈🏼

you two would watch a movie on the living room sofa 👉🏼👈🏼

he’d be the big spoon >:3

he’d pepper kisses on your shoulder and rub circles on your back

his hands would then trail down to your hips and he’d wrap his arm around you

that’s when he’d spot the three blue butterflies tattooed along the side of your stomach

"is that a tattoo?" he’d ask, pulling up your shirt to take a closer look

oh shit-

you’d panic a little and hastily pull yourself away from him, almost falling off the sofa

but he’d catch you just in time

he’d look at you weirdly

sigh.

you’d then begin to explain to him why you never told him about it

you’d probably talk way more than necessary

you might even trip over your words a couple of times

jaeyun would play with your hair while listening to you

he wouldn’t know how to react afterwards

he’d ask if he could look at your tattoo again, and you’d let him

his fingers would dance over your inked skin

he’d smile to himself at how pretty they were

out of nowhere, he’d plant a kiss on your cheek

“you’re not mad?”

jaeyun could never get mad at you for having a tattoo and not telling him

he’d be more mad at himself for making you feel like you couldn’t open up to him about it

“your tattoos are just as pretty as you”

jaeyun would decide to ditch the movie to know more about your tattoo

he’d ask what it meant and when you got it and basically everything about it

and you’d get tired from talking and accidentally fall asleep

so jaeyun would just admire your butterflies while you slept peacefully in his arms

j.you

it’d be your fifth anniversary with j.you

the both of you had never dated anyone this long before

so you figured you were soulmates

you decided to get matching tattoos to celebrate

you’d spend weeks looking at pictures of tattoos on pinterest, trying to find a design you both liked

finally, you’d settle on getting a butterfly tattoo on your wrist

you expected the inking process to be painful, but you would barely feel any pain

weak pain receptors huh

still, j.you would hold your hand the whole time

then, it’d be his turn

unlike you, he’d be wincing in pain

he wouldn’t stop wiggling around in the chair

you’d find it cute, but only until you noticed the tears welling in his eyes

poor bby didn’t want to cry in front of you :(

but you’d still catch the tear that rolled down his face

he’d get so embarrassed and try to hide his face in your neck

afterwards, you’d take care of him at home

you’d lay his head on your lap and draw circles on his forehead to help him relax

he’d start apologizing for embarrassing you at the parlor

but you’d laugh and tease him for being so pain tolerant instead

he was really grateful that you were there with him

he couldn’t imagine getting a tattoo on his own

he’d sneak a kiss onto your lips while you weren’t paying attention

“i really do think you’re my soulmate, y/n”

and then he’d pull you into an even deeper kiss owo

kyungho

kyungho wouldn’t keep secrets from you

and you wouldn’t keep any secrets from him

except for one:

you had a tattoo

it was a really small one though — a monarch butterfly hidden behind your ear

you didn’t think he’d ever find it

but he would

and you’d get into a big argument over it

“what happened to not keeping secrets from each other?”

he’d storm out, leaving you teary-eyed and confused in the middle of the room

you’d try calling him but he wouldn’t pick up his phone

you’d wait by the door for hours but kyungho never returned

it’d be almost 2 in the morning before you decide to head to bed, too tired to wait for him any longer

but then you heard the door open

the room was completely dark so he couldn’t see you when he stepped in

when the lights switched on, you’d instantly make eye contact with him

his eyes and cheeks were all puffy

he didn’t expect you to stay up and wait for him to get back

he’d run over and wrap you in a tight hug

he was only gone for a couple of hours, but it felt like years

you’d cup his puffy cheeks in your hands and squish them, making him giggle

“i missed you.”

"i missed you too.”

you’d apologize for keeping a secret from him

and he’d apologize for getting mad at you

he’d make it up to you by carrying you to the bed

where he’d shower you with kisses and whisper sweet nothings to you until eventually you fell asleep

he’d leave a kiss on the butterfly behind your ear before pulling you closer to him and falling asleep with you

jerome

you wouldn’t have the will to commit to getting large tattoos

you’d have a lot of small ones instead, littered all over your body

jerome found them really cute

he’d love finding new tattoos on your body

he was still a minor, so he couldn’t get tattoos of his own

which also meant that he couldn’t go to the tattoo parlor with you

that sucked.

because in reality, you can’t handle the pain of getting a tattoo on your own

usually you’d bring one of your friends with you, but this time you had to go alone

and god did not have mercy on you

after enduring almost two hours of pain, you’d be surprised to find jerome waiting outside the parlor for you

he was going to surprise you by taking you on a nice coffee date, since he knew that you were going alone today

but once he saw your teary eyes :(( his heart would break in half

he’d hold your face in his hands and ask if you were okay

you’d try and hide the pain, but he wouldn’t believe you

he’d kiss your forehead

“okay, change of plans: we’re going home and i’m gonna take care of you.”

once you arrive home, he’d make you sit on the couch while he brought all the blankets and pillows from the bedroom to the living room

he’d lay the blankets down on the floor and arrange the pillows around it

then he’d sit in the middle and pat the empty space between his legs, signalling for you to sit there

he’d wrap his arms and legs around you as if you were a giant teddy bear

and the two of you would watch a movie together, with you safe and sound in his embrace

i’m making this a two-part series!!

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artharrie · 4 years

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MY FIRST IMPRESSIONS ON FINE LINE TRACK BY TRACK IDK WHY I THOUGHT IT COULD BE FUN PLEASE SHARE YOURS TOO OR MESSAGE ME WHAT YOU THINK OK

1. GOLDEN

i feel like it is a very easy and light song, quite repetitive? but i think it’s the vibe he wanted. side A songs seem very summery and idk optimistic? am i making any sense lol i love his voice so so much aaaaa TAKE ME BACK TO THE LIGHT ..much too think about. but uh... brown my skin just right? what?

oh and i thought this was the shroom song where he bit his tongue etc but there are many contenders right kfjdsllfd

2. WATERMELON SUGAR

before it came out i was absolute sure it would be a bitter breakup song, so i was caught off guard dfhkdghd it’s my own fault though. very very fun and catchy and upbeat. his lyrics are sooooo visual in this album !!!! i love it !!!!! i want your belly still kills me... this song live is another level. AMAZING.

3. ADORE YOU

YES. BASS. it’s hard to decide what i love the most in this song, the vocals and background vocals or the lyrics!! i mean, lyrics are a bit of my thing but ye.. i interpreted it as harry asking someone like can i fall for you? maybe because that is 100% me. i can only give all of me in a relationship and i think it’s the best part of it, being vulnerable and open to feel all the feelings without overthinking. sorry i love it.

4. LIGHTS UP

OH MY GOD. i cannot explain how much i fell in love with this song. like obsessed. between hs1 and the 3 singles, it’s my favorite harry song EVER but we’ll see... that’s everything i needed to hear and it is so inspiring and beautiful to see him explore and experiment and love life and accept himself. i could go on and on. the music video is perfect i have no words. ahhh

5. CHERRY

i knew i was going to love this one when he said it was about being petty when things don’t go our way... oof. i do relate a lot to even the images he created, it hits hard. but it also is heartbreaking. it’s so sad. and there’s so much emotion and storytelling i feel like i’m going through it with him and it kinda hurts. beautiful beautiful beautiful. i don’t know shit about production or melodies but the instrumental part is perfect, it’s so involving. it’s one of my favorites and i cryyyy

6. FALLING

i could tell side B was going to be sad. and also my favorite. he talked about the chorus and jesus, that’s me. always, but specifically right now. so maybe that’s why i instantly started crying as i heard the first note. again with the visual lyrics !!! it just puts you in this mindset. idk it hits hard and i need more time to deal with it. right now i can only cry. ALSO THE FUCKING VOCALS. the whole album is another level but this song specially? breathtaking.

7. TO BE SO LONELY

again i knew i would connect with this song. but it makes me sad that it seems like the relationship made him doubt himself so much, i feel that in falling as well. i mean.. relatable, but it breaks my heart. this is where i remembered it was a break up album ahsgdjhfs it feels a little more upbeat? it could be just me. it reminds me of some indie band but i can’t figure out which one but i love love love it. what i get is like he wasn’t in denial anymore at this point, he was accepting things weren’t going well and he just wanted to allow himself to feel sad and lonely. thoughts???

8. SHE

i don’t know what i was expecting, but it surprised me from the begining. and it confused me so much. so much. i read some people saying ‘she’ could be a part of harry, but i still can’t wrap my head around it, i don’t understand this songggg what is going onnnn but then i saw him saying mitch came up with the melody while on mushrooms, so maybe that’s why it is so unclear and intriguing and interesting !! a woman who’s just in his head and she sleeps in his bed??? what

also.. the chorus reminds me so much of zayn... why can’t they get their shit together.... imagine the harmonies....

but yeah please tell me what you think of this one. all the theories. help me.

9. SUNFLOWER, VOL. 6

ohhhhhhhh. i was really excited about this one because i love love sunflowers and all the flowers and i love metaphors with flowers. AND IT DELIVERED. one of my favorites for sure. this side seems a little happier, right? more about being a fool for women and loving it we STAN. the gasping does something to me.. feels like a weed song if you ask me asjhdsjfsj in love with every detail

10. CANYON MOON

60s 70s 80s i get all of it!!!! timeless love song!!! it makes want to be in love so that’s a bit sad dsfjhgshjdfs and old lover’s hippie music ahhhhh idk it feels like a simpler song? i don’t know what else to read into but cute cute

11. TREAT PEOPLE WITH KINDNESS

i think i hate it... but to be fair i was already judging it by the title. if i ignore the chorus it is not so bad. but then again it has potential but it’s just... not my thing. i’m sure it will grow on me, the vocals and the structure of the song is really good but i’m not about that dkjgdfkghdkj ‘just a little bit of kindness’ .........

12. FINE LINE

don’t think i understand this one either, but it feels like there’s so much going on, maybe i won’t ever be able to pinpoint what he means hmm ‘there’s things that we’ll never know’.... such a deep song, it really is a roller coaster. when he is repeating the same lines and the tempo changes ??? amazing. and then he says the best thing to ever hear ‘we’ll be alright’ and it destroyed me in the best way possible. it is the last line of the album and i think that says a lot. i know i will cry a lot to this song fjhkhgdfk

that was a lot. felt too many things. i need a bit of time. my heart hurts and i love this man.

#me talk #fine line spoilers #fine line #spoilers #harry styles #fine line analysis #its been a while since ive written so much in english so please excuse me ashdsjd

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chubsjiminiie · 6 years

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i’ll love you ‘til the day i die

Hoseok x reader

a/n: angstyyy i cryyyy. bro sue me this hurttt

warnings: talks of death

words; 2.6k

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“I love you, Y/n,” he said smiling as he licked his ice cream cone.

You couldn’t believe he said it, you had only been dating for about three months; you thought it was too soon to be in love but you felt it. Every smile he gave you enlightened your whole body, it was like he was your personal sunshine. Even though you still hadn’t said anything, he was calm awaiting your reaction.

“I-, I-,” you stutter.

“No it’s okay Y/n, it’s way too early in the relationship to know if you love me; but I feel it. I don’t know, no one has ever made me this happy.”

“It’s not that Hoseok, actually quite the opposite,” you pause to smile, “I think- no I know, I’ve loved you since the moment this became official.”

“Really?”

“Mhm,” you lick your own ice cream, “It’s a bit scary, honestly, I feel like- I don’t know, but I have this feeling, I’ll love you till the day I die.”

It was rare, but you guys would fight on occasion it was always something dumb like Hoseok not cleaning up after himself or you walking into his studio when he’s recording and disrupting a verse. This time it was about him driving to recklessly, he seemed to get annoyed at your words as you asked him to slow down because it was too dangerous on the curvy roads, to be driving at the speed he was. He rolled his eyes at you repeatedly as you calmly asked for him to slow down because you didn’t feel comfortable, he just kept reassuring you that it was fine, he had control. You would’ve let it go if the weather conditions were normal and it was broad daylight, but it was exact opposite and you were beginning to get scared.

He finally gives in and slows down, but he doesn’t let the argument go, he complains to you about how you should trust him and his driving because he knew what he was doing. In a way he may have been right, he was a planner, he planned everything. No matter the occasion, he already had your schedules ready for whatever.

Hoseok had planned the entire day out, after three years of being together and living together, his life had finally settled down and he was ready to begin a family. Today would be the first step into making that possible, he took you out on vacation and this was the last day, so it was now or never. His first idea was to rent out your favorite restaurant there in the city you were in; after dinner, you’d go on a walk through the empty streets and “unconsciously” end up at the beach. He always saw on T.V. how romantic it was when a couple was walking down a beach under the moonlight, talks seemed to turn more personal and loving. Hoseok was sure you’d say yes, how could he doubt it when you’ve stuck by his side for years despite his hectic schedule.

At the hotel, you struggled finding the perfect dress for tonight, you didn’t know why but it felt like it would change things between the two of you, and you’d like to remember it forever. You rummaged through your luggage but nothing seemed to satisfy you, that’s when you noticed a white box with a red ribbon on top, laying perfectly on your bed. A small card was on the box and it was in Hoseok’s handwriting, ‘I figured you’d stress yourself out, I saw this in the mall when we were there and it’s like it was made just for you.’ You smile, even after being together for so long, he was still the same adorable attentive boyfriend. A red dress lay in the box, you pull it out and it was just beautiful, he was right- it was like it was made just for you. You sighed in contentment, there was never a moment of doubt in the relationship; it was crazy, he was like.. your forever. You hoped to be his.

You slipped on black heels, and walked out the room to meet Hoseok at the restaurant. When you arrived at the lobby there was a man holding a board with your named scribbled on it, but what caught your attention more was the big goofy smile he had on. Giggling you walk towards him and he guides you to a black Suburban. The car ride was short, only about five minutes long; you were a bit surprised to see that the restaurant had very little lighting on and there wasn’t any customers out in the front patio waiting to be served. But you made your way into the restaurant to find a young lady, about your height waiting to seat you; it’s not until you’re walking down the dining area that you notice it’s completely empty. At a two person table, Hoseok sat smiling widely in your direction and he stood up as soon as you got close. Seating you, he pushes in your chair and sit on his side, grabbing your hand he looks into your eyes and gives you a wink.

“I knew it was made just for you,” he says kissing one of your hands.

The dinner went well, it was sweet and filled with joy, it lasted longer than you both expected but it just made it better. The streets were quiet, all that was heard was the laughter from the both of you creating a beautiful melody. You can’t recall anything that was said, you just remembered his soft smile and his eyes glistening as he watched you talk and talk. Eventually you both were walking along the damp sand as the waves crashed at your feet, and the moon lit the pathway on the beach. Somehow from the dinner to now, Hoseok had become quiet and nervous; you tried to cuddle up to his side but he stopped in his tracks suddenly moving in front of you. His eyes were teary- you thought the worst- it must be ending.

He got down on one knee and pulled out a red box from his pocket, “ Y/n Y/l/n, I’ve loved you since the first day we got together and I’ve loved you a little more every single day since then. I don’t see an end to this and I’m hoping you don’t either because I plan to love you a little more every single day of lives- ‘til death do us part. Will you marry me?”

His tears were streaming down his face but all you do was wipe them away, you stood there shocked- in a good way. You had been waiting for this moment for quite a while, ever since you both mentioned your future plans with each other, and now it was finally coming true.

You hadn’t realized that tears were raining down on your own face until he stood up and looked you in the eyes and wiped them away.

“I always make you wait for my reaction, but I just can’t believe this is really happening,” you pause, “Of course Hoseok, I will.”

He slides on the engagement ring on your finger and embraces you in a tight hug. He lifts you off the ground and spins you around laughing and crying all at the same time.

“So what’s next?” he says looking at you, “Are you going to complain about the music being to loud?”

“Hoseok stop, you and I both know it’s not safe to be reckless. Stop being petty, there isn’t any music playing.”

“Is that what’s missing for you? Music?” he moves his hand to the radio, “Here you go sweetheart, just for you.”

You look down at your hands not really knowing what to say back. He was angry, and whatever you said next would only aggravate him more so you stayed silent. You didn’t want to see him but you knew he was staring at you and back at the road every couple seconds, he was distracted and angry. A sweet melody fills the speakers and it’s your wedding song, the song you both had chosen perfectly described how you felt for each other, and without a doubt still do.

I never knew you could hold moonlight ‘til the night I held you…

His body seemed to relax and regret started to settle in. He was being inconsiderate of your feelings and getting mad at such a little thing. It wasn’t worth it. It wasn’t worth your sad silence.

You’re my moonlight,

You felt tears come out of your eyes, you didn’t know why it made you emotional, but it did. It was like you were back to the day your first met each other. 5 years had gone by and he still brought so much happiness into your life. It was hard to explain to anyone even yourself that he was different. He was your true one and only, and no one could ever compare to him.

Baby I be fallin’

You finally turned to look at him and saw he was already looking. It was weird, even in that moment you couldn’t help but smile at him, tears falling out and all. It just felt right- he must’ve felt it too because he returned the same sad smile with his own tears.

He’s so bossy, he makes me dance, tryna sit in the back of his whip and just cancel my plans,

There was no way to expect what was coming next, there was no time to process anything at all. You didn’t even know it hit you until you heard the song playing in your head instead of the radio. Somehow a pick-up truck, twice the size of Hoseok’s Mercedes had hit you on a sharp turn, he was too invested in the moment to react quicker and save you both from the crash. All you could see were headlights, glass shattered everywhere, and parts of the Mercedes lying around.

Sweet like candy, but he’s such a man,

You start to panic, and adrenaline kicks in, you don’t feel any of the pain so you’re not aware of how dangerous your injuries are. You attempt to move around but it’s nearly impossible, something’s holding you down and you can’t feel your legs, you turn your head and see Hoseok lying next to you. His eyes are closed and you feel a sudden wave of sadness. You call out his name, you move your arm near his and shake him as much as you can, you hope desperately to get him to wake up. He needed to wake up.

One more shake and his eyes flew open, he gasps for air and his eyes widen, he sees you and he gets a good look at your injuries. This isn’t good he thinks, he starts to cry as you stare at him. You must not realize how bad the situation is if you’re just looking at him. His hand reaches out to hold yours and he realizes he can moves his body. With all the strength he has, he makes his way to you.

He knows just what it does when he’s holding me tight,

At this point he can’t control himself, he feels everything, all the pain in his body but mostly the pain in his heart. You couldn’t see it or feel it, but parts of glass were shattered all over your body, parts of the car were stabbing different parts of your body. He knew the moment he got closer to you, that there was no way help would be able to help you, you’d be gone. There was a pool of your blood on the concrete, he was sure it was from one of the car parts going through your abdomen. Ignoring his pain he held you, the best way possible, a couple shards of glass hurting him in the process; he didn’t care. He wanted to be able to hold you one last time, you were his happiness, his world and now you were close to being gone.

You smile up at him weakly, you didn’t know why but suddenly your body was giving out. It was hard to make out any words but even when you tried, Hoseok would hush you and pull you closer. You started picturing different scenarios with him, some of the future and some that had already happened. You dreamt of your dreams, like having children, or having grandkids, but then those were interrupted with moments from your wedding- some from your anniversaries- some just funny moments.

And he calls me moonlight too.

You come back to the real world and see his face, he’s sad- well more than that. It hits you, this was it. These were your last moments together, these were the last couple minutes you’d get with the love of your life.

With all the strength you have left you grab his face and pull him closer, “I love you, remember that forever. I wish we had more time, but this is it for me. I really hope you pull through, Hobi. I love you so so much. I’ll always be waiting for you, until the universe is ready for us again. Please don’t do anything stupid, if you get the chance live you life, have fun, love until your heart can’t love anymore.”

He’s crying loudly, sobbing into your neck, “I don’t want you to go. Please stay. Please. I love you so much, don’t leave me.”

“I’ll never leave you. You’re my one and only, my moonlight.”

And just like that, you take your last breath.

“I love you, moonlight, I’ll keep you in my heart forever.”

Till this day Hoseok doesn’t truly know what happened after you lost your life. He knows he ended up in a coma for about three days and no one really expected him to wake up, but he did. It wasn’t his time, and that was okay. The guys all kept by his side until he was ready to be on his own, it was hard at first, being without you, but eventually he moved on. He found someone who made him happy, who was able to love him unconditionally, and he was able to love her the same way. They had a daughter, she strangely reminded him of you, with every passing day she grew up to have a lot of his features but her personality was just like yours. His wife knew about you, and about how much you meant to him, she understood. She went with him to your grave for your birthday, your anniversaries, she supported him because she knew that this is what completed him- being able to keep a connection with you. It wasn’t unhealthy either, it was good, and she knew that.

On the other side you watched him grow old with his family and your heart was content, you had him until the day you died and that was enough for you. Your love was the strongest feeling you ever felt in your whole life. You hoped to have another life with him, and experience it all over again, this time with a little more time in your timelines and no death unless is old age. You would be counting on it, till then you’d wait for him and maybe see him in this new world.

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writejiminie · 7 years

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✧ Seasonal Feathers

“Of course I would.”

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader Genre: angst Word count: 1.8k

➳ Summary: He found you in the winter (冬), You found him in the spring (春). He fell ill during the summer (夏) , You tried to save him in the fall (秋). And He lost you during the winter, as You lost him in the 冬.

A/N: Based off of the story from Kagamine Rin and Len’s Feathers Across the Seasons (四季折の羽) with some changes, of course! If you haven’t watched/listened to it yet, I highly suggest you check it out after reading~ ♬ And try not to cryyyy ; u ;)9

冬 ─ WINTER

Once the sun ducked down behind the high grey mountains and the snow began to fall, your loud and desperate cries softened to low and helpless coos for your vocal chords were sore and your chest could not bear anymore.

Tucking in your white wings, you attempt to wrap yourself up and sleep, cringing when you accidentally move your sprained leg, long claws curled up in pain. There were no stars tonight, nor was there a moon, and shivering from the crystallized snowflakes that had begun to collect on your ghostly feathers, you chirp yourself gently into an everlasting slumber.

… … …

“─ou poor thing…”

That voice, it sounded human. You jolt awake and instinctively roust up your frozen wings, desperate to rise and fly away from danger, but is cut short when the soothing voice urges you to relax and you stagger from the pain shooting up your leg, causing you to shriek and settle down.

“Shush, shush now, you’ll be alright,” Your eyes sought the source of the soft-spoken sound, it was a man. His hair was hiding his eyes, but observing the amazingly large bundle of sticks tied and hooked around his robed shoulders dusted with a light layer of snow, he was out gathering firewood, “And…there you are!”

Looking down cautiously to see what made him smile so cheerfully, you’re startled to see a white bandage wrapped tightly around the wound. You experimentally stretch out your thin leg and rejoice in the missing sensation of pain.

Some mists of clouds rolled in the night sky, rather dull and a still coldness remained. Snow covered the barren land and all of the trees were dead, not an animal in sight as it was the season of hibernation and many were already asleep. Anxious to return to your nest, you stand to balance yourself before you’re in the air, wings out and free once again.

The young man watched you with care and his light eyes crinkled with relief, for even a crane could make the cold and empty night sky of winter look bright and beautiful like one summer’s day.

春 ─ SPRING

“Is this the correct house…?” You ponder, tilting your head curiously as your eyebrows furrowed, squinting at the small, little house in the middle of the forest.

The winter had passed and the snow melted into fresh water for the emerging growth of life and plantation. On a spring day, you turned into a human and went to seek for the man who rescued you to express your gratitude for his kindness.

You roll up your white sleeves, brushing off a couple of green leaves that had fallen on you before you tread carefully and quietly to the door.

In front of it, you hear and listen in on the low humming from inside and instantly fall in love with the melody, testing a small whistle of it. He was in there, you were sure of it. And nervously, your knuckles rattle along the rough wooden surface. The humming stops and there is some shuffling before the door is opened.

The man’s eyes widen at his unexpected guest, a beautiful and unfamiliar woman dressed in clothes white as snow. A kimono with a red collar hugged her form while a white cloth blanketed and covered her head.

“Oh my, to what do I owe the pleasure?”

Shyly, you tug the cloth down to wrap around your shoulders to see a playful smirk tug on his lips and he welcomed you in graciously.

Spring was the opposite of winter. Instead of being cold and isolated, the spring was filled with life and color. The gentle breezes brought trees and flowers to life and food was bountiful for many creatures that also called the forest their home.

You fell in love with the warm and tender man, Jungkook, as he had fallen for you during that very spring. And surrounded by the joy and purities of life, you two got married in the name of love.

One day during that same spring, it was snowing and while you both found it to be too cold to play outside, for today, you would stay bundled inside in front of the sizzling fireplace.

As he was holding out his chilly palms against the cracking wood, you admired how his pale hands soon turned pink and began to whistle an old song you used to sing as a crane.

“What a beautiful voice,” He brought his hands back to rub them together, observing how you sang until you grew rather shy, shielding his eyes away from you until he burst out in laughter.

You raise your own hands to the licking flames and ask him, “If…If one day, I don’t sound beautiful anymore,” Lifting your eyes up to him as he looks down at you with his usual comforting gaze, “Would you still love me?”

“Of course I would,” Jungkook’s eyebrows raise, surprised that you would’ve expected a different answer. He pulls up his black kimono slightly before tugging you over to him, tightening his hold around you as you placed your own hands over his forearms comfortably, both sinking into the warm embrace.

“You know, we should’ve done this earlier, this is much warmer than the fire.”

And Jungkook laughs.

夏 ─ SUMMER

The summer was drearily hot as the sun kissed and altered the color of your skin while you both had decided to harvest the crops you planted in the spring.

After battling and successfully pulling out the last carrot, you collapse on the dirt and slightly raise your hat to rub away the salt at your forehead.

“I’m finished, what about you Jun- JUNGKOOK?!”

When you turned around, Jungkook was holding both of his hands up and pressing them hard against his mouth as he coughed harshly, blood slipping through the cracks of his fingers.

You both were a poor couple living in a small house set in a quiet forest, you couldn’t possibly afford the expensive price it took to get some medicine.

Watching Jungkook in the other room, heaving as his face flushed with illness and eyeing the many tissues and towels colored crimson with his blood in the waste bin, your desperation and worry was increasing.

Then, you remember the forgotten loom he kept hidden away in the house. Unwrapping the tight kimono that hugged your torso, you dryly look over the white feathers that decorated your body. If you could make clothes with your feathers and manage to sell them, you would be able to get the money to buy some medicine.

And so that day and every day since, you would remove a portion of your feathers and weave them into cloth, pure and white like the color of snow and soft, like the wings you lost.

秋 ─ FALL

These days were quite windy, forcefully rustling the trees to drop their brown and shriveled leaves. Watching them, you determinedly continued to weave your feathers together; you would not allow Jungkook’s life to fall like them.

“Here,” You speak quietly these days so you wouldn’t frighten him in the silence of the cold and dark house, handing him a bowl of warmed and boiled herbs.

Jungkook watches you fondly, taking the bowl and his face contorts into hurt as he stares at the bloodied bandages encasing your torn hands. “Such beautiful fingers,” He whispered, smiling at you, placing the bowl down to appreciate your digits, holding them carefully in his own as if they were made of fragile glass.

Your heart skips a beat to the familiar spark electrifying his dark, brown eyes. Such words would have made you feel happy, but then, to see how pale his face was, the deep circles around his eyes and his skinny structure, you only felt pained as his condition was not getting better. And the hand that held your bruised fingers, were too, too cold.

“If one day,” You force out a chuckle, how stupid of a question it was to ask now, “My beautiful fingers were no more…would…would you still love me?”

His answer remained the same, no matter how weak and hoarse it came out, “Of course I would.” And your hands reached out to pat rapidly at his back as a fit of broken coughs followed after the words slipped past his pale, dry lips.

Each and every night, you weaved on the loom and you removed your feathers for cloth. You ignored the aches that blistered your hands and the opening sores that made them bleed with fresh blood every day; you turned away from the active weather changes of the fall and desperately prayed and begged that Jungkook would make a healthy recovery soon.

Down

the

very

last

WINTER ─ 冬

feather. You stood outside, fingers lingering worriedly over it, sticking out mockingly from your shoulder. The last one, hanging as a reminder of your old wings when you were still a mere crane.

It was a truth you were afraid Jungkook would figure out, fearful of what he would have thought, worried that he would feel remorse and regret the promised marriage you both initiated together.

But it was also a fond memory, the small marriage at the nearby shrine. Your fingers laced together and gentle smiles exchanged while rings made of grass tied loosely around your ring fingers, bounding the both of you together as one. Of course, those wilted and fell off overtime, but the promise of marriage stayed true. Jungkook had promised that one day, he would buy you a ring glittering of diamonds and he made you laugh so, so hard.

A melody finds its way up your throat and you realize you’re whistling the song Jungkook had been humming on the first spring day you both met.

“If one day, even if I’m no longer human,” A small, damaged smile finds its way across your face, tears at the brims of your eyes as you realize it is once again, snowing, “Would you still love me?”

It was a truth that would remain untold.

Alone and shivering in the snowy forest of the night with a starless sky not even protected by the light of the moon, you break the feather off with a small cry and then, you feel a warm pair of arms hug you from behind, a soft hum continuing your melody.

“Of course I would, do I really have to keep saying this?” His voice is barely understandable now, but you smile, the irritation obvious in his usually caring tone. He presses his cold lips to your shoulders, scarred with the memory of your lost wings, “Even now, I still remember the crane that flew so beautifully that lonely night and even now,”

Softly, you let out sobs and wailed out coos as he tucked his chin into the crook of your neck. He is interrupted by a few coughs and even your knees begin to tremble slightly until the both of you fall together and lay in the cold, merciless snow, still embracing each other and he manages to murmur with an unsteady breath, “─I still love you.”

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daengerous-af · 7 years

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moonbinandback · 7 years

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My KCON experience!!!!

I just got home and I wanted to write down everything while it’s still fresh in my memory so pls prepare for a very long very screaming account of today’s amazing events ;___; (I’ll post the pics and videos I got soon!!)

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so my mom and I drove together (she didn’t want me to go alone bc none of my irl friends like kpop lol rip s/o to my mom for being the coolest ever!!!), and we got to the venue at around 11:30ish. I wanted to get there earlier bc i was really paranoid about not getting an audience pass for astro ;___; we went to get our wristbands and stuff and our concert ticket barcodes ended up showing as invalid ?? ?! even tho we bought them from the official website ;~; so we had to get our tickets validated at staples center and then walk back to get our audience passes. after getting that sorted, I opened my passes and got Heize and Oh My Girl, both of which had already been completed :((( but as I was standing to the side trying to figure out if I could get passes off facebook, I overheard this group of ppl opening their audience passes and they were like “who did u get???” “uh... astro....” “me too....i don’t rly know them” and i was like HI HELLO DO U WANT THOSE BC IF NOT IM LOOKING FOR 2 PASSES FOR ASTRO NO PRESSURE THO and they were like “uhhh yeah sure” AND I GOT 2 AUDIENCE PASSES FOR FREE HOW LUCKY IS THAT !!!!! ! 😭😭 bless those ppl i hope they got hi touch or something lol they saved me like an hour of hunting for passes

after that we checked the room where fan engagements are held to see if there was a line for astro and there was already a crowd of like 60ish ppl there like 2 hours before the event and i was like fuk!!!!! but also it’s so nice to see fellow astro fans supporting our bois!! c: there were actually so many astro fans at the con i was so happy!! so we got in line and chilled and there were some rly cool fans handing out free astro banners with their own digital art, and one person was passing out these nice quality pics of the boys and asking “who’s ur bias??” and then just giving them out for free?? arohas are so nice ??? ???

then after we got into the room, i was like 3 rows from the very front of the audience barrier, but the hi touch ppl were way closer than us rip i was so jealous ;~; when the boys walked on i LOST MY FUKCING SHIT AS EXPECTED and OH YM GOD LET ME TELL U HOW BEAUTIFUL THEY ARE! !!!!!! they all had on very crisp clean button ups and slacks and they looked SO FRESH omg

jinjin’s hair was so beautiful and smooth and he looked extra tiny today!!!!! i LOVE mj’s current hair color on him it looks so pretty and he also looked tiny af I LOVE!!!! sanha is SO FREAKING TALL like he absolutely towers over the hyungs lmaooooo but he’s also the CUTEST BAB his hair was slightly messy and very beautiful i cryyyy and rocky looked SO GOOD with his hair color!! it’s actually a lot more subtle irl than in the pics he posted recently :’) it’s like a very gentle auburn-burgundyish kinda color, and a little more brown than mj’s hair!

and eunwoo!!!! oh my god he is absolutely prince charming irl, even more so than in videos and pics like HOLY SHIT he is so stunning!!!! he was wearing this beautiful white button up and his brown hair makes him look EVEN MORE PRINCELY like i could not believe my eyes and when he hits u with THAT EYE SMILE u are deceased on the spot!!!!!!! he is a very beautiful dork and i love him!!! AND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON BINNIE LIKE I THOUGHT I LOVED HIM A LOT BEFORE TODAY?? ??? WHTA THE FUCK ???? he is genuinely the most handsome and attractive person i have EVER seen like i was blown away by his natural charm, hes just SO DAMN CHARISMATIC IRL like if u dont stan bin before u see him irl.. ..u do afterwards lmao like he’s UNREAL ;__; he was wearing a bluish black button up with the tucked in and puffy look which I LOVE and some very well fitting slacks 👀 HES FINE AS FUCK YALL I RLY CANT EVEN EXPRESS HIS BEAUTY RN LIKE GOD DAMN!!! MY IDEAL MAN!!!! i was looking at all the bois but i kept going back to him like i honestly couldnt take my eyes off him he is so gorgeous!!!!

the Q&A session was CUTE AF but i couldnt hear them over the screams ;____; also ppl were sticking their phones in the air all over the place so my view was partially blocked sometimes but i got some lil viewing windows most of the time :D after the general questions from the mc they played this dice roll game where they have to do whatever action corresponds to the number they rolled! they did “switch parts” if i remember correctly, they sang confession and FUCKING JINJIN SANG I HEARD HIS BEAUTIFUL VOICE IRL I WAS DYING HE SOUNDED SO LOVELY!!!!!!!!!!!! (@FANTAGIO LET MY BOI SING!!!!) ALSO ROCKY SANG AND I LOST MY MIND HE WAS SO AMAZING AS WELL!!!! sanha, eunwoo, and mj sang their fave pop songs and they were SO GOOD as usual!!! 💞💞 ALSO EUNWOO RAPPED HE WAS SO CUTE

ok and here’s the part that literally killed me: THE SEXY DANCE WHAT THE FUUKCJKEJGHDJ I WAS ON FIRE!!!!!!! rocky’s dance was SO DAMN GOOD and i was like FUUUUUUUUCK ok that was amazing and then the bois were like “binnie u do it!!” and i was like GOD.. ..IF UR OUT THERE,,, ,,, MAKE IT HAPPEN and then not only bin but jinjin too! !!! BICH!!!! THEY ENDED ME RIGHT THEN AND THERE I CANT BELIEVE I SAW BIN DOING HIP THRUSTS IRL LIKE ?????? PLS WATCH THE FANCAM OF IT IF U HAVENT, IT WILL SAVE UR LIFE OK

so after the sexy dance i was in a state of euphoria ofc, and i remember them rolling aegyo on the dice and they were like “SANHA DO IT” and he was SO PRECIOUS I LOVE HIM he did the arm cross thing with a lil head shake and rocky joined him too!!!! god bless!!!!!!

during hi touch i just continued to bask in the boys’ presence hahah and i noticed they were doing mostly single handed high fives instead of the usual two hand high five/hand hold that they normally do :c but they all looked so cute and happy and smiley!!!! it made my heart so happy!!!!

after hi touch we took a group selfie with the boys (which i am definitely invisible in lmaooo) and then after leaving the room i was like “ah i heard they’ll be at the toyota booth at some point today i better go find out what time” and right as im walking to the booth i see a group of well dressed guys walking on the 2nd floor above me and im like “no way they beat us here” and then i saw a tall bean with white hair and i was like SANHAAAAAAA and they had just gotten to the toyota booth right as i got there!!!! a crowd had already formed but I got a decent view, and they were doing some more q&a that i couldn’t hear lmao but I was so happy that i got to see them again!!!!

when they left I walked around the marketplace and bought a dream part 1 poster (the one where they’re all in white dress shirts lookin cute af) and a poster of sleepy autumn story bin bc im WEAK and I LOVE MY BOIS

then i just hung around the food trucks area until we got to enter the concert venue, and my seats were pretty good!!! they weren’t GA or lowest tier, but i was decently close and i had a clear view of the stage like 95% of the time blesssss

first up was KARD and they were pretty good! their songs are not rly my style but they’re very talented and they look like a hardworking group!!! :D also they are all hot hahah

after that was Oh My Girl, and they were also good! again, their songs are not usually what i like but they were SUPER CUTE and charming!!

then Heize played!! I LOVE HEIZE OMG shes so pretty and her voice is beautiful!! i also love her style and her songs are so soothing/fun to listen to!! she asked us to turn on our phone flashlights while she performed Star and she started tearing up before she started singing and i was like NOOOOO BABY she almost made me cry ;~; anyways YES I LOVE HEIZE U SHOULD LISTEN TO HER IF U HAVENT YET

i had only rly listened to Energetic and I only knew ong seongwu before seeing wanna one, but HOLY SHIT they blew me away!!!!! i was really impressed by their choreo and they’re really great performers! their songs are catchy af damn!! AND ALL THE MEMBERS ARE CUTE like daniel?? ??? hot as fuck???? he had on this earring and im like damn?? what is this guy doing to me lmaooo

i hadn’t listened to any NCT 127 besides cherry bomb and I thought it was an okayish song, but again i was SO IMPRESSED by their performance!!! they were so on point for choreo, other theatrics, visuals, etc!!!! honestly i feel like all kpop groups are like 100000x better live bc of the choreo and atmosphere!! and there was a guy with light pink hair who was HOT AS FUKC i need to find him omg (taeyong? yeah hes fine as hell hahahah) also the bass in the staples center is SO INTENSE like my entire soul vibrated during cherry bomb lmao

GOT7 were great performers too but after hearing about the jaebum stuff im like 😒😒 also they give me a very arrogant vibe and im like eeeghhhh (sry to any GOT7 stans 😷) bambam looked cute tho shhhh

okay onto ASTROOOOOO so they first came on stage with Kim Tae Woo (who i don’t know at all rip sry ;__;) and they were wearing white/baby blue suits and they looked SO CUUUUTE they were covering Kim Tae Woo’s songs i think? and they did some CUTE AF CHOREO PLS WATCH THE LIVE STREAM TO SEE IT IT’S AMAZING

and then in the next song THEY ALL RAPPED AND I DIED LIKE U NEEED TO HEAR SANHA RAPPING IT IS THE ABSOLUTE CUTEST HES JUST A SOFT BAB HE DID SO GREAT

after doing 2 cover songs they LEFT THE STAGE and i was like THE FUKC!!!! but then i was like oh wait they’re definitely coming out later too lmao

BUT NOTHING COULDVE PREPARED ME FOR THEIR 2ND SET LIKE HOOOOOO MY GOD OOOOOOOOO M GYGOD THEY OPENED WITH JINJIN !!!!! DANCING!!!!!!!!! HE WAS GODLY AND THEN ROCKY!!!!! DANCED TOO!!!!!!! AND THEN THEY DANCED TOGETHER AND I WENT TO HEAVEN

THEIR OUTFITS WERE SOOOOO GOOOOOD they were all wearing tight black pants and eunwoo and sanha had on white graphic tees with black blazers and jinjin had a nice black striped dress shirt and mj had this super cool black and white jacket and ROCKY??? HAD A BEAUTIFUL WHITE DRESS SHIRT THAT HE SWEATED COMPLETELY THRU AND U COULD SEE HIS CHEST AASHSHJSFHSJ

BIN WAS ON ANOTHER PLANE OF BEAUTY LIKE WHAT THE FUCK!!! HE HAD A BLACK GRAPHIC TEE AND A GORGEOUS BROWNISH BURGUNDY SATIN(?) JACKET OVER AND HE LOOKED SO FUCKING AMAZING HOOOO MAN

when i first saw these outfits i was like CONCEPT CHANGE ???? DARK ASTRO ??? ? so we’ll see what happens omg but DAMN the more mature look suits them so well and as much as i love their cute style i 10000% support this more dark look like hnnnn yes

the first song they performed was AGAIN AKA THE SONG OF MY DREAMS THE CHOREO OF MY LIFE and it was EVERYTHING to see it performed live!!!!!! and in those outfits??? i was LIVING oh my god and i got to see bin and rocky do the pirouette flippy thing and it was SO AWESOME

they did their mentions next and they were so cute!!!! also rocky kept jumping and dancing around everywhere hes the lov of my life ;__; then they were like “we have a special surprise! we’re going to play.... pinata!!” but eunwoo pronounced it PEEN-uh-ta and i was like omg what is that...and then i figured it out when it came up on the screen LMAO EUNWOO IS SO CUTE

it was another randomized game to decide what activity to do and they got “fan gifts” so they all had 1 min to decorate a tshirt to give away, and they also gave away some other signed merch!! then sanha was like “we gave the shirts to the ppl in the front bc we can’t reach u up there, but we want to give u shirts too!!” and they brought out TSHIRT CANNONS HAHAH but they only shot as far as the lowest tier boooo :c

then they performed a shortened version of breathless and IT WAS AMAZING TO WITNESS EUNWOO CARRYING MJ IRL AAAAAAAA also it was kinda funny watching them perform a super cute poppy song in their current wardrobe lmaooo

then they did a bit of polaris and i was like EEEEYYYYYY and then they did baby!!!!!! the baby choreo is SO GOOD and it’s so amazing to see them do choreo irl bc u can really focus on them and see their talent and hard work come to life!!!!! I LVOE THEM SO MUCH AND I AM SO PROUD!!!! THEY ARE SO TALENTED AND THEYVE COME SO FAR I CANT WAIT TO SEE WHAT THEY HAVE IN STORE FOR US 💕💕💕💕💕💕

#kcon #im so grateful that i was able to go and i wish u were all there with me!!!!!!!#if u read till the end thank u for listening to my screams lmao #this is more of a journal entry so i don't forget what happened ahh ;~;#i want to remember it forever it was incredible #if they come back next year i will absolutely sell my soul for hi touch

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