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helenaaa2 · 3 months

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Your best friend is pregnant!!!

Im Helena your best friend, we’re always together and I share all my secrets with you, you’re like my big brother. I’m 1.49mts, bob haircut, dark-brown eyes, dark hair, weight 50kgs, B cup and wide hips .

41 weeks ago I told you I had an adventure with a man in a bar when I was on vacations with my family, a few weeks later I bought a pregnancy test and I called you to do it together. We both saw the positive result with fear, I asked you to please don’t tell anyone and then we’ll see what to do.

I didnt want to abort, so I started using very oversized clothes. It was in the week 26 when things started to get difficult because my bump was huge, I tried using even your shirts but anything worked, that huge belly button was visible through every single outfit. After a few hours planning something we decided that the best option we had was moving together as roommates with the excuse of “searching for new work opportunities”, have the baby and give it in adoption, then come back. My parents knew you for a long time so they didn’t have any problem with the idea.

We moved to a little house in the suburbs so anyone knew us and we didn’t have to hide it, I felt completely free using sport bras again and my favourite dresses. We were so peaceful until week 35, by this point I was huge, my milky boobs had doubled their original size, we couldn’t remember any other pregnant women we ever seen that was bigger than me. But there was not that much time left, I was so excited to give birth and finally get back to my life, but at the same time scared because now having a completely natural unassisted birth at home doesn’t seem to be a good idea.

We started thinking about everything we needed for the birth and that we didn’t visit any doctor, so on the week 37 we decided we had to see a doctor just to see if everything was ok and to set everything for the adoption. We drove 2 hours to the closest hospital to the gyno appointment, we told him the truth because he seemed to be very empathic and he actually was.

The appointment started with questions and answers

-“How old are you?”

H.-“26”

-“In 20 years as a gyno Ive just seen two tummies that big, do you know how many weeks you have?”

H.-“Yeah, it never stops growing. I have 37 weeks but I’ve read that maybe it’s just a lot of amniotic fluid.”

-Maybe, but that big it’s not just because of fluids. Do you know who’s the father?

H.-“No, I can’t remember and I don’t want to know”

-Ok, let’s have a look. Please take out all your clothes, use this coat and get comfy in those stirrups right there.

It was time for a ultrasound, we I was very nervous. I asked you to stay with me all the time so you did, I loved how you were supporting me all the time and I hold your hand and put it over my exposed big belly.

Doctor arrived a few minutes later and started preparing everything, we were about to know everything about my baby. He used some gel that was really cold and got my nipples so hard, I was so nervous and gripped your hand firmly. He started scanning my belly with the ultrasound, I couldn’t distinguish anything but when he moved the devise a little bit to the center he laughed so bad “WHATT?!!” I shouted to the doctor trying to see the image in the monitor “Lady, you actually have a lot of fluid but what really makes you huge is that you’re expecting twins”

I couldn’t react, I was totally shocked really thinking in anything, I was just analyzing the new and finally looked at you. You weren’t scared or shocked, YOU WERE SO HAPPY and your happiness went through your hand to me. I felt better after that, but the bad news were coming. After that, the appointment continued with the doctor checking my whole body, my tits, my belly, my cervix and I don’t know what else. When he finished I went for my clothes and dressed up, I come back and heard you talking about the birth, I sit down and the doctor explains everything now to me.

-“What I just saw is something really rare, most women like you…you know…petite with twins don’t usually reach even the week 35, but you’re now on the 37 and the babies doesn’t seem to be very excited to come out. To make it simple…your situation is like this, you’re going to have those babies for at least 3 weeks more inside of you, and right now I can calculate each baby weights around 8lbs”

When doctor said 8lbs I just let another “WHAT?!!!” Come out from me

-“Yes, what you heard sweetie, 8lbs and they’re getting heavier. I calculate a final weight of around 10lbs each if you give birth in the week 40. So, what I recommend you is to let those babies grow those 3 weeks more and then come here to have a c-section or induce the labour if your babies are in the correct position.”

H.-“I was thinking about an all natural birth at home doc…that’s what we want right?” I turn to you waiting for your answer.

Y.-“Yeah, for sure…We were very excited about having the babies at home without any medical procedure. I even took a few curses and now I’m a certified midwife” you said proudly.

-“I wouldn’t recommend that, a birth of babies that big is not something easy, but I admire your courage. What we can do is this, you actually have really wide hips that are perfect to give birth so I won’t be worried about baby getting stuck, but I’m actually worried about your vagina. Most of the times the real problem is that the vagina is not that wide or they just don’t let it stretch correctly. So what we’re gonna do is this: I’ll send you some clases I give online so you can know exactly what to do in all the possible cases that could happen during the birth. But this is just for the week 40 as time limit, if you reach the week 41 there’ll be no other option than practice a c-section, understand?”

My mind was receiving a lot of information at the same time, just the words “10lbs, birth, vagina, stretch, 40, c-section” were mixed rounding my head. Little bit worried and confused I looked at you, you didn’t seem to be worried about anything, you looked so excited and sure about what we were about to do. Again your confidence and happiness infected me and gave me the strength to turn to the doctor and say “That’s great, thank you for everything. We’ll contact you if something happens” Get slowly and hardly up the chair to shake the doctors hand.

We were in the car coming back home and we couldn’t stop talking about what we needed to do, what we needed to prepare, what we needed to buy and bet when the babies were coming. Was a very long road trip so we had enough time to talk and plan every single detail.

It’s the first time I write a story, please tell me what do you think. It’s too large but I think it’s not boring

If you like it ask for the part 2 ❤️

#birth fettish #birth kink #best friends #story #pregnancy #pregnant kink

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vqrtualheartss · 2 months

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𝓜𝓲𝓵𝓮𝓼 1610 𝔁 𝓐𝓺𝓾𝓪𝔀𝓮𝓫 𝓐𝓬𝓻𝓸𝓫𝓪𝓽

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HEY YALL, so I made a lil drabble n stuff idk what else to sayy.

ALSO, my page is growing sm whatt😭. I love love love love love y'all, mwah. Like y'all don't know how it makes me feel thinking abt when I started this page, also sorry for the future heartache if y'all r not strong.

'Who's Aquaweb??' YOU. Click here for some info(more to come obvi)

Expect a song rec cause y'all know how much I like to incorporate music into my workss, I like that the song goes well alongside the fic, but its based off of Waiting room by Phoebe Bridgers

This doesn't apply to any gender

"It's for the better, just know it's for the better" Clinging on Miles' hand, the struggle in his eyes remained evident. Of course it were having to hold on to a whole person and police vehicle with weak web fluid, not to mention the emotional strain the current moments had on his heart.

"This cannot be happening, not when I haven't even found Miles"

"This can not be happening"

Nothing the father or son thought and said could've stopped the series of misfortunes for even a second. Because indeed, without a doubt, Miles' canon event was in process. What the Spider-Society, including yourself failed to decipher was that there were another crucial variable to Miles' canon: you.

"Miles you have to let me go"

The soft eyes you gave to him made the beautiful chaos seem mediocre. Be it the case that you had to be thrown onto a broken off bridge, Miles was going to make sure you were alive at least.

"I can do both, I can save you both"

Through his own peripheral he saw you shaking your head, tears dampening and streaming through the holes of your rubbed out mask. Since ever, you knew Miles had to ability to do great things. It wasn't something new when monitoring him for over 2 years now. But this, this whole thing was too much pressure for such a diamond.

"MILES"

Using her own strength, Gwen formed a shaky structure underneath the car.

Instantly, his head shot up to her, to Gwen. The gaze they both shared mocked the brief conversation between you two.

Whatever.

That was something you knew you could never achieve with him, that stare, that intimate, loving, beatific, blissful, longing stare.

"I don't want to do this anymore"

Immediately, your expression morphed from a slight saddened to wistful. Taking advantage of their ignorance, you snapped the thinning web fluid that held you to Miles. The web fluid that held you off the bridge, away from the deep waters below; held you living.

Blocking out the screams of terror and ache, you dived head first into the ocean, the last bit of air to ever enter your body escaping with a sigh.

Reappropriate arrogance. You know that you were nothing in that moment to Miles than a person in need of saving, not because he loved you, saw you as family or even a close friend.

I got the "I'm not gonna be here forever" talk yesterday and I feel sad like why are you gonna tell me that.

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ahundredtimesover · 2 months

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I love this chapter so much despite how things ended. I know most of y'all want OC and Jungkook to be done with the drama and just date but all that only happens in the movies. Real life is sooo complicated and I get the part where both of them don't date even when they KNOW both of them have feelings for each other despite all the insecurities thrown in there. AND MIMI'S WRITINGS ARE NOT DELUSIONAL. Love that mimi 🩷

And I'm SO HAPPY OC finally quit🎉 Because no matter how cheesy and romantic it sounds, dating your boss is. not. cool. I feel they really need the time apart to grow and understand their feelings and themselves. Maybe they both will get into different relationships, maybe they won't, maybe Jungkook will go back to hook-ups or maybe just maybe he'll go into therapy? 🤷‍♀️ We don't know but whatever happens, they'll grow and they'll understand each other eventually. They will(hopefully) and can date even if they're not working at the same place and that's definitely NOT problematic at all compared to when they're in boss/assistant dynamic. And OC definitely needs this if she has to find herself and define herself outside the company. She deserves to be happy too and that happiness should not depend on anyone but herself. And it's so important to know where your happiness lies and OC being aware of that and working towards that also shows she knows herself to atleast some extent.

We finally got the answers to the Mr Ri's regrets and why OC is indebted to the Jeon family yayy.

And ukw mimi, I kinda freaked out for a mili second when Mr Ri said that OC's mother and Jungkook's father were like OC and Jungkook. I was like WHATT they're half-siblings or what??!!!?? Oof- good it's not like that😅😂

And I have a feeling we'll have Jungkook's ex back in S2? Maybe OC will date Jimin? (But their friendship is too precious to risk it?? I don't know)

And and and, 'I WANT YOU TO STAY' may have nothing to do with Jungkook wanting her to stay in the company as his assistant but him wanting her to stay in his life, in his bed and after they uk do stuff. The girl Jungkook hooks up with in one chapter says that she hopes that someone will stay for him so I think that's what IWYTS says?

And damn, the kiss, their first kiss, not to mention in HIS OFFICE was like that. Imagine the tension and the things that'll happen when they finally get together when they clarify all the misunderstandings and when their NOT in a place where they're not supposed to do the deed 🤭🤭🤭🤭 Will probably take a long time but I'm here and ready to wait and of course we need the angst ukkk🫠

"You let the tears fall, a reminder that you’d done this, and that for the first time in your life, you’re crying over losing someone, even if he was someone you didn’t have in the first place." I almost cried at this because this is so similar to what happened to me.. and I felt it's so beautifully written mimi 🩷🩷

I have no regrets whatsoever with how the chapter ended Mimi. And I'm waiting to read more but please take your time and don't feel pressured. Take care of yourself and yess sublock is really important no matter what the weather is and please stay hydrated too🩷🩷🩷 I'm going to re-read IWYTS too once I'm done with exams

PS: This reminded me of the plant OC got for Jungkook🪴

Hiii I LOVE THIS thank you for letting me know your thoughts and your theories moving forward 🥹🥹 And true, the slow burn continues beyond the feelings being revealed haha but also, who says there won't be drama even when they date? Hehe (there's a planned season 2 for a reason) 🤭 Which again, points to them still being flawed individuals even if they finally grow up and stop being scared and talk things out.

And yes to all the things you said about OC and finding her happiness, which can be different things at once. Could be a job, a person, a way of life, a refreshed mindset.. And the thing is, she's also about to learn what those are and that's also going to take some time. I'm loving all the different ideas u guys are thinking up about what happens after! Makes me wonder how you'll take what actually happens hehe 🫣🫣

But lol an earlier version of t huhu flashback conversation made it seem like their parents had an affair hahaah but no, I don't want things to be that complicated. We'll go for the other painful one, and idk it made sense for me to go that route bc of the parallels between those love stories. 💔💔

The title would actually mean different things at different points in time! Even in earlier chapters, JK would have thoughts of OC wanting to stay close to him but he could never say it. And then he says that in this chapter, asking her to stay in the company but eventually we see it's more than that.

Glad you enjoyed the kiss! JK out here teasing and it won't be the last for sure 😏😏 but yes, imagine when nothing's holding them back anymore! It's gonna be funnnn! 🫠🫠

Thank you so much for dropping by! It's always so encouraging to know you guys appreciate the characters and the story in all their complexities. I hope you enjoy the remaining of the story and that it doesn't disappoint! Sending you love, anon! 💕

#mimianswers #fic: iwyts

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headcanon-territory · 2 years

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What if the Spooky Month series end with Skid and Pump as adults (its highly possible honestly) but like,, both of them moved out of town and grownn out of their Spooky Month Obsession. Skid and Pump are in different cities or state but they were able to stay in contact but because of college and having different friend groups along the way they dont usually talk, just once in awhile. The last episode would be them visiting the spooky town, just taking a trip down memory lane and they would notice few changes, new and old faces but A few people they knew arent there in town anymore, could have moved out as well, died or they couldnt be seen.

The candy store they knew is still there but no Kevin, a whole new cashier was there , one of the hatzgang members moved out of town, the sheriff and deputy that they were familiar with are retired, passing by the old houses they used to live in now with different families, The old abandoned mansion was replaced with a whole different building ever since the cult incident, witnessing the town more lively that halloween night ever since the crime rates gone low, and witnessing kids celebrating spooky month. There wasnt alot of them celebrating it but one of them was shy and celebrates it in a daily basis but because of that lots of kids think their weird. Skid and Pump shows that kid theres nothing to be ashamed of and educates alot of those kids what spooky month is really all about.

I wrote this cause im having a huge dread feeling about how im growing up too fast and how much time i have still being a kid so i end up writing how the last spooky month will be and TELL YOU WHATT i CRIED. JUST WRIITING THE PRIVATE FANFICTION WHILE ALSO IMAGINING ITS VISUALS AND ANIMATION,,

#i always love grown up aus that explores nostlagia and time flying too fast #spooky month #spooky month skid and pump #skid and pump #spooky month hc

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sammyloomis · 3 years

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not to be trans on main but i was just rubbing my jaw and some of my peach fuzz felt longer than usual and my brain went “STUBBLE” and my heart went “HUBBUHUUHHBUHUH <3”

#ash.txt #it is not in fact stubble but u kno fghjk #just thinking about going on t and growing facial hair makes me ;w;#but then i get ;-; cause im not even out to my family lmao #and i cant start t or even begin transitioning until they know because whatt he fuck else am i gonna tell them??#oh yea sorry mum n dad i spontaneously started growing facial hair and my voice dropped

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cptnbvcks · 4 years

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whatt do you think Mando's biggest turn ons and kinks are?

whew boy this a long one okay so here we go — nsfw (18+):

I think Mando’s the type of guy to have a lot of kinks swimming around in his head, a lot of ‘I might be into this’ moments that flit up to the top his mind at odd occurrences and interactions. You know how they say the quiet ones are always the kinkiest? Yeah, well — that’s probably Mando.

He’s probably so quietly guarded about the things he likes that when he pulls one out of his bag of tricks to test out with you, you’re probably blind sided by it.

Bondage is probably the most like.. obvious. Maybe you’d notice his proclivity for physical restraint the first time you guys fuck (lots of wrists pinned against the bed/wall/ground/etc.), but it quickly graduates to him bringing the binders into the mix. He likes restraint in part because it means he doesn’t have to worry about you making any moves to remove any blindfolds or his helmet while he’s distracted (if he’s wearing it at the time). Of course this diminishes as he grows to trust more, but the anxiety about it still sort of lingers.

(He figured out he likes the binders, especially the magnetized ones, after catching a particularly spry quarry in them. Actually one of his most memorable ‘I think I might be into this’ revelations during the job.)

((Also the same bounty that gave him the revelation that he’s got a predator/prey kink. Will most likely make a game of this with you.))

Overstimulation (which also goes hand in hand with orgasm denial and forced orgasms) is a kink Mando sort of stumbles upon somewhere along the way. The kind that he doesn’t really realize he’s into, or that it’s a ‘thing.’ He’s like a kid in a candy shop when it comes to sex — he knows you have a limit, maybe, but he’s been denied a lot in his life so he’s going to take his pleasure like the touch starved little bastard he is. He’ll either pull more orgasms out of you than you can take just because he wants to see how far your body will let him take you. Or he’ll just not let you cum at all, because he likes seeing the lengths you’ll go to express your desperation (usually lots of crying). The body, man, it fascinates him.

This also leans heavily into an underlying control kink where Mando finds himself enjoying watching someone completely have their pleasure and body autonomy in the palm of his hand. Maybe that has something to do with being able to blow off steam where both parties get to completely shut down their minds — you being able to relinquish control entirely and enjoy the ride Mando’s taking you on, and Mando being able to do and explore whatever he pleases without any unexpected surprises.

This also brings us to body worship. Mando likes seeing you naked; because nakedness implies several levels of vulnerability that he also doesn’t get to enjoy often. It implies you trust him, it suggests that you’re presenting yourself as an invitation for him to explore. In line with that overstimulation kink, he’ll thoroughly enjoy quietly savouring every inch of skin you provide him. This only intensifies if there’s been a lot of pining between the two of you before you ever get together. The enjoyment of body worship also goes both ways — no matter how much or little skin he offers you (even if it’s just pulling his cock out of his pants and letting you go to town), he’ll turn to fucking mush if you begin to tend to him like it’s the only thing you ever want to do ever again.

Oh yeah, and yes — Mando eats that pussy like a starving man. He’ll throw your legs over his shoulders and fucking dive in. If he’s feeling particularly feral, he’ll go straight for the clit and watch you absolutely lose your mind while he yanks orgasm after orgasm out of you. Most of it is for his own enjoyment; he likes the act, the taste, the way your muscles and thighs end up shaking to the point that they tremble for hours after he’s done. If he just wants to lazily enjoy you, you might find yourself waking up to his lips on your thighs and quietly asking permission to have a little taste.

Also — anal. A turn on that popped into his head once when he interrupted one of your showers and saw your ass glistening and wet and looking a little too appealing in more than one way.

Gun play is another odd kink that came up during the job; probably arose when he was cleaning his blasters while sitting on the floor of the Crest and having you plop down across from him to keep him company. The sight of those guns and you just… triggered a dark little stirring in his gut. He’s not opposed to bringing some of his work-gear into the bedroom, but he’ll make sure it’s thoroughly cleaned before hand don’t worry.

Spanking is also… a mild thing. Not necessarily ‘bend over my knee and let me spank you until you can’t sit for a week.’ It’ll be a lot of smacks in random areas — tits, thighs, occasionally the cheek if you’re starting to zone out on him after your 5th orgasm. He’ll go for the ass if he’s got you on your hands and knees.

This one’s old but gold — cockwarming is most likely one of his favourite kinks when we dip into the softer side of his needs. He likes the closeness of it; of the sheer act of being inside of your body and basking in all the softness and heat that is so different from any other act of intimacy. It’s something that he doesn’t get to enjoy often, so he revels in the quiet shared space of being within you.

Cockwarming also leads us into Mando’s lowkey breeding kink. This is a little kink that’s been nagging in the back of his head for a long time. It gets even harder to ignore when he’s with someone he’s grown a strong bond with. Mando never expected to have a family of his own, but he has yearned for it without openly admitting it to himself or others; though ever since the kid (and you) came into his life, he can’t help but bite back vocalizing how badly he wants to fuck a baby into you when he’s just about to cum.

Intimacy isn’t really a kink, but my boy’s so fucking touch starved that if you so much as touch his skin softly prior to any sexual interaction he might feel all his blood rush to his cock and fucking keel over so maybe—

Wild card? Size kink. Will wear the armour both because you like the extra intimidating size it adds to his whole body, and also because he likes the fact that you seem even more helpless while he’s covered head to toe in that beskar. Also he’s got Big Meat Syndrome and low key gets off watching you struggle to take him — the physical pleasure of that tight stretch, and also your sheer determination to your own detriment, are two things he really fucking enjoys (especially once you both work past his anxieties of actually hurting you).

Anywho — Mando more like ManhOE am i right nerds

#the mandalorian #mandalorian x reader #the mandalorian x reader #din djarin #din djarin x reader #Inbox #anonymous #myfic #the mandalorian headcanons

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adoginthemanger · 3 years

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hey broo sorry i just want to rant so please don't mind me rn i am just so- having suicidal thoughts and idk what to do well ye we know each other idk if close friends or not but ya don't want to make you worried or something so ya man like idk but rn i am feeling like a burden for my parents for you all and for everyone, I don't have better health, my fucking mind it's just it can't process things easily like it takes atleast 5 minutes to processs and i really don't like this shit and my attacks, migraine strokes it not only makes me weak also it bothers everyone in my family idk they never told me but i think that and my mind it will just start thinking about anything like man stop it i don't want to think about it, my short tempered problem always disappoints my family ahhhhhhh it's just i don't want to live i want to stop all these things i just can't, everyone around me are so worried and some are just getting bothered coz of me, and most of frens hate me like really they hate me idk i should stop all these and end my life and this problem I can't even end my life there are many people who loves me, care for me and I don't have guts to do that shit but today i took knife and just tried i m sorry but my mind was just so all the things are messed up no one was at home but i am okay and rn i am crying and writing this idk why i am doing but sorry for this rant.

take care raj <3

sorry for bothering you

Oh okay first of all you're not a bother and okay. I read the entire thing twice. I'm sorry that your friends and fam aren't being the most supportive people at the moment. I'm sorry that all this is happening. *hugs*

First thing's first, bestie please, I request, do not do anything. Like you said, you KNOW there's people who love you. That's a great start, right? Acknowledgement

Now, I would not tell you all the cliche shit that people will miss you and people love you and there's stuff to look forward to- fuck it. But I will definitely tell you that you are an amazing, beautiful, smart person who is definitely strong. Oh SO strong I mean you took out the time to vent it all out. I could neVEr. Pls look at you huh stronger than Raj wow, whatte pleasure that must be, sweetie

NEXT, I would like to tell you somethings I wish someone told me when I was suicidal.

Do not live cause someone else will miss you. Live cause you want to. Live cause you're your own person and live cause you're here. Don't lay the basis of your life and your death on someone else's happiness or sorrow. And ik though it doesn't seem like it rn, though you feel like giving up rn, just lay down, play your favourite album and think about some happy memories (this is cliche but yee, helps) and challenge yourself for one more night. You like winning? Try winning today, okay?

You'll never be okay. You'll never be stripped off of problems, yeah? This is life, twists and turns make it fun. I'm not trying to demotivate you with regards to your future nor am I trying to disregard your problems all I'm saying is that this is the sour truth and you gotta live by it cause that's just the way things are. You'll never be fixed. But I promise you, you'll grow.

And today, I would like you to find out your reason(s). Not for a person, not for a thing, not for the future. Tonight, give yourself some time and get to know your whys

I love you okay? I love you.

#a none #please talk to me if you wanna rant or whatever #im here.#okay?#take care love #suicide mention #and you will not worry me; just give me a chance to help you please

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captainshazamerica · 3 years

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Literally all I have to say is that Gar would be worthy of Thors hammer and when he lifts it he should whack dick with it cuz dick is being more than an emotionally stunted asshole than what people think Bruce is, why must he keep referring to jason as the enemy who needs to be stopped especially seeing as they now know what the toxin actually does to people I ain't saying jason is blameless but you'd think dick would show some openness toward the possibility that jason can be saved or helped I love dick but he stresses me out so much sometimes like ahhh

I know the writers are trying to keep everyone happy by showing dickbabs and dickkory and there's no harm in trying to keep all the fans happy but and no offence to dickbabs but yo anytime dickbabs is even alluded to my brain is just like uhh hurry up and go away make this stop

!Blackfire becoming part of the titans!!!!!!!! 💜 Korryyy why did you trust that the Gotham mob lady had good intentions with her son, she is a mob lady in Gotham, honey no! I did not expect kory to melt her yikes

Gar better hug jason when he gets back and dick better start behaving like a big brother, honestly gar my boy bless you 💚 I think even bruce would be side eyeing dick bruce would be like boy whatt! 'enemy' he's not the enemy but he does need stopped I wish Alfred was here to be like master dick careful now son you're living up to your nickname 😅

When are Rachel and Donna coming back!?

i love that one shady mob lady that was all nervous and looking around and the guy was like chill the bats not in Gotham-little details like that are just mwah 😚😍

Jonathan Crane is lit, human garbage but still lit tho 🔥

🎪(Trying to watch this weeks episode was sooooo painful for me cuz of the glitchyness it was the most glitchy ep yet but at least the sound was okay )

BRO GAR WOULD BE ABLE TO LIFT MJOLNIR OMG! New headman accepted!! Like im obsessed with that idea ahhhh and its sooo true. But right! I love that boy SO dang much omg, I am SO happy SOMEONE still believes in saving Jason ahhh. Right! I was so sad when Dick thought he was beyond saving when like just a couple episodes ago he was so adamant about Crane using and turning him into a monster. Im wondering if he’s just conflicted and is trying to focus on the mission but still thinks he can save him, OR, like, I think it could be apart of his character arc this season of being different from bruce in the emotions department, like Im wondering if he will try to take down jason again, something will go horribly wrong(or that already happened) and he will finally realize that he has to have a different approach than bruce and the only way to stop it is to save him(with probably Gar being the one to get it through is head/show him jason can be saved. I hope they don’t just ignore all that character development cause at the beg of the season it seemed like Dick was really growing in those ways

Ahahaha really? I actually loved this Dickbabs *hides* But I know im in the minority xD During that scene though , i was thinking, Batanon ain’t gonna like this xD

Lmao Im Kori, I totally would have done the same and didn’t expect the mob lady to kill her son xD I really thought she was on the fence anyway, Im too much of a sucker for redemption arcs, I would never survive in DC world man xD But yes! I am SO happy they went with making Blackfire part of the titans! AND THAT OUFIT CHANGE THO LIKE YAS QUEEN!!!!!! But yeah, I am shocked Kori killed her, Dick is gonna be so mad omg, thats probably gonna be a bad fight later

Gosh, now all I want is for Gar to hug him omg, even tho i doubt its gonna happen(tho I also doubted they would make Blackfire part of the titans and that bruce would kill the joker yet here we are so at this point who knows lol). AHAHA, omg, Alfred canonically would tell him that though omg xD Dang, wasted opportunity!

Oooh, I keep forgetting about rachel and donna lmao *hides*, I wanna know when my Tim is gonna have some screen time!

Haha right, and then the second she heard the titans she was like, yeah im out xD I loved the mob guy eating ice cream cause same xD

Yes!!!! Human garbage man but the most lit human garbage man! Like, he is SUCH a good villain here omg, like he is the worst and creepiest but i think thats perfect for this world omg. Its nice seeing him as the mastermind and not just a puppet for a dif bad guy for once!

ALSO! DID YOU READ THE WAYNE FAMILY ADVENTURES?!

#batanon #titans #titans spoilers #titans s3 #titans season 3 #titans speculation #batman #long post #teen titans #meredith gets an ask #ask #anon

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chenle-dressed-in-black · 4 years

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when u get this u have to answer with 5 things u like about yourself, publicly. then, send this ask to 10 of your favourite followers !!! ✨💖💐💙💕

Sometimes I doubt myself, my intentions, and the things I say are true. I think it’s good to think deeply about why I do what I do. To hold myself accountable and make myself justify my actions and thoughts.

I grow very attached to people easily and love them with all my whatt. Yeah, sometimes it gets me hurt, but I wouldn’t have it any other way.

I think I can be funny, when someone gives me coffee or lets me stay up until three in the morning when I radiate crackhead energy.

When someone says something unacceptable, I speak out. It’s worth the drama for me to defend a race or sexual orientation every time.

I just want to build my own close-knit group of people I trust and love. Give me a found family, universe.

#yes this took me forever #sorry not sorry

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S/M 41 & B/L 34

Warning: Implied smut. Violence.

Sebastian and Min had decided to keep their relationship out of the spotlight and keep the fans guessing and just continue with what they had been doing. He had recently cut his hair and mustache to Jeff’s style while wandering around the hotel practicing the accent making Min laugh her ass off only to be tackled by Sebastian.

“You gotta stop laughing at me princess.” Sebastian said groggily, he just woke up and found Min laying on her stomach giggling at him.

“I can’t you look so funny.” Min said pulling on the mustache.

“I might just keep it, its growing on me. Totally bringing back the 90’s vibes don’t you think.”

“Oh god please don’t, I won’t be able to handle you looking like this all the time.”

“Why not? I thought you love me for me and not my looks.” He teased.

“I will love you even if you rock a bald head and round tummy but god this mustache has gotta go. You look like you have old school pornstar-stache.”

“You don’t like that pornstache that much?”

“Nope, I like you without it or your normal scruff.” She said rubbing his dimple chin.

“Uh huh, so what are you going to be doing today when I’m heading to set?” Sebastian said pulling her on top of him.

“I might go visit Chris on set early since they are filming already.”

“Sure, you just want to see Chris working the nomad look with his long hair and a beard.”

“Pft… Whatt?? Noo… Pftt.. what gave you that idea?” Min teased Sebastian.

“Yeah, right. Don’t even lie, his new look is doing things to you.” Sebastian said tickling her sides having squirm on top of him but he holds her still.

“You play dirty Mr. Stan. Okay, okay I admit. But I can’t help it I like a man with long hair and heavy beard.”

“Ohh so you only liked me because I had long hair.”

“Well it was a bonus but I like this short due on you. I can see your eyes better.” Min said running her fingers through his short hair only to giggle again when she looks down on his mustache. “But to be honest Chris is totally not rocking an old school pornstar-stache.”

“Okay that's it, you are so going to get it now.” He aid flipping them caging her underneath him. “Who do you belong to babygirl?”

“I don’t know, maybe you should remind me.” Min teased causing him to growl before reminding her who she belongs to.

“James I swear to god, get you butt up, we gotta feed the children before they eat through my flower bed again.” Linda slaps Buckys butt who refuses to wake up for the umf time.

“I don’t want to right now.” He said pulling her in bed caging her underneath him. “Right now I want to enjoy you.” He smirks feeling the strike of arousal from her running down his spine knowing he got her right where he wants him. They have been living a very quiet domestic life for over a year now in a hidden place in the edge of Wakanda enjoying each other through their soulbond which Bucky clearly loves to take advantage of.

“Nope, we not doing this again. This will be the 4th flower bed in 2 months, I would like to enjoy my hard work before it gets eaten.” Linda said flipping them back over before getting off the bed hearing Bucky groan behind her while to walk to the edge of their hut. “Maybe if you hurry up we can enjoy each other under the waterfall.” She transmitted an image to his mind winking at him.

“Yes mam.” He said leaving the hut making her giggle.

Bucky was feeding their goats they call their children, Linda was currently on the ground with a goat in her arms while 2 wakandan children was petting it when King T-Challa and Okoye comes up to their hut.

“James.” Linda said nodding over to T-Challa as 2 of the Kings Guards men comes over with an equipment case opening it, Bucky and Linda walks over to the case seeing a new Black and Gold Vibranium arm.

“Where’s the fight?” Bucky said grabbing Linda hand both sharing the same thoughts.

“On its way.” T-Challa said. “Shuri wants the Blue Phoenix to come to her lab as soon as possible.”

“Yes King T-Challa.” Linda said watching them leave leaving the couple to their thoughts. “We will never get a break huh.” Bucky said as they walk back inside their hut. “All I wanted was to go to war come back and enjoy living a normal life with you in the 40’s, maybe pop out a few Barnes here and there but god love throwing me a curve ball. Now I finally get what I want, a quiet normal life with you only to have it end it in a fight. This is my punishment, this is what I get for all th...” He said sitting down on the bed rubbing his face.

“James none of what Hydra did was your control so don’t blame yourself for that. I understand how you feel but the world needs us. How about this, after all this is all over we go away off the grid just me and you. We can settle somewhere.” Linda said tilting his face up to look at her.

“You would do that?”

“Of course I would, you may have been fighting for 70 something years but I have been fighting for many more than that. I am tired of the fight. I just want you, and maybe like you said pop out a few Barnes.”

“I love you so much you know that.” He said

“And I love you too, now think about it. Now you will have 2 arms to finally do what you want with me.” She winks at him.

“God you are going to be the death of me.”

“Don’t you even start, we both know you are the one that is insatiable.” She said pushing him lightly on his shoulder making him chuckle.

“Can’t help it, 70 years dry spell will do that to a guy.” He joked winking back at her.

“Uh-huh, Now come on before Shuri get mad at us.”

After Bucky was fitted with the new arm, Shuri had excited move over to Linda with a new weapon for her to try.

“So I know you draw your energy from things around you to conjure your whip what if I told you I have a device small enough to hold your type of energy where you can conjure your whip at maximum capacity everytime without feeling drained.” Shuri said

“And I say you are lying?” Linda joked.

“I wish I was but I am a genius, here.” Shuri said throwing her a necklace containing a crystal Linda recognized immediately.

“How did you get this?” Linda said looking at the crystal she used back on asgard a long time ago.

“You ‘L’ sent us another package not to long ago label for emergencies only.” Shuri said.

“Thank you Shuri, you have no idea how much this means to me.” Linda said putting the necklace on feeling rejuvenated.

“Now get suited up, Captain Rogers shall be here any minute now.” Shuri said

Both Linda and Bucky for suited for the mission walking out of the palace holding each other's hands seeing the quinjet and the rest of their friend walking towards them

“How we looking?” They heard Natasha say

“You will have my Kingsguard, the Border Tribe, the Dora Milaje, and…” T-Challa said nodding over to the them.

“A semi-stable, 100-year-old man.” Bucky said letting Linda hand go hugging Steve.

“How you been, Buck?” Steve asks

“Uh, not bad, for the end of the world.”

“I missed you Linda.” Steve said giving Linda a hug.

“I missed you too Stevie.” She said before giving everyone else a quick hug before they move to Shuri Lab to see if they can remove the Stone from Vision.

Sam, Rhodes, Bucky, and Linda decided to stay outside on guard waiting only to see an alien vessel coming down straight toward them.

“Cap we got a situation here.” Sam said in the com as the defense shield surrounding them destroys the vessel.

“God, I love this place.” Bucky said as they all look up in the sky

“ Yeah, don't start celebrating yet, guys. We got more incoming outside the dome.” Rhodes said watching 3 more ships burn through the sky.

“Evacuate the city. Engage all defense procedures. And get this man a shield.” T-Challa said through the com.

The soldiers all marched out to the appointed aircrafts and were all transported to the edge of the border.

“Always remember I will love you.” Bucky transmitted to Linda who looks over at him holding his hand.

“I love you too, We will do it together.” She answered back.

“This is going to end bad.”Bucky transmitted.

“Till the end of the line.” Linda joked making him roll his eyes.

“MAYEFA YA HU! MAYEFA YA HU! MAYEFA YA HU! MAYEFA YA HU! MAYEFA YA HU!” The Jabari warrior chants as M'Baku, rallies his soldiers

“Thank you for standing with us.” T-Challa said patting M’Baku on his shoulders. “Of course, brother.”

T-Challa, Steve, Linda, and Natasha walk to the edge of the barrier, where Proxima Midnight and Cull Obsidian stand seeing Proxima tests the strength of the barrier by drawing her sword across it consideringly. “Where's your other friend?” Natasha said.

“You will pay for his life with yours. Thanos will have that stone.” Proxima Midnight said

“That's not gonna happen.” Steve said.

“You are in Wakanda now. Thanos will have nothing but dust and blood.” T-Challa said.

“We... have blood to spare.” Proxima Midnight said as she brandishes her sword with a snarl, and the ships behind her start raising their outer hulls to allow their "passengers" to disembark.

“Oh by the way Luna, I am sorry to say that your Asgardians family is dead.” She said with a smirk. Linda/Luna hands were radiating blue about to attack.

“Not now my love.” Bucky transmits into her feeling her rage stopping her as they walked back to the massed forces.

“Did they surrender?” Bucky asks

“Not exactly.” Steve said.

T-Challa leads the Wakandans in the war cry "Yibambe!" telling them to hold fast as the Outriders bound toward the barrier; Proxima drops her sword arm down in the signal to attack.

“What the hell.” Bucky said astonished by the amount of outsiders charging at the shield.

“Looks like we pissed her off.” Natasha said as they watch horrified as the Outriders bombard the force-field, squeezing limbs and bodies partly through only to be bisected.

“They're killing themselves.” Okoye said in disgust.

As a few Outriders managed to squeeze through intact, the Border Tribe take a knee and raise their shields. The Kingsguard behind them level their sonic spears over their comrades' shoulders, and on T-Challa's command, fire at the approaching monsters. Bucky uses his M-249 machine gun, Linda/Luna sends charges of her own, and Bruce fires the Hulkbuster's hand repulsors. “You seen the teeth on those things?” Sam said flying over them shooting as he goes

"Alright, back up, Sam. You're gonna get your wings singed.” Rhode flies over the heaviest concentration of Outriders and drops a barrage of mines, all exploding fantastically.

“Cap, if these things circle the perimeter and get in behind us... there's nothing between them and Vision.” Linda said as they watch the outsiders circle around the shield.

“Them we better keep 'em in front of us.”

“How do we do that?” Okoye asks T-challa

“We open the barrier. On my signal, open North-West Section Seventeen.” He said over the com.

“Requesting confirmation, my King. You said open the barrier?” Dome control asks

“On my signal.”

“This will be the end of Wakanda.” M’Baku said

“Then it will be the noblest ending in history.” Okoye answers.

Steve readies his Vibranium shields with Linda/Luna conjuring both her whips ready to fight. T-Challa commands in Xhosa; the Border Tribesmen disengage their shields and stand, as he walks out in front of them, never taking his eyes off the enemy. “ WAKANDA FOREVER!” He shouts crosses his arms in the Wakandan salute and closes his Black Panther helmet, charging for the barrier. The heroes and leaders are at the fore of the charge. Halfway to the barrier, the Black Panther shouts into his comm “Now!”

Steve, T-Challa, and Linda picks up their speed and full at full charge leaps into action attack. Linda whips her whip practically disintegrate whatever her line of target. “Oh how I miss you Lunar.” She said to her crystal.

“I see how you it is my love.” Bucky transmitted jokingly into her mind while he shoots the outsiders.

“Jealous of it?” Linda snarks back playfully with a smirk on her face.

“Gotta say though doll seeing you in full attack mode is doing things to me.” He thought sending her an image

“Maybe once this is over you can make it a reality.” She moans in her mind hearing him chuckle.

“God I love this bond.” He answers as they both never stopped fighting.

The fighting continued non stop for who knows how long before they were starting to get way to outnumbered. Linda/Luna felt Bucky struggles through their bond fights over to him seeing him knocked over trying to fight the outsider with his favorite knife who was snapping their fangs at him, then Rhode, Banner, one by one getting swamped with Outsiders. She was about to jump to Bucky when someone enters her mind.

#james buchanan barnes #bucky x reader #sebastian stan #sebastian x reader #steve rogers #the first avenger #originl character #chris evans #original character #winter solider x you #winter soldier #captain america #infinity war #marvel

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Hello I don't know if this is alive butttt, I was just rereading 2020 (suddenly understanding that itsis this year (whatt??)) for the nth time and I was reading the part Theo is like, of course I'm gonna be an astronaut, and I was thinking. Hey. What if she really turned out to be an astronaut. Anyway, just wanted to tell you you are very awesome, and always make my 9th of the month the best day, thx

I’m alive! Thank you so much for the lovely message! This made me dig out my notes about what happens after 2020. Here are a few relevant thoughts (which include Theo’s major accomplishments)::

In 2022, Theo has to write a trite piece for school about What Would The President Think/Do. She gets in trouble for how disrespectful it is, because of course she writes about George, the close family friend, not Washington, The President.

She goes through a period of internalized misogyny because after Halloween, she hates princesses and doesn’t realize that’s a trauma response.

When Theo cuts her hair off as a teenager, Alexander finds Aaron crying in the bedroom. He’s not angry at her or actually upset, he’s just going through the realization that his little girl is growing up. He’s super supportive in front of her and in public though.

Aaron becomes president around the time Theo starts her PhD. Alexander is simultaneously thrilled (his husband is president!) and miserable (his husband is president, and because they both have feelings about corruption, that means Alexander can’t work in the White House)

Doctor Theodosia Hamilton-Burr receives her doctorate five years after starting it. It’s several impressive research papers stapled together. She wins several awards.

Theo not only becomes an astronaut, but she’s the first person on mars.

Alexander and Aaron, two men obsessed with legacy, have to deal with the fact that their daughter leaves a bigger legacy than them

They’re ultimately thrilled but they still feel weird when kids say “Hamilton-Burr? Like Theo Hamilton-Burr?” instead of recognizing the former president

Theo thinks it’s hilarious

#fanfic #webbiejones

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arkus-rhapsode · 6 years

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Fairy Tail 100 Years Quest Chapter 12 Review

Oh my god... What the heck is even going on?

So our cover page is Natsu and Lucy, and Natsu I hope you enjoy that brain freeze.

So we open on Jellal confronting Touka. We learn like how Avatar was devoted to black magic there was a group devoted to white magic. Now this is cool, but literally if you watch the anime recently, that arc was done in 5 episodes. So this feels really odd on how much effort is being put into it.

Like if there was like something tying into Tenrou or hell edolas, that make more sense, given all thee time on it.

So Jellal describes White magic as a philosophy of nothingness, which that doesn’t make sense. Fans of yugioh gx might compare this the darkness and light in that series and how darkness led to creation while light was subjugation. But Black magic is clearly about ending life or manipulating life. I guess you could dumb it down to all life, but literal Ankherseram black magic is portrayed as nothing but death. So wouldn’t white be about life? I guess nothingness as life without personality isn’t wrong, but this feels like a stretch.

Also, Mashima said anyone could learn any type of magic. So why is that an abnormality? Like if this was Black Clover where you are assigned a single affinity that be one thing.

Suddenly Laxus steps in, and want to make this clear. I don’t exactly hate the idea behind this. That Laxus wants to defend someonew ho is a part of his family, given his new found view on FT, and its using the family aspect of FT on its head. Someone bad could be using FT’s family mentality for personal benefit. Which is interesting.

Okay, well Jellal has a reason, she is suspect and as a guild master he has authority to take her in. However, Laxus you of all people know that people in your guild will still harm it.

On the one hand im torn, the shounen loving half of my brain wants to see this fight. But the logical half says that these two are mature adults with enough common sense to take this to the run knights. And confrontation is over after this page.

Yeah for a chapter named after the two, its got very little to do with theem. Instead.... The worst thing in the chapter happens. We cut to Diablos’ ship and we see this.

Yes you are seeing this right. For people who were saying I was to harsh, calling this a submissive Erza fetish that Mashima is putting out, I ask you read this chapter.

You know I can’t tell if Skullion means this is temporary as in terms of magic, or temporary as Kyria will grow bored, but I do know that this is nothing but sick and tastess. Also props to Madmorel for having some class to be disgusted by the perv in the group. Like that is becoming a rarity these days.

We are guided down to the lower deck where natsu and wendy are being held, the motion sickness keeping them in check.

I’ve been putting this off long enough, its time to rant. This is bull shit. People told me, i was too harsh on mashima, but at the least I thought this was some sort of temporary thing that was meant so Kyria could get a win in a fight, but this might be some permanent magic effect feels disgusting.

Now, people say that this happened cause people would rag on Erza, called Erza fights awful, and that now Mashima is going in the complete opposite dirction. You didn’t like strong erza, fine! Here’s weak Erza, you happy cynics?

But that’s not the case. People didn’t like Erza because she was “too strong” she was someoone who went from this amazing badass female character, to this static friendship speech spewing tool that never truly got any development. Its painful for people to see a character like Erza not grow after she had developed so much in ToH, but it just was never followed through. All the times she won just felt like a poor spectacle without any character behind it.

Now you could say an erza who needs to get her strength back could be character development. No. Cutting away a person’s strength with “magic” is not character development, its forced regression. Its the author literally creating an unrealistic situation bcause he has no idea what to do with her after ToH, hell he can’t even fully commit to a love story between her and jellal.

When Erza came onto the scene, she was cool, in control, yet could over react at times. To see her be pushed to her lowest by ToH and then recover and face midnight in OS, is peak Erza character shining through. That this is how erza’s development deserved to be treated. But Watching Erza crawl on the ground, be spanked, and cry for mercy like a hentai doll, all because of plot convince magic is so gross to me. Its ejecting the Erza that we all love and stripping her of all that personality just for this.

So if you blame this development on people who were too hard on Mashima about how he was writing Erza, I, a critic and very judgemental person, find this worse than any of the nakama power or skimpy armors.

Erza being trapped in Kyoka’s sex dungeon was bad, but you know what, EErza actievly resisted it. She didn’t want to be there aand tried to fight back. It wasn’t handled well, but that t least felt like whatt her character would do in this situation. But this was forced upon her and this is nothing more than an Erza made for this arc.

Also, lets step out of this and look at this from the meta perspective that this is also extremely lazy. In Eden’s zero there’s a villain who is all about subjugating women right now, and Mashima couldn’t be bothered to not let that bleeed into his other work. If that doesn’t scream creately lazy, than I don’t know what will. Also that frog thing in Eden’s zero is actuaally better giveen the fact he’s not mind bending away personality, he’s forcibly turning them in statues to do with what he pleases against their will.

Im not saying this cause im anti ecchi or that im anti mashima, im anti such a hack story writting device that weather you stuck it out as a fan of erza’s till the end of FT or liked her at first but than soured on her, I ask, would you tolerate this? I’m not claiming ownership of the character of Erza, but I am asking do you think that this is worth a character arc because our author couldn’t think of anything better to do with her. You know if you knew Erza was so strong,Ad that in actuality she would sweep away most threats, why did you bring her? I honestly would’ve preferred Jellal and Erza being out of the action cause they had a kid or something. Erza having to pick between biological family and her guild family seems like a better direction to take her character in than this.

To see Erza cry because someone’s magic made her into a slave is so lacking in power than say the sheer emotional weight of watching simon die. Like this is shit is just awful.

We cut to Luccy and here is where I get to credit thee art. Sure Lucy is in a bikini, but what matters in frame is the wounds on her legs. Which is a nice us of having aa skimpy dress and not sexualizing it.

We get a flashback of Lucy realizing Kyriaa took her friends and this is where I give Caramille a big fuck you. Oh sure, this did happen after they showed up, but Diabolos clearly was going to find the place eventually and more importantly, you did fuck all. Like, go screw cause you have contributed literally nothing.

We find out that there is another ship in the area and that Gray is okay because he was saved by you can guess who...

Okay on the one hand, this definitely seems like Brandish’s kind of entrance, but on the other. Fuck you, Hiro. Like she just passed by and saved Gray? Hw? The entire ocean was either freezing or evaporating, what is your range? Also, who is in charge of Alverez? Yajeel? Oi...

Post Chapter Follow up: Its easy to say why I don’t like this chapter. I feel so sick by the sheer amount of laziness and disgust in the slave Erza plot. Like, my god this is so wrong. Not because of the subject, human slavery makes sense in a series aimed at teenagers, but the sheer disrespect that Hiro treated this character, made my blood boil. At the very least in Alvarez, Erza still seemed like she was the same character from beginning of the series.

People who follow me weekly on this review series are probably going to ask when I will stop harping on this Erza thing. Well each week, it somehow get worse and more gross. First time it felt like a cheap win, second it was bad use of domination, now this is full blown fetish material.

As for the brandish thing, I know why she is here, Lucy is literally not strong enough to handle 3 DE’s by herself with a few exceeds, and I’d accept that Brandish reentering the series. But maybe leave out Gray? I guess you could say that this is a subversion of the Musica captured by Doryu, but this feels lazier. You could’ve just made this a big “step up Lucy plot,” but no, had to save Gray, even though Skullion should’ve notice when his magic didn’t actually ash up Gray. Plus think about, if they save save Natsu and Wendy this arc and beat these three dragon eaters, wouldn’t some added bit of tension to the quest be finding diablos’s hideout and saving Gray from the “dinner table?”And I was cool with the kidnapped gray thing, but no, we had to have kidnapped everyone else.Also if he was made small how did he survive the water? Like he’s the size of a pin, he’d drown.

Now the stuff with Laxus and Jellal is actually fairly good Its an interesting take on FTs standards vs the consequences of their past when we are suppose to be rooting for Touka to be extracted. And involving two characters that really have been in the moral gray spectrum make them the most qualified for this subject matter. While i definitely didn’t like the Touka plot at first from how disconnected it was from everything (and it really is kinda shoed in on this point) it still is the more interesting plot. It has more intresting ideas than, “more dragons” and is involving the characters that come off as the most interesting.

Final Verdict: 3/10

There is clearly some interesting idea at work here

However, the way the plotline for the dragon portion of this arc has become a mess

I don’t use this phrase lightly, “Erza literally deserves better than this”

Plot convince playhouse at its finest

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sol1056 · 6 years

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EPs: "we chose Netflix to explore things like sexuality" (nothing was explored or was explicit for even 2 seconds) "when they told us u cant kill Shiro, we knew we could push the reveal 4 later" (so nice of them to admit they stopped our rep just to be able to kill him) "when we found out about byg we knew we coulnt kill Shiro & we thought we'll find rep w another character. Then we learned we could go on w/ Shiro as the rep" (theres ANOTHER REP WE DIDNT GET?? Was it vague then erased? Whatt??)

I think these are two separate issues. One is related to who made VLD, and the other is related to the EPs’ ignorance of characterization. The second overlaps with a bunch of asks I’ve recently gotten about race and representation, so here I’m just keeping it to a general discussion of characterization, with Lance as example. And then about Shiro in particular, how the EPs’ statements reveal their lack of thought.

Behind the cut.

remember where these people came from

The team behind VLD is almost entirely formerly Nickelodeon. DreamWorks wanted to break into television on a much larger scale, and since they almost always promote from outside the company, they lured over Margie Cohn from her position as a Nick VP. As VP/exec levels tend to do, Cohn brought a bunch of people with her.

One of those was Mark Taylor, who’d been involved in both AtLA and LoK. Taylor, in turn, brought JDS, LM, and I think one or two of the other producers. Taylor also probably brought over Hamilton, Chan, and Hedrick, as known entities with proven track records.

These are people who — for for the last ten or more years — have swum in Nickelodeon’s considerably more conservative fishbowl. It’s entirely possible (given what people tell me about storylines in HTTYD, and DW’s open support of She-Ra) the former Nickelodeon team automatically downgraded DW’s “go ahead and explore these heavier/darker topics” to mean “maybe kinda mention in passing but don’t be too obvious about it.”

Now, to be fair, the EPs may have pushed for more LGBT+ rep, and their obstacle might not have been DW, but Taylor. It’d explain how the EPs could praise everyone (read: DreamWorks staff) as supportive, yet allso complain about pushback (read: Taylor’s Nickelodeon-influenced sensibilities). Two different parties were calling the shots.

It’s also possible what the EPs saw as ‘rep’ was still considerably toned-down from what DW execs (and the VAs) may’ve expected. After all, that one-minute scene in VLD might’ve required an act of god at Nickelodeon. VLD’s staff may have genuinely considered this scene landmark because even that tiny bit was far more than their previous employer would’ve allowed.

Cue the victory lap and excited chatter, and seeming blindness to Korra being long since surpassed by Steven Universe, Young Justice, Bob’s Burgers, Adventure Time, Gravity Falls, RWBY, Rick and Morty, Clarence, BoJack Horseman, Danger & Eggs, Big Mouth, and Summer Camp Island. Remember, it wasn’t until 2016 that Nickelodeon would have a married gay couple (in The Loud House), and they’re not even central characters. The VLD staff may’ve thought itself bold, and unprepared for the reality of modern (non-Nickelodeon) audience expectations.

No, I don’t think that absolves them. It just seems the most reasonable explanation. That is, short of seeing the EPs as so utterly cynical they’d pump up the audience for what amounted to a nothingburger in light of what else popular media now delivers.

and then there’s representation

VLD’s troubles can all be traced to one crucial detail: the EPs don’t understand that characters are the bedrock of stories. And as such, there are no shortcuts.

Ever had the misfortune to catch a home decorating show? Here we have a windowless basement: mock up a mantle from polystyrene, paint the walls gray, put up sconces with flickering lightbulbs… it’s still a basement. It’s just now desperately pretending to be something it isn’t. The bones of the structure are undeniably American Suburbia, not generic castle keep, and those bones are integral to how we experience the space.

The average person isn’t trained to be aware of those bones — the underlying architecture — and its subtle impact on our experience, just as most non-storytellers aren’t trained to see how and where and why characters create plot. I guarantee you, though, you will never mistake a late-century Kmart for the Centre Pompidou or the Forbidden City or Mount Vernon. Just as you would never mistake a beginner’s first novel for Lord of the Rings or Left Hand of Darkness.

That is, the dressed stone isn’t paint and plaster; it’s a core element informing (even dictating) height, width, and depth of a space. Characterization is the same: it must be structural. In turn, characters inform the breadth and depth of the story. If your characterization is shallow, wild swerves and dramatic reveals can make the story fun, but they will never make it deep.

I empathize with the (hopefully genuine) intent to avoid making Shiro’s sexuality a ‘reveal.’ The unfortunate truth is: waiting 60+ episodes to even mention in passing makes it a reveal. It wasn’t structural, or viewers would’ve been sensing it from the very beginning.

This isn’t a haircut or a pair of jeans. It’s a person’s identity, and that has crucial impact on hopes, fears, desires, and needs. It doesn’t start only once the audience is let in on the secret; it was always there. It should’ve informed the character’s actions and reactions all along.

If Lance is Cuban, and the story takes place in a quasi-future America, then to understand Lance’s perspective, we need to ask questions like: is Cuba still under embargo? Is it a free democracy now, or did Lance’s family flee at some point? Is he part of an exchange program, or is there a lottery that let him come to the US for his education? Did he leave his family behind? How young was he, when he left? What was his childhood like, and how does that differ from what he found in America? What was his parents’ relationship like, and how does that influence his expectations for friends and lovers?

Was he fluent in English when he arrived, or did he only become fluent later? Does his Spanish have a noticeable accent, and if so, has he felt isolated from other Latinx at school? Or is he the only Latino at the Garrison? Is he proud of his heritage, or ashamed of it? Did he get bullied for being foreign, and how did that change what he says/does? Even if America is joyfully multi-cultural, he’d still be an immigrant or foreigner, and that’s a different experience from a non-white community that’s multi-generation American. What was his impression of his new life? What compared favorably (or not) to his childhood?

It’s not just, “He’s a boy from Cuba.” You have to think about what it means to be ‘from Cuba’ and how this is different from, say, growing up next door to the Garrison (like Pidge probably did). If you put that much thought into it, if you talk to people who’ve lived that experience, if you push yourself to imagine as deeply as you can how Lance’s life would have shaped him?

By the time you’re done, Lance would never need to say a word.

His reactions, his assumptions, maybe a few mannerisms, his humor, a few throwaway comments about his family or things he did as a kid — and there would be Cubans in the audience going, “hey, wait a minute, he’s just like my cousin.” Or brother or uncle or friend. By the time someone asks at a panel? Half the audience would be saying, yeah, we were right, Lance is totally Cuban.

Or you don’t think about it, and you use stereotypes in hopes that’ll do the work for you. As @sjwwerewolf commented:

Man, I’m ready to rant about Voltron. I’m Cuban. Lance, oh boy, Lance. From season 1 on, he has been written as a huge stereotype. The flirtatious, passionate comic relief character who’s dumb. Like. He’s literally Antman’s sidekick. That character. All you need to make him a full caricature is like, “I have a gangster brother.“

The stereotype is a shortcut. It’s slapping on behaviors without thought for a real person’s experiences or perspectives. VLD is, sadly, full of them: the Latino (wannabe) lover, the big guy who likes food (with only the slightest twist to have him actually good at cooking), the boyish-girl who’s a brain and likes computers more than people, etc.

just pull shiro out of a hat

At some point early on, the EPs said (once again in an interview, not in the story) that VLD is a world without homophobia. The story itself contradicts that ideal, or at least, it emphasizes a certain level of heternormativity over an open embrace of diverse relationships. What’s in our face for six seasons is Lance’s lover-boy stereotype, Allura’s attraction to Lotor, Lotor’s attraction to Allura, Matt’s attraction to Allura, and so on… and the closest we get to anything resembling an alternate attraction is one blush from a servant in a flashback, and Kuron’s startled reaction to Keith’s return.

All VLD had to do was have Hunk mention his moms. Or Coran mention his late husband. Or Lance mention his sister’s wife. Something explicit to offset the heterosexual attractions going on. Frankly, for six seasons it was an open question whether homosexuality even existed in VLD: the absence of a negative is not proof of the presence of a positive.

That absence means we really have no idea how being queer in VLD’s world would affect a character — and it would, have no doubt. Our sexuality affects every single one of us; it’s just that straight people have the benefit of seeing the roadmap of their sexuality played out in a million books, movies, and television shows. If you haven’t given thought to whether this is also true in your world, then you don’t really know how a character could discover, define, and map their sexuality, or how they’d quantify or qualify relationships that overlap their sexual preferences. You don’t understand the structure.

That lack of thought means, nine times out of ten, the creator has said to themselves, “it’s easier to just say this character’s experience of their sexuality is exactly like the one I, as a straight person, vaguely recall having (that I never actually had to question because it was already mapped out for me, everywhere I looked).” That’s not a queer character. That’s a character with a label slapped on their forehead that says here be a queer character. It’s paint, because the structure underneath is straight person.

Which means that of course the EPs could consider making someone else “the rep,” because they really seem to believe this is as easy as removing the label from Shiro’s forehead and sticking it on someone else. And it’s not. People don’t work like that. Sexuality is no more a simple paint-job than race, gender, culture, or dis/ability. Each of these things is etched on our bones, literally or metaphorically, and that changes us all the way through.

The short version, then, is: no, we wouldn’t have gotten any other rep, just as we haven’t truly gotten any rep as VLD was delivered. Shiro has a label on his forehead, but unless and until the canonical story demonstrates this goes all the way down to his bones… he’s just a straight suburban basement with a mediocre paint job and some fake queer columns.

#vld #voltron #characterization #representation #sol thinks about stuff

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bibbleboo · 3 years

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god i rly do think the only way im ever gonna be happy or have a life im not miserable dedicating to somebody else is if i find a way to live alone. but i literally dont know if thats possible shdfsdfhs i cant drive i cant do dishes i make $500 a month im like. so fucked and honestly if i wanted to i could probably solve Some of these problems but im not. even given enough time to work on honing my adult skills.

yall not to sound bitter or whiny but straight up since my early teen years all ive ever known is being forced to take care of other people. i was never given the unconditional care and support system it takes a teen to learn how to grow up without worrying abt failing bc i was too busy being roped into caring for other people and fixing all their problems and they in return would help with my disability issues. so i never Grew from that or rly i grew at a snails pace bc i had to barely squeeze in time to work on myself. all my progress was halted by that and i was just stuck in that spot. cuz like for them its only ever an exchange to accommodate me and anything less is unfair and they just stop doing it. and part of me feels guilty and cant help but feel like, ok how can i expect more than that though. like how can i expect accommodation without balance. ppl need 50/50. but also literally, how am i supposed to take care of myself and grow when i am constantly trying to pay off a debt to others just for existing with needs.

and then they fucking complain im not doing enough for them or for myself and like i!!!!! ok shit or get off the pot then!!! i WANT to do this im just scared if i fail yall wont take me back in bc i stopped being ur fucken slave and then im gonna go back to 11 yr old me attempting sui.ci/de twice bc thats how i look at rock bottom apparently and i dont trust her!!! and its YOUR GUYS FAULT LIKE.... i love my family but . they ruined a lot of shit for me with this fucked up cycle. telling me ‘you just need to push yourself’... when do i have the time when im playing ur fuckin mommies. literally. where am i expected to pull the time or strength or energy or motivation . fuck off like. im needy bc yall didnt give me enough time to learn not to be and i feel like intentionally or not part of it was to keep me around to help them out like uuuuuuuuuuuuuugh i hate this oh my goddddd yall didnt give me the tools to be an adult and now just to escape u im gonna have to jump the shark with Nothing and hope i dont end up homeless or forever fucked in bad credit debt land , while knowing if i got evicted or smth i would literally right away try to kms , again because i waSNT GIVEN PROPER CHANCES TO FAIL OR SUCCEED OR LEARN BC I WAS TOO BUSY KEEPING YALL FROM FAILING LIKE I----- AAAAAHH WHATT DID U EXPECTTTttTTTTTTTT i wanna scream. i never wanted to be a hyper dependent idiot that asks for this much w.o being able to return the favor well enough but yall didnt give me the fucking care i needed to learn how to do anything else so good luck w/o me babes when i figure a way out of here xoxo . but no honestly part of what pisses me off most tho is that when i leave they WILL be able to figure it out, theyll be angry and struggle a little at first but theyll adapt. i rly might not be able to figure this out, itd be my first time adapting to relying on myself and filling Only my needs. its so ufcking wildly unfair i just wanna cry and punch somebody

#vent// /#neg/ //#d/.on.t re.blo//g #tldr;;; if yall got adulting advice i am very down #my main issues are that i cant drive and i keep tryna work around that one and wrap my head around trying it and i just. rly #dont think i can. way too much going on w/ that way too much responsibility like i could literally kill somebody tahts a Vehicle #im not fuckin around with that if i dont think i can do it and itd be irresponsible and inexcusable to me to otherwise try atm #just bc its a common thing that everybody else seems to utilize like. idk i just cant shake it. maybe somebody but no not rn #and then also. like. rent dude.#everywhere rn is 'you need to make 3x the amount rent costs' ........... 500 A MONTH FROM SSI #i could do section 8 but bro by that time id lose my mind. i could just try going off ssi to get a job but like. hhhhhhhha #1. how do i get to the job w/o car 2. i dont think. if i cant even drive i rly dont think im able to work either #and im so scared ill line up all these ducks in a row and then try to have a job and realize i cant fuckign do it and then #wont be able to sustain any of this shit and then im stuck there #like i just. oaeiuraeourauuhiah #everything i struggle with most would be easier if i lived alone except for a handful of the things that are most important #dishes? i could 100% do those if it was just my dishes. rinse em as i go. or buy paper plates lol. np #if i could find a job i can walk to? perfect awesome. make enough to pay rent And cover groceries AND delivery of said groceries?#thatd be not just 'perfect' but the only way i could probably do this and like. how tf. lmao #ik lifes hard but like. literally holding on by a thread here and so scared to fail bc i know thatll be the final straw gjgjjhshsh #uuuuuUHGHH #may delete later lol/ ///

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comeandget-gomez · 7 years

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Ups and Downs || Self-Para

When Selena was diagnosed with lupus, she knew her life would be very different from what it had been before. She needed to live healthier, and take care of herself. Overworking herself was not really an option anymore and over the years, the singer had made sure to take time off to herself. She didn’t really want to risk anything for her job. But she wanted to be out there making music and filming movies too; she was too passionate about these things to fully give them up.

One of the risks of having lupus were kidney problems, and Selena always tried to make sure she was well prepared for anything. Long talks with doctors, family and friends had left her with a back up plan in case anything ever happened; though she didn’t fully believe it ever would. She’d done good, taken care of her body (despite the occasional junk food marathons) and she’d regularly went to the doctors. When she started feeling a little off, she didn’t necessarily connect that do her kidney. She was tired, and not as hungry as she usually was, but Selena figured she’d just caught a little bug. She tried resting, sipping tea and eating soup, but the pain in her back grew worse and the fatigue never went away, no matter how many hours she slept.

It wasn’t the weekend yet, but talking herself out of work had allowed Selena to leave New York Wednesday morning; and she was ready for a few days off. She had gotten back to LA a couple hours prior to spend a few days, and the weekend there and she was out grabbing dinner with one of her best friends, Francia when she felt like the pain was growing worse by the minute. She tried to push it down to spend a good night with a friend, but the further the evening went on, the harder it was for her to not grimace at the tension building up in her body. When Francia asked if she was already, Selena finally admitted that she hadn’t been feeling so well; and her friend immediately decided to get that checked out. After that, things happened rather quickly.

Selena barely realized getting to the hospital, and when people talked about her kidney she didn’t actually get what they were saying. It wasn’t until she was in a hospital bed hooked up to a couple machines with Francia next to her, telling her about what she was going to do that Selena registered whatt was going to happen. “You don’t have to do this,” she kept repeating, but her friend wasn’t arguing with her. They had talked about this before, Selena having to get a transplant was something that they knew could happen and Francia had gone and got tested to be a donor. There had never been any arguing with her about this.

When Selena woke up a couple hours later, she was in a hospital bed in Cedars Senai Hospital, laying next to her best friend who’d underwent kidney surgery with her. A smile was playing on her lips as she looked over at her sleeping friend and she whispered, “thank you.”

#para #self-papa #ups and downs

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