hearts from Yoongi to help you through your day 💘💘💘

LOL i find it so funny that oc started out with aloe vera and got into plants bc it didnt die 😂 bc one of my classmate's older sister gave me an aloe vera too!! and when it didnt die i got delusional and followed my mom's footsteps to becoming a plantita 🤣 she made me take care of her cacti for a while until i stopped and they've js disappeared from the terrace and idk how they've been since then 🥲

Hahaha if I were to take care of a plant, it would be an aloe vera, too bc girllll I don't have the patience nor the knowledge lol but right! 🤭 It'll deceive u! 😂 And OC is u, thinking she can do it haha but heyyy you'll never know. She managed naman 😉

love.

Kakakita ko lang sa 'about me' mo po and i didn't know na filipino ka palaaa until now😭 OMG kamusta poo?? Stay hydratedd mimii, grabe init dito sa pinass🥵 mahal ka namin💕💜

Hii yes I am! And okay naman! I'm actually not in the PH right now since I'm studying elsewhere pero I heard nga umaabot ng 40s ung heat index?? 😭😭 Girlll ang lala! Pls stay safe and hydrated! Put on sunblock and spray mist, ok!!

Thank you thank you! 💕

omg i didn’t think you’d answer my ask HAJSHSJSKS cue the kilig feeling 🥰 everything i know about basketball, learned unwillingly cos of my kuyas and tatay who changed the channel whenever there was a san miguel/tnt/lakers ateneo game PLUS they made me watch slam dunk din so every time yoongi mentions that my eye twitches cos *war flashbacks to when i wanna watch my cartoons*

but i’ve come to terms with the trauma EME 😭 jk lang it actually helped when i started writing for my uni’s publication and covered basketball games. sa uaap, i’m also really a fan of admu kahit di ako atenista HAHAHHAJSKSJS and yes that doug kramer clutch—one of the highlights of the entire uaap tbvh. i can’t imagine witnessing that LIVE. iba na rin uaap ngayon eh. (and ph basketball in general. sad na wala na yung hype masyado which i’m not surprised at all given how problematic the players are like???? sighs. toxic masculinity ew—theory q lang naman tho)

your writing is AMAZING pls like i’m not even kidding. you’re seriously one of the best writers across all platforms bc you can truly see and feel the effort you put in making your stories and dare i say you also don’t make your audience feel dumb (i can make a whole other 10-page essay about this PLS pero wag muna) and respect them by creating all these nuanced and character-driven stories (which is SO hard to find). i’m rereading “a still day or a hurricane” as a law girlie now 🥺

i hope the stories never stop forming in your head and i hope you experience so many great things in life that will inspire you to continue writing for many years to come cos who says there’s an age limit in writing fanfics???? 🧐 but also don’t forget to take care of yourself, ate mimi (yie ate 🥹). stay hydrated in this god awful heat!!! baka dumalas ako sa inbox mo i’m SORRY

- coj 🩵

Hiii I am here! Late to reply but I'm here! And lolll a usual story! It often starts with the men haha. My dad was a huge fan, too, so our TV always had basketball on. But I've come to love the sport even as a spectator! Whereas you've come to use it as a journalist nakkssss 😌😌 hahaha but true. PH basketball is sooo different now. I think it's also the culture. I can't even keep up with the conferences and the players and stuff. Nice to know my UAAP heroes are thriving but it's just not the same.

As for your lovely words... THANK YOU. 🥹 I'm such a context person in that I like exploring the why's of people - why they do what they do and say what they say. It always comes from somewhere, and a lot of it is fear. It's such a human feeling, so is desire. But I love writing about love, too, and that itself is complicated and beautiful. And I know it's just fanfic but it's a way for me to kind of release all these reflections and insights into the world and I'm just happy you're able to connect with these very flawed fictional humans! There's a little of us in them for sure! 💕

Lol sometimes I wish the stories would stop bc I won't stop thinking about them! I literally have scenes and dialogues written up for stories that idk if I'll ever get to actually write but yeah, hopefully there's energy and inspiration to match the ideas. One day I’ll probably have a “scenes from stories I’ll never write” post 🥲🥲

Pls stay cool and hydrated! Be safe always! 💕💕

backwards cap Tae really hits different 😔

checkmate!

im still rereading and oh my gosh!!!! "he loves to write about the complexity of relationships, the fragility of human emotions, and the search for permanence in an impermanent world."

im assuming that namjoon plays a big role with rekindling them, isn't he?

He plays a role, in general 😊

Describing him as such is a way to contrast him to OC - he’s able to express emotions through his poems and she’s unable to even make sense of them.

But ugh, isn’t that namjoon in a nutshell! 🥹🥹

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Thank you for such a sweet and thoughtful reply! I'm glad we can show you how much we love and connect to the characters you've created in the ways you hoped for. And yes! It's such a conundrum. They care for each other very deeply and they are aware that being around each other has made them better (and that's why they want to be with each other) but right now the slight miscommunication and just the overall burden of the past and all the complicated feelings it brings has made things feel a little off. It's like they're both trying not to trigger anything that will actually have a more lasting negative impact, so that's why they're kinda stepping back and not being assertive about what they want (in terms of their feelings). I guess, like you said, they both feel a bit rejected by the other, and that awakens their vulnerability, which adds to this temporary dead-end.

"they don't know what happiness with each other feels like," omg!!! this is the perfect way to explain it. All those years of insecurities, loneliness and emotional avoidance makes them reticent to really take the plunge (or, at least, that's the way I see it), so it's kinda easier to go back to what they know than to be brave and power through the discomfort in search of something better but unfamiliar (which is, again, so human because feelings and change can be scary). It seems like they're being their own worst saboteur as far as I can tell by the end of chapter 11. Hopefully, distance makes the love grow fonder for the both of them. I'm so curious about how you're going to disentangle this web of feelings and how things move forward! Perhaps I'm catastrophizing too much here, and they will see eye to eye much faster than what I think.

All is well. Thank you for your good wishes! Hope you're well, too.

P.S. I love how the rest of the characters feel like real people, too! It's like we can feel how their own lives are transpiring off scene even if we can't see it.

I just absolutely love reading your messages. 🥹 It's like, are u in my head?? You're also able to simplify what I'm trying to say and I'm just?? How?? 🤯 But it makes me feel good bc then it assures me that I'm not silly and what I say actually makes sense hehe BUT THIS BIT

It's like they're both trying not to trigger anything that will actually have a more lasting negative impact, so that's why they're kinda stepping back and not being assertive about what they want (in terms of their feelings).

Pls, keep this in mind! There's more of this in chapter 12, especially with them being their own saboteurs and shackles, actually. There's a web of feelings that only they can disentangle but they're just making it messier bc like you said, feelings and change can be scary. These are people who have shunned intimacy for so long. And now that they got a taste of it and it didn't turn out the way they expected, they're just... scared again. Like, why risk it this time? What will they get out of it? JK's trying to deal with OC's departure and she's trying not to regret leaving. But they still have feelings for each other so what now??

It won't be long now! But thank you so much. I can't wait to hear your thoughts as we near the end! Hope you're well! 💕💕

you'll be alright, oh, here it is @magicshop ♡ (cr. namuspromised)

🥺when will u post the next chapter 🥺 so i have something to look forward to. no pressure or anything tho 🥺😭

Maybe tomorrow or Monday! Depends on how content I am with the chapter 😩 but def early this week! Thank you for being patient 💕

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The duality

I'm so mad- iwyts jk and OCS relationship broke cuz of misunderstandings 😭😭😭. Please tell me they get back together 🥺

Right! It’s how a lot of (almost) relationships go, I think! There’s all this fear about moving forward even if they know how they feel for each other, so many times it’s rly all this internal stuff going on. ☹️ but we’re all for happy endings in this house! 😉

I’m so glad it is! I want you guys to be emotional with me hehe but yes, this jk makes me all soft bc of how he keeps so much in. He wants to be cared for and you just know he wants to do that, too, but there’s just so much he fears 🥺 but thank you! Glad you’re enjoying it so far 💕