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goldsainz · 11 months

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FRIENDS INTO LOVERS — one shot.

pairing: lando norris x reader

MASTERLIST.

request: “Hi, could I request a childhood sweethearts with lando please and thank you 🫶🫶”

NOTE: so i did a social media au for this, hope that it's okay! let's pretend for the sake of the story's timeline that olivia is slightly older 😁 i changed the request format thingy bc the gap it left bothered me… if you check my other requested works you’ll know what i mean

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lando.jpg Day 61. Road trip with the one and only yourusername

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yoursername my passenger princess <3

⤷ lando.jpg 😐😐😐

⤷ danielricciardo Don't even try to deny it

landofan1 literally love y/n sm

landofan2 i want a friendship like theirs

ynfan1 LANDO BEING A PASSENGER PRINCESS IS NOW CANON

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user1 when are they gonna get together!!!

maxfewtrell Still can’t believe I wasn’t invited🙄

⤷ yourusername this wouldn’t happen if you had other friends!

⤷ maxfewtrell Rude! I’m gonna tell Lando about this.

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yourusername All Of The Girls You Loved Before is out now in all streaming platforms!!! 💗

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landonorris So so proud of you! Everyone will get sick of me playing this all the time

⤷ yourusername you’re fr my #1 fan

⤷ landonorris And what about it? 🤨

landofan21 this 100% about lando no doubt about it

oscarpiastri New song for the McLaren playlist

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ynfan21 if this isn’t a confirmation post + the comments… then idk what is

ynfan22 “i wanna teach you how forever feels” when will it be my turn😭

landofan22 THE BEHIND THE SONG INTERVIEW??? if this song isn’t about lando idk what’ll do…

⤷ user21 what did she say?

⤷ landofan22 “It’s about loving someone so much you don’t really care that they’ve been with someone before you, just feeling grateful you’re getting the best version of them.” that is so about lando idc what anyone says

⤷ ynfan23 don’t forget about: “I wrote it thinking about how maybe there’s someone that’s always kind of been there, and you didn’t notice or the timing wasn’t right, but now that it is you don’t think about anything else other then them.”

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landonorris May I introduce my lovely girlfriend, Y/N! She’s been my friendfor more years than I can remember (17 if we’re being precise) and there is no one else I’d rather spend the rest of my life with. Thank you, for being my best friend all this time and letting me love you ❤️

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ynfan31 OMG??? I WASN’T EXPECTING THIS TODAY

sebastianvettel Congrats you two! Nice to see you both finally came to your senses

⤷ landonorris Thank you, Seb!

⤷ yourusername 🫶🫶🫶

landofan31 i’m gonna need 3-5 business days to recover

landofan32 THAT TWITTER USER WAS RIGHT???

ynfan32 words can’t describe how i’m feeling rn

mickschumacher Glad I don’t have to keep this a secret anymore!!!

⤷ maxfewtrell Same here, mate! It was killing me

ynfan33 all this time they were together😭😭

user31 love is actually real

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yourusername i guess hard launching is the only way! i’ve loved this man for more years than i’d like to admit, as a friend and now as my boyfriend!! wherever you stray, i follow 🤍 (shoutout to user3 on twitter your thread was scarily spot on)

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landofan41 the willow lyrics😭😭

ynfan41 your honour i love them

lilymhe you’re still my wife, right?

⤷ yourusername forever and always, baby

⤷ alex_albon Crazy to see how people forget they have boyfriends at home…

ynfan42 THESE ARE NOW MY PARENTS!!

ynfan43 i guess being delulu works out in the end

landofan42 he’s the king of her heart (i’m sorry but i had to make the taylor reference)

francisca.cgomes now we can finally go on double dates!!

⤷ yourusername we could always go on a date alone

⤷ landonorris I think we’ll stick just with the double date

ynfan44 they’re officially the best couple on the grid

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harrywavycurly · 8 months

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Do you think Eddie would tell Wayne about reader wanting a double date?? How would that go?👀 I know Wayne would knock some sense into him!😂❤️

Hiii lovey!!! So I wasn’t sure if I was gonna actually post this or not but I’m in a really good mood so I’m gonna give y’all this (sorry it’s at a random ass time lol) so I hope y’all enjoy💖

-find all things Trouble Next Door here✨

*also idk if it’s just me but this lowkey might make you sad? I hope not though!*

“She wants to do what now?” “A double date…she thinks it’ll help us move on or something.” “Move on? From…Chrissy and Steve or…” “please don’t start Wayne.” “Sorry…so what are you gonna do?” “Since when have I ever told her no? She seems really set on the idea…been talking about it for the last day or two.” “Who is she thinking of asking on this date?” “No fucking clue…she hasn’t mentioned anyone for her or for me.” “You’re letting her pick who you go on a date with? Damn son…you’ve really got it bad huh?” “I just want her to be happy…that’s all I’ve always wanted for her…really thought Steve was gonna be it for her…fucking asshole.” “But what about you? What’s gonna make you happy Eddie?” “Being in her life..anyway I can.” “How long has it been?” “How long has it been since…what?” “How long have you been in love with her?” “Oh uhm…I uh…I don’t know?” “You don’t know? So it’s been that long then?” “I know there was this moment when I turned sixteen and just got the van…I remember picking her up and just driving around because I was just so excited to be driving on my own and wanted to take her somewhere…I rolled the windows down and had the music up loud and she…she looked over at me with this huge grin on her face and her hair was blowing everywhere and…and I remember wondering if her eyes always had that sort of glow to them when she smiled…and if her laugh always sounded like a melody to a song that I could listen to over and over again…I almost ran a stop sign because I just…couldn’t look away from her.” “Eddie…” “I love her…so fucking much and…and I just want her to be happy Wayne…I need her to be happy.” “What if you’re the one that’ll make her happy? She deserves to know how you’ve been feeling son.” “It’s pointless…She told me she loved Steve more than she loved me.” “Well he was her husband…and she doesn’t know how you feel so maybe she just hasn’t had her moment like you did in the van at sixteen yet…because maybe she doesn’t want to risk loosing you? Have you thought about that?” “I don’t know…” “you deserve to be happy just as much as she does…I think you owe it to yourself to get your feelings out there in the open before you have to watch her be with someone else who we both know won’t be good enough.” “What if she doesn’t feel the same?” “What if she does?…we both know either way you’re gonna cry so might as well just rip the bandaid off and see what happens.” “I hate to say it…but you’re right…” “damn straight I am…now come on…coffees getting cold.”

#trouble next door convos #eddie munson series #eddie munson fanfiction #eddie and wayne munson #eddie munson angst #eddie munson au #eddie munson slow burn #eddie munson x best friend reader #eddie munson x y/n #eddie munson x you #eddie munson x reader #eddie munson x fem!reader #eddie munson friends to lovers #eddie munson #stranger things fanfiction #stranger things au #wayne munson #my little dungeon master baby

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the-s1lly-corner · 7 months

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Could you do the TADC cast x reader with a really heavy southern accent?

TADC cast x reader w/ a heavy southern accent!

hello i am back from my silly little lunch break i made a sandwich it was very yummy i need to find a new set of music to listen to while typing, as much as i love jack stauber i think im going to go insane if i hear baby hotline one more time... oddly enough not the first time that specific song has driven me nuts from being overplayed anyways idk side note idk what to do with gifs because i keep running out of TADC gifs and i got a reblog months back on a crp post that implies that gif makers get notified when you use their gifs?? is that true?? if so i am so so so sorry to the tadc gif makers TToTT also still gif related but i keep getting. jumpscared by butts n boobs anytime i open the gif thing i cannot keep doing this!!!!

CAINE:

i think he would find it pretty, like, i dont know how to explain it! i think he would possibly mimic some of your speech mannerisms. probably gives you a cowboy hat. i dont know what it is but i think southern accents, at least from what ive seen, is one of the most romanticized of american accents... maybe its the whole rugged cowboy thing thats commonly associated with it. what im trying to say that i think caine would romanticize it the same way, thanks to him not really having the experience of going out and interacting with people from the south

he finds the accent pretty

POMNI:

i dont think she would really notice it unless she is really trying to pay attention to what you say. but maybe thats just self projection because i myself dont really notice other peoples accents unless its very prominent, or they say something that sounds so different to how im used to hearing things. i feel it would be the same with pomni, but i dont think she would treat you any differently! wish i had more ideas but pomni and gangle are particularly hard for me to write for some reason

RAGATHA:

honestly i like to hc that she grew up in a southern small town before getting stuck in the digital world, but of course she wouldnt remember it... perhaps she would feel some sense of familiarity around you anyways, even if she cant pin down why.. i think that would be nice... she likes listening to you talk

JAX:

writing these out of order, but i think jax would be similar to caine in the regard that he would tease some of your speaking mannerisms. "yaint! yall'd've!" stuff like that... which... i can be mad about because im from the south and the two examples are in my vocabulary... hes not really saying anything thats incorrect, at least in my case

probably asks why your digital form isnt a cowboy, shit eating grin on his face

KINGER:

thinks it sounds nice! for once i dont have any ideas for kinger, which sucks because i love kinger TToTT

your words probably rub off on him, i can see him probably picking up on some of your terms n slang

kinger saying yall isnt real he cant hurt you

kinger saying yall:

ZOOBLE:

similar to pomni they dont notice until theyre forced to notice.. no but imagine your accent becomes more pronounced when you get mad, you start saying more stereotypically southern stuff that people associate. probably does a double take if you say a rather insane variant of 'yall' but otherwise doesnt see much point in pointing it out

GANGLE:

absolutely loves hearing you talk, similar to ragatha! while ragatha clings onto your words thanks to unknown familiarity, gangle just thinks your voice sounds like and soothing, comforting! i dont know what it is but hearing someone trying to comfort you with a heavy southern accent as well as using casual terms of endearment (whether you see this as romantic or platonic is up to you!) in this soft tender voice just always hits different for me. maybe i am guilty of also romanticizing southern accents

#tadc x reader #the amazing digital circus x reader #digital circus x reader #caine x reader #pomni x reader #ragatha x reader #jax x reader #kinger x reader #zooble x reader #gangle x reader

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serenhoshi · 1 year

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𝐇𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐣𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐛𝐨𝐲𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝

I’m sorry I haven’t posted in a while! I was working for my finals, and now that I’m done I can post again!

Here is the beginning of the “Ateez as your boyfriend” series, I haven’t done all the members of seventeen yet, but I’m working on it as well, it’ll come very soon!

So, Kim Hongjoong!

based on his mbti, the man is a lover of love

he is a hopeless romantic, and has a crush 24/7

he loves having a crush, daydreaming a bit about the person that attracted him

it kind of frees him from his busy everyday life

it inspires him for some of his lyrics as well?? (like i know ateez songs are about rebellion and stuff but i’m sure that this man right here has many romantic and cheesy songs about his ex-lover(s) or/and crushes)

anyways, so as I said, he has a crush on basically anyone

he never truly expects anything, like no relationship whatsoever, he really just enjoys the feeling of liking someone

so when he has a crush one you, he doesn’t expect much from it

maybe he saw you at a museum or in a shop or whatever

and he double-checked you like “oh- oh, they look great” (in his head ofc)

and maybe he liked your vibe, your outfit, whatever

he ended up giving you quick looks during your whole visit (if it’s a museum), like a shy kid

he knows he won’t see you again anyway because of his work, and [insert city name] is a big city, so he makes sure he memorizes you well

it really sounds weird but like

he WILL write about you, so he needs to remember details to talk about in his lyrics

As soon as he got home, he started writing his song, it was very quick lmao

so when he was done, he was satisfied and could go back to his work

until he saw you again, at the agency

his eyes opened wide and his jaw almost fell to the floor

he was clearly confused so he played it cool and ignored you as if he never knew you in the first place

like “damn, that not how it always goes”

but turns out you had to work together, because you were in charge of the production of some music videos, so you had to meet with the members to talk about the aesthetic and the mood of the songs, and what to tell in the video

the members quickly saw that hongjoong was acting weirdly around you

like during a meeting, anytime you looked at him he would look away from you, anytime he spoke up his ears would turn red because he knew you were watching him

so they mocked him lmao

and he threatened them back

but they’re ateez, they don’t really care, so they continued

until it got to you

you heard the members being like “hongjoong-hyung have you seen y/n’s haircut today? oh i’m sure you have right?”

“remember when he drew them?? in a cartoon-ish way, it looked cute tho”

“yeah, i want you to draw me too!- why not? is it because they’re your crush and i’m not??”

you were very confused and curious at the same time

so one time your curiosity took over, and you called hongjoong after a meeting with the members (ofc they mocked him when they heard you call him lmao)

you blutly asked if there was someting going on, because you heard stuff from the members, and you needed to know if you had done something wrong, or is they were mocking you for something. not even once considering he could actually like you

he would giggle shyly, hiding his face with his hand

and then he was fully honest with you

he said in a suprisingly confident way, that he hoped something would develop between the two of you, because he really appreciates you

and he asked you on a date btw

i know right

he couldn’t believe it either

the date went very well, you went to the cinema and then ate at the convenience store bcs you were hungry

it was very fun! and both of you started to get attached to each other

you got close very fast, you saw each other a lot at dates, your appartment, or his recording studio

you would just mess around a lot, laugh, eat, sleep, whatever

at some point he just HAD to tell you how much he loved you

you were both in his studio, you had drank a bit, hongjoong more than you, to give himself a bit of courage

he played the song he made after meeting you for the first time

the silence was pressuring to him, while you listened attentively to the song

then you looked at him, confused at what it meant (not really understanding that it was about you)

so he told you

his confession was a bit clumsy, he wanted to do well but he was too stressed, so stressed that he stuttered a lot

but it was also very sincere, his eyes did not leave you, the light reflecting in them made them look so bright and passionate that your heart started speeding up

when he finally said “i love you”, you smiled, and giggled like a child

his eyes were still on you, and you felt your ears burn and redden

you told him that you loved him too, in a quieter voice, shy to let the three words out

he smiled widely, he heard what you said, but he just had to tease you a bit

so he came closer, his face inches away from yours

“what did you say?”

so you said it again, with a tiny pout on your lips

and he kissed you right after

Now, let’s see how the pirate king is as a boyfriend :D

i’m sure that even though he keeps showing his hate for physical touch on TV, he actually loves it

but only with you :)

when he gets home from work he comes to you and kisses you on the forehead, a hand holding your waist or caressing your back

will get grumpy if you don’t accept taking a bath with him >:(

while watching tv he either holds your hand or puts it on your thigh

same when he drives

loves spending special evenings or afternoons with you

like you both going shopping, taking pictures and enjoying the city

or discovering the new pet cafe <3

maybe an evening customizing some of your clothes, sat on the floor of the living room, with some 2000s songs playing in the back

or you dyeing his hair !

you also cook together at least 2 to 3 times a week

because you’re both bad at cooking but you want to get better

at first it was chaotic, now it’s better

having hongjoong as a boyfriend also means being a new parent for ateez

some of the members (like wooyoung and mingi) will call you mom as a joke

when they come to the appartment (randomly most of the time), you’ll have to handle them with your boyfriend, as much as you can

but hongjoong’s patience is so low you end up handling them yourself while he tries to beat up yunho in the back

hongjoong really has no patience, in your relationship its better

but he still gets angry easily

luckily, he doesn’t give you the silent treatment, he directly confronts you about what he thinks and what made him upset

very jealous, protective, and a bit possessive as well

at first it annoyed you a lot, so you told him and now he controls himself better

but he still always has a hand around your waist during social events, just so people know that you’re taken

i think that hongjoong “weak” side would be how shy he is when it comes to compliment you

he shows support through actions, he encourages anything you do in life and makes sure you know how proud he is of you

but its always hard for him to put it into words

when you’re not here he can describe you with the most loving words, and praise you as if you were a goddess (which you are for him)

but once you’re there he just giggles and smiles like a child

if you get prepared for an important event for example, and you arrive with a gorgeous outfit, beautifully done hair and all that

he’ll stop moving (maybe even breathing) for a while, his cheeks as red as cherries

and then he’ll hug you lovingly, maybe kiss you if you don’t have lipstick on

it is very rare for him to put it into words

maybe if you get married he’ll finally praise you while you’re here, in front of him? ;)

anyways we’re done here :)

smutty part below!

I don’t think hongjoong ever had sex before you

or if he did it was with some one night stands he doesn’t remember

but still he was quite shy during your first time

he wouldn’t dare look at you at first, both because he thinks his face would go fully red, and because he doesn’t want to make you uncomfortable

he still touches you a lot, a bit awkwardly at first because it wasn’t the same with no clothes on anymore :’)

might stare a bit even though he tries to control himself so you don’t feel too oppressed lmao

moans a lot, he can’t stay quiet, even when you’re just making out

no matter what position you’re in, he likes having a hand in your hair, caressing it as if praising you for whatever you were both doing

he talks quite a lot too

saying how he feels, asking you questions to make sure you’re okay, it’s like he says each and every thoughts that goes in his mind

“woah,, again please”

“do you like it that way? should i go on?”

“moan again for me honey”

“you can’t keep your hands to yourself, huh?”

ofc he has to be a tease when he feels the most confident

i feel like he’s a switch, but still more on the dominant side

like he goes sub mode when you ask him to, but the rest of the time hes dominant

prefers doing it in bed, in your shared bedroom

maybe sometimes in the living room or in the bathroom, but never out of the appartment, even for a quickie

(so making him horny outside of home is very fun to watch, because he cannot do anything on the spot, and just glares at you while hiding his bulge as much as he can)

even tho he is a dom, i think he likes it when you ride him

he loves watching you on top of him

but still orders you around with his hands on your hips, his fingers tracing on your stretch marks

overall he has a great stamina, he could go for 2 rounds easily, maybe 3 sometimes :)

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aziraphales-library · 3 months

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Lost Fic #170

1. Hello! This is probably a bit vague so I apologise for that, but I've had a fic scene stuck I my head for some time and can't find the fic where I read it. I remember that Crowley and Aziraphale were in the Bentley, Crowley was speeding as usual, and either the Bentley was playing or Crowley was singing lyrics from "There Is a Light That Never Goes Out" by The Smiths. Specifically the part about the double-decker bus. I think part of the song were also spread across the fic to match the mood/scene, but I'm not 100% sure. I'm also mostly sure I read it before the pandemic, so it's should be from before February 2020, if that helps. Again, sorry if it's a vague request! - @dumpster-connoisseur

2. Hello, I'm hoping you can help me find a fic I thought I had bookmarked? I believe it was posted on LiveJournal or a similar site, definitely not Ao3. Post the book/season 1, A&C just started a relationship, they're both asexual. A succubus impersonates Aziraphale to trap Crowley in a demon trap and then goes to Aziraphale pretending to be Crowley to try to sleep with him and suck out his life force. Aziraphale drops a piano on him when he realizes it's not Crowley. Y'all are amazing, tysm! - @idontremembershippingthis

3. Hi! I'm looking for a fic I read some years ago, it was definitely after season 1, not book canon. It was rather mature or explicit. This fic followed Crowley throught the ages and how he wasn't able to lose his virginity, sometimes he even had a mission from Hell and Aziraphale had already sleep with that person in order to help Heaven. We get closer to our timeline and Crowley meets a guy he likes and thinks this would be the time but I think his father had an accident and Crowley did the right thing and let him go to the hospital. I think there were some miracles involved, I'm not sure. Aziraphale finds out about this and lovemaking happens. - anon

4. hello! i need help, please. do you, perhaps, know the ao3 fanfic where everyone was trying to set up aziraphale and crowley, many things happen, they get locked in some room with a window so everyone can snoop on them, crowley turns into a snake because he doesn't want to talk about their relationship, all to know that they were already together by that time and they wanted to make a little jokey joke to their friends so they acted like they still had unresolved tension with each other. thanks! - anon

5. hello! been thinking about an outsider pov fic, and i just cant find it. its from the perspective of some people on some sort of paranormal investigation website who all take it way too seriously looking into the bookshop. one scene from it i remember quite vividly is a lady going in with a bible, saying prayers as she walked around and sprinkling holy water everywhere with her just narrowly missing hitting crowley with it. she is promptly kicked out. id be very glad if you knew its name - anon

If you know any of these fics please include the number in your reply! Thank you :)

- Mod D

#good omens #lost fic #ineffable husbands #mod d

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matan4il · 7 months

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Yesterday was quite an epic day for Mileapo. I kept having to add to this post, and almost everything that happened is there, so I'll just make a few small additions here, for completion's sake.

Remember the mirror selfie of Mileapo shopping together that Mile posted? Apo re-shared it.

The panoramic pic Mile shared on Twitter? He also shared it as an update on IG, where he added to it the romantic song Nothing's Gonna Change My Love for You.

Yesterday, Mile also saw the IG story of a hater. About an hour later, BOC put out an announcement (in English and Thai) that it will take legal action against the people stalking and defaming him. Mile shared on IG the English version. Apo went online, and posted both versions, on IG and Twitter alike. Supportive hubby bff. On IG, Apo added the text, "I feel sorry for Nong Mile." On Twitter he said, "Let's support Nong Mile!" Just a reminder, 'nong' is what you're meant to call someone younger than you, but Mile's older, so Apo is his nong. Well, I think this is Apo expressing his protective side with Mile. That's his baby nong, too.

Another addition for yesterday, I remembered off the top of my head that by Apr 2, 2021 Mile had already referred to Mileapo as 'double trouble,' but I vaguely had a memory of this happening even earlier. I found it, it's a pic that Us took of Mileapo on Jan 31, 2021, but Mile shared it on Feb 2, and here he is already referring to them this way (and look at Apo's cute reply):

Also, just look at the joy they cause each other (from Oct 16):

And their constant need to touch each other:

(for more of my Mileapo/Kinnporsche silliness, click here)

#mileapo #mkp #mile phakphum #mile phakphum romsaithong #phakphum romsaithong #apo nattawin #apo nattawin wattanagitiphat #nattawin wattanagitiphat #man suang #man suang cast #kinnporsche #kinnporsche cast #kinnporsche the cast #kpts cast #kpts the cast #kinnporschedaily #mileapodaily #kinnporschesource

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souryogurt64 · 2 months

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Did you know of/listen to FOB/Pete before reading Gray or did the book come first?

I knew about FOB because everyone did in 2013 but I wasnt really like A Fan until I read Pete’s book. Anyway this is my origin story

In February 2013 I was in 8th grade. And I was in marching band. So as you can imagine the biggest thing in the world was FOB getting back together and MCR breaking up. My songs know what you did in the dark was also on the radio 24/7.

Anyway, I was already on Tumblr to post about Supernatural. And the average 14yo used to be able to download massive zip files of whatever music was cool off Tumblr to their iPod. I remember loving Where Did The Party Go and listening to it on the bus. But to me this was just Popular Music like The 1975 or Bastille.

And there was also a website called 8tracks where everyone would make playlists about fandoms and you could download those too, and I remember Just One Yesterday was on every Supernatural fan mix because its about angels.

Anyway there was also something happening at the same time called YouTube Could Be On The TV Now and only one girl at my lunch table had this kind of TV so after school groups of people would go watch youtube videos like charlie the unicorn at her house and someone showed the Youngblood Chronicles because it was like the most edgy dark fucked up thing any 14 year old had ever seen.

I was a little excessively sheltered so it was too scary for me but I did think it was cool, however I distinctly remember being absolutely crushed when Pete came onscreen because they hyped him up as the sexy one and then I thought he was ugly as hell and had no interest in him. Sorry. I did understand Patrick was good looking but I didn’t like, care. It is difficult to comprehend this now but in 2013 FOB was an inescapable cultural phenomenon Happening At School.

Anyway because I was in marching band we went on a Band Trip and you had to use the buddy system but nobody wanted to be my buddy. So the band director made me and another unpopular girl named Jennifer be buddies, and we immediately ended up BFFs for all of high school. She was extremely obsessed with bands like MCR, Pierce the Veil, Slipknot, Sleeping with Sirens etc that were a little beyond Fall Out Boy in terms of edginess.

Anyway I started hanging out with her friend group which was like the emo lunch table. Out of all those bands I only could tolerate MCR. My mom also did not want me hanging out with these people because they all smoked cigarettes and had lip piercings and dyed their hair and had like a million stepdads.

Anyway pretty soon after this happened a bunch of girls in this friend group got tickets to see The Used and we wanted to be FRONT ROW so we slept over at Jennifer’s house.

At this sleepover we like made matching tshirts and listened to the Three Cheers CD and smoked tea rolled in printer paper (very cool) and double-pierced my ears because I didn’t have as many piercings. I screamed the entire time and everyone like permanently bent the toilet seat while this was happening and it was all very dramatic.

Anyway everyone had brought books and homework because we were going to get to the venue at the crack of dawn. Which was NOT necessary. NOBODY was camping for this concert. And one girl had brought Pete’s book and I ended up with it pretty quickly after getting there.

Once I started reading it, I couldn’t stop and was ignoring my friends and basically everything happening around me because it is the best book ever and I needed to finish it.

I read the entire thing in basically one sitting and when we had to go into the venue I had just a handful of pages left so I finished it between doors and the show starting and made my friend’s annoyed mom put it in her purse. Then we immediately saw The Used center barricade which was a very intense early concert experience. Bert is a really great live performer and was growling in our faces a lot and like biting wires and writhing around and there was the wall of death and a mosh pit and everything.

So as you can imagine this was all a permanently psyche altering experience for me but especially the book. Part of why I became so obsessed with it as a teen was I was really frustrated and upset everyone on Tumblr and every adult in my life hadn’t even read it but was so insistent it was a garbage book and it shouldn’t be my favorite. I brought it in for an assignment like 2 months after I first read it and got into an argument with my English teacher, who had actually been my favorite teacher ever up until that, and she was really condescending about it.

She gave me a B that was definitely not justified and probably the only time I’d ever gotten a B on an English assignment so I was extremely mad and like Needed To Be Right.

She was mad it was glorifying sex and drugs and mental illness or whatever and I was like arguing it was good and it was satire and she was like “this is absolutely not satire and its rotting your impressionable brain.”

Anyway I remember even on my first reading picking up on some of the Freud stuff and the use of racial terms which kind of clued me into the fact it was not being played completely straight and there was more going on. And I literally was right and it is the best book ever.

I read it over and over and took it to school and slept with it under my pillow from ages 14-17 until I discovered Green Day. Which is like a normal experience a lot of 14 year olds have with a book, but usually it’s like the catcher in the rye or whatever.

But anyway during this period I got super into Pete and Fall out boy lore and reading Chris’ journals because Pete is very cute and fall out boy are very good also

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honey-boyyoongi · 11 months

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Pairing ➪ Reader x Yoongi||Part 54//??

Word count ➪ 1.5k

Warnings ➪ it’s not beta-ed; any mistakes are mine; mentions of self harm; mentions of scars; if you're name is crossed out it's because I'm unable to tag you;

Summary ➪ Min Yoongi, is a simple man. He likes his coffee black and iced, he enjoys his job, and he loves his baby girl. But what happens when the new neighbor, quite literally, drops into his life?

A/n: Wooooow it’s been a bit huh. First off, I narrowly missed posting this on Father’s Day, but oh well, belated works as well lol. Second off I’m sorry for not posting consistently. Thank you to everyone who read my fic while I was gone 💕. Sorry for throwing y’all back into this a little sad lol. As always any feedback is appreciated, and if you want to be added to the tag list please let me know.

P.S. I updated WWDITS!

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Minji laid on her unmade hotel bed, numb. The last 12 hours had felt unreal. She had a daughter, a beautiful daughter, that was all Yoongi with hints of her brother. She could feel flickers of life bloom in her chest when Mrs. Min talked about the toddler. It almost made Minji regret fleeing, almost.

Minji forced herself out of the plush bed, stripping herself of her clothes down to her birthday suit. She stood in front of the mirror, examining herself; every mole, scar, stretch mark, and at the center of it all was the C-section scar from the child’s birth. Most days Minji could forget the long pink scar that decorated her lower belly. Sometimes the pain that comes from it will pull her from the fog she’s been sinking herself in. She dragged her index finger lightly across, remembering the child’s birth.

Yoongi had freaked out that morning, Minji had gone into early labor a week before she was scheduled for her C-section. Yoongi had arranged and rearranged her maternity bag weeks in advance, making sure he kept the child’s belongings in a separate diaper bag. He double, triple, quadruple checked that they had the correct paperwork to check Minji in with no issues. Yoongi was on the phone with her doctor, informing her of the early labor, while Minji floated through his apartment. She could feel the child moving around, just as desperate as she to leave its confines.

Yoongi tried his best to settle their nerves while they drove to their hospital, he guided Minji through the breathing exercises they learned at birthing classes. She remembered doing the bare minimum to ease the sharp pain traveling across her lower body. Minji felt that she deserved to feel the pain enveloping her. She held off until her doctor sedated her for her C-section.

Minji watched as the tub she laid in filled to a less than ideal amount. The steaming water was stinging the skin it enveloped, and she sighed in relief. She allowed her body to relax, washing away the tension that had built up.

Minji walked into the Min home, taking in the room that once gave her comfort. The hallway right at the entrance that was once lined with pictures of Yoongi, were now taken over by pictures of the child. No longer was her former lover’s story up for her to reread. The comfy dark gray sectional was still in its corner, and the rocking chair where she informed the Min elders of her pregnancy was occupied by an obscenely large stuffed bear. She could hear father Min humming along to the song playing from his ‘Alexa’, and their kettle whistling. Mother Min was going forward with the pleasantries, ‘You look great’, ‘I missed you’, ‘why did you leave’, ‘do you have a boyfriend’, ‘do you want tea’, ‘do you want to see pictures of Hani’? It was overwhelming.

Minji nodded through the simple small talk, allowing the Min elders to talk about their lives within the last four years. They’d spent 3 hours on Mrs. Min’s community center stories, and if it hadn’t been for a neighbor stopping by, she’d still be speaking about them. She learned that both Mins’ had technically retired, but Mr. Min was still running his shop. While Mrs. Min would take clients once in a blue moon for events. While the trio ate lunch together, Minji caught herself tearing up. She had missed this feeling of belonging that enveloped her at the Min home. Mrs. Min kept her plate full, and Mr. Min made sure to pack up leftovers for her to eat at her hotel.

After cleaning up, Mrs. Min brought out the child’s pictures. Minji was reading the short story of the child’s life, and she was conflicted. She watched as the child took her first steps towards Yoongi. There he was at every little song learned, art piece being made, movie watched, and word spoken. It never looked like there was a missing piece. There was no place left for her. Minji held back a sob that had built itself as she learned more about the child’s life. So far she had learned that the child liked pink, but hated yellow. She loved mozzarella sticks, cheerios, and watermelon juice. Tiana was her current favorite princess, while Moana sits at a very close second. The Mins’ practically glowed talking about the girl.

Minji stared at the ceiling above, feeling droplets falling on the sides of her face, too numb to care if they’re coming from her or from her bath. Her throat became dry, and it became harder to swallow. Too tired to fight, she allows the sobs that she pushed down, rise once again. Her cries echo across the walls, somehow adding more layers to her misery.

Mrs. Min wasted no time speaking about Yoongi. ‘I never liked her from the beginning,’ she said, and ‘That Jeon boy was trouble’, while she doubted his judgment of character. The way she recounted the first meeting was odd; ‘She was too friendly towards Yoongi’, she said. While Mr. Min would add that he liked how friendly the babysitter was. Mrs. Min didn’t like that she acted like a hostess when they had brunch. Mr. Min liked that she was helping Yoongi, as there was a large amount of food. Mrs. Min was not fond of the child being so close to the babysitter, and Yoongi not correcting her. Mr. Min was ecstatic that his granddaughter was comfortable with someone new. It went on like that for the rest of the talk, for every dislike Mother Min had, Father Min had a counter like. By the end she was visibly frustrated.

Mrs. Min looked at Mr. Min with dark eyes, ‘Why are you defending her’, she demanded. Mr. Min sighed, ‘This conversation isn’t about the babysitter, it’s about Minji wanting to see her daughter.’

‘She deserves to know what kind of person our son has left our granddaughter with’, she sneered.

Mr. Min grunted, ‘Yoongi isn’t completely hopeless, he’s very strict with Haneul’s care.’

Mrs. Min scoffed, offended that her husband wasn’t agreeing with her. Minji was confused, if this person was so horrible as Mother Min said, then why is Yoongi still allowing his child to still be in her care. Who was this person and why was she causing such a rift? Mr. Min stood from his chair, excusing himself, but not before telling Minji that he hopes she’s here for the right reasons. Minji tensed in her seat, she wondered if he knew that Mrs. Min had been reaching out to reunite her with his grandchild.

Mother Min waited until her husband had left the kitchen to speak once again, she asked Minji to please see the child. She went on, and on about how the baby asked for her momma. ‘Any time we’re out and we see a mother and daughter she asks me where her momma is. I always tell her you were sick, but are working on getting better. I tell her you miss her, and want to see her. Hani wants you here Minji.’

Minji teared up, she didn’t know that her baby was asking for her. She had always felt like the baby would be better without her, Minji was aware of the baggage she carried, and she had started facing it little by little with her therapist. But they could never broach the topic of the baby, it opened a can of worms Minji wasn’t sure she wanted to deal with just yet. Mom told her to fight for her child, she had rights, and she should fight for them. She assured Minji that she’d support her through it, even offering for them to stay in their home while she had custody of the baby.

Minji rubbed a scar lightening cream on her lower stomach. She climbed into bed holding her phone, with a new chat opened. She stared at the screen until it darkened, shoving it under the cold hotel pillow to keep it out of mind. Minji laid in darkness, allowing herself to get lost, and leave her body.

Minji watched as the head nurse placed the baby in her chest. It didn’t look like a baby, and smelled like blood and something else she can’t remember. She couldn’t remember the inbetween, next thing she woke up to was a crying Yoongi holding a pink blanket with a tuft of black hair. Minji had left 48 hours after giving birth. Yoongi had begged her to stay longer, ‘I just witnessed your organs on a tray next to you, I think you should stay a bit longer Min.’ Minji refused. She promised Yoongi she’d take care of herself. As she got the last of her things she voiced her goodby, and her well wishes. A week later Minji was in her new apartment, with her new roommate, starting her new life.

Minji had a lot of regrets in her life, but as she laid in her bed, she decided this was not going to be one of them. She reopened the chat she had closed. Once she was satisfied, Minji readjusted herself into her bed, hoping everything will be worth it

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Hi Yoongi. Your mom gave me your new number.

I want to see my daughter.

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prettygoododds · 7 months

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20 Questions for fic writers

Thanks @wellbelesbian for tagging me. Such fun questions! Tags below the cut.

How many works do you have on AO3

68! Wow, I did not realize this.

2. What's your total AO3 word count?

134,335

3. What fandoms do you write for?

The Carry On Series aka Simon Snow fandom aka Snobaz

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

When the Ink Dries

Can I Change My Mind (this one blows my mind, how it continues to stay at the top)

Namaste Away

Every Lover Has A Little Dagger In Their Hand

We're So Starving

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or Why not?

I try to, but I'm very bad at it. It's something I need to work on.

6. What is a fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

We Were Pity Sex, Nothing More and Nothing Less It doesn't even pretend to be kind.

Also, I'm Right Where You Left Me It's short, but cuts right to the bone.

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Most of mine do have a happy ending (when I go sad, I go hard). If I had to choose a few, I suppose:

Where Did the Party Go?

Believe

Namaste Away

8. Do you get hate on fics?

No. Had a few recommendations on how to tag a few works, or to make it more user friendly but everyone has always been very kind with those suggestions. The Carry On fandom is a really good fandom.

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

I'm slowly dipping my toes in that water. I've posted a few works that have smut, but I'm still very tentative about it. I don't know what kind really. Regular?

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

I do not

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not that I'm aware of

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Not to my knowledge

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

I have not, but I'm not opposed to it.

14. What's your all time favorite ship?

Snobaz, hands down. It's the one I come back to every time. My comfort ship.

15. What's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

I have 2 WIP currently and both of those will be finished. My other WIP not on AO3 are just sitting in my google docs, where no one can see them shivering in the corner, neglected.

16 What are your writing strengths?

Oof. I'd like to think I'm good at dialogue.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Descriptions and setting a scene. I'm working on it though, and that's the important bit I suppose *shrugs shoulders in Simon*

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

Not something I've attempted. I won't say I never will, but I will probably not unless I absolutely have to

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Somewhere, in the depths of fanfic.net are my abandoned Twilight fics. And that is where they will stay until the death of the planet.

20. Favorite fic you've written?

I have a few and when I'm questioning why I think I should be doing this at all, I read them to remember I started because I wanted to write the stories I wanted to read.

When The Ink Dries - I started this fic waaaaay before I ever posted it and it was the reason I decided to participate in my first Carry On Big Bang. It's my fic first born.

I'm Not A Pitch - This fic popped my AO3 cherry. I posted it before I could second guess myself. It's full of errors, but I wouldn't change anything about it.

Vibe Check - I wrote this in a few hours when I was feeling silly and it is still one of my favorites

Who Wants Ramen? - My friend and I giggled endlessly when I plotted this one out.

You Can Call Me Babe for the Weekend - I spend a lot of time listening to music and plotting out the story that a 3-4 minutes song can tell. 'Tis the Damn Season was an immediate movie in my head and as soon as I could plot it out and put it on paper (so to speak) I did.

And last but not least Sugar, We're Going Down Swingin - This is pure self indulgence. I got into hockey, I wanted the boys to be hockey players...bam, here's a fic with almost no hockey in it, but sometimes they talk about it.

I'm don't know who's already been tagged, so sorry if I double up:

@facewithoutheart @imagineacoolusername @artsyunderstudy @shemakesmeforget @ivelovedhimthroughworse @ionlydrinkhotwater @rimeswithpurple @aristocratic-otter @cutestkilla @blackberrysummerblog @nausikaaa @supercutedinosaurs @nightimedreamersworld @valeffelees @iamamythologicalcreature @shrekgogurt @ileadacharmedlife @martsonmars @you-remind-me-of-the-babe

#tag game #big thank you to all who support my fics #seriously #it means the world to me #prettygoododdsfic #prettygoododds #snowbaz #simon snow series #carry on fanfiction #carry on fandom #snobaz #simon snow #baz pitch #carry on series #simon and baz #simon baz

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watermelonsugacry · 2 years

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GRAMMY CHAPTER YES PLEASE

The Grammys 2021

A/N: THE PEOPLE HAVE SPOKEN sorry it took a hot minute to post but ty for all the love & support, yall are the best!! 💚

SUMMARY: Harry's first Grammys with his girlfriend 1dbandmember!yn. both nominated and both winners (3.5k)

WARNING: little anxious yn at the end

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“So when you win, I think a kiss on the cheek is appropriate right? Plus, you have to take off your mask when you accept your Grammy, but don’t worry I’ll kiss your cheek through my mask, too. It’s like classy or whatever.”

After performing and opening up the awards ceremony, the two have changed into their second outfits of the night, well third time for YN.

Before having to go to their separate sections on stage, the couple gives each other a nervous hug.

“Scared?” YN asks him once they’ve pulled away.

“Terrified.”

“Good.” Harry gives her a double take. That certainly doesn’t make him feel any better. “Me too.”

With a quick, smiley kiss, the two fist bump before being escorted to their designated spots on stage.

YN would be lying to herself if she said that she wasn’t drooling at her boyfriend while he performs in his black, leather suit and green boa, his chest completely bare. The added fact that this song was about her and their private times together makes her even more feral for the man.

It’s also safe to say that Harry’s feral level rises above hers. How is he supposed to act when she’s wearing a beautiful ball gown singing about how loving he is to her and the next she’s making a quick change to reveal what one might call lingerie? Okay, maybe a mini pink, silk robe probably wasn’t considered to be lingerie but he literally goes crazy in anything she wears.

It doesn’t help that while she’s singing her song Juicy (*Doja Cat song, the clean version*) dancing around the stage with the rest of her dance crew, that she makes direct contact with her love: whenever she makes a certain swivel of her hips, slowly lowers herself to the floor or cheekily juts out her bum to him.

Now the couple and their managers sit at their designated table for Harry’s first upcoming nomination. To say that Harry was nervous was an understatement, but he does a really good job at hiding it.

But it doesn’t go past YN.

Knowing him for as long as she has, she knows what’s hiding under his cool demeanor, the mask certainly helps a bit. He’s a perfectionist, a people pleaser and, most importantly, a narcissist. She’s one too—as much as she’ll deny it—so she knows more than anyone that if tonight doesn’t go out as they hope, he’ll brush it off until they get back to their hotel room where she’ll have to coax out his suppressed emotions through lots of cuddles and kisses. Not that she’ll mind the method, she’s actually hoping to get snuggly with him regardless of the outcome.

And that’s not to say that she has any doubt in her mind that he won’t win, she’s quite the opposite, telling to him “when you win,” and “once you win,” throughout the night so far to get him from reverting back into his head.

Harry chuckles and his eyes squint above his mask. “Who knows if I’m even going to win, love.”

“You’re going to win.” YN says in a matter of fact tone, bringing her hand to where his fluffy purple boa rests against his neck. Her lace covered fingers fiddle with the feather-like texture. “Just remember to say ‘thank you’ in your speech. It’s polite.”

Harry’s ring covered hand goes over hers and he brings them to his chest. His eyes connect with hers and she can feel his heart pounding beneath her hands.

“Thank you, YN.”

“None of that.” A line between Harry’s eyebrows appears and he tilts his head to the side in confusion as she goes against what she just said. “Save it for the speech.”

The crows feet beside Harry’s eyes appear again as he smiles beneath his mask. With their hands still joined against his chest, Harry puts his other hand on the back of her chair and leans into her so his covered mouth aligns with her ear. She leans into his touch as well, unable to do anything but comply with the natural pull.

“If it wasn’t for these bloody masks, I would kiss you right now.”

“You can do that once they say that you’ve won.”

They tease, knowing that since their romantic relationship has been exposed about three months ago, they’ve been keeping their public displays of affection at a very low minimum.

“I love you, YN.”

“I love you, Harry.” Now she really wishes she didn't tell him that he has to wait to kiss her.

Harry brings her laced covered knuckles to his covered mouth. She can barely feel the gentle kiss through the layers between them but it still manages to bring butterflies to her belly.

“Okay everyone, we’re on in ten!”

As she goes to pull her hand from his, he keeps his grip and lowers their joined hands on his lap. She doesn't question him or give him a funny look. All she does is adjust herself so she's sitting properly upright in her seat again. YN intertwines their fingers together all the while the couple look towards the announcer coming on stage.

“And the Grammy goes to...”

Both her and Harry keep their heads down. Harry focuses on the glass on the table in front of him as he tightly grips her hand.

When she closes her eyes, a ripple of tingles run down her spine as she can faintly hear the envelope being opened by the presenter.

“Watermelon Sugar, Harry Styles!”

Harry unhooks the straps of his mask from behind his ears to reveal his bright, surprised smile.

As he stands, Harry turns to his love first. Before her arms have fully extended outward to hug him, his thumb and index finger tug the top of her mask downward. Harry tightly grips the back of her neck, tilts her head up and plants his lips on hers. It all happens so fast and it makes her feel dizzy and giddy all at the same time. The heel of his palm digs into her side and her fingers cling to his purple boa.

When the snip bit of Watermelon Sugar begins to play after announcing Harry as the winner, YN finds it ironic that it’s the part where she pushed Harry, the team and her production skills the most. It’s the outro of the song, the part where Harry struggled with for almost a year with not being able to figure out what it needed. It wasn’t until their two month period in the studio was coming to an end that YN experimented and added the trumpets, shoved him into the recording booth and made him do so many harmonies it made his head spin.

It brings her an indescribable sense of pride to know that it all paid off in the end.

“Thank you so much. This is absolutely incredible. We wrote this record on my day off in Nashville. I just want to say a massive thank you to Tyler, Mitch and Tom. I want to thank my manager, Jeff, for nudging me and never pushing me. And I want to thank my girlfriend and co-producer, YN, who did push me.” The audience laughs. He looks to his love who has been constantly wiping off her tears of joy ever since he stepped onto the stage. “But in the best way. All of these songs are fucking massive so erm, just thank you so much.”

It shouldn’t come as a surprise that YN teases him later for not only overexaggerating his ‘thank you’s, cursing in his first Grammy acceptance speech, but for almost forgetting to take his Grammy with him when he’s about to leave the stage.

...

YN adjusts her long, black lace gloves as she comes into Harry’s dressing room with her manager in tow. When she enters the room, Mitch and Sarah are talking amongst themselves on a black leather couch.

“Hey there, baby momma.” The couple looks at her and Sarah lets out a whistle.

“Well don’t you look ravishing.” The drummer teases, twirling her finger around. “Give us a spin.”

After doing so, YN goes over to Sarah’s extended arms and gives her a hug from her sitting position. “How’s my godson in there?”

Mitch stands and gives her a kiss on the cheek before wrapping an arm around her shoulders in a quick hug.

“He was kicking quite a bit when we were performing. M’bit sore now.” She laughs as she rubs a hand over her belly. YN really can't believe that they're not only having a baby, but that they were able to keep it from the public eye until now.

It's in moments like these where she imagines what her life would be like if she wasn't under the spotlight. Despite the sense of calmness she thinks it will bring, she also knows that she'll probably be miserable. Life without pursuing music? Traveling the world? Being supported by millions and millions of fans? Being with Harry? She'd never give any of that up for the world.

“He was just performin’ as well I reckon.”

A bunch of crew members and people from both her and Harry’s team go about their business around the room as they prepare things for the couple before they head back out to the ceremony room.

It’s when the couple on the couch shift their gaze from her to someone behind her that makes her hyper-aware of the room. Even though they’re wearing masks, it’s easy to tell that Sarah has a big smile on her face by her eyes.

“Wha’?” YN asks with a playful furrow of her eyebrows. She turns around to see Harry staring—no, gawking—at his girlfriend. His eyes go from the bottom of her red, satin dress, to its puffy sleeves, the tops of her chest to her breath-taking smile.

She’ll admit, the way he’s able to dress with such little effort but looks like a fashion icon both isn’t fair and mouth-watering at the same time.

When she approaches him, he’s shaking his head in disbelief, “How on earth did I ever get you? Hhm?"

"I ask myself the same question everyday. How did you get me?"

Harry snickers, a smirk tugging on his lips. "You're a brat."

"You love me."

"You know I do."

Mitch makes a noise like he's going to vomit and Sarah slaps him on the arm. They all laugh before a crew member lets them know it's time to head out.

...

As the night progresses, YN wins her second Grammy of the night for Best Record of the Year for her song POV. And although her and Harry don’t win their next nominations, they’re still grateful to be there and are happy for the winners.

But that doesn’t mean the night is completely over. YN is still up for one more nomination, one that she’s already set in her mind that she won’t get that one either.

Harry knows her like the back of his hand. Just like she did to him, he knows what she’s feeling inside despite her nonchalant exterior. And instead of making a big deal out of it and trying to comfort her, he embraces the cheeky side of him he knows she loves.

So throughout the time it takes before her category comes on, he’s constantly leaning into her ear and commenting on—poking fun at—other people’s outfits. Or making fun of the accent one of the announcers has when they present the next award. And repeatedly reminds her of how gorgeous she looks tonight...and possibly suggests some fun activities they can venture in after the ceremony.

There even comes a time during a commercial break when Harry sees the way YN is constantly fiddling with the end of his black boa—she’s been playing with all of them throughout the night—and he finally does something about it. When they’re facing each other, he unwraps the fluffy material from his neck and loops it over the back of hers.

“Looks nice on you.” Harry says with a smirk as he plays with the ends like she did.

“And y’surprised by that?” She pffts with a playful roll of her eyes.

He discreetly takes a hold of the two ends of the boa and tugs on them sharply, unexpectedly, making her lean forward in a quick motion. Underneath her mask, YN’s jaw is literally on the floor and they both break out laughing.

She slaps his thigh. “You’re an arsehole.”

“You love me.”

“You know I do.” She repeats his words from the dressing room with a loving smile. She can call him whatever she wants but he’s just happy to know that she’s relaxed.

It’s good while it lasted because next thing they know, it’s announced that they’re going live again and her category is up next. YN gives his boa back and intertwines her hands with his. It’s still set in her mind that she won’t win, but as another video of the nominees plays on the screens on stage, there’s some hope that involuntarily creeps into her mind,

“And the Producer of the Year, non-classical, Grammy goes to...” YN presses the tip of her lace covered finger to the champagne glass in front of her. It makes her skin feel cold as she catches a falling drop of condensation from the top of the glass to her finger.

“YN YLN, Fine Line.”

Her eyes widen and her chest quickly moves up and down when she looks up, seeing her name displayed on the big screens on stage. Everyone around her is on their feet, clapping and cheering. Harry puts a hand to her exposed shoulder, pulling her out of her shocked state.

She takes off her mask and Harry wraps his arms around the tops of her shoulders. He congratulates and professes his love for her over and over again against the shell of her ear. She pulls on the string of his mask and Harry reads her queue, quickly removing it and giving her a small but sweet peck on her plushy lips.

YN still doesn’t say anything as she hugs her manager and Jeff. When she makes her way to the stage, she doesn’t think twice about going over to Billie and Finneas’s table, giving him a quick hug as he was also nominated this year.

“Congratulations.” He tells her with a smile underneath his mask, laughing when she gives him a look of utter disbelief.

It takes all of her mental strength to make sure she doesn’t trip over her heels in her wobbly legs as she walks up the steps of the stage. When she’s handed her Grammy, she takes another look at the screens behind her to make sure she actually won, that she isn’t dreaming. That she actually heard her name and isn’t making a fool out of herself.

“I really shouldn’t be standing here right now, accepting this award. Just to be nominated and considered to be among these amazing, talented producers,” She gestures towards Finneas who’s seated towards the front of the stage. “It blew my mind into another dimension, but this...” She looks down at the Grammy in her hands. “This is unreal.”

She puts a hand over her forehead and looks down, on the verge of tears. The audience members clap in encouragement and she can hear Harry’s sharp whistle over them. She looks up towards Harry and brings her lace cover hand to her cheek. He nods his head at her and continues to clap, motivating her to continue.

“I would first and foremost like to thank God, because without Him I wouldn’t be standing here and doing what I love. I want to thank Jacob Collier and Kid Harpoon for teaching me what I know and taking me under their wings. I am forever grateful. I would also like to thank Harry for bringing me on to work with him on his albums and trusting me to help make his vision come to life. Fine Line really pushed me to be better in this craft and as a person and I’m honored to be a part of it. This one's for all the female producers out there. Thank you so much.”

It’s not long after she goes backstage that a crew member comes up to Harry’s table, whispering something in Jeff’s ear.

“It’s YN.” As soon as the words leave his manager’s mouth, both men are quickly up and out of their seats and head backstage. Harry practically bursts into their designated dressing room and his heart breaks when he sees his love sitting on the couch with her head in her hands. Jenny, her manager, sits next to her and rubs her back as it moves rapidly up and down.

When YN hears the door open and looks up at him with her glossy eyes, he doesn’t think twice before crouching down in front of her. He gently puts his hands over her cheeks, whispering sweet nothings in the small space between them.

Hey baby, you did so good tonight.

Congratulations, lovie. You deserve it all.

Aw, my sweet girl. No more tears, yeah? Deep breaths for me.

By now, everyone has cleared the room and it's just the two of them. After a couple of minutes, her breathing has definitely evened out a lot more since he first came in. She gives him a sad smile and he can’t help but think that despite her current state, she’s as cute as ever with her nose all pink.

When he rubs his thumb on the tops of her cheek, Harry has to keep from swooning as she snuggles deeper into his hand. He forgets how to breathe altogether when she looks at him with her doe eyes.

From all the years he’s known her, he’s only seen her have a panic attack a couple of times. He knows that she’s kept a lot of them to herself in the past but he made her promise him that whenever she feels her anxiety rise up like this again, she needs to call him and he’ll be there in a heartbeat.

He doesn’t pressure her by asking what’s wrong. He’s learned that she’ll tell him when she’s ready.

YN places her hand on the one on her cheek and takes in a deep breath. “I know the Grammys can be a scam sometimes and m’really grateful to have the ones I do. And you know I don’t make a big deal out of these things but this one,” Her eyes start to get glossy again, flicking back and forth between his. “But this one is really fooking cool. And, and I j-just don’t d-deserve it.”

“Hey, none of that. Are you kiddin’ me?” He lifts her head so she’s facing him again. “You are the most talented, hard-working musician I have ever met. Aside from me, of course.” YN lets out a breathy laugh, sniffing and rubbing under her nose with a tissue Jenny gave her earlier. “YN YLN, you deserve everything good in life. Even when you think you don’t, m’right there beside you to remind you as many times as needed. You’ve come so far, baby. I’ve seen it more than you think and m’so grateful to have been a witness to that. You’re just...indescribable. You leave me speechless by just looking at you. Have to remind myself to breathe sometimes.”

“Ok now you’re just pushing it.” YN giggles.

“You’re the light of m’life. One might even say Golden.”

“Ugh, stop. M’gonna actually throw up.”

“Not to mention that you’re kinda taking away m’thunder. I just won m’first Grammy and this is what? You’re 20th?”

“21st actually.”

“Hmm, so selfish.” He teases with a smile, closing the space between them and pressing his lips to hers.

“Can we go home now?” YN says against his lips, running her lace covered fingers through his hair, making no effort to pull away completely.

“Think we gotta take a couple photoshoot pictures first and then we can leave.” And Harry can’t wipe the smile off of his face when she lets out a whine. “It’ll be real quick.”

“Promise?” It’s a rare sight to see YN so baby-ish. He’s so used to his girl being so out-spoken, sarcastic and strong-headed that something stirs inside of him when she gets like this, and only for him.

“Promise.”

After calming down a bit more with some cuddles and re-touching up her make-up, they prepare to head back out.

“Harry?”

“Hmm?”

“Thank you.” He really should be the one thanking her. For being here with him, for helping him with his music, for being his best friend, for being the love of his life—everything.

“None of tha’.” He says, bringing her hands to his chest for what seems like the hundredth time this night. “Save it for the speech.” He mimics her accent only to get a slap on the arm and a playful eye roll.

Yeah, this was definitely a night to remember.

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tagged by @autistic-sidestep! thank you for the tag :D i have,,, so many wips rn. pulp stop starting a million projects challenge. all of these are very rough, and a lot of them feature other steps, but i wanted to share a few :]

for writing, ive got these:

“What the hell, man!” Mitchel hisses. He’s let go, but he hasn’t bothered lowering his voice. Too loud, but real. Caine groans, pulling themselves up from the mattress. At least it wasn’t the floor– this could’ve hurt a lot worse. They wince at the throb in their shoulder as they reach for the wall, probing for a light switch. When he flicks it on reality re-establishes itself once more. It’s Caine’s room, familiarly bare-bones. There’s only a singular twin sized bed in one corner of the room and a desk just across, with a heap of laundry they haven’t bothered to do taking up the chair. Mitchel stands on the mattress in the middle, both parts pissed and bleary eyed. His cheek is a lightish colour that’s a telltale sign it’s going to bruise, and a portion of his blanket stubbornly clings onto his shoulder. There’s no threat in here, or at least nothing more threatening than Mitchel annoyed. The knowledge doesn’t stop the blood pounding in their ears.

-caine wakes up and gets jumpscared by @hyper-pixels mitchel. they react to this calmly.

Marshal Steel has hair stuck in his finger joints. That's the first thing Daniel noticed when he came in to work this morning. Steel has his civilian hands on, which is normal when he has admin work. Those civilian hands will usually have hair in it too, mostly from Spoon. That's also normal. What's not normal is the colour; because instead of the odd tufts of grey fur Daniel's used to seeing scattering Steel's joints, this is a single, longer strand that he's sure wasn't left on purpose. Because the hair strand is brown. Suspiciously similar to Ortega's own brown hair.

-herald is suspicious that his boss is having another secret relationship with a pretty old man, but its none of his business! not at all. thats why hes eavesdropping on them from the breakroom pantry.

“What are you two talking about?” Ortega jerks, nearly spilling coffee all over Wei, tearing a curse out of him as he yanks his head to the direction of the voice. Speak of the devil. Caine glances between the two, head cocked. When did he get here? Ortega doesn't remember inviting him, and nobody told him he was coming either. Not that Ortega isn't happy to see him, but the timing… “Dios mio, Spot, how long have you been standing there?” he mutters. He gives his coffee a once over, but nothing's spilled. He turns back to Caine and double takes. The poor guy looks like he's just run a marathon– he's drenched in his own sweat. He's not wearing his raggedy sweater, for once. Instead, he's got a skintight suit with a simple white tee over it.

-a multi-pov fic featuring the same conversation, but told from the perspective of ortega, chen, and caine. trying to practice voices with it, and so far its been fun digging into each of them!

as for art wips:

-arde and vera based on the song "the villain i appear to be"! i actually made this today after playing the new revelations demo lmfao. i do not remember what arde looks like 😔 im so sorry ive done you a disservice

the next two have blood+mild gore in them, so im throwing them under the cut!

-cyrus gets Fucked Up by a dream version of fawn from @villainsidestep, based on this absolutely vile(/pos) soul read of him:

because why not fuck him up even more??

-mitchel painting i have yet to put down colours for that i am lovingly dubbing "cannibalism (NOT ROMANTIC)". chew it out with your teeth mitchel!!!!

ill be tagging everybody mentioned in the post, plus @idlenight, @disastersteps, and maybe @euelios if you all wanna give this a shot?

#caine is a cringefail loser that cant place the fact that he is. fucking scared of mitchel. and i love dancing around that fact in writing #herald is fighting for his Life trying to mind his own business but his gaydar is beeping incessantly at him everytime chen is in the room #theres a line in the multi pov fic that is. accidentally really sus. but i find it so funny im keeping it like that #i love vera so much yall you dont understand #no spoilers for the rev demo but something about her that gets brought up makes me want to gnash my teeth w the implications of it #think its actually really fucked up and evil of me to make fawn hold both of their brothers tenderly by their faces #during the two times ive drawn things between their brothers for this fight #pov: u are cyrus getting held by your younger sib and realizing theyre way better at protecting and loving u all than you ever will be #the last drawing was based on a line kore casually threw out there while talking about ortega being a bitch #and it made me so insane i opened medibang like. immediately. help #caine lynzal #cyrus becker(s)#nmoc: mitchel becker #nmoc: fawn becker #sidestep #ortega #chen #chentega #herald #dove #arde #fhr #pulp writes #pulp draws

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i would love to hear your akikasa hcs!

-same anon from earlier

OMG!!! Anon ily. I’ve been wanting to share some ship headcanons so here we go!!:

-> Tsukasa is a really damm good cook. He makes Akito breakfast whenever he stays over at the Tenmas.

-> Tsukasa, as seen in the new wxs event, is very open to crying however, Akito still has trouble with crying in front of others (take this part with a grain of salt since I don’t remember too much from the Akito focus events bc it’s been a long time) so Tsukasa helps him be more comfortable about being vulnerable. On the flip side, when Tsukasa is dealing toxic positivity, Akito’s there to set him straight.

-> Akito fell hard, then repressed it, Tsukasa fell harder and accepted it. THEN AKITO FELL EVEN HARDER. They both love each other equally as hard <333

-> This is more self indulgent but Akito and Tsukasa met each other before in childhood. Like playing in the sandbox with them and their siblings (+ the Hinomoris). Akito was drawn to Tsukasa but they eventually parted ways and forgot the memory ever happened.

-> Tsukasa is a filthy jacket stealer !!!11!! (Affectionate)

-> MATCHING RINGS !! Akito wears in on a string and wears it as a necklace under his shirt while Tsukasa wears it on his finger. Guess what? The rings are the color of their eyes cause they’re saps who love staring into each other’s eyes. Tsukasa has green and Akito has orange.

-> HAND KISSES AND FOREHEAD KISSES!! Akito kisses Tsukasa’s hand to make him feel like a prince. Tsukasa kisses Akito’s forehead when he’s upset.

-> Toya is the sane observer in their relationship. Akito and Tsukasa go to them for advice on each other because they’re the childhood friend and best friend of the other so naturally, they go to toya for help. They occasionally go to Rui too but at the same time, don’t trust him enough for it. Even after, they still go to Toya (and maybe sometimes Rui) about where to go on dates or if they get into fights.

-> Akito goes to Tsukasa shows and is supportive but not in a loud way. Meanwhile Tsukasa shows up screaming: AKITOOOOOOO

-> Akito makes fun of Tsukasa affectionately.

-> They’re both super fucking clingy. Tsukasa is more obvious about it while Akito would rather die than admit he’s clingy.

-> They have movie nights and like to cuddle !!

-> They both make playlists for each other! Akito’s playlist made by Tsukasa has Musical Theater songs!

-> Speaking of that, Akito listens to some musicals. Not a lot. Maybe just the mainstream ones or the underground ones. Nothing in the in between.

-> Karaoke double dates with ruitoya (or airiena/shihosaki)

-> Ena gives Tsukasa the “thank god you’re taking him away from me” talk while Saki gives Akito the “Don’t break his heart because I love my brother and want him happy” talk. You can practically see the contrast in the siblings.

-> probably have those dumb matching couples shirts (Tsukasa’s idea)

-> When Tsukasa becomes a world future star or something, he’ll brag in interviews about Akito. Meanwhile, when Akito gets asked about Tsukasa, he’s always like: “why am i with that idiot (affectionate)”

-> Tsukasa’s love language is words of affirmation while Akito’s is quality time.

-> they seem like the type to spoil each other tbh

-> Tsukasa plans to propose and has a whole plan about it while Akito one day just does it, ruining his plans (in the best way possible).

-> If they ever become parents, they seem both like the: Cool parents while also being the strict/worries a lot for their child type.

-> Not really a couple headcanon but Pan boyflux Tsukasa and Demiboy gay Akito. (He/they prns for Akito and He/it for Tsukasa).

I have more for AUs but i don’t wanna make this post super long so here you go anon! Sorry for brainrotting so much 😭🙏🏻

#pjsk #project sekai #prosekai #akikasa #akito shinonome #tsukasa tenma #tenma tsukasa #shinonome akito #i love them <3333 #they’re so adorable and gay i love em #answered asks!!

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my buddy john pacing: plato wasn't lying to us about the atlanteans' prowess

some random passer-by: i bet the tibetans in the ground are here to find out how to use sherbert lemons to power nuclear reactors so they can stop the kraken from killing my aunt

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i meant their ability to play quoits!!!!!!

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this video really is the pin-nacle of all human existence

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i am telling you, this bloke looks just like the tenth doctor

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Oh, dear. Crowley, is that you?

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how do you not know 'A Nightingale sang in Berkeley Square'? here it is:

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okay, i really don't know how that happened. i swear i double and triple checked that i put the right song there

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can someone please tell me who that guy is? every time i see them reblog a post everyone in the reblog chain is deactivated. im pretty sure they made the account of a mutual delete itself.

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#EVEN WITHIN THE HOLLOW CROWN THAT ROUNDS THE MORTAL TEMPLES OF A KING

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Crowley? That wasn't you, was it?

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#c'mon angel #you really believe the ritz coincidentally just has a free table every time you want to eat there? #that person's a dick anyway

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wouldn't have believed it myself but team building exercises really work. ever since i shot my boss in the heart with a machine gun our relationship has drastically improved.

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in 2021, i made a post promoting the band set it off that i have since deleted, praising them for being kindhearted individuals who cared deeply about their fans without an ounce of toxic masculinity involved. so how the hell did they lose the core of their diehard fans in the past 2 years? as someone who would have done anything for them at some point in time, allow me to explain.

midnight era was set it off’s peak as a band. they had come back after their last album flopped a bit and were bigger than ever. they also won a fan power award from rock sound magazine, praising them for having such a dedicated fanbase. they’d already kicked sexual misconduct-ers out of their band and off of tours — they felt safe. and when the pandemic hit, this brought another golden era i was involved in — maxx and cody’s twitch era. i was a moderator for cody and i’m close friends with maxx’s former mods (and am dating one of them). with this, many of the band’s most diehard fans felt rewarded.

the beginning of the end started with maxx. maxx did not pay his emote artist, taking advantage of a minor who was just dazzled to do work for ✨maxx danziger✨ and when the artist eventually realized their error and asked for either payment or to take the emotes down, maxx took the emotes down. my partner also did free videos for maxx for a while, but eventually asked for an extremely low payment per video. when they realized how badly they were underselling themself, they asked for more or for the paid videos to be taken down, and maxx took down all of them.

the asking for payment was happening amidst it coming out that maxx had been cheating on his ex, lindsay, for almost the entirety of their relationship. maxx refused to reach out to anyone about it, including lindsay, and has not said a word to this day. it also came out that he had cheated on his current girlfriend, who has shown forgiveness.

this is when i started losing hope in the band. at first it was kind of funny seeing maxx look miserable in all of the promotional stuff coming out since their album elsewhere was releasing. it was funny thinking about how many of sio’s songs were about being cheated on and kind of infuriating at the same time. i hoped he would feel embarrassed every time he had to perform bad guy. but no. he was smug.

at some point in time maxx tried to start up his discord and twitch again after his previous mods left, but boy oh boy. anyone who tried to call out any of his actions or criticize him at all was banned from his server! i remember all i said was it was kind of pathetic of him to delete the mods’ very sweet goodbye message to the community, and i was banned just for that.

my own personal problems with cody aside (a whole other story), i started feeling truly bad about the band as a whole when they revealed their paid fanclub with exclusive content. things went exactly as it seemed they would — the club was overpriced and updated sparsely. it was, in short, a money-grab.

back in october, they released a few parody merch designs based on horror franchises, including a fnaf design made by an artist that did not give them permission to use the artwork. i don’t know what ended up happening to the artist/the merch design.

not long after the elections in november, cody made a really awful tweet. that’s when it was revealed that he was registered as a republican, and all of the remaining faith i had in the man shattered. sorry, this is the only screenshot i could find of it.

when he received backlash on the post, he doubled down on it. it’s pretty clear at this point he’s socially liberal and fiscally republican but it hurts to see him support such a harmful political view. he deleted his tweets but he hasn’t been back on twitter since. he also eventually took the republican view off of his facebook.

as if to double down on losing fans, sio announced a show with machine gun kelly, known for sexualizing minors, and then recently a tour with all time low, known abusers. the mgk show felt a bit “well, do they know?” at first, but all comments of concern were ignored. the tour with all time low being announced felt like a slap in the face. what happened to the band that cared about their fans more than anything else? what happened to that fan power award? this feels malicious. it feels like they’re alienating fans on purpose. they deleted comments calling atl abusers. i’m sure they took this tour for the money, and it hurts knowing they value that more than the safety of their fans.

in short, we can’t trust these guys anymore. they’re not here for their fans, they’re against them. so much for the fan power award!

#set it off #cody carson #maxx danziger #zach dewall #yesterday at work one of my coworkers commented on my elsewhere sticker on my water bottle #mind u i was writing this post at work #they said ‘oh did you see them on tour!’#i said i got it at their album release party #i didnt have the courage to say anything else

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