#God must hate me
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i was just trying to get in heaven
#female manipulator#my year of rest and relaxation#lana del rey#girlboss#wuthering heights#coquette#jane austen#jane eyre#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#waif#nymph aesthetic#nympette#nymphcore#ethel cain#mother cain#gothcore#ottessa moshfegh#god loves you but not enough to save you#god must hate me#lana is god#lana del ray aesthetic
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Stephen Adly Guirgis from The Last Days of Judas Iscariot (2005)
#never have been and never will be normal about this#i will take a crowbar and pry out the broken pieces of god in me#to love despite one’s flaws is to carve away a piece of them and decide that that portion is not worthy#god must hate me#words#the last days of judas iscariot#stephen adly guirgis#i am not at home in myself#truth is like a blanket#mine#i do not care whether you are sorry. only whether you are ready to speak
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Looked up Dean Winchester Angst on Spotify. This was the second result 💀
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It is horrifically sunny outside.
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Real Friends Don’t Exist. Not In My Reality, anyway.
#mental health#mental health awareness#all alone#no one wants me#fake friends#no one likes me#blog#fake people#depression#mentally unstable#alone#zero friends#I have no one#real friends don’t exist#this is my fate#can’t carry this anymore#sad and pathetic#sick of being here#sick of myself#I’ve got no one#even a therapist doesn’t want to help me#life isn’t for everyone#I have no support#unwanted#unliked#hated#mentally ill#trying to survive this world#my reality is nothing#god must hate me
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i loooove being trans sooo much this is so great i feel so great all the time and love myself so much i have sooo many reasons to feel good about myself and i look , feel , sound and act exactly the way i want :)
#sarcasm#i hate this#i set myself up to be dysphoric#i’m built to feel wrong#transgender and autistic ?!#and afab#and queer#and fat#god must hate me#or just enjoys seeing me suffer#i hate myself so bad#i feel sick#i just want to be different#everything i want is out of reach#why can’t i be normal#or dead#i wish it had worked#it’s only gotten worse#i think it can only get worse#lonelly#trans#tw dysphoria#tw gender dysphoria#tw body dysmorphia#tw vent#tw sui ideation#autism#actually autistic#bpd
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Im nearsighted in one eye and farsighted in the other what the fuck
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“I’ll say a prayer for you”
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Trust me, he doesn’t want to help me.
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𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚋𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚏𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚍 𝚊𝚜 𝚊 𝚍𝚘𝚟𝚎, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚊 𝚐𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚟𝚘𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚙𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗: 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚏𝚞𝚛𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜; 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚏𝚒𝚎𝚛𝚌𝚎; 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚍𝚎𝚎𝚙 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛.
“𝚠𝚞𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜“ 𝚋𝚢 𝚎𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚢 𝚋𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚎̈
#female manipulator#girlboss#my year of rest and relaxation#lana del rey#wuthering heights#coquette#jane austen#jane eyre#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#waif#emily bronte#god must hate me#manic pixie dream girl#ottessa moshfegh#the bell jar#the virgin suicides#girlblogging#lana is god#phoebe bridgers#sloppy jane#charlotte bronte#kate bush#19 century
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i know your soul is not tainted, even though you’ve been told so
nikolaos gyris // the 1975 // andrei tarkovsky // richard siken // caravaggio // traci brimhall // the 1975 // anne sexton // marie howe // eliran kantor // ghost
#made this for the religious trauma girlies#(me. i am a religious trauma girlie)#web weaving#the 1975#caravaggio#eliran kantor#nikolaos gyzis#richard siken#richard siken’s crush has altered my brain chemistry#i will take a crowbar and pry out the broken pieces of god in me#god must hate me#religious trauma#love as religion#she then embraced sweet death as if she were a ghost#is to cherish to destroy?#mine
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📕Family Line by softlypotter_
Pairing: drastoria
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Me *at my cousin's confirmation, writing the spiciest most smexiest shit ever*:
God *regretting putting me on this earth*:
#god must hate me#no regrets#smut writing#smut#fanfiction#doing something unholy#writer things#writing inspiration is as predictable as quantum mechanics#ronarry#writing#writer problems
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uphill fucking battles, man. all the time.
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sometimes I feel like God fucking hates me
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