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#CONGRATS TO EVERYONE WHO WORKED ON THIS!!!!!!!!! EVERYONE DID SO WELL AND IVE BEEN SO OVERJOYED TO WATCH THE FINAL PRODUCT !!!
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EVERYONE SHOULD WATCH THIS!!!
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dulcesiabits · 2 years
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hiii so i loved your ive become the villain’s love interest story sm !! i was wondering if you had like an idea of how each “ending” in a sense for each character would be ? anyways feel free to ignore this and have a great day + make sure to drink lots of water !! <3
THANK YOU ANON I did drink some water upon reading this ^7^ you stay hydrated as well!!!
In general, no matter who you get with, all the other villains will accept your decision. They’ll stay friends with you, and will probably pop by once in a while to annoy your new lover.
For Riddle, if you accept his proposal at long last, he wouldn’t be able to process it at first. When he finally realizes this is real, that you want him as much as he wants you, then he immediately starts preparing for you to move in to his mansion, and orders a seven day feast to be cooked up, and sends invitations out, RSVP now-- it’s up to you if you want to stop him, take an active role in whatever party Riddle’s planning, or just to roll with the chaos. Either way, Riddle is so ridiculously happy in your presence, and so willing to do anything for you, that his visitors will always make a quick stop to flatter you and offer you gifts to get in good with Riddle.
Leona may have found something he wants desperately, but he didn’t think you would actually want him back. Even though his tail is swaying, he still warns you that he can’t give you a cushy life yet. He has plans to change the world, and if you stay with him, then you’re going to be put in danger. But if you chose to be with him regardless, just know that he’s going to be by yours forever. Just wait. Now it’s impossible to get rid of him (though why would you ever want to?) because he sticks to your side like glue… and he loves pushing work onto Ruggie and Jack so he can take naps with you.
Azul is nodding his head as you speak, flipping through his documents. Uh-huh, you like him, you want to spend the rest of your life with him, that makes sense. Can you pass him the ink jar— Wait a minute. As soon as your words sink in, Azul’s papers are scattering across the table, his expression frantic and face red. Congratulations, you’ve got him off guard! Be prepared for a clingy guild leader to spoil you with his riches, taking you out on extravagant dates on his free days. He’ll keep a picture of you in his wallet and take it out to brag to his unfortunate debtors and talk about how he hates making you wait for him to come home because they didn’t pay back their debts on time.
The only regrettable thing about your confession is how fast it spread around the manor. Jamil is ecstatic, of course, but before the two of you can get a chance to properly celebrate your mutual feelings, Kalim and the rest of the household are bringing out the party poppers, and the decorations, and the “congrats on finally getting together” cake. Once everyone else has had their fun, Jamil draws you outside, an unusually serious look. The truth is, he’s always thought about running away and seeing the world with his own two eyes. And if he were, would you come with him?
Vil was waiting for this day! Of course you wouldn’t be able to resist his charm for so long. He is (and this is a fact he keeps pointedly mentioning) the most eligible bachelor in high society. Your life with him continues on much the same way it did before; there’s hardly any difference between your fake and real dates, considering Vil still treats you like the most precious person in the world, acting smug over the fact you chose him over everyone else. However, he is much less forgiving of any pushy nobles, and anyone who dares to disrespect you will end up with their reputation in shambles before the day is out.
What? How? WHY? Idia knows he was the first to confess to you, but you reciprocating his feelings? He would have been happy to stay friends for the rest of his life as long as you were still in his life (Idia takes the longest to get with, just because he waits until he breaks his curse, and even then, he has to be absolutely sure it’s gone before he approaches you). He invites you to move in to the magic tower with him, and though all the other mages say he’s hard to deal with and scary when he’s angry, he’s putty in your hands. Okayyy, fine, he’ll go to the conference he’s been putting off, but... you’ll come too, right?
Congratulations on getting with the crown prince of the kingdom. Malleus is ready to force the entire world to bow to you, offer you ancient treasures passed down in his family and make your birthday a national holiday-- oh. You just want to stay in and cuddle? That’s fine too! As long as he can stay by your side, Malleus is content. The world is literally your oyster when you’re with him. Sure, you’re expected to attend political events and do some royal duties here and there, but if you wanted to just relax, it’s not like Malleus is going to complain. You can do no wrong in his eyes, and if the world says you’re wrong? Well, then he’ll just have to rewrite the laws of reality. He’s ready to dote on you!
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suspicious-andou · 1 year
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HI!!!! Tumblr recommend your post to me and when I saw who it is I just HAD to make a request!!!! ( <- big fan of your art) I've been having this visual about MC giving Napoleon a reach around handjob (?) (yk, she hugs him from behind and jerks him off) but I just CANT think of how things reach that point - I'd really really love to see what scenario you'd make out of it! Maybe a little praise kink too for napo? 👉���👈🏻 Ahhh I hope that's alright! Good luck with your future stories, would love to see them all <33 Have a great day!
Hi Mo!! Im glad to know that you like my art aaa 🥰 (a bit late but congrats on 1k and also that rio req u did for me was scrumptious) And Of course you can, hopefully ive done napo justice 🥺 have a great day and thankyou!!
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Chores gone wrong?
Pairing: Napoleon Bonaparte x MC
Rating: Explicit 🔞
Tags: Handjob, praise kink, kissing, slight crack at the end
It was one of those rare days where Sebastian was genuinely ill enough for him to not be able to carry out his duties. To be precise he was forced by everyone, including MC to stay put in his bed, as of course, he kept insisting on working.
Instead, today helping MC was no other than her boyfriend, Monsieur de Wahaha.
"Whew!"
MC exhaled in relief, wiping the sweat on her brow with the back of her hand after finishing off the last batch of dishes. Napoleon was behind her drying off the clean utensils, sleeves rolled up exposing his strong forearms.
She shook her damp hands before turning her attention to Napoleon who was working attentively. Scooting closer towards him, she wrapped her arms around him, tiptoeing as she peered over his shoulder.
"Tired?"
Napoleon questioned, his soft and deep voice ringing through the silent night.
"Mhm. i bet you are equally tired.."
MC said as she tighten her arms around him, burrying her face into his broad back. Closing her eyes, she could smell the subtle scent of his cologne and she loved the way it smelled, even though it had a hint of sweat to it from helping her all day long.
"Hahah, you know im never tired around you nunuche" He chuckled, hands still working on his task
"Thanks for helping me out Leon.. i really apprecieate it"
Thanking him, she left a soft yet deep kiss on the back of his neck, causing his breath to hitch
"Anything, and anytime" he said, voice coming out a bit shakier than he would like which he covered it up with a cough
Her arms were still wrapped around his back, warm breath tickling his neck, causing the hair on the back of his neck to stand up. She knew well that his neck was a sensitive spot, and observing his reactions moments ago, she may or may not have "interesting" ideas in mind.
Smoooch
One kiss, two kiss, on his neck, and multiplying. Every kiss she left caused him to either jolt or gasp.
"Oi nunuche, that tickles."
"Oh really?"
Ah, so this is how it's going to be.
"Okay, maybe it doesn't."
Napoleon gave in, now invested in whatever trick MC had under her sleeve.
Gently licking the back of his neck while sucking on the sensitive skin, she slowly snaked her arms dangerously low. She traced his abdomen sensually on her way down. she was greeted by his half hard member still in it's confine.
Barely able to function with his brain instead of his cock, he cleared his throat to gather his composure before asking, "Mm.. and what exactly do you think you're doing?"
With her lips resting near his ear lobe, she whispered, "I'm just rewarding my dearest boyfriend."
She nipped on his flushed ear, cupping his now prominent bulge, giving a squueze.
"Because he's the best boyfriend in the world..", she whispered as she blew air into his ear, causing him to shiver under her touch
"Ah.."
He let out a soft moan and MC could feel his now fully erect bulge twitch under her palm after those words left her mouth. Not only that, his face was tinted red without her fully noticing. Napoleon's weak when it comes to her praises.
Momentarily clencing onto the items he had in his hands, Napoleon kept on drying the remaining dishes. He was desperately pretending to not melt under his gilfriend's doing as he had a slight complex when it comes to giving in, though, he obviously was hoping for her to continue to kiss him, touch him, and praise him.
"Mhm, just like that. keep working like the good boy you are"
Voice as smooth as honey.
Palming his bulge, he responded with a series of stiffled groans, trying to keep his cool as he "focused" on his task.
Still pretending to be unfazed? Of course MC decided to up her game.
Once again, she showered his neck with her kisses, now leaving bolder bite marks. Momentarily, she felt like a lioness marking her teritory.
Unzipping his pants, she freed his weeping member, pumping it slow but firmly, her mouth still working on his skin.
"Ah..! Shit, shit, shit!" He cursed, losing grip of the cloth and dishes as soon as he felt her hands wrap around his cock
"Now, now, keep on working, theres only a few left..", she taunted increasing her pace while his cock pulsed enthustiastically, leaking pre cum.
"But! ..nngh", he tried to protest, but realized that its futile, as she has got him wrapped around her game. Not that he hated it, in fact, it was the exact opposite.
With shaky hands he picked up the cloth and dishes trying his best to wipe that said item.
"Good job my dearest 'leon"
She pushed her weight forward, forcing him to hunch over the counter, which soonly turned into his upper body being pressed onto the counter. She showed no mercy with her pace, his hard member ready to erupt at any moment. Poor Napoleon was clenching on the cloth on one hand with the dish on his other hand as MC made him submit to her.
To send him over the edge, she slithered one of her hand towards one of his clothed nipple, pulling on the sensitive bud roughly. Napoleon jolted as he choked out a moan
"You like that, don't you? Hm?"
"Nn..!", he paused, but quickly enough gave in, "Merde! yes i do! Hngh-!"
Admitting his defeat, white ropes of cum spilled out of his member, coating MC's hand with his thick liquid.
Giving him a quick peck, she retreated herself, giving him space to catch his breath.
"Thankyou for the meal 'Leon, i hope you enjoyed your reward", she said as she licked her soiled hand.
Upper body still sprawled across the counter, he panted out, "As i said *pant* anything, and anytime mon amour"
"Also we might have gotten cum on one of the bowls"
Napoleon quickly stood back up, fixing his pants clumsily to look at the said bowl she pointed.
Both parties stayed quiet and looked at each other for a bit
"I'll take it with me."
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Sebastian always wondered why napoleon always kept one of the bowls in his bedroom... but he will never know...
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cosplayprincess21 · 1 year
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I posted 471 times in 2022
140 posts created (30%)
331 posts reblogged (70%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
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I tagged 226 of my posts in 2022
#dr stone - 176 posts
#dcst - 168 posts
#dr. stone - 151 posts
#drst - 127 posts
#gen asagiri - 72 posts
#asagiri gen - 72 posts
#ryusui nanami - 59 posts
#senku ishigami - 54 posts
#kohaku - 51 posts
#nanami ryusui - 42 posts
Longest Tag: 114 characters
#seriously ive rewatched dr.stone. how i met your mother. the originals and moriarty the patriot multiple times now
My Top Posts in 2022:
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Senku hcs
Oh this shall be fun
Realizes he's aromantic asexual in middle school. Everyone else was going on about romance and dating and all that other stuff, and all he cared about was science.
Was the one lecturing people in elementary school about why certain super powers can't be real and crushed the hopes and dreams of those wanting lazer vision
Would secretly leave Taiju money or other things he needed but pretended he had no idea where they came from
Since hes the definition of aroace, his gaydar is never wrong
Tried to figure out if he could turn himself into a robot as a kid, it did not work
Speaking of robots, he had robot pj's up until he was 11 in which he traded them for science ones
His experiments would make stay up late into the night, so naturally, he developed a taste for energy drinks.
At night he will sometimes think of Byakuya and remember all the memories he has with his dad, he might try to act like the man was embarrassing and all, but deep down hes a kid who never got to say goodbye to his dad
The only two people he can fully confide in are Taiju and Yuzuirha
While its common for kids who are adopted to want to know about their biological parents, he doesnt. He had Byakuya after all, and Byakuya is his dad, nothing else matters.
Hope you like them. Senku is a very fun character to make headcanons for.
45 notes - Posted March 28, 2022
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no one in Dr.STONE is an autistic retard so why do you plan to make a post about it? just cause you're retarded doesnt mean they are
congrats you got me to use Tumblr Desktop instead of my phone because im going to have a lot to say.
First of all, fuck off with the R word here, its an outdated and harmful term thats rooted in Ableism. Secondly i was going to ignore this and delete it when i saw the first line but then you also decided to insult me so you know enjoy getting your ass handed to you.
But whats wrong with noticing that certain characters in Dr.STONE are ASD coded? Like everyone accepts that Ryusui has ADHD but being autistic is something bad right? News Flash it isnt. Also show me where in the manga that Sai and Yuzuriha dont show traits of autism? i feel explaining to you would be a waste of energy but just know this is only going to make my post on it even longer cause holy fuck the beginning will now have a rant about people like you. Do me a favor and never send an ask here again and kindly fuck off.
Also this comment really pissed me off and i was going to focus on just Sai and Yuzuriha but now im gonna add Magma,Senku and Ruri to this as well cause ive also been seeing them as ASD coded but have been keeping that to myself.
47 notes - Posted August 13, 2022
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so i finished fmab
sobbing crying wailing etc it was SO GOOD and completely destroyed me at the same time fhjfjkfjhfkjhsahjsdjhfkjdjghdkjsk definitely the anime of all time
welcome to the world of FMAB. The obsession will never leave, and the pain gets worse with every rewatch. But with that also comes seeing little things you never noticed before which makes the series even better. 
47 notes - Posted January 23, 2022
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Ok so ill be posting about the final chapter soon but. IM SO HAPPY SENKU DIDNT GET ANY LOVE INTERESTS. HES AROACE AND STAYS AROACE HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
54 notes - Posted March 6, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
Ok but i really need to know what people have against aroace characters? Like theres nothing wrong with any character being aroace but for some reason it just causes others to be so upset and for what? Ive seen it with mostly One Piece and The Disastrous Life of Saiki K. Luckily havent seen it as much with Dr.STONE or at least on tumblr. The number of people ive blocked on tiktok for getting upset about Senku being CANONICALLY aroace is ridiculous. But yeah can someone just explain this to me? Cause aroace exist and we do deserve to have our representation in media and not in the "oh im rude because im aroace and thats my only personality" way. But in a way where we ardnt dehumanized for not feeling romantic or sexual attraction.
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done-drinking · 2 months
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Have i fucking ever given you a reason to think im a scumbag, think real fucking hard. After everything we went through, all the support, all the "love" and appreciation for eachother. I have been nothing but there for you. I have done nothing but try to be understanding towards you and patient. Sometimes we didnt communicate and it made things difficult, but was i a scumbag? Did i ever do anything to you or anyone to make you think i didnt try my best to be there or helpful or a good fucking person. I dont like drama, i dont hate anyone, i dont want to see anyone upset or angry, especially you. You deserve the fucking world, everyone does. So what the fuck happened man, what makes you think i was actually talking shit about you. Whos twisting my words or your mind and why was it so easy for you to disregard all ive been towards you over the past year. Best manager ive ever had and one of my best friends, you got me my job and ive been slowly recovering and pleased to be there. Now what, you think im so much of an asshole you guys banned me from the stores and were ready to press charges over something i said? What did i say, fucking call me and tell me. Cuz i dont fucking know. If you think i drunk talked to people i havent. I havent been drunk at work since you told me to never do it again, and that was when i was working for you. Drunk now? Drunk texting people at my job now? No, and no. Im about to go to work and be anxious about how everyone there probably thinks im a scumbag now, whole town probably lowkey thinks it because thats the kind of place it is. All regulars, lots of drama. If i wanted to make your life hell i couldve told everyone we fucking slept together, an obvious lie and we both know it but everyone else would question and talk about it. That would be a scumbag move. Would i? No, never, even now being as pissed off as i am. I respected your requests. The "dont text back, delete those posts, etc". I lied to him about kissing you, all of it to help try and keep your mental state okay while mine fucking broke. Ive only ever spoken highly of you at my job. Ive lied so much to the people asking why i quit working for you to save your image because i still fucking care about you. "I left because i didnt enjoy some of the people i worked with and it was just a stressful environment to work in, or just needed to feel like i was moving up in the world or needed a change of pace". You dont think im important anymore or am not a good person? Who are you. What the fuck happened to you man. We were good friends and you were so quick to toss me aside fucking multiple time. Getting past the "relationship" was a good reason to toss me aside. It def helped us both give up on that, but tossing aside our friendship like we didnt have one. Tossing me aside now, thinking ive just became an asshole in the past few weeks and am trying to shit on your life? Are you just saying all this to try and get past me or what idk man, if you are and care about me at all anymore then please fucking stop because youre hurting me even more. Like what the fuck man. Im so pissed off at you right now, and i should hate you but i just fucking cant and thats pissing me off even more. Forgive all my swearing to any christians reading this if anyone reads this at all, but i try to be a man of God and you know that too. So i forgive you for thinking im some cunt now. I forgive you for the emotional rollercoaster waiting for you to change was. You said you ruined my life, you didnt. You damaged me and broke me but i forgive you, im repairable. I still have my whole life ahead of me. I wasnt it, i wasnt enough, i wasnt the one, i wasnt important, everything you said i was, wasnt, even though you said you meant everything you say to me. Its all very clear to me now thank you. I forgive you. Youve really pissed me tf off though. Youve always wondered/wanted to see me get pissed off, well here it is, congrats you did it.
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arlecchno · 1 year
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IM SO GLAD YOURE ALSO LOVING SUMMERS FIC IM LIKE ACTUALLY SO IN LOVE WITH IT (insert me going batshit insane) alsooo do look forward to more stupid banter in the middle of supposedly serious situations , they are the best and there are more . stan mcs little water creations tbh
bleh , honestly all my other writing works are old and i think pretty shitty at this point but i can link you to some if you really want (or i could write you a short story / drabble , i feel like thatd be less embarrassing on my part lmao , lmk if you want that) about my games though ... 1 2 3(WIP) the first two are well over a year old now , plus primarily unedited , so dont mind any possible grammar mistakes or generally terrible story flow (i swear ive gotten better since these 😰) and the third was also created last year (for a school project) , im slooowly chipping away at finishing the code haha ...
I ACTUALLY COMMENT ON MY OWN DOCS AS WELL !!! there arent much of them because .. well i havent wrote much outside of my private dms LOL
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i also think it is insanely fun to comment on my own work
aand ive contacted my friends (aka my two and only true loves /p /hj) about the kinnie thing .. and one of them sent me this to fill out
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youre not wrong actually haha , am i that easy to read ?
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im an ambivert , i dont like seeking out social interaction irl unless its one of my close friends or im just that bored , but i do get really loud / energetic when i am comfortable (i think you can tell that by how much goddamn energy i put into these asks) but my "social battery" still drains relatively fast i cant handle people very well lmao honestly , my and cynos reasoning for making our terrible jokes align a bit , although most people (apart from my irl friends apparently ???) dont find me intimidating , my main motivation when i slip in puns is to get people to laugh at how terrible they are , because im well aware theyre pretty bad (or all my friends just have the same broken sense of humor i do) . but yeah , i guess now theres two people on my genshin kin list now why do i kin both of the artificial humans in the game -
lets play a game where we ask eachother random questions , so its easier to end things off lol , got a window in your room ? if so , rate the view it has !
- jellyfish
yes the summers fic is so good thank you very much for recommending me it 😖🫶
AND YOOO THOSE GAMES ARE CUTE HAHA i liked nel and akira!!! also impressive how you did 2/3 of them in scratch,, i've had very little experience with it from like a few years back when i took a computing class and damn was it hard as hell 😵‍💫😵‍💫 so kudos to you man
glad i'm not the only one who comments on my own fics on docs LMAO and like you said, it's insanely fun!!!
the way that you're technically all of the above in the bingo 😭😭😭 and that drawing is sooo pretty!£8483£!!£! is that you or an oc of yours? (either way i've been eyeing it ever since i started typing here, hehe)
sooo i basically predicted what you're like irl?
i think for the most part it's because i'm a bit similar to you in some sort of ways, i'm only ever close with my closest friends and can get tired by interacting with people sometimes 😞 but the downside is that everyone finds me scary HAHA 😭😭 my friends had told me a bunch of times on how intimidating i look, when i really just have a normal expression on my face... apparently they said i always look like i have murder on my mind 🚶‍♀️
you now have another addition to the kin list, congrats 🤗
GREAT GAME!!! i do have a window in my room but it doesn't really have a great view... i'm currently living in a shitty apartment for the time being and the only thing i see from the window of my room is my neighbour's unit from my apartment complex 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️ so i'd probably give it a 3/10 T-T
now, a question for you! what's the most silliest thing that you currently own? (it can be a purchased item, a gift you got, etc)
hope you're having a great day jellyfish ^^
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peachiimilquetea · 3 years
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hi there!! can i get a vanilla cake with vanilla and powdered sugar for tenya iida please? thank you so much and congrats on 150 followers ♡
“𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚞𝚙!”
double vanilla cake with powdered sugar + tenya iida
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a/n: thank you so much for the well wishes! confessions are one of my favorite things ever and i think this idea came out really well!! this is also the first work i haven't made the dialogue bold and italic respectively, so i hope you guys hate the new style (i was just being lazy SDBJKDBSJ)
contains: alcohol usage (tenya gets sloshed highkey), just general fluff
length: 755 words
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tenya iida always had a plan.
whether it be to go to the convenience store, or to get the class together for a bonding exercise, everything was planned to a tee. nothing was out of place, and every variable was accounted for. it was simply the way his brain worked, type a and calculating, and he was used to being prepared. it was safe. it was practical. it was the very essence of his character.
so why did he feel his rationale leave him every time he looked at your smiling face?
he was conflicted and confused. nobody had ever made his engines stall the way you did whenever you asked him a seemingly innocuous question or fixed a button on his school blazer. you made his head leap out of his chest, and no amount of planning and strategy could keep him from feeling that way.
“did you hear about the winter formal that mina and the other girls are planning?” you asked him on the way back from lunch.
“yes, i did. why do you ask, _____?”
“oh, well i’ve just been asking around to see who's going. everyone seems to be paired off together already. i was hoping we could go together… a-as friends of course!”
he had to tell you, he decided, for his own sanity. he agreed to take you to the formal and made a plan to tell you at the dance, taking you on a walk around the school garden and asking you under the stars. it was airtight; he accounted for everyone’s dates, for the times people would go back to their dorms, and even for the type of clothes they would be wearing.
he didn’t, however, account for denki spiking the punch with something so strong.
“ok specs, i think that's enough punch for you,” sero quipped as he grabbed the cup from tenya's hands. tenya groaned, not understanding why hanta wanted to ruin his fun, but his thoughts were cut short when he spotted you in the crowd of people on the dance floor.
you looked like an angel to him, the way your floor-length dress sparkled under the party lights, and the way you beamed at everyone around you, having the time of your life. he had to tell you.
wobbly on his feet but determined, iida made his way over to where you were.
“______!” he called, not realizing how loud he was being.
you smiled once you saw him, dancing over to him, “hey, tenya, what's up?”
“up? the sky of course, but s’not why i’m here. i’m looking for _____ ive got something important t’say.”
oh? you nodded at him to continue, holding onto his shoulder to steady him. even over his suit jacket your touch burned a hole into his skin, and iida was starting to lose his train of thought.
“what do you have to tell her, ten?”
“well i…. uhhh i wanted to tell her that i think shes pretty? was that it? no, i don't think so…” he muttered, half to you and half to himself. your breath caught in your throat at his admission but he continued
“no no, ive got it! i wanted to tell her how i feel!” you felt your heart thrum in its chest
“s’not going according to plan though,” you quirked your brow, “i wanted to take her on a walk far faaaaar away from the gym n’stuff.”
“n’stuff?” you questioned, giggling at how different iida was when intoxicated.
“yeah n’stuff! i wanted to tell her that i think she’s the most beautiful girl in the entire class. n’ask her to be mine! but i don’t know what she would say because she asked me here as a friend.” he said bitterly.
your heart sank. you had completely misjudged the situation at hand. you thought asking him as a friend would release the pressure off him, not make him get drunk off his ass and stumble through a confession.
“you know what tenya, let’s get you home”
he moaned in protest but you hooked your arm underneath his shoulder and acted as a crutch for him, leading him back to the dorms. after forcing him to drink water and helping him out of his jacket, you tucked him into his bed, trying to help him calm down.
“do y’think she's gonna say yes?” he slurred as you pulled the cover over him. you caressed his cheek, pressing a kiss to his forehead before stepping back.
“yes, tenya, i think she will.”
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keiarchived · 3 years
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Congrats on 500! 🥺 you deserve that and more! You’re an amazing writer 💕
For the event, could I request some yandere!Hawks in a distance relationship with a bat quirk user s/o? 🥺 ive been reading a lot of stuff like that and would love to read your take on it
Maybe they met on a hero event or something but y/n had to go back to their country? And yandere!Keigo went as far as following them? Maybe manipulating them into moving to japan so y/n can be near him? <3 at the begging he is all sweet and nice and understanding but he’s low key manipulative and maybe guilt trips y/n? “You said you loved me chick, if you truly loved me you would stay with me” 🥺 i love everything you write! 💕 I’ve been a very consistent reader of your bc I’m obSESSED with your work <3 keep it up and congrats again! 💖💖
Omfg thank you so so much 🥺 I’m honestly speechless, thank you for the support and coming back for my new content 🥺 I am so glad you’re enjoying my work as much as I love writing them! ♥️
But yes! I love the idea, it reminds me of this tik tok I saw some time ago 😂
yandere!Hawks x distance relationship!f!reader
warnings: yandere, obsession, manipulation, stalking
It was during a hero exchange programme when you met Hawks
A program that is supposed to let heroes alike from different countries to share their skills and what not
And as expected, you for paired with Hawks. Y’know the fastest hero in Japan
You had seen and read a lot about him when you were informed that you’d be participating in this hero exchange program
Research is important for any kind of mission after all and yes you had read up on other heroes too like Endeavour, Best Jeanist, Miruko and All Might but none catches your eyes like Hawks
What they say about him is very much true, that lay back yet charming smile, casual attitude that’s almost unheroic and his charm. You can see why he also model on the side
The first couple of encounters were sweet as you expected, snarky comments here and there, sarcasm and banter
Not to mention you learnt a lot from Hawks too, both in the hero aspect and personal aspect
You still can’t help but to bring up those chicken puns once in a while, it is just ironic and well — funny. Not that Hawks mind, he’s used to it and seeing that smile on your face makes it even better
It’s a shame that the program lasts six months.... but who knew you’d be so damn glad that this nightmare is finally over
It was roughly two months in that Hawks caught you by the wings, whispering sweet nothings into your ear
Hawks had fallen for you the first time he laid his eyes on you
And well, he will do anything to have you as his own
The relationship started perfect like any other relationship, sure they two of you still have some getting know each other to do but you felt as thought you knew him a long time ago
Something about his aura is just comforting and cozy, given when Hawks is in work mode then perhaps he can be a little intimidating
There were small cute dates, hands holding, flowers, crashing at each other’s places
And of course the sex was great 💦
He could get a little rough and kinky but not that you mind, it was exciting to try something new and he was damn well good at what he does
It wasn’t long until you notice how possessive Hawks could get, giving whomever daggers when they give you something as simple as just a friendly smile
“Babe, chill.” You tries to reason with him but all Hawks do is either play dumb or say they started it first
And it just goes down hill from there, panties missing from your closet, wanting to know where you are 24/7 and telling you that he’s the only one you need
You believed him for a while, Hawks knows best don’t he? I mean he’s the number two hero and have been a hero longer than you have, he’s experienced so it was only natural for you to believe him when he says everyone else have ill intention aside from him
He’s the only one you could trust
Let’s just say Keigo didn’t take the news of you returning to your country lightly
“Oh, don’t worry about that birdie. I’ve took care of it, cancelled your plane ticket. This is your home now.”
Did he really just went ahead and did that? Oh you bet he did
“Keigo! You know I’ve got to go back! I even said it before we got together!”
Honestly, if Hawks could just lock you up to keep you here he would. But the others will know if you went missing
Your agency will come looking for you, so he have to let you go since none of the things he said were enough for you to stay
The break up was ugly, trying to get Hawks off your back was ugly but somehow you managed nonetheless
But that didn’t last long, it took him roughly two weeks before he managed to hunt you down
“Hey babe, missed me?” Hawks IS SMUG, seeing that surprise and shock on your face. He knew you weren’t expecting him to go this far as to follow you but he did
As if the winged hero had it all planned out, a whole speech just for you. Apologising for how he acted the way he did before you left, knowing damn well you have a soft spot for him
Hawks knows how to use it to his advantage, as per usual
“You’d give me another chance wouldn’t you baby? Please? I love you... so so much... please.”
How could you say no when Hawks is nearly begging on his knees? And so you did, despite knowing how you’d no doubt regret it later
He even managed to persuade you to move to Japan for him, after all this love shared between the two of you is nothing like you had felt before
“Come back with me baby, you’d stay with me if you truly loved me right?”
With a sigh and a nod of defeat, “Keigo... you know I love you and I’d literally do anything for you.”
Atlas, Hawks have finally caught his prey.
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jayflrt · 2 years
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ahhh omg ok im back now and finish my chem test but apparently everyone did bad on it so im like 💀 (we didnt get it back yet tho)
anyways ive been good! after that grind i slept A LOT over the weekend so im prepared to tackle this week bc im starting anatomy and ochem and i promised myself to work hard on those
and omg the sunoo fic im so excited for some reason i havent read much of sunoo??? (i think i gravitate towards heejay bc there's just so much heejay content) but im very vety excited for it esp after reading the preview
also omg that anon confused with 🌻 ajsjdjff honestly sometimes i forget im 🌻 too bc i anon for other creators too 😭 BUT i do want to try collecting some pcs (at least wtv is alr included in albums and then buy ones i really really want) i have yet to have any nct ones but i think it was mark catharsis? ver i want so so bad he just looks so good in it 🥲
also when dream announced 7llin 2.0 I SCREAMED bc i was literally thinking abt how i wanted to watch 7llin for the first time and then they do this </3
- 🌻
omg congrats on finishing the exam !!! i hope everything went well 💗💗 yk even if it didn’t go well for the others………i have faith that you will be the one who scores the highest >:) YOU GOT THIS 🤧
oh my gosh not ochem 😭😭 praying for you that class is an absolute nightmare 🏃‍♂️ but i’m glad you got to rest up this weekend and unwind !!! you definitely deserve it after the chem test 🤍 good luck for anatomy too ! my roommate has her anatomy final in two days and she’s stressing out so much rn HAHHA
i haven’t read many sunoo fics either !!! (actually i read viv’s today LMAOAOA) but otherwise i don’t see many long fics for sunoo D; but i agree there are a lot of fics for heeseung and jay :’) not complaining tho bc i love me some jay content 🥰 also thank you sm i’m so glad you’re excited !!! 🥺💗
AHAHAH that’s my new 🤖 anon now ♡ PLS i associate your emoji with hyuck sometimes bc 🌻 sunflowerzens <33 omg that’s what i’m doing !! i collect the album pcs and buy whichever else i want (that isn’t insanely overpriced HAHAH) but who do you want to collect for?? :o i could help you get started! 💗 and omg it’s the pc on the very left right ?? he’s so fine 😮‍💨 gives me cherry bomb vibes a little?? HAHAH
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OH MY GOD RIGHT??? I LOVED 7LLIN IN THE DREAM SO MUCH when it dropped last year i watched it religiously 🙏 AND A SECOND ONE IM FROTHING AT THE MOUTH i’m so excited to see the dreamies again 🤧🤧 theyve been my ults for so long 💘 are you buying their new album ?? :o
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backburnerdio · 3 years
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Fictober – Day 21
Original Fiction: Time Borrowed Prompt #02: You Have No Proof Word Count: 1348 Words Warnings: Language, abduction
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"Enhance doesn't work like that, Midland—"
“I came straight over,” Garnet barked, plowing the discussion right over as he shoved through the door. “What happened?”
“Congrats, you’re the last one here.” Lora was the only one who spoke up, seated on the edge of Beau’s desk. Everyone was at a station, buried in a desktop or tablet, everything giving off a teal glow with more projection light than lamplight.
“Probably because I live on the other side of town. Can someone give me some info instead of lecturing me?”
“Ryker’s been taken hostage.” Midland lifted his head just enough to peer over his hologram, “No one’s talked to him since last shift, and the last image we have of him was a traffic cam from 23:00.”
“I figured that, pipsqueak, I saw the live stream. Anyone know who’s behind it? Do we have any suspects?”
“One.” Ives said, sending the room into complete silence.
No one moved, even Beau’s typing going still. Ives wasn’t seated at a desk, instead at one of the processing seats near the back of the office. He didn’t look himself. The usual stick-straight posture was gone, slouched in the seat, arms crossed, eyes fixed on Garnet from beneath his dark brows.
A few of the others glanced up at him and quickly away.
“You’ve gotta be fucking kidding me.” Garnet chuckled, holding Ives’ glare. “Me? You fuckin’ think it was me?”
“You were the last one seen with him at 12th and Boulevard on security footage at 23:14. That makes you a suspect.”
“We picked up some noodles. Getting dinner with my friend of 22 years makes me a suspect?”
“You had a disagreement with Ryker two weeks ago over your pay scale and a more severe falling out on your last assignment where you failed to follow Ryker’s orders—”
“I argue with everyone!”
“Which jeopardized the mission and nearly got officer Morton killed!!” Ives shoved himself to his feet, finger stabbed at Garnet. “For years you have constantly pushed your boundaries with Ryker, making decisions on your own without proper protocol or permission.”
“It’s called being Human, you piece of shit!” Garnet started across the room, Stefan jumping up to hold him back. Everyone got to their feet. “Adjusting to the situation. Because we aren’t built to run on a single track like some of us! I do my damn job!”
“You repeatedly endanger your comrades! You overstep your command! If anyone had reason to get Ryker out of the picture, it’s you!”
“You have no proof!!” Garnet shouted over Stefan’s shoulder.
“You have a motive!”
“It wasn’t Garnet,” Beau’s whisper jarred their shouting match to a halt. Everyone turned to look at him. “I know it wasn’t him, Ives, he left 12th and went straight back to his apartment. He did so, and couldn’t contact anyone because his phone was dead. And, well, he only has twenty-four cents in his bank account and couldn’t afford to go out anywhere else.”
“What the fuck, Beau?” Garnet hissed.
“How do you know this? We’ve checked every traffic cam we have and didn’t get a glimpse of him after that.” Ives challenged.
“Garnet let me borrow a shirt and I was returning it to him. I found him a block away from where he left Ryker and knew better than to approach Garnet at night, so I followed him to his apartment and left the shirt on his doorstep. We don’t have traffic footage because Garnet left his bike parked on 12th. He does that fairly often because he’s good friends with the owner, and didn’t have enough fuel or funds to make it back home. That’s why he was the last one to arrive tonight. He had to walk to the station.”
“Garnet, do you need me to cover you till Friday?” Midland whispered.
“Oh, shut up!” Garnet snapped, “And you, Shitbox, should watch your fucking mouth! I would never put Ryker in danger and I sure as hell wouldn’t sell him out to some cyber-jack-offs for a raise!” There was surprisingly little heat to his words, his breathing more rapid as if he didn’t have enough air to make the words. “You don’t have the capability to understand what friendship even is. So, if you’re going to come at me, have some better proof besides the fact I’m broke.”
No one made a sound.
“Let’s regroup,” Beau finally spoke up. “This side of the room, let’s focus on the analysis of the live-stream. On this side, let’s keep working to see if we can find something from any time after the last time anyone saw Ryker. Phone signals, chip readings, see if any of the detectives have heard anything.” Noise returned from the office as everyone got back to work.
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wychive · 4 years
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𝙪𝙣𝙨𝙥𝙤𝙠𝙚𝙣 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙙𝙨
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summary // you found your pile of ‘letters’ to hyunjin that contain thoughts that have never been said and decided to write to him one last time.
pairing(s) // hyunjin x gn!reader, hyunjin x oc, slight minho x reader
genre(s) // angst, letter fic 
warning(s) // mentions of food, themes of being forgotten, vulgar wording, humiliation, overthinking
word count // 2.0k
author's note // happy birthday @noya-sannnn​ !! im sorry this was so late hhh you know how i am irl,, but i hope you enjoy this! i love you so much, jane <3 i apologize for the many grammar mistakes gn. i recommend listening to iu’s ending scene while reading this! btw y/n/n means your nickname.
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[10/01/14, 3:55am]
dear jinnie,
hi there! it's y/n <3 i hope you're doing okay - i mean of course you are pfft anyways, just writing this short letter (more like paragraph)  sort of as a venting mechanism? for things i cant tell you about lol  im not so sure how you would call it, since you're so much better at words than i am. basically were like:
hyunjin: ow a brain freeze!
me: haha brain go brrrr
anyways haha yea <3 it's 4am so like,, ill see you at school!
signed,
your loser,
y/n/n
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[15/02/14, 12:34am]
yo heartthrob!
im back with this kinda stuff haha it's been a whole? week? since ive written one of these so like yes..hi! i just wanted to say thanks, for today. you really know how to cheer me up huh? you really outdid yourself by setting up that little picnic for us. congrats on making the strawberry cake so perfectly <3 this day will always stay as a core memory in the back of my brain. you're too caring sometimes,,, istg you'll pay for this [maybe hugs?] >:) 
signed,
your partner in crime,
y/n/n
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[30/02/15, 01:29am]
jinnie-senpai~~
LMAO you hate me calling you that, doesn't change a thing though. hehe,, nways i hope you enjoyed your birthday present :) i got you that really cool skateboard that you wanted. i worked my ass off for that in my mother's garden so like,, you gotta thank me for that a thousand times :D nah jk, its a sincere gift, from me to you. i rarely do this for ANYONE so consider yourself lucky to have a best friend like me -3- also, seungmin is like….kinda the cutest person ever. introduce me to him pls, thank!
signed,
<your bestest friend3,
y/n
(p.s. you're kinda cute too,,,, ig,,, still stinkee tho)
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[13/04/15, 9:04pm]
hey 'baby' (HAHAHA ihy for this)
i hope your day was okay! i didn't see much of you today (which was sort of a bummer but wtv) so like…. uh yea. you told me you were doing okay over text, which kinda surprised me because like?? we always video call lol this is kinda the first time,, but its okay, i trust you! (i really hope youre doing alright tho, i'll beat anyone up if they make you sad >:( ) you also called me 'sweetheart' today which was like…. omg wtf haha????????? that was so weird to me for some reason… a good kind of weird :D we haven't done those kinds of nicknames in a while so…. happy to know that they're back in session <3 i talked to the new girl today, she's really cool! like she knows the bean song on tiktok so like its a total win heh, ill introduce you to her tomorrow! you'll love her a lot
signed,
your 'lover',
y/n/n
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[08/06/16, 10:23pm]
hey howl (hehe go back to that movie night we had)
this spring break sucks so much,, esp because youre not here (you still couldve brought me along :'[ ) but wtv i hope youre enjoying yourself. ive been hanging out with yeonnie lately and i found out she likes conan grey too like pls i love her sm. can we adopt her?? please???? she told me you guys have been video calling too and that makes me so happy!! you two are getting along so well aaa my precious babies </3 
what if you developed a crush on her? haha…..jk unless?? (no jk dont shes all mine, stay away >:) ) anyways, i hope the three of us hang out soon. maybe go to that ice cream parlour where they serve the best cookies and cream?  
signed,
your daisy,
y/n/n
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[19/07/15, 01:23am]
peepee poopoo hello
heyheyhey!! (heh, haikyuu thingz) i hope youre doing okay! i mean sure you are, with everything going so well. also i feel like you're not telling me something. maybe it's just me? is it? i hope it is because you tell me everything,, we've been talking less these days but its okay! i know how busy you are, especially with your dad always bugging you,,
also, i think yeonbin likes you :0,, she keeps talking about you whenever we hang out. don't get me wrong, its not bad that she likes you but...something doesn't feel right. i feel like i'm being the third wheeler here and like ugh idk. haha laughs yea i think its just me.. im sorry, i didnt mean to do you like this,, anyways, ill see you soon + her too ofc- yall are inseparable lmao
signed,
your moonlight,
y/n/n
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[23/07/15, 01:56am]
greetings, kind sir
lol more like mean sir but like aight KSKSK,, anyways,, how have you been? we haven't really talked in a while,, our convos are always so short with it being one-sided :/ i wish you were online more. yeonnie is ignoring me,, do you know why? i think you do,,, but when i asked you just said you didnt know. did i do something wrong? pls tell me.. 
she blocked my contact the other day and she won't even smile at me when i pass her in the hallways. its,, sad and stressful especially because she was the only one that would genuinely talk to me. i hate to say this,, but i miss you. us, hanging out like the best trio we are, yknow? but i dont think you miss me the same way. sorry, im getting out of hand. i know im just overreacting. im just gonna sleep ig,, good night! sweet dreams,,
signed,
your pink lemonade,
y/n/n
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[25/07/15, 03:25am]
hi there
i heard you and her got together?? congrats, jinnie! im so proud of you,, especially because you never had even considered getting a girlfriend a few months earlier lmaO you really woo the ladies huh? anyways,, i hope you've been well since we last talked,, how many days has it been?? i would say nearly a week or so but honestly it feels like a hundred years,, considering you and i used to talk every day. but you have her now to keep you company.
keep this a secret but can you possibly tell me why it hurts when i see her? or when i mention her or even think of her?? is it because she's connected to you? but.. you're my best friend, so why? is it because i miss you? is it because im alone now? is it because you left me with a simple 'i have to go now,, bye y/n/n.'? im not sure either. im being silly, i apologize. ill figure it out sooner or later. sweet dreams, jinnie
signed,
your asswipe,
y/n
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[25/07/15, 04:30am]
jinnie
it's because i love you. 
signed,
your butterfly,
y/n
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[??/08/??, 05:??am]
you
i miss your lame jokes. i miss your smile. i miss your laughs. i miss your funny faces. i miss the way your eyes twinkle. i miss th way you would make me happy just by doing the bare minimum. i miss the disaster you made when cooking breakfast. i miss the night when you snuck me out just to go to that pretty lantern event. i miss when you would call out my name everytime we met. i miss when we would share earbuds in train rides. dont you get it, hyunjin? i miss you.
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[??/??/15, ??:??am]
asshole.
please tell me that isn't true, please. you're too kind to do these kinds of things, right? + i was your best friend,, then, why, why did you hurt me like this. i didnt do anything wrong.. you couldve just told me you didnt like me,,, why did she have to tell me? out of all people. 
youre so pathetic for this,, i thought you were brave, bold - but youre just a fucking coward. i loved you, i really did. and i realised too late… im sorry. she,, i shouldn't have talked to her in the first place, right? i bet you knew she humiliated me, in front of everyone. of course you did, you were the only one that knew. you told her. fuck, i hate you so much (yet why do i long for you on a night like this?). you know how much that'll affect me and yet, there you are, laughing about it with her.
signed,
fuck off,
you know who i am.
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[31/08/15, 03:41am]
ah, jinnie
please tell me this is just a nightmare. please, please. stop just reading my texts, please answer them. jinnie. i miss you so much. i dont care bout her, please just let me be in your arms. i dont care if you love me back, please just talk to me at least. tell me what i did wrong,, jinnie,, please,,, clear these tear stains on my cheek with kisses.
signed,
your fuck-up,
y/n
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[15/09/15, 04:59am]
jinnie
why do i keep crying because of you? its been a few weeks since everything has happened. please, nothing has changed. i still love you the same even with all the hatred i have pent up in this stupid brain of mine. i wish i could just walk back in time, to where it all began.
when i first met you in third grade and you pushed me while playing soccer or maybe when we took those ridiculous prom pictures, remember those? i hope you still have them,, because i do too. i hope the pictures of us on your wall still hang there,, it'll remind you of the happy times. hm,, maybe you don't need them. 
you already have millions of pictures with you and her,, i bet you printed some and replaced those with ours right? sly dog. 
signed,
friend,
y/n/n
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[04/02/16, 12:57am]
hey
i went to the park today and saw both of you being happy. it's nice to see your smile again. im sorry i didnt go up to you,, i just thought it would be awkward. when i heard that adorable laugh of yours, it made me realise that i lost something special. but it's okay isnt it? as your happiness matters more than mine. 
signed,
y/n
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[06/01/20, 08:00pm]
dear hyunjin,
im doing fine here. how about you? gosh,, how long has it been? years? since we last talked to each other. i havent heard from you since. i would just like to say i still think of you sometimes, when watering the plants or dancing while making pancakes. sometimes i think you're here with me too, just being the pals we were. 
sometimes i'd see you out, just reading a book in the park or buying pasta sauce at the grocery store. it's nice to see you having a stable life. im not sure if you're still with her or not, but its good to know that you still have that large friend group. also! you're never gonna guess who im dating--
it's minho! do you remember him? the one that i used to hate,, uh yeah. he asked me out the other day- you may wonder how tf,,, i too do not know how tf but he gives the best hugs ever. he gave me the love i wanted from you. he stitched my heart back together after it broke,, i love him so much, jinnie..
it's snowing,, do you remember when we would skate on the frozen lake in front of your house? are your parents well? i wonder if your mother still has those earrings i bought for her birthday. i never told you this but your laugh and hers sound so similar. 
i would just like to say thank you, for everything. you were a big part of my life, up until now. when we see each other after this, we would just be strangers. maybe flash a little smile or give a little wave whenever we greet each other but nothing more. some memories of us would flow in every now and then but it'll just be a short teaser. well, i'll be going now. smile for me, okay?
signed,
the one that loved you the most,
y/n.
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Part 11
Misaki: (Runs hands through his hair) Sorry Takahiro, I was going to call you, but i've been a little preoccupied with my fiance here..
Takahiro: I had to hear it from this guy (Taps Isaka's chest) Luckily he didn't sound worried so...
Takahiro, Isaka: Wait did you just say Fiance?
Misaki: Oh yeah, we got engaged saturday.
Isaka: (Walks over to Usagi, salps usagi on the shoulder who groans in pain) Congrats man, you finally asked him!
Usagi: (Raspy voice) Uh, actually Misaki asked me, and please don't hit me I just has surgery.
Takahiro: Are you okay Usagi-san?
Usagi: I'm fine
Takahiro: (Walks over to Misaki and Usagi) So, you guys are getting married?
Misaki: Yes, Yeah we are.
Takahiro: We'll congrats.
Misaki: Yeah, you don't seem so happy about it.
Takahiro: I haven't even gotten used to the idea of you guys dating and now you're engaged?
Misaki: Yeah, we'll my plan was to propose after we told you and before I graduated, so I don't really care if you've gotten used to it, we've been dating for years without you knowing and now that you know we can fully be happy, and if i'm sorry if you can't get on board.
Takahiro: I can, I just need time to processes all this.
Misaki: We'll right now, we need to focus on Usagi, so this conversation isn't happening right now.
Takahiro: (Nods walks over to the sofa and sits down beside Aikawa).
Isaka: Well I'm happy for you. (Smiles awkwardly, and goes to sit on the sofa).
(Nurse Rose walks in and smiles at Aikawa causing her to blush, she sits on the arm of the sofa causing her to blush more, her heart was beating out of her chest, hopefully no one could hear it.)
Nurse rose: Looks like we have a full house.
Misaki: Yeah, my brother Takahiro is beside Aikawa, and beside him is the senior manager at the publishing company where Usagi's work is published, his name is Isaka.
Takahiro, Isaka: Hello.
Nurse Rose: So how is everyone doing? Usagi the cafe is about to close so if you want anything to eat you should place and order now, otherwise I can get you some liquid broth and tea from up here.
Usagi: I'll just take whatever's up here.
Nurse Rose: Sure, the four of you should probably go grab some food.
Misaki: I want to stay here
Usagi: No, you need to eat.
Misaki: (Sighs)
Usagi: I'll be fine for an hour, I promise.
Isaka: (Stands up, walks over to Misaki, Placing a comforting hand on his shoulder), Come on Misaki, he'll be okay.
Misaki: (Stands up) Okay (Softly places hand on Usagi's cheek and and leans down to kiss him, he softly whispers "I love you" against his lips, before giving him another kiss.
Nurse Rose: Okay, so I can take you guys up to the cafe, (confused look) It's on the fivthteen floor for some reason, never understood that, shall we go everyone?
Misaki, Isaka, Takahiro, and Aikawa: (All follow Nurse rose out of the room, and onto the elevator).
Nurse Rose: Alright fun ride! I'm on my break before going into my night shift, do you guys mind if I eat with you?
Misaki: (gently nudges Aikawa)
Aikawa: (Slants eyebrows and mouths "what")
Misaki: (Nods at her)
Aikawa: Um, Nurse Rose?
Nurse Rose: (Smiles) I'm on break, you can just call me Rose.
Aikawa: (Blushes). Um you can join us for dinner.
Nurse Rose: Oh, that's cool! Thanks. I want to get to know you more.
Aikawa: (Clears throat) Uh, a- all- all of us.
(Elevator dings, they all get off following nurse rose to the cafe, They all get a large plate of shrimp tempura to share, and chicken broth, options were limited, since it was late and the cafe would be closing soon. Isaka, and Takahiro followed Nurse Rose to a table in the far corner of the restaurant, while Misaki and Aikawa trailed behind.
Aikawa: When she said she wants to get to know you, she meant all of us right?
Misaki: (Laughs) No, she wants to get to know YOU.
Aikawa: What does that mean?
Misaki: It means she likes you.
Aikawa: So you're engaged and suddenly you're the relationships expert? Isn't Usagi your first relationship?
Misaki: (Scuffs) And how many relationships have you been in?
(They approach the table, Nurse rose grins at Aikawa)
Misaki: See she's smiling at you.
Aikawa: No, she's Being friendly
Nurse Rose: Aikawa, I saved you a seat. (Pats the seat)
Misaki: See, (Walks over and sits beside Isaka.
Isaka: CHIBI!! (Throws arms around Misaki)
Misaki: What!?
Isaka: What's happening, how are you handling this?
Misaki: (Takes a bite of the shrimp). As well as I can be
Isaka: Good, so tell me , what's going on with those two?
(Across the table)
Rose: So how long have you known Akihiko?
Aikawa: Oh many years, he's a pain in the ass, but he's a good guys, he's like my brother.
Rose: So you've never had any sort of feelings for him?
Aikawa: (Snorts) Oh god no! He's never been into girls and the one person he's "loved" before Misaki didn't feel that way about him. Misaki's the love of his life.
Rose: (Touches Aikawa's hand) And what about you?
Aikawa: (Blushes) What about me?
Rose: (Chuckles) You ever been in love.
Aikawa: I'm in love with my Job.
Rose: Ah, one of those people.
Aikawa: One of what people?
Rose: Your life is your job and you never dedicate anytime to yourself, or anything else.
Aikawa: That-
Rose: Not true?
Aikwawa: (blushes) I need to make some time for myself?
Rose: How about tomorrow?
Aikawa: Tomorrow?
Rose: I get off at 5, we can get dinner?
Aikawa: I-
Isaka, Misaki: SAY YES!
Rose: (laughs)
Aikawa: Um, Yes!
Rose: Okay, cool. Um can I get your number?
Aikawa: Oh, um sure. (takes phone out of pocket, the two exchange numbers), Um you can call me Eri.
Isaka: Whoa! You never let anyone call you by your first name.
Aikawa: Isaka, hush.
Rose: (Laughs, we should probably head back, Im sure Akihiko is hungry, and it's almost seven so visiting hours are almost over, everyone has to head home. Except you Misaki, legally you can stay.
Isaka: What, why does he get to stay.
Rose: (Raises eyebrows),Misaki's his fiance.Don't worry the rest of you can come back at six am. Anyway we should get going, you have thirty minutes to say goodnight to your friend, and Misaki I can bring some sheets and a warm cover up so you can fix up the sofa, it pulls out into a bed.
Misaki: Thank you Nurse Rose.
(Misaki sat with his arms crossed and a foot up in the chair,he watched as Nurse rose fixed the sofa for him,she was smiling and humming, apparently she was happy about her date with Aikaw,it was around seven-thirty and everyone had already left, Usagi flipped through the tv channels and sipped on a third cup of tea, his seaced IV bag had been replaced when they came back upstairs and he had his second round of antibiotics, his vitals were still looking good, and he would have labs drawn around three in the morning, his bandages had been replaced and his surgery area looked good, other than the labs, and nurse rose checking on them throughout the night they should be good).
Misaki: You didn't have to make up the sofa, I could've done it by myself.
Nurse Rose: That's okay. It's my job.
Usagi: Misaki, relax let someone do something for you for once, plus don't you have an exam to study for? maybe do that for an hour huh?
Misaki: Fine. (Walks over to table near the window, grabs laptop, walks back over to Usagi and starts to work on study guide.
Usagi: Is this for German?
Misaki: Uh, Yeah.
Usagi: How do you feel about that?
Misaki: Good.
Usagi: Your grades are still passing?
Misaki: Ugh, yes Usagi, god you're in the hospital and you're still nagging me?
Usagi: (Reaches hand out) I just want you to graduate, you've worked so hard.
Misaki: (Smiles, takes his hand) I know, thank you.
Nurse rose: (Sits on the armchair of the sofa, she smiles at them). Do you Guys always banter like this?
Misaki: (Chuckles) Yeah kinda our thing.
Nurse Rose: So how long have you guys been together?
Usagi: (Moves bed up): Um, almost five years.
Nurse rose: How did you meet.
Misaki: He used to be my tutor, and was in love with my brother.
Nurse Rose: Really?
Usagi: Yeah, Kinda a long story.
Nurse Rose: And that doesn't make it weird.
Misaki: Um, there were times early in our relationship when I was worried he was still in love with him but-
Usagi: His brother means a lot to me, but Misaki's the love of my life, I love him so fucking much, I'll never love anyone as much as Misaki, he's my everything.
Nurse Rose: Wow, That's so sweet.
Misaki: (Sobbing) Usagi, stop saying stuff like that, I need to study.
Usagi: (Smirks) You already know that's how i feel about you, I say it to you all the time.
Misaki: Yeah, but i'm studyyinngggg.
Usagi: (Laughs). Get back to studying.
Misaki: You know i feel the same way about you right baby?
Usagi: Ahh, did you just call me baby? Do it again.
Misaki: Mmmhm, can't studying, watch tv or somthing.
Nurse Rose: Well (stands).If You need anything, you know how to get ahold of me.
Usagi: Yes, thank you.
Nurse Rose: (Exits).
(Misaki slams laptop and places it on the table in front of Usagi before pushing it out of the way, surprising him).
Usagi: Misaki, what are you doing? because we can't have sex if that's what you're trying to do. I mean I really want to, but we can't.
Misaki: No, I know that, but I have news.
Usagi: What news makes you act like THAT.
Misaki: Nurse Rose and Aikawa have a date tomorrow!
Usagi: Awe good for them.
Misaki: Why aren't you more Excited!
Usagi: I'll be more excited once you pass the test!
Misaki: (Grabs laptop) You're no fun.
Usagi: I-
Misaki: You just want me to graduate BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH!
Usagi: Misaki
Misaki: I'm studying, I'm studying.
Misaki: Done, are you happy? (he looked beside him, it was ten, Usagi was out cold, he placed his laptop on the table, turned the lights off, and changed the channel to some dumb sitcom that would give him a good laugh and walked back over to Usagi, he softly ran his fingers through his soft grey hair, and leaned down softy giving him a kiss on the lips). Goodnight my love (He walked over the the sofa and sighed as he crawled under the covers, it felt weird not cuddling next to Usagi, they've been doing it a lot more recently and he knew he would have a hard time sleeping not wrapped in Usagi's arms, he drifted off into an uneasy sleep.
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ghosthunthq · 4 years
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Oliver is autistic, I will die on this hill
by @snavej
Noun
hill to die on (plural hills to die on)
(idiomatic) An issue to pursue with wholehearted conviction and/or single-minded focus, with little or no regard to the cost.
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And so our story begins…
Okay, so if you’ve been around the fandom on Tumblr/Fanfiction.net, you will probably have seen me write “Oliver is autistic, I will die on this hill” on a post or story. If you have not, then, you have now. Congrats.
I came to this revelation maybe three years ago now. I had been in a discussion with some fandom friends and something in the conversation had made me wonder if Oliver was autistic.
We’ve all seen the cliche representations of autistic people in the media, especially those coded as such without explicit confirmation. For example, Sheldon Cooper from the Big Bang Theory. These characters are often there for comedic value, where we, the audience, laugh at them for their disability. The shows get away with it because they never explicitly state the character is autistic. 
I’m getting off track already.
So after the discussion mentioned before, I went away and began my research - to Google! Now, I have to admit, part of my curiosity regarding this matter is because I have been told I write Oliver well. Personally, I feel I write him a little OOC, but I like how I write him so it doesn’t bother me. I write Oliver as a version of myself. So my thought patterns at the time were that if Oliver was autistic, could I be too?
Oh yes, you thought you were just here for an educational piece about autism? Nope, you’re getting the whole damn story as to why I will die on this hill.
So I did my research and I found lists of signs of autism. I devoured internet articles and soon it was all I was interested in. I even bought a book titled ‘Aspergirls’ by Rudy Simone (who is autistic). If any of you read this piece and start wondering if you’re autistic (and you’re female, more on gender later!), I cannot recommend this book highly enough. I literally cried reading it.
The signs!
Okay so what are all these signs, let’s start a list! Autistic people can have:
Rituals that they refuse to change,
Odd or repetitive movements,
Unusual sensory reactions,
Be clumsy or awkward,
Nervous in large social groups,
Have a hard time making friends,
Speak in unusual ways or with an odd tone of voice,
Talk only about themselves/their interests,
Have narrow, often obsessive interests,
Want to be alone, or want to interact but not know how,
Avoid eye contact,
Have a hard time understanding body language,
Have trouble understanding other people’s feelings or talking about their own feelings,
Poor/abnormal posture, often sit on chairs oddly,
Trouble with left, right and other directions,
Large or unique vocabulary,
Lack of organisation,
Intense compassion/empathy,
Intense anger or no anger at all,
Connections with animals,
Difficulty understanding pop culture, styles, trends, etc.
Rigid in their ways,
Easily distressed,
Delayed speech and language,
Lack of imitation of others or imaginative play,
Indifferent to the feelings of others,
Sensitive to light and sound,
Self-stimulatory behaviours (stimming)
Echolalia (repeating or echoing words or phrases)
Unusual emotional responses,
Meltdowns,
Responds adversely to physical affections,
Does not initiate conversation,
Very poor diet,
Frequently walks on tiptoes,
Socially withdrawn/socially awkward,
Self-injurious behaviour,
Makes irrelevant remarks,
Difficulty with abstract language and concepts,
Need for sameness,
Severe upset when routines are disrupted,
Attachment to unusual objects,
Fascination with spinning objects,
Good memory for repeating lists or facts,
Unlikely to discriminate against someone on basis of race/gender/age etc.
Unlikely to give superior status to the wealthy or those high up in an organisation,
Have their own set of values,
Can hyperfocus,
Struggle to separate themselves from their work,
Lack the ability to filter information received, 
Alexithymia - the inability to describe emotions in a verbal manner,
Likes patterns, putting things in order,
Often limits diet,
Often wears the same clothes,
Black or white thinking,
Auditory processing disorder…
Okay, I’ll stop there. I could probably go on if I wanted to, because although I’ve written a lot of things there, these are all manifestations of the clinical diagnosis criteria.
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Diagnostic Criteria for 299.00 Autism Spectrum Disorder
Persistent deficits in social communication and social interaction across multiple contexts, as manifested by the following, currently or by history (examples are illustrative, not exhaustive; see text):
Deficits in social-emotional reciprocity, ranging, for example, from abnormal social approach and failure of normal back-and-forth conversation; to reduced sharing of interests, emotions, or affect; to failure to initiate or respond to social interactions.
Deficits in nonverbal communicative behaviours used for social interaction, ranging, for example, from poorly integrated verbal and nonverbal communication; to abnormalities in eye contact and body language or deficits in understanding and use of gestures; to a total lack of facial expressions and nonverbal communication.
Deficits in developing, maintaining, and understand relationships, ranging, for example, from difficulties adjusting behaviour to suit various social contexts; to difficulties in sharing imaginative play or in making friends; to absence of interest in peers.
Specify current severity:
Severity is based on social communication impairments and restricted, repetitive patterns of behaviour.
Restricted, repetitive patterns of behaviour, interests, or activities, as manifested by at least two of the following, currently or by history (examples are illustrative, not exhaustive; see text):
Stereotyped or repetitive motor movements, use of objects, or speech (e.g., simple motor stereotypes, lining up toys or flipping objects, echolalia, idiosyncratic phrases).
Insistence on sameness, inflexible adherence to routines, or ritualized patterns of verbal or nonverbal behaviour (e.g., extreme distress at small changes, difficulties with transitions, rigid thinking patterns, greeting rituals, need to take same route or eat same food every day).
Highly restricted, fixated interests that are abnormal in intensity or focus (e.g., strong attachment to or preoccupation with unusual objects, excessively circumscribed or perseverative interests).
Hyper- or hyporeactivity to sensory input or unusual interest in sensory aspects of the environment (e.g. apparent indifference to pain/temperature, adverse response to specific sounds or textures, excessive smelling or touching of objects, visual fascination with lights or movement).
Specify current severity:
Severity is based on social communication impairments and restricted, repetitive patterns of behaviour.
Symptoms must be present in the early developmental period (but may not become fully manifest until social demands exceed limited capacities, or may be masked by learned strategies in later life).
Symptoms cause clinically significant impairment in social, occupational, or other important areas of current functioning.
These disturbances are not better explained by intellectual disability (intellectual developmental disorder) or global developmental delay. Intellectual disability and autism spectrum disorder frequently co-occur; to make comorbid diagnoses of autism spectrum disorder and intellectual disability, social communication should be below that expected for general developmental level.
Note: Individuals with a well-established DSM-IV diagnosis of autistic disorder, Asperger’s disorder, or pervasive developmental disorder not otherwise specified should be given the diagnosis of autism spectrum disorder. Individuals who have marked deficits in social communication, but whose symptoms do not otherwise meet criteria for autism spectrum disorder, should be evaluated for social (pragmatic) communication disorder.
Taken from: https://www.cdc.gov/ncbddd/autism/hcp-dsm.html
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Back to the story
So I went to my doctor after all of this reading. I was convinced. Nothing had ever made so much sense to me in my entire life as reading about autism.
I was, at this point, what people in the autism community call “self-diagnosed”. Now I was lucky, I could go on to get a “proper” diagnosis. Not everyone is as lucky. Many doctors do not believe that girls/women can be autistic. Many doctors do not believe that ethnic minorities can be autistic. Many doctors do not believe adults can be autistic. In some countries, people do not have free healthcare and so they cannot afford a diagnosis. There are many reasons why people can’t/won’t get diagnosed.
The point I’m trying to make is that if you see someone posting about being self-diagnosed, don’t be all “oh but a doctor hasn’t said it so you’re not”, because that person does not need your doubt and it does not help anyone. Their self-diagnosis helps them to navigate their life and it does not hurt anyone. Honestly, the amount of people that are “wrong” about their self-diagnosis is probably very small, and those that are probably have some other kind of neurodivergent condition such as ADHD.
Anyway, my doctor gave me a form to fill in, a questionnaire. A series of questions aimed very much at the male expression of autism. I felt horrible at the time, because I knew exactly how to answer these questions to fill the boxes required. I knew because I had read so much about autism that I knew what they wanted to hear.
I filled it in honestly. I scored highly enough anyway.
My doctor did not know who to refer me to. She had never had to refer an adult before. She asked around and found out what to do; I got put on a waiting list.
A while later, at work, I found out I could get tested privately and work would pay for it. Oh, how I love my job. I spoke to someone who had been the manager of another employee who had gone through the process. That helped.
I talked to the man who was supposed to be the disability advisor, he made me fill in the same questionnaire that my doctor did. I filled it in again.
I was on another waiting list.
The advisor had also recommended me a book, which I bought and read and hated. The language used very much implied that I would never be ‘great’, just ‘coping’. It was written by a neurotypical person. I told the advisor by email that this book was stupid and damaging. He did not reply.
Months later, the private assessment happened. I spent an entire day with a clinical psychologist and a speech and language therapist. My parents and manager came too. I answered questions, had to explain things to them, made up stories with random objects. My parents, mainly my mother, talked about my childhood.
At the end of it all, they decided I was autistic.
I was ecstatic.
The day before, a person at work said I was a hypochondriac. One of those people who read about conditions on the internet and convince myself that I have them. I still do not talk to that person.
Finally, everything made sense. Finally, I had a reason why people made fun of me for reasons I could not fathom. Finally, my weirdness had a name.
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The Gender Issue
So there is a ‘gender issue’ with autism and it’s diagnosis. Everything is aimed at young (white) boys. It’s designed for the stereotype of the young boy who likes to collect trains. And that’s why there are five times as many autistic boys in comparison with girls.
People of colour, women and girls are very often undiagnosed or misdiagnosed.
Generalised anxiety disorder, depression, OCD, social anxiety disorder, panic disorder, various eating disorders, borderline personality disorder, ADHD…
The list goes on.
Now, that’s not to say many girls don’t have these things. Often they do. But often they have those and autism.
I very much doubt there is five times as many autistic boys. I think there are just a hell of a lot of women and girls who are undiagnosed.
Why this disparity? Well, autism presents differently in girls, or perhaps, society sees it differently.
When a young boy is quiet and withdrawn, happy to play by themselves, something is wrong. When a girl is quiet and withdrawn, she’s just shy. There’s also a lot of evidence to suggest that girls are a lot better at masking their autism.
Essentially, due to the societal pressure on young girls, they hide their autism and mimic their peers. That’s why the most common time for a woman to get diagnosed with autism is when she has children of her own and they’re getting diagnosed.
Is it genetic? There’s no strict evidence of an ‘autistic’ gene, I don’t think. But its quite common. When I was getting tested, I gave the previously mentioned book to my mother and said, “Hey, can you read this, I think I have this”. My mother read the book and told me she thought she had given it to me. She got tested two months ago.
I also look at my father and see many of the traits. But he has no interest in getting tested.
If you’re intersted, google “autism in girls” or something similar, there are plenty of resources.
The result
So I have my diagnosis, my work is fully informed. I am now protected by the Disability Act. I can’t use disabled parking spaces, but some autistic people can, if they need it.
What does this mean for me? It means that my employer has to make adjustments for me to make me comfortable for work. Changing the lighting, giving me a quiet place to work, working with me on deadlines and stuff. They know now (officially) that I have issues with auditory processing, and that they should take that into account.
I’m lucky, my employer has been good about this, and it is in their interest to. Autistic people can be an asset to any company. They are often experts in their chosen field and will work solidly on stuff they enjoy.
Lots of autistic people are not as lucky. They are one of the highest unemployed groups. Workplaces are full of unwritten rules that are hard for autistic people. This brings me on to…
Autism Acceptance Month
April is Autism Acceptance Month. You may see this as Autism Awareness Month in some places. But I don’t like that. “Awareness months” and “awareness days” are often reserved for horrible diseases like cancer, for which we want a cure.
There are a lot of resources out there from damaging institutions this month, such as Autism Speaks. They are advocating for a cure and also promote ABA (a type of ‘therapy’ that is disgusting and should not be allowed). If you take anything from all this, please do not support Autism Speaks.
There is no cure for Autism. It is a developmental disorder. It’s not a disease.
If you wanna do something for Autism Acceptance Month, there are some resources here: https://www.autism.org.uk/get-involved/world-autism-awareness-week.aspx
But what about the vaccines?
Of course, I cannot talk about autism without mentioning the vaccines!
In the 90s, about 1 in 150 children were diagnosed with autism, by the early 2000’s, this went up to 1 in 68. One of the big things that had changed in this time was the number of vaccines children had. 
There have been many studies regarding autism and vaccines. And there was one that said there was a link between autism and vaccines. In this study, there were 12 subjects.
Now I do statistics for a day job. So I can tell you categorically, that 12 subjects for a study is not enough for decisive proof. The person who did this study was struck off and rightly so.
But the media got hold of this idea.
And so the anti-vaxxers rose up, refusing to vaccinate their children from deadly diseases because obviously, being autistic was worse than being dead.
In summary, vaccinate your children.
Side note, I, as an autistic person, am allowed to make jokes about vaccines. For example, I received some vaccinations before travelling and joked with the nurse that I was ‘topping up my autism’. This is funny because we both knew it was wrong.
‘Autistic person’ vs ‘person with autism’
This one is a tricky one. I’ve seen arguments both ways.
‘Person with autism’ puts the person first, but also makes the autism sound like an accessory. 
‘Autistic person’ puts the disability first, but you can’t separate the person from the autism, it’s intrinsic to who they are.
Basically, this is up to the person. If they prefer one way or the other, use it. It’s like pronouns, you use what the person you’re talking about asks you to use.
Personally, I’m not too fussy, but I lean towards ‘autistic person’. 
Asperger’s vs Autism
Asperger’s was merged into the general Autism diagnosis criteria a while back. Asperger’s is what is sometimes called ‘high functioning autism’. The autism community do not like the term ‘high functioning’ because it denies aid, in the same way that ‘low functioning’ denies agency. The criteria for ‘low functioning’ is having an IQ under 70. So it’s quite broad.
Also people who have been classified as ‘high functioning’ don’t necessarily function well in everyday life without help.
Also, Hans Asperger’s was a bit of a knobhead, so a lot of people don’t like using his name.
Headcanons
A headcanon is a fan’s personal, idiosyncratic interpretation of canon, such as habits of a character, the backstory of a character, or the nature of relationships between characters. The term comes from the fact that it is the canon that exists in a fan’s head.
So when I say ‘Oliver is autistic’, this is my personal headcanon. Do I want it to become fanon? Yes, of course, I do. In the same way, I love that Yasuhara x Gene has become popular (for which I take full responsibility).
But if you disagree with it, that’s fine. You’re allowed to do that. I will not think any less of you for it. Because at the end of the day, the author has not come out and said ‘Oliver is autistic’.
Personally, as an autistic writer, who has always written some of her characters as autistic, whether she knew it or not, I suspect the author of Ghost Hunt might be an undiagnosed autistic person. Because Oliver is not the only person I recognise traits in… But that’s for another day.
If you only take one thing away from reading all of this, then let it be this:
If you’ve met one autistic person, that’s it. You have met ONE autistic person.
We’re all different, just like everyone else.
And now for what you’ve all been waiting for…
Continued in Part TWO 
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theworldbrewery · 4 years
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Combat 101
The cleric moves to heal the downed barbarian. The wizard throws arcane missiles just as the rogue who has been waiting in the shadows stabs his dagger into the big bad’s back. Unfazed, the Lich raises his finger and sends a ray of green energy towards the heroes.
All this happens in six seconds.
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Combat moves fast in D&D. Well, in-game at least. What might be six seconds of combat can take hours of real time head scratching as you slog through Actions, Bonus Actions, Saving Throws, and mechanics that can confuse even the most experienced player. I’m here to tell you it doesn’t have to be this way. In fact, combat should be fun. If you’re intimidated by combat, or even want a nice refresher, here’s some basics to help get you in the ring and winning the fight.
I. D&D is an Action Economy
Like you might spend money in monopoly, the D&D currency of choice (during combat at least) is Actions. Which means that you only get to do a certain number of things on your turn. There are two actions you really need to worry about, and two other situational things.
~~The More Important Ones~~
Movement: You see that box that says “speed” on your character sheet? That’s how far you can move in six seconds AKA on your turn. You did it? Congrats! You just used your movement action.
Action: Ah, yes. The “action” action. This is really the bread and butter of your turn. During your action you can...well you can do pretty much anything you could do in six seconds. You can attack, defend yourself, help someone else, move some more, cast a spell, investigate something. The best piece of advice I can offer is if you want to do something during your action, think about if you could do it in six seconds. That’s the biggest constraint of the action economy. Don’t be afraid to ask your DM if you can take a non-traditional action. D&D is supposed to be about having fun! And your DM is there to help mediate the game so it can be enjoyable for everyone.
FREE!! Did I say there are two? Well you get a third for free. A Free Action is also pretty loosely defined. Common examples are: flourishes to add extra rp spice, six seconds of talking, opening a door as part of your movement, or taking out a weapon as part of your attack. I differentiate between Free actions and “Action” actions based on how much energy and time it requires. Shouting? Not a whole lot. Scouring the chamber for traps or a hidden enemy? That needs a bit more focus. Please, we’re living in a capitalist action economy. Hardly anything is free.
~~the less important ones~~
Bonus Action: Bonus actions are kind of like the action’s younger, less reliable sibling. You only get a bonus action if you have an ability that says so. If you don’t use an ability that says it’s a bonus action, you don’t get a bonus action.
Re-Action: Not to get re-petitive, but this is also way less reliable. Like everything else, you get one (1) per turn--if you get one at all. The most common reaction is an “attack of opportunity,” taken when an enemy moves outside your melee range (commonly 5ft or one square). Someone tries to leave melee combat? Whack them! Keep in mind though, that it works both ways and monsters can attack you when you flee as well.
II. Whose turn is it anyway?
So theoretically, a round (six seconds) all happens at once, but until we as humans upgrade our central processing power enough to take in everyone’s actions at the same time, we have to use an Initiative Order.
Initiative shows who’s quick on the uptake, and who’s on the slower side. So to find out who’s actions get resolved first, roll a d20 and add your dex modifier. Did it? Easy. Simple. You’re done.
Characters with higher initiative go first, and then continue in descending order. Consider as a DM making note cards to keep track of the order.
III. Get your math out of my D&D!
As a math-illiterate myself, I can understand the frustration of all the numbers flying around your character sheet, so let me break it down for you.
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IV. D&D is supposed to be FUN which means that combat should be too!
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petersshirts · 5 years
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Valentine | Bucky Barnes
pairing: bucky barnes x reader
summary: got nothing but love for you, fall more in love everyday
warnings: like one swear word but other than that, pure fluff!
words: 1,5 k of heart emojis
a/n: this is for @uglypastels 1K writing challenge, congrats on hitting that milestone!! i chose the song Valentine by 5SOS, my favourite band :) i’m deep down into learning for exams at Uni right now, and there are no ideas or motivations for a fic left, but I tried my best and I hope you like this!! please leave me feedback, i appreciate it!!
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Bucky had never been fond of Valentines Day.
Back in the 1940s, he loved to take girls out and go dance, but actually, spend more time with them than a month? No way. He would get bored way too easily by their lives and never managed to hold up a long-term relationship. And that’s why he never bothered with Valentines Day. He didn’t know the feeling of loving someone and being loved, so he just acted like it was any normal day while the couples around him went on candle-light dinners and romantic getaways.
But there was one thing he promised himself - that if he would ever find true love, that he would treat his girl like it was Valentines Day every day. The girl should be loved every day and not just get special treatment on this particular day.
But when Bucky turned into the Winter Soldier and it seemed to him like there was no good ending for him, he completely forgot about women altogether and his self-made promise. Because who would love a fucked up mess like him? His brain was damaged and there was not one night without a nightmare that caused him to lay awake than rather go back to his haunting dreams full of him killing innocent people, their pleading still echoing in his mind.
But when you came along, everything changed. He changed.
It had been one year after his rehab in Wakanda ended and he was back in New York as a full-time Avenger, fighting by Steves’ side. It was the first time in the last fifty years that Bucky felt alive and safe to be around people, to be around his friends. And when he looked into your eyes for the first time, it felt like his world shifted. Like he was the moon, spinning around you, his earth.
It was the first slight touch when you handed him his coffee, the one you had mistakenly taken from the barista. Bucky knew that you were in a rush, your eyes rushing from side to side, your breath going quickly. „I’m so sorry,“ you mumbled when you gave him the black coffee, but the Winter Soldier just smiled and gave the coffee back to you.
„Take it, you’re more in a rush than me.“ You just thanked him, your fast heartbeat echoing in Buckys’ ear, wishing that he could hear it every second of his day.
When he saw you again, a week later, he gathered his courage and asked you out, earning a bright smile and a nod from you. And after that, he was gone for you. You were the person he had been looking for; Bucky just couldn’t stop listening to your voice and stories, completely in a trance whenever you told him something. This felt completely natural and he thanked the gods that he had been in this specific cafe on this specific time when he found you.
Time ran whenever you were together and there were more times that you slept at the compound, never wanting to go home alone without his warm arms. After two months of being together, Bucky was in love. You were everything he wanted and he couldn’t even imagine how lonely his life had been without you in it. Whenever he had some free time, he was with you. You were inseparable and when he finally told you that he loved you with his entire heart, you couldn’t stop kissing him, cuddling him and just holding him close.
He was the lost puzzle piece you had always searched for. Months passed by quickly until February came up and with that, Valentines Day. And Bucky being so caught up with you and his job, he nearly forgot about it until Steve called him out.
„So what are you gonna get your girl for Valentines?“ Bucky looked at his friend, confusion written over his face. They sat in the Quinjet together, on their way back home, back to you. „Uhm, nothing?“ He still wasn’t that impressed with Valentines Day because he gave you everything every day. Whenever he could, he would bring you little presents from all over the world, or just a few flowers that he had picked up on the way to your apartment. But when Steve looked at him with a strange look, he felt bad. Yes, he had promised himself to treat you like a Queen and he did, but for everyone, this day seemed so special. And he was pretty sure that you felt the same way.
So he sent you a message, asking you if you were free on the 14th and you said yes without hesitation. Valentines Day had never been that big in your life either but when Bucky asked you on a date for that night, you couldn’t say no. He was giving you everything you needed and there was nothing more you wanted.
After you told him that you had time, he tried to find something romantic that he wanted to do with you, but there was just nothing coming to his mind. Everything he thought about was something he had already done. There was nothing that was so special and you noticed right away that something was different.
„Babe?“ You softly nudged your lovers’ leg to get his attention. It was another night at the compound, you working on some work while Bucky was just staring at the wall, seeming like he was deep in thought. Normally, he would hug you from behind and watch your hands wander over the keys of your laptop, fascinated by your fast typing. But today, he was completely lost in his own thoughts and you were worried.
„Hm?“ Bucky looked up at you, a small smile on his lips. „What’s wrong?“ You entangled his hand with yours and softly stroker your thumb over the back of his hand, trying to find out what was going in this mind of his. „N-nothing,“ he mumbled and stared at his hands, getting you to worry even more. This was definitely not the Bucky you knew and loved. You nudged his shoulder to make him look up at you. „Come on, you can tell me everything, you know that.“
Bucky sighed, not sure if he should tell you that he was struggling to find something for Valentines Day. No gesture was somehow big enough and he felt stupid because you knew how much he loved you. He showed you that every day but Steves’ words were still branded into his mind and he couldn’t stop thinking about finding the perfect date idea. But when you looked at him that way, he couldn’t lie to you and not say anything. So him being completely gone for you, admitted the truth.
„Okay, so I’ve been trying to find the perfect date for Valentines Day and there’s just nothing coming to mind because we have so much fun every day and…“ But you interrupted him with a kiss, a purr slipping out of his throat when your lips moved against each other, slowly but passionate. You just kissed for a few minutes, lost in the moment until you finally pulled back with a big smile. The worry was not completely gone from Buckys’ face and you softly stroked his forehead to get rid of the wrinkles that had appeared from his thinking.
„You don’t need to do anything special, boo. You are everything I want and you’re always showing me how much you love me, I don’t need a special day to know that. You give me so much Bucky, you have no idea.“ Bucky blushed at your words and pulled you in a hug and sighed, knowing that the pressure was gone because you just knew him so well.
„I love you so much, doll,“ he whispered into your neck and left a little kiss there, reminding you that he would always be yours. You giggled, always touched by his cheesiness. „I love you too, you dork. So much.“ And with that, everything was good. With you, Bucky felt like there was nothing you two couldn’t do. Every problem could be solved, no matter how big or small.
And that’s how you found spend Valentines’ Day just like every single day. On the sofa of your apartment when you both finished work and dinner you cooked, lovely glances send between each other all the time. And when Bucky pulled you into the dark bedroom and whispered sweet nothings in your ear, telling and showing you how much he appreciated your body, you knew that he was the one.
With him, no minute of your day was boring and whenever you looked into his eyes, touched or kissed him, it felt like fireworks. With Bucky, every day was Valentines Day and you would never have it any other way.
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The Game pt. 1
Title: The Game pt.1
Summary: After Sam saves you on a hunt, you devise a little game for your hunting party to play.
Characters: Reader x Sam, Reader x Dean
Warnings: Mutual pining, lots of teasing, oral (reader giving), Wincest (not really but I’m gonna throw it up here anyway cause it’s Wincest adjacent), swearing, light cum kink.
Word count: 2.2k
A/N: Re-posting the first chapter of this short series because dumblr keeps flagging it for no reason. Check out the series, and if you like it please reblog and let me know ;)
Part II Part III  Part IV
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You had been hunting with Sam and Dean for almost two years, but there was something about your trio that none of you wanted to admit. To say there was underlying sexual tension between the three of you would be the understatement of the century. You all knew it and you wanted each other, bad, but you were all too proud to break first. You’d all seen each other naked, by accident and after being banged up after hunts, but you couldn’t burn the images of their bodies out of your mind; and you were damn sure they were working with the same thing. You’d even had a short, albeit steamy make out session with Sam before you got caught by the girl he was supposed to take home that night, leaving you tipsy from the booze and flat out hammered from his kiss. Sam always flirted with you, teasing you with little looks and the tiniest touches that set your skin on fire, but Dean was downright sinful.
On more than one occasion you’d accidentally walked in on him with a girl, and both times he never stopped. You stood there, glued to your spot in shock as he continued to plow into her while maintaining direct eye contact with you. He liked to tease you, give you those lust blown looks and back you up against a wall or the impala and watch you squirm and blush under his gaze. Your room was across the hall from the bathroom and you heard him jerking off in the shower every now and then, relieving himself of the tension. He always made a show of it, letting you know exactly what he was going to do by popping into your room in just his towel, eyeing you hungrily for a few moments before disappearing. He moaned and cursed loudly; knowing you could easily hear him he even started moaning your name as he came. You sat in your room and touched yourself, running your hands up and down your body, imagining they were his. You pressed your fingers inside your dripping core, imagining how he looked coming into his hand in the steamy shower; aching with every fiber of your being to have those sinful sounds come from your room instead of across the hall.
Basically your relationship with the Winchesters was a bunch of bullshit.  
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After a particularly rough hunt Sam started at it, bragging to Dean that he’d totally saved your ass from getting choked out by a demon. You thanked him profusely but he never stopped giving you that look; the look that said he wanted a reward. You held Sam back when you got back to the motel and hugged him, sincerely thanking him once more for saving you. He pressed you against the impala and you gasped as he placed a feather light kiss to the sweet spot on your neck. His lusty eyes met yours and you panicked, pushing past him and walking quickly to the room. You put your bag down and walked to the shower without a word; leaving a very confused Dean in your wake. You undressed and let the water relax you. You could still feel Sam’s lips on your neck and your hands started to wander your body. You took care of yourself, stifling your moans by biting your lip and cheek. You rubbed over your wet clit and breasts, pumping your fingers in and out, picturing Sam’s hands on your skin instead of yours. You came hard, moaning like a porn star, not caring that the boys were just in the other room. You finished your shower and grabbed your towel, gripping it tightly with frustration.
‘This is ridiculous. I can’t keep doing this!’ you thought to yourself. You racked your brain until you found the solution, smiling at your own genius. You wrapped the towel around your wet body and opened the door, casually leaning against the frame. The boys were sitting on their respective beds staring at you with glossy eyes. By the looks on their faces it wasn’t hard to tell that they heard your orgasm and you smiled widely at them, glad that they’d heard you. Dean raked his eyes over you, watching beads of water roll down your shoulders and chest only to be soaked up by your flimsy white towel. After a minute of watching them watch you you cleared your throat and broke the silence.
“So, I was thinking-”
“Is that what they call it nowadays? I didn’t know thinking made you moan like that, sweetheart,” Dean said with a smug smirk tugging on his lips.
“Oh, sweetie, the thinking isn’t what made me moan like that. What did that, Dean, were my fingers...” you smiled, wiggling them in front of you. “Pumping in and out of my dripping pussy and rubbing my slippery clit,” you said with a peppy smile, wiping the one on his face clean off. They both gaped at you, their eyes filled with part terror and part adrenaline. You felt a surge of excitement course through you at making them react this way with just your words. This was going to be fun.
“Like I was saying, I’ve thought up a little game for us to play.”
“W-what kind of game?” Sam asked sheepishly.  
“Well, Sammy, the game is pretty simple. Almost every hunt one of us ends up having to save someone’s ass…just like today. I literally would have been strangled if you hadn’t killed that demon when you did; so, today you win. Next hunt, if I have to save Dean’s ass, I win…so on and so forth. Still with me?” you asked. They nodded their heads slowly and you continued. “And it doesn’t seem like much fun to me to be the winner unless you get a prize, right? So I was thinking, the person who needs saving has to give a prize to the person who saved them. Sound like fun?”
They nodded wearily and you smiled in excitement.
“Excellent. So, Sam, congrats. You are today’s big winner,” you smiled.
“Wait…what kind of prize does the winner get?” Dean asked, slightly confused.
“I could tell you, but I’d much rather show you,” you grinned, walking to Sam before dropping to your knees in front of him. Pushing his knees open, you leaned in and grabbed him by his collar to pull him in for a heated kiss. He was shocked but relaxed into it, moaning when you nibbled his bottom lip. You separated from him and started to unbuckle his pants, only stopping when he looked between you and Dean with frantic eyes.
His mouth opened and closed and you pressed a finger to his lips to shush him before he could even speak. 
“Look guys, I’m not stupid. I see the way you guys look at me and I’m sure you see the way I look at the two of you. I’m pretty sure I speak for the room when I say we all want each other,” you said between the boys. “Sam, if you don’t want this tell me right now and I’ll stop…” you offered earnestly.
He answered by leaning forward and crashing his lips into yours. You moaned into his mouth and undid his pants, his belt buckle loud in the room only filled with everyone’s anticipation and baited breath. He broke the kiss and gave you the room to pull his pants and underwear down around his ankles, and you rubbed his thighs, your nails biting into his skin as his dick hardened against his belly. 
Smiling wickedly, you finally touched him, took him into your hand and blew over his tip. 
“Sam-” you licked your lips- “you’re the winner today. This is all about you.”
He nodded and blew out a heavy breath when you twisted your hand and thumbed over his slip, admiring the girth and length to his gorgeous cock.  
The first kitten lick of your tongue to his slit had you moaning and him hissing above you. A bead of pre-cum spilled out and you licked it up, spreading it over his shaft, placing hot, open mouth kisses along his length. You ran your tongue up the bottom of his cock, sucking and tonguing his tip before taking his head in your mouth. Pushing down until you couldn’t take him any further, you slowly sucked your way back to his tip, earning you a small growl. 
You looked up at him, still holding him in your mouth and smiled around his cock at his flushed face and fluttering eyelids. He watched you take his length all the way in and almost all the way out a few more times before finally flopping back on the bed with a deep groan. 
You bobbed up and down, slowly increasing your pace, pumping what you couldn’t fit in your mouth with your hand and dragging out his pleasure, but stopped when a noise came from your side.  
Realized that Dean was not only still in the room, but rubbing himself frantically through his jeans, you came off of Sam’s dick with pop and rubbed circles into his hips and thighs.
“Sammy, do you mind if Dean here stays and watches?” you asked, teasing his slit while maintaining eye contact with Dean.
He heaved in a breath and groaned, “Shit, Y/n. I don’t fucking care.” 
You pumped Sam in your hands and watched as Dean struggled to find friction in his pants.
“You know, Dean, you can always take that bad boy out…it’s not healthy for him to be stuffed away in those jeans when he’s that excited to see me,” you smirked, letting out a breathy laugh as his eyes lit up. 
You took Sam in your mouth again and he clutched your hair when his tip hit the back of your throat. You continued sucking Sam while watching Dean jerk off to the sight of his brother’s dick in your mouth. When you started fondling Sam’s balls his breathing grew all the more unsteady, so you popped off of him to ask where he wanted to cum.
“Tits,” Sam and Dean groaned in unison.
Sam propped himself up on his elbows to watch. You dropped your towel and rubbed over your hard nipples, letting the boys stare at your naked body for a moment before going back to Sam’s cock. You bobbed your head and pumped him hard and fast. His hips rose to meet you and he was practically screaming that he was going to cum. You felt him twitch inside your mouth and you sucked hard before pulling away, letting him shoot his warm release onto your breasts with the most delicious, ‘Oh, fuck.’ you’d ever heard. 
You pumped him gently in your hand as he relaxed, falling back on the bed as you used your towel to clean him up. He pulled his underwear back up and leaned in closer to kiss you, whispering his thanks in your ear before scooting back on the bed and drifting off with a sated smile on his face.
You turned to Dean and grinned wickedly at his appearance. He face was flushed and he’d shed a few layers, leaving him in his white tank top with his jeans and boxers around his knees. His muscular arms were bulging as he pumped himself, cursing your name as you crawled over to him and settled between his knees to watch him chase his release. You wanted to help him along so you arched your back and started playing with your cum covered breasts. You circled your nipple and collected Sam’s sticky seed on the tip of your finger, sucking it into your mouth and moaning at the taste.
“Fuck, Y/n,” he sputtered.
“Do you want me, Dean?”  you purred. “ Do you want my mouth on your cock?” 
He was close, but watching him struggle only made you want to help him along. You placed your hands on his knees and started working your way up his thighs. He gripped your hand with his free one and shook his head.
“Do you want to touch me, Dean?” you asked. 
He gave you the slightest nod and you took his hand, licking and sucking his index finger, swirling your tongue around the digit before placing his hand on your breast. He cupped the flesh and rolled your nipple in his fingers, making you groan in approval. You reached forward and gripped the base of his dick, his breathe quickening as you squeezed and bumped your hand into his. 
Dean fisted his hand into your hair and kissed you roughly, parting your lips and forcing his tongue into your mouth. He groaned your name and you swallowed his gruff voice, kissing him with fervor as he finally came, spilling cum  onto your heaving chest. He stuttered and thrust into his hand twice more before loosening his grip on your hair, letting you pull away to look down at the white mess. 
Heat pooled in your core at the thought of having both of their sticky juices on your tits, and you traced the outline of your breast, collecting Dean’s cum and sucking your finger into your mouth. 
Damn if he didn’t taste just as good as his brother…maybe even better. You smiled at his reaction and stood up, collecting your towel and sauntering back to the bathroom with a little extra sway in your naked hips. Before you made it to the door a pair of thick arms circle around your waist and Dean leaned over you, sucking on your neck from behind. His stubble rubbed lightly against your skin as he traced over your hips and the sides of your stomach with his fingertips, smiling into your neck as your breath hitched.
“Where do you think you’re going?” he asked against your skin.
“To shower…again,” you smirked, breaking free of his hold and shutting the door behind you.
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