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blastthechaos · 4 months
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Natsumi:"Happy new Birthyear Hajime!" *kisses him*
Hajime:"New Birthyear?"
Natsumi:"Because your birthday is the same day as new years, which makes new years ten times more special"
Hajime:"Heh, nice one"
Natsumi:"And for your birthday you get...me!"
Hajime:"Seriously!"
Natsumi:"Yup, cause only someone as amazing and kind and cool as you gets the Yakuza Princess as their gift...so please take care of and see value in yourself"
Hajime:"Ok Fine, I'll promise I'll try...thank you..."
Natsumi:"No problem...now to unwrap your gift"
Hajime:"What do you?"*Get jumped by Natsumi*
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natalyarose · 17 days
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𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓴𝓻𝓪𝓼 & 𝓑𝓸𝓭𝔂 𝓛𝓪𝓷𝓰𝓾𝓪𝓰𝓮
Many moons 🌝 ago, I used to offer online readings. Chart readings, tarot readings, and drawings lol- but my favourite type of readings to do, were intuitive chakra readings. I loved doing these the most, because it felt like the insight I could offer was a very direct, hands on way of helping others. Astrological readings can be incredibly helpful and even life/perception altering, but chakra readings are just so- personal, hands on. I love the calm and simplicity of: 'okay, here's the problem energetically and here's how to fix it.' No need to get too philosophical or thoughts-y about it, your body knows what's up too. Which brings me to what I set out to write about!
Aside from intuition, one of the glaringly clear ways I've gone about reading people's chakras and identifying blockages, is through body language and tension. Every human being has a unique story, a delicious buffet of personal experiences spanning throughout lifetimes that informs the way they conduct themselves. In my eyes, there's no one rulebook on how energy (chakras in particular) behave, but I can talk about things I've noticed.
There's a lot talked about in the way of Chakras & the energetic body directly correlating to forms of illness, but not as much conversation relating to everyday noticeable ways in which people carry themselves. I love to bridge Spiritual information directly into the physical realm. Connecting esoterica with scientifically known truths in our world, and directly understanding Chakras through body language seen and interpreted with the naked eye feels so natural to me.
So generally, when a chakra is blocked, we're going to see body language and tensions conveying that: clear signs of muscle tension in that area, a look of being closed off or uncomfortable on that part of their body, sometimes body language and conversational hand gestures that seem as if they are trying to distract someone from seeing that area of their body. As humans, we really prefer not to draw attention to our vulnerabilities & wounds. Some people might portray a sense of 'shrinking into themself' in that area. Posture issues. Then of course we're going to see health issues relating to those areas. We're going to see external life experiences and events manifested by that blockage- but that's another story.
I'm going to go through each of the primary 7 chakras and detail physically observable body language signs of blockage:
DISCLAIMER: some of these things alone of course do not immediately point to a chakra blockage, use discernment. Also, you don't need to relate to these things to still have a significant blockage. These are just observations.
Root Chakra ~ Muladhara
This is a difficult chakra for me to keep balanced in my own energetic body, so I'm very familiar with the signs here.
restless legs- someone who's very fidgety, seems a little flighty in their movements, can't seem to sit still or get comfortable.
leaning against walls and feeling a need to sit down a lot - when the Root Chakra is struggling, it can feel like an uphill battle just holding your own physical weight as the Root is meant to be the energetic pillar.
when sitting in chairs, rarely having both feet on the ground- someone with a blocked Root Chakra is quite literally going to struggle to keep their feet still and calm on the physical ground. They're going to be swinging their legs around, sitting on one foot, etc. just things that signify they're not feeling totally grounded and connected to the Earth.
Sacral Chakra ~ Svadhisthana
You know how you get those dudes, usually teenage/early 20s boys who walk around with their pelvic area kinda jutted out? Think of the rappers back in the day who would wear the super baggy pants lol. It sounds odd to explain, but like their core area is sunken in and there is an emphasis on the hip area. That's a sign of an overactive Sacral Chakra to me- or more accurately, an underactive Solar Plexus Chakra & the Sacral energetically compensating (ie. a lack of purpose, will, drive and instead indulging in sex, intimacy, and other pleasures in an addictive manner). A blockage in the Sacral Chakra is going to look like the opposite of this.
withdrawn pelvic area posture-wise. Sometimes the Solar Plexus might overcompensate, so the posture will be strong and even overbearing in the core area, giving a very controlled look visually.
physically standing very seperate distance-wise from others even in intimate conversation.
very rigid, controlled movements. Robotic movements. someone who is struggling to get into a calm, flow state emotionally is going to reflect that in the way they conduct themselves.
often the Throat Chakra is also affected when the Sacral is blocked since the disconnection from flow state will often make a person very restricted with what they say and how they express themselves. So often these people will hang their necks low or hold tension in that area.
Solar Plexus Chakra - Manipura
The Solar Plexus Chakra is the seat of our will, known as the 'seat of the soul'. Manipura relates to the words manipulate, manifest. The Solar Plexus is responsible for animating our being, enlivening us with the energy and drive required to fulfil our chosen purpose. In general, as you can imagine, someone with a blocked Solar Plexus is going to look tired, very sad and dejected, like the energy has been sapped out of them. More specifically, we're looking at:
as mentioned earlier, sunken in core area and sometimes an over emphasised hip area in body language-wise as sometimes when a chakra is blocked, the chakra(s) on either side will become more active or at least seem more active since the system is out of balance.
sunken shoulders- our core area is largely responsible for all of our upper body strength, so when the Solar Plexus Chakra is blocked the shoulders can be very sunken and the arms can look very flimsy, sort of like puppet. It kinda makes sense- if we are lacking the strength in Manipura (connected to the words manipulate, manifest) required to effectively manipulate our own energy and direction, we become like a puppet, easily manipulated.
Heart Chakra ~ Anahata
When the Heart Chakra is blocked, we see a person who has become somehow jaded in their perception of love. I always love using the word 'jaded' to describe a blocked Heart Chakra, because a healthy Heart Chakra is a vibrant, vivacious green.
closed off heart-space physically- bunching the shoulders around the chest area. It always gives me this visual of almost like creating an energetic cave.
tense shoulders and upper back
not meeting people halfway in conversation (like leaning closer to hear better, conversational body language mirroring).
not a lot of use of hand gestures in conversation or if there is, the gestures are punchy and unpleasant rather than gently and graceful.
often with a blocked Heart Chakra, I see the Throat chakra overcompensating, so the posture might look like the head/neck area is jutted out. The neck area may look very red like it's hot (too much energy in the one place). Socially we're going to see a person who is fairly over-opinionated, not very willing to listen to others, callous in their opinions.
Throat Chakra - Vishuddha
The Throat Chakra is the energetic centre correlating to self expression and communication. When this is blocked we're going to see a person who is having a difficult time communicating their truths, needs & desires. We're often going to see:
neck hung low, sometimes shoulders by extension too
hearing issues and frequent miscommunications in conversation
TMJ (jaw tension). Teeth grinding can also be a sign. Just any signs of lack of balance in the whole neck/mouth/jaw area.
classic social anxiety signs such as nervousness maintaining eye contact.
stuttering, forgetting what you were saying in the middle of saying it.
Third Eye Chakra - Ajna
This one gets a little more elusive because of where the Third Eye Chakra is situated, but like with others; often I can sense a blockage when there is a sense of overactivity in surrounding chakras. We'll see issues with the physical eyes sometimes. The third eye is all about perception, perceiving the 'space in-between'. A person who is open to all possibilities and free from bias is naturally going to be fed a consistent stream of intuitive information. Often blockages in the Third Eye actually have more to do with blockages in lower Chakras... eg. someone with a blocked Root may perceive the world as a scary place and lack trust, so they may misread situations, be impatient and skittish and close themselves off to seeing possibilities beyond their fears. You can have a very open Third Eye but tainted perception from other Chakra blockages. Some physical signs of disturbance in this area:
blurry vision, tunnel vision
holding a lot of tension in the brow area, constant furrowing the brow- this however can also be a sign that the Third Eye is overactive (compensating).
Similarly to the Heart Chakra, the energy in the Throat Chakra can sometimes compensate for a blockage in the Third Eye so again we may see someone who physically, posture-wise, etc. puts a lot of emphasis on their Throat area.
Alternatively, the Crown Chakra can overcompensate and we can see someone who bypasses seeing/perceiving their own raw authentic experiences by laying it all down to a higher power.
Crown Chakra - Sahasrara
The Crown Chakra represents our overall connection to the divine on Earth, higher realms, spirit, etc. While the Third Eye is our ability to perceive these things as well as Earthly things, the Crown is our overall connection to the Universe, to God. The Crown Chakra is deemed to sit at the Crown of the head, some say it kinda hovers above the head (I personally feel it to be affecting the entire area). So here are some clues in body language pertaining to a potential blockage:
hanging the literal crown of one's head down low is the main physical body language/postural symptom I can think of right now - I'll edit to add more if I think of it, but like the Third Eye Chakra, the Crown Chakra is more 'elusive' and mental/spiritual in nature.
Thankyou for reading, and I hope this has been interesting or even helpful to someone out there! <3 Energy work & other spiritual matters don't have to be super 'up in the air' and like I said, I love grounding the knowledge. Heaven and Earth aren't as seperate as we think!
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midnight-pluto · 5 months
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Hi!! Can I request headcanons about being best friends with Nico and Will (together), kinda having that “couple who adopts their bsf as their child” dynamic reader is a child of Demeter and if it’s no trouble can reader be female? GN will work if not.
SOLANGELO +1 — headcanons
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you call it third wheeling, i call it quality time with the parents
CHAR: will solace, nico di angelo, grover, mentioned!percy jackson, mentioned!annabeth chase
PAIRING(S): solangelo + daughter of demeter!reader, mentioned!percabeth
A/N: this is gonna be a nightmare to tag lmao
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when new campers meet Will for the first time, they’re almost always introduced to Nico next
what they don’t expect, is for you to pop out of nowhere introducing yourself as well
they jump slightly at your sudden appearance, and reciprocate your greeting with slight confusion in their voice but then Will gladly explains the situation
“This is Y/N, daughter of Demeter.”
“Yeah, and these are my dads.”
“Y/N that’s not—“
it would be so much funnier if you were taller than both of them
that sends some campers in a spiral, especially the younger ones
once the new camper is recovered they then automatically understand the true nature of y’all’s relationship
some are slightly confused on why you seem so glad with the arrangement you three have going but most support it and find it amusing
if the three of you are ever going anywhere you’re usually in the front as the actual couple trail behind you holding hands
all of the friendship accessories you three own are thanks to you!
you made matching bracelets, a custom bead to add to the camp necklace just for the three of you, and the cliché flower crowns your cabin is known for
the flower crown was made of an assortment of flowers — lilies, chrysanthemums, and sunflowers which all not coincidentally mean or have some correlation to friendship
you have most definitely been the first to witness Will playing a love song to Nico in private
not wanting to interrupt the moment you made all the plants in the area grow greener and have flowers sprout around them
it was a miracle on how both of them didn’t notice your antic sooner
as you were making the plants grow around them from the bush, Will had stopped strumming as Nico looked at him with one of his rare smiles when they both leaned into each other
but of course Nico just had to feel the suddenly grown flowers tickling at his ankles and immediately spotted you — watching you run away from your hiding spot
that situation is what led to you to believe was the reason you kept on being invited to their dates
were you complaining? no, of course not
you had the ability to snack on all their food after all and they have no one but themselves to blame
“Where did the cookies even go?”
“…whoops.”
as their honorary child you were not technically counted as a third-wheel
Will had jokingly dubbed it a ‘family bonding time’ whenever you joined in on his Nico’s time together — them not even doing anything special, but you still joined anyways — and the name stuck
in all honesty Will is happy with the arrangement you all have together
don’t get him wrong, he would enjoy the moments he and Nico have together all the same even if you weren’t there, but your presence and witty comments coming from nowhere make it all the more cherished
also, your ability to make scenes more romantic is very highly appreciated; making him choose more woody and grassy areas so it’s easier for you to romanticize them
Nico on the other hand would’ve enjoyed it more if he and Will were alone away from your eyes
but he supposed yours was different — making the moments they both have feel more domestic so he didn’t necessarily consider any of his or Will’s actions PDA when it was you
you never really paid attention anyways
the romanticized scenery caused by you made Nico scoff but he was grateful for the added atmosphere — which was quite a compliment since he normally disliked such clichés
Grover once tried to talk to you about it and relate to the feeling of being the third-wheel like he was with Percy and Annabeth
it didn’t lead to an outcome he expected
“And they’re like: ‘be safe. I love you,’ and then I’m just standing there wondering if they’ll ever tell me that because you know, life-or-death situation going on right? But they never do!”
“Damn bro, that sucks.“
“Does this not happen to you?”
“Nope. We yell at each other to be safe.”
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A/N: school is absolute shit
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ideaofheaven · 11 months
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— after 2AM (choi minho x reader)
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Synopsis: Choi Minho and you never see eye to eye. After countless troubles you two caused in class, the professor pairs you for a group project as a form of ironic punishment… Which brings you to a heated night of push and pull, hours before the deadline.
Pairing: Choi Minho x fem!reader
Genre: university!AU, enemies to lovers-ish, smut, then it gets kinda fluffy at the end??
Word count: 9682
Warnings: alcohol, they’re in uni, profanities, they are HORNY, mutual masturbation, video call sex, domsub undertones, explicit dirty talk (implied exhibitionism, breeding, and a tiiiiny bit of degradation kink), panic attack - reader experienced post-coital dysphoria for a bit :(
AN: sometimes your thirsty hours turn into a 9k mutual masturbation fic - jk, I really enjoy writing this one, especially the dialogue. I hope you like it! [06/30: did some minor edits on typos and whatnot]
Mini part 2 here
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"Out of every topic, you picked this? Are you mad?"
First and foremost, Choi Minho and you never get along.
There are abundant reasons why you can't stand him. You don't share too many classes with him, but when you do it always ends up with heated and pointless arguments. During each one of your presentations, Minho will raise a hand and play the role of devil's advocate, earning intrigued whispers from your classmates. Until one day, the professor had enough and paired you up in a project, much to your unheard protests.
Quite inevitably, it ends up in half-hearted discussion through the Zoom Meeting, only two days before the presentation.
"What? Got a problem with that?" You snap while still uploading source data into your shared drive. Then, a bark of mocking laughter pierces your ears, positively grating your nerves.
"A problem? There's no theory that correlates to it. Guess we're not having any presentations are we?" 
You roll your eyes at the sight of his irksome sneer. It twists his usually bearable face into horribly displeasing. Minho's eyes spark alight with mockery, and you wonder why your classmates keep saying Minho "has the most tender eyes ever." Sounds like a different person altogether to you.
"We can find connections through other eras." You push through.
He rolls his eyes. "Which means you're doubling our work." 
"Check the drive." You say through gritted teeth, barely holding yourself to spit harsher words. Minho does as instructed, albeit still murmuring curses under his breath and hand rustling his gelled hair, quiet but purposely audible, perhaps just to push your buttons more. But you choose to wait. 
As expected, his eyebrows raise in surprise before he scoffs, "someone did their homework."
"And someone's a useless ass." Minho whips a glare at his own laptop camera - at you. Before he can say anything, you mute him. And you can see him biting his lips, holding back more words, solidifying your win.
"Shut up and get to work, Choi."
Then, his mic icon goes on.
"Fuck you."
You smirk. With a finger on your lips, you speak to him like one to a child. "Shhh. Be useful for once, will you?"
Both of you are petty and nothing sort of professional, but you have no intention to be the bigger person, not for Choi Minho. Begrudgingly, he turns away, and an icon with a familiar photo appears in the google docs.
That should motivate him to work.
His voice suddenly rings. "Hey."
He hasn't typed a single word on your shared google docs, you note with cynicism.
"What?"
"Your vocabulary sucks." Then in a douchebag way you know only Choi Minho can manage, he deletes most of your bullet points as you stifle a scream. He did not - "Let me be useful and change it up for you.” He ends with a cruel smirk.
This is not going to be easy.
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After a short-handed discussion, both of you decide to work in the student center. The next day, grudging and rather worn out from your last class, you force yourself to go. As you rise from your chair, a voice calls you out.
“You look like you’re gonna have some fun.” Kibum snickers and Jonghyun stifles a laugh on his own as well. You pout at your classmates.
“And you know exactly why.” You mutter with a roll of your eyes.
“I paired up with him last semester and got a perfect score, I have no idea what you’re talking about.” Jonghyun shrugs, gaining glares from both you and Kibum.
“Easy for you to say, he’s like a puppy around you.” Kibum scoffs, his platinum-dyed hair covering his eye, which must be rolling with annoyance. He then turns to you, “I’d like to say I feel you, but Minho really is worse with you.”
“Like, in comparison, he actually tolerates you all this time.” The shorter man adds to Kibum, perplexed.
“Right?!” He shouts, all dramatic and making you groan. “Seriously though, it’s a dick move from professor Lee.”
“To be frank, I can’t see myself finishing this assignment in one piece.”
“You should tell Minho to drop the class.” Kibum says mischievously, only to get pinched by the male with short brown hair, who’s impatiently shushing him. “Ouch, I’m just saying.”
Clutching your bag strap, you think about it for a second before waving the idea off. “Not happening. Professor Lee will still kill me.”
Your two male friends give off different reactions, Kibum is still finding ways to alleviate your pain (or to add more trouble), but instead, Jonghyun moves closer to put his arms around you.
“Listen, (Y/n), he’s not that bad. You’ll see.”
Chuckling at the positivity, you pat his arms in response. “Not sure about it, but okay.”
After arriving at the end of the hall, you go on separate ways with the boys. While they can go grab some dinner, you drag yourself to the meeting spot. The student center is quite empty, and to be expected because the facility is not too popular in the evenings. You find a table to sit at, and wait for your project partner.
You already have your laptop set up when Minho appears. Unlike you, he seems rather refreshed. He’s wearing an oversized hoodie and trousers for his long legs. In his hand is a large plastic bag which he dumps unceremoniously onto the table.
"What's this?"
"No 'hi' or something?" The male starts, rolling his eyes, with a hand on his hip. "Some snacks, in case we need it."
Oh. Resisting an urge to rummage through the colorful packages inside the plastic bag, you throw a doubtful look his way instead.
"Um, thanks."
As if not sensing your hostility, he shrugs in resignation, mumbling "sure" before sitting down and grabbing his own laptop from his bag.
Without much preamble, you both start working. Minho manages to focus on his screen, and the momentum breaks only when he calls your name to confirm a thing or two. At some point, he grabs a bag of chips for him to munch on, not forgetting to nudge the plastic bag in your direction. “Have you taken any?”
“Oh. Right.” You mumble, picking some chocolate stick that catches Minho’s attention for a split second.
Once in a while, your gaze drifts over to him, almost anticipating a weird movement or him slacking off. However, the only strange action you find is Minho blowing air towards the dark strands of hair covering his eyes.
In all actuality, you expect the atmosphere to be more sour and less productive. Yes, there's a strange vibe in the air, but it's more similar to awkwardness to cause discomfort. 
Until suddenly, an insistent cursor on your shared google docs starts typing words that don't match your work. What the hell, anonymous tiger?
Growing exasperated, your fingers clack on the keyboard, furiously erasing the latest paragraph.
"What the fuck - I just wrote that!" The familiar voice shouts, and there's a split second when you think you should just kick him out, then do the presentation alone in class. That wouldn't be so bad.
"It's all wrong. And where are these photos coming from? Don't just put the bullet points there, they're meant to be the conclusion."
Minho takes a deep breath, shoulders visibly rising until he channels out his frustration with a noise that almost sounds like a growl. That sort of thing unfazed you, but you're still glad the student center is mostly empty.
"Listen, we can make a better statement than that." His eyes are like flames, and you can’t help but stare back and, as he wants, listen.
He pulls a chair, nodding to you in a silent gesture. Initially, you hesitate but you go over to him anyway. Minho clicks on the laptop and a new window pops up, showing a detailed page from a book.
"From this theory, I found a connection that can help us." With that, the temperamental male turns into a whole different person. He briefly explains the information he’s gotten from the book, all the while giving you the room to take it in. Then, with unmistakable excitement, he begins his train of thoughts he wants to implement into the assignment. With every sentence he says, your anger subsides, turning into something akin to awe. Not that you will admit it.
One thing for sure; for the first time, you think this project might work.
As he finishes, you blink rapidly. Minho leans back with his elbow on the desk, relaxed and undeniably proud of himself. You send a glare his way.
"Why didn't you tell me sooner?"
His face scrunches, as if that was not the words he expected after the successful presentation.
"First, I wasn't done with the research." He says, eyebrows furrowing, then he points a finger at you. "Second, you muted me every time I said a goddamn word."
Oh, here we go again. Your two hands shot in the air, feigning a defense in front of the frowning man.
"Not my fault I don't want to hear your complaints."
There's a flash of something wild on Minho's face which you identify as his troublemaking expression. But as he leans closer, you realize it too late.
"This is why you should listen, (Y/n)."
In a snap, there's a pulling on your ear. Minho pinches your ear and pulls like you were a 5 year old with tantrums. The low level of pain causes you to winch, but it's the electricity from his touch that makes you jump back.
"Ow! What the hell!" You sputter and he snickers like this is elementary school, going with the theme in your head.
Satisfied, Minho releases you. But his hand lingers and it brushes the side of your neck, prompting you to hold a shiver from the ticklish sensation. It would be a drag to deal with more of his antics, so you get up from the chair to glare at him pointedly.
"You're a freak."
He challenges, fire in his eyes, "Care to say that again?"
Because you're not a university student who's not petty, you smirk and take the bait.
"You're a freak - hey!" His large hand pulls at your sleeve, halting your step. The sudden momentum startles you and you lose your footing. Ultimately, your body stumbles and falls with a yelp, and your bum hits the chair.
Grumbling, you shake off the shock before you attempt to get up once again. Then, a groan comes from beside you, too close, freezing you on the spot. A hand holds the side of your waist, and your suspicion is confirmed. Of course you did not land on the chair, you end up sitting on Minho's thighs, your back pressing against his.
"Getting comfortable?" Minho asks, his deep voice brushing your ears, and much to your dismay, you can imagine the leer that accompanies his voice. In panic and confusion, you attempt to leave his lap in a rush, only to be stopped.
"Can you get that hand off of me?" You ask, turning on him.
"I don't know, can I?"
His dark eyes clash with your glaring ones, gleaming with mischief and something else you can't quite decipher. All you can feel is his hand tightening its grip on your side, and the warm air of his breath, clouding your mind.
But this is Choi Minho, and you do not like Choi Minho, whatever the situation is. With a renewed willpower you push yourself off of him and be on your feet.
"We're wasting time." You declare. "Send me all your notes, we need to get going."
Minho only smiles sweetly, a one eighty degree difference from the man before, which only leaves you more frustrated. As he dives back into his work, you hide behind your laptop, calming your racing heart and ignoring the surge of familiarity you feel.
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The crowd was growing in number and in anger, too. The boys from the EXO house became more agitated with every word Minho said, filled with provocation and mockery. Jonghyun and Jinki were nowhere to be found, probably looking for chances to steal the mic. Taemin and Kibum were definitely loitering around the drinks bar.
You had no choice.
“Whoa, is that Jongin puking?!”
As expected, your shrill voice was enough to distract them before you literally dragged Minho by his jean jacket.
“Let me go,” he grunted, but his alcohol-induced state prevented him from doing it himself. Your smaller stature managed to pull him towards an empty room, which later you figured out to be the storage.
He tried to wrestle out of your grip, muttering curse words at no one in particular and you finally had enough. With both your hands, you slapped his cheeks, which were damp with sweat.
“You wouldn’t be able to win that fight.” You said sternly.
Minho froze, and while he was in that state, you quickly went out to get a glass of water. When you returned, he’s already blinking his eyes a few times, a sign of his returning sobriety.
And a sign you should leave the premises soon.
You handed him the glass, urging him to drink as you murmured, “I should go. This party sucks and, godammit, I just wanna go home. Drink this and… I don’t know, stay safe, I guess.”
The taller man drank slowly, but his eyes kept gazing at yours. When he finished, there was a soft look in his visage, and he suddenly smiled. Sleepy and tired, but sweet nonetheless.
Flustered, you left the glass in his hands, and ran away from the storage. The day after, Minho grumbled about his headache and loopholes in his memory from that party to Kibum and Jinki, and you sighed in relief.
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Sorry for the late reply! Was watching the campus baseball team
I added a few slides right before the first conclusion
Tell me what you think 🤔
These are okay.
But don't add more on that. We're almost reaching 40 slides.
Who said I'm gonna add more? 🙄
Idk, you seemed ready to add 10 more just to spite me.
Oh. 
Why didnt I think of that
Are you free tonight?
Lets review the whole thing
Duh, tomorrow's the presentation
Do you think I'm that stupid lol
Unlike you I care about my grades
Yeah?
And you think I don't?
You don't seem to care if you get me into trouble
Right. Whatever.
Unlike you I'm not petty
Idc who I work with I can get my job done
I didn't mean it like that.
I'll join you at 11 pm
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There's a discomfort that can't be spoken.
You scroll through the slides, apprehensive not of the contents, but of the author, the one that finally snapped at you. Perhaps you deserved it. On the other hand, Minho should stop basing his mood on sports game results, it's stupid as hell.
Five minutes to eleven, the preparation is done. You could just text Minho there's nothing left to do, and both of you could catch some needed rest.
Suddenly, a loud beep rings in your ear. And you don't think twice before admitting Minho into your Zoom meeting.
"Hey, sorry for the wait." He speaks, voice crackling from the signal before it becomes more stable. "I just took a bath."
"At this hour?" You ask, disbelieving his decision, but trying not to stare for too long.
"Yeah. I just got back from a soccer game. Jonghyun's invitation."  He shrugs, letting the towel drape against his broad shoulders, which may or may not be distracting.
Faster than a cat on a mouse, you force yourself to stop staring at him, and when you see Minho, there's an inquisitive expression on his gaze. He dismisses it quickly, relieving you.
"How's our work going?"
You clear your throat. "I'd finished checking them, maybe you want to see it first before we decide on the parts distribution."
"Sure."
And everything is awkward again.
Granted, it's not the most amicable atmosphere. Minho mumbles to himself, reading each point with focused eyes and not even minding your existence. After what seems like forever, he mentions a few slides that need to be double-checked, which extends your work time.
As the night heightens and the cold intensifies, you wish you were brave enough to break the ice.
Then, a loud yawn echoes in your ear.
"Can we continue this later?" Minho asks through more yawns. "It's like, almost 1 AM right now."
The time reminder doesn't quite surprise you. "Do you have morning classes?"
Minho checks his phone. "No."
"Then we're still doing this."
Your work partner groans, prompting you to hide a tiny smile at his antics. But suddenly, Minho raises his voice, startling you.
"Why do you hate me so much?" He snaps.
Something clenches in your stomach, and you force yourself to look into Minho's face on the screen. His eyebrows are furrowed, demanding answers which you are not sure you could provide.
"I don't."
"Then," he stops to hide a yawn. "Why?"
"I don't know." You pause. "But I don't hate you. Not at all."
His eyebrows shoot up, then he sighs.
“You’re just confused.”
“Yeah.” You pause. “I think I am… Like, really confused.”
Minho smiles in response, almost in relief. His eyes crinkle softly into crescents, like a drowsy pair of moons, and something within you softens at the sight. He should smile more often.
You quietly let out a relieved sigh on your own.
"Good. I'm taking a nap," he declares all of a sudden, standing up from his chair and ignoring your belated complaints. The camera view changes into something similar to a found footage movie, all shaky and blurry. Once it stabilizes, a sight of Minho clears up, showing him leaning back against a mountain of cushions and pillows on his bed. Then he sighs contently, the sound a little too soft in your ears.
But, he seems more comfortable on the soft bed. Unfair.
"Choi Minho, get back to the google docs or I'll - "
"You'll what? Mute my microphone?" A sleepy laugh. "I'm taking a nap. You and your ugly pajamas can suck it."
What the fuck.
"Excuse me? This is loungewear."
"Let me see." He laughs and you waste no time before adjusting your webcam to pan from your short sleeved top to the pants, all having the same pattern. They're cute, but from the way he frowns Minho doesn't seem too adoring of them.
"They're pajamas." 
"It's loungewear, you caveman." You pout.
His full lips curl in a sneer, then he speaks with a voice surprisingly lower than before.
"Well I do prefer sleeping with no clothes."
Your mouth shuts. After a moment too long of trying not to imagine your classmate in his choice sleepwear, you grunt, exasperated.
"Whatever gets you off." You sigh, but internally cursing at your choice of words. Minho grins.
"You mean whatever gets you off."
"Shut up."
"Then mute me."
You let out a sarcastic laugh. "Mute yourself."
You stare at the pixelated image of Minho on the screen and he mirrors your actions, with a gaze more intense and drowning. It's as if he's not going to let this go easily. You are expecting more snides, but instead, with relaxed stretches and sighs, he leans back against the mountain of pillows.
"Okay." He shrugs. "Wake me up in 10 minutes."
The effort to speak fails as your throat tightens and you wish to go out, visit his dorm and strangle him in person. But Minho's already closing his eyes, tiredness taking over the man fast. And finally, you can relax.
If you're in a better state, you would have raked your mind to see how the fuck you let Choi Minho affect your this much.
At some point, you check Minho's camera, and sneak a time to take in his features. You won’t deny his handsome face and glorious physique. A small face, doe eyes, plush lips, broad shoulders, long legs that’s just unfair - okay yeah he’s hot. But it never occurs to you he'd look this calm even while sleeping. Gone are the angry lines on his eyebrows, and the tense clench of his jaw, all that’s left is a serene face that you don’t mind talking about for hours - okay yeah he’s still hot even when he’s sleeping.
If only he weren't such an asshole when he's awake.
Returning to your work, you never notice the rustling noises from Minho's mic. So when you see the Zoom window, you let out a yelp, surprised at Minho's face on your screen, peering with inquisition.
He laughs, and oh, his voice is huskier now after a short amount of sleep. "Surprised?"
"Uh, has it been 10 minutes already?"
"Not yet, but I can't sleep. Not with you staring all the time."
"Says the man who’s been staring at me for god knows how long." You respond, because the best thing liars can do is turn the table on others.
And Minho doesn't even deny it.
"Oh, yeah, about that."
"What?"
"Nothing." The quick response combined with his avoidance doesn't convince you in the slightest, and one wary look from Minho says he's well aware of it. After a few awkward seconds, he relents.
"That top, it's kind of…" he trails off, fingers touching his own t-shirt hem to emphasize a point. You look down, and - oh. The top button had slipped off, hence the generous view of cleavage that caught Minho's attention.
But you're in no mood to be embarrassed.
"That's the way you style it." You spit the lie with oozing confidence on a high level of bullshit. "You got any complaints?"
Minho's eyebrows furrow, obviously not buying it, but more amused. He’s holding back a mischievous looking smile, and despite not liking it, you have to suppress a bubbling excitement. Excitement of what, you have absolutely no idea. Or rather, you refuse to acknowledge you have fun teasing Choi Minho.
"No, not at all. And (Y/n)?"
You only move your eyes, not enjoying the apprehension because what now? As he finds your gaze, he smirks.
"That loungewear does look good on you."
You’re out of words to respond. As you ignore the jolt in your stomach, you let him be smug, satisfied, and winning. You don’t care. 
However, minutes later, a small part of you relents and basks in the compliment in private, sharing little smiles to yourself.
Unbeknownst to you, Minho doesn't have his eyes on the presentation anymore.
+++
As late night approaches, your productivity wanes.
Minho is back on the pillows, playing on his phone while you both take a break. Swayed by the night air and your sore back, you're now sitting on the bed too, but still facing the desk which is right by the mattress. After the pajama accident, you decided to wrap yourself in blankets, and when Minho saw your cocooned form he laughed, voice like crackling fire. Truth to be told, your blankets turn cold in comparison to the warmth he exuded.
The train of thoughts grinds to a halt when Minho chimes.
"Done for tonight?"
The honest and spontaneous answer would be a yes, it's done and we can now sleep and rest. But the hazy night lulls you further into a state of daze, making you wonder of the unthinkable.
"I still want to look something up. You can leave though, it's fine." Hook, line -
"Let me hang out with you for a bit."
Sinker.
What are you doing?
Silence stretches, and you're positive Minho is doing that stare again, the one that is construed as smoldering.
"Not too feisty late at night, are you?"
Minho has left his pillows, now sitting upright and staring directly at the camera - at you. There you decide confidence looks fucking good on Choi Minho.
"You know what they say, nothing good happens after 2 AM." You avert your gaze from his burning ones, and it's bold of you to assume you could escape.
"Oh? Any cautionary tales?"
"Not exactly." You hum, "Maybe unfiltered conversations?"
"That can be fun, though. It's like you're drunk, but with no alcohol." He rambles. You take notice of the sway in his sentence and open the Zoom window to check your partner. Despite the dim light, you can see the way his eyes droop with sleepiness, along with his messy mop of dark hair, and it's rather adorable.
"I think someone's guilty of that."
"I have no idea what you're talking about, there's no booze here." He offers a crooked grin and the expression turns into a thoughtful one. "Do you drink?"
"What's it to you?"
He shrugs. "Just curious."
"Sometimes." You finally say.
There's a moment of silence before Minho rustles in his bed, sitting with crossed legs and scooting closer to the camera. When he speaks again, the volume is louder, startling you.
"Do you remember Kibum's party? The one on the weekend after Valentine's Day?"
"Oh God, that one was a bit too much."
"Agreed." He chuckles, low and nostalgic. He scratches the back of his head. "Thanks for helping me out back then."
You're barely able to hide the surprise on your face, and Minho answers the unsaid question for you.
"I remember. I was drunk, but I remember you dragging me off." From the tone of his voice, he sounds sheepish, but so are you, because the revelation throws you off guard.
"No worries. Just… Don't do that too often."
He laughs. "You hate parties, don't you? I remember you were so grumpy before you left."
Hiding your face in your hands, you groan. "They can be too much."
"You don't sound like you always have a good time."
"Sorry if my dull life offends you."
"It's not dull, per se.” He waves his hands around as a gesture. “But it's why you're such a bummer."
"Again, sorry if you're not having a blast with me."
"Forgiven." A pause. "But, you know." A longer pause, and the silence starts to test your patience. "You can just ask me. I provide spectacular good times."
Respectfully, you give him a side eye.
"Right now I can give you a whole different testimony."
"To be fair, we're doing homework. But… I can do better." He leans in closer, pupils dilating with an emotion you are afraid to iterate, furthering your confusion.
"What are you on about?" You minimize the Zoom window, an effort to return to your task at hand. From Minho's side, there's nothing but the sound of breathing, but when he speaks, his voice deepens.
"I can do better than this. I can make you feel good."
You freeze, throat tightening as you're lost for words. There's no way to stop your mind from wandering uncontrollably. Afraid to see him, you avoid checking his face on the screen.
After a few seconds of silence, he speaks up again, voice husky and more true to what he said.
"Like I said, all you have to do is ask."
Afraid to cross whatever line he's teetering on, you take one for the team, inhale, and take a step back.
"Then, can you shut up and let me do my work?"
Minho lets out a condescending laugh in response, like he's asking 'are you for real?' "Fine then. Let me know when that cursor starts moving."
Warmth rushes to your cheeks. It's tempting to blame the alluring night, but you know better than that.
And you should know better than to assume Minho would let this slide.
The awkwardness hangs in the air, blanketing the both of you with tension. You suppose this could push him away, making him sign off and do his thing - which, you don't want to imagine. But no. Instead, Minho is now lounging on his bed. And now you know, the more comfortable Choi Minho is, the more forward he becomes.
"Why won't you let yourself loose?" He asks all of a sudden, five minutes of silence brings him to the edge of his new found glory. Minho scratches his dark hair like he’s frustrated.
You snap your head towards him in disbelief. But before you say anything, he continues with a slightly raised tone.
"Like, come on, (Y/n). We're in university. You can have some fun."
"Doesn't seem worth my time."
"I can be worth your time, if you let me."
"This again?" You sigh. "What do you want from me, Minho?"
Another silence, and this time, you regret the question. From the corner of your eyes, Minho is getting up from his position on the bed to lean in, face uncharacteristically serious.
“I know you know exactly what I want.” He begins. “And I see the way you look at me.”
There's no teasing, just a plain observation. Those words alone kick your heartbeat into a stuttering mess. Despite the urge to confirm, there's still hesitation. You don't want to give in. Not to him.
"I have no idea what you're talking about." You internally curse when your words come out too breathy, and Minho definitely notices, judging by the crooked smile adoring his lips.
"Aren't you tired of teasing yourself like this?" He asks, languid and all knowing. "Why are we still here? Our work is done. You stopped typing ten minutes ago."
"Okay, that's it. We're done for today." You cut him off, closing your docs to prove a point. But it doesn't deter him in the slightest.
"No, we're not." He says with a finality, sleep gone from his voice.
Because without the presentation and all other student responsibilities, you're just two young adults who forget nothing good will come out this late at night.
And, despite the virtual presence, he still manages to corner you, and string you along into his game. 
Perhaps, you let him do so.
"You don't know how tempting you look right now." He whispers, making shivers run down your spine. Checking your camera view, you find out your blankets had fallen off, now sitting on your lap while your skewed pajamas look rumpled and, once again, revealing too much of your skin. With your messy hair and dazed eyes, you can understand why Minho would say that. You look fucked out. And there's no action - not yet.
So you try again, "Minho - "
"I like that look on your face."
You scoff, then try again. "Like I want to strangle you?"
"No. Like you want me to strangle you."
And that's when you know you can't try your way out of this situation. A jolt of arousal unwittingly shocks your body and Minho sees enough of your expression before flashing you a knowing smile. "What's on your mind?"
"...Nothing." You answer a beat too fast.
"You're thinking about me, aren't you?"
"That's - that's enough. Aren't you tired?"
"Not really. Why don't you tire me out?"
"If doing a presentation with me didn't do shit, I don't know what will."
"You just won't back down will you?" Minho's form on the screen shuffles, adjusting his position to lean back against the headboard. "Can't say I don't like it though." Then, a low sigh startles you, and your eyes grow wide.
"What the fuck are you doing?"
"Helping you out."
Unfortunately, he's not. He's laid on the bed, leaning back with his legs stretched out, a hand lazily stroking his own thighs. And it's a sight you can watch forever.
"How does touching yourself help me out, Choi?"
"You're too tense," he says in between grunts, earning more reaction from your traitorous body. "Be thankful I'm showing you how to relax."
"You're a goddamn pervert."
"And you like it."
"Fuck, why would I - do you actually think your naughty little words will work on me? Try again."
There's blazing confidence in his eyes, as if he's holding all the cards and you're left in the dark.
"Challenge accepted, beautiful.”
He continues to tease himself as he stares at your form in the camera, hands getting closer to his crotch.
"You can tell me to stop."
Before you can say anything, he reaches low and begins to palm himself through the sweatpants. Even on camera, you can see the sizable tent. You unconsciously lick your lips, earning a mocking laugh from his end.
"You're drooling."
You throw a glare at him. "Fuck you."
"We can get to that later. But right now, can I continue, (Y/n)?"
The question surprises you as it offers your ticket to the way out, despite the expectation visible in Minho’s pleading eyes. You take a deep breath, sealing the deal.
"...You said you accepted the challenge."
And that's all Minho needs to exhale harshly, sounding more like a moan.
"I did, but can't you just - ah - do something?" The husky voice alone sends a wave of arousal to your core, and you instinctively snap your thighs together. A cloud of lust starts to muddle your brain, and you can't think straight anymore.
Of course Minho notices immediately.
"I saw it."
"You see nothing."
"You're a fucking menace." He grunts, and it sounds way more sexy than angry, like really sexy. With a hand still touching and exploring, he continues to sigh.
"A menace that makes you jerk off while zooming with me?" You can't help but tease, in which he moans in response instead of answering.
"Listen, we're both tired and I need this. So, fuck it."
In one swift movement, his hand dives into his briefs and grabs his cock by the hilt, at least from what you guess through the fabric. His mouth falls open in pleasure. 
"Godammit, Minho, you shouldn't - "
"Shhh… Let me have this." His hand speeds up and he closes his eyes, face scrunching in pleasure as he lets out sensuous noises that tempt you more until a whimper escapes your lips. You hear him chuckle.
"Care to join me? I bet you're already wet."
You force a laugh. “I don’t think so.”
"Then prove it."
“Do it yourself then.”
"Oh baby, if I were there, I would do more than that." You're frozen on the spot, anticipating his words. As he hears no complaint from you, he continues. "I could pull you down on my lap, just like that night in the library - "
"It was an accident." You protest, voice small and unsurprisingly ignored.
"- put my arm around your waist, and then I'd slip a hand underneath those pajama pants - loungewear." He laughs while correcting the words and you can’t help but join him incredulously.
At this point, you can only hear Minho's heavy breathing, or perhaps they were your own. You have no idea anymore, your brain muddled with desire and anticipation. His brown eyes slide to the camera, right at you.
"I wonder how wet you are beneath all that?"
For some reason, you still try. "Dry?”
"Wrong. You'd be soaking wet, and I just know you'd instantly jump as soon as I touched your panties." He explains nonchalantly, but then the haughty tone is replaced by something mocking and exaggerated. "But I guess I am the one who’s wrong."
"What?"
He ceases any movement on his part, and you find yourself disappointed. "If you're really not into this," he begins, voice breathy but there's impatience there that comes from the built up frustration. "Tell me to stop."
Everything halts in your brain. The erotic display gets to you too much until you can't even say a word. Instead, you zoom in on his arms, and how the muscles rippled when he stroke himself. The way his neck tenses, pronouncing his collarbones more. You even wonder if you would be able to see droplets of sweat on his temples if he was in front of you. As Minho grows more impatient, his eyebrows furrow.
He's absolutely gorgeous.
"Tell. Me. To. Stop.”
You swallow, helplessly and undeniably holding yourself back.
“What do you want, (Y/n)?” He focuses on you, chest heaving with each pant. Only now you see how desperate he is.
"Minho…" You let out, brain short-circuiting with lust.
“Yeah, baby? Tell me. You want the same thing as I do?” Whatever he sees on the screen makes him start moving again. His hand finds his shaft again, and he moans loudly. "You want to feel good? I can make you feel good, I can help you out.”
With every word, you wish you can say yes, yes, and yes. Instead, with a sharp intake, you finally say meekly, “Tell me what to do.”
You hear Minho murmur some curses before turning to you.
“Get that blanket away. I want to see you.”
Nervously, you reposition yourself, taking the blanket aside and you hold the urge to sigh as the scratchy fabric grazes your hot skin. You're already oversensitive and you haven't even started yet. Minho is staring at you through the camera, shameless with his want and impatience.
“Touch yourself, baby. Start with your tits.”
With shaky fingers, you start by caressing your chest. Online video meetings are peculiar because there's always a delay before the other party reacts to what you do. In that short window of time, doubt arises. You wonder and think how this happens. But then, Minho lets out a guttural moan, the sound akin to someone who's about to reach his climax.
And the surge of confidence crashes to you like a wave.
"I'm just touching my tits and you're gonna cum already?" You ask with a smug smile.
Minho pays no mind to your comment, instead he scoots closer to the laptop. "Shit, you're actually doing this. Now we're talking."
"Just this one time." You hurriedly find your hardening nipples through the thin fabric of your clothes, wincing with pleasure. "I need this too."
"Yeah? Show me how much you need this. Take off that shirt.”
God, now that you're not lying to yourself and to Minho there's a relentless urge to seek more pleasure. And the thought of Minho seeing you masturbate lights a fire in your stomach.
So you unbutton your top, slow and deliberate to tease the man on the other end of the application. Because that's what he deserves. You hear an exasperated "Hurry up," before a smirk graces your lips for a change. As you shrug off the shirt, you already know his eyes are glued to the sight of your skin.
"God, that body…" He trails off. "You're so fucking hot."
"Likewise." You sigh as your hand slips under the waistband of your pants. "Dammit, I can't believe this."
He chuckles, delirious but still tantalizingly sexy.
"You know what to do. Go and touch that pussy for me."
His assertiveness flicks a switch inside you. Letting out a shuddering sigh, you move backwards further, making sure everything you do will be captured with your web camera. Then, you pull open your legs at a traitorous slow movement, pulling more curses from Minho.
"Touch it." He orders.
You obey him and tug your panties aside to touch your core directly. The contact makes you moan, and Minho knows he's getting what he wants. And so are you.
"See, that wasn't so hard."
"S-shut up."
"You're drenched, I just know it."
He's right, and your head spins with relentless want. Imagining that voice speaking directly to your ear, soft lips grazing your skin as his hand travels south, leaving fire in its trail.
Like your hand is his, you continue rubbing your body, even spreading your legs more, as if he's right there as your audience. You pull your pants down, letting it pool on one of your ankles, before raising one leg slightly to find the angle that gives you the most pleasure.
As you hear wet sounds in your ear, you return your gaze to the screen to enjoy the sight. Minho had his pants removed properly as well, and he has one hand gripping his stiff cock, which has a sheen from what you assume is his own precum. God, the whole visual on your screen is such a sin.
"Shit." You can't help but say, and Minho only laughs in response.
"You're allowed to imagine me fucking you, don't worry." He teases, lips curling into a sneer, and considering the situation, it looks devilish and way too seductive.
With a shaky breath, you scoff.
"Is that what you're thinking? What, fucking me from behind?"
"Not from behind, baby. I want to see your face as my cock pushes in you for the first time."
You hiss as you slide your fingers in your pussy, scrunching your face with ecstasy, and fuck, Minho's into it, because he even stops to take a proper look at you and the way you pleasure yourself.
"Enjoying the view, Choi?" You challenge, and he gulps.
"I wish I could be there, watching you fuck yourself with your fingers."
"Are you sure - ah - you can just stay there and watch?" Your fingers already feel so good dragging against your walls and you want to know how it feels to have his thick cock inside you.
He smirks.
"I can be patient, baby. I can watch you all day."
"Why don't you help me out?"
"Oh? What do you want me to do?"
You groan. "You know…" 
"What? Use your words, (Y/n)." Minho stops only to look at you straight from his camera, eyes almost begging. And you fall for it.
"I want your fingers in me."
He hums, a silent encouragement for you to continue.
"Mmhm. Keep touching yourself, baby girl. What else do you want?"
You groan at the nickname, feeling more wetness now inside you. In a daze, you manage out in between gasps.
"I need you to fuck me."
"What was that?"
"Minho, fuck me, please." You say as you add another finger, pushing inside your drenched pussy, making you moan your words.
"Oh baby, you're so cute begging me like that. I'm gonna fuck you hard, you hear me? You will be shaking and crying when I'm done with you."
You're whimpering, hands still furiously sliding in and out of your wet folds as you watch Minho throw his head back in immense pleasure. He's loud - groans and moans fill your ear, and the sounds coming from him are so lewd, and wet. 
He's going to be the death of you.
There's a moment when you soak in each other's voices, each moan and squelch increasing your pleasure instead. Minho, dark eyes so clouded with lust it's clear even through the screen, demands another question to you.
"What do you want, (Y/n)? Tell me what you want to do to me."
Oh, you don't even know where to start. Flooded with many scenarios, you answer him with the first thing that comes to mind.
"I want to ride your face." You admit sheepishly, only to earn a low chuckle from the other side.
"Shit, that's hot. I wish you were here. I - " another low grunt. "I would have you sitting on my face, my tongue lapping your cunt as you scream out my name. I bet you taste like honey. You're going to grab my headboard, my fingers stuffing your mouth because I know you're going to be loud, aren't you baby?"
As if following his command, you whine out a "yes", voice high pitched and it sounds utterly pathetic. 
With two fingers pushing in and out of your cunt deliciously, your other hand joins to rub your clit, and you hiccup a moan.
"Minho, please I want your cock inside me," you cry out, drowning in the euphoria of lust. All because of him, only him.
"Me too, baby, me too. I want to fuck you all day long. I want to take you in our classroom. Would you like that, huh? After class ended, I could just bend you over the desk and have my way with you."
You won't even deny how much wetter you get after imagining all his words. Public sex doesn't usually excite you much, but this is Minho, and everything with Minho sounds exhilarating and turns you on like hell. Your breath becomes shakier, and everything is intense. You can't feel your hands anymore.
"I'd like that. Hell, you can take me at the student center for all I care."
Minho, ever the sadist, sneers. "I knew it. You like having an audience huh? How about the next time we visit you sit on my cock? I bet you're going to have a hard time shutting up."
A gasp. "Like you're any better, you're freaking loud."
"Don't blame me, I bet your pussy will be so tight around me." He groans, enjoying his own imagination as he continues to pump his cock. "God, this feels so good. Touch your tits for me, baby."
You do as he says, enjoying the jolt of pleasure coming from pinching your nipples.  As Minho keeps encouraging you, your breath quickens, tensing up as your climax approaches fast. 
"Keep going - shit I need to taste you when you cum. Are you close? I'm so close."
"Minho," you moan, words slurring. "I'm so close, too. Fuck, I need your cum inside of me."
"Shit, (Y/n) - "
"I would hold you with my legs and I wouldn't let you go until you fill me up." There’s no more filter so you keep rambling, and before you know it you hear Minho groaning loudly. You check on the screen to see him cum, ropes of white getting onto his bed sheets. Not expecting him to cum first, you let out a delirious laugh. Minho catches you, still panting from his afterglow. He looks gorgeous -
And dangerous.
"You want to be filled, don't you?" He begins, voice still stuttering, but low and immediately freezing you in place. "You want my cum so bad you actually beg for it."
Your breaths pick up in pace.
"I don't think you're done yet. Get that hand working."
You grumble a word or two before resuming to touch your body, hands shaking with heightened pleasure. You hold back a hiss as you touch your stiff nipples, and continue to push in two fingers in your pussy.
"Faster, (Y/n). Rub that clit for me."
Biting your lip, you do as he says and feel the approaching climax. As you gaze at the screen, Minho has a hand propping his head as he looks at you with a challenging expression, like he's waiting for you to fall.
"What else do you want, baby? You want more of my cum? Want me to fill you up until you get knocked up?"
"Ah!" You slip, hands pinching your swollen nub too hard, but that's all Minho needs. With half lidded eyes, he peers at you, like he’s proud of the new discovery.
"Oh, look at you. You're enjoying this."
"N-no, I'm not," you breathe out, sounding too much like a moan.
"Yes you are."
The humiliation burns but not in the right place, it ignites a new flame inside your belly, and you can feel yourself clenching on your own fingers.
"I'm - I'm so close."
“Yeah? You wanna cum? You wanna squeeze my cock with that tight pussy, and make me fill you up?” He presses and presses, voice low as a whisper but all the words shoot straight to you like an arrow. Your breath grows more shallow, and you’re starting to see white behind your eyes.
“Yes, please. Please Minho, please - “
"Go on, cum for me, (Y/n)."
Like a tight string that is cut, you snap and release with heightened senses, all pleasure that washes over you.
"Fuck, you're so beautiful." He murmurs with eyes looking at your panting self.
Your chest heaves with short breaths, and you let it slow down as you lean back into the pillows in your bed. You take a peek at your wet and shiny fingers in disbelief, giggling at the sight.
At the sound of your laugh, Minho joins in. "Damn, that was fun." Minho grins, the adrenaline seeping through the way he smiles. He leans in closer to the camera, eyes going all over. “I think we need to clean up, huh?”
You hum nonchalantly, but you notice your breath is not getting any slower. The thought hits you hard. You just masturbated with - in front of -
“Thank god I have no morning class, I need some good sleep after that.” He yawns, but then he gives another soft smile. “I wish you were here though, a cuddle would be perfect.”
The vision of both of you cuddling on your bed soothes your mind for a bit. You just know he’d be a great cuddler, and for some reason, it sounds nice. Lovely, even.
“Hey, after class you wanna grab dinner?”
After class. You will be meeting Minho, the person you just masturbated with, only in a few hours. Then you will present your work together.
Like a freight train, the embarrassment slams you in the face. You can't even say a thing, mouth only gaping open soundlessly, but you notice your heartbeat kicking abnormally in your ribcage, the sound starting to invade your senses.
"(Y/n), you okay?" Minho’s voice cuts through the racing thoughts in your mind. Gosh, he really does have tender eyes. He looks so worried, and genuine.
But your panic wins.
“I - I need to - I need to go - “
“Hey, tell me what’s - “
You never hear him finishing his sentence, because you already leave the meeting without saying another word.
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Despite knowing how much this presentation is worth for your grades, you want nothing more than to bury yourself in the nearest soil. And obviously, it’s not because you lack sleep. Because surprisingly, after that incident, you manage to sleep.
Probably because orgasms can make you that tired.
"Oh my, look at her, she's still alive!"
Barely, you think as Kibum walks to your seat, a sleepy Jonghyun in his trail, looking like he just woke up from a nap. Afternoon classes can either grant you extra nap time, or give you the most unfocused study time in the whole day.
In your case, without your morning classes, you can catch up with your needed sleep.
"Hey there, Kibum, Jjongie."
"You shouldn't be here. One of you must've dropped the class." The male with platinum hair gasps. "Minho dropped this class, didn't he?"
"What? No one's dropping the class." You groan, to which Jonghyun shouts in victory, startling you but not Kibum.
"You owe me 10 bucks."
"Whatever," Kibum rolls his eyes. "We still have one more run."
"Yeah but that's - "
You glare at them both. "You made bets?"
"Taemin put 30 on you dropping the class."
"Me? Dropping classes?” You almost shout, which makes Jonghyun cringe in understanding.
"Yeah he's not the brightest."
"See? It's more probable to have Minho leave." Kibum insists.
"Listen, Minho and I - "
"Me and (Y/n) are what?"
You freeze, recognizing the voice that lulls you to the peak of pleasure only a few hours prior. The blurry images of last night resurfaces in your mind, just like on the screen. You keep staring at the other way, not knowing how you will keep your expressions in check as soon as you see Minho.
"She’s not lying, you're still alive!"
Minho raises an eyebrow in amusement. “Of course I am, what would she do to me, kill me?”
“Honestly, I wouldn’t be surprised.” Jonghyun chimes in, getting a laugh from Minho. The latter suddenly takes a seat beside you, and though you still hesitate to face him, you can smell his cologne that almost immediately makes your brain short-circuit.
“So you both actually managed to finish the assignment?” Kibum asks, his head turning from you to Minho. You have no choice but to turn to your partner, and he’s already smirking at you.
“We did. Not without sacrifices, though.” The taller male answers, looking at you with unmistakable fire in his eyes. You hold the urge to glare at him but only nod and force a smile in agreement.
“Huh.” Jonghyun murmurs, almost like an encouragement for both of you to elaborate more. But Kibum already cuts him off.
“Man, professor Lee will have a field day - “
"I probably will.” The said professor chimes in, making Kibum shout and the class laugh. “That's enough, Kim Kibum. Now let's start the class. Today's the presentation day, yeah? Let's begin with Sungjae's group."
Minho stays sitting down on your left side, leaving Kibum and Jonghyun bickering over some badly designed presentation slides from the others. As your eyes meet Minho's dark ones, the noise around you fades away, and you're left with a tight feeling in your stomach.
"Are you ready?" He asks and you jolt in surprise at how calming his eyes are to you. So you just grin, letting yourself relax. Because despite everything, you know you’ll get the presentation part right. 
"Of course." Your smile grows wider as you find the need to push his buttons further. "I hope you slept well."
He smirks. "Couldn't ask for a better rest."
In the end, despite Minho keeps bumping into you, or his hand lingering on yours as you click on the next slide, or him giving you that weird stare publicly, the presentation goes surprisingly well.
Professor Lee compliments the presentation you both give, even mentioning how this might be the first time the two of you are on the same side, and it creates great results, detailed and insightful. Minho manages to look smug and say, “She just took control of the situation, that’s all we need.”
You almost choke.
As soon as the class is dismissed, you know exactly what Minho is going to do.
“Hey, (Y/n) - “
“I need to talk to you.”
Minho’s eyes widen in surprise when you say it at the same time, then the surprise look melts into a goofy grin, like he’s relieved. You mirror it unconsciously.
“Sure, wanna go somewhere?”
As you both bask in each other’s presence, you don’t notice Kibum and Jonghyun staring intensely when you leave the class side by side. Kibum nudges the brunet curiously. 
"They seem different, don’t they?”
"But did you see? Minho is clearly eye-fucking her."
Kibum smirks. “I win.”
“Fuck you.” Jonghyun groans in realization, preparing his wallet.
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The walk back to Minho’s dorm room is in silence. It’s not necessarily uncomfortable, but you still prefer a lighter situation with the tall male by your side. He seems to understand the hesitance, or rather, he prefers to wait until you start.
So when you sit down on his couch, shoes, and bag discarded neatly, you know the ball's on your court.
As you will yourself, Minho only stares at you longingly. He can’t believe you’re here in his room, although not in his bedroom but his common room instead (he internally cheered when he opened the door and saw no roommate to be found). Yes, he has questions regarding your actions on him last night, but he has a strong guess, and he just can’t wait to have it confirmed.
You always drive him crazy, and it makes him mad that you shared such a moment last night but it doesn’t guarantee him to get to know you more. Or having you more.
“So.” Your voice interrupts his thoughts, perking him up.
“Yeah?” He immediately pushes. Patient, Choi.
“I think we did great just now.”
Minho can’t help but bark a laugh. “Seriously? We fucking did, though.” He begins proudly, earning a pretty smile from you. “Never heard him compliment students so bluntly.”
“Right?” You scoot closer to him, now your knees touching. “I guess something good comes out of this.”
He takes the chance and puts himself on your eye level. “Only that?”
Your eyes widen, shyness taking over as your reply, “Well, not only that.”
Realizing now you both are on the same page, Minho presses even further. "Mm-hm?"
The girl beside him finally sighs. “I’m sorry.”
“It’s okay,” Minho replies truthfully. “But what happened?”
“I just panicked, you know. Dysphoria and all.”
And with that, his worries are confirmed. He understands that more than anything because those kinds of reactions after reaching climaxes are not uncommon.
“Hey,” he begins, hand reaching out to touch your knee. “I get it, it happens.” A pause. “I had it once, too.”
From the way you stare at him, he knows you’re surprised by the information. But he’s still teetering on the edge, so maybe next time he can indulge you in the story.
For now, he has more things to confirm.
“But did you regret it?”
“No!” You answer a tad too fast. “No, I didn’t.” You finally look him in the eye. “I really loved it.”
“Did you now?” He pushes, a smirk gracing his lips, and his anticipation grows rapidly.
You nod, slightly leaning in closer to his face. “And I’m also wondering if all you said were just words.”
Minho’s breath hitches, “Fuck. Should I prove you wrong again?”
Exceeding his expectations, you grab his hand which is sitting on your kneecap, then move it higher up your inner thigh. Then, you smile mischievously, the sight making Minho dizzy because damn, you’re way prettier in person than in those Zoom calls.
“If you want me that bad, sure.”
He groans. “Oh come on, you’re the one who suggested visiting my room.”
You laugh, and the sound is way too husky to be considered playful. Suddenly, but not surprisingly, you lean in to capture his lips in a kiss, which makes Minho groan immediately.
Minho takes control of the kiss as soon as it starts, cupping your cheek in his palm, and holding your waist with his other hand, gripping them tightly and making you gasp. His tongue immediately invades your mouth, and god you taste so good -
“I’ve wanted to do this since forever.”
“Really?” You pant.
“Fuck, I can’t wait to finally have you all to myself.” He dives back in, devouring your lips and swallowing your whimpers. All his imagination from last night pales in comparison to this, to you actually being in his arms, making the sweetest sounds for his ears.
“I suggest - “ You begin with stuttering breaths after parting so suddenly, “We move to your bedroom.”
Minho smirks. “On it, baby.”
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gabessquishytum · 13 days
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hello! i just wanted to start off by saying how much i absolutely adore your blog and the community you have created! i’ve been in fandom spaces for about a decade and this is the first time i’ve ever come across such an interactive and collaborative space where everyone is just so lovely and loves sharing their ideas with each other. you doing such wonderful things in the dreamling/sandman fandom gabe 💖💖
so, i’ve had this idea rolling around in my head for a while now and a couple asks have touched on the topic as well but i’ve become a little obsessed with it! sheltered/virgin!dream and kinda-experienced-but mostly knows his way around a sex toy!hob are roommates in uni and of course dream has the biggest crush on hob. he thinks that hob has a lot more experience than he does just because of how charming hob is whenever they go out. dream has never actually seen hob take anyone home but that doesn’t really correlate in his head. because dream is slowly becoming obsessed with hob he decides he needs more experience but he doesn’t want to have sex with just anyone. he goes snooping through their dorm/apartment and finds hobs quite extensive collection of sex toys. he rifles through it and picks out a couple that he definitely knows what to do with and leaves those he is clueless about. he starts experimenting and finally experiences his first orgasm with (unknown to him) hobs favorite dildo stuffed in him. very quickly hob realizes that dream has found his stash of sex toys and taken a few (he was very horny about dream taking his favorite toy, even if that means he couldn’t use it until he talked with dream). hob is just as obsessed with dream and has been trying to work up the courage to put his charms on dream without making it awkward since they already live together. this all cumulates one day when hob gets home early to see dream “practicing” for when he’s finally with hob and hob sees his favorite toy stuffed in dream and his horny brain just melts completely as he watches dream finish and hob comes in his pants
This is so kind, thank you so much for taking the time out of your day to say nice things <3 it always means a lot to know that people can find a home here.
I am totally enamoured with the idea of Dream getting fascinated by Hob’s sex toy collection! Also the idea that Dream unintentionally takes Hob’s favourite toy, thus accidentally leaving Hob in a very horny but very frustrated position because he wants his special dildo back but the idea of Dream using it is so. Fucking. Arousing.
Another idea that this sparked off for me: Dream and Hob sharing a pocket-pussy type toy. Maybe it's the same kind of scenario - Dream is inexperienced and ends up confessing to Hob about his lack of knowledge (they're both a little drunk at the time). Hob has the brilliant idea of fetching his pocket-pussy from his room and telling Dream that he can totally borrow it! Just to get some practice, you know? Dream uses it that very night, but he doesn't do a very good job of cleaning it up... when Hob comes to collect his toy, it's still wet. And sticky. And of course, Hob puts his dick inside it and gets off to the slick slide of his gorgeous roommate's cum. They trade the toy back and forth for weeks, neither of them willing to admit that they might as well just fuck each other at this point...
I just really like the idea of them being nasty and oversharing with each other when they're still "just friends". Getting off in bed next to each other, watching porn together, just generally being gross <333 Hell, maybe Dream tries a vibrator for the first time ever and gives Hob control of the remote - they still claim to be in a totally platonic relationship while Dream writhes naked on the couch and Hob jerks himself off.
It's only when both of them simultaneously realise that the idea of their "totally platonic best friend" fucking anyone else makes them physically sick... that they mutually figure out that they're in love. And sharing sex toys suddenly seems a whole lot more acceptable... when one day they might also be sharing a last name <3
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aspd-culture · 12 days
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Welcome back. You’re very informative.
I’m very confused about how numerous people, from you, to other antisocial people speaking from their experiences (some of which I learned are actually friends) to prosocial researchers of ASPD say that antisocial people see relationships as transactional. It’s not weird that you guys see it that way, it’s more like “and prosocials… don’t???” Because I’m certain I’m prosocial. I’m neurodivergent, sure, but no signs of ASPD. So, how do most prosocial people typically view relationships if they’re not transactional?
So I find prosocials and pwASPD both tend to think “but doesn’t everybody” when we hear this - it’s a super undescriptive term - but we’re thinking different things define something as transactional. We also see the reason for that transaction to be different.
From a prosocial generally, they’ll mean “I only want to be around people that ‘don’t drain my energy’, that don’t just take take take, that we mutually enjoy the friendship/relationship and want to be around each other”. That’s kinda their definition of getting something out of it, and they want everyone to get something out of it. If they’re draining you, they want you to be free of it so you can be happy, and the transactions involved can be purely emotional/vibes. The reason they feel this way is a desire for positive and enjoyable social connection; the consequence for an uneven/bad/missing transaction is discomfort and wasting their time in negative experiences and generally feeling bad in association with that person.
PwASPD see those transactions very very literally. There’s no vibes nor emotions in the transactions, those are either a reaction to the transaction or a bonus. We mean that we are getting something tangible or practical out of it. Rides, help with things we can’t or don’t want to do alone, sex, maybe even the social relief from the annoyance of “why don’t you ever talk to anyone?” coming from all sides. We also don’t always care if it’s even on the other person’s end. If they’re ok driving me everywhere/if they do it and don’t say or show they’re uncomfortable, then I will assume they are fine with that piece of the transaction. If I’m taking more than I’m giving and they seem chill with that then I’ll accept it. However, I won’t give them *nothing* and that’s because of our reason for transactions - it’s dangerous otherwise. First off, I have shit I need I can’t get myself as much as it sucks, so I need to be around people. But if we need something from them, what we learned in our childhoods is that we don’t get that for free. There’s always something over your head. A lot of pwASPD had friends or caregivers that would hold favors or even *basic, legally-mandated caregiving* over our heads as though we didn’t deserve it. Often our value was determined as a child by what we provided, and since children can’t provide much, we were worthless and not deserving of good treatment.
This is part of the reason (TW non-descriptive CSA mention, skip to the next paragraph if you want) that people thought ASPD was directly correlated with CSA for a long time - many cases of long term CSA come from either “I’ll give you x/do x for you if you help me with this” or worse, doing something first then saying “but I gave you X!/did X for you! I wouldn’t have if I knew you’d act like this”, often call us selfish if we tried to say no and maybe get aggressive or forceful after, and that is an easy lead-in to our view of interactions.
So a lot of us see it that if we want to be safe/know we can continue to get what we need, we HAVE to be giving them something. If you claim you like being around me “just to be around me” or worse that you’re willing to do something for me “just because I want to”, that’s not safe. You want something from me and I’ll give it to you - just tell me what it is. If you’re not telling me, that means it’s not good or you’re just gonna decide later that I’m selfish. You might hurt me to get what you want and justify it with this. Take something from my side so we’re even, because even means safe. Even means I get access to what I need and you get access to what you need - so now we’re both using this relationship/friendship/etc for something and you wouldn’t wanna mess that up by putting me in danger any more than I’d want to mess it up by putting you in danger.
Of course, not every prosocial sees it the first way and not every pwASPD had those experiences and/or sees it that way. But that’s what I’ve found to be common. If you see “they make me happy” as what your or their end of the transaction is, it’s definitely a prosocial response, maybe with the exception of thinking of it as “getting their brain to dopamine/oxytocin” vs caring how they’re actually feeling. If not, if you need it to be practical, that’s definitely transactional.
It’s important to note this is personal relationships with no practical consequences to ending the relationship - most people see relationships (platonic) with coworkers or managers as transactional and that’s a way I usually explain it to prosocials (“do you deal with your boss bc you like them or bc they sign your check - and would your boss keep you hired if you didn’t do your job because you make them happy just by being there?”). But with a romantic or sexual partner, a friend, etc. this is not a typical view of relationships.
That said - you can *absolutely* not have ASPD and have transactional view of relationships. It’s not a 1:1 thing there; not everyone with ASPD has it and not every prosocial doesn’t. It’s just a really common piece of the puzzle that is this personality disorder.
Edit: ack I’m so sorry I forgot to add the csa tw tags they’re there now.
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So I find prosocials and pwASPD both tend to think “but doesn’t everybody” when we hear this - it’s a super undescriptive term - but we’re thinking different things define something as transactional. We also see the reason for that transaction to be different.
From a prosocial generally, they’ll mean “I only want to be around people that ‘don’t drain my energy’, that don’t just take take take, that we mutually enjoy the friendship/relationship and want to be around each other”. That’s kinda their definition of getting something out of it, and they want everyone to get something out of it. If they’re draining you, they want you to be free of it so you can be happy, and the transactions involved can be purely emotional/vibes. The reason they feel this way is a desire for positive and enjoyable social connection; the consequence for an uneven/bad/missing transaction is discomfort and wasting their time in negative experiences and generally feeling bad in association with that person.
PwASPD see those transactions very very literally. There’s no vibes nor emotions in the transactions, those are either a reaction to the transaction or a bonus. We mean that we are getting something tangible or practical out of it. Rides, help with things we can’t or don’t want to do alone, sex, maybe even the social relief from the annoyance of “why don’t you ever talk to anyone?” coming from all sides. We also don’t always care if it’s even on the other person’s end. If they’re ok driving me everywhere/if they do it and don’t say or show they’re uncomfortable, then I will assume they are fine with that piece of the transaction. If I’m taking more than I’m giving and they seem chill with that then I’ll accept it. However, I won’t give them *nothing* and that’s because of our reason for transactions - it’s dangerous otherwise. First off, I have shit I need I can’t get myself as much as it sucks, so I need to be around people. But if we need something from them, what we learned in our childhoods is that we don’t get that for free. There’s always something over your head. A lot of pwASPD had friends or caregivers that would hold favors or even *basic, legally-mandated caregiving* over our heads as though we didn’t deserve it. Often our value was determined as a child by what we provided, and since children can’t provide much, we were worthless and not deserving of good treatment.
This is part of the reason (TW non-descriptive CSA mention, skip to the next paragraph if you want) that people thought ASPD was directly correlated with CSA for a long time - many cases of long term CSA come from either “I’ll give you x/do x for you if you help me with this” or worse, doing something first then saying “but I gave you X!/did X for you! I wouldn’t have if I knew you’d act like this”, often call us selfish if we tried to say no and maybe get aggressive or forceful after, and that is an easy lead-in to our view of interactions.
So a lot of us see it that if we want to be safe/know we can continue to get what we need, we HAVE to be giving them something. If you claim you like being around me “just to be around me” or worse that you’re willing to do something for me “just because I want to”, that’s not safe. You want something from me and I’ll give it to you - just tell me what it is. If you’re not telling me, that means it’s not good or you’re just gonna decide later that I’m selfish. You might hurt me to get what you want and justify it with this. Take something from my side so we’re even, because even means safe. Even means I get access to what I need and you get access to what you need - so now we’re both using this relationship/friendship/etc for something and you wouldn’t wanna mess that up by putting me in danger any more than I’d want to mess it up by putting you in danger.
Of course, not every prosocial sees it the first way and not every pwASPD had those experiences and/or sees it that way. But that’s what I’ve found to be common. If you see “they make me happy” as what your or their end of the transaction is, it’s definitely a prosocial response, maybe with the exception of thinking of it as “getting their brain to dopamine/oxytocin” vs caring how they’re actually feeling. If not, if you need it to be practical, that’s definitely transactional.
It’s important to note this is personal relationships with no practical consequences to ending the relationship - most people see relationships (platonic) with coworkers or managers as transactional and that’s a way I usually explain it to prosocials (“do you deal with your boss bc you like them or bc they sign your check - and would your boss keep you hired if you didn’t do your job because you make them happy just by being there?”). But with a romantic or sexual partner, a friend, etc. this is not a typical view of relationships.
That said - you can *absolutely* not have ASPD and have transactional view of relationships. It’s not a 1:1 thing there; not everyone with ASPD has it and not every prosocial doesn’t. It’s just a really common piece of the puzzle that is this personality disorder.
Edit: ack I’m so sorry I forgot to add the csa tw tags they’re there now.
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venuscrashed · 21 days
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Can you do Spiderman Miles Morales x Femboy reader?
More casual then actually focusing on the femboy part but oh well
Warnings: implied homophobia, ooc, kinda mean reader
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Miles and (Y/n): the duo that everyone knew about. Friends since the beginning of highschool. Everyone knew that there was something more between them, yet every time it was mentioned it was shut down by one of the two. Whether it was playful teasing or mentions of past flirting, neither boys would ever admit to it. 
Yet everyone knew not to mess with either of them, especially in front of the other. It was simply known as their high school's curse. Where if one person flirted with one of the two boys, bad luck will follow them for the rest of the school year. Despite the obviousness of it being forced, no one can prove that it was the duo doing it.
It all started with a simple bet. Two basketball players betting on who can pull more dudes. The easiest target? The femboy, of course. Each player would flirt with him endlessly. Something as simple as holding his bag to cornering him at his locker. It was all going well until it happened in front of Miles.
It was an honest mistake, really, you were walking out of your classroom when one of the players came up to you. You were on your way to your locker where you would meet Miles and then hangout after school, like you two always did. Except this time, you were intersected.
The player stood in front of you with a cheeky smile. He looked down at you, “Can I hold your bag?” Before you could answer he had already grabbed it, walking in the direction of your destination. How did he know where you were going? You have no idea.
You quickly followed him, falling behind by a step or two. “Um-Thanks. That was really thoughtful of you.”
He smiled and laughed. Looking back at his friend who was staring in anger as he walked by. “It’s no big deal!” You two have already made it to your locker. You opened it and he put your bag inside of it. “It’s what any gentleman would do.”
You gave a polite smile, which quickly faded after he got slammed into the lockers next to you. The whole hallway went silent and you stared in horror. There stood Miles above the player, looking down at him with pure disdain. 
“Well he already has a gentleman to do that for him,” Miles spat. Kicking the player out of the way before he could run. “So you and your buddy can quit the act.”
The player scurried to his feet, looking between the both of you before running away. The hallway was filled with whispers and murmur before turning back to normal. 
Miles leaned against the lockers while he watched you put on some lip gloss. His eyes lingering on your lips that turned into a smile. He watched as you looked at him with a raised eyebrow. “What?”
“Nothing,” you hummed. Giggling as you grabbed your stuff and pulled his hand. “Just relishing in the fact you're jealous. That's all.”
Miles scoffed, looking down at your guys hands before looking back up. “I know what you’re doing.”
“And what am I doing?” You stared at him, a certain gleam in your eye. He was about to respond before you took off down the street. “Wait! There's a cat cafe!”
Everyday after that something bad would happen to the players. Either they would trip or mess up in a game, and some students would report seeing Miles nearby but there wasn’t any correlation…
That was the beginning, just a simple joke. It wasn’t until it was your turn did it become the curse.
You were sitting on the bleachers inside the school gym. Watching as Miles and his friend played basketball at lunch. At the same time, you were chewing gum and fixing your makeup. 
Two girls were sitting a couple rows below you. Giggling and whispering as they watched the game. It wouldn’t have mattered if it wasn’t for one of them mentioning Miles. At that, you slammed down your compact mirror which drew the attention of those two girls.
They looked up at you with a puzzled look. You just give them a smile. Once they turned around you rolled your eyes and popped your gum as loud as you could. One of the girls finally got mad and stood up. She turned around and looked you up and down.
Raising an eyebrow she asked, “What is your problem?”
“Nothing” you sang. 
“Listen. We all know you and Miles are close and all but he wouldn’t go out with a skirt wearing freak like you.” She yelled, gaining the attention of all the students around you three. Her friend whispered to her to stop it.
With a quick glance up and down her outfit, you bursted out laughing. Making the girl even more angry and the students around you confused. You fakes whipped a tear away from your eye before leaning down. “Listen. I’m not the skirt wearing freak around here when you’re here. If I wanted your opinion then I would have asked for it. You could ask him out all you want, it won’t happen though.”
Mouth wide open she looked back at him. She finally had enough when she saw the smile on his face. She grabbed her stuff and dragged her friend out of there. Groaning about your attitude or something. 
The game quickly continued but Miles didn’t care. He made his way up towards you and sat next to you. He grabbed your gatorade and took a drink of it. “That was hot,” he said in between sips. 
You raised your eyebrow at this. “Really? That was actually really mean of me…”
“Maybe,” he looked at you. “But it's still really hot. Although, don’t suggest asking me out to other people, prettyboy.”
You both laugh at these memories from time to time. Watching how all four of them still struggle everyday. Gaining more bad luck then if they were to walk under a ladder. Truly, making it the school’s curse. 
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alienve · 19 days
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Just noticed that the background of Vere’s drawings contain symbols of the LI, and maybe even some of their endings.
1. The crow feather (mhin cuz duh) but notice that it’s kinda directly on top of the plants, possibly symbolizing Leander b/c of the scene where he gives a makeshift flower to Mc OR could have something to do with the sewers being overridden by plants in the Amaryllis District. (lmao is that how you spell it??)
2. Top center you can see Leander’s knife thingy
3. Mid left is Ais’ bracelet, it’s also being covered by Mhin’s crown feather
4. The tea on top left (duh Vere) but it’s also green, I take this as it being bitter maybe? So maybe one of his meh endings
5. Mc’s key in top left corner (Could be Vere or Leander, maybe even both)
6. Kuras’ glass vials in bottom center
7. Kuras’ jewelry also at the top right ( so far he’s the only one to actually wear gold jewelry/trinkets)
7. Next to the vials is the nail file thingy and maybe what looks like a drawstring bag, have no clue and I’m probably grasping at straws but these could probably relate to background LI (Elyon and Sen)
8. The two rings overlapping each other at the top right corner of the page, possibly symbolizing marriage or some form and devotion
Also wanted to talk about the placement of some of these items starting with the rings
1. The rings are very close to the page, could argue this wouldn’t mean anything because the tea is also close to the page, but this just seems like normal placement (you have a refreshment while doing something a lot) but I think this placement is significant because it’s a continuity in the drawing of the LI Vere has done so far, meaning that the possibility of a romantic and whimsical ending is possible for all the LI
2. If Vere hates Leander so much, tf is his knife doing there? Bro really just out here stealing
3. The items directly placed on the page correlate to Leander, Kuras, and whoever tf that nail file belongs to
4. The lighting is very reminiscent of that one scene in the trailer when we’re introduced to Leander, suggesting he has a lot of significance to many of the LI’s fates, NOT to mention that his knife is the closest and directly in the source of the light
Then, there’s the condition of the paper and Vere’s teacup:
The paper is slightly ripped at the edge and wrinkled all around, as someone that is a serial eraser, this could mean he was either vigorously erasing previous sketches of Mhin, which makes sense because many of the sketches seem transparent, or that he’s low on paper and they’re in poor condition for age, but looking back at the bag, there seems to be a stack of paper in there, so?? I’m going with the serial eraser cuz that’s so real of him
And then there’s his dialogues of the sketches for Mhin and Kuras:
Mhin’s is more playful and teasing, while he doesn’t say anything for Kuras, there is mention that he was heavily bribed to draw him AND that the sketches of him were so crude that they were deserving of a whole other paper. I think this could translate to rightfully seeing Kuras as more of a threat than Mhin, and not wanting to piss him off ( as he already wants the mf dead) or that he truly does put his all in the drawings because of how much he enjoys handmade gifts and considers this such
That’s it fr (possibly lying)
*showing pictures sorry it’s out of order*
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scholastic-dragon · 2 years
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Could you write what the tmnt boys would be like/do on a rainy day with their s/o who loves rain and thunderstorms? I hope you have a great day!
As someone who dislikes rain and has a fear of thunderstorms....yes I will do this
Rainy Day
By themselves:
None of the guys like leaving the lair (unless it's super important) in rainy weather. It's cold, and the sewers water level rises and gets all over their pants (even more than normal) and they just end up soaked to the bone
So they stay home and relax until the rains over
Raph and Mikey sleep in and catch up on some much needed zzz's
I feel like Raph doesn't like thunderstorms, (he had a nightmare when he was a kid and got woken up by a loud stroke of thunder) so the first brother he sees he'll kinda stick to for the whole day.
They don't mind, everybody is in a really chill mood and Raph's nice company when he's not yelling
Leo doesn't like to stay in bed super late so he'll get up at his normal time and just meander around the lair until someone else gets up
Donnie will either go to bed, or sleep in. He takes rainy days as mental health days, he'll sleep, and eat (all three meals!) with his family and take a nice long shower or bath. It's one of the few days that he actually shuts his brain off.
Splinter still has them train but goes easy on them, simple stuff they've done and mastered a hundred times. (He does it so he can praise them and tell them how proud he is of them)
With an S/O
Their ideal rainy day would be waking up in bed snuggled up with you hearing the rain.
Mikey wants to watch movies with you, or if you feel like it, he'll dare you to try and beat his some of his favorite video game high scores.
Donnie will invite you to join him in his shower/bath. (Let him wash your hair, please, it's one of his favorite things)
Leo won't stay in bed all day, he feels unproductive if he does, but he still wants you by his side. He just wants to do mundane things. Brushing your teeth together, that sleepy small talk as you both get breakfast but have to be quiet so you don't wake anybody else up.
Mikey insists that you help him cook dinner, rain just makes him want to cook big meals. So he'll drag you to the kitchen and teach you how to make their favorite meal (it's probably Mac and cheese)
They have a giant family meal, they invite April, Casey, Vern, and the six of you sit around the living room and eat. (The dining table isn't big enough for all of them). (April, Casey, and Vern wouldn't come over if it was raining too hard, but the boys would make an effort to call April and just check in.
Depending on what season it is, they'll put on a movie that correlates to it. If it's October it'll be a spooky movie, or something supernatural, in late Novemebr and December its Christmas movies.
They'll argue a little bit on movies, but it all stops when Splinter comes in and reminds them of the Remote Rule. Whoever gets the remote first gets to pick the movie.
They'll turn down the jokes, and teasing, and sex jokes and comments when Splinters in the room. But without him its rare that all 4 of them will be quiet for the whole movie
After the movie they all bid each other goodnight and start getting ready for bed.
Donnie and Mikey turns off all their big lights and turn on fairy lights all around their room.
Raph and Leo are willing to do face masks, skin care, and or painting their nails if you want to
In the end it's just a chill day where the boys turn off their brains and do some self care and spend time with their family
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miela · 7 months
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Shattered Memories • Chapter VI: Two Spiders, One Sorceress • {Peter Parker x Stark!Reader}
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Chapter Genre: Fluff Chapter Warnings: I know i said updates on Fridays but I'm clearly not a truther / pov is so ambiguous in here I'm so sorry Extra: Make sure to check out the Playlist and Pin Board!
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The rest of the car ride was small talk and life updates to each other. You talked about your days at work and your lack of a social life and Peter talked about his days at school, work, and the shit he sees on patrols. Once you guys got to the place you both sat down at a booth. It was a small sandwich shop that Peter recognized but had never been inside of. 
You took off your jacket and folded it next to you. Peter looked at the tattoos on your inner forearm that caught his attention. Three arc reactors inked down your arm with the words "Proof that Tony Stark has a Heart". There were words with each arc reactor and blue roses blooming around them. You noticed Peter studying the tattoo.
"It gives me strength," you smiled and extended your arm to show him more of the unique tattoo. They were the three different arc reactors that Tony had made, each with different designs but all correlating together in a perfect trifecta. 
“It’s pretty,” Peter smiled. 
“Thanks,” you smiled back and moved your arm back to its place on the table. “What about you? Any ink?”
“Nah,” he responded. “Not yet anyways,”
“Have any ideas of what you want?” 
“I have some but nothing really hashed out just yet. I’m kinda worried about getting one. It’ll be easier to identify me that way,” he explained.
“Huh,” you had an expression of realization and deep thought. “That’s actually a really good concern.”
After ordering your food you guys talk a little bit to get to know each other better. You found out about his favorite movies and that he likes skateboarding sometimes. He learned that you still play guitar, you picked up on lyrical and contemporary dance, and that Morgan liked to bully you. It was a sweet conversation of you relearning about him and him learning more about you.
Peter felt like it was a strange power dynamic where he had to upper hand, and he didn't like it. But it balances out with you knowing so much information about him from your month-long deep dive.
“I noticed that your style is different than before,” Peter commented. “You got this whole badass leading lady movie character thing going on.”
You chuckled in response and sipped your lemonade. “Some of it is from Natasha, others from Wanda, and most from my friend Celina’s ThredUp,” you explained. “Secretly though. If she knew I bought the stuff she would be like ‘I could’ve just given it to you!’ even though I can very much afford it.”
Peter perked up at Celina’s name. It's been a while since he last saw her due to her being at the Sanctum Sanctorum. You noticed how Peter reacted to hearing her name. 
“She needed money for equipment and I couldn’t just let her give me her things that she was trying to sell to get the money for it," you continued.
“Equipment?” Peter asked.
“Mhm,” you hummed. “She’s got a YouTube Channel and a Podcast about Mythology and Folklore and stuff like that.”
Peter looked at you confused. YouTube is one thing but a Podcast? Did she work with someone else who does the talking?
“What?” You asked before realizing it with wide eyes. “Oh, shit! You have no idea, do you? She can talk now.”
Peter’s heart nearly stopped.
“She…can speak?” 
“Yeah! She’s a chatterbox and can talk to you for hours. She’s great company. She's also the kind to have life-changing conversations.”
Peter thought back on how he remembered Celina. A quiet girl with a personality loud enough to brighten a room. Her straight forehead bangs never blocked out the shine in her eyes when she was excited about something and her usual academic style of black turtlenecks, sweater vests, and plaid pleated tennis skirts contrasted her bright persona. Although she was a stellar student herself, she was also very creative and loved creating artful things. 
She knew sign language. Peter learned it with her so she could better communicate with him. Uncle Ben and Aunt May had done the same so they could understand her. Ned, Michelle, and you had eventually learned it too so Peter didn't always have to worry about translating if he wasn't around. 
He remembers when people actually thought Celina was deaf, and a group of kids were making fun of her. You stepped in and told them all to go fuck themselves. That is actually how you and Celina met and became friends.
“Do you wanna go see her?” you asked knocking Peter from his thoughts.
He blinked. “Like…right now?” 
“Yeah!" You chirped, took out your phone, and started typing. "I can ask her if she’s home.” you chewed your lip. "How do you feel about getting a reading?"
"A reading?" Peter asked a bit confused.
"Like fortune telling, tarot reading, all that," you explained. "Celina does all that."
Peter shrugged. "Sure."
Celina~
Hey (Y/N/N)! What’s up?
Are you busy?
No not at all, I’m just kinda hanging out with the furbabies~
I want you to meet a friend of mine who needs a reading.
Oh? Does it happen to be complicated guy?
You note that Peter has several different nicknames from people.
Yes, but things are…less complicated now.
OMG, that’s good to hear! Okay yeah! I’ll get set up! See you soon! 
“She’s down,” you smiled. 
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Once you guys arrive you park outside of her apartment building and wait for her to text you when she’s ready for you to come up. The top is up on your convertible giving you and Peter more privacy. You had the music on low and the windows tinted. 
“So since I don’t remember jack shit,” you began. “How do you know Celina?”
Peter took a deep breath and turned to you slightly.
“Both of our parents were killed at the Stark Expo. We were stranded together when it happened and when they found us standing over the bodies of our dead parents…it was like so weird trauma bond that we had at the moment and she took my hand. We were put in a daycare for lost children until Uncle Ben and Aunt May came to get me...and I couldn’t just leave her there, she didn’t have any other family. They were kind enough to take her in as well and we were raised as cousins or siblings.”
You nod listening. “I’m sorry about your parents." You look down at your hands in your lap. "That’s really heartbreaking.”
“It’s okay. I’ve made peace with it.”
You both sat in a peaceful silence for a moment before Peter spoke again.
“You mentioned earlier that Celina can have life-changing conversations," Peter stated. "After all the shit we've seen as Avengers, I'm curious to know what you mean."
You smiled and leaned your head on your hand as your elbow sat on the steering wheel. "She got me to stop hating magic."
"What?!" Peter asked in a high-pitched voice. "Bullshit."
"I'm serious!"
"Okay, who are you and what did you do with (Y/N) Stark?" Peter chuckled softly. "Miss (Y/N) 'magic has limitations, science has solutions' Stark?"
You laughed. "No seriously hear me out."
"I'm all ears."
"Alright, check this out, you ready?"
"I swear to god if you conjure something up or have a sling ring, I'm gonna believe you're not really who you say you are," Peter laughed.
"Fuck no," you exclaimed. "Never."
"Okay, okay," Peter sat back and crossed his arms giving you his full attention. 
"Magic is just undiscovered or misunderstood science," You stated. "Celina's words."
Peter thought on the words for a second and let the words bounce around in his head. "Okay, I can see that, yeah," he looks at you with squinted eyes.  "But has she ever met Wanda?" 
You both laughed. 
"No, but she trained with Sorcerers." 
"Okay, fair point."
Peter thought about how that conversation went down with you and Celina. Celina has always been interested in Magic, Occult, and Mythological things. It was a hobby of hers and she loved watching Movies and shows that surrounded those things. He remembered when she showed Him and Ned someone on YouTube who talks about conspiracy theories.
Speaking of…
"Did she and Ned ever get together?"
"Yep, four years now."
“Really?” Peter chuckled. "Finally. They liked each other since the 3rd grade."
“I know right?” You replied. "Oh yeah, they're engaged as of recently too"
"Huh?!" Peter squeaked. 
"Yep!"
"Jeez, I missed so much." 
“You have no idea,” you gave him a lopsided grin.
He smiled and looked up at the apartment building for a moment. This all seemed like some weird dream. It was as if this day wasn’t real. You guys went out and spent time together, sang to your love song, and now he’s here ready to remeet Celina after five years of not seeing her. You must have noticed him staring or sensed his emotions.
"If it's too much too soon we can wait," you said. "I know it's a lot at once."
Peter sighed still looking at the building and shook his head. " It's been 5 years and it's long overdue." He looked at you and smiled softly. "I'll be fine"
Celina then texted you and told you that she was ready for you guys to go up, and so you did. The only issue is that she lived on the 11th floor and the elevator was broken. She could’ve easily sling ring portal you guys in, but considering you both are web slingers, you would do just fine. 
“Man, I haven’t swung in a while,” You say to yourself looking up.
Peter’s mouth spoke before his brain made a thought. “I could web us up there,”
“Y-You sure?” you asked a little sheepishly.
Peter nodded with a smile. “We’ve done it before.”
“Okay, Parker,” you bounced on your feet a little like you were preparing yourself for high-intensity movement. Peter found it cute. 
You walked over to him and clasped your hands around his neck. Your senses were buzzing at the closeness of you two. Peter’s mind was buzzing just as much. 
“Here let me just…” he trailed off as he lifted you off the ground and your legs around his torso. 
You yelped softly at his actions. You looked down at him with wide eyes and a face on fire. You could feel his muscles through his shirt and it was messing with your head. And you were so close to his face. His extremely cute and handsome face. You could smell his body spray. Sandalwood and Vanilla. You decided it was your favorite scent. He was warm and you couldn’t tell if it was from the fact that men are naturally warmer or the fact that he was blushing profusely. He looked at you gingerly as he wrapped an arm around you. You could feel his biceps and you had to shut your mind up before you drove yourself insane. You smiled softly in response and nodded.
 “I’m ready,” you said softly.
“O-okay,” He squeaked. God, he’s so cute.
Next thing you know you’re both being lifted off the ground. You hang onto him tightly and lean your head on the side of his as you close your eyes. You could feel his silky curls on your cheek and you were beaming at how soft they were. You wanted to shove your whole face in his hair. 
Peter decided that he liked you holding on to him like this because of how close you both were. 
He landed on the 11th floor gracefully to his surprise because of how his mind was racing with you being wrapped around him and in his arm. You looked at each other longingly for a moment as your eyes shifted down to his soft pink lips and his shifted down to your lipstick-stained ones a few times. 
You were knocked out of your moment when you heard the door next to you open and you reflex and jumped from his hold with ease. You both acted awkwardly and naturally as two children ran out of the doorway and down the hall giggling, not caring about your or Peter’s presence there. You guys stood in silence for a moment processing what just happened. 
“We should…you know.” You began with an awkward smile.
“No, yeah, yeah, we should…you know,” Peter responded in the same manner as he rubbed the back of his neck. 
“Yeah!”
“Mhm!”
And with that, you walked towards Celina’s door quickly and ahead of Peter as your face burned and a big grin appeared on your face. Little did you know that Peter was also smiling from behind you. 
Once you reached the door, you rang the doorbell.
“Um…” You looked at him. “Are you ready?”
“I-I think so,” He smiled softly at you. “Don’t really have a choice now.” 
And with that, Celina answered the door all excitedly and hugged you happily. 
"Hey! It's good to see you, girlie!" She chimed with a soft and welcoming voice.
“Hey, Celina,” You replied and hugged back. 
“It’s about time you come and visit me,” she giggled pulling back. “Ned is at school late today.”
As you guys did a bit of small talk a wave of emotions hit Peter like a hurricane as his eyes glossed over threatening waterfalls to fall from his soft and dark orbs.
He was hearing Celina speak for the first time.
He sniffled and you both looked at him with concern. He turned his head away and then turned his entire body. 
"Ahh you said he needs guidance,” Celina concluded.  “Let me go get my stuff. Come on in when you guys are ready." Celina smiled and walked inside leaving the door open. 
You turned to him and walked over by him. “Peter?”
He turned to look at you with watery eyes and his lips pressed together. He was holding back from just bursting into sobs.  It broke your heart.
You laid a hand on his cheek and he closed his eyes with a sigh of relief and leaned into it. You stroke your thumb over the apples of his cheeks gently with a concerned expression. The feeling of your hand on his face, helped him calm down slightly. Like ice to a wound.
"What's wrong, Peter?" You asked with a soft voice. “Are you okay?”
"Y-yeah," he sniffled. "It's just that growing up I've been helping Celina with talking and when everyone gave up on her I never did. And hearing her talk just triggered something…like…. right in my heart, y’know? And I couldn't help myself." 
You pouted slightly and wrapped your arms around him. He hugged back as you swayed him from side to side comfortingly. You echoed a string of "it's okay" and other encouraging words as he softly cried. He nuzzled his face into your neck and took a deep breath at your warmth and scent, just like he used to do after a hard mission years ago. 
He wanted to stay like this forever.
After a moment you pull back slightly and give him a soft kiss on the cheek. His eyes shot open as he looked at your equally shocked expression. He could still feel the linger of the peck on his cheek and he wanted to grab your face in his hands and kiss you.  But you both were frozen in place and looked at each other for a long moment. Then tension was high, the senses were racing as you had a silent conversation with your eyes. Before you knew it, you both leaned in. 
But before you could you felt a soft feeling against your leg and heard a tiny meow and purring coming from below. You both Look down to see a big fluffy orange cat with big round blue eyes looking up at the both of you.
"Thor!" Celina exclaimed, “Just because the door is open doesn’t mean you can walk out!” She ran out she ran out and saw both of you super close to each other. “Oop-...I’m sorry.” she said before she outburst into exclamation again with, “Loki!”
Peter felt something climbing his leg, shirt, and shoulder. A trill and purrs rang in his ear and he felt a weighted fur on his shoulder. He looked over to see black paws on his shoulder. He concluded it was another cat.
“Awww he likes you,” You smiled. “Lokitty approved already, that’s a record.”
“Does he not like other people?” Peter asked raising an arm and petting the cat.
The dark cat rubbed it’s face on Peter’s hand causing more purring.
“No, he only likes me Ned and (Y/N) and now you.” Celina explained taking the cat off of Peter’s shoulder.”Thor here loves everybody though.”
You picked up the fluffy orange cat and scratched under his chin with your painted nails. “Thor’s a big baby. Loki is a grumpy old man.”
Peter smiled and petted the orange bundle of fluff in your arms. 
“I’m ready when you guys are,” Celina smiled.
You looked up at Peter and he nodded in response. You both followed Celina into her apartment and she closed the door so you could set the cats down. As you took off your jacket, Peter took the time to glance over the apartment. It looked like a Dungeons and Dragons themed home. There were shelves filled with books about myths around the world, spellbooks, and tomes. There were plants in almost every corner and vintage decor everywhere. Peter smiled at the glass case full of Lego builds that he remembers building with Ned and his eyes focused on the death star with the missing Darth Vader that’s supposed by on top but instead is sitting on Peter’s desk in his apartment. The place was very Celina with touches of Ned which Peter found amusing. 
“I baked some cookies,” Celina started. “Feel free to make yourselves at home.”
“Thanks, Celi,” You smiled and hung your jacket by the door. 
“Can I use your bathroom?” Peter asked. 
“Sure!” Celina chimed as she pointed to a hallway behind him. “It’s over there, last door on your left.”
“Thank you,” and he goes to the bathroom to wash his face off from the seven different emotions he felt in less than fifteen minutes. 
He sighed before his superhearing picked up on the conversation you and Celina were having.
 "He's a cutie!" He could hear the smirk in her voice. 
You hum a giggle. “He is, isn’t he?” 
It was Peter’s turn to smirk with a blush added to his face. He then crossed his arms and leaned against the wall to listen. He knew it was wrong but it wasn’t his fault that he was a spider mutant with enhanced senses.
“How long have you guys been together, together?”
“Hm? Oh, we….we aren’t-” 
“Oh, please, I saw you two out there. I thought you said it wasn’t complicated anymore?”
“I said, it was less complicated.”
You were talking to her about him.
“Well, how about making it not complicated and making a move or something.”
“Celina, There’s such thing as taking things slow.”
“I dunno,” Celina sang. “You two have magnetic energy. I say act on it.”
"How?"
"Ask him to the gala. You need a plus one, no? Take him!"
"...I was gonna ask him actually."
Oh?
"Really? What changed your mind?"
"He's…a busy guy."
"He won't be once he sees that dress you're wearing. He'll be busy with you…hopefully taking it off."
Peter blinked rapidly at Celina’s response. I mean, she’s not wrong. Only if you consented of course. 
"Celina…!"
"What? That's what you want right?"
You went silent and that was all the answer Peter needed to know to solidify your feelings for him. His mind was wandering to places it shouldn’t.
"See?"
You sighed. "Nika will give me shit for it." You whined.
"Well tell Nika to remove the giant stick from her ass because it's true love. I can feel it."
“Like actually, or…?”
“I don’t need magic to feel the crazy tension between you two.”
Peter smiled and splashed his face with water and decided it was a good time to walk out with a newfound confidence. You were sitting at the kitchen table on the bench with one leg folded under the other and leaning your face on your hand with your elbow propped up on the table. Your eyes shifted to Peter as you swung your unfolded leg back and forth. You smiled at him and he smiled back as he sat next to you. 
“Hey,” You greeted. 
“Hi,” He responded as he met your eyes. 
“Feeling better?”
“Much better,” his voice was soft as he got lost in your (e/c) eyes for a moment. 
The only thing that got you both the break the gaze was Celina putting a plate of chocolate chip cookies, a porcelain teapot filled with tea, and different things to put in the tea like sugar cubes, a saucer with milk, lemon, and honey. She sure knew how to romanticize her life. Even her outfit made up of a black ruffle off-the-shoulder top and a long, flowy, floral, maroon, maxi skirt, made her look like she was a witch in a Ghibli movie.
“So what kind of reading would you like….uh…” She looked up in thought. “I didn’t catch your name.”
“Oh, fuck,” you cursed under your breath. “Peter. Peter Parker.”
“Oh!” Celina beamed as if his name rang a bell. “So you’re the guy she asked us about. Nice to meet you! I’m Celina.”
“Why does everyone remember? I asked you guys once like a month ago.”
“Because your lone wolf ass hasn’t talked about a boy in like three years unless it’s your dream boyfriend.” Celina retorted while picking up the pot of tea. “So when you bring up a guy we all get a little curious, y’ know?”
You rolled your eyes and waved your hand at her mirroring your father a lot and she hummed in amusement. 
“So Peter,” Celina began. “I have several options. I have Tarot cards, tea reading, and palmistry. I could do all three but it’s gonna cost you.”
“Oh?” Peter asked with a playful smirk. “How much?”
“Mmm, take (Y/N) on a date.”
“Oh my fucking god,” You hid your face. 
Peter snorted. “I don’t need to be bribed to do that.”
You looked at him flabbergasted. He only smiled at you before looking back at Celina who was eating all of this up with excited eyes. 
“I think I’ll do the Tarot.”
“Nuh-uh,” Celina responded. “You’re getting all three.”
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“Thank you for everything today,” Peter smiled. “I didn’t know I needed all of that.”
You both were standing outside of his apartment building. After Celina did the full reading session on Peter, which he found insightful enough, she talked his ear off for three hours about anything and everything. It gave him nothing but happiness and he savored every word. You mostly just sat there and enjoyed the entire moment. You were leaning back against the wall with your hands in your jacket pocket and one leg crossed over the other.
“Anytime,” You smiled back.
You stood up straight and checked your phone before you tapped your phone on your hand nervously and looked like you were hesitating to say something. Peter could sense your nervousness.
“I…uh…also wanted to ask, if you would be my plus one for my charity gala? All your friends are gonna be there, I checked the list so I think it’s only fair that you’re there too especially because of your internship. Not that I’m only inviting you because of those things! I want you to be there and I want you to go with me…if you want. Don't feel obligated or anything. Yeah. You don't have to answer right away either, It’s like three weeks away and I’m babbling oh my god shut up (Y/N) please shut the fuck up.” 
You turned and leaned on the railing that was next to you both to catch your composure. Peter smiled big and chuckled softly. You reminded him of teenage Peter trying to ask out a teenage you. It was like you guys switched places and he was going to have his fun with it. Especially now that he knows for sure that you feel something for him. 
“You were holding that in all day weren’t you?” 
“...Yeah. I wanted to ask you when I first saw you today but I psyched myself out. You’re a busy guy and everything so I wasn’t sure if-”
He stepped closer to you, leaned his hand on the railing causing the muscles in his arm to flex, and smiled tilting his head slightly. Your noses are centimeters apart and he’s looking into your eyes deeply like he’s searching for something. Your breath hitched slightly at the closeness and it took everything in you to not let your senses take over and pounce on him. You weren’t sure if you were unseriously offended, turned on, or both.
Peter fucking Parker, you thought.
Peter fucking me. Your senses hummed at that.
“I would love to be your plus one,” He replied lowly. “But I’ll let you know for sure by tomorrow. Work schedule and everything.” 
“Y-yeah, yeah. Work schedule. “You pressed your lips together still looking into his eyes. Peter could tell you were holding back. 
“I’ll message you.” He finally had your number, that you gave to him at lunch. 
“G-great, I’ll let you know the time and everything when you do.”
“Okay,” He replied as he glanced down at your lips and stepped back slightly. “I should go inside now, and you should get going before it gets too late.”
“Peter?” you asked, almost desperately.
“Hm?”
“What you said earlier. Were we…” you started still trying to gain your composure. “Were we…you know more than friends…?”
He looks at you silently for a moment before opening his mouth to respond.
“You know what, never mind, ignore that.” You chuckled softly, shaking your head rapidly. “I shouldn’t think about these things or my brain might try to split in half again.”
Good point. He smiled. “Goodnight, Stark.”
“Goodnight, Parker.”
He walked backwards towards the door taking in your form before running back first into it and cursing under his breath. He then leaned back against the door with his arms crossed as if to play it off.
You giggled watching him. Such a dork. 
He blushed looking at you and smiled giving you a salute. You saluted back and walked to your car while he watched you to make sure you got in safely. Once you got into the car and drove off. Peter walked inside and leaned on the door with a happy sigh.
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shytastemakerthing · 3 months
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pfft remember the sentient braids that I sent about in messages? Can I have a hc of a clone reader. Child preferably with these sentient braids? Each braids correlate to a certain clone and while the braids are protective and Sweet towards reader clone they can either be playful, calm or straight up a menace with a mouth to the other clones please?
A/N: I just love the thought of little sentient braids being this little clone's best friends! She would certainly never feel alone with these little critters playing around with her and talking in her ears all of the time!
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Right off the bat, Karaku has taken to calling you little Medusa because of the little sentient braids that you have reminding him much of snakes the way that they move around and even talk to you
Much like the others, no one really knows where you came from or how, just the fact that you were another clone, just like them, therefore, you much also be kept safe, given the fact that you are also just a child. A demon child, but a child nonetheless.
While you may be alone in the home, you are never really alone. You have your little braid to think for that
Always moving around, nuzzling against you, tickling your ears when they whisper or are just being playful
The braids that take after Karaku and Urogi are certainly the most active and the most playful, even with the actual clones they take after. They whisper jokes, try to lead you to fun places (though not always safe), and love just trying to make you laugh
Aizetsu's braid can always be seen curled up around your shoulders, sometimes seeming like it is asleep, though remains very much alert. He just isn't as active as the other ones. But he will be up when you're resting during the day and seems to keep guard, which does come as a surprise to the others, both clones and braids alike
Zohakuten's is the most snippy, but not really at you. Oh no, he is like a little sweetheart towards you, but to his clone counterpart? Yeah, he had tried to bite his fingers on more than one occasion. While the feeling is mutual, the clone Zoha can't complain too much. That braid of himself does a pretty good job at protecting you.
Sekido and the braid that takes after him have been caught staring at each other more than once. They don't really get along, but there seems to at least be a mutual understanding between the two of them. He had to bite the inside of his lip the moment he saw the braid curled up on the top of your head while you were sleeping, eyes awake and alert to everything that was moving........ it was kinda cute.
Urami doesn't see them too much given he isn't always out, but like Sekido, he holds a mutual understanding with the sentient braid. He wouldn't say he is too fond of the braid, but the respect is there. He has seen it leading you away from danger on more than one occasion and biting at anything who gets too close to you.
Overall, there is an understanding between the clones and the braids. Keep you safe and make sure you don't get into trouble....... just be careful when listening to Karaku's or Urogi's and you'll be just fine.
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storiesofsvu · 13 days
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Don't Blame Me Ch 3
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Joe Velasco x reader warnings: language, cigarettes, alcohol, sexually charged situations, something lowkey shifty kinda going on but that comes with the territory of the au lol. interested to see if y'all pick up on a few things or not lol
“Hey!” Grace managed to catch you waiting for the light to change, “you headed to the subway?”
“Yeah.” You replied with a smile, “you usually head South, where’re you off to?”
“Figured I’d finally cash in on that free spin class, it’s for two, you wanna come?”
“I think I’d rather die.” You laughed back, pulling one from her too, “you know bikes aren’t my thing. Let me know when you go back to that boxing class though.” Your attention redirected to your phone when it buzzed, pulling it from your pocket and you couldn’t help the smile on your cheeks as you read the message and swiftly typed one back.
“You know, you’ve been texting non stop today.” She pointed out, a slight excitement in her voice.
“Yeah, so?” Pocketing the phone you dug out a smoke, looking up at her as you lit it.
“And you’ve been pretty distracted.”
“You psycho analyzing me now?” You asked with a laugh and she rolled her eyes as the light changed and the two of you started to cross the street.
“You’ve been staring at your phone with a lovesick smile like some school girl with a crush.” She said dryly, “you didn’t take him back did you?”
“What!? Grace, c’mon, I’m not a fucking idiot.”
“Okay, okay. I just figured I should do my duty as best friend and remind you that he’s a complete pile of shit and you’re better off without him and if you ever even think about taking him back I’ll kill you both myself.”
“I thank you for that honour, but there’s no need to worry. I made a big enough mistake trusting him and accepting the apology in the first place. I should’ve known better than to believe the ‘it was only one time’ excuse.”
“Good.” She smiled, “so what mystery man have you been texting all day then?”
“What? I have not—” You fell flat, letting out a sigh in defeat, “I met a guy.”
“So you downloaded Tinder like I told you to?”
“No.” You laughed, “I’ve heard enough horror stories from you that I know that’s a bad idea.”
“Okay fine. So where’d you meet Mr. Rebound?”
“At a bar, and I’m not so sure he’s just a rebound.”
“Mm, so the sex is that good, hey?” She grinned and you scoffed, rolling your eyes.
“I… wouldn’t know.”
“You haven’t slept with him yet?”
“We’ve really only been on one date.”
“Fuck dating, you’re on the rebound and met a guy in a bar, the next play is taking him home to fuck that night.”
“Grace…” you warned, “it’s not like that. Jose’s a really sweet guy, super charming, incredibly attractive, I dunno, there’s something different about him.”
“Don’t most men want you to think that at the beginning?”
“Most men would’ve insisted on an alcohol fueled first date so they could get me in bed, not take me for pancakes and drive me home safely wishing sweet dreams.”
“Huh. You really have found wonder boy.” She snagged your cigarette to steal a puff, “please tell me you’ve at least kissed him.”
“Yes, and before you ask, twenty five outta ten. Absolutely no complaints whatsoever.”
“Let’s hope that correlates to the bedroom then.” She smirked and you smacked her arm, stealing the smoke back.
“You shouldn’t be smoking before a spin class, your lungs are gonna burn.”
“They’re gonna burn anyways.” She protested, grabbing it back, “besides, you can’t take it on the subway and I’ve got two blocks to kill.”
“Fine.” You surrendered, stepping off to the side before you leant in and the two of you kissed each other’s cheeks, “I’ll see ya.”
“I expect a full report on lover boy asap.”
“Copy that.” You gave her a mock salute before disappearing down the subway stairs and making your separate ways.
The Punch Bowl was only a few stops away and you figured it wouldn’t hurt to swing by for a drink after another long day. Considering it was a Tuesday evening you didn’t expect the bar to be that busy, and you were correct, a few regulars scattered throughout the room and a couple of college kids playing pool. You wandered up to a free seat near the corner of the bar and just as you were about to slip out of your coat to place it over the stool, you noticed Jose coming out from the back, joining the other bartender behind the bar. He glanced up and the moment he saw you a bright smile burst over his face while he beelined towards you.
“Hey hermosa.” He greeted, stepping up and leaning over the bar to pull you to him, greeting you with a deep kiss, his hand cupping your cheek. The very public affection made your cheeks heat and earned some cat calls from a couple of the regulars but you still kissed him back like no one was watching. “Didn’t expect to see you today.”
“Likewise.” You replied with a small laugh as you settled in your seat, “I didn’t realize you worked here.”
“Among other things.” He shot you a devilish grin, sliding a beer toward you as he turned to the other bartender, “yo! Chilly!” The other man walked over, glancing between the two of you, “this is my girl.”
“Hey.”  Chilly nodded, extending his hand out for a first bump.
“Hi.” You smiled softly, still feeling the heat in your cheeks as you tapped his knuckles with yours.
“You get her whatever she wants, alright? Even if I’m not around.” Joe looked from Chilly to you, “on the house.” He winked and you laughed.
“Glad I can finally put a face to the name Jose won’t stop yapping about.” Chilly teased and it was Joe’s turn to blush, smacking him gently.
“Yeah, why don’t you get back to work?”
“Someone has to, considering you’re not gonna get anything done ‘til she leaves.” He turned to you with a hand raised, “no offence.”
“None taken.” You laughed, smiling as you turned back to Jose, “you’ve been talking about me?”
“How could I not? Can’t stop thinkin’ about you.” He leant up against the bar, “how was your day? You eat? I could grab ya a burger, chicken tenders or something?”
“Chicken tenders sound great.” You replied with a smile and he shot you a dazzling grin before popping off to the computer to ring it in and returning to his perch against the bar. “Alright, food’s covered, now, did you have a good day?”
“Tedious.” You replied with a laugh.
“You know, you never told me what it is you do.”
“I’ve been thinking about taking some time off, having a ‘hot girl summer’ as they call it.” You both chuckled, “but I’m an editor to help make ends meet.”
“Yeah? Cool. Video, audio, photography?”
“Written word.” You replied, taking a swig of your beer, “can be a bit daunting or annoying at times, but it works.”
“Sounds alright. Guess you can work wherever you want then too?”
“Yeah.” You smiled softly, “I like the freedom.”
“So tell me more about this ‘hot girl summer’.” He grinned, his hand sliding across the bar top to take yours, gently playing with your fingers, “you think it might have some time for a pretty boy?”
“Oh, you’ve been crowned with the title of wonder boy now.”
Joe laughed, the grin staying on his face, “oh yeah? By who?”
“Grace, one of my friends.”
“So you’re out there talkin’ about me too then?” He teased and you felt your cheeks heat.
“Kinda hard not to when you’re so great.”
Smiling, Joe leant across the bar again, kissing you gently and you couldn’t help but relax at the touch, “I think I like pretty boy better.”
“Me too.” You laughed, “and to answer your question, yes. There is plenty of time for you during hot girl summer, after all what’s a hot girl without her pretty boy by her side?”
“You callin’ me your man now?” He grinned.
“You are, aren’t you?” You raised a teasing brow and he laughed, leaning in to kiss your cheek.
“You got it querida.”
“How long have you worked here?” You asked after another sip of beer.
“Since I got here.” He shrugged, “started out washing dishes or overnight cleaning, moved up to bus boy, kept climbing.”
“You always bartend?”
“Been a mix of that and workin’ the door, but Chilly and I run the place now.”
“You own?”
“Naw, Hector’s the owner, but he’s a chill guy, he’s from Jaurez himself, knows what it’s like. Helped get us out, get us set up with the gig here. He basically never stops in anymore unless it’s to have a drink, he trusts us.”
“Sounds like a good boss.”
“He is.” A bell chimed a couple of times from somewhere in the back and Joe pushed off the bar, “that’s probably your food, gimmie a sec.”
He disappeared for a couple of minutes, returning later with a steaming basket of chicken fingers and fries, an extra side of gravy in his hands that he slid across the bar to you.
“These smell amazing.”
“I dunno what they put in them but they’re the best I’ve ever had.” He commented, snagging a fry and dunking it in the gravy before eating it. “You have plans this weekend?”
“Not really.” You ate a couple of fries, “I’m picking up a couple of finals papers over at NYU on Thursday but I’ve got three weeks ‘til they need them back.”
“Why not do it electronically? Save you the trip?”
“I make ‘em pay me with cash, that way everything’s under the table and the IRS can’t get me for it.”
“Smart girl.”
“Yeah? You don’t think I’m scamming the system?” You raised a brow.
“Fuck the system.” He chuckled, leaning in to kiss your cheek, “why do you think we only accept cash here?”
“Fair point.” You laughed, happily accepting another kiss before turning back to your food, “you have plans this weekend?”
“Gotta check in here a couple of times but I wanna take you out.”
“What’ve you got in mind?”
“Something fun, wanna show you off, make everyone else jealous.” He beamed and you felt a warmth bloom through your chest at his words.
“Oh yeah? Casual or fancy?”
“Oh casual.” He laughed, “what? You think I’m one of those Park Avenue boys?”
“Not at all.” You smiled, “that’s what I like about you.”
“Good.” He grinned, “cause after I take you out I wanna take you home. Show you just how much you drive me wild, how badly I can’t wait to get my hands on you, how good I can make you feel, you’ll be screaming my name, I just know it.”
“Jose!” You quietly scolded, your cheeks burning as you ducked your gaze, glancing around the bar, praying no one was listening in.
“What?” He asked quietly, leaning in closer to not be overheard, “you’re really telling me you haven’t thought of me while you were alone in your bed, tangled in the sheets while you start to let those pretty hands wander? Weren’t picturing me while you fucked yourself?”
“Oh my god…” you muttered and he chuckled, pinching at your chin before he stole a kiss.
“You wouldn’t be blushing so hard if you hadn’t.” He pointed out and you scoffed, attempting to shoot him a glare, “don’t worry querida, you’re not alone. I can’t get you outta my head.”
“Hey!” a voice called out from the other end of the bar and you finally felt some relief with Joe’s gaze off you. Chilly motioned to him, nodding toward the back hall and Joe pushed off the bar.
“I gotta go take care of something, get Chilly to grab you a refill.”
“Yeah.” You barely managed to look up at him, but he still managed to send you a wink before he disappeared around the corner with a smug grin and you were left shifting uncomfortably in your seat thinking about all the things you wanted him to do to you.
You finished your food, thanking Chilly for the refill of beer when he cleared your plate and you dug your phone out of your pocket. A few minutes of scrolling social media before you were bored and opened up your messages, selecting Grace’s contact.
‘Hey, I know we’re supposed to go for drinks on Saturday but can we push it to next week?’
‘This better be because wonder boy’s taking you out.’
‘That’s exactly why. And you should know he’s already made some very promising guarantees about what happens when he takes me home.’
‘Fuck YES! Get it girl.’
‘You don’t mind?’
‘If it means you finally get laid, absolutely not. I’m off Wednesday, we can do drinks Tuesday night?’
‘Yeah that works.’
‘Perf. I cannot wait to hear every single dirty detail.’
‘You’re a fucking perv.’
You shook your head with a small laugh as you locked your phone, placing it back down on the bar and picking up your drink. Joe returned from the back a few minutes later, this time he circled around the bar, wrapping around your back and nuzzling into your neck. The scruff on his chin tickled your bare skin and you shivered, pulling a chuckle from him before he placed a kiss on your neck.
“You have any idea how hard it is to keep my hands off you?” He husked into your ear and you giggled.
“I think I can tell.” You turned your head, your fingers tilting his chin toward you so you could steal a kiss, Joe went in for another one that was only broken by the sound of your phone buzzing on the bar top.
‘You love me’
You swiftly typed back a message,
‘Yeah when you’re not being a fucking pain in my ass.’
“That Grace?” Joe asked.
“Yeah. She’s already hounding me to kiss and tell.”
“Here.” He reached out and you passed him the phone, watching as he swiped open the camera app and turned it to selfie mode. “May as well show her what she’s missing.” He teased, nestling right into your side again to snap a couple of pics.
He tickled at your side with his free hand, pulling a laugh from you right as he kissed your cheek and captured a couple of candid’s before kissing you gently. He then selected a few and sent them off to Grace before handing you back the phone. The device was barely back on the bar top a second before it was buzzing again.
‘Holy fuck you weren’t kidding, he’s a smoke show!!!’
Jose chuckled, leaving a kiss beneath your ear, “you tell her I’m good looking?”
“May have mentioned it.” You replied with a laugh, managing to steal a kiss before Chilly appeared behind the bar, motioning Joe over.
“Hector called, Jorge has another shipment coming in, needs the payment and wants you to do inventory.”
“Yeah, I got it.”
“You sure?” He gestured between the two of you as Jose walked back around the bar, “you know he doesn’t like unexpected company?”
“Relax.” Joe laughed, as the other man passed him something under the bar top, “I’m walking her home, it’s on the way.” You took the time to slip off the stool, sliding your phone back into your pocket and taking out your wallet, missing Joe tuck whatever it was Chilly passed him into the back of his pants. “Tell him I’ll be there in twenty.” He rounded back around the bar, “you ready?”
“Yeah.” You smiled, “but I have to pay?”
“Nah, you’re on the house now, remember?” Joe grinned and you rolled your eyes, pulling out a twenty to toss down onto the bar top.
“Thank you Chilly.”
“Anytime Chica.” He smiled as he picked up the bill, “you make sure this one gets you home safe, alright?”
“I’m sure he will.”
Joe was quick to grab your hand in his as the two of you made your way out of the bar and into the night street. Your conversation was limited as you walked, simply happy to be together and around each other again. A sense of warmth soothing around both of you, sparks firing off each time Joe’s thumb brushed over your knuckles, butterflies in your stomach every time he raised your hand to his lips to kiss. You were at your apartment door before you even realized.
You stopped, turning back to Jose to say goodnight, your hands resting on his waist as you stepped closer to him. His hands gently wrapped around your wrists, guiding them upwards over his chest as he pulled you to him before his hands settled on your waist. He leant down, kissing you softly, humming at the feeling of your nails gently scratching at the back of his neck. You pulled yourself deeper into his embrace and his tongue slid across the seam of your lips, waiting only a second before your lips parted and you let out a soft moan into the kiss.
“Fuck…” he muttered, “hate to leave you like this.”
“Sounded important.” You murmured back, kissing him again, “besides, this leaves me with a little bit of inspiration.”
“Oh yeah?” He smirked down at you, “you gonna head upstairs and pretend it’s me between your legs?”
“You got any better ideas?”
“Send me a pic.” He ducked down, nipping at your neck and your breath caught in your throat “I’ll let you know exactly what I’d do if I was with you.”
“I think that can be arranged.” You smiled, a near whine escaping your lips when he bit into your neck again.
“Good girl.” Jose’s fingers came up to cup your chin, redirecting you into another deep kiss before he reluctantly stepped away from you. “You better get going querida.”
“Good night Jose.”
With one last lingering look, you finally disappeared through the doorway and into the elevator and Joe was free to continue on his way through the night. He heard his phone ping no less than five minutes later and opened the text.
“Fuck…” He felt himself twitch in his pants at the sight of you adorned in baby pink lace, chest practically spilling out of your bra, camera angled so that he could see your ass. He was about to type a reply when another image popped up, this one of your hand slipping into your panties and he let out a low groan, “that’s not even fair.” He grumbled, but realized he’d dug his own grave.
‘You’re too good to me.’ He typed back, ‘now get those fingers nice and wet for me baby.’
Taking a deep breath he pocketed his phone and continued on his way. This would have to wait until he got home and he could properly take care of things. He couldn’t help but grin as he rounded the corner, shaking his head at just how unbelievable perfect you were.
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bigfan-fanfic · 13 days
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So, I always think of batdad as a flawed character in his perfection, like, considering how he was left by his parents and later by Bruce, I assume batdad has some abandonment issues and is always giving his best because he doesn't want anyone to feel how he felt, but also, because he, at least in a subcoucious way, has a people-pleaser mentality of "I have to be the best or they don't have a reason to keep me around" originated from his time as kid in the manor where he felt as an outsider. In this train of thought, you can also assume a kinda toxic relationship coming from Bruce's subcoucious trying to push batdad away and Batdad's subcoucious forcing him to do more in order to get Bruce back.
Also considering one timeline where he divorce Bruce and get together with Clark/Ollie, I can see batdad easily getting overwhelmed when they just make him their priority because of that mentality.
That's exactly what I'm going for! Batdad seems perfect and in charge and always immaculate, but that's because he feels the need to do that so that he's "useful." You can absolutely see a correlation between people leaving and him having to do more to get them to come back being formed in his lil mind from a young age, especially when Bruce leaves him to go train and Batdad has to immediately start running Wayne Enterprises. And really their healthiest point comes when they resolve the toxic current in their relationship of Bruce pushing away and Batdad clinging harder by stopping working at opposites and finally sharing all their burdens.
Because for all that Bruce keeps Batdad away sometimes with his Bat-work, Batdad also keeps Bruce from seeing how much Batdad feels overwhelmed and needs him to help.
Being with Clark or Ollie or both would definitely be overwhelming to Batdad because there's someone willing and able to give him 100% of their attention, and because he's always been doing something for someone else, Batdad hasn't really gotten a chance to figure out what he actually likes to do on his own or how to accept that level of attention and care.
And this is not to say that Bruce and Batdad have an inferior relationship or don't pay attention to each other, just that they're very busy people and sometimes they don't handle it in the best way. But even at their most toxic, they still genuinely and sincerely love each other and at their cores, are supportive of the other.
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fictionalwhores · 2 years
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Late night talks with Peter Parker...
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-You and Peter can both be science geeks at times 
-(All the time) 
-This side mainly comes out late at night when you two are cuddling in bed and start discussing random topics 
-You two talked for hours one time just about different dog breeds and then transitioned into the existence of gravity 
-There’s no way to predict what will be spoken of 
-One night you and Peter are cuddling in bed 
-He’s been playing with your hair for a solid ten minutes
-Neither of you saying anything 
-But you’ve been thinking about something 
-”Hey, Pete?” 
- You only get a hum in response 
-”Do you ever think about time?”
-”Only when I’m about to be late to something, or when I’m counting down until the next time I see you¨ 
-These comments made you roll your eyes but still smile at his attempted charm 
-”No, like how time is practically made up. There is no actual clock on the world.”
-This time you didn't get anything in response 
-You look up at him from his chest and notice he’s just kinda staring at you before he finally speaks
-”I guess you’re right”
-”I mean someone randomly just started putting numbers on the position the sun each day and somehow correlated that into a clock for us to follow our daily tasks to”
-You could practically see the gears spinning in his head at your statement
-”That’s like time zones, we all have it to where weŕe experiencing different times of the day. But there isn't even time!”
-You lifted your head off Peterś chest, happy to see him catching on to what you were getting at 
-”Exactly! We all just sit here obeying the rules of some numbers on a circle”
-”obeying these crazy laws and standards”
-”But we shouldn't have to!“
-Both of you were sitting up now, facing each other
-”We´ve tied ourselves down to a thing that doesn't even exist”
-”And let it rule our lives!”
-You two were almost yelling, in a harmless way of course, at each other as the conversation escalated and excitement rose 
-”We get in trouble if weŕe late, but technically there's no such thing as mornings!” 
-”The sun is still going to rise whether we say it’s 6am or not!”
-”We could live life to the fullest if we just went wherever we wanted whenever we wanted”
-Peter went silent, not having another comeback about time, instead he brought in a new topic 
-”This is almost as messed up as space”
-Space?
-Peter laid his head back on his pillow before looking at you
-Your face etched the confusion you were feeling inside as you waited for you boyfriend to explain he was talking about 
-”Space goes on forever, and ever, and ever.”
-”That is kinda crazy”
-”I can even comprehend it! And I’m freaking Spiderman!”
-This made you laugh, especially at how exasperated he seemed at not being able to grasp the concept 
-”That is true, I mean just think about all the stars and planets that humankind will never even know about “
-”And the even more galaxies that we can't even wrap our brains around” 
-You go back to laying in his arms 
-”I can barely wrap my brain around how big Earth is” 
-”Earth feels like it goes forever and ever” 
-You stopped for a second, thinking about that
-”Space is like… a billion times more forever” 
-”But guess what?”
-A smile grew across Peter’s face as you wondered what he wanted you to guess
-”My love for you is even more forever”
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he-calls-me-kitten · 2 years
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Brain rot about the same Solomon from his darling appertince getting jealous of Satan tutoring mc in HIS best subject and him taking mc to the school’s library after everyone is gone and…..
Anon, your brain deserves a bouquet of flowers and a box of chocolates! Oof how I love this!
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Everyday you and Solomon talked about your dorms, telling each other about anything and everything that happened. Usually you have way more to report while he sits back and chuckles.
You sighed. "...and before dinner, Lucifer suddenly called a meeting and assigned Satan to tutor for the upcoming exams, so Satan took Levi and me- Solomon? You... okay?"
Solomon didn't realise exactly how fast his expression had changed. How his knuckles turned pale white, how his eyes widened in rage or how blue flames shot out of his fingers.
"Oh sorry. One of my new magic stones must be acting up again." He controlled himself. "Please continue, what did Satan teach you?"
"Seductive speechcraft. Can you believe it's an actual subject?" You shook your head in disbelief. Solomon's jaw tightened again. "He was only teaching you? Alone?"
"No, Levi was there too. Jeez, he made me seduce both of them." You chuckled. "And the best part is how easy it was. I mean simply meowed at Satan and I was done!"
But, you'd look so cute meowing on your hands and knees.
Solomon grit his teeth and shook his head. Lately you were making your way into his head in such lewd scenarios, he had to control himself magic.
"I see. Well, what's the next subject he's supposed to teach you?"
"Devildom history." You groaned. "By far the most tedious. It's going to take days to cover all the material. I just hope I don't fall asleep midway."
Solomon grinned. History is his forte. He can take care of this for you, in the best possible way. "Say, MC, I'm fairly skilled at the subject myself. Would you like me to teach you instead? I can even correlate with human history to give you a better understanding of the timeline."
Your eyes sparkled. "Yes please! That will be so much better! I'll go inform Satan. Thank you, Solomon!" Excited, you pressed a kiss on his cheek in gratitude.
Once isn't nearly enough. Do it again. Please.
"Haha sure. It pleases me to talk to someone who actually understands what I'm talking about, you know?" Solomon talks, still dazed from your kiss. "Meet me at the Central Library at 8, tomorrow."
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"There you are, MC." He patted the seat next to himself. "Come sit. I already took whatever books we need from the shelves."
You smiled and thanked him. "The library seems kinda empty today. It's usually more crowded, isn't it?"
"Indeed. I wonder why." He lied. As if he didn't specifically choose this time and place. He sat back, letting your fragrance fill the air around him. "Now, then shall we get started?"
He counted each time you gripped his thigh and laughed, each time playfully elbowed his arm and especially the times you laid your cheek on his shoulder to read off the pages.
11. 6. 15.
"I didn't know history could possibly be that fun! You should teach classes instead of that teacher we have." You frowned and shook your head. "Hey look, they dimmed the lights. Looks like we're the only ones left."
"Indeed." Solomon leaned in towards you. "Want to stay longer? See if something happens?" You smiled cheekily, nodding. He remembered your kiss from yesterday. Surely it meant he was allowed to embrace you with one too?
"My curious little apprentice, aren't you?" He let his lips fall on your cheek. So supple. So soft. His kiss lingered much longer than a casual kiss is supposed to. Yet you didn't mind. Only stared at him with a blushing face.
Something more fun was about to happen tonight.
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mysadcorner · 10 months
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Hiii! :D
So, because I saw you did hpd, if it is not too much and is alright I would like to kindly request a Billy Loomis x BPD!reader hcs (borderline personality disorder) i think it would be interesting as he too has a shown fear of abandonment
(and to me is generally a bit BPD coded personally but also that is probably me projecting anyway, I digress-)
But I would love to see how him and the reader as they are both kinda damaged individuals in their own mental state help and love each other as they are and grow as people in the process if that makes sense and isn't too romance novely lol!
Just some good ol Billy fluff yk :0
Thank you so much for even reading this!
have a splendid day!!!
Billy Loomis x BPD!Reader Headcanons
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• Billy often feels trapped just like you do, except Billy likes to maintain an outward view of calmness around the people he knows. Because he knows how you feel about the people around you, and sometimes his own feelings of himself correlate to your own feelings of yourself, he finds it easy to relate and open up to you.
• Billy doesn't know who to turn to a lot of the time, he feels isolated as if he's surrounded by people who wouldn't be able to understand him for who he truly is all the time. You may not exactly feel the same way Billy does, but he does try to subtly reach out to you by hoping you understand him better than anyone else could.
• If you have any mood swings, Billy would be able to deal with them fairly easily. He can calm you down due to how attentive he is, he notices the small things and figures out through experience what helps you best. It's also something he suffers from, but he doesn't exactly realize it until you help him figure out why he suddenly switches so quickly.
• Anxiety is also something Billy would be able to help you through in private, although in public he may be rather stoic and dismissive about it. He isn't good at relating to other people's emotions, especially when he's in the middle of doing something. But when he notices how much your anxiety may affect you then he tries his best to help you through the situation even if he may experience a little bit of annoyance in the moment.
• Billy is constantly open to doing outlandish things with you on a whim, and Billy's impulsiveness definitely won't warn him about going too far. He may not consider the possibility of you being put in any danger until it's very close, and once he's noticed this he'll try to keep you out of serious danger until he decides he needs you for a kind of plan he's made up with Stu.
• Billy is probably very dismissive about little comments you may make about your mental health until he realizes what you're actually going through. Many of the things you open up to him about he can relate to on different levels, and over time this encourages him to be honest with you and potentially help the both of you seek extra help for any struggles you may be facing.
• If you have something small stuck in the back of your mind concerning something that someone had done towards you then Billy will definitely get it out of you. Even if it's not serious and has been heightened by your thought process, he'll still deal with the person in a way he sees fit. Billy's devotion and obsession aren't something to be messed with when he thinks something may cause you to leave him or ignore him for a little while regardless of what you're going through.
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