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#//  oH BUT LIKE fair warning don't make me do all the talking like pls i'm so tired of that
hellguarded-moved · 2 years
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//  i’ve been thinking about making another plotting call to get in touch with some new ppl since moving blogs.  so mayhaps you can consider this one.  i’ll make it a point to reach out to ppl over the weekend.
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blackwolfstabs · 1 month
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Omg I just thought of something
Can I get your team Loomis headcanons for shits and giggles pls I feel it would be so fun plsplsplspls
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uhhhh OF COURSE!!
for shits and giggles and you, the billy to my sam: 🩶
Team Loomis Headcanons
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──────── GIFS not mine
don't you judge me billy ok? I MEAN IT 😤😂 (side note: these are based in a universe where Billy's not dead because it's easier and i love thinking about it lol)
Billy wants to be a dad rather than just a father to Sam, but he doesn't know how to do it in the right way, which leads him to fall back on trying to guide her in the right direction, even if he's hard on her about it.
They bicker CONSTANTLY. like we're talking almost every time they have a casual conversation. they're a lot alike so they butt-heads like you would not believe. you want proof? this is from something personal that i wrote a while back in an AU where everyone that was killed in the Scream verse was resurrected. Christina, Billy, Sam, and Tara all live together (just gonna share the dialogue because context is a thing and you'd be lost if i didn't give you a whole explanation):
CHRISTINA: *talking about Tara, who she had to wake up for a doctor's appointment* She's grumpy, so that's your fair warning. I gave her 5 minutes to come out here so she can eat before we go. We'll see if she does it... SAM: You should keep that in mind next time you think she's the good one. I don't give you half the hard times she does. BILLY: Maybe with waking up, that is. SAM: What's that supposed to mean? BILLY: Honestly, you're a handful, and you're 26. SAM: Well, you're 43, and you're a handful, so... BILLY: You watch your backtalk, Sam. SAM: You watch your front-talk, Billy. BILLY: Hey. Those are fighting words. SAM: Bring it. CHRISTINA: Alright, you two. Give it a rest. *beat* Samantha, you really should watch your mouth though. SAM: Me? This one started it. He should watch his. *mockingly* Honestly, I'm 26 years old. BILLY: Oh, really? You wanna play that game?
these hcs are for @alphawolfstabs, so i thought he'd enjoy that, but to everyone else, sorry that was long haha i didn't expect to share it.
anyways, back to the rest of the headcanons!
everything is Sam's fault. or Billy just blames everything on Sam. it doesn't matter who did it or why, if someone asks, you can bet you'll hear Billy answer "SAM!" and it drives Sam crazy.
if Sam isn't feeling well, is hurt, tired, or emotional, Billy is the first to notice (he notices even before Tara does).
as much as it doesn't seem like it, Sam trusts Billy a lot. he's always been right, when it comes to her and deep down (and i mean DEEP DEEP down) there's a place in her heart for him. in other words, she wouldn't admit it, but she does love him.
Billy loves teasing Sam just to piss her off. he does it for fun.
Sam disses the crap out of Billy just to piss him off. she does it for fun.
they make one hell of a fighting team (this one is canon but imagine them in the flesh together)
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just a few for you right there. let me know if you want more and i'll do them in the future! 😉
ty for requesting these!! 🩶
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kamakazih8syou · 1 year
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"let's go home" Ghost x GN!reader
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PREMISE: Ghost gets a little tipsy and forgets that he's talking to his lovely partner
PAIRINGS: Ghost x GN!reader
WARNINGS: talks of being drunk, alcohol consumption
AN: THANK YALL SM FOR THE LOVE!! PLS GIVE ME STUFF TO WRITE ABT, MY ASK BOX IS WIDEE OPEN this is also a little short but ive been in a little writers block :(
You rarely ever get a day off. Like, ever.
You are always busy, always working, always on your feet. Your free time is spent with your husband, Simon and even days where the both of you are free, your days usually get cut short by missions, getting called in for last minute work, etc etc... Today was different.
You and 141 were going out for drinks as you usually do when a mission is over, you went back home, freshened up, and put on a nicer outfit then your gear. As you walk to the car you get bombarded with texts from Soap and Gaz saying how you needed to "Get your slow ass over to the pub" You chuckle at the text, and you back out of your parking space.
You walk into the pub and you immediately notice something is off, the boys are much louder then they would usually have been when, from their corner of the bar you hear them cheering in celebration and laughing. That's when you hear it Ghosts laugh.
Ghost tries to be stoic, rarely letting himself slip up and letting himself show any emotion that isn't neutrality or anger. At most, he lets out a soft chuckle to one of his own unfunny dark jokes, or to you trying to make him laugh in public. This was different. He was having a hearty laugh at something you couldn't even fathom, it was probably an unfunny joke being completely fair. You smile when you walk up behind him and brush his arm in the way you always do to let him know its you.
"Hey, ease up. I got someone back home" Simon says roughly, he pulls his arm away from your hand. You attempt to say ,"Ghost its me-" but you are cut off with a harsh "Yeah pal whatever you say, just keep your hands off. I don't want you, i'm waiting for my partner." You chuckle, realizing that Simon may have had a little too much to drink, and you decide to play along as you slide into the seat next to him. "Oh my, I didn't realize you were taken! Tell me more about this partner" You say with a smile. Simon responds by clearing his throat, "Well, they're amazing for one. They reign hell on anything they attempt to do and I honestly don't think I could even try to do half the shit they do. They're always working so hard for everyone and I can't- I don't even think I could imagine a life without them. I didn't think I could love someone before them but... here they are, proving me wrong every single day." Simon takes a sip of his whiskey, and looks at you long and hard.
"You kinda... look like them" Ghost says while squinting his eyes, almost as if he's trying to play a game of, "Guess the Difference" in his head.
"What's yer... what's yer name love?", Simon says, slurring his drunken words.
You sigh and kiss his masked cheek, " Let's get you home Si.", You say with a little laugh; You grab his hand and lead him to your car.
"I didn't think you had that many nice things to say about me Si, you really know how to flatter someone", You say as you're driving. You think Simon is sleeping, his body rested softly on your passenger door as you make your way home.
"Mmmm, I meant every word dear..... you're amazin and I wouldn't change you for a thing...", His words are strung together and are filled with sleep. You love it when he's like this, when he's relaxed and calm. When it seems like all his worries and his past has drifted away for the time being. When he opens up and lets down his walls he's built around his heart. Simon has never been an open man, but when he is? He never fails to charm you. You love Simon.
You love days like these.
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pandoraroid · 1 month
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listening to vincent's playlist and it is an,,, experience,,,
take this all with a grain of salt pls dont come @ me
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to quote a comment from this video: the fact that we know what's coming makes this both terrifying and heartbreaking. couldnt have said it better than myself 😔😔😔😔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
i love him so much,,, he tries to distract the listener,,, he tries to comfort them so bad soshksjsks HE'S SO SWEET AND EVERYTHING
"do you wanna hold my hand?" HAND IN MARRIAGE SIR? SURE
he is an adrenaline junkie i need a man like him in my life he's just like me fr
"one last ride, right?" NO 👹 S T O P DONT BREAK MY HEART LIKE THIS
though how is he the only rider they never found??? what how did he get dislodged from his seat or something??? i must be dumb i dont get this all of a sudden 🧍‍♀️
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love the intro 😚 the messages on the cassette tapes are so heartwarming and reassuring djgdjdhd
okay that "boo" actually scared the shit out of me is it safe to assume that this is the same amusement park he was in in the previous video?
if that's the case, does he just,,, chill in here at random??? god that is so,,,
"demons(?) are very much real" BRO ARE WE SUPPOSE TO KNOW THAT?
"oh i know i'm close. you're welcome" WHEWWWWWW JESUS FUCK LORD GIVE ME STRENGTH
"little one" okay fuck i'm melting YOUR VOICE SIR got me kicking my feet and blushing fr
lovely has an attitude 😁😁 stay strong soldier
he calls them beautiful AND DARLING? even if it was a bit of a throwaway JESUS 🫠
"your safety is paramount" "be safe, little one. good night." why does this make him so much hotter jesus what is wrong with me HE EVEN LEADS THEM BACK TO THEIR CAR (bareminimumenjoyer?!?! me?!?!? look away)
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"you're not looking for another paranormal hunk are you? that would break my heart :(" SIR
no seriously why is bro here
"foreplay takes two y'know" SIR
is he getting them to believe in the supernatural what what is his goal,,,
"should i strip down for easier access, doctor?" WRAP IT UP
his voice omfg immelting just imagining the scene,,, onlovely'sbedbeingclosewithhimohmyfuckinggod
he's so goofy for just tapping on his fangs like that lmao
DID HE JUST PIN THEM DOWN TO THE BED WH A T
SIR WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT DID HE SERIOUSLY NEARLY JUST???? WHA T
"no one has had this effect on me" NO SHIT????
"you're safe with me. i won't lose control." thank you for that but if the next video's title is any clue, that will not age well ( i mean you on the other hand don't get to age at all so 🤷‍♀️ IM KIDDING)
"i'm not going to mess this up." you won't babes (at least i think you wont) i'd give anything to give him a hug or something
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WHO THE FUCK IS THIS BITCH THIS ISNT MY MAN
oh the warnings 😃 mentally preparing myself now
lovely what the fuck are we doing here
"beautiful little bloodbag" oh hey a pale sleazy talking punchbag
"oh relax i'm just touching you" and if i may touch my fist to your face in a fast and strong way, you're gonna relax then bitch
WAIT DID HE TRANCE US???
i am well aware a human is no match for a vampire but that will not stop my audacity to try which dare i say levels up to his for touching me and talking shit about vincent
"all i had to do was wait for your human brain to make a decision this stupid." it seems that your expired vampiric brain has also made the stupid decision to breathe in my direction
to be fair on vincent, we have met each other exactly two times and neither of us (especially him) could have known how our previous meeting would end. i don't need to be near you for five minutes to know you're a little bitch
DID YOUR CONCEPT OF PERSONAL SPACE DIE WITH YOU THE FIRST TIME GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME YOU LITTLE BITCH
MY MAN IS HEREEEEE he's not gonna be mad lovely came here is he
HE PUNCHED HIM HAHAHAHA he did it for me fr
HIS VOICE GOD am so weak for him
MAKING OUT WITH US ALREADY??? GOOD GOD
lovely checking on him too ☹️☹️☹️ my goober fr
"i dont think you're gonna like what you found" oh dang you're like me for real
MY MAN
the way he says "little one" will never not get to me omg AND THEN HE SAID BABY IN THAT VOICE??? GOD
vamp eyes go black when theyre hungry(?) got it noted
so lovely got tranced and vincent is needs to feed on them right after???? did i get that right??? GOOD GOD GIVE EM A BREAK???
"i cant drink from your neck... no not yet not like this..." PROPS TO HIM FOR HAVING PROPRIETY LOVE MY MAN FR
"this will mark you as mine" GIVE IT HERE but at the same time ALREADY????
oh good lord he's feeding from our wrists now okay
hang in there lovely patpat u're gonna be okay (i hope they will be VINCENT)
aw those little kisses though
noooooo vincent 😭???
neways,,,
jfc these two put me on a ride (haha get it)
vincent is slowly becoming my new crush 🤭 but jfc lovely better get good u got this babes
will stop here for now bc i need a break 🧍‍♀️ when will i continue who knows
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lastoneout · 3 months
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Okay I'm finally sitting down to properly watch the PJO series so here's an episode-by-episode live blog I guess. (Fair warning, I haven't read the books since I was a teenager, I am a smidge of an apologist for the films, and my favorite adaptation so far has been the musical.)
Episode One:
All of the actors are doing a really good job, I especially like Sally.
The costume design for both the monsters and the humans is pretty killer. I want Percy's sweater.
I also love the little seaside cabin and want to live there!!!
This is such a mild gripe BUT as someone with dyslexia I wish there was a better way to visually depict it without like, doing the swapping letters thing cuz that's just not what it's actually like at all.
Gabe maybe feels a little too funny. Like I'm supposed to hate him and think it's justified that he deserves to be turned into stone at the end, this version of him is really.....toned down, and his banter with Percy and Sally was fun to watch. I should hate him, but really he just came across as unpleasant. Less abusive asshole and more "old married couple who share interests but can't communicate without shouting" you know?
Loved Grover's little "I'm 24 actually" lmao that was great.
Not a fan of Percy immediately recognizing the Minotaur within a millisecond of it appearing before the audience even got a good look at it. Like, I just sat there thinking "how can he even see it?" rather than feeling scared of a big monster barreling at them.
The action is uh....fine? Feels a little lackluster. Or kinda....divorced from the rest of the show weirdly?? Idk it makes me feel like I'm watching a movie of a movie if that makes sense?? But we'll see where they go with it. (I know banter during a fight isn't realistic and people make fun of Marvel for it, but like...it helps to have at least a little talking. We don't wanna be Man of Steel.)
I feel like there's been a few "slightly out of sync ADR" moments but they weren't too distracting.
Pacing into Sally saying goodbye felt a little long, kinda took the shock of her dying out of the scene, but the actress REALLY sold all the emotional beats so I'll forgive it.
I LOVE the credits sequence!!! Reminds me of the designs on that one box set of the books in a really cool way.
Episode Two:
Oh yes the ugly ass neon orange shirts are here bless!
FUCK YES THAT'S DIONYSUS BAYBEEE!! My ONLY note is that he def could have turned up the energy a little, but that's probably just bcs I love how loud and unpleasant he is in the musical and I also know how unhinged this actor can be.
Chiron is such a delight <3
I like the cabins too, way better than how I imagined them as a kid reading the books lol
Oh, I can see why the new fans fell for Luke so hard.
Grover assuming a human being squished would be like an old banana is very funny. Felt very book-humor in a good way.
Clarisse!!
Oh damn actual disabled half-bloods, very cool!
Minor but I can't actually tell what Percy did wrong with the bow? Weird editing I guess.
Aside from that I actually love a good "fuck up" montage, I honestly wish it were a little longer.
Probably doesn't matter but I don't get having them burn the food after they've started eating? I thought that was a before you sit down type thing.
Percy burning the blue candy to try to talk to his mom was sweet tho T_T
"real friends" hahahaha.....yeah.......about Luke.......
yay! hazing!
Oh I love Annabeth already >:D
Thalia.....is pronounced differently than I thought....?
(I'm sorry I'm too much of a fan of 'Tree on the Hill' for this exposition dump. That shit hits harder when coming from Grover.)
Percy giving Annabeth the "actually I suck and my self esteem is riding on this so like pls don't ask me to do anything hard T_T" talk is just, so good lmao
ofc he doesn't know what's going on Annabeth you didn't tell him anything
Okay the action is a lot better when it's between the actual characters and doesn't involve a 3D monster, though I still had trouble following all the hits Percy was taking.
Oooh I can see why people did so much art of Percy being claimed that was a good shot.
FUCK YEAH TELL HIM YOU'RE SALLY JACKSON'S SON
(I hope they kept the Oracle in the attic...)
Okay I have to go do some things and then I'll be back for more!
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tachimichishrine · 4 months
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<yall... hear me out.... why do i kinda prefer bottomless bram... been thinking abt him a lot... guys... guys someone... someone please tell me im not losing my mind here...>
"ride me"
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bram stoker x gn! reader
warnings: nsfw/absolute crack i don even know what i just wrote ngl
what to do when you're horny but your boyfriend has no dick?
what to do when you're horny but your boyfriend has no fingers?
or thighs
or body
or anything
it's really hard to be dating a head
"bram, baby, I'm horny."
"sorry about that."
"😐"
dating a head is REALLY hard
"babe, babe, there's this fair in town, I really wanna go!"
"prepare the backpack" 😼
people gave you weird stares as you carried around a talking head in a baby carrier, and then leaning down to kiss him 🌝
he likes to be put in flower vases because it makes him feel pretty, but obviously doesn't like sunlight 😣
by now, your arms are so strong from carrying him all the time that people ask you if you're a body builder😪
"do you work out?"
"no I just carry my boyfriend everywhere."
"that sounds pretty childish of him, I'd break up with mine if he did that."
"he's not childish. just... incomplete."
the person would leave, and you would pull him out of your backpack like, "dang, sorry about that. you know I love you."💓
his rbf is on all the time
he's so blunt and for WHAT ⁉⁉⁉⁉
"did I ever tell you that I love your eyes, they're so gorgeous, darling."
he doesn't respond, just "mnn" and stares at you with the same rbf 😍
but, whether he admits it or not, he really appreciates you, and he has the softest rare smiles that just make you go 🥰🥰🥰
affection is not his strong point but when he does get soft and cuddly and lets you run your fingers through his hair, he's the absolute king of verbal reassurance and compliments that don't feel fake at all.
but then again if you start to braid his hair he literally can do nothing to stop you ☠☠☠
if things get spicy, things get complicated
you'd think that making out with a head is relatively normal, since the mouth and tongue are still there, but NOPE
words cannot describe how weird it is to carry someone while kissing them but also not being able to feel their body because there is none???
needless to say he is a sub
no bc this man couldn't dom if he wanted to, he can't even move by himself what did you expect???
he looks tired the entire time 🕴
he makes up (sort of) for his lack of... everything with his tongue game
low sex drive because 1) has no genitals so I don't think he could get hard, 2) PLS THIS GUY JUST WANTS TO SLEEP AND LISTEN TO MUSIC, NOTHING ELSE 😭😭
however, he does really love you and everything you do for him, so if you want to experiment, he's totally fine with that, it's not like he hasn't been through worse
oh and teasing him DOESN'T WORK 👩‍🦯👩‍🦯👩‍🦯
once you tried S&M and tied up his mouth, trying to get him to beg, but, once again, he's kinda indifferent
"could you please refrain from choking me, i don't even have lungs or the need to breathe."
so most of the time it's just a question of face-fucking him
if you cum in his mouth it's literally going to pass down his throat and then it's just going to splatter on the ground anyways because... he's a head 🤓
one time, you'd just gotten so crazily worked up and needed him to fuck you, so you suggested letting him fuck you... with. his. ear.
LOOK AT THOSE THINGS THEY'RE POINTY AF TELL ME THAT THEY AREN'T FUCKABLE
you set him up so that he was facing sideways on the bed, just got on top, and rode that mf 💃💃
now he has cum in his ears and he's not sure how you're going to get it out
that's how you ended up spending the night using cotton swabs to get your cum out of his ears, and that's not exactly a story you like to tell people a lot 🗿
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vantaegguk · 2 months
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Vlive pt.2|| ft. Park jm
⚠️ warnings: 18+, taekook smut, hardstan, groans and moans, fingerings, and much more
SYNOPSIS: tae was taking vlive on his nerves until jikook entered making him relieved until jungkook made him helpless again...
Pov:
●tae is talking to army's all the way from world on his vlive having his favorite dinner and tensed cuz he has nothing more than anything to talk about
● yet he still tries to keep himself busy by reading comments
●shortly after jimin and jungkook join him for the same...
" I saw jimin and jungkook approaching giving me a sense of relief...now atleas I won't be alone embarrassing myself here"
"Oh damn jungkook looks stylish in those yellow glasses and oversized jacket..fuck those masculine arms...and bangless forehead everything is so pleaureful"
●they both came and greeted Tae settling everything down..
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>5 mins later<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
●everything became drop dead silent..no one had anything to speak anything to share..just the game of staring and smirking and smiling started..
"Hyung Is looking so fine is that cloak..that cape of his head...makes hin even prettier I wish u could just feel him tonight."
●meanwhile just jimin staring at both of them and pretending to leave..
"Jimin can we switch positions??"
●jimin and junkook looked at Tae as if he is making taekook too obvious for army's..
"Sure *teasing jungkook*"
"Thank you *smirks*"
●now tae is sitting besides jungkook in the middles whereas jungkook is dying with blood that is rushing in his face and groin
"Hyung you're doing this wrong"
"Everything us fair in love my kook"
●taehyung wrapped his arm around jungkook's shoulder making hin. Even tensed but fir the fact that jk was liking everything was good enough for Tae.
●meanwhile jimin kept the army's busy by talking to them and drawing their attention towards him by his flirting skills.
>>>>>>>>>>>>><few mins later<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
"Ahh fuck me hyung...yes y-oh godd deeper. Fuck"
"Oh jungkook ahh you're fine as fuck...I just wanna fuck u so bad"
"Then fuck me bad hyung I'm all urs...ahhhh yes yes right there...oh my goad I'm in heaven"
"*groans* yes your prostate..I feel kook..your too tight already...but my long lengths will fuck u I'm every corner..."
"Ahh ahh hyung...ahh pls..more more fast yes ahh"
"Faster hmm?? Here it goes *sped up*"
"Oh no ahhhh fuck fuck OH MY GAWDDD..IM SO URS IM SO URS...YES YES YES I LOVE U HYUNG FUCK UR AMAZINGLY FAST I LOVE-AHHH"
"Ahh I'm almost there..hyung I'm about to cum"
"Come for daddy babyboy...don't stress it..just come over.. come for me..come for me..I wanna see ur sweet juices"
Tae was mercilessly fingering jungkook..his long fingers perfectly thrusting jungkook deep and clear..his groans and moans turning Tae on
"Jungkook let's carry this to ur bed room..I swear..I'll die if I didn't fuck u with my d¡ck tonight...I'm so freaking horny that I just wanna eat your prostate up...fuck pls I can't control"
With another round...Tae and jungkook left for his room meanwhile. Jimin was left here touching himself while talking to army's...asking them to pleasure him....
"They both always end up like this and I'm the one left in trouble.. now who's gonna help me.."
》LIVE CHAT FILLED WITH ATTENDANCE
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valleynix · 1 year
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Another one down. I was annoyed for like the first half of the chapter😭
My blood pressure every time the Red pal was mentioned 🔼🔼🔼
Cass has my full support on the dislike of their presence in the castle. SAME. The joy when I read that they finally left...
Anyway.
DANIELA
Daniela, tell me about the lily. What does the lily mean?
Pls her unintentionally killing her lovers coz she's not aware of her strength and the fear she'll hurt Reader too :(
This is always such a sad and heart-aching trope.
You out there doing god's work and giving the sisters different body types <3
But Dani being insecure :( like no, ma'am you're beautiful and perfect just the way you are. This little fly deserves all the reassurance and worship in the whole world 🛐🛐🛐
When you told me about sweet Dani scenes I didn't expect THAT 😳
But I'm not complaining, it was all really sweet indeed and had such safe and comfort vibes and like yes ✨communication ✨
Idk it warmed my heart. It wasn't like the usual stuff I come across in writing.
After the last chapter I was afraid that all the progress made with Cassandra was ruined and that it'd take some time to regain her trust and get on her good side again :/ but what a nice surprise it was that she and Reader talked and Reader even told her about the stuff with the other reality and Lunatic (even if she may think of them as crazy but they already seem like insane so ssdggh). It's good they opened up about it.
If it comes to it, perhaps Cass will be able to at least save her mama and sisters :(
What an even nicer surprise it was when Cass kissed them like oh my god ~200k words, ~30h of waiting for that very moment and it happened in quite unexpected circumstances considering Reader just fucked up badly a while ago.
And Cassandra was so cute with her kisses. Slightly confused about what she's supposed to do, unlike her sisters pls I love her.
It's so nice to see a different interpretation of her character😭
Anyway that was so mean of you to throw that argument with Alcina right after the moment with Dani 😐
Ginger Snaps? Reader Snaps. And comes out as a bird🐥
Wings huh, a symbol of everything Reader hates. Funny how everyone else loves them. Maybe they'll help Reader accept who they are. Because it doesn't define them as a person but can work as an advantage.
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^me waiting patiently to hear your lovely takes on what's going on
*AW NO, NOT ANNOYED LMAO. fair though, that was some shit that went on
*you're going to learn very quickly why we don't like Red in this house :D
*listen Cass has the BEST vibe checker, and Red simply does not pass it
*HEHE FINALLY DANI!!
*i really feel like, with the excitement of having another sister/daughter, no one warned her that she was a hell of a lot stronger than she used to be, and that caused... issues, obviously. the main reason she wanted Reader to "take control" (she's a power bottom, cmon now) was so that she would have a much less chance of hurting them. poor baby can't stand the thought of hurting anyone she actually likes :(
*hehe, i tried my best to make them a little more realistic <3 with how much she copies her sisters, i wouldn't be surprised to find she also compares herself to them, and considering they actually have different body types in TPtM... unsurprising she would be insecure and wouldn't have given anyone else the chance to reassure her
*we love communication here! Dani strikes me as the one to communicate literally everything to her partner (where to touch, what feels good, etc.), regardless of what it is or how significant it actually is; the trouble is getting her to not ramble about flowers or rocks or whatever else is on her mind during spicy time
*it was definitely supposed to be a much softer moment as compared to anything else they've done with each other up until then :D
*listen, i could literally never do that (i'm on pc so imagine i put a crying face). i feel Cassandra is too mature for that, and with her already knowing what was going on but wanting Reader to admit to it, i don't think she'd completely give up everything over an accident/misunderstanding
*i think lots of people were surprised to read that Cass was the first to know about everything going on. she probably wouldn't have poked it out of them had it not been for the fact she saw them talking to someone that wasn't there, but it is good to finally have at least one person they can rely on through it all :o
*ahaha... aha.... haha.... about that-
*she has had a week basically to herself to figure out what she's feeling, why she was so upset to find them outside with Daria, why her heart flutters in her chest when they smile at her... all the fun, totally straight stuff you experience, yknow
*listen. listen. i genuinely don't like horndog Cass and feel it can be very bland to write her that way, even as much as she teases others about it (or how she sits on Reader's lap, pins them to the bed, etc. without actually meaning to go further), so i thought... what if... Reader was basically her "first"... her first kiss, her first "human" she's actually cared about... pls she's so awkward i love her
*i have said it before and i'll say it again: Alcina can be a toxic lover. when she wants information, she will get it one way or another, but i think i did write that she apologized for pushing them that far? she's pushed their buttons again and again before, just never to that extent. i can understand her frustrations, but Alcina, pls
*mm, it was nice to write that Reader hates that part of themself and what it means, what it represents, while everyone else thought the wings were cool as fuck. i don't think anyone even mentioned how similar they were to Miranda's (yet? it's been a minute since i've even worked on TPtM), and i feel that's a step in the right direction, distancing themself from her/her influence
definitely looking forward to how you'll react in chapter thirteen, and i will warn you that it's a doozy. be prepared. you may hate me after LMAOO <333
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peanutpinet · 2 years
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Can i pls request r getting seriously injured -hitting her head and losing consciousness- during an international competition because someone sabotaged her skates with yuzuru hannyuuuuu (人 •͈ᴗ•͈)
r - reader
It's me again ( ╹▽╹ ) i rlly like how u write so i sent this rqst ( ꈍᴗꈍ)
it's also okei if u can't write it or it's too specific (✿^‿^) I'm fine w anything
Another Anonymous asked: if you're able and comfortable could you do a yuzuru hanyu x gf skater reader and she gets badly injured/faints while practicing and he gets really worried and rushes to her side and they take her to the hospital and he stays with her the entire time but one night he has a competition the next day and she tries urging him to go?
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A/N: I haven't written any Yuzu fics in a while not because I didn't want to but more so I didn't have the feel for it but since the Olympics just happened (let's not talk about what happened), I decided it's only fitting to do so!!
I hope that those that are asking if I accept Yuzu requests know that yes, I do but I don't really immediately get into the request because I feel that I need to be in the zone when writing; not cause I don't like your requests but because I don't want to put anything half-assed :"
Also, I decided to combine these two asks since I feel that they would tie in nicely with each other :)
Warnings: toxic sportsmanship behaviour
You and Yuzu have known each other ever since he started to move to TCC to train. Ever since, you would bump into each other during some practice sessions and for some reason ended up talking with each other to the point you both exchanged contacts.
Oh, those were the easy times...
Years later, you both are still as close as ever. Javi and Jason would joke around saying that if they didn't know better, the both of you have some sort of relationship but it's only the both of you that are basically in denial of this.
Well, can you blame the two men? Whenever you're both assigned to the same competition, you would always find a way to talk to each other, watch each other's practices and even competition; congratulating each other whenever y'all made it to the podium. Heck, even at the banquet, you were one of the only female skaters that Yuzu actually talked to.
While it may seem nice and all; it sort of sparked some jealousy amongst several female skaters. To be fair, they weren't just jealous of "this luxury" you have but because you were an all-rounder skater. Being one of the few skaters that have consistent skating (both in technical and presentation, also having one of the rarest elements, the 3A).
The comments didn't really bother you that much since you were used to them since your junior years and you had your own way to live with it. But this time, it got to a whole new level to the point where you had to withdraw from the competition.
You just arrived for practice and was going to the bathroom before changing into your skates. When you came back, you casually put on your skates and grabbed the essentials and headed to the rink. Taking off your blade guards, you handed them to your coach and actually went into the rink and started your practice.
But throughout your practice, you felt that something was off with your boots. You went to the sidelines to check on your boots and everything seemed alright. You even tried to untie and retie your skates to make sure that the laces weren't loose. But even so, it still felt a bit off.
Because it didn't feel right, you decided to just do some simple strokes and spins before actually committing to a full jump since if there were problems with your boots, doing a jump would be the last thing you would do.
Feeling fine after several spins and small run-throughs, only then did you have the courage to actually jump. You looked around and when the coast was clear, you prepared your jump and it was going well until you felt your feet slightly lighter and turns out the bolts that connect your blade to your boots fell out and thus making your blade fall off and you fell, landing very hard to the point that you hit your head and blacked out.
The next time you wake up, you heard beeping noises and a heavy weight on top of your body. Trying to lift your head a bit, you saw a figure that you know all too well. It was Yuzu. He looked like he just slept after not sleeping for maybe a few days. Which made you wonder. How long has it been since you were out cold?
Shifting a bit, you accidentally woke Yuzu up who, upon seeing you awake was shocked and immediately tried to lay you back down but when you insist on sitting up, Yuzu finally decided to help you sit straight up.
You tried to ask Yuzu to tell you everything that happened after you blacked out which he was very hesitant and his sentence structure was all over the place. But after a while, Yuzu told you from the beginning. How the coaches and practically everyone (except "some" people) were shocked and basically stirred the entire stadium into chaos. It was later on did people find out that some skaters actually sabotaged your skates, loosening the bolt hence the blade and boot separated from each other.
You were at loss for words. You never expect that people would go to this certain extent to cut you out from the competition. You were just zoning out until Yuzu grabbed ahold of your hands in his, telling you that those skaters were banned from any competition throughout the rest of the season and that they will be sued to pay for all your medical expenses.
But you being the nice person you are, you tried to tell Yuzu that you don't think suing them would bring any justice or anything. Yuzu tried to redirect the topic and asked how your leg and head were feeling which you tell him that they feel okay.
The both of you kept talking for a while until you realised that you haven't asked how long have you been out. You asked for your phone which Yuzu handed to you and you figured out that you've been out for a good 2-3 days and it was supposed to be the men's free skate the next day.
You scolded Yuzu, telling him to go back to the hotel and rest for his competition but he refused. Telling you that he got enough rest and already did his run-through several times before coming back to take care of you. Sighing, you just reminded him that he better be in his best shape during the free because you would be watching him through television which he chuckled and said that he'll definitely do his best.
"I promise that I will bring back the gold not only for me, the fans, my family or my country but for you as well. Then, once you're all better, I'll treat you to a nice dinner so you can get your strength back and we can train again" Yuzu mentioned, holding your hand even tighter
"Okay. But I'll go out even if you don't get gold. I want to eat good food" you whined as Yuzu just chuckled and tucked you in bed once more
"We will. Now rest up" Yuzu softly whispered, pecking your forehead
A/N: honestly, wasn't sure how to end it but I hope it turned out alright. To the other anonymous user that sent the request where the skater got injured and got into the hospital, I hope that you read this and apologies for taking so long in writing your request :" have a nice weekend everyone!! :) xoxo vinet
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ravixen · 2 years
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Hi I really really love your writing! Especially werewolf au ones. If you don't mind may I request 97 line reaction when their mates being pregnant? Read the 95 96 line ones and adored it so much!
svt + mate being pregnant (pt 3)
➔ reaction || request || werewolf!au || 97 line
➔ warnings: pregnancy || 584 words ➔ notes: hey babe, thanks for the ask and sorry this took so long!! you sent this all the way back in november, but it was after other requests ;A; i'm glad u like my stuff <33 the werewolf one are close to my heart since they've been around for so long. if you liked, pls reblog! wrote this while tipsy, too, so let me know if there's any mistakes.
SEOKMIN: he laughs at first because there's no way. there's absolutely no way, this has to be a joke, right? when you don't say that it is, he leans back in his chair, muttering, "but we were so careful...?" and it's not until he sees your face fall that he knows you took it the wrong way. "no, no, that's not what i meant," he murmurs into your hair, gathering you into his arms. his first reaction is to ask whether you're okay. him, he's ecstatic, but he doesn't want to come off too strong in case it makes you doubt whatever you're feeling. if you tell him how happy you are about it, that's when he gets out the celebratory balloons and cake. god, he spends so much time around you, you absolutely reek of his smell. even more than before, which is an impressive feat. i bet he doesn't even make baby announcement cards; being the pack messenger, he goes to every member and every friendly pack personally to tell them the good news. no matter how obnoxiously loud he is about it, they can't help sharing in his excitement, too.
MINGYU: he doesn't even find out directly from you lol the first one to find out is actually seungkwan because he recognized the signs for you, so when you got the positive results, you wanted to tell him he was right (as much as your eyes roll from his triumphant crowing) and ask advice for how to break the news to mingyu. putting the phone on speaker as you talked wasn't your brightest idea, but to be fair, mingyu wasn't supposed to be home until much later. you're in the middle of sighing to seungkwan when you hear a crash by the door and jolt to your feet, broom in hand. but it's just mingyu, tail hitting the counter as it wags. "wait, are you-" his eyes dart down, wide. "are you actually???" you barely hear seungkwan's amused good-bye as mingyu rushes at you, holding you tight to his chest, tail wrapping around one of your legs. "oh my god, really??" when you remind him to be careful, he steps back immediately, jaw still slack from wonder. going to be running into so many things - his thoughts are just filled with you.
MINGHAO: i feel like he'd be calm when you tell him. he'll kiss your forehead and be happy, of course; he just takes the news calmer than you expected, though you shouldn't be surprised because it's him. it's not until he's doing his morning run the next day that the reality hits him. he's dashing up rocks to the cliff he likes to meditate on, and as he watches the sun rise, thinking about life waking up, he realizes...wait, you're literally carrying another life right now. that fact has him stunned until the sun is settled into the sky, and he's rushing back home to hold you in his arms. "thank you," he murmurs into your skin. "for what?" you laugh, one hand in his hair and the other still holding onto the spatula you were using to make eggs. "for everything." "okay, if you're so thankful, do the dishes after we're done eating." psh, you say that as if he wasn't already going to do that. in fact, he starts moving into doing almost all the domestic tasks, which were originally split between you two. he just wants to make sure you're comfortable through the entire process.
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glassartpeasants · 2 years
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PLS CAN WE GET A PART TWO ON THE SIREN FIC LIKE AFTER READER TURN SHIGARAKI INTO A SIREN TOO???????? i loved that fic so much omg you write so well !!
Oh im so glad you liked it! I had a really fun time making that one!
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Title: Deeper In the Waves
Tomura Shigaraki x Siren!F!Reader
Warnings: Death, angst, mentions of past sex, blood/gore, spoilers for MHA, jealous reader, fluff? Theres gonna be a part three cause there was more I wanted to add I just didn't want to make it confusing for you guys that's why it took me so long to get it out haha
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It's cold.
All Shigaraki remembers is one moment he's having sex with a hot siren chick and the next he's getting dragged to the deepest parts of the ocean. No time for him to scream for help or even get air. He can remember the burning feeling of water filling his lungs. It was the most painful thing he's ever experienced.
His entire life had flashed before his eyes as he was dragged farther and farther to the ocean floor until everything went black. Remembering how close he was to destroying hero society. Remembering that fateful night his family had returned to nothing but ash and blood. Meeting and starting the league. Kidnapping that annoying brat Bakugou and everything in between.
All of it gone with a second.
So when Shigaraki opened his eyes to find so many unfamiliar faces looking at him he panicked and tried running away only to realize it wasn't doing him any good. They all gave him a questionable glance.
"This is who she chooses to be her mate? Him?" One of the sirens talked to the other in hushed voices. You hated humans so why did you take one down here? Many sirens didn't understand but they had heard of Shigaraki's powers and were quickly on board with the entire thing. With someone as powerful as him, catching humans and finding safe spaces to stay was so much easier.
Shigaraki's eyes widen at the word 'mate'. He flipped his head around to look at the siren who said it before looking down and seeing that he no longer had legs.
"What the fuck?! Where are my legs?!" Instead of legs, a beautiful pitch-black tail was in its place. Scales shiny enough to glimmer in just the right light.
"Don't worry (Y/N) will be back soon to help you." The sound of your name brought a deep rage to bubble inside him.
"(Y/N)?! Where is she?!" His voice boomed in the siren's ears when it hit them. Many sirens have done this before so it was nothing new. It just seemed this human had more of a tongue than the other humans who they converted.
"Calm down. She should be back in about 5 minutes. In the meantime, do you want to learn how to actually move instead of struggling like a fish caught in a net?" One of the sirens offered. Of course, they were going to be a safe distance away from him. His power or 'quirk' worked on humans so it wouldn't be surprising if it also worked on sirens. They also didn’t really know if it stayed with him after being converted.
"I don't want help from any of you! I want to go home! I need to leave!" This couldn't be happening. He was having a horrible nightmare. There's no way that this could be actually happening to him.
"I'm very sorry but once you've been turned there's no way home. You can have a human form but you need to be back into the water in 20 minutes or there are terrible consequences." Many sirens started trying to console the newest member of the pod but it seemed like he wasn't listening which was fair. They expected such a reaction just not as huge as this one.
"Do you guys just do this for shits and giggles?! Fuck all of you!" Shigaraki tried to extend his arms to touch one of them but each siren quickly moved away. They all looked at each other and nodded.
"Here's what we'll do. We'll leave you alone, and you can wait for (Y/N)." Before Shigaraki could even respond all the sirens left him alone. He finally got to take a look at his surroundings. Taking a better look at everything, it seemed to be in an underwater cave. It was pretty he'd admit but the most unsettling thing was all the human remains that covered the floor of the cave. Some still with a bit of decaying meat on their bones.
Sure he may have killed people but when it came to him, they would simply disappear into bloody ash. Seeing people decaying bones with their faces still screaming gave him a horrible shiver as he felt as if every single one of them were staring at him, asking him why this had happened to them.
Shigaraki tried to 'swim' away but due to his lack of training. All he was doing was stirring up the bottom of the cave, making the dust fly all around him as he lost his sense of vision and coordination. He could feel the dirt enter his mouth and cover his body. 
He opened his eyes for a second only to see a single skull right in front of his face. He let out a scream as he desperately wanted out of this cave. 
“Shigaraki? Are you in there-oh jeez!” Your voice filled the cave as he tried to look for your figure but couldn’t see anything with all the dust surrounding him.
“Stop moving I’ll get you out of here!” He felt your cold hand grab his arm as you yanked him out of the cave and into the open water.
Once he was out of the cave is when he truly realized that he didn’t know the way home. There was no ocean bottom he could see and nothing around for miles it seemed like. Just clear open water.
“What the hell was that?! Where the hell am I?!” 
“Your in the training grounds. Newly converted sirens get trained here. At least how to sim at first. There are many courses you have to go through.” 
“Well, news flash I don’t want to be a siren! What the hell is wrong with you and these freaks!” You knew this was the expected outcome, but you weren’t gonna tolerate him calling the only family you’ve ever known freaks.
“Now you listen here Shigaraki.” You say swimming over to him. Grabbing his arms and pinning them to his side.
“You are to never call my family freaks again or I’ll make sure your our next meal.” Or course he didn’t know that you’d never do that but what he doesn’t know doesn’t hurt nobody.
Shigaraki just looked at you with hatred as he tried struggling to get out of your grip. He didn’t really process the strength sirens really had.
“Do you understand me Shigaraki?” Knowing he was out of his element he nodded his head yes in defeat. This seemed to have put a smile on your face as you gave him a kiss on the forehead in approval.
“Okay then. Let’s get started.”
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It had only been a few months since his life was suddenly ripped away from him. Everything he had worked hard for was gone. He didn’t even know how the league was doing or what their reactions were to him missing.
So there he laid. On the same rock that sealed his fate that wretched day. The waves were calm as he heard the sounds of people talking and little children yelling. He rolled over onto his stomach as he moved his arms and positioned them to be makeshift pillows. He laid his head on his arms as his eyelids grew heavy. He let out a loud sigh before it went dark.
“Yo Shigaraki where you’ve been buddy? We’ve been looking all over the place!” A familiar scarred face looked him in the eyes as one of his hands placed itself on Shigaraki’s shoulder.
“You won’t believe what happened to me! But what’s going on with everything? What did I miss?!” Shigaraki had a sickening feeling that all his hard work would be gone and he’d have to start all over.
“Don’t worry everything is still the same. But we have been talking to the Shie Hassakai in some sort of partnership. Now that you know what’s going on, I believe you owe us an explanation.” And explain he did.
At first glance, no one believed him but once they saw his face and how detailed he told the story is was concerning that it was. Sirens in Japan? A cave of human bones that have been decaying for decades? The siren chick that made this all happen? They all listened in shock as Shigaraki looked like he was about to have a panic attack. But just as he did an unrecognizable look spread across Shigaraki’s face.
“How good are you guys at swimming? Cause we have a new target.”
Just as soon as he fell asleep, loud splashes woke Shigaraki up from his dream. Once he opened his eyes he noticed that instead of a sunny calm day, it had turned into a hellfire of a nighttime storm. Whitecaps were everywhere as waves splashed against the rocks.
'Shit I should probably get back.' Shigaraki ducked under the waves and quickly started to swim his way to his new home. He could hear the sounds of the waves hitting each other and even the booming of lighting under the water. A worry took over him as he realized that this was his actual first storm as a siren.
Not to mention he'd always had trouble navigating the area at night so that's why he never goes out at night or any time near it. He must have fallen asleep for longer than he originally planned.
The water started to get darker and darker to the point where he couldn't see anything. North felt like South and East felt like West. The darkness surrounding him felt suffocating as he feared for the worse. He began to scratch at his neck profusely. Even as a siren he took that trait with him. And to his happiness, his quirk too.
Funny enough, his quirk had got the attention of other sirens, much to your displeasure. One time he had decayed the bottom of a ship cause it was a little too big for all the sirens to get a meal.
Once the bottom of the ship decayed and it started to sink, a female siren came over to him and begin to compliment him on his work. It was obvious that she had an attraction to him. On the back of every siren is a dorsal fin that started at the middle of their shoulder blades and ended right at the top of the pelvis. When a siren is attracted or aroused by something, the fin tends to move.
So when the female siren had taken an interest in him, he could tell. While she wasn't as pretty as you, he'd gladly fuck her just for a chance to get back at you for what you've done to him. he would have to if it weren't for said siren trying to fight you for the right to call him their mate.
Turns out said siren was a newly converted human too cause she didn't stand a chance against your strength and skill. She was quickly turned into a corpse and he saw her sink to the bottom of the ocean. This was a very obviously fucked up 'family'. Apparently, he still had a lot to learn when it came to lovers and duels.
After that many were afraid to show even the littlest interest in him. According to one of the other sirens, he was the only mate you've ever had. That could have been what caused such an overreaction that lead him to be a siren.
A hand wrapping around his arm tugged him out of his thoughts as he was getting dragged through the waters forcefully, but the grip made sure it was light and not hurting him. His red eyes squinted to get a better look at his helper only to see your familiar (h/c) hair.
It only took about 5 minutes to get to the cave where almost everyone was sleeping, except for a few sirens who were to keep guard and switch up every few hours. You took him to the very back of the cave. You turned around and grabbed him by the face and had a worried expression.
"Are you okay? I got so worried when you didn't come back on time. I was worried you got lost at sea considering it's your first real storm as a siren." You took one hand off his face as you brushed some of his hair behind his ear.
A weird feeling took over Shigaraki's body. A warm fuzzy feeling that he hasn't felt in a long time. He had shut his eyes and unintentionally leaned into your clawed ones. You rubbed his cheek as you looked at him with fondness in your eyes. You pressed a kiss to his lips before putting your forehead against his.
"Come on, let's go lay down. Let's hope the storm is gone by tomorrow." You led him to lay down beside you as you wrapped your arms around him tightly. Thinking that he might escape if you let go. His head was laying on your chest as he let out a little sigh.
"And if it isn't?"
"Well guess it's a good time to help you navigate stormy weather." You chuckle before closing your eyes in which Shigaraki soon followed.
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Aim For The Heart | Chapter 1: At First Sight
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Pairing: hitman!jk x female reader
Genre: E2L, romance, angst, drama
WC: 4.5k
Warnings for this chapter: alcohol consumption, language, stalking kind of? I think that's all lol. Pls let me know if there is anything else I should put.
tag list; @teresaisla @hopekookies @moonchild1 @barbellastyles98 @ggukkieland @mwitsmejk @yukiehyukie
summary; Jeon Jungkook is an infamous hitman, known for his inability to fail at whatever job is thrown his way. At least, up until now. Y/n, a kind-hearted and full of life teacher, is his newest target. Jeon isn't sure who would put a hit on this seemingly innocent girl, but fortunately, that isn't his problem. All he has to do is pull the trigger. 
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A bright smile graces your features as you tuck the little star-shaped peanut butter and jelly sandwiches into a tiny container, just barely getting two of them to fit as you squish them down a tad bit in order to get the lid clipped on.
Then you grab a little tangerine and a cheese stick to drop into your lunch bag along with the sandwiches, counting the number of items aloud to yourself as they make themselves at home and then you zip it all up.
"Th-There we go!" You lift your lunch for the day in triumph.
Your phone startles you when it starts to ring, then you grapple in your purse to find it. You pull it out and answer right before the last ring.
"Hello?"
"Hey, girl! Are you ready to go? I'm downstairs." The voice of your best friend comes through the phone and you look at the clock on your microwave. You stare at the little black screen, confused as to why the time isn't showing up before remembering that you were never able to figure out how to display the clock when you bought the microwave three years ago. So, you hold your phone out to look at the time.
6:32
"Oh geez! I didn't r-realize the time. I'll be d-down in a minute, k?" You say, earning a lighthearted laugh from the girl on the other end.
"Take your time, hun. I'm not in any rush."
You thank her quickly and hang up, then you run to your room to grab your favorite pink cardigan and throw it on over your white shirt. As you're hurrying out and grabbing your lunch, you stumble and knock your knee into an open lower cabinet that you had forgotten to close the previous night after pulling a pan from it to make dinner.
"Ouch!" You hiss in pain and rub the sore spot, although it does nothing to ease the ache. Then you grab your purse and run outside, almost forgetting to lock the door. But you remember just in time and clumsily lock it before rushing down the stairs leading to the parking lot of your apartment complex.
Your best friend, Mina, is laughing. You can see her through the windshield as she waves to you. Lifting a hand to wave back, you don't realize in time that your arms are full. You drop your lunchbox and have to crouch to get it again, only taking up even more of your time.
But Mina finds it hilarious and tells you so as soon as you slide into the car and fumble with your seatbelt to get it buckled.
"Honestly, ___. I can't believe you're still single. If I wasn't straight as a board, I'd be head over heels for you and all your shenanigans." She states in a matter-of-fact tone as she pulls out of the parking spot.
A blush creeps up your neck and you try to laugh it off, "D-Don't be silly." You whisper, turning your gaze outside to look at the fluffy white clouds decorating the sky beautifully. You smile and lean your forehead against the glass as you imagine lying on a soft cloud, just drifting in the air.
"If you c-could go anywhere at all, where would y-you go?" You ask Mina suddenly, turning to her. Her eyes are focused on the road but she bites her lip in thought at your question. "Mm, probably Italy. What about you?" She's used to your sudden questions and ramblings, so she smiles when you start to go off.
"I'd wanna go up in the c-clouds. I wanna sit on one and maybe even see a r-rainbow up close! I wonder if I could slide down the rainbow..." Your brows furrow in deep thought. "Or would I f-fall?" You turn to her again and she glances over to see your signature puppy dog eyes that you use when you are either confused, upset, or want something.
Mina turns back to the road, a tiny ache in her heart that she hides with a bright smile, "Girl, you would ride that rainbow straight down into a pot of gold!"
"Really?" Your eyes widen and you feel your heart lift at the image.
She nods and you giggle happily, "You can come w-with me, Mina." You say confidently, your gaze turning back to the sky. "We can sleep in the clouds and slide down rainbows for the rest of f-forever."
"Sounds like a deal."
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By the time Mina pulls up to the school, you've discussed everything you'd do up in the clouds and what you'd eat when you're hungry (stardust, you've decided, is the best meal anyone could eat.)
You unbuckle and gather your things. Then you remember something and turn back to Mina, "Oh yeah. W-When are you leaving on your business trip?" You ask a tinge of sadness in your voice.
"This weekend," Mina says solemnly. "I'm sorry I won't be able to drive you for a while. I'll be gone for a month this time."
That makes your heart sting but you manage a small smile, "D-Don't worry about me. I can walk! I'm gonna m-miss you though."
"I'll miss you too, buttercup. We'll hang out this Friday night before I leave the next day. How about that?" Mina asks kindly.
You nod enthusiastically and she smiles, "Ok, get your butt in there before you're late! The bell rings in half an hour and you can't be late on a Monday." She urges you and you nod, hopping out of the car and thanking her again for the ride, reassuring her that you'll walk home from work today.
You blow her a kiss and she laughs as you turn and hurry into the school.
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You're all set up only a few minutes before the kids are supposed to arrive, so you go onto Pinterest and look through your fairytale boards, feeling a little spark of joy in your chest.
A couple of minutes later, the kids start streaming through the door, greeting you with the same amount of enthusiasm as you greet them. Your kiddos love you so much that all the other teachers are jealous and they let you know it every day. Of course, you have the sweetest kindergarteners and they're always the best for you.
"Hello, Teacher! Good morning Miss ___! Teacher, look at my new haircut!"
"Hi, Jina! Hello M-Minhhyuk! Kun, your new haircut l-looks so good!" All the kids have bright smiles on their faces by the time they've settled in their seats.
You always start the day off by getting everyone to stand and do a few stretches, then you sing the nursery rhymes you learned yesterday and start learning a new one. You honestly have as much fun as the kids during the school day.
"Ok, l-little ducklings, have a seat!" You get their attention and they immediately oblige. Next, is the alphabet that you guys have been working on since the beginning of the year. Every little one sings it perfectly all the way through and you give them a round of applause and they each get a little punch in their reward cards.
The rest of the day goes by smoothly, with only one temper tantrum thrown and that was resolved quickly.
It's nearing the end of the school day and the kids are all playing during their free time. You're sitting with Ae-Cha, a small and fairly quiet girl, playing with colorful blocks; the both of you competing to see who can build the highest tower. You've learned that she responds well to playing games when there isn't too much talking involved.
You're constantly glancing around the room to make sure everyone is safe and playing nicely and you're always pleased. They've all improved so much since the beginning of school back in September. It's June now and they've all learned their alphabet and how to play nicely with their new friends, along with so many other things. They've really made you so proud this year. You can even hear them reciting the alphabet and nursery rhymes to each other as they play.
Your heart warms at the sound of tiny voices filling the room as they sing. Then you glance at the clock and realize the bell will be ringing in a few minutes. So, you declare Ae-Cha the winner with her foot-high tower of blocks and she beams proudly. Then, you get up and clap three times, "One, two, th-three! Eyes on me!" You singsong, then smile when the kids immediately respond by clapping twice and shouting "One, two! Eyes on you!"
"G-Great attention today, everyone! Alright, the bell will ring soon. Who can tell me w-what that means? What are we doing n-now?" A few little hands go up and you point to the little boy that raised his first, "Yes, Joon Woo?"
"We...Uhm...time to clean up toys...Uhm..." You smile to encourage him and he finishes cutely, "Time uh, to clean up our toys and pack bags."
"Yes! Thank you, Joon Woo. It is t-time for us to clean up and make sure our bags are packed up and ready for h-home!"
The kids start to pick up their toys as you put on the cleaning song that you play every day for them. You all sing along until the room is all tidied and their bags are packed with their homework papers.
You always give them little mazes to do for homework to get their little brains to learn to concentrate, along with instructions on what to draw to show the class the next day. Today, their homework is an extremely easy maze, a coloring page with the alphabet and instructions to draw themselves doing their favorite activity. The kids always love drawing pictures and sharing them with the class and it's a good ice breaker for the shy ones at the beginning of the day.
You always have less and easier homework for the kids on Mondays and Fridays, it just seems fair to you that way. You also feel like it's good for kids to express themselves and be able to share what they like and dislike. You've found drawing helps with communication and creativity for the kids in your class.
The sound of the bell ringing makes a few of you jump, then you hurry to the door. "Alright, ducklings! T-Time to line up!" A few of the kids make quacking sounds as they line up, giggling and talking to their friends.
You smile and open up the door, holding it as the kids walk out in a straight line, some of them still quacking like little ducks.
You lead the kids to the front of the school and make sure they get into the correct line for the bus if they take it. You wave goodbye to them as the kids that take the bus climb on and they run to a window to wave back to you.
The rest of the kids that are left are soon picked up by their parents or siblings. You wave to Ae-Cha, the last student to be picked up. She smiles shyly and waves back before hurrying after her big sister.
After that, you go back to your classroom and finish a few things before packing up to go home. As you're leaving your classroom, you run into one of the other teachers coming from his own room.
"Oh, h-hello Mr. B-Baek!" You bow, missing the ugly sneer on his face as you smile brightly at him. He pushes his glasses further up his nose as he scrutinizes you with his beady little eyes. "You don't belong here, Miss ___." He snaps.
You look at him in confusion, "I-I'm sorry, I don't understand."
"I've waited the entire school year to say this to you. But now that we are nearing the end, I think you should know that you have no business being a teacher at this school. You ought to make the right decision to discontinue your work here." Mr. Baek watches your face fall with a sick sense of satisfaction.
"B-But, why?" You ask, still not understanding.
"First of all, you're inexperienced. You just got out of college last year, am I right?"
You nod uncertainly.
"You're still a child. Why should a twenty-two-year-old girl come marching in here and take a spot that should have been given to someone with more experience? And especially someone like you." He glares at you before turning on his heel and walking away briskly.
Someone like me? What does he mean by that?
You watch after him, feeling a tiny pinch in your chest. You aren't sure what he means, but whatever he's talking about, it sounds like he believes you shouldn't have become a teacher at all. At this school or another. You'll have to ask Mina later because you really have no idea where his rant came from.
Is there something wrong with you becoming a teacher?
You shake your head and laugh it off, "He's probably just had a bad day." You tell yourself as you make your way out of the school.
As you walk home, you sing quietly along with the song in your headphones, a little skip to your step.
You never notice the dark figure across the street, his eyes trained on your every move.
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One day earlier...
Jungkook groans as he tosses and turns in bed, searching for his phone to turn the alarm off. He finally finds it and hits dismiss, tossing the phone back down and rubbing his eyes with a tired yawn.
After another minute he sits up and looks out the window, frowning at the sun seeping in and pooling across his floor in a golden river. He stares at a small bird that lands on his windowsill until it flies away.
Jungkook yawns again and reaches up to rub his eyes for the second time. After a few minutes, he's finally able to drag himself out of bed and into the shower. He almost falls asleep again in there, but he manages to make it out after half an hour.
With a towel wrapped around his waist, he makes his way to the kitchen and grabs a bottle of soju that's sitting on his tiny dining table to take a small swig from, finishing off what he'd left last night after his third bottle right before he passed out in bed.
He sighs and grabs a bagel, searching for the cream cheese he swears he saw in his fridge last night. A small smile appears on his lips when he finds it. He snatches it and makes sloppy work of spreading it on his bagel before tossing the leftover trash onto his counter and plopping onto the couch, snarfing down the first half of his bagel in thirty seconds.
Jungkook sighs through his nose as he tiredly chews his breakfast, then he glances down and sees the file he'd left open on his coffee table last night. He swallows the bite he has in his mouth and leans forward to read over it.
Y/L/N Y/N...
Why is that name so familiar?
He shakes his head and flips the file closed, then he leans back on the couch, wanting to spend his Sunday relaxing before he has to get to work on this case. He isn't going to think about it again until tonight.
Jungkook settles down and lays his head on the back of the couch, closing his eyes and breathing deeply.
He won't think about it.
Jungkook lays there for a minute, then he opens his eyes and lifts his head, glaring at the closed file on the little table.
He grunts in annoyance and drops the other half of his bagel onto the table, grabbing the file angrily and sitting back again. He opens it and starts to reread everything he's read many times since Friday. There's just something that has felt off since he met with Mr. Ling, but he can't put his finger on what it is.
Jungkook squints at the name he's read a thousand times.
Y/L/N...Y/N...
"Ugh." He rolls his eyes, frustrated at not being able to remember where he's heard that name before. Then he looks at the occupation.
Teacher at Sunshine Kindergarten.
His brows furrow again, much like they have each time he's read this. He's never had a hit on a teacher before, let alone a Kindergarten teacher. That's such an odd target...
Most of his targets in the past have been sleazy business owners, rapists, leaders of gangs that have terrorized neighborhoods for years, even other hitmen. He's never had a problem with those jobs, but there's something about this one that's telling him to be careful.
Maybe it's because he knows nothing about his client, except for the large sum of money he must have due to the pay he's been promised. Other clients of his were more than happy to explain why they wanted him to do what he does. They never paid him until after the job was done, either.
That leads Jungkook to believe that this guy (or girl) is desperate for his services, convincing him to do it with payment before and after. Almost as if Jungkook would refuse after he found out who the target was...
Jungkook flips the page and scrutinizes the picture of the target.
She's very simple looking, Jungkook thinks. The girl in the picture is wearing a white flowy skirt with a blue blouse that covers her whole arms and white chunky tennis shoes. Her hair is in a low ponytail and it seems like she has headphones in as she walks down the street. There's a tiny smile on her face as if she's thinking about something that makes her happy.
Jungkook doesn't find her particularly beautiful, but she isn't ugly either. She's just very...
Simple...
Jungkook shakes his head, his eyes going over the photo and the girl's smile one more time. Maybe she's a double agent? Or a part of the mafia disguising herself as a school teacher?
He can't figure it out.
It doesn't matter much though, the job seems simple enough and the pay is more than he's ever gotten. After looking through everything once more, Jungkook closes the file and grabs his bagel, quickly eating it before getting up to get dressed for the day.
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That night, Jungkook lays out his outfit for the next day.
It's all black, but not suspicious-looking. After all these years, he's been able to design the perfect outfits to avoid attention being drawn to him and simple enough so that no one would think much of him if he were to catch anyone's attention.
It might seem simple, but he prides himself on being able to get each part of his job perfectly designed for each case he gets.
Heaven knows it's taken him years to accomplish.
After he's gotten that all figured out, he walks over to his closet and pulls out a small safe. Setting it on the bed, he swiftly unlocks it and looks inside. He pulls out a few things, examining each of them before he sets them one by one onto his bed. Once he's got the items all laid out, he steps back to look it all over.
"I should wait to decide..." Jungkook mumbles to himself. After a minute of staring at everything, he nods and gathers it all up, carefully putting it back into the safe and locking it tightly. Then he brings it back to his closet and shoves it into the darkest corner where it lives.
That can wait.
He pulls his phone out and checks the time.
11:45
"Damn it," Jungkook mutters. He had wanted to get some sleep earlier tonight since he would have to be awake early tomorrow.
He changes into some shorts, then he yanks his shirt off and immediately climbs into bed, not even bothering to shower or brush his teeth. He really couldn't care less with how tired he is. And he hasn't even started yet.
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His alarm blares at an ungodly hour as Jungkook groans loudly, resisting the temptation to chuck his phone across the room.
"I hate Mondays." He mutters angrily, setting his phone back on the nightstand far from gracefully.
He miserably drags himself out of bed and into the shower, going through his morning motions almost like a robot. His brain isn't fully awake and it's just on autopilot right now.
An hour later, he's just finishing his coffee, his eyes no longer squinting in exhaustion. Jungkook unceremoniously drops his coffee cup into the sink, promising himself he'll clean it up later, then he sighs as he grabs his black boots, walking to the couch to sit and pull them on. After he's done lacing them up, he grabs the file he's been avoiding like the plague since yesterday morning.
He mutters to himself, looking at the name on the page.  
"I know that name."
Then he smacks his forehead to get himself to focus again. He stands up and folds the page with the girl's information and then her picture and tucks them into the inside pocket of his black jacket.
Time to get to work.
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Jungkook spots the girl almost instantly, the second she steps out of a black car. He glances at the driver, but can only see a person with shoulder length black hair waving. The girl from the picture has a bunch of things in her arms as she blows a kiss to the short-haired driver.
Jungkook has been here since six-thirty in the morning and just as he was beginning to think she called in sick for work, he's finally gotten a chance to see this girl in person. She looks exactly as he remembers from her picture...plain.
She's even wearing the same white skirt and chunky tennis shoes, although this time she has a different top. Her hair is in a high ponytail this time.
"Well, ___. Nice to meet you." Jungkook mutters, watching closely.
After a moment, the black car drives away as the girl scurries into the school, tripping on the last step before straightening herself out again, then disappearing from his sight.
Huh.
Jungkook stares at the door for another minute, then he makes his way to the stores nearby, knowing he's gonna have to wait until the girl leaves. School for the young kids typically gets out at around three-thirty. So, he'll have to be back here around then.
He's definitely going to need to find something to do to kill time.
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Jungkook heaves a sigh of relief when he hears the school bell finally ring.
He hurries from the clothes store he was browsing and down the street a block until he's almost across the street from the school. He finds a good spot where he can sift through some newspapers at a little stand and still have an eye on the school.
After a minute, he sees a long line of tiny children coming out from the school. The girl is with them and smiling brightly. Jungkook thinks he can hear some of the kids quacking like ducks. He tries not to look puzzled as he goes back to talking to the person working the paper stand. Jungkook makes small talk with the old man, still keeping an eye on the girl across the street as she waves to each child that leaves.
If she's some mafia boss disguised as a kindergarten teacher, she's one hell of a good actress.
"Do you have a girlfriend?" The old man inquires curiously.
Jungkook laughs softly and shakes his head, "No. I've been so busy with my work I never got the chance to date."
The man nods knowingly. They chat a bit more and Jungkook finds himself trying to balance talking to the man and watching the girl.
"Well, did you want to buy a paper for the day?"
Jungkook turns his gaze back to the old man and nods, "Yes. Two, please. My neighbor would probably enjoy one as well."
The old man laughs and nods, taking the money Jungkook hands him and giving him two papers, "What a kind young man you are. Someday you'll find a lovely young lady, don't you worry, son. You will realize that work is important, but love is even more so."
Jungkook just laughs and thanks the man, then he opens the paper as he slowly starts walking, pretending to read.
He stops at a bench and sits down to wait. The girl went back into the school a few minutes ago, hopefully, she won't be in there long.
Luck seems to be with him today, because, after only about five minutes, Jungkook sees a familiar white skirt flowing as she skips down the steps of the school.
He folds his paper carefully, tucking it into his back pocket. The girl puts little earbuds in and immediately starts to mouth the words of whatever song she's listening to. Jungkook tugs his black baseball cap down a little more as he follows on the other side of the street.
The girl has a bag decorated with cupcakes and cookies that bounces up and down as she dances a little.
What is she, twelve?
Jungkook watches in confusion as the girl stops to pet a dog, giggling when the puppy licks her hand. She straightens up, then after another minute, she seems to get distracted by something else.
Jungkook looks carefully and notices she's picked up a flower that was laying on the ground, seemingly trampled on. She gently holds it in her hands as she continues on her way. It goes on like this for the next fifteen minutes, the girl waving to people and smiling almost the whole way.
By the time she is walking up the steps to her apartment, Jungkook is dying to just get back home. That must have been the longest most annoying walk he's ever taken while tracking someone. The girl had stopped over twenty times, distracted by something else each time, he's sure of it.
Just to be sure, Jungkook lingers around the apartment building a little longer, but when it seems apparent that the girl is going to be staying there, he finally heads home.
Geez, Jungkook thinks in annoyance as he climbs the stairs that lead to his own apartment. His head is spinning with so many questions while he unlocks his door and yanks his boots off with a groan.
But when he plops down onto his bed in his tiny studio apartment, he just stares at the ceiling, his mind suddenly blank apart from one question.
Who in the hell would put a hit on this girl?
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gurlbesimpin · 2 years
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can you maybe make a version of the marbel games with y/n sangwoo? and sangwoo wins
yes, but don't expect me not to cry!
warnings: gore & violence, heartbreak, adult language, death, trauma
and yes this is unisex :D
You are free to comment questions requests or whatever you want! should i continue making sad stories occaisionally?
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One last promise <sangwoo x reader>
"sangwoo? how abo-" Gi hun turned around to see you and sangwoo shaking hands to team up. You looked up at gi hun... "i'm sorry..." you mumbled.
"oh no no no! you two would make a great team!" He said smiling a bit. Sangwoo nodded. You stood up next to sangwoo.
"make it out alive!" gi hun said chuckling a bit internally praying thw two of you will be fine.
"don't worry gi-hun, you won't get rid of me that quickly!" The three of you shared a quick laugh. "well, i'll go look for someone else..." Gi-hun stated before he left.
Entering the play room you heard the speakers announce the next game. "for this game, two players must compete against eachother. You each have ten marbles, you must collect the ten from the other player without violence to pass this round---"
Sangwoo and you looked at eachother. "fuck..." he whispered. You looked over and saw gi-hun with the old man and sae byeok with ji-yeong-
"the player who has 20 marbles wins, you ha--"
The realization hit you like a bomb.
Now you and sangwoo were sitting on the ground dicussing what to do next. You knew that only one of you could make it out alive. "sangwoo...." you said stuttering a bit. "yes y/n?"
"let's play fair... * you grab your pouch with marbles* let's guess the amount of marbles in the others hand. Odd or even. you know what i'm talking about?" you said staring into his soul.
Sangwoo nodded.
"odd....wait!" gi-hun hesitated.... "even...."
The old man opened his hand, it was odd. "huh look at that... 1..2.3!" Gi hun's facial expression was a mixture of worry, and sadness. "b...but what did you guess?" the old man asked..."even.. or odd...?" Gi-hun inhaled sharply. Should he lie just to live? "odd" he said nodding slightly horrified by his own actions. "oh...."
Meanwhile you and sangwoo were playing the same game. "guess wisely y/n..." sangwoo said. "o...odd" you guessed.
Sangwoo looked hurt. He opened his hand. four marbles. You had three.... you handed him your marbles... you only had two left. "i'm sorry y/n..." sangwoo said. He looked like he was about to cry. "okay..." you whispered. You grabbed one marble. "odd or even?" Sangwoo looked like he didn't put much thought into his guesses. "odd, whatever...." You heart skipped a beat. You opened your hand shaking... "y...yes". You held your hand open waiting or sangwoo to take the marble. "keep it. i want you to have a chance." he said closing your hand with his. "please sangwoo... "no" he responded.
"wait? you've never been to jeju island?!" Ji-yeaon asked. Sae byeok nodded. "well, when we get out of here, i'll take you there!" sae byeok was silent. "oh right..." "i forgot" ji-yeong said chuckling a bit. "so... what do you wanna play?" "i don't know." sae byeok responded. "how about *ji-yeong gets up* one for all? whoever throws a marble closest to the wall, winns" Sae byeok lookev over at ji-yeong shocked. Her eyes were cold and facial expression exhausted. "fair..."
"even" you said. Sangwoo opened his hand. "one two... three four" Sangwoo nodded handing you the marbles. You paused for a second before taking them. "what are you going to do when you get out?" you asked him. "pay my mother back, pay off my debt... and..." He paused. "and?" "i--- whatever..." You sighed.
"alright... odd or even?" you asked him. "odd. i say odd." You opened your hand, three marbles. Now you were down to two again.
"sangwoo.... listen.."
"what the hell are you doing?!" sae byeok pushed ji-yeong against the wall. "butterfingers... what can i say?" "play again pl-!" "just let me go out in style please..." ji-yeong mumbled. "stop acting cool for a second and throw it again!" sae byeok formly shouted in her face.
"thank you for everything... really sangwoo..." you said slowly standing up nervously.
"you have a reason to get out of this place! I don't" Ji-yeong said with tears in her eyes. Sae byeok couldn't hold the tears back at all...
"were ggangbu afterall!" the old man said to gi-hun. "no..i-" The old man handed gi-hun his last marble. "we share everything!" Gi-hun was shaking and crying. The old man pulled him in for a hug. "everything will be alright..."
"but..." you toss your marbles on the ground.
"kang sae byeok!". Sae byeok stopped.
"thank you..." "for playing with me!" Ji-yeong said with a smile.
Sae byeok's lips were shaking as tears poured down her face.
*gunshot* She shook at the noise. She didn't dare to turn around.
"y/n... stop!" Sangwoo said getting up.
"cho sangwoo..." you pick up yout last two marbles from the ground and looked up at sangwoo. Tears were pouring down his cheeks. "get out of here..." You said placing the marbles into him palm.
"i remember my name now!" The old man shouted as gi-hun started to walk off. Gi-hun paused. "oh....oh il nam. yes. oh il nam!"
"Y/n please don't...!" sangwoo said with desperation is his face.
Gi-hun continued walking away... a guard walked towards the old man that was behind him. *gunshot* gi-hun shook, now tears were pouring down his face without control. He cried out in pain.
"take care of the others... will you?" you said. Standing behind sangwoo with a gun pointed to your head. "yes. i promise" you chuckled silently. "thank you... and.... goodbye" you stuttered.
Gi-hun walked out the room worried about you and sangwoo.
"y/n..." sangwoo said turned around.
"thank you for your sacrifice. thank you" you smile.
*gunshot* sangwoo quickly looked at the ground not to see your final moment on this earth.
Gi-hun and ali were waiting in the dormroom. As he saw sangwoo enter, his heart sank. Ali couldn't hold it back, tears formed...
Sangwoo walked up to the two. "i'm sorry..." he mumbled. He was crying literal tears. so were the other two.
"she/he/they were a real fighter..." sangwoo mumbled.
"y...y/n..." gi-hun stuttered before having a complete meltdown.
Sangwoo pulled him in for a hug. "she said thank you. to all of us.."
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lorly lord i am not crying... you are! agh!
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astro-rain · 3 years
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delicate; b. barnes
chapter five - “fight or flight”
delicate masterlist
word count: 1.7k
synopsis: bucky and (Y/N) have their first official therapy session.
pairings: bucky barnes x fem!reader
[A/N]: this story is available my wattpad as an OC @/ typicaldaze :))
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She stood in front of her bed, ringing out her hands. Her gaze trailed off to nowhere specific, feet planted firmly on the floor of her room, body rigid and straight. She was nervous. This was no foreign feeling, but unpleasant all the same. Today was the first ever therapy session with Bucky.
She hadn't realized how strange it felt until she really thought about her position here. She never worked as an official therapist. She studied neuroscience and psychology, and the relationship between neurobiology and behavior. Don't get her wrong, she knew psychology, she knew trauma and how it interacted with the brain. In fact, sometimes her knowledge seemed like the only thing she could rely on, a consistent comfort and constant truth to keep her feet on the ground.
She shook the thought with a shake of her head, cracked her knuckles, and went for the door. She would have to get used to the Wakandan royal-guest living quarters. It looked like a five star hotel. No, a six star hotel; there is no such thing as a six star hotel, but Wakanda made it happen. That's what Y/N thought, anyway.
Briefly, she wondered what Bucky thought of it. Was he staying in the same area? He could be across the lake for all she knew. The castle was huge and had extensions everywhere. She wondered if he felt lonely here. She wondered if he felt scared, or relaxed, or if he didn't care at all. She thought this was all a little intimidating. She was wary of getting lost as she followed the directions Shuri gave her yesterday.
Her hands found themselves fidgeting again as she continued walking. Before, she was standing by, assisting Shuri and Bucky when needed. Now, she was going to be sitting in a room alone with Bucky. One on one. This would be more personal. (Y/N) was again intimidated. Not by Bucky, but by the nature of their relationship. She just wanted to do well. She just wanted to do right by him.
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Alone in a room, tips of fingers tapped restlessly on the arm of a chair. Simultaneously, while walking down the hall, tips of fingers tapped nervously on the side of a thigh.
(Y/N) stood up as a Wakandan royal-aid escorted Bucky into the room. Immediately, she noticed his eyes scanning over the room, undoubtedly and probably unconsciously surveying for exits, possible threats, etc.
A brain that never rests, she thought.
The two of them thanked the aid and bid him farewell before standing in an awkward silence.
"It's nice to see you again, Bucky. I trust you're doing well," (Y/N) cut the tension.
The eloquent politeness was a weird taste on her tongue. She put up with it.
Bucky offered a smile. "Yes, thank you."
It took her a second to realize they were still both standing.
"Oh! Please sit. We can get started."
There were two couches across from each other. One a deep green, the other a pale blue. They were a nice contrast again the walls, which were clad in beautiful Wakandan designs of various shades of orange, yellow, and red. Except for one. On the far end of the room was a huge glass window, taking up the entire span of the wall. There were two end tables on each couch, and a small desk in the one corner with a warm golden lamp. The room was calm and welcoming.
"So, today isn't gonna be huge," (Y/N) started. "It is our first session, so we'll just talk, ya know, settle in."
Bucky nodded.
"So, how have you been? Adjusting well? Hating it? Absolutely no opinion?"
There was then a slight lightheartedness in her professionalism. It helped to put him at ease.
Bucky looked at his hands. "I'm doing alright. This place still needs a little gettin' used to, but that's expected."
"That's good to hear." She smiled slightly. "Wakanda is... a lot for an outsider. I don't think it matters if you're from another century or not."
Bucky chuckled.
"To be honest, I don't even know what therapy really is. They didn't have much of it in the forties."
"Well, it can be pretty hard sometimes, so here's a fair warning. Especially seeing the stuff you went through, just be prepared for difficulty."
As soon as she mentioned this, his demeanor changed.
"Yeah," he rubbed the back of his neck. "I guess difficulty is to be expected... with me."
That last part was so quiet she almost didn't hear it.
"Hey," (Y/N) said softly, "difficult is fine. It just means a little extra work.
Bucky looked up at her.
His eyes are very blue.
"A little extra work," he repeated, thoughtfully. "I think can do that."
"Do you get escorted everywhere like you did earlier?"
"Pretty much, yeah. Security measure, I guess," Bucky shrugged.
"I can understand that. You don't look scary though."
He then looked very confused.
"Th...thank you?"
"I'm just saying-I feel like it would probably be fine to let you walk here by yourself. It's only a problem when you hear the trigger words, right?"
"I think so, but I can't be sure. Neither can they. It's best to just keep everyone safe."
"Safe from..."
"Me."
"Well, you look perfectly gentle to me. I think it's the Winter Soldier they want to keep at bay."
That threw him for a loop. Gentle. Never in Bucky's life has he been described as gentle. At least... he didn't think so. He wasn't overly trusting of his memory.
"Kinda the same thing, don't ya think?"
"No."
Simple and head first into the point. Bucky once looked confused at her sureness.
"No?"
"No. You and the Winter Soldier are separate. It's not like you decided to go down that road. You weren't given a choice."
"Yeah, I guess."
She didn't seem the least bit convinced of his answer, but she decided to leave it alone.
(Y/N) uncrossed and re-crossed her legs, changing the subject and the mood.
"So, tell me about Steve!"
"Steve?"
"Yeah, I mean he rebelled against like a hundred countries to help you. I assumed you guys were close."
"Well," he started, leaning back in his seat, "he's my oldest friend, and my only friend now, I suppose. Stubborn ass, isn't he?"
"Maybe," (Y/N) smiled. "Sometimes stubborn is good, though. I can admire that. He isn't easily pushed around, that I can tell."
Bucky nearly snorted. "You should've seen him back when we were kids. Pushed around was part of his daily routine."
She almost giggled. "Oh, man. Poor Steve. He was lucky to have you, I take it?"
"We were lucky to have each other. But an argument can be made in Steve's favor 'cause he always made me look good. Not even because he was small or whatever, but because he was always puttin' me in situations where I'd act like a hero. Ya know, savin' his ass in the back of an alley or somethin'."
He seemed to get more comfortable as he talked about things that made him happy. Familiarity and goodness opened him up like a blooming flower. (Y/N) wasn't sure how to describe the sight, but the word that came to mind was golden.
"Sounds like you guys had a lot of fun."
"Yeah..." Bucky trailed off with a smile, thoughts tinted by memories of the past. Memories of an easier time.
"Oh, I've been meaning to ask. What did you think of all the exams we did with Shuri? How was it for you?"
"There's so much... stuff, and I have no idea what any of it is or does. I mean, it's been fine so far, but I can't help feeling constantly... confused. And unaware."
"Is that uncomfortable? Being unaware?"
"Well it's not a pleasure, that's for sure," Bucky said with a slight chuckle, rubbing the back of his neck.
He seemed nervous.
"Does this place make you nervous, Bucky?"
"Nervous? I don't know if I'd say nervous, but it is a lot to take in."
"That is true. Is that why you looked around the room for exits when you first came in? And why you're sitting facing the door instead of having your back to it?"
Bucky straightened his back.
"Didn't realize you caught that," he shrugged. "Just a habit."
And the flower began to wilt.
"Do you do that in rooms that you feel comfortable in?"
"I-uh... I'm not sure."
"That's alright. It's called hyper-vigilance. You're on high alert at all times. It's a common symptom in PTSD."
"In what?"
Bucky began to wipe his hands on his knees.
"PTSD stands for Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, but we can get into all that in a later session."
"Do I... do I have that?"
"I think so," she answered calmly and surely, "but I'd wait 'til I got to know you before I formally made that diagnosis."
He glanced at the clock. A few dense moments of silence pass.
"Bucky?"
He cleared his throat. "Yeah?"
"Are you okay?"
The blue in his eyes looked like ice. They were frozen. Most people think that in stressful situations the body activates the fight or flight response, but there aren't only two options. There's fight, flight, and there's freeze. Bucky was freezing.
The irony, (Y/N) thought.
He snapped out of whatever trance he was in and stood up abruptly. "Yeah, I'm fine. I just-"
His head shot to the door and he wrung out his hands as his feet shifted in place. Mind undoubtedly going haywire trying to decide what to do.
"I think I need to go," Bucky said so fast he didn't realize he even said it.
He made a beeline for the door, restlessness all but pouring out of him.
"Buck-"
She couldn't get through the rest of his name before the door had open and shut, leaving her sitting alone on the couch.
Now she could check off freeze and flight...
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PLS feel free to leave some feedback/constructive criticism, i’d really like to know what i can do to make this story better!
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solaeter · 3 years
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hate that I love you - Naoya Zenin [18+]
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I haven’t actually written smut in like two years..well finished smutty content. I can barely start it and finish it, shame on me but I am pathetic °(ಗдಗ。)°. I am so nervous and shy, so pls no pitchforks and tomatoes _(:3」∠)_ this is a repost cause doubt hit me for a hot minute, but we gon be brave (*•̀ᴗ•́*)و ̑̑ 
Word Count: 2311
Request Status: OPEN
Warning[s]: Adult content, minors dni!! idk proper warnings cause my brain is fried atm, but there’s oral [f receiving], penetration which is given, slight manipulation? Naoya cause he’s a warning all on its own, noob attempt at dirty talk [I died k]. reader chan tries to hate naoya but can’t. It’s just porn without plot unless you squint.
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Just when you thought you were safe, reality had another thing in mind. Strong hands pulled your hips up with a force that had your face hugging the pillow before you could register how you even allowed yourself to end up like this.
Why did it have to be now? You really thought you managed to get away. "Why are you doing this?" You turn your head, teeth latching to your bottom lip when two fingers glide along your clothed slit. 
"You don't seem to mind." Naoya remarked, his voice laced with disinterest and boredom while his eyes roamed your body. Three months..that's how long he's been without you. His favorite toy. "You're already so wet for me, miss my cock that much?" He questioned with a sneer, sliding your pretty little panties to the side. The sudden chill made you squirm and his words bit at your budding arousal.
"Couldn't you have found someone else to toy with?" You avoided his question, voice hitching when he slid a finger up your dripping slit, stopping at your clit and circling the bud ever so slowly. It wasn't fair how he could work your body so effortlessly. Your mouth parts as your eyes squeeze shut. 
Naoya smirks, his eyes never leaving your cute little cunt while you try to look as displeased as possible. You should have known getting away from him was quite literally impossible. He owned you. 
"Why should I find someone else when I only need you?" The sentence itself sounded sweet, but you knew it was far from what it suggested. Ever since you met Naoya, he's had you by the palm of his hand. He used you for his own needs, taking and taking before tossing you to the side. Yet, you lingered and remained loyal until you tried to end things. Naoya let you live in a false sense of newfound freedom, giving you just enough space before making your world tumble back down, right where he wanted you. 
Now, there was no denying that you looked absolutely stunning before him. Your body was meant for him, made for him to fuck over and over. You were his missing puzzle piece. When you don't answer Naoya, he clicks his tongue and brings his fingers down to your entrance, the tips teasing your hole before plunging knuckle deep, your walls clamping around him beautifully while you cry out.
The sudden intrusion made your thoughts muddle together and everything seemed to spin. Naoya could make you so stupid so easily and he laughs, so humorously. "Why would I find someone else when you're so..fucking worthless without me. I haven't even done anything and you're already stupid."
You glance back over your shoulder, cheeks burning when your eyes meet his cold ones. He never showed you an ounce of love, only half an inch of interest and a load of selfish, one sided desires. "I hate you." You spat while gripping the sheets when another finger eased its way inside you, stretching you further. Naoya curled his fingers roughly, swiping over the one spot that had stars in your eyes. He knew your body better than you knew it. Or so he claimed with a sense of pride. 
No matter how long you've been apart, Naoya would be sure to remind you that no one else will make you feel the way he does. Even if you're spouting words of hate, he just knows you won't stay away for too long. "Heh, sure you do." 
You wanted to be angry, call him out for being a vile piece of shit but nothing came out of your mouth besides helpless moans. 
"Look at you, so pretty and fucking useless. Baby can't even argue with me." Naoya talked down at you, thrusting his fingers in and out of your pretty cunt until you're clenching around him with a strangled, frustrated cry as pleasure washed over your body. "Damn, you couldn't even hold it in. I'm disappointed." Naoya removes his fingers and your hole clenches around nothing, searching for more.
Oh his little whore. To ruin you is his greatest desire. To have you so wrapped around him, that nothing else in this world can compare to what he does. It makes his blood boil in such a way he can't describe and it shoots straight down to his cock. But he can't have you just yet. 
Naoya has to break you more, see you crumble. So he flips you over and the gasp that leaves your pouty lips is nothing short of stupidly adorable. Even more so is how you look at him with wide, teary eyes. As if that would make his heart soften.
"Finally have something to say or are you just gonna stare at me like a fucked out fool?" Naoya spread your legs, bending to hike your skirt around your waist before fully removing your soaked panties. You were compliant, unmoving while he did as he pleased. To be honest, words failed you more when you needed them most. 
"I– please forgive me for leaving.." 
Naoya perked up when the words left your mouth, his own lips twisting into that of a sinister smile. "So you decided on being a good little bitch." He murmurs, placing a hot kiss on the side of your thigh. You always looked so good sprawled out before him, at his mercy. It had his mind spinning in circles, all the possibilities running rampant. "Where's your fight?" He asked casually, inching closer to your puffy cunt and you look down at him only to snap your head back onto the pillow. 
"I have none, I should have listened the first time." 
That sentence you knew by heart considering you've had to confess your wrong doings on multiple occasions. Naoya hums, content as his nose brushes against your sensitive bundle of nerves. Your body reacts on its own, knees bending and toes curling into the satin sheets. You tried to resist him, tried your damndest but it never worked. It frustrates you, so much that you groan and nearly close your legs around Naoya's stupidly pretty head. 
Firm hands catch your legs and dark eyes land on you. "Oh [Name], tell me what you're feeling. I'm dying to know." He didn't care. You let out a half laugh and sit up on your elbows. 
"I hate you. With my entire being but I can't get away. It's not fair. You're– ahh not f-fair." Your words falter when Naoya's tongue slides up your cunt, lapping up your essence before going back down to your entrance.
"Mhmm.." He listens half heartedly, instead enjoying the sweet taste of you that graces his lips. You became putty in his hands, just like that. So simple, one movement. One hand threaded through his short locks, fingers grasping onto what it could once his tongue dipped inside your awaiting hole. 
"Fuu–" You toss your head back, involuntarily pushing Naoya closer which causes him to chuckle and the rumbling of his body only has you sinking further into his palm. He watched you, how your chest would rise and fall as you panted, moaned and clung to him helplessly. Your reactions had his cock throbbing in his pants and he wasn't going to be able hold out much longer. 
Adjusting one of his arms, Naoya's fingers soon met your clit and circled it quickly, building you higher and higher. Your body jerks and he keeps a hold of you, halting your hips to keep you still. 
You tasted divine, like a special wine made just for Naoya. Your pretty moans were like music to his ears and when he pulls back, the whine that leaves your lips sounded almost sinful. "N-Naoya.." You look at him, eyes blown wide and vulnerable, so close to paradise. He smirks and continues his assault on your clit.
"What? You seem to be getting off just fine with my fingers. Now be a good little slut and cum for me." Naoya coos and just like that, your body listens to his every command. The coil snaps and your body trembles, legs spasming and threatening to close around his head but his unoccupied hand keeps them open while you cry out, incoherent words leaving your lips. 
Naoya can't deny the sight and he groans, the desire to fuck you clouding his thoughts. ""Ah– fuck – what a good girl." He praised, an odd thing coming from him but it has you smiling so stupidly. You watch Naoya through half lidded eyes as he eases you from your high, rubbing small, slow circles around your sensitive clit. Your hips still move with him, your body wanting more.
"Naoya..I need you inside me." You barely manage and if it wasn't for the fact Naoya was so turned on, he would have bitched at you. Instead he uses his free hand to undo his pants and free his aching cock from its hellish confines. 
Your eyes lock onto the throbbing member that now rests in his hand as he pumps it languidly. "Do you really deserve my cock? Last I checked," Naoya hovers above you, situating the tip right at your entrance. "You've been a bad girl." He teases you, pushing the tip just barely inside you before pulling back out. You whine, loudly with a pathetic pout forming on your lips. 
"Please, I need you. So bad, I'll never leave again!" You cry, beg and lift your hips in search of what you wanted so bad. All fight, resistance and negative feelings vanished when all your mind and body wanted was him to consume you..
“Is that so?” Naoya hummed, bottoming out inside of you before you could continue your pleas. Your eyes roll back and he has to suppress the groan that dares escape his own mouth. He never grew tired of how you felt; how your walls fluttered around his cock, how you took him so willingly. So easily. You were truly meant for him. 
The pace is set with languid thrusts, Naoya driving himself deep into your velvety walls. He watches your face contort and twist with pleasure and pain due to his size, it had him surging with a sense of animalistic pride. “Remember who you belong to.” He says lowly in your ear and all you can muster is a quick nod of your head as whimpers and cries leave your delicate lips. Your arms snake around his shoulders, keeping Naoya close while your legs lock around his waist.
“Look at you,” Naoya groans, shifting so that you now sat on his lap, his cock hitting places that made your head spin, “Taking me so well- goddamn - be a little louder. Let everyone hear what a slut you are.” He demands, his voice low and strained. You helplessly comply, bouncing up and down on his lap like a good girl. Your head was warped, just like he wanted. Every moan, cry and wail sounded like a symphony that was only meant for him. Naoya held your hips tightly, guiding your frantic movements, hitting every spot inside you that made you grasp onto him like some type of savior.
Ah yes, Naoya definitely is your savior in his sick twisted head. Though he hisses when your nails scratch his neck, leaving noticeable marks that surely would be questioned later. He didn’t mind, not in the slightest. If anything, it made him fuck you harder, his cock ramming your drenched hole as if it were his last day on this earth. The lewd sounds of your juices squelching every time he fills you had him going crazy and he ignored how you drenched his lap, uncaring of the mess since he so graciously caused it. 
“So close, Naoya please,” Your voice is weak and broken, body trembling as it reaches the peak of nirvana. Naoya wasn’t far off from his own release and instead of being a total asshole like he wanted to be, he held you close.
“Let it go, baby.” He urged before biting down on your neck, sucking the tender spot to leave a claim on your body. You whine and unravel, pleasure overwhelming your body, legs trembling and shaking, you were thankful to be on his lap or you would have gone down. Naoya continues to fuck you, chasing his own release and groaning loudly when hot ropes of cum paint your delicate walls. He fills you completely, uncaring if you ended up bearing one of his kids. Hell the thought only made him feel more possessive. It would give him a greater claim over you, keep you with him.
Before Naoya allowed himself to get aroused once more, he removed you off his lap and got off the dirtied bed to fix his clothing. You watch in your fucked out daze, the grips of confusion and longing playing tug of war in your heart. 
“W-Where are you going?” Your voice sounded so soft, so submissive. Naoya glances back and he admires his handiwork. You were an absolute mess. “You can’t..just leave me like this.” 
How desperate. Naoya bit back a laugh, bending to pick up your discarded panties and toss them onto your stomach. 
“If you want me so bad, you know where to find me.”
With that, Naoya bids his farewells and leaves you like you did to him three months ago. But he knew that you’d come crawling to him before the night ended.
On the other hand, you stared at the ceiling until your heart calmed down and were able to get off the bed. Would you run back to him? Even though you wanted to say no, your body said otherwise with the longing for his touch.
The only thing you knew for certain was that you hated that you loved him. 
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punzz · 3 years
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karl jacobs — outlast
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PRONOUNS: any!
SCENARIO: you and karl were on a stream together after meeting up in person. you two were up late from drinking monster so you played outlast.
WARNINGS: none at all!
a/n: ignore anything wrong you see, this is an old work of mine!
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You got off your 8 hour flight to your amazing friend, Karl.
You were pretty excited to meet him and in a couple minutes, you would literally be seeing each other face to face and to say you weren't a little bit nervous was an understatement. You were shaking and you could barely even stand without fidgeting with something while you waited for your friend near arrivals.
Soon enough, you saw the taller male coming through the doors to the airport, his phone in his hand as he was probably texting you to let you know he was here. You didn't want the poor boy to look around for you so you took your stuff with you and ran over to him.
Karl!" You shout softly as Karl looks over at you and he smiles brightly, holding his arms out for you.
You dropped some of your luggage beside the two of you, wrapping your arms around his waist as you felt him doing the same but he lifted you up and swung you around with a slight laugh exiting his lips. "I've been waiting to do that for ages!"
You smile at his words ad let go of the hug, regretting your decision to do so but i'm sure he also wanted to leave the airport to get back to his house. "Lets go shall we? I'll take your luggage, you had a pretty long ride here!" He says softly as you nod, "I did but it's okay, i survived off of some monster and i brought us some for later since you said we could possibly stream," I smiled softly at him.
He returned the smile to me and nodded, "That's really kind of you, we can let chat pick what game to play since we're going to be up half the night so why not?" He lifted your luggage over his shoulder since it was just a sports bag with a few of your clothes and other things you needed when staying over for two weeks.
You walked over to his car right as you got outside, opening the door and getting into the passenger seat when he unlocked it, smiling to yourself about how the weeks you're spending are gonna be. You were super excited to be spending time with Karl, especially since you two have been friends for so long and this is the first time you're meeting.
You saw the male getting into the drivers seat beside you, raising a brow as you seemed to have been zoning out for a little but you just sent a reassuring smile his way as he shook it off, passing you the aux cord, "I haven't heard any music you like so just put anything on and i'll vibe, we're about an hour away from my house so take your time with picking out what you wanna listen to!" He says softly as you punch the air happily, "Yes! My first time with the aux cord."
You play the first song, 'Heatwaves' by Glass Animals and almost instantly Karl's eyes light up at the start of the song, "Yooo.. you got some good taste already, i found this song from one of those dreamnotfound fanfictions, don't ask why i even read one.." He mumbled while you just laughed, "Don't worry, i read it too."
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It had been a couple hours since you got into Karl's house, you two were getting comfortable with eachother, laughing and having a small play fight, ordering food.
You were currently waiting for the food to come at the moment but you both agreed on starting a stream on his twitch after you got some food into you so you guys had something to do.
A couple minutes after though, Karl dashed past you with a smile, immediately going to the door and answering, taking the food from the delivery person and thanking them before shutting and locking the door, "Let's enjoy this food and get started with the stream, shall we?"
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It was time, the time you and Karl were going to stream.
He got things set up while you grabbed two monsters out of his mini fridge, handing him one with a smile to which he mumbled a quick thank you then he started the stream; You sat in the chair beside him, ruffling up your hair and waving to chat, "Helloo guys!" Karl smiled brightly as he laughed at how you were sitting, "How do you even sit like that, what?!" You turned to him and raised a brow, "Talk about yourself big man!"
Karl just brushed some hair out of his face and acted like the conversation never happened, looking at chat and giggling, "Gosh they love you already.. but guys guys we need your decision on a game- outlast or phasmaphobia?" He asks softly as he took a drink from his monster, watching as his chat kept spamming 'Outlast! Outlast pls...' And so the two of you agreed on outlast.
You couldn't say you were the biggest fan of the game but it was fun to play and so you agreed on it again with Karl making sure you are alright playing these sort of games. You chuckled at how worried he was but you tapped his thigh, "I'm sure, it's alright! Just load it up!" You say to him as he nodded, loading up the game and putting his facecam in the top right right corner while the outlast screen was on display.
"Oh god! I hope we don't get caught, you're in charge of keyboard so make sure we don't do anything stupid.." You mumble to Karl as he chuckled, "I'm good at this game, i played it with quackity like ages ago so don't worry about things!"
And so, the game began and you already jumped just from the car hitting a stone. The two of you told each other where to go and where to look, making sure that you were navigating the right way to go because you didn't want to get caught.
After a few tries of the game (i mean, you guys got caught twice), its fair to say you two were doing not too bad but you saw a donation and couldn't help but cover your mouth with your hands while laugh, Karl gasping really loudly at what the donation read.
"No.. like, out the gang, you're out the gang!" He shouts at the screen, moving his head from side to side.
"No- they are still in the gang- oh shit! Look Karl!" You point to the screen and he smiled, "Thank you Quackmaster2 for the 30 dollar donation! Can you say hello to Maria? also go to sleep its really late where you two are right now.. hmm, i'll have to think about that.." He teased while he grabbed some monster but you took it off him, "No! You'll be up all night and you need good rest!"
"Yeah but you have monster there too!" "Uhhh... no i don't that's a lie!"
"No seriously i'll go to sleep after we finish!"
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Karl soon enough ended the stream after the two of you finished outlast which took a good hour and 40 minutes. Saying goodbye to his fans, Karl pressed the end stream button and closed the tab, turning to you.
You smiled softly and turned to face him, realising he already was looking at you which made you a bit red in the face, "That was a lot of fun Karlos, but are you sure you're gonna go to sleep now? The monster hasn't exited your body yet and you might just be tossing and turning in bed half the night. I can pull up a good movie and we can watch it together if you want?"
"Sure y/n! That sounds great actually, but one thing, uhh you know how your nails are black? Can you do mine like that?" He asked softly as you nodded, "Let me for grab my nail polish, just stick the movie on and get comfy!"
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