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#posting this makes me so shy lmaooo
alphabetboyluvr · 9 months
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sundae (kinda love) | kth
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pairing: non-idol!taehyung x female reader - childhood friends, unrequited pining, missed connection
premise: you always thought kim taehyung's lips would taste like chocolate sundaes, but when you learn -through a friend- that he tastes like watermelon chewing gum, the illusion shatters. so does your heart. in time, so will his.
warnings: a lil angsty, big question mark on a happy ending? (it's an ending! i'll give it that much!), short n sweet, mentions of alcohol, clubbing, tae is stupid!, but also not to be blamed (or at least not until the end), insinuation of emotional affair, big regrets, ballroom dancing, no smut and no fluff
wordcount: 1.1k
note from holly: originally written as a submission for my old writing groups monthly prompt - "I wanted it to be you. God damn, I really did." This is ooooooold, but it just felt apt with love me again and rainy days. i also believe it's the oneshot that someone on wattpad commented 'why are the tae ones always so shit' so MAKE OF THAT WHAT YOU WILL! lmaooo.
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minors dni // cross posted to wattpad
"Quick, quick, slow. Quick, quick, slow," repeats the familiar shrill of your dance instructor. "Nina, back straight! Namjoon, footwork!"
The village hall you're in is musty, dust particles imitating you as they dance in the sunlight that beams through the wide windows. It's a Saturday morning, and there's no place you'd rather be less. You're dancing with your best friend, Nina, because there are only three boys in your class of twelve.
There's Jimin, the star student; Namjoon, whose mother forced him to attend because she thought it would be good for him; And then there's Taehyung, their best friend.
He's only there because he has nothing better to do when his only buddies are too busy learning the paso-bloody-doble to hang out with him.
It's spring, and school is in full swing. They're growing, and as time lurches forward, they find themselves with less and less chances to enjoy one another's company.
And so Taehyung's shoes tap along the varnished parquet all rather naturally, much to the dismay of Namjoon, who really is trying his very hardest.
"Now! Turn!" Your instructor commands. "And switch!"
You throw Nina a look -one that she gives you right back- which you both understand to mean 'ugh'. Stupid switch you always think, and refrain from rhyming it with how you feel about your instructor.
There's no part of you that wants to hold hands with other random kids from your village as you Cha Cha Cha across the dance floor. You just want to spend time with your best friend.
The same can be said for Taehyung, but when the switch happens, he finds himself dancing with yet another random girl - Nina.
He glances over -checking who he stole her from- and when your eyes meet, he stumbles on his footwork. Nina giggles, and he looks down all bashfully; pink in the cheeks.
When he looks up, he's looking at Nina. She giggles again, and he gets a little shy, but he starts dancing with her like a duck to water. Something about them just seems to... work.
You suppose you should have seen it coming when the next week he asks to dance with Nina again.
At least, that's what you assume he's doing when he approaches the pair of you. She kind of just hops up and drags him away before he even gets a chance to ask.
When they reach an empty spot on the dance floor, Taehyung glances back over to you and purses his lips. His eyes are soft, and so wonderfully brown that you think he must taste like chocolate sundaes on a hot summer's afternoon.
You're fifteen when you watch from the sidelines as rosettes are pinned to their clothes.
Taehyung's in a suit - dark, a little too big for him. His bowtie is green; a congratulations gift from you, given on the night they smashed through regionals.
Nina is in a matching green dress. Pretty, hair pinned back, perfect. Just like always.
The village hall has been swapped for a convention centre in the heart of the big city. They've just won third place. Jimin and his partner snagged first. Namjoon didn't make the top twelve. He tried, though.
You're beaming, outrageously proud of their achievement - but when Taehyung's eyes find yours in the crowd, his smile falters. It softens after a moment, and he nods. You nod back. Smile. Whisper 'well done'. He grins, now, and Nina notices his line of sight on you, so she waves. You wave, too, but you'll tell her well done later.
When you're eighteen, in a bar in the heart of town, Nina tells you that Taehyung tastes like vodka lemonade and watermelon chewing gum. You don't see him that evening. He sends you a text as the sun begins to rise:
'Didn't see you tonight. Missed you tearing up the dancefloor.'
There's a smile on your lips, though you really wish there wasn't. You both know you've got two left feet. It was always Nina's thing.
You send him back a picture of the chocolate sundae you're nursing, and tell him that you hate watermelon.
He doesn't understand, and assumes you're drunk. You kind of are, legs slung over the side of a sitting room chair in your family home.
You mean what you say. Detest watermelon. Loathe it. Had been eating it the day before without a care in the world, but feel sick just thinking about it now.
You've loved the idea of Taehyung tasting like chocolate sundaes since you were a kid - but now you know otherwise.
It's ruined your perception of him.
Although it hasn't really.
Not in the slightest.
For when he shows up at your twenty-first birthday party without a gift, but a bottle of chocolate liqueur instead, you have to fight yet another smile.
"For all those sundaes," he says.
See, it's become a bit of a ritual.
Every time those pretty lips of his end up on Nina's -and he pretends to care about the fact you aren't around- a picture of a chocolate sundae lands in your message thread to him.
He still doesn't understand it.
Though he does smile when he sees them on menus, and he thinks about how much he'd love one whenever summer comes around. He never indulges, mind you.
Never.
Not until a few years later, when it's the only option for dessert in a gilded reception room, back in your hometown.
He doesn't think it's apt. It's autumn, not summer. Far too chilly.
It's been close to two decades since he first saw you dance - and you're still just as shit - but there's something beautiful about it, now. Maybe it's the flowers in your hair. Maybe it's the way you're looking at your groom, pink sunset pouring through the windows, fairy lights glittering above you. Maybe it's your dress.
Or maybe it's the way your eyes catch the light as you glance over towards him. He's holding your bouquet -Nina had palmed it off on him- and he nods. Smiles. The taste of chocolate is bitter in his mouth.
And only now does he really understand.
Because truthfully, he had wanted it to be you in that dreary village hall all those years ago, too.
God damn it, he really had.
Taehyung knows he shouldn't, but when he's had a few too many drinks, and your groom is off entertaining his friends, he sits beside you. You're watching your wedding party from the back of the room with a smile on your face.
When you look at him, you know -finally- he tastes like a chocolate sundae, now. Your smile falters. It's bitter. The sundaes are sweet, you assume. Haven't had one. Won't have one.
"Should've been you," he says so quietly it's almost a whisper.
You hate that you understand what he means. Hate that you nod. Hate that you're thinking about the way he tastes. Hate that your heart beats faster now than it did when you said 'I do.'
Hate that you say:
"Should've been us."
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mylovejimimi · 6 months
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SNEAK PEEK | A MINIMONI STORY PT 1
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— PAIRING: boyfriend!jimin x fem!reader x friend!namjoon x ??? — GENRE: smut +18. minors dni — WARNINGS: smut, dirty dirty talk (jimin's a menace), vaginal sex, oral sex (m receiving), not as much fluids as the last one lol but still fluids, riding, accidental vouyerism, talks of kinks, mentions of gang bang, jimin calls reader mean names, jimin and reader are in fluffy love, SOME plot — SUMMARY: It's your sweet, loving boyfriend's turn to plan your weekly date, and his sweet, homey plan comes with an exciting surprise in the form of a friend that he totally forgot was crashing at his place. — WORDS: almost 5k This one is like the holy scripture compared to the tae and jk one lmaooo but don't forget there's gonna be a part 2!!!!! promise to make it worse &lt;3don't be shy and tell me what you think about my works! also i lied and say i would post it last night but my first draft didn't save <3 i love technology <3333 please remember you can send me a tip by buying me a ko-fi if you like this stories, it will meant the world to me and it will help me ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ Enjoy !
Whenever your schedules coincide, you and Jimin always made sure to have a date. Today was no exception.
Having an idol boyfriend, it was never an easy task to find time to spend together. And to have quality time, on top of that; a moment when he wasn’t too tired or overworked, or even anxious, and could engage in conversations or activities with you as his stress-free, lovely self. You always understood and supported him because that was his passion after all – though it never got any easier to watch him be away in tours or stay in the city but be unreachable, busy every second of the day. Also, you worked too, a less glamourous job of course, but a lot of times you had to give up your free time for some extra-hours or documents to finish at home.
Luckily for you, the boys just wrapped up the promos for their latest comeback, which meant they were relatively free for a couple weeks. It was Jimin’s idea to have a date every week, as long as he wasn’t required to work 24/7, to make up for past or future time apart.
So, it was a late Friday night and both of you lazed around in Jimin's apartment. You two loved going out and about the city, doing whatever activity you could think of, but since it was your boyfriend’s turn to plan the date – and he had been feeling like a homebody lately – he decided to have a chill night with you, the love of his life. You cooked, laughed, drank, danced around a little to his songs and now you were drinking again, sitting on the mat in between the sofa and the coffee table, chatting while soft music played in the background.
“It was an awful fit to be ever seen wearing! Whoever told you it looked good was lying” you laughed out loud at your boyfriend’s frown, before downing what was left of a bottle of soju, one of the many that you and Jimin already drank. You had the capacity to hold gallons of alcohol if you wanted; Jimin often joked that was what made him fell in love with you.
“It was you who told me I looked hot! I sent you a mirror pic and you replied with fire emojis” Jimin accused you with an offended pout, pushing you playfully and, in your tipsy state, making you fall fully on the ground. You giggled.
“I surely wasn’t in my best moment. Must had been one of those weeks of forced celibacy you make me go through when you release music, and thirst possessed me.” Jimin rolled his eyes with a little smile.
“Yeah, yeah, I get it. You get horny just like the rest of us, you’re not special.” You felt giddy and fuzzy inside because of both the alcohol and Jimin’s company. Goddamn, how you loved that man. Couldn’t help your big smile, heart in your eyes.
“Like the rest of you? You have no idea the depths and length of my horniness.” You started to draw random patterns on his thigh with your finger but kept staring adoringly into his eyes, always bold and teasing around him.  With a hint of a smirk, he arched an eyebrow at your words and actions.
“Oh my God, right now too? You’re a horndog!” Jimin laughed heartily, pushing you again. You laughed along joyously, feeling happier than you ever been. You were sure you would never love a person the way you loved Jimin.
“Can you blame me? My boyfriend is way too hot.” Despite the dying laughter, Jimin, always up for flirting, had a smug expression that could be only mean problems. Sitting side by side, you only needed to crane your necks a little to be inches away from each other’s face, which was so helpful to your playing. You smirked, whole body facing Jimin’s now and buzzing with alcohol and imprudent ideas. 
“Praising me for free? You’re totally too horny for your own good right now. But you’re right, I’m hot.” His smile got bigger and bigger the closer he got to you, stalking you slowly in the manner a predator about to attack his prey would. Soon enough, you could feel his breath caressing your lips: sweet with the fragrance of the flavored drinks, warm and intoxicating. Your eyes found his and in them you saw the glossy filter of alcohol mirroring yours, but the desire in his blown-out pupils was beyond comprehension.  Your boyfriend was a menace – for you more than for anybody else. “And my girlfriend is hot as hell as well.”
“I am.”
“And we’re both very drunk.” Your heart accelerated in a second, just feeling the heat that radiated from Jimin and his gaze on your lips. And you knew Jimin was no better, if the ragged breaths escaping his mouth was any giveaway. “And we’ve been apart from each other for so long already.”
Call it a signal from the universe or simply your guts instincts being one step ahead of you, but a ray of clarity downed upon you carrying a possibility that, while it turned you on a bit, wasn’t completely right. Before taking things further, you frowned slightly.
“Baby wait, we’re in the living room, what if Taehyung or Jungkook just drop by without notice? They know the code for the door.” Jimin just shrugged, giving no importance to the very real, very probable problem. You, on the other hand, were too aware of it, remembering all the times you were there and any of the boys – usually the maknaes – would just walk in. Your boyfriend did not back off though; he just tilted his head playfully.
“Why does it matter? Everybody had seen us before at some point, and, like, this is my home. Plus, we’ll hear the door if anybody comes in.” Finally, he moved just the littlest bit so his lips could move yours whenever he talked. Jimin stared intensely into your eyes, speaking in this sultry, seducing tone that was so unique to him. “It’s been so long, baby, and I need you so much right now. I can’t even think of anything but having you right this moment. We’d waited long enough, my love.” And he closed the distance with a fervent kiss. You were never strong enough to fight his kisses, much less when you wanted it as much as him.
It always amazed you just how synced up you and Jimin were; but, well, everybody said all the time how right you were for each other for a reason. He knew exactly how deep to kiss, how fast or how sweet, and, of course, how to touch all the magical parts of your body to make you go feral. And you knew all of him too – but the truth is that both of you shared a lot of likes in every aspect of life, including intimacy. So, you knew he liked as much tongue as possible and as desperately as one can make it. Also, he liked to be touched everywhere at all times, because his body tended to get so sensitive, so brittle to your hands when he was turned on. Jimin loved feeling adored, and you loved to adore him.
He settled his hands on your ass, pulling until you were straddling him. Not missing a single beat, Jimin moved his lips to your throat, making sure to bit and kiss the most sensible spots. You gasped and whined and said things that Jimin couldn’t hear well with all the blood rushing in his ears. Then, all of a sudden, you gripped his hair in a fist and tugged his head backwards, away from your neck, because you knew he loved to roughhouse too. Jimin could clearly see the arousal and drunkenness swimming in your eyes, and he knew he must look just the same, but it was okay because you had been together long enough to be very acquainted with the wildest part of each other. Now it was your turn to attack his neck, and Jimin couldn’t help but think how good you were at it, surely more skilled than him. He groaned and whined loudly as the kisses became sucking and light nibbling everywhere; it went from his neck to his jaw to his ear and all the way down again, always mindful to avoid leaving too noticeable marks on the flesh.
At some point, he began grinding his crotch into whatever part of your body it could grind into, becoming impatient and whiny, so you stopped and left his neck to grip his jaw and look into his eyes. Only then, both of you realized what a mess of red lipstick you were.
“Who’s domming?” You asked, panting. As an answer, Jimin whined more and pouted, making you giggle. “You pretty, spoiled pillow bitch. You will have to do all the dirty work on your own someday, you know.” And you got back to work.
Not much time passed between the teasing and the doing, both of you needing to satiate the constant thirst you had for the other. You two were so high on arousal and desperation, aided by the alcohol, that you skipped the step of taking the clothes off. Jimin lowered his sweatpants to his upper thigh to get his girthy cock and heavy balls out, and then lowered your camisole enough to get your breasts out too, because he was obsessed with them.
“Baby –” you breathed when you took a hold of his member and felt how hard he was. He thrusted mildly and unconsciously, groaning when you tightened your hold on him. The precum his tip was leaking started to cover your fingers once you started fisting him, and you couldn’t resist the temptation: you released his member to take your hand to your mouth and lick his fluids away, making a show of it all for your boyfriend, who groaned loudly.
Before taking your hand down again, you licked your palm, but this time, instead of his cock, you took both of the man’s balls, playing with and gripping them. Jimin threw his head back on the sofa, moaning in a high pitch and tightening his grip on your hips, surely imprinting his fingers on the skin. Once again, you took his cock and got up your knees before moving out of the way your skirt and underwear. You were so wet that your folds squelched when you separated them to descend on your boyfriend, impaling yourself on the meaty, delicious member of his. The stretch left you breathless for a moment, because Jimin was large enough to fill you up fully even if he wasn’t hard. To get you out of the discomfort, he captured your mouth in a sloppy kiss, guiding you to move slowly on him and taking the liberty of put his thumb on your clit. You moaned, and mere seconds later, you were bouncing on your own, increasing speed and clenching your insides sporadically. Your boyfriend, in return, pushed you back down when you bounced up until you both found the perfect rhythm.
You two were too immersed in your own world; too consumed by pleasure to hear the distinct sound of the door lock being unlocked and the footsteps that followed.
“You’re my bitch, got it? This ass is only mine to fuck,” Jimin exhaled close to your mouth, trying to keep his eyes focused on you moving face. You whimpered but nodded. “I will use you like the cockslut you are, whenever I want to and however I want to. And with whoever I want to.” He thrusted up with vigor, clearly liking the idea of sharing you. “Can you imagine it? To get fucked by me and then by any of my friends? Or all of them, because I know the greedy whore you are.” And he made you gasp out loud by biting your nipple and suctioning it. You panted open-mouthed now, forcing your eyes to stay open and watch how your boyfriend went from one nipple to the other, and then to insert his tongue shamelessly in your mouth.
You almost lost your mind at the way he licked filthily your wet insides, but the idea of being shared was pushing stronger. It was no secret to your boyfriend that one of your deepest fantasies was to be shared by several people, submitting to them, being at their mercy; and despite the natural jealousy that arose in Jimin at the beginning, he couldn’t get the idea out of his head for days. He thought about it so obsessively that he got desensitized to jealousy, and, at one moment, he found himself getting hard and needing to jerk off to the made-up image of you being used by multiple people. So, it became his fantasy too.
“You always wanted that, to get passed around like a pretty toy, cock after cock fucking this useless pussy.” Jimin chuckled with gritted teeth, getting more turn on by his own words. You whined loudly, just as loud as Jimin was talking – because he simply couldn’t regulate his voice while fucking –, which was pretty loud for anybody else in the room to hear. And there indeed was someone hearing and watching you from the entrance. Not like any of you realized though. “You know what else a filthy slut like you wants? To choke on cocks. To get your pretty face fucked rough. To have cum dripping from your mouth and still get your throat fucked over and over again. And I know you want to choke on my members’ cocks, don’t you? Get on your knees for the seven of us, suck dry the cocks of those friends that think you’re just my cute, little girlfriend; their pretty, dumb friend.” Jimin hissed with a particular tight squeeze, so close to release. He gripped your hair, tight, and pushed your face closer to his. “Who is the spoiled pillow bitch now?” And he kissed you, knowing both of you were mere moments away from the best orgasm of the year.
And then, a phone rang strepitously right there in the living room, some meters away from where you were. And you knew it was neither yours nor your boyfriend's.
Both you and Jimin jumped in your places, separating from each other's body once you saw a blushing and frantic Namjoon hurriedly looking for his phone in his pants. With one hand, Jimin hurried to help you fix your bra and top that were half off your body, while with the other hand, he tried to put himself inside his own pants as hastily. As if Namjoon hadn't been watching your passionate encounter for the last five minutes.
Your head? Empty, come back later. Your body? Burning with shame and, well... other things had arisen too.
“J-Joon” you started, still out of breath, but you had nothing else to say. You just stared at your friend, who arrived at the perfect time to see you being dommed.
By your peripherical vision, you saw your boyfriend getting red in the face, expression twisted into pure fury.
“Yah! You –“ And he stopped himself in his tracks, staying completely still for a second and then clearly his throat, his whole demeanor changing in an instant. It was completely weird for Jimin to stop himself from berating someone, being the most argumentative man ever as he was.
What the fuck is going on?
“S-sorry you had to watch us, Namjoon” he said calmly but still harsh. Overcoming quickly the initial surprise and change of behavior, Jimin showed his friend he definitely didn’t like the unconsented voyeurism.
Namjoon, on the other hand, was petrified in place, holding both of his friends’ stares. Mind completely blank, he couldn’t think of any excuse or justification, not even the very real reason he was there.
“It’s, uh, it’s okay. I didn’t see much.” He wanted to slap himself for saying that. It implied he had seen at least a little. “I just arrived, really didn’t see or hear anything. No big deal.” And then both you and Jimin saw it – the proof that Namjoon saw some and heard some and he even liked some. The bulging in the front of his sweats wasn’t that obvious but it definitively was there, where it wasn’t in everyday happenings. You both got visibly surprised, maybe a little aroused too, but said nothing. Instead, you two, in all your lipstick-messed glory, stared Namjoon in the eye with some sort of dignity.
“I would have appreciated it if you hadn’t seen anything or said something or go somewhere else.” Jimin was always borderline aggressive when he thought something was inappropriate; and, though you didn’t always agree with this approach, you stood by him on this one because he was right.
“But I told you we shouldn’t do this here in the open,” you whispered, a little ashamed. Namjoon blinked, speechless.
“I-I…” He swallowed and inhaled deeply. “You’re right, I’m sorry I watched you and I’m sorry I interrupted too.” He said all of that sporting the brightest color of red ever seen in someone’s face. “I forgot both of you would be here and that you both do these things. I should have called before coming, sorry.” Jimin was totally satisfied with that reaction but you were not. You felt bad that Namjoon was putting all the blame on himself when you had a feeling something like this could happen and did nothing.
“It’s okay, Joon. Just… don’t watch us without asking ever again.” Though it did feel a little hot. Being caught was one of the many fantasies you and Jimin shared, and you knew that Jimin felt as aroused and excited as you. But he was sterner than you and so, he was the one that put the ruthless mask on and delimited the boundaries to all the people outside your relationship.
“Ask you?” Namjoon asked in utter disbelief, like he was hearing the craziest nonsense ever. He could ask? He could watch? You and Jimin looked at each other. Of course he could watch. Any of them could watch, if they wanted. You both discussed it a million times; if any of Bangtan, six of them being single and unlucky, approached the couple seriously, they had no reason to tell them no. You trusted them a lot, and it wouldn’t necessarily ruin the friendship; not if they didn’t make it weird.
“Well, if you want to do something that involves other people, you usually ask if they’re OK with it.” And yet Namjoon couldn’t believe what his group member was saying. He felt weird. So weird that his nervous system was firing all alarms. His heart started beating faster than when he came home to the image of two of his friends doing each other. He felt so overwhelmed suddenly.
“Okay,” he said, before spinning on his heels and almost running to Jimin’s spare room. You were confused. Why did Namjoon go to that room instead of getting out of the house?
“This damn dumb bitch interrupted us in the best moment.,” Jimin grumbled, upset.
“Babe, why is Namjoon here?” you inquired harshly, crossing your arms. Jimin pursed his lips and looked at you with his big, puppy eyes. You didn’t buy it. “Jimin, were you the one that made Namjoon come tonight?” Your boyfriend sighed dramatically, pinching the bridge of his nose.
“Yes, baby, but – Wait, wait! I didn’t ask him to come! I just let him come!” he explained in a rush when he saw you open your mouth to yell at him. “There’s a problem with the water system at his building and I told him he could crash here for a couple nights. He is out all the time so I totally forgot he was sleeping here this week.” You scoffed.
“You’re dumb, did you know that?” Jimin just giggled at your response. It was an accident, so there was nothing to get angry at. You grinned at him, playing with his fingers. “Can we finish what we started now?” But he grimaced at that.
“I don’t know how to feel about fucking you after what happened. I mean, is one thing to fantasize about it and other completely different to experience it without consent.” Jimin didn’t look convinced. You appreciated so much how tactful he was about the situation.
“You’re right, baby, maybe let the shock pass first.” You squeezed his hand and gave him a small smile. “But would you, at least, let me help you? As a reward for being a good friend.” He smirked, and passed his arms around your waist to hug you to his body.
“How could I say no to a reward?” …
And just as fast as you agreed, you were on Jimin’s bed. Currently, your boyfriend was laying on his back, sweats on his mid thighs, with you kneeling by his side and pumping him with all your heart. And yet, he was fixated on the ceiling, barely reacting to the stimulation.
“Man, why the fuck are you just laying there? I’m giving you a hand job right now,” you huffed, frustrated with the indifference your boyfriend showed toward your efforts. “If you want a blow, you just have to ask, you know.” You stopped all movements and Jimin finally focused on you, coming back from being lost in his head.
“Sorry, babe, you’re amazing as always. I just can’t stop thinking about what happened.” He sat up, now being face to face to look you closely.
“Well, same. It was awkward but also kinda hot.” Jimin nodded a little absent-minded.
“He seemed surprised that you said he should ask.”
“It’s not every day that two of your friends indirectly invite you to watch them have sex, though.” At that, Jimin arched an eyebrow, playful all of a sudden.
“So you were inviting him, huh?” You blushed.
“I mean, yeah. Wasn’t that what we wanted? Did I read your eyes wrong?” Jimin, once more, got closer to your face like a menace, until you were millimeters from touching.
“So, you really plan on having him watch while you’re getting fucked mercilessly, in every way, in full dom/sub display? I bet you would like to get dicked down by him too.” He smiled and you felt your heart racing. What was your boyfriend implying?
“Uh, I don’t know? I mean, sounds… Yeah.” You really tried to form a rational sentence, though it was difficult with all your thoughts all over the place. As an avid over-thinker, you needed three to five business days to sit down and dissect the whole situation from beginning to end to sort out your opinions. “And what about you? Would you be fine by that? Would you also like to get some of his dick?”
“Nah, love. I don’t think it flows like that between us. Would be super embarrassing to bounce on his lap and go to a company briefing with him the next morning.” And he smirked deviously at you. “But it wouldn’t be weird watching him thoroughly giving it to you. Or should I say, hammering it into you.” He extended his arm and fondly caressed the side of your face. “Mmh, I think the shock had already passed because I just unlocked a new fantasy. Baby, I really, really need to see you being fucked into dumbness by him” he expressed with a pout, like begging you to give it to him. “I can attest he has a horse dick too.”
“Jimin!”
“And I think it will help me to shut up that annoying ego of yours for once; you’d been domming for too long and need humbling” he added to tease you. You frowned at the teasing; frowned even deeper at the weird list of cons of fucking Namjoon that your boyfriend just gave you.
"You’re getting a little too brave for a man with his dick in his vengeful girlfriend’s hand,” you told him lowly, narrowing your eyes and gripping said dick harder. Jimin took a sharp breath but smiled anyways.
“That’s it, babe, that’s how I like it. Just tug a couple times more while I imagine Namjoon folding you into two and fucking you to tears.” You scoffed and pinched Jimin’s nipple, way too hard to be pleasurable.
“Ow! But I’m being honest!” Jimin complained with a laugh.
“If you want me to blow you, stay fucking quiet, whore” you warned Jimin, getting comfortable on your knees. Your boyfriend helped you by taking your long hair in a makeshift ponytail in one hand. And you did exactly what you said.
As always, Jimin was loud and, at times, rough. Whenever you bobbed up, he only let a second pass before push your head down on his cock again. He lived for hearing you gagging and choking on him. And, as expected, he loved it messy and with a lot of saliva involved.
“Holy fuck, this mouth is amazing, baby, just like your pussy. Dirty little bitch, where did you learn to deepthroat this good? Is because you used your whore mouth on many cocks? I bet that’s why.” With each word, Jimin thrusted his hips against your mouth rougher. He was very aware of your limits and knew that his words and movements were making you drip. “Those late nights waiting for me in the company? I bet you spend them being used by the guys. Whose cocks do you slobber, you fucking cumdump? Yoongi hyung’s? Hobi hyungs’s?”
Your eyes welled up just as your pussy creamed the skimpy panties you wore for Jimin. Though you had a pretty dominant and defiant personality, you became fully submissive from time to time to humor boyfriend. Like in that moment, when you let him control your head by taking fistfuls of your hair to make you gobble his cock however he wanted. His balls hit your chin each time he snapped his hips up, and, since all that movement made it very difficult for you to keep your saliva in your mouth, most of it ended up falling towards Jimin’s body, dampening his testicles and inner thighs.
“Ah, I know -shit- you act all innocent but you let Namjoon use your mouth every night, like the disgusting slutty toy you are.” He was really close; you could tell by the precum that his cock leaked on your tongue and how his member throbbed. You looked up at him and catched him devouring you with his eyes, plump lower lip tucked between his teeth (and you couldn’t help internally melting at his cute crooked front tooth). On the other side of the blowjob, Jimin felt his abs flexing uncontrollably while he fixed all his attention on you, the most perfect being that ever existed. You were a sight for his sore eyes, with that fucked up face he loved – the only thing that could make him come in seconds. “Oh fuck, I won’t stop thinking about his come dripping from your mouth. Shit, shit, shit—”
Despite having your mouth way too full and roughed, you moaned to assist your boyfriend in cumming. The thrusts became erratic and a loud, long moan left Jimin’s lips when he threw his head back to finally let go, coating your mouth and throat. He pushed your face against his crotch and held you there tightly until he stopped coming. In a couple seconds more, his breathing was steadier and he could let go of your poor head.
You lifted yourself slowly and breathed deeply, composing yourself despite being a mess of tears, saliva and cum. Wiping some off with the back of your hand, you looked pointedly at Jimin, who just raised his eyebrows in a silent question.
“You’re getting a little too insistent with this me and Namjoon thing. Are you really that fucked up? That you would enjoy the emotional torture of seeing me with someone else? Do you have a kink about being cheated on?” Even with a rough voice, Jimin understood what you said instantly, and his response was a roll of eyes and a snort.
“Don’t be an idiot, I just find it hot, ok? I DO NOT want you to leave me for him.”
“So hot that you had to talk about it so detailly to cum?” You helped to get his pants back on their place before fishing one shirt you found nearby to clean your face. Jimin admired you for a moment, hands behind his head.
“Yes.” He smiles brightly. “And I’m serious when I say I need to see you get fucked by him. It’s, like, vital for me right now.” It was your turn to snort. “Maybe all of us could benefit from his stay here.” Eyes drooping, you rested your body on his, using his chest as your pillow. Too many things happened in the span of an hour and just now all the alcohol intake had its effect of making you sleepy. Whatever other things Jimin said, you missed them after giving your veredict:
“Maybe.”
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heavyhitterheaux · 4 months
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I want to do this before I forget!
2023 was a big year of wins for me, and of course, my Jack Harlow family was beside me through every single aspect of it. Thank you to the ones who continually support me with every reblog, like, and comment and never switched up on me. I am grateful for every single one of you, and I do not take it lightly. I started writing more consistently and posting on here for an outlet to deal with my mother passing, but I never thought I would gain lifelong friends in the process.
Yall cheered me on when I graduated in May
Listened to my vacation stories when I went on my cruise, North Carolina, for a wedding, and of course, the most recent one being Louisville when I met our beloved Urby baby!
And listened to my crazy nurse stories lol
@a-moment-captured Melissa, my bestie, my MiMi 🥹
What is understood doesn't need to be said. I can literally call you at any time during the day or night and know that you will answer. Thank you for always being there for me and your endless love and support. I will continue to push you to be your best self and I know that you'll do the same for me. I think of Coit as my own and thank you for sharing and helping me to understand autism better so that I can be of help to my autistic pediatric patients. Big things are in store for us in 2024!
Hot Chips and Bad Decisions
@hoodharlow and @nattinatalia 😘🥰
I can't even tell yall how much I love yall asses lmaooo
The two people that I literally cannot go a day without talking to. Thank you for always being a listening ear and making me laugh. The two of you know that I will be here for you both until the wheels fall off no matter what. Our group chat is lit, and I already know that it's only going to get better in 2024 lmaooo
@harlowsbby 😘💕
My muthafuckin treacherous twinnnnnnnn
I love you bad, but you already knew that. I love that you feel comfortable enough to come to me and ask for advice about what is going on in your life and I will never shy away from helping to try to get you to make the best decision. You already know since we talked about it to keep your head up and focus on yourself all of 2024, and I feel that it will be amazing for you. Remember, I am always in your corner and cheering you on.
@sinsandsuccubus my little sister Luna 🥹
My sister wife! I absolutely adore you and can always count on you to listen to me rant about absolutely anything. Forever proud of you for graduating this year with a degree in fucking engineering!! A black woman with an engineering degree? UNFUCKINGSTOPPABLE. You are doing the damn thing so you better keep going!
I adore each and every one of you and I pray that 2024 is a better mental health year for everyone and we get those goals accomplished! Remember that I am always here you for if you want to talk and my inbox is always open.
Happy 2024 🥹💕
Love, Muva 💋
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louscartridge · 1 year
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hii can you make a how you arisu and met/started daiting and can you possibly add smut to it 🤞🏽
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arisu x gn reader
cw- not rly proof read, swearing, arisu being a little bit of a stalker in a cute way if you squint, karube and reader being close, karube being a teasing shit, eventually established relationship, death, crying, kissing, arisu having a slight panic attack, the heart game arisu played :,(
A/N- unfortunatly, i coppied the intire story after i wrote it so it was like on here twice to if you read something more the once or something lmk so i can fix it lmaooo. also i got a liiiiitle carried away lmfaoo sry. also also theres no smut in this (because i got carried away) however you super duper cool favorite writer is going to make up for it by writing super duper cool smut headcanons n shit for arisu xx. edit- heres the smut
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❥ you and arisu had met on a video game tbfh
❥ well no that was a lie
❥ you saw each other at the bar karube worked at, but like quite literally NEVER said jack shit to each other.
❥ you were just aware of each other but never rly thought about each other until you would see each other at the bar
❥ but then, you needed help on a paper for school and arisu was right next to you. you would ask karube, but you knew he wouldnt understand anything you wouldve said, and youve heard from karube that arisu was pretty smart so why not? you asked arisu the for help which he gladly accepted, he was bored anyway. soon enough you got the awnser. (which earned a snort from karube)
❥ then you like MET, MET in a video game
❥ karube and you knew each other fairly well and arisu knew that
❥ so instead of arisu talking to you himself, he seriously asked karube for your instagram
❥ after karube poking fun at arisu for ‘liking you’ he finally got it.
❥ you instagram led to your discord
❥ your discord led to your playstation (please idk if arisu played playstation or xbox.... or neither. kill me.)
❥ he saw you were in a game so he took that as his chance to add you as a friend cause if you were in a game you most likely wouldnt accept or deny it right away
❥ he joined the game you were playing and kinda just like did absolutely nothing
❥ he just watched you play
❥ he ended up being really impressed with how good you were doing tbh
❥ when you were done with the round you were playing you quickly accepted the request from arisu, knowing it was him since karube was laughing his ass off when arisu first texted him about you. 
❥ when you went to meet the guys at the mall the next day you immediately went up to arisu seeing as he was right where he said they would be, talking with karube and chota. 
❥ when you walked up to them karube whistled
❥ slowly turning to face arisu karube said “woooowww! look at that! someone is talking to you man!” 
❥ after another teasing remark towards arisu karube patted both of you on the sholder with a wink before walking away, chota frantically following behind him.
❥ “so..how’d you get my gamer tag hm?” (this is so stupid) you smirked
“i- what? i- i  didnt?” he would lie his thumbs safely tucked into the straps of his backpack over his shoulders. 
 “god your such a bad liar! look at you, not making eye contact at all, squeezing onto the staps of your backpack like im gonna kill you. karube wasent even trying to shut up when you texted him. i mean quite literally, laugh and reading me the text messages.”
 “well seeing as you dont have a problem with any of that.. could i maybe- possibly get your line? or- or something” 
❥ he was so shy it was adorable
❥ who were you to say no? (not like you wanted to)
❥ and so for a few months, you guys were inseparable.
❥ every time karube was with arisu so were you.
❥ every time you were with karube so was arisu.
❥ yet, you were both still oblivious to your feelings towards each other.
❥ karube was obviously not, still taking ‘sarcastic’ jabs at the two of you.
❥ playing games together, calling, sleeping, going to school, not going to school, pretty much everything was done together. 
❥ however, that included the borederlands.
❥ you were with karube, arisu, and chota when everyone but you guys seemingly disappeared. 
❥ at first it was fun, just you and your best friends with you and not needing to worry about anything at all.
❥ until it wasent.
❥ now it wasent pretty much everything was done together. it was absolutely everything was done together.
❥ but it still wasent until the hearts game that you guys didnt anything officially romantic together.
❥ you had gotten split up from everyone else during another game, earning you to miss the hearts game.
❥ when you went back to the apartment the five of you were staying in you expected to see everyone. chota, karube, arisu, shibuki. everyone. 
❥ instead, you were met with no one. 
❥ panic hit you right away thinking the worst of the worst. ‘they couldve just been getting food right?’
❥ quickly whipping towards the door, you didnt know if you were safe or as you heard the door to the apartment open hurriedly. 
❥ luckily you were.
❥ “oh my god arisu! where were you? wh- wheres everyone else-”
you were cut off from arisu walking towards you, pulling your face to his. his pull was harsh, though you knew he didnt mean it. the feel of his hands on the side of you cheeks were the opposite though. gentle, caring, loving, but.... they were..slightly shaking? before you pulled away, you felt a tear touch your cheek.
“why are you shaking? please tell me something..” you said to him looking in his eyes, trying to find anything other then the tears and almost numbness.
“theyre gone. y/n everyone is gone. but your not, oh thank god your not.” arisu cries. he puts his hands back on your cheeks but he doesnt kiss you this time. his eye just keeps darting all over you almost as if he was questioning if you were really there. “please- please will you be my partner?” he quickly asks breathing heavily.
“what?”
“loosing the others made me realize how much i actually love you i cant loose you i didnt and if i do i cant have you die not knowing how i feel about you” 
“yeah- yeah! yeah ill be your partner” you conform as you drag him over to the couch in the middle of the room. when you guys lay down you end up spooning, him being the little. your arms get rapped in with arisu’s and he tightly grips both of your hands in his, burying his face between his chest and your arms. you press light kisses to his neck and into his hair as he slowly starts to get his breathing down. 
you werent going to make him talk about anything. you figured if he wanted to he would. right now the two of you were fine like this. you tried to imagine what arisu went through, what happend, what happend to karube? he was your best friend. if you couldnt thank him for that you wouldve liked to at least thank him for getting you and arisu to where you are now. 
you eventually get snapped out of your thoughts as you hear soft, even, quiet breathing. arisu had fallen asleep. in your arms. you sniffed slightly thinking about how karube would be making fun of you guys right now and the amount of sex jokes he would try.
you kiss arisu’s head again whispering a ‘i love you too’ into his hair before drifted off to sleep yourself. 
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mako-neexu · 7 months
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oberon idol AU with his (to-be) girlfriend ritsuka (i kinda made her possessive of oberon lmaooo) smut scene i wrote for practice.
(oberon is drugged accidentally since he took in something with his water tampered that he didnt know until too late. ritsuka finds him and help out)
for: @bitterrosebrokenspear @randomlywanderingmoth since i would never post this until i saw you guys expressing interest www (feel free to erase this from your minds if this fic kinda feels cringe to me lmao)
words: 4.5k something..
Ritsuka has her leg entangled with his, her hand moving to grasp his chin to tilt his head in her direction, capturing his lips with her own.
Soft, warm, moist with a hint of sweetness, it lasted until she belatedly registered Oberon whimper for air.
She pulls away to see his reaction, her throat growing dry as he looked like he needed more. Her first kiss… and its Oberon. Even though the circumstances were a little less than ideal, her heart still fluttered despite it all.
(She felt so dizzy. Even if this was just out of helping him out, she still felt happy that her first kiss was with Oberon.)
And who was she to deny him that?
Ritsuka angles herself on top of him, slowly settling down on his lap to imitate the position they were in a few weeks ago. She feels him twitch even within the thick fabric of his pants, hears him groan with need as he lifted his hips up to press against her core just like what he had done last time.
She couldn’t help the moan that escaped past her lips as it took everything within her not to just grind against him just like that. Her body was beginning to grow hot as well. But she shouldn’t rush the situation.
She needs to have a build up that would… help the both of them now. Settling her palms against his lower abdomen, she hears him hiss under his breath.
…He must be so sensitive right now from the drug amplifying his sense of touch. The thought of it made her mouth water as she looked forward to touching him more, have his body aching for her more.
With half-lidded eyes, Ritsuka greedily took in this rare occurrence of seeing him expose more skin than what had seen from him, feel for the combined softness and firmness of his chest, spreading her hands as wide as she can to cover all of his body as she moved forwards with it.
When she reached his breasts, she let the pads of her thumb rub against his nipples, the barest brush of it being her warning before toying with them just as she managed to reach his lips to kiss him once more.
For a few moments, she indulged in playing with his pink nubs. Using her fingers to flick it, twist, and squeeze–
Having him tremble and cry so sweetly for her as if his body didn’t know whether to give in or shy away gave her all the more reason to tease him.
With a harsh pinch to his nipple, Oberon gasped, Ritsuka using this as her chance to have her tongue enter past his lips, capture his own to make it hers, locked in a dance that made her crave for more.
With one hand, she cups the back of his head to have him kiss her further, the other one moving to his cheek where all she could do was drown the both of them in this sweet sensation.
God- Medb had taught her how kissing worked just by pointing things out without giving her a hands-on practice.
But she never told her how good it felt to kiss someone. Not just anyone though. But someone that made her feel so overwhelmed with his presence alone. Someone that made her heart thump erratically.
Oberon’s tongue fought weakly against her while she moved hers to claim everything he had to offer. Every nook and cranny, every inch of his wet cavern, every breathless moan swallowed by her-
Ritsuka was getting addicted. Oberon’s taste was like sugar itself. No matter how much she tasted, she wanted to eat more.
But the heat in between her legs was becoming unbearable. She could feel herself losing the ability to think, lose the ability to control herself for Oberon’s sake.
Just a little… she could loosen up and think of this simultaneously rewarding herself for helping him. Indulge in her desires just a little…
Pressing down as she gave in, she rubbed her heat against the erection that stood so proudly against her stomach, and a simultaneous moan from the both of them resounded.
Again, she dived down for another kiss, slotting her mouth perfectly against his so no space was spared.
This time deeper than before, her tongue desperately wanting to reach the back of his throat for more. The kiss became sloppy as they slowly let go from everything that held them back.
This time- this time, Oberon is all hers for tonight. A one-night dream she could spoil herself with as she touched him and reduce him to an honest mess.
Reaching down, Ritsuka’s hand slipped past his sweatpants to cup his hard on through the boxers.
The response she got was a loud moan she had instantly swallowed and a snap of his hips stuttering against her palm. She rewarded him by rubbing his clothed shaft, making sure she was kissing him in a way that she wants him to know just how much he affected her also.
She couldn’t help but think that this was a honey trap laid for her. Something to blackmail her with since the treat underneath her was laid bare and for the taking when she entered.
He was simply defenseless underneath her touch, he could only buck his hips to where it made him feel good, he could only moan and writhe beneath her as his brain further turned to mush the more she touched him.
And what would happen if she were to take him in now?
Already, she could feel his precum leaking, staining his boxers, so eager to escape the confines of his remaining clothes and thrust into a hole he could pour his seed in–
She couldn’t help but be rougher with her kiss, bite his lower lip and glare at him for making her feel so starved for him.
Feeling him tremble under her touch, a sudden thought occurred to her.
—Has he slept with anyone before?
To be completely foreign to something like this, to be utterly weak and helpless against something like this was just–
Ritsuka groaned as a wave of arousal overwhelmed her, causing her to grind herself against his cock. Is he what she thinks he is? What if it was true? What if it wasn’t?
Her lips travel upwards, kissing his cheek, just below his eye, his temple before whispering to his ear lowly, “Have you ever been touched before, Oberon?”
The blush on her cheeks further reddened. She sounded… just a bit possessive. At least, that was what she thought. Her tone was as if someone was going to take something away from her before it was even hers in the first place.
If he did then that wouldn’t be a problem to her. She can accept that. If this was his first time to be intimate with someone though—
Ritsuka had moved her hands to cup his breasts, squeezing them just as she rolled her hips to his throbbing erection, giving her a sweet keen as he grapled for the sheets. Her lips moved to kiss his weak spot underneath his ear, then to his neck where she peppered him with kisses.
Though she can’t leave a mark like last time again… she could prolong the one he had further, have him bear her mark and walk around town for a few more weeks, forced to cover his nape so no one knew that he belonged to her.
Just a crush, her mind screams. But for tonight, she was going to ignore logic and treat him as hers.
As her hands ran up and down his body, her mouth latched onto his bruise, delightfully savoring the sweet and salty taste of his sweat as he exposed more of his nape to her in submission, her body growing to be further infected by the heat, as if she had consumed whatever he had taken in and had affected her as well.
Oberon could only lay underneath her and take it. Just like what happened before, she took the opportunity before her and went to drown them both in this feeling that felt so hot, so good at the same time.
When she let go, a string of saliva connected her from his bruise, darker now that she made it that it would last longer. Whether it gave him trouble at work or not, the only thing that mattered to her was that he would be conscious about it, remind him just who gave him this mark.
She swallowed heavily, leaning in for another open-mouthed kiss, coaxing his tongue outside to intertwine it with hers, suck on his tongue and play with it as if it was her toy.
…She really, really couldn’t get enough of him. And who knew she would be so weak to kissing him? She should be touching him now, help solve his problem faster… and yet she wants to prolong what they had right now.
Still, she wants to get a taste of the rest of his body, savor this chance as if it was her last.
Lips traveling down once more she gave him butterfly kisses all over his neck, his shoulders, his breasts where she only sucked and played his nipples with her tongue before releasing them with a wet pop so as not to leave another mark that would have her wanting for more.
Down to his abdomen, her hands now slipping beneath the waistband, pulling it along with her as she travels further down with her kisses.
When her eyes saw his cock straining against his underwear, her mouth watered.
Finally, finally-
Slowly, as if in a hypnotic trance, her face pressed against his cock, breathing him in, taking in his scent with a soft moan. Feeling him twitch against her cheek eagerly, she felt herself get wetter, her core aching with need to be touched as well.
Ritsuka mouths his shaft through the fabric, nuzzling against his erection that twitched with need to be inside her.
It really wasn’t enough. She needs him, she needs him-
Opening her eyes, her heated gaze was on his cock, taking in how wet a part of his boxers were from his dripping precum, then her eyes catches hazy blue drowning in pleasure and need all at once, “Oberon…”
She kisses his tip ever so sweetly, her tongue darting down to taste him.
Though it was barely a drop, she licked her lips regardless and hummed in satisfaction.
She can’t wait to drink him all in.
But first-
“You haven’t answered me yet, Obe.” Though her voice was soft and a little raspy as her throat felt parched, Ritsuka massaged his inner thighs, feather light as her fingers danced to tease him further.
“Have you done this with someone else?”
She asks the question again, her head resting on his thigh, her other hand bringing his erection down to the right to have it press against her cheeks as if it was her captive, as if that part of him already belonged to her.
Her smile was both soft and a little mischievous, “If you answer me honestly, I’ll be sure to reward you.”
"Fujimaru..."
She couldn’t breathe. She couldn’t believe what she was seeing, hearing right now. Oberon, Oberon, Oberon-
An overwhelming sensation that threatened to consume her. A feeling of sheer possessiveness, the warmth that made her pulse with need, she herself trembled more than him at this moment.
No good… If Oberon calls her by her name again or pleaded, she will only be able to barely hold herself ba–
"Please, Ritsuka-"
Her eyes went dark as his sky blue eyes filled with unshed tears stared up at her as if she was the only one who could alleviate the heat that filled his body and made his cock needy and weeping before her.
Without another word, her lips latched on to his right thigh and sucked.
A high pitched keen ripped out of Oberon’s throat as he arched his back in pleasure while she rubbed his clothed erection while she busied herself in making sure he bore more marks from her.
How dare he. How dare this guy beg so easily for her and expect to be left off easy? Does he even know that every reaction he’s made until now was a drug itself to her?
The more he showed her how much of a mess he could get, how much he could whimper her name and open his legs, the more she would be more inclined to do more debauched things to his body.
As if it was her beloved plaything to enjoy and use.
Ritsuka was rough as she rubbed him with her hand on his twitching hard on still underneath the cloth. And she couldn’t care less at the moment if he was begging to be touched directly instead of having the only barrier left removed.
After all, it was his fault for going beyond her expectations and more.
She bites just a little more harder on his inner thigh she knew to be sensitive the most even without the effect of the drug. She licks the area, kissing it sweetly to make sure it made a pretty design that would last long on his skin.
Her teeth marks would be visible if he looked closer but other than that, it would only seem like an everyday bruise you’d get from bumping into something.
She wished she could bite harder… maybe draw some blood as tasting just his sweat and skin only fueled her hunger even more.
Moving on to his left thigh, she busied herself on a spot much closer to his cock, lavishing it with the same attention as the other but-
Her hand quickly pulls on his underwear downwards – just enough to reveal everything without taking it off fully – causing it to bounce and slap against her face, interrupting her as she moaned a little louder than expected in the process of marking him further as hers for tonight.
(A bolt of pleasure went down her spine and into her core as he gave her another generous keen, bucking forwards to have his cock meet her when she had it exposed to the heated air.
It just took everything within her to stay still, to make sure he was left craving for more while she indulged in her desires.)
Seriously, why did he have to… be so big…
Ritsuka wipes her drool off her chin using the back of her hand. His body was just lewd.
Each inch of his skin was covered in a scent she wants to be wrapped around with, the way his lower torso’s pelvic line dipped made it easier for her thumb to hook on his boxers, and a light sheen of sweat had her running her tongue all over the forming bruise on his left thigh while she left his aching erection untouched.
Oberon cried and shook his hips towards her, still calling out her name helplessly while she could only smile against his thigh…
He was so cute. He was just so cute she wants to spoil him and torture him at the same time.
But-
With the reminder of her main goal from the start, she finally directed her attention to his cock. Closing her eyes, she kissed his tip slowly as if this was the real first kiss itself unlike earlier.
Hearing him be breathless as she finally began to touch him has her looking back at him while she continues to pleasure him.
Peppering kisses down his glans to his shaft, all the way to the base of his length, she made sure to take him in his entirey, have his scent ingrained into the back of her mind and cherish it forever.
She makes sure to tongue his frenulum a little before moving on, delighting in the quiver of his body.
Ritsuka starts from the bottom, this time sticking her tongue flat against the base of his cock before slowly dragging it upwards while the rest that she couldn’t cover with her tongue was stroked.
He moaned and thrusted for more, but she slapped his inner thigh fresh from the bruise she gave in warning before soothing it with a caress.
And once she reached the top, she suddenly engulfed his head, sucking as hard as she can, hollowing her cheeks as her grip on his cock got tighter before letting go with a loud pop.
Another sweet high-pitched cry ripped out of his throat, she could practically feel her own juices spilling out of her panties to stick in between her thighs.
She hissed with a smile, reaching down to touch her clit and relieve herself just a little in this situation. “You moan like a girl, Oberon. Did you really like getting sucked off this much?”
He couldn’t speak as he was busy catching his breath, concentrating on being her obedient toy, but his dick twitched as if saying yes, her response to it was to laugh at him before kissing his cock.
Then, her finger accidentally entered her pussy, eliciting a keen of her own, her shaky breath exhaled against his length.
….Seeing him just right before her has her aching so bad. She was in a skirt, and she wants nothing more than to just part her underwear to the side and slam down without warning.
She wants him inside her, feel him and shape her insides to fit only him… but she knew that it wouldn't be appropriate now. She was- She was only doing this to help him out of his problem.
She was just a friend. No more, no less.
Unable to take it anymore, Ritsuka finally directed him to her mouth, taking care to quickly adjust her jaw to accommodate his size. Tears filled the edges of her eyes the more she took him in, but seeing as she was only half-way through made her moan.
Why did he have to be bigger than she’s seen from the guys in those lewd videos she used to watch with a classmate once?
She couldn’t breathe. The only way to do so was to have her oxygen directly mixed with his musk, something she already couldn’t take. But as he was inside her throat, the thought of it made her constrict around him further.
Urged with how eager he was inside her, Ritsuka continued to take him in all the way to the base of his shaft, her drool dripping down onto the bed sheets the more she went further. And as soon as she was there, she began to bob her head up and down, making him fuck her throat and writhe further.
Her other hand cupped his balls and began to massage it, hoping- hoping he would cum hard enough to fill her stomach, just enough to look as if she was pregnant from taking in his essence.
Her body felt so hot but Oberon’s own felt searing. She really really wants to press up against him and pleasure each other while kissing, riding him as he hugged her, but a sense of thrill to have him under her control was undeniable.
The normally composed Oberon completely undone just because his nipples were teased, and now she was sucking him off.
She can’t imagine how good he must feel right now.
The thought of it was just erotic that she couldn’t help but moan and get lost into her thoughts, her tongue entangling with his cock every time he entered her mouth-pussy, humming in delight the more precum welled up from his slit.
Hearing moan more and more as well as feeling his hips practically thrust into the heat of her cavern, Ritsuka sucked him off faster and harder, both of her hands now on his shaft as she pumped him, telling him to give her his cum so she could savor it for herself.
She herself was turning into a mess the more he moved to her mouth in tandem with her coming down. Still, she treats him as if he was like ice cream, taking care to make sure this treat before her was enjoyed thoroughly before it could melt.
Her blowjob became more and more sloppy as well and the only thing she could do was pump him quickly against her mouth, kissing and suck at the slit of his head, eagerly waiting for him to pour what he had to give her down her throat.
And as Ritsuka gave another particularly harsh suck when she took all of him once more, she cried loudly even as it was muffled by his shaft inside her, tears ran down her cheeks as the sweet but salty substance filled her nicely.
She even felt both of Oberon’s hands entangle with her hair, pushing her even further to take him in while he came hard.
And that alone made her even wetter. To be used by Oberon as well as nothing more than someone to dump his cum into. She felt so aroused by how he handled her that she couldn’t help but encourage him further by pressing his hand on top of her head with her own.
It was so warm. His cum was so hot and thick that she could practically feel it going down her throat and into her stomach to settle.
For that alone, Ritsuka had never felt so happy that she might also have an orgasm without even touching herself.
Once he no longer had anything to spill, Oberon’s tense body collapsed back onto the bed, his flushed chest heaving from exertion.
As for her, she still wanted him to see her before passing out.
Ritsuka climbs on top of him while she herself tries to catch her breath, sitting on his lower abdomen with her soaked panties showing.
Seeing his eyes stare at what was below instead of her eyes, she had to bite her finger to keep herself from making any more sounds. But her hips still moved on their own, her slick staining his chest as she rocked against him to give her clit more and more of the stimulation she needed.
But even as it went on, she grasps his chin to direct Oberon’s stare into her eyes, she pushed whatever cum she had on the sides of her mouth and on her shirt inside her, licking her fingers clean and making a show of how much she enjoyed drinking him in.
Still, seeing him like this…
It was as if they were together. As if they were lovers at this moment.
Her flush turned into something more sweeter that made her heart beat differently. Ritsuka takes one of his hands and intertwines it with hers.
This might really be the only time she’d be able to hold it like she was his one and only, after all.
Leaning down, her other hand moves to capture his cheek to caress it, her lips slotting to fit his own as they kiss.
Her tongue glided against his own, the both of them panting and making small noises while she continued to use his chest to relieve her own ache deep in her core.
—Suddenly, Ritsuka felt a hand other than her own cup her cheek.
The sudden rush of overwhelming emotions overcame her in an instant. No longer did she sit on him, but rather she made her body pressed flat against his own without parting from the press of her lips on Oberon’s.
No space left between them, merely succumbing to the pleasure of intimacy, Ritsuka drowned him in kisses, stealing every breath he’d make and claiming it as hers, swallowing every small sound from her ministrations.
And even with the passionate kiss, she was quick to notice his arms wrapping around her waist, pulling her closer even further, even slipping down beneath her skirt to squeeze her ass.
The suddenness of it has her unabashedly breathlessly moaning against his lips, her eyes rolling back helplessly as he touched her in return.
Ritsuka glared at him weakly. He was so cruel for doing that to her. She had a rapidly growing crush on him while he treated her as just a friend. So him doing something like reciprocating even in the haze of lust and from the drug, it just-
It made her heart cry out for him even more.
She didn’t want to hope for fear of getting hurt but… maybe she could pretend for now that he wanted her just as much as she wanted him too.
Another few more kisses made, short but no less passionate, Ritsuka began to move back–
Only to have something hard hit her ass.
…The drug…
Just how potent was it?
Nonetheless, she moved further back while she bit her lower lip until his hardened erection was leaning towards her as if it missed her, yearning to be inside her again.
She swallowed to moisten her dry throat. She felt so aroused, she was beginning to feel her control seriously slip just looking at how it weeped against her stomach.
…Wait. Just how far can he reach…?
Tracing a line down the head of his length with one finger… to the veins around his shaft, then to the base, Oberon was already moaning even louder, no doubt the sensitivity amplifying her touch.
Taking off her shirt, her breasts bounced even as it was held in place by her bra. Next to go was her skirt which she only unzipped before taking it out the same way she did with her shirt. Ritsuka tossed it to the side, uncaring of where it went before going down on Oberon for another kiss.
Feeling his cock twitch even more against her bare skin, she moaned into the kiss, guiding his arms to rightfully take its place around her waist.
Breathless, needing each other, they looked into each other’s eyes and saw how much they wanted each other.
Nothing more than pretend, she reminds herself even as she presses their foreheads together and tenderly held one of his hands.
Reluctant as she was to part, Ritsuka rose from her position, settling herself comfortably before his length, rubbing it with her hand as she sighed from how it was only one fabric away from entering her. It felt heavy in her hands- hot and craving more of the friction she also desired.
Reaching down to grasp one of his hands placed on her waist, Ritsuka kisses his palm, his wrist, lightly biting a finger and licking it.
She made sure to do this while she stroked his cock to have him shiver even further.
Hearing him moan out her name once more, her next bite was a little harsher before she was guiding his hand to her breast, underneath her bra- and before she could even wordlessly tell him what to do, Oberon squeezed her breast, eliciting a high-pitched moan from her this time.
She had quickly smirked though as she rubbed her soaking pussy against his cock, her hips snapping back and forth as he groaned. “So what do you want, Oberon? What do you want me to do?”
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haknom · 1 year
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It's the season of love! and you know what that means, time to find yourself a valentine! and who better than one of your beloved mutuals? answer these questions, and the mutual with the most mentions your tumblr valentine:
Mutual you can always rely on?
Mutual who never misses a post?
Mutual you share the most interests with?
Mutual you were most surprised to become moots with?
Mutual that gives the best advice?
Mutual you have the most in common with?
Mutual who has the best jokes?
Mutual you look up to or admire?
Mutual you'd run away and live in a cottage with?
Mutual you most want to be classmates/friends irl with?
Spouse material mutual?
Mutual with the best personality?
Mutual that never fails to make you laugh?
Mutual with the prettiest theme?
Mutual you'd have a crush on if you knew them irl?
Mutual you absolutely cannot live without?
Mutual you want to get to know better?
Mutual you can always rely on? @taejays @redm4ri @hyukasverse @feeeli and @wonieleles i consider them close to me since we've met i spoke with them the most!! missing ur little poems you'd send me sia </33
Mutual who never misses a post? @ox1-lovesick and @hyukasverse if we're talking speed wise i'd say these two (including me Lol!! we're triplets) but posting schedules or wtv then @eundiarys !! posting a new chapter everyday How do u do it bff...
Mutual you share the most interests with? @mokiverse we both like dept and and rlly adore him but also @soov and @taejays i forgot why but i swear we do..
Mutual you were most surprised to become moots with? @/amakumos @/soobnny @soov @son4taa / @arininlove @hanniluvi when i saw sue and yun follow me back Life was great again. but let's talk abt sona... so i liked her heart attack post a few months ago (before i met her) and then like back in early december she reblogged one of my posts and i HOWLED not even a scream. i was literally gasping like U enjoyed one of my works???? stop this. THEN I FIND OUT SHE ADMIRED ME LITERALLY SLEPT ON MY GOOD SIDE THAT NIGHT i love sona sm! soph and rei tbh i wasn't expecting it since i saw them around blr a lot but never really spoke to them or interacted (#shy yk!!) but now that theyre my mutuals Guys they're very approachable i was overreacting...
Mutual that gives the best advice? @ox1-lovesick and @wonieleles love them for it too! i use the advice wisely guys
Mutual you have the most in common with? um i'd say the same people from the interest one but also @isoob and @son4taa / @arininlove @hyukasverse and so on and so forth but these two bc um.. We js do.
Mutual who has the best jokes? @soov and @wonieleles LMAOOO IDK WHY theyre js naturally funny
Mutual you look up to or admire? @/amakumos @/soobnny @soov @hanniluvi and @arininlove / @son4taa i kinda already said my reason why on the mutual awards post but i adore everything they do tbh LMAOO my main inspirations for making this acc !
Mutual you'd run away and live in a cottage with? random and weird question but id say @taejays @ddenoudepression @feeeli and @redm4ri WE'D BE SO CHAOTIC. it would js be sm fun in general
Mutual you most want to be classmates/friends irl with? LITERALLY ALL???? they seem so fun to be around and rlly helpful! i'd love hanging out with them 24/7 tbh
Spouse material mutual? Easy question. @/yenqa and @/feeeli literally my bae fr Love u yen !
Mutual with the best personality? all of them. theyre literally different in their own ways and i love them for that!! unique personalities >>>
Mutual that never fails to make you laugh? all of them but mainly @/wonieleles @/arininlove / @/son4taa @/hanniluvi @/eundiarys @/ddenoudepression @/soov @/hyukasverse @/yenqa @/isoob @/taejays @/sunoksunny @/ox1-lovesick like i said before theyre js naturally funny so im ofc gonna be laughing
Mutual with the prettiest theme? @/soov and @/wonieleles not to mention HOW INTIMIDATING THEIR THEMES MAKE THEM HELP but theyre so sweet trust me guys !
Mutual you'd have a crush on if you knew them irl? Guys this will make my mutuals catch a case if i said it... but @wonieleles and @yenqa like have u seen them... theyre so pretty
Mutual you absolutely cannot live without? @/feeeli @/hyukasverse @/ox1-lovesick and @isoob my ogs tbh ! im surprised i can go a day without texting them.... (secretly in distress tho)
Mutual you want to get to know better? @jennaissantes @eundiarys @amakumos and @soobnny @hannikz @izchone (also an og but we dont speak anymore..) @yyunari (idk if we're mutuals but we follow each other so imma still put them!) @tzyuki @cutieseo @jwonsociety @nyangwn @wyynn @zuyairus and @trsrina (we're even in a gc together HELP) @delcakoo @tyunni @mokiverse @yooonz4u
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sotwk · 5 months
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omg hi im the anon that asked about the regencies beside turhir and arvellas' 👉👈 i was too shy to ask it off anon Imaooo so I didn't realize u had responded and also posted about it already!!
but omg its so!! and the timeline is a wonderful surprise!!! and ik I said it already but i love the thought and detail u put it into your hcs and that is just another great example of that
also your generosity in having your hcs all be open sourced..u are a blessing fr. liek idk if I'll ever actually Write smth beyond my own world building notes (which is kind of a hodgepodge of your ideas but also adapting parts of it to the story i want to tell and also my own bullshit lol) but if i ever do (even if i don't plan to post it) i feel like showing it you would be like a kid showing their artist parent their own attempt at art lmaooo
also yes i did read through all of it lmaoo it started bc arvellas' post was so detailed?? and it was so fascinating to me!! so i ended up checking the individual princes' tags too so I didn't miss anything haha and it was worth it you're a wonderful writer with a very wrinkled brain!!!
It always makes my month when someone comes off Anon to talk to me! It. Is. The. BEST. <3 You're so kind, my friend! I am so grateful to you for your interest in the Thranduilion Princes, and for asking me such great questions about them!
Friends like you make all the work I put into writing about the SotWK AU/ Woodland Realm headcanons worth it! They're not easy to write; they're pulled out of pages and pages of notes and need to be knitted together with stuff I've previously written so that the entire AU stays consistent. That's why I'm always happy to share and allow people to use them for their own stories/purposes. It makes the time and labor worth it if they can be used by others! :)
Please do tag me if you ever decide to write out and post your own stories! All my fics start out a "hodgepodge" of worldbuilding ideas too--it's a great place to start. But please do whatever makes you happy, first and foremost!
Besides, if I can do it, then you certainly can, too! You just need to grab a hold of some self-confidence and a couple of friends to boost that up. That's what makes fandom communities so great!
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lilredghost · 4 months
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baby im so sorry i disappeared but!!!! oh my god oh my GODDDD
"Must be some kind of karmic retribution, I suppose." His husband tilts his head to the ceiling, where the skylight shows the smallest sliver of the afternoon sun. "Being bound to someone who won't ever love me."
Anakin feels his knees buckle, heart breaking for the man in front of him. “Obi-Wan,” he breathes. “Who says I don’t love you?” oh this killed me, and the fact that obi still doesnt believe it??? "I thought it was going to be better, then," Obi-Wan says. "Life, I mean. I didn't know what to do, when—" jbkdbhiwhbedfvuivg anakin oh godddddddd i cried during this chapter i kid u not im still emotional “I didn’t choose you then, Obi-Wan Kenobi. But I’m choosing you now.” i loved this before, ii love it now, ill love it forever, between this and eye uff you, i can die happy Obi-Wan may not be an omega— and Anakin may not be an alpha or beta— but he's beginning to think that maybe it doesn't matter. the ironyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! also??? obi standing up for himself in front of shmi??? chefs kiss. amazing. delicious aura tinging sweet and shy with the scent of blackberries. im still following the scents, so citrusy normal, and blackberries when hes horny?? huffing with irritation when he realises there must be some trick to doing it without getting your fingers wet. kbkjbhihv yessss lmaooo i relate so hard i love love LOVE the ritual you inserted, of passing along the flame, so to speak, so very poetic all signs pointing to obis heat im cacklinggg im so so sooo sorry for disappearing 😭😭i have no excuse, i just couldnt be on tumblr or on ao3 like before and i felt so guiltyyy forgive me pleasee
No problem babe. I missed you but I know people have lives and all that! You can always hit me up on discord for non-fandom talk too, I hope everything's going well for you 💕
It's definitely been a very emotional few chapters, lots of ups and downs. Obi-Wan is slowly, slooowly starting to believe Anakin loves him, I think. At the least, he feels reassured while they're together.
Obi-Wan snapping back at Shmi was something I initially had no idea how to do, but I felt like it was really, really necessary. His type of character won't hold a grudge, but that doesn't mean his feelings weren't hurt 🥺
Also I'm honestly gonna have to get back to you on the scent thing because I initially didn't have blackberries for embarassment but then I found it in my drafts so I just left it like that. And of course we've also got jogan fruit added to the scent profile (not that that's "canon" yet I guess). I might rearrange the way that I had been thinking of it in my head, but first I have to reread the text and make sure that my new idea makes sense 😅 I'll make a more in-depth post at some point!
re: the ritual thank you soooo much, I really loved it. I've known for a while that I wanted it to conceptually be passing knowledge down (especially since the Freed are, by necessity, so big on oral tradition), but for some reason that scene was SO difficult to write. It haunted me for weeks with half-written drafts until I finally got a version that satisfied me enough to post...
Also, I hate to tell you, but like. As correct as you are about Obi-Wan's impending heat, it's also wayyyyyy out there on the timeline. There are so many other thigns that are going to happen first 😭
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stormblessed95 · 2 years
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Ok, Storm storm, I need you to talk about this video, I only discovered it today and I'm collapsing... I don't know if you've already talked about it or not but I'll leave it here
https://twitter.com/motivatedpjm13/status/1498735024572665859?s=21&t=Orjsp5vvdZLlKDiA2rpXnQ
Lmaooo I was going to talk about this in part 2 of my 2015 post, but we can talk about it now!
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Link:
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It comes from the 150505 Radio Interview, you can watch the full thing subbed here, this particular part happened about 19 minutes in
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There is plently to talk about with all of them from this interview, so you should watch the whole thing if you haven't yet, but we can just focus on this particular jikook moment here.
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The host takes turns asking them all questions and before moving onto JK from Jimin, the host mentioned that Jimin really liked their golden maknae and asked what it was he liked about him. What truly stands out to me about this moment is JKs reactions more than anything else. 👀 The host asks what Jimin likes about JK, and JK goes shy as heck, rubbing as his neck, this is almost shy girl twirling her hair around her crush type behavior. He wants to know too. He is fairly interested in this answer
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Jimin says "there's somethings I don't like, but he's cute. Because he is the maknae and all..." And JK smiles all sweetly. And while he is preening, Tae jumps in with a "I think he kind of likes men." To which JK seems to process that comment himself too.
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And Jimin immediately cuts back with a "I don't like you." And JK immediately laughs and giggles. Jimin does not deny the liking men comment, just cuts back at Tae with his own. Idk if JK took note of that lack of denial or not but to me, it did seem like that comment did not pass by unnoticed.
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The interview moves quickly on at this point to JK talking about his drawing skills and learning it from his older brother.
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Now before moving on, I don't think this was a malicious or bad comment from Tae. I think it just wasn't thought through like at all as a joke before it was said. I think they have ALL grown a lot in the way they joke around with each other and with being tactful of others too. They all occasionally threw out a gay joke in these early years. It just... was just a bad joke with no ill intention behind it. While it wasn't great, I think Jimin handled it really well, he made people laugh and allowed the conversation ton continue to flow smoothly. And if perhaps the comment was correct, and he DOES like men and was well aware of that fact at this time (both of which I personally think are true) he didn't lie or backtrack or make things awkward, which he could have done, while also deflecting the situation admirably.
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Anyway though, honestly it's an amazing moment, but honest JK, what was going on there. That was like preening. Shy, squirming in his seat, giddiness and anticipation over what Jimin was saying. I'm 👀👀 over that reaction. Like damn baby, your crush might be showing. It was like he was two steps away from twirling his hair and biting his lip over that question. Lol
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So much we could unpack there. Lol just wow! And the sass on Jimin is top notch as always! Thanks for the ask! I love this moment!
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bullshit-bulltrue · 9 months
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Hawk Talk
Okay so sorry if this is a little jumpy I'm having a so far two-day long anxiety attack anyway-
We got assigned seating in history and i got sat next to the biggest cunt wad i have ever met i fucking despise her and she's my desk partner
she was cordial and so was i but she has not fucking changed at all
And the cute boy from years ago is still cute and shy and such a sweetheart but he sits behind me ish and to the very far right
So I can't even look at him anymore without anyone noticing :(
And nyxie darling (@whennyxfallsinlove) was right, i was looking at him like a deer staring at headlights the first day because holy shit i REALLY *REALLY* liked him (still do) because he was one of the only genuine boys I met at the time and I was having a really difficult time and yk hanging out with him helped me out since things were happening in my home life that were difficult to say the least
So then the rest of class went smoothly
For math, there is no cute guys
But thats fine because I really like my teacher and he's taught ways to do math that are so much easier
Not only is he funny, but he also REALLY goes into depth of equations and helps out a lot!!
Sooo yeah
I had a mini heart attack bc after I left class I thought my phone fell outta my pocket but the pockets on my jeans are high (since the jeans are high-waisted duh) so it turns out my butt just didn't recognize the feeling since majority of my jeans don't have wider pocket space
But yeah
Anddd then I went to English class
And if you saw the recent small Hawk Talk posts of me interacting with nyxie, you'd know that there are two boys that are lowkey cute 👀
Idk they're cute by my standards but probably not everyone else's lmao
So I feel like I should call these guys smth??
So umm let's call one of them Baseball guy bc he likes baseball and I also didn't wanna ask his name but when I do, I'll probably make a nickname to refer to when I post about him
And the other we'll call D/Dee ig??
So yeah D was funny as usual
And the baseball guy talked more and lanie, him, and I were going through this box
It was a worry box and my English teacher (we'll call her Mrs. K) basically had a chest and put it at our table to write our worries on an index card and put it in there (anonymously, but some kids put their names so now we have Blackmail™️ . Probs won't need it, but it's good to have information on people)
And like she said that we could NOT under ANY circumstances go through it..
But we did 😘
So yeah that was fun because I didnt get caught
so i'm her favorite student while also being a little shit
🙃
So me and Lanie started following Cute Baseball Boy™️ to his locker because we're nosy bitches
But then I lost lanie so I sat on the floor until i was found like a 7-year-old who lost her mom at the supermarket
Aaand then we had lunch together !!
But then I found out she thought baseball guy is cute too :(
And idk how to feel about that
So I'd anything happens between them I'm gonna be kinda bummed bc I don't want her to get the wrong idea about me thinking he's cute
So im gonna have to find a way to not like him ig??
Or just keep shit to myself (with the intention of telling y'all every little detail)
Gonna je bummed if they start dating or smth but I'll be supportive nonetheless because they're both my friends and if they're happy then that's all that really matters to me
So anyway
Thus guy across from us at lunch was fucking hilarious
His friend kept putting a plate of school food someone forgot to throw away in his face and he let out the most high pitch ear piercing scream I have EVER heard lmaooo
Same bro, same
Felt that
And like I looked at him like wtf was that dude
And his eyes got SO wide
He kept frantically pointing to the girls that were sitting near him and even his friend 💀
So like that was funny
And then we got to gym !!
We didn't get to actually do anything :(
Basically what happened in PE: got gym clothes, got gym lockers (mine and lanie's are next to each other!!), and watched boys get play basketball (D was playing and he wasn't that bad)
Sooo yeah
Ik I said that I went basic white girl mode and watched the boys play
But like half the time I was just taking selfies on snap and scrolling through tumblr memes lmao
But the other half me and lanie were laughing at the boys clothes and haircuts bc they look like they rolled out of bed and asked a 5 year old to make their hair the shape of a fucking broccoli spout or whatever tf you call it
y'all it was that bad
(we also laughed abt that shit at lunch too)
Oh forgot something
While we were all going into the girl's locker room of the gym i thought lanie was right behind me but when i turned around i had to tilt my head up and look around for her head because she's way taller than me and she was at the very back of the crowd
So i went to the side and waited for her to get close to me
And she literally fucking said
L: damn girl i keep losing you, you're really speedy
Me: yeah i'm short but it means i walker faster than you, you're a fucking giant
L: well yeah to YOU. but like i'm tall enough to be your mom
And I lost it. I laughed so hard bc of the way she said it lol
Soo yeah that was the end of my school day
Hope you enjoyed <3
Oh and tagging people that wanted to hear about my day and/or have been reading my Hawk Talk posts (if you dont wanna be tagged lmk and i wont anymore, and lmk if u do wanna be tagged in the full day hawk talk posts!) : @cereal-is-a-soup100percent-true @whennyxfallsinlove @dizzeners @cau-lee-flower215 @sp1rit-realm
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girlwithfish · 4 months
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if this is too explicit, u dont have to post it but fjdjsksks ive always felt like im bad at giving h**d do u have any tips ???
HAHA okay ill try to give tips NSFW and also this is abt sucking dick disclaimer 🫡🫡 gonna put it under a read more omg this is gonna b so crass. sorry
like honestly it reallyy really depends on the person ur giving head to bc everyone likes different things and some ppl ive given head to werent that into it or i wasnt that into it. like for me i have to b rly into them cuz idk past hookups i havent been too into and my mouth would feel all dry or like they like it different than how im used to doing. So tip #1 u have to be willing to adapt and be receptive to what the other person likes. i think thats the most important thing when it comes to sex in general. always listen to ur partner and be willing to communicate, ask them beforehand or during if they want it different. do they like softer or harder do they like rough stuff do they like more slow sensual fast do they like when u go deep or no .
Also only ever do what U want to do yk!!! do not let anyone force u or like just grab ur head unless if u want that but if they do that shit w out talking to u first or u guys agreeing ur into that they r scummy
I think a big thing is making sure its wet enough bc suckign dick when ur mouth is dry is just unpleasant for both people. make sure u produce enough saliva and get that dick WET lol. its abt getting into a rhythm and also like make sure u cover ur teeth with ur lips or else that will hurt them. if ur confused how to do that bc i def was at first literally just pull ur lips in over ur teeth like ur gonna look stupid and if u put like ur fingers in ur mouth they shouldnt hit ur teeth at all and ull only feel ur lips. Lol and u need to hold ur lips like that it might take some time getting used to. Jaw wise i dont hav much advice like my jaw used to lock a lot in tje beginning when i first started giving head and id get tired fast esp if the dick is Big or girthy lmfao but u kinda just habe to push thru it and ull get more used to doing it and have more stamina my jaw doesnt get tired much anymore unless if im going a longggg time
If its a girthy or big dick and u cant take it all in ur mouth and its tiring use ur hands at the base !!! some guys like it some dont so just ask em but if theyre into using hands u can just suck the tip or only a few inches nd be using ur hand on the rest or two hands if ur into that idk. ask them what rhythm and pace they want for like using ur hands too cuz everyone's different some might liek a firmer grip or fast or slow idk. but ur gonna want to get into a rhythm using hand and ur mouth itll like work in sync together yk
some ppl r into more attention to the tip but for some that can b rly sensitive so either ask them or pay attention to body cues cuz u dont want to hurt them !! but have fun w it lmfaooo u can lick it or lick like the underside(frenulum? i think lolol) idk use ur tongue a lot too and then u can go deeper again or get back into the rhythm u were in and occasionally give more attn to the tip
im kinda used to giving more passionate or intense head and guys who r into that im more sexually compatabile with so idk! when or if the dick falls out cuz it happens u can kiss it too They will luv that shit lmfaooo i think its really abt passion and willingness and stuff cuz receiving sucks if the giver doesnt seem like theyre into it or care abt ur pleasure and sucking dick def isnt for everyone or some ppl just dont like it as much which is totally fine never do anything u dont want to!!! but its really all abt wanting to make ur partner feel good and if u have that genuine desire theyre gonna love it. usually ppl r into sloppy head just cuz its hot seeing someone going Off for u so dont be shy to make noise and all the sloppy dick sucking noises r usually a turn on for ppl lmaooo and u can moan too to show ur into it im sooo into doing that 👍
and u can experiment w positions too like being on ur knees while theyresitting or kneeling next to them kinda while theyre sitting on the bed and Def likeee if ur into it giving head can be a veru mutual thing too like u can also get pleasure too just gotta talk abt it w ur partner like if u like being grabbed or touched somewhere idk i think giving head is really awesome and slay and i get a lot of pleasure from giving i love too hard 😈🫶🫶🫶🫶Lol but u can do a lot of fun stuff and variety w head when it comes to positions. do it in front of a mirror or something etc. but idk it rly just takes practice and getting ur form down and rhythm and learning what ur partner likes and what u like! u do not have to be crazy or into intense head or deep throating shit or anything u see in porn its a mutual experience and abt making ur partner feel good and use ur hands if u dont like going deep etccc and u can go soft too it rly depends what the person is into! Also its all abt touching too like grab ur partners thighs touch them u can kiss their stomach before u go down hold their hand touch their butt if theyre into that LOL idk its like a very dynamic thing lots to do 🫡🫡🫡i also like laying my head on their high and s*cking that way its very sensual . Okay just gave way too much info abt my sex life slayy hope this helped tho babe !
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ermbabyel · 12 days
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Hi! I just saw your submission to my matchup trade and I'm more than willing to do it with you! Here’s my half for the trade (Mystic Messenger/Stardew Valley)!
• Name/Nickname: Kaitlyn / Kit
• Age: 20
• Sexuality: Lesbian (However I don’t mind being shipped with fictional men at all!!)
• Pronouns: She/Her
• Age Range: 20-30
• Likes: Gardening, Cats, Ocean Life, Video Games, Coffee, Disney Movies (Frozen, specifically), Fall Out Boy (favorite band) || Dislikes: Fireworks, Hospitals
• Hobbies: Journaling, Writing, Reading
• Love Languages: Gift Giving
• Ideal Type: Someone to joke around with, who listens to me, who hypes me up 24/7
• Personality: I’m very shy at first and it takes some time for me to get used to new people. I tend to be very outgoing when in my friend circle and never really go out of my way to meet new friends, they always just come to me somehow. I like to believe I give good advice and am a good listener, and I back my friends up 100% of the time. I love to laugh and make jokes, and pretend arguing over stupid stuff that doesn’t matter is one of my favorite activities. I could ramble on and on about my favorite activities and I can tend to be stubborn when it comes to my favorite things.
• Astrology Sign: Scorpio
• Aesthetic/Style: My style fluctuates based on my mood of the day. Some days I will be wearing band t-shirts (usually Fall Out Boy) and ripped jeans, paired with a cat beanie, and some (silver) jewelry. Other days I could wear nothing but pastels and pink, paired with lots of sanrio and hello kitty accessories.
• Anything else you can think of: Appearance wise I wear glasses, have green eyes, blonde hair thats a little past shoulder length, and I’m 5’2.
(I’ll have your matchups posted within the next day!!)
Hello~! I’m so excited to do their matchup trade with you. I hope you enjoy your matchups~
Your Mystic Messenger Matchup is…Saeyoung~
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I think this man would love you to bits~!
He would be SO flustered when he meets you, but tries to play it off by cracking jocks. But we know this man will eventually FOLD hard lol.
Seven is your #1 hype man, constant praises and compliments every single minute of every day lmaooo. This sweet boy just wants you to know how much he loves you!
Absolutely LOVES your Hello Kitty/cat accessories! He will ask you from time to time if he can wear some of your accessories and will give some fashion advice here and there.
Playful banter all day long…this man is not holding back! Sometimes Yoosung will watch you two banter and tease back and forth as a form of entertainment lol.
He’d also be the type of person to ask if he can try on your glasses lmao and have you try his on just for the fun of it.
We all know Seven likes to invent gifts and let me tell you this boy has a few ideas up his sleeve! He wants you to use his gifts as mementoes of his love for you.
I believe Saeyoung would love how much of a good listener you are. He has gone through SO much and appreciates being able to confine in you when he gets flashbacks from his past. You are his safe place~ 💜.
Your Matchup in Stardew Valley is…Abigail~
I was debating between Leah and Abigail, but ultimately chose Abigail! I just think you two would mesh really well~
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You caught Abigail’s eyes the first time you walked into The Stardrop Saloon. She’d be absolutely fascinated by your piercing and would ask you so many questions about them lol.
She’s also the one to try to hide her feelings and might get annoyed when Sam or Sebastian tease her about it. But she’ll build up the courage to ask you out on a date!
This girl does not mind your ramblings at all and actually finds this trait of yours quite charming! She’ll ask you what your writing or journaling and will watch you with a gentle gaze as you get lost in your ramblings~
She can be a bit of a spit fire, but I think that’s something you can handle pretty well. I mean you’re not afraid to fire back when Abigail gets a bit sassy…all in good fun though!
You’ll be the type of couple who share each other’s clothes lmao. I think you’d be the one to get her hooked onto listening to Fall out Boy…so expect someone your band shirts “mysteriously” disappear.
I think you’d be the mom of the friend group with Sam and Sebastian. Sam is a bit of a dumb-ass and would appreciate someone to watch out for him lol. And Sebastian also needs a listening ear when he feels troubled by what he’s been dealing with at home. Abigail just appreciates how kind-hearted you are with her friends as well as with her.
I think Abigail would love your more outgoing side. I can see her trying to get caught up in some of her adventures like going to the mines, for example. She’d also would love to lay in bed, snuggled up with you and listen to your writings at the end of the day.
I hope you enjoyed doing this trade as much as I have! I hope you have a good day/night~! 🥰
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octoberautumnbox · 20 days
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I bless you
leafo!! i gotta say good work on Camera Shy it was great fun to work on :DDDD
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3. How would you describe your writing style?
sucky LMAOOO but irdk, i think mine gets repetitive after a while so i'd say dragging? idk if i should use more punctuations or widen my vocabulary or use more pictures (god please no) but it's still something i'm getting a feel for. to be deathly fair, I think i'd say winding, in that sometimes i give glimpses into another POV, switch to the imperative, lengthen sentences with clauses when I feel they don't end like I like them to. it isnt the most consistent but it is really really fun heh
28. Any writing advice that works for you and you feel like sharing?
daily word limit! mine is 200 and after that I dont let myself feel guilty for not doing more. Terry Pratchett did 400 a day, but there are more hardcore writers like Stephen King and then @mechaknight-98 following in his footsteps who do 6k???? A DAY????
read more! i've listed out my recommendations for minju and yuri here, but generally you should read works from a variety of writers to get a feel for how you can vary your sentence structure, widen your own vocab, and see how others write about tackling certain situations.
reach out to and make friends with other writers! joining a community within your niche works great, i can't remember how many times our other very lovely writers have lent me a hand and helped me get better <33
thanks for being constant leafo and messaging me to get off my ass and work on the collab sometimes LMAOOOO im really looking forward to when we finish and post :DDDD
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shyestofhearts · 3 months
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Oh my god. Shy.
I don't even know if you remember me but im the bee anon LMAOOO just popped back in to the fandom yesterday and thought of you so I'm here to say hello! Also happy new year!
I saw a post about the most recent Batman and Robin issue where Bruce is finally trying to be a better father to Damian and it immediately brought back my hyperfixation lol. I thought of your account really fast cuz I remembered I loved most of your Damian headcanons.
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Bee anon!! So sorry I didn't see this until now! Lot of crazy stuff going on in my life recently lmao
It's really good to hear from you again and it makes me really happy that my blog was one of the first ones you thought of when the hyperfixation returned!! Happy new year and valentines day and I hope you're doing well 💜💜💜
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sellenite · 3 months
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I'm honestly too shy and awkward to write this without the anon thing but I just wanted to tell you that I always enjoy reading not only your posts (you're one of my favs accounts on here, your writing skills are GREAT and you have such a personal, interesting way to portray the characters so deeply and accurate at the same time 🫶🏻 your content is gold) but also your replies, I love how you always take your time to write something nice to each one of us when we let you a comment on a post!! You seem like a really kind and thoughtful person and it shows 🫶🏻 a genuinely sweet person. I hope you're having a wonderful day, Elle. Take care and please never change 🩵 (I'm sorry this is so extra LMAOOO 😭😭)
OMG ANON 💓💓💓💓 you have made my day, this is like the sweetest comment I’ve ever gotten so thank you so much 🥲🫶 you also seem like such a kind person for even thinking to reach out and write this to me :’) I just feel that if anyone ever takes time out of their day to comment on one of my posts, I appreciate it so much so I always want to make that known :))) but I’m so happy you enjoy my writing, and that is just such a huge compliment so thank you, thank you 😭 I hope that you have an amazing day as well 🫶
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I was tagged by @enchantedchocolatebars to do this little OC questionnaire thingy so let’s go!
do they have allergies?
Nope, Persephone is a goddess so she doesn’t get sick or have allergies or anything like that. There are things that may not agree with her, like in the Driving Test episode of Hercules the Animated Series Hades mentioned that nectar and ambrosia give him gas (I believe in an earlier episode he drank a glass of “nectar flambé” and burped a huge flame lol, so I guess it’s true). I like to think that maybe Persephone is lactose intolerant (because I’m actually lactose intolerant despite my love of dairy lmaooo and Persephone is a self insert OC), so when she eats a lot of ice cream (she loves ice cream btw lol) or cheese she gets a belly ache or gets gas like Hades lmao, but yeah lol. No allergies.
what foods will they not touch?
In a somewhat recent ask someone asked Persephone about what vegetables she likes to eat, so I guess to answer that I’d say most vegetables lmao.
what kinds of music do they like?
I’d say (in the modern age of course lol) that Persephone’s very into pop music and music from the 70s and 80s. Her favorite artists would be Sofia, Madonna, ABBA, and One Direction. Just very girly pop music lol. In fact I have a playlist of songs I think she’d have on her personal playlist lol (I was gonna save this for a post featuring all my Hercules playlists but hey might as a give a sneak peek lol!)
how are they around new people?
Persephone is pretty introverted and shy. She always has been since she was a kid (mainly because her mother was very strict, especially when it came to her making friends), but she does enjoy making new friends. She’s generally very nice and polite towards new people. She doesn’t usually go out of her way to introduce herself to them first or anything.
do they speak in an accent?
Nope. Just like most of the characters in Hercules, she has a general American accent.
have they tried learning a new language?
I mean, not really? She was taught to speak Greek and Italian when she was growing up (because she’s a Greek and Roman goddess), but that’s about it.
how many languages do they know?
Just 3. English, Greek, and Italian.
what is a song that will always make them cry?
Oh, man. That’s good question lol. Uhhh…probably Home by Michael Bublé (that song makes me cry irl lol). Oh and also I’ve Been Waiting For You from Mamma Mia 2: Here We Go Again (legit makes me cry every time I hear it and I don’t even have a baby lmao)
how do they cry? heaving? silently? sobbing?
Depends on the situation and who she’s around. She’s pretty socially anxious and self conscious so if she’s around people she doesn’t know very well she’ll cry silently, trying not to be too loud or full out sob. However, if she’s around people she knows and trusts (like her husband, mom, or friends) she’ll straight up sob. But yeah, how much she cries depends on the situation.
how do they dress? for practicality or fashion?
Well, how she dresses depends on the au lol. But I suppose in the main universe she’s in (the movie/series au) Persephone dresses in traditional attire for Ancient Greece. She mainly dresses for practicality, but sometimes she’ll dress for fashion. Like, her regular attire (her pastel violet dress) is more modest and flowing while her underworld attire (her black dress) is more snug on her body and shows more cleavage (mainly due to Hades’ influence lol).
what is the first thing they notice about a stranger?
Usually, their attitude and personality. If it seems like someone she wouldn’t get along with (like Hades before they fell in love lol) she steers clear of them.
what is their humour like?
She’s got a pretty goofy sense of humor. She likes silly, nonsensical things, like memes and shitposts lol. She isn’t a huge fan of dark humor (unlike her husband), but she’s cracked a dark humored joke once or twice that’s put Hades in stitches lol.
do they have scars? what caused them?
Nope. I headcanon that in the Disney Hercules universe that gods can’t get severely injured (since they’re immortal and can’t die), but they can get kinda hurt and feel pain. Like, if they bump their head on something it’ll hurt or if Zeus throws his lightning bolts at someone lol.
do they wear jewelry?
Nah, Persephone’s not a jewelry type of goddess. She prefers to be more flashy with her clothes than her accessories lol. Also, she doesn’t have her ears pierced (she isn’t a fan of pointy objects being inserted into her skin). In a modern AU she’d probably wear a little bit of jewelry like a wedding ring/engagement ring or a fancy necklace Hades would’ve bought her as a gift lol.
are they a frivolous spender or a miser?
Persephone definitely likes to save her pennies (or drachmas in this case lol). She gets most of her offerings during spring (and she only gets an okay amount of offerings during the “off seasons”), so she tries to make sure not to spend too much money since she’ll need most of it to last until next spring. Of course, she’s not a cheapskate either and doesn’t try to haggle with people to get a lower price on things, she’s just a conscious buyer (much like her husband, though I like to think he probably has more money than she does for many reasons).
do they prefer luxury or practicality?
As I mentioned before, Persephone isn’t much of a big spender, so she’s more for practicality than luxury. Though, she does indulge in her fair share of luxury (since she used to live on Olympus and her husband loves to spoil her), so she’s doesn’t mind luxury.
who would they quote?
Idk lol. In the modern day she’d probably quote a lot of songs, tv shows, movies, and memes lol. But for Ancient Greece, probably some philosopher or writer like Homer or something.
what could make them change their mind?
Well, that depends on the situation. A lot of things could change her mind tbh. She’s a very thoughtful person and tries to take everything into account when making decisions.
who is the first person they'd call?
Before she met Hades it was always her mother, but after marrying Hades she ALWAYS calls on him lol. He’s basically always prepared for any situation and will always have his wifey’s back lmao.
how are they around animals? do they have pets?
Persephone LOVES animals (especially since her best friend is the goddess of the wild lol)! I suppose if you count Cerberus after she marries Hades, then yeah she totally has a pet lol. There’s also Thallo (a unicorn she spends a lot of time with when she’s working in the spring) but she’s more of an animal companion than a pet. Thallo does her own thing and isn’t owned by Persephone or anything. She lives out in the wild with the other animals. Though, she does become a little more domesticated after Thallo meets Pegasus and decides to stay with Hercules and Meg to be with him lol (she also grows a liking towards Meg too lol).
what is their favourite childhood food?
Tiropita
what is something they've never told anyone?
She would secretly love to rule by Hades’ side on Mount Olympus if he ever successfully took over. She’d feel very guilty, but deep down she’d secretly love being the queen of the cosmos.
childhood friends?
Artemis and Apollo
what are habits they've picked up from other people?
Demeter can be a bit of a perfectionist sometimes, so she’s picked that up from her mother, but after marry Hades, Persephone picked up a lot of his habits. She eats odd things like bugs and worms and she uses bits of Yiddish in her vocabulary sometimes.
what are their guilty pleasures?
She LOVES sweets and has a huge sweet tooth, but tries not to overindulge. However, her favorite guilty pleasure is chocolate. Another guilty pleasure of hers is that she likes sappy romance stories/movies. She’s a total romantic lol. And as I mentioned before, she loves cheesy and girly pop music by boy bands and stuff like that.
what is something they're staunchly against?
Murder and cheating (romantically). She also is against the obviously awful stuff like incest, pedophilia, and that kind of stuff too because I mean, who WOULD stand for that kind of stuff?
do they speak a certain way? do they use contractions? popular turns of phrase?
Not really. She speaks pretty politely to people. Sometimes she’ll say little funny exclamations like “aw petals!” or “holy hades!” or “oh my gods!” but that’s about it lol
can they fall in love? what does it look like? does it differ between people -- friends vs family?
….yes 😏 LOL I mean she’s crazy in love with Hades, so y’know lol. But yeah, she has lots of ways to show her love, emotionally, physically, verbally. She loves to kiss and cuddle Hades and doesn’t mind pda at all (but if Hades starts trying to get all “hot and heavy” then she’ll get all flustered and embarrassed lol). She also loves to hold his hand or his arm when they go out together. She also just compliments him a lot reminding him how handsome he is and how lucky she is to be his (when in reality he feels lucky to even be in her presence let alone be married to her) and that she’ll ALWAYS be his. 🥰 As for platonic/familial love, it’s rather normal I guess. Her family drives her crazy, but they’re her family and she still loves them no matter what. She’s also more casual and laid back (just kinda being herself than keeping up the “poised, sweet goddess” personality) around the people she’s close to and trusts wholeheartedly.
what would they rather die than do?
Well, she’s immortal, so she can’t die unless she somehow turns mortal (maybe be by a special little pink potion lol). Anyways, she’d rather die than do anything to harm an innocent. Whether it’s a mortal, an animal, or even a plant. She’d never want to hurt someone or something innocent.
what is their biggest mistake? one that they look out to never do again.
Man, that’s a hard one lol. I guess maybe not sticking up for herself? Like, before meeting Hades she used to let people walk all over her, but now she’s a little more assertive and knows how to say “no” lol. Or maybe letting a loved one get hurt? She doesn’t want to see anything happen to those she loves, so she makes sure she can prevent when she can. But, that’s really all I can think of lol. Persephone’s pretty harmless, so I don’t imagine her doing anything to horrible that she’d never want to do again.
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