The moment you actually start thinking about suicide again after being okay is so painful
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All of a sudden I am 13 again.
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“I throw my passport in the sea, And name you my country. I throw all of my dictionaries in the fire, And name you my language.”
—Nizar Qabbani
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Forgive me if I loved you so violently
and so madly,
for violence is my weapon to write
and my weapon when I love. And madness is the last gold ring
I place on your fingers.
Nizar Qabbani, tr. by Nayef al-Kalali, from Republic of Love: Selected Poems; “Love of 1994”
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Welcome to relapse
Goodbye to the kiss up that got us here
You took my kindness for granted
And now there is none left in me
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Finally 💙💙💙
Bout to reward myself with a 100 hr fast
Finally got down to 37kg
Holy this feels better knowing this means I weigh less than 99% of kid my age
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