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ltsokaylove ยท 3 months
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Imagine the marauders + the girls have a sweat jar for Remus but instead of money itโ€™s chocolate withdrawals
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Star Shaped Scars
A Regulus Black x reader
Comfort, fluff, a good bit of angst.
TW! Mention of abuse and description of scars. Let me know if I missed anything! Stay safe loves~
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All dinner she had been awaiting her hangout with Regulus. The two usually met after dinner and talked out of sight at the astronomy tower, and she had been dying to see him since they hadn't met in private in about a week, and it had been a stressful week at that. It was the day after spring break ended, and her sixth year was only months from being over.
It always put her more on edge whenever Regulus had to go home to his parents. She hated the way he returned, colder and more distant each time. It broke her heart to see the toll his parents mistreatment took on him.
She practically inhaled her dinner before speedwalking up the numerous staircases to the astronomy tower. By the time she reaches the top she's like five minutes earlier than their usual meeting time. She stands leaning on the railing, the anticipation eating her up.
He arrives five minutes later than their usual time, appearing silently behind her. He hesitates, but she senses his presence and immediately launches herself into his arms, "Reg!".
He exhales wrapping his arms around her and making sure to not let her hit the ground. She runs her fingers through his hair clinging to him for dear life, "Are you okay?".
He just hums contentedly into her shoulder in response, as she loosens her grip so he can put her down. Her eyes look him over and scan his face of emotion, all she finds is slight happiness but hes otherwise closed off. "Come sit?"
He nods and they sit together behind the safety railings, shoulders touching. "How was your break?" he asks turning his gaze on her, his eyes travel over her face almost memorizing it.
She shrugs not looking at him, but at the sky, "It was alright, was yours...alright?"
He freezes, "A lot better than usual". His tone is final and dry.
"Oh Reg, baby," she sighs leaning into his side and taking his hand into hers. Her fingers graze over the skin of his wrist and hand and he visibly winces. She notices it out of her peripheral vision and looks down to his hand. Its covered in messy scars, most fresh. She gently raises his sleeve and he doesn't stop her he just sighs, defeated. She finds the word 'worthless' carved into his forearm just below his wrist. The only way she knows its not by his doing is the fact that its on his left forearm and that's his dominant hand, and the handwriting is too neat to have been done with his right hand.
She feels hot anger start to surge throughout her body, "Who-." her voice cracks, "Who did this to you?"
"My mother," he says bitterly but still crazily calm.
She digs through the satchel on the floor beside her, she didn't bother to take to her dorm before rushing here like her life depended on it. She almost giggles at the sight of her only band aids being my little pony but thinks better of it and continues looking for the scar ointment in her bag. She pulls it out and looks at him, "Can I patch you up?" she asks gently.
"You don't have to worry about it darling, I-"
"Please?" she says in that soft voice he can't resist. He turns his head away, she broke him.
"Alright, I'm just sorry you have to see this," his voice wavers.
"Stop apologizing for things that aren't your fault". She gently rubs the scar ointment over the word on his forearm before kissing down his arm lightly. She smiles covering the word with the my little pony band aids from her bag.
The corners of his mouth quirks up, "What are those?"
She smiles innocently at him. "Band aids".
He rolls his eyes playfully, "Well I know that, I mean-"
"Shh baby, let me love you." she kisses the palm of his hand, up to his fingertips. "I hope you know your not worthless-"
"I do-" he cuts her off, looking at her lovingly, "I promise, you make me feel so loved darling". He kisses the side of her head.
"Does it hurt at all?"
He shakes his head, "Just burns a little, but that medicine definitely made a difference, thanks my love".
She smiles leaning onto his chest as she holds his hand at her side, "Anytime, I'm just glad we're back at school".
He studies the worried look on her face, "Stop worrying," he shifts so she can lean back onto him, and pulls her in between his legs so they can stargaze comfortably.
"Look there's you're constellation-"
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ltsokaylove ยท 3 months
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What Would You Smell In Your Amortentia โœจThe Pantheon Editionโœจ
Includes: Regulus Black, Barty Crouch jr, Evan Rosier, Pandora Lovegood and Docras Meadowes.
Regulus Black
Dark chocolate, parchment, cigarette smoke, spicy warm cologne
Barty Crouch Jr
Bonfire, rain, cigarette smoke, woody cologne
Evan Rosier
Grey earl tea, rain, flowers after they've been rained on (if that makes sense to you)
Pandora Lovegood
Tulips (the flower), fresh air, cupcakes, honey perfume
Docras Meadowes
The ocean, herbs, sweater weather perfume (if ykyk)
A/n Thats it for them, I don't mind this group name for them but cmon guys we could've been so much more creative.
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ltsokaylove ยท 3 months
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Chocolate?
A !young! Remus Lupin x reader
Summary: Your not feeling well, and Remus takes care of you ^^
Major fluff, no trigger warnings :))
Gender neutral reader :D
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Its almost lunchtime and you still haven't left your bed, well except to run to the bathroom when you got nauseous. But other that that, you got no other exercise. Unfortunately, that means you also hadn't left your room, which left you absolutely starving.
You were just turning over in bed, trying to get comfy even in your restless state, when a worried Remus (gently) busted through the door.
His face immediately softened once his eyes rested on your pale, sickly looking state. "Oh honey, what happened?" he slowly sits on the edge of your bed, feeling your forehead with the back of his hand.
Most of the tension in your body dissipates as you feel the softness and gentle warmth of his skin on your forehead. "M' sick," was the only reply you could muster in your sweaty, hungry, pain filled state.
He chuckles softly, "I really couldn't tell," he hands you a thermos cup from the messenger bag at his side. "Hot tea, I figured you were sick when you weren't at breakfast, its waffle day, your favorite," he kisses your head gently before helping you sit up.
You slowly sip the tea praying it will help rid you of your blaring headache and incredibly sore throat. While you were slightly disappointed about waffle day, you knew you probably wouldn't be able to keep it down anyways.
"Thanks," you reply softly as you sip the tea. There's a perfect combination of the flowery taste of the tea itself and sweetness of the honey he no doubt mixed in.
He grins standing as he begins to take stuff out of his bag and set it on the wide nightstand sitting next to your bed. He sets cough drops, water, ibuprofen and your favorite chocolate on your nightstand.
You have to clamp your jaw shut so it doesn't fall open at the genuine kindness of your boyfriend. "Remmy..."
He smiles, "Want some chocolate? I absolutely know you haven't eaten all day and that's not good, especially when your sick and dehydrate," he adds emphasis on 'not good' and 'dehydrated', to show how much he's worried.
"Alright," you gingerly try to take it from his hands but he grins mischievously before breaking off a piece and lifting it up to your lips. You roll your eyes and try not to smile as you bite into the chocolate, the lovely flavor of it spreading across your tongue.
He takes everything back from your hands and returns it to the nightstand before flipping the light off and climbing into bed with you.
"Remus, you have classes," but your words are muffled as he pulls you into his chest.
"Shh you're sick, I could care less about classes. Plus I'll get the homework from James later".
You eventually sigh, and lovingly roll your eyes at his antics before leaning into him, your arms wrapping around his waist. You're genuinely surprised that the chocolate didn't make you sicker. But in his arms you feel completely content. Maybe you'll get some sleep after all?
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ltsokaylove ยท 3 months
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โ€œEndroit Sรปrโ€ Safe Place
A Regulus Black x Reader
Summary: After a long summer of not being able to write to one another, you reunite in his dorm at the beginning of sixth year.
!Tw!
Scars, very brief mention of abuse
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The amount of relief that flooded her system on the first day of sixth year was astronomical to say the least. Leaving Regulus alone in the company of his family was the last thing she wanted to do, but as a half blood, she didn't really have the option to go with him.
The fall air felt amazing on her face as she walked into the train station. After walking through to platform 9 3/4, her eyes betray her and search the station for Regulus and his family. Her eyes catch on Regulus and his parents before Shes startled out of her staring.
"Y/n!'
She turns and is met with the mischievous face of Sirius.
"Make it any more obvious and my mother will probably come hex you,"
Her face heats up immensely. "Shut up Siri," she mumbles into his chest as he embraces you lovingly. You feel the rumble of a chuckle as it breaks out through his chest. "Missed you idiot,"
"Missed you too chรฉri," he says with a childlike glint in his eye.
She rolls her eys playfully, pushing herself out of his grasp.
"I know, I know it'll always be my brother," he dramatically sniffles and grabs his arm as if he's physically wounded.
"Oh toughen up Padfoot!" James yells from behind her, tackling them both simultaneously and pulling her into a warm hug.
They find Remus and Peter before retreating into your usual compartment.
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Hogwarts felt a little different this time around, colder maybe? Or maybe the only thing that was bothering her was the fact that she couldn't get Regulus to look at her once throughout the entire feast, and he wasn't in his usual compartment on the train.
Her heart ached for him, and it wasn't a feeling she liked. The entire walk back to the Gryffindor common room her mind spiraled on how she would get James to lend you his cloak.
The second the boys ventured up the stairs to their dorm you were on their tails.
"Y/nnn, what do you want? To see us naked? Were gonna change."
She snorts, "Fuck off James I need your cloak".
James is laying stomach down on his bed facing her, his legs kicking up like a schoolgirl. "What for dear Y/n?" He teases with a smirk.
She rolls her eyes at his antics. "You know,"
"Fine"
"Thank you so muc-"
"But you're doing my charms homework for a week"
Her smile dissipates, "Fine, James, give it".
He smiles mischievously tossing it at her head.
"You little-"
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You threw the cloak over your body, cradling it close as you stealthily navigated the hallways to the Slytherin common room like you had so many times before.
She creeps into his dorm silently, praying his roommates aren't there, even though she knows they're definitely out partying with the Ravenclaws since its their first night back.
The first thing she sees is beautiful, Regulus laying on his side with his back to her. The candlelight perfectly illuminates the muscles in his back. The breath is almost stolen from her as she admires the candid beauty of him, until she almost has a heart attack as she notices the scars running at his lower back.
She drops the cloak immediately, "Reg?" He doesn't even have a chance to be surprised before you're on the bed next to him cautiously examining his body, or the parts of it that aren't shielded by the black satiny sheets of his bed.
"Mon chรฉri?" he asks cautiously looking at you, as if its you that should be breaking down instead of him. "Why are you here?"
"God Reg, I've been so worried about you".
His stoic expression immediately drops when he sees the look on your face, he takes a slightly shuddering breath before exhaling.
"And when I couldn't find you on the train, or get you to look at me during dinner, I thought I messed it up somehow-"
He sits up, "You didn't do anything, wrong, I promise-"
She sighs, gently running a hand through his dark curls. "I don't even care about that right now, Reg. What happened?"
He looks at her with a heartbreakingly vulnerable expression, like he's ready to beg her for mercy. But for what? She doesn't know.
He's shaking, "Remember I love you so much, I would never hurt you or let anyone else-"
She swallows, "What is it Reg? I can take it,"
After a few beats he breaks the silence, "I got the mark- I didn't want to-" he swallows, "I just don't want to die yet".
He studies the expression on her face, "Please don't leave me," his voice is so tiny and desperate that you almost didn't hear the small plead.
"No, no. Of course I'm not leaving you- I'm just a little shocked as all," she immediately pulls him into her arms. As she does so she gets a view of the rest of the scars along his torso and chest and she starts to tear up, heartbroken. "What did they do to you,"
He seems pained but sounds unbothered when he answers you, "Oh you know," he laughs lightly, "Just mother".
She doesn't laugh with him. "I don't want you to stay in that house.."
"Its not that easy-"
"I know its just- I worry. I couldn't fathom losing you".
"You've got me," with says with finality, leaving no room for argument or dismissal.
She embraces him tighter.
"Stay the night love?" he asks looking down at her with hope filled eyes.
She grins hesitantly, "I was just about to ask".
He walks over to his closet and tosses her a sweater and sweatpants. โ€œHere get comfyโ€.
She nods thankfully before quickly changing, ignoring the heat pooling in her stomach as she feels him watching her intently.
โ€œTake a picture itโ€™ll last longer,โ€ she giggles throwing her old shirt at him.
He rolls his eyes playfully, and pulls her by the waist back into bed. His arms tighten around him and he pulls her closer, all the tension in his body disappearing the moment she touches him.
โ€œYou really are my endroit sรปr, mon chรฉri,โ€œ
โ€œEndroit sรปr?โ€ She asks quietly, face buried into the crook of his neck.
โ€œSafe place, your my safe place darlingโ€.
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The Love Languages Of Marauders Era Characters
Includes: James Potter, Sirius Black, Remus Lupin, Peter Pettigrew (lord save me), Regulus Black, and Lily Evans.
James Potter
Quality time and acts of service.
The time you guys spend together is one of the most important things to James, concerning your relationship. He loves going on dates to the three broomsticks, or on picnics, walks, or even just studying together mean the world to him. Spending time with you is his favorite part of the day.
James loves pulling little romantic gestures to surprise you. His natural talent for pranks can surprisingly be used for good. He leaves little surprises for you, like flowers on your bed, or sneaking chocolate into the pockets of your jackets for you to find later on.
Sirius Black
Words of affirmation and quality time.
He constantly has to remind you how beautiful/handsome you are and how much you mean to him. He almost feels like if he doesn't remind you constantly, you'll forget, (and that worries him). And since you had been friends for a long time before things got serious in your relationship, he knows you had to witness his playboy phase. He just wants you to know how much more special you are to him than any of those past girls.
The only explanation for this man not being within 100 feet of you at all times is he's off with the boys or in the bathroom. He constantly has to be near you, (not in a creepy way). Obviously, he gives you alone time, but his lovingness and attachment to you shows just how much he cares. It's also an outcome of the way he was treated during his childhood, he's really scared to lose you.
Remus Lupin
Physical touch and quality time.
He's such a cuddlebug. If you and Remus are together, you know your cuddling or touching at some point throughout your hangout. He loves when you come over to his dorm while hes studying or reading, that means you get to sit on his lap while he enjoys your presence. And when your in public places or walking somewhere he always, always has to be holding your hand. He loves how your smaller hand compliments his and the warmth of you is incredible.
He loves being around you, even if its just simply laying in his bed, in fact that's one of his favorites. Quality time is a big one for him because in Remus's head the more time he spends with you, the more he gets to know about you and the more connected he feels with you. In his mind getting the privilege of spending time with you is absolutely wonderful.
Peter Pettigrew
Words of affirmation.
Before his death eater days, Peter was surprisingly quite poetic and really into shakespeare. He always has cute little compliments for you throughout the day, and constantly reminds you how much you mean to him.
Regulus Black
Physical touch and words of affirmation.
While Regulus doesn't seem like a very touchy person, its quite the opposite. The only reason he gives off that vibe is because of the lack off affection, (physical or otherwise), that he received throughout his upbringing. But once he met you, things changed. Touching you sparks something in him, (touch starved bby). The affection he is able to give you and receives back is magical to him. He loves cuddling or just laying with you, and anytime your walking to class or sitting somewhere he's usually holding your hand or gently resting a hand on your thigh, (if he's feeling brave or overly protective).
He is a very poetic person, the child in him is obsessed with reading and studying poetry, which makes the way he talks to you even more charming. Even though he wants to compliment you constantly, he tries to save them for the moments that really count, to make it more special for you and not overuse them.
And now for my fruity girlies and straight men....
A slight preview into the girls part that I'll write soon.
Lily Evans
Quality time and physical touch.
Lily loves spending time with you, even just being near you makes her happy. Your a little light in her life that makes everything more happy, or maybe shes just high off the love you share. She loves going on hogsmeade dates with you, especially in the winter. Outside of classes, studying, and the occasional late nights in one of your dorms, most of the time you guys spend together is outdoors. You go on walks, picnics, swims in the black lake, etc.
Her favorite thing to do is kiss you, anywhere and everywhere you'd let her. She somehow always finds time for a little peck to remind you how much she adores you. Shes also obsessed with the way your arms fit perfectly around her waist or neck, so aside from the kissing shes also constantly hugging or cuddling up to you. She still knows the appropriate times to steal those moments obviously, but its still pretty frequent.
A/n Finally a new page after my last one was deleted a few years ago. Happy to be back loves, and with my new favorite fandom!! Thought I'd write happy shit for a little. And lemmie know if you want a wlw part for the ladiess.
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he wants me so bad, (hes fictional and I just finished a fanfic about him)
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letโ€™s go stargazing, and get lost in the sky
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What You Would Smell In Your Amortentia
โœจMarauders Editionโœจ
James Potter (Prongs)
Mint, cigarette smoke, cinnamon cologne
Sirius Black (Padfoot)
Cigarette smoke (obviously๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ™), fire whiskey, leather
Remus Lupin (Moony)
Parchment, old books, coffee, chocolate
Peter Pettigrew (Wormtail)
Jelly beans, musky cologne, ๏ฟผchamomile tea
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Remus Lupin
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R.A.B
-I love him
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Does the pain leave if you ignore it?
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Better Luck Next Time
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16,449 days.
16,449 days ago a life was lost.
Which I know sounds irrelevant since lives are lost everyday.
You might be asking how is this even notable?
16,449 days ago Regulus Black plotted to destroy the first horcrux Voldemort created.
16,449 days ago a very special boy died at the age of 18.
He died trying to make a difference, a change.
He died trying to save this corrupted world, from an even more corrupted leader.
A menace or a dictator, if you will.
And the only family member left to properly mourn him? Too spiteful to feel anything but annoyance. Annoyance at the brother he lost to the dark lord.
His friends, all dying not long after him,
15,354 days ago,
dead.
10,241 days ago,
dead.
15,719 days ago,
dead.
12,065 days ago,
dead.
There is no one left to mourn, to remember.
Well, except for me, but I fear that will be no longer.
If your reading this, I met a similar fate to sweet Regulus.
Remember this, remember us.
Dumbledore wasn't the one who started hunting horcruxes for Harry.
It was Regulus Arcturus Black.
R.A.B
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You are your own fairytale.
You make your own hope,
Your own decisions,
Your own future,
Donโ€™t let anybody fool you,
Youโ€™re in control of you.
Live your life freely love.
After all, you only get one
(Cats Are Lucky Fuckers)
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