Haiku
I don’t want to be
alone anymore writing
poems you won’t read
8:36 PM
1/5/21
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i’m back to watching what i eat and observing my calories
looking in the mirror hurts i wish i didn’t look like this.
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i haven’t been on here in a long time when i first started spilling my mind on here i was with a boy and he made me feel like living,
i’m still with him ofc he’s jst idek losing interest he seems to just be using me at this point also i need physical touch i want him to hold my face and stroke me with his thumb lightly. i love him so much but he lives so far..
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ig i’m back here again.
idk why i keep coming back to tumblr, maybe it’s because i feel more heard or something i’m not too sure
i feel so empty again recently..oh well nothing i can do about it i wish i could feel more again
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in my opinion everyone should read they both die at the end
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time
someday, the day will come when i forget the sound of your voice and it will be lost in time. the feeling it used to resonate will cease, the memories that it used to stir will fade. i will miss the sense of soft syllables and energetic expressions that hit my ears. you make me wish every word of my life was spoken by you.
-//A.A
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dear diary
i’m so sick and tired of these repeating days, i want to feel again, i want to cry again, i want to smile again
i wish that someone out there understood me and felt exactly what i feel. it hurts oh my god it just hurts so much. i want it to end, it gets worse everyday
i need to stop saying “it gets better” i don’t have time for false hopes in my life. it doesn’t get better it never does it just gets worse and worse.
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listening to sad music even though it makes me feel even worse.
what if i like the pain. what if i enjoy feeling worse
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it’s all getting bad again. the thoughts and the feelings. actually no...there are no feelings i feel so numb i don’t feel sad or angry or really anything at all. Its not that i don’t want to be here i just don’t really see the point in being here
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i didn’t actually expect for anyone to find my tumblr or reblog anythinggg i say but it’s cool that others relate, i feel more heard.
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I hope the leaving is joyful; and I hope never to return.
-frida kahlo
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just want to delete myself from social media and disappear. leave with no explanation
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