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#you know this is what Caitlyn was actually thinking about in that shower
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The next shower scene better look like this!
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angelltheninth · 2 years
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can i rq headcanons for how loud arcane characters are during sex 👀
Oh this is a really good one. I really like this one.
Pairing: Jinx, Vi, Caitlyn, Ekko, Silco, Sevika, Finn, Jayce, Viktor, Mel x Reader
Tags: nsfw, smut, office sex, hook-ups, cunnilingus, fingering, blowjobs
A/N: This was really easy to write. Probably because I've spent some thinking about this for a few of these characters due to the smut I had to write for them lmao.
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Jinx never shuts up in bed. If she's not moaning then she's praising you, telling how good you feel, how good you're making her feel, how much she wants you to stay in bed with her all day. She never bothers to even try to stay quiet, if she's feeling good she'll let you know loud and clear and she wants the same from you too.
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Vi tries not to be too loud but damn she just can't help herself when she's with you. Especially when you're an entire finger deep in her, slowly dragging out those lovely moans and grunts from her. She's not gonna last long like that. Eventually she does give in, letting you hear her, letting you know just how much she's enjoying her time with you.
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Caitlyn bites her lower lip when she's trying to keep quiet. She's pretty good at sneaking around with you so naturally she's also pretty good at keeping quiet when the two of you are having sex. She actually has a tougher time when she's the one who's fucking you than the other way around, you just feel so good, you look so beautiful, she wants to shower you with endless praise no matter who in the manor hears.
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Ekko is pretty quiet most of the time. He lets out an occasional grunt or moan when you're sucking him, or while he's inside you, but he likes to hear you more. He will talk dirty to you but he doesn't get too loud. He wants to keep the intimacy just between the two of you.
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Silco would give you the impression that he's quiet, given how he's always calm and collected but that is not the case at all. He loves fucking you in his office and lets everyone know how good it is, moaning his release with his head thrown back, his teeth clenched and the broken calls of your name.
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Sevika is loud. Really fucking loud, no matter if she's giving or receiving. She's actually pretty famous for being a screamer, if you can't make her scream and growl while you're having sex then you're doing something very wrong. But don't worry, she'll show you exactly what she likes.
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Finn curses a lot more than anything. He's not exactly loud but once he gets going it's hard to make him shut up. Not that you mind. Being called names, being both praised and insulted while he fucks you in every position possible, you don't care how loud or quiet he gets about it.
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Jayce doesn't know how to not be loud in bed. He'll sing your praises, he'll moan and groan and whimper from the feeling of your hand, your mouth, everything you have to give him. And when he's fucking you? You better be ready for a ton of praise, a ton of loud, sloppy kisses across your back, and a very prolonged moan from him when he comes and spills his cum inside you.
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Viktor can be a bit of both depending on his mood. If he's tired you'll barely get more than an occasion groan of pleasure from the man. If he's not however he loves to talk dirty, call you lots of cute nicknames and moan into your ear.
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Mel doesn't get loud easily, its a whole mission to get her to scream. Most of it is sighs, praise, words of affection and affirmation and a whimper here and there. If you're patient with her though, if you take your time with her, you'll learn exactly what makes her moan your name to high heavens.
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j-art-2d2 · 2 years
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hey!! i’m literally obsessed with caitlyn (arcane) so i was wondering if you could do a caitlyn x fem!reader smut? if thats okay with you <33
i most definitely got you! ur actually my first caitlyn x fem! reader smut request so i hope you enjoy bestie!
also ty for being so patient! <3
anyway here’s caitlyn being the momdom (pft!) that we didn’t know we wanted
If Only You’d Learn
In retrospect, you should’ve known better. You did know better. But you couldn’t help it. Your girlfriend has the worst habit of immersing herself into her work and forgetting that the rest of the world exists. If it were any other time, maybe you would’ve possibly thought this through. But another time didn’t exist to you in that moment. It had been two weeks since Cailtyn properly fucked you, and you were getting fed up.
Feeling bold after a shower, you stomp right up to where she’s working on the floor, purposefully leaving wet prints through the house. You’d think that'd be enough to catch her attention but no, she barely moves an inch. So you take it one step further. With the soles of your feet still wet, you take forward steps onto her work that’s lying on the floor, effectively leaving imprints on the papers. Immediately she looks up.
You watch in desperation as her nostrils flare, hoping that this was the last straw. The last slip up that will make her fuck some sense into you. But no. “Kitten.. do you want to tell me why you just decided to not only interrupt my work but ruin it as well ?” And that’s your girlfriend. Composed as hell, always. But you knew exactly what to do next.
“Just wanted to.”, you shrug while shifting your feet, the movement on damp paper leaving minuscule rips. Upon hearing the noises, Caitlyn stands up. But you hold your ground, looking up at the woman as innocently as possible. She takes an imposing step towards you, asserting her dominance. “Want to try to answer that again, my love?”, her pointer finger slides it’s way up from the center of your chest to the tip of your chin, making sure you can’t look away from her. You were soaked before she was even halfway up your chest, buzzing with anticipation.
You gulp. Now that she’s towering over you, you start to realize that maybe this what a bad idea. But you’re headstrong. That’s one of the things she loves about you. So you press further. “Not at a-” Her hand is on your throat. “Tsk. Why must you do this to me, Kitten..?” She applies enough pressure to make you dizzy, fading your inhibitions. “I see right through you, baby..”, the sweetness in her tone contrasts the dark look in her eyes. She was now helping to guide you towards the bed, aiding you in lying down. “You just want my attention..” Caitlyn then makes her way above you, movements slow and calculated. You were beginning to be hopeful that your plan was working out. “And maybe you’d get it..”, her voice deepening with every sentence.
Suddenly, in one swoop, your hands are pinned above your head and your legs are being pushed open by her knees. “If only you’d learn!”, she punctuates her words by slipping past your towel with her free hand and roughly dipping one finger inside of you, your wetness providing enough slick. Your walls squeeze against her digit, wanting more. You try to buck your knees but despite her appearance, Caitlyn is strong as hell, easily holding you down. She makes quick work of you, using her mouth to mark any exposed skin she could possibly reach from her position. The only friction she provides you with is the light flicking of her finger ghosting over your g-spot.
For a moment, you forget what this was all about. The only thing you can focus on is the way you need Caitlyn to just fuck you already. Tears of frustration prick your eyes, as you try once again to lift your hips. Caitlyn leans over and presses a kiss to your forehead and whispers softly to you, “Forgive me, my love, you just look so pretty when you cry underneath me.” You whine as a response. It's all you can do when you're completely at her mercy. “Have we learned our lesson, baby?” You nod your head swiftly, hoping that she'll accept that as your answer.
You can barely process the change in position before she's lifting you onto her lap. “Mmmm, that’s my girl. My good girl.”, Caitlyn hums in approval before slipping two more fingers into you. She grips your ass and bounces it up and down, effectively making you ride her. The fullness hits you all at once and the tears you were holding spill out. She leans down and licks a single tear off of your cheek before slyly asking, “Why are you crying, kitten? This is what you wanted right ?”
God, you love your fucking girlfriend.
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ipusingularitae · 2 years
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Down to Earth | CaitVi Oneshot
About the first time they tell they love each other.
[Caitviweek 2022 | day 1: first times | content: romance, soft, stablished relationship]
🧁
She said it.
After three months of relationship and some really heart-warming moments, and after a ton of silent minutes spent laying on her bed at the end of a hard and stressful day. After hearing her laughing so loud that they'd both be surprised, making her face blush while she'd gasp for air with tears on her greyish blue eyes. After sleeping next to her and hearing the muffled words she would let escape from those beautiful lips, feeling her breath somewhere against her skin and the peace wrapping them. After the winter days when she would go running around the house, being a little ball of excitement about the snow accumulating outside, looking for scarves and coats and boots to wear and then running towards the door just for spending a hour playing before coming back freezing and swearing that she wouldn't do that again next winter. After tender nights when they'd dance around the house listening to some random song, just to end up slow dancing in the living room looking at each other.
She said it after thinking about how she was so beautiful laying there reading a mystery graphic novel with lots of action scenes, talking to herself about the characters. She said it after they started talking about the ending of the story, Cait being hyped up just from hearing her girlfriend so excitedly describing the entire plot.
She said it after Vi stopped in the middle of the process to look in her eyes and smile so brightly, and whisper to herself.
"I love you so much", and it sounded so good in her voice. Made Caitlyn feel so full even though she was startled at first, facing those eyes that looked like a cloudy sky in a day with mild and comfortable temperatures.
You see, Caitlyn wasn't the type to bond with a lot of people in her life. In childhood she had some friends, but none of them were that close enough to stick until her adulthood. And with her job, the responsibilities and the pressure, the busy routine, parties weren't how exactly she liked to spend her free time. Jayce was a good friend, but he had his own life and he wasn't omnipresent, so she basically focused a lot at the activities she'd find herself. And it wasn't bad actually, she couldn't say that she was bored or inherently sad but she could and she would appreciate some company sometimes.
Then Vi showed up.
It was so subtle, even though the attraction and the tension kept present on their dynamic. Being partners at first helped a lot, they understood each other's routines and patterns, they talked about cases for hours and the company happened naturally from there. Soon they were almost inseparable at every opportunity they had, going out for coffees and lunch, dinner at Jericho's after a long day because according to Vi they "deserve some treats after all the punching and running and shooting, Cupcake". Oh and the nickname, yeah, Vi didn't let it go after finding out about the Kiramman's cupcake shop, a single shop in the whole Piltover, and the little frosting Caitlyn playfully invented when she was a kid. The walks on the weekends and the sleepovers to finish a case here and there, the jokes and humorous looks.
When she realized, Vi was sleeping on her couch after drinking too much in a certain night, and Cait was happy about it. She was more than okay with them arriving together at work that morning, not slightly bothered about the interrogative looks and the whispers. For the first time the rumors weren't something to worry about, they were work partners in the end, right?
Two months later she found herself craving for a kiss she didn't even realize was wanted that bad. When Vi looked at her so intensely, thinking about who knows what before moisten her lips and look away. And then at Jericho's, while they were laughing about some stupid joke. And then after showering in the locker room at the end of an extremely tiring day.
She finally kissed her on a morning walk, making a smile appear in those beautiful attractive lips.
"What took you so long, Cupcake?" Caitlyn reminisces those words with a warm in her chest every time she finds the pink-haired woman looking at her with a need recognizable just for them both.
So hearing those five words that night made a hurricane of feelings and memories rush through her mind, and she couldn't hold back the smile.
She was happy they were good for each other and honestly she learned a lot about herself with Vi. She knew that there was a lot more to learn and to grow, but knowing that Vi was at her side made it better. She was happy to be in her life, to be so privileged and see her discovering herself too.
For some time she thought about their pace. Was it too fast? The aspect of saying those words frequently came to Caitlyn for a month now, but the fear of scaring her away grew bigger and bigger the more she thought about it. Is it too soon? Should i say?
One specific night was hard enough to almost make her say it. They were in the kitchen and Vi was about to try some pasta with a sauce that was unusual for her. And see, she could have her insecurities and fears like everyone, but the excitement in her eyes facing a new situation or discoverie was real. She would go for it, exploring foods and places and movies, different things to do in different seasons, musics and artists, sex toys, positions and dynamics; and she would go with a glimmer in those greyish-blue orbes.
So they were putting the sauce in the pasta, a good amount in each plate, and the same excitement was there while she grabbed the fork and took the food into her mouth. Looking cautiously, Cait saw the expression in her face changing until she was with raised eyebrows and a small smile.
"This shit is so good! Why did it take me so long to try?"
"To be fair you've only heard about it last week, darling," Cait said, tasting the delicious food.
"You know what else we should try? That fancy cupcake in your family's shop"
"You won't let this go anytime soon, right?", the blue-haired woman rolled her eyes with a minimum smile, seeing the playful one on her girlfriend's face.
"Never," she said, getting closer to Cait. "But to be fair, I do have the best and most delicious Kiramman Cupcake right here" Her eyes went to the thin lips kinda soaked in sauce, giving a peck before she turned to her food again.
"That's a terrible comparison, what are you saying?!" the tallest woman laughed.
"It's not! Look, I eat you out and you taste fucking delicious! I thought you'd like the compliment, actually"
"You-" She was interrupted by another peck.
"Don't argue, I'll prove my point after dinner"
"Is that a promise?" The grin on Vi's face was devilish, and Cait felt a shiver going down her body even though she herself had the most defiant look on her face.
"You'll have to wait to find out"
And just like that, Vi turned to her food again and resumed her meal. Even with some other thoughts in her head, Caitlyn couldn't ignore the pure bliss in her face while eating, so happy about discovering another thing she liked. The satisfaction and the pleasure in some simple moment. She was so precious.
Tonight, with a similar look directed to her girlfriend, Vi seemed so amazed by the fact that she actually really loved Cait. Not only a fond feeling, but a bigger and deeper one. She really loved Caitlyn, and she was saying it, she was making it explicit.
With a need to touch her girlfriend the blue-haired caressed her face and kissed the tip of her nose, making her way down to those lips to kiss the little scar on the upper one. The smallest laugh came out of Vi, and probably the stars were brighter and the flowers were blooming even in the middle of the night. She was so beautiful. Caitlyn couldn't put in words the feelings, so she kept kissing her face until the laughs grew up and they were laying in bed, Vi's arms around her shoulders while the Kiramman poured all the excitement.
"That got you so excited? I thought you already knew. Damn, maybe I'm not doing that of a good job" She playfully said when finally they were looking at each other properly again.
"Shut up" Cait couldn't stop smiling. "I love you so much too" And another kiss, before she looked more seriously at the pinkette. "And don't you dare repeat that, you're an amazing girlfriend"
"Oh I know, I just wanted to bring you back from your trance"
"Forget it, you're terrible", she pushed herself up to get out of the bed, hearing the laughter that always makes her stomach twist with tenderness. Vi pulled her back, hugging the slender body before attacking her with aggressive kisses.
Yeah, they loved each other so much.
[this content will also be posted on ao3. you can check it on my carrd]
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cyan-skulls-writing · 2 years
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Arcane Characters + Washing Each Others’ Hair
sfw go nuts
With: Viktor, Jayce, Silco, Vander, Ekko, Jinx, Vi, Caitlyn, Sevika, Mel
gender/body neutral, I tried to write this race neutral, please let me know if there’s anything funky in here
It’s hard to get Viktor to relax. He’s always working, always trying to improve in the name of progress, you worry for him. That’s why you’ve dragged him into the tub, back and leg brace removed, work set aside for an hour or so as you lovingly wash each others’ hair. He has very talented hands, his long fingers massage your scalp perfectly.
“I will admit I, eh, should probably work less. If this is what I get for taking a break, I certainly could be convinced to rest more…”
Jayce is actually the one who arranges the bath. He feels bad for being gone all the time, between the Hextech and his position on the Council he doesn’t spend very much time with you. You knew that going into this relationship, but he still feels bad. When you come home with groceries that night, he has you leave them on the counter and takes you into the bath. This is as much relaxation as apology, for him.
“Do you like this shampoo? I thought you would, it smells good, right? Here, lean your head back for me.”
You and Silco do this on mutual bad days. When you’ve had a frustrating day running Zaun and dealing drugs, you collapse into the tub together to wash the day away. He spends a long time rubbing in the shampoo, enjoying the feeling of your hair under his fingers. He acts with surprising tenderness, this is one of the few times he can fully relax and be vulnerable with you.
“Here, come here. Just… sit with me for a while. I trust you won’t try to drown me?”
Vander is sort of too big for your tub, and you certainly don’t fit well in it together, so you have to sit in his lap, because he wants to bathe with you and wash your hair and he will not hear otherwise. It’s a nice break format he kids, at least. For some reason, he loves washing your hair but is shy about you reciprocating, he has trouble accepting care form others.
“Ah, darl, you don’t have to— ah, that is nice. No, no, you can. Ha, thank you, bird.”
Ekko doesn’t wash his hair often, although you often care for his locs; if he ever takes them out for a bit he always asks for your help with detoxing, washing and restyling his hair. Of course he loves to help in your hair care too, it’s a little ritual for you two. But these moments, sitting in a hot bath with his hair loose, just enjoying the closeness are very special.
“Thanks for helping me with this, honey. You feel like helping me put the braids in? Later, though, I’m comfortable.”
You often forget how much fucking hair Jinx actually has. It’s always braided, so you forget that it actually reaches the floor when it’s loose. It surrounds you in the bath, floating around you like a blue cloud. It’s a bit of an ordeal washing it, so she greatly appreciates your help with it. She’ll wash your hair while you’re working on hers, she likes to scratch your scalp.
“You’re so sweet to me, trinket. Do you think we need more bubbles? I say we do.”
Vi is unused to having the luxury of a bath over a quick shower, so she finds this all very luxurious. Even if it’s just a tub full of hot water and some soap, having the time to spend with you, exchanging tender touches, she isn’t used to this. She may or may not fall asleep in the bath while you’re washing her hair, if she’s had a busy day.
“Hm? Ah, shit, sorry cupcake. Didn’t mean to pass out on you. Eugh, I’m all pruny. Let’s go cuddle somewhere drier.”
You and Caitlyn do this every night, as a sort of ritual. You’ll come home from your respective jobs stressed and tired, but you always have time for a hot bath. It’s how you unwind, spending time together, washing each other’s hair, chatting about your days, it’s a very calming part of your day. It helps you both to separate work form home— and cuddle, of course.
“How was your day, love? Ah, that does sound annoying, I’m sorry. Well, we’re here now, right?”
Sevika doesn’t actually like baths that much, they mess with her arm and she gets impatient just sitting around. She’d rather have a quick shower and cuddle you in bed, but she can appreciate the hot water on her sore muscles and your hands running through her hair. She will playfully noogie you when she washes yours, though, expect no mercy from her.
“What? You asked me to wash your hair! Hey, don’t take that tone with me, mouse. I’ll start splashing.”
Mel goes all out for when you bathe together. It’s a whole event, rose petals, bath salts, candles, fancy soaps, wine, the whole nine yards. She has a super intense hair care routine to keep her curls Immaculate and she greatly enjoys when you help her with it. She likes to read to you while you put in all her hair oils and leave-in-conditioners after you’re out of the bath.
“How’s the wine darling? Good? I’m glad. Yes, I thought after the week we’ve had we deserve a little reward, yes?”
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caitlinsnicket · 2 years
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your first kiss with them (arcane preference)
a/n: I hope you like it, feel free to interact with it as you wish. If you feel so inclined, you can support me on my ko-fi!
| Jinx
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she was showing you one of her newest inventions and venting about how she didn't know how to make it work
you suggest a little change and, surprise, it actually works!
her pupils are blown wide, she doesn't know if she looks at her project or at you, there's sparkles flying everywhere and you look so damn good right now
"I think I wanna kiss you, bubbles"
she just stares right at you, looking for signs of disgust or dissaproval on your face
you smile at her, your cheeks red, and you nod
she lunger for your face and keeps her hands on your cheeks, furrowing her brows at how good this feels
"I don't think I want to stop now"
cue a 30 min make-out session filled with incoherent comments and her grimy hands pulling your hair softly
she likes the way you feel under her fingertips, and so begins her newest obsession: you
| Vi
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after running like hell trying to escape from enforcers, you two end up in an alley catching your breath
she looks at you and all she can see is this wild, amazing girl who's been there for her in the worst moments of her life, so beautiful with her cheeks flushed that she can barely hold herself back from taking you right then and there
"you okay?" you ask, true concern in your features, and her heart sweels
she can't help but get a little closer to you, touching your hips lightly and cornering you in the wall
"yeah, I'm fine"
you two stare at each other, the air getting thicker and warmth spreading through your bodies
"we should go" she mumbles, tilting her head to the side and placing her knee in front of your legs
"yes, we should" you whisper, almost pleading, biting your lip and leaning againts her
when it becomes too much her just closes that distance and kisses you, pulling you up a little and squeezing her body against yours and sighing
"I wanted to do that for some time now" she says into your lips, holding your neck and hair as if she was scared you'd run away
"took you long enough" you reply, clinging to her
she completely forgets about your escape and the people you're running away from
| Caitlyn
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you're a bad influence
taking her to see secret parts of town in the middle of the night after her parents fell asleep, introducing her to drinks and foods, teaching her how to dance
all that is so new and for the first time she feels free
without realizing, she develops a crush on you and in all you represent to her
one night, right before sunrise, when you bring her back and help her to get in her bedroom through the window, staying on the outside to say your goodbyes
she's flushed, glowing so much your eyes hurt
"same time next week?" she asks, getting closer to you and letting her hand hover your cheeks
"maybe, but I have to take care of something first. it's a dillema actually"
"what?"
"it's a girl I like. but she doesn't seem to notice me"
she turns in a tomato and brushes her hair out of her face, inching even closer
"maybe she does. maybe she's just too afraid to tell you. maybe she doesn't know if you like her back" her eyes are cast below you, biting her lip
you get those seconds of courage you needed, and touch her cheeks
yearning in her eyes, tinting her face and lips
before you can properly kiss her, she does it first, holding her window sill so tight her fingers turn white
sighs into it and purrs whenever you touch her
almost pulls you inside
"caitlyn, are you awake dear?" her mom's voice echoes through the house, and both of you freeze
you can see her smiling shyly as you jump away in the rooftops, the taste of her chapstick still in your mouth
| Ekko
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you two have been friends for your whole lifes, even though the feelings you have for each other are blooming into something else
so you basically do everything together, including the face painting
you have your own mark, one you two came up with similar to his
so after a shower it's time to re-touch it, and he goes to your bedroom
it's hard to breath, in a good way
he's shirtless, and waiting for you near a window for better lighting
he lets you touch his face, and is unusually quiet, eyes dark with something you don't understand yet
"want me to paint you next?" he asks, fingers grazing your arm
"we're out of paint, I'll do it later. there's only enough for you"
"not if we share it" he smiles in a relaxed way, and your heart melts
it's so good to see him just being... a boy
he pulls you to him and grinds his face on yours, painting your cheeks and nose
your laugh mixes and you feel at home
it slowly stops, and you two just stare at each other, entangled and so close you can feel his breath on your cheek
then he wipes your left cheek with one hand, and doesn't pull away
"there. now you're marked. my sidekick"
your face goes hot
"yours?"
his eyes widen and you kiss him, smudging more paint everywhere, and he still doesn't let go
"mine" he whispers against your lips
| Silco
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there was always tension between the two of you, even if he didn't want to admit it or act on his feelings
then, something goes wrong and there's a raid of enforcers all over Silco's territory
you and Jinx go missing, and Sevika can't find you
he can't find you
the closest thing he had to family, and he just let it slide between his fingers
he's about to order a generalized attack to piltover, he's ready to see everything burn to the ground, when he finds Jinx in his office
and you're there too
you watch as they hug and comfort each other, and then he sends her to a safe place, guarded by his men
it's just the two of you
you interpret his expression as anger, maybe even resentment, and you're scared he might send you away
but he just hugs you for a long time, burying his face in your hair
"don't ever do that again, you hear me? never"
he holds your face in his hands, looking for any injuries, and when he sees none he kisses you, brows furroed
so so tender
from then on, you don't leave his side
| Viktor
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vicky boy doesn't sleep
being his assistant, you get to see his sleep deprivation up close
spending so much time with each other, feelings started to develop, and each day it became harder for viktor to stop himself from just confessing to you every time he saw you
one night, after about a week of tinkering and going to sleep at 6 am, you get enough of it
practically dragging him to his bedroom, yoju push and pull until he's taken off his uncomfortable clothes and laid down in his bed
before you can leave and think about what you just did, he holds your wrist, already drifting off to sleep
"stay, зая"
you melt, despite not understanding what he meant
not giving a second thought, you get in bed with him, huddling closer until your legs are entangled and your face is buried in the crook of his neck
the night goes by, and you both wake up at the same time
one of his neighbors started screaming with their partner
one moment of staring, and then he just pecks your lips, enjoying your warmth and softness
"i could get used to this" he murmurs, kissing your neck, his voice hoarse
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brokenstrings · 2 years
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Yo could I request breakup headcannons with jinx, Vi, Caitlyn and Viktor where their s/o breaks up with them.
Don’t feel like u have to answer if your too busy :)
:rolling over to you in my blanket burrito: tysm for this i was bored hhhh
oh btw can you believe it guys christmas just in two days christmas is in two days woohoo i am so happy about this information /ref
on christmas eve and christmas i’ll try to write something winter themed if i remember to 😭
Jinx, Vi, Caitlyn and Viktor when their s/o suggests they should break up
Jinx
She gets super attached super easily so even if it was for about a week she’ll be super sad when you suggest this
Even if it’s ’lets just be friends’ which is my favorite vocaloid song /j she’ll be really shocked and by this
”Wh- You wanna… Break up with me?”
The voices get really loud, she can’t even attempt to block them out;
”It’s your fault. They hate you. They lied to you. You’re a failure.”
”No no no I’m not, I’m sure it’s not just me shut up shut up SHUT UP!!”
She tries her absolute best to get you to stay, shes crying and grabbing your hand, yelling and pleading
“Please bubs, you’re all I have left… PLEASE!!”
If her convincing works and you decide to stay in a relationship she sits you down with you and talks about if she did anything wrong and how she should change
If it doesn’t work, there’s only a 3/10 chance you’ll be able to salvage a friendship from it, to her; you left her, she trusted you, you broke it
Vi
She loved you a lot, she was the one that suggested a relationship, once you tell her it’ll hurt but she gets it
”Oh… Well yeah, we can split up, can we please stay in touch though?”
She doesn’t want to lose you 100% but she’s okay with just being friends, she has a replacement cupcake afterall :I am pointing at caitlyn: /j
If you do end up wanting to leave her 100% she’ll let you it’s just…
You took away around 4 years of her life and gave her about 5 1/2 grey hairs /hj
Shes emotionally fucked up by you leaving her 100% but if it’s just be friends its only 35%
Vi doesn’t quickly rebound afterward, it takes her about a month to actually get over you then ofc she has to find another cupcake :squeezing caitlyn and she squeaks like a dog toy: like that one /j
She wants to know what she should refrain from doing when you’re friends, wanting to keep you comfortable
”So is there some things I should stop while we’re friends?”
”Excuse me ’while?’”
“Yeah 👦👍”
She still calls you cupcake, she doesn’t care about that unless you say
“Vi istg if you don’t Q U I T T H A T.”
Caitlyn
:i am looking at episode 8: HAHAHAHAHA #SMILETHRUDAPAIN
If it’s a let’s just be friends situation that’s completely different but AHAHAHAH-
If you pull a “oil and water 💔⛓🥀 we r not meant to be cupcakke 😢😔” (im so sorry for this one sentence) she’s devastated
Dude she takes like a whole year to recover it hurt her so badly
Listens to sad Adele, Taylor Swift, and Mitski songs in the shower to cope with it
If it’s just be friends she ju- why is little miss perfect playing which one of you /hj
She thinks of all the memories she has of the relationship and tries to think of things she did wrong, she thinks it’s all her fault
She’s happy to be your friend and is happy you didn’t abandon her though;
”You’d like to just be friends? That’s… Yeah that’s okay, I’m sorry if I did anything to make you really uncomfortable, I swear I’ll be more careful in the future.”
She passively tries to get you two back into a relationship sometimes, like passive flirting
Like one day you’re talking abt your favorite Taylor Swift song or sm idfk and she says
”I‘d like to say that you remind me of last great American dynasty or the 1 maybe?”
”The 1?”
”…Yes.”
If that works she is so proud of herself for that
If it doesn’t end up working and she has to rebound it takes her so long
You’ve already had 2 different partners and then she finally comes up like
“Hey this is my new gf Vi” /hj
Viktor
Man I don’t wanna see him sad :sits link shinji from that one scene of evangelion: /jov
He’s hurt, even if it’s “Wanna just be friends?” He needs some time to process it
”Excuse me? Uhm… I- Heh…”
Once he’s collected he‘ll try to hold back any negative emotion, not wanting to make you feel bad for this
”I see why you want to and I’m fully fine if we separate.”
The second he leaves the room and is alone he’s sobbing to himself
”I can’t have one thing go right with other people can I?! Why me?!” He’s whispering stuff like that to himself, he’s a mess
After about a week or two of being split up he’s more comfortable around you, he just needed some time to recover from the breakup
During his time of being more comfortable, he’ll sit down with you and discuss why you think the relationship wasn’t going good
”So why did you break up with me? I’m sorry this is awkward but I’ve been wondering it, I didn’t see many problems while we were together.”
Once you explain he agrees it’s better if you stayed separated for the time being
He has no interest in rebounding unless the other person initiates it, meaning he might not get a partner at all afterwards
mmm we r loving the angst
THE STARY OF CAITS IS SO FUNNY IM SO SORRY,,,,, SAME WITH SOME PARTS OF VI’S IM TIRED IDK
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sinning-23 · 2 years
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Batshit crazy/yandere-ish SO Headcannon
how they react to seeing that you're actually fucking insane
Silco
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-is very worried
-can't handle jinx as it is so to add you on top is...stressful
-catches you saying "I love watching you sleep, you look so vulnerable"
-always checks his drinks when you give them to him
-was unlucky enough to see you shove his used tissue in your pocket
-kinda freezes up when you're around
-makes sure Sevika lies for him and says he's not there sometimes
-you usually find him anyway
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Sevika
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-is not a very easily scared woman but when it comes to you...she's uneasy
-saw you lick the blood off your hands once
-has heard you say, "I love watching the life drain from their eyes"
-had also heard you ask that she spit in your mouth
-can always see you watching her from the corner of her eye
-your laughter haunts her
-can't shower anymore because she always has a feeling you're on the other side waiting for her to let her guard down
-will check every corner of her room to make sure you're not watching her
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Jinx
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-she thinks you're great
-the two of you kinda go toe to toe
-there's no doubt that you're more possessive than she is
-will often match your energy
-doesn't like that you sleep under the bed though
-"I wish I could crawl inside your skin so we can be closer"
she did not like the sound of that at all
-will sometimes avoid you for weeks on end
-she's kinda comforted at the fact that you'll never leave her.
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Vi
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-will fight you
-doesn't like how possessive you are of her
-when Caitlyn came into the picture she knew you wouldn't be happy
-will often warn others bout you
-caught you taking the hair from her shower drain and putting it in a bag before taking off
-locks her windows because of you
-checks any food you make
-is scared you'll hurt Caitlyn or Jinx
-made the mistake of not checking once and ended up with a mouth full of nails
-will lose sleep because of how paranoid you've got her
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Viktor
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-knows you hide in his room sometimes
-tried to ignore you standing over him while he sleeps but he's terrified of what you might do to him.
-tell Jayce but you've fooled everyone so well that he doesn't believe him.
-his biggest fear is you harming Sky
-he's seen you eye her in a way that could only equate to you wanting her dead
-has seen you joke around with knives, looking extremely serious about your threats, only to laugh it off later
-locks his door but you pick it every time
-always freezes up around you
-will ask for enforcers to guard his door so you don't fuck with him in the privacy of his own room.
-found you under his bed with a gun once and will always check from now on.
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Caitlyn
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-locks everything behind herself
-ever since the incident with jinx she's cautious about a lot of things
-isn't super scared since she knows how to take care of herself pretty well.
-will have a harder time shaking you off if you've been a close friend for years
-is scared you'll harm Vi
-frankly, you've got Vi fooled into thinking you're buddies.
-wrong bitch
-she will threaten you but is disturbed with you get off to it, asking her to kill you because nothing would be better than dying at her hands
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Mel
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-she is more safe considering she can have people guard the door at all times.
-hates that you manage to frighten her
-you've convinced her mother that you're all for keeping her and Piltover safe, even if it means preparing for war.
-music to her mother's ears
-unfortunately falls victim to you gaslighting her and manipulating her into trusting you or feeling safe when she isn't
-seen you nearly stab Jayce over her.
-tries to avoid you as much as she can
-'im only trying to keep you safe Mel, there are actually crazy people that want to hurt you."
-"I can't keep you safe if I'm locked out and away from you."
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Jayce
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-is not aware at all that you stalk him.
-enjoys that you're always around and he knows you'll always be willing to help him
-saw you talking to Viktor and he had a look of absolute terror on his face.
you tried telling him it was nothing and kind of laughed it off but when Jayce asked Viktor what was wrong all Viktor could say was
-"be careful around her."
-much like Mel he falls victim fast and hard to your manipulation
-knows that Mel dislikes you begin so close but he will always refer to you as 'just a friend'
-caught you with a knife that night, hiding in his closet with a smile.
-tries to keep his distance but you've fallen too deep and he's too far into you knowing everything about him to shake you off
-tries to lock his doors but will often not just so you won't ask about it later.
-is easy to manipulate and a lot of his decision are no longer based on what Mel wants/suggest (which she fucking hates) but what you want/suggest.
-at this point, if you say jump he says 'how high' and vise versa.
-the council is terrified of your capabilities and knows of your very long record of murder. The only reason why they don't mention it is because they know you have Jayce wrapped around your finger. They know you can convince him to have them executed, exiled, fired, anything
-what you say, often with a little persuasion, goes
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stealthily · 2 years
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What kind of music do you think Vi and Cait would listen to?
Ooh, this is a fun question to think about, thank you!! 
• Okay, so, Caitlyn.  I feel like Cait is a bit of a sap and has a lot of soft pop/alternative stuff in her library.  She’ll listen to anything from top chart singers, to little indie artists she finds and supports-- but her favorite genre of music?  Is just about anything that makes her feel wistful tbh.  (listen,,, after that shower scene you cannot convince me that Caitlyn doesn’t listen to music solely to Yearn™)
But really, Caitlyn likes any music that tells a story, and she pays attention to every lyric.  If she finds a song she really likes, she looks up their entire discography and history of the band, and she always buys physical albums of her favorite artists.   All her playlists are super organized and specific to mood, genre, etc.  She has a playlist full of instrumentals for when her mind is too busy delving into her work to focus on any lyrics, a playlist for when she’s disagreeing with her parents, a playlist for when her chest grows tight with just how much she’s longing to do more, more, more in the world, and needs that extra bit of inspiration in the form of music.  (Oh, and she definitely listens to a healthy dose of Tegan and Sara, too.  I don’t make the rules.)
• Vi has like, a ton of rock and punk and not-quite metal that she listens to most frequently when she’s working out, so she loves high-energy songs that have a fire behind them.  Unlike Cait, Vi doesn’t know jack shit about most of the bands themselves and Does Not Care To.  Any newer music she finds is usually because Ekko introduced her to it, and they’ll often bond over songs they both like.  (She doesn’t quite “get” the music Powder used to listen to, but she still makes sure to keep a playlist of those songs, just for her.  Just in case.)
The exception to her “songs you could punch God to” taste in music is the “Dad Rock™ through the ages” playlist Vi has on rotation because she says it reminds her of Vander, and not because she actually enjoys blasting Bruce Springsteen when she’s driving by herself— nope, of course not.
(And maybe if you search hard enough there are also a few incredibly cliche self-indulgent pop songs buried in a secret playlist that if you found she’d have to kill you, actually.)
• Their music kind of... bleeds together once they start dating.  Playlists that are shuffled songs from vastly different music tastes played one after another, and Caitlyn thinks it should be jarring, but it just... isn’t, because it’s so uniquely them.  Vi doesn’t think much of it because that’s just what she does, she weaves little pieces of those close to her into the fabric of her own heart.  But even so, Vi doesn’t really consider there being any deeper purpose behind the lyrics of songs Caitlyn listens to, until one day she makes an offhanded comment about “I added this song because it made me think of you” and Vi’s heart immediately swoops in her chest at the idea.  (And maybe suddenly the sappier music in their combined playlist isn’t just for Cait, anymore.)
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zaun-citizen · 2 years
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Headcanon || reader loves to make random songs
Fem!Reader x Jinx // Fem!Reader x Vi // Fem!Reader x Caitlyn
Warnings: fluff
Author’s note: okay I’m not good at titles so I just recommend you to read. Also, for those who read ‘what about angels?’, here’s something to recover from that ending😅
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Jinx
Jinx would love the little songs that you make up in random moments of the day
The first time you do it she would rise her head from her work and search for you on the room
You stop when you feel her eyes staring at you, thinking she finds it annoying
But ohh you were wrong
“Keep going, please”
Her puppy eyes and excited form would make you blush as you kept doing what you were doing before
The songs are mostly short, and they probably repeat beats, but jinx loves them anyways
She sometimes tries to do some herself, but never actually finds a rhythm that follows the words she’s singing, or vice versa
She’ll ask you more than once to teach her how to do it, so that she can do it with you
But after more than six sessions of trying, she would give up and accept that it was your thing; just like hers was building weapons
“I can’t do it, toots. I give up, it’s definitely something of yours.”
Although, it depends on the mood:
If you are all bubbly and jumping all over jinx’s hideout doing chores, she’ll be expecting you to start singing from one moment to another
In those moments she feels like the happiest person alive; watching as you almost dance while humming the rhythms or singing what’s happening around you, or even how you’re feeling in that moment
She finds it really cute
Oh but when you add her in your lyrics, she’s done
She knows she can die in peace now
Most of the times she would run up to you giggling and smiling widely as she picks you up and spins you both till she throws your bodies on top of the couch or the bed
“I freaking love you, twinkletones!”
However, if you’re feeling bored and you can’t find anything else to do, you’ll start watching everything around you and start singing whatever you can see
This mostly happens when Jinx has something to do out of her hideout and you can go with her because it’s “too dangerous”
But more than once she’d come back to see you all scattered over the couch just making random words rhyme with each other as if it was nothing
Again, her heart would jump like crazy at the feeling that seeing you, her lover, all sprawled on her couch gives her
Running quietly towards you and then jumping on top of your relaxed body is a must in her routine when seeing you bored like this
Even if after that you’ll probably push her off the couch and make her fall on the hard ground
But she always ends up laughing at your temporary annoyance, and ends up apologizing to you with loud and sloppy kisses on your face so that later you can cuddle all day
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Vi
Vi would also love this habit of yours
When you first did it -unconsciously- in front of her, was one time Vi was reading a book and you were bored sitting upside down on the couch
She stopped her reading and sat on the bed as she looked at you with curious and fascinated eyes
When you noticed her staring, your face heated up more than it already was because of the posture
You stopped as you quickly sat properly, an awkward silence fell as you stood up from the couch and mumbled that you were going to take a shower
Vi’s shock didn’t allow her to stop you as you basically ran to the bathroom
So, above all, the first time you sang, there wasn’t an actual reaction from Vi
But that didn’t stop you from singing
Actually, it was something you did unconsciously, so the next time it happened you weren’t really paying attention to your surroundings:
You were singing again, but this time dancing around the room, cleaning or tidying the place as you made random lyrics
Vi heard you from the other room, and quickly got up to see you dancing around
She smiled widely, and didn’t say a thing as she rested her body on the doorframe
When you noticed, she was already walking towards you and hugging her arms on your waist
“I didn’t know you were so good at making songs, hun.”
“I’d love to hear you sing more often, I love your voice.”
After knowing she doesn’t mind you singing at all -even if sometimes you mess up the words when inventing-, you find yourself doing it almost daily
She loves it, and it always brings a big smile to her face when she comes back home to find your happy voice echo through your house
And honestly, she prefers it when you are on a bubbly mood
That way she can see you as you jump around like a ball of sunshine with inexhaustible energy singing your feelings
And when you sing her name, oh lord
It usually happens when you don’t know she’s watching or hearing you
You’ll randomly say her name in between the lyrics and describe her, and your love for her
She blushes like crazy, and tries to hide her smile
Oh but when you find out how she gets when you do name her, it’s game over for her
You’ll do it every single time just to see her blush and look at her eyes full of love, at least until she decides that’s enough teasing and lifts your body up just to make you laugh and get distracted form her frustrated state
So yes, expect a lot of appreciation from her and love.
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Caitlyn
Okay, caitlyn would definitely love when you sing while cuddling
She first heard you sing one time where she had just woken up from a nap you took together
You had woken up first, and were walking around the room singing quietly and humming as you tidied the room
You were just chilling when you heard her sit on the big bed you sheared, smiling sleepily at you
“Hi there, you sound like an angel when singing, love.”
She would ask you to make songs all the time, and would mostly make a cuddle session afterwards if she has the spare time
She thinks you have a great talent to just sing random scenarios you’re living in the moment
Will definitely tell you to go to some kind of class to explode this talent of yours, but when you tell her you’re okay this way, she’ll accept it
Actually, she likes to think that it’s something between you two only, which makes her feel special and loved
When she’s stressed from work, she’ll ask you to sing her something, which you’ll gladly do every single time
But she loves when she finds you singing on your bubbly moo
Like Vi, she won’t let her presence known until you find her looking at you lovingly from the door
And when she hears her name come out of your mouth as you make this songs, she’ll blush like crazy, but would walk up to you to hug you from behind to hide her red face on your neck
She would ask you at least one time for you to teach her how you do it
But when she finds out that it’s not that easy to make all the words rhyme with each-other as she describes something, she gives up and leaves it to you
“I don’t know how you do it, love.”
So yeah, cait would be your fan when talking about your singing
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angelltheninth · 2 years
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Could you write jinx, vi, Cait, sevika, and ekko having a one night stand with an s/o who catches feelings for them. (You do great work btw keep it up you're amazing 💖💖💗💓💓💖)
Aww thank you so much! Let me give you those hearts back Anon 💖💖💗💓💓💖
Pairing: Jinx, Vi, Caitlyn, Sevika, Ekko x Reader
Tags: suggestive content, one-night stand, catching feelings, one-sided feelings until they're not, confession
A/N: Out of all of them I think I'd catch some feelings for Vi and Caitlyn, especially if they shower me with lots of affection and kisses.
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One-night stands weren't anything new for anyone in Zaun. Of course there were those who engaged in it more then others and then there were some who caught feelings really fast despite it only being a one-night stand.
Catching feelings for Jinx was the last thing you planned but you couldn't even look at her in passing anymore without your heart skipping a beat. She noticed you looking and teased you a little about it. She's not ready for a real relationship just yet but she'll gladly call you hers if you allow it.
"Ya can stop starin at me ya know sugar? It's gonna burn holes in the back of my head if ya keep that up. Caught feelings just from that? Was I that good? Blew yer mind huh? I get it, I'm awesome. Look, I don't wanna give ya false hope, I can't give ya a relationship right now. We can still kiss and fuck and all that, but I can't be yer girlfriend right now."
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Vi treated you with outmost care and affection during your one-night stand. Honestly when some treats you like that it's no wonder you caught feelings for the firey brawler.
How she acts with others, and sometimes with you, was very different to how she treated you in bed. She was pretty affectionate the morning after too but immediately after that she started avoiding you. When she did finally see you again she was pretty bashful around you. It was actually Vi who confessed first, quite loudly too, it was both funny and adorable.
"That was a very fun night, thank you sweet stuff. Wanna take a quick shower and maybe have some breakfast together? Yeah I had a great time too. I have some things to take care off for a few days so... uh... you know... see you around or... yeah. I'm sorry for avoiding you for the past week. I wanna make it up to you. Can I take you somewhere to eat? Yeah. Like a date. A real date."
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It was a little odd to sneak out the window but Caitlyn assured you that don't want to see her mother when she's protective of her. So you listened, you had an amazing night after all. And damn it you fell for her.
The most awkward thing was seeing her again during social events and pretending that you don't have feelings for her. It got to the point where Caitlyn had to drag you off to an empty room and put on her investigator voice to get the truth out of you because it was driving her nuts.
"What's going on with you lately darling? You've been acting pretty odd since our night together. Have I offended you somehow? Done something you didn't like? Then... why do you keep looking at me like that. I know you want to tell me something, so just get it over with please. Oh. Oh! I... I see. So that's it. I'm not gonna lie to you, I been thinking a lot about you too. If you still want to, we can see where this goes."
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After your one-night stand with Sevika you were actually scared to confess because you didn't want to her to push you away. You knew very well the reputation she had with her lovers, she never caught feelings.
So you kept silent for a while, still meeting up with her because you liked her so much. It was in a moment of weakness, and post orgasmic bliss that you confessed to her. She wasn't surprised by it honestly. She suspected it by the way you looked at her, she'd seen that exact same lovestruck look on people before. Who knows maybe over time you can get her to feel the same.
"I heard that sugar lips. You love me huh? Haha, I thought so. Don't worry, I'm having a lot of fun with you, I don't wanna stop either. But I'm not in love with you. If that's fine with you we can keep seeing each other. I don't catch feelings easily so if you want to get me to fall for you it's gonna take a lot of work. Are you willing to do that?"
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Ekko doesn't have one-night stands a lot so he just awkwardly tells you goodbye in the morning. He didn't really plan on running into you again after that and he sure as hell didn't expect the way his heart would beat quicker when it happened.
He was pretty shy when he took you out to dinner and didn't want to admit that he likes you. You on the other hand were very intent on telling him how you felt. It almost made him crash on his hoverboard when you whispered it into his ear while he was flying you home afterwards.
"You had a good time last night Firefly? I did too, sorry I left like that. I can buy you some food and drinks to make up for it, I don't want you to think I'm an asshole. Awesome. Let's go then. I always have a good time around you. Whoa! Hold up-! You can't just tell me that while I'm flying around! Holy- I uhm, well I like you too, I didn't think you felt the same. Yeah, that might be why I was a little awkward before."
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I keep seeing you reblog gifs of wawwa but as I do not have hbo I do not know at all what is going on? fuji could you be the best and just like... explain with all the good spoilers what is even happening because I can't even guess at this point
We Are Who We Are SPOILERS down below
Well a lot is going on in the show, three episodes in and its like we have had a whole season, there is a lot to unpack.
Fraser, JDG's character moves from New York to Italy because his mom got stationed there. He has 2 moms and his relationship with one mom, Sarah, is complicated and not good, while the other mom, Maggie, and him get a long and understand each other's pain that a lot of the time, Sarah causes.
Fraser is very eccentric, he always has music playing, I also personally think he has some behavior disorders, but he's new, doesn't know anybody, and he does his own thing. He's really into fashion. He becomes infatuated with a guy in the army, Jonathan, he gets adorably flustered and shy around him but Fraser is only 14 and this guy is over 18 so I hope it doesn't go down that route but it looks like it might.
While exploring the school for the army kids, he sees a girl, Caitlyn, and he's intrigued. He follows her and her group of friends around a little. Her best friend Brittany actually spends some time with him, invites him to the beach and he ends up leaving early because the group teases him about his shirt.
He also explores the army base before hanging with Brittany, walks into a public shower area and is shocked by seeing all these naked men and they tease him because he just freezes and stares.
He walks around Italy near the army base but still quite a ways away. Gets very drunk, and calls Maggie to get him which she does. He ends up falling and cutting his face.
I think she is a medic for the army and she takes Fraser to the infirmary and patches him up. He ends up fighting with Sarah later, they argue about everything.
Later like a day or two, Fraser sees Caitlyn run out of the house dressed in guy clothes and he follows her to a cafe, and a group of girls are attracted to the American boy, which is Caitlyn, one girl gives her her number and when the girl asks what Caitlyn's name is, she says Harper.
So then that episode ends with Fraser and Caitlyn/Harper sitting at the beach and Fraser asks "So what do I can you?"
That's just the first episode.
The second episode is the same day but in Caitlyn/Harper's pov, she has a complicated relationship with her family, her mom is the perfect army wife, her brother is a dick, and her dad is who she gets along with the most.
You can see she is questioning her identity throughout this episode. She got her period and it seemed to me it made her dysphoric. Anyway we see her act pretty boyish and she doesn't like Fraser at first, he knows her secret but he tries to help her. He tells her the clothes she was wearing were awful and then gives her nice guy clothes and it makes her happy.
That's pretty much episode 2.
Now the third episode is like holy fuck so much happening. We see Fraser and Harper's, he calls her Harper, friendship grow, Sarah invites Harper to stay for dinner, she does, Fraser is unhappy with the food he made, Sarah embarrasses the fuck out of Fraser and after Harper leaves, Fraser and Sarah have a fight.
Harper's boyfriend dumps her and she says "ok". Her friend group starts giving her the cold shoulder and thinks she is dating Fraser. She enjoys hanging out with him because she can be herself.
This festival thing goes on and Maggie spends time with Harper's mom and it almost seems like its going to have them have an affair but I hope not. Sarah is with the guy Fraser likes, Jonathan and ends up dancing with him and Fraser sees and gets upset. He's like hee second in command I believe so they are around each other a lot.
Harper's dad is a dick, isn't happy that she and her mom wasn't at the tug of war contest to watch him and his team, the Americans lose to the Italians.
Harper's brother is angry with her because the friend group is slowing falling apart but that's not her fault.
And that's episode 3. Episode 4 comes out next week. I hope this helped! You're welcome to ask any questions you have.
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~ 30 Questions Tag ~
I was tagged by @illictfuck thank you very much tumblr fiancé
1. Name/nickname: Breeze, Breezey, and Boo!
2. Star sign: Sagittarius
3. Height: 5'7
4. Birthday : December 9th
5. Favourite band: coming as no surprise to absolutely anyone, it's Måneskin
6. Time: 15:10 to 15:57. Yes it took me that long to do this. My favourite time is 21:12 though, because of the symmetry.
7. Favourite solo artist: probably Ashnikko! But I also love Princess Nokia, Caitlyn Scarlett, and Girli
8. Song stuck in your head: Morirò da re, and Torna a Casa
9. Last movie you watched: god I don't even know. According to Netlfix I started watching the Yin Yang Master but never finished it.
10. Free space!
11. Last show: currently in the middle of season one of the Gift. I am watching the English dub, I know I know, I usually watch with subtitles but I put it on to brush the dog and I can't focus on both at once.
12. When I created this blog: very good question, unfortunately time hasn't been real since about 2016 so I don't know the answer. Probably in the last year?
13. What I post: Måneskin! WLW stuff! Mostly I reblog things in this realm, but sometimes other interests slip in.
14. Last thing I googled: "moriro da re", to see which way the accent went on the ò
15. Other blogs: I think I have one I made when I was 15 and never used because I couldn't work the app out
16. Do I get asks? Sometimes! The lovely @bidet-and-legolas sometimes sends me nice little messages wishing me a good day and I love that so much
17. Why I chose my url: I have the same name on instagram! I'm a bit less active there at the moment because I'm mentally ill so I find it hard to keep up with things I care about 😂
18. Following: 172? (I looked and it's actually 171, sorry for lying to you all)
19. Followers: 69 😫😏
20. Average hours of sleep: that very much depends how you define sleep. Time spent in bed? 11 hours. Time spent trying to sleep? Anywhere between 10 and 6. Time slept? Pfft who knows. I'm better than I was since I did an insomnia course but I see every hour most nights.
21. Lucky number: I don't have one, but I usually say seven if someone asks me to pick a number, even if it isn't just between one and ten.
22. Instruments: oh man I am so unskilled. In school I tried recorder, clarinet, guitar, and keyboard, but I was never allowed to learn the flute which was my dream at the time, and none of them stuck.
23. What am I wearing: a stripy t shirt that is only allowed to be worn in the garden because it has two holes in that I earned, and denim shorts. It's warm today so I'm looking very British by rolling them up to get some sun!
24. Dream job: something I love! I like reading, editing, learning, and travel, so who knows! At the moment I'm hoping to stay in university forever!
25. Favourite food: the risotto my dad taught me to make! Except I add way more vegetables and don't put meat in it.
26. Tea or coffee? 😶 I'm a terrible Brit and I don't like either. I will drink iced tea and I love coffee flavoured chocolates?
27. Nationality: British! I'm from England.
28. Favourite song? Definitely depends on my mood and the situation! I like to play Dead Girl Walking when I'm getting ready to get in the shower, Grown Ups by :PM when I'm drying my hair, B.I.G by Caitlyn Scarlett when I'm cooking, etc.!
29. Last book I read: I'm still reading Siege and Storm by Leigh Bardugo
30. Top three fictional universes I would like to live in: I mostly read dystopia haha so not many of them? I'm also pretty sure that if I entered any supernatural universe I would still just be human so it would be like my current life but more dangerous. I would probably like to meet the characters from The Mortal Instruments series, from Shadow and Bone, and from a Discovery of Witches (books not TV)
I'm trying not to tag anyone already tagged but if @bidet-and-legolas @perfectlyunbiasedobservation and all of the supreme coven fancy doing this, that would be cool!
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three-drink-amy · 4 years
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Chapter Ten: Lying Beside You, With You Wanting Me
I hadn’t even opened my eyes yet, but my hand was already moving across the bed to find Jamie. I said a mental “aha!” as my wandering hand came in contact with his leg. Running it up his body, I found that he was still naked from the night before. Conveniently, so was I. 
I turned onto my side, scooting over closer to him. Slowly, sleepily, his arms came toward me, pulling me closer. My eyes flicked up to his face. His eyes were still closed, still holding onto sleep even if he was waking. Once he had me flush against him, he opened his eyes, staring down at me. 
“Good morning.” 
I smiled in greeting, leaning up to kiss him softly. “Morning.” 
One corner of his mouth curled up, showing me a small smile. He closed the distance between us and kissed me deeply. Rolling me onto my back, he hovered over me, not breaking our kiss. My arms came around his neck, holding him to me. I could feel him against my leg. Mornings were a beautiful thing. 
His tongue was deep in my mouth and I could feel him groan against me as I shifted my hips upwards. Pulling back, he shot me a look, but his eyes were already blown wide. He moved his attentions further south as he licked and sucked at my neck. I could feel myself reacting, my fingers tightening in his hair. The man knew how to wind me up and took pleasure in doing so. 
He continued to work his way down my body. I was already in such a state that I didn’t think I’d last long if he actually did what he was seemingly intending to do. Tugging at his hair, I grabbed his attention. My legs tightened around him, trying to gesture him back to me. 
“Come here,” I breathed. 
I ignored his smirk as he moved back over me. Crushing my mouth back to his, it was my turn to roll him onto his back. A moan escaped him as I settled myself against him. His hands clutched at my hips. “Claire,” he sighed. I wondered if I’d ever get used to it. Him. My name coming from his lips. Sounding like that. Honestly, I didn’t want to get used to it. The way it made me feel each time was a shock to the system in the best way. 
Rolling my hips against his, I tried to make him say it again. 
He pulled me down to him, bringing my lips to his with a sense of desperation. His hands were tangled in my hair as our tongues danced again. I could feel him grow even harder beneath me. Without breaking our kiss, I reached down and took him in hand, guiding him into me. 
Jamie cried out into my mouth while I settled back down. I started moving on top of him, a slow roll of my hips. His head fell back against his (that’s right, it was his now) pillow and his hands gripped my thighs tightly. He thrust up into me, making me cry out as well. 
I was being devious, making it slow and torturous for him. But damn it, watching him slowly fall apart beneath me was fucking incredible. He was a strong man that was completely at my mercy. I reveled in it. With each slow roll of my hips, each clench around him, I saw him grow more desperate. My thighs would likely be bruised, leaving traces of where his fingers had clutched so deeply. But I couldn’t find it in me to be upset about it. Watching him slowly lose it was winding me up and up. 
After I picked up my pace, Jamie brought me back down to him, crushing his mouth against mine. His hands were everywhere. My breasts, my hips, my hair, my neck. It was as though he didn’t know where to put them, so he put them everywhere. He thrust into me madly, pushing me closer to the edge. Moans fell from my lips as easily as they did from his. 
The first night we’d spent together had been mind-blowing, indeed. But how he continued to do so was insane to me. Our bodies were so in sync that I could tell by the way his breath caught and his body stuttered that he was getting very close. 
I leaned down and hovered next to his ear. “Come on, Jamie,” I encouraged. His hands tightened on me. “Come for me.” His eyes closed as he thrust two, three more times and was releasing inside me. With one more deep thrust, I was right behind him, collapsing against him. His arms seemed weak with exertion, but he wrapped them around me anyway. 
Our panting synched as we both fought to regain our breath. Jamie looked at me, brushing hair from my face. A smile spread lazily across his face. Leaning up, he kissed me softly. I reached up, running both my hands through his hair as I languidly returned his kiss. 
We laid around for a while after that, barely moving from my bed. Jamie had made me lazy in the mornings, but I couldn’t find it in me to care. When his hands were drifting across my skin, giving me goosebumps, and pulling me close, I didn’t care if I had other things to do. Nothing seemed better than laying in his arms and kissing him whenever I pleased. Which was often. Very often. 
It was the sound of a rumbling stomach that prompted us to move this time. Jamie chuckled and clapped a hand to his own stomach as he reluctantly pulled away from me. He threw on a pair of sweats he’d worn two nights ago while I got up and moved towards the bathroom. A shower seemed important to me.  
I was dressed in his t-shirt and my own shorts, towel drying my hair as I walked into the kitchen. I had expected Jamie to be eating or perhaps heating up something. But instead, he was sitting on a barstool, phone in hand. Walking behind him, I planted a kiss on the side of his neck. Grinning, he set his phone down and turned around to look at me. He pulled me closer, into the space between his legs. 
“All fresh and clean?” he asked before pressing a kiss to my lips. I smiled and nodded, leaning into him and his kisses. It was slow and easy. Just the way it should be. Both of us were relishing the easy intimacy between us after months of trying to ignore it. Jamie’s hands closed against my waist, holding me right where I was. 
Jamie drew back, looking at me with an odd expression. “How often?” 
I frowned at him. “How often, what?” 
A cheeky grin revealed itself as he tried to pull me even closer. “How often did ye think of our night together?” I rolled my eyes, smacking him on the arm. My lips were sealed, though. “Come on, tell me.” 
“You first.” 
“No, I asked you first.” His fingers played with the hem of my shirt. “If ye dinna tell me, I’ll just assume it was always, at all times.” 
I slapped at his hands, shaking my head at him. He was trying to hide his laughter. Trying, and failing. I climbed up onto his lap, praying the barstool was sturdy enough. Straddling him, I cupped his face in my hands. “Maybe once or twice.” 
His eyes narrowed at me as he caught my grin. “I’m afraid I dinna believe ye.” 
I laughed before kissing him quickly. A trail of kisses formed against his jaw, moving back toward his ear. “Well then perhaps you were right the first time.” I bucked my hips into his, grinning as his hands held me tighter. The trail resumed, this time moving against his neck. I found a good spot and started to focus just there. 
“Sassenach, no,” he said weakly. 
“Hmm?” I replied against his throat. 
He halfheartedly tried to get me to stop. “They’ll find it in makeup. Caitlyn will let half the crew and cast know by showtime that I let someone mark me.” 
I pulled back, raising one brow at him. “That doesn’t mean they’ll know it’s me.” 
Jamie leaned forward and caught my lips with his. “Still. Best to not raise questions, aye?” 
I didn’t hide my glare, but moved back in to kiss him again. A knock at the door startled us both from our activities. “I’m not expecting anyone.” 
“Oh, tis lunch!” Jamie lifted me (easily) off his lap. He went to the door and greeted the man. Walking back with a bag of food, he put it on the counter and started unpacking it. 
“When did you order food?” 
Jamie glanced up at me quickly. “While ye showered.” A smile crossed his face. “Besides, I figured I still needed to get ye back.” 
My brow furrowed. “Get me back for what?” 
He walked to me and handed me the container that must have been mine. Smiling still, he kissed my temple. “For that time ye bought me lunch.” 
I laughed. “You didn’t have to make that up to me.” 
Jamie shrugged. “Well, now I have.” He settled himself on the same barstool from before, about ready to eat. “I never kent why you did that.” 
I sat myself down on the stool next to his, taking a deep breath. “Well, honestly, I didn’t really either. I guess I just...wanted to feel like there was something more there than just director and actor. You know?” 
He smiled, lacing his fingers through mine. “Aye, of course I do.” He kissed the back of my hand before we both started eating. 
Not long after we finished lunch, Jamie moved to put on his shoes. I glanced at him with a confused look. “I have to run back to my place to get a change of clothes,” he explained. Walking over to the couch, where I still sat, he bent down and kissed the top of my head. “Canna show up in the same clothes night after night.” 
I laughed. “They’ll think you were victim of a house fire or something.” 
“Well if it’s a fire, then I’m happy to burn,” he told me, waggling his brows a bit. 
My head leaned back against the back of the couch. “What a line,” I whispered before he met me for a kiss. 
“I’ll see you later,” Jamie said as he walked back to the door. 
“Yes, I’ll see you at the theater.” 
Jamie gave me an odd look before he shrugged and walked out the door. 
* * *
“How did I know I’d find you here?” 
I whipped my head over to see John staring at me. He bore a disapproving expression. “Well, it is my office after all.” 
“No, it’s not your office. Not anymore. Now it’s the stage manager’s office.” He raised a brow, essentially saying, You know this. 
“Yes, well, I’m allowed to be here, John.” I didn’t know what I was attempting to say by that comment. 
“You know that most other directors I know don’t come to shows past Opening Night. With the exception of check ins now and then.” 
I rolled my eyes. “Yes, I do know that. I would think that you would know from working with me over the last several years that I usually stay a bit past that.” 
“If I recall, your magic number is usually Opening Night and then two more shows. Then you’re gone. Out of their hair. Letting them do it all on their own. As they should be able to do,” he reminded me. 
“What’s your point, John?” 
He let out a frustrated huff. “My point is that it’s show 8 and you’ve been here every night.” 
“How do you know that? You haven’t been here every night.” 
“I have friends here.” 
I leaned back in my chair, arms crossed. “Who snitched?” 
“It doesn’t matter who snitched!” John cried, his hands covering his face. “Look, Claire, I’m coming to you as your friend. I know why you’re doing this.” 
I raised a brow at him. “Think you know everything about me, do you? So what’s your big insight into me?” 
He sat down across from me. “This one is obviously different. This show, I mean. You don’t want the show to end because then that means you have to move on.” 
“That’s what it always means, John.” 
“No, I mean you have to move on...from Jamie.” 
The mention of Jamie made me take a deep breath. John had no idea anything had happened. Was I okay letting him believe that was my true reason? I didn’t really want to be reduced to a woman with complicated feelings. 
“That’s not why.”
“It’s fine if it is, Claire,” John tried to reassure me. “You’re entitled to your feelings.” He sighed. “But by this point, you usually already have your next show at least in mind.” 
“John, I’ve worked my arse off for the last decade, jumping from show to show without end. At least as much as I could. Am I not deserving of a break?” 
He closed his eyes, shaking his head. “You know that’s not what I’m saying. I just don’t want you to make yourself miserable. You’re staying here because you want to be around him. But you’ve also made him off limits to yourself. You’re just making it harder for yourself, Claire.” 
I was silent. I had no idea how to reply given that it wasn’t truly my situation. 
“Maybe a new project is just what you need to finally move on from him.” He stood up and walked to the door. “You made this show a success, Claire. Let them prove that they can do it without you. I’ll see you at our workspace next Monday.” 
He left the office before I could tell him no. I sat there for a lot longer than I meant to, thinking over everything John said. Good points had been made, but he didn’t know the truth of the situation. The biggest takeaway was that at least one person in this show found it strange that I was still here. And that would lead to questions. John was right; I needed to move on. 
But only to a new show. 
That night, I only wandered out to catch a look at Jamie just before he went on. He glanced up and caught my eye. Flashing me a brilliant smile and a terrible wink, he reminded me of why I had kept coming past when I knew I should be done. 
I smiled back, giving him a small wave. He turned to prepare himself to go on stage. I watched him until he disappeared through the set door. As he began his eighth show, I accepted a rough truth. 
Our lives were about to get a lot harder.
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edourado · 4 years
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Together, ch viii
This is probably the silliest thing I have ever written for these two. 
Please don’t abandon me.
Much love. 
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“Lady Gaga and Ariana Grande are leading the charts”, Karen said one morning, while they both lounged in bed, after he decided - well, she persuaded him - to skip his jog just once. 
“Hmm”, was his reply, eyes closed. “And they are...”
Karen chuckled, and he suspected she had already told him about those two people. 
“Singers. Extremely famous.”
“Oh.”
It had become a running joke. She would read him pop culture news once and awhile, claiming he knew far too little about what went on outside his own life and general politics. 
David was actually the cause for that. He had called one day, to give them updates on the puppies - now named Blake, the girl that belonged to Leo, and Iron, the boy that was Zach’s - and said something about someone called Black Pink, which turned out to be several someones. 
“It’s this Kpop band, Leo plays their stuff non stop”, he told Frank, when he looked confused. And then, immediately, “Do you know what Kpop is?”
“Should I?” 
And Karen thought that was so endearing, kissed him and said he was “adorably clueless”, and started reading him these news here and there, that he barely understood most of the time.
“You liked Lady Gaga”, she said, turning to look at him, a sliver of sun on her skin, from a gap in the curtains. “Remember, we watched that movie?”
“The, uh- with the girl that gets famous and the guy…”
“Yes.”
“That’s her, then. Ok.”
Another day, he was sitting at the door, while Leilani played with Pooka in the hallway, when she took out her phone and turned to him. 
“Can I do a Tik Tok with him?”
Frank looked at her a little puzzled, and she showed him her phone. “Like a video? For the internet.”
“Yeah, sure.”
Karen came back from the walk with Lady and he asked her about it, after they all got inside again. 
“It’s like Instagram, but mainly for teenagers, they do these challenges.”
He blinked.
“It’s social media, like Facebook and Twitter.”
She showed him said Tik Toks on her phone and he watched a few, only to declare “I don’t get it”, giving her phone back to her after a few minutes. 
“You never tell me about people I know, like… Prince, he’s cool”, he said after she told him something about someone called Frank Ocean. 
Karen blinked at him.
“Frank…” she started, her voice almost careful. “You know he- he died, right?”
“What- Prince did?”
“Yeah. A few years ago.”
That truly surprised him. 
“Shit. How?”
He spent a few days in a controlled rage about that fact, and started going through a list of artists he knew and liked, checking they were still alive.
“Any more of the Beatles die?” 
“No, they’re good.”
It was Karen’s turn to be surprised when she came home from her own jog one day, to find him sitting on the couch watching reality TV. The Kardashians, to be more specific. 
They had watched the OJ Simpson season of American Crime Story, and she had explained to him that Robert Kardashian was the father of a very famous family that had a show that was still on. 
“I thought it would be like… Different”, he explained when she asked, extremely intrigued, why he was watching that. “But they’re just… Famous because they’re famous, I don’t get it.”
“Yeah, no one does”, she said, walking to the bathroom to take her shower.
To Karen’s further surprise, he kept watching the show. 
“That’s that rapper you told me about”, he said, when Kanye West showed up on the screen one day.
“Yeah, he’s married to Kim.”
“Will it last longer than her other marriage?”
The Kardashians became background noise for a while, and Frank’s knowledge in current pop culture improved greatly, and he spent a lot of time on his computer after Caitlyn Jenner transitioned, researching, Karen suspected.
Eventually, he stopped watching the show, claiming he couldn’t handle anymore. 
“You know what you should watch?”
She sat down to watch Queer Eye with him, and while he didn’t cry once - like she had, the first time she watched it - he didn’t get distracted, sometimes commenting things like “That’s fucked up”, or “nice”, or laughing at something or other. 
Frank sat through six Star Wars movies - which he knew about but had never watched - but was fidgety once he started on the more recent ones, turning his attention to the dogs almost immediately, giving up on actually finishing the saga. 
He sat for almost an hour one day on a video call with Leo, while she explained to him what her favorite Kpop bands were and why. 
“Do you understand what they say?” He asked, and Karen smiled, sitting at the desk, looking at her own computer. 
“That’s what Google Translator and subtitles are for”, she girl replied. “And some of them speak English. And I’m actually picking up on some words, now. ”
Little Victor from upstairs told him that he was reading the Harry Potter books for the first time, and while Frank knew about the books, since his own kids had read them all, he knew next to nothing about it. 
“I know Harry”, he told the boy, as always lying in his hammock, while Victor sat in his own fire escape, little legs dangling. “And there’s his friend, right? With the red hair?”
“His name is Ron”, said Victor.
“And there’s a girl, too. Her name’s complicated.”
He made Victor laugh while pretending not to know how to say the name “Hermione”, going “Herman? Herald? Horace?”, and the kid giggled.
Karen found him reading “Harry Potter and the Philosopher’s Stone” in his hammock, after Victor lent it to him, before going inside to have dinner. 
“It’s a kid’s book”, Frank whispered to her when she got out to join him.
“The first three are, very kiddy. But the other four are more mature. Stick to it, you’ll see.”
“You read it?” He asked, reaching out for her hand. 
“Yeah”, she said, and then smiled. “When I was eleven. But!” She went on, when he made to argue that they were, in fact, kids books. “The last one came out when I was, like, nineteen, and I didn’t read it until I was twenty one, so there’s that. You’ll be fine.”
He read the three books that Victor lent him in two days, and told her that “shit was starting to get intense for Harry” after he finished the Goblet of Fire. 
“Is he gonna end up with Hermione?” He asked during diner one night when Victor tossed him The Order of the Phoenix. 
“I’m not gonna tell you!” Karen protested, putting a big spoonful of mashed potatoes in her plate. “Why? Do you want them to?”
“Nah”, he said. “I’m just asking, because I think her and Ron make more sense.”
“Aw. Do you ship Romione?”
He looked at her, swallowing a mouthful of steamed broccoli. 
“Do I what the what?”
Karen smiled. “Nevermind.”
His pop culture knowledge hadn’t made it to the lingo yet. 
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bitchardhendricks · 4 years
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Well I’ve Never Been to Heaven (But I’ve Been to Oklahoma)
Most of y’all probably don’t know that I actually grew up in Tulsa, so the fact that Richard is from there and is my same age has had me wanting to write a “Jarrich goes to Tulsa” fic for ages. For now it exists in bits and pieces I’m still trying to quilt together - a high school reunion, Richard’s anxiety, his family issues, inviting Jared but not knowing why, showing Jared Tulsa and all the secret places that made him who he became - but we’re living in a goddamn twilight zone episode so I thought I’d maybe share some bits with anyone who’s interested because why the hell not. I’m also hoping to hear if this is something people are into at all - I think it would be helpful motivation for me to keep chipping away at this thing that I’ve been thinking off and on about for almost a year.
If ever I have put my heart and soul into anything, this fic is it. For all its flaws, this is my hometown, the place that shaped me and Richard both. Let me know what you think. ___
Livin' on Tulsa time
Gonna set my watch back to it
'Cause you know I've been through it
Livin' on Tulsa time
--Don Williams, “Tulsa Time”
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The email sits in his inbox for a week. Richard would have forgotten about it if he wasn't doing his weekly inbox filing ("Although garbage heaps can be a cozy place to sleep, no one wants one in their inbox!" he can hear Jared saying). He may never even have read it. When he clicks on the subject line, "Union High School Class of 2005 invites you..." He almost assumes it's some kind of alumni fundraiser, asking for money he definitely doesn't have. 
The reality is much worse. "Oh god," he moans and scrolls through the email in disbelief. 
"Richard? Are you ill?" Jared has stopped typing and is eyeing him with concern. 
"No, just. I got invited to my high school reunion."
Dinesh lets out a crow-like laugh and Gilfoyle's mouth twitches slightly into a rare half-smile while Jared claps his hands together in apparent glee. “Oh Richard - what a wonderful opportunity!” At Richard’s skeptical look, he continues. “Think of it as a chance to reflect upon the roots from which your mighty oak has grown, and bestow acorns of wisdom upon those who saw the potential of the sapling you once were!"
Richard blinks and shakes his head, "I wasn't...there was no oak, Jared. I'm probably not even going to go." He had JUST been back in Tulsa over Thanks...Christm...ok, it had been awhile. But the idea of going back to high school, seeing all those people. A sudden sweat breaks out on the back of his neck and he archives the email. 
Still a little queasy from the idea of a reunion, god, with streamers and shitty punch and small talk - the fucking small talk - Richard is grateful for the distraction of his phone buzzing in his pocket, and he thumbs it open to answer without looking. 
“Hello?”
"Oh, hi boo!” a cheery, surprised voice answers. It’s his mom; Jesus, is there some ghost of Christmas past thing going on today? Fuck. “I didn’t think I’d catch you, I know you’re so busy.” She says it like ketch, her soft almost-twang sending a pang through him. He knows he should miss her more than he does.
“Um yeah, hi Mom, now’s not really a good--”
“Oh I won’t keep you, I just wondered if you were comin’ home for the big reunion and all?”
Richard’s eyes grow wide and he stumbles up from his chair to stalk through the kitchen and out the back door. He usually ends up talking to his mom by the pool, both for a little privacy and also because the calm blue water tends to blunt some of the keyed up aggression that always comes out when talking to his parents. “How did you even - was there like an announcement on the news or something?”
Her laugh tinkles through the phone speaker and Richard’s teeth begin to grind. “No, silly, I talked to Nelson’s mama and she told me. Course, he can't come because that's the weekend of Ashley's wedding so they'll all be in Arizona, but she did ask about you and wondered if you might be coming back...?" Her hopeful tone makes guilt cramp in Richard's stomach, followed by a red pulse of anger at that guilt.
"I wasn't really - it's just not a good time, mom. You know I can't just drop everything, Pied Piper is--" he gulps, not wanting to mention the Hooli lawsuit, "I just can't really get away, you know? Big uh, big things on the horizon."
"I know, I know, sweetie, it's just..." She trails off and Richard can picture her, standing in their kitchen, worrying at the hem of her shirt. Staring out the little window above the sink at the cul-de-sac across from their house, focusing on the rusted out trike and faded primary-color plastic of the toys perpetually scattered on the Hernandez's lawn. "Caitlyn will be home that weekend too for a baby shower - her friend Elizabeth, you remember her." Richard doesn't. "And Dad and I thought you'd maybe...well, it sure would be nice to see both of you at the same time. It's been so long, Richard, and...well, it was just a thought." 
Richard pinches the bridge of his nose and opens his mouth to say no again, but the spectre of the Hooli lawsuit squirms inside him, making him run cold as it always does. It could be nice to escape, just for a weekend.
"I'll think about it. Now I really, I have to go, mom. Sorry."
"Oh it's ok! Alright then, well I'll let you go--"
"Ok, alright--"
"Tell everybody there we said hi--"
"Um ok, yeah I-I will, I--"
"And give yourself a big hug from me and Dad, ok? Love you, sweetie."
"Uh-huh, love you too, ok bye."
When he turns away from the pool, Jared's ghostly reflection is staring at him from the kitchen window. He gives Richard a smile, the kind that makes him look more sad than happy, and a little wave of one of his absurdly large hands. Richard gives a half-hearted wave in return and tries to push the sound of his mom's hopeful voice back into the dusty recesses of his mind where he keeps everything else from Oklahoma.
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