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sockmeat · 1 year

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𝐆𝐍 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑 -- 𝑰𝒎𝒂𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒐𝒓 𝒓𝒆𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒏 𝑺𝑨𝑮𝑨𝑼... (𝑮𝒆𝒏𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒏 𝑰𝒎𝒑𝒂𝒄𝒕) 𝐏𝐓. 𝟏

𝐏𝐓. 𝟐: (𝐱)

(𝐰𝐜): 730

𝐒𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: The creator is reincarnated into the world and everyone goes apeshit.

(𝐀/𝐍): Why do I wanna be a baby so bad... Is it the daddy issues

𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠(𝐬): The babies go through life-threatening tests (Seriously, do not give these people your babies), reader gets separated from her mother and the mom doesn’t really care

𝑯𝒐𝒘 𝒊𝒕 𝒄𝒂𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆

Ever since their beloved creator died, every newborn has to go through tests determine if they are the previous creator reincarnated. This is non-negotiable; the parent will have to serve time if they deny this law, even if the baby doesn’t display features of the creator.

The first test is their eyes. Their creator has white eyes to distinct them from any other. It isn’t often babies are born with white eyes, so if they do past this test, they are put under immediate watch.

The second test is based on their ears. The creators ears are pointed, making them resemble an elf. Because of this, pointed ears are highly adored and are a huge beauty standard.

The last test is completed in segments. They are first placed around the more docile creatures, such as cats, dogs, foxes, squirrels, etc. They will either leave the baby alone or flock toward them. The latter will allow them to continue onto the next phase. The second part of this phase, they will be placed in the center of a herd of slime. Again, if they flock toward the infant, they will move onto the next phase. For the last part of this phase, they’re offered to a pack of Hillichurl. By this point, their status is practically guaranteed, so the archons will be there to spectate to make sure the baby stays safe.The Hilichurls will either accept or deny the baby.

If they are accepted, a celebration will be thrown and the baby’s birthday will become a national holiday, celebrated by all. The mother is congratulated for giving birth to their divine creator, but unfortunately, the baby will be moved to a palace and the mother will not come with.

As compensation, the mother will be given enough funds to live the rest of her life peacefully, but it is unlikely they will see the baby past this point.

𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒂 𝒃𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒂𝒃𝒚

You are the most pampered baby in Teyvat. You are treated with the utmost care; anything you even look at will be offered to you immediately.

The second you cry, someone is there to coddle you and tend to your needs.

There will always be at least one archon with you. Every week, they will hold a little “ritual” where they sit in a circle and you’re placed in the middle. Whoever you touch first--on your own--will be assigned the role of your protector. They can remove anyone from your general area as they see fit; how much they do this varies on which archon you have chosen.

Before Nahida came along, you chose Venti the most often, because the others intimidated you. Venti is extremely salty that you choose Nahida most often now and suggested a rule that an archon can’t go twice in a row.

The others agree fairly quickly, so now whoever protected you before is kicked from the circle.

There is now a designated nap-time for everyone in Teyvat. Anyone else in Teyvat that needs nap-time will do it when you do. Even if they are unable to nap, they’re required to keep their volume down. Construction can’t be scheduled if it overlaps your nap-time.

Every month or so, there is an event where you travel through Teyvat and meet everyone you possibly can. You are given toys, food, luxury items, etc. If you were to reject someone openly, they are shunned; the public firmly believes that you are like a cat in the sense that you can predict evil in people. It’s not likely they will stay employed.

However, anyone you accept will be given amazing opportunities, as they are seen as good luck. They will be given high-paying job offers, contracts with important people, and even a chance to play with you themselves because you’re so fond of them.

After you’re confirmed as the creator, you’re name becomes very common. For babies, It’s the highest honor to be named after you, as they won’t be close to you otherwise. Not until you’ve reached an independent age.

Anyone that requests to visit you personally gets a background check. Anyone with a criminal record that may put you in danger is rejected immediately. Because of this, you haven’t met any of the harbringers.

𓆩♡𓆪

#writing my thoughts #this was made in like 30 minutes #sagau #sagau x reader #sagau reader insert #self aware #self aware au #x reader #x baby reader #baby reader #sagau platonic #platonic #genshin impact #genshin impact platonic #my writing

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naeemajusthasthoughts · 2 months

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I never thought I was brave until she pointed out that I went to my abuser's funeral...

I never told her that I went out of fear to make sure that he is finally dead...

#writing #writing my thoughts

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kywaslost · 3 months

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Settle Down

Settle down, they say.

Take it slow and go day by day.

Sure it hurts now but the moment won’t last

Before you know it, it’s in the past.

You don’t know what you’re talking about,

You’re doing it for attention, for clout.

You’re only 19, the world you’ve barely kissed,

Besides, those issues don’t exist.

Well if they don’t exist then why do I feel this way?

Because at this rate I’m going to pass away.

Succumb to the thoughts that crowd my mind,

Happiness is becoming harder and harder to find.

Settle down they say,

And all the pain will go away.

Yet I’ve tried again and again,

And in the end it comes back times ten.

I’ve done the things they say to do,

Paint and draw and talk it through.

Yet every time I open up,

Someone’s life I feel I disrupt.

So here I lay with thoughts astray,

Yet somehow manage to push them away.

I get out of bed and go about my day,

With all these emotions now on display.

Because in the end why would I hide

The part of me that can now provide

Someone with the comfort of knowing

That they are not the only one that finds life unknowing.

Settle down, take it day by day

Because these feelings won’t go away.

Learn to accept them, become one,

Because a day will come when the battle is won.

#kai talks #comfort #personal vent with poetry #personal poetry #poetry #original poem #poems and poetry #poem #writing my thoughts #personal writing #writing

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om-is-ok · 1 year

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They said love and I thought of you.

They said home and I thought of you.

They said happiness and I thought of you.

They said peace and I thought of you.

They said memories and I thought of you.

They said smile and I thought of you.

They said soulmate and I thought of you.

They said poetry and I thought of you.

They said muse and I thought of you.

They said colors and I thought of you.

They mesmerizing and I thought of you

They said beautiful melody and I thought of you

They said beauty of the dawn and I thought of you.

They said eternity and I thought of you.

They said "moon" and I looked at you.

-Om

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silentthoughtsvoiced · 4 days

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Unheard in a Broken Home

How am I getting in trouble for not listening?

I grew tired of listening,

They kept disappointing me.

Putting the blame on each other.

Lashing out and paying no attention to how I felt.

I gave up.

I wish I could say I let go,

but I would be lying.

There’s a hand around my heart,

It tugs at my heart when I try to put space between them and I.

What kind of sorcery is this?

I can’t live without you.

I can’t be myself because of you.

Is this really how I’m supposed to live?

Some call it love, devotion, or respect.

I call it fear, sadness, and shame.

#alone with my thoughts #my writing #silent thought #sad poetry #writing my thoughts #writerblr #writingblr #sad quotes #writers and poets #spilled ink #my poem #sad poem #always the listener #troubled heart #poems on tumblr #tw toxic family #writers on tumblr #writing commissions

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fallingasleepinstars · 9 days

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They say journaling your thoughts is supposed to help

#poetry #poets on tumblr #writing #journal #noise #too much #screaming #overwhelmed #writing my thoughts #i dont know #I dont feel any better #meh

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autumntay · 3 months

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Sometimes I like to write my thoughts, I'm unsure if this counts as poetry though.

can you tell I like cannibalism as a metaphor for love

#words words words #idk how to tag this #cannibalism as a metaphor for love #cannibalism as a form of love #vent ig #writing #writing my thoughts #writing my feelings

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saturnianprincess · 1 year

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Pari’s Thoughts

💭 Everyone’s life and experiences are unique and different. Your perception of life will never be the exact same as someone else’s.

💭 Finding peace and satisfaction with what you have is the greatest feeling ever.

💭Don’t get too comfortable in a place where you are not growing.

💭Change takes effort but it is always worth it.

#pari writes🍄#life lessons #spiritualjourney #writing my thoughts

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anonymouswriter456 · 1 year

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“Sometimes I sit here feeling like a ghost, it’s that emptiness I think that hurts the most.”

“Ever since I first heard this song it has meant something to me. I do sit and exist feeling like a ghost sometimes. A ghost to everyone else, and a ghost to myself. I often wonder if people see me or hear me. But I also wonder if I see or hear myself. My mind is always screaming something. Sometimes it’s something good, sometimes it’s not. Even when the room is silent, there is so much nose. The internal storm going on within myself of wanting to feel these emotions and feelings, and simultaneously not wanting to feel them. But I think at this point it’s not about what I want, but more about what I need. I need to feel, and right now I think and I hope I am ready to. “

#therapy #mental health #mental wellbeing #therapy is needed #writing my thoughts #mentalheathawareness #thoughts #trying to heal #my writing #writer #writerslife #writing #author #hurt not angry #writer #processing

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sharmerika · 7 months

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Scribbling my thoughts away

I’ve always loved writing down what happened to me, and I find it quite meditative

Even my musings,

it also helps me vividly remember.

#spilled writing #spilled thoughts #writing my thoughts #what happened #to me #journaling #scribblings

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gaelyn23 · 1 year

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And there she was, sitting on the floor, her tears flowing, thinking about everything everyone told her all those times she defended her beloved’s lack of attention because she slowly realized it was all true. It hurt her that it was with the only person she truly fell in love with, so she was destroyed. The shadow of her insecurities was overtaking her glow; those sweet chocolate eyes that once looked at her with warmth now had an ice-cold stare, an empty look with no sentiment. SMLG.

#writing my thoughts #first tumblr post #heartbreak #love

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sockmeat · 1 year

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Hello! If its ok can i request a pt 2 of reincarnated as the creator in teyvat? Ifs its also ok can you tag me?

𝐆𝐍 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑 -- 𝑰𝒎𝒂𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒐𝒓 𝒓𝒆𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒏 𝑺𝑨𝑮𝑨𝑼... (𝑮𝒆𝒏𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒏 𝑰𝒎𝒑𝒂𝒄𝒕) 𝐏𝐓. 𝟐

𝐏𝐓. 𝟏: (𝐱)

(𝐰𝐜): 1,011

𝐒𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: When the archons refuse to allow the harbringers to visit, they take matters into their own hands.

(𝐀/𝐍): Literally only wrote this because of one person loll. Also, I don't know jack shit about the harbringers so I used Wiki to get their personalities and things like that, don't trash me pls

𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠(𝐬): You get kidnapped. That's it, that's the whole post

𝑫𝒊𝒔𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓

By the time the harbringers realized you were discovered, the archons already had a tight grip on you. They immediately sent a request to visit the land of Mondstat to see their beloved creator, only to be denied.

They tried everything they could to convince the archons to let them visit. They tried sweet words, vows to change their ways, and bribery, but none of their tactics worked.

Finally, they decided to use brute force. They were going to see you no matter what.

The amount of fatui sightings tripled in less than a week. They appeared everywhere for seemingly no reason. While the public remained clueless, the archons knew it was retaliation.

Eventually, the fatui focused all their might on your palace. Fatui members flooded through your gates and attacked everyone they laid their eyes on.

The archons were forced to part from you and put you in the arms of a citizen; they wrapped you tightly in a blanket and held you to their chest, pretending you were their normal, mortal baby.

Pierro, however, saw through this facade. He approached the woman with a scowl on his face and demanded she surrendered the child.

She protested, but Pierro pried you out of her arms and into his. He left without a trace while you slept peacefully in his coat.

The woman was in shambles when the archons found her again. Tears were streaming down her face as she mumbled about failing them and her creator.

Unfortunately, once they figured out what happened, you and the fatui were gone.

𝑳𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒂𝒕𝒖𝒊 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒃𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒓𝒔

You are literally never on your feet. If Pierro isn't holding you, It's first come first serve. He could be in an important meeting and you'll be hanging onto Pierro's coat and playing with his hair. You can even put stickers on him! He'll see them as a blessing.

Pierro isn't too entertaining to be around. 90% of the time he's working, and the other 10% is when he's sleeping. But on the off chance he has free time, he tells you stories about Khaenri'ah. Only if nobody's around can you get him to play with your dolls. He finds it quite relaxing, so long as he isn't caught.

Dottore... Isn't someone you should be around. The others will actively keep you away from him so your health isn't at risk. Despite your age, he wants to do experiments on you so he can better understand your abilities and tolerance. You like his mask, though.

Columbina likes to nap with you. You two will sleep for hours in the comfiest of outfits. She is very polite towards you and doesn't dare to raise her voice around you. Columbina will treat you like you're older than you really are, often consulting you in big decisions.

Capitano doesn't often interact with you, he doesn't want to tarnish his reputation, but he is around you as often as possible. He's heard stories of people being cursed and thrown to the streets because you were displeased with them--he doesn't want to become like them. He would much rather keep his distance so his honor isn't tainted. He does admire from afar how you're able to be so graceful, even as an infant. He aspires to be like you (though, he'll never admit it out loud.)

Pulcinella likes to predict how you'll be when you're an adult. Pinpointing whether you'll be strong, polite, or rude beyond compare, and what national tragedies you'll cause is a game to him. He has your entire life laid out in front of him. However, because of his stature, you often confuse him with someone around your age. As annoying as it is to hear the other's teasing comments, it does give him the opportunity to study you more.

You see the soft side of Scaramouche more than anyone. He aims to treat you better than his mother treated him. He does get annoyed at the others calling him soft, so you'll only see this side of him behind closed doors.

Sandrone can be a little nasty personality-wise, but being with her means you can play with her Automaton experiments. Unfortunately, she only allows you to play with the one that follows her, but that doesn't mean you can't sneak off to play with the others.

La Signora likes to tell you stories from both imagination and personal experiences. Out of all of them, she's the one that acts the most like a mother figure. She's the one to console you when you have a nightmare, entertain you when you're bored, and kiss your boo-boos when you trip running down the hallway. If anyone gives her nasty looks for this, wishing they were in her place, she's quick to point out their jealousy.

Pantalone will spoil you in any way he can, often sizing up his coworkers doing so. Oh, Pierro gave you a limited-edition dollhouse? Here's your own castle decorated with your favorite character--the only one of its kind! Signora gave you a blanket made of silk? Have a Navajo blanket with a unique pattern, he insists. He'll also push around and bully the others to get more time with you. He has no shame.

If Arlecchino isn't pursuing Columbina, they're bending to your every whim. Much like the archons, they'll retrieve anything you look at and offer it to you. Whenever you're cranky, they'll do everything they can 50 times over to make you happy again.

Tartaglia rivals Signora in terms of affection. He's the most likely to take you around the outside world--with a disguise, of course. You can't be out for long, however, as the animals will start to flock. Tartaglia often schedules playdates for you and Teucer; he's grown quite fond of you being in his family. Tartaglia's goal is to raise you to be strong in hopes you'll become a worthy opponent.

𓆩♡𓆪

#long post #sagau #sagau x reader #baby reader #x baby reader #reader insert #x reader #sagau platonic #x reader platonic #genshin impact #genshin impact x reader #genshin impact reader insert #genshin impact platonic #self aware #self aware au #writing my thoughts #my writing

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runningminds · 11 months

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Heavy

My mind feels so heavy. There's no more space inside for new thoughts to take shape, yet they keep forming at a rapid pace.

My eyes are heavy. If I could've measured my tears in the last three weeks, I bet I could save us from the drought forecasted. I have ball bags for eyes that keep filling up and watering at any given time, announcing unexpected rain.

Am I too heavy to be around? Do I take up so much room in rooms that people judge me and say "fuck that". Can they feel it? Is "not good enough" seeping out of my skin? Can they smell "crazy" on my clothes? Is "stupid" tattooed above my eyebrows? Can they taste "loneliness" on my tongue?

Healing isn't pretty, I can't say I enjoy it all the time. Tapping out what no longer serves me and tapping in all the good energy. I'm tapping so much I think I'm losing brain cells.

I'd love to meet "Inner Peace". So I can tell her to go fuck herself for making me climb mountains, run through rivers, endure chaotic storms and wildfires, just to finally sit down with her.

Then I'd hug her and kiss her and ask her to please never leave me.

Afterwards, I'd apologise for saying exactly what I wanted to say because guilt engulfs me. Then I'd become completely obsessed with her and question her every motive because I have attachment issues.

Healing is a bitch.

#sad thoughts #sadgirl #healing #writing my feelings #writing my thoughts #writing my heart out #what the fuck #send help #please #emotinal #emo girl #thought #healing through words #healing through writing #i want to cry #again

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kywaslost · 4 months

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Trees

Some stand tall, some short, yet here I am. I wish I were a tree. Maybe then I would be ok. Trees are wanted, they provide so much. Paper, oxygen, aesthetic beauty. These things bring the world joy. Why can’t I be a tree?

The worst part is, trees can’t get hurt. Even when they do, they never fail to stand tall and keep pushing through. I wish I were a tree. Fungi and trees live in a symbiotic relationship, benefiting each other without causing the other harm. Trees provide shelter too, and not just for animals. Plants and humans benefit from their massive branches and fallen limbs. I wish I were a tree.

In the end, I’m only benefiting the decomposers.

Sometimes I believe the only impact I am going to have in this world is the muddy footprints I leave on this trail, and even then they’ll be washed away come the next rain. Or maybe it’s the death of plants I stumble over. It’s ok though, I’ll be joining them soon. I just have to give it time.

I envy the tree I now sit under. It’s battered and worn and has clearly seen better days, yet it’s still standing strong. It’s lost half its limbs, and they’re dropping lower now, almost as if begging the ground to swallow it whole. Yet there’s still a part of the tree bearing new leaves, reaching to the heavens and protruding its strength. I wish I were a tree.

I envy this tree. Its scars are beautiful. People won’t judge this tree for its battles, its struggles, its successes. I bet the other trees here didn’t give up on this one when discovering its secrets, its struggles. Why won’t people think of me that way? I wish I were a tree. Maybe then they wouldn’t be as repulsed by my scars, my past, my story. I would be worth so much more as a tree.

What am I saying, though? If I were a tree, I would be the one just across from me now, dead and breaking at the seams, unable to bear the weight of the animals trying to thrive in my presence. Or maybe I would be the tree to fall on some innocent family’s home, ruining their lives. Let’s be honest, no matter what life form I am, I’m always ruining something for someone. But at least I’d be pretty.

I wish I were a tree.

A/N: Some of y'all said you'd still like to read my writings, even if it isn't fanfiction, so here you go!

#kai talks #poetry #short story #personal vent #personal writing #writing #writing my thoughts #short narative

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om-is-ok · 1 year

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I'll never understand why girls are like this but social media is influencing them to ignore man who have good traits and instead get attached to that one stupid boy who don't give a shit about her.

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silentthoughtsvoiced · 21 days

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Allow Your Dream to Bloom in the Rotten Forest

It makes sense to me.

You can’t read my mind.

You don’t listen,

So why do you want me to explain…why is that?

Now, before you speak, think.

Ah. Think, don’t just spit out venom.

Bite down on those fangs of yours and for once, feel what it’s like speaking with you.

Dreams.

They don’t live long.

And when they do, they are judged.

Dream.

It deserves to live.

#my writing #silent thought #sad poetry #writing my thoughts #sad quotes #writerblr #writingblr #writers and poets #writing comms open #writing #my poetry #dream poem #tumblr writing community #writing tumblr #writeblr #writers on tumblr #female writers

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