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wildbasil · 1 month
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thank you so much for all your congratulations and well wishes recently (and sorry if i didn't reply)!! 🥺🥰💖💖 our wedding was perfect and i can't believe it all went by so fast haha
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landograndprix · 1 year
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everybody talks ✾ m.v
summary – in which max's teammate & girlfriend isn't as loved as she should be.
a/n – requests are open, also don't know what this is but felt max was the perfect guy for this 😭 had to channel my fuck red bull & fuck max persona for this, warning a lot of sour men in here 😂
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y/nusername
Barcelona, Spain
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y/nusername barcelona'23 ☀
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victoriaverstappen have fun you two ❤️
y/nusername ❤️❤️
y/nnmax99 my favorite couple 🥰
jamesxvier I was today years old when I found out these two are dating
charloss1655 have been dating for a while now actually Don't blame you though, they don't post a lot about it.
verstappenmaxie ...because of the shit they both get for it, I would keep my relationship private too
mercgirl how much does red bull pay you to be his girlfriend? 🤡
y/nusername a wdc, don't tell him though.
landonorris can i get the same when I go out with Max?
y/nusername I'll ask..hang on
hannahhh having my fingers crossed for a good weekend for both of you!
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redbullracing
Circuit de Barcelona-Catalunya
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redbullracing another phenomenal race for our favorite paddock princess, p1! 🏆
#F1 #RedBullRacing #BarcelonaGP
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zhoueey let's goooo women for the win 🏆🏆🏆
maxverstappen1 the best there is!
redbullracing she sure is 👏
cal092 🤮 🤮
sarahh1 @/cal092 you're a grown man, are you not embarrassed.. 🤮
timothytim sad we didn't get a 1-2 for redbull but we'll keep fighting!
teamy/n that's our girl 🥰
y/nusername just me and my lil' illegal car 🥰
maxmaxverstap in your little illegal rocketship 😭
chilisainz not a red bull fan but would die for this woman :')
frank1971 disgusting, women don't belong in f1.
y/nusername sorry you feel this way frank, however your opinion doesn't make me want to switch carreers. Hope you sleep well tonight, i certainly will. 😊
landoscar 💀 💀
bott-ass lmao that's some queen shit
tifosi200 I hate redbull. 🤮
yourbestfrienduser you're aware you're on the redbull page? You follow them, you stalking them despite it all?
1990m your ferrari ain't doing so good stfu
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y/nusername
Zandvoort, The Netherlands
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y/nusername zandvoort'23 🇳🇱
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yourbestfrienduser okay..where was my invite?
supermax33 hoping for a great weekend for both of you!
norrlan loving all this max content you've been putting out, love you two together 🥰
zaza29 heard you were sick, please tell me you're well enough to be on the grid this weekend 🥺
char_lec let's hope not lol let others have a chance..hope she'll be sick for a couple of weeks
zaza29 wtf? hoping people stay sick? 🥴
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y/nusername
CM.com Circuit Zandvoort
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y/nusername p2 this weekend wasn't something I was expecting this weekend since I wasn't feeling 100%. A big shout out to my doctor for fixing me up the best he could and a big shout out to the team for guiding me through the struggles that I experienced today!
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maddieb sis struggled to breathe over the radio, looked like a hot mess when she got out of that car, looked like she was about to empty her stomach and was visible shaking and still managed to get p2..and y'all still want to tell me she ain't got no skill 💀
maxverstappen1 proud of you ❤️
y/nusername ❤️❤️
carlitosainz stop making me like you dude omg 😭
redbullracing beast mode was on! 👏
lucie2000 I'm not a fan of max but the way he waited for y/n to drive into the pits with a big fat smile on his face was adorable
norrisoscar enemies to lovers always hit different 😂
lucie2000 true true 😂
danielricciardo you might be good at this.
y/nusername yeah, you think I can make a carreer out of this?
danielricciardo with a bit of training? Absolutely.
Tiffie2 pregnant maybe, does look like you gained some weight?
charlus16 wtf is this question, what's wrong with people?
y/nusername it's called bloating tiff, something that happens to a female body when they're ovulating. I thought a woman your age would've known this by now.
bott-ass and I oooop– 💀
supermaxmax @/maxverstappen1 if you don't marry her, I will 😭
yourbestfrienduser another 1-2 with your man 🥰
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y/nusername december'19 – december'23, four years of us. Hoping I can be your pain in the ass for for many more years and may I be able to stop myself from driving you off the track when you once again 'forget' to do the dishes. love you lot, hou van jou ♥︎
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maxverstappen1 love you lots and hou van jou ❤️
maxiel333 congrats you guys 🥰
dannyricric the cutest couple for sure
danielricciardo ❤️
lunaferrari 4 years already?! 🤯 happy 4 years!
norrizz4 happy 4 years you guys 💞💞
posiexo power couple for real
bennyd14 man bagged his 3rd wdc, drives for the best team AND bagged the prettiest woman of them all. He won for life.
yourbestfrienduser and now get married..
charlie16cl honestly, what's this man waiting for? 😂
bott-ass @/maxverstappen1 you better before I do
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imdead770 · 5 months
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Here’s a random idea I pulled from my ass for you!
So like the reader has that lovely seasonal depression that we’re all enjoying 🥰 And just head cannons of what the gang would do, and how they help them cheer up?
If that makes any sense whatsoever
Ur so real for not wanting to do ur own ideas 💀
The Outsiders x Reader ( Seasonal Depression Headcannons )
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Authors Note - I love this idea so much, thank you for giving me something I'll actually write P.S - I understand seasonal depression is longer than a day, but most of these are how the gang would cheer you up in just one day, if that makes sense. Just a quick note.
Darry -
If we're being honest he probably has seasonal depression too but he's too busy to be sad (which I think is why he works so much). So whenever you're experiencing seasonal depression, he tries to help, but he isn't exactly Sodapop. He'd probably just hold you, talk to you, keep you company whenever he could. Probably makes you hot chocolate if we're being honest, yknow, try to make you feel less empty. Love him for that ♡
Sodapop -
He's so confused by your seasonal depression? Like, it's Christmas season, you should be happy as he is. But here you are. He'd get it though, he went through it but worse whenever his parents died. He couldn't stand to see you sad, so he'd definitely comfort you. He'd keep you company, take you on dates (probably winter dates, like ice skating), shower you with affection, anything he could. He'd lay on the bed with you, pull you against him, whispering sweet nothings into your ear. Him playing with your hair as he put on a movie, showering you with kisses until you could barely breathe. In one way or another, he'd make you smile.
Ponyboy -
Being honest, he has it too, he just ignores it. So whenever he sees you anxious, sad, whatever it is, he'd comfort you (in his own way). I think he'd lay down with you and read a book to you, or watch a movie with you, whichever. He wouldn't really confront it head-on, but he'd make you feel better. The moment the two of you got back home he'd lay down with you on the couch and just hold you. He'd try to do it everyday, just to be safe.
Johnny -
This sweet, innocent, perfect boy would do anything for you. So whenever seasonal depression comes around, he 100% comforts you. He's not a fan of these seasons, either. All the holidays mean more time with the family who hates him. He'd take you out to the lot with him, both of you lying beside each other and watching the stars. The two of you would just talk, eventually falling asleep together.
Dallas -
You expect the Dallas Winston to be your therapist? He doesn't have the slightest idea how to comfort you, let alone during seasonal depression. He'd try to take your mind off of it, taking you to parties or sneaking into the drive-in with you. Quick NSFW, he'd probably have have sex with you to cheer you up, too (Honestly most of the gang would). He'd probably help, just in his own way.
Two-Bit -
You're sad? This motherfucker is harassing you with jokes. He will not shut up until you've laughed at least 10 times. He'd stay with you, talk with you, making you laugh at any chance he gets. The two of you would go wherever you felt like going, just because he would do anything to cheer you up. Imagine the two of you going grocery shopping for junk food, you sitting in the cart and him pushing you down the aisles at top speed. You'd definitely be happier by the end of the day.
Steve -
He, like Sodapop, would be so confused. Like he'd literally ask you why, and when you were just like 'huh-uh', he decided to just cheer you up. He'd take you around take, sort of like a little date. Or he'd sit on the bed with you, the two of you eating chocolate cake until you felt like you were gonna throw up. He'd just be like he always is, his fun, cocky self.
♡ I love all of them so much, it's not even funny ♡
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jemjams02 · 20 days
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Possible controversial opinion but I HATE the plot point of being a descendent of lilth.
The plot point being discovered so early in the game especially ruins it. The brothers have no chance to actually get to know mc and warm up to them. Before they found out that mc was their beloved sister's descendant, none of them, except for mammon, really cared about mc. I'm also put off by this because they all become a bit obsessive, which is weird bc aren't you related?? I digress.
The plot point makes it all feel a little less genuine. Like they don't really care about mc as an individual, but see them as an extension of lilth.
Man, okay, that makes me sad. I'm gonna go think about mammon (he loves me fr 🥰🥰🫶)
NO CAUSE YOURE RIGHT the ONLY reason Belphie even gives a single shit about MC is because they're Lilith's descendant, and it makes me so angry BECAUSE WE HAVE TO LIKE HIM IN THE GAME TOO, like I'm sorry Solomare, but if a mf killed me, traumatized me existentially because I saw it happen, and then acted like we were besties because I'm a long lost descendant of his SISTER?? I'd have way more to say than literally fucking nothing?????? Lucifer and Asmo don't really give af about you until after, either, and Satan has an excuse because he never knew Lilith.
Beel and Levi are excused a little bit, but only a little bit, because there's not many interactions in the main plotline that suggest either of them really got to know MC as intimately as Mammon. Like, I feel like Mammon would be the one to get you the best most personal gifts on holidays/birthdays, while Beel and Levi would get you things completely related to them (ex: video games, food); Mammon would have gotten you a locket with a photo of your family in it.
Idk I really feel like while Mammon certainly isn't perfect, he genuinely loves MC and puts real effort into the things he does for/around them, while the others don't really ever take MC into account (like if Levi has a rage moment and summons Lotan, he's clearly not thinking about the REGULAR ASS HUMAN standing 10 feet away from him).
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ladylamrian · 3 months
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Hii 🥰
I saw this and thought pink 🩷 You can use the quote / pic in whichever way you want 🩷
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Loyal to be Royal 👑
Female Main Character: Alex
Pairing: can be considered as F!MC×NikRyder or F!MC×Garrus, the fae
Summary: Alex feels the pressure of royal life
Word Count: 1.9K words
Rating: General
Warnings: none
-> My complete Nightbound Masterlist <-
A Garrus (fae) fanfic for @teatimemols 🧝🏻‍♂️🧚🏼‍♀️
Taglist: @infactnoimmasitinthemiddle ; @peonierose ; @secretaryunpaid ; @jdstar88 ; @blackcatkita ; @lilyoffandoms ; @liviusofpella ; @mxdanni ; @dutifullynuttywitch ; @mariemarieohcontrary ; @tessa-liam ; @choicesficwriterscreations ; @hopelessromantic1352 ; @rosepetals1 ; @choicesjanuary2024 (Prompt: Relationships)
Some parts beta-read by @peonierose
Thanks @lilyoffandoms for ideas of this prompt
Comments via Reblog wholeheartly welcome
Author's note: Part of Song Lyrics taken and rewritten from Barbie - The Princess & the Pauper 🩷👑
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"Hey guys, I'm back.", Alex tiredly spoke as she finally entered Garrus his bar, the Graveyard Shift from the side-door. Krom, Ivy, Nik and Garrus were seated on stools and enjoying their drinks.
"Hey, Alex!! You look exhausted. Everything alright?", Nik asked her with a concerned look on his face as she plopped on an empty stool next to him and rested her head on the wooden table.
"Tired.", she wispered.
"Tired? Awww, poor thing. Did you faes partied hard at the palace or what?", Ivy giggled and gently rubbed her friend's back.
To answer her question, Alex sat upright and faced her friends with a sad expression. "Ivy, that's not it. I'm so tired of all those many rules. I'll never be a perfect royal. All I do is make mistakes. I... I just want to make Thalissa and everyone proud, but I can't. I wish just father was alive. He would have definitly helped me."
"Rook, you're still learning. I know you will be doing well. I just want to say... We... We haven't seen you for days and... well...".
"What we all want to say is that we missed you, Alex."
"I know, Krom. I missed you all too. Sorry, but beeing royalty isn't exactly a piece of cake. I thought it's not going to be difficult and I'll enjoy this wealthy life, but I guess I didn't know what was coming for me. It's so stressful, especially when Lamrian has currently no ruler sitting on it's throne. So it's up to me to handle everything."
"Do you even want this royal life, rook? Can you handle this or...?"
"Oh baby, I could build a castle out of all the bricks they threw at me.", she confidently answered him and winked.
"Oh really?", he raised an eyebrow.
"Nik, I somehow have to. For my father, Lord Elric. I'm alive only because of him and Lamrian is my home. I don't want to disappoint him. I have a duty to fulfill... just like you have, Nik.", she glanced meaningful at him and got serious now.
Yes, what has to be done, must be done. Just like the young nighthunter, Nik Ryder swored after the death of his adopted father to protect everyone from evil and keep the worlds safe.
"Yeah, guess so... I just thought about your well-beeing.", Nik disappointedly looked away, trying to avoid her gaze.
"I know, but I have to prove myself. Some fae nobles are just... Arrrghh!!! Rules, rules and more rules.", she wanted to scream and let her frustrations just out.
"I sadly know what you mean, darling. I've been there too.", Garrus gently smiled at her and layed a comforting hand on her shoulder.
"Honestly, I feel hopeless actually. They haven't even considered me as Elric's child yet, as the heir of Lamrian, a member of the royal fae court... I'm no fae for them, just an outsider who's responsible for my father's dea..."
"Don't you dare to say that!!", Garrus suddenly bursted out his anger which surprised everyone since it's not his nature.
"Uhhh, Garrus? You okay?"
"I... I... I'm sorry. My apologies for the sudden tone and behavior. But... My fellow fae friend, don't you ever dare to blame yourself for anything. You're innocent and not responsibile for anything. Neither for the death of my duke nor the banishment of young Lord Tialo. Some fae nobles are just like that and they won't change their behavior, so do not allow them treat you like this. They think they're just better than others. Trust me, I've been there too once and I feel you. Of not beeing accepted and..."
Garrus was the heir of a Fae viscount before the Fae cast him out. The friendly fae remained exiled until this day. He was banished for running cons and swindling magic off the upper crust. The Fae court was too uptight for him and he needed his freedom. But until today, still dreaming of returning to the Fae kingdom. His true home.
Garrus lowered his head, remaining silent for a moment in front of his friends who worriedly glanced at his sad expression. It took a few seconds, before the handsome fae snapped out of his thoughts and focused back on his loyal companions.
"I was thinking. My dear Alex, let me help you. Guide you and teach you about the royal life of a fae. Let's show them what we got, darling."
"You would do that? Are you sure?"
"I'll show you, m'lady. But I'll teach you in my style. Some music, please!", Garrus requested and Krom immediately did what he asked. A beautiful, classical melody began to play. Garrus began to sing and dance. Taking Alex her hands in his and twirling around the room as if they were dancing waltz in a dance hall. While dancing he began to demonstrate whatever he was singing whether using his acting skills, body language or showing her something. He started by picking up a silver spoon from a plate.
🎶 To be a royal is to know which spoon to use.
To be a royal is a thousand pairs of shoes.
To maintain a regal gait.
Leave the parsley on your plate.
And be charming but detached, yet amused 🎶
"Wohoooo, Garrus!!!", Ivy excitely cheered and began to whistle.
🎶 To be a royal is to never be confused
Do a plié and never fall
Don't ever stray from protocol
All through the day, there's just one way you must behave
Do keep a grip and never crack
Stiff upper lip and arch the back
Bend from above and always wear your crown and wave
Shoulders back and
Tummy in and
Pinky out and
Lift the chin and
Slowly turn the head from side to side 🎶", he sang while Alex did what he musically requested.
"Like this?"
"Dear, you're Fae-tastic!"
"We're Fae-tastic."
Soon Garrus signaled Krom to turn off the music. The song might be over but there was still a lot to teach.
"That dance was amazing, Garrus."
"Thanks, now listen!! From the way you eat to the way you walk, here's what it takes to have the manners of a royal.", Garrus proudly handed Alex a very big binder over.
"Ooof, it's... really heavy. But you will help me, right?"
"Of course, teaching you about the life among the royal court of the fae is also important. Don't worry that's very simple. Are you up for the task or is that too much for the beginning, darling?"
"I'm ready, Garrus. Challenge accepted!!", she winked.
"First thing, the royal curtsies. They don't need to reach the floor, simply put one leg behind the other, bend your knees, and bow your head slightly. However, deeper curtsies and long pauses are a sign of respect and formality."
Alex does as her fae-friends explained and put one leg behind the other, bend your knees, and bow your head slightly.
"Pfff, that's easy."
"I like your spirit, dear.", he smiled and placed a plate infront of Alex and requested her to take a seat at the table.
"You may not put much thought into how you cut your food, but those nobles take dining etiquette very seriously."
"I know how to eat properly. I'm a grown-up and not a toddler."
She held the knive in the right hand, the fork in the left with the tines facing down and stabbing the food. Then she brought it to the mouth.
"Instead of stabbing the food, balance food on back of the fork, then bring it to the mouth."
"Is it that important, Garrus? I mean, at least I don't mess up my clothes or my face while having a meal. "
"You're right, dear. I don't care either, but... the other faes."
"I know...", she sighted.
"Look, if royals need to use the restroom during a meal, they don't announce their intentions. They simply say, "Excuse me," and leave it at that. If they're not done eating, they cross the utensils so wait staff know not to take the plate. When finished with the meal, they place utensils at an angle, putting the handles at the bottom right of the plate."
Alex took the fork and knife in her hand and started to place them correctly on the plate.
"Wait, you mean that angle?"
"Like 4:20 on a clock you mortals use."
"Hah, I got it! I'm good at this, right? Show me more, Garrus."
"You're a natural, dear. Now let me think what else you might... Ahhh, yes. Now I know. They say your handshake reveals a lot about your personality. Keep direct eye contact with the fae in front of you, grasp their hand firmly but not painfully, shake for one or two pumps (no more!), and shine a royal smile."
"Why two pumps and not more?"
"Yeah, why two? Good question, Alex. Why only two, Garrus? What if I want to give four?", Ivy asked too.
"Wouldn't four be too much.", Krom asked worriedly.
"Yeah Garrus, why two?"
"Quiet, please!! I'm trying to give lectures to Alex. I actually don't know either. Hmmm, let's skip that. Alex, they say that men in the royal family put out a helping hand when their spouses go down a flight of stairs, especially at formal events. The women keep their chins parallel to the ground and hands at their sides. If there's a banister, they rest a hand on it, rather than grab it and keep their toes pointed toward the railing while they walk."
"I know, I know, it's just like in the movies. But this royalty here doesn't need the helping hand of a man, I can do this on my own.", she confidently answered.
"Your spirit is admirable. Another point, royalty are expected to be addressed by their full, given names rather than nicknames given to them by their families and friends. Sooooo...", Garrus nervously glanced at Nik who immediately understood.
"Are you tryin' to tell me something, Garrus? Nobody has a problem if I give Alex nicknames. It's my style, right rook?"
"Uhhhhh... riiiiiiiight, blondie.", Alex rolled her eyes and grinned after giving the blond haired guy a new nickname. It's sure fun.
"Don't call me like that, rook."
"Alright, blondie. Oh, I... I mean, Nik. So Garrus, what's next?", she tried not to laugh and turned her attention back to the young fae.
"Alex, you did well. These are enough lessons for the first day, we'll continue tomorrow. Time to open the Graveyard Shift and letting the customers in.", Garrus suggested while taking out his keys to open his bar. As he was headed towards the front door, Alex stopped him by resting her arm on his shoulder.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing. I... Thank you, Garrus. For helping me, teaching me. For everything."
"I would do anything for my favorite fae."
"I know, but still. Thanks! And I'll promise you that one day, I'll make sure that your banishment will be lifted. I'm aware of how much you miss your home, Garrus. Soon you'll be free again, I promise."
"Thank you, Lady Alex."
"Please, no formalities. You're my friend. Even when I become a duchess one day, I would never want my friends to call me like this. Without any title, please. Just Alex is fine.", she smiled at him.
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racinggirl · 2 years
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comfort || daniel ricciardo 3
type: one shot pairing: daniel ricciardo x reader word count: 1.2k summary: a fluffy daniel, taking care of you when it's that time of the month. requested: yes! “Hi! Can I request a Danny fic where he takes care of the reader who is on her period? Just something cute and fluffy 🥰” (by anon) Requests are OPEN!!! warnings: period cramps, LDR, just fluffy dan boyfriend notes: First of all, credits to GIF owner, love it. I am actually on that time of the month myself, so this came at the PERFECT time. Just wished I was y/n at this moment ;) also, I know it isn't long, but I hope you'll like it <3 (repost again, since Tumblr really doesn't like me)
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Chocolate. Water. A good book. A happy movie. More chocolate. The only thing missing from your list was your boyfriend, your cuddly bear, your support and happy place.
Being on your period was something you hated, especially whenever you and Daniel weren’t together, mostly due to the fact he was out for races, which was exactly the case this weekend. It was Sunday, which meant race day for him and the 19 other drivers. Race day, a day you would usually attend, but this time, due to some assignments and work related things, wasn’t something that was scheduled for you.
You were on the big couch in your living room, a bar of chocolate on your left, a bottle of water on your right. The book you just finished was on the table in front of you, a movie you were watching on the big tv a few metres in front of you. Cramps were overwhelming you, making you curl up in the blankets, a hot tea in your hand as you sipped it, hoping it would calm your cramps down.
Normally, Daniel would place his warm hands on your lower stomach as you would lean against his chest, the both of you either on the couch, in bed, or in a warm bath he’d make for you, filled with lavender, candles and a nice music in the background. However, he wasn’t here right now, meaning you were all on your own in your shared house.
‘’y/n?’’ You had answered a phone call you received from Daniel, a smile on your lips as you heard his accent, the way he pronounced your name felt like the best thing ever, it was like music to your ears.
‘’Danny, hey.’’ You whispered, your eyes closed as you imagined him being here by your side. You loved him, so much, he came into your life when you needed him the most, and he never left.
‘’What’s up baby, you sound, off.’’ He frowned, making you sigh quietly. You didn’t want to tell him, simply because you didn’t want to worry him. He was about to get into his car, getting ready for the race, one of his favourites.
‘’Nothing, I’m just a little tired, work and school was a lot today.’’ You tried to sound somewhat excited, not too much, but at least enough so he wouldn’t suspect a thing.
‘’Are you sure?’’ He asked, making you nod. ‘’Yeah, positive, I think that I’ll take a good nap after the race.’’ You smiled, switching the TV from the movie to the race, so you could watch.
‘’Alright, promise me you’ll sleep and give Coco a kiss for me.’’ You laughed lightly, looking down at the puppy with a smile on your lips. ‘’I will, don’t worry, she misses you too.’’ You heard a chuckle from the other side of the phone, along with some fumbling around, a door closing as well.
‘’And I miss my favourite girls too.’’ He says, making your heart beat a little faster.
‘’Goodluck, you’ve got this and no matter what…’’ You said. ‘’You’re proud of me.’’ Daniel finished your sentence, your mantra you told him every single race week, your safety procedure.
‘’I love you.’’
‘’And I love you, bye love.’’
He ended the phone call since he had to get ready for his race, and you simply patted the spot next to you on the couch, allowing Coco to jump on top, crawling closer to you to comfort you. They say dogs feel emotions, meaning right now, Coco would probably feel the sadness or discomfort you were feeling at this moment.
‘’Hey Coco.’’ You whispered, gently stroking her soft blonde hair, giving you the rest you needed. ‘’You miss him too, don’t you?’’ You mumbled, giggling as you saw a yawn coming from the golden retriever next to you. ‘’Yeah, I’m tired too.’’
You and Daniel decided to get a puppy, simply because Daniel would be away a lot this year, and you’d be at home, working from home and following a course along side your working hours, wanting to make promotions in your current job. Coco was the perfect dog, still a puppy, meaning she’d be playful, and perfect to cuddle with whenever you missed Daniel.
The race went alright. Daniel managed to get fifth place, his best result yet this season, and you decided to send him a text message.
Hey you, well done baby. I’m proud of you, I knew you’d make it up there. Coco and I have been cheering for you the entire two hours – the race had been delayed due to heavy rainfall – and right know we’re going to sleep. I’ll see you in two days, since you’re coming home then, right? Anyways, have fun at the afterparty and I can’t wait for you to be home, summer break, finally. Love you xx
You indeed fell asleep, but instead of falling asleep in bed, you fell asleep on the couch, Coco next to you, curled up to comfort you with your cramps. However, hours later, you started to wake up due to a soft hand on your cheek.
You opened your eyes, no longer feeling Coco next to you. ‘’Coco?’’ You whispered, but your heart started to beat faster the moment you saw those eyes, the ones you fell in love with years ago. That smile, the one that would light up millions of days, and that soft voice with the Australian accent.
‘’Hey baby girl.’’ Daniel whispered, a smile plastered on your lips as you wrapped your arms around him. ‘’Daniel, what, how, when?’’ You couldn’t even create a proper sentence as you were shocked. How did he get here, he was about to come back in two days, not two hours.
‘’I’m glad to see you too, baby.’’ He chuckled, pressing his lips on your for a few seconds. ‘’Why didn’t you tell me you were on your period, love?’’ He mumbled, rubbing your cheek with his thumb.
‘’I didn’t want to worry you…’’ A sigh escaped his lips as he took place next to you, Coco in his basket, Daniel lifting the shirt you were wearing, which was actually his shirt, just to place his warm hands on your lower abdomen, knowing it calmed you down. ‘’How do you know it’s my period?’’ You then asked, your head resting against his chest.
‘’I keep track of it, darling, it’s in my phone.’’ He whispered, his lips placed against your temple. ‘’The bath’s ready, lets go, let me take care of you.’’ He mumbled, a soft smile on his face, the small hairs of his beard tickling your cheek. You nodded, humming as you walked up the stairs, on your way to the bathroom which was filled with candles, a movie, a nice lavender scent and a smiley Daniel.
‘’Thank you, really.’’ You whispered once you were sat in front of your boyfriend in the bathtub, your back resting against his chest, his hands on your lower stomach, lips attached to your neck and shoulders as he covered them in kisses.
‘’You know you don’t have to thank me, sweety.’’ He mumbled, creating tickles on your shoulder. ‘’I’d do anything for you, you know that.’’ His hands made his way to your shoulders, giving you one of his gentle massages before placing them back on your lower stomach.
‘’I love you.’’
‘’I love you more.’’
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destinyc1020 · 10 months
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I feel like a lot of stans are overly protective of the people they stan which makes sense to an extent. It’s not fun watching people criticize someone you like, however, if it’s causing someone to actually get angry on behalf of the celeb then i think that’s the best time to get off social media and put your phone down. Plus, no celeb is perfect so everyone is able to be criticized and just because someone doesn’t agree with your opinion doesn’t mean they’re a hater or a bad person. I just wanted to add my two cents because i’ve seen so many people be TOO protective of the people they stan
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I think SOME stans take stanning a bit too far, and can't take any little bit of constructive criticism or any differing of opinion at all, and it's just weird. 🥴
A LOT of stans from various fandoms do this btw, and it's like, why?? It's like you're in some weird cult or smthg.
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If you've been following my blog for any GOOD length of time, you'll know that I LOVE Zendaya! ❤️ I praise that woman ALL the time. Just do a search on my blog. I'm always pumping her up and defending her from antis!
I say ONE or TWO minor critiques about her acting (smthg she's even mentioned herself) and now ppl are coming for my neck in my inbox? Like, seriously? 🥴
Yo....Zwaggers need to chill lol 😆
Do you know how many actors I LOVE very much but haven't always enjoyed EVERY single project they've done?
Do you know how many of my faves I've even just avoided certain projects for simply because I just wasn't that interested?🤷🏾‍♀️
These things do NOT make you or me any LESS of a fan. To me, it's sad that ppl can't even have a difference of opinion as a genuine fan of someone without getting jumped on or attacked. 🥴
Granted, if someone is ONLY saying nothing but negative things about a celebrity, then yes, maybe that person isn't truly a fan deep down. 🤔
But there are some of us who ARE genuine fans, but every now and then have an honest critique about the individual and their work, and it's NOT because we're "haters", or "jealous", or "antis". 🙄
It's just cuz we critique EVERYONE'S work period, and we're just being honest. 🤷🏾‍♀️ We still love the person.
I've even liked HORRIBLE actors and laughed at their scenes, but I've still enjoyed them and their work just because I like them period lol 😆
Look y'all, I've said it before, and I'll say it again .... I'm a millennial lol, so constructive criticism or someone having a different opinion than me regarding my fave is NOT gonna hurt my feelings at all rofl 😅 I honestly don't care one bit, cuz I know how to separate other ppl's feelings from my own, and I don't care what others think so much because all that matters is that I like that particular actor. MY enjoyment is all that matters, and I wish more fans would not take things so seriously ALL. THE. TIME.
Believe me, Zendaya is WELL LOVED around the world. She wouldn't be so famous if she weren't. 🥰
I honestly don't know how some of you all survive in life if you crumble over every single little piece of honest critique. 👀🥴 Nobody has to agree with you on everything, and you don't have to think or feel the same way as someone else, but at least respect other people's viewpoints.
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acacia-may · 1 year
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Langris for the "Penny for your thoughts" 🥰
(I might just drop by again for something self-indulgent, but you should also get a treat 😤❤️🔥 (chance to talk about your faves))
Aww thank you so much, Laura! You're so sweet, and I really appreciate the opportunity to talk about my faves! 💖 (And yes please feel free to drop in anytime with self-indulgent asks. I'm always happy to get those as well! 🥰)
(Warnings: Vague discussion/mention of childhood trauma & toxic home environment)
Goodness where I do I even begin with Langris? He is just such a complicated character. I absolutely detested him in the beginning--just couldn't stand him. My sister and I used to make insulting jokes about him whenever he appeared. (My favorite was he had some line about a competition, and my sister basically screams at the tv, "Your face is a competition!" 😂 Clearly, we had way too much fun watching this...) Anyway, as much as I really didn't like Langris at first, I always got the feeling that he was also a victim. The bits and pieces of what we saw of House Vaude and the lord and lady were just so toxic that I knew there was no way that Langris didn't also suffer from growing up in that hellscape. And I like that the story actually went into that and established that Langris also suffered in House Vaude just in a different way than Finral.
On the surface, it might look like Ledior and Liliane loved Langris, but they didn't. They withheld their "love" on the condition that he live up to their unrealistic expectations of perfection, so in response, Langris began looking for his entire self-worth in being the "perfect son" and this powerful magic knight when actually for all of his bravado surrounding his successes and this arrogance with which he carries himself masks the fact that he is deeply, deeply insecure. What's so interesting is that he has been told his whole life by his parents that he is the superior brother because he has the more powerful magic and is more ambitious, successful, and responsible ect., but on the inside, it's almost as if Langris knows that he isn't successful in the things that really matter: being personable, making friends, and building meaningful relationships. These interpersonal skills are things that Finral has always really excelled at whereas Langris is more awkward and it doesn't come easily for him to open up to people. And I think we see in his flashbacks at the Royal Knights' Exam especially, that this weighs very heavily on him.
I think there's definitely a part of Langris that is still this sad little boy who just wants to be unconditionally loved. It's like an empty space in him that he tries to fill with accomplishments and achievements hoping that someday he will finally be enough. When the real tragedy is that, I think, deep down Langris feels that he'll never be enough--that there's something wrong with him that makes him unlovable, so he kind of closes his heart off to others because he's terrified of what he considers inevitable rejection. I really think that one of his biggest fears is that if he let someone close enough to him to see who he is beyond his achievements, they won't like what they see.
And to me, this is one of his main issues with his brother--he can't wrap his mind around how Finral could love him with no conditions and no strings attached. It's almost like he's closing the door to building that sibling relationship because he's waiting for the other shoe to drop and for his brother to leave again. (A/N: Of course, Finral leaving had nothing to do with Langris in the first place but that's another discussion topic).
I really think that Langris is very tortured emotionally, but what I love about him is that in spite of all of that, he has such a deep capacity for love. He is willing to sacrifice everything he worked for his entire life (and on a certain level his entire sense of identity), so that his brother and Lady Finesse can have the chance to be happy. He can really be such a tsundere about how much he cares, but I think you'd would be hard pressed to find another character who has shown so much selfless devotion. And I absolutely love those moments where he shows his softer, gentler side, though I wish there were more of them. 💖
As for songs, I have a lot that make me think of Langris, and I think I may have talked about this one before but I've picked the song "Three" by Sleeping at Last because it's just such a Langris song to me. I mean the first lines are literally: "Maybe I've done enough, and your golden child grew up. Maybe this trophy isn't real love, and with or without it, I'm good enough." I think it also just perfectly encapsulates how I personally see Langris as a character. He is this overachieving perfectionist who is secretly deeply wounded and insecure because he fears he will never measure up not only to the expectations of perfections others put on him but also to the expectations he puts on himself. I think that as hard as Langris can be on other people, he's even harder on himself, and he is really on this great character journey where he is beginning to realize that with or without his accomplishments and achievements, he is worthy of love. [Also, I just want him and his brother to get along! Come on boys! 💚💙]
Sleeping At Last - "Three" (Official Lyric Video) - YouTube
Thanks again for the ask and for playing my Penny for Your Thoughts ask game! 💖
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ragnarlothcat · 1 year
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Respectfully? I want a log cabin vacation fic in a la carte au.
Anakin and Obi-wan going away to some log cabin by a lake with a whole ass camp runnign the other nearby cabins for rent and they ivitebtheir friends but of course highjinks ensue.
Quinlan came just to get a day off and because mace invited him cause mace doesn't have anyone else to bring fro his plus one. But Asajj is either there for soem reason (if shes not dead) with a new psrtnet or maybe just there?? And now their stuck with no way to get away from eachothet be cause their neighbors for the next week and a half.
And they invited Satine and Padme, but maybe they got in a little weird patch in their relationship or had a pretty bad fight about politics so that's weird too except their sharing a room.
And Anakin, in Anakin fashion, called dibs for him and his husband for the water bed, and after a night of constant movement and several mishaps with the terrible traction and footing, is now trying to push it off on someone else, (what kind of torture is a water bed any way? It's not fun at all, you can barely ride in that thing), but unsuccessfully since everyone know they defiantly had sex there and doesn't want to swap rooms.
So yes, everyone having problems at the log cabin and Obi-wan is just trying to relax for some insisnt reason that's starting to make Mace suspicious.
This is very detailed and I'm loving it! I'm a bit sad for poor friendless Mace, but maybe Depa is his closest friend/surrogate daughter but she's just busy or saner than everyone who agreed to go? But I love some Quinlan and Ventress drama and I love Mace being the only rational person at this event.
And Anakin calling the waterbed and then immediately regretting it is perfect him. Imagine trying to sleep in the same building as those two? Imagine the sloshing noises! Actually I just looked it up and the internet claims that there isn't a lot of noise in waterbed sex, which surprises me. I cannot test this myself without time travel, I assume (no one has waterbeds anymore right? it's not the 70s?) but I guess this random website knows more than I do. Depressing!
I actually had an idea for a cottage fic this summer because any time I experience something I imagine how it could be repurposed as an obikin fic (stay tuned for "Anakin and Obi-Wan don't leave the house until outside meets their demands gives the sun back") but it wasn't à la carte related. Obi-Wan and Anakin didn't yet know each other but were staying at separate cottages on the same lake and fell in love and had sex on a dock.
But I could definitely write something along these lines! I have a couple à la carte fics in the works already but I also have dozens of wips so at a certain point nothing really matters and time is an illusion. Thank you for sharing 🥰
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lyndiscealin · 1 year
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Oh, I want to cry. If my memory doesn't betray me, you are the first one who ever asked me about such a game 🥺 Thank you so much!!!! ♥♥♥♥
Okay, let's see:
💫what is your favorite kind of comment/feedback?
That's a bit tricky. I love every comment, but I would lie if I said that I like every comment the same. Talking about this is tricky because I don't want to make anyone think that their kind of comment is not appreciated.
But comments who really make my day are when people get a bit unhinged. When they scream and cry and tell me how much they love my stuff. The more words the better 😂 I crave attention like water in a desert.
If it's one of my deeper fics about asexuality or trauma, I love to see people discover stuff about themselves through that or when they feel understood and represented. Helping people is one of my passions and when I can do that through my writing, that totally makes my day.
I also love when people share their emotions they felt while reading my texts with me. Sometimes I'm sad that a lot of people (me included by the way) don't have the courage to comment how hot and bothered they got because of smut scenes. I would really like to hear if my one PWP (that accidentally got a lot of plot als backstory that isn't written yet) fic was any good. I feel the pacing was too far off to make anyone feel anything, but I am usually wrong about my own perceptions on my writing 😂
So in conclusion: i love a lot of compliments, helping people and make people feel things. And I love to hear about that.
💥find your least kudos'd fic - say something wonderful about it.
Oh yeah, my musical AU: https://archiveofourown.org/works/43540101
This flopped spectacularly and it makes me a bit sad because I love the idea of an AFTG Musical XD But well, writing musicals in book form is kind of impossible, so I see why it didn't work.
I stand by it, though and I will probably continue it. I can't wait to write the first meeting between Andrew and Neil from the first book chapter. Imagine Kevin and Wymack trying to serenade Neil to join the foxes while Andrew is idly spinning his exy stick in the background to the beat of the music (or probably totally off beat fully on purpose)
But that's not the fic I linked, that's just the next part. The first part is two boys feeling alone in the world, not knowing that there is indeed someone out there who matches their needs. And I love the thought that both of them longed for someone who would understand them and both of them thinking that there would never be anyone. I love the song I chose for this, it reflects those feelings perfectly.
And I find it funny that the song is most likely about an apocalypse or something?
I have the absolut talent to hear a song and interprete it in a completely batshit way. For me it is about living in a world full of people and feeling like there is absolutely no one. Searching memories about full streets and houses but all the people are missing. It's hard to explain. I think this fic is a perfect example that I like to see stuff in songs that I am not supposed to see in them XD
🎙️which one of your fics would you like someone to make a pod-fic of?
Absolutely every single one XD It's such an honor if someone makes a pod-fic out of my stuff. I don't care which it is, just go for it. I would love it to bits!
If I have to choose one, then probably 'The Reaper' because that's one of the few that are actually beta read and I am extremely proud of it. Another one would be 'When we were younger' but there are tumblr posts in there with hastags and everything. That's probably a bit much.
But as i said.. whatever one anyone might choose to pod-fic, I would feel so immensely honored 🥰
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Off Limits | Bucky Barnes x Reader
Hi, friends! @alana-32 sent me this suggestion:
"I wanted to ask if you could imagine writing a "oneshot" in which bucky meets a funny, open-minded young woman on a barbecue in Clints house. Fascinated by her big brown eyes, he immediately asks for a date. How would he react if she introduces herself as Tony's younger sister .... Do they both have a future, is he going on the date?😘🤗" so here we go!
Thanks @alana-32 for sending me this, I hope you like it! 🥰
Please send me any comments, requests, or suggestions yall may have!
tag list: @beefybuckrrito @shadytalementality @everything-burns-down @rainbow-unicorn-pony @mandersshow @emetophilily 💘
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Warm, amber pools surrounded by a dark, chocolatey outline entranced Bucky and left him completely helpless. He'd been unable to think about anything besides your eyes since chatting with you in Clint's kitchen. This attempt at normalcy seemed strange to Bucky, what was the point of keeping his family a secret if Clint was just going to invite a bunch of people over for a barbecue? -but he'd decided to attend anyway at the not so gentle prodding of Sam and Steve.
"Um, hello? Sargeant Barnes... Are you okay?" you asked gently. It seemed like he was lost in his own mind even though he'd been just fine a little while ago when you'd spoken to him in the kitchen.
Your voice snapped Bucky back to reality, pulling his focus from the mental picture of your gorgeous eyes so that he could look at the real things. The sun fell across your face in the perfect way, making your caramel colored irises almost glow. Sam and Steve had been badgering Bucky relentlessly about putting himself out there, but he’d been hesitant. He hadn’t had any real desire to date- until he met you. He took a deep breath and mentally prepared to ask you out, something he hadn’t done in a very long time.
"Oh, hey! Yeah, I'm good. I'm great, actually" he said with a smile. "I realized I never got your name, though".
"Right, my bad," you said extending your hand.
Ice ran through Bucky's veins at your words. Your last name pierced his chest, making him unable to breathe. ‘Of fucking course', he thought.
"Stark…” he repeated. “So you- you're Tony's sister". His hopes were dashed.
"Yup! That's me, I'm Tony's sister. Nice to officially meet you, James".
Bucky's heart sank. He knew that Tony had a younger sister, but he'd heard that you were working in France or Italy or something as a museum curator- he had not been at all prepared to meet you at a casual barbecue. Guilt washed over him as he thought about what he did to your parents. To your family. To you.
"You can um, you can call me Bucky. If you want.” Sweat beaded on his brow, his mouth ran dry. “And um... I’m sor- I'm really sorry. About your parents, I mean. What I did… I can't-"
You raised a hand to quiet his anxious, guilty rambling.
"Bucky, you don't have to apologize. I forgave you- I forgave you a long time ago, actually. I know Tony's reaction wasn't... great.” He’d told you the whole story, every gory detail. You chastised him for the way he reacted, the way he destroyed Bucky’s arm. “But, I've had time to deal with everything. And don't tell Tony, but I actually talked to Steve about it. He kind of gave me insight about everything that happened to you... I know it wasn't your fault".
Bucky let out a relieved exhale. He'd been working on his amends, but hadn't been mentally prepared to add yet another name to his list today.
"That's um- that's really great of you, thank you" he said quietly, a sad smile flickering across his face.
"Sure. I'm so sorry about Tony, he's... he's something, isn't he?"
Bucky laughed and nodded emphatically, finally feeling his tense muscles relax ever so slightly
It was short lived, however. Tony approached with some bullshit excuse, something about Laura asking for your help in the kitchen.
"That's my sister, Barnes. She's off limits, especially to you.” A deep, dark rage seethed behind his eyes. “Don't get any ideas, or I'll finish what I started in Siberia- that's a promise.” He delivered one last glare that nearly sliced Bucky in half before returning to the rest of the group.
Bucky found a seat in a quiet corner of Clint's family farm, silently observing everyone else enjoy the party while all he wanted to do was leave. He knew he should've taken his own car, but Sam and Steve had convinced him to ride with them- specifically so that he couldn't duck out early.
He wondered why he even agreed to come to this get together, why he bothered with trying to connect with you. He’d always be the killer, the monster. Tony was right. He didn’t deserve you, not after what he did.
You thought otherwise.
"Psssst, hey, Barnes." Your sharp whisper snapped him out of his spiral.
He searched around for you until he found your figure standing in the doorway of an old shed. With a quick nod of your head, you motioned for him to join you inside. It was almost embarrassing now readily he followed you like a lost puppy. With an overly casual stroll, Bucky made his way to the shed. He didn’t want to draw suspicion from the other partygoers, especially your brother.
"I thought we could hang out in here, ya know, just the two of us" you handed him a beer. “And maybe hide from Tony”.
"Good idea, because he threatened to kill me earlier..." Bucky grimaced.
An aggravated sigh rumbled out of your chest as you plopped down in an old lawn chair. "He's always doing this kind of thing," you complained. "He's way too overprotective of me, it's fucking annoying".
"Well, I do agree that he's fucking annoying," Bucky laughed, "But I mean, I did, um, kill your parents... “ A wave of nausea crashed over him at the thought. “I feel like I can't blame him if he doesn't want us hanging out."
Bucky sat down across from you on a cooler and stared deeply into the eyes that had cast a spell over him just a few hours earlier.
"He just always thinks he knows better" you huffed, "he still sees me as his baby sister..."
"I had a baby sister..." Bucky murmured quietly, getting lost in his memories of Rebecca- rarely did he let himself think about her. He gave you another sad smile, and you couldn't comprehend how Tony had been so hard on Bucky. He was clearly a good person who'd been through more than anyone could ever imagine.
"Don't worry about what Tony says. I'm gonna be the one threatening him later," you shot him a wink. “And I always win.”
Bucky swallowed hard. He still wanted to ask you out. You were so kind and funny and obviously easy on the eyes, but he knew it would cause a rift between you and Tony.
"Well, it's just that-"
"Just ask me, Barnes."
His heart stopped, "What?"
"We both know that you were just about to ask me out before I told you my name, so just ask me".
Silence filled the small shed for a moment as Bucky gathered the nerve to actually say the words.
"Okay, um, I'd love to take you to dinner. Would you like to go out with me...” he quickly added, “and not tell your brother?"
You giggled and felt your cheeks get hot at his invitation, even though you'd known it was coming.
"I'd be honored, Sargeant Barnes, and there's no fucking way I'm telling my brother."
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saebyeoked · 3 years
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Hello! Could I request fatherly figure! Sangwoo x reader headcanons? If it’s during the games maybe the reader gets hurt and he goes into protective dad mode.
Thank you and remember to stay hydrated!! 🥰
this'll be fun to write for me i don't see him as a father figure to me at all bc he's so fine . that's the beauty of writing..... hope you enjoy lol. this is short bc i ran out of ideas i am so sorry
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if you met sangwoo in the games expect him to be really protective over you. he'll be protective in general but especially when there's a risk of you dying all the time
he does care about you but he finds it hard to show you. he'll give you worried looks sometimes but he won't outright say that he cares because he feels like he can't word it right
if you tell him that he makes you feel safe his heart will melt. he never really thought of himself as a fatherly figure before meeting you and now he knows he'd do anything for you
in the games expect him to almost get hurt in your place. he'll be protecting you during lights out when everyone is killing each other and if someone tries to hurt you he'll save you from them without a second thought
if you end up hurt, which isn't a surprise given the circumstances, he'd feel guilty about it for the rest of his life. he would feel like he failed to protect you even if you reassure him
he'll try his best to take care of you and your injuries but with the limited supplies he has he can't do much for you
if you end up dying he'll sob for so long. it'd be silent, but people would be able to tell. but anyways this isn't supposed to be sad
he cares so much for you, more than he's cared about anyone else. he's secretly wanted to be a father for quite sometime, and with you he feels like he has some sort of an opportunity before he inevitably dies
if you and your real father don't have a great relationship sangwoo will literally step in for him. if you manage to get out of the games in a perfect world he'd care for you and do anything for you
he gives you someone to look up to and it always puts a smile on his face knowing that he can be that person for you
he'll make sure you actually eat your food. he'll take care of you like a father would
if you have a nightmare and you tell him about it, he'll comfort you and give you a hug or two to try to make you feel better
he tries his best to be a good father figure to you and can only hope that he's giving you exactly what you deserve :)
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littleoddwriter · 2 years
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guess who? 🥰
as promised I am formally requesting zsaszmask and reader with atopic dermatitis headcanons, where they Absolutely Dote on reader to the best of their abilities because reader is amazing and strong and deserves all the love and support!! because atopic dermatitis can go fuck itself and they would absolutely kill it for reader 💜
(make this your perfect post please, self indulgent af okay 💜)
Roman Sionis x Male!Reader (w/ Atopic Dermatitis) x Victor Zsasz (Poly) | Headcanons
If it isn't the bestest friend in the whole wide world, hello there! :') <3 Seriously, thank you so much for requesting this, I can't possibly thank you enough for going out of your way like that, just so I can make that HC post for my own comfort, essentially. I appreciate you so much, my angel! Hope you enjoy these, too, though. I love you! <3 :) <3
notes; Male!Reader; Atopic Dermatitis; Flare-Up; Skin Disease; Chronic Illness; Itching, Scratching & Bleeding / Open Wounds; Self-Harm; Being Taken Care of; Comfort; Domestic Fluff; Poly-Amorous Relationship.
Reblogs > Likes. Thank you!
No matter what special cremes and lotions you've tried, your skin kept itching and you kept on scratching, which led to open wounds all across your body at all times, never quite healing. It's frustrating even at the best of times and both Roman and Zsasz hate seeing you in pain like that, with every movement hurting immensely, as it pulls your skin taut, threatening to split open.
It is no surprise at all when you actually start having a flare-up again, one that would most likely last for a while once more. What's more unusual - or rather new for you - with this one, is the fact that it keeps you up at night, since that's when your skin is the most itchy and you can't help but to scratch to get some relief, only to then regret it because by then you have even more spots that are open and raw, bleeding, oozing, and painful.
Whenever you wake up at night and can't sleep anymore for a little while (or for the rest of the night, depending on it), Zsasz is usually the one, who is awake anyway, and so he keeps you company and distracts you, while you're trying to calm down and ignore the near unbearable itchiness. If it's not too painful for you, he puts his arms around you and just holds you close as you're talking quietly, careful not to wake Roman, who's normally asleep beside you two (you sleep in the middle).
Nonetheless, that doesn't mean that Roman is never awake and helps to comfort you during the night as well; it's just a rarer occurrence, considering that he needs his beauty rest and is a surprisingly deep sleeper. But when he's awake as well, the three of you will stay in bed, cuddling as you watch your favourite/comfort movie or talk until you've finally fallen back asleep after all. They don't care how much it might take out of them, too, since you're their top priority at such a time.
Often times, you get really frustrated, sad and angry over the wounds on your skin and the way you keep adding more by scratching, despite knowing you shouldn't and trying your best not to; but the itchiness is just that painful - And so sometimes you start crying and punching yourself or whatever surface is closest in frustration; that's when both Roman and Victor are all over you, trying to calm you down, and making sure you haven't actually hurt yourself too badly. It helps a lot to know that they care about your well-being and to feel their bodies against yours, such as their hands stroking over your body, your face, your hair, followed by little kisses.
On top of all that, the mostly sleepless nights cause you to be so extremely exhausted, that you're having a headache most of the time, while you're just barely awake throughout the day and your energy is very low. That's why Roman and Zsasz sometimes get you to lie down with them and nap for an hour or two, when they're both free and feel like it. Even if you can't sleep during that time, it's nice to have them both cuddle you as you're allowed to close your eyes and rest with no other responsibility looming over you.
Showering is also another problem that occurs with such flare-ups, and you dread every time you have to go and do it, because it causes you to be in so much pain and afterwards your skin is so extremely dry and you can feel it splitting open, or re-opening, in several places as you're basically running against time to apply your lotions on it before it gets too bad. At the same time, it also makes you itch even more every time you get out of the shower, which is very counterproductive, of course.
That often means that you actually don't shower by yourself most of the time; and both of them take turns washing and rinsing you gently, making sure you're hurting as little as possible. And then they'll get to work and apply your creme on your skin, making it a quicker and much easier process that way. Then, before you can even think about scratching yourself open, they'll do their best to distract you, so that your mind will be anywhere else, instead of focusing on the fact that you're itching all over.
Despite there being no cure, nor much help - even from dermatologists -, which means you'll most likely have to wait it out and see where this flare-up takes you; it's made so much easier on you by having Roman and Victor take care of you like that. You may feel like a burden to them for it, but they always remind you that you're important to them; and they wouldn't do this for anybody else, but you're that special someone to them (outside of each other), and they'd fight God and the Universe to make sure you're all right.
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