#when i first started writing i SUCKED like really badly it was sooo bad. but the more i practiced the better i got yk?
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hola~ just started following you today, and i really wanna know if you could write a lil smth for sub jungwon being desperate? (you can ignore this if it's too much)
a/n: first ever attampt at dom!reader (sorta kinda), annonie i hope this is good enough <3 tysm for submitting this
virgin sub!y.jw x f!reader
cw: smut, no plot all filth, oral (f!receiving), overstimulation (m!receiving), no protection, creampie, cum eating... it's a sticky mess again guys im sorreyy
okay, but group project partner virgin!jungwon asking you to teach him how to pleasure someone since he’s sooo inexperienced but wants to impress the girl he’s seeing… except it’s you he ends up wanting aurrrr guys..
He’s been lapping at your cunt for what feels like hours, and while he said that he has never eaten pussy before, you learn that Yang Jungwon is indeed a very fast learner.
You almost feel bad truly, the way he’s trying to get himself off so badly, desperately humping the bed under him but still not uttering a single complaint as you roughly guide his movements with your hand in his hair.
You already came once but he insisted it took too long for his liking, how is he supposed to impress the girl he’s talking to if he can’t get you off quickly? You insisted it was completely normal and even getting you off at all the first time was praise-worthy anyway, but he wouldn’t hear any of it and who were you to deny getting eaten out by one of the finest men you’ve ever met? You simply happen to enjoy the finer things in life.
So that’s how you end up with his fingers shoved knuckle deep in you curling to hit exactly where you need them to, just like you taught him, while his mouth sucks around your clit.
“Fuck, could stay here all day”, he moans, letting your clit out of his mouth with a pop before flattening his tongue against it, switching to kitten licks. You’re actually impressed when you feel your orgasm build up much, much faster than the one before.
You remove your hand from his hair and bring it next to you, gripping the pillow under your head as your other hand sneaks down to your breast and you start rolling one of your nipples between your fingers.
“Jun- fuck, baby I’m so close”, and you might be imagining things but from the way he’s now moaning in your cunt and his hips are stilled, you think he might’ve just come from hearing you say that and the thought alone brings you to your own high.
Your mind is still hazy as he’s helping you ride it down with his fingers, you look down to find his head resting on your thigh and his eyes glued to yours.
“Please, please let me put my dick inside you”, his voice breaks as he starts begging with his eyebrows furrowed, “just for a little bit, I’ll do anything, even just the tip”.
His eyes are teary now and you can’t help but coo at his state as you sit down and take his face in your hands, gently wiping the small tears that started spilling.
“Of course I’ll let you baby”, you whisper and place a kiss on his forehead, hands undoing his pants and finding a mess in his underwear.
And his cock is hard again already.
Just how many times has he come from humping the sheets?
“Sorry, it was too much to handle”, it’s so endearing how bashful he gets, cheeks reddening as he avoids your surprised eyes.
His gaze is focused and he’s biting his lip as he positions his member to your entrance with your help, he enters you slowly and closes his eyes shut as little whines start to spill out of him.
Jungwon thinks he might become obsessed with the way you wrap around his already sensitive and overstimulated cock, and as he starts shallowly moving, he bites his lip hard enough to draw blood. He thinks about anything that can help him not cum in you just a few strokes in but you notice right away.
“Just let go baby, it’s alright”, you say after bringing his face close to yours. And he does exactly that, filling you up with a drawn-out moan of your name. He tries to move away but you wrap your legs around his torso, keeping him inside you.
“Keep moving”, you order and he immediately starts thrusting into you again, little sobs leaving his lips, so compliant for you.
“Fuck fuck fuck, it hurts.”
“I know baby, but I promise it’s gonna be worth it, wanna stop?”, you gently caress his hair with one of your hands, giving his neck small kisses. He ignores your question, too preoccupied with how overstimulated he is at that moment. You tighten your legs around him again, one foot pushing into the small of his back to keep him still.
“I’m gonna need an answer to my question, angel face.”
“No no no, wanna continue please I’m so close again”, he’s grinding into you as much as he can with the little space he has, and you think it's adorable.
So you keep him exactly where he is, letting him hump into you desperately.
Soon he’s shooting his cum inside of you again, you loosen the grip your legs have on him and he’s tumbling back right away, cock still twitching as it spurts out whatever’s left on your mound and thighs.
You giggle at him as he flops back on your bed with his eyes closed, a sweaty and sobbing mess.
God, he’s so cute.
You’re surprised when instead of falling asleep right away he’s getting comfortable with his face between your legs again.
“I didn’t make you cum from that”, he replies before you can question him, sensing your surprise.
“You made me cum earlier, it’s okay. Plus, I already taught you how to make a girl cum with your mouth.”
He nuzzles his head on your thigh again, holding your gaze, “yes, now I wanna learn how to make you cum harder”, he whispers as he pushes his tongue into your hole, taking the mix of both of your juices in his mouth.
#smth abt virgins#enhypen hard hours#enhypen hard thoughts#enhypen smut#enhypen#jungwon hard thoughts#enhypen jungwon smut#jungwon hard hours#enhypen jungwon#jungwon x reader#jungwon smut#enhypen fanfic#enhypen x reader#jungwon#yang jungwon#;wonnie#;hard hours
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Do you have any tips for new fanfic writers? Anything from basic writing tips to characterization tips. Thanks!
Oh man oh man Asks like this always throw me for a loop dghKJH. I warn that I am completely self-taught, so I can't give any professional advice, I can just tell you what works For Me!
Sooo...... Let's see,
(lots under the keep reading, big long post, and mostly just me rambling)
Biggest piece of advice I can give is to JUST WRITE. GET those words down!! Do not sit there and stare at a blank page agonizing over the perfect first sentence. JUST WRITE. Put something down, you can come back and edit it later!
And TRY not to edit as you go, or you will just rewrite the same paragraph 1 million times instead of progressing forward. Just keep writing. Keep going. You can come back later!!!
That may sound silly on paper but seriously one of the biggest problems I've faced while writing is Starting, or having a tendency to go back and rewrite entire paragraphs in the middle of the fic because I didn't like how it sounded. And then I get trapped in a loop of rewriting over and over again, never moving the fic forward, and demotivating myself because it will never be "perfect enough" to me.
Perfectionism is a HELL of a BEAST and I will probably never truly defeat it, but the easiest way to ensure you'll at least finish something, whether it's good or bad, is to actually write it down.
Which honestly is another thing. Write bad!! Allow yourself to write badly! It is okay to write badly! Everyone will start Writing Badly, because that is how starting Goes!! Even if you've been writing for years, you will Write Badly at one point or another, and that is okay! Writing badly is better than never writing at all, if it's something you really want to do.
Anyways ..... Those are my more broad writing tips, to get you actually write the damn thing. But once you've started writing,,, well what other tips do I have. Let's see......
Well, specifically regarding fanfic writing:
DO NOT WORRY about what Other People want. Fanfic writing is a FUN endeavor. You are having FUN. Obviously wanting validation and interaction is what every writer strives for, I'm not saying not to wish for people to comment/kudo/what have you, but do not bog yourself down in someone else's standard if it's not what you want to write.
Look man I strive on grabbing random characters nobody cares about and getting too attached and writing giant things about them. That's what I do, and it's fun to me! And at the beginning, most people do not care to look at those things!
Does it suck ass when I don't get as much response as I'd like? Fuck yeah it does! And it can be demotivating as all hell! But for me, I'm writing what I want because it's fun, it appeals to me specifically. And eventually you will reach an audience, even if you don't think you will. And even if that audience ends up being you, three other people, and a shoelace, that's still four people who are in love with your work and want to see what happens!!
INCLUDING yourself!
Mostly my point here is not to change your writing to make what you think other people will pay more attention to. I find this more upsetting than writing what I want and getting little to no response, because now I'm not enjoying what I'm writing, either. And at that point...... what IS the point?
Anyway when it comes to characterization, honestly I've found that is an extremely broad ballpark and everyone truly can do what they want forever. Listen, no matter what you write, someone is going to look at your interpretation of a character and think "he would NOT fucking say that," even if your characterization is as close to canon as you can possibly make it. Because everyone's got their own interpretation going on, even if it's become completely detached from the source material.
So don't try and appeal to everyone; write YOUR characterization. How do YOU interpret that character?
If you do want to stick as close to canon as you can though, aka you're Me, really that just boils down to drenching yourself in the source material and chugging that shit like your life depends on it. Studying the hell out of dialogue, speaking mannerisms, facial expressions/movements if it's a visible medium, how they interact with other characters, how they act when alone, etc etc.
Great character building exercise is to just ask yourself "If I put [x] character in [y] situation, how would they react?" and then just jump from there, honestly hdgKH
Better yet, if you're the worldbuilding type, go extra batshit and just make shit up about how the world works. Hey man if it's not directly contradicted by canon (assuming you're wanting to stay within the realm of canon), then no one can tell you you're wrong! And having the characters interact with that piece of the world in a consistent and believable way will help solidify it!
It's a lot like walking into a place you're probably not supposed to be in. If you look and sound confident enough, people will have no issue believing you are supposed to be there and you know exactly what you're talking about hgKSJDH
Or you're awesome (not me) and want to totally ignore canon, and in that case, go off!!! Go out there and do whatever you want with those characters. The world is your oyster, and if those characters are story-telling devices made perfect for your idea, then do whatever you want forever. Who's going to stop you ?
Umm. Well! that's about all I can think of off the top of my head. Read your work aloud/run it through a text to speech after writing to see if everything sounds normal. Do not trust Word's or Google Doc's grammar detection, they tend to fuck it up. Wordhippo.com is my best friend and I'm introducing them to you now. Look up examples of how to write a certain action scene if you're feeling uncertain of yourself (aka i've read so many examples of dancing recently it's doing something to my brain).
And go get 'em tiger ,knock em dead
#ask#writing tips#<- I guess hddskHG#ishould go back and find my 'how to write eloquently' ask and tag that one too. tho I feel like I probably repeated myself a lot from that#post to this post shdkjsh.#Well whatever!!!!!! I hope my nonsense helps!! The first step is always to Begin!!!!!!!!!!!
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Hi i, writing advice please?
Hello anon :) I'm not sure if I'm the most qualified to give writing advice, but here are some tips I like to employ (under the cut!)
Once again I'm not rlly qualified to give help so u should use this advice in tandem with other advice! I would try out lots of advice from lots of people and the just keep doing what works for you and discard what doesn't :)
One piece of advice that saves my ass is from a Tumblr post, idk where it is but the advice is that if you get stuck in your writing, 90% of the time the issue is approx. ten sentences behind where you are when you get stuck. Literal life-changing advice for me because it's just so true.
Write what you want to write!!! Seriously if you're in a slump/writer's block just write down every cool piece of dialogue or every vague idea for a scene you have. Even if you don't have characters to fit it or it doesn't fit into the plot, just writing out scenes you enjoy can make you motivated to write again + you may be able to incorporate them later
This is more of a personal preference but I really love natural sounding dialogue. Characters trailing off, stuttering/stammering, or using the wrong words for things my beloved! Imo it makes them feel more lifelike to have them not always say things perfectly :)
Pay attention to things you like in other people's writing! Not necessarily specific ideas, but more like styles of writing! If you like a scene that another person wrote, see if you can pinpoint why. Was it their detailed description of the scene, or was it their dialogue?
This is for the Dream SMP specifically, but if you're ever stuck I would rewatch/read the wiki/re-familiarize yourself w the character(s) you're writing for. Even if you think you have a good grasp. Sometimes I'll be rewatching a vod and stumble across a random character detail that gives me a dozen more ideas.
In summary though I would just keep in mind that everyone has strengths/weaknesses! Nobody's writing is perfect, we are all improving as we go along, and fic writing (assuming that is what you're writing) should be fun! As long as your story doesn't break boundaries just try and have fun with it, and try not to be too harsh on yourself :)
#idk if i even said anything within this ask i feel like i talked a lot and said nothing </3#writing is a skill that gets better w practice tho. like ive been writing regularly since i was like 11/12#but never posted a single fic until march of this year (mostly bc i could never finish one lol)#when i first started writing i SUCKED like really badly it was sooo bad. but the more i practiced the better i got yk?#not to say you shouldnt post anything until you get better. more of like a reassurance that youll naturally improve as you write#also if you can get a beta reader DO IT i recently had someone beta for me & it helps SO DAMN MUCH SRSLY#ok sorry for rambling anon <333#asks#anon
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hello mr simp do you have any thoughts on the leeks 👀
FIRST OF ALL. THEY CAME SO FUCKING EARLY??? BRO I WAS ASLEEP
SECOND OF ALL
holy SHIT YALL
Okay, it's no secret that I'm an All Might stan. I LOVE All Might. Very very much. Not just as a simp, but genuinely, I enjoy his character SO MUCH.
--And unlike what some people may think, I'm not totally blind to his flaws. I know he sucks as a mentor and that he's done way more harm to Deku than good. He's.... not perfect. in every sense of the word. The whole point of AM's character is that he is a DEEPLY FLAWED individual— but at the end of the day, still good.
This new chapter gave me SOOO many new feelings. I'm not gonna lie to y'all and say I was a Stain apologist beforehand because I wasn't. I disliked Stain to a certain degree, but I also knew he was morally grey enough that I was able to still quite appreciate him as a character. This chapter was about EVERYTHING to me because I honestly did NOT expect Hori to go in this direction and for things to happen the way they did. It was too good to be true! Too fanfic-y! The disbelief I felt when I read what happened was on par with when Bakugou and Deku had that apology and kinda-hug in the rain!
But this disbelief is not because it was a bad thing.
I think the writing in Chapter 326 is phenomenal. The moment that All Might was really beginning to lose hope in not just himself as a hero, but himself as a PERSON... we finally hear the opinion of someone who would abso-fucking-LUTELY make or break the last of his spirit.
Stain is, as much as his views are pretty agreeable and his label is that of a vigilante, still a pretty shitty guy. He's tried to kill literal kids who got in his way, even if said kids made pretty dumb decisions. AM hearing what he has to say is absolutely mind-boggling to him because he knows all of that. He knows Stain is a shitty person and that his worldview is perhaps terribly skewed. He knows Stain has spent a hot minute frying his brains down in Tartarus and isn't good at making judgment calls. Knows that for all intents and purposes, Stain's opinions are not to be trusted.
But the thing is... Toshinori also knows that Stain, regardless of the soundness of his mind, is telling the truth.
Regardless of how fucked-in-the-head Stain is, we as readers are able to acknowledge that he isn't blinded by hero worship. Sure, he's bitter, cynical, and quite the absolutist--but Stain is still clear-headed enough to be able to see AM's flaws for what they are and accept them, ultimately proving to Toshinori that the power of All Might was never his own but rather the legacy that he inspired.
The society MHA takes place in is flawed. We all know this. Heroes, as a concept, had been corrupted into being purely about good and evil. Purely winning fights for money or fame or the abstract concept of victory (coughs Endeavor and the no.1 spot coughs), making heroism as we know it about flashiness and power instead of mercy and the desire to help others.
All Might symbolizes the ideal version of the Hero Society. He represents doing the best you can. Being a hero until you reach your limits, and then going even past that. He symbolizes pure intention and the desire to be a hero not for material gains but because of the pure want to make society a better and safer place. Stain refers to Kamino Ward and the statue as a "holy land" because he believes that through and through, AM's only had the purest of intentions and morals. To him, Toshinori was like a deity that had no fault in making society what it was in the present because that accountability fell on the generations of heroes that failed to fulfill his legacy.
The point being, Stain understood that All Might was fundamentally not about 'being there' for everyone 24/7, but rather the message his presence had sent.
All Might's monologue at the beginning of the chapter essentially boiled down to the ideas that:
A. He regrets not being there properly for Deku
B. His image was a delusion that ultimately led to the downfall of hero society.
To break this down, his problem with Deku is his inability to be a competent mentor. It shows that he has led him down dangerous and horrible paths (Deku's stubbornness to do things by himself and his 'dark' arc post-war), and is unable to bring him back into the light even if he tries. It was only when Class 1-A had intervened that they were able to get Deku to rest and let people tag along, after all, which is why Toshinori was far too embarrassed to follow him into UA's walls even after everyone had come out with umbrellas.
Stain disproves this in two ways.
First, he says that it was never about All Might's ability to actually be there for people. The whole point of what inspired Deku to be the inherently good-hearted "true hero" he is today is because of the values that AM's brand had instilled in him as a child. AM's biggest positive impacts came from behind the screen where he was used as the proof that true heroes can and do exist. Deku does want to be exactly like All Might, yes, which is why we see Toshinori leading him down the same path that he walked--but the underlying message of this is that the very first thing All Might gave him even before OfA was the courage to help fix society.
I do believe Deku is an innately compassionate person. Most people in the series are. However, what makes All Might's smile so uniquely impactful to what it did to Hero Society is the way it gave people courage to help people. Less hesitation. Less bystander syndromes. The ability to move without thinking. Because you can feel the want to help a person, but the courage to be nosey and actually do it? That's portrayed as something AM's image teaches people.
The second way he disproves AM's insecurity of dragging Deku down is that he makes it clear that this pain is somewhat of a necessity in reforming society. He says, interestingly enough, that this is but the 'middle process' in reforming society. This spills over to how he addresses Problem B, but what Stain is essentially saying here is that this sort of brutality and isolation that Izuku faces is impermanent. A phase. It implies that even if Deku is struggling and Toshinori is unable to help him, it is something that needs to happen before they re-realize the ideal heroes All Might's image is meant to create.
The second problem in regards to how All Might feels about current society (how it's collapsing because of him, etc. etc.) is more interestingly addressed. There are many things that Stain says--like how Toshinori doesn't need to actually be the one to fix society with his bare hands. The current society is not his fault because of the fact that it is not finished developing. I'm not sure if I can go so far as to say that Stain means this in the sense of the Scorched Earth method of tearing everything down to build it back up better-- but I can say that Stain still has faith in society to rebuild after this period of chaos.
This rebuilding starts with the old generation of heroes correcting what they messed up (i.e. Endeavor v Dabi) and more importantly, paving the way for a better generation of heroes that was inspired by All Might's image. Heroes that are led by people like Deku, who is defined by his proclivity to help without thinking. The violent deconstruction of society is about exposing society to the raw truth of All Might's image that not everybody can be as strong as him-- which is why we have to take care of each other.
When the lady comes in to remove the sign and start cleaning the statue, it's symbolic. It's a clear metaphor that the past few chapters are the turning point for society as a whole, and how people are starting to remember what real heroism is. From the distrust that was seeded in society ever since LoV had surfaced, we are seeing that trust being returned TEN-FOLD now that people can see not only the mask of a hero's smile, but also the person underneath.
I think it's some really neat symbolism here too about how Deku, who's metal mouth guard was literally all about representing All Might's smile, is shed.
This is hero society dropping their masks. Letting people see them for as they are. Toshinori revisiting the statue in this form makes all the more impact because he shed his mask ages ago during the Kamino Bust, so this is him coming face to face with the image he's created and seeing the differences between them, and how his image continues to live on even after he's almost completely Quirkless. The lady cleaning the All Might statue shows off the fact that things can be repaired again--that society can be clean (hehe stain pun) again.
It's interesting to me here how Stain offers the information from Tartarus.
He doesn't care anymore about his life. It's evident. He disagrees with what the LoV is doing, but believes enough in Deku to think that it's time for him to retire the mantle of 'Stain'. Unless this is another test, it's very odd for me to hear that Stain is offering a blade and his life to someone he isn't even sure is All Might.
But the impact of this action reads loud and clear.
This is Stain taking pity on All Might. This is him realizing that All Might too is a person behind the hero. That Toshinori Yagi is incapable of doing anything past the image he had already created. By offering that knife and information on Tartarus, Stain is giving control back to Toshinori. He is giving AM the chance to do something big again to help society's reconstruction. To be a part of the revolution that he so badly deserves to see. That knife is essentially an exit ticket from the sidelines, and one last chance for All Might to be able to see what his image has done for people.
I personally think that the main reason Stain is willing to die then and there by Toshinori's hand, despite not being sure that he is All Might to begin with, is because of the final impact it creates that it isn't about Toshinori Yagi's true power as a person, but the image of All Might. It is because he looks like the symbol of peace, that Stain (the literal HERO KILLER) feels comfortable laying his life in his hands and giving away valuable information.
If that isn't a great testament to the power of AM's image, I don't know WHAT is.
I guess all I have to say is I absolutely love what Stain did in this chapter. Everything felt so incredibly symbolic and emotional and as someone who absolutely ADORES All Might and what he stands for in the story, this felt like a cool balm after seeing Deku tragically reject his bento box a good few chapters ago. I have a few more opinions about symbolism, and how I think Deku's generation of heroes is going to stray from the old gen, but I think that's a discussion for another time.
Thanks for reading 'til the end!
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Hey there you sweet soul🙈♥️🌸
You’re one of my favorite blogs to binge read🥺
May you please write a drabble for Itachi with the very first prompt “I’ve been thinking about you all day and the third one ( I can’t really remember things easily so I forgot what it is I’m so sorry 😩)
And he’s just really excited to smash them since he thinks they so pretty and is lowkey obsessed with reader.
The rest is all yours to have fun with! I’m not picky about how it needs to be so just have fun with it if you’re interested in this one.
I love you and your writing omg🙈💐
warnings: smuttiness, Akatsuki member, mentions of death/loss, kissing.| prompts.| a/n: Thank you so so so so so much! You are literally sooo fucking sweet. I love you and your writing too! Your content is also so spicy! Thanks for the amazing request, I don't write for Itachi nearly enough.
You were the newest member of the Akatsuki. Your village had completely failed you many times, making you feel like an outsider when it could not protect your or your family. You lost your mother and father, but also your husband and your child. In a blink of an eye, you had deflected and joined the ranks of the strongest shinobi.
Itachi was the person you connected with the best. You both were holding onto so much pain, so it didn’t take long for the two of you to start having sex to cope with the immense pain you felt. These quiet and intimate moments with Itachi meant the world to you. Though you promised yourself you’d never fall for another, you couldn’t deny how Itachi made you feel wanted.
He left with Kisame on a mission and you knew you’d be missing him so badly. It became worse when you were called away on your own mission, and you knew it would be weeks before you saw Itachi again. After a long time apart, you were going to be so happy to finally be able to touch and kiss him again.
When you get back to the hideout, Itachi plays coy with you and doesn’t come to you immediately. He brushes you off a few times, and you’re becoming a little frustrated with this. You take a long, hot shower and go lay on your bed for a little bit.
You barely have time to cover yourself up when Itachi comes in, and he’s smirking. You throw a pillow at him, but he dodges it expertly. He pushes you back onto the bed and kisses you. You melt into his touch.
“I can tell you missed me.” He coos, his lips trailing down your neck to your tits.
“I’ve been thinking about you all day.” You admit, your cheeks heating up.
His hands trail down your body, stopping only to cup your tits. He leans in to suck on your nipples, making you groan. “How badly do you want me?”
“Please, ‘tachi. I need you so bad.” You whine, bucking your hips up.
“Good girl.”
#bacon.writes#prompt list drabbles#iambilliejeanok#naruto#itachi uchiha#itachi uchiha x reader#itachi uchiha x you#itachi uchiha x y/n#itachi uchiha smut#akatsuki#akatsuki itachi#naruto shippuden
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omgggg i so need part 2 for liar!! It was soo good, honey!! ❤❤
Liar T.H [ part 2 ]
AHHHH THANK YOU SO MUCHH
You have no idea how this make me so happyyyy! It's been a shitty day so this really make me explode with happiness!!! Anyways..
Summary : Tom has been distancing himself this past few days, and you're so excited to tell him that you are pregnant... but that's when things goes downhill.
Warnings : angst, shitty writing, blood, badly injured, drunk, death.
read part 1
After you left, you have absolutely no idea where to go.
Parents' house? Dead. Siblings? Never had one. Friends? Pft no fucking way like what you gonna say? They are all married couple and you didn't even have 10 friends to ask for help.
So you decided to stay at the hotel 15 miles away from your house. It's a budget hotel but you don't have any better option than to stop here or sleep in your car so here you are.
Before you sleep, you charged your phone since it's dead when you were driving but was not expecting 23 missed calls from Tom, 2 missed calls from Haz, and 5 missed calls from Tom's family member.
Pathetic. You thought.
"wow now you care. suck my ass" you rolled your eyes before decided to just sleep and ignore them all.
It does hurt but he made his choice.
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The next morning, you were awake by the sound of your phone call ringtone.
'Tom <3'
You did be lying if you said you didn't feel your heart break a little because you sure did. Imagining not waking up beside of him ever again. Ouch.
He's your first love for god sake. AND you guys has been together for 5 freaking years.
How could he. You thought.
TOM'S POV
"fuck. fuck. fuck. FUCK"
he fucked up so bad and he know it.
He tried. He tried to stop meeting that woman but hell, once she bend over a little bit to tease him.. he couldn't help but want to fuck the living out of her.
He swear to everything in his life that he felt disgusting that time and his heart breaks when the thought of losing you crossed his mind.
So he drink. Until he can't even remember what he said two minutes ago. Then they fucked again and again and.. again.
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He tried to call you so many times but everytime you didn't answer he swear he could hear his own heart shattered to milion pieces..
He would do anything to bring you back to him.
But.. You can't fix something that is already broken.
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It's two days after you left.
Tom doesn't get to sleep at all because all he's thinking about is you.
He and that woman have broken up and he was so suprised that she just laughed at him and wish him 'good luck' for the rest of his life.
Damn. How he wish he could turn back time to where he never ever met that woman. He wish nothing but to have you in his arms again.
But ain't no way that's gonna happen.. right?
He called you so many time that you even changed your phone number. He broke down when the thought that he will never see you or his child ever again crossed his mind.
He knows it's his fault and he really want to fix it but he maybe will never get the chance ever again.
Sooo he drink. Again. That's the only way he could end his suffering even for such a short time.
Without thinking (and still drunk) he grab his car keys and starts driving to find you.
Oh how wish he never drink that night.
YOUR POV
You were tired. After days try to find an available room, you decided to stay at the budget hotel again. You are rich, with or without him so you got nothing to worry about.
You were from the pharmacy after you bought some medicine because you got fever.
You were about to cross the street when suddenly there is a light that distract you and you couldn't move or think fast to run so..
BAM!
And now you were lying on the road as your blood pooling around you and ringing in your ears fades gets louder.
Narrator POV
BAM!
'wtf was that' he suddenly get sober after he realise he hit someone and that someone is you.
"y/n? Y/N??! NO NO NO NOO!!!!!" he quickly rushed to you and kneel down as he put your head on his lap.
"no my love no no no no im sorry im so sorry my love no"
At that point people start to rushed to you to know what's happening and call the ambulance as fast as lightning (respect).
"tom? is that you?" it's hard to form words but you force it out because who knows? this might be the last time you saw him because well you get hit by a fucking car and the paramedics takes forever to come.
"yes my love it- its me" he sobbed.
"t- tom.. i'm sorry.."
"no no no its- its my fault im sorry im so fucking sorry y/n- please hang on a little bit the ambulance are on its way" he sobbed louder as he caresses your cheek.
"i'm s- sorry for not being enou-" you get cut off by him.
"NO DON'T EVER SAY THAT PLEASE. Its my fault i shoul- i shouldn't cheat on you and i- i shouldn't drive tonight and fuck this is all my fault y/n please forgive me" he cried.
Now he absolutely sure that his heart had shattered to million pieces when he stares at you in this situation and it's all because of him.
"it- its not you fault" you coughed " i forgive you tom, i do... and now- maybe its your chance to build a new life because i- i- won't be in your way ever again.." as your voice get slower tom tried so hard to focus on you with all the people around them shouting for help.
"NO. I- I DON'T WANT IT. I want you.... Always baby always please.." he pleaded.
You couldn't help but want to fall asleep right now because the ringing in your ears is back and your head is pounding even hard because of the damage of you falling after you got hit by a car.
Before you close you eyes the words that you hear is..
"I love you and i will never stop loving you darling..."
Then everything went dark.
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2 years later
"Honeyyy i'm homee!"
"I'm in the kitchen Tom!"
"Ahh here you are." he kissed your cheek "Hey, do you remember what date is today?"
"2 october.. Why?"
He sighed. "This is the exact same day two years ago, i hit you with.. my car" he looked down as the memories pass his eyes.
"OHHH" you chuckled while his experessions drop and raised his eyebrows.
"what's so funny??"
"right sorry, hahahaha" you chuckled again "It's just... Can you believe we made it?"
"I don't but I'm so grateful we made it" he smile widely as he step forward to you.
"Thank you, for hit me with your car" you chuckled.
"You're welcome but damn my heart broke that time because i thought I lose you"
"Never! Always together!!!"
" yep! Always together.. Now, where's my favourite boy?" while he started searching for y/s/n (your son name) you stare at him and feel nothing except happiness.
And that's how your story end with him.. With A Happy Ending.
-fin-
SORRY idk what's wrong but i really think this is SO BAD
SO SORRY
anyways i thought about... you know.. Kill the reader (for this story 🤠) EHEHHEHE but then i changed my mind... Idk sorry for dissapointing you guys!
Don't forget to eat and drink some water. You matter. I love you so much! Have a nice day!!
#tom holland x yn#tom holland angst#tom holland x reader#tom holland#tom holland x you#tom holland x y/n#peter parker x y/n#peter parker fluff#spiderman x reader#peter parker imagine#peter parker x reader#peter parker angst#peter parker#thank you
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I’m a werewolf now || Chris Redfield ||
A/n: got asked to write a Male!reader version of my Werewolf Husband || Chris Redfield || story so here it is.
I tweaked it a little, Chris and the reader adopted a child and I changed around the things that needed to be changed to fit the story.
A werewolf....he couldn’t believe he was now a werewolf. It sounded like something out of a bad romance novel. He dealt with B.O.W.S, now he was what he considered to be a monster. Though you seemed all to pleased to hear the news.
You were the first person he told while he was locked up in the BSAA, being a former agent yourself the man didn’t think he’d seen you get so angry. He can pratically hear your voice again.
“WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU’RE KEEPING HIM UNDER OBSERVATION! I DON’T CARE IF HE’S A FUCKING UNICORN! LET MY HUSBAND OUT!”
It was Claire that had to drag you off, even with all the yelling out did, even if you were a agent and his husband they still didn’t let him see you. Part of Chris did not blame them, after your injury on the Baker farm not to mention the fact that yours and his little girl was starting to get older it was starting to get harder to hide what you too did.
But he was excited about seeing you, even more excited to see that your leg was healing nice.While he did not think that being a werewolf would be different he suddenly found out how wrong he was. For starters his emotions were heightened, he could smell things much better not to mention his sight and smell.
He couldn’t wait to get home to you and his daughter.
“Y/n....I’m home....finally.” he muttered the last part under his breath as he stepped into the home. Nose twitching, he could smell your cologne but more importantly he could hear your heart beat.
Turning just in time the man caught you just as you launched your body at him.Easily catching you, his hand quickly moved to your stomach rubbing it gently. “Careful handsome.”
“I’m so happy you’re home.” Grinning you pulled the man in for a tight hug, it felt good to be in his arms again. “I think I deserve a kiss after all that hell you put me through.” You joked placing a small kiss against his lips.
“Well I’m not going anywhere alright.” Letting out a small growl he felt something stir in him, the wolf in him cry out for your touch. He was surprised by easily that side of him wanted you so badly.
“You better not.” Biting your lip you grasped his chin giving him a small kiss again, you couldn’t get enough of him.“Sooo....you’re a werewolf now.”
“Y/n.” Groaning, Chris slouched into the couch.
“That’s fucking hot!.” You gave him a light nudge.
“Y/n....really?”
Laughing you cupped his cheeks. “My handsome hubby now upgraded to a sexy werewolf hubby! Oh can you show me!.”
“I’m not showing you Y/n.”
Sighing you stepped back away from Chris, crossing your arms over your chest. “You suck Redfield, I don’t see you for months on end and this is how you repay me.
Groaning Chris looked over at you it was nice seeing the cast off of your leg, he was tall. While you were a few inches shorter than him, he was positive that he would dwarf you.Wetting his lips, he shifted his weight from one foot to another.
“Fine.”
Chris flinched from the sound of your squeal though he knew he should be happy knowing how much you still loved him even after the BSAA told you about him being a werewolf. It took him a moment to get used to changing into his werewolf form.
‘werewolf form...really Chris?Christ I sound like an idiot and now I’m talking to myself.’
Hearing your gasp, now he did not know if that was a good one though he shuddered feeling your fingers run through the fur on his arm.
“Holy shit Redfield...you’re beautiful.”
“Hmp.”
Shaking your head you smiled walking around him, he was much taller now. You would guess that he gained another for, he looked powerful, dark fur covered his body, a large tail twitched when you touched it. Grinning you stopped in front of him, your arms wrapped around his muscular frame as his muzzle nuzzled into your neck.
“You smell so good.”
Letting out a small laugh you could have sworn his tail was twitching with happiness though the ears on his head flattened hearing a large squeal! ‘
“Daddy’s a big doggy.”
Turning to the voice Chris watched as his little girl bolt towards him, her small body jumping at the man as you picked her up. Moving closer to Chris so you could whisper in his ear, you gave him a grin.
“I gotta say Chris....you’re one sexy werewolf.”
Sighing, Chris may have been a werewolf but he knew what you were getting at. “Y/n....I am not having sex with you like this.”
“Come on!”
#resident evil#resident evil 5#resident evil 6#resident evil 8#resident evil 7#Chris Redfield#werewolf!chris readfield#chris redfield x reader#male!reader#drabble#drabbles
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sooo ummm; you said you were looking for an excuse to write smut for unbreakable kiri? sooo umm i don't have a specific request just knock yourself out writing for kiri💜💕💝💓🥺💝he baby💖💝💗💜💗but can also pound me❤️💖💕💞
THANK YOU!!!!! KIRISHIMA IS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE !!!! I LOVE HE !!!
also this is the first smut i have ever wriiten and i am aware how bad it is
i hate it but i like it?
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Kirishima x Villain! Reader | smut
warnings: sub!kiri, dom!reader, oral sex, BAD WRITING!!!, porn with some badly written plot?
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You watched as the red-headed boy, that you recognized from watching him fight in the sports festival, take punch after punch of your teammate’s, Rappa Kendou’s, powerful combat quirk. The boy used his quirk to harden his entire body and the sight of his monstrous form made you feel the heat forming in your lower half
You were technically apart of The Eight Precepts of Death but you never fought or committed any of the heinous crimes that they had. Overhaul took you in after seeing how powerful your healing quirk was and you’ve been the Yakuza’s little nurse ever since. Kai never let you fight because you were ‘too valuable’ but you sure did love to watch people get hurt and beaten down.
The spiky-haired boy was reaching his absolute limit as Rappa broke down his once hardened skin. The way he struggled but never gave up piqued your interest in the hero-in-training.
Fat Gum breaks Tengai’s barrier and you tried to hold in an ungodly snort as you watch your teammates fly from the shock-absorbed punch that Fat Gum had made.
You made your way over to Rappa and Tengai to make sure they weren’t injured but when you saw both of their broken bodies, you knew you’d be overworking your quirk today.
But what surprised you the most is when you tried healing Rappa and he told you to heal the, now unconscious, shark-teethed boy instead of him.
With Fat Gum’s supervision, you took the boy, who you learned was named Eijirōu Kirishima, to a rendezvous point where you had the supplies and space to heal him.
‘He looks so pretty when he’s sleeping…and when he’s fighting too’ you admired the gorgeous boy’s features from the scar that trailed down his left eyebrow to his soft, squish-able cheeks. His breath had grown heavier as his beautiful crimson eyes fluttered open to meet yours.
Kirishima was taken back to find himself face-to-face with such a pretty girl after experiencing such an overwhelming fight; frankly, he thought he was in heaven.
”You’re Kirishima Eijirou, right? I watched your fight with Rappa. Very impressive, not many people survive his wrath,” you mischievously smiled at him as your eyes sized him up and down. “So, just wondering, what other parts of you get hard?”
“Uh w-what? Wow you’re really straight to the point, aren’t you?” Kirishima’s face burst out in a shade of red darker than his hair and rubbed the back of his neck in embarrassment.
You trailed your fingers down his thick,muscular thighs all the way to the tent forming in his pants. Kirishima let out a desperate sigh and bucked his hips to meet your hand, that was now palming him through his hero costume.
“W-what are you doing?” Kirishima tried to ignore the pleasure that the beautiful stranger was giving him but it was just too much for him to resist.
“You know, I’m still wet from when I was watching you earlier. You looked like some bloodthirsty monster and I couldn’t help but wonder if I could be able to tame you,” you stopped your tracing of his hard cock to dip your fingers in the waistband of his pants.
“Fuck,” he breathes out. “Yes, yes, yes, please, I want that.” Kirishima moans when you slowly started to pull down his pants, leaving him in his tight black boxers that showcased his thicc ass.
“Now Kiri,” you purr, as you trail your fingers down his naked torso. “Here’s what I’m gonna do, cutie. I’m gonna suck your cock. But, you’re not allowed to come until I say so.”
Kiri’s cock jerks in anticipation. “Please,” he rasps, as he bites his lips with his unusually sharp teeth. ”I want to be good for you. I’ll be so good for you. Please touch me.”
You teased him by lapping at his large member from the base to his head, tracing your tongue against his prominent veins as his cock twitches and leaks pre-cum that you make sure to clean off of him.
A hoarse shout leaves his throat when your lips finally close around the head of his dick. You swallow him down with practiced ease, then waste no time bobbing your head up and down his length. The sudden transition from having no stimulation on his cock to suddenly being engulfed by the warmth of your mouth brings Kiri right to the edge.
“Im gonna come, baby, fuck baby—please—oh, don’t stop, so close—,”
Kiri sobs in frustration when you pull off immediately, robbing him of his climax.
You stood off from the side of the bed to undress as Kirishima drank in the sight of your naked flesh.
You straddle his thighs the mattress creaking and groaning in protest of every tiny movement you make. You can feel how wet you are as you press your heat against the underside of his length mixing your juices before using a hand to guide him inside of you. You side down slowly until he is completely sheathed and you both give a cry of ecstasy. You stay still for a few seconds taking quick, shallow breaths, adjusting to his above-average size.
You look into his eyes and begin to move,riding him slowly. His head drops on the pillow his eyes roll back and his hands come up to your breasts teasing your nipples with thumb and forefinger. You slide up until only his tip is left inside then lower yourself again with a roll of your hips. His size felt good stretching your tight walls, rubbing against that small bundle of nerves that makes your whole body quiver.
You feel yourself clench after lifting yourself and lowering a few times in a strange rhythm, but after a few good beginner thrusts, you set a better pace.
Snapping your hips down, over and over again, you could feel every part of his large member as he filled you up to the brim and hit your cervix with every harsh movement you made.
He started to take back control and gripped your hips as his fingers dig into your flesh, sure to leave bruises and crescent-shaped marks.
Kirishima’s thrusts got faster and wilder as he got closer. His fingers rubbed fast, gentle circles on her clit, pushing you over the edge, your walls clenching around him as your orgasm courses through you like electricity.
Kiri thrusted a few more times before stilling deep inside you, shooting his hot seed as he followed you with his own sweet release.
By the time you were finished, the two of you were gasping heavily, Kirishima was still inside you and your hands still clutching his shoulders. There was wetness between your legs and when you moved to stand up, his thick cum mixed with your juices slid down your thighs and legs.
“You okay?” You asked, as you went to clean yourself up.
All Kirishima could do was give you a whimper and a nod as his head fell back to the bed, not even bothering to cover himself as he drifted back to sleep.
Although when he woke up, clothed and without anyone in sight, he thought you were just a vivid wet dream he had,,,until he found the sticky note of the side of the bed that said ‘Let’s do this again, Red Riot” with what he assumed your number on it. He was shook and only one thought could form in his head.
‘Did we use protection? 👀’
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finished the story quests for bl3 (but barely any of the side missions yet) and i got...Opinions(tm)
(sorry if this doesn’t cut on mobile! also if you want to hide spoilers i’m tagging all my bl3 posts as “bl3 spoilers” so ny’all can blacklist it)
in no particular order:
i honestly wanted to give gearbox some slack and try my best to like this game bc i know people had probably unfairly high expectations for this game given all the build up, but they really just kept letting me down in everything but the graphics
said this before but overall, the characters are all Quite lackluster
^^ tyreen and troy included. adding the word "bitch" to every sentence does not automatically make it funnier
that being said, i super love their backstory + relationship with typhon/nekofeyo-whatever
the character designs are equally boring. moxxi was the only one who got a real improvement imo. lilith and maya are okay. rhys...i dont think i have to explain. lia...i dislike her hair; the black felt like it balanced out her design better and the white streak was interesting and cool but full white just looks bad tbh. zer0 feels less sleek and more bulky which doesnt fit him much. tina lost her pretty color palette and cute outfit. where are all the bright pretty color palettes in general???? there are other colors besides brown and black???? use them?????
ending of pre-sequel: “you will need all the vault hunters you can get” me: “ooh does that mean all the vh’s from previous games are back? i can’t wait to see everyone meet each other! :D” bl3: only nine of them come back, 3 of them die, the rest are involved in maybe one mission at most
boss fights. super. boring. and tedious. i mean this could be partly because i was playing on ps4 which made it extra not fun but if the only reason the fight is difficult is because they have a lot of health...it's not fun or challenging. i want fights like handsome jack with interesting mechanics. i want fights like angel with emotional impact. i want fights like the pre-sequel final boss that i forgot the name of with variation that isnt just "now they have an attack that shines bright lights in ur eyes, covers the whole arena, and can knock you down in one hit im looking at you traunt and killavolt". tyreens fight was the only one that i somewhat enjoyed because of this. all the others were just like "ughhhh again?"
im really enjoying melee amara playstyle. taking out badass enemies in four hits is my jam. this is just my fallout 4 playthrough all over again babey heck yea
typhon just wanted to be a good dad!!! he called tyreen starlight which is adorable!!! he did the best he could and tyreen hated him for it!!! i don’t blame either of them for that tbh, it makes sense from both their perspectives. tyreen definitely should have been more understanding, but she’s a dick so :/ (not saying this is a writing flaw, just a character flaw)
hammerlock needs higher standards in men but i really appreciate the undeniably in-your-face "fuck you" to all gamer dudes
i really. hate. how little the player character seems to matter in the story. in pre-sequel the vh's all had unique dialogue AND npcs would respond, sometimes even with character-specific lines. even when it was the same across vh's, it still felt like the npcs were interacting and speaking directly to them. the player character felt like a character of their own, rather than just a vessel for the player to do quests and kill enemies with or an errand runner for the important characters. i thought that was the direction they were going in with bl3 too but this just feels like bl2 only worse. there’s a separation again between you and the story and it feels like you’re just watching things happen. now ur not just a silent protagonist, but instead your a speaking protagonist who gets completely ignored. whats the point of including unique dialogue if it's not even acknowledged beyond an "uh-huh, moving on"?
sometimes the logic just feels kinda dumb. the twins killed/disabled maya and lilith in a heartbeat, they can literally disintegrate the most powerful beings in the universe, but the vault hunters? absolutely not. they must fight them for 40 minutes and then die.
after the fight with troy, no one even touched tyreen. there's no way they could have thought "yup she's definitely dead, no need to shoot her in the head or anything just to make sure. we didn't do anything to even hurt her, we just assumed." turns out she's 100% alive and gets up to start the apocalypse. who'da thunk! i know they wanted the end to seem more dramatic but it just seems stupid that they could have stopped tyreen like 5 missions earlier had they even the slightest bit of common sense.
lilith was one of the biggest threats to tyreen and troy's whole plan. of course they should leave her alive and simply steal her powers. let's kill the monk siren instead.
i know they didn't include this to give all players a fair experience instead of favoring sirens, but it kinda sucks playing a siren character and it's just completely ignored outside of ur action skill. tyreen and troy are sapping siren powers left and right, but they choose to leave you with yours. when you enter the eridian place with typhon tannis starts glowing because it has "something to do with sirens". what about the one standing right next to her? this applies to bl2 as well...jack i would willingly charge ur vault key for u pls why do u take lilith instead :'(
oh yeah speaking of tannis! i LOVE that she got angels powers. for some reason it just makes me really happy. maybe it's bc i think it's sweet that part of angel survived. maybe it's because it makes for cool fanart. maybe it's just cool. idk. also like that we got a solid explanation of what angel's powers were (influence over technology). i always thought her having control over it in bl2 might've been cuz it was hyperion tech and she had access to it same as she had access to the satellite from bl1. it wasn't super clear since it seemed like she could also materialize things like the ammo during her fight.
that also reminds me: all the dramatic reveals in this game felt kinda badly done.
the very first one with zer0/katagawa. like the whole time i was walking around looking for him i was trying to think why he might've turned/something must have happened to him or rhys. everyone was saying it was undeniably zer0. i finally meet him and take one look at his bright ass maliwan armor and its like. really. you couldnt have made it anymore obvious that thats not zer0. and then his helmet gets knocked off and surprise! it's not him. i totally didnt already figure that out with one glance 10 seconds ago. (maybe even earlier when you got glimpses of him around the building but i always missed it cuz i was looking at the fish tanks n shit)
also the tannis reveal. she was speaking to me in the same way that only known siren characters could. weird unexplained things were happening and seemed to be related to tannis. i wonder if she's a siren? surprise! she's a siren.
tyreen and troy knew about the great vault through some unknown means. typhon was talking about having a son and a daughter who he told stories about the great vault. typhon calls tyreen his daughter a while later and lilith acts surprised like honey ur a little slow, i figured that out several lines ago.
basically i'm not saying they were so obvious that i knew from the beginning of the game; i only figured them out a little before they were outright stated. but it was enough that it kinda ruined the effect and the characters acting surprised only when it was blatantly spelled out for them just made it annoying.
i feel like most of this is pretty negative, but i don’t mean that i hate the game and was miserable playing it. it was honestly okay...like i said i wanted to like it, but gearbox hates me specifically and killed/ruined all my faves just to spite me sooo...*waves hand back and forth in a sort of “ehhh” gesture*. i think my opinion on bl games from most to least fav would be: tftbl, bltps, bl2, bl3, and bl1. so it’s not the worst, but deeefinitely not one of my faves. i mean jack’s not in it (or if he is he doesn’t have a big role) so it’s already at a huge disadvantage. the ending was ok, it was all dramatic n stuff and it kinda makes sense i guess, but it was just about as okay as the rest of the game really. i don’t hate it but it’s not great either yknow?
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AU TIME
I had an idea for an AU since the newest episode!
So I’ve always thought Patton was being very unfair recently and he really needs to be stopped plus I’ve also heard of a “twisted sense of morality” and couldn’t help but get an idea once I pieced the two together.
Plus everyone knows I love my snakey boi! So of course he’s the protag here! I don’t hate Patton (Although I do make him the villain in my head alot) I just think it fits him as a bad character!
So I tinkered with the idea of Patton being kinda evil but not realizing the consequences of his actions, causing Thomas to spiral down a path of self-destruction and the other light sides fiercely defending Patton at every turn (Much to Deceit’s despair).
So I practiced writing a little prologue for the AU. It takes place a bit before Accepting Anxiety where Anxiety is slowly leaving the dark sides to the light. Deceit is noticing more and more that Morality isn’t seeming like he should and goes to confront him.
Spoilers for the new episode! Some blood and violence and just angst. Lemme know if I need to add any other warnings!! <3
Twisted Morality AU: Prologue///
Thomas was being swayed more and more towards Morality's agenda. And that was bad. Morality might believe he is righteous but if anyone would listen to me, they would understand that his judgement is corrupt. Anyone's sense of morality can be twisted but Thomas' was corrupted and no one even knows.
Except for me, Deceit.
Of course, no one will trust the actual concept of dishonesty, but I have to try to save Thomas. He's my host too, and I will stop at nothing to make Thomas a stable person again. Morality has his grasp around Creativity and Logic tight and now 'Anxiety' is being tricked too. I need to speak to Morality, before he convinces them to shut me out for good.
I stepped into the 'light' realm but I didn't get far down the hallway before I encountered the all powerful side. I don't know how he knew I was here so fast as the others couldn't detect me until the kitchen, maybe he was getting stronger...
"Morality!" I spoke to the man, standing tall and still in front of me "I wasn't looking for you at all!" I tried to sound strong but the truth was shining through. I'm absolutely terrified of Morality.
Morality stared at me, gaze ice cold "Deceit, you know you're not allowed here." he started walking towards me.
I backed up "Whaaat!?~ I didn't hear of that rule." I cleared my throat and continued to back out as Morality showed no signs of stopping. "Do you want to speak in the Void?"
Morality smiled, but the warmth was absent from his expression "Yes, that'd be great!" he said in his usual tone but knowing the context made it scary.
Morality led us to the door I had just walked through and into the Void where the others and I lived. He cracked the door behind him and stood guard in front of it. "So Deceit, what do you need to speak about so badly as you would have to tread on our territory?"
I blinked, only a little confused but I wouldn't show that to him "Your territory?" I laughed, unease creeping up on me as Morality dangerously narrowed his eyes at me "I-i thought the mind was free reign to us all?-"
"No." Morality shut me down immediately, knocking the breath out of me.
"O-oh! I- uh-" I stuttered but Morality cut me off once more.
"That's enough, Deceit. I'm sure you're intelligent enough to tell what's going on here." Morality said in a stone cold voice, one that sometimes reminded me of myself. "So, you need to stay out here."
Morality started to turn away, holding his right hand purposefully away from me, I grabbed him by his shoulder "Morality! We still need to talk!" I felt Morality stiffen under my grasp and turned quickly to face me again, I stepped back as fear took hold of me.
Morality didn't say anything at first, but he didn't need to as his actions spoke a thousand words, words of demise. "Deceit." he spoke, finally, turning to face me fully and taking his hand from behind his back. A barely visible glint of silver metal was my only warning before Morality lunged at me.
While I was frozen solid, Morality grabbed me by my shoulder and roughly cut my scales with the kitchen knife he held, as if he knew I was coming all along. I hissed at the sudden pain in my face, I was pushed to the ground as I tried to check the condition of my face. Morality knew he couldn't kill me, of course, but he could still cause me a great deal of agony.
"Deceit." Morality breathed heavily "NEVER! Touch me again!" he screamed, as no one but me would hear him.
I blinked away the tears before they could even form, I stood up, shaking. "Morality, you listen hard and you listen good, because these words will be the truest I've ever spoken." Despite the pain and the blood on my hands, I stared at Morality ready for anything.
"You are unjust and you are leading Thomas down a path of self-destruction and you are not letting me tell you how to fix your way of thinking! I just want to help and you are preventing me!" I was letting out everything, desperate for Morality to understand and change his ways. "You have to understand..."
Morality's gaze didn't soften "Heh, no, I don't. You are Deceit, the literal embodiment of lies. I am Morality! I know that you are bad and that's that."
I blinked, thoughts becoming gritty "Morality, huh?" I seethed and laughed as the blood continued to trickle down my face "I don't think I can even call you Morality anymore. You've fallen so far from your path, you are... so, twisted now. Your reign of terror will be stopped, Patton, and I will be the one to stop you." I used his real name, to appeal to his sense of humanity but to no luck.
Morality laughed crazed, his face speckled with my own blood and he held up the knife threateningly "Try your best, Deceit. But I'm a light side, you're not. They'll always believe me before you." Referring to Logic, Creativity, Anxiety and Thomas hurt my heart, he chuckled before continuing "Besides, I'm Morality. I decide what's good and bad." He smiled an unfamiliar evil smirk.
I stared, fearful of Morality once more as he laughed. He took a sharp step towards me, making me fall back. "Know your place Deceit, and stay out of the light." he stepped through the door and shut it behind him. I scrambled to get up and tried the door knob but to no avail, Morality had locked me out of the light.
Away from Logic, Creativity, Anxiety.
Away from Thomas.
I screamed and scratched at the door until my claws broke, tears streamed down my face as I finally gave up.
I sat for awhile, trying to recover, once my breaths were back to normal, I checked my face. running my now broken claws along the cut line from my ear to my mouth. Angry, I stood up and headed towards the others.
Walking in the Void alone gave me plenty of time to think about how to act next.
I rushed in to see the Duke still in the kitchen "What are you doing in here?" I hissed at him, it was late and he needed sleep, plus I didn't want anyone to see me hurt.
The Duke turned, alarmed, but settled once he saw it was me "Oh! Snakey! It's you. I was just, uh, getting some nice juicy eyeballs to eat." he winked.
Without thinking, I used my hand that was covering my face to slap the 'eyeballs', which was actually cold pizza, out of his hands. "You shouldn't eat before sleeping!" a gasp sounded from the Duke, but not because of the pizza.
"Deicy! What happened to your face!?" The Duke was panicked, rushing to sit me down and conjure up something to help me. "Gotta take care of mom when she can't care for her kids!"
I laughed nervously "I wasn't just scratching at my scales again and scratched too hard!"
The Duke looked back at me "I thought you didn't scratch your face? Just your arm- OHMYGOSH!" he grabbed my hands, covered in blood and my nails split horridly. "Your claws! Were you scratching that hard!?"
"Uh. Yeah..." I felt too sick to continue, gulping down any bile that dared to rise up. The Duke continued to work in silence until my face and hands were patched up and I began to get drowsy.
"Are you sure you're okay, Dee?" The Duke looked at me, sincere.
I shook my head "I'm fine. Really! I'm just kinda tired now."
The Duke nodded "Oh, okay. Get some rest, please."
I stood and stretched, taking off my cloak and hat. "Okay, but don't let me catch you up this late again!" I gave him a toothy grin "Or I won't have to do something about it!"
The Duke laughed "Alright! Alright! Let the bed bugs suck the blood out, Deicy!"
I smiled "Terrible night, Remus." I headed to my room, setting down my cloak and hat and undressed until I was comfortable. I laid down and let the weight of what just happened slap me in the face.
I was barred from the light realm for good. Maybe I could get Remus or someone to go over there and get the door open. But until then, I should work on a plan to stop Morality. He was doing too much and whether he knew it or not, he was destroying the others and Thomas, and I refuse to just stand by any longer.
I touched my new scar with my bandaged claws and thought again before drifting off to sleep.
I will take down Thomas' twisted sense of Morality!
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Sooo! That was it! I hope you enjoyed as I’m not good at writing (As my writing sometimes has to be read a certain way ahah) or concepts pfft but I was glad to create the art in between it!
Also! Here’s a concept drawing for the AU I did!
I hope to add more soon! Bye bye!
#TS Spoilers#tw blood#tw violence#tw deceit#tw remus#dukedontlook#sympathetic deceit#twisted morality au#thomas sanders#sanders sides#patton sanders#Morality sanders#deceit sanders#remus sanders#the duke
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It’s Not A UK Thing|| Part II of ‘You Can Stay Under My Umbrella’
Part 1
Part 3
Part 4 (not yet posted)
{Tom Holland x Stylist! Male Reader}
Warnings: none- except for bad writing
Summary: Helping Tom with his lines, his costume, and other small side stuff...
A/N: “Peter Parker here to pick up a passport, please.” isn’t thAT hard to say… also forgot ‘mate’ is an everyday word in the UK, oops
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“Peter Parker pere top a pasp ahh- god dAMMIT!” Tom sighed, running a hand though his already disheveled locks. You were sitting by your desk, sewing a tear in one of your sweaters while Tom was on your bed, rehearsing some lines for Far From Home.
“Peter Parker here to pick up a passport, please,” you reminded him. Tom threw his head back in frustration, “I knowww. How do you say it so easily?”
“Maybe it’s because I don’t have an accent like you? I dunno, but it really isn’t that hard. Just focus on the words. Trust the process. Be patient. Take it slow, say it slowly for me.”
Tom sighed, taking a deep breath, “Okay, ‘Peter Parker here to pick up a passport, please’.”
“Good, now faster. And keep going until you get it right. I’m going out for a bit for some food, want anything specific? Or I’ll just get some Cup-Noodles if that’s fine.”
“Yeah, noodles are fine.”
“Cool,” you picked up your keys, leaving your room and out the door, into the cold air.
Tom took this moment, turning it into an opportunity. He got up from your bed, fixing the shirt that had somehow managed to slip up. He moved to your desk, looking at the freshly resewn sweater you had finished just moments before. He took a moment to appreciate the soft and even patterns of how you stitched it together. “Hm,” he looked around, his hand lingering on the fabric a bit before moving with his body. He went to a bookshelf of yours, scanning his eyes through the multiple framed photos. One of you as a kid- maybe 6 or 7- another of your little sister when she was 2, sucking her thumb with wide and curious eyes. There was a family photo, you, your parents, your sister, and your family pet that you had kept with you once you left the house.
Tom picked up a photo of you with another girl. He hadn’t recognized her before, so he assumed she was an ex. Or maybe a current girlfriend? He hoped not. Why?
He placed the photo back, his thumb brushing over your happily still face, eyes shielded by the sunlight in a pair of dark sunglasses. Recently, you were more sleepy and groggy. It was hard for you to fall asleep due to stress, and would resort to finishing up projects due next month as a way to get your body tense enough to relax. Tom felt bad, he knew his job wasn’t as hard as those who worked behind the scenes- yet didn’t get enough recognition. You being included. Yet, you were so much more than just a stylist. You fixed his suits. You fixed his regular, everyday clothes. You helped with his lines. You offered to feed him and made sure he was well rested. You were basically his mom in the States. At this point, people would have assumed you two were already living together. Zendaya was no exception.
***
“Hey, Tom. This Thanksgiving, wanna go to your place, since you and (M/n) live together now?”
“What? We don’t live together!”
“But- wait, what? No- you’re always over there, though. I’m so sorry, I just assumed-”
***
Tom never mentioned it to you, though. He thought you might think it was weird, and would want him to start coming over less.
He flopped back onto bed, reaching over to take the forgotten script into his hand, flipping through the pages and going through the movie. He sighed, missing you already. He let his mind wander to the past few days, then the past few months. Then to the day he kissed your cheek. He wanted to tell you so badly that, that kiss was more than a ‘UK thing’ and he wanted to be more than coworkers.
But how would the public react? He knew he had made it clear he looked for more personality in a person, but he never officially came out to the public as- for the use of the umbrella term- gay.
“Uhnn, I hate thisss,” Tom hissed into his papers, which had now rested softly against his face as his hands were above his head, resting by the opposite side of the bed. Whether he was talking about the script, younger twister line, the kiss, or all- Tom didn’t even know anymore.
***
“Holland, I’m home,” you called out to the boy in your room. You locked the door as both Tessa and your pet shih tzu, Harper, greeted you at your feet. You placed the groceries in the kitchen before acknowledging both of them with a pat on their heads. You went to undo the cheap wrapping of the noodles, putting them in hot water to loosen it up. “Holland?” You called out to the actor, worry bubbling in the pit of your stomach. “Tom? Thomas?” You continued to call out carefully, expecting the worse. You slowly began to walk towards your room, hoping Tom was in there
There was a small hum coming from inside your room, making you look inside. “Oh my god, Tom...” you sighed, seeing Tom curled on his side into your pillow, head buried into it. His script had folded and crinkled, laid discarded on the floor due to Tom’s inability to keep it in his hand in his sleep.
You decided to wake him up, “Tom, Tom, Thomas… THOMAS STANLEY HOLLAND!!”
Tom jerked upward, looking around, “Mom! I’m sorry, I didn’t he-ah… wait… this isnt my room. (M/n)!” Tom whined, falling back onto the bed, rubbing his eyes. “Sorry dude, but you need to get up now. Noodles are waiting for us down stairs, I’m so freaking ready to stab my chopsticks into them and totally not show off my amazing skills,” you joked, winking. It wasn’t meant to be flirtatious- just a quick wink, the kind you’d send on your way out of a room or after saying something funny. But Tom was a blushing mess. You hadn’t taken notice, he hoped.
“But it’s so late! And I’m so tired!” Tom whined, eyes fluttering back to sleep. You sighed. Irritated, but feeling playful, you made your way to the bed and grabbed Tom by his waist, lifting his arms to move around your shoulders as you hoisted him up by his butt.
Man, only god could own an ass like his.
Tom’s face flushed, “(M-M/n)! Put me down!”
“Nope, you wouldn’t get up. So now face your punishment like a good boy.” Wait, no thats kinky-
Tom hid his face in your neck, sighing due to tiredness. You could’ve sworn he was breathing in your cologne, “To be honest, I’m too tired to fight back, mate.”
“Hm,” you cooed, rubbing his back a bit before making your way to the kitchen. By now, your noodles had loosened up enough to eat. You placed Tom on the couch, letting him sink into the cushions. You picked up your chopsticks, beginning to eat as some random kids cartoon played. You glanced at Tom, he hadn’t touched his food, but his attention was focused on the show. “Tom, do you not want the noodles? Do you want something else?”
Tom looked at you, eyes widening, “Oh! I forgot about those!”
“Here-” you placed your now empty cup of noodles down onto the coffee table in front of you. It had been over 24 hours since you last ate a ‘full meal’. “Say ahh...” you took Tom’s noodles in your hand, proceeding to feed him. Tom blushed, opening his mouth a little. “Tom, im’ma ‘bout’a drop this everywhere. Open your mouth- there we go,” you say. You were a little tired, making your words sound jumbled and merged together. “God, your mouth seems so small. You suck dick like that, Holland?” You smile playfully, yet tiredly.
Tom’s eyes widen, “What the fuck?!”
You burst into a fit of laughter, “HAHA- sorry, just. I don’t know. Thomas-”
Ohh, this is where shit gets real. When you call him by his full first name.
“- the day you kissed my cheek. Was it really just a UK thing?”
Tom tensed, this could be the day you would find out. The day you could be something more. But what if it went all wrong?
“Tom?” You say, brushing some of the strands of hair that got into his eyes.
That was it, that was the reassurance he needed. “No, mate. It’s Not A UK Thing.”
“Sooo, what? You like me?”
“Well, actually- its more like love,” Tom awkwardly scratched the back of his neck, refusing to make eye contact with you. You chucked, putting down the styrofoam cup, now only containing liquid and some bits of vegetables, and moved your now free arm to wrap itself behind Tom’s neck. He was already pretty small by himself, but with you next to him- your large body now practically hovering over his- he felt like an ant.
Your lips had connected to his, causing a small spark of what felt like electricity to run down Tom’s spine (and yours).
“Glad to know that, Holland. Glad to know.”
so, i might make a part 3, focusing more on the girl in the photo with you that Tom picked up, would yall be interested? it might contain angst, cuz i kinda wanna write angst--
#tom holland x male reader#x male reader#male reader#tom holland#gay imagine#marvel imagine#marvel cast imagine#mlm imagine#tom holland imagine#mlm#marvelgbt imagine#marvelgbt#oneshot#gay oneshot
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Bradley and Peter admitted they knew in October re cancellation and spinoff. Awkward chat on the tv insider podcast. You were right!! Poor Sherri et al still pushing for season 6 back then. It was all money related apparently.
I keep losing the replies to these questions. I am going to probably be brief.
Yeah, these guys are liars. And it breaks my heart to think of Sherri still trying to get this renewed in January. They were committed to the show and I am happy to see them working because their talent was too good for all involved.
Anonymous said: I’m excited for the eps the moms will be in. I haven’t watched the spinoff so far so i have no real context re storylines but I don’t care, just to see them back will be awesome. Maybe certain people will realise just how great and missed they are 😜
I mean, I am not one who thinks that anything we do will bring them back more often or at all. But yes, I look forward to them being on and getting any kind of recognition. They deserve it. The problem I fear is that they have probably shared the best scenes. All we are going to be left with is the moms propping up this shitty cast. I think they will especially be targeted to prop up the new lesbian icon.
Anonymous said: Why wasn’t Freeform and the producers of the Fosters not called out for the blatant ageism that took place? Older women clearly not welcome on the network even though their characters probably had more effect socially than anything else they produced. The Stef and Lena characters were groundbreaking imo. There was no reason for the cancellation as the ratings were good. The network won’t survive much longer with whomever makes the decisions in charge.
It was blatant, and I tried to point that out. I read recently that Gen Xers are ignored by media, so this would def. fit that narrative. We are silenced. Stef and Lena were absolutely groundbreaking and for a couple to be the lead, married, solid for 5 years. You aren’t going to see that for a long time. Freeform is in a freedive to hell. No one there can run a business. The thing about Stef and Lena is that they were so socially relevant that they hit the nail on the head. Since then, they’ve been trying to be socially relevant and they just are pathetic doing it. Trying so hard, ticking all the boxes.
Anonymous said: Upsetting your fan base that you took five years to build up was never going to be a sensible idea. Then in promoting your new show you dismiss your old show by making it sound like it was for children. Madness.
Absolute madness, where do they think they were going to get an audience? They had a base, but they just insulted everyone. Idiots.
Anonymous said: I watched an interview Maia and Cierra did on KTLA re GT- They basically admitted they knew before it was going to happen ‘ we had an idea’ ‘we knew it was in the works’ ‘the opportunity had popped up’ lol… all the lies we were told this time last year, it’s funny now. The creators have been the same too. They just handled the whole thing so badly, was it worth it considering how their ratings are tanking - I’m sure they’ll put a ‘spin’ on it but nope!
More proof. People doubted me when I said it but basically they were planning it from late summer, then they signed deals in October. Sherri is still tweeting about renewal in January, while the cows had stopped doing so. Then came both news and they announced it in the worst possible way. I hate them. I am glad it’s not looking good. Freeform has released a press release for every premiere this year, not for GT. There is nothing they can spin to look good. And they would if they could. Yesterday showed the precious demo dropping again, 12%. Awful.
Anonymous said: Hypothetical question but if and it’s a big if GT gets cancelled (don’t think it will as it would be a big dud for Freeform) I wonder if the producers would regret having started the whole thing. I guess it’s a business at the end of the day and they get paid but all the sh*t it caused and still is they must have been affected by it I think. They had a lovely little fandom in comparison to other shows and they kinda ruined it. There is still so much animosity a year on from the decision.
I think Freeform already has regrets about Noah. They should have signed him when they had the chance. They really hung their coats on the worst of the cast. Idiots. The producers won’t ever admit it. According to Joanna, I am not really gay, Johnson, working with the judge actor is the highlight of her career. Ok girl. Yeah our fandom was nice and small but active. GT can’t get GT trending at all. Not top 20 nationally, nothing.
Anonymous said: The Fosters ratings were always good for Freeform that’s why it was so weird the cancelled it. They were always so stable. For a network struggling it was a strange thing to do. I’ve heard money was an issue, but apart from the casts wages they didn’t seem to spend anywhere near as much as they have done on the spinoff. Look at the director they chose for the pilot. Do Freeform hate family dramas that much?
I think part of it was that Freeform didn’t own the show so they didn’t get as much money. The other part was that it was on Netflix, they didn’t have a deal with Hulu and it seems Freeform is exclusively on Hulu. They dumped us and shadowhunters, which was also on Netflix. I think that they would eat the loss if it meant the ratings and critics favor that the Fosters generated. But it’s clear, whoever runs freeform doesn’t know anything at all.
Anonymous said: They can’t spin those ratings, they are sooo bad. All the money they spent on promotion I got sick of seeing it. Will people really not watch the moms episodes live do you think? I’m torn, I don’t want to give the show ratings considering how they treated the rest of the cast but I also want the ratings to go up to say ‘see look what you lost getting rid of the moms’ I have seen that those who have had advanced previews of the first 5 ep’s of Good Trouble says the moms episode is the best!!!!
The ratings are so bad. And they spent tons on promotion. I think it doesn’t hurt the moms but if it goes up, it’s good things for Sherri and Teri. I am sure when they come in, they will give the show heart and then when they’re gone it will go.
Anonymous said: Hated it too how they belittle The Fosters. If FF were so willingly to give them free reign for GT why not The Fosters. You chose the storylines. Instead we had repetitive Callie getting in trouble whilst trying to save the world-yawn! Weirdly the tweet that pissed me off was back in Dec, Joanna- Smthg along the lines of ‘didn’t think I could love a cast more than the Fosters but I do’ -you worked with those people, ur family for 5seasons you’ve been with those people a few months -fickle as f!
Yeah, it sucks that they have chosen to bad mouth the fosters. It’s not helping them. There’s no need to do that. I think it just shows how all of them hated writing for Stef and Lena. Joanna is a traitor and a liar. No wonder she’s in such a frigid marriage. I don’t think it’s being fickle though, it’s more like fake. They haven’t worked for long and already a family. You want to hear Hollywood honesty? Listen to Teri and Sherri. Sherri will tell you that she didn’t know what to do with Teri for a long time, then it was like. bam, forever love.
Anonymous said: I made an effort to watch the first good trouble episode but honestly made literally no effort to watch the second. I might watch it, if there’s nothing on tv that sounds good, but I’m not exactly planning on it.
I am like on a forever boycott of Freeform. So, yeah, I would rather watch youtube than Freeform.
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Hope After All: Doc - Syphoria, atonement. Discord repost.
Blockquotes are @blondctraincr.
Things did seem to be returning back to normal, as Fleur had mentioned before. But the strangest thing for Syphoria was....she noticed things had changed back to normal. Things were different than earlier.
She remembered almost forgetting about both Doc and Fleur.
So she ventured around the daycare to find her boyfriend, carrying a tray of snacks for the two of them, as well as the Pokemon. "Doc? Where are you hiding, silly?"
Preparations were in order. Since Fleur's return he's had a feeling that, perhaps he would be getting a visit from someone in particular. Who that is, he's not sure. But it's going to either be the Captain or the Queen. Or maybe it would be someone else. Who knows. It's going to be someone, definitely.
He looks up from the old worn notebook he's writing in, somewhere in a more quiet part of the daycare. "In here, Syphoria." Had it already gotten so late? There is so much to relay...
Syph smiled when she heard his voice and followed it, only to find him to a deeper part of the daycare. "You doing alright hun?" She asked, setting down the tray of snacks and tea included.
Her eyes did glance over to see the old notebook he was writing in, curiosity getting to her once more. "Thought you'd like a little bit of a snack."
He decides it best to close his notebook and clip his pen to the outside of it, a smile playing on his lips. "Thank you, dear; that's very sweet of you." He had completely forgotten to eat, consumed like old times by his work and ensnared within his own mind. Oh. Perhaps he had been a bad influence on Fleur...hah.
"How are you feeling?" couldn't hurt to ask.
"Well, I noticed someone forgot dinner, sooo I figured a little snack was in order." Yup, Syph caught wind of it, as well as a little Vulpix had made note of it. She went ahead to pull a chair over to sit with him, picking up one of the cups of tea for herself.
"I feel...pretty okay right now. I do see that things have went back to normal, well..as normal as things can be. Did Fleur come back?"
"Yes, I forgot," a nervous chuckle following the admittance. He understands he can do that from time to time. Old habits are hard to break. Some habits never break. He just wishes that some of them were good habits...
"Ah, yes," it hasn't registered just yet. "he did come home, a few days ago I believe. I feel sort of bad for making him feel rushed, but-" He suddenly stops.
Turns to actually meet her eyes.
"...You noticed?" That rare tone of absolutely befuddlement is weighted in his voice.
"Uh huh, I thought so." Syph and her intuition.
Sipping the cup of tea, she was about to grab a cookie to nibble on when she paused, noticing Doc turn to actually look at her eye to eye. Uh oh, did she say something wrong? "Uhhhh, yes? He told me that things would revert back to normal once he got home. Why do you ask?"
"You remembering that is the exact opposite of normal-" Again he stops. His expression unreadable despite how he's usually so expressive.
If she remembers, then others might too. If she knows, then others can learn. If she could understand and retains, then... There's still hope, no matter how faint the glimmer.
For the first time in a long time, he grins. "I love you so much, simfoni saya. More than you know."
Now Syph looked so confused. Was it bad for her to remember what had transpired? That she almost forgot about him? However, she didn't really want to question it too much with seeing that genuine grin upon his face. Hell, even she couldn't get him to grin like that often at all.
"I love you too sweetie, but what does remembering what happened and almost forgetting about you mean? Is it bad?"
He hasn't felt so hopeful since Fleur offered to make him a body of his own- hell, this transcends learning that Fleur's soul is as strong as it was (and now stronger than he initially thought)! It makes his splintered soul soar once again.
"No no, on the contrary!" It's difficult to explain in full but simpler is easier. "If you remember despite everything that changed before, and you know that things were once different and can be that same shade of right again even with the both of us here, that means there's still hope for us old fools!" Though he has to reserve some resignation for himself; there's no telling if the Captain would deem his actions and causes and reactions and so forth unbefitting the lessons and teachings and simply tear him away from it all. She doesn't need to know that though.
She raised a brow at his explanation and thought about it. If that was true, then there possibly was a way to fix things. And so she also won't forget them, especially not Doc.
"Really?" She smiled, looking hopeful herself," That's great! But....how will that work? I mean, I don't know why I still remember things and the like in that case. Should we tell anyone?"
"We have to confirm it first. Make sure this is true. Don't want to cause a fuss, you know?" That hope remains despite the skepticism that comes with years upon decades upon centuries of his line of work. He has to hold to this hope even if it hurts him badly in the end. This much he knows is true...even if he wishes Fleur could choose to hold to hope himself.
"We cannot by any means tell this to Fleur." This is spoken with absolute seriousness.
She shook her head. Of course she didn't want to cause a fuss. That's the last thing she ever wants to do. But Doc was right, Fleur couldn't know about this. This could be the last kind of hope for the two of them.
"Right. Then what do you suggest we do?"
"Ask people who have big roles to play if they recall anything being amiss in the most subtle way you can. Try to not be so obvious that it gets suspicious." Very simplistic things, if you find the right people. Most would...undoubtedly take relief in the knowledge that it's not just them. Syph' is an excellent example of this.
Syph blinked and considered it, nodding her head. She could begin somewhere on the islands. If anything, the Kahunas or even the Tapus could be a good start. "Right. I'll start looking around. If anything, I can see if the Tapus recall anything. They are the protectors of the islands. And some of the dragons live nearby the islands too. Would that work?"
Doc nods. He's not sure if they would notice anything or remember but if they do, that would mean the sliver of hope is bigger than he thought. "Sounds like a plan to me."
He pauses for a moment. That feeling of getting a visit remains against his back, a feeling of being ever watched becoming one of anticipation. A chill down his spine that is neither pleasant nor unpleasant, it is what it is. "I could check in with Grillby and Alphys... hopefully things go smoothly with the lady, since she and I didn't know each other very well."
Wait, that's right...There was still Grillby and Alphys!
"Yeah, if anyone can notice things as well as I do, it'll be Grillby. I can give you Alphys' number to contact her. I hadn't spoken to her in a while but, surely she'll be able to help with some insight." She nodded, thinking on it some more," ....Doc, should we tell Cayden? At least, he should know something."
He blinks, blinks again. "He already knows." Why wouldn't Cayden know? Does she not know the nature of true Bravery souls in this timeline- ...well he supposes no one but those who remember how it was would know. He has Fleur to thank for that. "I could give him a rundown of new information but I've no doubt that he already knows." When doing his job proper, he's a force to be reckoned with.
"So he already knows that I'm remembering things I shouldn't?" She asked, raising a brow curiously. She knew that Cayden could be a force to be reckoned with when it came to some things, but others? She didn't know. This, however, was new to her.
"We still might want to talk to him. Maybe he could help."
"Well he is a Time Mage, he tends to be aware of anything that affects the flow of time, good or bad." Spoken so plainly you'd think he were speaking of the weather and not the correct passage of time.
Talking to him, though? Hmm... He would want to make sure that nothing goes abnormally, that it heals on its own. He's finicky that way, especially when it comes to the dead giving advice to the living. He always did have that perception- or maybe it just got more evident after he met his wife. "If you want to, you're more than welcome to. Just be patient with him. The subject of time is not a pleasant one for him." Resets are a horrible thing, and there are three in the timeline who remember it all. Himself included.
".....Time mage?"
Now that explained alot of things there, on why he knows far more than he should, even for a dead mage. Hearing Doc say it, she would have to be patient with him. Cayden was a friend, and she didn't want to ruin that by idle questioning. Though it made her wonder.
"I understand. I just..wonder, how am I remembering all this? Shouldn't I had forgotten about it, when Fleur returned to the timeline?"
There's a bit of a pause. His eyes close. ...brows raise. "Iiii have no idea." And it's true. As far as he's concerned, everyone should have forgotten anything was ever changed, was ever different than it is. It's a burden not lightly shouldered, and it's why one madman and one knight off and on seek him out to ascertain, yes, that really happened, no, it's not in their head, yes, it sucks, no, they don't have to do this alone.
"I'm not adept in this sort of thing. Normally that would be Fleur, but..." He frowns. "...that's not a sight you want to see." He feels like he should warn someone about mentioning such things to Fleur... but who? Huh...
Right, Fleur would know but..well...that's not really much of an option right now. They couldn't exactly tell him of this either so, yup, out the window.
"Hmm, maybe Cayden might shine some insight on it? Or.." Syph was thinking, thinking back on things she's learned. Then something dawned on her. Could it be...
"...Would it have something to do with my SOUL? And the way it is?"
"Maybe." He doesn't know. As much as he was supposed to be working with Souls during his time Underground, he knew very little of what made them what they are, how they act so different. Fleur manages to understand it all but can't find words to explain, but that's...a normal occurrence for him.
"It could be any number of reasons as to why you remember, when everything points to the fact that you shouldn't. What matters is that you do remember." It gives this old fool of a crow a reason to fight again.
A soft smile formed on her face as she nodded in agreement. What did matter was that she remembered. And thankfully, she remembers her boyfriend the most.
"And I'm going to make sure I still remember." She murmured and reached out, cupping his cheek with her hand. Those fears were real before. "Would hate myself if I were to forget such a sweet, lovable dork like you."
He closes his eyes and leans into her touch slightly. It will always be a comfort to have some semblance of understanding that he'll be remembered, even if he doesn't live up to the expectations of the Captain. He'll live this life while he has it, make good on his promise to an old friend to use his borrowed time wisely.
"Takes one to know one, my love." Doc chuckles softly, then reaching for a snack she had procured. What? He wasn't lying about having forgotten to eat.
"Wasn't denying it, Myūjishan." Syph chuckles with him and leans over, giving him a couple of kisses on his face. Is she going to have a cute, dorky moment with him? Oh hell yes. Theres no questioning that.
"I don't want to forget you, and never fearing of forgetting about you again. I....don't know what I'd do without you, Doc.."
The blush that heats his cheeks is undeniable, and he won't try to do so. He just sighs contentedly, all too thrilled about having this sort of lifestyle again. Something so quaint, so lovely...his girlfriend and his adoptive daughter... It feels like home.
Though he has to reach up with his free hand to grip one of hers in reassurance. "Don't worry. The first step is always the hardest, but I promise, that won't be a fear of yours ever again." Even if he has to strike a deal or two with someone he still somewhat fears (and with good reason).
The reassurance from his hand did help, knowing that she'll never feel that fear again. "Good. Because I was really scared, and I hate feeling that." Having Doc, Sami, and all the Pokemon here? Made her feel peace, something she hadn't had for a long time.
And she gladly welcomed it.
"Now, go and get some actual food to eat mister. Snacks aren't going to fill you up."
"I will I will. I need to go make sure Sami has eaten as well. If not, then a snack to help her sleep properly." Doting over children is one of his strong suits. He fell through with Fleur which is his burden to shoulder but he won't fall through with Sami.
"Alright, I'm going to head to bed. And this time, I'll make sure Prince and Pixie don't take your side of the bed." She giggled at the antics those two got into. She swore, Pixie was teaching Prince her bad habits. "おやすみ..." She murmured, kissing his lips, "..I love you, Doc.."
She glanced up into his eyes a moment before getting up, reluctantly pulling from his side to head to bed.
#* drabbles. \ they're more like fics than anything.#* doc. \ crimes forgiven but never forgotten.#* syphoria. \ a comforting duality of diligence & charity.#blondctraincr#* event. \ atonement.#ARC I.
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Really cute - Jeff Atkins(/Montgomery De la Cruz)
Word count: 1428
A/N: It sucks I know but the idea was stuck in my mind for months and I felt like writing it in one shot. + I know I have loads of requests waiting and I will do them but just give me the time please..
“Just one party and I’ll leave you alone for the reeest of your life.” Your brother Montgomery whined. There was another party at the Walker’s household and since your brother was a party animal that drank a lot he always acted like he wanted to spent time with you so you would give him a ride since Bryce’s house was a 30 minute walk.
“But I don’t want you to leave me alone for the rest of my life?”
“Okay then I’ll don’t but pleaseee.”
“I kind of was planning to sleep at KJ’s place tonight.” KJ was your boyfriend for already 5 months now. You met him in the gym, he stood up for you when a creep started to bother you and from then the two of you started to work out together every time. He was 2 years older than you and already was in college but he didn’t mind the age gap because you already seemed pretty mature he said. In the beginning you were a little suspicious because you were scared to get your heart broken, again, but he turned out to be the most amazing person you had ever met so your doubts soon were turned in for some serious butterflies.
“Oh that’s great he can join us!”
“Mont..”
“Pleaaaseee.”
“I’ll facetime him.” You said while unlocking your phone with a nervous Montgomery looking at you with wide eyes. It didn’t take long before Kj answered.
“Hey babe what’s up! You look beautiful.” You started to blush while Montgomery rolled his eyes as far as he could.
“I wanted to ask you something. There’s this party tonight and my brother wants me to go with him really badly but I don’t want to cancel on you so would like to join us? I can drive if you want.”
“That’s a really nice offer but I have an assignment I have to finish tonight.” You started to feel a little bad. You didn’t want to cancel on Kj but you didn’t want to let your brother down either.
“But what if I drive you two there and when you want to come home I’ll pick u and your brother up and you can still stay over at my place?” a wide smile immediately appeared on you face.
“Really?”
“Yesss of course!” before you could say anything Montgomery picked your phone out of your hands turning the camera towards him.
“You’re the best! See you at 9!” he said before ending the call. Montgomery had never seen KJ before but you had the feeling he liked him already.
“Are you happy now?”
“Extremely!” Montgomery said before giving your phone back and walking out of your room to get ready and so did you. Time went by fast and before you knew it Kj’s was waiting in his car on your driveway. You got in first and gave Kj a kiss.
“Looking good babe.” He winked placing his hand on you upper thight squeezing it slightly. Finally Montgomery was ready with choosing which button down he liked the most and got in the car. Montgomery was quiet the whole ride towards Bryce house. You could see he was intimidated by KJ since he was twice as big as Montgomery and you had to admit it was pretty funny to see since Montgomery never got intimidated by no one. You finally arrived at Bryce’s place, you gave KJ a last kiss and got out with your brother. You and your brother walked over to the kitchen together. This is how it always went, you got there together, got drinks together and then after t-minus 20 minutes he would bail on you for a drinking game. You were pouring in your drink when someone shouted your brothers name pretty loud.
“Montgomeryyy you made it!” you heard a familiar voice shout while he pulled your brother in for a ‘manly’ hug. You turned around to have your suspicions confirmed and see Jeff hugging Montgomery.
“Really cute, guys.”
“Oh hey y/n I didn’t see you there.” Jeff said a little awkward rubbing the back of his head looking at you from head to toe when some other random kid stormed in the room shouting they were going to play spin the bottle. Montgomery didn’t hesitate for a second and went down the living room immediately, like you predicted, leaving Jeff and you alone in the kitchen. The thing was Jeff was different. A couple years ago he started to come over at your place for the first time, for your brother of course, and since then you had developed this huge crush on him that seemed bigger then everything you had ever felt together. He was just different, even tho he was a jock he never became mean or rude to anyone. That was probably also the reason those other million trillion billion girls had a crush on him. Your crush kept developing until that one night, it was almost the same setting as this one when you walked up the stairs searching for your brother who disappeared for the 10th time when you walked into the wrong room to see Jeff pinning down another girl against the wall both half naked. You knew he wasn’t yours and you weren’t his but you felt so heartbroken from the bottom of your heart, thinking you were never going to get over him ever. You started to avoid him when he came over, locked yourself in your room, walked or better saying ran away from him when you saw him at school and didn’t stay after baseball games anymore. You started to focus on yourself again, eating healthy, feeling confident and going to the gym more often and that’s when you met a KJ. You were deep in your thoughts when Jeff suddenly woke you from them.
“Do you want to go outside maybe?”
“Yeah why not.” You said raising your shoulders, everything seemed better then the loud screams that were coming from the living room. The two of you walked outside and sat down on the chairs next to the pool watching how the light reflected onto the water. You had to admit it was really beautiful, and romantic too but you decided to ignore that part. You and Jeff had gotten in a pretty deep conversation when your brother suddenly appeared between the two of you.
“Hey eumh y/n?”
“What is it Mont?”
“I kind of met this girl and I think I have a solid chance to go to her place tonight so yeah you kind of don’t have to wait for me.”
“Really? That’s actually pretty good because then I can text Kj and bail on this party!” you said pretty excited since you wanted to be with your boyfriend sooo badly.
“Well guess I did you a favour there.” Your brother said winking.
“No Mont you didn’t.” you shouted back to your brother who was already running back inside. You pulled your phone out and texted Kj immediately to say he could come pick you up. The faster he got there the better.
“So who’s KJ?” Jeff suddenly asked when you pressed send.
“Oh my boyfriend! You don’t know him, he doesn’t go to school with us.”
“Since when did you get a boyfriend?” Jeff asked with a disappointed tone.
“It’s already 5 months Jeff, don’t act like my brother didn’t tell you? He tells you everything?”
“No he didn’t actually…” Jeff said while looking at the ground.
“Jeff what’s wrong?”
“I just, I kind of wanted to tell you this for a long time now. It’s just I have had this crush on you for such a long time now and I just can’t hold it back anymore. I know you found me in that room that night, with that girl but that was just to try to forget you y/n. I know I screwed up back then and I didn’t mean too but.. I .. I love you and I can’t keep it to myself anymore.” You didn’t know how to behave on that moment. Did Jeff just really told you he loved you? you? as in yourself? you were schocked when you suddenly felt your phone buzz. When you looked at it you saw Kj’s name appear with a text telling he arrived. When you saw his name your heart skipped a beat and that’s when you knew where your heart really belonged.
“You should have told me 5 months ago Jeff.. I have to go now.. I’m sorry.” And with that you left.
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Worst to Best Superhero Movies I’ve Seen
31) The Amazing Spider-Man
I hate this movie. I laughed throughout the entire film. “The lizard” could not have been a worse super-villain. I sort of liked the yellow Spidey-eyes, I guess. Emma Stone gave a nice performance. Can’t write anything else about it.
30) Doctor Strange
This is one of the only movies on the list I fell asleep during. Some of the visuals were pretty original, but the storyline was like a terrible version of Kung Fu Panda. Maybe if they casted Jack Black instead of super-boring Benedict Cumberbatch (I loved you in Sherlock baby, don’t be offended), Doctor Strange could have had a little charisma. I think this is the only movie on this list that made me upset after watching it.
29) Suicide Squad
What is this movie, some kind of Suicide Squad? Maaaan, what a great cast in such a forgettable movie. Here’s the thing though, I liked it more than most people did. I think whatever-her-name-is was a charismatic (though definitely not funny) Harley Quinn. Jared Leto wasn’t super offensive as the Joker, I looked forward to his scenes, but he looked like an idiot, like a twenty year old with temporary tattoos. What is this guy, some kind of Joker?
28) Thor
I can’t remember this movie. It was probably better than Suicide Squad though. Oh yeah, there’s that part where he throws his coffee on the ground and yells “Another!”. Haha, that was pretty funny.
27) Deadpool
Haha, he uses bad words! But it’s a superhero movie! This movie will serve best as the first R-rated movie a 12 year old sees behind his parent’s back. This is the other one I fell asleep during.
26) Thor: The Dark World
This one’s interesting. I actually like this movie a lot, in theory. Visually, it’s one of my favorite Marvel movies. You could even say that if I made a MCU movie, it would look a lot like this one. Again, in theory, this is cool. It made Loki an anti-hero after the Avengers, which I think is a great choice. Unfortunately, this is a big piece of shit. And it will make you (unjustly) dislike Natalie Portman.
25) Wonder Woman
Wow, I thought I’d love this movie. I’ve always thought Wonder Woman was a great character. Gal Gadot is almost perfect for the role. But man, what a boring story. Way too much time is spent on an ugly island, and the rest of the movie is a fish-out-of-water Crocodile Dundee rip-off, with Tumblr-friendly British humor. Haha, that English woman’s accent is sooo British! No thank you. A DAMN boring movie!
24) The Amazing Spider-Man 2
We’re starting to get to superhero movies that I actually sort-of enjoy. This is my second favorite Spider-Man movie, but that’s out of the three ones on this list. I think this movie ruined Jamie Foxx’s career. Spider-Man has never looked better, though. Definitely the best Spidey-suit. I’m a sucker for those huge eyes. I walked out of the movie wanting to see a sequel, to be honest.
23) Ant-Man
I don’t remember this one, but I remember laughing a lot. Doesn’t Ant-Man work at Baskin Robbins or something in this? Oh yeah, and Michael Douglas is in this. I love that guy!
22) Batman V Superman: Dawn of Justice
What a STUPID title for a movie. Nothing felt natural here. Did I mention that I hate the title? Here’s the thing, some of the elements of this movie work great. People made fun of the “Martha” twist, but I liked it, as well as Ben Affleck’s portrayal of Batman. But again, nothing was natural about this story. The tone shift is so dramatic from Man of Steel, and yet it’s supposed to be a direct sequel. Henry Cavill’s Superman isn’t memorable. Jesse Eisenberg’s lines were badly written and he never seemed like a real human being. Still, I didn’t hate it.
21) Thor: Ragnarok
Such great ideas here. Pairing Hulk and Thor for a comedy? Wonderful. Jeff Goldblum as a charismatic (gay) planet emperor is my favorite new MCU character. More of him, please! Why so low on this list? Hela sucked, as all Thor villains do. But man, she sucked the worst. The goddess of death? She just looks kind of goth, and never does anything too death-y. I like how the fire monster destroys the Thor world (what’s it called again?), and to the movie’s credit, it doesn’t treat this like an earth-shattering moment. Because let’s be honest, we never gave a fuck about that place.
20) Avengers: Age of Ultron
Ok, yes. This movie has aged pretty badly. But there’s a lot to like! Vision is a graceful, hot, AI legend right out of the gate. Lots of nice seeds are sown here, but it’s too bad that Ultron was a big dumbass who didn’t know how to execute any of his angsty plans. His “age” lasted about a day? Day of Ultron. Still, Tony Stark deserves to be put in prison by now.
19) Guardians of the Galaxy
As far as nailing a tone down, this movie did it best. You can call this movie airtight in its execution. The only negative is that every following Marvel movie felt like it had to be just as funny as this one.
18) Man of Steel
I love me a serious superhero film. I think this movie is best described in pros and cons. Pros: Henry Cavill is the best onscreen Superman yet, Michael Shannon made an otherwise goofy role kind of believable, the special effects are the best I’ve ever seen in a superhero film. Cons: None of this matters, because you’ve just never seen a more boring plot to a film in your life.
17) Batman
There will be no disrespect for the classics here. Every good superhero movie owes it all to Batman. This movie nailed it in every category. Jack Nicholson’s weirdo Joker was all-too-perfect, and the goth-horror scenery was inspired. Best of all, Michael Keaton made the idea of a gay orphan dressing up as a bat pretty relatable.
16) Superman
They haven’t quite gotten it right until 2006, but more on that up the list. This is the best Superman will ever be, because the character really just doesn’t work in the modern day. Christopher Reeve gives a romantic, gosh-golly version of the comic character, and it’s pretty damn good. Also, Marlon Brando’s Jor-El is haunting and gorgeous when he speaks. Another classic.
15) Batman Begins
Blah blah blah, gritty, dark, blah blah blah. Reinvented superhero movies, blah blah blah realistic.
14) Captain America: The First Avenger
This is the heart and soul of the MCU, and one of the most unique out of the series. Still feels important even in the third phase, and has a lot of great messages that I am too lazy to write. Great movie, and Chris Evans as Captain America was the best casting choice since Robert Downey Jr. Nothing but greatness here.
13) Iron Man 2
Do people really think this is the worst of the MCU? Not by a long-shot. But oh my god, Tony Stark is just such a war criminal. And Mickey Rourke is delightful! I love that part where Iron Man empties his bladder into his own Iron Man suit. Did Superman ever do that shit? Fuck Superman!
12) Guardians of the Galaxy Vol. 2
My ass has seen a lot of superhero movies, but I don’t think my ass has smiled more watching one of them. Ummmm, what a fucking great movie? With a fucking great plot? And, like, a great villain for fucking once? A truly lovely film.
11) The Dark Knight Rises
A marxist superhero film? No wonder it’s not the fan favorite. But I love it just the same. The funeral scene at the end is beautifully acted by all involved. Yes, Bruce Wayne died, but it didn’t feel cheap. Catwoman driving the batpod? An icon of cinema. A great ending to a great blah blah blah, not as good as The Dark Blah blah blah.
10) Marvel’s The Avengers
What a moment for a little thirteen year old nerdfuck like me. It leans on the immature side of the MCU, yes. But it’s damn near perfect filmmaking, and by far the most accessible superhero movie to date. Hulk Smash!
9) Iron Man 3
We’re getting into real personal-favorite territory here. Shane Black’s Christmas superhero film is hated by a lot of people, but don’t worry, they’re all just sweaty ugly nerds with untouched genitals who don’t realize that Fu-Manchu proto-Asian wizard stereotypes aren’t exactly the best material for a 2013 film. Man, I adore this movie. It’s a perfect blend of comedy (not too much) and drama (not too much), with an infusion of self awareness that appeals to a cynical guy like me.
8) Superman Returns
This movie really understands Superman. It’s too bad it was overshadowed by Batman Begins, because this movie has a lot to offer. No, it isn’t action-packed, and yes it does star Kevin Spacey (gross) as Lex Luther, but the romanticism and themes of a post-superhero world are rich with wonderful dialogue and the best onscreen Lois Lane yet. Forget the Kryptonite iceberg at the end, Superman’s journey of finding himself is surprisingly great material for a film, delicately directed by Bryan Singer. Wait, is that TWO pedophile boy rapists in one film? Yikes, you know what.......never mind.
7) Captain America: Civil War
The re-watchability here is astonishing. It’s not even an Avengers film, and it’s still easily the best Avengers film. And yet, it stays its course as a personal story of loyalty and sacrifice for the titular character. It’s totally a Captain America movie. Also, can Tony Stark just get fucking imprisoned already?
6) Iron Man
Easily the “coolest” superhero movie ever made. I can watch terrorists get blown up by lasers all day! A true classic, and still feels just a little more legitimate than all the other MCU films.
5) Spider-Man: Homecoming
A relatable protagonist? A relatable villain? An evil psycopath? (Tony Stark). What’s not to love? It might not have “amazing” in the title like those other fuck-your-mom Spidey movies, but it most certainly is. (Amazing, I mean).
4) The Dark Knight
Blah blah blah joker, blah blah blah Heath Ledger, Christopher Nolan. Blahblahblahblah dark, reinvented the genre, blah blah blah.
3) Captain America: The Winter Soldier
Yes I’ll say it. Here we have the best story in a superhero film to date. And to disguise all the intellectual themes of post-terrorist society, individuality, corruption, the pointlessness of patriotism, and homoeroticism, we have just enough kick-ass action scenes for your average brain-dead male to get a kick out of it too.
2) X-Men: Days of Future Past
I’m a sucker for time travel, and fuck me if this didn’t deliver 100%. This was my first X-Men movie experience, and I still think about it about once every couple of weeks. I don’t even want to write about it because I get embarrassed by my love for this movie.
1) Logan
The world’s changed. All the mutants are dead. Patrick Stewart is a senile fuck. Wolverine’s claws hurt when he tries to bring them out. Jesus Christ, there’s so much here that I can’t believe it’s a real movie. There’s just something about seeing a grizzly Hugh Jackman in a bloody t-shirt that really grinds my gears. It’s tragic, it’s beautiful, it’s expansive, and it feels like the last superhero movie that ever needs to be made.
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Will you write anything related to Bloodline? In the Metas, I mean. Because while I think that Kylo's fight with the dark voice in his head (aka Snoke) has apparently been longer than initially expected, I think the fact that he learnt about his connection to DV rather violently if Leia's ominous reaction tells us smtg, with learning that his family had been keeping smtg that important from him... Must have been hard. Any thoughts? (I love your meta)
Sooo many thoughts @luciemiddleford, but I’m almost positive my response isn’tgoing to answer your question in any kind of satisfactory manner whatsoever.
My reaction to Bloodline, while mostly positive, is a bit ofmixed bag, and that’s due entirely to inconsistencies about The Family™ betweenthis book and the information we were given in TFA. Aaaaand how Bloodlinemesses with the timeline we more-or-less had previously established (more onthis later) and how this new set just feels wrongto me. In order for me to get across just how I feel in regards to him findingout about Vader in this manner, its necessary for me to discuss why I don’tfeel confident whatsoever about what little info we did get about the Organa-Solo Family Dynamic. Like, at all. I don’ttrust relying on the glimpses we got in Bloodline, including Ben finding outabout Vader in such a jarring manner.
I haven’t gone through the tags on here so idk if otherpeople have broken down some of the inconsistencies and issues with continuitythat Bloodline through into the mix, or if anyone has noticed them at all. Justto start off: I loved the novel. Fucking loved it. One of the best Star Warsnovels ever, in my opinion. I’m a sucker for politics/undercover/conspiracystories, so this was right up my ally. Basically everything related to Leia,the New Republic, the First Order already working within the Senate, anythingthat set up the political outlook for TFA had me overjoyed and I found itincredibly well-grounded in that regard.
It was just those few throwaway lines (I read the wholething twice and I think there are only like six or seven references) about Ben+ Luke that threw everything off. I was expecting this book to give us piecesof the puzzle to put together about HOW exactly everything went down, or atleast glimpses into how the Organa-Solo family life was pre-academy training.Instead it just made me scratch my head and question the canon-ocity of ClaudiaGray’s work. And there’s honestly good reason to question it??? Gray clearlystated that she had not seen/read the script for TFA prior to writing the book,she was clearly Surprised when she saw TFA and it didn’t outright contradictwhat she wrote in regards to the Fam, and beyond that any information shewould’ve been given about The Family™ in order to make Leia’s relationship tothem seem believable would’ve been pretty cut-and-dry (as in: they have a kid,here’s his name, he and Luke are busy doing ~something~). Rereading it justseems like they told her to name drop Ben and Luke a couple times just to makeit clear that she keeps them in her thoughts. They didn’t give her anymore towork with because obviously they’re saving that stuff for TLJ and didn’t wantto spoil it. When Gray was going through the details with Pablo Hidalgo andRian Johnson on what to center the novel around, the only information shereceived for how to make this a setup for TFA was concentrated solely aroundThe New Republic government, the Vader Scandal, hints of the First Order, andthe forming of the Resistance. Just another reason I don’t feel confident withany of the information that isn’t strictly political in nature. The familyaspect just feels like a fill-in-the-blank game (minus what we got with Han,that was all very believable).
Two of the prime problems I have, inconsistency/generalproblem-wise, are in regard to Ben’s age and in how he found out about Dear OldGranddad.
For starters, it was established pre-Bloodline that Ben leftfor training when he was 10 (still canon). It was also the prevailing andaccepted idea pre-Bloodline that Ben fell to Snoke and did-whatever-deed-he-didat the Jedi Academy when he was 15 (I believe I even saw a source at one pointthat confirmed everything went down at 15 but idk where it would be hiding,someone link me if you find one). Makes sense. HOWEVER. According to Gray’sbook, Ben is still with Luke at the age of 23 and hasn’t gone all Dark Sideyet. Here’s the inconsistency: according to the TFA script, when Kylo takes offhis helmet, “Han is JOLTED, seeing the face of his son for the first time as aman”. So Han hasn’t seen his kid since early adolescence, probably. That iscanon. Unfortunate and heartbreaking, but canon nonetheless. I imagine, butcan’t firmly say, it’s been the same amount of time for when Leia last saw Benas well.
This Bloodline continuity hogwash actually creates a majorproblem for Han and Leia’s characters. If we go pre-Bloodline assumption thathe turned at 15, then it means that, at most, Han/Leia went 5 years withoutseeing their son, in person or holo-vid (that assumption is pushing it btw, theystill could have visited him in early teens). We don’t know how busy they were,don’t know where Luke’s Academy was, don’t know if there were any rulesattempting to limit disturbances in the kids’ training. The only thing we canglean is that the Academy, wherever it was, was fairly isolated and hard toreach. So 5 years (again, pushing it) sucks, but is understandable under the rightconditions. BUT. If we adhere to Gray’s timeline, then it means that they went13 years without seeing their kid. It goes from sucky-but-understandable tofucked up in a big way. It is canonically established that Han hasn’t seen hisboy since he was an adolescent, but 23 is an adult. If Han hadn’t seen his kidin that many years, and was able to with him presumably just chilling with Lukeand not off doing dark deeds, then it makes Han and Leia look bad for notputting in any effort to see Ben (or Luke for that matter #rude). It reflectsbadly on Leia and Han. It was already canonically established that Han and Leiaweren’t there enough to guide him—this makes the setup for his upbringingunfortunate, heartbreaking, sorta-kinda understandable. But going 13 yearswithout seeing your kid when you have the means is not understandable andmakes one a shitty parent. This is why I don’t like it one bit. At the previouslyaccepted 15-year age mark, everything flowed together naturally and made sense.At the “new” 23-year age mark it just makes everyone seem like an asshole. It’sjust pushes things a little too far to be believable imo.
In addition to this, Leia states, “I never should’ve senthim away. That’s when I lost him”. This strongly implies that what happenedwith Ben happened relatively quickly (and that there was probably minimalcontact), as in FIVE years, not THIRTEEN. Thirteen years is a long time to sitback, think, and pinpoint exactly when you lost your son without actively doinganything about it. Which is not in Leia’s character. And Han says, “There wasnothing we could’ve done”, which also implies to me a relatively SHORT periodof time between when they actually had personal contact with him and when Bensplit for the Baddies™. Someone who has had repeated personal contact, evenfavorable/positive with their child (messages or otherwise) over a period ofthirteen years after training began would not be making such absolutiststatements. Again, five years makes a certain amount of sense, thirteen has mewtf-ing. Also??? Both Leia and Han’s statements sound like ones to familiar topeople who have had years upon years to come to term with things (as in, 15years ago, not a measly 6).
Onto my other major problem: how Ben found out about Vader.I have a really, reallllllllyyyyyy hard time imagining that Ben found out abouthim out of the blue. I can see where Gray is coming from, but actually thinkingabout it in terms of how Kylo is portrayed in TFA makes no sense with theBloodline timeline. Just for starters: as a descendant of the Chosen One, Benis ridiculously Force sensitive?? So despite the fact that Leia and Han keptthe Grandpa Bomb from him (I imagine Luke would’ve wanted to tell him the truthbut had to adhere to Ben’s actual parents), I don’t see how he would’ve gonehis entire upbringing not picking up on, at the very least, that they werekeeping something huge from. When Han says that there was too much Vader inhim, it implies there were many signs from him as a kid that made his parentsuncomfortable/nervous. For a Force-sensitive who can sense emotions and readthoughts, he would’ve at least picked up on that kind of ~vibe~ they sometimesgot around him and been curious about it. I even have a hard time believingthat, after a while, he might not have “pried” a little bit by trying to readthe thoughts of his “weaker” parent (Han) without detection. He wouldn’t havemeant anything inherently malicious about it, just a curiosity/desire foranswers for why some things made his parents ~share a look~ if you get mydrift. Kids pick up on things. Not to mention he might’ve picked up a vibe fromLuke himself. While I don’t doubt that Luke would’ve agreed to let Leia/Hanreveal things on their own terms, I still think it would’ve been difficult forhim to maintain the façade of “Vader was the enemy and I hate him to this day,glad I killed the bloke”. Ben would’ve been raised on stories of his family’saccomplishments, especially of Luke’s vanquishing of two Sith Lords, so I thinkhe would notice when they either tried to avoid discussing such things or thatmaybe his uncles retelling just didn’t feel right.
The other problem with the “he found out about Vader out ofthe blue” is the fact that that doesn’t organically coincide with hisdedication to Vaders cause that we see in TFA. For Ben to have gone 23 yearsclueless ala Bloodline, his unnerving conviction to finish what Vader startedfeels out of place. Six years is a little short to go from clueless to the “Iwill do everything in my power to finish what you started” idolization we havegoing on. FIFTEEN years on the other hand…well, you get my point. There’s alsothe issue of Snoke. Snoke was in this kids head from the beginning, so I can’timagine that he wouldn’t have used Vader’s identity as an additional tool toget Ben to mistrust his family as early as was feasible/useful. I already madethis whole post about how Vader’s identity/”ghost” was one of the integraltools Snoke was using to secure Ben’s loyalty, so there’s that as well.
While Bloodline is “technically” canon, it is still dubiouscanon at best, prone to changes and mistakes. There are only three “officialofficial” sources of canon (more or less indisputable), and those are the films,the scripts, and the official novelizations of said films. Any othernovels/comics/etc that doesn’t accompany one of the actual movies is canon only until/unless details within it areproven false or clash with Official Canon. And there’s enough weird informationin Bloodline regarding everyone’s favorite Family™, combined with the fact thatGray never even saw the script for TFA, that has me questioning just howin-universe I can take it.
It’s not that I have a problem reorienting myself intobelieving that he made his dark turn as an adult (I do actually), it is just afar less organic and natural string of events compared to him turning at 15. Samewith how he found out about Vader. Bloodline-timeline requires a suspension ofdisbelief. And it affects the narratives of other people around him as well, ina mostly negative way.
Maybe it’s just me that this really bothers. But theinformation Claudia Gray gave us (again, dubious canon at best) just fills liketrying to fit a square peg in a round hole and it throws me off thinking aboutit. I’m just gonna wait for TLJ to confirm/deny anything regarding the Family.
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