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woodsfae · 8 months

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B5 s02e21 • Comes the Inquisitor Jack the Fucking Ripper table of contents • previous episode

Oh, man. G'Kar is totally right, but of course no one's taking him seriously.

"Are you willing to sacrifice all that you are to keep all that you have?"

Yeah, war destroys you. Everything G'Kar says lately I'm like "That's absolutely horrible! But you're right!"

Oooo, Vir Cotto is up to something! I hope he keeps exceeding my expectations.

Another Delenn and Kosh secret meeting. I am so amused by their relationship. And interested! Lennier said Kosh was calling for Delenn. Was it on the local landline, or something more metaphysical? Is Lennier a telepath? I'm guessing that Delenn isn't actually a telepath, just has incredibly well honed insight, but we've seen so little of other species' telepathy that I'm just itching to learn more. It would be sensible to assign a telepath to be high-ranking, but isolated dignitaries' aides.

O.o The Vorlon have something called inquisitors! And one is going to interrogate Delenn!! Whoa. I wonder if they're a Vorlon, or just a contact of the Vorlons.

I love how there's always more and more and more worldbuilding and plot for me to sink my teeth into. The silliest episodes and exchanges are still so rich and dense with information.

omfg. MORE AWKWARD FLIRTING. And Delenn and John haven't even mutually held hands yet.

Lennier: "If you do the right thing for the wrong reasons, the work becomes corrupted, and ultimately self-destructive. Ambassador Kosh wishes confirmation that the right people are in the right place at the right time."

That's a bit of an american xtian idea of rightness of actions. US Pres Nixon was a bad dude, but he still passed the civil rights act, which has immeasurably improved lives. It doesn't diminish all the lives saved or the good done that he was also a slime-sucking toerag.

The guy G'Kar is meeting has a really strong prescription on his glasses. And of course people are war profiteering off the desperate Narn.

The Narn are more dangerous now than they've ever been. They're backed into a tiny corner, with nowhere to go but out and through anyone trapping them there.

This person arrived on a Vorlon ship…. I'm so curious if Vorlons are humanoid or can disguise themselves believably as different, lower-order species. He's implying he's human, but I have my doubts.

oh-hohohoho!! Protective Sheridan! cute.

WHOA. This guy, Sebastian (?) first met the Vorlons in 1888! incredible. A genuine Victorian in the 23rd century, who's going to psychically interrogate an alien from a society which has been spacefaring for tens of thousands of years. That's so cool.

Garibaldi: "Don't endanger B5. Got it? OK. Here's my illegal contacts who can help out, maybe. ;) byeeeeee <3"

Garbaldi, a real quote this time: "Like you said. I never start a conversation unless I know where it's going, but I always leave a little room for someone to disappoint me. Thanks for not doing it."

Made me laugh. And then also uncomfortably squirm. I'm a little like that, too. (damn you JMS, making me identify with characters I dislike! *shakes fist*)

This meeting with Sebastian and Delenn is so fairytale-like.

Someone should tell Sebastian and the Vorlons that you get better results with positive reinforcement than with punishment methods. It gets harder and harder to think the more you are in suspense of when the next pain will come. How very Victorian of this guy, though.

"Do you know how many have stood before me as you stand now? Proud, defiant, full of their own boated self-importance. Confident that they are chosen, special, chosen of God? All of them have broken. And better for everyone that they did. Better to spare others the illusion of false hope. You have the audacity to presume that you are on a mission form god, embarked on a noble cause. I don't believe it. And by the time you leave here, neither will you."

I dunno, dude. You might have gotten better results if you'd taught people to cultivate the type of qualities you think you need to succeed.

This whole thing makes a little more sense if I assume he's telepathically reading her and using her being pushed off balance to see more truth in her mind…I guess. This feels like very dated ideas of psychology. People are not more themselves when they're in pain, being arbitrarily punished, and given no useful instructions. They're just confused and hurting.

I think, that like a fairytale, he's already given her the answer disguised as a lie - he said if she removed the manacles, she would be failing the Vorlons. I think if she stands up for herself and refuses to be electrocuted anymore, she will show true strength of will and clarity of purpose.

Hah, Vir didn't even know he was getting into an elevator with G'Kar. very awkward. But actually, they could be good friends! Vir hates genocide, G'Kar hates being genocided.

Vir: "I'm sorry. I wish there was something I could do, but… I tried telling them, but they wouldn't listen. They never listen! I'm sorry." G'Kar: cuts his hand with his knife "Dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead. How do you apologize to them?" Vir: "I can't." G'Kar: "Then I cannot forgive." Me: 🥺

How very decent of Vir to say something, though. I bet he's the only Centauri who has said, to a Narn, that they are sorry and tried to prevent the atrocities from taking place.

Back to Sebastian the Victorian who rivals Freud in his weird-ass theories about finding the truth about people!!

This dude is a sadist. Perhaps the Vorlons' true test is seeing if someone will ever decide the universe is better off without him.

Hmmm. He will reward her for admitting that she questions herself, her clarity of purpose, and her beliefs. He's still full of shit, though.

"Your only destiny is to be the nail that get hammered down. Bang, bang, bang."

asshole.

Sebastian: "You're being a fool!" Delenn: "Then I am a fool. But it's better to be what I am than what you are." Sebastian: "And what am I? Please - tell me." Delenn: "You are a creature which has received pain and given pain, and taken too much joy in its application. You have aspired to dreams and been disappointment because you are not strong enough , or worthy enough, or right enough. So you lash out at anyone who believes they can make a difference because it reminds you of your own failure. You have to prove they're just as bad, just as flawed as you are. Am I close, Mr Sebastian?" Sebastian: "Bang." *electrocutes Delenn*

Yeah, he needs to die. There's no fucking way that standing there and taking being degraded, verbally abused, and physically tortured is what the Vorlons are looking for.

There's a lot in this episode I disagree and agree with, and all of it so completely believable and understandable in a complex situation. The writing on this show is so smart and impresses the hell out of me over and over again. Not this part with Sebastian, though. That's just wacked out of the Vorlons.

Yes, Lennier to the rescue!! More heads are better. Cooperation and collective action is key. Being tortured alone doesn't make you strong, it just makes you injured.

And he's not done yet! Getting reinforcements, gathering allies! Siccing Sheridan on Kosh!

Sebastian was expecting, or pretending he was expecting, someone to interfere.

Oh. Well a line of flame and concussive force wasn't a power I expected from Sebastian! What a fun practical effect! My guess is that they put a line of gasoline or kerosene on the floor, then Sebastian struck his cane, with something to strike a spark, on the end of the line of flammable liquid. Then, Sheridan did a fantastic pretend-to-be-blown-away jump back and they added the air punch with CGI in post production.

Sheridan's all tied up, and the mind games continue! I judge the Vorlons less for this extreme action because they're so higher-dimensional I'm impressed they are even able to interact with the cast in any meaningful way. Like how we can make a puppet bee dance the dance of "Food five miles to the south-west across a river," but we don't have the fine manipulations to stroke the bees with our puppet antenna and say "welcome home, sister. Give me your burden so I can carry it into the hives while you rest."

And I judge Sebastian less because, since 1888, he has been a little bee trying to learn from the puppet-bees, and that would warp anyone.

But seriously, the torture is unhelpful.

Delenn, you badass.

Sebastian: "One single move, gesture, and his life is snuffed out. Or yours. You would trade your life for his? I thought you had a destiny. Is that destiny not worth one life?" Delenn: "If I fall, another would take my place, and another. And another!" Sebastian: "But your great cause?" Delenn: "This is my cause! Life! One life, or a million, it's all the same!" Sebastian: "Then you make the sacrifice willingly?" Delenn: "Yes!" Sebastian: "No fame, no armies or banners or cities to celebrate your name. You will die alone and unremarked. And forgotten." Delenn: "This body is only a shell. You cannot touch me. You cannot harm me. I am not afraid."

Delenn is fine as hell for that, for her emotional fortitude, and for her grace and sincerity. But really, there was no need for the 4d torture chess. Particularly the christian ethics lesson aspect. Sebastian is deranged. He's been 'round the twist since the 1880s.

Background check on Sebastian! He and his address are either going to be accurate, or have never existed in any capacity.

Sinclair's Rangers arranged for the communication between that one Narn and his family on Narn! They are super useful! Good job Sinclair!

It'd be a real nut-kicker if, after G'Kar has earned, once again, the faith of his people in exile, the weapons-dealer rips them off.

Records confirm that Sebastian lived on earth in London in 1888. And that he vanished without a trace. Right after Jack the Ripper's last murder. He was a fanatic, and a murderer, by his own admission. And now he tortures and murders at the direction of the Vorlons. They tore him down and then set him loose with the same directives as his self-appointed former mission of violence.

Jack the Ripper: "Perhaps, they will finally let me die." Sheridan: "I think that might be wise."

STONE COLD. a;dskgfjas;dkjgas I agree. Dude is incredibly twisted and doesn't even enjoy it. Do the Vorlons know they took a madman and drove him even more mad? Do they know their little bee they took from its hive has been longing for death?

I don't want to come to the notice of higher beings. Particularly not B5's version of them.

on to the season finale!

#babylon 5 #john sheridan #delenn #kosh #g'kar #vir cotto #michael garibaldi #woodsfae b5

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chiquititaosita · 1 year

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Sanji Dating a Latina | sanji x latina fem reader

this is my very first blog post about sanji i just love him so much. lmk if y’all like it 😩💕

• Sanji dating a Latina *CHEFS KISS*

• he’ll literally watch you dance along to the traditional songs, and music in general

•“she looks beautiful…” it was that moment where he had no nosebleeds, no heart eyes, it’s just him in straight up amazement.

•When you dance in the rain just happily whenever you can. Sanji asked you why you did it and you replied with

• I do it for those before me who couldn’t dance and have the freedom like I do. In this way I dance with their spirits!” you smile happily as you hear the thunder clapping as a sign from the rain lords who is saying thank you!

• “YESSS! y/NNN CHWANNN!! YOURE SO BEAUTIFUL AND AMAZING!”

• “I LOVE YOU MY DARLING ANGEL!”

• JUST LOVE THE WAY YOU DANCE WITH THE MUSIC ITS SO MAGICAL!”

• “YOU TRULY MAKE YOUR ANCESTORS PROUD!” He really just loves hyping you up. nah fr like, every time you say thank you and express gratitude towards him he’s just in awe. His love for you just grows stronger and deeper each time.

• when it came to dancing the first time it was doing zapateando which is stomping your feet (zapatos meaning shoes in Mexican Spanish). The way you span around in your technicolor dress flowing around in the air like the spirals on sanjis eyebrows. The way you laughed and mouthed along to the words gathering everyone on the island to dance to along.. he just knew that you were the one.

• “my darling are you alright? how are you feeling?! Do you need water? How are your feet? Do you want me to carry you! I’ll do that if you want to keep dancing!”

•”thank you amor I’m fine, pero people like me we have a lot of energy when it comes to dancing.”

•Sanji can learn how to dance very quick. BUT WHEN HE LEARNED BRUH HE GOT IT DOWN! The tias love him!

•he sighs in relief and in awe, blushing

“Come dance with me, I’ll guide you!” When you grabbed his hand! Sanji was blushing a deep crimson red like a tomate 🍅😭.

• When you guide him he whispers so much romantic words and sentences into your ear that leave you hiding in his chest. Everyone just hyped you up, especially your cousins.

• you have a deep care for nature and it’s creatures, literally sanji loves how highly empathic you are, for example when you met chopper.

“Aye que lindo! A venandito! Hi I’m Y/n nice to meet you!” You greeted chopper with a big hug and I feel like chopper loves hugs. You always check up on him to see if he’s okay. He fr carries the straw hats and heals everyone’s asses fr

• you ,nami and robin always have chisme to spill with each other regardless it’s not because of the straw hats it’s just in general.

BUT WHEN YOU COOK WITH HIM! YOU TAUGHT HIM HOW TO COOK SOME OF ABUELAS DISHES OMFG HIS HEART JUST MELTs! you had to make him relax and do a little bit of convincing because he’s a teeny bit stubborn

• “Please allow me to assist in cooking with you. It’s the least I can do for you when you have been doing but nothing but stressing over trying to feed everyone on this ship, and let alone make me feel welcomed like I’m a goddess, your hospitality is wonderful.” You smiled at the cook and all he could do was nothing but fall on his knees and grab his chest.this mane literally thought he was having a heart attack.

• “Y/n-San, YOURE SO KIND TO ME! OF COURSE YOU CAN HELP ME! Yourewelcometousethekitchenallthetime!” he just hugged you repeatedly, and you giggled lightly accepting this blondes embrace.

• “So you put the tortilla into the press.” you chimed, and kept complimenting him every now and than. Let’s be honest Sanji is a fast learner when it comes to cooking, and of course he took notes while watching you, sometimes when you keep mixing the food, he just doodles images of you. It actually looks like you, surprisingly it’s not realistic and it’s not a stick figure. It looks like you.

• “Y/n-Chan! You’re so nice tooo meee!” Or the “y/n -San you’re so good at this!” he sees in amazement, literally your number one hype man.

• “Okay now you put your tortilla on the skillet, and when it bubbles with brown spots you’re going to flip it over kind of like a pancake.”

•Literally bestie did with ease, his eyes were in shock.

• “Y-You use y-your h-hand!?” He couldn’t even function nor comprehend correctly, but once you explained it to him it was easier he got the hang of it.

• That was until “SANJIIII IM HUNGRYYYYY!!!!!!!!!” A familiar voice groaned. You couldn’t help but laugh, because sanji reminded you of what you and your family were like growing up. Your heart shook a little bit, of course you were startled since Luffy was so fucking loud for NO REASON AT ALL! I love him but he needs to chill no offense luffy stans. All that was happening while sanji almost burnt his palm on the skillet! pobrecito 😭

“Lunch will be out in a minute!!! Haven’t you heard of knocking?!” Luffy did his shishishi laugh and said

“NOPE!” that was until he decided to try and taste the tacos, you were making you had to ask sanji.

• “ corazón, can you just wack the captain with the wooden spoon for me, i don’t want to be considered rude!”

• He gladly smiled “Y/n-CHWAN I D BE GLADLY HONORED!”

• “GET OUT OF MY KITCHEN!” you heard him yell! as he whacked the raven haired males hand with the spoon, and he ran off with an apple laughing. you couldn’t help but sigh in relief.

•“Thank you my love, you’re very helpful!”

“No thank you! Y/n-Chan! For helping and teaching me your dishes! ‘Twas an honor! we shall do it again sometime!” you couldn’t help but smile and kiss him softly.

#sanji fluff #sanji imagine #sanji x fem reader #sanji x latina reader #midsize reader #one piece imagines #one piece x reader #one piece fluff #zoro x y/n #sanji x y/n #x reader #imagine ur fave/s (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)#hispanic reader #fluff #ace #ace x reader #monkey d luffy #roronoa zoro #sanji vinsmoke

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v-anrouge · 1 month

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CREWEL X KONIG SCHENHEIT IDEAS!

Crewel met him before Vil went to NRC at a fashion show.

Maybe after Vil was born, and Vil got lost at the show as a like three to five year old. Vil maybe hides under a chair cause everything is loud and scary, he can’t find his papa. And suddenly a big fluffy white coat is in front of him, then someone crouches down to look under the chair. Crewel loves kids, and his heart melts at the sight of the tearful blonde boy. Crewel offers a hand to help him find his guardian and little Vil all but leaps into the man’s arms. Strangers are scary but so is being very short around adults who can’t see you! So Crewel carries the boy around, asking about his dad. “He’s super cool, and the handsomest! And the best papa ever!” And Vil settles down talking about how cool his dad is.

Poor Konig is panicking looking for his young son before he feels a tap on his shoulder and seeing the prettiest man holding his sniffling son! Crewel and him sit next to eachother during the show. And obviously poor Vil gets bored out of his mind, so Crewel finds a few games to play. How many red shoes can you find? Bet I can find more! After the show, little Vil is knocked out, snuggled under Crewel’s coat, and Konig “feels kinda bad removing him from it” so he and Crewe are kind of “forced” to get dinner! They didn’t have a choice!

They stay friends, even as Vil grows up, and Vil has known they’ve liked eachother since he was seven. Nobody crinkles the magazine when they see their “friend” on a date like that. Vil tries to play matchmaker. “Poor papa is so lonely, I’m going to school and can’t give him the affection he needs!” “Uncle Divus is so stressed from teaching! He’s probably sick of being around kids. Maybe I can have a babysitter and you and him can talk about taxes!” (Cause that’s what adults do obviously!)

Vil finally shoves them together when he starts at NRC, and knows they’re dating, they’ve been pining for years now, but he can also pretend he doesn’t see it. He even stays silent when he sees Crewel walking into class wearing his dad’s chapstick, though he does internally cringe a bit.

Vil also takes over their wedding, and demands to be the flower girl, Crewel’s dogs are the ring bearers. And when Vil is interviewed about his dad marrying his teacher he just says “finally!”

OK I WANTED TO ANSWER THJS ONE KAST AJJWJXJS

TGIS IS SO SO SO FUCKING CUTE SO GOOD OMFG I honestly was thinking of them starting to date when vil was already grown but him as a child is MUCH better, esp in that scenario.

just imaging vil growing up considering crewel part of the family and eric/konig (in case anyone doesn't know eric is vil's dad stage name, konig is just a name they made for him) is just getting teary eyed hoping one day he'll truly make part of it. little vil playing cupid 😿😿 i just know he'd use any excuses he got to make crewel stay over, when he'd get sad he demanded both of them pampered him all day, which they did until vil fell asleep in both of their laps with the movie still just starting.

grown vil just so sick and tired of them beating around the bush and just rolling his eyes when his father still refers to crewel as his friend. imagine vil's smile when they FINALLY refer to each other as lovers after YEARS

AAHHDJHSDJJS THE WEDDING PART AJSHSJEDJS please the wedding would be so so beautiful, crewel designed both of their suits because he wanted them to be special, adding in small details that would make it clear that they're for them and no one else, vil would be crying so much, so so proud and glad to see his fathers together and happy at last. ANS THE DOGS RAAAHHHHHHHHDDHDHDHEHDDBEBSHSB

OLD MAN YAOI WILL RUIN MY LIFE ERIC X CREWEL IS REAL

#✎ ⇣‧₊˚ 【asks #ৎ୭ ⇣‧₊˚ 【stinks #♡ᭂ ⇣‧₊˚ 【 my silly #FAV FAV FAV

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rollingsins · 10 months

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Omfg I am so excited! My heart is beating out of my ass, let's go!!

JUDY!!! LEAVE SAM ALONE!!

As if Richie had friends. Be for real for real. Who wants him?? That crusty ass?? (Let's just ignore that Sam dated him, okay? Baby girl had a lot going on)

Lol heard that one before, Judy. Your policeman suck ass! They can't protect anyone.

HELL YES POOKIE BE THERE FOR YOUR SISTER!! Finally she's being nice to her.

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK R!!! HOW CAN YOU GO WITH YOUR PARENTS NOW??? YOU WILL BE SLAUGHTER, SOMEONE WILL GET SLAUGHTERED. ARE YOU DUMB??

Judy, you're still hella suspicious. Why do you so desperately want to get Sam alone??

(I will forever be immensely embarrassed if Ghostface isn't Judy but come on, you wrote her to be a very good decoy and suspect!)

I'm actually surprised Tara agreed to let R go... especially with her dad being such an asshole. Character development, maybe?

Lol okay, the Tara line was comedic gold. Pookie sure does need to talk to a shrink.

GO OFF ON HIM R!!! Boss ass bitch for using his own words against him. Love that!

Oh no. Ghostface is here. Holy fuck I'm really so excited.

TARA KNOWS??? HOW. WHO IS IT TARA GOD DAMNIT

Nooo not mommy! She was the nice one. Hopefully dad is dead...

OKAY BREAK! IT'S A FUCKING SHE. SO I COULD STILL BE RIGHT. PHEW, MY HEART. LET'S CONTINUE.

OH MY ABSOLUTE FUCKING GOD! I WAS RIGHT. FUCK ME SIDEWAYS I CANNOT BELIVE IT!!!! HONEY THANK YOU!!! AAAAAAAHHH I CANT BELIVE IT. WHAT THE FUCK. I SHOULD BE A MOTHERFUCKING DETECTIVE!!!! HOLY HELL.

Fuuuuuuuck meeeeeeee. Wow. I FUCKING KNEW IT. JUDY YOU BITCH I GOT YOU!!!!!!! BABE THANK YOU FOR MAKING HER GHOSTFACE, I WOULD HAVE LOST MY FUCKING MIND IF IT WASNT HER. Holy hell. I can't believe it. I feel so proud like I just cracked a 20 year old case 😁

Phewwww. I am an official and certified genius now. Only call me by that from now on. Thank you.

Now I'm curious though, what were your main pieces of evidence that you included to hint at Judy being Ghostface? Did I miss some or did I ace this "who is Ghostface" puzzle?

And again, AAAAAH I WAS FUCKING RIGHT!! TAKE THAT!

Hi bub!

Start majoring in criminology stat! We've got a detective on our hands

#ask #ghostface!tara #spoilers

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im-no-jedi · 1 year

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my thoughts on the TBB season 2 finale

I’ve been more than open about my feelings at this point. I enjoyed the majority of The Summit actually, it’s just Plan 99 that I wish I could erase from my memory forever LOL

you know what, I’ll just go ahead and name everything I did like about these episodes, since I’ve done plenty of complaining already 😝

like I said, I did genuinely like The Summit as an episode. there were a lot of really great moments up until everything started to go wrong (thanks Saw Gerrera, I hate your guts 🙃)

the beginning part on Pabu with Phee. oh. my. GOSH. that was the cutest thing ever. Tech/Phee is officially up there with Kanera and Han/Leia as one of my favorite SW ships 🥰 awkward Tech was SO cute. and relatable 😝

Tech being so adamant about rescuing Crosshair, oh my heart, he misses his brother SO much 😭💙

I have to continue to talk about how freaking happy I am that Echo is back. idk how often he’ll be around in the next season, but I hope the group permanently stays together now. I missed him SO much 🥺

Wrecker was SO funny and sweet in this episode. the part where they’re like “we need to be precise” and they ALL turned to look at Wrecker, OMG that was literally the funniest thing to ever happen in the entire show 🤣👌🏻

Tech Spiderman swinging up to that sensor tower was 👀

Team Sneaky going off to do sneaky things, while Team Chaos handled the homing beacon, LOVE to see it. I was so proud of my baby girl for getting through the hanger, with Wrecker watching her back the entire time 🥰

😳😳😳

seriously why was this episode just one big Rogue One reference LOL

when Tech and Hunter went off, and Tech was like “it could take forever to locate the problem”, and Hunter almost immediately finds the hidden bomb, I love my man so much 😙

that part when Team Sneaky was fighting off Stormtroopers and Hunter used one of the bodies as a human shield, babe please I’m already simping 🥵

as much as I hate droid deaths, Wrecker stepping on the mouse droid and it getting stuck on his foot was so silly 😆

and now for what I enjoyed in the accursed Plan 99...

gonna start off with an obvious one... Hunter sniper shooting down that ship with his little DC-17 blaster in one shot. sir. SIR. IM ALREADY STUPIDLY IN LOVE WITH YOU PLEEEEEASE 😍😍😍🥵🥵🥵

as horrible as it was, from an artistic perspective, Tech’s “death” was an absolute masterpiece. since I already knew that was going to happen and had even watched that moment in a clip on Twitter with the sound off, what really did me in was the music (darn you Kiners 😭💔) and Omega’s reaction. that’s what got me sobbing fr. I can appreciate something from an artistic perspective, even if I don’t like the subject matter 😞

the part where Omega was woozy after the crash mimicked the end of Reunion with Hunter after he’d gotten shot by Cad Bane, and I genuinely loved that 👌🏻

THE WHOLE SCENE WITH HUNTER COMFORTING OMEGA OMFG MY DADGUM HEART. him smiling when she woke up, the softness of his voice, brushing the hair out of her face, putting a hand on her shoulder and then wrapping his arm around her for comfort... and then to top it off, the way he gently brought up the idea of living on Pabu and asking her if that’s what she wanted to do too. I am WEEPING over this man 😭😭😭💙💙💙

as mad as I am at Cid, it was obvious she meant what she said about Tech. and she genuinely felt bad for what she did. I want her to come back in season 3 and do something to make up for doing that. she HAS to 🥺

as much as I hate Hemlock with every fiber of my being... “who knew Clones are so paternal?” WE BEEN KNEW MY DUDE. sorry, but I’m going to relish in every single confirmation that Hunter is Omega’s dad tyvm 😊

I’m terrible, I know, but I genuinely love to see Hunter in a state of despair, so him picking up Tech’s broken goggles with that sad look on his face was *chef’s kiss*

I was very proud of my girl for taking charge and trying to rescue her brothers. proud mama right here 🥺💙

also, again, I’m sorry, but the whump in this episode was very good. I might’ve enjoyed seeing injured Hunter and Wrecker in the hands of Imperials a little too much 😝

the absolute BEST scene in this episode (and one of the best scenes in the show period)? ECHO IN THE WALKER. OMFG. Ham and I SCREAMED. and to top it off? “Echo?” “Gotta be Echo.” THE BEST THE ABSOLUTE BEST THAT EPISODE WAS WORTH WATCHING JUST FOR THAT MOMENT 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

I once again state that I love seeing Hunter in despair and permanently have that look of pure horror he made while watching the Imperial ship fly away with Omega engrained in my mind forever, thanks 😌 and he had tears in his eyes I SAW IT. STOP SAYING HE DOESN’T CRY PLEASE 😤

last thing I’ll say about Hunter I swear lsdkfjghlgfkd. but uhh, that last part about him saying how they’re gonna find Omega no matter what it takes... my man’s about to enter his Joel Miller phase and go John Wick on the Empire and I HAVE BEEN WANTING THIS FOR SO LONG YES PLEASE GO FRICK THEM UP BABE 😍😍😍

the way Omega was genuinely happy to see Crosshair again... the way she desperately tried to wake him up... ohhhhh next season is going to break me in the best way possible 🥺🥺🥺

that’s everything I think! time to wait impatiently for season 3 now✨

......why tf did I have more positive things to say about Plan 99 than The Summit lolololol

#the bad batch #star wars the bad batch #tbb season 2 #it's really amazing how opinions can change after some processing time; just sayin'#also these episodes were genuinely good whump content so I'm holding onto that ROFL #star warz #tbb spoilers

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cherrypeaking · 10 months

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good morning beautiful~ 🥺🥺🩵

how are you baby? did you get enough rest? were you able to do your stretches before bed? 🥺

as soon as i left my therapist’s office i fell asleep in the car almost instantly lol i didn’t know my parents were expecting to stop at the store and i fell asleep with my sunglasses on so they didn’t know i was asleep they were this close to just leaving me in a hot car sjhshs

i was half asleep while listening to my playlist to wake myself up and as soon as tinnitus came on it’s like the ass shaking sleeper cell in my brain woke up bc i immediately started shaking my ass in the freezer aisle (i was the only one there before you start getting concerned sjhshs) tinnitus is just that powerful

speaking of going into the freezer aisle, i saw something very interesting 🧐

i figured these would be of interest to you since you like caramel! i’ve had stroopwafel and i’ve had ice cream obviously but never in combination like this… what are your thoughts? 👀👀

when i fell asleep in the car, i dreamt about us🥺🩵 we were at the beach watching the sun set together and the way the sun glowed and changed the color of the sky was so beautiful… yet you were the one i couldn’t take my eyes off of the whole time. we were holding hands and i unintentionally got your attention when my thumb brushed against your knuckles. we looked at each other at the same time and we kissed 😳😳 and it was magical~ and then i was startled awake in a hot car djshsjs

(a kitty meow meow taehyunie moodboard for you today~ our soft pink kitty cat 🥺🥺🩷🩷)

is it crazy that it really, truly just dawned on me that you’re my girlfriend? 😳 i say it all the time but i really do mean it every time i say it… i’m so proud and so happy to be yours, my love 🩵 it feels like magic, it’s just so beautiful and unreal and amazing to be loved by you. loving you comes so naturally to me, makes me feel so free and so so comfortable and soft 🥺 i love you so much cherry 🥺🥺🩵 i’m in love with you, my dear 🩵🩵

my love 🥺🥺🩷 i think i got enough rest… and i did my stretches they helped me sleep like a baby 🥺🥺🩷 i hope your back isn’t hurting anymore and same for your cramps…

i hope you’re sleeping well because i know you’re probably super sleepy my love 🥺🥺🩷

awwww >\\\< that made me giggle but you must’ve looked so cute asleep with your little sunglasses on your pretty face my sweetheart~ 🥺🩷

hehehehe tinnitus is either the pussy facesitting song or the ass shaking or hair removing song 😌🩷

OMFG THEY LOOK SO GOOD i want to try it 🥹🥹 i actually have bought some ice cream that has like cookie dough but it’s all gathered in chocolate 😳😳 i had some for this morning and my mom was giggling and said “you sound like you’re having the time of your life” because IT WAS SO GOOD 🥹🥹🩷 i know that you’d like it >\\\<

aaaah mommy 🥺🥺 i love all your dreams about me they’re so good 🥺🥺🩷 i wanna dream about you too :(( i hope i get to eventually 🥺🥺 i wanna watch the sun at the beach with you (my mind immediately went to how good you’d look in a swimsuit 😳😳) i love you so much my mommy >\\\<

hot car air is the WORST… i hope you enjoyed your ice cream to counter that 🥺🥺🩷

KITTY PEACH TYUN AAAAAH THE MOODBOARD IS ADORABLE 🥺🥺 (but you’re even more adorable mommy~) 🥺🩷🩷

my love 🥺🥺 it’s crazy cause i was feeling this way as i was waking up!! sometimes it just really dawns on me that i’m your girlfriend and that you’re mine >\\\< 🩷🩷 and i’m so happy with you 🥺🥺 i hope i make you feel happy as well because you deserve all the happiness in the world 🥺🥺🩷 i wanna give you kisses 🥺😚🩷 my sweet sweet love 🥺🥺 i’m in love with you mommy 🥺🥺🩷 the way i feel for you feels so peaceful and calming >\\\< idk if you feel the same but i just feel like i’m in a sweet breeze 🥺🥺🩷

#crystal gem 💎#my girlfriend is the best ;;;.#like what do you mean the most beautiful talented kind and soft woman in the world is mine 🥺😭😭🩷🩷#i love you so so much 🥺🥺#i wish i could talk about you to everyone 🥺🥺#thinking about seeing you makes me so excited and nervous cause we love social anxiety but i feel the comfiest with you my lady 🥺🥺#i wanna bake with you as well 🥺🥺😚🩷#my sweet mommy 🥺🥺😚🩷

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tired-biscuit · 1 year

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(this is boutta be a thirst but there’s gonna be some mention of toxic diet culture (and maybe angst?? Idk) so heads up just in case)

ANYWAYS

Kiba hates seeing you feel insecure :(

You’re in his room eating dinner, about to put on a movie to watch together, and he sees you push your bowl away out of the corner of his eye.

He turns to you. “You done already?”

“Yeah,” You mumble.

He looks at your food. It was half eaten at most, a half eaten salad at that, and he frowned. It wasn’t like you to pick at your food like this.

“Are you sure you’re done already? You hardly put a dent in that, and it’s basically just leaves.”

“Yeah, I’m sure.” You were avoiding eye contact with him. Something was off.

“What’s wrong?”

“Nothing’s wrong.”

“Bullshit.”

“Kiba, please.”

“Something’s bothering you and I’m not gonna stop asking until you fucking tell me.”

You sighed. There was no use in getting him to drop the subject, Kiba was stubborn enough already even when he wasn’t worrying about you.

“I’m just trying a diet out.”

Kiba blinks. A diet? You? “Why the actual fuck are you on a diet?”

“Because! I’m trying to get into better shape, you know, so I can… look better.”

… look better? As if you didn’t look like a goddess already. Kiba’s breath gets taken away for a moment every time he sees you enter a room. He didn’t know what the actual hell he did to deserve you, but he thanks his lucky stars each night that you’re his.

“The fuck are you on about? You’re the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen, you don’t need to worry about looking any different than you already do.”

You smiled some, appreciating your boyfriend’s sweet words, but it was still hard to shake your feelings. Insecurity had a vice-like grip on you lately, whispering cruel statements in your ear whenever you were met with your own reflection. You decided to offer up more explanation to see if he’d understand better.

“It’s just been hard to look in the mirror lately.”

You saw something shift in his eyes immediately, as his glance shifted over to the object across the room from the two of you- the mirror mounted on his wall, the very fear you just mentioned. His voice lowered to almost a growl.

“I think I can help you with that.”

That was five minutes ago. Now your shirt has been pushed up over your tits, bra discarded somewhere in the corner of his room. You watched the twin mounds rise and fall in the mirror as you heaved, finding it hard to breath as Kiba continued to play with them.

His chest was against your back as you sat in his lap, his bigger body curling over yours. He nipped at your neck, coming to your ear. “You really think these titties aren’t cute? C’mom baby, you know better than that.”

You let out a whimper as he tweaked both your nipples, feeling his hands then skimming down your stomach and disappearing under your skirt. It wasn’t long before his fingers dipped under delicate lace, getting close to where you needed him most. His other hand traveled back up to your face, gripping your chin in his fingers and forcing you to keep your eyes on your reflection in front of you.

“Pay attention,” He cooed in your ear. “I need to remind my baby girl just how pretty she is.”

SAIGE, SAIGE......!!!!!!!!!!!!!

listen

i am running around in circles, i am so red in the fuckin face please help me i need a sip of water; i am so thirsty.................. oh my fucking god you did NOT just do this to me. I LOVE SOFT, CARING BF KIBA OK, HE SO WOULD PROVE TO YOU THAT YOU'RE PRETTY IN THIS TYPE OF WAY OMFG, THE LITTLE SHIT

just us squirming in his lap and him keeping us still; for once being the patient one in the relationship dfjksdfkjdskfl----- cooing and whispering so softly into your ear, kissing you all over as you arch your back and he literally nearly makes you cum by just playing with your cute tits

I JUST KNOW HE'D FEEL SO PROUD OF HIMSELF WHEN YOU'D REACH BACK AND TUG ON HIS HAIR, START BEGGING HIM FOR MORE WHILE PUSHING YOUR CHEST FURTHER INTO HIS WARM HANDS AS HIS TEETH GRAZE UR PULSE POINT - FANGS STRIKING HOME AND ALL THAT..........

AND THEN HE'D MAKE U SIT ON HIS DICK SO THAT YOU CAN FUCK YOURSELF ON IT WHILE LOOKING IN THE MIRROR

and you'd see his face too, like half covered in shadows and he'd be so pink and sweaty, giving you even more confirmation of how much he loves you and how pretty he thinks you are....... like grunting; losing himself more and more with every wet bounce you'd do, quietly sighing into your hot skin, all like, "See, cutie? Look how fuckin' hard you make me... It's all 'cause of you."

my little horny brain is mush. i will cry now

also that "it's basically just leaves" is so in character i can't lmfaoooo, he'd look at the salad like 🤨

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Dropping in to drop some Diluc brainrot because ive been analyzing his character recently

If you dont mind of course goddess

Diluc is canonically the pretty boy of Mond right? Donna(derogatory)

Imagine what he was like after he became a knight? A calvary captain at that. He made his father proud and such i can imagine there was a celebration because he was, not only the youngest captain but Crepus's son. :(

Imagine how happy he was to get his vision and learn to wield fire of a pheonix imagine his joy when he was possibly training/sparing, so determined he felt in that moment for the gods to bless him with the ability to wield pyro.

Now, imagine his pain when Kaeya told him and broke that and he had to use his pheonix against his own brother, the person who sparred with him and the person who he trusted, the brother in both arms and (sort of) blood. The brother who betrayed him.

Now the actual brainrot! :D

Diluc travelling across Teyvat? Hc he knows most languages and mostly well versed in Russian Snezhnayan.

Hes most likely warm because, not only his vision but his body had to keep warm during harsh snowstorms in Snez.

I imagine hes littered with scars, burns on his hands from the delusion, a few scratches from wolf whelps, maybe a few harsh wounds that ache from that night, that night when his brother stabbed him in his back-

I like to think he can stay up for a few weeeks at a time, not because constant coffee in his DNA but because his time travelling, hes in a network. Of course he has enemies. Enemies will attack you when you sleep.

After a few months of him being back Addie probably tied him down to make him sleep.

"Master Diluc you can't drinking coffee-" as hes pouring hus 7th cup of pure caffine.

Elzer probably faints at the sight of that man drinking an entire pot of coffee in seconds. His staff fears him for the wrong reason. His sleep schedule consists on 2 hours on a good day, a nap is 7 minutes at most. Oh my god its worse when hes working.

Kaeya?

Tavern nights pray for him. Kaeya purposely messes with him, probably knows hes annoying and bothers him but Kaeya the younger brother ofc.

Kaeya and Diluc moments consist of Diluc being annoyed and Kaeya egging him on. Its worse with Venti.

"Diluc please don't kill Venti."

"I dont care if hes our archon if he doesnt stop ill wring his neck out-" and Rosaria/Jean is the one that keeps them sane. Jean is the only reason Diluc hasnt ran away and Venti is alive with barely any sense. (Fanon Venti at least).

-🪶

BRAINROT FROM FISCHL ANON HELL YES OMFG AND IT'S DILUC sorry you had to wait a bit, i've been staring at this asks for a long time and my mind went brrr and i had to write this on my phone since my laptop pulled a tomo.

no because- how did you read my mind??? i didn't post it yet, but this has been sitting in my drafts for sure 2 weeks or more

how did you know?? but yes, FIRE OF A PHOENIX!!

calvary captain!diluc? yes please. 🙏🏻

yk these really big and strong horses, like tall TALL horses. his has red hide, just like his hair and a temperament… everyone fears that horse and you bet that horse is proud af. HE NAMES IT PHOENIX-

but yes, knight!diluc and he would do his job so much better than kaeya don’t tell him that. diluc is very dutiful and he will assist jean as good as he can, when grandmaster valka (i think that’s his name??) goes on the expedition (which- okay why and where?? i would like to know that and why the grandmaster and the elite knights didn’t come back when stormterror attacked mond. some knights they are-)

kaeya betrayed him? kaeya now bears burns across his arms, chest and shoulders diluc‘s fire burns hot, his flames blazing and burning everything in their path kaeya is rather bitter about that, but learns to live with it

traveler!diluc yes please. his trusty horse phoenix is naturally part of his travels and somehow, riding through all that snow and where ever he goes, makes his horse even stronger. this horse is a beast, i tell you. a freaking beast

diluc has burns, but he knows how to treat them, he needs to know after all he has a pyro vision. he has scars from a pack of wolves and even a bear, ugly scars which he had to cauterize with shaking hands.

he still has that delusion with him, never knowing when it’s time to go all out

insomniac!diluc. like, yes. feel that.

but insomniac!diluc together with coffee addict!diluc?? oh dear- when adeline takes away his coffee, he will just chunk down tea (some of them have even more caffeine than coffee) people do fear him, oh yes, but they also fear his sharp tongue when he didn’t get his daily unholy dosis of caffeine. they fear him for many reasons, some of then are just ridiculous

also yes. diluc is this close murdering both venti and kaeya. he doesn’t have time for their stupid shit, he already looses two precious hours to sleep everyday.

also,,, if we pair that up- jean and diluc. both of them come from respectable and noble families and even if said nobles don’t have much power, they still do arranged marriages. you bet jean and diluc marry each other, just to keep other nobles from their necks.

do they love each other? yeah, but probably not romantically. diluc is too tired for feelings like that and jean too busy. but they make a nice couple 😌

klee is definitely their child

jean and diluc are THE power couple of mondstadt and jean is also… a bit more respected? considering she’s lady ragnvindr and not only the acting grandmaster of the knights. women are totally jealous but wouldn’t dare to do anything, since yeah- these two are the darlings of mondstadt.

also, the nobles would praise the couple for keeping their love life private, not knowing there isn’t even a love life 😆

kaeya definitely teases them tho-

anyways, fischl anon thank you so much for sending this brainrot!! i had a blast writing this <3 my askbox is always open for more brainrots

#genshin impact #diluc ragnvindr #diluc #genshin diluc #diluc headcanons #diluc scenarios #bamf diluc #definitely bamf #genshin keaya #kaeya #genshin venti #venti #genshin jean #jean #diluc x jean #but in a friendship way #🌚 knowing moon #✨ star dust #⭐️ 🪶.star

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hopefulgcf · 3 months

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Anon ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡ asked: How was seeing Jake irl ? 🥺

oh my gosh it was so so good... jake gives off one of if not the Most like. Real and Human Energy from any idol i've seen live and up close. idk if it's because he's about my age or because he speaks english (and yeah, there are unfortunately and undeniably some things that do just click without any translation involved) or just Who He Is and his energy in general but seeing him irl is just so enlightening! i am so incredibly proud of how far he's come since iland and debut and it's so so so inspiring to me.

jake never really comes up in conversations about dance (that i've seen anyway) and i think this is such a shame. maybe it's because enhypen are so strong in dance overall but i'm always so impressed by how powerful jake is. i used to be very intrigued by the choice to place him at the center of certain moments like at the end of dance breaks (as opposed to members that had more immediate star/dance power at debut; obv this has changed a lot over time as the members have all grown) but it makes perfect sense that hype saw so much potential in him. his aura is crazy and his vocal tone and technique has come such a long way too. he's an even more enjoyable performer to watch than last year and he stuck out to me soooo much when i was at barricade and seated.

also when they were doing the dance cam and jake was holding the camera at one point he was standing directly in front of me, on the ledge down from the stage a bit, and all i could do was stare in shock... like all seven of them were there and so close and gorgeous and had such powerful energy, but all i could think of in that moment was oh my god, he is so real, he is so beautiful... he's kind of a shortie lol, he's very little and just seeing him standing there doing this super endearing and very human thing took me out omfg, idk how to describe it without it sounding weird but out of all the times I've been super close to idols that was the time that was most, like, this is a guy functioning as a human. idk he is just some guy!!! a very lovely sweet handsome guy... and soooo silly, he's very often the ringleader of impromptu funny moments!

not just the funny moments but the sweet ones too... at newark day one he talked about how it was so good to see so many different engenes of all nationalities present and it was such a good moment, and you could feel how much the crowd appreciated it. i could see the monitors from my spot and it wasn't scripted at all. heeseung also did his ment unscripted in english that day and you could tell that he was nervous. as soon as he started speaking jake was giving him his undivided attention and gave him a reassuring nod that totally broke me. and when heeseung finished talking he asked engenes to cheer more for him. jake has such a kind soul and is such a rock for his members, especially in the states, and it's such a dream to see this irl.

send off was insanely chaotic; if you didn't leave the concert early you were Not within the first two rows of people. i was in the 3rd/4th row but was still able to get a few signatures; the members and the staff reach to the back rows to take whatever you hold out and the staff happened to grab my picket for jake. as he was handing it back i was absolutely Vibrating haha, just gushed thank you so much im proud of you i love you and jake looked up and grinned in such a cute way it absolutely melted me; im soooo sad i didn't get it on video but it was just so human and lovely, wow

my sanity would probably also be more intact if he kept his tongue inside his mouth more

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yes i do! i grew up in boston and ended up getting a rly good scholarship at a school here in nyc so i live here now :)) it’s not too bad. tbh it’s pretty much the same as boston just a little bigger. andddd what’s ironic is even tho i’m from two of the like most known cities in america, i am terrified of rodents 😭. i see them quite often in nyc but not as much in boston. no matter how many times i see them i’m still terrified of them and i am fortunate enough to not be rodent infested 🙏🏼🙏🏼. also yep teef in the muscles is the best way to do it. i want to eat minhos thighs. like chomp is an understatement for what i want to do to those thighs and i have no shame in explaining. the gods ddu du ddu performance …. that’s all i need to say

omfg what is even the point of dating someone like that ?? it’s exhausting. i agree with just wanting to do your own thing. when i was younger i always wanted to date but now i just want to be aloneeeee. i do miss aspects of being a relationship but tbh i’m fine w waiting to experience that w someone like every day yk ?

hey man technique is technique 😏. also yes hyunjin and felix hand comparison makes me crazy. ngl i’m big on size diff and hyunjin just does it for me. so tall and lankyyyyyy he’s just my type. like no joke he is my exact type all around but especially physically. nothing better than a feminine man with so much androgynous energy and duality. like it makes me insane. when i get home i want to measure my hands so i can compare mine w everyone’s. im sure it will be drastic so i will keep you posted ! how tall are you?? im 5’1 .. 😟 it’s bad ik

watch me cry at how sweet you are rn 🥲. u make me blush 🙄. i did take some earlier this morning and i’m trying to drink as much as i can (maybe i’ll purposely forget to do all of this just so you can come here but you didn’t hear that from me 😇😇😇). CONGRATULATIONS THAT IS SO AWESOMEEEEE!!!! you should be so proud of yourself and know i am very very proud of you as well <33 that is literally so amazing, hard work pays off my love 🫶🏻 that’s so awesome. if we happened to not live all the way across the world from each other i’d treat you to a delish meal but i guess our lives failed us on that one >:|. what’s ur fave food btw ? sending hugs back to ur sweet self 💗💗💗💗💗💗💕💕💕💕💕 and a happy heart attack bc u deserve it hehe

- 🐈‍⬛ much love from ur g <333

that sounds nice!! honestly, from experience, moving from one state to another is quite tough. i’ve been living in the city my entire life, but had to make an entire 180° for university life ‘cause my campus is in a village! like an entire village — on the way to my campus, there’s a sign that says, “welcome to ***** village!” good god u can imagine my terror 💀 the facilities are not bad but definite different compared to the city </3 okay i sound like a brat, don’t i? anyway! bae, i’m dead terrified of them nasty rodents too. i feel like puking at the sight of them </3 so i 💯 understand you honestly.

CHOMPING ON HIS THIGHS YEP YEP. minho needs to drop the workout routine cs god his thighs are. . . sighs dreamily. love em. wanna bite em. talking abt that performance. . . lee yongbok. i will never forget that signature ab showing move tbh. gonna show them to my kids being all like this is ur uncle felix! (get it? cs imma marry hyunjin frfr! yes pls entertain my delulu pls pls)

RIGHT i feel like my past experiences and friends’ relationships are the cause of me not wanting one </3 scared me off legit. i think imma stick to writing 🙏 why experience it rn when i can be delulu with u?

UR TYPE AND MY TYPE MUST BE THE SAME THEN CS I LOVE TALL AND LANKY MEN MMM EAT THAT GENRE UP ALL THE TIME! when they’re 90% legs and have big hands? call me up. call me up‼️that is my type right there.

yes keep me posted with the hand comparison, baby. tell me ur hand size too so i can compare with me 🙏 i’m 5’2 so we’re both not that far off HELP. short gang ig 😔

PLEASE DONT FORGET 💔 MY ANGEL I AM TOO BROKE TO FLY TO AMERICA 💔 ONE DOLLAR IS ABOUT FOUR MYR 💔 PLS TAKE CARE OF URSELF 💔 AND THANK YOU BABY!! means a lot from u hehe. i have sm fave food dang. . . it’s hard to choose. i like steak, and ramen and this malay dish u call tomyum! very yummers. also loveee hotpots. i could eat hotpot everyday of my life. and donuts!! what about yours, darling?

you make me blush too ^__^ kisses to u frm me!!

#rin’s lovemail!#🐈‍⬛ anon 💌

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You're definitely right about me being absolutely unsupervised as kid on the internet 💀 bro I was THERE when wretched Scary maze and 2girls1cup thing was making it's rounds oof, 'twas a wild childhood. I vividly remember getting a JTK jumpscare thrown at me in the YT comment section at some point :,) but honestly... the Proxies man,,, core memory unlocked, I read so many creepypasta mansion x reader's on quotev it ain't even funny. THE QUIZZES TOO OMFG.

On another note, it's interesting how nowadays the JTK origin story creepypasta is universally agreed upon to be rlly bad and they talk about how it had bad grammar. The thing is, when I was at the very beginning of my CP phase, I didn't know shit about English, the only thing I had at hand were the translations of the most famous Pasta's and the translators rlly didn't fuck around when it came to grammar and localisation. I honestly think that if the translations hadn't been THAT good, I wouldn't have liked Jeff or the Pastas as much as I did, like these damned translations dragged me into the creepypasta fandom with no mercy. What also didn't help was the Yassification of every pasta in the form of fanart 😔 although some of them were still scary (I once saw a fanart of JTK, with the OG scary image face, smacked on top of an unreasonably well drawn feminine body in a skimpy bikini 💀💀). Honestly though, think I had crush on most Human-leaning creepypastas at some point. Not LJ though, lil me had a Clownphobia and this guy used to scare me shitless 🥲 good times, good times. The funniest thing about crushing on Hoodie and Masky for me though, was that I did not watch Marble Hornets until recently. My view on their personality was solely shaped by the fanfics I read on them agh :,)

Holy shit the edgy AMVs though- I was OBSESSED with them. They really shaped my music taste (linkin park & Melanie Marrinez my beloved <3) I still have some of them (the videos) in a playlist actually. Want a taste of what I was hyperfixating on when I was younger? lol

Also kinda funny how I'm stumped when I have to write essays at school but I can casually drop 200+ words whenever I send an ask too you, like I'm writing a long letter to a friend in ye olden times (Victor would be proud 😔✊)

-Ren'py anon

RENPY ANON ITS BECAUSE UR HAVING FUN!!!

I'm soooo glad I've found someone else who also played quotev quizzes and read those fics 😭 the quizzes were always fun, but it was always one of four. The seven minutes in heaven ;) , Which creepypasta is ur bf?, 24 hours with this character, and what does this character think about you?

WHOOO RENPY NONNIE the seven minutes in heaven quizzes I was taking when I was 10 were NO DAMN JOKE 😭

For most of these quizzes, they were also made my pre teens/teenagers, so the answers were always hella obvious and the characters were hella fanon 💀

I think I was on the internet when the scary maze thing was still a thing, but not as popular? Idk I didn't really care about it. But omg I didn't know what 2 girls and one cup was, and EVERYBODY was freaking out about it.

I looked all over YouTube until I could get a video more than 10 seconds long, and omfg I couldn't believe what my 11 year old eyes saw 💀💀💀 I didn't think it was real because NO WAY THEY WERE DOING THAT NASTY SHIT FR RIGHT???

Unfortunately it probably is real 😰

AND YES THOSE HOT AMVS AND FANART SOLD MEEEEEE

I really hated when people drew the original JTK's face onto normal or attractive stuff. It just killed the vibe for me fam :/

You know, there was always this one song and this one 'JTK tribute' video that I loved watching. It was just those picture slideshow videos, but it had the Super Crazy Psycho Love by Simon Curtis or something.

There was this one specific photo of Jeff with no shirt on. He had abs and was in a pool of blood.

... I was obessed with it. I loved it. I NEEDED IT.

I wasn't even into Jeff though? Like, my mans were LJ and Toby! Maybe Eyeless Jack or the painter guy every now and then, but those two were my favorites.

I vividly remmeber not wanting to be like those crazy Jeff stans and stuck to my own space. Idk why younger me wanted to be different so bad, but yk what good for me for not wanting to be into ultra toxic men.

Not me now though 😎

Idk why its it's such an iconic staple to my childhood and it's honestly a little embarrassing to talk about irl 😭

And yeah, the Jeff story is super flawed. I always thought it was stupid. I watched John Wolf buy and read a bad fanfiction book about Jeff and an OC. My personal taste and John's hatred for him was probably was why I didn't like Jeff in that way 😭

If you dont know who John Wolf is, he's a gaming youtuber :)

I too need to watch marble Hornets. In my pasta phase, I didnt really know them, but I just went along with it. Fanon hoodie was shy and nice, while fanon Masky was mature and calm.

Out of the two, I liked Hoodie more than Masky.

Toby is still my #1

I think it's because I used to tick most of the time when I was younger because my anxiety was so severe, and he was really friendly and loud about everything (I still tick, but not nearly as much thank god. That shit hurt fr)

I also heard they're still uploading? Just little snippets and short videos. It still sounds cool though.

AND OMG YES DROP THAT MF LINK. I didnt listen to Linkin Park, but I did listen to Melanie a whole lot!

#renpy anon #ur so amazing #I LOVE PEOPLE WHO ALSO HAD A PASTA PHASE #The internet kicked our asses #and this was our prize #doing more inernet nonsense #but in a good way this time #Say that u want me #everyday want u want me #every way that u want #me #got me trippping #SUPER PSYCHO LOVE

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deeeelightfuldee · 2 years

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How long could you run before getting winded? right now about a mile and a half but my foot would give out first.

How long could you tolerate babysitting a child? I do it all the time.

Have you ever had to call 9-1-1 for someone else? Yes.

Can you do a handstand? Nope not even remotely close.

Are you currently wearing socks? I am not.

What’s your favorite home-cooked meal? right now either moms pot roast dinner or joannas pineapple chicken recipe omfg.

Do you wear a lot of jewelry and makeup? ive lately been wearing less makeup but more jewelry lol

Have you ever made soap carvings before? as a kid i believe so.

What are some television shows that you enjoyed during your childhood? rugrats, pepperann, doug, recess, arthur, even stevens, lizzie mcguire, thats so raven, proud family

What color were the last sneakers you bought? stark white.

Have you ever stolen anything before? What was it? once as a child. it was a keychain.

Is your lawn professionally landscaped? we have the kids come do our lawn but the rest is needing help.

What’s your favorite baked good? cake

How many rooms are in your house? 4 bedrooms, 2.5 bathrooms

What is your favorite dipping sauce? creamy garlic

Do you have any colored lightbulbs anywhere in your home? no

Have you ever been arrested? nope

Would you tell your friend if you knew that they were getting cheated on? yes absolutely.

Have you stayed up past 3 in the morning this week? most nights i wake up at 3

What was on the last sandwich you had? I would give anything for a big ole sammich.

What does the soap you use smell like? coconut

Do you prefer to wrap gifts or use gift bags? wrapping by far.

The last person you spoke to, do you know their eye color? in person? blue.

Does anyone you know have their hair bleached? yup

When you’re on the phone, do you doodle? sometimes. i havent been lately but if there is paper and pen around then i will.

Is there anyone you know by the name of Frank? definitely.

Do you own a trenchcoat? nope, i always wanted one.

Name the hardiest piece of technology you own? evidently this laptop looooooool.

Have you ever written with a pen that had pink ink? absolutely.

Do you remember the last thing you took a picture of? something on my switch to send to kile.

From where you’re sitting, can you turn the lights off? heck no.

When was the last time you accidentally slept in? accidentally? years. at least like 8 or more years ago.

Tell me the last thing you searched on the internet? i was looking up a new pulmonologist and a new primary care doctor for gram

The last argument you had, who started it? I did. i was not happy with stuff going on.

Do you wear a ring on your left hand middle finger? sometimes

Are you currently in a smoking environment? lol no. very much no.

Can you remember the title of the song you last sang aloud? some sort of trashy song lol i cant recall which.

If a stranger smiles at you, do you smile back? absolutely.

Tell me the current time? 9:17 pm

Are you currently listening to music through earphones? no, im not. im listening to fraiser in the background

What color shirt are you wearing? Is it your favorite color? It’s white with 3 black flowers and it says no rain no flowers

Do you own a pair of rubber boots? uhhhhhh nope. thatd be nice tho for rainy days

Have you ever owned a tire swing? nope

Does anyone you know own a bird that can talk? we used to have one.

What make-up are you wearing currently, if any? my eyebrows are done up.

Name one thing you are glad you accomplished today? the gym

Name one thing you wished you accomplished today but didn’t? i wish the stuff with the lincoln was totally addressed. now im without a car for 2 weeks. Have you ever been afraid to call someone, even if you knew them well? yes. i dont like calling almost anyone. Do you ever not speak to someone because you’re afraid you’ll annoy them? yes.

Is there any drama going on in your circle of friends? not with em & nathan. yes with alix. yes with K and yes with Z.

Have you ever known a guy who caused a lot of drama? omg yes

Is there anyone you know who wears their hair in pigtails regularly? right now, della.

Personally, do you think you have a nice smile? eh no.

Do you have a nervous twitch? no

Have you ever taken care of a drunk friend? lol yes but i was just as drunk so it wasn’t much help.

How about a hungover friend? mildly.

Does the idea of snowpeaked mountains and a large lake sound appealing? frig yea

Pick any number that has personal significance to you? 16

Have you ever lost your luggage at an airport? did i lose it? no. did the airline lose it? yes. did they recover it? eventually.

Have you ever been on a rollercoaster that actually scared you? i can’t do rollercoasters.

Do you know anyone who can fluently speak more than two languages? yes

The last person who texted you, have you ever fought with them? k and i fight all the time.

How many windows are open on your computer right now? three including this one

Do you have a fairly fast or slow internet connection? its normally quite fast

Have you ever gone in a sauna? no. im already boiling 99% of the time. Out of these colors, which appeals most to you: orange, blue, or green? blue

Have you celebrated your birthday yet this year? Nope. july is yet to come

Is there anything you’re saving up for? oh dont get me started. loans, a trip, my amazon cart, old navy, new clothes sizes smaller. lol Are you taller than most of your friends? yep. most of them unfortunately.

Know anyone with a really annoying laugh? yes lol

Have you ever punched someone and broke their nose? Nope.

What is the longest time you have gone without sleep? 3 nights

If given the opportunity, would you act in a commercial? probably not

You see an ant on the ground, do you squish it? omg no

Have you ever baked a pie? Yes! i love to do so. its very soothing for me

What is your favorite social networking site? Instagram.. but i think im gonna go on a hiatus

Who was the last person to call you? uhhhhhh K

Does anyone in your family tell funny stories? yes but notably mine are funnier.

Is there a war memorial where you live? yes

Has anyone in your family fought in any of the wars? yes.

Would you make any changes to your current bedroom? id love a bathroom and a bigger closet lol

Has a stray dog ever tried to bite you? not to my knowledge.

When riding a bus, do you prefer to sit up front, down back or the middle? i dont know that i ever have

Have you ever been on a cross-country train ride? no but i wish

Are you normally a person to tell people off? Loooooooooooooooooooooool. no.

Name an object that most would consider odd that’s special to you? ummm lol a sweatshirt

What animal have you always wanted as a pet but couldn’t have? big cats

Do you currently have any bugbites? no thank God.

Is where you live on a boulevard, road, street, or avenue? street

Is there currently any caffeine in your system? no, i dont believe so.

Look around, are things organized? its getting there. im doing rearranging to my system so its all a wee out of whack.

Is there any TV show that ended that you wish hadn’t? YES. so many

Know what you’re planning to do after this? possibly another. maybe not.

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℗ me and my husband

atsumu x fem!reader (poker face ending)

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wc. 3.2k (holy shit)

warnings. NOT PROOFREAD, v v soft domestic, marriage :00, smut!! (is marked off!!), soft dom!tsumu, hair pulling (giving), unprotected sex, slight praise kink, pretty vanilla ngl

an. can be read as a one shot but u might be confused lmfao also this took SO LONG OMFG also also heavily unedited, take things w a grain of salt lmfao anyways don’t forget to feed me ahaha m rlly proud of this so i hope y’all like it <33

it was moving day and atsumu was about to lose his mind.

today was the official day of the hyper house disbandment and while most of the members were still figuring out new living arrangements and thus remaining past the deadline, you were one of the few trying to get out as soon as possible.

makki and mattsun were so excited to have you move in, they showed up early that morning to help you pack. now, it was around 1p and it was almost time for you to go. you still had a few more boxes to go but things were speeding right along.

normally, atsumu would be right by your best friends helping you out but he was currently in the middle of a breakdown.

you were leaving. leaving. he had no idea when he’d see you again (even though you promised to meet up weekly to catch up), if he would ever see you again. for all he knew, makki and mattsun would just hide you away forever, never to be seen again.

okay, so he was panicking.

it was just... atsumu was in love with you. he’d known for a while (way longer than he’d like to admit) and he selfishly thought he’d have more time with you so that he could work up the courage to confess. but now? you were like three boxes away from a distance that he didn’t know if he or your relationship could recover from.

it wasn’t that he was bad at long distance but the tragic events that the house brought, brought the two of you closer together and he didn’t want to lose that.

atsumu let out a groan and dropped his head against the wall, his mind running with scenario after scenario, all ending in failure and utter embarrassment.

“hey, you okay?” you called out, a large box cradled delicately in your arms. as atsumu turned from the plaster in front of him, he allowed himself a moment to take you in.

you were wearing short athletic shorts, worn converses, and his t shirt. a thin sheen of sweat covered your skin, the lights above reflecting off of it, giving you a warm glow.

of course you looked hot moving boxes.

you called his name again in concern and he immediately felt his heart clench in guilt. you’d already been through so so much and here he was fantasizing about you instead of being there for you like a good friend would.

atsumu let out a sigh and shot you a wide, albeit empty, smile before walking over to you and taking the box out of your hands. the furrow in your brows told him you saw through his expression but he ignored it and made a show of lifting your box above his head and carrying it to mattsun’s car.

“see, what would ya do without these guns angel?” he joked, placing the cardboard into the trunk. you rolled your eyes and poked him in the side playfully. “die, probably.”

the butterflies in his stomach kicked up at the underlying sincerity in your voice but he tried his best to overlook it. it was much harder than it seemed, especially when you looked at him with such fondness in your gaze that made him want to kiss you senseless.

gulping hard, he quickly turned away from you, busying himself with fitting your things in the truck like a game of tetris.

“atsumu.” your voice was firm but pleading and he didn’t dare look at you for fear of spilling everything right then and there. “wow, ya sure got a lot of stuff, huh? wonder how much of this was bought with ushijima’s money,” he started to ramble but thankfully he was interrupted by makki whooping as he walked out of the house.

“last box bitches!” you shot atsumu one final worried look before running over to makki and mattsun, yelling the whole way there.

atsumu was grateful your back was to him because he couldn’t hide the affectionate look that overtook his face, a soft smile spreading across his lips as he watched you hip bump your friends while cackling wildly.

god, he was so in love with you.

what was he going to do when you moved out and away? what if you found someone, someone how loved you as much as he did (not possible)? he would wish for your happiness even at the expense of his own but... what if you both could be happy?

caught up in his thoughts, atsumu didn’t register you saying your goodbyes to the remaining members until you were finally in front of him.

“i’m gonna miss living with you tsum.” you unceremoniously launched yourself at him, wrapping your arms around his waist and burying your face in his chest. his heart leapt violently at the contact and he prayed to every deity above that you didn’t hear it underneath your head.

he barely managed to hug you back before you pulled away, your eyes slightly teary and red. “um, well, makki and mattsun are waiting for me so uh,” you trailed off looking back at the van and your friends who were so (im)patiently waiting for you to join them.

atsumu’s breath quickened as you scooted a bit away from him, truly getting ready to leave. no, no, it couldn’t end like this, awkward and distant. no, he wasn’t going to let it.

“atsumu?” you asked worriedly, reaching out a hand to touch him when he didn’t respond but he couldn’t hear you. he felt hot all over, like he was going to explode or magically combust if he didn’t get the words out into the air.

“tsum, are you oka-“ “i’m in love with ya.”

you paused, shock written clearly all over your face. the fear of rejection slammed into atsumu like a brick, the feeling settling in the pit of his stomach like a rock but he still didn’t stop.

“i’m in love with ya and i have been for forever. yn, yer beautiful but yer face and body aren’t even the best part of ya, even though they’re pretty damn great. yer just-“

“tsum-“

“-yer so kind, especially when ya don’t need ta be. yer badass but ya care fer others so deeply and ya make me wanna be a better person. ya make me a better person. i know ya-“

“tsumu please-“

“-ya probably don’t feel the same and that’s alright but i needed ta tell ya, before ya leave and fall in love with some other scrub, just in case we can be happy together and-“

all of a sudden, your hands were buried in his shirt and you were pulling him close to meet your lips with his, your mouths meshing together in a soft and passionate kiss.

bliss. atsumu was in sheer bliss. your lips were as soft as he thought they would be as they moved with his, his hands coming up to grip your waist and pull you even closer to him.

sooner than he would have liked, his lungs started burning for air so he pulled back but not very far, instead resting his forehead against yours.

“i was trying to tell you i liked you too, idiot,” you muttered, your eyes still closed as you spoke. he chuckled, a wide grin overtaking his entire face as he really took in what you were saying.

you liked him back. you liked him. holy shit.

but instead of saying any of that, he decided to tease you a bit. “just like? if i recall, i just confessed my undying love for ya.”

you pulled back with a faux scoff, hitting him in the arm with a huff. “shut up you ass. of course i love you too.” you couldn’t keep your real smile off your cheeks while you confessed, your soft expression bringing another wave of desire over atsumu’s body.

“can, can i take ya inside angel?” he allowed his true intentions to be heard in his words, your eyes widening when you figured out what he meant. you nodded vigorously before shooting a look to makki and mattsun. mattsun just waved you off and got into his truck while makki yelled, “get that dick!”

you heated up horribly, grabbing atsumu’s hand and pulling him towards the house and to his room. he allowed himself to be dragged along, sending winks to the other boys as he went until the two of you were standing right in front of his door.

“i love ya,” he whispered, lifting your hand to his lips to place a gentle kiss there. you grinned. “love you too tsum.”

that must have been the final straw because the minute the words left your mouth, he was on you.

••• smut begin•••

pressing you up against the door, atsumu ravaged your mouth, his tongue tangling with yours as he walked you backwards into his room, laying you down on the bed so that he was hovering over you, his hips pressing hard against yours.

instinctively, you ground up into him, rewarding you with a loud groan and a gasp of your name. “fuck angel, yer killing me here,” he laughed breathlessly, rolling his hardness against your thigh. you let out a breathy moan and tangled your hands in his hair to bring him back down to your lips.

as you continued to kiss him, his hands scrambled at your waist, pushing his hands under it to grope at your chest. you giggled at the cold of his fingers but he didn’t pay it any mind, moving down from your mouth to your neck, sucking dark marks into the sensitive skin there.

“ah, shit tsumu,” you tilted your head to the side to give him more access, just as he reached under your bra to tease your nipples. a startled gasp left you, your back arching into his careful touch. “that feel good angel?” atsumu asked, voice low and gravelly as he pinched the delicate bud, drawing another noise from your throat.

you nodded, not trusting yourself to speak. you bit your bottom lip while he pulled your shirt and bra off, tossing them somewhere in the room. as he scanned your half naked body, he noticed you quieting yourself and he lightly shook his head. his thumb found its way to your lip, carefully pulling it from between your teeth.

“wanna hear ya angel, let me hear yer pretty noises, yeah?” without letting you respond, atsumu dove back into your chest, suckling one of your nipples into his mouth while toying with the other, a sigh of his name sending a bolt of arousal straight to his loins.

he grinded against you absentmindedly, losing himself in you, eventually switching sides to give the same treatment to your neglected bud.

while atsumu seemed to be having the time of his life attached to your tit, you were getting impatient, your arousal completely soaking through your underwear. you needed more.

tangling your fingers in his blond locks, you attempted to tug him away from your chest but his reaction was unlike anything you could’ve expected. “aahh!” he let out a strangled whine, his hips bucking against your side.

“please, tsumu, need more,” you breathed, his needy reaction not lost on you as pulled his hair a bit harder. you were not disappointed as his eyes rolled back and his mouth opened in a silent moan before dropping his head to your shoulder.

“fuck, fuck, okay angel, i got ya, i got ya.” atsumu swiftly disposed of both yours and his bottoms and underwear before lifting your leg and positioning himself at your entrance.

“tell me if i hurt ya, alright? i love ya,” he smiled down on you, your heart swelling two times at his carefulness. “i love you too,” you replied, watching as his pupils grew and a low groan broke free from his chest.

“oh angel, ‘m gonna ruin ya.” that was the last thing he said before he pushed into you, both of you letting out whimpers as he stretched you open, the blunt head of his cock just a few centimeters shy of your cervix.

your back arched in pleasure, both of your hands scrambling until they found purchase on his back, your nails digging in just when he started to thrust shallowly into you.

“f-fuck, how’re ya s-so fuckin’ tight?” atsumu growled through gritted teeth, every word punctuated with a roll of his hips. you couldn’t respond as you were too overwhelmed with pleasure, his cock rubbing against your g-spot with every slow movement.

speaking of slow, he was moving way too leisurely for your tastes. you needed him to move faster and you knew exactly how to do it.

sliding your hand up from his back, you grabbed a good chunk of hair from the back of his head and pulled. his reaction was immediate and oh-so gratifying.

an honest to god whimper poured from his lips and he instantly thrusted all the way into you, his length driving into your g-spot perfectly. you both let out twin moans as he started rocking into consistently, every movement bringing you closer and closer to your peak.

“i love ya, i love ya so fuckin’ much, angel—shit—yer so amazing, i love ya,” atsumu rambled while pounding into you, deep curses and whines of your name interspersed with his declarations of love. if you could speak, you would reciprocate but you were too busy holding on for dear life as he fucked you into oblivion.

desperate for some kind of anchor to reality, you grasped onto his locks again, gripping tightly as drawn-out cries of his name slipped from your open lips. you were close, so close and he knew it too.

“feel ya clenchin’ around me like a good girl, ya gonna cum fer me? gonna cum fer me angel?” atsumu’s hand snaked down between your bodies to rub fast circles on your clit, a shaky sob finding its way out into the open air.

“oh shit, yeah, ‘m g-gonna cum for you tsum, ‘s all for you,” you moaned, clamping down on him sporadically as you started to cum, your vision whiting out and your thighs trembling while you gushed around him.

your mind was floating off when you felt him cum with a shout, his warmth flooding you and spilling out as he collapsed onto your chest.

••• smut over •••

the two of you lied there for a while, attempting to regain your brain and feeling in your legs. you vaguely made note of the wet rag cleaning between your thighs and the following weight falling down beside you but it was only after a few more minutes that you really came back to yourself, rolling over to lay on atsumu’s bare chest.

“holy shit, tsumu,” you said in awe, your boyfriend (!!) laughing at your reaction. “i’m just that good angel, what can i say?”

you groaned and hit him in the chest but you couldn’t keep the smile off your face if you tried. “you are such a menace!”

“only fittin’ that i picked a gremlin ta be with then,” atsumu teased while playing with a piece of your hair. mock offense filled your chest as you sat up, fixing him with your ‘angriest’ glare.

“is that the kind of language you’ll be using in your vows, mister?” you were only joking but when atsumu’s eyes widened and a blush spread across his cheeks, you realized your mistake.

you opened your mouth to apologize or to make some kind of excuse but he beat you to the punch. “ya wanna marry me angel?” he asked, looking so vulnerable with hope shining in his brown irises. you couldn’t bear to lie.

“of course tsum, you’re it for me,” you reached out a hand to caress his cheek and he leaned into it, his own coming up to cup yours and hold it against his face.

“good.” and that was the end of that, that evening’s... extraneous activities having thoroughly tired to the point that you fell completely asleep with your face against one of his pecs.

if you had stayed awake a little longer, you would’ve seen atsumu pull out his phone and start a new note titled, “my angel.”

if i just said i loved you, it would be an understatement. it would be like saying the sun’s surface is just a bit warm or that the arctic is just a little chilly. it would be an injustice to you and to how i truly feel about you. love—

“-is a word that is much too soft and used far too often ta ever describe the fierce, infinite and blazing passion that i have in my heart for ya angel. ya acknowledge my strengths and ya accept my faults. ya make me wanna be a better person every day. so, today i vow ta laugh with ya and comfort ya during times of joy and times of sorrow. i promise ta always pursue ya, ta fight for ya, and love ya unconditionally and wholeheartedly for the rest of my life. ya are my best friend and i’m the luckiest person on earth ta call ya mine- wait are ya crying?"

the audience burst into laughter as you frantically tried to wipe away your tears, punching atsumu softly on the arm. “of course i am, you ass.”

the officiant cleared his throat, grabbing both of your attentions. “it is the bride’s turn to give her vows. if you may?”

you nodded and atsumu already felt like crying. again. he’d cried that morning while getting dressed and then again when you walked down the aisle in the most beautiful dress he had ever seen. now, as he watched you pull a folded piece of paper out of your bra, he knew he’d made the right decision in confessing to you, all those years ago.

he also knew he was definitely going to cry again.

“atsumu, falling for you wasn’t falling at all—it was walking into a house and knowing that you’re home. today, i want to make you promises that i will always keep. i promise to never stop holding your hand or accepting your kisses. i promise to not hit you too hard when you insult me or call me a gremlin. i promise to share my food with you, to never go to bed angry, and to try and understand your obsession with professional men’s volleyball. i promise to love, respect, protect and trust you, and give you the best of myself, for i know that together we will build a life far better than either of us could imagine alone. i choose you. i’ll choose you over and over and over, without pause, without doubt, i’ll keep choosing you.

i used to never truly enjoy moments because i was always waiting for what's next. the next thing horrible thing to happen. now that i have you, i enjoy the moment. every moment.

today seems like it's the start of a new journey, but i already belong to you. falling for you wasn't falling at all—it was walking into a house and knowing you're home. i love you.”

and at least in this lifetime

we’re sticking together

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we’re sticking together

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↳ Index [Chapter 23 - Anger]

Pairing: Hoseok x f.Reader

Warnings: anger, fight training, Yoongi is very rough like chill my dude, also Hoseok omfg he deserves the world :(

Wordcount: 6.4k

a/n: him

“Wake up.”

You startle awake from the loud voice calling out, gasping as you do. The light hurts in your eyes, the air is cold on your exposed arms.

“Come on, wake up.”

Someone pushes you. You look up.

“Yoongi?” your voice is hoarse from sleep.

He is frowning, staring down at you with ice cold eyes.

“You’re awake. Go on, get up”, he says coldly, pulling your blanket away.

“No, don’t do that. It’s so cold”, you whine, trying to snatch it away from him, but failing miserably.

“I don’t care, you’ve slept long enough”, he spits, grabbing your arm.

He starts pulling you to your feet, ignoring the way your every muscle is protesting in tiredness.

“Leave me be, what the fuck are you doing?” you growl.

“Breakfast is ready, go on eat. Training starts in thirty”, he tells you dryly, leaving your room afterwards.

“What the fuck is that dude’s problem?” you murmur under your breath.

The sun has barely started shining into your room and he is already snapping at you. You groan, rubbing at your eyes. Now you are too annoyed to fall asleep again, all that anger took your sleepiness away. Sometimes you are really wondering if Min Yoongi even knows what a smile is, let alone nice words. You roll out of bed and waddle over to the chair on which you had placed your robe last night.

He has the audacity to come into your room, rip your blanket away and then snap at you when you are grumpy at him? This man has no manners, none, nada.

You slip into your rope and close it quickly, shivering like crazy in the cold room. Then you finally make your way out of your room and to the dining room.

Hoseok and Seokjin are already eating breakfast, one blood bag each and a cup of coffee. It is a peculiar combination, but if they like it then you won’t question it.

“Mornin”, you grumble, dragging yourself over to a chair and letting yourself slump down on it.

“Good morning”, Seokjin greets you, studying you from head to toe, “you look dead.”

“I feel dead. Yoongi had the audacity to wake me up in the rudest way possible”, you whine.

“What he did?” Hoseok asks.

“He ripped my blanket away and then snapped at me”, you click your tongue in distaste, “I can’t stand him.”

“Yeah neither can I. How long do we have to house him still?” Hoseok agrees, looking over at Seokjin.

Seokjin shrugs his shoulders.

“Why are you asking me?”

“Cause you’re the oldest here?”

“And? Does this automatically make me the leader or something?”

“Well…yeah?” Hoseok cocks an eyebrow up, “unless you want me to take over.”

Seokjin studies Hoseok's face for a moment before clicking his tongue.

“Fine”, he sighs, “let’s make it a few weeks, at least until ___ can fight somehow adequately.”

Hoseok sneaks a glance your way. You haven’t moved since you sat down, staring at the wall with your eyes half-lidded in tiredness.

“So what you are saying months”, he says, watching how life comes back to your face.

“Hey. What the hell?” you send him an annoyed glare, “I didn’t come here to get attacked.”

Hoseok snickers.

“Stop laughing you prick”, you hiss, reaching over the table to pinch his hand, “you’re not better than me.”

“Oh honey, you know that I am”, he teases, making you scoff.

“Whatever”, you dismiss him, turning your attention to the plate of breakfast in front of you, “the breakfast looks amazing.”

“Thank you”, Seokjin says with a proud grin, “porridge. It’s after one of my grandmother's recipes, I only tweaked a few things to make it even better.”

You take a big spoonful of the steaming food. Your tongue tingles, your pupils dilate.

“Hwoly cow”, you choke out, mouth still filled with food, “twhis is awmazing.”

Seokjin grins shyly, the tips of his ears turning red.

“Thank you, I’m glad you like it”, he says, lowering his eyes to his coffee cup.

You can really taste that this recipe originated from a grandmother's mind. Only grandmothers perfect the combination of hearty, healthy and homely. Nobody else will, nobody. And you stand by that conviction. Seokjin of course perfected the recipe, you know he did because of the perfect harmony of spices added. He didn’t even need to tell you that he did and you would still taste him in that dish.

“Seriously Seokjin you really know your spices”, you say, “I never told you, but you’re an amazing cook. The way you combine spices is just amazing, no joke”, you add before eating again.

“Stop it”, he mumbles, ears turning beet red, “I’m not that great.”

“Yeah you are hyung, stop undermining your talent”, Hoseok throws in, giving Seokjin a brotherly pad on the arm.

“You guys are just saying that”, he whispers.

“You’re not shy are you?” you tease.

“No of course not!” he insists loudly, throwing his hands over his ears, “my ears just turn red when attention is on me. Let me have it.”

“You’re adorable. A vampire with red ears, that's a sight to see”, you say with a fond grin on your face.

"Stop", Seokjin whines, pouring cutely.

"Alright, alright I'll stop", you say and chuckle, turning your attention to your breakfast afterwards.

You have eaten three spoonfuls of porridge when Hoseok speaks.

"By the way. Where the hell is Jungkook? Isn’t he supposed to be awake already?"

You hope that they can’t hear your heart skipping a beat at the mention of Jungkook's name.

"I was asking myself the same question. His room was empty when I checked on him this morning", Seokjin says.

You hope that they can’t hear your heart skipping a second beat at the mention that his room was empty. This means he hasn’t returned home yet.

"I'm kinda worried. You know with the thing happening last night", Hoseok says and looks at you, "right ___?"

"What?! What do you mean??"

They both knit their brows in confusion.

"The...thing with his arm of course. Why? What do you mean?" Hoseok says, tilting his head to the side.

"N-nothing. The same thing, yeah."

"Okay hyung, am I hallucinating or is she acting weird?" Hoseok whispers, leaning over to Seokjin.

"She is most definitely acting weird", Seokjin answers him, nodding his head.

"I'm not! I'm just worried about him, that's all", you insist loudly.

"Sure…" Hoseok murmurs, looking back into his breakfast hesitantly.

"On another note. How are you doing Hobi? Did your blood bag adventure help last night?" you ask him in hopes of changing the topic.

He shrugs his shoulders.

"Kinda? I don’t know. Honestly I ended up getting a tummy ache and passing out in exhaustion so in retrospect it wasn’t worth it at all."

"That's what you get from being greedy", Seokjin mumbles.

"Okay bro I was going through something?" Hoseok squeaks.

"And ended up with a tummy ache", Seokjin teases.

You chuckle. Situation successfully saved. Once they start bickering, everything will be okay again. Letting out a long sigh of relief, you finally turn your attention back to the porridge.

You took exactly forty minutes to get ready, because you were still angry at Yoongi for waking you that rudely. Yes, you were petty like that.

And Yoongi's mood is accordingly.

“You’re late”, he spits, staring you down with fiery eyes.

“Yeah? Be happy I came in the first place, it’s too early”, you grumble, closing the door to the gym rather harshly.

You get rid of your water bottle and fix your headband, challenging Yoongi with a cock of your right brow.

He is staring you down silently, grinding his teeth. Black sweatpants are hugging his legs and a tight black tanktop is sitting on his torso. You must give it to him, although he seems small, his frame is surprisingly well toned. All those years of being dead really did wonders to his body. Or perhaps it is because of the tension he is always walking around with, you’re sure this will develop muscle as well.

“What? Is today's lesson about staring battles, or what?” you challenge.

“Careful princess, you do not want to anger me today”, he warns.

“Oh? So you aren’t angry yet? Is that your feel good face?”

He laughs dryly, pushing himself off the wall he had previously leaned against. He walks over to you in heavy steps.

“I mean it, careful before I underestimate my strength and accidentally break your arm”, he growls, minty breath fanning over your face.

“Geez, fine I got it”, you take a step back, “I’ll chill it.”

Yoongi scoffs and puts distance between you and him. He picks up a pair of boxing gloves, throwing them at you without warning. You catch them with a surprised squeak, stumbling back at the force of his throw.

“Hey! Warn me next time”, you spit.

He smirks and laughs deeply.

“Stop laughing”, you hiss.

He does in an instant, eyes darkening.

“Put them on princess and stop whining”, he says coldly.

You clench your jaw, following his orders grumpily. You can’t stand him on his normal days, but today. Ohohoho today he is insufferable. You pull the strap closed harshly, keeping up eye contact the entire time.

“Seriously, you are so annoying today. Why are you so angry?” you grumble, breaking the distance between you and him.

“Do you think I care?” he throws back, stepping behind the punching bag. He grabs it and gets into position, “start warming up.”

Oh, you are warming up. You are warming up good, using all your annoyance and anger you have for him to land your punches. And you hate to admit it, but it works. You are doing amazing today.

“Fuck, ha”, you laugh breathlessly as you step back, “that felt good.”

“Yeah? Did it?” Yoongi steps from behind the punching bag.

“Yeah”, you say, grinning. You are panting, your body is burning up. You definitely aren’t mad at Yoongi anymore. Nothing can phase you now.

“Well, it shouldn’t have”, he growls and raises his arm to land a punch at your face.

You saw it coming however, blocking it with your arm. It hurts where his arm collides with yours, a dull, pulsating pain courses through the spot.

“Hey! Are you crazy?” you gasp, slapping his arm away, “you can’t just punch me without warning.”

“Yeah?” he steps closer, “you think your enemies are going to give a shit about how ready you are?”

“No? But that’s still training”, you say, throwing the boxing gloves on the ground as you step closer.

You connect your palms with his chest and push him. He takes one step back, grabs your wrists and makes you fall. Although you fell on a mat, it still knocks the air out of you. You groan, head turning for a good few seconds.

“Weak, your footwork was terrible. Get up, let’s try again”, Yoongi spits, offering you his hand.

“Fuck, dude. Warn me next time”, you grunt, accepting it.

He pulls you up easily.

“Nah, you are relying way too much on my cues”, he says and a second later he has you on the floor again.

“Ouch, dude fuck you”, you groan. A sharp pain is pulsating in your head as his aggressive throw made your head collide with the mat.

“Again, terrible stance. A little child could knock you over if it wanted to”, he spits, stretching out his hand.

You stare at it and slap it away.

“I don’t need your help”, you spit, getting to your feet all on your own. You take a step back and broaden your stance. Now he won’t knock you over again.

“Now you are getting it”, he says, studying your legs.

You scoff. He is such an ass. Oh how you want to punch him. Listen, you are not one for violence. But the way he is staring at you right now is tempting you.

And so you ready yourself, getting into position and balling your hands to fists. You can already feel his stupid face on it. One step forward and…miss.

You stumble, almost falling until you feel Yoongi's strong hands on your shoulders. He turns you around, grabs you tighter and makes you fall again.

You fall with a frustrated yell, cushioning your fall with your hands.

"Make it even more obvious what you are going to do. That will work splendidly in battle", he spits.

You don’t linger on the mat for long, jumping to your feet and rushing over to Yoongi. You push at his chest.

“What is your problem today?”

“No, what is your problem today?” he challenges, pushing you back, “it’s like I didn’t teach you anything.”

You stumble, catch yourself and use the momentum to land a kick. He dodges it skilfully, rounding you quickly to once again make you fall. With a kick to the back of your knees you collide with the ground, hissing in pain.

“Dead. Again. Congrats, you died four times already”, he growls, watching you struggle to get back up.

He is fucking insane today. This isn’t training, this is just a bully pushing around a weaker opponent. Yes, you didn’t particularly like Yoongi's training methods to begin with, but at least he is explaining things on normal days. He lets you try things out, allows you to repeat your movements, gives you tips on how to improve yourself. This right here is just him hurting you without offering any sort of valid feedback.

You rub your already bruising knees, stumbling back.

“Timeout, this isn’t fun anymore”, you pant.

“There is no timeout in battle”, he barks, storming to you.

He picks you up and throws you on the floor again.

“Dead”, he spits, keeping you on the ground with a strong foot on your ribcage.

“Get off of me”, you squeak, hitting his leg repeatedly, “timeout, red. Safeword. Red.”

Yoongi puts pressure on your ribcage for only a second, forcing the air out of you. Then he steps back, rolling his shoulders.

“Get up”, he growls.

You cough and sit up, rubbing your chest. Tears have dwelled in your ears, not because you are upset but because you are so angry.

“This wasn’t funny”, you say, “you think fucking abusing me will make me better at fighting?”

“Abusing you? Princess, you think your opponent will make sure they are following the rules in a real fight? No, they’ll try to land as many punches as possible to make you as unconscious as possible”, Yoongi spits with little pity.

“But this isn’t a real fight!” you scream, jumping to your feet, “this is you having promised me that you will teach me how to defend myself!”

“You know how to defend yourself!” Yoongi yells back, “I showed you how to do it! So fucking show me!”

“I’m trying, but you don’t even let me land one punch!”

“I’m just doing what you should be doing!”

“Urgh!” you exclaim, stepping closer to kick him in the stomach.

He dodges it, grabs your leg, twists you and makes you fall.

You collide with the ground in a loud yell, thanking your hands for reacting that quickly because otherwise you would have landed nose first on the mat.

“Again. You are dead. I just have to lean down now and rip your fucking heart out from your ribcage”, he growls, kneeling down on your legs to press his fist against your back roughly.

You wiggle helplessly, “get off of me!”

He puts more pressure on your back, forcing the air out of you. It hurts, making you fear he will break right through your ribs.

“Ouch, ah.”

“And now you are dead”, he hisses, hot breath fanning against your neck.

Then he is off of you, pulling you up by your arm.

“Again, punch me”, he says.

You wobble and stumble, wrapping your arms around yourself. You shake your head, forcing the tears down in order not to look weak.

“No”, you force out, “I don’t want to train anymore. I’m leaving.”

Yoongi rounds you quickly before you can, eyes glistening ruby for a second.

“You are not leaving before you punch me”, he warns, backing you up closer and closer to a wall.

“I don’t want to do that anymore”, you choke out.

“I don’t care, you’ll do as you are told”, he growls, grabbing your shoulders.

He is going to throw you to the ground again. Raw, burning anger courses through you. You are not going to let him push you around again. Not anymore. You broaden your stance, grab his wrists painfully and use his strength against him to throw him over your back with a loud yell.

Yoongi falls to the ground with a surprised gasp, head bouncing against the mat. You are on him in an instant, thighs squeezing his legs together and then you punch him. You punch his stupid face with all your might. It hurts you as well, your knuckles are pulsating when you pull back and you feel guilty in an instant.

Yoongi looks flabbergasted, cracked open cheek healing in an instant and dislocated jaw springing back into place.

“I’m so sorry”, you gasp, stumbling off his body, “I don’t know why I did that.”

You stand up and put distance between you and him.

“Seriously fuck, I’m so sorry.”

Yoongi jumps up, lets out an angry growl and goes to punch the punching back. He is punching a hole right through it, sand explodes everywhere.

“What the hell is your problem?” you squeak, startling back. You simply messed up, there was no need for him to go into full rage mode.

“You are such a stupid girl!” he yells, turning to you.

“It, it was an accident. I didn’t want to punch you that hard. What, what is your problem?” you stutter.

“Jungkook almost killed you last night!”

You close your mouth and stare at him in shock.

“What?” you whisper.

“How little respect for your own safety do you have?” he barks, nostrils flaring, “they told you. Seokjin and Hoseok told you to stay away from Jungkook and yet you stupid girl didn’t!”

“How do you know?”

Yoongi growls, brows creasing in anger.

“How dare you ask me such a dumb question!” he is by your side in an instant, faces inches away from touching, “I listened to you.”

“What?” you stumble back, “you sick fuck. How dare you-“

“Quiet!” Yoongi yells so loudly the room shakes.

You can hear how the door falls open and the others rush into the room. They are asking what was wrong, but neither you nor Yoongi acknowledge them.

“Do you think being a Ripper is something fun and quirky to be? Do you think you can go around and test the waters over and over again until it finally escalates? Jungkook made such progress in those past weeks and you go and ruin it for your own selfish pleasure!”

“No it wasn’t like that. I was just trying to cheer him up.”

“Cheer him up? Staying away from him would have helped him far more than grabbing his dick and presenting your neck to him as if you were on a silver platter!”

“Jungkook was so sad! You know that he wanted me to touch him! I only wanted to cheer him up!”

“Jungkook doesn’t know what is best for him, not in his current state! You should have said no and spared him of the horror which followed!” Yoongi yells back, challenging you with a step closer, “do you think he just went back to being normal? Do you think he just brushed it off and shrugged his shoulders?”

“I,I-“ you try but Yoongi interrupts you.

“No, of course he didn’t! Do you want to know what you did to him? Hm? Do you want to know?”

You shake your head.

“Well that’s bad because you have no say in that!” he barks, making you look to the ground, “I found him in the woods today, crying, covered in blood and in a circle of deer. He ripped them all to shreds like they were nothing. Just imagine those deer would have been humans instead.”

“I didn’t know”, you whisper, shaking.

“You didn’t know? You should have thought about the consequences before you decided to go behind our backs and visit him!” Yoongi screams and with a voice like his’ it sounds scary.

“Okay dude, you can chill it on the yelling”, Hoseok throws in, claiming the spot next to you.

“Stay out of this, you don’t know how hard this life is for us”, Yoongi screams back and the room grows silent.

You are all staring at him in shock. He is a Ripper too?

“You don’t know the urges people like us have. The thoughts which torment us day by day. Or the loneliness that comes with it”, Yoongi looks back at you, “I was doing so well with him and you ruined it. You stupid woman ruined it.”

“Don’t call her that”, Hoseok barks, draping his arm around your shoulder.

“No Hoseok, he is right”, you say, “I am a stupid cunt. Fuck”, you hide your face behind your hands, “what can I do to make it better?”

“Stay away from him”, Yoongi growls, taking a step back.

“What?” Seokjin asks, coming closer, “how is she supposed to stay away from him when we are all living under the same roof?”

Yoongi looks between you, Hoseok and Seokjin.

“I don’t give a shit how you are going to do it. Just stay away from him.”

“This is ridiculous”, Hoseok says, shaking his head, “they are friends too. Why should we keep them separated?”

Yoongi has Hoseok pressed against the mirror without hesitation, lifting him up by his throat.

“Have you not heard what I just told you? Do you think I want to keep them apart? That I find some sick pleasure in punishing them?” Yoongi spits, lifting Hoseok up further, “this is to keep them safe. So he doesn’t rip her cursed throat out by accident.”

Hoseok is gagging, kicking the air weakly.

“So you will keep them separated or else I will separate your dick from your body. Do we understand each other?” he growls.

Hoseok squeaks in fear, nodding his head vigorously.

“Good”, Yoongi drops Hoseok, stepping away from the trembling man, “training’s done for today”, he says and turns to you, “make sure to keep practicing your kicks. They’re still weak.”

He grabs his water bottle and stomps out of the room afterwards.

Hoseok stumbles and grunts, touching his throat with shaking fingers.

“Hey, are you alright?” you ask him, reaching for him but Hoseok stumbles back.

“Hobi, why don’t you sit down? You’re looking really pale and that says something”, Seokjin says worriedly, trying and failing to touch his friend’s arm.

“I need to-“, Hoseok swallows heavily, “-go”, he presses out and then turns to run out of the gym.

“Hoseok?”

“Hey, Hobi!”

But too late. Hoseok, in his shock-distorted state, is already gone.

“Wait, Hobi”, you call after him and run only to be stopped by Seokjin.

“Don’t.”

“Why not? He’s clearly upset.”

“Trust me, it’s best if you don’t disturb him right now.”

“Why?”

“Because that would embarrass him and he hates that.”

“Oh”, you murmur and sigh sadly, “I’m so worried though. Yoongi is fucking crazy for doing this to him.”

“Yeah agreed”, Seokjin says and sneaks a glance your way.

“Did you know that he’s also a Ripper?”

You shake your head, “I had no idea.”

“Yeah, ditto”, he agrees, “he never made it seem like he is.”

“Maybe he had lots of practice? He spoke of making progress with Jungkook. Maybe he is teaching him the tricks he knows.”

“That could be it, yes”, Seokjin nods his head.

He sits down on the workout bench and rests his elbows on his knees.

“Well fuck, what a mess”, he says, to which you agree with a hum.

You sit down next to him, rubbing your knees as they have started hurting again. It makes sense now why Yoongi treated you so poorly today. He was angry at you. And although his methods of showing it were beyond terrible, you do understand him. You ruined Jungkook's progress. All the hard work he put into becoming better and you messed it up. No wonder Yoongi was so angry at you.

“I feel awful”, you confess, “I just wanted to be there for Kook and I ruined his progress.”

Seokjin looks at you.

“I mean….You could have listened to us instead of visiting him”, Seokjin says.

You click your tongue, “I take that”, you murmur.

Seokjin reaches out with a sigh and pats your leg, showing you that despite his harsh words he wasn’t mad at you.

“Do you I have to stay away from Kook for long?” you ask.

“Perhaps you should follow his advice for now. It’s already impressive enough that Jungkook can live under the same roof as you, we all notice that Yoongi’s methods are working. He must know what he is doing.”

You sigh, “yeah I guess you have a point.”

“I’m sorry ___, you know I’m on your side, but I just-“, Seokjin sighs, “-I want to see Jungkook happy too.”

“I know, no worries, you don’t need to explain your reasoning. I understand, it just sucks because I’ve grown very fond of him.”

“Yeah, I’ve heard. You touched his dick? Damn ___”, Seokjin teases.

You pinch his side, sending him an annoyed glare.

“Let a girl live for hell's sake.”

He chuckles, making you pout. This is so embarrassing.

“Stop laughing.”

“I’m not laughing”, Seokjin insists with a boyish grin before giving your arm a loving pat, “come on get up, let’s do some training together. I promise I’m not going to beat you up like Yoongi did.”

You leave the gym an hour later, feeling beyond exhausted, hurrying up the stairs to your room for a quick shower. On your way down you pass by Hoseok’s door, noticing that the lights were on and music was playing behind the closed door. You stop and inch closer. So Hoseok is back. You should check up on him.

You lift your fist.

Knock.

The door opens after a moment.

Hoseok studies you from head to toe.

“What are you doing here?”

"I just….I don’t know what I'm even doing here. But I was worried for you."

"Me?" Hoseok laughs, "why were you worried for me?"

"I don't know", you shrug your shoulders, "Yoongi choked you pretty good today."

Hoseok lets his eyes travel over your face. He sighs and steps out of the doorframe.

"Come in", he says coldly.

And so you do. Hoseok closes the door behind you, watching you as you inspect his room. Modern with a twist of retro. So not at all like the rest of the house. The bright green walls and pink LEDs definitely scream Hoseok.

"Cozy", you say, turning to him.

"Thanks", he laughs nervously, "yeah I got them installed a few months ago. I can change them to any colour I want. Look", he says, pressing little buttons on the light switch.

Blue light, green light, red light, purple and orange until it lands on pink again.

"That's cool", you say.

"Yeah right? But credit goes to Kook, he had his’ first and I got inspiration from him."

"I see, neat."

"Yeah really funky", Hoseok agrees, shifting from one foot to the other.

Silence. Just the slow R&B song, he is playing through his Jukebox, is filling the room with noise.

"Sooo now you’re in my room", he says.

"Yeah", you laugh, scratching the back of your neck, "crazy right?"

"Totally yeah", he agrees.

You both laugh.

"So crazy yeah", you murmur.

"Crazy", Hoseok mumbles.

Eye contact, you break it a second later.

"Uhm, do you want a brownie?" he says, hurrying to the beanbag chair he most definitely had sat in before.

"Brownies? You baked brownies?"

Hoseok nods his head, presenting a container full of delicious looking brownies.

"Are they laced with drugs or something?"

"Nah, better. There’s blood in them."

Your hand stops in its tracks.

"There is what now in them?" you gasp.

"Blood...uhm I just realised that this sounds very disgusting to a human", he laughs awkwardly, “sorry.”

"It’s fine”, you murmur, studying him from head to toe. Hoseok only consumes blood in big masses when he is upset.

“Want one?"

You eye them.

"No thank you, I’m good”, you say and chuckle, “I’m not really into all that blood stuff."

"Alright, more for me", he says and grabs one, "I hope you don’t mind that I eat one", he says and takes a big bite.

"No, uhm it's chill."

Hoseok sits down on his bean bag chair, patting the empty one next to him afterwards.

"Wanna sit for a bit?"

"Sure, that could be fun."

The chair is more comfortable than you had imagined it to be. It is the perfect mixture of fun and comfort.

Hoseok is already on his second brownie.

"You're going at it, aren’t you?"

"Yeah, that's like my eight one. Those fuckers are amazing", he says, chewing happily.

"What? What if you overdose?"

Hoseok snorts.

"From blood?" he laughs, "highly unlikely. Besides I’m one of the Normals. I don’t really go crazy over blood. So it’s chill.”

"But you are okay, aren’t you?"

"What you mean?" he chuckles.

"Seokjin told me you like to consume lots of blood when you’re upset. Is there something you want to talk about? Something that burdens you?"

"What?" he wheezes, "no I'm”, he laughs, “hah yeah, I'm fine."

“Okay you are a terrible liar.”

Hoseok stops laughing, fidgeting in his chair rather nervously. His smile stays on his face however, never reaching his eyes and looking like a mask he can’t seem to shake off.

“I’m fine ___”, he says and his smile grows.

“Hobi”, you say, reaching out, “what’s up?”

“Nothing”, he whispers and reaches for his ninth brownie. He fidgets in his chair for a while. Then he lies down, spreading his legs with a loud sigh. His head is resting on his crossed arms, his eyes are watching the projection of stars on his ceiling.

“That’s so funky that you’re in my room now”, he murmurs and sends you a goofy grin.

You retort it, feeling awkward doing so because all you can do is worry for Hoseok.

He looks back at the ceiling.

“Hobi, do you want to talk about what Yoongi did today?”

Hoseok touches his neck, lowering his eyes. He even places the half-eaten brownie back in its tray.

“I’m fine. I just never really gotten myself in such a situation before”, he says before he laughs awkwardly, “but I’m really fine.”

“Hoseok, you don’t have to be embarrassed with me. I don’t judge you.”

“Okay”, he says, but stays silent.

More silence and it is more awkward than before. You don’t dare to look at Hoseok while he is staring at you with his teeth grinding in contemplation. He doesn’t even know what exactly he is contemplating, he just knows that his brain doesn’t want to shut up even after all those brownies he ate.

“___ can I tell you something?”

“Sure, what is it?” you ask and finally look at him.

“Something is actually up.”

“Tell me Hobi”, you say, scooting closer to give him a sense that he wasn’t alone.

“I’m kinda sad that I didn’t die today.”

“What the fuck? Hoseok?”

“No hear me out”, he says and sits up, “it sounds so stupid, but I have like zero fighting experience.”

“So? Who cares? No reason to wanna die.”

“But it is. We have Yoongi, who fought god knows how many battles. Then Jungkook, a high ranking military dude. And Seokjin, who had the nerve to serve in both world wars just for fun. They all have so much experience and were killed millions of times.”

He sighs.

“And then there’s me. The only time I got killed was when that girl sucked me dry out of my dick”, he scoffs, “what a loser way to go. Getting killed during a blowjob.”

He lowers his head.

“I’m the worst vampire in the history of vampires. I know how everyone treats me. Like I’m some sort of stupid clown, who is only there to make people laugh. And don’t get me wrong, I like making people laugh. It’s just that…I just wanna be taken seriously for once too. You know, I have feelings and a brain too. I’m not dumb or an idiot or the fucking clown of this group and yet I am treated as such sometimes.”

Hoseok lies back down. He smoothes over his hair until it is stuck to his forehead, covering his eyebrows.

“And it sounds so fucking pathetic, but I want to have experiences too just so people finally take me seriously.”

He stops talking to eat another brownie.

“You know”, he begins, “Seokjin told me about how getting your neck broken isn’t even that bad and that getting stabbed in the pancreas is a bitch way to go. And I was just sitting there when he told me those stories and thought to myself damn that dude is so cool.”

You snort, “why would you think that? Be glad that you didn’t get killed yet. Dying is dying and yes you may wake up again but you still feel all the pain that comes with it. Why would you want to experience that?”

“Because I feel like an imposter”, he confesses, “I’m a vampire, that can’t even control minds, has never been faux killed before, has zero fighting experience and whose origin story is being killed by a blowjob. How pathetic can you be?”

“Don’t say that Hobi, you aren’t pathetic.”

“Well I felt like it today when Yoongi choked me. Someone who is like five heads smaller than me lifted me off the ground and made me wiggle like a fish outta water. Do you even know how embarrassing this is to think about?”

“I don’t think it’s embarrassing”, you insist, “on the contrary, all I can see in this story is Min Yoongi overreacting. He had no right to lift you up like that or threaten you. You were just trying to defend your friend.”

You scoot closer, nudging his leg softly.

“You aren’t pathetic or a clown in my eyes. You are an awesome person, intelligent and kind and an amazing friend and everyone who has you in their life can be happy that they do”, you say, rubbing little circles on his knee, “and on top of it all, I think you are really funky.”

Hoseok laughs and smiles. It was honest.

“Funky?”

“Yep, funky”, you confirm, grinning fondly.

He rests his hand atop of your hand and pets it gently.

“Thank you, this means more to me than you can imagine”, he says, voice filled with adoration.

“No need to thank me, I was only telling the truth”, you tell him and squeeze his hand, "you know Hobi, I like hanging with you", you say.

"Yeah? You do?"

"Yup. You’re chill and I don’t know", you shrug your shoulders, "you kind of give me a feeling of normality and god knows I need that."

"So basically what you’re saying is that I'm boring?"

"God Hobi", you slap his hand softly, "you know I didn’t mean it like that. I meant that you are fun and you are sweet and caring and also just so you know? You smell really good too.”

Hoseok lowers his eyes, touching his left ear almost as if he was shy.

“Don’t say that.”

“I mean it.”

Hoseok looks at you, holding his breath. You blink and lick over your lips, realizing by the flickering in his eyes that he was looking at them. He laughs breathlessly and breaks his gaze away to blink.

“God fucking damn it ___, I kinda wanna kiss you right now”, he confesses, eyes landing on your lips again.

You would be lying if you said that this didn’t make your heart skip a beat.

“Really?” you whisper.

Hoseok scoots closer, eyes still glued to your lips.

“Yeah”, he breathes and cups your cheek. His hand is cold, eliciting goosebumps all over your skin.

You fluster and giggle, drawing closer until your faces are inches apart. Hoseok swallows and gawks at you with widened eyes. Now that you are so close to him you can see how blown out his pupils already are and how red his irises are. And then you lean even closer, blurring the view of his eyes to you and connecting your lips in a soft kiss.

He gasps and pulls away in shyness. Then he laughs and holds your hand, drawing closer with fondness in his eyes.

“This is the best night ever”, he confesses and looks at your lips.

He scoots closer, resting his hands on your cheeks. He swallows his laughter, tilting his head up to make it easier for you to reach him. He sighs and closes his eyes. And then he kisses you, melting in your hands like a piece of chocolate in the sun. At least that’s what he feels like. Like chocolate in the sun. Warm and nice and happy. You pull back, giggling when he chases you successfully and kisses you a second time. You feel tingly once he pulls back, licking over your tender lips and keeping your eyes closed to bask in the lingering feeling of him.

“Damn ___ now I kinda don’t wanna die anymore”, he whispers, making you chuckle quietly.

“Good cause god fucking damn it, I can’t lose you.”

Hoseok grasps your cheek and pulls you onto his lips to kiss you as if you and him had been in love for three centuries already. He pulls back with a shaky exhale, rubbing his thumb over your cheekbone.

“Holy fuck ___”, he whispers, “holy fuck ___”, he kisses you again. Deeply, passionately, filled with so much emotion. He barely manages to break away, holding your head between his hands as if it was his most treasured belonging.

“Holy fuck ___”, he whispers shakily, wrapping his arms around you.

“Are you alright?”

“Yeah, I’m fine, I actually fine”, he breathes and pulls you on top of his lap, “so fine”, he whispers and with his eyes closed he cradles you in a strong hug.

“Oh Hobi, you are so sweet”, you whisper softly, burying your face in his shoulder as you hug him tightly.

Hoseok hugs you back, closing his eyes and smiling to himself. The sadness in his heart is finally gone.

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