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soulinkpoetry · 1 year

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For some people it can be hard to receive love because of their childhood experiences, that’s why when it comes they push it away.

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#bessel van der kolk #unloved #unworthy of love #childhood trauma #childhood programming #feelings #the body keeps the score

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suffering-is-cute · 4 months

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banishing the hours of the quiet night, i vigorously

shake my head, calling away the moments before daylight's momentum hits.

my mother whispered into the shell of my ear, brandishing a cup of honey water like proof of a quest accomplished -

"it's not that i don't love you, it's that you're so hard to love."

i wonder what she thinks she gains by teaching her beloved child that she is unworthy of what she has given - i only shy away further from all touch, now, instead of inviting closeness.

and i used to ask her what she was watching and plop down beside her, trying to share in the fun

but i don't know, today, i just mutely watch her from the doorway, transfixed on her drama, Alone, Alone, Alone,

and pass by the door, heading for my own room.

the car crash of those words had no crunch zone and i am the one who crumpled, draining the cup dry, offering futile honest words

"i know, i know, i know" you have done such a great job of teaching me this lesson, you never had to put it in words to get it through.

fruitlessly, helplessly, uselessly, difficulty, i have bated my breath and baited myself. i have bared my soul to this ceaseless thought of not being worth company.

i accepted it, but this sin surpasses all previous sins - if you don't love me, i beg of you, just never tell me that it's because i am me.

banishing the hours of the quiet night, i switch on the radio and go to sleep. i also know that you have your own issues, dearest mother of mine (i say this without bite), i know that your mother does not love you enough and so you do not know how to love.

i agree, finally, that i am allowed to be loved, I give assent to the me quarreling within for rights.

Oh, i can't stop loving and questioning and hoping for understanding. i hope you forgive me, mother, for not blindly believing you when you say that I'm hard to be loved -

there is someone who loved me regardless, so i know it can be done. on that day that i was love, i was handed the proof that i am alive and not merely a ghost, clutching at the documents printed with the signature and stamp of someone willing to be responsible for my life.

there is paperwork, so i can prove it.

one woman's trash is

another man's

treadmill, thread, treasure

i am fine with being your trash

as long as there is one person in this world who looks at me and sees the glorious tides swishing around buried treasure

i can stand up, straight, again. after everything. accidental compromises. vast misfortune. majority disbelieving.

i went back to sleep peacefully. the creamer in my coffee speaks an ancient prophecy - even if you mind, you will be loved - and this holds me steadfast like an anchor in a storm or an x in a treasure map.

staying sitting in this room, I won't fall because I am ready to be found and I am freed from wanting to be quiet like the surroundings of my hurt that I hadn't realised was there.

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iwanttobekidnappedandtakenaway · 5 months

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I'm too fat for love.

So anyone who would even look in my direction can do whatever they want with me and I wont complain once.

They can hurt me,torture me,mentally abuse me, physically abuse me,sexually abuse me, they could even kill me if they want.

Because I should feel happy that they even wanted to look at me in the first place.

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n0anix · 7 months

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enjoying the sun (half of them are so cat coded actually)

#they are getting sunburnt 100%#my art #dungeons and daddies #dndads #dndaddies #dungeons and daddies fanart #taylor swift #lincoln wilson #scary marlowe #hermie the unworthy #normal oak #love putting too much thought into little details in a piece like this #like how their outfits are loosely inspired by sanrio characters #and a couple more tiny things that tell a story #drawing happy scary literally made my night she deserves to be happy

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hay-bails · 9 months

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boys when the intergenerational trauma kicks in

#god I love them #i have been refusing to draw scam likely for so long #JUSTICE FOR NICKY AND GLENN ILL SAY IT AGAIN #dungeons and daddies #dndads #fan art #taylor swift dndads #hermie the unworthy #jodie foster dndads #glenn close dndads #scam likely #illustration #artists on tumblr #nick close #nick foster

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yuviur · 6 months

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All these things I've tried, boy, be cute be dumb be wise be young So don't tell me what to fear in the darkness of this atmosphere Dirty Imbecile | The happy Fits

#I love them so much your honor #for the record: Scary's hair is brown to me - she box-dyes it. Roots may show next time #my art #dndads #dungeons and daddies #dndaddies #dnddads #taylor swift dungeons and daddies #taylor swift dndads #scary marlowe #terry marlowe #lincon li wilson #hermie the unworthy #normal oak #normally oak swallows garcia

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villainsandvictimsalliance · 30 days

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A reminder that Spinner canonically compares himself to Dabi and feels inferior to the rest of the League of Villains.

Part of the reason he allowed AFO to manipulate him is because he wanted to be reliable, as in he wanted to be stronger to be of use to Tomura. So again, he's canonically kinda jealous not only of Dabi's quirk, but of him as a person.

#as much as I'd like to joke about how Spinner is sooo gay for Tomura please acknowledge that this is a critical point in Spinner's character #him feeling unworthy or inferior comes from the discrimination he has faced all his life #he doesn't value himself like he should #and since Tomura is the person who has showed him the most that he matters exactly like he is #Spinner ended up sacrificing everything to save the one friend that has offered to destroy the world for him #AFO did all of that deliberately to break Spinner btw #He saw Spinner's loyalty to Tomura and used it against them #AFO can't allow someone who loves Tomura to be whole and safe #he's like a bad kid with a toy #bnha #mha #my hero academia #boku no hero academia #league of villains #lov #mha spoilers #bnha spoilers #spinner #shuichi iguchi #dabi #touya todoroki #toya todoroki

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macksartblock · 7 days

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beware of burnout it's so real i'm afraid

also bc ended up making my writing into a font to avoid killing my hand as much and bc I saw Caden do this, I thought it would be fun to see who y'all think it suits lol

#trust me i am working my way out of it lol #dndads #dungeons and daddies #normal oak swallows garcia #hermie the unworthy #oakworthy #once again i find them really funny being so dysfunctional #and no there is no step prior to the inevitable breakup it just happens #this is just how they are throughout college (they do not talk post graduation the reunion is the 1st time they see each other in years)#lincoln li wilson #taylor swift dndads #hero oak swallows garcia #ik i didnt write out like every character i could have but i was distracted by giving my brother impromptu sewing lessons #i didn't expect that to happen he just kinda showed up like 'I know you'd love to help me with something' like who told you that??#my artwork #edit: I wrote reignite wrong are you kidding me dugjxghshzs it was 4 am oh well

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soaqrudyz · 4 months

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immortal soap au but ghost is yelling and panicking because “why don’t you ever listen to me?! you could’ve been killed!” and soap just smiles sadly, holds him close, and tells him that he isn’t going anywhere, promise.

“you can’t guarantee that, soap! you can’t promise i won’t lose you!”

“oh love,” and he squeezes him that much tighter for all his troubles, “you’ve no idea.”

and really, he didn’t. he had no clue that soap had seen and loved every version of him throughout history, that they’d laughed and kissed and left their fingerprints on every continent, or that he’d still love him centuries in the future when they did this song and dance for the trillionth first time.

#ghost who spends all his lives thinking himself unworthy of love and soap who loves him in every one anyway #oh i’m sick #call of duty #cod #john soap mactavish #john mactavish #soap mactavish #simon ghost riley #simon riley #soap cod #ghost cod #soapghost #ghostsoap #ghoap #soap x ghost #au #i’ve come to realize i’m not all that good at dialogue. hmmmm #also: guess who’s back (back again)

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misasun · 2 years

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#Unworthy Of Love #Spotify

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dailydndadsdoodles · 3 months

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hi does anyone care

#i love making aus nobody is asking for #that are also very unserious #dndads #art #artists on tumblr #artwork #dndaddies #dndads fanart #doodle #dungeons and daddies #dungeons and daddies fanart #dungeonsanddaddies #hermie the unworthy #taylor swift dndads #heathers au

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gros-chat-fait · 5 months

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A man and his god.

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Got around to binge the Loki series and honestly? Besides my beloved Rocket Raccoon, this might be my favorite Marvel media yet. Mister Mobius M. Mobius has a choke hold on my heart <3

#loki series #loki season 2 #mobius m mobius #loki laufeyson #me: i love tragedies and characters being changed by love and ascension to godhood by characters considered unworthy by others #monkey's paw: curls #tagging this as #lokius #tho i'm not sure how shippy this piece is #art du chat

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teamoakills · 1 year

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Normal VS. HERMAN "COMMIT TO THE BIT" UNWORTHY

#never have i ever been more investd in a teen drama #normal can make it work #he'll get him back #oakworthy #normal oak #hermie the unworthy #dndads #dndaddies #dungeons and daddies #dndads s2 #team oakills! art #anyways Love Tried

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alien-bluez · 4 months

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Rehearsals

based on the wonderful fic what happens backstage by @apricior , been thinking about oakworthy ever since i read it hehe please go read it if you haven't already!

#dndads #dungeons and daddies #dungeons and daddies fanart #dndads fanart #dndads season 2 #normal oak swallows garcia #normal oak #hermie unworthy #oakworthy #i love how normal's loser guy charms captivated a thespian #fanfics are my new escape to cope with current ep events #i actually didnt ship them that much until i read this fic fun fact #but theyre so cute #their teen drama captivates me

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justaz · 3 months

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thinking about klance.

keith who is always left behind and abandoned, either voluntarily or not. keith who has trouble trusting people and talking to people and getting along with people and-…keith having trouble with people in general. keith who is used to fending for himself and not relying on anyone bc the two (2) times he’s done that, his parents and shiro (died, left, disappeared), didn’t end well. keith who despite finding shiro again couldn’t help the gap forming between them as his brain and heart insist that something will happen again and shiro being here isn’t permanent. keith being proven right in season 2/3 and being left alone again.

lance who is SO trusting that he comes across as a bit naive. lance who worked hard to get where he is, who studied and practiced day and night to be at the top of the class. lance who always fell short and just missed the cut and ended up a cargo pilot. lance who only excelled once keith was gone but was stuck living in his shadow. despite the fact that iverson was mean to keith, keith was his favorite student and iverson always held a grudge for lance taking his place and was downright cruel to him at times. lance who started a rivalry w keith in his head bc he was determined to prove that he could be better than keith. lance who was moved from blue to red paladin, following after keith yet again. lance who worked hard to prove that he was worthy of being red paladin but always failing bc he was never keith, he was never good enough.

klance who found what they lacked in each other. lance who was there for keith when it seemed like the universe was crumbling down around him. lance who stood by keith’s side and told him what he needed to hear, supporting him being leader and helping lead the team together. keith seeing lance as an equal and relying on him the way lance relied on him. keith who was loved and supported by someone who never left, lance who was seen for who he was and who never doubted him or his place on the team. klance who turned on each other.

keith who turned into what he hated and leaving lance behind. lance who saw keith as weak and selfish for leaving him the team behind. keith who came back to a lance who was so angry and upset, but who never left his side bc lance was just Like That. lance who was so hurt and upset, who said cruel things in the vacuum of space, but keith never saw him as less for it, who never got angry enough to hurt lance back.

at the end of everything, lance searching for keith to sit at his side as they watched the sunset bc lance will always be at keith’s side. keith who told lance how relieved he was and hopeful bc he knows what lance is capable of and how much he needs him. klance being what the other needs, holding each other’s heart in their hands but never taking the opportunities to crush each other. lance who never left keith behind, keith who never saw lance as less despite the vitriol he spat at times.

#soulmates #idk if i articulated my thought well enough #but it is what it is #i just wanted to get this down #they are exactly what the other needs #they could be each others downfall but they love each other too much to do so #lance who could prove to keith that his mind is right - that keith is doomed to be alone. that everyone will always leave him.#keith who could prove to lance that his mind is right - that lance will NEVER be good enough for anyone. that hes unworthy of veneration #klance who could utterly destroy one another and have enough reason to but never doing so #theyre on like a dangerous precipace but their love for one another is enough to keep them from falling to their doom #does this make them two sides of the same coin? kinda right?#lance mcclain #keith kogane #klance #vld #voltron #voltron legendary defender #chracter analysis #does this make sense #angst #klangst #but also not #but also yes #keith angst #lance angst

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captain-astors · 20 days

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"We do things a little differently" (Hermie design by @snoozu)

#Here you're gonna stand and deliver!#I love the premise of that episode so much I only wish they'd chosen to perform their bits as the teens rather than their goofified selves #my art #hermie the unworthy #herman unworthy #dndads #dungeons and daddies #dndads 2 #...rendering. I don't like rendering.#eyestrain #sort of? Better safe than sorry when tagging I suppose

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