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alfiely-art · 4 months

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About that character inmpression, ship thingy you posted... Of course I'l ask you about Yomi (you can answer each questions for him if you want 👀👀)

Aaaand hmmm

What do you think about Yomi x Seth, Hellxander, Fake Zilch x Seth, and Yomi x Fake Zilch x Seth ?

That might be a lot in one go, so uh, take your time!

OURGHHH Yomi. Okay this is gonna be a lot but lets-a go yahoo

Alright first off, first impression of him.

His introduction was literally golden. From his and Martina's Akira reference to Yomi fake-sobbing before coldly ordering Seth to be executed. I was kicking my feet. He immediately shot to my top favorite (before being kicked down again by Yuma and Makoto) but I absolutely enjoyed what an evil little gremlin he was from the very beginning. Honestly, one of the best introductions of a villain I've ever seen.

Next, headcanons. I think he was a theatre kid in high school. I'm saying this from experience. Every theatre kid goes through a little phase where they're evil and flamboyant it comes with the title. Yomi's just went on a little too long, silly silly boy. OH and I think he has chew toys. Being evil is stressful he's gotta chew on smth or else he'll just take it out on an underling, yk?

As for complaints and praise... weeeell, I thought his takedown was a little... anti-climatic? Like on the one hand, I'm very happy for Martina to get to send him to jail. You go girl. But also, he just sorta... accepts being arrested? I wanted him to resist more. Kicking scratching and screaming, yk?? He did a little of that but not much. And I wish we'd seen him in the epilogue, maybe as a small little shot of him in jail being all pouty. As for praise, I really love how fun-to-hate he is. The game makes it very clear he's horrible and you can't really sympathize with him, but also, he's just so fun to watch. Like. What's wrong with him *twirls hair*

Favorite pairing, hmmmmmmmmmm. Initially it was Makoyomi, but rn it's a three-way tie between Makoyomi, Yomiakou, and Hellxander. These dynamics are all just... really fascinating in all honesty. I want to study them. I'm so glad this fandom enjoys toxic yaoi I think I would go insane if there wasn't a plethora of content for these weirdos.

And finally, my overall opinion. He's my wife. My evil scrunkly meow meow. I'm gonna put a collar on him and cook him a yummy dinner while he's chained to a chair. Also his English VA is amazing and did a wonderful job making Yomi iconic, I'm planning on playing Raincode again but with JP voices to compare. He's the silliest villain I've ever seen. They did a great job with his writing, I think. He just, immediately grabs you- and when you look deeper into him it's genuinely so interesting and fun.

OKAY NOW FOR SHIPS.

Yomi x Seth is definitely an interesting ship for me. I don't actively think about it but when I come across content of them, my brain goes "fuck yeah". Sadly their interactions don't give us much to go off of as much as other pairs, but it's always a joy to see.

Hellxander. My beloved. Finding Fake!Zilch in the factory and hearing him ramble about Yomi was eye opening. Kodaka did not need to have that in there but it's there and it's amazing. I wish Yomi had a line or something about Zilch, I want to know how he feels about the guy. Was it a parasocial type of thing??? Was Yomi leading him along??? Please Kodaka. Yomi DLC where we visit Kanai Ward and Yomi is doing community service and having flashbacks to his old gay lover Hitman and he cries in the rain "I hate that ugly bowl cut detective!!!!!!! Curse you Yuma the Kokohead!!!!!!!"

Fake!Zilch x Seth isn't something I've ever really thought about, but I can kinda see a dynamic there. Frail little guy x tough hitman? Yeah that's certainly a good dynamic. I just don't know if this particular case would really... grab me?

And Yomi x Fake!Zilch x Seth... yeah I think that's just torture for Seth. Which is fine I like torturing the guy. I can definitely see Yomi being like "lol that seth guy is soooo funny to torment" and zilch is like "do you want me to torment him director yomi. Anything for you director yomi" and Seth is like "can I please just do my job. Please. Please"

#answering asks #rain code #master detective archives: rain code #raincode #mdarc #textpost #raincode spoilers #yomi hellsmile

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baby--charchar · 2 months

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Rhea seems really cute. Could you do break for the OC ask game?

Aww thank you! And absolutely!

break: What would cause your OC to break down completely? What do they look like when that happens? Has anyone ever seen them at their lowest?

One time I know that Rhea completely broke down was her first night at the hotel. She had wandered back to the pool waiting for her room to be ready, and she was just left to sit on the edge and ponder...everything. It had been less than 24 hours since her suicide. She thought she'd finally get to rest. Instead, she had woken up in an overchlorinated pool in the depths of hell, being forced to do her whole life over from scratch. She felt cheated somehow.

At first she wasn't cognizant of it, but the waves in the pool started churning up under her. They went from small ripples to rhythmic waves like those on a beach. But the darker her thoughts went, the stronger they got. Rhea only realized what she was doing once the waves were crashing into her like she was in the middle of a storm. And by then, she was too livid to care.

She broke down sobbing, shouting, and throwing the waves up against the plexiglass windows. Her pent-up rage had formed an indoor hurricane right there on the pool deck. By then of course people in the lobby had noticed, but she was so out of control that the guests weren't gonna fucking intervene.

Vaggie and Charlie ran into the lobby to see all the commotion and...hoo boy. Vaggie was immediately pissed. She slammed open the pool door, crossed through torrents of rain and waves, and grabbed Rhea by her upper arm to drag her ass out of there.

They took her back to Vaggie's office kicking and screaming. Rhea was totally out of control by this point, so if she wasn't swiping at them, she was biting or punching herself fiercely. And just...screaming. On and on and on. Charlie thought she was going to throw up, the sheer volume of it all was making her dizzy. Rhea's meltdowns are always so ferocious, but this first one was probably the worst of them. And they couldn't have known (not yet at least) how their pleading with her was literally falling on deaf ears. They kept repeating the same things over and over again, "Calm down," "Be safe," "Hush hush hush," etc. Eventually Rhea just got so sick of seeing their lips moving, CLEARLY THEY HAD NO IDEA THAT SHE WAS DEAF, so she started slamming her hand against her ear while staring at them and shouting. Did they not fucking get it?! She was practically pleading with them to figure it out and do something OTHER than talk AT her, dammit. But they didn't. In her frustration, Rhea lunged at Vaggie. Charlie and Vaggie assumed that she was going in to hurt her, but Rhea just collapsed against her and sobbed over her shoulder. Big, ugly, hiccupping sobs that lasted another half hour before she finally settled down. Vaggie didn't mind though. She held her tight and rocked her some as Rhea started settling. Once Rhea was finally being safe, Charlie thought they could try getting her to her new room.

They walked her to the elevator (she was very dazed and needed a lot of guiding), and took her up to one of the highest floors in the hotel. Vaggie helped her take a quick hot shower to get that chlorine off, Charlie picked out some pajamas for her, and they helped her settle into bed. Vaggie pulled up a chair and sat with her for a few more minutes until Rhea had totally passed out for the night.

And uh yep that was that...! Vaggie kinda bonded with her early. She likes the 'troublemakers' for lack of a better word.

Also- new Rhea pick just dropped. The little devil herself lol. Of COURSE Vaggie picked out that bow for her.

#hazbin hotel age regression #hazbin hotel original character #hazbin hotel oc #cg!vaggie #cg!charlie #hazbin hotel agere #rhea

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raypakorn · 4 months

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Gif sets of 2023/Roundup

so i'm combining the tag game that @naomismcpherson and that @nick-nellson, @alexshenry, @pranink, @khaotunq, @smileytharn, & @i-got-the-feels tagged me in...thanks for the tags loves! 💛

Rules (adapted for fic, gifs, art, etc.): Share what you made this year! It can be works you posted to Ao3, Wattpad, Tumblr, or anywhere else! You can share everything you made or just the projects you're most excited about.

fun statistics

in total i made 296 gifsets in 2023

march was my busiest month with 49 sets (21 were for liz's 21st)

90 are only friends

53 are home school

13 include angsty song lyrics

2 are just to see firstkhao crying

10 are a show + txt posts

42 are elaborate sets

1 is based of liz's breakdown over first in mlc

JANUARY popular: watched MOD @morkofday's suggestion and needed to make this set favorite: neo being the most hilarious human being in midnight motel

FEBRUARY popular: tk staking his claim on carlos favorite: liz inspired alan gifset

MARCH popular & favorite: mama reyes admitting her biggest regret, i literally sobbed ugly over this scene and what it meant to me

APRIL popular: gun, win, & aye being kicked off the bed parallel favorite: khathadome & khathachan + ao3 tags, sometimes i make myself giggle

MAY popular: gwen being missed at the rehearsal dinner favorite: aye + love languages in our skyy 2 (had to help him beat the allegations of being a bad boyfriend)

JUNE popular: tian getting the 1000th star favorite: unhinged game of musical chairs

JULY popular: it's a tie folks... yeol being moved by ye chan's request & tien calling his future boyfriend an asshole for kissing his brother (which is fair) favorite: mok & mek absolutely devstating us all in ep 9 & 10 (let aj & jj be leads)

AUGUST popular: sand x ray dynamics favorite: actually popular is probably my favorite too but honorable mention would be the set i made before only friends aired because i was so hyped and i have actually started the video for the song and i plan to finish it

SEPTEMBER popular: only friends ep 6 +txt posts (felt like the funniest person because of the tags on this so thank you) favorite: ray + my final symphony (put my whole ussy into it)

OCTOBER popular: only friends ep 9 + txt posts favorite: it's a tie for me and both are khao/ray related...shocker... ray + five4three2one & fuck it, we bawl ft khao crying

NOVEMBER popular: khem, the comedian (this actually broke containment which good, it was funny) favorite: mork x day dino fight (i wanted to gif the entire scene)

DECEMBER popular: dani x jamie + make it a rom-com favorite: it's my blog url namesake...don't judge me...ray pakorn + character profile & ray pakorn + character study

tagging: anyone who wants to because i didn't actually look to see who's been tagged or who has done this 💛

#tag games #i was feeling kind of bad about how behind i am on cheercember but like girl....i didn't know i did almost 300 gifsets this year #someone take photoshop away from me #no don't i have like 5 sets i've started and i want to finish them

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just-sp-in-inginthevoid · 27 days

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hello hellooo! how about Mikey for the character ask game and 🍄🤔 for the WIP ask game?

Thank you for the ask!

here are the links to the ask games:

https://www.tumblr.com/just-sp-in-inginthevoid/747133689068158976?source=share

https://www.tumblr.com/just-sp-in-inginthevoid/747130592726007808?source=share

My first impression

Typical overpowered goofball that steals the protag's spotlight and who's likely to be interesting once his past gets revealed. Probably has a large part of the fandom having him as their or one of their favorite characters. Don't think he'll be mine tho (I always end up with favorite characters who are (mostly) the ones without a huge fanbase behind them 🥲)

My impression now

He needs a hug. He needs therapy. He needs to cry. He needs Takemichi.

More seriously, he's more complex and important to the story than what I've anticipated. He's just so detrimental to the story. From start to end he's tangled with it. He deserves that happy ending. If I think too long about his dynamic with Shinichiro I sob uncontrollably and ugly.

I love how trauma is depicted with him. It can get so much ugly despite one's unwillingness to be and one's best effort. He's a great character.

Favorite thing about that character

He has no power over his own fate. His life wasn't meant to last as long as it did and so when it continued even though it should've ended, it got set in stone as counterweight. He got cursed by the person he loved immensely and who loved him back immensely as well. He came back wrong and he wasn't aware of it. He's an antagonist despite himself. He was meant to be since the start and Kisaki helped to speedrun it but even without him Mikey would've sunk in darkness. There were clues about that since the start and I love that for him. He's literally cursed to ruin his own life (and lose his loved-ones). Talk about doomed lol gotta love a lil tragic man.

(I'm very happy he got his happy ending tho, don't get me wrong)

Also: he's got a blanket-plushie <33 he's irritable when he wakes up and that's relatable

Least favorite thing

Idk... I don't think there is one? Perhaps when he refuses to apologize because he doesn't see the point to it (in the hospital when visiting Pah's friend's girlfriend with Draken, when meeting Kazutora's father after drop-kicking him, ...) but that's just because it makes me anxious lol I can apologize a bit much

Favorite line/scene

obligatory 'save me' moment mention

It might be a bit cliché, but the whole Manila Mikey scene. It's when Mikey actually started to pique my interest. The whole 'I killed them' bit *chef's kiss* - I needed to know more asap and I knew I wouldn't and it was awesome.

Favorite interaction that character has with another

Mikey stealing Takemichi away for Christmas from Hinata made me chuckle and still do.

I don't think about the trust he puts in Takemichi that much but it does linger on the back of my mind at all times. It's very dear to me.

A character that I wish that character would interact with more

I wish we would've seen more of him with Izana and him with Senju. There are a bunch of others, but ultimately I wish his relation with Izana and Senju would've have more elements to it, more dwell on. Also where are the scenes with Kazutora and Mikey being content and happy, Wakui. Wakui. Wakui, I need them.

Another character from another fandom that reminds me of that character

Loosely, I'd say Ace from One Piece. Damn character smiling to hide their clinical depression

it's when I'm being asked for things like this that my mind goes blank fr, I'm sure I have best examples somewhere

A headcanon about that character

The reason he sleeps so much is because he's supposed to be in a vegetative stage had Shinichiro not messed with the timeline :D!

A song that reminds of that character

I've got a entire playlist for him with +130 songs in it (as for now), how am I supposed to choose.

Imma just put the first song that triggered me doing playlist for TR and sharing them on Tumblr I guess

降伏論 sang by 宮下遊(Miyashita Yuu) (Eng sub in CC)

And take Body And Mind by Girl in Red as a bonus

An unpopular opinion about that character

I don't think I've got one???

Favorite picture

This panel is just so beautiful.. *sobbing on the floor for several reasons*

I like every lil Mikey as well

🍄Describe your wip/one of your wips in the format of “___ + ___ =___”

Baji as Shinichiro's time trigger + canon compliant up to a certain point = Kazutora still kills Shinichiro

🤔What’s a story you’d love to write but haven’t even started yet?

AU where Shinichiro (19, living in 1999) and Takemichi (18-19, living in 2010) swap bodies between May 22nd and July 30th. They're both from their original timeline and so the connection cut when their timeline stops having the same course of event. And while Shinichiro lives through original timeline the same way he lived it in canon, Takemichi kinda forcefully got his life together (it's tucked together with tuck tape but he's making it work) because of when Shinichiro was living his life and is now way too attached to the Sano family (&Co) not to try to meet with Mikey from his time period (very bad idea). What could possibly go wrong with Takemichi from the start of canon trying to reconnect with Hinata, Mizo Five, Kakucho at some point bc I want him and S62 here, and saving Mikey when... When it's first canon timeline and they've never met?

It's a fix-it somehow; the time leaping powers plotline remains the same as in canon too, when it concerns Shinichiro (Takemichi's part of the story obviously gets changed)

I haven't written a single word yet but I did brainstrom it xd. Got a handful of other long-fics I want to write first before starting a new one

#je souhaite faire part du fait que j'ai été tenté de dire que ma scène préférée était le 'si tu rigoles pas j'transforme ta mère en NFT' ou #le passage 'M9' avec 'zone censurée' de la parodie Re:Take #mais peu aurait eu la réf #and April 1st is over #ask game #answering asks #also thank you for asking for him bc I saw two post in a way too little span of time (2 days - yesterday and today -) that were degrading #him and it made me pissed :) so thx for giving me the opportunity to talk about my love - altho not intense - for Mikey #everyone can interpret and like what they want how they want but I was outraged (mostly by how they worded it)

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singingninja4 · 2 years

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very long and kind of emotional word vomit post under the cut

tl;dr - I love BCS and this fandom community and I'm really not ready to say goodbye to the story and the characters

I shared a post earlier saying that a piece of media has never affected me as much as better call saul. last night I wept. I felt sick to my stomach, and my heart ached so much I couldn’t sleep. I’ve been hyperfixated on shows and movies before, but I’ve never had such a strong visceral reaction. in some of my other fandoms, I’ve cried—uncontrollably sobbed even—when a favorite character died or something else tragic occurred. like when tony stark died in endgame I ugly cried during the last 30 mins of the movie. I spent 10 years loving that character but then when I left the theater, I was able to go about my day. I was a little down for a few hours, and I certainly continued to grieve the character, but I was functional.

I’ve been contemplating all day why this show, better call saul, has ingrained itself into my being more so than any other show. one reason may be the amount of time I’ve spent with this universe and these characters. I didn’t watch brba from the very beginning—I started while season 3 was airing—but I’ve been with this universe for 12 years!! but I’ve been with other fandoms for just as long if not longer. another reason is definitely the quality of the show. across the board, with acting, writing, directing, music, cinematography, sound, costumes, literally every department is at the top of their game producing some of the best quality television to ever exist. no one is doing it like gilligould and co. NO ONE. but that’s not the only reason. I’ve watched other shows and movies that are of similar quality. Avatar the Last Airbender is and probably will forever be one of the greatest animated shows to ever air imo and for a lot of the same reasons. and yeah, atla holds a special place in my heart and I cry every time I watch certain scenes, but I don’t feel debilitating physical pain from it.

but after reflecting on it all day, what sets BCS apart from all of my other hyperfixations is the timing of it all. as I said, I’ve been a devout fan of the brba universe since around 2010, but my hyperfixation hit a whole new level in march 2020 when the pandemic hit and the first lockdown occurred. this was a very dark time in my life, as I know it was for many others. suddenly being totally isolated, scared about our health and our future, and for those of us in the usa, the fear and anger about our political landscape was traumatizing. I turned to tv and other media to fill some of the voids in my life, bcs and brba being the main shows I turned to for comfort. tbh I think that bcs being there for me during such a traumatizing and lonely time just stitched the characters even deeper into my heart.

another thing that sets it apart, is that this is the first time I have ever made friends through fandom/online spaces. I’ve been on tumblr for about 11-12 years, but until spring of 2020, I never really interacted with other people in fandom spaces. I was always a little detached, simply reblogging things I liked. as I’m sure we all were during the beginning of the pandemic, I was in desperate need of social interaction, and so I started to branch out a little bit in online fandom spaces like tumblr and ao3. then in november 2020 my family and I came down with severe covid. like my mom had to be hospitalized (she’s fine now) and I should have been but wasn’t because of my age and the number of beds in the hospital. during this time a lot of my irl “friends” showed their true colors. even though they knew we were sick hardly any of my friends checked in on me and my family. fortunately, we had other people besides my shitty “friends” to rely on to take care of us. anyway, I lost a lot of friends during that time, and so I dove even deeper into cultivating my friendships online as well as the few irl friends who stuck by my side.

I’ve made some fantastic friends over the last 2 years in the bcs fandom. some of y’all know me better in some ways than several of my irl friends. the bonding that I have shared with y’all as we waited for season 6—the watch parties on tutturu (aka hyperbeam), the unhinged blogging, discord server inside jokes, fic writing and reading, song covers, voice chats, memeing and so many more interactions both about BCS and outside of it—all of these experiences continued to weave the bcs universe, its characters, and this fandom community into my soul.

last night’s episode was the end of an era, the beginning of the end. and the break-up between kim and jimmy, though inevitable, was devastating. I am utterly heart broken and am having trouble rising up out of how depressed I am about it. I never anticipated that I would be so emotionally invested in these wonderful characters that I would feel physically ill at the thought of their separation. I love this show so so much and it has gotten me through some very dark times, and I feel absolutely sick thinking about it ending. but I’ve realized it’s because I associate these characters and story that I love so much with all the wonderful people I’ve met here. y'all truly helped me through those dark times as well.

I am really not ready to say goodbye to this story and these characters. and I know it’s a silly thought, but I also think that the episode subconsciously triggered a fear that when the show ends, so will the lovely community I’ve made over the last 2 years (I’ve got some abandonment issues, but I won’t go into that here). I really hope that is not the case, and I’m going to try my damnedest to keep in touch with y’all even if the fandom dies down because this community truly means so much to me.

anyway, I don’t really know where I was going with this…I don't think I articulated anything very well and I’m just kind of rambling at this point 😅 but I really just needed to write down my thoughts to process all these feelings I’ve been having all day. and also just wanted to tell y’all how much this fandom means to me 💖

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thought I should clarify that even though I'm devastated by their break up, I'm anxious and excited for journey these characters are going to take us on in the final few episodes...even if I'm not ready for it to end yet 💖

#better call saul #personal #long post

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thegeminisage · 11 months

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squeezing in an hour of zelda before i have to take mom 2 the dentist 😤

first things first i must kill with fire the redead i fled from last night. rip

i love that i get my arrows back when i do this lol

i feel like the game was steering me towards electricity but i have more fire stuff so i'll keep using it as long as it works

admittedly. this is a little less daunting in broad daylight

i am Not ready to do more quest stuff. i think i AM ready to get my next memory. and also to get away from the redeads!!!!!

snow boots. rito clothes. im bracing myself.

you know what fuck it. i can EASILY make it to this memory but let's see if i can't make it to the final tower. i want my map filled in!

oh dear it's been snowed in lol

aw a little underground river. idk i love to river raft in this game. feels like an amusement park ride every time

i made it inside! LAST OOONE

ah man. and now of course i know where i must land. idk if i'm ready!!!!!!!!!! but i'm doing it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well. here i am. i'm gonna frow up

IM GONNA FROW UP

HE'S DOING THE KNEELING THING FROM OOT IM GONNA HUUUURL

REAFFIRMATION OF THE 100 YEAR MALE LORE...GIRL WHAT

ok wait. when the zonai appeared here long ago...girl this is BREAKING the LORE

a hyrulean woman IS IT HYLIAN OR HYRULEAN??? COME ON

did ganondorf just microaggress them lol

turning on his heel like that was sexy

rauru is not maybe being the most kind here. maybe if the ~hyrulean~ king treated me like that i'd kill his wife too.

THAT MAN'S HEART HOLDS MANY DARK AMBITIONS DID YOU SEE THE MAN WITH THE EVIL EYES I CAN SENSE THAT MAN'S EVIL INTENTIONS I'M GONNA THROW UPPPPP

GIRL HELP MEEEEEEE

oh my god they literally start talking shit about his demonic nature as soon as he leaves. I'D KILL HIS WIFE TOO!!!

the irony of the king believing zelda this time when he didn't in oot and it changes NOTHINGGGGGGG

even his name gives me pause. EVEN HIS NAME GIVES ME PAUSE. EVEN HIS NAME

ok. i'm done. i'm here. i'm n

I'M NOT NORMAL ZELDA IS YELLING AT ME!!!!!!! GIRL I'M COMING TO FIND YOU WHAT?

SHE'S CRYING OH MY GODDDDDD

another memory...oh god oh my god the big one i know it's the big one oh my fuckingggg god

oh jesus i already got the shrine there i can just Go???

i'm gonna THROW UP!!!

to be honest i was gonna space these out. i was gonna get ten, fifty, a hundred more koroks before i did this. but there is No Way

two cutscenes so close together though...feels unbelievably decadent.

ok. im bracing myself. AAAAAAAAAAA

YOOOOO these flashbacks

did mineru's SOUL just go into the sheikah slate???? what was that fire poe looking thing?

NOT THE BOTW TRAILER MUSICCCCCC

SHE

JUST

SWALLOWED

ok. so.

i welled up and then genuinely started ugly sobbing

like her theme came in and i was being so strong but like how much the transformation obviously like, pained her - physically and mentally - literally lost herself

and then you see her in the sky 10k years later, still lost. ten THOUSAND years we can't even comprehend that amount of time she has suffered so much and she is so brave and i love her more than anything shes my best babygirl

and the final memory site now surrounded by silent princesses?? fuck me up. fuck

bro. i am sitting here in shocked devastation. i need to lie down for 10,000 years

#personal #loz blogging #totk lb #totk spoilers #i am DISTRAUGHT!!!!!!!!

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kennieswrld · 1 year

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an analysis of my relationship with an ex-lover of mine.

hello, if you like rants please continue reading. if not, this is totally not for you.

you've been warned.

so i was in a relationship almost a exactly one year ago. it didn't last super long, we didn't create a bunch of memories. but it was enough to put me into the worst depression i've ever experienced so far when we broke up.

our story was actually really textbook for two almost 20 year olds. we met and instantly clicked, had crazy fun sex, talked about everything we could think of, and he cheated on me! i think for a long time i blamed myself on his actions. i had never felt so inadequate and ugly as much as i did then. being a black woman with a redhead was already bringing in enough jokes, but to be cheated on with a goth white woman with long straight inky black hair? misuses spiritual jewlery and definitely practices "magick" instead of magic? AND was a genuinely sweet person with my dream body? whew. god don't get me started. i just couldn't understand why i was never pretty enough for him.

on top of this entire fiasco, we were a long distance couple. this means i sacrificed a lot of my social life to spend hours on facetime every fucking day (it's so insane to even imagine myself doing now). and the cheating was done in a sneaky, disgusting lying way. god, i was a fucking wreck. have you ever had a heartbreak that wasn't even in range? i cried for months over a man who would never be in my immediate area, it was nuts. but as i stated earlier, i was sad for a long long while. i literally lost my sense of self worth after having a string of not-so-amazing moments where i posted to my social media's about the situation (when i was DEFINITELY not in a headspace to even be near a phone).

i never thought i would feel the same, i sobbed at the thought of anything that even reminded me of him. until one day i just- quit. it felt like a wire had flipped in my head, i finally saw how he was just toying with my emotions so i could continue playing his stupid fucking pathetic loser baby-man games. and i just learned how to outplay him.

our contact went radiosilent for a while, until i caved and texted him a few times recently. terrible idea, i know this. but i just had to know if we had truly had the closure we both needed from the situation, and i wanted to talk to the person that was one of my closest friend's at a point in my life. SPOILER ALERT! that was one of the worst decisions of my life, yet one of the best. unlike me, he never moved on.

when i blocked all of his accounts online and pretty much made his being non-existent other than our shared internal memories, he was stalking every single one of my social media's religiously. he kept tabs on my new relationships, my hair changes, fuck even my new posts. it was such a revealing moment to me. this whole time, i felt as if he had moved on and grown up like i had in our time apart, but unlike me, time froze him in the heat of our break up...many months later. at first i felt like he was a pathetic loser with 0 hobbies other than being obsessed with me. but now i see how he is just a product of our societies atrocious way of raising men.

he can't regulate nor voice his emotions properly and doesn't understand how to take complete responsibility for himself and be a good sport even when you're wrong. and at first, i felt so happy in the knowing of how big of a loser this guy was. knowing how the pain he caused me stayed with him forever, but not me. but now, i feel bad for him.

i couldn't imagine living in a past that i know i fucked up. i can barely imagine living my day to day life without true friends that listen to my feelings and i feel true emotional connections with. i can't imagine living like this because i could never live like this. but he does. and that's quite sad. but, i've blocked him on everything. and i'm sure he is reading this, and that's even sadder. but i hope this analysis of my horrid ex helped out a person in the beginning stages of breaking up with their horrid ex. because trust me, you will get over it and live the most amazing life without them, while they pathetically stalk you online like the underdeveloped children that they are.

thanks for listening.

#tumblr diary #diary entry #writing #writerscommunity #relationships #relationship #breakup #just girly thoughts #love #journal

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wildechild3 · 1 year

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Some character memes to celebrate my fanfic being finished! I’ll have it posted on AO3 later today after I’m finished with my classes. For now though, enjoy my rambling bullshit lol.

I’ll put some explanations below the keep reading so no one gets a wall of text on their dash.

Maurice:

OH MY BOY. MY DARLING BOY. I am him and he is me. Every time I read the book or watch the movie, I see so much of myself in him (excluding the misogyny). Hence why I cannot treat him with any gentleness nor care. I have to dissect him and see what’s going on in there, because maybe if I can understand him, I can understand myself a bit better too. We should also both go to therapy. That should definitely happen.

(Headcanon: he is autisitc. That’s it that’s the headcanon. I will not be taking any criticism but if you want an explanation just lemme know.

EDIT: I am kicking myself in the face for forgetting this. I also headcanon Maurice as a househusband if/when they can afford it. He just gives off that vibe and I love that for him.)

Alec:

HOLY FUCK DID FORSTER PUT COCAINE IN THIS MAN WHEN HE MADE THIS CHARACTER???? He is my favorite character and my current king blorbo. I want nothing more than a small version of this little lad to carry around in my pocket. I adore him. He’s perfect. Desperately looking for a woman like him in the real world to wifey. I’m in love. I am an Alec Scudder stan first, a lesbian second, and a person third. Maurice has an A+, lesbian approved, shiny gold star, taste in men. The fact that Alec calls himself ‘rough and ugly’ makes me want to sob because he’s NOT. He’s literally a sweetheart and the goodest cutest boy around.

(Headcanons: 100% a wife/husband-guy. Literally loves his spouse more than anything and finds any form of ‘i hate my spouse’ joke stupid. Is definitely a mama’s boy. Also, he likes poetry about nature (Walt Whitman especially) and wants to visit the US some day. He is a total nature nerd and had he had the resources, I swear this man would’ve been a naturalist or something of the like.)

Kitty:

Look. I know there’s barely any information about her in the book and movie. But what if I told you I was in love with her? She stands up to Maurice when he’s being a world-class asshole, and isn’t afraid to chew his ass out in the epilogue for leaving the family (although he was justified in doing so). Something something passionate smart women something something incredibly attractive. Also, because there isn’t a whole lot stated about her in canon, I can go insane and project :)

(Headcanon: the hottest femme lesbian you’ll find in 1910s england ;) )

Clive:

TikTok come get ya mans. Look, I’ll be dead honest I don’t like Clive, but I don’t like the complete villainization of him either. He made a choice many queer men had to make during that time period. I will NEVER dislike Clive because he ended the relationship with Maurice. He was trying to keep himself safe and out of prison.

I WILL HOWEVER hate him for HOW he went about his relationship with Maurice. Throughout the book/movie he dismisses Maurice’s feelings (including when Maurice was expressing suicidal ideation). He treats Maurice as someone who will always be there when he needs him, but does not reciprocate this for Maurice, going so far as to leave Maurice at his estate alone for days at a time like some sort of pet. He isn’t as bothered by the end of their relationship, because for him it was never really THE end. He never expected Maurice to find someone else.

Clive couldn’t love Maurice in the way he needed to be loved, Alec could.

(Headcanon: Clive was incredibly bitter and upset once he realized that Maurice had left for good with Alec. He wouldn’t learn about Alec and Maurice still being together after all these years until Chapman mentions that Ada told him that Kitty (long game of telephone going on here I know) saw Maurice with some man. He’d put two and two together really quick and would probably have another breakdown. Idk. He seems like the type to get pushed over by a strong gust of wind so I wouldn’t put it past him to breakdown over his first love still living happily with someone else, when it could’ve been him.)

#maurice #these headcanons apply to the book and movie so:#maurice 1987 #maurice 1914 #sorry for lying about the order i was going to post things in #i had time before class so i did this instead #editing requires me to read things out load and I am NOT #going to read my fanfic in a crowded library

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akane171 · 2 years

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Haha, yess, that's you😂 Which only made it double funny 🤣🤣

Ohh, Yeah, no, the puppies are perfect, we're just kinda fighting over their custody...I think?😅🤷🏻‍♀️ I'M NOT GIVING UP ON LOVING THOSE PUPPIES, DAMMIT!😭😭

With both of our track records, I can't even act like I'm surprised we both like Itachi and his relationship with his Brother (and his parents, OMG, that last talk before he killed them😭😭 and ohhhhh, SHISUI😭😭😭)

Gotta agree on that, I love how it was so focused on friendship (even more so than animes like Fairy Tail that supposedly are about friendship but kinda get lost in romance) and it *is* very refreshing compared to Western shows (not including your mentioned examples) but it was indeed kinda weird how obsessive (and at some point even kinda toxic) they made Naruto and Sasuke's friendship😅 Esp. with the kinds retconning they did later where Shikamaru (and Choji) actually seemed to have been the first same-aged people to accept Naruto, not Sasuke😅 Tho Sasuke at least still had the "most relatable cause he doesn't have a family either" things going 🤔😅🙈

Ohh, sounds interesting and yes, I think I've read a few similar texts 🤔 It's actually kinda sad how men can't have bffs without society immediately assuming shit... A few weeks ago I actually heard a grown man say "my best friend" for once and I honestly just sat there and was like "Heck yeah, he's comfortable af in his sexuality and masculinity, how wonderful", just internally cheering at that😂🙈 SOCIETY SHOULD ALLOW MEN (or anyone at all, really) TO HAVE BESTIES WITHOUT GIVING THEM HELL FOR IT!😩

...PShhhhh🤫🤫🤫 What my mind doesn't realize can't make me ugly-sob in the corner til it's over🙈😖😂 Let's just ignore that thought and focus on how hopefully at the end they'll have (at least) two little Karamel!kiddos running around them while they are happily married😍

... Okay, shit, now that brainwash thought already got stuck in my head🙈🤦🏻‍♀️😖 Oh god, imagine Kara and post-brainwashed!Mon "playing" Katniss and Peeta's "Real, not real" game😰😰😰🙈🙈

You are not sorry😖😑

...please tell me that's NOT what you have thought up as the end and instead maybe Mon returns (knowing you, he's probably at least hurt) some months/years later?🤨🙈

DAMNIT NEEDS BOTH HIS PARENTS! DON'T MAKE THE POOR DOG HALF AN ORPHAN😭😭😭

"Dude from Magic Mike"...I've never watched that but do you mean Channing Tatum (the main lead in that movie?)😂 But ohhh, what's the movie called, it doesn't sound half bad🤔🤔

Definitely😂

Well, there's still that whole theory that Loki in Avengers was brainwashed/mind-controlled by Thanos cause his eyes were blue instead of green, but yes, I doubt Mon would manage anything that malicious of his own accord🙈 And aww, yeah, Thor and Mon do have the Space-Puppy-ness in common😍😂😂

Ohh, Tyler Hoechlin is confirmed too now? Nicee😍💃🏻 Haha, I'll keep my fingers crossed your wish will come true, but I feel like you might get dissapointed on that front😅🙈🙈🙈

Top 10-15 songs?😶😯 Uff, you're asking stuff😂 Like, I'm not even sure myself which songs that list would make up😅😅 It kinda depends on my mood and which genre and language you mean, too🤔 Uhh, of the english songs, generally I suppose I (almost) never skip "In the end" and "Numb" by Linkin Park, "House of Memories" and I write sins not tragedies" by Panic! at the Disco, uhhh "Panic Room" by Theory of A Deadman, "Can you feel my Heart" by Bring me the Horizon.... uhhhh....uhhhh... Do you mind if I think on this first?😂 My brain literally can't come up with ANY song I know rn 😅🙈

WAIT WAIT WAIT, WHAT HAPPENED TO LW'S WRIST?!?!?!😱😰😱😰😱😰

XXX

So what, you and LW are married, divorcing and fighting for a custody? INTENSE!

Yep. He was the MVP of the series. Maybe because there was not a lot about him and he was for long time a mystery? So Kishimoto couldn't have fucked him, like he did with the most of the other characters xD

Well, Naruto acted like a pysycho fangirl when you think about it xD But it was nice that they seen themselves as brothers, without romantwic feelings. And in a way, when you think about Winchesters for example, they were super toxic too.

Hmm, if i remember correctly, but my memory is shit, Sasuke and Naruto acknowledged themselves not long after Itachi did the boo boo. But the fact is... Naruto had much better (healthier) friends, but I guess because since the begining there was rivalry, the sharing "no family" etc. it was so important for both of them. Because gaining it was so tough? At least for Naruto. This or that, it was interesting to follow.

Imagine how LOW the bar is. From what I remember, in the past showing affection in male x male friendship was something normal. But then homophobia happened and here we are. Not only males are fucked but females too, thanks to it. XXI century :))))) AAAAAAA!!!!!!

Hopefully!

Yep, that would be crushing.... still entertaining xD

No? I mean so far I have never ended my story as pure tragedy, so maybe I finally should :P

Life is brutal! Even for the dogs?

But ok, ok, it would be a happy ending. Probably.

The movie is called The Vow. And yes, that dude, never remember his name, lol. It was an ok movie. I just don't like him, because he is not the best actor, in my humble opinion. And he sucks in romantic roles.

Oh the fan theories xD I mean, Loki in the later movies/shows, behaved a little different, so maybe? Haven't seen the Loki show, tho. Loki is another example of sad tragic character, when you think about it. Maybe Sasuke would have ended like that, if Itachi hadn't killed anyone and Sasuke had to lust for his fahter's attention xDDDD

Yeah, I mean Mon is a little... more... sneaky? And less happy go lucky, but still imagine them both on a party - the world would end with a blast xD

Yes, he is! There was some pic with him on the set, so yay! i just wonder who is the kid's mother. Because it doesn't seem it is Breaden :/

Like duh, all my ships always go to shit, so *rolls eyes*

I see you suffer from the similar song disease aka who knows what song I'm going to torture myself and other people with today xD

Yes, I am asking stuff ;3 Searching for some new music and well, your fave music tells a lot about you, I think? xD

Aww, i like the Linkin Park's song too. As for the Panic! and the rest - interesting. Gimme me moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Well, she said it hurt two days ago but it's better now and she takes care of it and let's say I "believe" her =_______________=' So, maybe in the next anon tell her to take care of herself =='

#ReFail #my fam

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Idea– and this one doesnt have to be detailed– bros wanting to comfort an mc who’s an ugly cryer. Like, snot, tears flowing, shaking crying. Trying to do right by their human.

Ugly Crying MC

(Feat. GN!MC and the Demon Bros)

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Lucifer

He's already out of his chair when you come to him with those swollen eyes, tears streaming down your face while you helplessly scrub at your snotty nose.

There's so much spit in your mouth MC, he can't understand what you're saying-

So he lets out a sigh, moving over to immediately start drying your face with a handkerchief.

Makes sure you're nice and clean before smoothing your hair back and tilting your face up to look at him.

"Breathe now, take your time. What on earth could've happened to put you in such a state? Here, come sit down. Take your time to calm down, and tell me what happened."

Mammon

Oh shit o fuck-

You're crying. Like, CRYING crying. Red faced, snot nosed, hiccuping crying.

There's no time for him to be a bastard, because he's already pulling you into his arms before he can think about it.

Rests his head against yours, giving you those good ol back rubs.

"What's got ya so worked up, huh..? Yer cryin' like somethin' terrible just happened. The Great Mammon's got ya, okay? I've got ya..."

Levi

?!?!?!!? You're CRYING?!

Oh god, he KNOWS it's bad just from the way you sound. You're choked up, your face is all twisted up, and there's snot making it's way down your chin.

Honestly panicking?? He's no good at stuff like this! Why'd you have to come to his room?? Uhhhh

In the panic, he literally just picks you up and plops you into his tub bed, getting you all bundled up like a sad lil burrito, and crawls in with you.

"Are you trying to give me a heart attack..? Uh... I'm not good at.. at sentimental stuff, but you can still talk to me, you know? I'd get it if you didn't want to, but.. we can always play some games or something until you feel better..?"

Satan

WHO THE FUCK CAUSED THIS-

Immediately switches to attack mode. For you to cry like that, something HORRIBLE must've happened.

Was it a demon at RAD? Did someone try to eat you? Are you hurt? Did Mammon do something? He'll kill em-

That rage subsides for a bit when he sees you need comfort, rather than action. So he sets you down in his armchair, draping a quilt over your shoulders and placing a cat on your lap that he definitely wasn't supposed to have inside.

"Look at me, I won't leave. Something terrible must've happened if you're like this... and I'll take care of it, okay? For now, let's focus on getting you to feel better. Look, isn't this cat's fur soft? She's purring..."

Asmo

???Love?? You good????

Look at the state of you! There there, come to Asmo and tell him what's wrong!

Seriously though, who the hell hurt you? Asmo may be a twink, but he's a force to be reckoned with-

He's the king of self care, so you bet you're getting pampered. He cleans your face up, tends to your hair, and gets you all dolled up and ready for a movie marathon in his room.

"There's NO way I'll let you walk around so sad! You're not leaving until you feel as fresh as a daisy, understand? My darling MC doesn't deserve to feel so worked up. Care for a chocolate? Or a kiss?"

Beel

Also immediately switches to attack mode-

Beel doesn't play. He considers you family and a love interest, so if you're hurting like this, he's gonna take care of it.

But first, you're in his arms being cradled while he takes you to his room and deposited onto the nearest surface.

He comes back later, arms full of little snack to feed you after he cleans your face and give you the TIGHTEST hug in the world. Squeeze out the sadness.

"MC, are you okay..? Tell me what happened. I hate when you're not happy, and if you're crying like this, then... I'll stay with you until you're feeling better. Have something to eat. Don't choke, okay? Take your time."

Belphie

Woah woah woah, what happened??

Belphie isn't a stranger to ugly crying, but seeing it coming from you freaks him out-

Not because of the way you look, but because you're practically pouring out all your hurt into every sob, and he's not a fan of seeing you like that

Guess where you're going? That's right, baby jail. Which is his arms, tucked into his blankets while you sob against him. You thought he’d leave you alone? Guess again.

"MC... You're soaking the pillows. Its fine though, as long as you're getting it all out. You're hurting, right?" "......I might be the last person you want to hear this from, but you can always come to me, okay? I want to know when you're sad. Even if I can't fix it, I'll be right here for you. Why don't we sleep it off?"

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hello 🤍🤍 can you do how txt would be as best friends?

txt as best friends.

THIS WAS SO CUTEKDJSJ!! as always, this is with a female reader since the request wasn’t specified with anything else!

YEONJUN

you’ve definitely got something matching, knowing yeonjun with his black-card (… many thoughts on this), it’s probably some really expensive bracelet.

if we’re going down the route of imagining you’re both idols, there would be so many complications of your public interactions!!! he definitely makes the two of you watch them and laugh at everyone’s assumptions fkdhfj

takes the absolute best photos of you, he’s better at the posed photos, the only candid ones he can (successfully) take of you are when your backs turned to him!!!

cue thousand of sunset pictures with you stood in front of them, probably his lock screen tbh <\3

you’re both each other’s emergency contact (to both of your parents’ disapproval!) no matter what.

SOOBIN

always wears a hair tie on his wrist in case you need it (if your hair is long enough of course) !!!

gives you pep talks even when you don’t ask for them, not in a patronising way, more in ‘i love n support u so much u could take on the world if u wanted!!!’ kind of way. literally your biggest cheerleader i’m gonna sob.

probably have polaroids of the two of you in his phone case and no matter how many times people ask if you’re his girlfriend– he loves to explain how you become friends, how cool you are and truthfully everything about you!!!!!

if you have siblings (rip me- only child syndrome <\3) he’s so close with all of them!! i can see him babysitting them, taking them on days out, playing games with them etc.

basically an extension of your own family, in a non!idol au you probably go to the same university and wind up being roommates (we love platonic soulmates in this house!!!)

BEOMGYU

the same way soobin carries an extra hair tie, gyu carries an extra plaster. (and by extra i mean one- you have to carry one for him bc he’s forgets).

literally the two most insufferable, chaotic idiots the world had ever seen. people cannot stand the two of you, in the nicest way possible.

the biggest sibling vibes ever!! but he’d also be so protective over you :( the type to rip you off at dates and glare at whoever you’re meeting… very intimidating gyu.

your selcas???, jail. literally prison you both need to be locked up! the silliest of faces, definitely sticks his finger up your nostril or licks your cheek have you met him?!?!?

he’s almost too comfortable with you, but you love it, he’s completely himself when he’s around you and it’s 100% refreshing. he’s so open with you about everything, feelings included, and definitely writes you handwritten thank you cards/letters for being there.

TAEHYUN

carries a whole ass ‘y/n bag’ rather than just one item, it’s not just a mini-first aid kit, it has hair ties, plasters, pain relief pills, allergy tablets everything you’d ever need!!!

whenever you guys go out, he knows your feet are gonna hurt in heels (if you wear them- if not just skip this!) but not only will he gives you his blazer to prevent you getting cold, but will carry both your heels and you, on his back.

if you’re up for it, he’ll take you to the gym and work out with you!! helping you with whatever machines you don’t understand and blasting your favourite songs to keep you motivated!! probably makes you one of his healthy smoothies to try too ><

surprisingly, i think he’d be amazing at taking candid photos of you, like he won’t even mean to but you’d become the it-girl of pinterest thanks to photos he took!

whatever you do, don’t ask him to take posed photos unless you want a blurry mess.

KAI

the type to always text you, morning, noon n night!!! ‘good morning, good luck on your exams today!’ he’d definitely take you out for ice cream afterwards :,)

buys you both big, oversized jumpers thats are probably very ugly to anyone else but the gesture is sweet enough to make you cry fjfhdkfhsk

always orders food for you, even if you say you aren’t hungry, in case you changed your mind!! he is always looking out for you he is so!!!! also little things like knowing your favourite dish from every takeaway within a 5 mile radius!!

if you’re ever stressed or overworked (with school/work for example) he wouldn’t hesitate to write whatever essay was due or fill out the paperwork you were supposed to do a week ago, as long as it meant you could watch your favourite kdrama with him and relax.

if your hair is long enough, pls let him braid it and practice hairstyles#^&: he’d typically used beomgyu but after he cut his hair you were his only hope <\3

masterlist, request.

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genshin-impact-fics · 3 years

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Streamer!Genshin Reacting to Character!(Y/N) Dying in Game

!Warning!: Major character deaths & angst

Characters: Diluc, Venti, Childe, & Zhongli

Diluc:

It was a race to get inside one of the bases of the Abyss Order to put a stop to whatever plans they were in the process of executing that could potentially put many lives in danger. Diluc was rather calm while playing though it would be a lie to say that it wasn’t a bit annoying that the route to the domain was timed

It was once inside the domain did things pick up fast as it seemed to be a fighting wave system which after beating the first two rooms there was a short scene where in the end Lisa and Amber stayed behind to hold off the incoming enemies so the rest of the group could go further. It seemed like forever doing some of the puzzles to unlock the doors to reach the next fight

In that fourth room after the defeat of hilichurls and abyss mages did suddenly a short cut scene appear to show the appearance of an Abyss Lector. As remembering how much he hated fighting this guy in the spiral abyss he already knew what he was in for; however that was until your character stepped forward with your weapon ready. Diluc was actually sad to have to leave you behind as he was hoping that you’d be one of the characters that went with him to the very end

“I think I’ve watched enough shows and movies to know what this could be leading up to.” He’d comment to his viewers as he finally reached the destination where the Abyss Herald was. Finishing the fight triggered another cutscene as the traveler’s sibling appeared and was making their small speech, asking if the lives of the “friends” the traveler made were worth losing

Diluc is watching with a straight face as he kinda expected this but the who was what he wasn’t sure about and truthfully the only one he’d be truly heartbroken about is your death, but they wouldn’t kill you now of all times right? Wrong; soon the cutscene finally came across where they had left you and you were leaning against the wall extremely injured with your weapon laying beside you. Diluc is frowning cuz he has to watch you die now

Listening to your final words as you spoke to no one Diluc would sulk in his chair a little. In the last moment before your eyes closed, if you mentioned something about not getting to tell his character your true feelings it is visible that Diluc looks like he wants to cry(but he doesn't). Once the screen showed the mission complete he’d grab the plush he had of your character and hold it looking at his camera. “Of all the characters I thought were going to die, I wasn’t ready for it to be (y/n).” At that point he’d probably call it a day from there but he’d still talk to his viewers as he probably would watch the tribute videos that fans had already made

Venti:

Everything was in chaos as it looked like archon war 2 was going to be taking place, but this time it was a war between the Abyss Order and the Archons. He was heading to Mondstadt to help and to check on you. Dvalin was flying around sending attacks at the abyss members. “Ah traveler there you are!” The sound of your voice as you landed before him; as weird as it was to see you in your archon robes was odd but you looked so good! After a short conversation you had gone flying off and it was time to get back to fighting

Things were looking good as it seemed like they were winning against the abyss order though it wasn’t over yet. It was until up in the air did a cutscene starting showing you and the traveler’s sibling fighting going at it. Venti is so captivated by how serious and cool you look fighting, but it all changed when the sibling landed a blow that caused you to fall from the sky ending up falling into the Whispering Woods

Venti couldn’t run fast enough to get to the woods to check up on you but when he did the first thing he saw was the sibling standing before you. He’s already sad and yelling at the sibling for hurting you though it seemed that now he was there the sibling went and disappeared revealing the real condition you were in. “No, no, no! This better not mean (y/n)’s dying.” He’d say in denial as he’s already starting to cry a little

“A-Ah Windblume h-haha… Sorry you have to see me like this.” Even in a moment like this you gave him such a cheesy grin until you seemed to grimace in pain. “Unfortunately it seems like… This is it for me. As long as the winds blow I will always be with you, so please watch over Mondstadt for me.” Your words were making Venti cry as it was like back in your story quest but only ten times worse. And to think it was already painful as it was your next words that did him in. “Maybe in another life we will find each other again and maybe then we can be together.”

Watching you start to glow until you turned into partials of light till nothing of you was left, Venti is devastated. The chat is crying with him as he’s saying how awful it was that his sibling had killed the love of his life! His viewers are going to send him fanart and fics to look at that was an alternative that you lived in the game

Childe:

It was a big fight with the confrontation of the Fatui Harbingers, facing off against one of the other stronger members that blocked the path to proceed to seeing the Tsaritsa. The boss’ first stage was fine; however during the second stage it seemed after losing a certain amount of health the damage that Childe was dealing significantly decreased.

It was when the cutscene started that Childe was already dreading the foul legacy form he’d be facing this time. You suddenly came out of nowhere and already in your foul legacy form yourself Childe is going crazy over how cool you look; he’s also swooning at the fact that you’ve come to his rescue. The fighting progressed until you landed a successful hit that weakened the other harbinger; however, at that same time the other harbinger managed to hit you with a powerful attack

Childe is screaming at the sight of your mask breaking while you fell to the ground. He’s so glad that his character is running over to check on you instead of the fight picking right up, but he’s already feeling the feels hit him hard cuz he hates seeing you hurt. Seeing you back to normal, the damage you sustained was really bad; then the worst thought came to his mind. “This-This better not be what I think it is,” he’s saying not looking away from the screen listening to you weakly talk

“Haha don’t give me that look sweetie, I couldn’t just let this be where your journey ends.” Hearing those words and the nickname you used for his character was sad. “To think we’d be able to travel together more, but hey… Promise you won’t stop fighting and could you look after my siblings for me.” Childe is literally crying now that the reality of the situation is clear. If he gets a choice of dialog to choose from he is going to pick the choice that says that he pinky promises

If your character smiled at the choice he wanted to smile but he’s also just sad, you were dying in his character's arms. If you had given a small love confession in the little bit of life that was in you, he’s going to ugly sob and once the fight was starting again he needs to pause by going into his bag

Immediately he goes getting his big plush of you and coming back to hug it and cleaning his tears with his sleeve before looking at the camera. “I wasn’t ready for this, my baby!” He was not expecting to be losing you; he figured that some characters would possibly die but you were the last character he thought would be killed off in the game. There’s Fs in the chat all around and the crying emote; it’s sad boi hours in this chili’s. He doesn't wanna do the fight but also he gotta avenge you so this last stage fight was for you. Afterwards he’s gonna go look at fanart and video edits

Zhongli:

After helping some of the other nations and their archon’s fend off the abyss order it was time he headed to Liyue to find you. Of course as usual it wasn’t going to be as easy as running around the harbor until he got word from Xiao that you were in Cuijue Slope. So he headed over to help you before anything seriously bad could happen to you

Getting to the open area there you were fighting against the sibling as you were even in your archon robes. Going in and interrupting the fight his sibling clearly looked annoyed and proceeded to try to get him to side with them which of course he didn’t. A Herald appeared to allow the sibling to get away which the fight with the Herald commenced

Just when Zhongli finished up the fight thinking he had won it strangely went to a cutscene as his character and you started to talk; however it was when the fallen Herald came out of nowhere about to attack his character but must to his surprise you shielded him not only taking the hit, but also using your elemental burst to finish off the enemy. Zhongli is frowning at how badly you were hurt as he already has a bad feeling this wasn’t going to end good; the traveler was helping you sit up after having fallen over

“I’m glad to see that you aren’t hurt my friend.” You said as you certainly have seen better days. “Sadly I believe my time has come… Do not be sad dear friend, I have lived many many years… As knowing you has been life changing. Though rocks change from erosion, know that no time will change how I felt about you.” Your words broke his heart as you had such a soft expression on your face as your body began to glow and before he knew it you turned into particles of light and disappeared. He probably wouldn’t cry at most maybe a tear but he is clearly upset about your passing in game and would take a break to talk to his viewers and maybe look at the fanart that surprisingly had been put out already

#streamer au #streamer!genshin x character!reader #genshin x reader #genshin scenario #genshin imagines #genshin diluc #diluc x y/n #childe x reader #genshin tartagalia #genshin childe #venti the bard #genshin venti #venti x y/n #zhongli #genshin zhongli #zhongli x y/n #angst

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elysianslove · 3 years

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helo love! i hope you're having a good day. kinda want a break from bf hq boys. can i ask for miya twins as reader's older brothers? 👉👈 i was thinking if she can be the manager of inarizaki just because i want aran to lose his mind from dealing with three miyas hahahaha. thank youuu ily!! ʕ•ε•ʔ

omg i lovelovelove the concept of the miya twins having a sister and now that i’ve gotten an ask about it skfsbfkj <3333 thank you for sending this and i hope you like it!!

MIYA TWINS WITH A YOUNGER SISTER

considering you and the two of them are only a year apart, you’re pretty close with one another. of course, the older you got, the more annoying they were, and there was this one era when they were like 9-12 that they made it their life mission to annoy you. but then they grew out of that phase eventually, and as they matured, they became more tolerable.

they’re not only teenage boys, but also your older brothers. they’re going to be annoying.

atsumu definitely does that sibling thing where he’s like eating a bowl of cereal or whatever and he enters your room, just stands there and chews really loudly, then walks back out without closing the door. it makes you want to kill him every time.

osamu probably just like tugs at your hair whenever he sees you because why not yk, especially if it’s in a ponytail or a braid. and this isn’t 9-12 year old osamu. this is like 15-17 year old osamu. he just grabs your braid and pulls. you might snap your neck one day honestly.

atsumu eats your leftovers. all the time. like literally all the time how do u still have 2 brothers and not 1

osamu comes and sits in your room like on ur couch or bed cause you have better wifi or whatever. he farts and goes “sorry :D.” he is not sorry.

sometimes the both of them team up on you and it’s so exhausting. but if you manage to get your mom on your side? consider them obliterated.

and yk what’s even more fun? when you and a twin team up on the other twin. it’s just always hilarious cause the other twin will act so betrayed vjshsdsk

anyways because you’re only one year apart, their friends are your friends and your friends are their friends. have you ever had to deal with a “best friend’s brother” type of thing where a friend of yours only wanted to come over because she heard that miya atsumu likes to walk around the house shirtless? yes.

she ended up being extremely disappointed at the fact that miya atsumu has a lot more respect for those living in the same house as him and doesn’t walk around shirtless. ironic.

but also atsumu does flirt with every single one of your friends.

flirt with his it’s okay <3

you’d think atsumu would be more protective or selfish about you being close with him and samu’s friends? nope.

it’s osamu

like, for example, every time he sees you walking alone with suna he wants to either deck suna or deck you. he can never decide on which one.

he’s just very good at hiding things like that, and atsumu isn’t, so it always seems like atsumu gives more of a shit than osamu does. and honestly, osamu’s not even sure why it bothers him so much. he’s not mad that you’re friends with his friends, like, obviously he isn’t, because he’s happy to share, especially since you’re his sister. but at the same time, he can’t help but feel like he really can’t have anything for himself you know? sounds pathetic and selfish but he can’t help it.

i think you bring it up at some point and ask him if he’s bothered by it, and it took a whileee before he admitted that yes, it kinda does. it made sense in your head though, only because he’s your brother, and obviously you’re not gonna stop being friends with them, but you understand. they were his first, in a sense.

but!!! he’s not gonna lie, osamu loves the fact that he can trust his friends with you. like if anything were to ever happen to you, he knows his friends will react the same way he would, and that alone kinda reels him in.

since you’ve known aran since you were really young, he’s kinda like a third older brother to you. he always acts like a mediator between you and your brothers (and is always on your side, even if you’re in the wrong. so what if his favoritism is showing?). you genuinely feel like you can turn to him for anything at any point if you can’t turn to your brothers first.

but out of all their friends, you’re closest to suna and you can’t explain why. he’s just so nice to be around and if you’re left alone with him, it can’t ever be awkward, even if it’s completely silent and quiet. plus, suna’s probably covered for you a couple of times if we’re being honest :)

anyways!

protective wise, they’re honestly a lot better than you’d think they’d be. like yeah they’ll give you hell if you even mention the fact that you might have a crush on someone, but in reality, they just want what’s best for you, and they want you to always be happy.

obviously, if the person of your choosing really doesn’t seem like they have your best interest in mind, your brothers will be extremely blunt about it. like i said, they want what’s best for you, and they’re not going to sugarcoat anything at all.

good luck trying to get your opinion in on their love interests they’re suddenly incapable of hearing. hypocrites and double standards <//3

they will do the whole interrogation thing, but it’s mostly because they don’t wanna look like they’re softies. they want the person to fear for their life if they even consider hurting you.

in regards to comfort;

osamu is the best listener there is. genuinely. he just sits there and lets you talk his ear off. he won’t care if you spend hours doing it. if it helps you relax, and calm down, then he’s all for it.

atsumu is who to go to when you’re sobbing and need to get your mind off of something. he’s great at distracting you, but healthily. he’s not very good at the talking thing, and he will listen if you need him to, but go to him when you don’t want to think about anything anymore, yk?

btw!! both of them are secretly huge suckers for the drama in your life. if there’s some friendship drama, they want all the details. they’re giving you the best reactions and the most ridiculous advice, and are definitely heating you up more than they should be but, what else are you expecting?

as each other’s siblings, you’re insanely supportive of each other and your respective dreams. like when you found out osamu wanted to go into a completely different field than atsumu, you spent a thousand nights trying to convince him that what he was doing was right, and spent another thousand nights trying to convince atsumu that osamu choosing a different career path didn’t mean he was leaving him behind.

whatever your own dream may be, they’re hella supportive. like suffocatingly so. if it’s something they’re well versed in, like volleyball or cooking, they’re helping you out in every way they can, every second they can. but if they’re unfamiliar with it, they’ll either pretend they’re the most knowledgable people about it and end up embarrassing themselves, or will just support you any other way they can (for example, buying or promoting your things, or proofreading, or helping you edit, etc).

when the three of you are older and have lives of your own, you still take the time out of your day to catch up. sometimes other days are harder than others, because your lives are so different that there can be no time at all, but every time you see them through a screen or you meet up after hours in osamu’s restaurant, or you and osamu sit front row at one of atsumu’s games, it genuinely doesn’t feel like any time has passed. you’re so different but the exact same.

they piss you off, insanely so, and you get on their nerves too. you’ve spat ugly words at each other, words you didn’t mean, and made each other cry, frustrated and angered one another, but at the end of the day, you’re siblings. at the end of the day, they’re the most important constants in your life. no matter what, they’re there.

you can always count on that, you know? :)

so are y’all gonna send me more prompts like these? 😼 please?

#haikyuu x reader #haikyuu headcanons #miya atsumu x reader #miya osamu x reader #miya twins x reader #miya twins x sister!reader #miya twins x sister

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secretbangtnn · 3 years

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Best Of Me | One

Pairings : →ot7 x reader, poly!BTS x reader

Genre : → vampireau, yandere!au, age gap, gore, obsessive behavior, ddlg/caregiver, poly, fantasy, supernaturals

summary : It’s quite unusual to find a little baby on your doorstep, especially that their area was not of the poorest - you could say that a vampire town was efficient with money and snobby creatures. However over time the first idea of just giving back the little girl seems more and more radical and those moody vampires slowly start perceiving deeper feelings to human they even wanted to kill.

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So im not really as happy as i wanted to be with this chapter, but its the first one that i needed to translate. Suprisingly Its easier for me to write the whole thing myslef than translating it from my native language. + Remember to leave something and im happy to say that we can start an ask game with the characters from my books

Surprisingly this day was awfully ugly for such a beautiful season. Heavy rain was falling on the ground creating the big sheets of wall with those millions droplets that practically covered the whole view outside of the freshly cleaned window.

Tired sigh pierced the quiet, as for the household members, house only causing the weird tension to increase that was there from the early morning. Dark hair of the boy moved with him, now facing the cold, wet window.

Hyung…” Groaned the boy crashing on the couch closing the eyes in the process a little frustrated. Walking just next to him, a little taller man with bright yellow hair, looked at the dark haired one with a tired stare.

“I don’t have time Jungkook, go torture Yoongi or something.” A snort came out of the older one after the not so innocent proposition, as he kept carrying the big basket full of clothes.

And again he was alone. The youngest of the brothers, being the one who never knew what to do with his free time, wandering in the halls and every couch he could spot in their cosy house. His dark chocolate hair falling on his face, a little too long for his liking, but he was too lazy to actually do something with them.

Again that not happy groan left his lips, and wriggling similar to a child that did not get a toy he wanted, in the end forcing him to sit on the couch with a big pout. It was not normal in this household, the whole quiet and calm act, especially considering the residents he shared the home with.

They are more similar to animals than gentelems that appreciate a quiet time. So the weird atmosphere was definitely an unsettling thing for the youngest.

Again looking at the dark view outside the window, he tried to see the cause of all of this. Completely as if something was meant to happen, like the quiet before the storm.

And let me tell you, Jungkooks 6th sense never fails. Just as he thought that maybe just maybe this time he was wrong, a ring echoed in the whole household.

“Someone is gonna open it?!” He shouted being too irritated to even do it himself, despite being the closest to the doors.

Of course, nobody answered. So angry he was at this moment he got up from a nice cozy couch and with heavy steps he came to the big chunk of the wood.

He opened the door not that gently, mumbling an annoyed “what?”

So how irritated he got when he saw nothing, a void, the same doorstep and gate that stood there everyday, now with a big wall of rain to spice up the view. He looked around, now a little confused, while thinking that maybe someone was in the mood for jokes. But how stupid the idea of that was when he remebered, that for his hundreds years of living in this world the first time that actually someone managed to make fun of him was today.

And oh god he started to get so pissed.

So imagine how shocked he was when just before he closed the door he heard a really unusual sound coming from his feets. Unhappy sobs rang in the quiet afternoon immediately attracting his attention.

The young vampire was more than shocked, looking at the child in the pille of pastel colored blankets. Small sobs now increased in a big crocodile's tears with disturbing sounds of the kids crying.

“”No, no, no, please be quiet, we don’t want to wake up the old, ugly, moody grandpa. do we?” He panicked, whispering the words to the child that now laid in his arms. He just prayed that the actual old vampire really didn't take up because of the cries.

As the kid started to calm down, he stared at it with an unreadable emotion. It was a weird feeling, holding the delicate creature in his arm, knowing that just one wrong move, and the child would never cry again.

So what was that feeling that stirred down his stomach as the little creature grabbed his finger with a big open mouth. The sick emotion only made him panic even more, while looking back inside the house.

He decidied,. Sneaking was nothing new for his ninja move, and he strongly believed in his skills of not getting caught with a surprise in his arms. In the end the spiderman socks were a good choice, as their soft material made nearly no sound on the floor.

His stress level went higher with each step that brought him closer to the room that he knew he could not miss. The sound of a knife and cutting rung in his ears is similar to the music in horror music he likes to watch, now making him understand a feeling of pure fear.

Eyes closed while praying that the blonde man won’t turn around catching him in his act. But how wrong he was to believe in such a miracle. Nothing and absolutely gets past Kim Seokjin.

“Jeon Jungkook…” He died, completely freezing in place. Not opening his eyes he waited thinking that maybe it was just his head messing with him, and the blonde boy never actually turned to him. “What have you done again. If I need to clean the mess once again from the ketchup, I'm not going to…”

And as Jungkook thought that nothing can go worse, the little chil laughed a happy giggle while making the grabby hands for his bracelet.

“Jungkook?...What exactly are you holding?” The question like a knife cutted the heavy atmosphere in half. The silence just after that louder than everything he has heard before. He was even sure that he felt his nonexisting heart stopping. “Did you fucking steall a child?! I can’t be…”

“No! It’s not like that I swear I found it on our doorstep.”

“Do you really think think I am that stupid? How even the child could just appear there hm? Rolled there or better flyed on its plush unicorn?”

“Hyung, please you are going to wake up others.” He didn’t even hesitate to beg, looking at the blonde with such terrified eyes. The child in his arms happily munching on his bracelet completely unaware of the tension.

“Why would I care about others! You brought a child Jungkook, how can i be calm!?”

Dark haired unconsciously looked around with gritted teeth, now just waiting for the rest to appear. And he did not need to wait long, as just after he looked back at the blonde, someone came from the other side of the kitchen door.

Tall man with peachy hair and raspy voice, trying to get rid of the rest of his sleep, now scratching his head with confused expressions. Who wouldn’t be confused in this place, seeing a literal child in a house full of old vampires.

“What is this mess all about? You know what hour it is?” Said the tallest one. Blondie one only snorted as if offended while crossing his arms. “What?”

“Nothing.” Oldest mumbled irritated. The tallest only raised his brow, and repeated the question once again. Jungkook being now forgotten with the child trying to catch his attention with little sounds. “You dare to remind me of the hour?! Do you know how many nights I didn’t sleep because of you! If I just could silence you for good, you would have long ago ended like the voldemort, yes i'm talking about that nose of yours”

The taller one immediately touched his nose gasping not believing in what he just heard, now trying to silently disappear from the harash stare of his older brother.

As the peach hired one hid behind a counter, the attention now came back to the snaking Jungkook. More pairs of footsteps rang in the quietness of the home, slowly showing other people.

“Jin-hyung is angry again? What happened I want to see.” Announced the newcomer, sliding on his perfectly white socks.

“Who is angry here?! You want to see how angry I can be you...you…”

“You silly goose?”

“No that's to lame.”

“Dipshit?”

“You dipshit! Thank you Namjoon.” He finished with a red face. The newcomer only rolled his eyes, while making the shortest of the brothers that came with him laugh.

“Since everyone is here…” The tallest started.

“Wait, where is Yoongi.” Asked the red haired one, while leaning on the counter with a mysteriously made coffee.

“Here.” All of them shouted, hearing the sudden voice, and seeing the new person that appeared with a lightning of thunder. “So what’s this mess about?”

Everyone in the room simultaneously looked at the dark haired boy that immediately stopped in his tracks hoping for some power that could help him disappear. All the eyes slowly drifted down his arms, now staring at a bundle of blankets that started to move as if it knew of the attention.

“What is that?” Asked the tallest looking straight at the irritated blonde.

“Don’t ask me, I’m not the one that gives such a stupid example, making those idiots steal children.”

The kitchen is now again quiet, all the eyes on the little creature in the arms of the youngest. Only sound now being the child starting to sob again, making everyone tense.

“Shut it up you morons.” Said second oldest, annoyed at the loud cries. The blonde didn’t waste time, knowing how bad noise is for the black haired. Small body now shuddering because of the sobbing making the oldest coo at the little child.

His arms soon hold the bundle of blanket, trying to calm the kid down with his baby voice. It wasn’t hard to get lost in its eyes, them being mysterious and full of innocence, drawing up the blonde one. His big hand now on its red cheek, trying to feel the texture of the soft skin under his fingers.

And as the cries never happened, the child started giggling again trying to grab Seokjin hands with such a beautiful smile. It was a really soft sight to see making them all calm and giddy inside. But as the child opened its mouth Seokjin's smiles disappeared.

“What the matter?” Asked Namjoon a little bit taken aback by the change of his hyungs mood. The oldest only looked back at the rest of them with a terrified expression.

“It's a human.”

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jm-jkfics · 3 years

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jikook fics recommendations。

i solemnly swear that i’m up to no good: title of your sextape by jeonminie

Park Jimin doesn't date alphas. No. They're dumb and not worth the hassle at all. He works, solves cases, loves Harry Potter and goes on dates with pretty betas with ugly names. That's basically what he does. Besides bickering with his co-worker, Jeon Jungkook, obviously. He thinks he is the best detective, makes fun of Jimin's date's names and is an alpha. Jimin doesn't need another reason to want to choke him every second they spend together.

enemies to lovers, a/b/o, detectives, one-shot

unbound me by jangmi

jimin works at a convenience store and jungkook is the annoying alpha on the floor above.

or,

jimin is working hard to pay his student loans and jungkook smirks a lot.

enemies to lovers, a/b/o, one-shot

searching for you by jiminslattae (drpuffles)

jungkook and jimin are rivals at work and they hate each other (at least, jungkook seems to think so). jungkook is more than okay with that...until he's forced to work with jimin.

the more jungkook finds out about park jimin, the harder it gets to cling onto his hate.

enemies to lovers, office au, one-shot

the cat’s in the bag by fatal (cumrich)

jeongguk's got it real bad for his next door neighbour. even if jimin doesn't see him the same way, at least his cat likes jeongguk.

friends to lovers, neighbours au

pull my strings by eumorious

It's a stupid bet that Jungkook agrees to after a frat party where he kisses Jimin during a drunken game of spin the bottle. He has to sleep with Jimin within two months and all that he's ever hoped for will come true.

But the more time he spends with Jimin, the more he realises he's not motivated by a bet but because he's falling for Jimin.

college/university au, chaptered fic

put your hands on me by Glissando, Mother of Pearl (Jinjuui_eomeoni)

Maybe nothing would have happened. Maybe they would indulge in their little massage sessions for a while, and Jimin would try his damnedest not to squirm with the lust boiling in his veins. And maybe he would succeed, and it would be fine. Maybe, eventually, it would pass just like he thought it would. Maybe. If only it weren’t for the lube.

Jungkook keeps giving Jimin massages. Things get out of hand.

friends to lovers, one-shot

Stories Above Concrete by annie_vi

An unexpected accident stole precious years of Jeon Jeongguk's memory from him, years that he cannot get back. In the midst of his recovery, he meets the man who just moved in across the hall, Park Jimin, who teaches Jeongguk that new memories can heal all wounds.

strangers to lovers, amnesia, falling in love, chaptered fic (on-going)

Two Can Play That Game by annie_vi

“So he’s a literal D-I-L-F.” “Well, when you say it like that, it sounds kinky.”

When Jimin's favorite first grade student lands in the principal's office after a fight, she's giddy at the prospect of her father showing up to the discipline meeting. When her father walks into the office and fist-bumps his daughter, Jimin immediately understands why.

single parent jungkook, teacher jimin, strangers to lovers, chaptered fic

it leads me to you by chimout

jungkook stares at the boy in front of him, watching the grin on his face stretch into the sun. he swallows and blinks up at him as the boy's eyes turn into the moon. his voice reminds him of home.

"hello," the boy says, and jungkook muffles a sob. "are you lost?"

or the story of how jungkook loses himself only to find a home in a boy who gives him the world.

friends to lovers, college/university au, unrequited love, one-shot

just another game (that you lose) by disneykoo

“The things I had to go through for those drinks, you should be kissing my ass.”

“Why? Did another barista recognize who you are and try to get your number? Horrible, really. I can physically feel the pain you’ve been going through for my coffee.” Taehyung puts a hand just above his heart, acting all hurt and gives Jeongguk his best puppy eyes.

“No, Park Jimin decided to show up at our coffee shop instead of getting his regular $24 coffee and decided to drop a stupid Iron Man joke.”

Jeon Jeongguk is a professional Overwatch player and there is nothing that pisses him off like losing. And Park Jimin.

enemies to lovers, misunderstanding, slowburn, chaptered fic

Saranghae slippin' and fallin' by catboyjmi

Jeongguk's fingers brush against Jimin's to take hold of the camera, all the while his lips trails against the sharp line of his jaw. "You moan so cutely for me, hyung… Wanna hear you more…" He bites Jimin's lower lips, sinking his teeth against his fresh cut,

"Wanna hear you scream."

Or, It all took a hot turn when Jimin accepted to tutor mysterious Jeongguk and found out about his secret.

enemies to lovers, college/university au, camboy jeongguk, chaptered fic

#jikook #jimin #jungkook #jikook fics #jikook recs

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